Month: February 2024

10.12.23

Could it be that the followers of Jim Jones were right?

Hand bra

What will the pornstar of the 2050s look like?

contretemps

inopportune

quay

The spectralization of agency

Traversing (rather than dismissing) positivity

A thought-praxis of negativity as the condition for a rearticulation of subjectivity/agency

Non-dialectical negativity

Love/fuck ~ hate/kill

Skynd

From deflationary concept to political valence

The expropriation of positivities via immanent rupture

Thwarted messianism

Autobiography as polemical manifesto

Ultra-negativity beyond super-essence

Radicalized excess

Failed erection & flat tripping

Affirmative deconstruction

Disarticulating foundational structures

Fantasms of closure

Recapitulative & controlling economy

Reaffirm by choosing

From acceptance to selection

Unpropitious circumstances & the politics of dissidence

Inventing new(er) forms of urgency

The necessary moment of political decision

Financialization as real abstraction

11.12.23

It’s cool to commit suicide due to physical suffering, but could psychological hurt be so severe?! I don’t think I’ve experienced that kinda purely emotional pain……

13.12.23

Usually, people give themselves the freedom to be whatever society allows them. Instead, in my life, I give society only that freedom which I allow it to have!

Compare/contrast:
Bataille’s Guilty
&
Metallica’s Unforgiven

I must scream, but I have no mouth!

Lucid dreaming the mysticism of shit

14.12.23

palette, tincture

Lantern jaw

chitter

shuck

Gorrister, Nimdok

slaver (v.)

15.12.23

Competition in failure

16.12.23

Truth is a scorpion, freedom is a rattlesnake and love is a bitch

RunawAI antigenesis

The comforts of idiocy

The ambition to shock

“OMG: Oh My God” Vs. “Aankhon Dekhi”

sahaja sthithi, turiya avastha

17.12.23

Avadhuta Gita

To what extent is Madhepura exposed to pornography?

Predetermined choices

18.12.23

demisexual

The arsonist choir

Sublimation is probably worse than ideology

MY sun is THE God

factoids

Giving up is better than giving in…?

19.12.23

Loss of naïvety → loss of innocence → loss of life

The universe ≈ torture device ≈ naked woman

Look at your shit before flushing it

AI ~ Artificial Insanity

Intensity differentials

Redundancies & singularities

Are all the so-called mysteries just mirages??

An eloquent murmur of doubt

What is the relation between what is and what is not?

Cosmotheandrism

Holy indifference – renouncing renunciation – truthfulness for its own sake!

Venturing beyond belief

Satyakama

Seeing RED → Being BLACK

Inconsistent machinations

Experience/insight & discourse/dialogue

Feverish rigor stretching the soul

Pause, turn within, & rethink

vedasya-antah

The radical departure of the peripatetic singer

Name → speech → mind → ?

The stunned imagination

Fishnet abstractions

Gnosticism/Laruelle & Advaita/Mukunda Rao

Would you seek the truth, even if it was not salvific?

brahmavadinis

Non/anti-inheritance

The Supreme (is not a) self

Unconscious intelligence

From knowing the truth, to being known by the truth, and to be(come) truth

Insight-without-seer

The bright-night & the dark-day

Death is the best (& only true) teacher of life

Narada, Nachiketa

Knowledge as gnostic-existential thrust as opposed to epistemological lust

20.12.23

My Izara is a different one from yours, dear! 😈

Misadventure → fiasco → catastrophe

After so long………. Exhaustion! But not again, for very long, if not forever 😅

My preference for spiritual (over physical) travel has been revindicated

Yes, I do know myself!

These men are both castrated/emasculated and also very fertile/reproductive! 😜

21.12.23

wattled

barbel

gawky

lope

The perfect fall

Attractively unusual

Yeti, sasquatch

tunic

watermark

breathy

Dylar receptors

Human test-animal

grubby, tacky

Cultivate your taste

Fitfully brilliant

Masterclass interviews

“I lapse into terrible reveries”

“Death is odd-numbered”

Is the callous dismissal of all wild conspiracy theories itself the greatest theoretical conspiracy?

Super-unleaded

Martyr + murderer ≈ Marturer

Can I forget my own death, when I don’t remember my birth?

22 12.23

Watched “Anatomy of a Fall” @ CIFF last night! WOW…… My interrogation in Bihar (by Child Protection officials) + Babbette’s confession in White noise + the contention between Salome & me regarding the (decision to have a) baby + Anti-Christ (Lars von Trier)

The third ear & second skin

Neon & A24 got my back

The infantile scream/cry and the adult growl/groan

Women like babies, just like guys like babes!

I invert the balance between leisure & work ≈ 2.5:1 😎

Indian National Developmental Inclusive Alliance (INDIA)

sine die

23.12.23

Timenergy

Iconic waypoints

Identarian expression

Attention economy

Marketing ~ propaganda

Competing interests and constant calculations

Consumer demographic

Presentist mindset

Passion projects

(ap)parent

soli(ci)tude

Mass-society & population-thinking

24.12.23

Jungle music

Katarsun

Landian

: :

December 20th, 2023 is when I was adopted (as a father)

Collaborative article

Chthonic axiomatics

K-think Q-war

Sentient coma

Xenoculture kit

Are Accelerationism and Post-humanism the same?

True South

Qwernomics Loa

Nymphetamine

Kerrang

Cryptography of geotraumatics

Thaumaturgy

ASCII 32 SETI

Sub-organizational pattern

Model/apparatus Vs. Machine/singularity

Rigorous de/en/re-coding

Science friction & social tension

twin-pincers

Fusional multiplicities

Quantum swirls/spontaneous swarms

Echidna Stillwell & Clyve Barker

Omnicide

Theorroristic Ascesis

plexion

anorganics, unlife

Geocosmic unconscious as traumatic megasystem

Hypermaterialist vocabulary

regression, disavowal

Plutonic vulcanism

Non-local touch

Over-excitation is anti-climax

Chthelll

Xanadu

Extraterrestrial oceans

saurian

Extralingual phonetics

Sheer numeracy/pure sequence

Melancholeric refusal

Reveries of a Solitary Walker; Theory of the Solitary Sailor

inquietude

Radical departure

Biographical anti-philosophy

Mineral poetics

Tear along the dotted line

Repetition & fluency

Criteria of effective rebellion

Subjectivation ~ immobilization

circumscription

Restricted action

organon/canon

From conceptual schema to lived rhythm

Gilles Grelet

The nothing-but-human Vs. Synthetic anthropoids

inveigle

philosophy-world/world-philosophy

The regime of the mixed

Non-conceptual symbol or First Name

That which inarticulately subsists all scission

Ante-philosophical experience

Insidious harassment

Insisting on the real anterior

Real-thought

The (essence of the) human is radically heterogenous to the world

realation

The anglophone academic industry

Beatific indifference to militant attack

Hermetic oeuvre

requisitions

Lardreau & Jambet

“Great politics”

Absolute repudiation as cultural revolution

Subtractive purity

Logic of occasionality

Gnostic Maoism

25.12.23

Asangoham!

Holy negligence

Awakened homesickness

Inward perseverance ~ manance

aleator

Fanaticism of the outplace

Extra-causal angelic subjectivation

pre-thetic experience

The human-real has never been in-place

Fidelity-operator of the event-in-situation

The irruption of the melancholy-void

“We must keep steadily out-of-place”

Keeping the right distance via a mixture of recklessness & nerve

Radically non-manipulative cybernetics

Just enough to live – maximal constraint

Anti-social institution

Between the world/compromise and the void/suicide

Canonical exigencies confronted with the trials of practice

Theoréme Vs. Archons

The self-replenishing phantasmatic babbling

Geopoetical figure

Personal rediscovery of place

Nomadising and the mystical snares of nativity

Anti-political, ante-worldly, counter-actualization

The shimmering in-between

It only gets harder and harder from here on (in every way)……! Bring it on ~ turn me on

Geological angelism

Subjectivation with/beside a non-human other

Decoupling dignity from recognition

The night of the world

Mobile finisterre & immobile journey

The minimal constant of rebellion

The reciprocity of formula & place

Non-relational, non-utilitarian, non-pious existence

Renouncing domesticity without falling prey to cosmopolitanism

Sophistication on the way to simplicity

Uncompromising yet livable

Points of leverage ~ remainders of the Real in the world

Conducive to the provocations of contingent gnosis

Escaping administered biography into new modes of subjectivation

Nurturing the capacity for a decision to depart

Glimpses of joy ~ traversals of the void

Hold your silence, wait, and continue to sail

Selfless autobiography

Systematic Irregularity Study Unit (SISU)

The real is NOT the Sublime

26.12.23

burner

The weight of billionaires

AI arms race

Extreme tourism

OceanGate

Virtue signaling

Whisper networks

Time-poor, ultra-high-achieving millennials

On the importance of staring directly into the sun

Souvankham Thammavongsa

Make a To-Don’t List

Urbanomic documents

Gruppo Di Nun – Revolutionary Demonology

27.12.23

Instead of retreating from the dominant social into occasional solitude, do the inverse!

The question mark as hangar

Who/what owns the vast majority of (your) timenergy?

The ancient esoteric traditions/myths describe a mystical/enchanted world beneath the mechanical/ordered realm accessed by the Enlightenment sciences. But contemporary theory/research plumbs even deeper, to expose a terrifying/chaotic real that is even more fundamental!

The politics of truth

Definitions as a project in comparative faith

The chattering class

The dread of the real and the comfort of the dubious

Disputed realities

hokum, credo

nativism

Updated morality of progressive politics

The politbureau of phraseology

Original argument

Rehistoricize – history > human story

Today’s fantasies ~ tomorrow’s myths

Social angst

Meaning manipulations

Charm offensive

Wartime guru

Manmatha/Kamadeva

Relationship coaches

Dream job Vs. Filial duty

Literary curator

Fort-shrine-cave

Parliamentary standing committee

Cross-cultural lives & loves

The Beatnik disdain for conformity

Bilingual wife

CRISPR

Computational iteration

affine

28.12.23

Wage-wars

Last night I saw a huge wild buffalo sauntering through my street (like never before)! Cf. The deer in “Leave the World Behind”

Entertainment-philosophy

imminental

escalope

scoff

frisky filly

29.12.23

The energy of despair

0 > 1

The unthinkability of negative politics

The undeconstructible resource of deconstruction

The philosopheme of affirmation

Authorizing interrogation

Immune to reactive evaluations

Selective ontology of mobility & multiplicity

Ultra-negativity as radical affirmation

If my “softening up” (as a parent) occurs organically, then it is okay (which is what seems to be the case, at least for now) – but never when it is compelled or coerced (imposed from without). Either way, I need to keep sharpening the radical edge – this would be the only constant in all the flux……

The bad faith of affirmationism

Parody of a doctrine

The political overdetermination of neutral monism

Double affirmation ≈ Yes Yes!

The reactionary consolidation of social hierarchies

Dialectics as a last-ditch weapon

The super-fold

The domain of silicon

1 ≠ 1

Yes, this guy seems to be much better off than that one. But that guy is fighting a more important war, although failing miserably at it… whereas this guy would still be insignificant, even if he wins his own conventional battles!

30.12.23

Denaturing humanity

vae victis

Faces of the fallen angel

Apolitical rebellion

Positing the unconditional

The rational rightness of revolt

Only religion can understand politics

insurgent/dissident/heretic

An alternative to popular revolt and submissive resignation

Passive terrorism

31.12.23

Anarcho-desirant

The Gambler (1974) moves from Underground Notes to Criminal Punishment – I am my own judge, jury & executioner! Pushing one’s luck to the point of absolute ruination…… and then what??

Vir(tu)al multiplicity

The active nihilism of joyful encounters

Aggressive quietism

Cultural revolution avant la lettre

The heroic anonymity of radiant stylites

Voluntary madness

Safely marginalized lunatic fringe

Uncompromising language as saintly posture

Spiritual Maoism

Desexing the body ~ destroying the world

Double wager

Pure incantation

Push the leap to the point of paroxysm

Ruthless (idealist) purgation

The brutal angelic will

The exemplary experience of the ascetics

The irredeemable failure of the very idea

What is alternative (musical genre)?

blowhard

I can wipe that smug smile off your face! 😎

Counter-revolutionary fanaticism

The esoteric metaphysical thesis – the past doesn’t exist!

History/memory is an instrument of mastery

The Kantian Lacan!

Extra-worldly ur-freedom

Militant paramnesia

Subjected to the treasure that found me

Impressed by the Other’s contemplation

Silent illuminations of the desertified intellect

The asexual spouse ~ the infertile father

Renouncing historical illusion

An empty claim made on a pure idea

The negative configuration of a super-affirmative answer

The soul as an unrepeatable event

Inventing the spirit

Dramatise the irreducible disjunction between soul & world

The cruel limit of all imagination

Dreyfusards

Conflating will & wish

A fully symphonic negative liberty

Nothing is all ~ absolute immanence

Negative materialism

Siding with the irrepresentable/Real

Lady Macbeth

Brute sensory recognition of spilt blood

Letting fall away

The individual sensu stricto

It is always right to revolt ~ to be alive is to be resting in pieces

Pathological duty

Isolated subject ~ evanescent object

If you wanna meet the baby, contact the wife-mother. If you wanna have conversation, contact me.

The notion of right is ethically imprescriptible

A formalism exceeding Kantian transcendental law

Abstract-norm

The supra-social & supra-sensible ~ immediately concrete

The Cannibal Angel

imaginarisation

Positivity ~ empiricity ~ re(a)l(is)ation

From acceptance to exaltation

Concision & syntactical contortion

Self without flesh

Anti-authoritarian inflection of reverential submission

Sapere aude

Infantile defiance

Self-negating revolt ~ auto-positing the master

Properly idiosyncratic thinker ~ intransigent philosophical project

Is The Junky’s Christmas a parable of altruism?

From Great Politics to Groundwork

renegacy

From political actualization to self-dissolution

Turning outside-in

The vanishing present

What do the sun, death & shit have in common?

What if the early Christian monks/saints had stayed within society and church, instead of retreating into the monastery/desert?!

“Exercise your will!” – this is the ultimate moral/-law.

If I could only touch/taste that point/spot of death within my (still living) body……….

1.1.24

Feet-clapping

“Tear the hole inside your soul”

2.1.24

The transcendental status of revolutionary autonomy

Defiant elation and acetic withdrawal

The corrupting machinations of the public sphere

The rightness of revolt

Do what you will – this is the whole of the law!

The ideological recuperation of cultural revolution

Neo-Nietzschean political agency

Non-human freedom

The past is past – the previous present to the passing moment

French Maoists

Anachronism & ossification

Luddites & Communards

Do you feel strong enough to break the history of the world in two?

Aapy aapy New Year 2024!

Subjective reason ~ decisive will

Insurgent Vs. Reactionary

Rousseauist ~ Jacobin

Self-authorization

Voluntarism – sovereign capacity (for self-determination)

Unconditional commitment to absolute repudiation

You must live AS IF you have free will, and believe you CAN alter the future course of the world

Choose NOT to be “discarded in the oblivion of contingency”

The granite point of resistance

The negative/regulative idealism of intransigent integrity

Supersensible vocation

Stoic pacifism, spiritualist immanence, productivist vitalism

Pious aspiration ~ force of habit

3.1.24

Bio-computer

From Socrates-Plato to Thales-Anaximander

apeiron

Bad highs; Good lows

From articulated ideals to spiritual aspirations

Holy Satan

The twice-born (or born-again) are those who have tasted death (or the divine life) while still alive!

Bla-n/c-k

Print this shit!

I am going to eat your soul

Horror music/metal movie

Le-v/o Shestov

Does your printer have white ink?

neoteric

4.1.24

ipseity

siphonophore, hydrozoa

Society of non-linear animals

Non-corporeal linkages

ephemerid

corolla, sepals, pistils

Composition Vs. Laughter

saturnalia ~ festival of the ass

puerile grimace

Toilet humor

Authority withered by exhaustion

ambulette

woozy

A history of devout victimhood

5.1.24

millinery

Open sala

banderilla

hacienda

syncopate

falsetto

I’m gonna have to call you back

The accidental impact of an outside force

haunches

hatch (n.)

roan

The fiction of a possibility

6.1.24

A democratic concertation of speculative practices

Urbanomic Documents

Space-Timenergy ~ Spactimergy

Between possession & depression

giallo

Roman techno

phenoumenodelia

artifactual

lemuric

You can get stoned out of your head, right here right now, irrespective of any external/market chemical availability. Wanna show!?

ensoundment

conceptwear

biopower

pornopharmacology

Abstraction as definition & transformation

The disoriented person feels depressed, only when placed in a world enslaved by order!

Do you dream of sobriety, when high?

How can I manipulate time, just like I manipulate space (via movement)? Can I stand still in time?

The revisionary/constructive elaboration of freedom

The reciprocal development of means & ends

Determinant negation

Lust-crazed mosquitoes Vs. Megalomaniacal humans

7.1.24

milieux

rockabilly esperanto

apophenia

exurban

conflab

Like the clappers

foie gras

moquette

jetstream

ribald

esplanade

conurbation

Idiotically agape

lytic cocktail

burin

secateur

9.1.24

scrying

hellions

Pillow fights

Self ~ pity ~ self
Pity ~ self ~ pity

mooch

stoolie ~ stool pigeon

11.1.24

Distinguish:
I don’t want to live
&
I want to die

Distinguish:
Contemplation
&
Speculation

stylite

cynegetic

Desire: Sex Vs. Rebellion

12.1.24

stanch

Environmental militarism

Biospherical conditions

Postliberal humanity

Embodied religion

Weaponized borders

Mystical archeology

Thought of/from the outside

Immanent critique of religion

Bachelard & Canguilhem

Methodological experimentation

Theoretical clearings

Invisible space that originates discourse

From Neoplatonic unity to Post-structuralist dispersion

Foucault/Blanchot

13.1.24

docent

Applied Ballardianism

Surviving the edgelands

15.1.24

habilitation

colloquys

16.1.24

Scream + aim ≈ scraim!

18.1.24

guttersnipe

bandersnatch

lacrosse

20 mg of Escitalopram gives you a bad trip, but it also fucks up the depression! 😜

Should I split my day(s) into 50/50 of external role and internal pursuit? ~ 12 hours sleep/relaxation + 4 hours chores + 4 hours reading/watching + 4 hours miscellaneous. The chores could be done only on alternate days… Fucking coward! 😡

I want to become psychedelically self-sufficient!

ramjet

chin (v.)

The eternal waiting nude

russet

You are living, so you do. You’re also dying, so you think!

Fluctuating planes

crash-dive

wan & bleary

shingling

Is Viagra a psychedelic too!? 😅

Anti-vitalism

Are you turned on by a corpse?

maunder

hamper (n.)

Styrofoam

Is light an electromagnetic phenomenon?

I feel a little guilty about not feeling miserable or numb…

festoon

sepia

From medico to quakaroo

needlepoint

blockhouse

Should I write “Should I write these words down?” or not?

19.1.24

Deep assignments

20.1.24

hooning

esoteric hyperstition

propagative pulp

The lurid dark; Neon black

21.1.24

Anacharsis

Noble savage

22.1.24

Godless Qabbalism

Lemurian time-sorcery

Qabbala Vs. Numerology

Numogram

Logos Vs. Nomos

Pythagorean Tarot

From magic to sorcery – turn yourself outside-in – exotericism!

Hypercultural matrix

zygonomy

When I’m sober and feel good too (rarely), I feel “bad” about that! 😜

Decimal labyrinth

23.1.24

Pandemonium ~ Necronomicon

4.2.24

eaves

I’ve spent ~ 20 years being a Christian. I’ve spent only ~ 7 years being an atheist philosopher! I need at least a decade (3 more years) in the new mode, to really accelerate……

Withdrawal → addiction

Trust me, Joe! Feeling everything would be far worse than feeling nothing.

Adam’s cock/dick → serpent → woman → forbidden fruit → fall/enlightenment

Moses’s snake-rod – get it?

What happens to them when the commercial ends?

Study/meditate on 1 song for the entire small group meeting

Why don’t I like card games?

The emptied man

smock

How to outself one’s own self

A nebulous mass

What we see on the news ISN’T what “politics” REALLY is!

Idle curiosity

Vestigial malignancy

Your doctor knows the symbols

A time to think/die and a time to act/live – just follow the seasons and you’ll be just fine!

Although there is a confident memory of the pleasure (during a trip), it still takes faith to get stoned almost every time, because of how dull/flat I might be feeling, just before……

Stern, antique virtue of the Amish/Shaker

I don’t know what I mean

What does a life without regrets look like (from the inside)??

I’ve already made a deal with Izara – “I will fail you, to the core”! (Demon Hunter)

5.2.24

[0] There are NO rules
[1] There is ONLY one rule

Radically abstract signs

xenotation

subdecadence

If you knew that no matter what you do or don’t, it makes no difference whatever…… Then how would you go about living your days (& nights)?

oecumenic societies

Ordinal/cardinal

Selfless thought ~ thoughtless self

lexicography

risible

The inalienable right to be bored

There seems to be this nascent & intense ritual practice (of an intricate pattern), that seems to be virally multiplying itself through my (seemingly autonomous) behavior

To hell in a handbasket

Fanatically prolonged artificial insomnia

Polydrug abuse

Loa

7.2.24

Dont blow your smoke up my ass

Left-hand path/Sinisterism

Thomas Leroy

Gouge out your right eye, and make your left one the third eye!

NEVER-/mind

High-quality gibberish

How do you say goodbye to yourself?

fusillade

8.2.24

Subtextual fragments

I have the right to destroy myself

Sexual discourse

problematization

There is something even deeper than (your) belief & desire – that which believes & desires!

Preconceptual ideology

Ideas as viral/memes (demons/powers)

The evolution of the very idea of evolution

!Evolution → devolution ←→ revolution ← Evolution

governmentality

Hermeneutics of the self

I have moved so far from my original project

The male Id would be no match for the liberated female sex!

Ram Lalla

mat(t)er

If you really want to find out what you want, then just try to minimize doing what you don’t like, as much as possible

Unpublished volume

Look for sentences & songs, not books or albums!

Pleasure, power & meaning ~ love, hope & faith ~ intimacy, purpose, belief ~ Id, superego, ego

Life, body & self

subjectification/spiritualization

The political techniques of religion

Novel space of thought

Subjugated knowledges

9.2.24

What would a world, in which everyone was fulfilling their sexual fantasies, be like?

The politics of solitude

If excessive pleasure is painful, then is excessive pain also pleasurable?

Living ink

primordialism

Collective will – what!?

A sudden vertical surge

It seems like I have MORE leisure now, after the baby’s arrival! 😂

Mescaline country

10.2.24

Acosmism ~ solipsism!

Diabolical Left-Hand Path

Lilith liftoach qliffoth

Spinal catastrophism

Omnicide

Cyclonopedia

Maieutic artistry

Holy Black Flame

TOTBL

Acosmic ~ utopic

Knowledge is manipulation

Joe enjoys himself, alone!

Depression/addiction as superpower

Existential risk

12.2.24

Actualize the real!

The Devil made me do it

Mare’s nest

13.2.24

hock

beadle

weir

14.2.24

Misanthropic Luciferian Order (MLO)

subtext

The said and the unsaid

Force-relations of a new mode of being

Techniques of knowledge ~ strategies of power

Discourse ~ violence

The half-spouse and the full-parent

I refuse to make another person (or object or work or ideal) the centre of my concern

Transformative immanent processes ~ transcendent realities

Body-politics of the limit

Counter-memory

Power, sex, language & history – discoursification

Strategic frameworks

peek

Elder ideas

Super-long term

depetrification

XF

cruft

doxx

17.2.24

Manichean materiality

Affordable, instrumentalized problematicity

Critique of affordance

Folly of the impossible

18.2.24

Negative identity of being & thought

Inversely paradisical

Sufi existentialism

probative

Theophanic panpsychism

Dark panentheism

Original hyperspontaneity

Not-willing

Absolute contingency and the omnipotence of hyperchaos

Originary whim

Ontic negation as excess

Essential self-shadow

A total whatless that

I’m always elsewhere

An intensive negation that is beyond affirmation & denial

Co-substantial groundlessness

Acontextual refusal of facticity

The awareness of non-knowing ~ Conscious ignorance

Contemplation has what thinking seeks

“Vanity of vanities” ~ Being & beings

Becoming the body of truth

The essential/unique human work

The negative index of an immanent beyond

The infinitization of arriving search

Bernard McGinn

The fraud of givenness

Customize family/relationships to individual/persons, NOT vice-versa

dispend

Schopenhauer → Mainländer

Superessential whylessness

The ruthless grace of the real

Metaphysical responsibility

We are (not) star-dust

Vernon Howard

Theological/thanatological non-experience

Negative equation ~ apophatic analogy ~ mystical discourse

Meher Baba

Impossible inevitability

pre(-e)vent

Resistance to the present

degauss

I’m not unforgiven, I’m repentless!

Tore off some advertising boards on the trees in my neighborhood

Hulk Hogan & Tony Hawk

If my daughter (when she’s ~ 15) were to say that her father is her best friend ever, would that be a great achievement of which I would be proud?!

19.2.24

BoOM – Biography of Ordinary Man

20.2.24

Humanism → Post-humanism → Anti-humanism → Non-humanism

Europanalysis

Theoretical attitude as higher-level praxis

Pragmatics is not ethics

Self(ish)-criticism

Creating a new humanity which is NOT afraid to be alone!

The non-participatory subject

Pro-alienation

Absolute insights

The infinite task of pure theoria

From passive wonder to mythology to rigorous science

The philosopher’s philosopher

The universal critical stance

The fortification of truth(-seeking)

21.2.24

The faith of the savage

Dark theory + horror films + metal music + pornography + Satanism = !?

Men are fucking & killing machines

I’m NOT the meditating monk, but the blackness that surrounds him!

I need to access all those parts of me that still remain hidden from myself

My cock is not a cobra, it’s a boa constrictor (by coalescing a million worms within)!

Moral injury

Seema Reza

Piper Perry & Talia Mint

A generic science of the human!

Cave → plough → stars → ? ……Ocean!

Spiritual functionary Vs. Rampant objectivism

Subjective science!

Life/-world

The objective spirit

Transcendental phenomenology

Ossified reality, reified destiny

Man as the cosmos’s self-reflection

Critical ~ emancipatory ~ destructive

Instrumental reason and traditional theory

Self-valorizing value

Formal sciences

Fact-collecting & fact-deriving theories

The dialectic of history & theory

A materialist account of the person

Dominant unreason & inhuman order

The main task of parenting is in getting out of the way, in the development of the child’s self-reflexive relationship (with herself), even as basic physiological needs are met adequately.

vanguardist position

Her skin glowed like white-hot coals

23.2.24

infomercial

The transparent Black

24.2.24

Whatever is (not) dangerous is (not) worth doing.

Debtor’s prison

High on fire ~ Power trip

Profane confession

Critical autobiography

How does transgression become liberty?

Opium-eater

Drug diary

fiend

I can withdraw so far into myself that I can observe my own body as a part of the “external world”

Solitude ~ rumination

Altered/distorted/augmented self-perception

Thomas De Quincey

Suspiria de profundis

The sensuous sign

New memories

25.2.24

flailing

“DON’T say it, JUST do it!” (But you’re still writing it 😜)

What does rebelling against LOVE look like?

FUCK your wife!

I AM (all those) that I AM

26.2.24

Asexual male ≈ Female

Speech as praxis → Silent action

Brutal (serpent!) honesty

frisky

Pornography Vs. Violence – which is more obscene (censorious)??

I can never worship you, the farthest I can go is to salute you

Joker ~ Gambler

The headless dancer

I am the (allegedly) deluded spouse

“I like Odin!” – Lisa Corrine

All’s well that ends.

Laudanum

Life (& death) is an open-book exam

lmao ~ Imho

How do you distinguish l & I?

If crash-&-burn is what you’re trying to do, then you’re not going fast enough!

The ground of all being ≈ one single human being!?

Can a soldier & civilian ever live together?? Yes! Until it ends in murder.

Do you have it in you? Well, there’s only one way to find out…

24 hours mute – starting NOW ⚠️

I believe all traditional spiritual techniques (E.g. Vipassana) are just extensions and reaffirmations of their respective dogma/agenda.
So, non-spiritual (or carnal/hedonistic) indulgence is actually superior (ironic) in the pursuit of truth for its own sake.

Love ~ fuck ~ kill

GOD is pure idea (with no actual existence)

The illusion of control and the facade of reality

27.2.24

pulchritude

Yes, I know now what mania is like! 😁

From salvation to salvaging

Making foolish attractive

Intrigued by garbage

Theory as scavenging

selving

Moby Dick ~ Hunting the Divine Fox (Robert Capon)

I think I’m trying to (stay) connect(ed) with a younger (version of) myself (~ 12-13!)

Profoundly grumpy 😅

A storyteller who hates the idea of “the healing power of stories”

Good hatred

Gnarly tension

Pulpy scepticism

Purple prose

Strong recommendation

Non-traditional superheroes

Intentional & strategic self-deception

Flying downward ~ the diving angel!

Ex child-stars

callow

bucolic

The quotidian gothic

Octopuses + garbage + trains

Analysis is NOT explanation

New Weird

World-fantasies

joestling

punt

Psychic tenor

Inventing realities & rules

Mucky contingency

You have to stay together for the kid(s), I don’t