EXPERIENCE

17.1.18

– The Hindu Diary of Events
Check it out every year!
– 1 meter = 3.3 feet
– Ostensibly inherent inclination
Natural criminality
Racialized culture
Mainstream (media) discourse
The invisible hand
fortuitous
Keen consumer
– MLK Jr.
The difficulty is, *where* love will come from, if one is surrounded by hate……?
– Is investment advice also a part of “spiritual conversation”??
– Emojipedia!
– Add green tea to my list of evening drinks
20.1.18
– sedulous
cenacles
solvency
irrefragible
apodictic
Epistemic Psychology
The principle of principles
Absolute presuppositions
subjectist
experior
Evental singularity
Procedural truth
The gangue of common sense
“Aletheurgy”
Fictive word
Revelatory occasion
Conceptual history
Militant manifesto for philosophy
Compossible truths
Truth-acts
Pretheoretical event horizon
Unnameable realm
Fidelity to the new present that localizes the truth
Non-metaphysical transcendentalism
Insurrectionary version
“tout court”
crepuscular
Semiotics of a transdisciplinary field
Immanent logics
Manifesting the impossible
Post-Christian theology
Transcendental materialism
nub
Contemporary eventalness
Belletristic strategies
demurrals
theothanatology
– “Theology consists in  trying  “to  find  a  new  way of  fitting  God  within  the  general  structure  of  being,”  but  rather conceive  it  “as  a  contingent  transontological  event  whose kerygmatic  trace  becomes  the  occasion”  for  the  moment  of subjectivation.”
22.1.18
– The Women Behind Wonder Woman
Poster
Trailer
– Movies:
“Kong: Skull Island”
Review
Poster
Trailer
– Series:
“The Walking Dead” Season 1
Trailer
Poster
Trailer

REFLECTIONS

10.1.18
– Natural geyser
– The Florida Project
Trailer
Review
Posters
– impecunious
strumpet
Medici pope
The Sphere of the Fixed Stars
lodestone
philophaster
pretender/dabbler
Importunate rabble
Quintessential material
“Saving the appearances”
New sciences
instauration
trenchant
Signature style
Signal achievements
Pithy truths
Subjunctive mood
– Jesus crucified (publicly humiliated) his enemies first!
– There are eagles soaring above my house! 😃
– I guess we all need to learn how to be happy in whatever situation we
are, and also go after what we really want.
Both approaches in equal, dynamic interaction!
We can find a way to get what we want in any situation, and even if we get
what we want, we will still have to learn contentment, because there is no
perfect paradise on earth……
12.1.18
– Work as worship
Vs.
Worshiping work
– Public bath-houses
huntress
Pantheon of titans
Syncretism as propaganda
Freedmen & clients
coterie
Legalities & practicalities
Social mobility
Judaic religion, Greek culture, Roman law and Christian theology
patronless
Octavian >> Augustus
Leader ~ patron ~ father ~ god
Lying governments
Census & tax
Pax Americana
franchisee
Oppressive peace
Honoring by burying
Religious persecution as an expression of political oppression
Joint reading of disparate passages
Textual parallels
Narrative interpretation
city-state
Noble savage – Adam ~ Tarzan!
The harlot-teacher
steppe
Wild innocence/primitive purity
stinting
marquee
– Near-Eastern kings claimed to be divine – born of a human mother and a
male god!
– Distinguish:
Family
&
Household
– Cricket – what can we (India) learn from the disastrous 1st test in SA?
Does India deserve the No. 1 ICC ranking??
– Educational bureaucracy
Open-minded adoption of the enabling provisions
Game-changer
The panchayat as local authority
Credibility that inspires confidence
Professionalizing arbitration
Ramallah
Gaza Strip & West Bank
Landless farmers & rural distress
pauperization
13.1.18
– Unorganized sector
Reverse discrimination
Archaic laws
decriminalize
Capital offence
Tags & tabs
Neo-Nazi sympathizer
Blither/blather
Shithole countries
Surprised about being surprised
Cottoned on
Echo chambers
Confirmation bias
Preference falsification
The liberal paradox
Winging it
Building your audience
Carving out a niche
Evolutionary perspective
“vanitas”
Right ~ best
Brand integrity
Deep research projects
Read broadly & extract truth
– Adultery – not a criminal act
– Why is racism still persistent in the USA?
– Trump & Modi – facts do not matter
– Trump & historical racism
– Distinguish:
Liar
&
Bullshitter
– Why do we have such bad leaders and such stupid people, in spite of the
modern growth of “democracy” & “education”?
Why are technological advances not enough to create a better world?
– What is your operating system?
– Work:leisure balance
2 days off (freak-out) each week (Thursday & Sunday) – 1:2.5 – weekly
routine
2 months off (from ministry) each year – 1:5 – annual vacation
Take 6 months off every 5 years – 1:9 – self-renewal sabbatical
– Truth > meaning > purpose
Purpose >> meaning >> truth?
Are we living in a moral universe, or……?
– The latest is not always the best, but it ought to be so!
– What is one thing that you’re grateful for, over the last week?
Not being depressed!
– What was going on yesterday, at this time?
I was going to sleep, tired after the shopping. Skipped the night stroll…
– What were the highlights (experiences, insights, developments, etc.) of
the past day (24 hours)?
Why do I tell others that I’m “doing nothing”? How does that feel? Should I
change anything (either what I say or what I’m doing)?
Retrace some of your emotional high & low points in the recent past.
Too flat?!
– Macho, childish, men
– What is it to love oneself unconditionally & unreservedly?
Do I already?? How about you?
Why/why not?
– Self-examination, criticism & evaluation is probably best done in a
spiritually supportive peer group setting.
– The good life
&
The least of these
– Sorry, I have only gold, no currency notes!
Am I poor?
– When analyzing a complex problem (& making your choice), learn to
take all relevant & important factors into consideration, and not get
preoccupied with only one (or two).
Step back & take in the big picture, before jumping into the details.
Deductive over inductive?
14.1.18
– 🍚🙏🏽 உழவர் திருநாள் நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்!
GOD BLESS our farmers 👨🏽🌾
How can we contribute to the welfare of the agricultural laborers who are
under severe distress today??
Let’s make it a resolution to put the focus back on our farmers every year,
during this harvest/thanksgiving festival, instead of just going back to
the default mode of celebrating the holidays without even remembering the
reason for it……!
One way is to identify NGOs who are working for farmer welfare and support
them (sponsoring, etc.)
Sending out gratitude to the agricultural laborers before every meal……
Being aware of, honoring, and celebrating the natural/seasonal cycles that
sustain our existence
– Christ University
All the faculty need to come together, discuss, and create a dialogue with
students & management, to come up with ways for continual improvement
of the institution
In relentless pursuit of the ideal of Education!
Move toward a more democratic mode for critical evaluation & creative
progress
15.1.18
– Movies:
“War Dogs”
– There is a man in my neighborhood who walks like the dead (the “walkers”
in “The Walking Dead”)!
– Wonder & doubt
There is a ? implicit in every !, and a ! implicit in every ?
– Movies:
“Professor Marston and the Wonder Women”
Is this one of the best ever movies??
But definitely one of my all-time favorite films!!!
– obviate
16.1.18
– demiurge
unclassifiable
unsavory ~ immoral
molder ~ crumble
calcite
birefringence
Sinn Fein
prefecture
pentagram
Prohibition Era
Epigram ~ quip
Pokey ~ slammer
Entresol ~ mezzanine
gutless
crochet
– “There is one kind of prison where the man is behind bars, and everything that he desires is outside; and there is another kind where the things are behind the bars, and the man is outside.” – Upton Sinclair
– There is no way to the good life, without being devout, upright & charitable.
No amount of cunning or power can compensate for solid character!
– “The Walking Dead” Season 1

 

WANDERINGS

30.12.17

– Auronya
fintech

– Try disabling screen filter apps (like Twilight) and see if it solves the problem with the working of some apps like SBI Anywhere on Android mobile.
This also removes the inability to install apps from the apk file!

31.12.17

– bildungrosman

1.1.18

– New Year Mass:
Jan. 1 = Mary, mother of God (as opposed to Holy Name – Jesus Christ – in the Protestant high church)
The divine/spirit/revelation/salvation is found within the human/flesh/reason/church!
Compare & contrast:
Catholic (ecclesiastical)
&
Protestant (evangelical)
What about the Orthodox? They are more into mysticism!

3.1.18

– sacerdotal
execrable
sepulchral
charnel
Angkor Wat
Panamanian
demitasse ~ cafe noir
espresso
alfresco

– Spiritual insurance

– Nature/persons fucked by culture/society.
Time to invert the order! 😡

– Spiritual practices help one to be rooted in ultimate reality, and thereby lead to a virtuous character & beautiful lifestyle.
Do you love life?
Do you seek the good?
Do you believe in (that there is such a thing as) truth?
No experience of divinity, no motivation for humanity!

– “Every holy soul is itself a heaven, in a sense” – Bernard of Clairvaux
Inward ~ spiritual ~ eternal
You know how life is “different” when you’re tripping!?
No virtue, no joy.
Right?
Yes.
But also,
No joy, no virtue!

5.1.18

– “Toward a more safe, healthy, diverse & just world”

– “Star Wars: The Last Jedi” review
https://www.vox.com/culture/2017/12/12/16765308/last-jedi-star-wars-review-rey-carrie-fisher-poe-finn-kylo-ren
Trailer

Poster
https://lumiere-a.akamaihd.net/v1/images/sb_online_character_kylo_v3_lg_6ba805e5.jpeg?region=0%2C0%2C810%2C1200

“This is not going to go the way you think!”
Individual vocation + communal solidarity = hope for the world
“Realize your (great) destiny!” – the Dark Lord beckons……

– Social therapy
Community mental health
Cultural psychoanalysis
Antisocial queer theory
Feminism & misogyny
Open-ended, non-objectivist, non-interpretive approach
Subprime mortgage crisis
Predominant, tendentious & damaging assumptions
The politics of (all) theory & practice
Critical psychology & integral psychotherapy
kibitz
grandstand
Pissing in the wind
Hermetic spontaneity
Jungian analyst
The severe limitations of self-critique
Depressive realism
Academic silos
Aetiologies of distress
Distressed & distressing persons
The outcome question
Competing models
cryptomisanthropist
Schizoid outsider
Anaesthetising insistencies
Pure signifier
Fundamental rupture of transcendental tendencies
The prism of sexual desire
Subjugation, commodification & valorisation
Potentially ensnared
Pornography & the money shot
Schizoanalysis
Hyperinsistence of our machinic enslavement
A countervalence to the stifling reproduction
The demands of representation
Oedipal handcuffing & the docile body
Paranoid knowledge
The event of resistance
Freudian politics
The hermeneutics of reason
The ambivalence of unreason
Repetition compulsion
Being-toward-death
The therapy industry
Well-designed placebos
The fashionable belief of magical voluntarism

– Abstract, criticism & application

– Do something you love at the start of each day!

– A beginner’s guide to LSD
https://motherboard.vice.com/en_us/article/xwqja3/a-beginners-guide-to-lsd
The graph is really accurate! 😃
My Lysergic trip (1.1.18) notes:
“It’s just a ride!” – Bill Hicks
“Aruvi” movie jukebox
Midnight Clear – Christmas album by Solid State Records (Christian metal)
Feel the music inside your heart/soul!
Non-identification with the body
Extreme emotional highs & lows (powerful catharsis), as opposed to the mundane blandness!
Euphoria/mania/ecstasy/bliss
Spiritual insights >> lifestyle resolutions
Contemplation = education + entertainment + maintenance
Cosmic/mystic experience
Logorrhea
Reconnecting with repressed memories
Applying Prisma (photo enhancement app) to your entire surroundings – vivid colors!
Absolute freedom, radical peace, immense joy, universal love & unlimited power
Smoking is amazing
Totally in the moment, & loving it! Time expands. You feel like you have all the time in the world to play and enjoy……
Laughing at the futility & vanity of the common culture
Periodic usage might be therapeutic!
Coming down to the normal (next day) is quite depressing.

– Movies:
“The Florida Project”
Children cope with tragedy by escaping into fantasy.
E.g. Chronicles of Narnia
But don’t adults too??
Is the mother really a criminal, worthy of imprisonment?
Notice the Disneyland background sounds & visuals (helicopter, colorful buildings, gaudy hoardings, etc.)
The brutality of capitalism (not just an economic system, but a complete political, legal & cultural ecology) – the dehumanization of both the oppressor and the oppressed
This filmmaker focuses mainly on the lives of the marginalized sections of society – beautiful pain, & hard questions! I’ve seen another movie of his too…

– Profile:
Shane Smith – the founder of Vice magazine/channel

– 3 levels of life/reality:
1. Social roles
2. Individuality
3. Nothingness
In increasing order of depth.
I focus on the second, and balance the other two from there……

6.1.18

– Horsing around
felony
larceny
Statutory crime

– Distinguish:
Science
&
Technology

7.1.18

– My Prisma
https://prisma-ai.com/u/4c81b404-5198-425e-a296-b9e67be44f15

– Collage & watermark with Adobe Photoshop Express on Android!

9.1.18

– 5paisa stock trading app

– Mk. 3:1-6
Religiosity/legality/morality
Vs.
Spirituality/humanity/ethics
The sheer audacity of the Man!
Distressed – within himself
Saddened – for the cripple
Furious – at the experts

– News:
Yuva Hunkar rally: Jignesh Mevani says India ‘facing fascism’; Kanhaiya Kumar for ‘saving Constitution’
Govt to Have Final Say on ‘Respect’ for National Anthem After SC Recalls Order
No disruption in lives of Indian H1B visa holders, clarifies US govt (for my brother’s family)
Two party workers (cook & aide) get themselves arrested to land in same jail as Lalu
Indian politicians & the NRI diaspora – why are Modi & Rahul cozying up to them now?
Enough confusion for over two decades, Cauvery verdict in 4 weeks: SC
North Korea agrees to military talks, sending Olympic squad to South
Israeli leader’s son under fire again for strip club banter
Wondering if I looted bank or revealed secrets to India’: Imran Khan on third marriage plan
Oldest supernova found in 5,000-year-old rock carving in Kashmir
New Star Identical To Sun May Help Decode Its Effect On Earth’s Climate
SCIENTISTS FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE MUSCLES FROM SCRATCH
FSSAI urges states to use its book on eating right in schools

Bengaluru:
Do you travel for work often? You are more likely to suffer from anxiety
Anjana Rao – Engineer picks music over circuits and big pay
‘Unsafe practice of staff sleeping in hotels has proved tough to stop’ – Fire Department
Three asphyxiate while cleaning STP (sewage treatment plant) at apartment complex

– hawala
Rosetta stone
“Metta”

– Two approaches to living:
1. Be in the moment and take things as they come. Just be fully present, open & willing!
2. Plan ahead & take control. Direct the situation according to one’s own values.
Each approach critiques and complements the other.
So, use both, equally interacting, for optimum quality of life!
The best antidote to both anxiety & mediocrity……

– Futures & Options (F&O)
brokerage
Forex, commodities, cryptocurrency, derivatives, equities