Under the Volcano

.

28.7.23

Love ~ lick

In this world (this particular version of the multiverse), survival is failure!

Perfect non-entity

Staring wraith Vs. Immaculate Void

The “head” is a wrong-headed idea

Inhibited ~ uninquisitive

Unabomber – Is he a terrorist or a freedom-fighter? Is he a revolutionary or a serial-killer?

Monkey-wrenching

Predatory relationships

How come so many young women were Ted Bundy fans?

29.7.23

euphoretic

Baby, is it lost on you?

Face ~ name ~ mask

Remaining at-large, spaced-out

Uniqueness/singularity as common ground

Headless ~ many-headed

30.7.23

Asangoham

Marat

Convulsive decay

Revolutionary moment

temporize

property-marriage

Quixote Vs. Machiavelli

The social critic Vs. The spiritual adventurer

Self-rape

Life ~ spontaneous ~ unconscious Vs. Knowledge ~ judgement ~ self-conscious

Silence with a soft spot

Shared dreams

31.7.23

Asmodeus
You are (becoming) the God you worship

The human being is halfway between the rock and light – a queer admixture of both!

Time to drop “spirituality” too

oneiric

Imaginary correspondent

Brobdingnagian

Ideogram – between writing & drawing

Egyptian Bible

1.8.23

Decision scientist

Plea deal

nolo contendere

Misdemeanour, felony

arraignment ~ indictment

malfeasance

leam, fen

Colonial reparations

2.8.23

I am parasympathetic to you

Youth ~ truth ~ youth

Weed-burning – harmful, to who?

Joyful hate

Distinguish perfection & wholeness

Pathology + Pornography = Pathography + Pornology

The Erotic as horror

Galaxy Z Flip 5 – join the Flipsyde!

Flesh ~ art ~ flesh

Matt Tondut

Keep returning to the Inner Sanctum

My pussy is always eating porn and hungry for much more

Nurse your lust back to life, by bathing in air

Good wolf Vs. Evil sheep

The Copenhagen Cowboy is a girl?

We are living at a time when people are redefining the essence of life

How does one stop being a lucky coin?

Tell me what you know about me

Are you unhappily in love?

depaysement

Pulverizing entertainment

My child is crying. Is this an emergency?

Professional mourners and comic pathos

ululation

baksheesh

Carcinogenic sex

3.8.23

Electronic dirge

Evil synthesizers

Extreme contrasts

Guitar lick

Boss baby, run while you can

desubjectivication

emersion

churlish

Human ~ modern

The phenomenological body

Epistemic dialogism

Aesthetic praxiality

Productive considerations

Perception as praxis

The internal structure of suffering

Structure/matter as crystallized/solidified (form of) function/energy

Spirit or soul is the entity or modality in which the body/mind distinction is overcome.

disembed

Body-writings

The over-determined/infested history of the flesh

Tonic alarm

4.8.23

catnip

soporific

Hypocrisy & cowardice as (legitimate/necessary) survival strategies

Unnecessary evils

manducation

Utopia is (both) inevitable (and) impossible

Sleeping with sirens

Suicide – don’t try to short-circuit your murder, because the victim always rises again!

Consciousness/life/I > work/art/thought

Moral hedonist

The world has a seriousness that arises out of a base humor. But my humor arises out of a more fundamental seriousness!

Arduous pleasure

Negative contribution

hieratic ~ hierarchical ~ hieroglyphic

Aesthetics as metaphysical ethics

Non-philosophy as (a) true shadow

mudras

homeo-pathy

catfishing

The discipline of spontaneity

5.8.23

Ancient/occult/non-Western

Exotic/antinomian/preliterate cultures

Tarahumara, Patagonia

Mysteries as models

Apolitical revolution

ludic

John Cage

The heroic regression of the anti-political moralist

Susan Sontag

Ezra Pound

Spiritual re-education

Witnessing feats of self-transcendence

Heliogabalus – crowned anarchist

Are you strong/smart enough, to marry, and yet NOT become a husband?!

Semi-official cooptation

Metaphysical anxiety

Atheological mysticism

Demonic reality

windup

Alternative repertoire of adversarial traditions

6.8.23

Zohar

Individualistic ~ nonsensical ~ anti-social

decant

Distinguish:
Interpretation/application
&
Inspiration/agitation

Enso

Abraxas

James McGill minus Charles McGill = Saul Goodman!

opticOm

pullulate

7.8.23

Paratextual phantasm

coup d’état

ebullition

f(l)ounder

Aphoristic shards

Consequential language

Unlimited assemblage

interloper

Necessary writing

Incompleteness, play & uselessness

8.8.23

Fringe activities

10.8.23

Virgin mother ≈ Barren whore

The living tattoo

vajra-yana

The perfect circle is incomplete. You must keep your eyes on her. And the screen looks back at IT/ME/THIS!

Reproductive pleasure. Genital identity. Prescribing neuroses.

Relive-ING traumas.

Metaphysical masochism

Sabina Spilrine – may her blood be avenged!

Felt cute might delete later

High defeatism

Brace yourself for the BEST

Sublime narcissism

Keep going higher & higher with ever-increasing impunity

The deaths-drives

Ritual cannibalism – reproduction as opposed to mere re-production.

Industrial scaling of war

11.8.23

Believing → knowing → seeing

Tell me, have you seen the yellow sign?

Weird fiction

Keep making stuff up!

The usurper God

Heartbreaking beauty

Religious leaders as spiritual mass murderers

Viral delivery devices

14.8.23

cellulite

15.8.23

The Fourth Way

Da Free John

Premonitory earthquake ~ harbinger of the New Age

The idea/legend/myth of John Wick

Jesus himself could be one of the common cult-leaders who were accused of financial exploitation of followers, isolating disciples from their families, brainwashing, authoritarianism, violent endangerment, gluttony, drinking, fraternizing with prostitutes, undermining social order, corrupting the youth, nonsensical teachings, etc. etc.

What is the nature of the “relationship” between the photographer & the model?

Losing what you have, by trying to get what you already are

Busy without business

16.8.23

Impossible ~ inevitable ~ actual ~ unknowable ~ death ~ nothing ~ abyss ~ risk
Possible ~ contingent ~ potential ~ knowable ~ life ~ beings ~ order ~ security

17.8.23

elusion

Her body is the particle and her movement(s) is the wave. Therefore, the moving body (fucking sex) is the force-field!

Can you see the organism, made of 3 bodies, repeatedly rearranging itself, via diverse interactive configurations, in order to maximize the total pleasure attained?

“What is your pleasure, sir?” – Hellraiser

Is she in the game or not?

Hyperchristianity

Extreme is good, moderate is evil.

The equivocal cross

Letting go ~ losing oneself ~ offering up

Self-desecration

Violate the Law (itself), not just (some of its) rules

Furies

hyponyms

Laughable seriousness Vs. Tragic frivolity

Hopeless debauchery

The summit/inaccessible Vs. The decline/inevitable

Incontrovertible demand

Subversive boredom

Singularity, extremity & negativity

Fusion as escape

Laudatory pejoratives

applaudit

Being~Wound

Sacred crime

Imagine that she sees you too, as you are – naked!

Movement for movement’s sake

Night-vision ~ Dragon-force

Non-philosophy ~ the human appearance of thought ~ philofiction ~ hyperspeculation

Stranger-gaze

The atopic real

Transduction ~ horizontal genetic transfer

Poor translations

Uni-rectional vector

From trans-lation to uni-lation

mise en abyme

Fractal abyss

Uni-ject ~ before subject/object

Across the toward

Distinguish:
Equivocal
&
Univocal

In-immanence

Self-sufficient auto-therapeutics

advene

Playing dead

Autonomous futures

Hallucinatory relation

Repression as active concealment

Aborted dreams

Uni-turn – turn-without-return

Mathematical mysticism

Post-deconstruction

Procedures of reciprocal redescription

Delida/Derreuze

Non-thetic aprioris ~ anti-/non-logos

Non-philosophical chora

Ego ~ world; Superego ~ word; Id ~ force

Non-constitutive de-scription

Theatrical spirituality

Bubba ~ Brother Franklin Jones

The unqualified/divine condition-presence

Forever trying to feel free……….

Focus on the non-urgent, with an openness to (respond to) the urgent, when really required

Humor as the bodily confession of GOD

Indifferent enjoyment as the common, uncomplicated virtue

You’re perfectly incomplete, just as you are!

Unreasonably happy

Is even the fight for survival, “just for fun”?!

sahasrar

Bliss is NOT happiness/pleasure. It is NOT the opposite of sadness/pain.

Social ecstasy/public madness/collective communion

Just enjoy myself… nonsensically!

American relaxation

Dawn Horse Communion

persimmon

The cult/illusion/lie of this world

Truth ~ the very condition of the present

Prior/pure happiness

The separate individual, who SEEKS God/enlightenment, does NOT exist

Your problem is a false dilemma

Satsang/Sadhana is just incessant carefree living

Non-philosophy is just thinking WITHOUT philosophical decision/sufficiency

19.8.23

Laruelle: François Vs. Jacques
(I support the latter 😎)

Better Call Saul – the present is in color, and the future is in B&W!

Marathon kissing

Pornstars as model-actor-athletes

Q-U-A-U-H-N-A-H-U-A-C

Reading is NOT doing

The toilet and the harem

Resist the temptation to look up the meaning of the words

Do you feel like an empty bag of skin yet?

“Black as thunder”

The missing link, between the living and the dead

M. Laruelle ~ Malcolm Lowry ~ M. L.

Unleash the Kraken

Hazmat suits

20.8.23

Hype ~ hope ~ hype

Mutual slugging

Playing with the lines

Fat chance

Jawkevich

If you live as if you’ve not been born yet, then what happens!?

But Alcaraz was the cause behind Hurcaz’s unforced error, right?

This is getting silly now!

Do you know how to run on fumes?

The audience just wants the match to go on longer

21.8.23

Samurai family
Critical acclaim

Wink ~ I see you with my single (third) eye 😉👁️

Fifth dan

Distinguish Soto & Rinzai

Confidential criticism

GOD is a rabid dog (too)

etching

presentiment

The positive corrosive function of pure words

“You have made me look stupid… Therefore I will kill you!” – Balaam (asshole) to his ass

Woman ~ chora

bushido

The taciturnity of beauty

The children’s Bible

22.8.23

Body ~ strength ~ action ~ pain ~ style ~ courage ~ skill ~ death

Absolute ~ tragic

Martial decadence

GALAHAD ERIDANUS is the name of my GOD (or Angel)!!!

23.8.23

Veil ~ surface
Edge ~ end
Death ~ beginning

Take my hand → talk to me → I let you in

The other side ~ the unconscious/Real ~ demonic ~ postmortem ~ prenatal

Did you meet (your) Mother (again) today, Joe!?

24.8.23

1. NothingNESS ~ GOD ~ Self/Soul ~ Real ~ One ~ Substance ~ Essence/Effect ~ Intelligence
2. World ~ Gods ~
Attributes/Properties ~
Images ~ Manifestations ~ Forms ~ Affect/effects ~ Consciousness

Arch-archetype

Death ~ salvation ~ non-differentiation

Young Socrates ~ Jung
Parmenides ~ Philemon

Distinguish:
Balance/Moderation
&
Integration/Individuation

Observation ~ Detachment ~ Acceptance!

Distinguish
Ego/Personality/Mind
&
Essence/Logos/Spirit

Essence-ial knowledge

Be GOD ~ Stay Humble

What is ~ To come!

Differentiation & Non-differentiation – the first dialectic!

Both-and ≈ Neither-nor
All ≈ None

Solid black ≈ Positive evil

From Being (existence) to be-ING (effectivity)

Passive imagination – activated by passively consuming another’s active imagination

That which lives &/or dies is neither-both alive nor-and dead

Abraxas is the backside of the Pleroma

Creation ~ differentiation ~ qualification
Creatures ~ differences ~ qualities

25.8.23

Drunken Master ~ Jackie Chan
Sleepy Master ~ Immanuel Joseph

Deception → deceptive reality → true reality

Max Stirner + Mark Twain ~ Max Twain!

Coincidentia oppositorum ~ Enantiodromia

Age of Aquarius (New Age) ~ 2,500 – 2,750 AD. Current eon ~ Sagittarius.
Or maybe we’re already in Aquarius?? The crucial transition from Sagittarius to Aquarius is via Pisces.

“Fear Abraxas” (Jung) ~ “Love Dionysus” (Nietzsche)

Creation was an honest mistake 😉

Psychic cosmology

antiquarian

Body horror ~ tragic romance ~ black comedy

When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro

Does the transparent “exist”? Is the veil “real”?

27.8.23

Seeing ~ knowing ~ being
Vs.
Thinking ~ believing ~ imagining

Fact Vs. Fiction Vs. Reality

lintel

Distinguish:
Image/reflection
&
Appearance/surface

Thymus (UGK) ~ thumos (Parmenides)

The gadfly with the still/small (buzzing) voice

Leisurely urgency

“I love you, but you are NOT serious people!”

Order > laws

MOVE
FROM
Seeing the central dark core from the pov of the emanating light rays (Cabbalah ~ Tree of Knowledge)
TO
Seeing the emanating light rays from the pov of the central dark core (Cabbalah ~ Tree of life)

Theology of Creation → Theology Proper (from the human side) ~ Ex-nihilo

Ain-Kether (Kabbalah) ~ Pleroma-Abraxas (Jung)

Hibernation ~ incubation → law-Maker(s)

Kouros ~ Iatromantis

Hopeless poet ~ great leader

Deliberate carelessness

Incantation ~ evocation

The whistling (in the) dark

Asclepius

Hum/hiss/buzz

Oulios ~ the destructive logic of healing

Sense → senses → non(sensical)-sense

Fucked-up art ~ Art-fucked up ~ Art-up fucked ~ Fucked-art up ~ Up-fucked art ~ Up-art fucked

How far is too far?
It is NOT possible to GO “too far”!

Cross without body ~ Protestantism
Cross with body (crucifix) ~ Catholicism
Crucified body without Cross ~ Atheological Religion

Distinguish:
Atheism (GOD doesn’t exist)
&
Atheology (GOD is dead)

Artaud as (a) resonance

m[O]ther !

Being beside oneself

Schizo-/-culture

Is there a practical value to psychosis?

28.8.23

The third eye is blind! Non-visual seeing

Feeling lost is the best indicator that you’re on the right track!

29.8.23

Was Nietzsche’s mother dead when he uttered his last (idiotic) words?

Solitude is the gift we share!

Beg for salvation ~ Ignite Hell

Please ignore me (I’ve been hacked)

As above/outside, so below/inside. Therefore, move BOTH outside-in (centripetal) AND inside-out (centrifugal)

If I love you more when you’re absent, does that mean I don’t like you?

“Father, into your hands I commend my spirit” ~ “Mother, I am (a) fool”

Conjunctiva (white) → iris (brown) → pupil (black)

Grace note

Kant ~ can’t ~ cant

From the birth of tragedy to the tragedy of birth

Loving your wife
Vs.
Falling in love with your wife

August Ames ~ dead female pornstar with ~ 1 billion views/followers ~ Lilith of 2023 ~ Archetype of our Age

El Camino (Breaking Bad) ~ Interzone (Burroughs)

Reschooling:
Schooling → ex-schooling → unschooling → anti-schooling → deschooling

I AM (without self/being/existence)

Subtle body (Aurobindo-Yoga) ~ Body without Organs (Artaud-Deleuze) ~ 4th dimension! (Body – 3D; Paper/screen – 2D)

Principles: Reality Vs. Pleasure Vs. GOD → Will-to-power Vs. Need-to-worship → Death-drive

Poetic justice ~ cruel joke ~ honest mistake ~ weird misadventure

Amor fati ~ do you love going against nature? No, I just can’t help it. Okay, now start embracing IT!

The walking/working dead
Vs.
The watching/waking live

Only one who attempts the Impossible knows the limits of the possible

Non-dualism ≠ Monism

Hyper-nihilism

30.8.23

Hidden in plain sight

Tattoo – the subtle BwO manifests in & through the physical organism

Spooky coherencies

A shift in the center of gravity warps (the present configuration of) space-time

The third eye is NOT where it used to be! 😜

Core-strengthening

The bleeding Cross ~ the sex appeal of the inorganic

The perfect crime:
Don’t hesitate. Be decisive.
Destroy all evidence (as much as you can)
Get a new identity

One-handed backhand

The center is both source & destiny

The Color Out of Space – the babe’s prayer was answered…!?

31.8.23

From philosophy (love of wisdom) to philology (the logic of love)

Why can’t you smell yourself??

Artaud le momo ~ Artaud, as the (scorned) child-fool

Self-naming

Artaud-Van Gogh

Prejudicative/antijudicative

Anaximander & Aeschylus

Tragedy/drama
Vs.
Comedy/philosophy

Formal/false judgment

Lightning/sleep/intoxication
Vs.
Daylight/dream/psychoanalysis

Dream-eaters

Insomniac hallucinations

Automatic (unconscious) writing
Vs.
Methodical (wilful) madness

Non-organic vitality

Crowned anarchist ~ conquering child


Becoming-mineral/vegetable/animal ~ Becoming woman/child/fool


From judgment to combat


Heraclitus Vs. Buddha


Miniaturization ~ minorization


War/annihilation Vs. Combat/struggle


YWHW (pray-to) → Yea-Yuh (bray-forth)


From the Son to the SUN ~ Religion without GOD ~ Ethics without morality ~ Art without Beauty ~ Philosophy without Truth

tithe.ly

After the death of GOD, available options:
Deny the death of GOD & return to the old
Create other substitute shelters – new gods
Learn to live without shelter & enjoy the adventure

Subverting our attitudes to “perversion”

Lust is a form of wrath! And vice-versa.

What did Bataille do to Mauss?!

Why doe this film satisfy me and that one doesn’t?

Potluck Vs. Potlatch

I must die by suicide if I can help it

Eternal hatred

1.9.23

Distinguish:
Common (Morality),
Philosophical (Ethics)
&
Ordinary (Non-Ethics)

The Human – she is the ante-rational or ante-ethical essence of Man

Breaking the doublet/circling

From lived givens to ethical values, NOT vice-versa

Singularity determines universality in-the-last-instance

Naïve intuitions given from the outside

Deceptive simplicity

The invariant in all de-cisions

From contingency to precarity

Simultaneously devalorizing & overvalorizing ethics

The must do whatever you can do!

Non-Ethics is NOT meta-ethics

The unconditional autonomy/authority of the Human

Ethics (& Philosophies) as occasional material for (suspension, description & extraction by) the Human

Human noesis ~ real immanence

Real emancipation is closer to world-destruction than salvation!

Scientific rigor as ultimate heteronomous thinking

Extreme abstraction of form (beyond the form/content dualism) – pure formalization – can be done only by the Real/Human

The imbricated messy human

2.9.23

Sexual/liberation ~ Spiritual/manifestation

Human emancipation > Social justice

3.9.23

The opposite of good is bad.
Evil ≠ bad

“Evil” is what we call stuff that we cannot understand, like nonsense or weird or unknown or horror or sublime

How to become a cult leader – apply these insights to Christianity & secular Liberal humanism – and BOOM!!!

America needs GOD ~ GOD needs America

4.9.23

Face ~ re-cognition

5.9.23

Soul within body → body within soul → soul & body completely identified (perfectly overlapping)!

cri de coeur

Extrapyramidal intoxication

rebus

Vanishing point

Fictional truths, evil ethics & ugly art

6.9.23

Pursue your desire → Being driven by the passion

7.9.23

Torture, don’t kill
Vs.
Kill, don’t torture

Winking at my (dead) mother’s (smiling) photo 😉

முண்டம் ~ புண்டை

9.9.23

Colossal stupidity

10.9.23

scopophilia

The psychic life of violence ~ the aesthetics of annihilation

From Humane to All-too-human

Humanitarian war ~ just violence

If you decide to go against the world, you better learn to be your own (only/best) cheerleader

11.9.23

Wound without body

Armchair militant

The individual as the essential Black (in a white world)

Is Laruelle a Black philosopher!? 🤪

Chantal Meza & Brad Evans

Decolonizing White culture

Is the family home a public or private space? The appropriate-ion of nakedness

Political animality

Brilliant & brutal eye

Aesthetics from the artist’s perspective

The intimate depths of abstract suffering

Voiding the sacred → sacralizing the void

Art that tears the canvas

Pure (non-anthropomorphic) violence

The yellow sign – my tattoo as the body of an insect squashed on my skin

The wretched (of the) Matrix

Don’t cha?

Rain plays spoilsport, again

A good headache

The ball is talking right now

Perpetrator, victim & witness

The smiling assassin

Skill-merchants

Saint X

Cross (Christian) → inverted Cross (Satanic) → X (Aesthetics)

பேயாட்டம்

12.9.23

Distinguish:
Will-to-power
&
Will-to-rule

True emancipation requires the destruction/abandoning of the (very idea of the) Human. Apocalyptic/annihilation instead of eschatology/teleology!

From the organic to the orgasmic

From
Crucified without cross
To
Wound without body

Victimless crime

Liberalism as just another fascism, but which alone claims to be the end of all (other) fascism(s)

Love is nothing but repressed & perverted hate, and vice-versa… (If you can’t hate her, then you don’t love her)

there-after

Eternal ~ damnation

From the absence of presence to the presence of absence

You deserve nothing and you owe nothing!

Atemporal place

My wounds are those inflicted by those whom I have offended

The canvas expressing itself (its own inner essence of emptiness) through the abstract forms etched upon it

The photographer gradually gets drawn into the action she observes & documents, and finally gets swallowed up by it.

The white flashes of the camera are no longer required, once the spectator steps into the black field and becomes a participant – sanity → madness → blindness

The ones who get IT right never survive to tell the story (of their victory). And everyone else is just fooling themselves &/or others……

Pure matter/relaxation ~ Perfect form/intensity

Void ~ form without content ~ emptiness
Phase/state ~ content without form ~ nothingness

pre-extinct

Spiritual eclipse

From dying/death to disappearing/vanishment

Am I real? Do I exist?

Alchemical metamorphosis – Marijuana to Cocaine – accomplished

15.9.23

Worldliness → other-worldly → worldlessness

Muselmann

Is a man without any needs or fears still “human”?

And then, I lost control, and IT happened!

Intentional undermining of intentionality

Demonstration as disavowal

Demystifying pain

Neutral energy

Salome Vs. Justine Vs. Josefine

antonomastic

erotesis

acyron

Grace notes

codicil

diacritic

meconnaissance