Month: December 2023

The order of virility

16.9.23

coquelicot

ridgepole ~ rooftree

mirador

debouche

runnel

floribundia

pebbly

covey

17.9.23

telluric

abhorration

Are you ashamed of your shamelessness?

face-melting

Kim Phuc

droits

We have moved from a world where the living were under threat of death, to a world in which the dead are forced to live under threat of (endless torture?)……

No breakthrough, without a prior dead-end

18.9.23

abreaction

pretermission

dementia praecox

infusoria

animalcule

amphimixis

19.9.23

Scientific language as metaphorical

Philosophy as metapsychology

Heart ~ blood ~ flow

Are any two subatomic particles (E.g. Electrons) exactly identical (in mass, rotation, charge, etc.)?

But for me, the (pain of) excitation is more preferable, than the (pleasure of) discharge, as it is for most others… Because they are mostly in a state of activity, and I am almost always in a state of quiescence.

Pleasurable excitation Vs. Painful quiescence Vs. Painful excitation Vs. Pleasurable quiescence.
What about neutral activity, like sleepwalking?

Extreme equilibrium – white-hot sleep!

Iatromantis

My very own private firing-squad (for pleasure)

Is it possible/necessary to be outrageous & elegant at the same time?

culottes

iterate

Dangerous hedonism

This feeling is somewhere in between numbness, pleasure & pain… or is it something altogether different, like nausea?

Strychnine as stimulant

cabrón

truant ~ hooky

stile

goujeers

moated grange

thievish

mescal

switchback

cantina

whiskerando

rubicund

waggish

seigniorage

snifter

litharge

pips

20.9.23

Maybe I am meant to be a secret inspiration and shaping influence, on these few people, who would later become “great”……

divagations

Isha+Rhea

Is this what “putting yourself under the pump” means??

22.9.23

Are you really conservative inside and radical only on the outside? Is the inside more real than the outside? Is radical better than conservative? Is it worth even asking any of these questions? I would keep asking them, even if it was totally irrelevant & useless!

Profound uncertainty
Vs.
Absolute non-existence

Life can only lead to death. Only death can produce life.

Isn’t the shepherd closer to the wolf, than he is to the sheep?

MyGov

decantation

Active degeneration
Deliberate defects

Geostrategy < Biopolitics

brow

Dismembering reality

Seeds of unreality – a porous permeable fabric

The expired word

whorl

flywheel

sepals

Empty perceptions

Foe + fire = FIE!

Junkies & pushers

Have you ever imagined yourself as/inside a comatose patient in the ICU (comfortably numb)?

When evaluating a metal album (on whether to add it to my favorites or not), first listen to all the songs in one go, WITHOUT the lyrics – a pure sonic experience

Life > consciousness > intentionality
E.g. There can be no consciousness without life, but not vice-versa

Painless suffering Vs. Prolonged death

cur

serried

Adversarial tradition

Make half your trips slow/mild (instead of all fast/intense)

24.9.23

Triskelion – the (erect) penis as the third leg

S(t)imulate your self

Take YOUR time

25.9.23

The materiality of language!

The only truth is dare (risk), and the only dare is truth (honesty)!

Truth or Dare
Vs.
Trick or Treat

Perpetual (convalescent) adolescence ~ arrested development

Nietzsche (Libidinal economy) ← Freud + Marx

Sexuality as masculine spirituality, and spirituality as feminine sexuality

Her vagina is NOT a pussycat, unlike her!

“I see it in your eyes, the tearing in your heart”

Body-writings

History of the flesh & crises of representation

Liberatory decadence

Validating the invalid & recluse

prognosticate

Pensive pathological being – sitting & hearing each other groan

Literature as pathography – how does the body speak through illness?

The patient poet – writing & writhing

Illness ~ intoxication

Jayanta Mahapatra

The dying shtick

Anatole Broyard

Transcultural experience

Therapeutic possibilities of the Wasteland

Firangi

other/-wise

Mudra ~ Mantra

The Asian Heidegger

Phenomenontology

carcerality

Generous attention

Finding one’s feet

Diagnosing (the blissful ignorance of) health

Literature > narrative; Creativity > the work

Immature psychosis

Childish catastrophes

Modernist angst as psychosomatic alienation

Disease ~ Disposition

From self-consciousness to body-awareness

Re-embodying the mind

Sanguis + cruor = corpus

Manifest insistence

s(t)oma

Bravura rendering

The touch of the outside and the joy of death

ether(eal)ize ~ corpsify

sarcosophy

patienthood

Excessive consciousness

Contagion – evil as the virus that infects the (good) body

Orgasmatron

From modernity to modernism

Addicted to the cure (for malaise)

I’m-patience

26.9.23

Ejaculation as excretion

Consciousness ~ present ~ outside. Unconscious memory ~ past ~ inside. Imagination ~ future ~ remote

Circle – the perimeter is nothing but a (temporary) expanded form of the center

I am NOT Faust. I am (your) Mephistopheles! 👹

I have realized, the primary site of my work is the masculine body (starting with my own) 🔥

almoner

tellurics

I am the opposite/nemesis of the Renaissance (well-rounded) man 😏

feeling-tone

Autonomous complexes

I AM the dividual

The evolution of my Mother continues, in/through me, NOW without the frustration of Christian morality……….!

fune-real

inhume

Sabrina & Jung ~ Salome & Nietzsche ~ Diotima & Socrates

Fortuitous pain

27.9.23

The mysterious happening of human existence

“Beau is Afraid” is better than “Crimes of the Future”. Or, I like the former better than the latter, although the latter is also good.

Negative love

Self-objectification

I becomes we becomes they

Sexual murder

Death fantasies

Auto-erotic isolation

Dark sexuality & spiritual regeneration

Self-birthing

Tragic realism

Wish-personality

Psychotics & artists as dreamers

Wagnerian heroes

The individual self Vs. The collective soul

Singularity is sublimity

The spitting (s)exorcist

Unreal existence ~ suspended animation

Maybe it is the truly alive (select few), who feel as if they are zombies, in a dystopian world

There are 2 types of dysfunctional people:
Those who feel guilty & try to repent
Those who feel angry & condemn the world instead

Death as dedifferentiation

Agri-culture as mytho-logy

Sun & sea ~ male & female ~ seed & soil

That which is not destroyed remains destructive

Learning to enjoy the Numbness

28.9.23

When doing something, don’t feel or think, just/only/simply DO (it).

Judgment:
1.
It’s okay to be okay
+
It’s not okay to be not okay
2.
It’s not okay to be okay
+
It’s okay to be not okay
1 Vs. 2

Feeling:
High & relaxed + Low & relaxed
Low & restless + High & restless
1 Vs. 2

The myth of creation and the creation of myth

Void ~ vortex ~ portal

Essay ~ assay

29.9.23

I offer/sacrifice my double-stoned cock to my goddess, the Great Mother

T(h)rashy art

Extreme-ities

If not now then when? If not here then where?

Empty opus

Using letters as symbols – fuck language back!

Film school project

Closed-door subjects

Breathing ~ reading

Mirrorless existences ~ total solitude

“Beau Is Afraid” and “Joker” are 2 sides of the same coin! (Is that coin called Joaquin Phoenix??)

What is this?
Naming/defining is NOT
knowing/touching

I’m feeling lucky, wretched wisdom and weakling battles

If lived alone, I would be happier, & sadder, & more Mortal

Human flotsam

Multicultural graveyard

Symbolic death

pi(e)ty

Br(ex)it

Is the world today a “much better place” compared to ~ 100 or even 1,000 years ago?

Optical unconscious

Consciousness-of-stream

Over-representation exhaustion

Compassion fatigue

Reconstructing one’s own past via the violence of organized forgetting

Bridge metaphor

Incantatory text

Catafalque

Black rain

Saving strangers

Pink-er

The underclass

The death of the victim (as a symbol/icon/idol)

Remote war

Post-industrial shadowlands

Well-meaning & brainless meat-puppets

Dangerous populations

The double standard of liberalism

Metaphysical hubris & international intervention

conscript

Digital containment

Titillate ~ petrify ~ outrage

PSTD

bolgia

retrotopia

Is numbness a feeling? 😅

antipodean

If you’re sober > half the time, then you’re not (yet) an addict

30.9.23

Maybe my daughter will be the one to successfully slay (behead) me

Obsessional constraint

postface

Acosmic, pre-individual, singular intensities

Dogmatic slumber

Hamann & Jacobi

Sacred ~ cultic

Vicious circle ~ eternal return

Mutual, reciprocal, equal causation! E.g. Subject/person & Object/world

Social institutions Vs. Elementary forces

Group fantasies

Parrhesia, Diacritics

The new amorous world

Mortalizing thought via the decadent body

Theogony ~ physiognomy

The foolish immortal anchorite

gyre

fungible

Non-exchangeable value

Sterile enjoyment & wasteful production

Utensilary superstition & efficient destruction

Constitutional determinism

Laruelle as inverse Hegel?

The substructure of infrastructures

The psychic life of power

Imponderable forces

Callipygian Venus

Unconcealment of the tragic secret

From sex without procreation to pleasure without orgasm

Complex passions

The gregarious fulfillment of subjective unity

Can animals be selfish, as opposed to speciesist?

Capitalism as totalitarianism; Advertising as propaganda

What would you choose, if a Djinn offered you 3 wishes?
The second wish would be the reversal of the first (E.g. Unlimited money), and the last would be to have 3 more wishes… 😜

From sexuality to erotism

What proportion of the global population is middle-class or bourgeois? Is the spirit of the age dictated by this?

Active presence

Emerald Tablet ~ Gospel of Thomas

medi(t)ation

telesma

New discoveries from Old Worlds

Hal Taussig

Phalansteries – affinity classes

Organizing playful rituals

Passional aspiration

Romance, sport, art

The game as liberatory reality

Perverse emotions

Serious voluptuosity

Wretched wisdom

Which do you prefer – a natural (later) death or a violent (earlier) death?

Is the intellectual just a castrated/emasculated warrior?

The electromagnetic (hollow) body

1.10.23

predicant

Parnassian

Mummy’s 3rd (death) anniversary

dysautonomia

2.10.23

alacrity

Wicked humor

Žižek’s “parallax gap” (atheistic) ~ William Desmond’s “metaxology” (theistic)?

Animal suffering

Honest advertising

stodgy

Mate bait

Rexit

Hard-edged & dark… Jaw-droppingly distinctive

The secret gospels

Spiritual circumcision

grubs

Gentle master(y)

3.10.23

Cleft tongue

4.10.23

Non(standard)-fiction

6.10.23

demonst(e)rate ~ de-monster-ate

Spectator-sport

Learn to embrace whatever is – pain &/or pleasure &/or blah – become so capacious that your own incapacity is also hospitably accommodated!

Living in the eternal moment ~ my default mode is absent-mindedness

May IT happen in, through & around me

Passive exultation

Death as victory/vengeance

In-finity

Become used to doing nothing for prolonged periods of time, without getting restless, dejected or drowsy – this is your primary task!

7.10.23

From “Who am I?” to “What this is!”

Distinguish:
Sunrise & dawn
Sunset & dusk

twilight

From leap to explosion

The happiness of a pessimist

The horrors & dangers of the mundane/routine

You don’t want to get high yes. But the High wants to get you! 😈

Judas (Iscariot/Satanic) Priest

SFG: Spiritual Friendship Group ~ Science Fiction Generale (Laruelle)

Barbie Vs. Anabelle

  1. 10.23

It is possible that I’m feeling (unusually) miserable because of (the psychic/spiritual impact of) certain current catastrophic world events…?

Am I responsible for my depression, and therefore guilty of feeding this laziness through my own choice of attitude & lifestyle? Being both my own victim & culprit is intolerable, isn’t it?

antsy

Triumphant disaster

earthlight

daybed

10.10.23

Does an enlightened guru have rage attacks?

From society of the spectacle to collage of individual visionaries

Theoretical experience & experiential practice

parricide

From magic to science to

Social imaginary & faith horizon

Return to ferity & mission of malice

From moral satire to literary bestiality

Ingesting (therefore, also digesting, assimilating & excreting) philosophy

Isn’t Pornography my chief influence?!

“GOD is all mouth”

Human wildness

From criticism to destruction

Today, porn is even more strictly censored than gore!

Semiotic derangement

Negative discourse

Max Ernst & Lewis Carroll

William Burroughs & Kurt Cobain

Collage novel

frottage

Picture books

Fap tribute & celeb skin

White mythology

Unselfconscious arena

Invisible art & inaudible music

bildungsphilister – is it possible that I’m not a self-deluded idiot?! Is there a foolproof way of confirming this?? 😅

Prenatal paradise & nostalgia for the womb

“You’re only a rebel from the waist down” – maybe the central cerebral control wanes as the distance of the organ from the brain increases…… 🤪

aquiline

Amphibious modality

Edenic gestation

Platonic bias

Pure difference

parasol

Paramyths – declassify ~ unworlding

The Real is monstrous (to us), only because we have been thoroughly formalized

Cultural reversions – kulturputsch

lo-fi

Reflections of a representation of the real

Metonymic figurations

My whole body is full of eyes, but when I see you, I only see 2 poor eyes, both lodged in the head, looking back! So how can I NOT objectify you??

Original fragments ~ organs without body

Hybridized creatures

The structurality of entrapment

Phantom of a phantom

iStripper zoom ~ headless torso ~ hundred-headed woman

Semantic distortions

Germinal perturbation

What would it be like to live in a world where everybody is illiterate/ignorant?

Freeplay & supplementarity

High jinx

11.10.23

Birdsong @ Anna Nagar, Chennai

Hard-wired to self-destruct

The name of (one of) my God(esses) is Keeley Olivia

Even if you see this object from any angle (360°), you will ONLY see its backside (or outside). Because the face is turned inward!

Meditation is (the old) masturbation…?

Third Eye Blind

Cardi B + Megan Thee Stallion

13.10.23

Why does tech stuff (software/hardware) malfunction, just like humans do? Why do I expect it NOT to be infected with the same virus/void that is in us??

freighter

windlass

bulkhead

forecastle

quartermaster

galley

antipode

caftan

serape

euchre

spiel

Hard bargaining

voluble, glib

sharkskin

shagreen, chagrin

bullthrowing, shooting the breeze

tweeds

nutation

peon ~ pawn

dynasty ~ destiny

Drops of God – Alexandre Leger was a pretentious old fool!

mirador

swarthy

Cloacal speech

monotreme

Excrete ~ purge ~ cleanse

Body politic – am I not the asshole of my society?

Could I insert myself in between these 2 biospiritual brothers?!

cartero

Malcolm Lowry is fucking crazy and I love it! Alcoholic writing

dungaree

wizened

I too shall pass, unless I’ve already failed (to disappear)…… 😜

zacuali

gable

vermillion, mauve

Nameless objects

Movable defences

crenellations ~ battlements

Gold leaf

chevron

Wheeling cloud shadows

Flying balcony

Golfing scorpions

Hurling backwards

Unexampled horrendousness

harpy

Prohibitionist poster

The water bottles in my house are always empty. I am raped by thirst, fatigue and fury.

tumulose

Automatic & indifferent living

barfly

“Name of a name of God”

Who was my mother… really??

Adversarial reasoning

SFG as “emergency brake system”

15.10.23

Maurice Blanchot interviews himself

Wreck ~ recharge

Overturning point

berserker furor

Is there an art of living (& dying) which can be designed from a nihilistic perspective or tragic attitude?

Self-confrontation

decreation

Eternal sin

Sacrifice of virgins

Cultural moment

Systematized rape

The (no-)things behind the veil (of the human)

Avoiding precarity

shamefastness

Displeasure Vs. Bad pleasure

Field uncut

Counterfeit women

Translucent gender

Am I still in the stage of Christian hangover (mourning the death of GOD)? Would I ever emerge out of this (on to the other side) in this life?

Perverse immortality

Crowning irony

Fatigue + restlessness = misery

Interexist ~ follow each other

Blind to other realities

Shadow of a doubt

In Christianity, divine sovereignty provides the very basis of human freedom. Whereas in Greek tragedy, fate requires the collusion of free-will to unfold in history!

hard-boiled

Tangled emotions

Weirded out

Distinguish: Untruths & Puns

An outbreak of trembling laughter

telesm

16.10.23

O how we make gurus & idols out of even the most radical iconoclastic figures…!

Phaidra’s skin-game of truths

Cunt sweat – imagine a world in which female desire/sexuality is fully released – just a heap of ashes! 🫠

“Avoid (hanging around) boring people” 😅

The timeless language of the Hopis

Mannerist excess

Designifying greatness

Deception by convention

Crown of disgrace

18.10.23

While I feed my mind with grand ideas and secretly converse with revolutionary giants, my real life is being consumed with the mundane duties and to-dos of a mediocre bourgeois existence……! Fuck this shit 😡 I’m outta here. O yeah? But how? I don’t care anymore whether I survive or not. Really!? Come on, don’t kid yourself 😅 I mock & taunt myself to death. Even then, I’m so full of myself…

Autobiographical allegory

Anti-wedding ceremony

The bride’s animal mask

From primitivism to decadence

Pornological invocation

The libidinal matter underlying cultural forms

Entrapment by pictorial rhetoric

How to catch a bird

Mirror ~ ruse

Interchangeable functions

20.10.23

vise

“Trappers trapping themselves”

brooch

What would you do if the current mix (weed + porn + sildenafil) stops working, Joey boy!? 🤪

“It rains”; Pure instruments; Userless apps

Unable to see when acting, and unable to act when seeing

Is double bind the same as catch 22?

But where is the pleasure of discipline in your life nowadays??

The knower and the witness – the same or different? If different, which is preeminent?

The tyranny of the unconscious

If you cannot join them (because you hate them so), then beat them (even if the attempt is gonna destroy you)

Non-signifying categories

Beyond (or the hidden in between) alive & dead (feeling) – a third way/door/ground (being) – the middle voice (or in between active/life and passive/dead)

Demythifying enterprise

In-sign-ificant

Are you so fortunate as to know (someone truly great like) me in your (puny/petty/shallow) life?! Ha ha ha ha…… I gotcha there!? Who is greater than me in my circle? Forget that, I’m just glad I have equals/peers, and therefore I’m NOT friendless.

Pleasure without pain leads to numbness

I’ve NOT seen/used a perfect machine…… yet (although I’m surrounded by hi-tech gadgets)! But aren’t humans perfect as they are (once you’ve abandoned theo-anthropo-logy)? Yes of course, but they’re not complete, unless they exti(nct)guish themselves to give birth to the Superman (or whatever you wanna call the next evolutionary phase/stage). Perfect, but not complete, yet! Death (only? of those who have ever really lived!) as the guaranteed & unfailing completion of sanctification or universal justification or comprehensive glorification.

If life is nothing but the superficial layer of death, when alive, then isn’t death also nothing but the superficial layer of life, when dead?

From popular culture to high art to ordinary philosophy

From protagonist/hero (or villain) to agonist/anti-hero (or joker)

21.10.23

turntable

Immobile machines

roundhouse

redoubt

From logic to logistics

God is king is war is mobility is control is discipline is morality is politics is business is technology is society

polemarch

Poliorcetic schema

The pole of reversal ~ the point of convergence

semaphore

Vectorial politics

The Ministry of Time and the Department of Space

Standardization ~ production ~ mobilization ~ destruction – the vicious cycle

22.10.23

Inhuman thought

Slow extasy

Delirious theory-fictions

anarchitecture

Schizophrenic metaphysics

fusty

From critique to acceleration

heteroclite

miscegenation

dissimulation

thanatropic

familialism

From contentless forms (ghosts) to formless content (matter)

Life/desire/animal/flesh/enjoyment
Vs.
Knowledge/will/human/spirit/control

affined

Unknown materiality

destratification

Is there any point in getting stoned without an erection??

All I need to do is to let IT happen, in, through & around me! Nothing else is required. Even this is NOT essential for IT to unfold, but just makes it easier for me (spares me the unnecessary self-imposed suffering), to cooperate with what cannot (and therefore need not) be resisted or defeated!

poet-werewolf-rat-genius

I am infuriated by the/my failure to achieve a satisfying high. This will slowly fade into a gnawing sadness, and finally dissolve into a paralyzing apathy…… returning back to the cycle of desire & disappointment.

Trakl died at 27. Was it a “suicide”?

Exploratory redesignings of the human

strato-analysis; schizo-numerics

otiose

tendentious

Intensive matter ~ body-without-organs

K-space

eldritch

Sexual intercourse without the other

If orgasm is the “little death”, then wouldn’t that make death the BIG orgasm!?

Abstract animism

Darkside jungle futurism

Neuromancer

anastrophic temporality

auto-poiesis

transfinites

geotrauma

ontogenesis & phylogenesis

cardinality & ordinality

limn

Non-mathematical numerical practices

Kapital metropolis

Welfare capitalism

Patrilineal economy

patronymy

23.10.23

an(nul)us

Intensify (the fall) ~ accelerate (the end)

The Superman is NOT (and is yet) human, just like the human (is and yet) is NOT ape

The aggressive absurdity of logic

Inhibited encounter with alterity

ancien regime

extortionate

The exuberant ambition of capital-ized reason

Theory as the contemporary form of future experience

psychiatrize

petit-bourgeois

The nostalgia & sentimentality of pacifism

Uninhibited synthesis

ringer

waggle

devilled

Meccano

24.10.23

Gospel of Truth (Valentinus) ~ Bodies (Si Spencer)

Long in the tooth

Maybe the denial of any and all sinister plots is the greatest conspiracy theory of all!

The very same recurring nightmare

Truth Vs. Life

You’re already dead + know you are loved

25.10.23

shantytown

Careless talk could cost lives

Stretch out each moment

Substituting audio-visual stimulation for socialization

The divine spark is the effect, NOT cause, of flesh-crucifixion.!

If sound is just vibrations, then what is light just?

Quantum gravity

Binge-watching this has been underwhelming. So has the time been wasted? But how else could I have gained this knowledge (of vanity)?!

Reduce ghosts to ashes – perfect the de-composition!

You want to remain insignificant, yet consequential, my dear Zoey

If (physical/material) reality is all there is, and it is evil, then what do I do? Nowhere to run or hide…… Just remain sitting, there in the heart of Hell – constantly refusing to succumb to the lure of any & all imaginary paradises.

Down-hype

Rotating infinity

The incessant struggle to cease

My core is so hot that I breathe smoke, like a volcano

Invention ← → discovery

Bodies – in order to be a great serial, you need to make each episode gripping & satisfying in & of itself, and NOT just steps to an ultimate “mind-blowing” finale.

Invert the Augustinian ontology – the good as hole in the fabric of Evil

content-meant

come INTO Being

There are things, which when known, destroy the knower & his/her knowledge… And only they (as-in-themselves) remain.

The book of life is essentially alive

Is it possible for Christ to remain dead? Is GOD capable of extinction?

Gnosis as (vitalizing) Non-knowledge

Non-human love, non-relational desire, non-seeing lust, impersonal suffering

Language that is NOT merely metaphorical/symbolic – poetic non-fiction

occultures

How to outdo oneself? Oh! You sure you really want to??

numeracy

Fullness ~ rest ~ emptiness

The Real is Void ~ what is most real is also the least known/felt

The collective unconscious is actually the nemesis/antithesis of racial memory

Reaping the whirlwind

Thought beyond survival

26 10.23

Everything dies, even death!

27.10.23

grotty

Tár – from social persecution to the delirium of guilt to the tragicomedy of fate

An itch that cannot be scratched

Hope dies last

A successful poet is an oxymoron

What am I doing (or trying to achieve), by living this ordinary life, and pairing it with theoretical & experiential exploration into the extremes of existence? Is this all any more than just an elaborate fraud or a stupid mistake? Are you talking about the surface lifestyle or the inner curiosity or their coupling?

world-calumniation

Abgrund

abscission

toadstool

Traklean night

Petrified desolation

The stranger’s goldenness

The illimitive difference of the night sky

Indeterminable alterity

Lunar ruination

From metaphysics to stratophysics

Astrophysics > mathematics

graphematics

negentropy

Architectonics of the sign

Energetic surpluses

Dispersal of intensities

From polarity to gradation

Redundancy as grammatical subterfuge

gen-us ~ gen-der

discordance ~ decomposition

The tortuous & vespertine labyrinth

Why am I not taking medical care (preventive medication, investigative monitoring, healthy habits, etc.) of myself? Is there something deeper under the laziness/carelessness?

Ecstative eruption

Know when (& how) to use (& avoid) the dictionary

pharmacopathological

quantization

Alogical intervallic difference

Structurally necessary inadequacy

The leprosy of being

Stardust is non-philosophizable, and therefore virulent

Dream story

28.10.23

In a trice

Great attraction: Infernal Machine

STOP touching your face!

Aftersun: Babbette + puppet ≈ Poppet

awnings

convolvulus

30.10.23

hackles ~ erectile hair

I can’t love and I can’t die…… NOW what!?! Nothing.

Insightful ~ inciteful

triphthong

Pre-human history

Arcane ~ uncanny ~ unconscious ~ alien

Dope Press

brazier

meadowsweet

Pleasure, the verb

hull

cascada

barranca

Tlaxcaltecan

Candle = Wax Vs. Flame

1.11.23

Plight one’s troth

Prosaic justice

Effortless action

fek

2.11.23

stator

“I believe in the irony of fate”

stator

Quartier

cadastre

Kriegspiel

guerre en dentelles

castrametration

scarification

pannier

Camisard

cuirass

mitraille

Having & doing is inversely proportional to being

oriflamme

sparagmos

Denatured worlds

Acultural functions

Pornological tableaux

agoraphobia

antonymy

cicuration

Trussed humans

3.11.23

Dark:
Past ~ Good ~ Being
Future ~ Evil ~ Non-being
Present ~ Real ~ Becoming

Determined to be free ~ Free to be determined

laconic

Patron saints of misery

Lovers of sorrow

Rave parties & snake poison

Instead of trying to make it better, just try not to make it worse

anagogy

Constitutive paradox

Cosmic pessimism

Negative mysticism

Man IS the black sun! (Matt. 27:45)

celerity

Invisible darkness

Impersonal pathos

The (self-)annihilating realization of one’s utter passivity/passibility in the face of a tragic universe

Auto-eclipsing

Solar sorrow

From whatness/whyness to thusness/suchness

The darkness is total ~ there is no more darkness

Consciousness/thought as the negative excess of being/matter

5.11.23

Why is the Netflix serial on “time travel” called “DARK”?? “Lugen” (Rammstein) would be a perfect soundtrack to this genre-bending work of art!

“Irugapatru” – The moral of the story is, to be in an intimate relationship is to be “sad” (romance ≈ tragedy) – “marriage” itself needs to be continually redefined and evolved to suit the needs of the persons involved…

speakeasy

Critical ~ serious ~ dangerous ~ very important

Larualiens Vs. Laruellians

Conjunctural thinkers

Ark → Dark

6.11.23

Joe, your “contemplative lifestyle” is not that different from the hedonistic consumerism of your context! And your life is just bland, not really in line with your purportedly radical faith……

I’m saddened and disappointed by the fact that this is how you really feel about me. But I’m glad you shared it with me. Thank you! (Yes, you may be right) And I’m sure this disillusionment is mutual too……

Extreme(-ify the) self-contradiction

The dark sublime is scary good!

Is our current reality a deep-fake (AI) simulation of a cyber-demiurge?!

A glitch in the matrix ~ a tear in the veil

ICC CWC – Why is India winning everything and England losing (almost) everything? Or is this question the wrong (kind of) response? 😅

Eco-fascism

Extended highlights

Delightful wallowing in voluptuous misery

Savage pilgrimage

Blood consciousness

Unseen presences

Metaphysical homecoming ~ re-turning ~ double irony

Negated paradox

Repression of the infantile/animal

The uncanny stallion

Haunting stories

Dejavu – memories of the future or visions of an alternate reality (multiverse)

The dream is the authentic site of being

Anthroponomic phantasmagoria

The non-human question as existential threat

Alien wisdom ~ primitive anim(al)ism

Unsuspected animation from a hidden (brutal) source

The generic implications of a dissonant philosophy

Rational critique of reason

Mimetic critique of mimesis

Being cannot be the object of discourse

Dark ~ Real ~ Dumb

Systematic de(con)struction

From synthetic identity to absolute being!

The end of all self-doubt & justification

Instinct as visionary faculty

Self-referential metaphor

Animal glamor

The (inherent) wildness of the domestic(ated) animal

St. Mawr

allotropy

The fourth dimension of D. H. Lawrence

Passional inspiration

Lionine eponym

Anthropocentric chauvinism

Invent your origin by starting from the end

The beginning is the middle is the end is the middle is the beginning is the end

cicurate

Oneiric maladaptation

Phenomenological awakening

A reality-disturbance that is external

mews

Glorious, salvific regression (instead of the banal, vampiric repression)

The social is merely symbolic, and the ideal merely imaginary, says the Real!

Restoring impulsivity

Intuitive tropism – whimsical, unpremeditated, unmediated

Quien sabe!

A certain knowledge without the assurances of the understanding

It’s good that I DON’T know the date (for today)

From social relationality to cosmic interdependence

Partial object

Ontopsychology

The castrated self

Fetishes & effigies

prepossession

You have been deep-faked (fucked/cheated/raped) by your own reflections

brocade

The artist as eunuch (half-a-man)

The synecdochic non-animal mannikin

7.11.23

geld

Glibly evil

clew

Presubjective power

Know thyself → BE thyself

re-vision-ing

Pre-rational heritage

Ocular metaphorics

The unfallen Pan

From erudition to wit

Prelapsarian paragon

Goatish man

Eocene

muzzle (n.)

Protean potency

Animal history

Phylogenetic journey

hippocampine

Reptilian fluidity

Natural politics without anthropomorphic distortion

War horse Vs. Puny man

Aristocratic/elitist philosophy

meretricious

accrete

welter

Indiscriminate life

distaff

The feral ethos of the wilderness

Misanthropic menàge

Unhomely home

The monstrous magic of the land

prosopopeia

The New England woman

enargia

daub

Rebarbative carapace

8.11.23

High theory & low affirmationism

Hideous gnosis – Black metal theory

Profound lore

Amorphous metallectual movement

gourd

tankard

spinet

How does one who feels he is already dead, live? By default, automatically……

“Sí seńor! Half past sic by the cock”

merd

homunculus

9.11.23

Sleep as meditation

The fullness of annihilation

The energy of non-action

A foolhardy fidelity in hopeless pessimism! 😎

The human as the manifestation of the universe’s will to know itself

My job is to lick the nectar leaking from the edges of the infinite abyss

Insufficiency, indeterminacy & contingency

Inverse lightning

Metapersonal will

No-one-being

Opening of the (3rd) Eye perfectly blinds the (2 other) eyes

The essential self is a black hole, the size of a pin-point – an incessant & unceasing implosion

Will precedes desire

Thought before thinking

Finding complete rest in the futility of all action

Radical laziness

Not trying to not try

Lying awake

Original self-splitting – patient/agent – I am my own subject & object

facture

Hypercovert style

Cataclysmic salvation

Amigara

Gross, subtle & mental ~ matter, life & thought

Comedic empyrean conspiracy

Bornless one

A purely physical spirituality – energetics

Chastening chastity

hecceity

Unlimited individuality

Co-immunism

Mother, Daughter & Dirty Spirit

10.11.23

Hikkikomori

Autonomous persecution

Distinguish:
Displeasure
&
Negative lust

Staunched (wound)

Beauty as negative disorder

Doric

Socrates, the ugly animal (rational biped)

loam

Genius Vs. Philosopher

Positive confusion

Rausch

Non-intentional processes

parapraxes

Dionysian pessimism or voluptuous sorrow ≈ BDSM

tive nihilism ~ intricate intensity

Disindividualized delirium

Fungal thought

A clownish incompetence at death

Everlasting life ~ eternal death (static ontology)

Positive desertification of the soul

Vast abrupt ~ deep epoché of unknowing

Transcendental reduction

Pyrrhonian

Homolupic spiral

Transcendence Vs. Exteriority

One night, when I was freaking out, I heard a weird gnawing sound in my room (loud & continuous), as if a rodent was patiently attacking the wire mesh over the window…… Was it one of Trakl’s rats!?

The depredations of feral alterity Vs. Humanistic prejudice

murine

Libidinal rat theory

12.11.23

fob

14.11.23

rank sedges

16.11.23

tarn

lurid

importunate

causeway

pertinacity

17.11.23

The super-essential

concreation

deheroization

Chaucerian non-mysticism

cephalophory

Inexistent author

That leaden hue

The “goodness” of non-being

Negative love

Inverted impotentiality

How not to be not-a-mystic

Dark: But what is Jonas WITHOUT (trying to prevent/reverse) the Apocalypse??

Ignorance, sorrow & blackness

Quetzalcoatl

asymptotic

Passionless sorrow & spiritual laughter

The true hypocrisy of non-manifest mourning

bathetic

vatic

diacritical

22.11.23

vesania

From objective values to affective polarization

Human psychopathology ~ animal psychology

Maldororian lines of force

Bachelardian Lautreamontism

Once you have wallowed in your misery for long enough (i.e. too long), then just slightly push yourself to DO something. The contemplative life needs a (mild) sprinkling of action to keep it alive & kicking. Even meditation is action!

One can romanticize death only as long as it isn’t boring…… 😜

Biological poetry

Reality is a lie!

The Ducassean instant

holograph

Aborted projects

Unsent correspondence

née

typescript

res novae

Pythian

The physics of thought

catagenesis/anagenesis

tufa

argillaceous

Animalizing mythology

dynamogenic

catachresis/abusio

Pancalism

Scientific sentimentality

When life is subordinated to thought, I feel like a decomposing corpse. When thought is subordinated to life, I explode like a suicide bomb(er). The challenge is to equalize them both, and thereby become a genius! 😎
(Life ~ animal vitality, energy, power, will; Thought ~ human reflexivity, critical reason, imagination)

New Sensations ~ Oedipus XXX ~ T. Rex (www.txxx.com)

WHY did India lose to Australia in the ODI CWC 2023? WHO are the best people talking & writing about this?

Patientless analysis

Can you be patient with your impatience? Double resignation!

Distinguish:
Analysis
&
Therapy

Teratological peace

autochthonous

Remaking myself ~ unmaking me

Eternal recurrence ~ Synchronicity ~ Quantum entanglement

23.11.23

Porn tattoos: “The only guarantee in life is a life worth dying for” + “The past was practice” = !?!

Watch ~ Existenz

Shot clock

Leo Strauss the Heideggerian convert

Nonstop nut November from Reality Kings

Porno-dasein

corpulent

The more alive you feel, the less powerful you are, in the world. And the more dead you feel inside, the more powerful you are, in the world outside!

Don’t tread on else matters by Trent Reznor lives

Ideology ~ happiness ~ addiction

Keep rotating your drugs

How do you distinguish between a great thinker and a babbling fool?

Super-filthy

I weep through my cock. What about you?

From knower to witness

I am my own worshipper & worshipped

Condensed replay is not highlights

25.11.23

wonky

Sosalkino

Subjective certainty

Whatever it is that you desire, enjoy and obsess about, but don’t do because of inhibition from social, moral & religious norms – identify it and indulge it – this will break you out of the current rut!

The esoteric Plato

Sexual dread

coif

alabaster

26.11.23

“They knew everything, and yet they did nothing!”

“Suryakumar Yadav is the best.” – Josh Inglis

The fans worship the team, and the team worships the game!

archness

poetries

“I don’t expect anyone to believe me”

The impossibility of limits

Strict fashions

Neotenization → auto-domestication

Did I tell you before that GOD is a sadist?

fait accompli

Collective exorcism

The stigmata of (demonic) possession

What would a world be like, where all women are rabid lesbians?!

GrundBegriffe

What is time?

The Incipient

I am a Greek!

Inception → essential

You need to listen for it, in order to hear it

Re-unknowing ad-infinitum

The truth is un-necessary

Decline Vs. Descent

Eye-feeling

Penetrating through, and being penetrated by, the ground

27.11.23

Take into care beings as a whole

What is thought-worthy?

Live as if you’re invisible

Live without concern for consequences

guidewords

Distinguish: Beings & Being

Original experience

The history of being

Interpretative gloss by a peripatetic philosopher

Philological risks

Paraphrasing colloquialisms

Unconditional will

Anticipatory knowing

Articulating helplessness

Critical diagnosis ~ calculated failure

One’s own reason

adduce

Rule of self-evidence Vs. Existential leap

A self-evident introduction to unlimited doubt

Phenomenological reduction

Fascination by sobering

Enlightenment ~ clearing

The legacy of the beyond

Passion is shown NOT just by strong feeling (about something particular), but more by internally motivated action that remains regular & intense over the long-term. Therefore, passion is something cultivated, rather than just discovered! Am I a passionate person then??

Self-production via tailored consumption

Vertical time & infinitesimal space

The supreme importance of personal chance

schadenfreude

The choice of oneself

rentier

Performative speaking

Radicalizing Protestantism

Post-historical actuality

Self-institutionalization

The concealed paradox

Live in such a way that you would be proud of, in spite of all the shame you already have

Acerbic tone

I’m developing (hopefully) an unlimited capacity for boredom, frustration & weakness

See – how gently she handles her breasts, and learn!

Infinite indecision

The repertoire of the masks of reality

Make it still more infinite!

Tragic laughter

ethicist B.

Moodiness & piety

The invisible difference

Johannes de Silentio

The banality of the sacred crime

acte gratuit

Inventing impenetrable historical characters

The religious man is closer to the aesthetic, than to the ethical man!

28.11.23

Medical bail

“Jasprit Bumrah unfollows Mumbai Indians on Instagram” – WOW! news 😜

dolt

stolid

Anti-biopic

History as farce

From semiotics to virotechnics

hype(r)virus

Cybernetic subtilization

K-code

“Look what fear’s done to my body”

Gothic materialism

Type O negative’s bloody kisses

Degree-zero

Monocult gerontocrats

Loa

cyberia

Techno/trance-ravers

Meta Nomad ~ Hermitix ~ exiting modernity

Unserious thinkers

haecceity

Gnosis Vs. Kenosis

Anticlimactic libido Vs. Orgasm delusion

risible

usufruct

whig

Shub-Niggurath

Sith

mephitic

pwned

Misesian

Mencius Moldbug

thought-crimes

Jacobite

Exorbitant particularity

Cladistics

29.11.23

The tyrant as victim

Mystagogue Vs. Aüfklarer

1.12.23

You know where I came from, but not when I am coming from!

Taboo Vs. Shamanism

Cosmic egg

auto-predation

berserkers

Nordic humor

Ulterior zone ~ Heart of darkness

The riddle of the Sphinx

Resourcing complexion

I am a comfortable coward, because I have compromised on my spiritual trajectory with my social survival. I would be more authentic and less comfortable, if I had uncompromisingly stuck to my guns, at the expense of my life! (…And whether I am less or more miserable is a non-issue, isn’t it? 😜)

Gov-corp

Idyllic nightmares

Yes, we are headed toward divorce, but maybe that’s only a post-mortem possibility…

Is information, matter or energy or…?

teleonomy

Artificial life

Meltdown process

Maybe I should just read all the writings of one favorite/great thinker, instead of pieces from diverse authors…

Interspecies Studies

Primate → Cyborg (via human)

Non-productive consumption

K(Kuang)-war

stimming

tractile

No-future ~ near-future ~ noir-future

From Philosophy to theory

Implanted mirrorshades

Turing cops

warren

game-parks

Partial objects

Tactics without subject or strategy

Vanishing face

2.12.23

The prese(n)t is not moment-ary

Non-serious gravity

From blissful ignorance to dark knowledge

That depends on what you mean by “is”

From smile/frown to laugh/weep via flat/numb

There are only demons (forces), no angels (messages)

3.12.23

Real ~ invisible

Contemplation ~ soul ~ human

pueblo

adobe

Hopi, Creole

emporium

White noise

souvlaki

baksheesh

self-caricature

Deep cover

arbor

Exploring the bowels of the building

bulkhead

Assume fetal position

commissar

From writer to traveller. From reader to…? Watcher!

ticker-tape

skillet

sublittoral

hard-edged

deliriants

Are there false (or even true) spiritualities?

scintilla

solitudes

mausoleum; cenotaph

Transcendental experience Vs. Empirical facts

Reactionary innovation

Archive of untruths

Spiritual aristocrats

The massification of theology

4.12.23

Imaginal animals

Natural symbols

Inhuman fears & cruelties

Surhumain ~ the pathologized condition

dis-tortion

Identification → metamorphosis

From therapy to analysis, and back!

Humane rigor

Complex/constellation > Image/symbol

Personified demons

Association experiment

Animals in nature ~ images in man

Syntax of metaphors

feeling-tone

This screaming universe

Relocated by self-recognition

Raise ~ disturb

Adolescent blasphemy & sexual extremity

The royal road of poetic reverie

Anti-creative aggression ~ Gnostic libertinism

epithalamion

The Satanic schools

Immoral asceticism

vade mecum

orthography

Literary psychology

Practical criticism

Strange achievement

The core vortex

Poetics of the life-force

Misleading spirit

Future literature

anti-mimeticism

res novae

Active projection

Vorticism; Futurism

Sacred topology

Diasporic copies

Appropriation art

In what way am I different (better) than all these stupid people around me? Does this question itself say something about the (my) situation (position)?

The social (domestic) animals
Vs.
The wild (natural) beast

From spiritualism/theology to spirituality/philosophy

Bland self-overvaluation

Idealism ~ ideology

dysperception

Purely immanent production

Judaic Antisemitism

(I wanna) fuck (with) them!

Non-realism

Inundated by an assortment of well-meaning fatuities

Why is mobile signal lost during a cyclone?

Hubris → humiliation

Now, can you see the sense/logic in killing the golden goose? You need not agree with it, but can you at least acknowledge it?

The spiritual vanity of physical courage

co/s/mic

Indubitable doubt & incredible faith

dissimilate

The ultimate victory of the perpetual victim, which is actually a consummated failure!

Seeking putative origins

Unambiguous polemic

Asiatic Nothingness

The refined decadence of the Aryan dream

Jewry ~ jury

The chosen people are, by definition, “good-for-nothing”!

Is Boris Groys a Jew?! If so, what kind of Jew??

Secular fanaticism, liberal fundamentalism, rabid humanism

Psychologically, it has become impossible for me to reclaim my Tamil/Indian identity

You belong to the wrong-class!

Metropolitan countries

The messianic pathos of political programs

Stuffed shirt government

Sexual (read “marriage”) market

Breeding laws

Sexual apartheid

Laws ~ loss

The basis/source of the prohibition of incest

Theoretical expansionism

octoroon

Racial caste system

in-discrimination

Monotheism/Trinity → monogamy/family

Cousin marriage

Manorial system

Is (Costin) Alamariu the latest (Milo) Yiannopoulos?

Do you know who Callicles is?

5.12.23

tout (n.)

Eugenics

Spartan constitution

Sexual & romantic equality/access/success

Human breeding & husbandry

Polymorphous perversity

Natural hierarchy

Social engineering

Mercenary morality

Population quality-control

Modern egalitarianism

Civilize ~ universalize

Philosopher ~ tyrant ~ crown of nature

Kindred criminal spirits

Plato → Nietzsche → Strauss

The prehistoric mind

Nature/aristocracy Vs. Convention/democracy

From lickspittle to tyrant! 😈

Pindaric nature

Yes, human nature is fundamentally different from other similar animal natures, but in what way? Man is the only animal capable of considering him/herself as an individual (relatively autonomous), instead of just another (mindless) member of a species/society (or extended family)!

mumblecore

Female lesbian pornstars read “Whatever” by Michel Houllebecq

Resolutely desultory

filly

6.12.23

From antenatal checkup (medico) to antinatalism (philosopher) 😜

parasited.com

spxlmag

pecs

knacker

Fake mahogany

oafish

changeling

Vegan & cruelty-free essential oils

yob

echelonment

apocritique

7.12.23

chicanery

fib

cadge

Inconsequence & digression

Soft focus

Laboratory Latin America

Anti-systemic struggles

Monstrous multitude of immanent singularities

Ontological refusal of the state & capital

Pseudo-Nietzschean affirmationism

Defanging of negativity

Weak thought

Resistance to recoding/recuperation

Conjunctural illuminations & local interventions

“Great politics”

Deferred action & original trauma

Retroactive retooling

Mood precedes orientation

The aporia of libertarian politics

isomorphism

8.12.23

weir

causeway

erratum

Pseudonymity & anonymity

Orthonym → heteronyms

My sincere condolences to you, on becoming a parent! 😅

Chinese Platonist

Philosophical felines

Hatäta Zera Yakob

Capuchin monk(ie)s

Ethiopianist

Genuine fake

Are there male cats??

nose-job

Arash

Skeleton partygirl

White lies

9.12.23

There are 2 kinds of people:
Those who integrate into society – the host body
Those who are individuals – parasite/vampire

These so-called spiritual(ist) folks are also some of the most conservative & conformist fukers I’ve ever seen! 😂

Philanthropy to misosophy 😈

Militaristic humanism & tolerated difference

Care as rigor, as opposed to affect

Unbinding insane drives & mutant intensities

Outbidding the ultra-left

Binge-watching as inner work!

avant la lettre

If we lived in a totalitarian or anarchist world, then I would be a rabid democrat!

neo-reactionary

Value-exchange → Death-function

Marxist heresies

Hyper-abstraction

Surf the tsunami!

Genetics & tradition

Market-formed agency

If the obstacle is the way, then the way is the obstacle!

Purified capitalism

The art of dosages

Untrammelled jouissance

Autophagy ~ self-cannibalism

Undialectical invocations

Paleo-Hegelianism

The theological effects of commoditization

No-fap → no-cum

Life as reproduction Vs. Death as production

Videogame soundtracks

Neither religious praxis nor theological speculation – No thanks…… NOPE!

“Feels just like it should”

Capital as real abstraction ~ ontological fabric of Empire

Lapidary fashion

Speculative financial products, credit bubble, nomad dollars, risk management

Problematic formalisings

Ultimate dematerialization

The new global slums

Modi is one of the most popular leaders in the world today – unsurprising, isn’t it?

Repo rate – derivative, security, collateral

Knocked loose

Todd McFarlane & Hunter Biden are good boys, they don’t hurt nobody

ord(i)nance

Waiting for a sign

re-sit(e)ing

Anti-revolutionary thinker

Death is even more boring than life! Ha ha ha ha…… What would be a little less boring??

Miscellaneous fragments

Painful freedom

I am determined to let nothing else interrupt my lascivious self-torture for the rest of my mortal life

8th July is the day when Georges Bataille vomited out his soul. It’s also Izara’s birthday…

The head of Holofernes

Raucous snores & death rattles

Lugubrious visions

Cavernous voice

Corpulent hag

habitue

portel

charabanc

beret

Original/creative ~ lunatic/cruel

Medicine ball

pendant

Dry storm

St. Elmo’s fire

Heartrending fulfillment