Renihilation/Aesthethica

13.8.24

Lumen naturale (dioptric) → Lux aeterna (catoptric) > > Lumen naturale

Self-negating representation

Synthetic, systematic theory of everything

mistmare

Word. Chef. Heard.

Black-on-black

Consciousness ~ knowledge = Light ~ vision

From negative experiences to the negativity of experience

Optical > > visible

Where did colour take place?

Utriusque cosmi

Color theory & retinal pessimism

There is nothing to see (and you’re seeing it)

Blindness & insight

Black painting

Robert Fludd

Abstract art

Infinite stark background

Ontic flatness

Low-key chiaroscuro

Eclipsing the figure/ground distinction

Tenebrous expressionism

Showing nothing

The I AM sayings – from the REAL/ONE to me ~ I AM the burning bush ~ I AM NOT Yialdabaoth/Yahweh ~ I AM THE GOD of all Gods ~ I AM the Self’s AUTO-credit

They are all racing toward a polished granite reflective surface! ☠️

Absurdist eremetics

Prayer is the most unnatural act and sleep is the most natural one

Before-condition

Survival is the denial of the Universe

Nothing is LESS THAN NothingNESS

The Nothing is also (just) nothing.

Going underground into the counterculture

I thought I had survived a fatal brain-attack

The selfless body

Walking tombs

Reducing 4D to 2D based on the 3D

There is NO escape from PARADISE

I play the Devil for your sake

Decaydance ~ the feverish corpse

14.8.24

Dream: I proclaim to Vijay annan, “We are Stardust!”

The Messiah as messenger of eternal extinction.

Cruelty & the Beast

Thumb-sucking adult males

The concept of Non-photography

B > > B&W > > light > > color

Become blind & deaf first. Then try to speak!

We decide each time we open our eyes

in-stance

Yes for me = No to you

No good deed ever goes unpunished

Virtual spaciality

Mystical justice

15.8.24

Free-for-all battle royale

The accidents of survival

Social Darwinism

“The worst survived.” – Primo Levi

The grievability of life

Collective keyword

The onward rush of humankind

The critique of survival ultimately results in the death of critique as such

Muselmann

Event-without-witness

The unavowable fact

négationniste

treble

diegesis

The perpetrator as fashion victim

Survival as denial

Why try so hard to feel alive, Joe…?!

The rhetoric of service

conquistadors

The end/SPRING BREAK

Juicy chisme

docent

Algorithm & synchronicity

wunderkind

The medieval masochist

Preposterous logic

I’m learning to get the most out of my Xbox

teleoscepticism

The core is kinky!

Queer stickiness

Your cock is a (hollow) tunnel, mine is a (solid) snake

“S/M disaggregates & denaturalizes time for participants through the use of bodily sensations.”

erotogenesis

The cock ~ the Real. Erection ~ life. Orgasm ~ death

Seeing × Touching

Consciousness (Orthodoxy) < < → life (mysticism) < < → matter (heresy)

thusly

16.8.24

Dream: I offer my wife/daughter as a sacrifice to a terrifying space alien

Am I her favorite person?

Poetry of the fiery lustful flesh (burning bush) ~ I AM NOT YOU! ~ I AM nevermore ~ I AM impassible ~ I AM dumb as a bitch ~ I AM your greatest nightmare ~ I AM the end of you as we knew it

17.8.24

Female aphrodisiac – Vyleesi, Addyi

The passive Master

18.8.24

Non-intuitive phenomenality

I fulfil in my body, the lack of sexual pleasure in my mother’s life, just as St. Paul compensated for any lack in the sufferings of Christ

Vision: I’ve been pierced through with a sword!

I think I am living the fantasy life of my 16 year old SELF ~ what would have happened if I had been exposed to something OTHER than Christianity at that TENDER age? ~ my cock would’ve just swallowed it up as another tasty snack ~ at what tender age is François Laruelle (or Friedrich Nietzsche) STUCK in?

Joel is wearing a dhoti/veshti

Appa in my life is the sound of dishes being washed at the kitchen sink

Theorematic musician

Death-of-GOD: The first shockwave from this nuclear event is Capitalism!

Atom Bomb ~ in the end, Quantum (microscopic/immanent/Non-philosophy) trumps Astronomy (telescopic/transcendent/metaphysics) ~ the Real determines the Black Universe in-the-last-instance

I AM crossing my line

UIJG

“Blow us a kiss, we’ll blow you to pieces”

Love ~ kill ~ help ~ cheat ~ save ~ hate

Love MUST be base/-less

For thou shalt NEVER struggle AGAIN

Jesus & Judas ~ Osho & Sheela

Extortion & robbery (crime) > > Inheritance (death & reproduction) > > Wealth (goods)

GOD/Christ (Mammon/Whole/All) Vs.
Jesus/Human (The One/Piece/Real)

Tap into your own unworldly desires

(Believe in) GOD > > (Go make) MONEY > > (Unfold the) BODY > > !

Printing tracts declaring the content of your own true belief

“I promise to pay the bearer the sum of……”

Jews & usury ~ Christianity & Capitalism

FIRST, disown your family

NOW, I can understand a little better WHY Hitler targeted the Jews for his genocide

A permanent loan for religious wars

Prometheism

21.8.24

Keep reading & porn at an equal footing ~ like different objects on the flat surface of the Abody/-table

Exhaustion has its charms too!

Yes, pleasure & pain are reversible

Super-boredom ~ Infra-mediocrity

Are you free to destroy/squander yourself?

Irfan ~ gnosis

Is Prof. William Chittick a Muslim/Sufi himself?

Was Nietzsche a (closet) Zoroastrian?

This year’s Mission: (Aug. 11, 2024 – Aug. 11, 2025) – identify and enjoy the 3 best Xbox games FOR ME

22.8.24

Repeatable, public & exchangeable truths

What is quantum potential?

Space-time & Light-gravity

Learn to get high WITHOUT losing your shit everytime

Post-ejaculation erection ~ Resurrection of the Body

Cumming/event ~ Erection/state ~ (relaxed) Penis/substance

“Saving time”

Assuming that “the truth of things” is true!

Replacing theology/economy with ecology/erosophia

Methodological ambitions

The introduction of a book is always written last by its author

Human waste

From agency to energy

Modifying the institution of money

Capital/value > money/finance

Social evaluations Vs. The demands of money

Exchange value is a product of accounting

Tentative recommendations for effective evaluation

See the truth behind/under imagination. Just open your eyes to (what cannot be represented ~) BLACK

Shrike

A DESIGNER Experience

23.8.24

paraphrastic

The Acts of Judas Thomas the Apostle

She threw her swine to the pearls

Why not should I NOT fail?

Successful wastage project

24.8.24

In a B&W picture, can you guess which grey was what color?

Sentient objects ~ Reading sights

The original night

Should I repent from (the dead work of) my current lifestyle? Turn from this, to what??

stolid

One glass eye

Am I blind or sighted? How do I find out? Do I need to find out? Why?

Interior balcony

Fraught space

If you keep loving someone after they’re dead, can you keep them alive?

25.8.24

Sleep ~ 10 hours a day. (NOT for dreaming, but energizing)

The occult life of Bardaisan

A heretical gnostic

Unforgiving primality

The birthday murders

Jesus Christ could be the Anti-Christ/Beast

Art that is so powerful/inspired, that it turns critics into raving poets!

Watch “Longlegs” together every year as SFG, instead of “The Passion of the Christ” in my former ministry

Buffalo Bill

A new level of ‘unhinged’

Diabolically clever

DEATH > > ≠ mortality

No one notices the default of default

No belief ≈ belief in 0

26.8.24

Charlatanesque schools of pseudognosis

Intellectual curiosity + religious enthusiasm

Lower psychism

Local coloring matter

What happens when best friends have sex?

Remember thy glorious robe

Dinosaur → Bird

AI assistant

motley

Can the living & the dead coexist?

Hope deceives/enslaves

Pregnancy as alien invasion

Human pathos Vs. Rational action

matricide

Romulus Vs. Remus

The chaste mother Vs. The bloody whore

Marriage as simulated capture

Demonstrating parallels between history & legend

Caught between social conformism and natural disaster

27.8.24

Do I increase or decrease the quality of my life by sleeping ~ 12 hours per day?

The quality of a marriage is determined by the amount of shared timenergy. Sexual fidelity is worthless (by itself)!

Man is the perfect embodiment of GOD’s self-hatred

Guile, fearlessness & reinvention

Non-intimacy – blessing or curse?

My lifestyle is as stagnant & boring as the next social automaton…?

Observe your touchiness about being touchy of “staying with the trouble”

Xenomorph – flee or kill…… Or, INTEGRATE!

Consciousness/knowledge → Vision/gnosis

The new insipid

Filterworld

Olympics expert

greenwash

vaporware

Joyful criminality

A Prime Minister overthrown by a student rebellion!

waqf

May your tribe increase

Global mood

If we are unable to change our world, then are we truly free?

Neuro-psychoanalysis

What should we do with our brain? – Catharine Malabou

Background music + gaming on Xbox

Wall-to-wall entertainment

Barbaric education

The Body does NOT want to breathe! It is a corpse. The Mind is what makes it breathe. The Body would rather just die, left to itself.

I should write more, and leave a lasting fingerprint of the Real in language.

Using cum as ink ~ a la Sade

Back yourself ~ trust yourself effectively ~ believe in yourself

Always reserve the right to be wrong

Perturbator

Alcaraz looking at camera during sitting break @ US Open 1st round match

Directed by Sandra Shine

Fear what (you) will become!

WARP your surroundings

Eternal stand-off

Metal Deep Cuts

The vision of a world BLACKened by the Universe

With Immanuel Joseph, you know you’re NOT in an echo chamber

If your eyes could rotate 360°, what would you see?

There are Buddhas, but NO Messiahs. Why?

28.8.24

Pornography – the Truth is naked!

Accidental suicide is cool…?

The serial-killer media-industrial complex

ViCAP

“True crime has wised us up.”

What we pay attention to ~ What we allow ourselves to fear

Shangdu ~ Xanadu

What is the Native Indian spirit doing in the great USA nowadays?

Great imperfections

Playing at murder

The female connoisseurs & gourmands of ultra-violent tales

Better absurdities

gin up

From serial killer to mass shooter

Arcade Vs. RPG

ursine

Killers as celebrities

“In America, the most common cause of death for pregnant women is homicide.”

In-human beings ~ pure evil

Fantastically cold-blooded

Experts, fanboys & frauds

Gruesome podcasts

diorama

Postmodern crime

A class above suspicion

Fibonacci sequence

stir-crazy

Stalking spree

Criminological profiling

Television for nexgen gals

CrimeCon

Which show do you fall asleep to?

unsub ~ unidentified subject

What makes/helps us be such docile & generally well-adjusted folks, even as we live in a world that is overflowing with terrors & voids?

“…devising interventions to minimize the negative consequences of a continuous life-threatening situation.”

Trial gameplay

Contemplative lifestyle → Consumerist orgy

New notification: “Do Not Disturb” 🤪

The war you claim to be fighting has already been lost

Is fire good or evil? Is it even “real”?

29.8.24

The dangerous maybe

Sad eyes in a smiling face (My beautiful dead Mother)

In praise of abnormal persistence

Emil Kraepelin ~ Psychiatry ~ Medicine ~ nosologomania

Moderatomania ~ balancomania

Mania tabula

Praise the Lord ~ சாமியே சரணம் ஐயப்பா

autohypnosis

Renunciation of consensual reality

Becoming a mere vector of some hostile passion for the real

Contemporary apocalyptic practicum

Supervised application

Teacher ~ clinician

The occluded alternative

egress

Mesosphere ~ moodscape

climes

nightmaze

Sheharzaad

Zero world

caravanserais

robinsonades

Saharan code

Desert islands ~ deserted souls

Eldritch screeches emanating from the Necronomicon

Kitab al-Azif

Alien × Exotic

Technical armamentarium

Gnomic divagations

passim

Eastern postmodernism

singlet

Pierced through-&-through (stabbing Joshua Aiken)

My tail extends itself in the form of a serpentine erection

Inducing bewilderment

A metaphysical place ~ abstract phenomenon

epos

Gorky Institute

“The home of the novel is Man, not the city.” – Ibrahim al-Koni

Featureless facade

Saudi Bedouins

Untouched treasure

Freedom Vs. Nature

Lost dimension

Contemplation/desert Vs. Ownership/civilization

Cinematic metal experience

affordance

rigidification

Abra cadabra

moniker

30.8.24

tweener

congeries

Stereoscopic reading

Anthropogenic trauma

I am definitely closer to Graham Harman than Tod McGowan

31.8.24

Melville’s hermenautic journey

chaosmos

chaoplexity

She wants you to engage the problem, while you resent the very fact of the problem – this difference is crucial in NOT misunderstanding one another

Dark energy/matter – the known universe is ONLY the tip of the ice-berg, or we’ve just scratched the surface!

Brilliant machines for gaping

1.9.24

Gravitational wave observatories

The bouncing cosmos

Quantum density fluctuations

Microwave background

The cosmopsychic depths

tehom

Infinity ~ unfinished

Underdog ~ undertow

miscegenation

Abysmal denial

Western originality

From dominology to a constructive theology of prevenient chaos

In medias res – bypassing superfluous exposition

Semisemitic serendipitist

Chaoid otherness

chaoskampf

Becoming a dwelling place of the Deep (Catherine Keller) ~ “Love & assist the Universe” (François Laruelle)

For the world, but NOT its sake

Gynophobia & Tehomophilia

Textual leviathans

No-touching (mostly) + slight teasing (sometimes) + heavy petting (rarely)

Trivial truths

Brechtian

I was never there in the first place!

Sleeping together – nevermore

Apokatastasis

Relapse > throwback

Whining drones

The 3D prison of the trickster GOD

Intimate grief

Patient metal

Caressed by Chthulu

REQVIUM

I am (one who has no need for) GOD

Are non-doing & undoing the same?

Physical life, moral decay & spiritual death – simultaneous, momentary & eternal

Drowning in shit – you don’t need to imagine

Can you like, dislike & be indifferent to the same thing?

Already gone

Blissfully busy

Consciousness is just froth on the ocean waves of dark matter

What does theoretical physics have to do with existential angst?

In media res

2.9.24

Horns ~ tail ~ cock

mujerista/womanist

Fractal models

in/-difference

From class to clause to claws

lubricitous

interfluencies

polyhedron

collideoscope

meandarthale

Sacred ignorance

Colossal midrash

polygeny

aseity

Ash’arism

How does the Egyptian influence filter via Graham Harman into OOO?

Tim Winter ~ Abdal Hakim Murad

What is sexing?

You can create your own theology too!

Artificial limits as perspective guidelines

tawhid

Islam as meta-critical theory

Klossowski’s simulacrum ~ Applied Sharia

Urban anomie

The password is “fidelio”

The Human/Real is the eye of the Black Universe – that through which it sees and that which sees it

3.9.24

My perfect misery

Aboriginal third space ~ khora ~ tehom

Irruption announced by the name

Controlled hyperventilation

mise en abyme

Aztec ethics

Tehomophobia → misogyny

mat(t)er

Watery tomb

Pelasgian

Unfathomable Body Vs. Disembodied Lord

Play lightly, with whimsical reverence, upon the nameless

A huge agglomeration of upset

All-Mother

Fullbodied nihil

presuppositionless

Counter-proposition

Salty trace

Eyn Sof

zimsum

sephirot

Abducting the Outside

Primeval flood ~ Tiamat myth

Die and become

Nothing new under the Son

A historicizing passion

Foucault’s pendulum

Fictional conspiracies

Eurocentric sacralization of order

The occult Kubrick

The dissident liberation mimicry of orthodox dogma

favelas

Indecent theology

Alternative sexual economy of creation

A queerly erotic universe

Carnivalesque spatiotemporality ~ festive iconoclasm

Identification → superposition

Photo-fiction is a generic (theoretical) extension of a photographic apparatus (technical)

Phenomenological reduction

Discursive photography

Intellectual vision

Imaginary numbers

Maximally lowering the center of gravity

A non-standard thought that equalizes philosophy & art

Immanent rebellion

Radicalizing concept-ion

Narcissistic finality

Against the World, for the world

Political failure → Theoretical resurgence

From communist philosophy to democracy-in-thought

A rigorous theory of failure

The universal conjuncture

Dedivinizing theology & demystifying philosophy

The persecuted man-in-person

“Keep your mind in Hell and do not despair.”

Future mysticism

Learned ignorance → unlearned knowledge

Experience ~ experiment

4.9.24

It’s time for the Grand Mother or Holy Spirit to become the focus/thrust of our attention. And NOT just as a pointer to the Father & Son, but succeeding (because SHE precedes) them both! Pneumatology as chaos theory.

That which is not alive cannot die!

A negative of the black screen reflection

5.9.24

Semargl ~ Winged Dog ~ Slavic gods

30 Days of Night (2007)

The human real seems to be much closer to the Devil at the heart of Hell – perpetually consuming the frozen wasteland of which he himself is a part – than the glorious divinity on the heavenly throne adored by a multitude of angels

Transcendental negation ~ final nihilism

Face → loner → void

I am the wolf howling at the Moon, but you cannot hear my scream

Goodbye Orlando

Sunless inspiration

Who is King Diamond?

puissant

Weak force Vs. Powerful authorities

Cosmos ~ material world ~ galaxies ~ Evil demiurge; Chaos ~ spiritual world ~ dark matter ~ the true Divine

(My) Mother is undead!

afficionados

Navel-gazing to shoe-gazing

Cascadia

Black metal as aural thinking of Nature

Virgin wilderness ~ Brutal mother

Gravity made visible

‫arpeggio‬

From psyche to pneuma

Like an animal caught in a snare

If I can celebrate sorrow, would it then still be sorrow?

I invent the author of my life

Erotism – no arousal & ecstacy without precarity & deadness

It sounds!

Incarnate Word Vs. Soiled spirit

Can a Christian ever understand Satanism? A Satanist does NOT (want to) understand Christianity – he simply hates & rejects it!

The other I

The Hypnosis (2023)

The true mystery worth exploring therefore, is NOT GOD, but Man! Before asking WHO I am, I must first be(come) WHAT I am.

Echo ~ irony

Unconscious mind = breathing body

Tantalus ~ enflamed I-hood

Man as Nature’s self-contradiction or self-overcoming or self-dissolution

Born of the Elk ~ Beware the antlers

Skin as passage/mutation

Impure non-sovereignty

The lying center

The self-touching of the ground

Crucify GOD! Crucify Man! Crucify Life… Crucify. Crucify. Crucify.

Profanation as revelation

The non/extra/pre-Christian medieval

The inherent paradox of counter-reformation

Apophatic anthropology

Intestinal sentimentality

Sublunary deception

Truth is indecent/naked/erotic ~ pornographic

What do Sade, Fourier & Loyola have to do with each other? Ask Barthes! 🤪

What would “post-metal” sound like?

Punk Vs. Hippy

Archaizing evocations

Corpse paint

Romantic agony

Thessalian witches

Ba-Pho-Met (bpm)

sallow

Imagine a globalized world in which the dark/black races were the successful ones!

The Black(ened) Symposium

The biopolitical function of the critical discourse on “power relations”

Breath > > Voice > > speech

Sound, noise & music

The extreme opposite of blissful ignorance is passionate non-knowledge

The non-contractual liberty of the warrior-function

Sovereignty × Royalty

Warrior × Soldier

What kind of bodies perform such music?!

Man MUST reach as far as one can with his own powers

The will to maximize one’s power until one burns out (in the ensuing inferno)

concatenation

Self(ish)-sacrifice

Bathory, Beherit, Gorgoroth

Hungarian nobility

Distinguish:
Noise
&
Amusic

A knowledge that doesn’t know that it knows or what it knows or how it knows

Sonic ascesis ~ undisciplined aggression ~ hidden emotion

The drive is structured like a montage

Polishing the hard smooth black surface

6.9.24

The sonic drive of divine inexistence

tessellated

Metallurgical thinkers

7.9.24

Your GOD is NOT the one who saves you from your demons, but the arch-demon who finally kills you!

Metalhead

Double murder-suicide

Inducing transcendental catharsis via sound design

Hyperborean Vs. Sublunary

Dead wants to feel alive, so……

I want what I fear & hate what I love

From the absent Presence to the present ABSENCE

Identify, celebrate and extrapolate your greatest failures & accidents

Aesthethics – crossing the haptic void

Mahapralaya

catena

polymelia

Indifference is real. Vengeance is less real. Justice is not real.

haecceity

The acausal self

Nigredic grottophilia

tritone

The whim from the infinite beyond

9.9.24

Human experience ~ lived world

The Real as material subject working with ideas as material objects

melange

The One as the individual/subjective clone of the inhuman/objective Real

Heretical mysticism

Non-consistency as holiness

Son of Man ~ Man-in-person ~ Inner Child ~ Minimal phenomenal selfhood ~ One-without-God ~ Body-without-head

Radical immanence × Self-identity

From theosis to cloning

Observation-without-observer ~ attention-without-intention ~ awareness-without-self ~ consciousness-without-body

10.9.24

Alien landscape ~ epistemic space ~ xenolocative phenomenon

Auto-positionality ~ Meta-philosophy

Non-agentic (essence of the) person

Non-killable weak force

The underdetermining & indeterminate Real is infinitely effable

Being-in-the-world to being-toward-death

I sleep in the exact same place where she used to

“Laruelle does not exist.” – François Laruelle

The great ones can only help us progress by showing ways of how to think/live better. They cannot (or will not) tell us what to think/believe.

Anthropotechnics

If I can just become as good as someone like John Matthew Allison (not even Anthony Paul Smith who is an expert in Non-philosophy), in presenting simply & clearly, what Laruelle is saying, then that would be a worthwhile life or my great achievement!

Believing in GOD → Knowing the truth → Thinking according-to-the-Real

Vision-in-One = DLI

Defetishizing thought

Quasars & Quarks

Rigorous & wild experimentalism

The future is determined by what is done with present leisure

How does the Real cause such thoughts like “GOD”?!

From unconscious dreaming to conscious imagination

11.9.24

Axiomatized abstraction

Separated-without-separation

A materialist reading of deconstruction

Theory as material practice

The Real/One > > GOD/Three

Consciousness ~ Thought ~ White; Glorious body ~ Vision ~ Black

I claim Non-philosophy is a more faithful & rigorous theory of mystical experience than any religious/spiritual mysticism

Sleep on alternate nights only for ~ 10 – 12 hours ~ Vigilance + sloth =

From
Gathering experiences
To
Minimal Phenomenal Experience

Control (Xbox): The service weapon is sentient!

I (One) wanna fade into you (Real)

The genitalia of all humans (even White folks) is Black!

epistemologist

Anne-Françoise Schmid

The aconfessional mode

The generic space of inter-disciplinarity

The creation of new objects

Agamben’s philosophy of indifference & post-differential thinking

Playful pity

Theoretical pragmatics

Concept-Knowledge (C-K) Design Theory

Wittgenstein, Husserl, Derrida & Deleuze (along with Nietzsche & Heidegger) as heretical philosophers

From Feminism to Anima-ism

From Universality to genericity

The queer identity of the human

Collective Intimacy

At night, all cows are grey (NOT black)

Valorizing Fichte (contra Hegel)

Peasant philosophers

“One of the most lucid positions, one of the most beautiful solutions to the problem of philosophy” 😎

Laruelle as ladder ~ moving with and then away from

From
I = I
To
I-in-I

Epistemo-ontology to the pragmatic ethic

Gnostic refusal as weaponized apophaticism

Abstraction as generalization

Normalizing heresy

Blackened Death metal

Žižek (critical) → Laruelle (creative)

Grelet’s Laruelle (Anti-philosophy)
Vs.
Laruelle’s Grelet (Non-religion)

13.9.24

The fusion or inseparability of life & knowledge, under the regime of life

We are together in this arrangement, because she is NOT ready to live outside of it. Correct?

The Real is the subjugation of bare survival to existential authenticity

Always already in the middle

The philosophical genealogy of spiritual intensities

Rhizomatic forays

The politics of (all) thought

Amir Vodka is a real name

Companions in wandering

The deterritorialized body

Pinions & philters

Shatter (habits of) sense & sensibility

Delivered from automatic reactions

Hermetic Deleuze

Immanence as the primal metaphilosophical axiom

We live & move (& think) in the Real ~ traversing the Body

Beyond good & evil ~ Do NOT resist evil ~ Do NOT seek the Good

The sensational/affective forces that produce images/conceptions

An initiatory ordeal via uncanny moments

Materialistic philosophy ~ Naturalistic spirituality

Reverie & striving

Contemporary non-identical repetition of the archaic

Genuine knowledge is tantamount to self-transformation

Philosophical speculation as transformative encounter with nature

“Aegiptian” wisdom

Theandric regeneration

As below, so above! 🙃

Late antique syncretistic thought

“Kinds of Kindness” (2024) – work (hopeless), marriage (loveless) & religion (faithless) – Lazarus (Human) is the Christ (skeleton/survivor of the Holocaust) – Biography of Ordinary Man – saved from salvation – stuck in the middle, but without beginning & end 😎 – start with death, fly & then have a snack! – who is the main character in each story? The main character of the whole film is RMF (Real Mother-Fucker) – 3-part study of control

We might all be in danger ⚠️

Bizzaro-banal cruelty

Highly mannered violence

Arid & odd

Director/writer as sadist and audience/reader as masochist

Bon Scott

Fragrance of the timeless ~ smell of dried cum ~ stench of rotting (human) corpse ~ carnal mystique ~ the Real is an eternal NOSE ~ Your GOD is just a partial/tentative model of the Real masquerading as the One

I AM THAT I AM. I AM THAT. I AM. I. 0. REAL.

The glowing velvety grinning granite skull ~ Neon Black

I know what to do next. But I won’t say it! (I’ll just do it) 😎

If this entire 3D reality is the foreground, then I can see the background (black matrix)

Yesterwynde ~ Deathwish

From rotting Christ to decaying CORPSE

Playdead’s Inside (Xbox)

14.9.24

bastardize

Affective apprehension

The black mud tide of occultism

Larval subjectivities

Extreme slownesses & speeds

The spiritual sense of repetition

The late pagan mind

Thrice greatest

The philosophy of myth

Gods ~ potencies

The vertigo of immanence

Deliberately stripping mannerisms

The image of thought and the activity of ideation

Correlationism – is Non-philosophy anti-realist?

The thing (in-itself), the idea of the thing & the understanding/exposition of the idea

Matrix propositions

I don’t understand what Meilassoux is saying, but I agree with him! 😂

Non-philosophy as non-anthropomorphic anthropocentrism

Pookie bear

I’ve not read Kant but I don’t like him.

15.9.24

The glistening labial lips look exactly like shed snakeskin

What you’re seeing is NOT one body, it is 2 different bodies stitched together at the waist

Imagine you’re wearing a VR headset 24/7.
Your model of reality says more about you than what is “out there”.
Inversion of the blind men & elephant parable

If you want to be a great thinker, then DON’T read too much philosophy

The human/One is the dream/fiction/clone/faith/image/model/poem/art/ethos of the cosmic/Real

Life/thought is im-material

coeval

The old instincts

moonstruck

From religious reverence to cosmic awe

Weird tales ~ subconscious works

Non-verbal communication & non-conceptual thought

I’m looking to create a new religion, not just find new philosophies

Non-human emotions and inhuman passions

Cabbalism ~ fanciful darkness

grandam

Teuton, Boreal, Druid

Squat race from fictional universes

Knowledge-from-without Vs. Vision-from-within

Gargoyles in ecclesiastical architecture

Medieval ~ Gothic ~ Sub-Christian

The remote past (pre-human) is eternal (living present)!

Geographic determinants of culture ~ climate, landscape & religion

Poetry is before fiction (itself preceded by music & art)

tomb-fiend

The greatest of all time were influenced/inspired/supported/occasioned also by the not-so-great

Christ as (your) imaginary friend is fine, as long as you know you’re the real deal

In-the-Real ~ no subject/object, no cause/effect, no time/space!!!

Linkin Park has a woman now!

Id ~ animal; Superego ~ machine

Slow-burn games

16.9.24

From “GOD bless” to just “Blessings!”

Half a joint on alternate nights

The autonomic nervous system ~ the Real/One. The fully activated cerebral cortex ~ Immanuel Joseph

Skin-peel AI photo filter

The Real is inside-out. Reality is outside-in.

“Your thought is falsifying me!” – UG

Almost everyone hates themselves and fear freedom the most

If translation is converting expression from one language to another, then what is the word for converting the unique/real into language?
Non-philosophy/Philofiction 😁

Can poetry survive translation?

Sentience > > consciousness

Generative desecration of the Hanuman Chalisa

Evanescence (Soul Embraced) ~ Christ ~ Tourniquet ~ Jomos’s suicide

Serious without being sincere

From fidelity to audacity

ghazal shers

Trite archaisms

The (inner) child is the (true) father of the (outer) man

abhangs

Uninterrupted but not continuous

The affectivity of double-meaning

The punctures & purrs of sound

How to convey the incantatory pleasure?

Sonic organism

Caspar Milquetoast

retroflex

Yawning consonants

English is a barren language compared to the Indian cornucopia

Prathyush Parasuraman

Reacquainting people with a magical & joyful work

The damp earth, mother of GOD

NP is a primeval forest

Syntactical innovation

Thought > > Philosophy

The scientific identification of philosophy (as a regional knowledge/discourse)

Thinking with philosophy

The One is prior to Being

Science has the privileged experience of thinking from the One

Creating unified theories out of equivalent discourses

Faith in faith in oneself

From philosophy of religion to a unified theory of philosophy & religion

Vision-in-One → Dualysis

NP as arch-heresy

Scientific solutions are quantile

Scientific Christianity

Superposition & undercoming

17.9.24

Contacted Anthony Paul Smith and referred him to U. G. Krishnamurti

alacrity

“What you don’t know, you don’t need” – the naivete of the non-philosopher and the ignorance of the masses

Thought is fascist.

War is eternal.

You DON’T gain anything by sacrificing sleep, Joe

18.9.24

Truth is a product of faith (NOT the other way around)!

Having a child seems to have a greater (negative) impact on a marriage, even more than having an affair! 🤪

IT waits

Pornstar tattoo – scorpion with a rose blooming out of the raised tail

19.9.24

soulitude

sardonic

misprision

viz.

apperception

a fortiori

cinnabar

Only contingency is absolute

cardinality

Principle of sufficient reason
Vs.
Principle of unreason

“Thought possesses a real & ideal aspect; just as being possesses real & ideal features.”

Contingency > Chance

Frequentialist argument

Mathematical ontology & Computational Psychiatry

The subtractive void

Distinguish:
Speculation
&
Imagination

metaontology

nomology

Sheer inconsistent multiplicity

The unbinding of being

Subtractive ontology

in-existence

Future anterior

() ~ 0

The good & right
The good & wrong
The bad & right
The bad & wrong

The immanent object
The immanent subject
The transcendent object
The transcendent subject

The One is NOT

Real > > Concept > > Name

The Situation & the State (of the situation)

Non-ontological situation or ordinary context

(Non-)Philosophy as metaontology

Anti-phenomenality ~ Non-experience

Rebarbative carapace

Unilateralization ~ Non-dialectical negation

Empirical experience & the transcendental conditions of its possibility

ereignis

An-objective, non-subjective real

22.9.24

Strange attractor

Chaotic system

Fractal structure

Cantor dust

Dogmatic slumber ~ mystical faith ~ negative theology

Phase transition

From intimate relationship to non-relational coexistence

Are any 2 breaths exactly the same!?

Thought > reason

The cut at the level of the neck:
Blood/flesh/life > > Electricity/brain/thought

From the idea of life to the Real of ideation

Tactile optics – close your eyelids, and visualize (feel) the inside of your eyes

What would you “see”, if you buried your head in soil and then opened your eyes?

What would you see just one moment before and after “you” died?

Theology-without-God
Psychology-without-mind
Science-without-world

Rewiring for deconditioning

Is Metzinger a Buddhist?

23.9.24

From ABCD to ABRACADABRA

philosopheme

exiguous

A woman who has a child is perfectly unfuckable!

abjure

Mineness ~ auto-affecting ipseity

Fichtean solipsism

Heteronomous donation

tremolo

Ever-dying flame

Long pauses in breathing

When I get free time in between doing many things, I lie down & take rest → When I get bored of doing nothing, I get up and do something

Lowering the centre of gravity in a building seems like a debasing/baseless exercise when seen from the top floor

The body inhabits the universe. Only the mind lives in the world.

Roll up your eyes and open the eyelids halfway – can you see the black (skull) surrounding the central grey (exposed white of the eyes)?