Helter Skelter, my dear CM!

28.4.23

“Reality as the supreme fiction”
deanthropocentrize
zoosemiotics
Double parricide
Unconscious creator
Natural force as vera causa
Instinctive choice
Ugly bitch
Living fossils
Non-verbal language & inarticulate impulses
Natural justice
Darwin’s unique emotional engagement with Nature
Literary counsel
Multiple orgasms
Carnivorous plants
Imaginative adventure
Delightfully eccentric
Zoocentric metaphysical play
Gregor Samsa
Demythifying (adj.) wonder
Blackstar
Roy Batty & Sarah Connor monologues
Magick treatise
Homeric amazement
Antediluvian fauna
Tierra del fuego
Wind-sculpted trees
Elective affinities
The Descent of Man
Sexual selection
Male nipple ~ female navel
Wholesale scale
The mania for totalization in the face of finitude
Art as confrontation with Reality ~ The cruel duty of giving offence
Non-positivist hermeneutic
proto-poststructuralist
Metaphysics ~ mythopoiesis
Poetics of Nature
Derridean freeplay
The absent action of force
Reading ~ decoding
Fossils as inscriptions
Geo-history – erasures, traces, superimpositions, blanks, etc.
Scuttling ancient (therefore “sacred”) preconceptions
Os coccyx & absent tail
Anachronistic residues in/of the human body
Human emotions ~ animalistic expressions
Primitive/brutal (not just ancient/human) glimmers

misprision
constative
prosopopoeia
diabole
Whig
invidious
cosmicism
coign
ferity
undefaced
subsidence

Speculation: Market ~ Nature

The human as mask – if so, worn by what!?

Distinguish: Non-knowledge & Ignorance

What is this? – Philosophy
Why is this? – Religion
How is this? – Science

How many explosions have you swallowed (yet)?

Boycott the IPL – even the commentary is invaded by advertising!

Darwin > scientist

Compare & contrast the world voyages/explorations of Darwin & Blavatsky

A veritable spiritual teratoma

The unlimited freedom of Nothingness
I decide who I would be tonight!
If you could choose whichever time & place to live in, wouldn’t you choose this very one?!

29.4.23

de(i)cide ⚠️

Spiritual camouflage & infiltration

True fiction Vs. False reality

In between species……! 😳

Ambiguity → authenticity

Do you promise to keep your promises?

Ring the middle finger

Protein ~ protean

crummy
capon

Human monstrosities
Black sheep ~ atavism/reversion
Hybrids of discordance & exaggeration
Circular metaphorics
The beau-ideal
From essential characteristics to accidental variations
Deific analogy
Eugenic breeder
Unintentional transformations
Human culling as natural selection
Twilight conditions – intoxication, somnambulism, delirium, etc.
Double consciousness
Cybernetic grammatology
Bored to tears
Empty signifier

See how this feels
I gotta remember how it feels to be someone new

30.4.23

First responders
Senseless shooting
Christian trade unions
Virgin future
Sentiments: Play-acting Vs. Vital
Choose ~ invent
Negative definition
Stern optimism

Trembling & twitching ~ terrible & tragic

“You can’t do what you like all the time!” – who said this?

Have you ever pissed/shat yourself, as an adult?

You alone are solely responsible for your cowardice/hypocrisy
Superhuman resignation
Bad & good misunderstandings

Truth as fiction that closely adheres to reality
Innocence/child ~ idiocy/fool
Even refusing to decide is a choice

If you keep on running on the rim, then you will cause the cup to brim over…… and very soon!
CHOOSE Your morality 🙋🏿‍♀️
But Joe! THIS is what YOU have chosen

Bad faith
Liberating “freedom”
You cannot NOT will your own (ever-increasing) freedom

She is THE incarnation of the value of passion
A freedom BEYOND responsibility
This objection is at once true & false

Invent the value of inventing the inventor of values
NOTHING can save him from himself
Libidinous Mia Malkova

GOD hit me on the lip today!

WHY does Vimeo NOT have watch history feature (like YouTube)? Or, is there a “deep reason” BEHIND this?

Let me make it clear you’ll have this: You’re the souvenir of sadness…
Back then ~ stand up; Nobody knew in the schoolyard ~ nobody’s dying to save you.
Now then ~ speak up; You have grown up to be this hard ~ nobody’s waiting to see you.
Go then ~ wake up; Walk through this world with your heart scarred ~ nobody’s working to pay you.

School-ed ~ de-School

I know how to dream with my eyes open

2.5.23

I’m an Ultra Films fan! What you are seeing here is what is called “mutual worship” 😁

Man is the eye (self-consciousness) of Nature – the One ~ Vision-in-One

Why would anyone ever want to do things that way!??

Meta-cruelty ~ the spiritual criminality of negligence

WHY do you want (to know the) truth??

Dividual ~ Imperson; Indistinction ~ Indecision
Ushuaia ~ the end of the world
Immanence ~ materialism ~ realism
Championing a weirder thought
Blissful horror
Unidirectional/univocal/immanent ~ Oblivious/autistic/prophylactic
…perhaps the only non-digital thinker we have!
Lucky loser
Rigorous immanence
Dictatorship of the meek
Immanence Vs. Difference
Identity ~ commonality
Uncoupling the thing from itself
Maddeningly monotonous
Ascetic withdrawal & cryptic ontology
The static, final & pre-emptive nature of non-standard action
The oldest prejudice
Hot sauce

Crazy models
The inverted mountain peak

4.5.23

We need to (learn how to) live, WITHOUT knowing what life is…
An intelligence that is BEFORE knowledge!

Animal Psychology ~ rude reasoning
Proto-moral instincts in social creatures
Hereditary will
Eating flowers
Survival instinct Vs. Will to power (drive to pure prestige)
Infantile polymorphously perverse sexuality
Rotpeter
Ontological self-interrogation
Demythify the false doubles
Maturity ~ notoriety
Physiological autobiography
The dangerous profligacy of the tragic
Backward inference ~ governing desideratum
Gilles de Rais

tartufferie
asseverations
maenad
sparagmos
punctilio
sangfroid
lapsus
proleptic
lagniappe
foison
aubade

Sacred/Night games

5.5.23

The politics of filth
Demonstration beyond articulation
Bodily intelligence as unconscious knowledge
There is a deep core of the soul, where no light enters nor can enter
Language distorts, even conceals, reality
Case vignettes
Experiential mini-conversions
What needs to take place, takes place, if you let it happen
The analyst’s expert-anxiety
Truth as that which lies on the other side of the known
The pathological nucleus
Energic investments & transformations
Self-reconfigurations
From cure to conversion
I need to find a way to change my life
From therapy to analysis
Impossible waiting
Loving your own unconscious
Transforming one’s own relationship to desire
banalization
Weirding revolution
Life-threatening conversations

Body ~ real ~ black → Mind ~ thought ~ white (NO vice-versa). From psycho-somatic to somato-psychic!

What could be more real than physical pain??

An itch produced (generated & sustained) by, scratching!
Kimiko
Spiritual stripteaser

Tetralogos
I remember this hair
Lie down! I want to please you.

entelechy – the principle/law/force of self-organization

6.5.23

Thought: Believing >> knowing >> seeing

8.5.23

Life is MORE than food, and the body MORE than clothing – Spirituality/Religion
Life = food, body = clothing – Capitalism/materialism
Life < food, body < clothing – (Non-)Philosophy/Radicalism

Dark(ness of) motivation

Being a hedonist is hard work!? 😅

Self-mutilation Vs. Self-destruction – choose!

Over-achieving socialite

Pleasant ~ please ~ pleasure

Mild(er) (over-)heating

Does prayer require (the existence of) GOD?

“I want to test your depth!” – The script in this porn video is very profound! 😉

absurdism
Theater of comic menace (& satirical malaise)

9.5.23

Blow my mind, or else……!
The revolution industry
“I live in a world where anything is possible.” – Rick Rubin
Professional voyeur
creche-fication
Kitsch reverence
Tactile illusions
Eco-archeologists and evolutionary retrogression
Reconstructive neurosis
fac-differend

wholography

diorama
trundle
driftwood
barf

10.5.23

With great suffering comes great power!

12.5.23

nautch-girl
Illion
dactylic
Quantitative hexameter
Iambic foot
sloka
vizier

The supramental sage of India ~ 1872 – 1950
Savitri ~ Mother?
Mantras
Modern Scriptures
Essays Human & Divine
Amusingly humorous, mundane, frivolous & nonsensical verses
Classical tongues
Bande Mataram
Satirizing surrealism
Measureless measure
Gayatri mantra
Incomplete plays
That was during his revolutionary period……
The sylvan witch-poet

Sri Aurobindo makes me feel like (I am) nothing! But, do I love or hate him (or both!), for this??

Lust is an intense thirst! Have you ever felt it – the parched cave within?

13.5.23

Flirtatious criticism that’s near blasphemous
Surreal & fatalistic incidents
Human evolution & the spiritualization of matter
“Nature is in the habit of delivering miracles”
Transitional beings
Complex hierarchy of subtle worlds between the superconscious & subconscious
anantaguna
Overmind
A rigorous science of the subjective domain
mahas
A book as a force-field!

mastiff
swathe/swaddle
frequentative

Is not the idea of GOD/spirit/immortality/perfection/eternity just another mirage of the dehydrated man in the merciless desert?? But does this also mean that thirst proves the reality of water?! Sure, but “satisfaction” is another matter altogether, isn’t it? Is the Fall the cause of our failure to find what we are looking for, is it rather the desire/pursuit/hope itself which is the ultimate illusion?

Ubiquitous manifestations of genius

Integral yoga ~ synthesizing the materialist & ascetic impulses

14.5.23

The ego/persona is nothing but the mask worn by the id/shadow!

15.5.23

Rick Rubin & Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche

Enlightenment is closer to death, than to life, isn’t it?

Einar Solberg & Alcaraz Garfia

Rock vocals

The human as the universe’s eye/-witness

Fabian Maroszan
Akola
Nakba
runoff

16.5.23

Apparently solid (self)
Incessant mental gossip
Basic sanity
Pure reaction
There is no need for the struggle to prove one’s existence
To study with……
Mannerless brat ~ great hero
Your life situation as your guru
Innate wisdom
escapology
Transcendental sense
Super-illusion
Expose our raw & rugged qualities
Commitment to openness
The professional ego
Going beyond the call of duty
Post-romantic
Gloriously illiterate
Melancholy questionings on human regeneration
Conventional imitation
The supernormalities of the exceptional
Healthy idiotism

Self = mind = fear

From spiritualizing matter to materializing spirit

Repression of the animal → demonic possession!

Maybe it is good/ideal that most people are productive, and only the few are creative!?

Artificial hunger

dichtung
nescience
tyro
coadjutor
Grizzled gnome

17.5.23

Sculpt yourself by doing what you like – strategically…

Situational limitations + making new/different connections between the various dots + thinking outside the box = creativity!

Triangle:
Health-hygiene
Chores-hobbies
Indulgence-relaxation

18.5.23

theriac
transfinites

19.5.23

Sexology → (sexuality) → sex
Re-(verse e)volution

Variant justices

sui generis
iterability
recrimination
alterability

World → earth → planet
Nothing is less certain
Mineral life
Ontological experience
Radicalizing hope (& despair)
There are no pure times.
The history to come
Spatial temporality (& temporal spatiality)
Mortal germs & hidden gems
Spectral ontology

20.5.23

augury
pediment
Cortical homunculus

Cruelfiction

The laws of the void
Collective sexual body
Cellular death ~ creative suicide
pre-established
Object-cathexis
Personal prehistory
You’re the reason I feel dead

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

21.5.23

Distinguish:
Violence
&
Cruelty

Nothingness as coperceptible reality

It is better/greater to be a spiritual failure than a worldly success

The critic as failed artist

threnody
hebetude
quietive
Non-existence

22.5.23

adytum

Deceive ~ create ~ Deceive

Entertain ~ manipulate

GORE:
The nothingness of pleasure
&
The pleasure of Nothingness

Career mommies

Sleep, read, fuck, repeat ♾️
When not sleeping, read or fuck,
When not reading, sleep or fuck,
When not fucking, read or sleep……
Amen.

25.5.23

From epistemological relativism to ontological pluralism!

Scratch language

From the seen to the seer to the seeing to vision!

NOW, the body penetrates/fucks/grasps the mind (instead of the upside-down status quo)

We CAN do nothing.

“A dirty mind should never be wasted!” – Ersties

“Thought & word are nothing but sound/vibrations” – UGK

26.5.23

“You have a right to be mad!” (Nurse to bawling newborn)

Placental tumor
Are you serious?
Let’s try the other side
I don’t want to do room. I want to die.
What are you doing? I don’t know
Breaking Metal

My purpose is authentic death

27.5.23

Thinking ← I am ← It! (Thinking ~ perception/imagination + feeling/suffering)

Convert boredom into a hallucinogenic drug

Allow the demon to break through/out this bio-shell

Make your skin as sensitive, thin & permeable to the fire as possible. Then hold the burning for as long as you can.

My life is my art-work, a dark sky with scattered twinklers, and no lines to hook them all up!

But… am I not more humble than you?

An erect cock, an aching head, and an empty heart……….

30.5.23

no-ledge

31.5.23

Power + pleasure = meaning! 😈

Ad infinitum ~ ad nauseum

At the centre of the void is the whirlpool

Legalism → antinomianism → anomie!

Social morality Vs. Spiritual wisdom Vs. Nihilation-ing
Yes, the (my) house has 3 levels. But MY room is in the (underground) foundation!

DMVV ~ those (miserable) souls who are “dead to the world”, because they have rejected the “ideology of happiness” (Zizek)
The challenge is, (developing) the stamina to continue existing, without giving in to the twin temptations of suicide or conformity (navigating between Scylla & Charybdis).
To just keep on observing the waves – screams for relief/release/end…… ⏳🌀🌊

Life is nothing but processual death! Dying ~ living……….

Sanamahism
She’s flirting with death right in front of him!
Honesty is a scorpion
Why is IT called a “pussy”??

Laruelle is UGK trained in Continental Philosophy! 🤤
Let all your inner goddesses come out and dance
Pious pagan
Cringe comedy
Unsanify → in-sanity

1.6.23

The body is NOT what you think it is

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

2.6.23

My intellect is a black diamond

“In filth it shall be found.” – Alchemy

OMG! That mouth is so talented…

This body likes to read

Murdering crows is also a hobby

Go club
Anti-solar life forms

3.6.23

congener
gyrovague

7.6.23

Truth/discovery/science and fiction/invention/art are just 2 equivalent images or representations of the Real!

The objectivity of subjects and the subjectivity of objects

Alternating ground & objects within the field of one’s perception

enstasis
dromology
nunc stans
pur sang
Ormuzd

Ego-trip
high noon

Am I feeling, turbulently calm or placidly agitated, right now??

Solipsistic argumentation

“It MAY be!”

Do you see what I mean?

8.6.23

Dice-player
differend
vade-mecum
James McGill Vs. Saul Goodman
Turn subtitles on, and then watch the movie WITHOUT subtitles!
Womb ~ chora ~ womb
The mirror/shadow world
Quantum determinations
jai alai
You cannot live without loving. Yes, BUT you also cannot love without living, isn’t it?!
Quahnahuak
Obscene concourse
actionista