Month: April 2022

26.3.22

– Limit idea, vanishing concept
– Delirious rhetoric
– Fundamental aporia
– prosody
– galvanism
– Irritating life
– Acentred thinking
– Intensive deformations
– alloplastic adaptation
– Determining subjective possibilities
– The life of ideas and the idea of life
– Stratifying life
– Determining subjective possibilities
– The organic machine
– The collective personality
– Biopolitical regulation

– Distinguish:
Fatigue
&
Lethargy

27.3.22

– I wanna stop torturing myself.
Can you help me?

– Distinguishing magma & lava:
Yes! This IS good enough.

– Why do you have a fever, Joe?

– Ultra-slow motion
Vs.
Ultra slow-motion

– Increasing quality by increasing quantity
Vs.
Increasing quantity by increasing quality

– After all this, do you still want LSD, Joe!?

– O GOD! I’ve mastered the art of staying still and prolonging things – time is losing track of me!

– A fantasy to fulfill all your realities
AND
A reality to fulfill all your fantasies

– Just doing, without thinking what you want

– The esoteric club of pronto-men

– Time is gonna return with a vengeance, and I’m gonna get raped!

28.3.22

– The problem with most people is that they are too sane!
3 ways to respond:
1. Radical theory
2. Use psychedelics
3. Make counter-cultural major decisions (work, partner & location)

3 stages of individuation:
1. Conformity/childhood – shaped by context
2. Reactionary/adolescence – rebelling against context
3. Creative/adulthood – independent of context!

Call to irrationality – against fear (in the form of money, morality & institutions)

– My language is a moving image

– zester
– carapace
– miscegenation
– trepan
– Alogical intervallic difference
– vespertine
– Björk
– Georg Trakl
– Lycanthropic vectors of impatience
– Henry Flynt
– veramusement; brend
– Concept art; anti-art activism; cognitive nihilism
– Dark Enlightenment
– Neo-reaction
– Post-capitalism
– unsublatable
– xeno-communication
– Positive death
– Undead agency
– hyperstition
– dividual
– Kathy Acker
– Theological sentimentalities ~ mythemes
– Transcendental miserablism
– twitted
– leftish
– suborn

– There are 3 levels of concern which are pulling me apart:
1. Social chores
2. Personal health
3. Ultimate matters
The tension is very real indeed! And I am tending to the more extreme vectors…
Where is this all gonna end?!

29.3.22

– 3 responses to this hard existence:
1. Get busy with “life”
2. Escape into a trance
3. Wallow in misery
What about doing your bit to make things better?? 🤪
Mix all – 1/3rd each!

– 3 different modalities of human life:
1. Social/institutional
2. Personal/relational
3. Cosmic/mystical
Mix all – 1/3rd each!

– Survive WITHOUT sacrifice
Adapt WITHOUT compromise

– Is it better to succeed at something petty, or fail at something great?

30.3.22

– Masochistic delectation
– Dismembered marionettes
– Atheist religions
– Boarish public
– stertorous
– stridulation

31.3.22

– tenebrous
– suffragette
– amatory
– decongeal
– pithecanthropoid
– amoebal
– ichor
– The invisible Sade

– politesse
frisson
Genteel poverty
canard

– Time seems to stand still, but it DOES move (albeit very slowly), and it WILL come to an end!

– The billionaire pornographer is the masked vigilante

– Life is an erotic horror show

– Fantasies of insanity

– Anonymous tip

– In Chthulhu, we live, move and have our being!

– Family trauma & genetic damage

– The ideal problem

– Then the CALL came, and everything changed!

– Catalyzing freak events

– I found angel hair on my body

– Weaponized boredom

– Decisively attack all the strings at once – Thaddeus Hogarth

– missive
greenhorn

– Hold on to your chair, as if you’re sitting on a roller-coaster…!

1.4.22

– vesanias
peremptory
autoscopy
Dynamized muscular lyricism
skein
Genuflecting in supernatural meditations
Wild mathematical anger
catachreses
pancalism
anacoluthons
alacrity
gid
Complexual synthesis
backformation
phylogeny
nonplussed
colonnade
peristyle
convoluted
turgescent
arrondissement
nave
funereal
stalagmite; stalactite
boxwood
boxholder
epaulet
lapel
beribboned
kermis
rubicund
cupola
caboose
squireen
secouristes

2.4.22

– randomizer

– The hourglass, cigarette & flower

4.4.22

– acerbic

– Metaporn

– She’s whispering in an alien tongue 😝!

– Still on the climb phase

– Zero Fucks Given
+
Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck
=
Zero gives a fuck!

– “Every cell in your body wants to blow it all up, and see what happens. That’s who you really are!” – Yellowjackets

– They must be “high”, right!?
Can anyone do this…, when “sober”?? 🤔

5.4.22

– Waiting for life

– Substancing abuses

– Tap on the hourglass to fully empty it

– Pataphysics

– Non-ethics – the ordinary/victim/minority

– Radicalizing the radical

– Concept cores

– From SciFi to PhiFi

7.4.22

– Angela Carter

– mummery
cosset
peal
bruin
fey
bricolage
tattle
chapbook
Post avant-garde
Self-published; small-press

– And you thought you’ve already been through Hell……! 😝

– banshee

– This is NOT masturbation, this is something ELSE!

– The more you benumb yourself to the common kinda pain, you will enter into more of this kinda pleasure

– Substances, language, gore
Ratings:
Distinguish A & R

– “Now if you’ll excuse me, I got 2 more dead people waiting for me!”

– Just breathe, baby. Say yes to new life.

9.4.22

– 2 voids are better (not greater) than 1!

– auto-fiction
brumous
recondite
arcane
sedulous
Re-reading & unbecoming
The disinterred text
Parentheses & interpolations
reliquary
grimoire
coda
elision
Coign of vantage
The decadent review
Internecine conflict
asymptote

– desultory
– portmanteau
– Professional beauties

10.4.22

– Distinguish:
Sun Ra
&
Sun O)))

11.4.22

– peat
– recto & verso
– pied-a-terre
– demitasse
– faux-naif
– dryad
– Intentional existence
– The grammatical >> the logical >> the real!

12.4.22

– R&R
funambulism

– Just try not to change anything
welcome to my room

– Sleepovers aren’t for sleeping!
Is that real snow or something else altogether?

– you gonna do all that to yourself
Fainting into dream pleasure

– Can you show me what it is like to be touched by smoke?

– How did that plant sprout from that rod?

– The mirror is a very thin veil indeed!

– Permanent consequences

13.4.22

– The great indoors

– The brutal dandy

– Criminalizing genius

– RAVEL the penelopean fabric

– Pleasure trail >> pleasure trial >> pleasure travail

– Saints of Nihil

– Sensuous criticism and hedonistic perversity

– Bezerkely
filigree

– From depression to decadence

– Charles Bernheimer

14.4.22

– 1 step forward, 1 step back
Is that the same as going around in circles?

– Azazel
Azathoth

– The tent of meeting remains in the midst of all your uncleannesses!

– “In the harsh light of the desert, these things are stripped bare to the life and love of God. In this light we can see the true weight and cost of saying no to God and each other.” – Rowan Williams on the Levitical scapegoat

15.4.22

– For this day, unto us has been given the corpse of GOD!
Good Friday, Philip Mainländer & Burning Man

– Debjani & Partha

– pigtail
curlicues
odeum

– Kim Kierkegaardashian

– My God! My God! Why have I forsaken you?

– elenchus
– doggerel

16.4.22

– trompe-l’oeil
– demimondaine
– “That trumpery hope which lets us dupe ourselves.”
– Unearthly characterizations
– Inhuman beauty
– Other-worldly analysis
– Poison-pen letters

17.4.22

– Josef Mitterer

– “If you were married to someone else, you’d be so fucking bored, you’d kill yourself!”

– Echo echo echo

18.4.22

– “The smell of nevermind at midnight, the Greeks had a word for that!”

– Being predicable
Circular grounding
Cancel culture

– Frenzy killing
ICU ~ Eye See You!
perp; vic