THOUGHTS

13.7.18

– Erotoscope

Judicial murder

– Repressed sex (id) >> increased violence (superego)!

– Are Wilhelm Reich & Osho connected somehow?

– Why Rajneesh >> Osho??

– Movies:

“Baby Bump” (Polish)

What a waste of my precious time! I can’t rely on critical acclaim or artiness (as much as I used to) anymore, to guide me to the good stuff……

WHY was this featured (out of the 30) on Mubi??

“Ex Libris: The New York Public Library”

Would’ve been a good film, if it was exactly 1 & half hours long (instead of the 3 & 1/2)!

– The harmony of the wild

Transcend ~ debase!

Using cyber-technology for radical reincarnation

From cultural animal to brute spirituality

Natural violence

Vs.

Artificial peace

– Would art & sports be that entertaining, if their creators & performers were not dead serious about their craft?

– [7/14, 1:59 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): World cup colourless this time.

[7/14, 2:00 AM] Immanuel Joseph: Oh no! It’s full of surprises 👏🏽

[7/14, 2:10 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): Yeah!  Full of surprises but off colour and thrill.

[7/14, 2:16 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): Few matches really good.

[7/14, 9:33 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): Well done Nadal. You gave your very best and all. The result doesnt reflect the tenacity and determination.

Lets see how things go in the remaining play.

Maybe the break is good for Nadal.

[7/14, 9:35 AM] Immanuel Joseph: Ah!

Tennis > Nadal (or Federer, or any other great player) 👣

[7/14, 9:51 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): But Tennis will lose its charm, colour and beauty without a man called Nadal.

He is such a joy to watch like Brazil playing artistic  football in all its beauty and splendour.

[7/14, 9:55 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): True Joe.

But I am telling how much he has contributed to  the game of Tennis.

[7/14, 9:59 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): I will not sit throughout night to watch a player other than Nadal.

When Nadal plays with Federer or Djoko they give their very best and also bring the very best from him

[7/14, 10:15 AM] Immanuel Joseph: Hmmm… I too thought this World Cup would be boring because of Brazil’s & Germany’s (my favorite teams) exit. But then, I have surprisingly realized that I was wrong!

[7/14, 10:16 AM] Immanuel Joseph: I want to become a connoisseur of the Game rather than just a partisan fan

– Use the intellect, to subdue the mind under the body, rather than society.

– Integrating the shadow self (Jung) ~ curing the soul with the flesh (Wilde)

– Bojpuri item numbers

Indian soft porn

– Thus Spake Zarathustra – UGK is the Superman and I am on of the bridges that join the common man to this ultimate ideal……

14.7.18

– Bio-logical

Vs.

Psycho-social

Does the denial of the so-called “higher powers” condemn us to mediocrity & conformity, or is it the only basis upon which genuine transcendence & greatness can be pursued……?

– Continual self-overcoming

No sacrifice of self, no growth in life

– Can the fruit of knowledge be redeemed, for the sake of life?!

Can language ever become an instrument of true creation rather than just perpetual reordering?

– What if our greatest truths are just the most persistent lies?!

– Zarathustra > Zoroastrianism

NOT the other way around!

– Distinguish:

Self-denial

&

Self-overcoming

– Individual

Vs.

Humanity

Contrast:

Superman

&

Selfish man

– Jordan Peterson – a distorter and domesticator of Nietzsche?

– Medicalization as maladaptation

– Kazimierz Dabrowski

“Positive disintegration”

The mentally ill as “differently abled”

– Government of USA

Vs.

Rajneeshpuram

When they use the law of the land for their own survival, you say, “You’re (legal, but) immoral!”

When they flout the law for their ideals, you say, “This is illegal (although moral)!”

– “Defacing the currency”

The Diogenes Syndrome

Sisyphean achievements

Artificial desires

Indulging in the simple pleasures

Untraining and retraining

The misery of laziness

The joy of/in freedom

15.7.18

– Erotic liturgy

Porn mass

Rethrone the (crucified and resurrected) Body!

– Recruiting technology, language, intellect and the arts, to subvert culture!

– Proxy tunnel

Dynavap VapCap, X-Max V2Pro

What are the most efficient ways to get really high?

– Have you learnt to embrace pain yet?

Sissy! (or is it kiddo?)

– The herculean task (humanly impossible) of giving up (spiritual suicide)!

Life

Vs.

Self

16.7.18

– Fuck the (prescribed) anti-depressants. Make your own (natural ones)!

All hail (what’s the antonym for fuck?) weed!

(Stopped Escitalopram a few days back)

– Documentaries:

“WR: Mysteries of the Organism”

“Pervert’s Guide to Cinema”

– Movies:

“Calibre”

Legality

Vs.

Morality

Vs.

Vitality

1 < 2 < 3!

– Suck it up, and bite the bullet!

Cloning realities

One of the great weirdnesses

It’s time to get beyond “knowing what’s really going on”!

It’s better that we are all barking up many trees…

E = mc2 – what does this equation have to do with time (& space)? I thought it only had to do with energy & matter… how foolish!

How to type superscript and subscript

Insights Vs. Results

The quantum mechanic

Schrodinger’s religion

What is life?

Ordinary uncertainty and extraordinary absurdity

Experimenter/researcher ~ biblical scholar/analytical philosophy. Thinker/theorist ~ theologian/continental philosophy

We are not in the business of ruling out any questions

Please start to stop doing that!

Probabilistic determination

– Alexandra Daddario

Sophia Knight

– Ma Anand Sheela – what a lady!

Kindle Unlimited!

– “Why would anyone want what UG gave us?”

Great question!

17.7.18

– Vandalism & revolution

Kindle app for PC

Enforced fun

Unforgivable obedience

Live tiles

Normative abstractions as pipe dreams

The antidote to medical poisons

frenemies

Ikigai

potlatch

Nuremberg Virgin/Iron Maiden

Torture museum

sarcophagus

Squandering methods

Self-abolition

Tragic parables

crapulousness

Disrespectful (shameful, or rather shameless!) opportunists

Punk ethics

declination

Magnetic north pole

Celestial equator

Respect ~ wealth/character/achievement – social status ~ economic/moral/professional/religious capital – legitimated (& glorified) resources!

neoprimitivist

Prefigurations of autonomy

Till money

Carnal reasoning

Perfect criminals ~ silent parasites

Clown army – non-violent (jubilant) warfare

Neo-anarchism

“Infinitely demanding” – Simon Critchley

Interstitial distance

Unperceived non-freedoms

Conversing with ethnic cleansers

Instrumental reason and pseudo-individuality

Orgonomic functionalism

From damage limitation to positive ethics

Sex-pol – psychoanalysis, sexuality and Communism

Humanitarian interventions

Extinction marathon

Individuals in relation – voluntary (anarchic/autonomous) associations

The practical skepticism of lucid dreamers

Language as a tool of immortality, the dream of civilization!

The actual translation of potential narratives – the structure of sense provided by normative abstractions

Political populism – umbrella concept or empty signifier

Mortal, fragile lifes – individual biospheres

Existential fiction

Love, without the fall

Bullshit jobs

– Distinguish:

Unbeliever

&

Disbeliever

– Negative frontal opposition

Vs.

Mild moderation/regulation

– “What can be done, when nothing can be done?”

“How are we to understand the perspective of squandering in relation to ourselves?

Us – canon fodder, working flesh, trapped between global capitalism and the nation state?”

“What can our slavery to money teach us about Work?”

“How are squanderers to enter the world of Work?”

“What, in the end, do contemporary squanderers have to squander?”

“Yet, what options do we have, if we don’t want to submit?”

“Is it ever really possible to defeat our immaterial masters?”

The project of social autonomy always comes up (short) against the immortality of normative abstractions…!?

“Are we really sure that for the desire of a radically atheist freedom, we are available to renounce all the advantages brought to us by civilization? And paradoxically, wouldn’t that become a religious position in itself?”

– From

Disciplining the body

To

Being disciplined by the body!

– Is this sky bluish white or whitish blue?

– Kindle page flip

walkabout

– Ripples:

You go around spreading your death which feels like life,

And I will keep dispersing my life which smells like death……!

18.7.18

– Calibre e-book management – convert all my ebooks to pdf and then use Adobe Reader (with document cloud)

Read out loud

commensalism

Remote sensing

– The strangulating regimes of dominant abstractions

Friends as comrades

Personal dictionary

centroid

Intimacy as reciprocal trespassing

The union of egoists

“Everything must be, and I want it to be so.”

Repeat your new mantra

– Ludwig Feuerbach

Vs.

The New Atheists

– “Metamorphoses of Rebellion: A Fable” – from “The Last Night”, a book by Federico Campagna – should I read this and upload to YouTube (but I’m lazy!)?

Compare with Peter Rollins’s “The Orthodox Heretic”

– “Everything I know about morality and the obligations of men, I owe it to football” – Albert Camus

– The void-excess of inconsistent multiplicity

The count-for-one; dominant ideology; the order/state of the situation

The excluded part; unbelonging; non-foundational; anomalous phenomenon; alien intrusion

Foreclosure strategies of repression & recuperation

Identity-less

Generic humanity/bare life

New representations beyond conceptualization

The practice of scission

Traumatic transformations

Supernumerary – counts-as-nothing

Evental site

Reflexive identification

Radical contingency

Maximal intensity of appearance

Subverting existence via the creation of connections

Ruptural relations and possible worlds

Revolting against prevalent discourses & habitual prejudices/assumptions

Puncturing the organization of reality

Changing the (formal) structure, rather than the (material) elements

Revolutionary history

The Maoist Event

Permanent revolution

Future reality

Invisible subjects

Redefining the situation through insurrection

Political revolts & social transformations

Quasi-revolutionary eruptions

Truth-procedure

Inter-group conflict

Colonial exclusion & capitalist exploitation

The decision to name the impossible –> crisis of calculation

Non-ontological entities

Ungrounded choice ~ leap of faith or gamble

Random/nomadic movement

Axiomatic decision

Conservative critic

Classical decisionism

Suspension of chronological time

The futur anterieur

Anti-immigrant apparatuses

Autonomist

World-systems view

– Stop treating the body (your real self) like a dumb mule!

Mind, FOR the sake of (NOT over), body……

– Enjoy ~ flourish

Flourish ~ enjoy

– When you feel hungry, eat.

When you feel tired, rest.

When you feel horny, fuck.

When you feel bowel movements, shit.

When you feel bladder fullness, piss.

When you feel stiff, move.

When you feel energetic, work.

When you feel threatened, fight or flee.

When you feel comfortable, relax.

When you feel disturbed, get shelter.

– Distinguish:

Radical atheism

&

Other atheisms

– Cannabis culinary expert

Cannabutter

– What do I do??

Part-time husband + part-time home-maker + part-time self-educator + part-time spiritual growth facilitator

19.7.18

– Alternative arrangements:

Monogamish

Swinging

Polyamory

– “Are you upset with me?”

Come on, I’m asking you to give it to me……!

– “If this don’t make your booty move, your booty must be dead!”

Crazy English stoned rap sound

– Adblock Plus – block element on webpage

Sign into Metacritic & Rotten Tomatoes with Facebook

Critiquing the critics – who are your favs?

– I am tempted to listen again to my own voice in the SFG meeting recordings!

So, am I a narcissist?

When I was telling Chellam, that the next time depression strikes, I need to be more kind and gentle with my own body, I felt a deep discomfort inside myself!

Why??

Am I a (sado-)masochist?!

– Joints & spliffs

Headrush

Headshop

mereological

Theoretical computing

Manifestation without virtualization

Changing the world through perfect passivity!

Edificatory integration

Feeling, as thinking without words (&, numbers or images)

Foundational affectivity

Divine pathos

Abstract experience

Life’s self-dissimulation

Tireless reflexivity

Figurative art

Non-referential picturality

Hyper-subjectivities

20.7.18

– kawaii

Dark public places

– Melodrama:

Plot

Vs.

Character

– Think global/awesome/eternal

And

Act local/efficient/temporal

– News:

Rahul Gandhi the buffoon!

– When you don’t like a movie, you should try to think about it a little more – Why you don’t like it? What do you like about it?, How could it be made better?, etc.

21.7.18
– Has your partner/spouse viewed your WhatsApp status?
– Dream:
Something very bad is happening to Chellam (being attacked by disfigured guys – zombies?), and I am in agony……
and then, I (almost) awoke, shouting aloud!
– Today, I met a transgender ⚧ who was begging. I gave her Rs. 10, but then she asked me to take out all the bills in my wallet. So I did, then she took & bit them, touched her groin area with them, and gave them back to me! Then she took the Rs. 20 note and blessed me.
It was a weird & interesting experience!
Should I now expect some kind of bonanza? 😛
– Attended my first story-telling session today @ The Narrative, Chennai (Indu Divya & co.)
22.7.18
– We both must somehow learn to support each other’s trophy processes, otherwise we’re not gonna make it as a couple!
Or, at least get some outside (third-party) resources to help navigate the mire (within), and diffuse the tensions (in-between)……
– Hot damn!
Holy shit!
Jesus Christ!
– “Following the body” DOESN’T mean JUST doing whatever you feel like, and not doing whatever you don’t want. I must dissect and discern all the signals in my head in each situation, before I decide on the action……
I know, the “natural state” is totally free of the “interference of thought”, but I’m not there yet, and might never attain it.
But that’s okay! 😌
– Movies:
“The Endless”
I didn’t like it, but it was a good film nevertheless…!?
NB: the 2 unknowns in the opening quote
Nothing breaks the barriers between us, like facing (& surviving) death together!
Compare the 2 time loops (within and without the camp). Is there a third alternative?? There better be!
Bringing closure to our desire for closure……
Abrasive affection
– Dream:
I am so depressed & angry, that I want to rip my own limbs out! 😣
23.7.18
– Dream:
I am lost, along with Salome, when trying to get to our house in Bengaluru! We then enter what seems like a gents hostel where our room has been shifted without any notice. Then two of her (male) students arrive and one is flirting with her and the other starts flirting with me. I react angrily.
After this, she suddenly throws my (new/favorite) mobile into the drain. I’m shocked and react violently.
Once I recover my mobile, I find out the way home using GPS. On the way, I get into a share cab cramped with women. 3 of them get into my house along with me. I react aggressively.
The entire dream has a very bad feeling/mood/ambience! I have had 3 consecutive nightmares now. This is very unusual. Is something happening to me (maybe like UG’s “calamity”)?!
– Nietzschean gauntlet – are you strong enough to destroy what you love (now), for the sake of the Future (the life/self that is yet-to-come)?!
Self-contradiction as the necessary condition of self-evolution……
Distinguish:
Death
&
Extinction
– From Body to body.
From Spirit to flesh.
From God to soul.
– Deep Time
Dog years
braggart
Pro rata
Live show
One-track mind
– I wanna fuck (or am I in love with?) Miriam “Midge” Maisel!
Or is it Rachel Brosnahan,
or is it Amy Sherman-Palladino……?
Ha ha ha ha ha ha!
But don’t I want to fuck almost anyone & everyone I see?
Hmmm…… Do I??
I don’t think so…
– TV series:
“The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel” (S01 E01)
WOW! WOW! WOW! 😃 👏🏽
Glory hallelujah 🙌🏽
C’mon Joe, let’s go!
The marvelous Mr. Joey
Salome Joe(l) Maisel? 😉😛
“Fleabag” ~ Midge-bitten – OMG! I love those crazy bitches……
“Sharp Objects” (S01 E01)
Compare with “Patrick Melrose”
The beauty of sadness and the eroticity of death!
24.7.18
– Life Selector
myfreecams
XBiz
AVN Awards
Fancentro; Snapchat
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Author: Immanuel Joseph

Immanuel Joseph (Male; Born - 11.08.1979, Madurai) What am I doing?? Actually, nothing much! But I am a self-employed, part-time, freelance spiritual worker. What that means exactly, I myself don't know...... I don't have a job. But I have vocation...... Christian, medical background. Lay, maverick, eccentric thinker & spiritual friend (Insightful Facilitator) - passionately seeking to better experience, understand & enjoy life! Reclusive & contemplative autodidact. Controversial conversationalist. Life-partner - Salome Divya. Living in Hulimavu, (Bengaluru, India). Email jimmanueljoseph@gmail.com Cell Phone/WhatsApp +919840227977

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