9.7.17
– Die Marquise von O… (La Marquise d’O…, The Marquise of O, Éric Rohmer, 1976)
http://sensesofcinema.com/2017/cteq/the-marquise-of-o/#fnref-29842-4
– I must continue to co-mentor Chellam, my life-partner (along with her) even when there is no formal SFG work going on…
Do I let her mentor me too? Do I really believe in mutuality even in this?
Why do I prefer the term “life-partner” to “wife”?
11.7.17
– I know what it feels like to behold a body like that. But what is it like to BE a body like that??
– innerconnectedness
– Spirituality Vs. Culture/morality/psychology
As opposed to,
Spirituality Vs. Materiality/physicality/sexuality
13.7.17
– IObit Driver Booster
Malwarebytes
CCleaner
Avast Antivirus
– Food is God.
Language is God.
Breath is God.
Body is God.
Motion is God.
– Distinguish:
Nihilation
&
Annihilation
Philosophical suicide
&
Suicidal art
– False emotions
– Freedom, creativity & nothingness
Negation, contradiction & imagination
14.7.17
– http://www.gktoday.in/difference-between-a-crossed-cheque-and-ac-payee-cheque/
17.7.17
– Film:
“வாகை சூட வா”
“பாகுபலி” 1 & 2
“Lost City of Z”
– TV series:
“I Love Dick” Season 1
– Is it possible to resist someone who finds you irresistible??
18.7.17
– Film:
“A Quiet Passion”
If Emily Dickinson was not that good at poetry, would she still be a great woman?
19.7.17
– Recluse >> eccentric ~ maverick ~ contemplative ~ rebel ~ artist ~ prophet ~ autodidact
WOW!
– Let my life be just me & the world, with no others in between……!
And in my relationships, let there be nothing of the world in between.
– The Cross – Christ is mortal, unlike Jesus……!
I believe that the Cross is a fundamental discontinuity &/or transformation in the Gospel narrative. It should NOT be seen as just an overcoming continuation of what went before, beyond the barrier of death.
On the Cross, the Messiah/spirit dies, and the Man/flesh resurrected!
This inverted spirituality is the greatest legacy of Christianity.
– Hallowed ~ hollowed
(w)hole
– The discourse of silence
Images, things, ideas & words
The politics of experience
Automatic writing
Mechanical imaginations
– The sovereignty of spontaneity
Designing a disruptive/unleveling routine
20.7.17
– cenicle
lien
sublation
parergon
re-spacing
unreading
Vivisection of texts
Performative thinking
Formal experimentation
Exorbitant works
Unashamedly contradictory
From philosophical literature to literary philosophy
– How can you prevent spirituality from becoming accessorized by the prevalent order?
– Alternative histories
– I think the next stage of my (d)evolution has begun!
Medicine >> theology >> spirituality/ministry >> self-education
No more small group meetings, seminars, retreats, online forums, etc. for me! Spontaneous one-on-one conversations are the only interpersonal interaction that will remain.
I am gonna focus on a purely inward work from now onwards, at least for the next 1 year.
This work will have no (obvious/immediate) social dimension.
There will be no formal structure or fixed role except my constantly changing personal/private routine.
– Time to descend into the abyss of my own nothingness/darkness/emptiness.
And see if I can survive this death……
Distinguish:
Pessimism/realism
&
Depression/resignation
21.7.17
– The science of life
&
The art of living
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