WASSUP

3.6.17

– Current
&
Currant

– “Go Irish”

– A human being is not born. No one is a human being by nature. A human being is made, just like DNA is transcripted into RNA & then translated into protein. The protein (body) then becomes the base from which the spiritual work is done…

– I live in this 3D world, but I am originally from the 4th dimension!
Therefore, I am nothing here, and this is nothing to me……

– “Again” – Archive (lyrics)
Song
The music, the lyrics and my mood mingle perfectly to create absolute bliss!

– Distinguish:
Melancholic aggression
&
Nihilistic ressentiment

– Rock:
Ballads
Vs.
Anthems

– Self-criticism – what a society needs the most, will never be considered by that culture as “good” or “positive”…
In fact, it will always be seen as negative or worthless!
There is nothing we hate or avoid more than (what is required for) our own salvation.
In short, the true messiah is always a crucified one.

– All heroism is essentially tragic, and all narratives are ultimately comedic.

– Christ University – if you are widely reputed, and rated as a top/premier institution, then you are definitely NOT radical/subversive!

– Sleep/leisure as the most productive/generative of activities!

– Leisure the basis of culture & the philosophical act by Josef Pieper
Blessed are those who fully read my journal entries, for they shall be rewarded with such priceless treasures……! 😇😎
The essential/crucial/vital luxury

– How willing am I to see myself in the light of the other?

– Education ~ philosophy ~ spirituality!

– Nutan

– Why is it that we hear (& are disturbed by) the dog-fights only late at night (when we go to bed)?

– Change the motto of Christ University:

From “Excellence & Service” to “Knowledge & Freedom”! 

4.6.17

– Ultimately, the Liberal Arts might be the most useful (to being human) than all the other fields of knowledge put together!

– Vicious virtues
Vs.
Virtuous vices
E.g. Industry & laziness

– Professor – publicizing the private is the only way to access truth!
From opinion to knowledge, through conflict…

– But what if your life partner is not your soul mate (and your soul mate is not your life partner)?

– Becoming fully yourself IS changing the world!

5.6.17

– The armchair in my living room is the frontline in the spiritual war of our age!

– What is “natural justice”?

– Movies:
” Wonder Woman” (2017)
Mainstream Hollywood films (especially the superhero genre) are no longer solid (theological) substance. I must turn to the arthouse stuff for that.
Gal Godot is super. But Wonder Woman is naïve.
War as truth. Satan as the great peace-monger!
Distinguish:
Armistice
&
Justice
Her romance with one man is what sustains her love for mankind.
What is the significance of the watch that is left in Diana’s hand by the hero?

– Cricket – the India-Pak rivalry is dead. It’s a total mismatch, folks! This is a different kind of sadness for India fans……

– “Hic et ille”
riposte
adumbrate
reframe/reconstitute/reoriginate

– What is the difference between a thing & its reflection?
Nothing, & everything.

– Sleeping with the specs on

– Finding new fuck-buddies
Hidden contacts

– Aesthetic imperfection (double meaning)
Wonder Woman (2017 Hollywood movie) is too nice and The Tempest (BBC production of the Shakespeare play) is too heavy.
I need something in between……

……like Louie (TV series by Louie C. K.)??

6.6.17

– Deconstruction as counter-interpretation
Sincere but wrong
Double whammy

Distinguish:
Politician/bureaucrat
&
Statesman/public servant
Fake/paid news
Hung parliament
Aelia Capitolina
Hidden traditions

– Maybe I should use the power of the Internet better to overcome my isolation & listlessness……?

– Who (among those around me) is seriously interested in the spiritual life anymore?? 

Well, even I have nothing better to do, that’s why……! 

7.6.17

– From good to great ~ from busyness to contemplation – from health to enlightenment ~ from happiness to misery!
There is a joy (spiritual) that lies in the very depths of sorrow (psychological).
Being profound/authentic has a very high price indeed. The question is whether it is worth all that pain……
The most terrifying abyss lies WITHIN!
Do you dare to enter, & stay??

– Do you know that all the garbage from our houses finally ends up in their backyard?
Well, now you do.
But what are you going to do about it?
Should you do anything at all?

– Distinguish:
Ideation
&
Idealism

– “Civilization and its Discontents”
Now, through prolonged repression & neglect, turned into malcontents 😡
– catercorner
Negative capabilites
Proscenium arch

– “Why is there something rather than nothing?”
Get the book! 😉

– It is possible to be confident but wrong. And it is possible to feel dejected while in the centre of “GOD’s will”. 

8.6.17

– nimesis
mythopoieic
symbolic environment
Secular theodicy
Bureaucratic discourse
ineluctable
misprision
Mass suasion
semantic slippage
Symbolic manipulations
Organizational logic & official ideology

– I must live for one year without any clearly defined occupational role. I must see if I can fall in love with myself, or at least learn to live happily with myself, by going through a long period of intense solitude & unlimited freedom……

– Can democracy/citizenship & nationalism/patriotism coexist?

– Isn’t it easier to believe that a personal GOD created this world, with conscious & intelligent beings as ourselves, rather than the evolution, of life from organic matter, & consciousness from biological beings?
Or is there a third alternative……??

– Reading as an escape from self-confrontation

– What do you do? ~ Show me your clothes
Who are you? ~ Get naked in front of me now!

– If I am brutally honest, I would accept that i can’t see a way out of (bio-cultural) determinism, yet! 

9.6.17

– Cricket – what, India can’t defend 321?! And then they (commentators) say it was not quite enough!

– My job is to become nothing by doing nothing, and therefore to expose to this world that all its sound & fury signifies nothing!

– The romanticization of sex

– Distinguish:
Beauty/body/aesthetics/sensuality,
Truth/knowledge/ethics/intellect
&
Goodness/faith/religion/revelation
All together constitute life/spirituality/prosperity/being!
Missing any one by conflating one with another results in death/deficiency/regression/depression.

– Is what is not articulated &/or communicated not understood/known?

– earful

– Is it “appropriate” for someone nearing 40 to be “sexy”?

Huh!? Fuck that shit…… 😈

Bible verse of the day 

Love does no wrong to a neighbor. Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law.
Romans 13:10 NET

http://bible.com/107/rom.13.10.NET

What does “neighboring” mean, in a technical/theological way? 

Compare & relate:

Law of love

&

Law of liberty

Law as principle of reality or foundation of nature, as opposed to arbitrarily & violently imposed rules. 

“Do your neighbor no wrong” could be the summary of the whole Law!? 

I remember the (TV series) conversation between the kid Louie and his mother, in the car, about the (probable) nonexistence of GOD & the importance of morality (nonetheless)… 

Along with “love”, the other key words in Christian theology are live, believe & work. Match these 4 verbs with these 4 nouns – other, self, GOD & world – and you get an entire philosophy of being human! 

All the financial advice you’ll ever need fits on a single index card – YouTube

Video
WOW! 👍😀

But I am still not convinced about the ethicality of investing in the stock market, real estate, commodities, etc. through instruments like mutual funds… 

I want to be a good financial manager without succumbing to the hegemony of capitalism. Now that is a worthy challenge for someone who talks a lot about conviction! 

Prudence (selfish?) 

Vs. 

Wisdom (social responsibility) 

I think what is missing here might be a concrete community of mutual support – the Church! 

Bible verse of the day 

“The sovereign master says, “These people say they are loyal to me; they say wonderful things about me, but they are not really loyal to me. Their worship consists of nothing but man-made ritual.” 
Isaiah 29:13 NET

http://bible.com/107/isa.29.13.NET

The word-deed gap is actually a matter of the heart (moral-spiritual).  

How can it be bridged? 

How can one’s deepest desires & beliefs be shaped? 

Through a holistic education powered by faith and executed by the will. This must include the physical, intellectual & social dimensions of human existence.  

Religion includes “man-made ritual”, but is also MORE than this…… 

JOTTINGS

27.5.17

– Depression – trying a new method of self-care (as essential to the treatment, along with medication).
Pamper the flesh – just relax completely, whenever you feel miserable. Then slowly, coax the body using the will to move & perform the usual routine, but this time with more awareness & finesse.
Mindful breathing + yoga moves = body-mind integration
Somaesthetic approach…
Let’s see how this goes.
The mind thinks all that the body wants is safety, pleasure & rest, but it is wrong! The mind does NOT know the body. We must stop thinking about, & speaking to, the body, & start listening to it more.

– From the wild animality of the jungle (dangerous environment), we have now moved into the impersonal mechanism of the city (enslaving systems).
How shall we regain the garden again?
Can it ever be??
We, as individuals have lost touch with our own bodies, and as a society we have been alienated from the planet.
Why did this happen, & how can we rectify this?

– The Arts need the Sciences just as much as the Sciences need the Arts.

– Moving from culture as nature to nature as culture.

– Melancholia (film) – is it possible to optimally function in this world, & also be ready (even eager!) for its extinction?

28.5.17

– Uniqueness
Vs.
Normalcy

29.5.17

– Distinguish:
Body/self/man/person/life/thinking/feeling
&
Flesh/spirit/GOD/world/existence/being/consciousness

– Jordan Peterson hates postmodernism, but loves Nietzsche. How come?

– Randomize ~ revolutionize ~ radicalize ~ liberate!

– The antidote to depression is not medication (retreat), it is aggression (offense)!
The war of socio-psycho-biology and philosophico-mystical-spirituality

– True life is neither inward nor outward, it is (all that goes on) in-between!

30.5.17

– Can the pure physiology of UGK & the perfect nihilism of Nietzsche be harmonized &/or integrated?
Spirituality is more than (mere) biology, but it is also less than (contemporary) culture!

– nugatory
homonym
iambic
scansion
arch-expletive
schadenfreude
henology
mimesis
urmark
Zero point
tain
self-alienation & self-knowledge
anodyne
lineaments
subsurface structure
artificer
Originatory & originality

– Cardinality & ordinality
Distinguish:
Cipher
&
Zero
I always used to count the day in which we are born (zero age value) as our first (by numerical order) birthday.
I am the Zero without which you are not one.
I do nothing, so that you can be something!

– Ellipse
&
Eclipse

– Zero, infinity & uncertainty
Negating the negative!
E.g. Solitude vs. Depression

– Precept
&
Percept

– Superficiality & compulsion >> stress
What could be the antidote then?

– Curiosity + criticality >> creativity! 

31.5.17

– Zeroing in
&
Zeroing out

– Tinder as a social psychology experiment

– Distinguish:
Post-
&
Ex-
E.g. I am a post-Christian, not ex-Christian

– Bengaluru – the confluence of North & South (India)
Maybe I don’t need to learn Kannada after all. I can manage with Hindi…

– Intellectual > academic

– Radical ~ negative ~ critical ~ subversive ~ liberatory ~ revolutionary

– Hostility
Vs.
Hospitality
>>

?

1.6.17

– Dusk today ~ 7:05 pm

– Spiritual formation = studying the great + self-examination + dialogue

– Thoughts ~ representations
Rationality & morality
Desire & will
What (beliefs & practices) does it take to have (true) knowledge of the (real) self?

– Trying new non-routines
Dis-&-re orienting… ad infinitum!

– If you have accepted that you are outside the world-system, then why do you still struggle to maintain a social identity??
You are not strong enough yet, to be completely free…!
(but you will become, if you keep at it)

– Remembrance (of my own principles) as reactivation (of my spirit)

– The poet as heterodox prophet/marginal expert

– The politics of the individual
The rhetoric of Ethics and the ethics of Rhetoric
Thinking without knowing, & knowing without thinking
Speaking without loving, & loving without speaking
Believing without doing, & doing without believing
Criticizing analysis and analyzing criticism
Distinguish:
Ideas
&
Beliefs
Madness & magic
Development as modification
“situated” (adj.)
Interplay:
Will/individual/thought
&
Body/context/reality
Social theory & human science
The plural self
Revisionist agenda
Disempowering practices
crypto-missionaries

– How did Critical Theory itself become an ideology?!

– Socio-psychic – all persons are influenced by their culture, but not all individuals are able to affect the society in which they live.

– Is any religion as thoroughly historical (in its theology) as Christianity?
Not even (contemporary) Judaism!

2.6.17

– If to live (physically) is to die, then to die (spiritually) is to live!
Things change,
Shit happens,
Life goes on.

– One can “get used to” almost anything……

– Listen to the silence,
Peer into the void,
Feel the numbness,
Taste the blandness,
Smell the breeze,
Commune with yourself,
Contemplate the ineffable
Narcissus, becoming Leviathan……!

– proem

– Converting the naturally passives into active, and the previously actives into passive…
– What does the (external) climate have to do with the (internal) mood?

– Classical science
Vs.
The hermeneutic approach

– “To know who I am is a species of knowing where I stand.” – Charles Taylor
Hmmm… (my) identity is rooted in (my) morality.
Autobiography as introversion.
Even if one is in constant flux, there is still a place for identifying your position in the present.

– Bible Project – reading the entire Bible as a single, unified (meta)narrative is problematic, isn’t it?

– YHWH
I AM
The Eternal
The One
Hyper-immanent personal process!

– dharna
detente
fray

valedictory

Bible verse of the day 

“But when you do your giving, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your gift may be in secret. And your Father, who sees in secret, will reward you.” 
Matthew 6:3‭-‬4 NET

http://bible.com/107/mat.6.3-4.NET

Check out the NET notes. 

But isn’t a secret reward an oxymoron?? 

Knowing (the good in) yourself is a great reward in itself! 🎁 

GOD ~ love

Secret ~ mystery