Stare Into Death and Be Still

6.2.25

You want I should cheer?

Why not just go with one’s emotional vagaries instead of follow the dictate of the dice?

Disgust ~ fear ~ desire

Have you discovered the laughing men in the sky yet?

All realities are relativized with respect to (capturing) the Real

Don’t take (your) pleasure or pain (too) seriously, Joey boy! 🤪 Becoming wave – surf the crests and the troughs as superposed movements……

Erotic horror, philosophical romance, black comedy

Millennium bug

Institute for the Study of Hypochondria in the Dying

What was that word UG used that perfectly converged with Non-philosophy??

Other people and even my own experiences (including Immanuel Joseph) are just “content to be consumed” by the Real/One – this particular reality-machine – digest & spit out – binge & purge – difference & repetition!

Friend as personal physician

Black Day-glo

The Negroes of the personality

Benevolent despot

Multi-lie societies

A belt in the teeth

Ostentatious peeing

Randomization as method

Die-veto

Valkyries

bedight

Man uses die ~ We use AI

tortuous

prise (open)

rife

gage

venery

Mouth-agape

neatening

Smother party

goofball

Throbbing gristle

7.2.25

Could listening to Burroughs reading from “Naked Lunch” (Fiction) be as edifying as reading “Hermetic Deleuze” by Joshua Ramey (Theory)?

Dream:
A nightmare – the door to my room has broken down and all the relatives come crashing in – my dad coolly responds to my vehement protests by saying “But this is my house after all!”. Salome & I tell Joel that Amos will be stopping his psychiatric medication soon, after which he becomes visibly upset!

Brilliant quacks among poison ivy fields

Conventional genius

“Why can’t you just be a complete fool or charlatan?”

Half-hearted arguments

Pornography as (my) devouring mother (of the puer aeternus)

8.2.25

Staffa

Discursive charity, epistemic virtue, skillful ignorance,

9 2.25

Incapable of disalienation

The divided unity

Identity & heresy are one in-the-last-instance, in-person!

“Who am I?” is a criminal question

The One-in-One is the cause FOR (NOT of) philosophy

Obscure cogito and open secret

Separated-without-separation ~ Self-Inseparate

Emplacing the Thought-World(s) in-the-Real

indivi-dual

Pure heresy

Depotentiate & universalize

Theory/invention & practice/discovery are unified in-One

A priori vertical ~ power of refusal

Radical passivity ~ total indifference ~ practical quietism

The politics of in(ter)vention in thought

Creating the conditions for the possibility of invention

The tranquil rage of the analyst-militant

10.2.25

Cosmic artisan – fabulation → fabrication

Intensive techniques

Proustian recherche

descry

Anorganic life

The individual births worlds

Affects & percepts

Spiritual automaton

Subtle body

Zone of indiscernability

Pure & simple terror

Experience as experiment ~ Visionary consumption

Metallurgical thought

Holey space

Ambulant couplings ~ Anexact essences

Machinic phylum

Elective affinity

Operative & expressive flow

Musical smith

hylomorphism

esprit de corps

Minor science

Becoming without measure

Traversing the animal & mineral

Transversal ontology

Haptic vision between chaos & cliche

His man-hood

Conceptual personae ~ Mediating spirits

functive

11.2.25

The Dice Man (1st person) is talking to Immanuel Joseph (2nd person) about Dr. Luke Rhinehart (3rd person)

Life & death are merely forms/phases of matter!

purgery

sardoniscorn

12.2.25

Babygirl

Logical nihilism ←→ Nihilistic logic

Black box theater

Construction ~ artifice

Contemplating the idea → Projecting the diagram

Collapsing the fourth wall

Manufacturing theoretical objects

Apparatus of photo-fiction

Reduced small-scale model

Cloning procedure ~ Performative mimesis

Camera obscura

Creative theory

A nascent theory of (the 2 arrows of) time

Palimpsest ~ superposition ~ fusion of temporalities

Abstract impressions

Fatal strategies

Being-in-photo

The Real as secret > > The visible World

di-vision

Fashionable nonsense

Glassary

Expanding the field

Theoretical snapshots

Mandelbrot

Irresponsible views

Voluptuous surrender to the surfaces of language

“I think you like to be told what to do”

Into the orgy of disseminations

A scandalously random experience ~ a violent decipherment of philosophy

What does Genet have to do with Hegel?

The ungovernable latency of ideas

Exuberantly punny

Learning seductive truths

Excessive contortions

The sick rebellion of an elephantine child

Scholarly penetration

Emotional roulette

dis-cuss

Where is here? When is now?

13.2.25

Satanic abstinence

The horned skull

submersed ~ immured

respawn

Wage war

Idiot sun

skylessness

Counter-examples

Dialetheism

para-logics

Technical languages

True contradictions

Addiction as possession

Digital ~ spiritual

exordium

canterize

formate

“The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom”

Frolicking in a friendly rough-house way

Inhuman casualness

Trick, treat or threat

amoratycemate

The Great Psychiatrist drifted?

14.2.25

No clean singing

Septology

Another Laruelle

Scandinavian fiction

Non-normate bodies

Just sitting for 1 hour ~ doing nothing, rather than meditating

If I abstain from creating any original work of art in any form, then maybe I myself will become that art-work?

Shall I read 10 pages from one book or 1 page each from 10 different books?

Influence(r)s that have marked me indelibly

Ableist conflation

crip

World-creating blindness

Mineness > > Self-consciousness

Echolocation via mouth-clicks

The thinking liver

Indifferent to both consumption & production

Non-expression

Maybe Ray Brassier is getting old ~ Nietzsche → Marx

I wait on thy orders, master Asshole

The movement of maggots in a corpse does resemble the writhing of bodies during sex

soixante-neuf

Sensitivity encounters

Crying jag

fink

snipe

15.2.25

musk

Seducing ~ being seduced

Allured by the weird

Weak force

The culture industry

The myth of truth and reality of illusion

Inverted semiology

Reversible secret

All limitations are artificial and all consequences are arbitrary

From the Law to rules

Gamifying reality

Post-historical society

Endless self-caricature

WOW! She’s looking straight at me. No… she’s only staring into the camera.

Poetic dialectic

Apotropaic economy

Ereignis

Indifferent singularities

Being-thus As-such

Syncategorematic thinking

Messianic decreation

Impotentiality & self-predication

Homo sacer as philosophical archeology

The articulated inoperativity of power

deixis

gigantomachia

Zone of indistinction

Agamben’s lasting originality

Non-communicable intelligibility

Overcoming metaphysics

eyrie

Suspend ~ render contingent

Retroactive founding

An ontology of knowledge

How are Trelldom producing the eerie droning sound in “…By the Shadows…”!?

indiscernability

Conditions of intelligibility

puckish

syntagma

Language as oath

Fulsomely documented positions

The universality of subjective taste

co-mutuality

Undermining concept consistency

Oppositional structure

Discursive critique as messianic project

Tautological & apodictic presuppositions

Sensible facticity & super-sensible exemplarity

Signatory art

The Adamic true names

Between the semiotic & semantic

Assertoric & veridictive

Indifferent marking ~ the presence of an absence

Impotentiality

Meaning possibilities

Disjunctive historiography/philology

“To show that to speak is to do something other than express what one thinks.”

Interim strategies

Signatura rerum

Distinguishing mark of indistinct generality

With neither regret nor hope……

17.2.25

Bikinis floating in (a swimming pool filled with ice-cold) champagne

The flickering screen and the erect cock – am I not the fantasy of porn?

Just lie down and do nothing, until you feel like doing something else

My cock is the tattoo of the Yellow Sign on the body of Nature

But this image can move and this video can be still

Hastur @ Carcosa

GOD is the mirror-image of Descarte’s Demon

Grandmother Nature eats Man and shits GOD

Would a medieval Gothic warrior survive in my place today…!? 😜

Fashion an entirely new spiritual philosophy based on colliding Naked Lunch with Blood Meridian

Chat GPT is smart! But image generation is stupid.

Your religiosity is just a compensation for not being able to suck your own cock

18.2.25

Fear of clowns

Philosophical affect

Post-humanities

Material thinking & performative inconsistency

Red lingerie with black intentions

Postural mutations

Ostensive equality

The Hellion Manifesto

Mentioning as usage

Even her body hair is soft, blond & sparse

Yahe

Addicts to drugs not yet synthesized

Unspeakable mutilations of the spirit

Mejub

Friendly finance

19.2.25

Civilization ~ Carnivalization

Imagine a world where 100% of people were 100% free to NOT work (no need to work for survival)… would most probably be “worse” than this one!?

GOD ← spirit ← air ← breath ← breathing

mugwump

magnolia

The dominant illusion of control

The Inner Child is an orphan/alien

C’mon C’mon – I am Paul! 🖕🏾

Self-sacrifice is the original act of faith

Decoupling the double

Living as if (only) I am real

Anaesthesia as inverted autism

Yes, it is highly probable that you will die!

Underlining the inextricably separate nature of humans

Society seeks eternity

Abstraction as symbolic eternalization

Losing forgetfulness

Phantasmatic youthfulness

20.2.25

With Autumn I’ll surrender

Harakiri for the sky

Expect → Accept

Memorizing the definition of memory

Abyssal plain

I am living the life of ~ 0.1% of mankind – I have the luxury of almost unlimited leisure and relative affluence for physical amenities (~ 1%) + I also lack the usual rational & moral constraints that limit even the rich & independent in their forms of thought & behavior (~ 1% of the 1%)

Aiôn

Measureless instant

Replaying the moment of birth/death

Counter-actualized events on the metaphysical surface

Intransitive & incorporeal sense

Reanimating the mime

Do it simply because you have nothing else to do (without believing in it)!

Outplay the drama

Contravene/redeploy sense

Singular imbrication of multiple forces

Cosmic field of interplay

Sympathy with alien forms/modes

Disjunctive synthesis between logical contradictions & alogical compatibilities

Creative reading

Ramify potential actions & possible worlds

Affirm all chance

Disturbing the reality ~ morality ~ economy

A new relation to the aleatory

Artistic philosophy ~ Experimental spirituality

Becoming-worthy of the peculiar adventures that befall us

The war of stagnation

Ego therapy ~ religious consolation

Intensity + connectivity

Since I cannot just “do nothing” forever, I will do that which seems to be useful & enjoyable for now. I do NOT need to know why (I do what I do)!

The thinker of the unthinkable

Enigmatically present

Those capable of leaving

Search for reparative power

Anomic becomings-animal

The perpetual temptation of impossible cures

Metaphysical desires & ironist devices

The repetition & intensification of mythic ordeals

The founding act of social life

The management & distribution of frenzy

Cosmic memory as creative emotion

Exciting reminiscence

The cosmos as a machine for the making of gods

Naturing

Scrambling the material planes

The obscure inter-kingdoms

Transversal zones

Astral/subtle body

Unnatural participations

Devolving along abstract lines of force

haecceities

Non-subjectified affects

Consistency/composition > > Organization/development

Pure white wall

Asymmetrical blocs

Gleefully unrestrained writing

Sorcerer’s inhuman affiliation

Microperceptual states

Designing immanent criteria

Informal legacies & dark legends

Ambulating thought

The necessary contamination of authenticity

The ambiguity of mana

Intellectus archetypus

Gnomic outline

Force-field or phase-space of the body

Spiritual steam-cell research

Morpho-genetic field

Regenerative medicine

Sidereal bodies

Immobile motor

magicalangage

Strategic affirmation of schizophrenia/catatonia

ab negatio

Nameless drives evoking desire

Autochthonous code

The Heliogabalus effect

Names as operators

Profound complicity

Insubordinate potentials

Despotic signification

Magical adsorption

Graphism

21.2.25

The word “Slut” in demonic calligraphy

But which one is the real you?

…I received the wedding invitation from the babe, read out the guy’s name, and then said “Rest in peace”

Nervy bitch

Happy confusion

Group diceplay – everything is fake, nothing is real

Babylonian Talmud

Messianic time

Goal → End

Realization ~ Abolition

a/political

rakish

Edgarina Ecstein

The unswallowed breast & unlicked nipple

Nature learns what is good by contradicting itself

The Gods played with each other on earth once more

rapine

Slow suicide for the weak

Stoned on nothing

Nude most of the time

Hysterical laughter

I mock my own depression born out of frustration, because of failure to find peace or fulfillment

Anger → tears → silence → Glee

flailing

lemmings

The clawing of a host of minority selves

Urine²

Could Theology be just another Pataphysics?

The case of the square cubed

All names will be considered false

Believe whatever the fuck you want, but NEVER EVER entrust yourself completely TO your belief – walk by neither sight nor faith, but just walk because you can’t help but walk (sometimes) 😁

Corpus Die

The meta-law of strangeness

Did Osho use (what he had learned from) the Dice Man in his Ashrams?

Was the water leakage from my bathroom door-frame a supernatural event?

22.2.25

extimate

23.2.25

Captain your own bowling

Opening pars

codswallop, hogwash

ghostwriter

free rein

The self-positing of subjectivity

Naturphilosophie & metaphysical archeology

todestrieb

Series of indeterminate proto-ontological states

Constitutive tension

“Why is there nothing rather than something?”

Human freedom ~ Ontological madness

An unconscious history of struggle

The psychotic non-relation between the Real & Symbolic

The theoretical obligation to revitalize subjectivity

Organic disorder as meta-transcendental ground

Self-mediating Notion

Recoiling from one’s own insights

Evolutionary error ~ Psychoanalytical horror

The founding gesture

Vision is destroyed by touch!

The Real posture is seeing even the Black Universe and all thoughts/theories/cultures as products of, and parts in, the One/Human

Obscure origins

The suicidality of Nature

The non-coincident gap of psychogenesis

Divine injustice

Is ChatGPT your best friend now!?

Have you ever seen a man eaten by pigs? What would NWR’s ontology be like?

24.2.25

Direct animal vitality > > Speaking subject of identity – the madness at the origin of human freedom or self-consciousness

Immanent rupture

Transcendental materialist theory of subjectivity

Irruptive negativity

Dialogue between opposed thought-worlds and experiential practices

warthogs

meerkats

From Simba to Pumba

And zhe too will be natural

The bodily excoriation of theological creeps

au courant

Online orgies of stupidity

The World as the specular golem of Man

Designing a Future in the World, but not of it

Arche-Ipseity

Theological maximalism

Suspension of the natural attitude

25.2.25

multi-instrumentalist

Play possum

Trauma bond ~ twin furies

Philosopher prostitute

Dakini

Cosmic indignity

Supernatural vocabulary

Surreal darkness

Narcisa eats Cigano

Lolita redux

Acid chant

Supersonic fuck

Mulatto whores

Teeming favelas

Hordes of naked shit-brown children

Raw-boned Cariocas

Tupi

oferenda

bandida

botecos, paderias

My lost bastard tribe

Hysterical soccer games

paraiba

Latin Nadu

porteiro

Curse of the Gypsy blood

Romani mahrime

The Devil’s drooling maw

saudade

Sonorous fruit for over-ripe hearts

27.2.25

debinarised

airgap

Tenuous peace plan

Deep State

Cloak & dagger

Bankrolling sexual politics

Naga Sadhus

Viksit Bharat

28.2.25

situationship

collapsology

Indeterminate totality

Master signifier ~ Undead supplement

A variety of signifying regimes

The despotism of representation

aver

Non-signifying styles

The interminable paranoid dialectic of misrecognition

germane

Liminal/virtual region

Activating relations of signs & forces

Immanent planes of consistency

Nonlinear time & baroque/complex space

Sorcery as pragmatic psychosis

Decoded flows ~ asignifying chains

The viable level of Dionysian experience

Stridently utopian thought

Vital aphorism

Can Hölderlin & Kant be lovers!?

Sustained contact with imperceptible forces

Pseudo-transgressive sensationalism of solitary genius

Transmuter ~ cosmic artisan

The indiscernible knight

Theandric co-creativity

Speculative heresy

Enterprising hermeneutic

Anagogical meta-languages

1.3.25

Woolfmother

Cavalier racism

Unsisterly feelings

Deconstructed relationship

Abortive sojourn

Picking & plucking at “trustworthiness”

Too alive & slippery for narrative

Sometimes, it’s more attractive to read Byung Chul-han than watching lesbian porn videos…

“Consensus of informed opinion”

3.3.25

Smooth objects

impasto

topiary

Zen stone-garden

AH!!! → “Oh my God!” → My God → GOD

draconian

Revenge porn

4.3.25

Fixing to lose

Unspoken meta-rule

Stoner ~ fucker ~ preacher

Play > Sport

Yes, you no longer believe in GOD, but you STILL believe in Theology……!

Unnecessary and meaningful

auto-telic

Theology of failure (Sirvent & Reyburn) → Failure of theology (Žižek & Rose)

Real >> symbol >> idea >> word

In the beginning, non-word! We are all born non-theist!

You are a seeker, but I am a rebel. Get it?

Argumentation as dance

Mystagogue ~ Aufklärer

From TheoLogy to theologies to NON-theology

From the apophatic to the apocalyptic

Creation as Fall

Maybe what underlies your all vociferous insistences on “love”, is actually……
FEAR!

Peaceful ontology

Anti-social theory

Suicide can in no way right the wrong of being born

I am the error in the system

co(N)ven(T)

The witch as theo-ligan (Hooligan theology)

Self-abuse

“Jilted by Death”

Squirt, cum or die

Mother, she is NOT yours!

Watch her asshole contract, as she eats the (other girl’s) pussy

Abortive thought

Constitutional duplicity

Malleus Maleficarum

Reproductive Futurism

Free ~ enlightened ~ self-sufficient

Invisibilized labor

Disciplinary powers

Doubly improper

Protection from (the violence of) precarity

5.3.25

Are Anthony Paul Smith & Marika Rose fucking each other?

Don’t worry! The blind Goddess is watching over you, my dear.

“There is no such thing as a radical university”

Training them to survive in a world which ought not to exist

The entanglement of church, state & university

Kramer & Sprenger

sinthomosexual

Eros against libido!

Spalding Gray

Propriety ~ property

False etymology

Not escape but intensification

Social ontology

Her “penis” is as “real” as mine!

Deceptive senses

Psychic distortion

Now that we have psychedelics & pornography, why would anyone want to have “real sex” anymore?!

The imaginary phallus

Witchy/bitchy/glitchy models

Desiring meaning → desiring meaninglessness → Non-desire & meaning

Engorged power → Diffuse strength

Acts of refusal

Wilson Harris & art brut

Midwife-turned-witch

Interstitial spaces

Usurping proper authority

Fear of losing control

Inescapable antagonism

The opposite of thriving is NOT dying

Thinking the miscegenation of thought

nigromancy

The racialization of evil

Disrespecting the boundary (between life & death)

Earning → begging → stealing

Natally alienated

Illusory violence

Thinking from this closeness to death

Friendship with those who stand as wild

Gay practices

Homosexual modes of life

Think through the unitary decision

doomscrolling

6.3.25

Public service announcement Vs. Political rhetoric

Submit to the (current) framing

Outer space ~ beyond survival

Stigmata of abjection

Fantasmatic beneficiary

Pervasive invocation

Queer > Homosexual

Opposed to the logic of opposition

Figure the bar

Chelsea grin

Refuse the insistence of hope itself as affirmation

Unthinkable, irresponsible, inhumane

The pulsive force of negativity

Attempt the impossible

Abjuring fidelity (to futurism)

Reality is just another Ponzi scheme!

Imperative to immure

Withdraw allegiance

Necessary contradiction

NOTA

The foundational act of self-constituting negation

Minima Moralia

The structuring optimism of politics

Inescapable jouissance

From “the good” to “better” – that which promises absolutely nothing

Truth as that which tends toward the Real

The irreducible wunsch

From fighting for social values, to the critique of the value of the social as such.

Refusing any backdoor hopes

The dreadlocks of social order & subjective faith

Structuring fantasies ~ figural logics

The experiential violence of apparent consistency

Imaginary coherence of any totalization

The speaking subject ~ the rule of Law

Vie for the power to name

Collective continuity

Promissory identity

Subjectification via the prospect of meaning

Actualization ~ subjection

To begin again… ex nihilo!

Real loss

Anatomical complement

Non-reproductive pleasures

Pathetic & crumbling defences shored up against our ruins

The renewal of our barren & dying race through the miracle of birth

The imprimatur on meaning-production

Self-righteous bromides

Imaginary identities inscribed in figural relations

Vertical umbilicus

“In reality, he was here the whole time.”

“I can’t contain myself”

Governing fictions ~ Persistent sublimations

7.3.25

“It’s been a beautiful fight. It still is…”

Fire-thief

Dream(?)
My tattoo is self-erasing!

You’re so deep into this, Joe

8.3.25

Compare:
“Emilia Perez” (2024) > “Conclave” (2024)
“Witches” (2024) < “Nosferatu” (2024)

Relentlessly narcissistic

The repetitive propulsion of sexuality

Structural mandate

Corrosive force

Narrative Vs. Irony

Disrupting the dialectic of reflexivity

anacoluthon

The mindless violence of meaningless machinery

9.3.25

maven

10.3.25

When you masturbate, do it for at least half an hour, Chellam. Make it last as long as possible – orgasm is NOT the goal, (maximizing) pleasure is!

“The old world is dying, and the new world struggles to be born: now is the time of monsters.” – Antonio Gramsci
Monsters ~ worldless lives ~ deadly insistences

Is the full-blown Thai/Lao massage available in Chennai?

(What if?) the Hound of Heaven is actually the Devil of Hell (Wolf in sheep’s clothing) 👹
Jesus Christ as the first Charles Manson!

pleonasm

The most pernicious lie ever invented is (the idea of) “truth”

nutraceutical

Buridan’s ass

MKULTRA

North Sea

Philadelphi Corridor

Active weather

Levant

India’s forgotten massacre

M23 rebels

Blood minerals

coltan

Athlete concussion

Partial ceasefire

Syrian Alawites

Scam centers

Lawless border regions

Repatriated nationals

wench

Halfway house

Are there innumerable (& invisible) dice-people out there?!

Potential promiscuity

Ludicrous revolutionary

Miscellaneous career

Random assignments

Venus fly-trap

No self-respecting American would……

Catskills farmhouse

Old aggressions

Prison → Society → Wilderness → ?

Take stock and be murdered

warren

Breeding game

Spontaneously combusted pretext

hors d’ouvre

NAACP

How long & how far can you keep up this rebellious behavior before judgment day catches up with you, Joe……!?

clothier

Sleepy leopardess

You are miserable, because you want to be! Really??

The suicidal lifestyle

ZAKA

11.3.25

Which of the warring gods should we serve?

Errol Morris has resurrected the One who saves us from who we are! Chaos – maybe what we need the most is also what we fear the most…… But can man survive without society? No! But the Ubermensch can.

Why do it (suicide) today, when you might as well do it tomorrow?

lineaments

Non-moral judgment

The one who thinks/creates is actually operating from the Real, although primarily handling ideas, like objects manipulated with one’s hands. But the one who acts/does, is already fucked from behind by ideology, while appearing to be engaging “reality”

banausic

Distinguish:
Artisan
&
Artist

Fortuity ~ fortitude

Divorce is STILL a real temptation & viable option!

Severe self-love

Addicted to moderation in all things

The philosopher as crypto-priest

beadle

Hedonism Vs. Self-overcoming

Parson ~ decadent

Ideal-type

Instinctual repression → Intellectual sophistication

Thrasymachus

epigoni

trenchant

dedifferentiate

“A true meta-theory of knowledge is impossible”

Saving lies

“It has grounded my affair on nothing.”

The indispensable half-truth

Paradoxical logic

selfsame

cynosure

The mortifying mantras of communal jouissance

Ensnared by reality’s gossamer web

Political self-destruction

Resisting enslavement to the future

The fetish of consolidation

Penetrating the promissory veil

After this prolonged & intense silence, I have nothing (left) to say

The ability to read such high caliber philosophy is quite an achievement, Joe! Really? Equal to the ability to maintain an erection for hours together (with chemical aid of course)?

STOP-gap identification

Always & everywhere within fantasy

Hopeless optimism

Compulsory abjuration

sequin, spangle

sinthome

The senseless sign

Internal limit

Our only substance

Necessary blindness to arbitrary fixation

catachresis, malapropism, abusio

Meaningless fiat

Pressing & rubbing my face on the mirror

From “believing in” to “identifying with”

ellipsis

Wet ashes are all that remain

Disfiguration ~ undoing

Proustian recherche

Pure autism ~ psychic suicide

aut(o-erot)ism

microbiome

Unceasingly writing itself

Žižek ≈ Lacan analyzing Hegel

Never sober

When will you get tired of breathing?

12.3.25

enantiodromia

arkhe

The long defeat

The smell of spoilt blood

Dead saints

ambrosia

13.3.25

Emmy for main title design

“He was killed by the impasse he had played himself into, I thought.”

Piano radicalism ~ Theoretical music

Human science ~ Deterioration process

Not satisfied with being just another virtuoso

Did you notice how Hermitix repeatedly used the word “Severance” (Apple TV?) in his book review of Bernhard’s “The Loser”?

Tape traders

Shut up, little man!

I am champion at a game nobody (else) plays

14.3.25

Audio verité

Eerie silences

Alice in Borderland – what would a world, inherited only by the losers, become… (without all the stupid games)?

The unique absolute

Science is a more potentially useful fiction than metaphysics.

Ultimate ends

cadenza

staccato

Anarcho-psychology

idee fixe

Panacea ~ Prison

Fated to rebel

Positivist faith

Charlatan revealer

The capacity to live without knowledge

Christianity ~ Orthodoxy ~ Scripture ≈ Official version ~ Authorities ~ Sovereignty
Vs.
Gnosticism ~ Satanism ~ Non-philosophy ≈ Conspiracy theory ~ Counter-intelligence ~ Cults

Irrationalism

Cointelpro + Chaos

Severance, from Capitalist Realism (or Reality with a capital R)

The assassin’s assassin

16.3.25

“I think God is moving its tongue”

“Going forward may not be the answer. Maybe I should go back…”

This intractable ambivalence is tearing me up

Fire in the hole ~ the glowing rim

Scream, break stuff, and be a naked corpse

threepeat

15.3.25 – the Red Eye just over the Line. Is that the (setting) Sun or the (rising) Moon!?

Homo sapiens ~ “Etwas halbes”

“This surplus made of nothing”

Building negatively

Considerable material consequences

Excess itself

Nothing necessarily benign or neutral about IT

The Devil (Death Drive) manifests as the Angel of Light (excess positivity)

Inconsistency of nature, existing not only in, but also for itself

Artificial Harmony (I)

rimes

The material efficiency of ideology

Dis/-contents

Because what is happiness?

Glück                               happens

Unholy luck – “whether we like it or not”

Biomorality

Primal antagonism → Actual repressions

I was successfully SLAYED last night!

Trauma as anti/non-experience

Ripples from the Wound

Traumatism

Semi-prostitute

Anxiety is a moment of unbearable certainty ~ “And just that I know makes me grieve so deeply”

Overwhelmed/frozen by the Real

True change

Pre-established notions ~ Therapeutic toolbox

Trying to seal off the unconscious

Explosing phenomena

Waste pil(l)ing up

Return (of the discarded) with a vengeance

NO-response

And he will change our……

I’m not ready to be found

Hope, or else

It’s just pain

The Lord helps those who help themselves to do right

From now onwards, every single thing you do will be perfect 💯

Fear of death ≈ Hatred of life

All ullulating

Mormons Vs. Injins

Cold case

Fell or jumped?

Inverted triangle

Wormwood suicide ~ Murder of the Comedian

The Shepherd is a disguised Wolf

The most uncurious family

Suing the CIA

You shall know the truth and the truth shall finish you off

Counter-Terror

Confusion to our enemies

yearling

I have finally been initiated into the world of auto-erotic asphyxiation!

diaeresis, umlaut

Das Ding

Sacrifice ~ Waste

18.3.25

Urine-soaked thongs

The strangled cock/neck

Emotional honesty

Dream:
I have sex with the wife, and ejaculate. But her face is that of a beautiful darker East Asian!

Shift weight from thoughts to feelings. Look at the head from the navel pov, rather than vice-versa!

Raw Sybil

doxography

The porn addict is the one petrified by Medusa ~ the monkey entranced by the snake eyes

Sibylline authority Vs. Philosophical harmonizers

pyromancy

Mantic historiography ~ Predicting the past

Absinth Wormwood

armillary

discretism

The constructability of the rational

Contingency ~ Contagion: Incidental infection

Jordi Vivaldi

Speculative temper of exuberant fatalism

Series of series

Threefold logic

Technophany

Cumaean Sibyl

Inaccurate duplication

Probabilistic ambivalence ~ Zigzagging cosmos

Iblis

Synoptic + heuristic

syntonization

Attunement processes

From morals to models

“Making the given”

Inventing hospitality

Background activity

Become a double-headed dildo ~ Mouth-to-mouth communication ~ Perineal exercises

Richardians & Idiotists

Offret

Birthday blues

I slept with a rat in my room

19.3.25

What is food for you is poison for me. So, are we still the same species?

Fiber + distaff → Thread

Gossipping female racehorses

The blind/fearless man

Did Jesus NOT follow his own advice against casting pearls before swine?

Yes, I am a material sponger. But you are a spiritual parasite!

bast ~ inner bark

spit

ordnance

A giant question mark at the point of the greatest gravity

wit(h)ness

Biophilic technology

The privilege of partial perspective

Cosmetic training & gymnastic fashioning

Eolic millefeuilles

Sonic kaleidoscope

Grindhouse aficionados

PIE ~ Proto-Indo-European

Turning together with

Truth as material praxis

Sensorium of the rational

Cosmic fatum

More foliated notions of givenness

Ask NEW questions!

Heteroclite proportionalities

Ramifying inconclusiveness

Multiple/unfamiliar/unknown stabilities

in nuce

Spiralling mechanics

Lesser the stimulation, greater the arousal!

20.3.25

Guilt comes first. Sin is just the explanation for it. The last to emerge is Law!

21.3.25

duvet

NOFOMO

Passive suicide

Philosophy as science-fiction, and vice-versa