REFLECTIONS

4.1.22

– I am your drug,
I am your insanity,
I am your salvation! 😈

5.1.22

– tripalium
– wend
– Arbeit macht frei
– factitious
– sylph
– The literary & the literal reality
– pleonastic
– curlicues
– chalet
– ubiquitize
– Spread fan
– frieze

6.1.22

– The biggest indicator of the fucked-upness of this world is in the great difficulty of making a decent living from the pursuit of one’s unique vocation.

– Just after I finished watching 3 episodes of “Dickinson” (Apple TV series), I got a call from a family member, reprimanding me for posting inappropriate texts in a WhatsApp group… 🤪

7.1.22

– Why is how important you are to me, so important for you?
Is this (what they call) love?

– Eternal malcontent
– From slaves without masters to masters without slaves
– ubuesque
– dacha

8.1.22

– A female poet ~ a male lesbian
😅
I told you I was a freak!
😈

– The first 3 episodes of Dickinson were amazing, but the next 3 fell flat!
Was it because I was stoned for the former and sober for the latter?
No!
Because the next 2 were again awesome, and I was not stoned……

– shippers

10.1.22

– A very slow and very painful extinction awaits the human race! And the most tragic thing is, it’s all our fault.

11.1.22

– Paul Thomas Anderson
&
Anthony Paul Smith

12.1.22

– Intense love
AND
Intense hate
AND
Intense lust
NOW that is what I call LIFE!

– Thomaz Szaz = jazzy
Baby Metal
Ghoul Writer

– Will you carry ~ marry ~ bury me?

– From erective to ejaculative to orgastic potency

– What we really want is the freedom to be unhappy

18.1.22

– How can a nihilist be self-righteous?

20.1.22

– Life & death
~ Sex & orgasm
~ Nausea & vomiting
~ Eating & shitting
~ Anger & violence
~ Desire & indulgence
~ Labor & delivery
~ Pain & pleasure

– The X factor!

– Life <–> literature <–> criticism
Poetry, Hölderlin & Heidegger
Fiction, Sade & Blanchot
Xxx, Immanuel & Joseph! 😈

21.1.22

– Can I touch your other breast while you feed the baby with this one?

– The trip within the trip within the trip

– Paperless warranty
derring-do

22.1.22

– perfidy
– peccary ~ skunk pig
– maw
– “I am not unique, I am double!”
– “I am not a dog, I am a wolf”

23.1.22

– repast
– manitous
– From furious to ferocious
– dissimulation
– omnibus
– Perfect ambiguity
– petrel
– Indignant complacency
– whinyard
– Fiesta bull
– impulsion
– ensemble

– Sometimes, the house is alive!

– Why haven’t my eyes exploded yet?!

– apperception
Rhadamanthys

29.1.22

– Isidor Ducasse
cretinize

31.1.22

– Irrational numbers
– The mathematics of uncertainty
– heterotopias
– ornaic

– aposiopesis
decanal
finé

– The imploding ego
Vs.
The exploding Man

– The magnetic force between Dipreesh is the driving power in my orgiastic work!

– “Forget all those numbers, Patch!” – Australian Open 2022 men’s singles final (Nadal Vs. Medvedev) commentary
The teleological suspension of the ethical!

– Batman (Nadal)
Vs.
Superman (Medvedev)
Dawn of History!

1.2.22

– “Kindness is hypocrisy!” – Leland Townsend

– recusant
Sovereign passivity
ret(roactive)con(tinuity)

3.2.22

– petulant/querulous

8.2.22

– récit
batrachian
baobab
basalt
immure
spackle

11.2.22

– seraglio
peccary

12.2.22

– Day-trippers
Retail therapy

13.2.22

– flaneur
Black swan
Anti-fragility

15.2.22

– The luminous night of the flesh

18.2.22

– fife

19.2.22

– turgid ~ tumid
put-upon

20.2.22

– antipode
oneiric
charger (horse)
wizened
pincers
vegetalism
impassivity

21.2.22

– புனை
மெய்நிகர்
தொல்லியல்

22.2.22

– epithalamium
volucrary
arachnean
homothesis
fabulation

23.2.22

– churlish

25.2.22

– concierge

26.2.22

– reservists

28.2.22

– perm

6.3.22

– tarp
drophead
“8 minutes is too long!”

– tauromachy
toreros

– Tanglish – why do I hate the mingling of languages (in colloquial usage) so much?

– What is the relevance or significance of (standing up for) the national anthem in the cinema theater, in today’s globalized world?

– Shameless self-loathing – The unredeemable

8.3.22

– NOW you know WHY you do it, Joe!

– Beata Undine

– Long, slow, undulating

17.3.22

– Minimal leakage
All the different feelings!
Courage is essentially public
Season of the witch – you gotta pick up every stitch
T(-Re)xxx
Make it twitch
If you wanna spit fire, then you must swallow it first!

– Volcano + lava = explosion
Volcano + explosion = lava
Lava + explosion = volcano
1 + 2 = 3 – 2 = 1

18.3.22

– What if you lived like you had all the time in the world!?

– Prayers for deliverance

19.3.22

– Sink into that chair
OMG! What are they doing to each other??
My time has almost come

20.3.22

– MEOW!
The pussy roars