25.7.18
– Biosphere reserve
Cosplay-themed, elaborately exposed video interview
babydoll
– Movies:
“The Tale”
Definitely one of my favorite movies! Most powerful……
Don’t I resemble Bill the most?! Was he sexually abused (as a child) too??
Salome also must watch this.
Body-morality
Vs.
Mental culture
What happens when you replace sex/Jeni with spirituality/mankind……?!
The angel of light and the banalization of evil
– Does “cultivating happiness” also include “consuming pleasure”?
– I’m proud of my blog (& my other ministries)! 😎👏
– “Empowerment is being able to inspire others by comfortably expressing yourself.” – Lana Rain
– BTS
Create NEW folder
Merge duplicates
– Distinguish:
Self-overcoming
&
Self-improvement
– How old am I in “dog years”?
– Is GOD really (not) good all the time, or does it only seem that GOD is (not) good all the time?
– Ersties interviews
“Real porn”
Manyvids
– The tyranny of the repressed!
Victims of the marginalized……
– Catharsis – emotional vomiting & spiritual shitting
Male menstruation!
– Was I sexually abused as a child??
I was abusive as a young adolescent, right?
Where nature/biology and culture/society merge……!
– Dream:
I am the First Man, who utters the word “What!?”……
I am also asked (by Salome?) to be the in-campus counselor in Christ University. I am excited about this opportunity.
Wonder is the root of language.
The first (fundamental) question is NOT “What is the meaning of life?” or “Who am I?”, but “What IS this (life/world/reality/consciousness)?”
– Distinguish:
Dominate-manipulate
&
Moderate-facilitate
– If your orgasm was explosive, you might have to cum again after a while, for full release…! 😛
26.7.18
– Zach Venice
Stock photos
SFW mischief
David Hener
Windows mixed reality
Tamil/Hindi “items” slo-mo edits
Zeenat Amaan
Kajal Agarwal
True colors
IDGAF
nwjs
Flashforward
Bollywood kissing
– Is non-nude/non-fucking erotica, “porn”?
– Time to start creating content, Joe……
GO!
– Progress in intimate relationships (like marriage):
1. Keep working on yourself – find ways to deal better with negative emotions
2. Improve quality of communication – connect at a level deeper than the usual words & actions
3. Real acceptance, understanding & appreciation of each other, rather than just contrived behavioral adjustments!
“Cooperation, within adventure, is always a slow, autonomous and negotiating process.”
– Distinguish:
Consumerist conformity
&
Subversive hedonism
– Comradeship of egoists
The ontological horizon of lucid dreaming
Cooperative action within the dream-scape of reality
Self-narrating heroes, as opposed to puppet champions
Happy orphans of the moral codes of dominant abstractions
Death as life’s hidden poten!tial and happy ending
Sailing wake
The atheistic civilization of my inner populations
– Cartographic discovery
Vs.
Mythopoeic traveling
– Poetry
Vs.
Rhetoric
– Better pleasures:
Dopamine
Vs.
Serotonin
– Dreams:
I am flying just above the road! I’m in ecstatic bliss……
(This is definitely one of my favorite! I came in the end too ;-))
– “Power is crystallized obedience” ~ Faith is crystallized doubt
– Giphy
Bitmoji
Kinemaster
– The self wants to exist!
From being, to doing, to becoming……
27.7.18
– Update, sync & backup – spirituality, sexuality and software!
– Cock – make space for expansion!
– “Most art stinks”
And most porn is shit.
– Forza Motorsport 6: Apex – WOW, it’s free… just can’t wait! 🤩
System requirements NOT adequate 😶
– Genius annotations for lyrics!
Bookmark & Save to Pocket
Instant app – try now!
Musixmatch
Video memory
– The Us is nothing but the response of the many Me’s which are confronted by the We!
– I think I have found the cure for (my) depression!
– Why is it that when the “homemaker” says bye to the “worker”, on a weekday morning, it is ONLY the former who wishes the latter, “Have a good day!”?
– Your personality is nothing but the overlap between the body/flesh/biology and the society/culture/context.
Instead of saying I (essentially) AM an introvert, just say I (usually) LIKE being alone.
Can you see the crucial difference between the two?
– When typing, never see the screen, only the keyboard.
You can read & check what you’ve written, once you finish the input.
– Phone call:
Fix an exact appointment beforehand, or just try whenever you’re free.
Is there a third way?
Yes!
Keep a reminder on the day, and check if the other person is available.
– Is there anything for which there is no app?!
28.7.18
– Kika! 
– Stopping anti-depressant >> mania! 🤪
– tweak!
Animoji
Calligraphy apps
– Who/what is her muse?
Does Katy Perry get old too??
– Improve your taste!
– 1Cor. 5:21
“God MADE Christ… FOR US… so that WE MIGHT…”
WOW!
Christ – the one who is made to pay the price, by GOD, for our fulfillment!
Saving each other, by entering into the evil in each other……
2Thes. 3:3
Identify and work on your weaknesses, otherwise you’re damned!
– Adventurer ~ entrepreneur!
– Gaming console (PS4 etc.)
Vs.
Gaming laptop
29.7.18
– Movies:
“MI 6: Fallout”
– WOW! Enjoyed (with loved ones) on IMAX 👏🏽
– “Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is…… ” 💥
“Whisper to the soldier – a storm is coming.”
The soldier whispers back, I AM the (coming) storm!” – 😎 compare with the Breaking Bad quote.
– Where’s the fallout?! C’mon, if the mission is truly impossible, then the hero (& his team) must fail… that’s better Christology! Marvel’s Infinity War was more realistic (theological)……
– Spiritual warfare – the conversations between the hero & his wife reminds me of some tense & candid discussions between Salome & me……
“But, how’re you gonna do THAT??”
“I haven’t figured that out YET… Still working on it. I WILL get it done!”
– IMF is just a codename for SFG!? 😁
– I think I am a cross between Lain (villain) & Hunt (hero). Maybe even more like the former!
30.7.18
– workaround
Non-linear poetics
Media & business poetry
Revolutionary ideals >> bloody failure
Avodah; Piyyut
Vimeo Music channel
– Weekly outing – done?
– Designer babies
Anti-aging therapies
Biological philosophy
Shifting/erasing red lines
DW News
Musicologist – Song from the Forest
Unconstitutional, according to Mugabe
Sham elections
Right to asylum
Central America
Child laborers
Conflict Zone with Tim Sebastian – Confronting the Powerful
Kino movie magazine
spayed
Gaming emulator
peurilities
Patti Smith
Sensory deprivation tank
– We’re almost there, at certain sci-fi technologies!
– Distinguish:
Full
&
Busy
– Save (another’s WhatsApp) DP in (your) gallery
– “This app/service is not available in your region”
What’s the fucking point of a free, global network?!
31.7.18
– Distinguish:
Patti Smith
&
Patty Smyth
– Dirty mind and ultra-revolution
Immortal technique
Intoxicate & detoxify!
Invert the order – rightside up!
Cult classic disasterpiece
“Who is America?”
– I am more of a soldier than a civilian,
She is more of a civilian than a soldier.
If not for civilians, what would the soldiers eat?
And if not for soldiers, who would protect the civilians?
They wouldn’t survive without each other!
Soldiers, do not despise them,
And civilians, do not hinder them……
Civilian ~ flesh
Soldier ~ spirit
The flesh is saved by the spirit, and the spirit exists for the sake of the flesh! Get it?
Survival for the sake of transformation!
No transformation without survival?
– Redmi Note 5 Pro – use full-screen mode on freak-out days! 👌🏽
– Movies:
“The Disaster Artist”
The Lightning Rod Man
“Rebel Without a Cause” – James Dean
Civilized man, caged animal & free bird
“The greatest” lists are not the only ways to discover great art!
– Am I a bipolar case?!
What?? Fuck that shit!
– Bittorrent Now
– Buy 1 pant/shorts + 1 t-shirt/shirt every year (maybe on my birthday)
– Gaming console (PS4 etc.)
Vs.
Gaming laptop
I found a third cheap option – Android game pad + Chromecast! 🤓
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