24.9.24
To bawl oneself out
Non-relational identity
“The object thinks through the subject” ~ Man is the eye through which the Universe speculates the World
I love (fucking) myself
Rise, Hellions!
Can you hear the crickets?
25.9.24
Sight unseen
The heart breaks before the body ~ relationships die before people do ~ love goes, before life does ~ tragedy/failure precedes the end/death
punctilious gaze
Rigorous fiction ~ fidelity without doctrine
Symptomal material
Non-standard human ~ Heretical bodies
From legendary/mythic Christ to generic/scientific Man
Anthropic principle ~ observation selection effect
Non-philosophers as atheist religious leaders
Why is DLI/unilateralization NOT the same as (the older) divine emanation?
selectionist
buggery
addled
The Real/One is LESS sophisticated than the head/thought
Writing as flow Vs. Writing as code
inane
lumenproletariat
The worst thing that can happen to a radical is to be worshipped! Even being crucified is better than that 🤪
gaylibs
“What am I in the face of my obscure material potencies?”
Autochthonic monster
Charles Sobhraj
Grounding myth ~ founding ordeal
From Philosophy to Schizoanalysis
Thinking about thought
Imbricated multiplicities
Transcendental opacity > > contingently inchoate
They need structures like family, work, religion, etc. because they are weaker than you.
Or, they are actually stronger than you, so they can radicalize these institutions, unlike you who needs to escape them in order to maintain your integrity/authenticity.
Or, maybe it’s just difference, without any hierarchy!
The density of the real
Stochastic dimensions
Intensive naturalism
The redoubling of chance via thought (active risk)
The surly & twilit legacy of outlying realms (of experience)
How or why does a psycho-fucker like Mohaghegh get married and have a daughter to boot…!?
Apprehension & condensation of singularities ~ Ideal composition of events & bodies
Little sunshine (Ghost) ~ Deadhead (Devin Townsend)
Witches’ flight
Ideas as demands!
Why does the author use “we” to refer to himself in his book?
E.g. Ray Brassier in Nihil Unbound
Post-critical faith
Indefinite transformation/infinite mutation
The justification of belief in doubt
Deus sive natura – Spinoza as the “Christ of Philosophy”
Immanence as fire
aver
The Universe as known by man – The World – humanized black
Technical gore metal
What does the Outside have to do with thought?
The bikini-killer
Larval subjects – from developmental to evolutionary psychology
Theist → atheist → anti-theist → non-theist
26.9.24
In childhood, I was closer to my father. In youth, closer to my mother. In adulthood, neither were close. Now, back to (dead) mother!
Proletarian gnosis
dispositif
gauche proleterienne
Survival is the ultimate principle of sufficiency
Facticity > > factuality
The agnostic world ~ the empirecal
Matrix of universal semblance
Sufficient s(p)ecularity ~ SS (Secret Service)
Self-encompassing (looping) power
sékommça – “It’s like that”!
Worldly/agnostic/relative truth
The subject of anti-philosophy is/as rigorous gnosis
Aggressive depression
From
Revolution
To
Rebellion
“If we want things to stay as they are, we have to know how to change everything.”
Psychoanalysis – science of the unsimple fact of exotic force
Delirium as the way of the impossible
Militarization of the common man
Non-philosophical canon ~ Non-religious organon
Melancholy is to man as divinity is to GOD
Haecceity ~ manance
27.9.24
Dream: She is cuddling with him, right in front of me.
(He is the opposite of me). She is stabbing me, but a hole opens up in my abdomen to let the blade go through without harming my body……
Dispersion + pierced = dispierced
Positive negativity ~ the real of Reality ~ void/soul ~ canonization
Negative positivity ~ reality of the Real ~ subject/body ~ militarization
The Real as both agent (determination) & patient (rejection) of the subject
Saint-without-glory
Living-suicide
Neither cynicism nor vitalism
c’est comme ça ~ realist fatalism
manence
hickceity
yokel
Dasein ~ living (in light of) (my own) death
Who is time?
It (the primal something) worlds
Finite transcendence ~ individuated temporality
ekstatikon – in & for itself
Non-identical actuality
Consciousness/subjectivity is as superfluous to effective functioning as dreams are to sleep
Existential analysis
Severe tongue-lashing → uncontrollable moaning → explosive ending
Time is temporal!
Possibility (ecstatic) > > actuality (static)
NOT the other way around
Dasein can never actually die (Heidegger) ~ the body is immortal (UG)
presencing
“The Black Sun never sets, because it never rose”
Male squirting
28.9.24
Pornication + Nofap = Tantra 🤪
Trying to cum twice consecutively (like the female) can kill the male!
Make your own rules, and follow them most of the time… until you change them
affordance 💪🏾
Thinking as learning as reading as writing
What would a story of the philosophical attitude & imagination be like?
Sundar Sarukkai & the Barefoot Philosophers
The Real as the true life of Death
“The Real” is just a first name of the really real
Unimaginable actuality
Still life and the time of death
Difference/matter & repetition/memory
The Real as transcendental feeling
Pure quality/intensity (as opposed to quantity & extensity)
Ontological univocity
In-&-for-itself
perplication
From doubling to unbinding
The individual as spatio-temporal dynamism
Dark precursor as differenciator of difference
The enveloping & enveloped body
Jungian collective unconscious ~ Platonic world of forms ~ social/racial consciousness
29.9.24
The system of the dissolved self
Passive synthesis of pure past & old present
Sub-representational habit
The Future is before the beginning
Time is inner space and space is outer time
Pre-individual singularities
Thinking as tsunami – the shattering of the surface by shockwaves from the deep!
Fractured I
Universal individual ~ thinker of eternal recurrence
Condition for action BEFORE concept of reflection
Mind as repetition of the body with a difference
The empty form & empirical content of time
Intracyclic & intercyclic time
subsumption
What is the difference between concept & Idea (in Deleuze)?
What repeats in difference and what is different in repetition?
What is the importance (if any) of (reading) something (that seems so) irrelevant & useless?
The act of thinking as the caesura in time
The thinker as vehicle of the New
In order to properly understand this philosophical term, you can’t just refer a dictionary, but would have to read ~ hundreds of pages of the thinker who coined it (or at least a ten page article on it/them). Or you will gradually learn it via a long, indirect & arduous journey in reading thousands of pages of such heavy shit……
Inequality-in-itself
Impersonal individuations
The anonymous experience of dying
Who will you be today?
Should we call the doctor or the police or the priest!? 🤣
Their lives are better off than mine. But my theory is more real than theirs!
Sub-representational experience
Intensive (as opposed to extensive) thinking & noumenal (as opposed to empirical) nature
From representation to simulacra
quartermaster
Higher/Right/Foreground
Vs.
Lower/Left/Background
Sitra Ahra & Qliphot
The contemplation of evil
The philosophy of shit
“The shell precedes the fruit”
Ontological husk
30.9.24
Secret Society
soutane
Tel Quel
The victims of the libertine
Klossowski my neighbor
The hypothesis of the stolen artwork
arguably
Death of GOD → Will to power → Eternal return
Fucking → loving ~ Fighting → obeying ~ Thinking → believing
Non-identical repetition of fortuitous instances
The colorless outside
Latinate style
Endless pleasure offered to the initiated reader
Uniqueness ~ marginality
suppôt
paratext
Spiritual pharmacology
Peyote dance
Tableaux ~ plateau
Plan(e) of immanence
geomancy
Feng Shui
per impossible
instauration
ancilla
Transcendence is nothing but as-yet-unrealized immanence
From ancient theurgy to modern aesthetic experimentation
Self-possession
The body as fluid sculpture
Beautiful tragedy
The hero cult
prettify
Unconscious mastery
The abstract moment
The convergence of physical sensation (pain) & consciousness (suffering)
Glorious defeat
The eye that touches
The link between the incommunicable and the written word is the unremembered word
1.10.24
She made us lesbians
Erosophia → Sapphophilia
2.10.24
Non-hereditary (self-made) rulers
In-&-for-themselves
Conquering (adj.) individuality
Spiritual colonizers ~ political creators
The strivers
Kinds of moralities
Compare Zarathustra at 13 (on the mountain) and Christ at 12 (in the temple)
Reactive opposition → Creative affirmation
Nice kindness
Vs.
Cruel kindness
Vs.
Indifferent kindness
War as life-affirming, necessary evil
The will to will ~ affirmative self-overcoming
Epicurean delight Vs. Dionysian joy
Twisting the metaphysical structure of representation & solace
Tragic, cruel knowledge
3.10.24
Self-confrontation
Life that itself cuts into life ~ blood is spirit
Skirmishes of an untimely man
Life as metaphor
Homer’s contest
Philosophy/literature as the infinite conversation
Why “Zarathustra”?
obduracy; ataraxia
riven
The Cross is a mere symbol
4.10.24
demirep
The egoist’s sweetheart
Extravagating vagabonds
I once had a lover…… Now I have a wife!
commonalty
pauperism
How long can you do nothing? To what extent can you be at peace with restless fatigue?
strumpet
Corpse-bride ~ what is it like to live with a dead (spousal) self?
knout
The (humane) critic and the (shameless) egoist
disgruntled; remonstrance; truculent
contumacy
Take by the forelock
Freedom → Ownness
viz.
eleutheromaniac
Unconfessed egoists all
Chartered/donated freedoms
manumission
noodle
5.10.24
univocity
Ordered polysemy
To stay ((married) or not
irrecusable
Denying vitalism/panpsychism
Square root of minus one ❌
Voluptific capacities
“Woe is deeper than heart’s ecstasy.”
Isn’t it nonsensical to say we ought to “love & support the Universe” (Laruelle) when the Universe is also “deaf & blind” (Laruelle)?
insousiance
munificence
Love is a whim, NOT a law!
The self as will & representation ~ the ego & his own
Distinguish:
Reflection
&
Contemplation
6.10.24
Dream:
I meet my longlost (?elder) brother. I am absolutely in awe of him! He is nothing like me – NOT an intellectual type but a ruddy veteran.
Putrefying stone ~ petrifying flesh
Anarchapulco
Reflexive self-positing
Axiological crisis
The insuperable difficulties of irrealism
countermand
8.10.24
I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I am afraid what will happen to me. I can’t face another day like this. I am suffocating within my skin, but I can’t get out.
Just breathe and be still. Stay rooted in the here & now. There is no self – Immanuel Joseph does NOT exist. So you need not worry about him anymore. Learn to live without knowing how to live. Now, move on to the next thing you (are gonna) do…… You’re only as free as you wanna be.
I don’t want to do what is required of me (by {my own place in} the world). I don’t want to do anything. I can do something or anything. And there is no more ought.
I know I can be “healed”, but I don’t want to be. Let me just be (or more fully become) who/what I am.
Distinguish:
Axiology
&
Axiomatics
Vitiating the horizonal constitution of philosophical questioning
Give up on (your own) survival. Live as if you are the only real human being. Forget about any past or future. Drop dead, even as you take each step……
You could simply destroy your world if & when you choose to. Whatever adjustments you make with “the way things are” is only a tentative, improvised & pragmatic strategy, with no real power over you.
trilobite
asymptopia
Maybe I am most enlightened when I am most miserable
Back to my guru’s guru – Schopenhauer!
Destroying the idea of “a life worth living”
Can you imagine believing that your current life is what you 🫵🏾 really wanted for yourself!?
I am your Qliphot, asshole! 💩
If the Earth is shat out by the Sun, then what does the Earth shit out?
Freud Vs. Zapffe
Palliative medication to cruel surgery
The inalienable, natural right to suffer
to(u)r(na)ments
Defend ~ repress ~ escape
Depressive Realism
Your highest endeavors are NO “better” than your most shameful secrets!
I can neither join the positive bandwagon nor am I able to kill myself
“Bitter fruits of a geniality of thought or feeling at the root of antibiological tendencies”
Reverse thinking
The work of death ~ The body of the void
The untreatable
The living dead walk among the alive living
The endmost truth ~ journey to the end of night
Non-psychoanalysis ~ fully exploiting the transformative potential (destructive power) of a failed religion
9.10.24
Psychic virus
Nightside ~ Deathwish
Jack Parsons ~ solid fuel ~ dark energy ~ material death ~ density of the real
Malabou’s criticism of positive plasticity ~ UG on thought’s obsession with continuity
Inverse Augustine ~ good is a (falsely perceived) defect within Evil
11.10.24
Negative psychoanalysis ~ Non-psychoanalysis ~ Critical psychoanalysis ~ Anti-psychoanalysis ~ Psychoanalysis against psychoanalysis
Should I go outside and sit naked in the rain, or continue reading?
Life as the lack of/in/for death
But isn’t Julia Resche also relapsing back into jouissance, when she dedicates her negative book to her daughter, for “making her death worth living”? Maybe nobody (living) can (fully) coincide with (their own) negativity…?
From seeking the unreachable goal, to completely abandoning all pursuit
ONLY the Real is real. Everything you (can) know is illusion, but what you are in-the-last-instance is real.
Personal conscious; Personal unconscious; Collective conscious; Collective unconscious
From negativity (drive) to indifference (stasis)
You only experience what you are NOT. So, if you feel dead, then you are “really” alive! 🤪
I want to feel better and I do; I want to feel better, but I don’t; I don’t want to feel better, but I do; I don’t want to feel better and I don’t
half-track
What does my luxurious indolence have to do with those fighting for survival in hostile conditions?
dhow
offal
In the beginning was Silence. This silence was with Man. And the silence was Man.
Neapolitan mafia
kaputt
meliorism
12.10.24
mise en abyme
mise en scene
14.10.24
Grotesquerie – back to my point about devilish serial killers on OTT, while beautiful lesbian pornography is censored
Dream:
Joel is writing on a white board while pornography is projected on the entire wall. Salome & I are watching……
Atheist prayers
a(n)archaic
The mathematical logic of Orwell’s inquisitor and Dostoevsky’s gambler
War whoops
Planned error ~ perverse optimism
Magical arithmetic
Lyons, Roth & Zweig
waifs
kulaks
valuta
Predatory survival
Id ~ It ~ Thing ~ This
16.10.24
ethology
Faphouse – the only porn subscription you will ever need – cheap & best
bloodlustmord
bunting
picador
insufflate
bien-pensants
ichthyophils
I am who I am because that is what I (really) want to be
milliard, billiard
17.10.24
Feminine phallus & masculine vagina
Plural, acephalic mother
Falling short of failure
Ordinary madness ~ normal illness
Sublimation is better than distraction.
(Having a child belongs to the former)
The oversaturated & extravasated void
After reproducing (or becoming parent), she has become half dead in my eyes
“There she is, my almost birthday girl!”
While others live as if the void doesn’t exist, I will live as if the world is not real
GG Allin
gloam
bairn
This world is overflowing with one thing – GARBAGE!!!
Too late to repent
Play ~ fuck ~ destroy
baryonic
The pre-gravitational era
Copula of being
khôra
scotomize
Energetic disavowal
It is possible that a non-practising scholar is better than a passionate magician, when it comes to theorizing magick!
Fugue state
Dissociative drug
Schizoid baby
“Remember you are one.”
Seeds of the full void
Atomic being
Emptying oneself into the Other
Collective body
A black babacar
Daddy-person
Excluded/hidden third
Matrix function
Transitional phenomena
Foetus ~ faeces
widdler
piggle
Injunctive jouissance
semences
Protestations of love
The baby likes to put her finger into the father’s navel
Girlie-girl
Primitive negator
Dark energy ~ Black mummy
Womb > > room > > garbage bin or toilet bowl > > tomb
Your inside wants to rupture your outside. It’s just human nature – why be ashamed, guilty or afraid of this??
Rigorist father-figure
Violating the secret
Are all babies naturally psychotic?
In love with my (image of the) mother’s corpse
The perfect pacification of venerable tortures
bagatelle
Acephale – every member was too masochistic (sacrifice) and nobody was sadistic enough to be the executioner – should I then terminate my marriage to break this deadlock?
pince-nez
Rat-man
Maybe I was already “finished” when my mother died, and that’s why I did not mourn……?
Surely, I love my mother more now than when she was alive……!
In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions with Freud, in a state of acute dissociation
Vs.
In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions, with Freud in a state of acute dissociation
Morbid therapy & the sick therapist
18.10.24
I am a blunt blade without handle
Sophia Falcone ~ Harley Quinn
fluxion
Why do reading & shitting go so well together?
Antepenultimate chaosmose is
askance
venality
It is NOT that the death-drive is bent on (one’s own or others’) destruction, but that it is completely indifferent to survival or success ☝🏾
espy
It is via abstract thought that I protect my concrete self from being absorbed into the universal culture
speci(es)men
19.10.24
Free State
Unman ~ inhuman
Maybe Laruelle is influenced by Stirner, but has not acknowledged it?
Eternal separation
anthropocracy
The “collective unconscious” is merely a(nother) concept in MY world/mind!
virtus, arete
Quadratic equation & formula
A political economy of philosophical practice
20.10.24
Nothinging the nothingness
sot
sou
Nessus robe
cross-bones
humbug
marten
alcove
21.10.24
bioluminescence
dagdriver
Augusto Boal – theater of the oppressed
Multivalent term
Infamous thesis
Passionate decision & exceptional reasoning
Material anxieties
Troublemaking writer
Doing nothing > > doing everything > > doing something
The many Kierkegaards
Disobedience as activism
The political-theological hyphen
Indirect communication
Anti-social (psychotic) individualist
The fractured dialectic & the refusal of transcendence
Just keep going and see what happens, instead of getting stuck in the seeming (actual!) pointlessness of it all
The intellect is “evil” (not just “bad”, the opposite of “good”)
Idler ~ wanderer ~ loser
Feel better × Feel more × Feel different
When the woman/wife reproduces, the man/husband can return to singleness!
Is sleeping also living?
Distinguish:
Apocalypse
&
Extinction
Thinking (with the help of) the greats
Distinguish:
Intellectual
&
Contemplative
Dissymmetry ~ heterogeneity ~ disjunction
Self-given task
Nomothetic Vs. Idiographic
History as theodicy
Worldly sovereignties
individuum
The normative obligations of secular legitimacy
Unfiguring the world
The absolute event of divine foolishness
“Faith is worklessness”
The individual as the ultimate paradox
Infinitely interested in (one’s own) ex-sistence
Incognito arrival
Messianic abyss
incendiarism
Christianity Vs. Christendom
Scandal ~ danger ~ thorn
The mystery of error
Constitution Vs. Commandment
Unthinkable ~ incalculable ~ impossible
Christ as Shadow Moses
Absurd slogans
monstration
Blazing landscape
Polemical concept
Unconditional sacrifice
The self-cancellation of negativity
Radical distance/separation/discrimination
The speculative equivocation ~ liquidification/neutralization of the singular event
Hegemonic fantasm
vita ante acta
Epochal condition
Now-time ~ atom of eternity
Contemporary (with-the) absolute
Go to hell ~ fuck yourself ~ drop dead
What rises… from below! 🖕🏾
Sovereignty & exception
arcana
Infinite critique
Analogia entis – fuck it!
The yawning chasm between GOD & King
Becoming in dissolution
Broken hegemonies
History as world process ~ self-realizing concept ~ final tribunal
Secular theodicy
I ALWAYS hesitated to cum inside her!
22.10.24
Sitting is the new smoking
gawping
internecine
disconfirmation
gymnosperm
23.10.24
Fantasies of suicide
condottieri
entendido
Elegant capitulation
petulant
truculent
nabob
Passé satraps
Metternichs
mediatization
Post-industrial para-intellectuals
gimcrackery
Arthur Fleck ~ Heath Ledger
Who was (the real) Hannibal?
Use your body to move through space, even as time ravages your mind. Otherwise you’re just gonna rot, by intentionally accelerating the natural decay……
Mother-goddess & human sacrifice go together!
Becoming weird(er)
Ahistorical cultures
Causality Vs. Destiny
World-pictures
Depth & death
The prime symbol
Have I fought the suicidal tendency with all that I’ve got yet?
Scratch the tattoo everyday
The reverse alphabet in serpentine form tattooed along my spine
24.10.24
WOW! Your mix of babysitting, socializing & shopping is a perfectly balanced menu for spiritual growth 🤣
Do not expect too much from the end of the world – a shorter film would’ve made it perfect/great…!?
All these smart fuckers & happy idiots go on living now, as if mankind was still in the prime of its youth 🖕🏾
Ultra-contemporary
Form-blurring fury
The Romanian Charlie Hebdo
scurrility
The myth of the dragon-slayer
Bobiță
Archival forgery & creative plagiarism
cinéma verité
Some films, you’re glad you watched, even though they were not so delicious…
They were nutritious!
Self-pity + self-abuse + self-loathing
Critique of affirmationist theory
Ridiculous continuities
Happy crisis
Network of hybrid objects
Equalitarian ontology
Pixelisation of politics
coquette
Real abstraction
Those who keep adopting conventional family/work roles, and still insist they are critical/radical, are self-deluded
gallimaufry
intenerated
defusion
Why do BBC & CNN not have live streaming on YouTube?
New world-feeling
John David Ebert
25.10.24
The rock that had no name
Gnarlathotep
Spit on your own cock
She knows (what it’s like to be) (in-&-for-)my-body. But I don’t love her mother.
The abyss beneath dreamland
The great ones worship the elder Gods
The high priest not-to-be-described
The almost-human lunar blasphemies
Why do I so often regret, or castigate myself for, what I did before, quite soberly & intentionally?
27.10.24
Sweet unadulterated sacrilege
Global metal dandy
Science Studies
Dream:
Terraforming alien invasion – fleeing to survive, with friends – horror sci-fi
Policing the boundaries
Parliaments of thought
Reformist politics
Aren’t we already post-human?
Formal & structural logic
afterworld
Philosophizing the human → Humanizing philosophy
Distinguish:
Appearance
&
Illusion
Immanent self-description
Non-epistemology
I am NOT an intellectual, thinker or philosopher. I am a contemplative, idler & wanderer. Therefore, I can be a sleeper, gamer, fucker, etc. just as much as a reader, critic, conversationalist, etc.
Wild empiricism
Spiritualist ~ obscurantist
Distinguish:
Being
&
Real
There is no shame in confusion! In fact, the enlightened might be the most mistaken……
Alogical knowledge
The non-dogmatic decision
The equivalence of epistemologies
Exemplary instances of the vision-in-One
Meta-scientific statements
Telos bound Vs. Aleatory finitude
Regional autonomies
Non-thetic identity
Partial confidence & tentative affirmation – break the total hesitation of fallibility
Dyad in the one
The real object & the object of knowledge
The one (posited & positing) Real as a priori to the process (of positing)
“Science promises nothing”
The misunderstandings of ordinary language
Image of thought → Practice of theory (or lived experience)
Criticize his own early stance
Neither weak nor strong, but (just) human(-in-human)
Humane ~ realistic
Do not be intimidated by the great personages, events or the sheer scope/scale of reality – hold your stand – be (in-&-for) your (own) ground!
The technological capture of the essence of science
Transcendental & non-decisional thinking
Militant heresy
Hyperspeculative variations on a theme
deracination
Why do you prefer ideas to relationships, Joe?
28.10.24
Noumachia
Olympian gods Vs. Chthonic titans
Apollo, Dionysus & Sybille
vicinal
vesperal
dotage
Non-philosophy in-person
The cruel mildness of becomings
Why does the philosopher address himself as “we” in his writings?
Conceptual personae
millstone
stratigraphy
inanition
29.10.24
laggardly
sophism
Tlön
Fictive reality
Hulme
The absolute is cinder-like
Grit is the fundamental element
Imagist
Anti-rationalist philosophy
Premonitory afterthought
Gettiered beliefs
Sceptical mysticism ~ Nominalist irony
Lapidary humor
Godless poets
Mauthner
hobby
fovea
Walking heads
bracken
The peregrine
debility
estuary
From speaking to tonguing
30.10.24
lichen
Old World bullfinch
elderflower
spandrel
Stuck in-between – neither here nor there – lost in the gaps
rook
I counter the world’s passive activity with my own active passivity
Staying alive, but refusing Life
aureole
Recreate the elusiveness of experience
ermine
stoat
sable
tincture
Street cred
Chimerical ciphers ~ transcendental occultism
stoup
Have you dreamt of (your own) death?
Morbid delectation
Sweat – the smell of the sun
Negative epiphany
romans durs
demi-monde
Macabre transubstantiations
Jeffers & Inhumanism
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