Via mystica psychotica

15.1.23

• adulting
• Heroic frivolity
• Disarming (her) mistrust

• Am I not a Non-Christian in the Laruellian sense? 
• Priest suicides
• Fictional parabola

• Hot potatoes
• Raunchy clergy
• Chancy sanitation

• If you focus on enjoying, then you can’t relax better. And so, if you focus on relaxing, then you can enjoy more! 
• defloration.com
• If your body is erect, relax your cock. If your cock is erect, relax your body. 

• Do you wanna see my nipples kiss each other?!
• 16.1.23
  
  “(S)low(li)ness is the best way to express my revolt.” – Tsai
  I have given up on making New Year Resolutions, but……
  I must start regularly reflecting on, & responding to, the SFG meeting summaries. As a “leader”, that is a no-brainer, right? Well, it hasn’t struck me so strongly until now…
  
  Can I cum WITHOUT touching myself? Yes, I have. But can I do it again, and then, on command?! Is this what Alan Watts called “skill” in the pornosophy video??
  United Cup (Tennis)
  slipshod
  will-o’-the-wisp
  
  alcove
  balustrade
  sightseer ~ spiritual ogler?
  
  What/who is bellingcat?
  
  17.1.23
  
  The Open Secret – her backside is the face of Dionysus (GOD + Devil)
  distorded.com
  SHUDDER
  
  Male squirting & female erection
  Netflix tags – “sick”
  Some people get off on licking skeletons 😶‍🌫️
  
  No lyrics!? “Scourge” by Sleep is an instrumental
  Now, try the same balancing act with your eyes closed!
  I love (to hate) you…
  
  On-the-fly
  Question!
  If death is like sleeping, then _____ is like dreaming??
  
  conjuration
  “Really, can’t I do anything for you?”
  Have you ever been in the red glow of an opium den?! No, but I really want to…
  
  “And I was not at all bored!”
  Pious fraudulence
  Mysteries, uncertainties & surprises
  
  dissemble
  Non-non
  The Banshees of Inisherin
  
  18.1.23
  
  Vision-in-Black
  non-philosophizables
  Non(-One) ~ Being & Thought Vs.(Non-)One ~ cloning & force-of-thought
  
  Dungeon synth; Post-rock
  “What is it that you think you know?”
  The heart of democracy is anarchic!
  
  dissensus
  Accepting the moving constraint of necessity/mortality
  clinamen
  
  Environmental Humanities
  transjective
  Extimacy – the most intimate intimacy
  
  Eccentricity Vs. Narcissism & sovereignty
  ex-tension
  Adventurous coalition
  
  The more-&-less step
  dodecaphonism
  Identical before any reconciliation
  
  Gesamtkunstwerk ~ total work of art
  Natural language
  Truth events as fruitful disturbances
  
  Generalized auto-simulation
  Last family resemblance
  “Reduce philosophy to the state of material”
  
  Data is given, whereas facts are made
  Empirico-transcendental doublet
  Fully immanent moment ~ real transcendental instance
  
  Identity-without-fold
  Vision-in-One Vs. Philosophical decision
  Simplifying fetishisms
  
  The critique of philosophy’s realist illusion
  Insertion into a rigorous theoretical space
  …in a finally radical/positive sense
  
  Breaking out of the circle of anamnesis & teleology
  Theoretico-contemplative posture & practice
  Produce-describe new object-statements
  
  Dehiscence, predation or decay
  Non-theology
  
  19.1.23
  
  non.copyriot.com
  husky
  arpeggio
  
  Time switch
  arrondisement
  ringdove
  
  maladroit
  mate; gourd; bombilla
  Deferential dupery
  
  The safety of strangers
  Restless ghosts unrecovered from past wounds
  The mysteries, betrayals, frustrations & surprises of the flesh
  
  Pretentious dignity
  Bitter revindications
  arabesque
  
  20.1.23
  
  The purpose of meaninglessness
  A 4 year old suicide
  
  21.1.23
  
  Andy Murray just WON’T die!
  precariat
  Divide, order & rule – the strategy of hegemonic thought!
  
  Discovering the conditions & possibilities for invention
  infra-structure
  
  23.1.23
  
  backlist
  Distinguish: Post-metaphysical and Anti-metaphysical
  Euphoric Misanthropia
  
  Self-blinding for the sake of insight
  Sex + courage = love – Jane Campion
  Animal ~ child ~ woman
  
  SensualHeat – hot & heavy; kinky explorations; new passions
  White-hot flesh
  Holy Mountains – SOAD
  
  Deleuze, Derrida & Laruelle used to meet at a bar (maybe when I was a baby 👶🏾). And Derrida said Laruelle was the most radical of them!
  adversions
  caravansary
  
  dunce
  entrée
  Rahel salon
  
  née
  high-strung
  rambunctious tyke
  
  24.1.23
  
  What is the nature of the relationship between Pauline Tarn & Renée Vivien? Wait… aren’t they lesbians/lovers?? 🤪
  Sapphic verse
  Ash blond
  
  Diffidence & well-bred restraint
  Self-effacement
  The human desirous search for GOD/salvation is somewhat like my yearning & straining cock before the porn on the screen!
  
  Angelic clumsiness
  taper (n.)
  Christopher Clarey
  
  Claudio Guillen
  concierge
  Laborious harmonies
  Sensitive lunatic
  
  Cob pony
  Tableau vivant
  I shot myself ~ I feel myself ~ beautiful agony
  
  25.1.23
  
  Animacalypse
  Self-medication ~ auto-sufficiency ~ radical solitude
  Psychotic praxis
  
  Paraphilosophy
  teleonomy
  The dark fantastic
  
  Royal servants
  The yellow sign
  
  26.1.23
  
  Is apathy an emotion? Is numbness a sensation?
  Paratactic thought
  The human security regime
  
  Extro-science fiction
  slipstream
  asymptotic
  
  Unworldly insights & circular frozenness
  Philosophy in-vivo
  agentic
  
  Civilizational schizophrenia
  Complacent sanctimony
  Recombinatorial delirium
  
  Anti-architectonic
  Fanged noumena
  Rabid nihilism, cybergoth, mad black Deleuze
  
  Post-genre theory-fictions
  Cryptography
  Geo-trauma
  
  Neo-qabbalistic
  Numerical anti-language
  Radically inhuman thought
  
  A dizzying trip through unrecognisable & gripping hybrids
  Spiritual teeth
  Shamanic Nietzsche
  
  Machinic desire
  Hypervirus
  Anarchitecture
  
  Jungle cyberwarfare
  Mechanomics
  Cryptolith
  
  Non-standard nomads
  Occultures
  Chthulhu Club
  
  Qwernomics
  Tic-Talk
  Transcendental miserablism
  
  New bodily revolts
  Vita psychotica mystica
  Sudden crystallizations
  
  entlzousiastes
  nub
  Nada Nada Nada
  
  Dionysus Bacchus
  “There are only 2 kinds of people – astronomers & astronauts”
  Self-discovery ~ discovery-self ~ discover-discovery ~ self-selfie
  
  sweetmeats
  commination; cataplexis
  From staying still, to moving mindfully
  
  27.1.23
  
  Should I congratulate or condole you on this occasion?! 2nd marriage, 2nd child, etc. 😜
  A secretly revered idol
  ochre
  
  fatuous
  windrows
  The sob of ecstasy
  
  corolla
  Man is not a beast, they are monsters/demons!
  Blue-denim coveralls
  
  tabac
  Leading a threatened life
  An invalid’s elegance
  
  hauteur
  Why does the close sight of a newborn baby make me feel so miserable!?
  
  28.1.23
  
  No joi for you 2
  I met a paper lotus in Kauvery Hospital. It reminded me of the marble fish from The King in Yellow
  Porn + nofap = ?
  
  The pessimism olympics
  Ex-Schopenhauerian
  Characterology
  
  No escape from self-torment
  Meta-tragedy
  Heroic despair
  
  velleity
  Hypochondriacal whiner
  Hedonic calculus
  
  Asemic writing
  
  29.1.23
  
  Is there any ending for death itself?
  “Looks can kill ~ the movement of my eye toward what it will focus upon is not the shifting of one object in relation to another object, it is a march toward the real” ~ the evil eye
  
  31.1.23
  
  “Everybody will be salted with fire”
  I guess you’re facing the repercussions!
  The mouth-feel is laughably good
  
  Concept album
  sheff
  sous-chef
  
  commensal
  Poetic justice is a cruel joke
  
  1.2.23
  
  The moment your love ends, my love begins!
  enrapt
  Taylor Swift is a genius…!?
  
  Story-songs; Rock operas
  Longform listens
  backmasking
  
  The permanent teen slacker
  
  2.2.23
  
  Temple activist
  The bleeding/cutting edge
  Deeply orthodox and radical!!
  
  You ever thought about doing that professionally!?
  The circumcision papers
  Tell me about the person you’re playing…
  
  You make me beautiful
  distraite
  gamines & urchins
  
  Feral cameo
  Art Vs. Family
  Distinguish: Fey & Fay
  
  Fated to die soon
  
  3.2.23
  
  Visual identity
  Lascive
  Lilith
  
  4.2.23
  
  hack
  apocalypticism
  I’m madly in anger with you 💗
  
  They’re just a bunch of fucking losers, but they’re MY losers!
  
  5.2.23
  
  Sanguine Epiphany
  All doctors should be shot on sight! – why does UGK say this?
  Truth AND dare!
  
  I’m doin’ it (not just with woman/women, but) with LUST herself!
  
  9.2.23
  
  sirenic
  
  11.2.23
  
  Palette cleanser
  Eat what you kill
  Hermes Trismegistus
  
  The Batman who laughs
  Black kryptonite
  Matchstick man
  
  12.2.23
  
  failsafe
  Will you laugh with me or at me?
  Frenemies
  
  Worst friends
  The human is the mask. Time to rip it off and show your true face!
  
  13.2.23
  
  Satisfactorily left mysteriously unresolved
  denkverbot
  
  14.2.23
  
  epekeinaphor
  What if Jesus was a lunatic, demoniac & divine?!
  
  16.2.23
  
  blowsy
  NOLA
  looky-loo
  
  touristy
  soused
  TL;DR
  
  two-hander
  Trauma drama
  causeway
  
  Did the Joker have any role to play in Heath Ledger’s suicide??
  The mind’s eye
  A strangely uncertain light
  
  Summer twilight
  Rapture ~ perplexity
  Thisness/suchness/isness
  
  Miracle is simply the religious name for event
  What I had read of the accounts of others suddenly acquired a new meaning – it flashed across my mind, “THIS is what the mystics mean by…!”
  Black light ~ mysterious haze ~ inconspicuous background ~ indescribable threat
  
  What it is, ‘cause it is what it is ~ this is this is this
  Sechehaye’s Renée
  The tortuous highway of dazzling unreality
  
  The North-South Auroras Vs. The East-West Sun
  Whirling phantoms on an infinite plain
  Wouter Kusters’s black light ~ Laruelle’s foundational blackness
  
  Childish Sciences
  Traditional cosmologies
  Balance artists ~ anonymous astronauts
  
  International dateline
  Enlightened viewers
  It’s all just a game of Risk that’s gone out of hand!
  
  Reality Vs. EXistenZ
  Excursion forms
  Once you’ve crossed out all the fantasies, what you’re left with is one big carnival.
  
  Total impersonation
  Didly-squat, through the grapevine
  He doesn’t know me!
  
  Dead faith, dead hope, dead love, dead joy, dead peace, dead truth, dead goodness, dead beauty, dead justice, dead order, dead progress, dead survival, dead life, dead people, dead society, dead planet, dead future, dead present, dead past, etc., etc.
  ONLY death is alive NOW!
  
  Fortunately, the Light will never be entirely extinguished, and pure black doesn’t exist
  But who is really left?
  Alleen
  
  Psychonautics
  Auto-ethnography
  Am I still here if I am alone?
  
  17.2.23
  
  Independent global thinktank
  ஒத்தா, கேணப்புன்ட!
  
  18.2.23
  
  The line between mega-hit and complete flop is almost indiscernible!
  
  19.2.23
  
  From definitive hypotheses to heuristic strategies
  Bio/zoo/cosmo-sophy
  Delusions of Saviour
  
  Soilwork
  Mad detachment
  via mystica psychotica
  
  Desynchronization ~ water time
  From evocation to invocation
  Alternative perceptual terms
  
  From “looking at” to “beholding”
  Non-communal knowledge
  Un-image-ination
  
  Demonstrate powerlessness!
  Thought, perception & creation BECOME one seamless whole
  Ordinary reality sandwiched (SQUEEZED) between dream & art
  
  Method for achieving & experiencing “real being”
  ONE is in-finity = 0
  extricate Extricate EXTRICATE
  
  Experiencing things that are not there, and thinking thoughts that are nonsensical
  D(a)emonic (spiritual) emergence
  Make your OWN soma juice