Month: August 2022

6.7.22

Immanuel (priest) sacrifices Joseph (victim) on the altar of Immanuel Joseph

fateless(ness) poetaster

Dream:
I smash a tube light on the head of a mischievous little boy! Then lie about it to others…… 👺

From the Protestant ethos to the poetic mythos

Pentecost – can’t you smell the burning flesh?!

Called, to be THE worship leader

Christianity is equal/mutual/dynamic cannibalism!

Your vocation/identity is utterly unique, so just find a job that is more or less in line with your overall trajectory……

Icarus, reborn as Phaethon!

Empedocles + Hölderlin = Hyperion
Hölderlin + Joseph = ?

My mouth (aggressive expression) channels your pussy (deeper desires)

Romantic pessimism

Decolonial coach

They’re tryin’ to knock each other out as soon as possible!

8.7.22

What does their “advice” to me, show me, about them??

belletristics
magian
paean
Liegemen of the daemon
Socrates & Diotima
Hellas/Hellene
metempsychosis
poltroonery
From intuitive melancholy to tragical grief
The musical novel!
ravin
antistrophe
Divine nature ~ eternal necessity ~ individual destiny
debouch
The lawless rhythm of the daemon as against poetic rhyme & order
Orphic/Bacchic
aureole
pathography
footpad
waif
sinecure
scoriae
Scardanelli
aeolian



Overcoming obsessive self-preservation

I am always, in one of three phases:
Stirring up the tsunami, or
Riding the tidal wave, or
Relaxing on the shore

FROM what I am today (product of the past), TO who I am (becoming the Eternal)

9.7.22

Lucky loser

Unpublished fragments
Grundrisse
Erewhon
energumen
Edited extracts
Libidinal economy
Desirevolution
Meta-fiction
Anastrophe, divergence & convergence
Arche-fossils

Is (human) liberation possible (in today’s world), without intellectual engagement?

The common gift & task

Cultural history & machine process

Distinguish wandering & decline

10.7.22

Blood lust and art songs – lieber

Hugo Wolf

Spiritual seizures

gambol

Calvary – climax is what comes just before the end!

Make life a death litany!

Classical greatness

cothurnus

Heroically unwise

Pure emulsion of emotion & feeling – the engine & steering of somatic pathos

Isn’t Kleist my most beloved & dreaded demon?

Reality Vs. Essence

Imitating these men is MORE original than seeking to find my true self!?

Weaponless warfare – from David to the Messiah

Ultra-dimensional existence

Chiaroscuric vision

bourn

Blood-stained harmony

Suicide as total reliving

Voluntary death as the greatest human glory

Formulating one’s plan of death

Mystical love-death

Love of life & hatred of death + hatred of life & love of death

Farewell greeting

B. F. Manoharan & Kleistian Joezeff – frenemies of the Spirit – farthing rushlights each……….

My stomach is full of words! 😍

The stagnation, decline, fall & crash are integral parts of the perpetual ascent process!

11.7.22

Delicious attrition

CLIMBdown

Blackface minstrelsy

Unexampled

Sapientia/Mistral

Nessus shirt

Καιρετε δαίμονες!

A fanciful joke that is also a prophetical warning

poseur

Djokovic is a true tennis God. But Kyrgios is his own God!

Literature Vs. Psychology

There are only 2 kinds of people:
Those who are afraid of suffering, or believe it is useless/negative, and therefore try to minimize it as much as possible
&
Those who are NOT afraid of suffering, or believe it is necessary for greatness, and therefore embrace (even increase) it!

“The World of Yesterday” – the autobiography of a biographer

Do you know what lies beyond the breaking point?! Have you ever been there?? If not, then how……

Tertium quid

Self-doctoring

Yes, I have experienced the Second (& even Third) Wind(s)!

“To live is to kill!”
“Beware of pity”

Philosophical engagement + psychedelic indulgence + relational conflict = “my sacred life”!

Systematizing negative noise

What could be greater than being the GOAT?

Relax HARDER

Philosophical truth/knowledge Vs. Creative/imaginative passion

Spiritual Don Juan
Vitalist thinker
Professor Vs. Pirate
Fusty sleep
One thousand and three loves, all based on pleasure

Safety/comfort/purpose Vs. Pleasure/risk/passion

I find today’s youth too timid and conservative, as opposed to how the elder Goethe found the young Hölderlin……!

Psychological stalemate
Distinguish insanity & suicide

sorites
enantiodromia
brisance
Artistic bohemian hedonism
An-aesthetic art!

Post-modern ~ Pre-modern : Tennis ~ boxing

12.7.22

Orgone – the spiritual ozone layer! 🤪

The answer is nothing but the question repeated in a sophisticated manner!

“The lesser we believe in GOD, the more we believe in morality…”

“Reality” is just another (new) name for (the old) GOD

Do you know how to play dead in a tomb for 3 days by staying there for ~ 24 hours?

The Kotzker ~ Reb Mendl

What does pleasure have to do with truth?? 🧐🤔

What are you doing, fraternizing with vampires (like me), dear?!

13.7.22

From aesthetician to artist. Move the center of gravity lower – from head to heart to gut!

Out of the death of gods, arise superheroes……! Otherwise, all we have is puny humans. 🤷🏾‍♂️

Gorr stumbles at the last hurdle – the idol of the BELOVED – MCU wins, again! 😶

Truth is more passion than knowledge. Habit is the enemy of truth…

Antithesis as climax

Freedom from pleasing oneself or others!

Art as (just) entertainment is no longer valid for me.

canards
demur

Living legends are born from (by going against) dead myths

Was the Kotzker someone like Rorschach (Watchmen) – a truth fanatic?

If you had unlimited capacity for suffering, how would you live?

Goodness is NOT something to be approached directly (via the virtues, etc.), but it is the indirect result from the pursuit of truth & beauty

GOD/love/joy Vs. Truth/passion/power

I belong to the religion of consternation!

whirligig

Nihilism as Hyper-christianity

Holy ~ hidden

Material wonder

Instead of trying to harmonize & integrate the different aspects of life, I should violently rip them apart and show them for what they really are – “beggarly elements” – from immanence to transcendence – becoming ready to destroy All for the sake of the ULTIMATE!

Why should I be required to do any household chores?! Let these worldly folks continue their routines, while I cut myself off from the very root of social sustenance.
The parasite becomes a cancer…… Maybe I’m shitting much more nowadays, because my system is in purgation mode.

How does one live, when surrounded by worldly delusions and infected with intractable self-deception?!

Moderate moderation Vs. Extreme extremism

Kotzker Vs. Besht

Virtuous character + pious worship + good deeds Vs. Relentless intensity!

Is reading your primary praxis?

“Effortless freedom”

Dullards & bigots

Elite spirituality Vs. Mass religion

Your body is pierced through by the sword of your intellect, and you will die via exsanguination!

The institutionalization of compromise and criminalization of conviction

Merciless sincerity

philaleth

Thanos > Gorr

14.7.22

Iconic role

Enabling constraints

Frontier-free spheres

Historical personality

enfranchisement

New liberty

Tropical philosophy

Radical Gospels

Post-structural subjectivity

What if “you” are just a chrysalis out of which the Future is to emerge?

Encrusted cuirass

Abstemious workaholics

Self-expatriation

The supra-national European

Safeguard ~ imperil

Family, morality & money – the ruling unholy Trinity of this present evil age – they form ONE integrated deity – STATUS! If you are not praised by the world, at least make sure you’re NOT persecuted 🤪

What is heroic/great about sitting all day and reading radical/futuristic stuff?! Ha ha ha ha! If that’s almost all of what you do, then it’s very special indeed…… “I prefer not to!” – Bartleby

Degermanize/cosmopolitanize

REAL Fiction

Atmospheric nerves

The emancipatory potential of “entertainment”

Libertarian ~ anarchist?

The pusillanimous conscience Vs. The gay science

Intellectual tarantella

Naked gymnasts

Please be my pet animal!

Heroine & heroin
Canon & cannon

Mastered by indomitable lust

Inventing diaphanous music – metal – Nietzschean audio!

You DON’T want this now, because you’ve NOT been allowed to want anything like this, ever!

15.7.22

Are you human &/or Anthean?

Psychotic philosophers

NK & self-coaching – Nietzschean tennis professional! 😈

Trash-talking as pickup game, and basketball as meditation

The abyss above

Maybe this catastrophe is the best thing that could’ve happened to you……!

Difficult freedom and radical evil

White Sinology

Daniel Schreber, Antonin Artaud, John Custance, and Harald Kaas

Translating the insane, evil & dead

But I thought Thomas Aquinas was the most sober & rational thinker ever……!? 🙃

Rhennius machine

Nachlass

akimbo

I think my trajectory is more like Nietzsche’s, because I am becoming more & more rebellious/crazy as I grow older…! (As opposed to the general trend in terms of ageing/maturity)

Inverse retrospective

“O God! I’m gonna come for you.”

Anton Boisen is an “experience expert” – what the fuck is that¿¡

Living documents

Zombies don’t go mad!

Do you have misgivings about the reality of reality?? Then you may be going mad, or becoming enlightened…… OR both!

Sanity is NON-sense

Personalizing Platonism

Muse-ING life

Sam Zweig ~ Stefan Peckinpah

What made Thomas Aquinas stop writing?!

HOW do you know which is the right moment?? WHY do you need to know that! 🤷🏾‍♂️

Nietzschean purity
Demonic holiness

Irreversible madness
Ego-death
Ever-lasting trip

The hammer becomes a boomerang 👺

Reality/world/consciousness rotated 360°

I am beginning to look through the mirror

Willed mega(lo)mania

Philocosis

What LIES under the bottom?

In order to be original, you must to a significant extent be a masochist/sadist!

NEITHER/NOR (From Kierkegaard to Sloterdijk)

Obsessed with (understanding/experiencing/cultivating/discerning/escaping) obsession

Allowing our own amazement & doubts to run riot can lead to……….

The oceanic is also the tsunamic

Completely dequipping myself for normal life! This behavior is WORLDS AWAY from what is usually called self-sabotage – as far as the Samurai sepuku is from the recent family suicide in Tamil Nadu (due to financial insolvency?)

Exposing the undercurrents, both in the self and the social, and also the (so-called) natural.

Maddening style – from adjective (description) to verb (performance)!

Flirting with dynamic schizophrenia

Diagnosis – – > analysis – – > imitation

Airless realms

Poly-monism ~ monyism/molyism

Not-unusual suicide and the others

Preoccupation with a cosmic plan is a hallmark of…?

Lunatology

Pick out the diamond buried among the mountain of carbon copies

WOW! I can write too…… When/how/why did this happen?

threnody

Straw Dogs (1971) – how & why does the body break away from the mind’s control (in the hero & heroine)? GOD ~ unconscious ~ body ~ animal

Object level & meta level

18.7.22

Become the Daemon’s female, so that you can be the world’s male!

maestoso
indite
thistledown
Apocalyptic hatred
ambrosia
Stendhal – seventh solitude & metaphysical homelessness
Nietzschean music
Smored fires
turves
halcyon
azure
saltire
postpositive
paean
reck
Spiritual laissez-faire
Mythical contemplation, poetic expression, translucent daemonism
superfluity
Ingratiating superfluity
unexampled miracle
Carbonized flesh
Cardiac pruritus
blood-poisoning
athwart
cross purposes



Tumultuous harmonies

Was Nietzsche himself a victim of ressentiment?!

Artificial (recreation of human) nature

Most people are actually shit scared of “too much leisure”! 😂

b/w; B side

19.7.22

doxography
New Cyrenaicism
traduce
obtuse
inspirator
egodicy
dustup
Wildcat strikes
fissiparous
Scatological sexualities
Neurotic semiart
Spiritual lobotomy
coeval
ontics
Institutional validation
Quixotic dreamer
Autobiographical philosophy
Slave economies & theo/phallo-cracies

Why has general society still stuck to idealism & moralism for so long, even after the “death of GOD”?!

scion
Metaphysical phantoms and sanguinary policies
dreadlocked

20.7.22

How do you create total silence?

Strindberg’s Inferno

Antirealism

Zolaesque

How real is (my/your/our/their/the) reality?

Sleep as unconscious contemplation

Focus – – > relax
Relax – – > focus

braggart

But what I (think I) need, could be false!

Addicted to doubt

What would a world dominated by art, rather than science, look like?

Systematic violence in search of beauty

Celebrating the fall – the dying century

The sadistic garden

hang-dog
deliquescent
Grande attaque
Hypnotized hysterics
The perversity of Nature
trollop
Hieratic bas-relief
Male climacteric forcing-house
arcane
Tout Paris
demi-monde
The female malady
Erotic melodrama
Literary concepts
The brothel as cloister

The diseased product of degenerate minds

The artist Vs. Democracy

What are you against? Define yourself!

Theology/morality – – > philofiction/ethics

Jammu-&-Kashmir Huysmans!

You’re NOT in Westworld for pleasure, Joe! So, just shut up and watch……

Could I be the bounty-hunter with the heart of gold??

Do you remember what happened now?

21.7.22

Elitist philosophy – would you like to be a nasty guy? Are you already one?

Rediscover, reclaim & recreate yourself

avocations

scrivener
unascertainable
imprimis
chancery
spy-glass
cannel
anthracite
sand-box
piratical
pasteboard
dun
vintner
potation
carman
mettlesome
crimpy
oaf
Mulish vagary
inveterate
wight
Incipient lovers
inadvertence
dishabille
unman (v.)
Not-unpleasant sadness
Fraternal melancholy
Winding sheet
Dead-wall revery
nettled
rockaway
turnkey
Dead letters

Are Bartleby and Pessoa soulmates?

Assumptions Vs. Preferences

paraphilosopher
Perspectivism; anti-systematism
Doxastic worlds
Individual sovereignty
Religious telos
Biologistic existentialism
Hyper-existentialism
Anti-Climacus
criterionless
Brazen irrationalism
Supramoral autonomy
Ineluctable opposition
One’s own unknown laws
Originality Vs. Bad conscience
ineducable
prescind
demiurge
impugn
autarky
Evaluative claims
solecistic
Vital impulses
Destiny as physiological fate
The causal efficacy of biological facts

Elevation via exacting ideals



Obscurity → misconstrual

Mutation into humane-ity
Human flower
Self-perpetuating structure
Thought’s self-reflexivity
The unnatural self
Freedom of action ~ thoughtless functioning
Acausal state
Life is a unitary movement

skeet

Freed from the tyranny of knowledge and happiness

22.7.22

Received ignorance
From delusion to innocence
Enlightenment as perfect unknowing!
The illusion of reality (self/God/morality)
Terra incognita

Anti-context, non-relationality, unwill

foundling
hegira
quay
carceral
fairground
Ecstasies of cruelty
concertinaed
argot
evanesced
Hunger-hallucinations



Heaven is a treasure found in the depths of Hell

Thomas Szasz Vs. R. D. Laing


23.7.22

Compliance >> resistance >> oblivion

Seduction >> provocation >> repudiation

Denouement ~ unknot

Distinguish:
Thinking & observing
Imagining & remembering
Hallucinogens & visionaries

Feigned ignorance
Cogitating my head off
Disembodied noesis

24.7.22

Arche-telos
otherwhence
immote
witling
Unchanging change
entheotic/saintly madness
mantic/engodded sanity
Holy ~ alone

Non-mediated act ~ unstripped Presence

Being > concepts, judgments, intuitions

25.7.22

Impossible = necessary
Necessary = impossible

Metaphysical suffering

Worldly spiritualities

Escape artists – divorce, abortion, addiction, suicide, run-away, resignation, murder, bankruptcy, etc.

Ruthless reformer

The 3rd option might actually lead to a reformation of basic social formations like families, and make them more radically open and flexible – FUTURISTIC!
Ruthless evolution……
Via relentless struggle
(Time for the psychos to bring the world into their asylum, instead of just being safely isolated from a pathologically sane culture)

I’ve got an asshole made of clear-quartz

I have listened in to the Trinitary-in pillow-talk!

I have to take weed in order to live with these plants……

Sentimental blackmail
Vs.
Ecstasis-courtship

Non-conceptual communicant

26.7.22

I’m developing a taste for conflict – absolutely essential for spiritual survival in this world! 💪🏾

Precognitive (but not meaningless) mystery

The VOID is Personal!

I am just an agent of natu-r(al)evolution!

You can’t tell me that I can’t do this……

Supernatural ingratitude

The ancient future

Eidetic tetralogy

Immemorial home

Fictive experience

Literary photograph

Transpositional immediacy

The theonoetic guide beneath ontological direction

Huysmans ~ Durtal

The unforgiving human stance

The uncreated as the innermost in each existent

Obsidian offspring

Stertorous medi(t)ation

The Eckhart Society

Metaphysical passion >> Rhetorical flourish

Stupidity & heresy are 2 sides of the same coin

Varying degrees of existence via action

Intellectual ecstasy

The generative energies of the one essence

Creation past, present & future

Inquantum maxim

Intellect as ground/light of the soul

Pure uniqueness ~ unique purity

Immanent potentiality for transcendence

Devotional works

Interior intention

Unsystematic knowledge

From argument to proclamation

Emphatic speech

Image ~ word ~ image ~ word

Paradoxical redemption

27.7.22

Is (my) laziness an expression of cowardice or courage?

28.7.22

unstripped

The willing suspension of disbelief

30.7.22

Secular quietism

Pessimistic hedonism

Mother-of-pearl; nacre

Yes, I’m a parasite! Surviving on (almost purely) spiritual work, while being physically supported by your economic activity. But your whole world is a parasite on mine! 🤪

The ineffable ordinary & intolerable everyday!

There are as many religions as there are persons…….

31.7.22

Spectatorial penetration
The aura of abject glory
Excremental inscriptions
Crepuscular isolation cells
Blowing smoke up your ass
Corporeal incarceration and sexual obsession
flashforwards
Contrarian aberrance
Instigating self-collapse
Aborted projects
Insurgent apparitions
Blasé contempt
Obscene incitation
Overturning systems
Corrosive inspiration
Consolidating peripherality
Capricious obliteration
Spy hole



Sex/resistance Vs. Power/punishment

Criminal(izing) parenting – liberating children from adults ~ liberating adults from morality

The anal eye – I have seen the frontside of the GLORY! 👁️‍🗨️

1.8.22

Terroristic thinking

Saints of the Negative

2.8.22

Antipathetic
The invisible hand of unknown forces
Death’s head
objurgations
lubricious
ontogeny
Witches’ sabbath
duffer
grisette
dun
Armillary sphere
irrefragable
alcove
appurtenances
pansy

4.8.22

I am a miracle baby and my birth was prophesied!
Therefore, I am supernatural – so, I must live as if there are no boundaries……
And if I don’t, then who can/will??

Is (my belief in) biological determinism, just another product of (my) DNA?

Redlichkeit

Jean-Marie Guyau

The exact midpoint between flaccid and erect – shall we put up tents here!?

5.8.22

Take off: Remove clothes ~ launch out!

aseity

Fatalistic creativity

Types Vs. Individuals

Fatigue: Distinguish lethargy & exhaustion

The morally unfettered experiments of potential exemplars

Axiological scepticism

First, be sure of what you are NOT!

ipsedixitism

ab initio
nolens volens

Overcome the world and create yourself, by subjugating the ego to the Super-Id complex!

Illusory autonomy

Becoming one’s own experimenter & guinea pig!

The hypothetical self

Affirmation → enhancement → overcoming

Hedonistic asceticism/Athletic decadence

ataraxy

eo ipso

Virtues Vs. Instincts

Cease renouncing yourself!

Physiologically inhibited folks

We are in bondage to (the need for) reification (self), continuity (thought) and control (world)

What you are pursuing does not exist. And there is no other way out of your pathetic predicament!

Fear of sinking will never help you float

Who/what created the bio-computer (human)?

Thought is using you, NOT the other way around!

The intellectual is closer to the genius of the child than the stupid/common adult is…
Correct?
Or maybe both are lost, but in different ways!

False problems

From timepass to pastime!

FROM
Knowing more & living better
TO
Knowing better and living more

Can I ever abandon this pursuit of the impossible via the useless, without dropping dead? Why do you pretend NOT to know the answer?!

I am NOT in the Q&A business