Month: June 2022

22.4.22

From worse to worser
Now you know why I did not write anything during those moments – they were all utterly unique!
Perceptual faith
cataphasis
positum
subsumption
Idolatrous phenomenology
Chronically aporetic
Anterior prioricity
solicitude
Theological sensorium
Brute objective idolatrous facticity
“Death is waste(d)”
Henology
Dependence, participation & possibility
Falsifying totality >> dreadful affirmations
Strange parasitical half-light

23.4.22

lapidary
Post-mortem bleeding
epigone, antiquarian, gravedigger
The ahistorical/suprahistorical/anti-historical
tentation
Uncertain meaninglessness
Disruptive, outrageous, incomprehensible, wounding
cataplasm, poultice
néant
phallaric
sexuation
Bestial muzzles as headgear
zaïmph
Tantalizing totalizations
The biomoral standard
pullulating
Masochistic delirium
Can you not see how those ecstatic episodes have leaked into your normal everyday life?!
Multiple incestuous cousinages
Telluric union
Interpretive bewilderment
Generative sources of unnatural death
cuirasses
ruff
scrofula
ceruse
This moment is real, and you alone can make it count, for life
Macadam clouds

– The tree of Life is constituted by dismembered bodies!

24.4.22

– My score on Beck’s Depression Inventory:
1. 0
2. 2
3. 3
4. 0
5. 0
6. 1
7. 0
8. 1
9. 1
10. 3
11. 0
12. 2
13. 0
14. 1
15. 1
16. 2a
17. 0
18. 0
19. 0
20. 1
21. 1

Total – 19

– KGF: What is Rocky’s “real” name??

– Worship the WHORE!
And kill the soldiers…

– Non-verbal encoding

– I found the words to express the ineffable, but they escaped me before I could capture them, in writing……!

25.4.22

Intellectual history; Spiritual narrative
Counter-coincidences
Nishida – Japanese bourgeois philosophy
appellation
coterie
Mythical anthropomorphism
Esoteric traditions
Overcoming the distinction between literature, philosophy & religion
Religion >> culture >> social order
Religious consciousness Vs. Social conscience
This is the altar on which I offer sacrifices (or sacrifice offerings) to the deity I worship!
monograph
glyph
Everything, is closer to nothing, than it is to something!
Or maybe I’m just a wannabe, who’s only fit to watch & read all this heroic/crazy stuff……

26.4.22

This is NOT sex, it’s something else. What it is, we can get into that later……

28.4.22

“Marriage is a GOD-felt need!”
wharf

29.4.22

Putinism
Spin doctor
chlorosis
basso
breviary
Misogynist scopic delectation
scopophilia
pilaster
specular
petrifaction
Female castration
saponifying
“Keeping death alive!”
gnarls; exostoses
The invincible-invisible & the invisible-invincible
discussants
pediment, frontispiece

30.4.22

Delaying tactic

1.5.22

Pregnancy is a deadly STD (Sexually Transmitted Disease)
wraith

3.5.22

snark
poramboke
buckler
lapidary
omnibus
rutilant
fatidical
Salammbô
stuprations
Joris-Karl Huysmans
“The cacodemons of science”
roues
balustrade
Gregorian (chant) metal
ordure
moire
When I get bored with too much entertainment, I can always take a healthy dose of reality, for a change…!
Joe, you’re a full-blown hedonist now, whether you believe/like it or not!
The moralists can accuse the libertarians of using their intellect to justify their flabby wills. And the latter could accuse the former of just being cowards…

4.5.22

nearshoring
dogpiling
Algorithmic bias
Digital dependency
Lizard brains

6.5.22

When the mouse is away, the cats will play!
Shit is what remains of the food, after digestion. Do you know what to do with it?
How does the feminine side of the guy interact with the masculine side of the girl?
Do NOT hate, despise or fear ennui, my dear, but accept and even embrace it as your very own soulmate.
Ventriloquy and clairvoyance
blandishments
“A chimera of polychrome clay”
comedienne
dotard
exigent
“The childish graces and monotonous coquetry of women”
Compost & weave – Hmmm… Sounds like shitty fabric!?
arcana
dotage
alambics
strophe
There is no right or wrong, true or false… only the subjective tastes of the majority versus the outlanders…
sacristan
ambuscade
legitimist
gaminess
deliquescence
revulsives
Moral aperient
Bilingual poetry
philtre
naiad
faun
ekphrasis
aureole
Nosological categories
Pleasure – What I see is the source, and what I feel (especially in certain parts of my body) is the locus. But the inverse or vice-versa could also hold true!

10.5.22

Distinguish:
Personality
&
Character

But you’ve got such a big canvas to paint on!

How low did you go to get that high?

On the true mountain peak, there is a huge plain, and you can relax x there!

Keeping death alive, by being crucified on a tree of pleasure……

11.5.22

Compared to everything, we are nothing

15.5.22

The harder the work, the greater the pleasure.
The greater the pleasure, the harder the wood.

For a change, I AM *uck*** time!

Beyond a point, experimenting itself becomes cheating!

s’mores

DON’T worry! Forgetting to remember is the same thing as remembering to forget…… 😎

Are all women masochists??

33% THC content!
From weed to grass

DON’T try to be too cute!

Cryptic revelations

Metaphysical leakages


16.5.22

nepenthes
Carnivorous plants & herbivorous animals
plutonian
adjure
epithet
And nothing more…
Forever!

17.5.22

houris
hieroglyphs
fjord
scarper

18.5.22

I can’t help falling in love with you
Prolonging the quality
HOW is NOT the question! ☝🏾
Writing this is so wrong!
Sprinkle coke on IT, just like salt

20.5.22

Distinguish: (OR Combine!) 🤞🏽
The Stoned (far) beyond the Sober
&
The Sober (just) below the Stoned

Move…… at an unreasonable speed!

This is NOT about pleasure, Joe! Then what is it about?? Ah! NOW I will tell you: The deep water does not feel heavy unless the surface touches the air. DIALECTICAL BLISS

Yesterday I had an orgy of laughter

How low & far can you fly?
How long can you hold that posture, comfortably?

22.5.22

Activate SMELL

Try NOT to get excited

You DON’T need to lie to me (godSMACK)

Controlled change – NOW1

Run away, while you waste away with me……….

Leopold Sacher

Guillaume Apollinaire

23.5.22

Perfect exertion coincides with complete rest

27.5.22


ARM
OEM

28.5.22

Private hyperventilation!
How does it feel like, to hold two2 smoking hot guns in your 👐?
Me now!
= This is really turning into a party!
YEAH! Why should Jo(E) have all the fun?!

The spirituality of carnal energetics
You’re passing over worthcomely material……….
Are you ready to let go, Joe??
“Terror BY bureaucracy”

29.5.22

Extending 11th digit ~ Opening 3rd eye
Penile apprehension/aperception
How do I know SHE is REALLY having fun?
Love is nothing but the disguise that sadomasochism wears!

1.6.22

Distinguish:
Dirt/dust
&
Earth/soil

The King Vs. The worm
Who is the favorite?

Distinguish:
Asexual
&
Non-sexual

3.6.22

INSTEAD, Let the video use you!

ABSENT from the previous meeting

But here is the twist……

Now tell me: What I was watching – was it illusion, or was it delusion?

He’s gonna blow him away, with his SERVE!

Distinguish:
Metaverse
&
Multiverse

4.6.22

You will re-member it, again!
That the best is always YET to come……

Distinguish:
Myth
&
Ghost

You should inspire more, Joe!

Come down, slowly.

If you just do whatever you feel like, most of the time, what would happen??

Entertraining

You’re playing with REAL money now, Joe!

Playing ~ praying
Devil ~ GOD
Living ~ dying
Laughing ~ crying

NETFLIX dreams

6.6.22

Signifier ~ Unconscious ~ Symbolic
Signified ~ Conscious ~ Imaginary
Referent ~ Subjectivity/Trauma ~ Real

From understanding to analysis

10.6.22

What are you doing?
I’m just getting bored, at the top, with them!

Perceptual ontology
Creative transformation
Vs.
Representational definition

Abductive reasoning

Experiential acquaintance → descriptive knowledge

12.6.22

I will penetrate her spirit!

13.6.22

Grow ~ mature ~ decay
Carnal spirituality
It is my ghost that is fapping

All together dangerous

Am I criminal, mad or sick? Or……….

Truth-telling is a hypocritical virtue!

14.6.22

The urtext is NOT a text.

The problem is NOT that you’re “too radical”, Joe. In fact, just the opposite!

I have resumed my PhD in Demonology!

Ritual as magic

Black Arts

grift
grimoire
Diabology
Midlothian
chthonic

Is depression bad?

Being ~ reality ~ evil

From the corny to the uncanny

Adult animations

15.6.22

Is there value in mindless conformity?

17.6.22

Who is Kim Chul?

Lilith is here!

For the dog, the human is GOD. For the pig, the human is the DEVIL.

BLISS is when you don’t know if you’re too low or too high…

Exit pedagogy

PhenoUmenon

18.6.22

How much more evil can your body take?

This is the REAL Pattaya!

Cultivating singleness within marriage.
And vice-versa!

“Where is Sycorax?”

Where their worm never dies, and the smoke ever goes up

Now, SLOWLY climb DOWN from thee peak

19.6.22

Borderline bureaucratic experiments

Distinguish:
Oppressor
&
Offender
The victim as villain!

Emotional infidelity

All of eternity, crammed into one lifetime!

Observe yourself, feeling, thinking, speaking & doing

20.6.22

The breathing & squirming crucifix

The wisdom of the clown

Dream, hallucination & fantasy, all blended into one terrific reality!

“Release me!” – the Call of Cthulhu

“I don’t eat animals!” – Fresh (2022)

Hey Joe… When are you gonna become an ex-philosopher?

Meet my demons’ DEMON! 💀

Hyper-approximation

vicissitudinous

After all this long slow torture, the worst thing would be to NOT die!

Collective unconscious
Vs.
Super-Id

21.6.22

How do we overcome the fear of fear?

How you live doesn’t matter. How you feel about how you live is what matters alone!

Headphone kiss

Unlike the statue, the corpse can ONLY breathe!

Scheherazade

With her raven black hair,
She tells the tales
Of many men
That left her to wail
Of strange bazaars
And rotten guitars
Scheherazade smiles despite her mars

Whose eyes could be so beautiful and so free?
Whose ears could hear
The twig snap
In the furthest corners of
What you thought
Were the darkest hollows
Of your heart

She listens more than she does tell
All the while
You are in love with her, pell-mell
And Scheherazade simply sits, draped amply across a chair
With a knowing smile
Upon her mein,
A twinkle in her eyes, you may glean,
If you lean in and listen deeply,
Inhale the stories
She has kept
Like burning incense
In a forest fire
You must detect
The tales of love
She tells
For they are for you
And your ears alone

Were you worried?
She says, as she knowingly sidles up to you.
I’ve loved you,
Just as you’ve loved me too!
As the Moon and stars
Begin to melt
She reminds you
that she still remains there.

~NF (Nathan Fernandez)