10.6.19
– wog
warg
Lord of the Rings ~ Harry Potter ~ Game of Thrones
– Pornosophy – what does Alan Watts, Pornhub, Super Deluxe (Tamil film) & Gabriel Mangalraj (my friend) have to do with each other??
– streaking
Internet banking commission
Boniface
Shavuot ~ Pentecost ~ Sunday of the Fathers of the First Council
– There’s more to being human than just human being!
– What’s said in anger as the most open expression of one’s true beliefs (take it very seriously, even more so than what is said when he/she is calm)
Vs.
What’s said in anger as the impulsive blabbering of a person in the grip of wild emotion (ignore it as mindless nonsense)
Proportion is everything……!
11.6.19
– Thankless job
Morals/commandments as laws/principles of life
Stackexchange, Rediff, Quora
Porn baron
Ressourcement & aggiornamento
– What would it be like to be that toddler who fell into the borewell and died?!
– What aspects of culture are “natural” and which elements are “artificial”?
Is more natural better?
Grace is what underlies and sustains both nature and culture!
The Trinity is an anthropomorphic divinity, not the deity “in itself”……
– “The way to defeat the cliché is through detail.” – Hauerwas
– Where is the intellect/theology in Richard Foster’s Renovaré components (of Christian spirituality)?!
12.6.19
– I feel more disturbed when she moves closely with her own family and male friends.
But I don’t feel that way about her being close to XYZ, because he is close to me as well (“like a brother”)!
(I think I might not even be that upset if she has a sexual affair…!? 🙃)
– I see how ABC does not get into any serious intellectual/spiritual/ethical discussions when with friends in a casual setting.
He only engages in weightless humor and harmless fun, although in a professional setting he is quite the perfectionist!
How do we understand this kind of behavior?
He has given up on true passion and has substituted that vacuum with diligent performance!
So pathetic and tragic……!
I wish and hope he will get out of this (deadly and convenient) rut, and I want to help if I could.
– I’m much more sentimental than I would like to believe! 😐
– I don’t mind if women are frivolous, but I despise silly men!
(Does “men” include me??)
– “Road Trip Time Lapse Across The Loneliest Road in America” on YouTube
– “Find that long spine”
RSPB Dearne Valley Old Moor – wetland reserve
Kivu Ebola
Glacial lake
Common roach
prestidigitator
Pole of inaccessibility
E. M. Forster
“Failed bid to retain power”
preponderant
Whirlybird ~ eggbeater
caducous
Cyclone Vayu
Heat index
Due point
Medical thriller
UV index
Headway
– Movies:
“Colette”
Compare with “A Quiet Passion” & “Professor Marston and his Wonder Women”
Distinguish Claudine & Colette?
Self-publishing and writing as collaboration
Love as support without exploitation
Woman as child and man as father
Missy – the cross-dresser as liberator (instead of victim)!
– Levels of election:
Panchayat, Assembly & Lok Sabha
– Peak temperature ~ 2 pm
Trough temperature ~ 5 am
– Commonsense wisdom
Vs.
The weird truth!
13.6.19
– Movies:
“In Praise of Nothing”
I enjoyed it thoroughly! Why?? 😎😶
Philography/Photosophy!
Nihilism ISN’T, evil. Even evil isn’t……!?
Lalalala-lulululu-jah!
Metapsychicality
– TV series:
“The Sopranos”
Drama ~ drag
This is a character-focused (1), as opposed to plot-focused (2) or stream-of-consciousness (3), genre
Dr. Melfi seems to be the ONLY person engaged in any meaningful and intentional self-work with social contribution
What are the qualities in Tony that I find most unlike me?
What keeps me from criminal/violent behavior?
Could I kill, if deemed necessary, by my own conscience?
What an abrupt and puzzling finish! Why?? It’s a masterstroke indeed!
14.6.19
– forgo
– My blog:
Distinguish explicit and pornographic
Distinguish titillating & trivial
Distinguish offensive & evil
Vulgar, obscene, provocative, etc. are NOT bad words in my dictionary!
– .asx (radio stream)
Dead to Self
Fuel
– “Climate weirding”
Chennai – never again! 👎🏽
Goodbye forever. 👋🏽
Deep aquifers
– Less(er) evil:
Redemptive suffering, necessary busyness, tolerable nuisance
– Sky-gazing, tree-hugging, full body stretch
15.6.19
– Can social roles be used to aid self-realization instead of being seen as only detrimental to true growth?
Yes!
Self > social roles + personal definitions + feelings/intuitions
“>” could mean both “more” and “other”!
– What do you do when you don’t feel like doing what you love?
You feel like shit, but you also are not able/willing/ready to do what it takes to get out of the rut…… It seems like the medicine is worse than the disease.
Learn how to “fight for joy”!
E.g. Overcoming my resistance to conducting the next retreat
– gyre
Gaytheism
Purity ball
corral, pen
risible, zany
Hegemonic regimes of identity
Non-normative desires
Queer eroticism
Ideological fetishizing
Christian abstinence culture
Barely veiled subtext
prom
Abstinence education funding
subtend
“(Sexual) purity is the enemy of (all) adventure.”
“Daddy-daughter” coupling
propinquity
retrenchment
Insulting by excluding
Protogay youth
carceral
defilade
– Unrequited lust 🤣
The only reality is the negation of the unreal
17.6.19
– Common sundew
