Month: April 2023

28.3.23

pompom
puerile
metier
disport, repast, pageant, pastime
frigate
spun glass
facetious
taffeta
arabesque, curlicues
tinctorial
escutcheon
sou
periwinkle
condign
agent provocateur
pasha
plash

The hauteur of a hunchback without a hunch
A well-bred suicide
Of unknown origin

First sink into it, then you will start floating!

29.3.23

lurid
autofiction

Bid me to live
Gloating disloyal friends

Peak-plateaus
THIS low maybe better than THAT high
Why does your face go numb then?
DO the lessest
You can do whatever you want to RELAX x
For fine folks with good hearts and curious minds
Sacred music protected from thieves

7.4.23

worklessness
Impersonal neutrality ~ the outside
Unconscious materiality
Utter fatigue and sleepless exhaustion

8.4.23

il y a
illeity
Becoming mortal
Atheist transcendence
Ungraspable facticity of dying

The futility of suicide

Pantisocracy

10.4.23

Total artwork
Systemprogramme ~ symphilosophy
“Suck my tongue” – Dalai Lama
The vertiginous disappointment of absolute freedom
Divinatory criticism
It is equally fatal to the spirit to have a system and not to have a system. It will simply have to decide to combine the two.
mock-heroic ~ travesty
tragicomedy ~ comitragedy
counterconcepts
The urbanity of dialogue
The fragment as project
Form ~ subject + content ~ object

parabasis
infinition
dieretic
savoir vivre
bathos

Sex + suicide ≈ Sinner!

11.4.23

Khalistani sympathiser
Subterranean radicalism
Sikh ghar vapsi
Bhindranwale 2.0
Farcical frenzy
The parodic dissolution of aesthetic absolutism
decreation
The Athenaum as clandestine companion
Romantic naivete & the achievement of meaninglessness
In quest of the ordinary
Stanley Cavell
The importance of unrealized/impossible ideals
‘So romantics dream revolution, and break their hearts’ – the detheologized re-enchantment of the world
Fragmentary realization
Autophilosophy
Conditions of (im)possibility
Staccato muscularity
Futuricity of fragments
The restless futural movement of worklessness
Cosmetic gynecology

Sexual violence ≈ Unbelievable

Stirring up the depths, by rubbing on the surface

tizzy
tosh
palki

12.4.23

3 modes of response to feeling miserable – 1. Sink – become bitter & resentful with self-pity & loathing 2. Float – wallow dreamily in the mud 3. Swim – fight to regain a lively sense. Optimally, 1 should be less than 2 or 3.
2 & 3 should be more or less equal (1:2:3 ~ 20:40:40%)

While always being aware of the black abyss, keep doing the superficial stuff as a necessary evil & practical survival – the unreal as of secondary importance, and a pragmatic concession

tacky
caterwauling
skulk
praline
pensum
venery
bestrid
dramaticule
aporetics
ephectic

The achievement of romanticism as promise
From the actual to the eventual everyday
The work of death
Translator as traitor
hoping AGAINST Hope
Imprisoned by emancipatory narratives
Paratactic formulae
Positive nothingness ~ negative meaning
Apolitical decadence as radical praxis
Austere messianism
Black gusto
Nothing is funnier than unhappiness:
Laughter is the sound of language trying to commit suicide, but being unable to do so…
Mortal tedium
Groucho Marx
Why these vain stories?
…and yet, we can’t not go on
Nothing is more real than nothing
Impersonal, neutral, indifferent voice
The third person

Forget (wanting to be) happy, brother Joe!

13.4.23

My death will fuck time up! I am also one of those Sex Criminals (adult comic)

I am no(O)ne

Do you love me enough, to watch a few serial episodes (that you’ve already seen), along with me?

Love, according to Charles Manson! (Mindhunter S02 E05)

From mystical unity to mad plurality
Something is happening
Fire >< flames
The psychosis (who) moves like a tiger
Suffering from delusions ~ touched by GOD ~ possessed by the demon ~ the fatal cure
XTC
Writing yourself out – live report
Coincidentia oppositorum
Everything is, therefore everything is, of equal importance
Dead reckoning

cerulean
in~tension → extensional monsters

2 cubed is 8K or 8D

You’re smoking pure air now!

Write it down, but later… not now.

The midas touch freezes the lava flow

Open the Eye

Absolute affirmation, beyond positive & negative

You have no clue how thin the ice you’re all walking on, really is! But I have been – UNDERNEATH……

14.4.23

Such a claim comes close to the truth, but NOT for the reasons it imagines!
I have become a name 😐
The utopian moment of ever-deferred reconciliation

How did this happen ~ Science.
Why did this happen ~ Religion
What just happened? ~ Philosophy

16.4.23

Homer Vs. Socrates
From unknowing to non-knowing
Generic salvation
Classical blank verse
The philosophical ambitions of musical tone poems
Coleridgian conversation poem
The 2 master-words of Wallace Stevens’s poetics – real & imagination
Poetry is the exploration of philosophical abomination
Realism/anti-realism debate
Realism is a corruption of reality
worldhood
This time of dearth ~ culture of nihilism
The theory of poetry is the life of poetry. The theory of poetry is the theory of life.
Theoreticist relation
Are (some) fictions true (unequally)?
Double mimesis
From medley to mêlée
The idea of the self
The ec-static self
From fiction to magic
The Sur-real
Poems authored by the sun

Sex ~ sects

seriatim
enjambement
factum

17.4.23

Jazmine St. Cocaine
The vulgate of experience
The therapeutic value of the critical task
Cold restraint & rugged simplicity

scrofulous
vinous
sward
truckle
periphrastic

18.4.23

UnHerd

19.4.23

Gloriously illiterate
Post-romantic
Shoe-gaze
Melancholy questionings on regenerate humanity
Idiotise oneself
An aggressive scepticism which was beautifully sincere
The supernormalities of genius
Intuitionalists Vs. Soul-paupers
Somnolent mysticism
Loose/evil liver
Heavy tragedian of sex-antagonism
Matrimonial misery
Erotic humor
Joy-mingled disgust
The pleasant relief of the spiritual aristocrat
Bacchanalian invocations
Aphrodite Pandemos
The unendurable journey of duty
Sleeping-draught
Rude health
Iconoclast Vs. Idolater
Unimpaired autocracy
Anarchic hostility

Deliberate mut(il)ation

This life is one big/long/slow comedown!

The misogynist as woman-worshipper

nescience
dichtung
tyro
coadjutor
ague
gnome
cuirass
fjord
inapt
willowy
sibilant
epithet
cutter
offal
bêtise
gasconade
doggerel
cant

20.4.23

tweener
bivouac

intenser

21.4.23

Three extremes

JUST reading!
(Fuck comprehension)

Countless combinations

“I have died ~ 11 times”

Unscientistic/generic science
Science decenters
From REALITY to the Real
Ultra-realist
Infinitely eff*able
Realization via de-idealization
Man as non-human/utopian
philosomorphism
alter-humanism/pluri-humanism
Expansive indefinition/mutation
philosophie brute
From learned ignorance to unlearned knowledge
Keatsian stupidity
Churlish & duplicitous
Initiation as illusion
Performative consistency
“The ambition of creating a new genre is the deepest consistent core of all my undertakings.”
intro-ducere
Metaobstruction ~ creative constraints
Defocusing film
Theories as merelogical parts of the Real
para~logic
Meinongian jungle
Overt pseudoscientific style
Dogma 95 Manifesto
Monstrous thinking/animal thought
Wonder ~ horror
anim(aliz)ation
Heretical treatments of philosophy
The materializing posture sidesteps the aporia
Tangential structure
From representation to revisioning
Modelist explosion
Kailee Morgue

Is Laruelle the perfect nihilist?

The rejection of the unborn – what is the opposite of adoption?

Distinguish: Disappointment & Anti-climax

ludic
manqué
trilemmas

Sapphophilia by Lesbionic

22.4.23

disturbia
beau

Dead ringer ~ spitting image
Proof of concept
Money shot
Weaponized pop
Passion project
Found family
Literal ~ opaque
Double-exposure
I just don’t know what to do with myself
Distracted from distraction by distraction

From palimpsest to tabula rasa

I think I got a girl-crush – a different kind of love…
We could have a slumber party just for two
You can remove all my clothes and never see me naked… See me for real

Goodness me!

There is no shame in falling off, when you’re dancing on the cliff-edge!
I’m gonna crucify you some more tonight 😎
Coma + Breakdown (GNR) – on a loop!

24.4.23

I wanna feel what it’s like to be in your skin, when that’s being done…

Girls like girls like boys do… nothing new!
I’m not in love, I’m just a little drunk on you
All I wanna say is I’ve got the real thing, and nothing else matters… I love you like that.

Will you be a nihilist with me?
The arrogation of voice
Recreate your audience
Philosophy’s flight from the ordinary
Grounds for discussion
Philosophy & autobiography as 2 sides of the same coin
Systematic abdication
Guiding intuitions
Diaspora sensibility
Studied casualness
Perverse native aversion
Distracted from distraction by distraction
Inconsequential response
Manipular attempts
As good as dead
Interrogating arrogance
Authorial breath
Harriet Taylor (Mill)
Substitute accompanist
Melodrama of the unknown
Number theory
Glad unsayability
This is simply what I do
Childhood as a madhouse of/for playing to the death
The excessive moment
The finesse of formal intimacy

“To interpret silence as delay – that is, to refuse to see that sometimes there is nothing to say – may be tragic.”

How is it like to act as someone who puts on the human act?

Halakha
innerness/seriousness
misencounter
betoken
Inside dopesters
prorogation
conservatory
cantor
High holidays
Rosh Hashanah
shofar

Solo games

stobriety

Isolation is our commonness

25.4.23

Book of Dzyan
proem
Society is illusion
Enforced harmony of egoisms
The pleasure-pain calculus

The latent masochism in hedonism!

27.4.23

……because, I STILL like it!
Semiotic danger
Loundon loon
Yiddish theater
Furtive legitimacy
Ecstatic improvisation
Clinical Vs. Critical
The desire to become anonymous
Autobiographizing/signing the world
Finding your own neutrality
Calorie conscious

Abyss ~ labyrinth ~ void; Bleak → Black → Blank

I can show you (how to treat yourself) as an object (as opposed to subject)

shtetl
eclat
ambassadress
Lethe
battery

Stallion ~ Stally (Daschund); Cavalier ~ Cavell (Stanley)