(For your meditation – notice the file names too)
Enjoy 😎
6.2.25
You want I should cheer?
Why not just go with one’s emotional vagaries instead of follow the dictate of the dice?
Disgust ~ fear ~ desire
Have you discovered the laughing men in the sky yet?
All realities are relativized with respect to (capturing) the Real
Don’t take (your) pleasure or pain (too) seriously, Joey boy! 🤪 Becoming wave – surf the crests and the troughs as superposed movements……
Erotic horror, philosophical romance, black comedy
Millennium bug
Institute for the Study of Hypochondria in the Dying
What was that word UG used that perfectly converged with Non-philosophy??
Other people and even my own experiences (including Immanuel Joseph) are just “content to be consumed” by the Real/One – this particular reality-machine – digest & spit out – binge & purge – difference & repetition!
Friend as personal physician
Black Day-glo
The Negroes of the personality
Benevolent despot
Multi-lie societies
A belt in the teeth
Ostentatious peeing
Randomization as method
Die-veto
Valkyries
bedight
Man uses die ~ We use AI
tortuous
prise (open)
rife
gage
venery
Mouth-agape
neatening
Smother party
goofball
Throbbing gristle
7.2.25
Could listening to Burroughs reading from “Naked Lunch” (Fiction) be as edifying as reading “Hermetic Deleuze” by Joshua Ramey (Theory)?
Dream:
A nightmare – the door to my room has broken down and all the relatives come crashing in – my dad coolly responds to my vehement protests by saying “But this is my house after all!”. Salome & I tell Joel that Amos will be stopping his psychiatric medication soon, after which he becomes visibly upset!
Brilliant quacks among poison ivy fields
Conventional genius
“Why can’t you just be a complete fool or charlatan?”
Half-hearted arguments
Pornography as (my) devouring mother (of the puer aeternus)
8.2.25
Staffa
Discursive charity, epistemic virtue, skillful ignorance,
9 2.25
Incapable of disalienation
The divided unity
Identity & heresy are one in-the-last-instance, in-person!
“Who am I?” is a criminal question
The One-in-One is the cause FOR (NOT of) philosophy
Obscure cogito and open secret
Separated-without-separation ~ Self-Inseparate
Emplacing the Thought-World(s) in-the-Real
indivi-dual
Pure heresy
Depotentiate & universalize
Theory/invention & practice/discovery are unified in-One
A priori vertical ~ power of refusal
Radical passivity ~ total indifference ~ practical quietism
The politics of in(ter)vention in thought
Creating the conditions for the possibility of invention
The tranquil rage of the analyst-militant
10.2.25
Cosmic artisan – fabulation → fabrication
Intensive techniques
Proustian recherche
descry
Anorganic life
The individual births worlds
Affects & percepts
Spiritual automaton
Subtle body
Zone of indiscernability
Pure & simple terror
Experience as experiment ~ Visionary consumption
Metallurgical thought
Holey space
Ambulant couplings ~ Anexact essences
Machinic phylum
Elective affinity
Operative & expressive flow
Musical smith
hylomorphism
esprit de corps
Minor science
Becoming without measure
Traversing the animal & mineral
Transversal ontology
Haptic vision between chaos & cliche
His man-hood
Conceptual personae ~ Mediating spirits
functive
11.2.25
The Dice Man (1st person) is talking to Immanuel Joseph (2nd person) about Dr. Luke Rhinehart (3rd person)
Life & death are merely forms/phases of matter!
purgery
sardoniscorn
12.2.25
Babygirl
Logical nihilism ←→ Nihilistic logic
Black box theater
Construction ~ artifice
Contemplating the idea → Projecting the diagram
Collapsing the fourth wall
Manufacturing theoretical objects
Apparatus of photo-fiction
Reduced small-scale model
Cloning procedure ~ Performative mimesis
Camera obscura
Creative theory
A nascent theory of (the 2 arrows of) time
Palimpsest ~ superposition ~ fusion of temporalities
Abstract impressions
Fatal strategies
Being-in-photo
The Real as secret > > The visible World
di-vision
Fashionable nonsense
Glassary
Expanding the field
Theoretical snapshots
Mandelbrot
Irresponsible views
Voluptuous surrender to the surfaces of language
“I think you like to be told what to do”
Into the orgy of disseminations
A scandalously random experience ~ a violent decipherment of philosophy
What does Genet have to do with Hegel?
The ungovernable latency of ideas
Exuberantly punny
Learning seductive truths
Excessive contortions
The sick rebellion of an elephantine child
Scholarly penetration
Emotional roulette
dis-cuss
Where is here? When is now?
13.2.25
Satanic abstinence
The horned skull
submersed ~ immured
respawn
Wage war
Idiot sun
skylessness
Counter-examples
Dialetheism
para-logics
Technical languages
True contradictions
Addiction as possession
Digital ~ spiritual
exordium
canterize
formate
“The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom”
Frolicking in a friendly rough-house way
Inhuman casualness
Trick, treat or threat
amoratycemate
The Great Psychiatrist drifted?
14.2.25
No clean singing
Septology
Another Laruelle
Scandinavian fiction
Non-normate bodies
Just sitting for 1 hour ~ doing nothing, rather than meditating
If I abstain from creating any original work of art in any form, then maybe I myself will become that art-work?
Shall I read 10 pages from one book or 1 page each from 10 different books?
Influence(r)s that have marked me indelibly
Ableist conflation
crip
World-creating blindness
Mineness > > Self-consciousness
Echolocation via mouth-clicks
The thinking liver
Indifferent to both consumption & production
Non-expression
Maybe Ray Brassier is getting old ~ Nietzsche → Marx
I wait on thy orders, master Asshole
The movement of maggots in a corpse does resemble the writhing of bodies during sex
soixante-neuf
Sensitivity encounters
Crying jag
fink
snipe
15.2.25
musk
Seducing ~ being seduced
Allured by the weird
Weak force
The culture industry
The myth of truth and reality of illusion
Inverted semiology
Reversible secret
All limitations are artificial and all consequences are arbitrary
From the Law to rules
Gamifying reality
Post-historical society
Endless self-caricature
WOW! She’s looking straight at me. No… she’s only staring into the camera.
Poetic dialectic
Apotropaic economy
Ereignis
Indifferent singularities
Being-thus As-such
Syncategorematic thinking
Messianic decreation
Impotentiality & self-predication
Homo sacer as philosophical archeology
The articulated inoperativity of power
deixis
gigantomachia
Zone of indistinction
Agamben’s lasting originality
Non-communicable intelligibility
Overcoming metaphysics
eyrie
Suspend ~ render contingent
Retroactive founding
An ontology of knowledge
How are Trelldom producing the eerie droning sound in “…By the Shadows…”!?
indiscernability
Conditions of intelligibility
puckish
syntagma
Language as oath
Fulsomely documented positions
The universality of subjective taste
co-mutuality
Undermining concept consistency
Oppositional structure
Discursive critique as messianic project
Tautological & apodictic presuppositions
Sensible facticity & super-sensible exemplarity
Signatory art
The Adamic true names
Between the semiotic & semantic
Assertoric & veridictive
Indifferent marking ~ the presence of an absence
Impotentiality
Meaning possibilities
Disjunctive historiography/philology
“To show that to speak is to do something other than express what one thinks.”
Interim strategies
Signatura rerum
Distinguishing mark of indistinct generality
With neither regret nor hope……
17.2.25
Bikinis floating in (a swimming pool filled with ice-cold) champagne
The flickering screen and the erect cock – am I not the fantasy of porn?
Just lie down and do nothing, until you feel like doing something else
My cock is the tattoo of the Yellow Sign on the body of Nature
But this image can move and this video can be still
Hastur @ Carcosa
GOD is the mirror-image of Descarte’s Demon
Grandmother Nature eats Man and shits GOD
Would a medieval Gothic warrior survive in my place today…!? 😜
Fashion an entirely new spiritual philosophy based on colliding Naked Lunch with Blood Meridian
Chat GPT is smart! But image generation is stupid.
Your religiosity is just a compensation for not being able to suck your own cock
18.2.25
Fear of clowns
Philosophical affect
Post-humanities
Material thinking & performative inconsistency
Red lingerie with black intentions
Postural mutations
Ostensive equality
The Hellion Manifesto
Mentioning as usage
Even her body hair is soft, blond & sparse
Yahe
Addicts to drugs not yet synthesized
Unspeakable mutilations of the spirit
Mejub
Friendly finance
19.2.25
Civilization ~ Carnivalization
Imagine a world where 100% of people were 100% free to NOT work (no need to work for survival)… would most probably be “worse” than this one!?
GOD ← spirit ← air ← breath ← breathing
mugwump
magnolia
The dominant illusion of control
The Inner Child is an orphan/alien
C’mon C’mon – I am Paul! 🖕🏾
Self-sacrifice is the original act of faith
Decoupling the double
Living as if (only) I am real
Anaesthesia as inverted autism
Yes, it is highly probable that you will die!
Underlining the inextricably separate nature of humans
Society seeks eternity
Abstraction as symbolic eternalization
Losing forgetfulness
Phantasmatic youthfulness
20.2.25
With Autumn I’ll surrender
Harakiri for the sky
Expect → Accept
Memorizing the definition of memory
Abyssal plain
I am living the life of ~ 0.1% of mankind – I have the luxury of almost unlimited leisure and relative affluence for physical amenities (~ 1%) + I also lack the usual rational & moral constraints that limit even the rich & independent in their forms of thought & behavior (~ 1% of the 1%)
Aiôn
Measureless instant
Replaying the moment of birth/death
Counter-actualized events on the metaphysical surface
Intransitive & incorporeal sense
Reanimating the mime
Do it simply because you have nothing else to do (without believing in it)!
Outplay the drama
Contravene/redeploy sense
Singular imbrication of multiple forces
Cosmic field of interplay
Sympathy with alien forms/modes
Disjunctive synthesis between logical contradictions & alogical compatibilities
Creative reading
Ramify potential actions & possible worlds
Affirm all chance
Disturbing the reality ~ morality ~ economy
A new relation to the aleatory
Artistic philosophy ~ Experimental spirituality
Becoming-worthy of the peculiar adventures that befall us
The war of stagnation
Ego therapy ~ religious consolation
Intensity + connectivity
Since I cannot just “do nothing” forever, I will do that which seems to be useful & enjoyable for now. I do NOT need to know why (I do what I do)!
The thinker of the unthinkable
Enigmatically present
Those capable of leaving
Search for reparative power
Anomic becomings-animal
The perpetual temptation of impossible cures
Metaphysical desires & ironist devices
The repetition & intensification of mythic ordeals
The founding act of social life
The management & distribution of frenzy
Cosmic memory as creative emotion
Exciting reminiscence
The cosmos as a machine for the making of gods
Naturing
Scrambling the material planes
The obscure inter-kingdoms
Transversal zones
Astral/subtle body
Unnatural participations
Devolving along abstract lines of force
haecceities
Non-subjectified affects
Consistency/composition > > Organization/development
Pure white wall
Asymmetrical blocs
Gleefully unrestrained writing
Sorcerer’s inhuman affiliation
Microperceptual states
Designing immanent criteria
Informal legacies & dark legends
Ambulating thought
The necessary contamination of authenticity
The ambiguity of mana
Intellectus archetypus
Gnomic outline
Force-field or phase-space of the body
Spiritual steam-cell research
Morpho-genetic field
Regenerative medicine
Sidereal bodies
Immobile motor
magicalangage
Strategic affirmation of schizophrenia/catatonia
ab negatio
Nameless drives evoking desire
Autochthonous code
The Heliogabalus effect
Names as operators
Profound complicity
Insubordinate potentials
Despotic signification
Magical adsorption
Graphism
21.2.25
The word “Slut” in demonic calligraphy
But which one is the real you?
…I received the wedding invitation from the babe, read out the guy’s name, and then said “Rest in peace”
Nervy bitch
Happy confusion
Group diceplay – everything is fake, nothing is real
Babylonian Talmud
Messianic time
Goal → End
Realization ~ Abolition
a/political
rakish
Edgarina Ecstein
The unswallowed breast & unlicked nipple
Nature learns what is good by contradicting itself
The Gods played with each other on earth once more
rapine
Slow suicide for the weak
Stoned on nothing
Nude most of the time
Hysterical laughter
I mock my own depression born out of frustration, because of failure to find peace or fulfillment
Anger → tears → silence → Glee
flailing
lemmings
The clawing of a host of minority selves
Urine²
Could Theology be just another Pataphysics?
The case of the square cubed
All names will be considered false
Believe whatever the fuck you want, but NEVER EVER entrust yourself completely TO your belief – walk by neither sight nor faith, but just walk because you can’t help but walk (sometimes) 😁
Corpus Die
The meta-law of strangeness
Did Osho use (what he had learned from) the Dice Man in his Ashrams?
Was the water leakage from my bathroom door-frame a supernatural event?
22.2.25
extimate
23.2.25
Captain your own bowling
Opening pars
codswallop, hogwash
ghostwriter
free rein
The self-positing of subjectivity
Naturphilosophie & metaphysical archeology
todestrieb
Series of indeterminate proto-ontological states
Constitutive tension
“Why is there nothing rather than something?”
Human freedom ~ Ontological madness
An unconscious history of struggle
The psychotic non-relation between the Real & Symbolic
The theoretical obligation to revitalize subjectivity
Organic disorder as meta-transcendental ground
Self-mediating Notion
Recoiling from one’s own insights
Evolutionary error ~ Psychoanalytical horror
The founding gesture
Vision is destroyed by touch!
The Real posture is seeing even the Black Universe and all thoughts/theories/cultures as products of, and parts in, the One/Human
Obscure origins
The suicidality of Nature
The non-coincident gap of psychogenesis
Divine injustice
Is ChatGPT your best friend now!?
Have you ever seen a man eaten by pigs? What would NWR’s ontology be like?
24.2.25
Direct animal vitality > > Speaking subject of identity – the madness at the origin of human freedom or self-consciousness
Immanent rupture
Transcendental materialist theory of subjectivity
Irruptive negativity
Dialogue between opposed thought-worlds and experiential practices
warthogs
meerkats
From Simba to Pumba
And zhe too will be natural
The bodily excoriation of theological creeps
au courant
Online orgies of stupidity
The World as the specular golem of Man
Designing a Future in the World, but not of it
Arche-Ipseity
Theological maximalism
Suspension of the natural attitude
25.2.25
multi-instrumentalist
Play possum
Trauma bond ~ twin furies
Philosopher prostitute
Dakini
Cosmic indignity
Supernatural vocabulary
Surreal darkness
Narcisa eats Cigano
Lolita redux
Acid chant
Supersonic fuck
Mulatto whores
Teeming favelas
Hordes of naked shit-brown children
Raw-boned Cariocas
Tupi
oferenda
bandida
botecos, paderias
My lost bastard tribe
Hysterical soccer games
paraiba
Latin Nadu
porteiro
Curse of the Gypsy blood
Romani mahrime
The Devil’s drooling maw
saudade
Sonorous fruit for over-ripe hearts
27.2.25
debinarised
airgap
Tenuous peace plan
Deep State
Cloak & dagger
Bankrolling sexual politics
Naga Sadhus
Viksit Bharat
28.2.25
situationship
collapsology
Indeterminate totality
Master signifier ~ Undead supplement
A variety of signifying regimes
The despotism of representation
aver
Non-signifying styles
The interminable paranoid dialectic of misrecognition
germane
Liminal/virtual region
Activating relations of signs & forces
Immanent planes of consistency
Nonlinear time & baroque/complex space
Sorcery as pragmatic psychosis
Decoded flows ~ asignifying chains
The viable level of Dionysian experience
Stridently utopian thought
Vital aphorism
Can Hölderlin & Kant be lovers!?
Sustained contact with imperceptible forces
Pseudo-transgressive sensationalism of solitary genius
Transmuter ~ cosmic artisan
The indiscernible knight
Theandric co-creativity
Speculative heresy
Enterprising hermeneutic
Anagogical meta-languages
1.3.25
Woolfmother
Cavalier racism
Unsisterly feelings
Deconstructed relationship
Abortive sojourn
Picking & plucking at “trustworthiness”
Too alive & slippery for narrative
Sometimes, it’s more attractive to read Byung Chul-han than watching lesbian porn videos…
“Consensus of informed opinion”
3.3.25
Smooth objects
impasto
topiary
Zen stone-garden
AH!!! → “Oh my God!” → My God → GOD
draconian
Revenge porn
4.3.25
Fixing to lose
Unspoken meta-rule
Stoner ~ fucker ~ preacher
Play > Sport
Yes, you no longer believe in GOD, but you STILL believe in Theology……!
Unnecessary and meaningful
auto-telic
Theology of failure (Sirvent & Reyburn) → Failure of theology (Žižek & Rose)
Real >> symbol >> idea >> word
In the beginning, non-word! We are all born non-theist!
You are a seeker, but I am a rebel. Get it?
Argumentation as dance
Mystagogue ~ Aufklärer
From TheoLogy to theologies to NON-theology
From the apophatic to the apocalyptic
Creation as Fall
Maybe what underlies your all vociferous insistences on “love”, is actually……
FEAR!
Peaceful ontology
Anti-social theory
Suicide can in no way right the wrong of being born
I am the error in the system
co(N)ven(T)
The witch as theo-ligan (Hooligan theology)
Self-abuse
“Jilted by Death”
Squirt, cum or die
Mother, she is NOT yours!
Watch her asshole contract, as she eats the (other girl’s) pussy
Abortive thought
Constitutional duplicity
Malleus Maleficarum
Reproductive Futurism
Free ~ enlightened ~ self-sufficient
Invisibilized labor
Disciplinary powers
Doubly improper
Protection from (the violence of) precarity
5.3.25
Are Anthony Paul Smith & Marika Rose fucking each other?
Don’t worry! The blind Goddess is watching over you, my dear.
“There is no such thing as a radical university”
Training them to survive in a world which ought not to exist
The entanglement of church, state & university
Kramer & Sprenger
sinthomosexual
Eros against libido!
Spalding Gray
Propriety ~ property
False etymology
Not escape but intensification
Social ontology
Her “penis” is as “real” as mine!
Deceptive senses
Psychic distortion
Now that we have psychedelics & pornography, why would anyone want to have “real sex” anymore?!
The imaginary phallus
Witchy/bitchy/glitchy models
Desiring meaning → desiring meaninglessness → Non-desire & meaning
Engorged power → Diffuse strength
Acts of refusal
Wilson Harris & art brut
Midwife-turned-witch
Interstitial spaces
Usurping proper authority
Fear of losing control
Inescapable antagonism
The opposite of thriving is NOT dying
Thinking the miscegenation of thought
nigromancy
The racialization of evil
Disrespecting the boundary (between life & death)
Earning → begging → stealing
Natally alienated
Illusory violence
Thinking from this closeness to death
Friendship with those who stand as wild
Gay practices
Homosexual modes of life
Think through the unitary decision
doomscrolling
6.3.25
Public service announcement Vs. Political rhetoric
Submit to the (current) framing
Outer space ~ beyond survival
Stigmata of abjection
Fantasmatic beneficiary
Pervasive invocation
Queer > Homosexual
Opposed to the logic of opposition
Figure the bar
Chelsea grin
Refuse the insistence of hope itself as affirmation
Unthinkable, irresponsible, inhumane
The pulsive force of negativity
Attempt the impossible
Abjuring fidelity (to futurism)
Reality is just another Ponzi scheme!
Imperative to immure
Withdraw allegiance
Necessary contradiction
NOTA
The foundational act of self-constituting negation
Minima Moralia
The structuring optimism of politics
Inescapable jouissance
From “the good” to “better” – that which promises absolutely nothing
Truth as that which tends toward the Real
The irreducible wunsch
From fighting for social values, to the critique of the value of the social as such.
Refusing any backdoor hopes
The dreadlocks of social order & subjective faith
Structuring fantasies ~ figural logics
The experiential violence of apparent consistency
Imaginary coherence of any totalization
The speaking subject ~ the rule of Law
Vie for the power to name
Collective continuity
Promissory identity
Subjectification via the prospect of meaning
Actualization ~ subjection
To begin again… ex nihilo!
Real loss
Anatomical complement
Non-reproductive pleasures
Pathetic & crumbling defences shored up against our ruins
The renewal of our barren & dying race through the miracle of birth
The imprimatur on meaning-production
Self-righteous bromides
Imaginary identities inscribed in figural relations
Vertical umbilicus
“In reality, he was here the whole time.”
“I can’t contain myself”
Governing fictions ~ Persistent sublimations
7.3.25
“It’s been a beautiful fight. It still is…”
Fire-thief
Dream(?)
My tattoo is self-erasing!
You’re so deep into this, Joe
8.3.25
Compare:
“Emilia Perez” (2024) > “Conclave” (2024)
“Witches” (2024) < “Nosferatu” (2024)
Relentlessly narcissistic
The repetitive propulsion of sexuality
Structural mandate
Corrosive force
Narrative Vs. Irony
Disrupting the dialectic of reflexivity
anacoluthon
The mindless violence of meaningless machinery
9.3.25
maven
10.3.25
When you masturbate, do it for at least half an hour, Chellam. Make it last as long as possible – orgasm is NOT the goal, (maximizing) pleasure is!
“The old world is dying, and the new world struggles to be born: now is the time of monsters.” – Antonio Gramsci
Monsters ~ worldless lives ~ deadly insistences
Is the full-blown Thai/Lao massage available in Chennai?
(What if?) the Hound of Heaven is actually the Devil of Hell (Wolf in sheep’s clothing) 👹
Jesus Christ as the first Charles Manson!
pleonasm
The most pernicious lie ever invented is (the idea of) “truth”
nutraceutical
Buridan’s ass
MKULTRA
North Sea
Philadelphi Corridor
Active weather
Levant
India’s forgotten massacre
M23 rebels
Blood minerals
coltan
Athlete concussion
Partial ceasefire
Syrian Alawites
Scam centers
Lawless border regions
Repatriated nationals
wench
Halfway house
Are there innumerable (& invisible) dice-people out there?!
Potential promiscuity
Ludicrous revolutionary
Miscellaneous career
Random assignments
Venus fly-trap
No self-respecting American would……
Catskills farmhouse
Old aggressions
Prison → Society → Wilderness → ?
Take stock and be murdered
warren
Breeding game
Spontaneously combusted pretext
hors d’ouvre
NAACP
How long & how far can you keep up this rebellious behavior before judgment day catches up with you, Joe……!?
clothier
Sleepy leopardess
You are miserable, because you want to be! Really??
The suicidal lifestyle
ZAKA
11.3.25
Which of the warring gods should we serve?
Errol Morris has resurrected the One who saves us from who we are! Chaos – maybe what we need the most is also what we fear the most…… But can man survive without society? No! But the Ubermensch can.
Why do it (suicide) today, when you might as well do it tomorrow?
lineaments
Non-moral judgment
The one who thinks/creates is actually operating from the Real, although primarily handling ideas, like objects manipulated with one’s hands. But the one who acts/does, is already fucked from behind by ideology, while appearing to be engaging “reality”
banausic
Distinguish:
Artisan
&
Artist
Fortuity ~ fortitude
Divorce is STILL a real temptation & viable option!
Severe self-love
Addicted to moderation in all things
The philosopher as crypto-priest
beadle
Hedonism Vs. Self-overcoming
Parson ~ decadent
Ideal-type
Instinctual repression → Intellectual sophistication
Thrasymachus
epigoni
trenchant
dedifferentiate
“A true meta-theory of knowledge is impossible”
Saving lies
“It has grounded my affair on nothing.”
The indispensable half-truth
Paradoxical logic
selfsame
cynosure
The mortifying mantras of communal jouissance
Ensnared by reality’s gossamer web
Political self-destruction
Resisting enslavement to the future
The fetish of consolidation
Penetrating the promissory veil
After this prolonged & intense silence, I have nothing (left) to say
The ability to read such high caliber philosophy is quite an achievement, Joe! Really? Equal to the ability to maintain an erection for hours together (with chemical aid of course)?
STOP-gap identification
Always & everywhere within fantasy
Hopeless optimism
Compulsory abjuration
sequin, spangle
sinthome
The senseless sign
Internal limit
Our only substance
Necessary blindness to arbitrary fixation
catachresis, malapropism, abusio
Meaningless fiat
Pressing & rubbing my face on the mirror
From “believing in” to “identifying with”
ellipsis
Wet ashes are all that remain
Disfiguration ~ undoing
Proustian recherche
Pure autism ~ psychic suicide
aut(o-erot)ism
microbiome
Unceasingly writing itself
Žižek ≈ Lacan analyzing Hegel
Never sober
When will you get tired of breathing?
12.3.25
enantiodromia
arkhe
The long defeat
The smell of spoilt blood
Dead saints
ambrosia
13.3.25
Emmy for main title design
“He was killed by the impasse he had played himself into, I thought.”
Piano radicalism ~ Theoretical music
Human science ~ Deterioration process
Not satisfied with being just another virtuoso
Did you notice how Hermitix repeatedly used the word “Severance” (Apple TV?) in his book review of Bernhard’s “The Loser”?
Tape traders
Shut up, little man!
I am champion at a game nobody (else) plays
14.3.25
Audio verité
Eerie silences
Alice in Borderland – what would a world, inherited only by the losers, become… (without all the stupid games)?
The unique absolute
Science is a more potentially useful fiction than metaphysics.
Ultimate ends
cadenza
staccato
Anarcho-psychology
idee fixe
Panacea ~ Prison
Fated to rebel
Positivist faith
Charlatan revealer
The capacity to live without knowledge
Christianity ~ Orthodoxy ~ Scripture ≈ Official version ~ Authorities ~ Sovereignty
Vs.
Gnosticism ~ Satanism ~ Non-philosophy ≈ Conspiracy theory ~ Counter-intelligence ~ Cults
Irrationalism
Cointelpro + Chaos
Severance, from Capitalist Realism (or Reality with a capital R)
The assassin’s assassin
16.3.25
“I think God is moving its tongue”
“Going forward may not be the answer. Maybe I should go back…”
This intractable ambivalence is tearing me up
Fire in the hole ~ the glowing rim
Scream, break stuff, and be a naked corpse
threepeat
15.3.25 – the Red Eye just over the Line. Is that the (setting) Sun or the (rising) Moon!?
Homo sapiens ~ “Etwas halbes”
“This surplus made of nothing”
Building negatively
Considerable material consequences
Excess itself
Nothing necessarily benign or neutral about IT
The Devil (Death Drive) manifests as the Angel of Light (excess positivity)
Inconsistency of nature, existing not only in, but also for itself
Artificial Harmony (I)
rimes
The material efficiency of ideology
Dis/-contents
Because what is happiness?
Glück happens
Unholy luck – “whether we like it or not”
Biomorality
Primal antagonism → Actual repressions
I was successfully SLAYED last night!
Trauma as anti/non-experience
Ripples from the Wound
Traumatism
Semi-prostitute
Anxiety is a moment of unbearable certainty ~ “And just that I know makes me grieve so deeply”
Overwhelmed/frozen by the Real
True change
Pre-established notions ~ Therapeutic toolbox
Trying to seal off the unconscious
Explosing phenomena
Waste pil(l)ing up
Return (of the discarded) with a vengeance
NO-response
And he will change our……
I’m not ready to be found
Hope, or else
It’s just pain
The Lord helps those who help themselves to do right
From now onwards, every single thing you do will be perfect 💯
Fear of death ≈ Hatred of life
All ullulating
Mormons Vs. Injins
Cold case
Fell or jumped?
Inverted triangle
Wormwood suicide ~ Murder of the Comedian
The Shepherd is a disguised Wolf
The most uncurious family
Suing the CIA
You shall know the truth and the truth shall finish you off
Counter-Terror
Confusion to our enemies
yearling
I have finally been initiated into the world of auto-erotic asphyxiation!
diaeresis, umlaut
Das Ding
Sacrifice ~ Waste
18.3.25
Urine-soaked thongs
The strangled cock/neck
Emotional honesty
Dream:
I have sex with the wife, and ejaculate. But her face is that of a beautiful darker East Asian!
Shift weight from thoughts to feelings. Look at the head from the navel pov, rather than vice-versa!
Raw Sybil
doxography
The porn addict is the one petrified by Medusa ~ the monkey entranced by the snake eyes
Sibylline authority Vs. Philosophical harmonizers
pyromancy
Mantic historiography ~ Predicting the past
Absinth Wormwood
armillary
discretism
The constructability of the rational
Contingency ~ Contagion: Incidental infection
Jordi Vivaldi
Speculative temper of exuberant fatalism
Series of series
Threefold logic
Technophany
Cumaean Sibyl
Inaccurate duplication
Probabilistic ambivalence ~ Zigzagging cosmos
Iblis
Synoptic + heuristic
syntonization
Attunement processes
From morals to models
“Making the given”
Inventing hospitality
Background activity
Become a double-headed dildo ~ Mouth-to-mouth communication ~ Perineal exercises
Richardians & Idiotists
Offret
Birthday blues
I slept with a rat in my room
19.3.25
What is food for you is poison for me. So, are we still the same species?
Fiber + distaff → Thread
Gossipping female racehorses
The blind/fearless man
Did Jesus NOT follow his own advice against casting pearls before swine?
Yes, I am a material sponger. But you are a spiritual parasite!
bast ~ inner bark
spit
ordnance
A giant question mark at the point of the greatest gravity
wit(h)ness
Biophilic technology
The privilege of partial perspective
Cosmetic training & gymnastic fashioning
Eolic millefeuilles
Sonic kaleidoscope
Grindhouse aficionados
PIE ~ Proto-Indo-European
Turning together with
Truth as material praxis
Sensorium of the rational
Cosmic fatum
More foliated notions of givenness
Ask NEW questions!
Heteroclite proportionalities
Ramifying inconclusiveness
Multiple/unfamiliar/unknown stabilities
in nuce
Spiralling mechanics
Lesser the stimulation, greater the arousal!
20.3.25
Guilt comes first. Sin is just the explanation for it. The last to emerge is Law!
21.3.25
duvet
NOFOMO
Passive suicide
Philosophy as science-fiction, and vice-versa
What is your favorite type of weather?
W(h)ither