(A)typical (anti-)psychotics

13.9.22

The coal-face of transformation

Why & how to read difficult texts

Sustainable consumerism
Epistolary melodrama of failure
Independent relation of supreme intensity
Nature as sheer serviceability/standing reserve
Bloodthirsty godesses

The Stonewall Riots
Juvenal deliquency
Constitutional law
Positive secularism?
Low theory & eccentric archives

Discontents ~ criminals ~ malcontents ~ rodents
“Mal Content” by Evelynn + “Rats” by Ghost
Wildlings among domestic animals

What would 400 Blows as an adult story look like?
What is the adult version of family & school?

Against nature, for the sake of Nature!

Evil children

Stealing from thieves

poser
shiatsu

Any pornstars on LinkedIn?!

Uma Jolie tattoo

14.9.22

In(tro)verts

What is the “relation” between divorced spouses?

Oblomov(ism) – to move or to stay!
epopt
spry
gaiter
overshoe
cenotaph
caduceus
chatelaine
pecca fortiter
Metaphysical grief

15.9.22

Chocolate & Foxy
Kusuma & Chalumiya
Emmanuelle & Josephine

Feverish dreamer
Adverse genres
Invented coterie
Inverted relationships
Anarchist bankers
Paradoxical inspiration
Nietzschean indiscipline
Atheistic/aesthetic ascetic
Transmuting certainties
The value of logic Vs. The logic of value
The duty of a useless amphora

The artist as meta(physical)-activist

exordium
Neopaganism
mead
heteronym
paronym
Moonlighting Vs. Gaslighting

Pessoa writes like the stoned Joey boy! 😉

My 2 eyes are two bi-sexxual females
We waited a decade for this!
Make her expire……….

Artiste → philosopher → scientists → activism

immanueljoseph(.com) ~ sweetsinner(.com)

16.9.22

Is Ken Wilber a Kantian?? The tabular columns (categories) look familiar…

I’m moving from an arm-chair thinker, to straitjacket philosopher! 😜

17.8.22

doyen

How do you keep on living when you have lost all sense of value?

I am not able to find G. C. Mckay’s pessimism reading session (Last Messiah by Peter Zapffe) with a small group (on YouTube)

Compensate for philosophy with pornography! (Or is it the other way around?)
The Devil’s 15 minutes
Why don’t we do this together instead!?

Kathy Acker Vs. Catherine Akkermann

“Is that how you yourself want to be treated?
Ok I’ll give it to you ….
Let’s see …
You are embarrassing yourself.
Fantasy is not a real option Jxxx. It is unbecoming for you to be one. A fantasist.
You are corear Fantasy is the exact opposite of what I suggested. Running away from pain and hiding oneself in false narratives.
You have found a great narrative . The one that says no narratives exist. Perfect hiding place. But i see you. Look at your amazing potential ! Hidden. Hiding . When a man as intelligent and capable of leadership such as yourself is rotting in a philosophical backwater that justifies cowardice, and inaction what are his friends to do?!
The house is on fire , people are dying and the man says let it burn, in fact let’s make sure it gets hotter. Read an A level ecology text book. If your philosophy allows you to place your opinions over scientific theory and evidence all you prove is a hidden arrogance . If a patient is ill you treat the root cause or you break your oath to do no harm. Flat. Simple as that . The only case where provocation has a purpose is in outing idiocy .
I once wished the world to collapse that human civilisation would destroy itself .
But it’s a weed smokers teenage fantasy . I know cos I was one when had it .
No one can live by that philosophy. There’s zero integrity in it. It’s childish.
Sorry to be blunt , but I’m not going to help you screw yourself out of politeness.
It either will burn itself out in you , or you will burn out in it.
That is the Truth.
I suggest you deal with your pain like an adult instead.
And that’s a concrete suggestion, with an offer of support attached.
You want to discuss life with me, fine, but you need to quit your addiction to nihilism first .
Otherwise what’s the point. You are spinning your tires in the mud.
If you have a real response to what I’m saying table it.
If not . Back down. You are totally outgunned . I know your position and it is based in and justifies flagrant irresponsibility.
Your my friend .
But Jesus you are in need of more help than Sxxx. At least she has never given up on Life. Wtf.
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There’s some stoking for you. Enjoy!”

19.9.22

My destiny path number (Numerology based on birthdate) is 9 – LETTING GO!

scry
obstreperous
selving
carp
dish (v.)
crip
tarp
psycho-geography
Shag carpet/rug
calisthenics
faze
transitive
manning/girling
diorama
plinky
introjection

Immersion journalist
Psychedelic apperception
Temporary non-existence
Generic non-place
Acquisitive animals
kleptoparasite
auto-plagiarism
Genre & gender
Disjecta membra
Artist’s excrescence
Conceptual art
LambdaMOO
Obscurantist punks
Trans-learning non-gender
Bull dykes
Vulgar theory
Techno-erotics
Conceptless bodies
Nonpunctual/orgasmic rhythms
Penetrating the male body
Female excrescence
Corporeal communism
Prepress copy
Machine/technology as third gender
Emotional values
Jewish supremacy
Art Deco
Noble blood

What a dysphoric dream – shifting, dropping, losing & searching for, things

Certificate of incompletion

Instead of trying to force yourself to do what is right/good using sheer will, try to think about how you can tap into certain things that already turn you on, and channel the (already existing) motivation toward envisioned future pathways……!

WOW! Is McKenzie Wark my sex/flesh-mate?! What’s that?? It is a “soul-mate” or “twin flame” who is more your bodily twin/partner than a psychological/spiritual/romantic match. I used to say I am a male lesbian, which is still true…… Remember?

Logic ~ language ~ flesh
Flesh ~ language ~ logic
Reverse fuckery – enchant ~ pervert ~ redeem ~ upgrade

Wark & Acker’s adventure reminds me of my pornodelic travels. E.g. Trying to create a pussy by making my dick go numb with pleasure. Very horny, and almost completely flaccid……

How spiritually refreshing & liberating it is, to read this intellectual porn!

Alternatively opening & closing, rising & falling, expanding & contracting

Smokers cough – should I back down or push through?? You spent so long staring into the abyss/void, now are you shocked that the attraction/gaze was mutual!?

They (want to) make me ashamed of who I am, because they are (already always) ashamed of themselves

It’s a great idea to watch the first episodes of different serials… in succession!

Can you inhabit her body, just by being very still, and intensely focusing your desirous gaze on it? Is it really impossible for me to become a lesbian teen? What an achievement, to take an indubitable fact and convert it into a naughty & provocative just-out-of-reach prospect… I am great indeed.

So what’s wrong with being an exhibitionist, especially in a society of prudes?

Symmetry is an illusion

I feel glad (or at least consoled) that all those people are having such a blast, even though almost everyone around (including me) is merely scraping through…

Distinguish: Wealth & Sophistication

20.9.22

louche
rakish
jaunty
antipodean
Riding crop
Going Dutch
doe
dirigible
Desultory pottering
Elemental swerve
fly ring

Being answerable to different sovereignties

21.9.22

Camel >> lion >> child
Becoming ~ overcoming ~ creating
Endurance >> destruction >> innocence
“It is so, for thus I willed it!”
Positive meaninglessness
Beyond escape/denial/sacrifice of life
The Overwoman – constellation of godesses
Pagan mythopoiesis as methodology
Rousseauean night
Beautiful errors
Temporal/open metontology
Ontic concern
Withdrawal of being
Groundless ground
The aesthetic interpretation of science

From naïve optimism to joyful pessimism

Is WHY the most important question when it comes to Walter Benjamin’s (or anybody’s) suicide? Is every suicide also a murder, like Benjamin’s?

“Jesus! We rebuke you, in the name of……”

Being: From Ontology to Ontic
Ontic: Distinguish – Metontology & Meontology ~ Heidegger & Nishida

Was Heidegger an undercover Bonhoeffer!? Spiritual assassin??

Sensation + imagination = understanding
Reason as the transcendental facade of temporal imagination

Who is your significant other, spiritually? Is it me?

A THOUSAND plateaus: I KNOW what THAT means!
DGtized
“Sounds like someone who is worth killing, slowly and many times over… “

2 pairs of twins – where do we go from here!?

22.9.22

Advanced emotions

Monastic leadership and formation process
FROM the one who makes it happen, TO holding a space where it can happen
The coaching confessional
Brokenness as crucial ingredient/catalyst for transformation!
Unemployed male single parent
Fascinated by WHY things didn’t work
Actually, we have more in common than not!
Climate coach

scrum

I am a coach who doesn’t believe in coaching – death-coach! 😁

Intellect-(ual erect)-ion

NUUXS ~ NWXS

23.9.22

Entheogenic lifestyle

The SFG is a strategy to destroy all idols, but it must also beware of becoming the ultimate idol!

I am the (pregnant) void in the lives of these (barren) cluttered people

oafish
seemliness

What is behind the pop cultural obsession with serial killers?

dildocentrism
Transcendence as an illusion within immanence
differend
Phrase universe
Being qua event
The 4 poles of a phrase
A middle without beginning or end
Being as lack/inconsistency/conflict/vagueness
Beyond dialectical becoming
Phrase-event – the inapprehensible presentation of being
Metalinguistic phrase
situable
From intentional (human) it to occurrence (non-human)
de-anthropologize
The space-time – matter/energy idiom
From syntax to parataxis
Distinguish: Presentation (the content of a phrase) & Situation (the fact of the phrase)
Passage apparatus – From sensation to determinant judgment via intuition
Heterogenous regimens/genres
Pertinent/opportune/just (albeit arbitrary) linkages
The disunited subject
The Kantian facultary subject
Reflective judgment
Logically prior
The sublime sentiment
Imagining the unrepresentable
qu’il y a
Proper perceptual distance
The culture industry/art market
The intractable remainder of the irresolvable dispute among the faculties
Theoretical apathy
On perpetually shifting ground
A melancholy teetering on the edge of nihilism
Pure multiplicity
Secondary literature
Being/reality ~ house of truth ~ human essence
Prefatory poem

Pure being when perceived (humanly) is nothingness – the non-human (cosmos) seems to us as anti-human (indifferent)!

Body & space; Mind & time – which is prior?

Non-substantial psychedelics

I am a Nietzschean, reading a book on Nietzsche Vs. Kierkegaard, written by a Kierkegaardian. I am a Lyotardian, reading a book on Lyotard Vs. Badiou, written by a Badiouian. Or, maybe I’m just dropping name-bombs! 🤪

What does the question “What is the meaning of life?” entail?

My reading philosophy is totally useless, because it is neither practically helpful in improving the quality of my life (or spiritual work), nor am I an academic philosopher, when it would have professional/economic value. Is the pursuit of truth at least enjoyable? Anyway, IDGAF! Wasting time is a good way to spend life, as long as it’s NOT the same as what most people are doing……

Phoenix/firebird

24.9.22

The fire-lion flies!

scion
potboilers

Independent spectatorship
Anti-anthropocentric, personalist cosmo-morphism
The ontology of cinema
Catholic dissident
Perceptual displacement & perpetual rejuvenation
Tragic optimism (Bazin) Vs. Atheist nihilism (Sartre)
From revenge to reciprocity
Nonindifferent ~ transformable

What comes AFTER (the ecstasy) is what really matters – bliss/peace.

26.9.22

Is being a politician the most thankless job in the world?

Dreams:
SW is visiting our home. And the toilet has a dirty puddle of water filled with cigarette buts! Could anything be more embarrassing/awkward?
Appa is sitting in the hall, talking loudly on the phone. Stally has urinated all over the place and relaxing! I am furious/disgusted……

Is there anything in between the 2 opposites – a third (mediating) element? Or is multiplicity more realistic than dualism?

Should we have a competition for the greatest tribute of all time, for someone like RF?! 😜

Who has the right to disturb me? Who do I have the right to disturb? Is love ~ non-disturbing support??

27.9.22

Archeiropoietic/parthenogenetic/indexical/iconic ~ resemblance without contact and contact without resemblance ^ analogical sign based on a mix of fact & hallucination # in this respect, Bazin’s photography enjoys a cosmological dimension, with Nature taking over the role of artist.!?,

28.9.22

Obsidian
Obitual
Romain Gavras
banlieue
Overflowing sewage
Extreme ease

Is it okay to be a silly, stupid & sullen person?

I know why Dean Moriarty abandoned Sal Paradise in Mexico (“On the Road” – Jack Kerouac) – flirting with the Devil! Dean commits moral suicide & murders their friendship, in order to make a great writer out of Sal – the aesthetic justification of death.

Which is more difficult – mastering an art-form or inventing a new art-form? What kind of stupid question is that!

The new (dis)order of things

“Live without pretending, live without offending, live without defending” (Where did you see this tattoo?)

Experts at winging it

“I am the source of your self-destruction”

29.9.22

Introvert ~ intellectual ~ leader

SFG is a micro-nutrient, like Vitamins & minerals – it is vital, required in very small quantities, but has huge effects if deficient!

Immersion >> swimming/floating >> walking on water!

Bai Lan – Bartleby lives!

Expenditure observers

Digging deep – I make my bed six feet under “rock bottom”!

Janus – are pessimism/depression and achievement/heroism, 2 sides of the same coin, of spirituality?

Before trying to answer “Who is the real Shiv Sena?”, we need to ask “What does the ‘real Shiv Sena’ mean??” And even before all this, “Are these questions ‘really worth’ asking?!” 😜

I hope you are aware that the pursuit of pleasure will also (proportionally) increase the pain, Joe……!

Sometimes, one can have more/better solitude, when with certain others.

scarify

30.9.22

The ek-sistence of man
The myth of consciousness ~ the illusory distinction of subject/object
From Philosophy (technical) to thinking (essential)
Ontological difference
From HOW things/beings are >> WHAT things/beings are >> THAT things/beings are!
Beyond the weight of beings and metaphysical representations, is BEING
Being as the concealed clearing ~ the nearness of Being ~ human essence
Toward a non-metaphysical humanism
Open resistance to humanism
Ethics as attunement to the Logos (Truth/destiny/law of Being)
The thrownness of Dasein

SHIT happens = shit happened + shit is happening + shit will happen!
S-H-I-T = Shit Happens In Time
Amen.

Bodhisattva – a pearl for swine

From language to music

Tang Ping; Gen Z; Quiet quitting; idler; slacker; Hustle culture
Reverb Nation; Dark pop

I was forced to re-treat from the retreat… Really?!

1.10.22

Spiritually hurt-retired

The chief purpose of marriage is mutual support when sick ☝🏾

What you do is right, and what you don’t do is wrong. Fuck yeah! 🤟🏾

Non-work ~ anti-work

Ghosts ~ memories ~ fragments
Abysmal freedom
Infinite approximation amid the flux of becoming
Plato-nic love
Conditions of impossibility
Hypomnemata; erinnerung
adventuress
Traces of something that never existed
Inexplicable intimations
Irreducible polysemy
The texture & sheaf of differánce
Deconstructing spatial & temporal difference/deference
A middle voice between active & passive
Metaphysical substantiality
Language minus speech; Speech minus language
Langue & langage
Repressing the multiplicity of the self
obviate

Is Derrida an analytic or continental philosopher?

Two thumbs way up!!!

2.10.22

tintinnabulation

3.10.22

How much of what we do when awake is actually unconscious!?

It only gets harder from here 😁

In order to float, you must be ready to relax, and let yourself sink

The ultimate peak has the retrospective effect of illuminating each step of the climbdown with gold!

4.10.22

Don’t change the world, just change world!
The real Pattaya was my 1,001st
This is both too high and too low, so it’s perfect

5.10.22

“Men” (2022) – JC is willing to do anything to make you love him! But, will he succeed?? He killed himself because you rejected him. Now at least, will you love him!? What would it take to get this money off my back?

7.10.22

gunwale

8.10.22

Horror as fertility inversion
The subordination of all things human to biological reality
The horror-comic dialectic

XUAR
medlar
rueful
Sexual misadventures
Indefatigable gameness
joie de vivre
Incorrigibly macho
Rabelaisian tropes
Gotterdamerung
dyingness

9.10.22

It can NEVER be a sin, to relax TOO hard!
en gros
It is my mission to share my sadness with you. To make you suffer with, in & through me!

10.10.22

Aesthetic dictatorship
Scientific morality ~ moralistic science
Irrationalists
Life Vs. Reason
Philosophy & women
The possibility (& impossibility) of all things
Making improbable assertions, while amidst the guardians of rectitude, and defending oneself in the court of public opinion

Is Shestov a Leo or a Lev?

Falling in love Vs. Making sense

Distinguish:
Sadness & Suffering
“Depression” is a lie! Or is it?

“Somewhere I belong” by Linkin Park – I have experienced the very same feeling (suffocating groundless grief) that inspired songs like this – is this just the same as the consumer getting a taste of the creator’s affect through his/her work, or is it another beast altogether?

montage
Self-misgivings
Facsimiles of life
grift
reason-ing-s
Empirical unnecessities
Genealogical unmasking
Consistent scoundrels
Is universal validity worth pursuing?
Facetious niceness
The secretly selfish
Agatha van Helsing
Dogmatic uncertainty
Ill-legitimate desires
The black pill
Immoderate curiosity
“The diary of a superfluous man”
Eternal tentativeness
The cult of lawlessness
The inevitable, the accidental and the casual
Instant classic
De-anglicization
Wilfred Bion
antilogy
Suicide survivors

Taking pride in my own pain & depravity ~ masochistic mastery!

Even the thought that nothing is new, is an old one

Are the most important issues always also the most difficult problems?

I refuse to be bullied into giving definitions (by this puny super-ego)

Should I reject all spiritual technologies?

The powerful/majority says, “whoever is not with us is against us.” While the powerless/minority says, “whoever is not against us is for us.”

Moods >> judgments 😜

Do you even know how things ought to be, let alone being able to make them so……!?

Victimhood >> vengeance >> morality >> resentment >> depression

Laws >> principles >> rules

Maybe (my) confusion & frustration is the healthiest thing there is (for humans)!

Do nihilism & narcissism go together?

The 4 options:
Upset about being upset
Serene about being upset
Serene about being serene
Upset about being serene!

Mubi is calling me, but I stumble over Netflix! And of course, Xhamster is hiding somewhere there too……

Self-deception Vs. Self-destruction – is there another way (out)?

Neurosis, psychosis and sociosis

11.10.22

Limited cultural identity and life horizon
Self-evidencing truths
Phenomenological reduction
Non-self-evident difference
mauvaise foi

The ethical is higher than the aesthetic, but the latter is closer to the religious!

Should I try to reduce my suffering or not? Should I have faith in my suffering, and go on affirming it, even though I cannot see any value in it?

12.10.22

Concealment/Apollonian/defeat Vs. Clearing/Dionysian/victory

13.10.22

Inverted simulators
Non-believing Catholic
Aseptic simulacra
Aufklärung
Demystifying the apocalypse
Enlightenment & obscene speech
Nuclear strategy is a literary problem (Derrida)
Fata Morgana
Theorize ~ fictionalize
The massification & diaspora of theology
Reproduction Vs. Production
Dark pop
A higher melancholy
(A)typical (anti-)psychotics

The beginning of the beginning; the end of the beginning; the beginning of the end; the end of the end

Reality creates fiction; fiction creates reality; reality annihilates fiction; fiction annihilates reality

The absolute limit is also the original foundation

The flow of time Vs. The ticking clock

Wordless worlds and worldless words

What is the difference between saying “Watching traffic IS an ecological duty” and “watching traffic AS ecological duty”?