(For your meditation – notice the file names too)
Month: September 2023
Under the Volcano
.
28.7.23
Love ~ lick
In this world (this particular version of the multiverse), survival is failure!
Perfect non-entity
Staring wraith Vs. Immaculate Void
The “head” is a wrong-headed idea
Inhibited ~ uninquisitive
Unabomber – Is he a terrorist or a freedom-fighter? Is he a revolutionary or a serial-killer?
Monkey-wrenching
Predatory relationships
How come so many young women were Ted Bundy fans?
29.7.23
euphoretic
Baby, is it lost on you?
Face ~ name ~ mask
Remaining at-large, spaced-out
Uniqueness/singularity as common ground
Headless ~ many-headed
30.7.23
Asangoham
Marat
Convulsive decay
Revolutionary moment
temporize
property-marriage
Quixote Vs. Machiavelli
The social critic Vs. The spiritual adventurer
Self-rape
Life ~ spontaneous ~ unconscious Vs. Knowledge ~ judgement ~ self-conscious
Silence with a soft spot
Shared dreams
31.7.23
Asmodeus
You are (becoming) the God you worship
The human being is halfway between the rock and light – a queer admixture of both!
Time to drop “spirituality” too
oneiric
Imaginary correspondent
Brobdingnagian
Ideogram – between writing & drawing
Egyptian Bible
1.8.23
Decision scientist
Plea deal
nolo contendere
Misdemeanour, felony
arraignment ~ indictment
malfeasance
leam, fen
Colonial reparations
2.8.23
I am parasympathetic to you
Youth ~ truth ~ youth
Weed-burning – harmful, to who?
Joyful hate
Distinguish perfection & wholeness
Pathology + Pornography = Pathography + Pornology
The Erotic as horror
Galaxy Z Flip 5 – join the Flipsyde!
Flesh ~ art ~ flesh
Matt Tondut
Keep returning to the Inner Sanctum
My pussy is always eating porn and hungry for much more
Nurse your lust back to life, by bathing in air
Good wolf Vs. Evil sheep
The Copenhagen Cowboy is a girl?
We are living at a time when people are redefining the essence of life
How does one stop being a lucky coin?
Tell me what you know about me
Are you unhappily in love?
depaysement
Pulverizing entertainment
My child is crying. Is this an emergency?
Professional mourners and comic pathos
ululation
baksheesh
Carcinogenic sex
3.8.23
Electronic dirge
Evil synthesizers
Extreme contrasts
Guitar lick
Boss baby, run while you can
desubjectivication
emersion
churlish
Human ~ modern
The phenomenological body
Epistemic dialogism
Aesthetic praxiality
Productive considerations
Perception as praxis
The internal structure of suffering
Structure/matter as crystallized/solidified (form of) function/energy
Spirit or soul is the entity or modality in which the body/mind distinction is overcome.
disembed
Body-writings
The over-determined/infested history of the flesh
Tonic alarm
4.8.23
catnip
soporific
Hypocrisy & cowardice as (legitimate/necessary) survival strategies
Unnecessary evils
manducation
Utopia is (both) inevitable (and) impossible
Sleeping with sirens
Suicide – don’t try to short-circuit your murder, because the victim always rises again!
Consciousness/life/I > work/art/thought
Moral hedonist
The world has a seriousness that arises out of a base humor. But my humor arises out of a more fundamental seriousness!
Arduous pleasure
Negative contribution
hieratic ~ hierarchical ~ hieroglyphic
Aesthetics as metaphysical ethics
Non-philosophy as (a) true shadow
mudras
homeo-pathy
catfishing
The discipline of spontaneity
5.8.23
Ancient/occult/non-Western
Exotic/antinomian/preliterate cultures
Tarahumara, Patagonia
Mysteries as models
Apolitical revolution
ludic
John Cage
The heroic regression of the anti-political moralist
Susan Sontag
Ezra Pound
Spiritual re-education
Witnessing feats of self-transcendence
Heliogabalus – crowned anarchist
Are you strong/smart enough, to marry, and yet NOT become a husband?!
Semi-official cooptation
Metaphysical anxiety
Atheological mysticism
Demonic reality
windup
Alternative repertoire of adversarial traditions
6.8.23
Zohar
Individualistic ~ nonsensical ~ anti-social
decant
Distinguish:
Interpretation/application
&
Inspiration/agitation
Enso
Abraxas
James McGill minus Charles McGill = Saul Goodman!
opticOm
pullulate
7.8.23
Paratextual phantasm
coup d’état
ebullition
f(l)ounder
Aphoristic shards
Consequential language
Unlimited assemblage
interloper
Necessary writing
Incompleteness, play & uselessness
8.8.23
Fringe activities
10.8.23
Virgin mother ≈ Barren whore
The living tattoo
vajra-yana
The perfect circle is incomplete. You must keep your eyes on her. And the screen looks back at IT/ME/THIS!
Reproductive pleasure. Genital identity. Prescribing neuroses.
Relive-ING traumas.
Metaphysical masochism
Sabina Spilrine – may her blood be avenged!
Felt cute might delete later
High defeatism
Brace yourself for the BEST
Sublime narcissism
Keep going higher & higher with ever-increasing impunity
The deaths-drives
Ritual cannibalism – reproduction as opposed to mere re-production.
Industrial scaling of war
11.8.23
Believing → knowing → seeing
Tell me, have you seen the yellow sign?
Weird fiction
Keep making stuff up!
The usurper God
Heartbreaking beauty
Religious leaders as spiritual mass murderers
Viral delivery devices
14.8.23
cellulite
15.8.23
The Fourth Way
Da Free John
Premonitory earthquake ~ harbinger of the New Age
The idea/legend/myth of John Wick
Jesus himself could be one of the common cult-leaders who were accused of financial exploitation of followers, isolating disciples from their families, brainwashing, authoritarianism, violent endangerment, gluttony, drinking, fraternizing with prostitutes, undermining social order, corrupting the youth, nonsensical teachings, etc. etc.
What is the nature of the “relationship” between the photographer & the model?
Losing what you have, by trying to get what you already are
Busy without business
16.8.23
Impossible ~ inevitable ~ actual ~ unknowable ~ death ~ nothing ~ abyss ~ risk
Possible ~ contingent ~ potential ~ knowable ~ life ~ beings ~ order ~ security
17.8.23
elusion
Her body is the particle and her movement(s) is the wave. Therefore, the moving body (fucking sex) is the force-field!
Can you see the organism, made of 3 bodies, repeatedly rearranging itself, via diverse interactive configurations, in order to maximize the total pleasure attained?
“What is your pleasure, sir?” – Hellraiser
Is she in the game or not?
Hyperchristianity
Extreme is good, moderate is evil.
The equivocal cross
Letting go ~ losing oneself ~ offering up
Self-desecration
Violate the Law (itself), not just (some of its) rules
Furies
hyponyms
Laughable seriousness Vs. Tragic frivolity
Hopeless debauchery
The summit/inaccessible Vs. The decline/inevitable
Incontrovertible demand
Subversive boredom
Singularity, extremity & negativity
Fusion as escape
Laudatory pejoratives
applaudit
Being~Wound
Sacred crime
Imagine that she sees you too, as you are – naked!
Movement for movement’s sake
Night-vision ~ Dragon-force
Non-philosophy ~ the human appearance of thought ~ philofiction ~ hyperspeculation
Stranger-gaze
The atopic real
Transduction ~ horizontal genetic transfer
Poor translations
Uni-rectional vector
From trans-lation to uni-lation
mise en abyme
Fractal abyss
Uni-ject ~ before subject/object
Across the toward
Distinguish:
Equivocal
&
Univocal
In-immanence
Self-sufficient auto-therapeutics
advene
Playing dead
Autonomous futures
Hallucinatory relation
Repression as active concealment
Aborted dreams
Uni-turn – turn-without-return
Mathematical mysticism
Post-deconstruction
Procedures of reciprocal redescription
Delida/Derreuze
Non-thetic aprioris ~ anti-/non-logos
Non-philosophical chora
Ego ~ world; Superego ~ word; Id ~ force
Non-constitutive de-scription
Theatrical spirituality
Bubba ~ Brother Franklin Jones
The unqualified/divine condition-presence
Forever trying to feel free……….
Focus on the non-urgent, with an openness to (respond to) the urgent, when really required
Humor as the bodily confession of GOD
Indifferent enjoyment as the common, uncomplicated virtue
You’re perfectly incomplete, just as you are!
Unreasonably happy
Is even the fight for survival, “just for fun”?!
sahasrar
Bliss is NOT happiness/pleasure. It is NOT the opposite of sadness/pain.
Social ecstasy/public madness/collective communion
Just enjoy myself… nonsensically!
American relaxation
Dawn Horse Communion
persimmon
The cult/illusion/lie of this world
Truth ~ the very condition of the present
Prior/pure happiness
The separate individual, who SEEKS God/enlightenment, does NOT exist
Your problem is a false dilemma
Satsang/Sadhana is just incessant carefree living
Non-philosophy is just thinking WITHOUT philosophical decision/sufficiency
19.8.23
Laruelle: François Vs. Jacques
(I support the latter 😎)
Better Call Saul – the present is in color, and the future is in B&W!
Marathon kissing
Pornstars as model-actor-athletes
Q-U-A-U-H-N-A-H-U-A-C
Reading is NOT doing
The toilet and the harem
Resist the temptation to look up the meaning of the words
Do you feel like an empty bag of skin yet?
“Black as thunder”
The missing link, between the living and the dead
M. Laruelle ~ Malcolm Lowry ~ M. L.
Unleash the Kraken
Hazmat suits
20.8.23
Hype ~ hope ~ hype
Mutual slugging
Playing with the lines
Fat chance
Jawkevich
If you live as if you’ve not been born yet, then what happens!?
But Alcaraz was the cause behind Hurcaz’s unforced error, right?
This is getting silly now!
Do you know how to run on fumes?
The audience just wants the match to go on longer
21.8.23
Samurai family
Critical acclaim
Wink ~ I see you with my single (third) eye 😉👁️
Fifth dan
Distinguish Soto & Rinzai
Confidential criticism
GOD is a rabid dog (too)
etching
presentiment
The positive corrosive function of pure words
“You have made me look stupid… Therefore I will kill you!” – Balaam (asshole) to his ass
Woman ~ chora
bushido
The taciturnity of beauty
The children’s Bible
22.8.23
Body ~ strength ~ action ~ pain ~ style ~ courage ~ skill ~ death
Absolute ~ tragic
Martial decadence
GALAHAD ERIDANUS is the name of my GOD (or Angel)!!!
23.8.23
Veil ~ surface
Edge ~ end
Death ~ beginning
Take my hand → talk to me → I let you in
The other side ~ the unconscious/Real ~ demonic ~ postmortem ~ prenatal
Did you meet (your) Mother (again) today, Joe!?
24.8.23
1. NothingNESS ~ GOD ~ Self/Soul ~ Real ~ One ~ Substance ~ Essence/Effect ~ Intelligence
2. World ~ Gods ~
Attributes/Properties ~
Images ~ Manifestations ~ Forms ~ Affect/effects ~ Consciousness
Arch-archetype
Death ~ salvation ~ non-differentiation
Young Socrates ~ Jung
Parmenides ~ Philemon
Distinguish:
Balance/Moderation
&
Integration/Individuation
Observation ~ Detachment ~ Acceptance!
Distinguish
Ego/Personality/Mind
&
Essence/Logos/Spirit
Essence-ial knowledge
Be GOD ~ Stay Humble
What is ~ To come!
Differentiation & Non-differentiation – the first dialectic!
Both-and ≈ Neither-nor
All ≈ None
Solid black ≈ Positive evil
From Being (existence) to be-ING (effectivity)
Passive imagination – activated by passively consuming another’s active imagination
That which lives &/or dies is neither-both alive nor-and dead
Abraxas is the backside of the Pleroma
Creation ~ differentiation ~ qualification
Creatures ~ differences ~ qualities
25.8.23
Drunken Master ~ Jackie Chan
Sleepy Master ~ Immanuel Joseph
Deception → deceptive reality → true reality
Max Stirner + Mark Twain ~ Max Twain!
Coincidentia oppositorum ~ Enantiodromia
Age of Aquarius (New Age) ~ 2,500 – 2,750 AD. Current eon ~ Sagittarius.
Or maybe we’re already in Aquarius?? The crucial transition from Sagittarius to Aquarius is via Pisces.
“Fear Abraxas” (Jung) ~ “Love Dionysus” (Nietzsche)
Creation was an honest mistake 😉
Psychic cosmology
antiquarian
Body horror ~ tragic romance ~ black comedy
When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro
Does the transparent “exist”? Is the veil “real”?
27.8.23
Seeing ~ knowing ~ being
Vs.
Thinking ~ believing ~ imagining
Fact Vs. Fiction Vs. Reality
lintel
Distinguish:
Image/reflection
&
Appearance/surface
Thymus (UGK) ~ thumos (Parmenides)
The gadfly with the still/small (buzzing) voice
Leisurely urgency
“I love you, but you are NOT serious people!”
Order > laws
MOVE
FROM
Seeing the central dark core from the pov of the emanating light rays (Cabbalah ~ Tree of Knowledge)
TO
Seeing the emanating light rays from the pov of the central dark core (Cabbalah ~ Tree of life)
Theology of Creation → Theology Proper (from the human side) ~ Ex-nihilo
Ain-Kether (Kabbalah) ~ Pleroma-Abraxas (Jung)
Hibernation ~ incubation → law-Maker(s)
Kouros ~ Iatromantis
Hopeless poet ~ great leader
Deliberate carelessness
Incantation ~ evocation
The whistling (in the) dark
Asclepius
Hum/hiss/buzz
Oulios ~ the destructive logic of healing
Sense → senses → non(sensical)-sense
Fucked-up art ~ Art-fucked up ~ Art-up fucked ~ Fucked-art up ~ Up-fucked art ~ Up-art fucked
How far is too far?
It is NOT possible to GO “too far”!
Cross without body ~ Protestantism
Cross with body (crucifix) ~ Catholicism
Crucified body without Cross ~ Atheological Religion
Distinguish:
Atheism (GOD doesn’t exist)
&
Atheology (GOD is dead)
Artaud as (a) resonance
m[O]ther !
Being beside oneself
Schizo-/-culture
Is there a practical value to psychosis?
28.8.23
The third eye is blind! Non-visual seeing
Feeling lost is the best indicator that you’re on the right track!
29.8.23
Was Nietzsche’s mother dead when he uttered his last (idiotic) words?
Solitude is the gift we share!
Beg for salvation ~ Ignite Hell
Please ignore me (I’ve been hacked)
As above/outside, so below/inside. Therefore, move BOTH outside-in (centripetal) AND inside-out (centrifugal)
If I love you more when you’re absent, does that mean I don’t like you?
“Father, into your hands I commend my spirit” ~ “Mother, I am (a) fool”
Conjunctiva (white) → iris (brown) → pupil (black)
Grace note
Kant ~ can’t ~ cant
From the birth of tragedy to the tragedy of birth
Loving your wife
Vs.
Falling in love with your wife
August Ames ~ dead female pornstar with ~ 1 billion views/followers ~ Lilith of 2023 ~ Archetype of our Age
El Camino (Breaking Bad) ~ Interzone (Burroughs)
Reschooling:
Schooling → ex-schooling → unschooling → anti-schooling → deschooling
I AM (without self/being/existence)
Subtle body (Aurobindo-Yoga) ~ Body without Organs (Artaud-Deleuze) ~ 4th dimension! (Body – 3D; Paper/screen – 2D)
Principles: Reality Vs. Pleasure Vs. GOD → Will-to-power Vs. Need-to-worship → Death-drive
Poetic justice ~ cruel joke ~ honest mistake ~ weird misadventure
Amor fati ~ do you love going against nature? No, I just can’t help it. Okay, now start embracing IT!
The walking/working dead
Vs.
The watching/waking live
Only one who attempts the Impossible knows the limits of the possible
Non-dualism ≠ Monism
Hyper-nihilism
30.8.23
Hidden in plain sight
Tattoo – the subtle BwO manifests in & through the physical organism
Spooky coherencies
A shift in the center of gravity warps (the present configuration of) space-time
The third eye is NOT where it used to be! 😜
Core-strengthening
The bleeding Cross ~ the sex appeal of the inorganic
The perfect crime:
Don’t hesitate. Be decisive.
Destroy all evidence (as much as you can)
Get a new identity
One-handed backhand
The center is both source & destiny
The Color Out of Space – the babe’s prayer was answered…!?
31.8.23
From philosophy (love of wisdom) to philology (the logic of love)
Why can’t you smell yourself??
Artaud le momo ~ Artaud, as the (scorned) child-fool
Self-naming
Artaud-Van Gogh
Prejudicative/antijudicative
Anaximander & Aeschylus
Tragedy/drama
Vs.
Comedy/philosophy
Formal/false judgment
Lightning/sleep/intoxication
Vs.
Daylight/dream/psychoanalysis
Dream-eaters
Insomniac hallucinations
Automatic (unconscious) writing
Vs.
Methodical (wilful) madness
Non-organic vitality
Crowned anarchist ~ conquering child
Becoming-mineral/vegetable/animal ~ Becoming woman/child/fool
From judgment to combat
Heraclitus Vs. Buddha
Miniaturization ~ minorization
War/annihilation Vs. Combat/struggle
YWHW (pray-to) → Yea-Yuh (bray-forth)
From the Son to the SUN ~ Religion without GOD ~ Ethics without morality ~ Art without Beauty ~ Philosophy without Truth
tithe.ly
After the death of GOD, available options:
Deny the death of GOD & return to the old
Create other substitute shelters – new gods
Learn to live without shelter & enjoy the adventure
Subverting our attitudes to “perversion”
Lust is a form of wrath! And vice-versa.
What did Bataille do to Mauss?!
Why doe this film satisfy me and that one doesn’t?
Potluck Vs. Potlatch
I must die by suicide if I can help it
Eternal hatred
1.9.23
Distinguish:
Common (Morality),
Philosophical (Ethics)
&
Ordinary (Non-Ethics)
The Human – she is the ante-rational or ante-ethical essence of Man
Breaking the doublet/circling
From lived givens to ethical values, NOT vice-versa
Singularity determines universality in-the-last-instance
Naïve intuitions given from the outside
Deceptive simplicity
The invariant in all de-cisions
From contingency to precarity
Simultaneously devalorizing & overvalorizing ethics
The must do whatever you can do!
Non-Ethics is NOT meta-ethics
The unconditional autonomy/authority of the Human
Ethics (& Philosophies) as occasional material for (suspension, description & extraction by) the Human
Human noesis ~ real immanence
Real emancipation is closer to world-destruction than salvation!
Scientific rigor as ultimate heteronomous thinking
Extreme abstraction of form (beyond the form/content dualism) – pure formalization – can be done only by the Real/Human
The imbricated messy human
2.9.23
Sexual/liberation ~ Spiritual/manifestation
Human emancipation > Social justice
3.9.23
The opposite of good is bad.
Evil ≠ bad
“Evil” is what we call stuff that we cannot understand, like nonsense or weird or unknown or horror or sublime
How to become a cult leader – apply these insights to Christianity & secular Liberal humanism – and BOOM!!!
America needs GOD ~ GOD needs America
4.9.23
Face ~ re-cognition
5.9.23
Soul within body → body within soul → soul & body completely identified (perfectly overlapping)!
cri de coeur
Extrapyramidal intoxication
rebus
Vanishing point
Fictional truths, evil ethics & ugly art
6.9.23
Pursue your desire → Being driven by the passion
7.9.23
Torture, don’t kill
Vs.
Kill, don’t torture
Winking at my (dead) mother’s (smiling) photo 😉
முண்டம் ~ புண்டை
9.9.23
Colossal stupidity
10.9.23
scopophilia
The psychic life of violence ~ the aesthetics of annihilation
From Humane to All-too-human
Humanitarian war ~ just violence
If you decide to go against the world, you better learn to be your own (only/best) cheerleader
11.9.23
Wound without body
Armchair militant
The individual as the essential Black (in a white world)
Is Laruelle a Black philosopher!? 🤪
Chantal Meza & Brad Evans
Decolonizing White culture
Is the family home a public or private space? The appropriate-ion of nakedness
Political animality
Brilliant & brutal eye
Aesthetics from the artist’s perspective
The intimate depths of abstract suffering
Voiding the sacred → sacralizing the void
Art that tears the canvas
Pure (non-anthropomorphic) violence
The yellow sign – my tattoo as the body of an insect squashed on my skin
The wretched (of the) Matrix
Don’t cha?
Rain plays spoilsport, again
A good headache
The ball is talking right now
Perpetrator, victim & witness
The smiling assassin
Skill-merchants
Saint X
Cross (Christian) → inverted Cross (Satanic) → X (Aesthetics)
பேயாட்டம்
12.9.23
Distinguish:
Will-to-power
&
Will-to-rule
True emancipation requires the destruction/abandoning of the (very idea of the) Human. Apocalyptic/annihilation instead of eschatology/teleology!
From the organic to the orgasmic
From
Crucified without cross
To
Wound without body
Victimless crime
Liberalism as just another fascism, but which alone claims to be the end of all (other) fascism(s)
Love is nothing but repressed & perverted hate, and vice-versa… (If you can’t hate her, then you don’t love her)
there-after
Eternal ~ damnation
From the absence of presence to the presence of absence
You deserve nothing and you owe nothing!
Atemporal place
My wounds are those inflicted by those whom I have offended
The canvas expressing itself (its own inner essence of emptiness) through the abstract forms etched upon it
The photographer gradually gets drawn into the action she observes & documents, and finally gets swallowed up by it.
The white flashes of the camera are no longer required, once the spectator steps into the black field and becomes a participant – sanity → madness → blindness
The ones who get IT right never survive to tell the story (of their victory). And everyone else is just fooling themselves &/or others……
Pure matter/relaxation ~ Perfect form/intensity
Void ~ form without content ~ emptiness
Phase/state ~ content without form ~ nothingness
pre-extinct
Spiritual eclipse
From dying/death to disappearing/vanishment
Am I real? Do I exist?
Alchemical metamorphosis – Marijuana to Cocaine – accomplished
15.9.23
Worldliness → other-worldly → worldlessness
Muselmann
Is a man without any needs or fears still “human”?
And then, I lost control, and IT happened!
Intentional undermining of intentionality
Demonstration as disavowal
Demystifying pain
Neutral energy
Salome Vs. Justine Vs. Josefine
antonomastic
erotesis
acyron
Grace notes
codicil
diacritic
meconnaissance
Answer Prompt
Lazy stroll ~ 30 minutes a day @ late night (with partner)