Month: August 2018

1.8.18

– Meena Kumari – actress cum singer cum poet
Female pornstar thinkers & activists
Conservative intellectuals – oxymoron!?
Ilona Staller
Colby Keller

– Culture says you’re a decent man, but nature says you’re just another prude!

– Restraint Vs. Dissent
Polemics & advocacy

– Distinguish:
“?!”
&
“!?”

– “Tell me your full name”
Master-disaster
Widow’s peak
“The Orson Welles of crap”
Mythical filming conditions
Internal befuddlement
Jacobean
Sleazy slow jams
The distinction of being the weirdest
Content regulations
Dadaist
Absurdist vision
The story (of the person) behind the story
Hilarious & poignant; Exorbitance & desperation; Excess & cluelessness
A would-be auteur whose primary creative stamp is his bad judgment!
James Gatz –> Jay Gatsby
“I am Tommy”
……Immanuel Joseph loves James Franco loves Tommy Wiseau……
Midnight screenings of cult classics
Performative audience interactivity
How does Tom Bissell fit into the whole picture?
Deep dive
Celebrity fan-base
Ironic enjoyment of bad entertainment
Social capital/cultural currency
The outsider superstar!
Startling cruelty, unbelievable inventiveness & real joy
Why people keep watching “the worst movie ever made”??
fan-work
The “genius of the artist” lies in the mind of the audience!!!
Immanuel Joseph’s blog ~ Tommy Wiseau’s film
Leonization [sic] – distinguish the Tommy Wiseau according to Greg Sestero and the Tommy Wiseau according to James Franco

– Tragic inspiration – “how I found life and freedom on death row”!

– Ethics:
Rules & consequences >> virtues & desires!
Distinguish:
Doing what is best for me
&
Prioritizing happiness
Is everyone focusing on their own flourishing ultimately the most conducive for everyone’s progress?
What about the personal need for social contribution?

– Body-respiration – let the spirit revive your whole soul!

– Movies:
“The Disaster Artist” (2017)
(& “The Room” – 2003)
Perfect movie for my current manic phase! 😅
Which one should be seen first?
Immanuel Joseph/Tommy Wiseau > SFG/The Room – this is why I liked Franco’s film!
The crucified Christ – the artist who entertains, by making himself a laughing stock……
Compare with “The Wrestler” (2008)
Is compassion weakness or strength? There is a certain kind of compassion (trying to spare the other) that is weak and another kind (seeking to sharpen the other in one’s own flint-fire) which is strong.
“Exactly how I intended…” 😛
Lisa (the lover) ~ The Room (his film)
“Whatever is worth doing, is worth doing badly!”
What does it mean to say that a movie is the “greatest bad”?! Is it just nonsense?
I don’t understand why those people in the beginning of the movie are raving about “The Room” 🤪
Title – what is “the room”??
The protagonist’s need for fame/success is definitely his Achilles heel
Distinguish:
Ambition/drive
&
Vision/passion

– Innocent child, political activist, passionate lover, wild animal, spiritual guru, intellectual giant, etc. – all-in-one! 😃👏🏽

– Can you find lyrics for “Baby love” by Cicciolina?
Google couldn’t!

– Positively schizophrenic
Romantic predator
Actually Huizenga
Extreme situations & desperate courage
Self-possession
Elam
Sargon of Akkad

– From good/bad to strong/weak
Able to be free irrespective of the situation, and/or able to change the situation to be more conducive to one’s expression – strong
Adjusting oneself according to the situation – weak
Can the strong adapt WITHOUT compromising??

– YouVersion – make your own Bible verse images with Calligraphy Name & Canva!

– News:
Contrast the 2 incidents of –
Cops being beaten by an angry group of people inside their own station (in AP, for beating some folks in the society)
And
DMK workers beating a restaurant staff (in TN, for denying them free lunch)

– The joy of the LORD is my strength – what exactly does “LORD” mean here, for me?
That which is channeled via all the means of Grace made available to me?
That which is inward/mystic/cosmic/eternal, but still accessible to me?

– Ps. 121:1-2
There is no question in the Tamil versions! Why?
Jussive, subjunctive
Song of ascents
“May your protector not sleep”
I look up to the mountains (religious observance), but my help comes from their Creator (the Reality behind/beyond the symbols)!
Don’t mistake the finger for the moon – distinguish signifier/pointer and signified/referent

2.8.18

– Suspension bridge

– Why is the gold Redmi Note 5 Pro, white in front?! 🤪

– When someone has no DP on WhatsApp, what does it say about them?

– What do you mean by “mean”?

– Innocent lust
meetup.com – only SFW? Ha ha ha ha ha……

3.8.18

– Happy fapping!
Follow your favorite models/pornstars on Instagram/Snapchat
Pornhub’s sexual wellness center
Free trial for paysites
Metcams
#PHtaughtme

4.8.18

– Chrono download manager for Chrome

– Ogle, flirt, seduce – detaboofy!
Unfreedoms

– Bill (The Tale), Lane (MI:6), Thanos (Infinity War) ~ JIJ! 😈

– Dear folks… August 11th is my 40th birthday.
So if you would like to express your appreciation for my invaluable (yet free) contribution to your life so far, you can give your generous cash gifts to me (I have some sexy stuff waiting on my wishlist)! 😬🤙

– How to find things google can’t – Google Search

– Yesterday, a dog intimidated me!

5.8.18

– Where has theooze.com gone??

– SFG – F: Formation >> Friendship
And, get rid of the G!

– Lost my specs in the bus to Madurai

– Life is……
Difficult enjoyment!

– Evangelicals are poor in raising teens. Is that any wonder?!

– The Messianic secret + the Great Commission = ??

– Christ as the anti-prophet!

– First Reformed (film/Joe) + priestly ordination (Solan) + vocational crisis (Mahima) = ?!

– “Xyz:
– Vocational crisis >> psychological depression in adolescence……?
– Distinguish:
Doing what I want
&
Doing what I am
– Counseling = self-knowledge + unconditional support.
HOW can a parent help his/her child to UNDERSTAND himself (as a unique individual)??
I think xyz must be strictly prohibited (by his parents) from pursuing NEET!

– Confess, & repent of, your sin of self-negligence and naïve obedience before the LORD your God!
Be ye delivered from this demon of “being nice (to people)”……
Amen.
GOD’s will – decision as discovery!

– Ordination sermon:
Do not jump to conclusions about, and hastily judge, people.
And never use the Scriptures for your personal agenda for/against others.

– Who the hell is Anjezë Gonxhe Bojaxhiu??

– Movies:
“நடிகையர் திலகம்”
Compare with “Dirty Picture”
Keerthy Suresh and Savithri; Vidya Balan & Silk Smitha
Was Samantha Akkineni’s character also “real”?
Is this film feminist, because of its depiction of female empowerment or exploitation, or both?
I identify more with Gemini Ganesan.
The ripple effects of the revolutionary’s martyrdom – more like a long drawn out tsunami!
A film for film-makers – Compare with “The Tale”
Who would’ve thought that an alcoholic’s death would produce such a great resource for alcoholics’ liberation?!
The dream outlives the dreamer, IF the dreamer does not give up until the end, irrespective of whether they succeed or not……

6.8.18

– (t)rap
thang
Dubstep porn
knickers; G-string
Pu$$y
Label conflicts
Follow-up mixtape
The New Classic
glen
Gaelic
Pornograffiti
Fleshlight girls

– Finish last, and beat everyone!

– “Split” – the beast is my cock!
And it’s on the move, so you better beware…… 😈
Virgin pussy Evangelicals
Vs.
Monster cocky Christians
“What up, bitch?” – Iggy Azalea
“I got one less problem without you”

– Dream:
Chatting with Danny, Vivi, my dad.
I wonder aloud how the MCU manages to turn out awesome movies one after the other…!
There are patches of cockroaches and worms all over the hall floor – needs cleaning.
I tell Vivi the learning in SFG is open, not curricular, so there’s no hurry to meet deadlines & targets. Danny talks about how the wink of a black beauty is torturing him……! 😎

– segue (say that sexy sound!)
My favorite camgirls – have you ever chatted with them?! Are they really real??

– Yesterday, when the அருட்தந்தை (CSI அருட்பொழிவு, அருட்பணி, அருட்செய்தி) was preaching about humility, obedience & kindness, I felt like strangling him right there…… 😠
Making pussies out of everyone, in the name of the paradigmatic cocky 🖕🏾

– 🤲🏽
Vs.
🤝
Vs.
🤜🏿🤛🏿

7.8.18

– Movies:
“First Reformed”
The death of faith-hope-love >> the birth of freedom-passion-life!
This movie is so timely for where I am now (spiritually) – “I have found a new way to pray”, “why deny yourself?”
From psuedo-theology to sexual spirituality! 💣💥
“The Last Night” (book) – from a servant of normative abstractions (eco-warrior and religious priest) to the wild individual! From human-sacrifice to ideal-murder…… 🗡️
Michael – Christ figure – deicide >> salvation!
“What does a man profit if he gains the whole world and loses his soul? Or, what can a man give in exchange for his soul?” – Jesus of Nazareth
Compare with Ingmar Bergman’s “Winter Light” & “Diary of a Country Priest” by Robert Bresson.
Why did Paul Schrader make this movie? Is there anything new or different in his work from what has already been made? Maybe he just wants to be a contemporary finger pointing to those classic moons, because without it, the present & future generations might never see what they miss……
These film-makers have a PhD in depression and are therefore certified counselors!

“Ant Man”
I watched it in 2 halves separately. I hesitated to continue watching, but the 2nd half made up for the first!
The smaller the weapon, the more powerful it is.
Ants – harnessing the power of Nature to combat unnatural/artificial/man-made culture…
I can never understand characters who are so much in love with someone else that they virtually live & die for them!
Sentimental superheroes disgust me. To me, they are not worthy of the name.
Quantum level ~ death/eternity – the One who returned!
Loving relationship
Vs.
Higher cause
Vs.
Individuation

“Ready Player One”
Compare with “Tron: Legacy”
Cyber-game ~ spiritual warfare – the battle FOR (the sake of) this world is NOT waged IN (or according to the ways of) this world!
The people’s champion (Messiah)
Vs.
The ruling class (The powers-that-be)
Compare with the movie “Avatar”
“You’re not an avatar, are you?!” – what is the resurrected Christ?? Not just a human/person or a memory/influence……
Anorak, Halliday & the Curator
You can be inspired by causes, but you can romance only a real girl!
WHY didn’t the villain shoot the hero when he had the chance?! He’s human too!
Spirituality – wandering as winning…… 👣👍🏽

– “Girls rescued from shelter home”!

– I was not born to my parents, but dropped down from Heaven… or rather, came up from Hell!?

– Why are letters given on a phone dialpad?

– I think Peter Kreeft’s comment, “their semen has backed up into their CSF” actually applies more to the theology of the unnaturally repressed (E.g. Catholic priests who molest children) than to the philosophy of the promiscuous (or the “sexually impure”)!
Reference:
“If we analyzed the blood that their hearts pump into their brains, might we find it mixed with fluids from their lower organs?”
– From “Happiness: Ancient and Modern Concepts of Happiness” by Peter Kreeft

– Can this sermon be preached to non-human species?!

– Can someone who (says he) is a spiritual leader have a tummy (plenty of belly fat)?
Can I be a cultural influencer without being a leader of people?
Introverted revolutionaries!

– Take a loan & buy a house. Then rent it out and repay the EMI with that income…

– wickedride.com 👍🏽😎
Solo trip/walkabout/adult’s timeout (“The Affair”)
High-time you did it, Joe!

8.8.18

– SAIACS Annual Consultation

– Is Evangelical Christianity just an idolatrous response to the human craving for certainty and satisfaction?
– Peter Rollins

– Liberal colleges like UTC idolize social causes like justice,
And Evangelical institutions like SAIACS worship their evangelistic theology.
Is there any Christian organization dedicated to the open & fearless pursuit of true knowledge?

– Distinguish:
Apologist
&
Philosopher
It’s not enough that we know, we want to know that we know, and then we want others to know that we know……

9.8.18

– Weed – joint (with tobacco) or cannabutter or vape – choose (the form of) your poison! 😎

– fountainhead

– Distinguish:
Adolescent tantrums
&
Radical individualism
The repressed gentleman
&
The responsible (empathetic) adult
Ayn Rand
Vs.
Friedrich Nietzsche
Holding the door for the elderly
&
Ogling at women in public

– Yucca brevifolia
Joshua Tree
National park
Cultural festival
Connect with the outdoors and be inspired by the spirit!

– Voice journaling!

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– What is the OASIS (Ready Player One)??
The Imaginary becomes the greatest weapon in the battle against the power of the Symbolic, for the sake of experiencing the Real!

– I am a lesbian-feminist! 🤪😳
i.e. Inspired by (the great) women

– WhatsApp – saving others’ DP (those I like) to my gallery.
Hmmm…… Is that okay? 🤪

– Everyone is equal – inherent worth
Everyone is not equal – the value created from what is given

– There’s just too much energy coarsing through my body ⚡, I feel my brain will explode 🤯!

– “First Reformed” – body ecology!

– Short top & leggings! 🙃😳

– Start using advance booking in Ola & Uber

– MomentCam
MMF
defloration
Virgin masturbation
XXX Games Network

– A.P. Bio (TV series) – S01 E01-02
Advanced Placement 😅
Attacking bad philosophy is the best way to redeem & renew this techno-capitalist culture! And this can be done by ordinary people (even youth!), if only they have a fearless (& eccentric) leader……
Not all comedy sucks! 😝👍🏽

– If you could change your name to something more reflective of your character what would it be?

– Is the Übermensch just another normative abstraction that threatens to enslave you & me?
No!
Why?