On having no head

9.6.23

Counter-intuitive insights

Points are just the photographic appearance of lines, and lines are just a videographic form of points

Distinguish: Protest & Resistance

Do digital gadgets have moods?

From I AM to IT HAPPENS

If you’re the only person (left) in this world, would you still be human then?

Aesthete ~ hedonist ~ addict

Thomas de Quincey → Dario Argento → Luca Guadagnino

The fictional Jung

Infamy as oblique success ~ be a spectacular failure!

Thomas de Quincey

giallo

“There’s more where that came from”

Distinguish:
Self-control
&
Self-mastery

Entering the VOID (and seeing everything from there), via reading negative philosophy

Does an addict/psycho ever have fully lucid/sober moments??

Developing studies in dance

The coven of witches is just a front for the dance studio

Living in despair/sadness – beyond (or after) anxiety & anger (have burnt themselves out)

A brilliant coincidence

Take your chances

Sorry, I want to have only verbal intercourse with you

“Living a ruined life”

Macabre romance

Unmanned vehicles

The body (co-dependent) takes back the power, that it gave, to the mind (narcissist)

Impossible → accessible → inescapable

Sport/life – is it the best approach to just focus on the process (rather than result), in order to play better or win more? How does one strike the balance between just enjoying the game and doing whatever it takes to win?

NOTHING is far from nothing

NOW you know why Baudelaire loved the cat/kitty so much

FULLness is nothing but the DREAM of NOthing
Do only one thing at a time.
Do each & every thing very slowly.
Observe a small space between each thing you do.

That’s it! NOW you can go do anything (you like). You CAN EVEN do what you DON’T like…

Days I meditate/read NOTHING. Nights I contemplate/see NOTHING.

Time is a river that flows from the past into the future. What flows back out, from the future to the past, is TIMELESS!

What does Charles Manson have to do with Madhyamika philosophy?!?

Security, comfort & pleasure – go in that order! So, just focus on COMFORT for now. Okay? Pleasure will cum later! 😜

Circular reasoning ~ Orobouros

Sarvapriyananda

Am I a full-blown psycho/monster/demon yet, mummy??

Volk + Gore = Vore!

.heic

remorse(less)ness

True story ~ weird fiction

Is Charles Manson the Second Coming (of JC)? If so, are we living in the eschaton right now?

Maybe I’m already perfectly doing it!? 🙃

Active/-passive No/-thing

10.6.23

Trans-volution

Counter-melodies

Mixed feelings

Matter-in-flux

Hinayana

Industrial grade

Moolamadhyamakakarika

Vithanda

Salvation as nakedness/stripping – all you need to do is lose your clothes and the ground on which you’re standing – freedom!

Ultra-realists

Muscle-memory

Not partners, but solo practitioners together

Words ← ideas ← images ← realities. – REAL

Your “self” is “caused” by the REAL, just like your dream is “caused” by your mind.

The luminosity of the void

You are NOT your mind. You are NOT your body.

White-adjacent

11.6.23

Ballet + boxing + chess = Tennis!

Turn/reverse the gaze

Distinguish: Rules & The Law

12.6.23

doublet

idee

loanword

palate, palette, pallet

Truth-affect

Balthus

Intensive/impulsional body

ali-mentation

13.6.23

Fuck studying! Fuck ME !

Ramesh Balsekar Talks

Is the human the only species in which the individual consciousness (awareness of a self distinct from the race) is present?

Terry Pratchett & Discworld

Phase space

14.6.23

Lone actors

“I am just another normal individual” – The serial killer as expert witness (against humanity & for the Real) ~ every normal individual is just another Ted Bundy! 🙃

Ted Bundy et al – killing women ~ the rebellion of the male Id against the superego Mother (morality) ~ the war of Animus & Anima ~ a kind of sick Fight Club

I know the name of Ted Bundy’s ENTITY which caused his irises to turn black

Marilyn Monroe + Charles Manson = Marilyn Manson

Man’s son ~ Manson ~ Son of Man

The GAP

Anonymity ~ invisibility ~ non-existence

Persona-lity

Why are these true crime programs so popular? Well, now you know……

Incels and the search of the mediocre for (their own unique brand of) greatness

Ted Bundy as a latter-day saint

15.6.23

Add heretic & prophet to the crazies category

Imaginary advantages

From Good Vs. Evil to advantages & disadvantages

If there is anything to be understood, then it is this and ONLY this: There is nothing to understand!

16.6.23

Transparent language

uniate

White rappers & Black rockers

17.6.23

David Bellemere Vs. Steve Shaw

FKA

18.6.23

Finals

You’re (nothing but) a glorified porn addict, Joe! 😅

Interviewing performers

Sacred/profane ~ sublime/mundane ~ non-negotiable/variable ~ important/unimportant

The saint Vs. The gentleman

The anachronism of madness

Secular icons

Desecration & reconsecration

19.6.23

idio(syn)cracy

obsidian

freemium

turpitude

20.6.23

Eternal ~ inexhaustible/aimless/useless

Porous self

Reading images & visualizing words

Temple → theatre → circus

Impulses/phantasms/simulacra (Klossowski) ~ Real/imaginary/symbolic (Lacan)

Pathologizing normality and theologizing eccentricity

Demonic deities

A demon is never identical to itself

Do you need me because I love you, or do I love you because you need me?

Integral monstrosity – Sade Vs. Aurobindo

21.6.23

suppôt

Does my porn turn you on?

Society of the Friends of Crime

A hypothetical debate of the polymorphously perverse

22.6.23

Boned up on

manse

Nifty cabaret

Offbeat child prodigy

calliope

cashiering

Crime photography as black art

Magic circle

Anton Szandor LaVey

Ripoff artists

grimoire

Christianity → humanism → Satanas!

Catch the clap

cutlass

Straight Satans, Sons of Sam, Manson Family

Movie ranch

stateside

Devil’s Canyon

panhandling

Human game

Draw ~ wadi

decal

Family: I don’t like you as a person, and you don’t like me as a person. But we both somehow make the relationship work because we believe we belong together…… 🤣

23.6.23

Your entire life is one long compromise!

Unlike me

You can if you want to

“I just keep wondering if there’s not a better solution for us all……” – Charles McGill

Sade → Acephale → Process Church → Sons of Sam → Better Call Saul

What could be the “far darker truth” than the snuff film?

24.6.23

witchy

Can you be naked in your own house?

I was a natural left-hander, but later converted into a right-hander (by my parents)!

25.6.23

Pale gold skin

I’m NOT even a psychotic!

Non-practice E.g. Non-meditation

Religion is his religion

Nothing but sitting

The non-dualism of nirvana & suffering – what do you call the perspective from which this is perceived/realized??
Emptiness ~ Buddha Nature!

Distinguish:
Emptiness
&
Nothing

Married monks

Buxome guru

26.6.23

Distinguish:
Hidden/invisible
&
Non-existent/unreal

Blissing out……! Together??

Teasing – the wafer-thin line (or razor-sharp edge) in-between watching & touching

Distinguish:
Evil
&
Ugly

elan vital

base code

co-religionists

experience motif

Cross-border whimsical personifications

Ecstasy techniques

Evil is real, as much as the good – this I know now.

Jung/Job ~ the evil GOD

Physical truths Vs. Psychic facts

Sonic daimon

Beware! GOD also appears as an angel of darkness 🙃

Enantiodromia ~ Pandaemonium

mana ~ entia

Is C. G. Jung a Satanist!? If so…… So what?!

27.6.23

lint

The duel of non-dualism & dualism

Sympathy for apathy/antipathy

apotropaic

GOD against GOD

Satan as GOD’s left hand or right brain

jib

captious

canaille

bugbear/hobgoblin

speechify

bagatelle

seigneur

Theriomorphic gods

tort moral

28.6.23

The idiot GOD

Raping my own eyes 👁️

“She made us lesbian”

Was John Wayne insane or evil or…… just Gacey?!

Legal liminality

Black sites

Eliphas Levi

Baphomet; Solve Coagula

Enhanced interrogation techniques

Fool Vs. Knave

Instinct Vs. Drive

Heresy Vs. Hypocrisy

feint

Trying not to try ~ focus on relaxing – do the easiest/funnest thing

If I want a life with NO better/different future (just a repetition of today * infinity, without almost any change), then doesn’t it mean I already have the best?

THIS is the feeling I have been waiting for!

Death ~ existing without LIFE

Fear → fury → FIRE

Shoah

“Stranger” by Parkway Drive ~ Laruelle’s stranger-victim and hell-world

The most important unknown person in the world today (who me 🤪)

phasosophy

Rebellious apprenticeship

Highly original secondary works

Major & minor theses

“Human” is an adjective, NOT a noun

29.6.23

strange-er

Satan as GOD’s self-doubt. Man as the Devil’s self-doubt. The world as Man’s self-doubt.

Maybe there is a symbiosis between the common working man, and eccentrics like me. We both need and despise each other! 🥲

Unreal numbers

infinitesimal

Summoning up worlds

Wisdom Vs. Magic

avant la lettre

obstreperous

pre-self

Non-specific stress

paleologic

Global terror

Healing descent

wend

Yogic gnosis

meta-patterns

Arche-archetypes

Internal technologies

Maddening & inspiring

Pre/trans fallacy

Meaningless meaning ~ groundless ground

Psychotic episode or spiritual crisis?

Circle + ladder = spiral

From justice/equality to dignity/uniqueness

Spiritual levelling

The reign of the average

The paradox of fullness

Transcendental axioms and immanent philosophy

Perplexing insight

30.6.23

Original plan ~ ultimate order ~ perfect knowledge ~ course of life

I am inevitable!

Philosophical brilliance as a poor substitute for spiritual power… 🤣

Evil saints & mad sages

Multividual

I’m not a psychotic. I am a pervert!

Rapid flux beyond a certain extent, crystallizes, into a still clear surface

Hitting the sonic G-spot

Mircea K. Taylor (K for Kingsley)

Empedocles + Parmenides =

NO monism, YES monasticism

In-sane-ity

Earth ~ mole ~ descent ~ static; Water ~ river-flow ~ horizontal ~ movement; Air ~ wind ~ diverse currents ~ random; Fire ~ flames ~ consume ~ shooting upward

monomyth

The deepest heart of fire is perfect darkness

Planatic (Plan-fanatic)

Catastrophe Theory

Biosophical tataagatha

trestle

Distinguish:
Perfection
&
Wholeness

2.7.23

Where is the fun in (the pursuit to maximize) pleasure? Put down your (permanent) tent at base camp! 🖕🏾

Aristippus & the Cyrenaics

gudgeon, blenny

From slavery to mastery, via abstinence/indulgence

ataraxia

Truth effects

Dadaist philosophy

From Anti-art to Non-philosophy

The intrinsic & inextricable sophistry of all philosophy

infracendence

3.7.23

Sex is the (only) way to eat a live body without killing it. So, you can eat the same body for the umpteenth time, without any loss of freshness! 😎

heresis

4.7.23

From smoking to breathing fire

Light-night

The spectator as (virtual) participant

You are what you’ve seen and you become what you see

Unfucked by the ineffable

The immemorial is indescribable & unrecordable

The friend as soulmate, and the spouse as fuck-buddy. Currently marriage is dominated by neither the flesh nor the spirit, but by the social (psycho-economic)!

Is this world really “better than” Hell?

Unconscious witness ~ what is, shows! Let it go ~ let it be ~ just let……

Consciousness ~ conscience ~ cognition

Stereotypical ~ archetypal

5.7.23

We 3 – me, my echo and my shadow

Tell your mother who the real father is

How do you wake up from a lucid dream?

divunity

Like the cannibal is to man, Man is to Nature

A glitch in the reality-machine-code

6.7.23

All organizations must be disbanded immediately

The nameless/unborn

I knew you before we were born ~ I want to watch porn naked & stoned with you.
No! I DON’T want to have sex with you.

“Because, when the baby comes……”

Is this for real?

Night editor

I wanna know why I am what I am

A true serial-killer

Emptiness & empathy

Fantasy~world

Id → ego → superego

Fear as excitement

The One who names everything (else) remains nameless himself

It’s like lifting a 2-ton stone out of a deep well

paraphilia

3D screen – imagining that you’re actually in the same room with these women seen on your screen, and they are actually doing whatever they’re doing together, right in front of you in-the-flesh – this is NOT far-fetched at all, and well within reach!

Military~training

The feelings of the horse, as opposed to the story of the rider

Jeffrey Dahmer loved his grandmother

I don’t like being gay

Tried self-deprogramming

Criminalo(r)gy

Stealing mannequins & manufacturing corpses

Fantasizing about something real

We were just coming into who we are

Opacity as shelter

Can a male be raped?

Desire Vs. Intention

There is no reason not to believe this information

No head, no body!

Rebirth-day @ 33

I forgot my own name, and then……….

A vast emptiness filled with anything & everything

Too scared, clever & busy, to cease ignoring the obvious

Transfixed/wonderstruck/breathless – no (more) questions!

No experience(r)

The Red Queen

A framed window, without a house

Post-decapitation functioning

It’s all about the VIEW

Encourage the recurrence of lucidity

Deceptive realism

I have realized (to my utter astonishment) that most (if not all) of the things I believe, think, feel, say and do, are NOT my own beliefs, thoughts, emotions, sentences or actions

Zero-point reportage

GOD, real, being, void, nothingness, emptiness, human, world, vision, consciousness, awareness, perception, etc. are just names like Joseph or like Immanuel or like……

Are quantum, relativity, Newtonian physics, etc. descriptions of different levels or phases of the same/one physical universe? Or are they describing multiple universes? Or are they different perspectives on one objective world? Or are they all colorful imaginations (ideas of self) that this reality creates, like a sleeping man’s dreams? Or…

Self + world ≈ self – world ≈ world – self

Everybody (else) has a face/head, but I certainly DON’T!

The unconscious is eternal

8.7.23

Distinguish:
Champion
&
Hero

9.7.23

Distinguish:
Memory
&
History

William Burroughs has absolutely NOTHING to do with Naked Lunch!

I can feel the ultra slo-mo collective descent into Hell, but they CANNOT, because they’re all constantly moving……

prosumers

10.7.23

Bardos

11.7.23

syntonic

hikikomori

retainers

Bifo

precarization

Bai lan

slacker

naïf

Non-philosophy as chaoide

autonomist

12.7.23

How does the female (spirit) rape the male (body)?

Book of Chuang Tzu

I am (or my body is) a double-headed dildo – one end is the brain and the other the cock

White-hot open heart

Partial idiocy ~ imperfect wisdom

Sür-real-ity

Do we (not) want to be cured, because we can (not) be cured? Or……….?

The impotence of (what we call) power

I am (one of the many voices of) Balam’s ass

Productive psychopathology

Speech ~ delirium

Non-cognitive feeling

The future of the whole-of-man and the identity of the absent patient

semblist

Homo natura and the architectonization of lived experience

Of the being-of-man

As (the rest of) my body stays here, the cock alone enters into the screen-world, and pulls the rest of me along with it……

What role does the wind play at a Wimbledon tennis match?

Should Alcaraz stop looking to his box after almost every point?

13.7.23

educe

Destructive vitality ~ constructive fire

Personified things

Ideas OF the world as things IN the world

Imaginal thought

Fragile body-image

limitrophous

Primary unity

The uncontrollable forces of the unrepressed unconscious

The excluded, included and hidden third

Conscious, unconscious & preconscious

The immemorial murder of the primal father

Prohibition of incest & murder → democratic equality

Spiritual placenta

The annihilation complex

injunction

Birth – from human-mother to father-god

Psychic birth

Primal horde

Deep blood

Society/culture as second/psychic womb

Incest as human sacrifice

The lost (& refound) object

The normal madness of babies

The electromagnetic fields of the genetic programme

Coupling ~ annihilation

Law Vs. Flow

The placental system as primitive ego

The excited void

Internal perception

Unconscious ideas & repressed feelings

The unacknowledged mother

The Human as the embodiment of Nature’s death-drive

The female phallus

WOMAN

Dark energy; anti-matter

phallophorous scopophilia

The hammer commands us to strike… STRIKE!

NECRO-narcosis

14.7.23

Jon Nödtveidt

15.7.23

Temple of the Black Light

Leviathan/Behemoth ~ Mahakali/Nataraja

Drvg cvltvre

The sinister tradition

Sincerely evil

Anti-modern thought

Political neopaganism

Radical traditionalism

Advantage Djokovic

Industrial music

Fascist-baiting

Georgii Chulkov and Viacheslav Ivanov

Paul & Ilona Black

The valiant vanquished

17.7.23

Maybe this world (3D) looks flat (2D) to you, because you’re in the 4th dimension!

Mystical anarchism

chiliastic/millenarian

Society Vs. Community

Unabashed irrationalism

The numinous is mutinous!

theurgy

If life itself is a waste of time, then HOW CAN you ask why I am wasting my life?
E.g. How can shit be wasted?

I and a very few others are sick. Everyone else today is dying. And all the others are already dead.

Out of the best of kickass metal playlist, select the best of the best songs only, and then dive into each of those albums.

Select tracks how: First hearing – if you like the sound, move to second hearing with lyrics. If you like both together, then LIKE song.

Voluptuous dirt

I am a solo lesbian

FROM
What would Jesus do (WWJD)
TO
What does the Pussy say (WWPS)

From word to silence to noise

FORBIDDEN 🔕
You’re watching the perfect vanity

Her lips are developing a relationship with her pussy

Abbie Maley

I’m one of the many addicts/perverts who’ll never see the inside of an insane asylum or rehabilitation/correctional centre

Black Nacre ~ Devouring Mother

Goth babes

Circus of DOOM – this is not JUST entertainment!

The BEST of the Best of the best

From MY pov, the reality YOU’RE living in is a mirror within a mirror!

When will you STOP believing that (reaching) the impossible is a dream?

Immanuel Joseph is nothing but the mask worn by the id I am a stone cold Steve and I will get back to you and your family and friends with benefits of eating now I have to speak to you and your family and friends with benefits of eating now I have to

Immanuel Joseph is nothing but the echo of MY real echo

If (you say) you’re NOT flying into the sun, then I would say, then what’s the point in trying to cut these puny branches, when the tap root of evil remains intact forever? In a situation like this, the paradoxical solution of the fool is a better (even more viable) option – simply give in to the total triumph of evil and THEN SEE what happens. This world is ripe for a new cleansing by fire!

Never again Vs. NEVERMORE

Pleasure >> torture >> blackout
That looks just like normal ageing, right!?

Could there be anything hotter than 2 girls being horny for each other?

Watch Naked Lunch

My goal is to become a complete zombie (just like everybody else?)

The confessor as life-boat

Suicide by homicide E.g. The war on terror

What you describe is a surplus of political luck

Better than all the Greatests

How do you prepare for a Netsilik retribution? You don’t, because you CAN’T!

Find Lady Silence and bring her here

Do your people do like this?

Manic fear

No doubt, you made the best decision for the problem you thought you had

We need carpenters… to build the gallows

Esquimaux

Volunteer executioners

The ridiculous horror of nobility

Evil ≈ malice + cowardice + hypocrisy

Am I not also one of the drunk raving peasants who beat the Turin Horse to death!?

Is Dionysus the crucified or the crucifier??

The anti-hero is the protagonist in the villain’s auto-biography

Should books that promote ideologies of book-burning be banned?

18.7.23

Racquet abuse 🤣

witchy

Compare August Strindberg’s allergy to electricity with Charles McGill (“Better Call Saul”)

Extreme speculation

The Furies – awakening the proverbial sleeping dogs

Murdered ghosts ~ Personified curses

Who caused this, and why??

Increasing despairs

psychoplanatics

somethingish

A central counterforce

Maybe I am the new Job to Christ (post-NT), like the OT Job was to Yahweh – GOD’s nemeses!

Mad kingship

Freak (of) nature

The sovereign puppet

The king without subjects

The maximalists

Reichswehr/Wehrmacht

Enlightened zombie

The joy of dying

Prophetic madness

Breaking all the unwritten rules

Why can’t I just enjoy these special experiences without having to make a gospel revelation out of them?

Zero is NOT a number

Autonomous developments

Kill your loves, and then you’ll be free, to die

“If a lion could talk, we could not understand him.”

I am certain that SOMETHING is about to happen

Patient number 9, case 53, etc.

I am the healer of my doctors and saviour of my gods

Automatic writing

Rediscovery of the obvious

Inner dynamics of dream logic

Death-wish & salvation-longing

Reflections as shadows

But why does all of this finally have to MEAN something?!

We need to hear more from sick bodies, to heal this mad world-mind! (WS is too healthy for this)

Sudden explosion of accumulated & repressed boredom, fatigue, despair & rage

SJ are drunk & sex-starved! This is my moment…

19.7.23

Too queer even for the queers!

Unprovoked aggression

Mixed media

cenacle

Oral rewriting

Maybe I should just start playing the guitar without learning music. And scribbling on my iPad without doing the digital drawing course

Can you just see letters & words without reading them?

Can you see the space in between (and within) objects, as “the real”?

effrontery

What is Artaud without language?

Be perfectly self-centred! Never question, doubt or challenge yourself. Only others.

Brusque gestures

The zone of pure blank power outside time & space

Do you know what real cruelty is?

Inspired quaver ~ throbbing gristle

Ravaged face

agitprop

Sinister buffoonery

Sincere & spontaneous

marionette

Seraphim theater

Old, before his time

Social suicide ~ spiritual birth

A religious funeral would have been the last insult

Halfway through the interminable journey

Writing about the impossibility of writing

But JA are NOT wasting their time/life, unlike me, right?

20.7. 23

There are so many Sonali Srinivasans out there

But if you DON’T produce the work/art, then you yourself become that

Private expressions

Unpublished manuscripts

Maybe I am one of the greats who are outside the big stages

Birdbox – but there’s a third way – those who NEITHER blind themselves in order to survive NOR open their eyes to become killers/evangelists – to merely witness BOTH, just like you’re watching the movie right now!

Michel Houllebecq (To Stay Alive: A Method)
Vs.
William Burroughs (Bardos – to live in such a way that you no longer know if you’re alive or dead)

The death drive is nothing but living without the survival instinct. The monster is meta-violent

How do I get an image of these images?

Is what I am seeing a projection or an introjection?

It looks so ugly, but it feels so good – there are (other) eyes down there too!

If these entities are terrifying, then how do you describe their creator?

I broke the TV by my watching

Heidegger’s “failure to do justice” to Hölderlin, is my inspiration (to engage Art)

Counter-exemplarity

All persons are created artists

Serious non-seriousness

Non-metaphysical concept(ualization)s

Being, pornography & weaponized beauty

Mechanical Viagra

Prudish Kundalinists 🤣

Let’s have an India-Pakistan or England-Australia Cricket (test) WTC final soon!

The human body as microcosm

Energetic cosmos 🤜🏾🤛🏾 Moral society

Hölderlinian urtheil (judgment) ~ Laruellian (philosophical) decision

The (erstwhile) great West Indies have failed to qualify for the 2023 ODI World Cup! 😢

Unmediated reality ~ Unconscious knowledge

21.7.23

Non-altruistic giving

Self-radiating

Conciliatory Vs. Aggressive argument

The Real has NO (intellectual) content! Is that devastating, dear philosopher?

Self-doctoring

vomica

clew

22.7.23

Lapsed academic

Don’t take my word for it

23.7.23

Chthonic etiology

A greater cleverness

Cultural innocence

Spontaneous fulfillments of destiny

The body’s recreation

The ideological & semiological functions of food

comestible

prolepsis; analepsis

Completely insulate & isolate what cannot be communicated or shared. E.g. Social relations & spiritual dynamics; Practical matters & internal values
Completely dissociate flesh & spirit, thereby reconciling them in peaceful mutual indifference (as far as possible😉)

Self-caricature

I should stop writing what I read! Should I just do this, without writing it? Or maybe writing this down is the first step in executing the decision…

If my inner life is totally beyond anyone else’s access, then so is theirs to me!

fate-ality

sunning

tropology

pornology

Barbenheimer

24.7.23

Give advice ONLY to those who ask for it.

Sophisticated Zuzu Sweet’s feet dirt

agloocan… maui

clochard

ham (n.)

Total theater

Performance artist

Body-work

Marat/Sade

Whirling dervish

Self-performance as literature

Génica Athanasiou

Surrealistic revolution

Personal insurrection

Opium + Laudanum

Experimental productions

unlimber

Steeplechase career

poète maudit

mon mal

Cleft egomaniac

Sustained paroxysm/steady exhilaration

Pitiful honesty

Metaphysical satyriasis

Declamatory poetry

Snake-charming

Direct intervention

Spirituality & excrement

Free verse

Rumbling stylistic shift

goulash

Futurist words

Zaum ~ universal language

Phonic poetry

Oracular fragments

ecriture

terribilita

To shanghai

Histrionic gnosis

Official pariah

Self-portrait

25.7.23

The audacity of despair

Persistent identifiers

Scalar fields

Anti-anthropic solutions

Fucking in/the public

Cosmic archons

Evil demi-urge

Acausal chaos

Chaosophy

TOTBL/MLO

Current 218

Sociology of mental illness

New portals to the acausal plane

Exoteric ~ pro-cosmic

Black Lodge

Formless essences

Eonic strategy

Power-charged ideas

Militant neo-gnosticism

Qliphoth

Tanin’iver

“Blind monster, open your eyes.”

Lycanthropic glorification

Power-words ~ divine names

Path of the great sea-serpent

Liber Azerate

B(l)ack-face

Nightside

Necrosophy

Typhonic Magick

Abrahamic sheep

Wrathful mythopoiesis

Anti-elements

Zepto ads

Diabolical Pan-paradox

Vampire pentagram

Silna

Transcultural ubiquity

26.7.23

Dream: I am Nick Kyrgios’s coach

27.7.23

Spiteful creativity

Dead Sea Scrolls Vs. Nag Hammadi Library

Acosmic flame

Qayin

Genetic spirituality

Euphoric destruction

Chaos magic & infinite freedom

Inverted womb

Archons

Distinguish:
Intention
&
Motivation

Pseudo-ostention

Goetia

Deindividuation

Is Bella Hadid a scientist?

Helter Skelter, my dear CM!

28.4.23

“Reality as the supreme fiction”
deanthropocentrize
zoosemiotics
Double parricide
Unconscious creator
Natural force as vera causa
Instinctive choice
Ugly bitch
Living fossils
Non-verbal language & inarticulate impulses
Natural justice
Darwin’s unique emotional engagement with Nature
Literary counsel
Multiple orgasms
Carnivorous plants
Imaginative adventure
Delightfully eccentric
Zoocentric metaphysical play
Gregor Samsa
Demythifying (adj.) wonder
Blackstar
Roy Batty & Sarah Connor monologues
Magick treatise
Homeric amazement
Antediluvian fauna
Tierra del fuego
Wind-sculpted trees
Elective affinities
The Descent of Man
Sexual selection
Male nipple ~ female navel
Wholesale scale
The mania for totalization in the face of finitude
Art as confrontation with Reality ~ The cruel duty of giving offence
Non-positivist hermeneutic
proto-poststructuralist
Metaphysics ~ mythopoiesis
Poetics of Nature
Derridean freeplay
The absent action of force
Reading ~ decoding
Fossils as inscriptions
Geo-history – erasures, traces, superimpositions, blanks, etc.
Scuttling ancient (therefore “sacred”) preconceptions
Os coccyx & absent tail
Anachronistic residues in/of the human body
Human emotions ~ animalistic expressions
Primitive/brutal (not just ancient/human) glimmers

misprision
constative
prosopopoeia
diabole
Whig
invidious
cosmicism
coign
ferity
undefaced
subsidence

Speculation: Market ~ Nature

The human as mask – if so, worn by what!?

Distinguish: Non-knowledge & Ignorance

What is this? – Philosophy
Why is this? – Religion
How is this? – Science

How many explosions have you swallowed (yet)?

Boycott the IPL – even the commentary is invaded by advertising!

Darwin > scientist

Compare & contrast the world voyages/explorations of Darwin & Blavatsky

A veritable spiritual teratoma

The unlimited freedom of Nothingness
I decide who I would be tonight!
If you could choose whichever time & place to live in, wouldn’t you choose this very one?!

29.4.23

de(i)cide ⚠️

Spiritual camouflage & infiltration

True fiction Vs. False reality

In between species……! 😳

Ambiguity → authenticity

Do you promise to keep your promises?

Ring the middle finger

Protein ~ protean

crummy
capon

Human monstrosities
Black sheep ~ atavism/reversion
Hybrids of discordance & exaggeration
Circular metaphorics
The beau-ideal
From essential characteristics to accidental variations
Deific analogy
Eugenic breeder
Unintentional transformations
Human culling as natural selection
Twilight conditions – intoxication, somnambulism, delirium, etc.
Double consciousness
Cybernetic grammatology
Bored to tears
Empty signifier

See how this feels
I gotta remember how it feels to be someone new

30.4.23

First responders
Senseless shooting
Christian trade unions
Virgin future
Sentiments: Play-acting Vs. Vital
Choose ~ invent
Negative definition
Stern optimism

Trembling & twitching ~ terrible & tragic

“You can’t do what you like all the time!” – who said this?

Have you ever pissed/shat yourself, as an adult?

You alone are solely responsible for your cowardice/hypocrisy
Superhuman resignation
Bad & good misunderstandings

Truth as fiction that closely adheres to reality
Innocence/child ~ idiocy/fool
Even refusing to decide is a choice

If you keep on running on the rim, then you will cause the cup to brim over…… and very soon!
CHOOSE Your morality 🙋🏿‍♀️
But Joe! THIS is what YOU have chosen

Bad faith
Liberating “freedom”
You cannot NOT will your own (ever-increasing) freedom

She is THE incarnation of the value of passion
A freedom BEYOND responsibility
This objection is at once true & false

Invent the value of inventing the inventor of values
NOTHING can save him from himself
Libidinous Mia Malkova

GOD hit me on the lip today!

WHY does Vimeo NOT have watch history feature (like YouTube)? Or, is there a “deep reason” BEHIND this?

Let me make it clear you’ll have this: You’re the souvenir of sadness…
Back then ~ stand up; Nobody knew in the schoolyard ~ nobody’s dying to save you.
Now then ~ speak up; You have grown up to be this hard ~ nobody’s waiting to see you.
Go then ~ wake up; Walk through this world with your heart scarred ~ nobody’s working to pay you.

School-ed ~ de-School

I know how to dream with my eyes open

2.5.23

I’m an Ultra Films fan! What you are seeing here is what is called “mutual worship” 😁

Man is the eye (self-consciousness) of Nature – the One ~ Vision-in-One

Why would anyone ever want to do things that way!??

Meta-cruelty ~ the spiritual criminality of negligence

WHY do you want (to know the) truth??

Dividual ~ Imperson; Indistinction ~ Indecision
Ushuaia ~ the end of the world
Immanence ~ materialism ~ realism
Championing a weirder thought
Blissful horror
Unidirectional/univocal/immanent ~ Oblivious/autistic/prophylactic
…perhaps the only non-digital thinker we have!
Lucky loser
Rigorous immanence
Dictatorship of the meek
Immanence Vs. Difference
Identity ~ commonality
Uncoupling the thing from itself
Maddeningly monotonous
Ascetic withdrawal & cryptic ontology
The static, final & pre-emptive nature of non-standard action
The oldest prejudice
Hot sauce

Crazy models
The inverted mountain peak

4.5.23

We need to (learn how to) live, WITHOUT knowing what life is…
An intelligence that is BEFORE knowledge!

Animal Psychology ~ rude reasoning
Proto-moral instincts in social creatures
Hereditary will
Eating flowers
Survival instinct Vs. Will to power (drive to pure prestige)
Infantile polymorphously perverse sexuality
Rotpeter
Ontological self-interrogation
Demythify the false doubles
Maturity ~ notoriety
Physiological autobiography
The dangerous profligacy of the tragic
Backward inference ~ governing desideratum
Gilles de Rais

tartufferie
asseverations
maenad
sparagmos
punctilio
sangfroid
lapsus
proleptic
lagniappe
foison
aubade

Sacred/Night games

5.5.23

The politics of filth
Demonstration beyond articulation
Bodily intelligence as unconscious knowledge
There is a deep core of the soul, where no light enters nor can enter
Language distorts, even conceals, reality
Case vignettes
Experiential mini-conversions
What needs to take place, takes place, if you let it happen
The analyst’s expert-anxiety
Truth as that which lies on the other side of the known
The pathological nucleus
Energic investments & transformations
Self-reconfigurations
From cure to conversion
I need to find a way to change my life
From therapy to analysis
Impossible waiting
Loving your own unconscious
Transforming one’s own relationship to desire
banalization
Weirding revolution
Life-threatening conversations

Body ~ real ~ black → Mind ~ thought ~ white (NO vice-versa). From psycho-somatic to somato-psychic!

What could be more real than physical pain??

An itch produced (generated & sustained) by, scratching!
Kimiko
Spiritual stripteaser

Tetralogos
I remember this hair
Lie down! I want to please you.

entelechy – the principle/law/force of self-organization

6.5.23

Thought: Believing >> knowing >> seeing

8.5.23

Life is MORE than food, and the body MORE than clothing – Spirituality/Religion
Life = food, body = clothing – Capitalism/materialism
Life < food, body < clothing – (Non-)Philosophy/Radicalism

Dark(ness of) motivation

Being a hedonist is hard work!? 😅

Self-mutilation Vs. Self-destruction – choose!

Over-achieving socialite

Pleasant ~ please ~ pleasure

Mild(er) (over-)heating

Does prayer require (the existence of) GOD?

“I want to test your depth!” – The script in this porn video is very profound! 😉

absurdism
Theater of comic menace (& satirical malaise)

9.5.23

Blow my mind, or else……!
The revolution industry
“I live in a world where anything is possible.” – Rick Rubin
Professional voyeur
creche-fication
Kitsch reverence
Tactile illusions
Eco-archeologists and evolutionary retrogression
Reconstructive neurosis
fac-differend

wholography

diorama
trundle
driftwood
barf

10.5.23

With great suffering comes great power!

12.5.23

nautch-girl
Illion
dactylic
Quantitative hexameter
Iambic foot
sloka
vizier

The supramental sage of India ~ 1872 – 1950
Savitri ~ Mother?
Mantras
Modern Scriptures
Essays Human & Divine
Amusingly humorous, mundane, frivolous & nonsensical verses
Classical tongues
Bande Mataram
Satirizing surrealism
Measureless measure
Gayatri mantra
Incomplete plays
That was during his revolutionary period……
The sylvan witch-poet

Sri Aurobindo makes me feel like (I am) nothing! But, do I love or hate him (or both!), for this??

Lust is an intense thirst! Have you ever felt it – the parched cave within?

13.5.23

Flirtatious criticism that’s near blasphemous
Surreal & fatalistic incidents
Human evolution & the spiritualization of matter
“Nature is in the habit of delivering miracles”
Transitional beings
Complex hierarchy of subtle worlds between the superconscious & subconscious
anantaguna
Overmind
A rigorous science of the subjective domain
mahas
A book as a force-field!

mastiff
swathe/swaddle
frequentative

Is not the idea of GOD/spirit/immortality/perfection/eternity just another mirage of the dehydrated man in the merciless desert?? But does this also mean that thirst proves the reality of water?! Sure, but “satisfaction” is another matter altogether, isn’t it? Is the Fall the cause of our failure to find what we are looking for, is it rather the desire/pursuit/hope itself which is the ultimate illusion?

Ubiquitous manifestations of genius

Integral yoga ~ synthesizing the materialist & ascetic impulses

14.5.23

The ego/persona is nothing but the mask worn by the id/shadow!

15.5.23

Rick Rubin & Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche

Enlightenment is closer to death, than to life, isn’t it?

Einar Solberg & Alcaraz Garfia

Rock vocals

The human as the universe’s eye/-witness

Fabian Maroszan
Akola
Nakba
runoff

16.5.23

Apparently solid (self)
Incessant mental gossip
Basic sanity
Pure reaction
There is no need for the struggle to prove one’s existence
To study with……
Mannerless brat ~ great hero
Your life situation as your guru
Innate wisdom
escapology
Transcendental sense
Super-illusion
Expose our raw & rugged qualities
Commitment to openness
The professional ego
Going beyond the call of duty
Post-romantic
Gloriously illiterate
Melancholy questionings on human regeneration
Conventional imitation
The supernormalities of the exceptional
Healthy idiotism

Self = mind = fear

From spiritualizing matter to materializing spirit

Repression of the animal → demonic possession!

Maybe it is good/ideal that most people are productive, and only the few are creative!?

Artificial hunger

dichtung
nescience
tyro
coadjutor
Grizzled gnome

17.5.23

Sculpt yourself by doing what you like – strategically…

Situational limitations + making new/different connections between the various dots + thinking outside the box = creativity!

Triangle:
Health-hygiene
Chores-hobbies
Indulgence-relaxation

18.5.23

theriac
transfinites

19.5.23

Sexology → (sexuality) → sex
Re-(verse e)volution

Variant justices

sui generis
iterability
recrimination
alterability

World → earth → planet
Nothing is less certain
Mineral life
Ontological experience
Radicalizing hope (& despair)
There are no pure times.
The history to come
Spatial temporality (& temporal spatiality)
Mortal germs & hidden gems
Spectral ontology

20.5.23

augury
pediment
Cortical homunculus

Cruelfiction

The laws of the void
Collective sexual body
Cellular death ~ creative suicide
pre-established
Object-cathexis
Personal prehistory
You’re the reason I feel dead

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

21.5.23

Distinguish:
Violence
&
Cruelty

Nothingness as coperceptible reality

It is better/greater to be a spiritual failure than a worldly success

The critic as failed artist

threnody
hebetude
quietive
Non-existence

22.5.23

adytum

Deceive ~ create ~ Deceive

Entertain ~ manipulate

GORE:
The nothingness of pleasure
&
The pleasure of Nothingness

Career mommies

Sleep, read, fuck, repeat ♾️
When not sleeping, read or fuck,
When not reading, sleep or fuck,
When not fucking, read or sleep……
Amen.

25.5.23

From epistemological relativism to ontological pluralism!

Scratch language

From the seen to the seer to the seeing to vision!

NOW, the body penetrates/fucks/grasps the mind (instead of the upside-down status quo)

We CAN do nothing.

“A dirty mind should never be wasted!” – Ersties

“Thought & word are nothing but sound/vibrations” – UGK

26.5.23

“You have a right to be mad!” (Nurse to bawling newborn)

Placental tumor
Are you serious?
Let’s try the other side
I don’t want to do room. I want to die.
What are you doing? I don’t know
Breaking Metal

My purpose is authentic death

27.5.23

Thinking ← I am ← It! (Thinking ~ perception/imagination + feeling/suffering)

Convert boredom into a hallucinogenic drug

Allow the demon to break through/out this bio-shell

Make your skin as sensitive, thin & permeable to the fire as possible. Then hold the burning for as long as you can.

My life is my art-work, a dark sky with scattered twinklers, and no lines to hook them all up!

But… am I not more humble than you?

An erect cock, an aching head, and an empty heart……….

30.5.23

no-ledge

31.5.23

Power + pleasure = meaning! 😈

Ad infinitum ~ ad nauseum

At the centre of the void is the whirlpool

Legalism → antinomianism → anomie!

Social morality Vs. Spiritual wisdom Vs. Nihilation-ing
Yes, the (my) house has 3 levels. But MY room is in the (underground) foundation!

DMVV ~ those (miserable) souls who are “dead to the world”, because they have rejected the “ideology of happiness” (Zizek)
The challenge is, (developing) the stamina to continue existing, without giving in to the twin temptations of suicide or conformity (navigating between Scylla & Charybdis).
To just keep on observing the waves – screams for relief/release/end…… ⏳🌀🌊

Life is nothing but processual death! Dying ~ living……….

Sanamahism
She’s flirting with death right in front of him!
Honesty is a scorpion
Why is IT called a “pussy”??

Laruelle is UGK trained in Continental Philosophy! 🤤
Let all your inner goddesses come out and dance
Pious pagan
Cringe comedy
Unsanify → in-sanity

1.6.23

The body is NOT what you think it is

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

2.6.23

My intellect is a black diamond

“In filth it shall be found.” – Alchemy

OMG! That mouth is so talented…

This body likes to read

Murdering crows is also a hobby

Go club
Anti-solar life forms

3.6.23

congener
gyrovague

7.6.23

Truth/discovery/science and fiction/invention/art are just 2 equivalent images or representations of the Real!

The objectivity of subjects and the subjectivity of objects

Alternating ground & objects within the field of one’s perception

enstasis
dromology
nunc stans
pur sang
Ormuzd

Ego-trip
high noon

Am I feeling, turbulently calm or placidly agitated, right now??

Solipsistic argumentation

“It MAY be!”

Do you see what I mean?

8.6.23

Dice-player
differend
vade-mecum
James McGill Vs. Saul Goodman
Turn subtitles on, and then watch the movie WITHOUT subtitles!
Womb ~ chora ~ womb
The mirror/shadow world
Quantum determinations
jai alai
You cannot live without loving. Yes, BUT you also cannot love without living, isn’t it?!
Quahnahuak
Obscene concourse
actionista

Dark Enlightenment

28.3.23

pompom
puerile
metier
disport, repast, pageant, pastime
frigate
spun glass
facetious
taffeta
arabesque, curlicues
tinctorial
escutcheon
sou
periwinkle
condign
agent provocateur
pasha
plash

The hauteur of a hunchback without a hunch
A well-bred suicide
Of unknown origin

First sink into it, then you will start floating!

29.3.23

lurid
autofiction

Bid me to live
Gloating disloyal friends

Peak-plateaus
THIS low maybe better than THAT high
Why does your face go numb then?
DO the lessest
You can do whatever you want to RELAX x
For fine folks with good hearts and curious minds
Sacred music protected from thieves

7.4.23

worklessness
Impersonal neutrality ~ the outside
Unconscious materiality
Utter fatigue and sleepless exhaustion

8.4.23

il y a
illeity
Becoming mortal
Atheist transcendence
Ungraspable facticity of dying

The futility of suicide

Pantisocracy

10.4.23

Total artwork
Systemprogramme ~ symphilosophy
“Suck my tongue” – Dalai Lama
The vertiginous disappointment of absolute freedom
Divinatory criticism
It is equally fatal to the spirit to have a system and not to have a system. It will simply have to decide to combine the two.
mock-heroic ~ travesty
tragicomedy ~ comitragedy
counterconcepts
The urbanity of dialogue
The fragment as project
Form ~ subject + content ~ object

parabasis
infinition
dieretic
savoir vivre
bathos

Sex + suicide ≈ Sinner!

11.4.23

Khalistani sympathiser
Subterranean radicalism
Sikh ghar vapsi
Bhindranwale 2.0
Farcical frenzy
The parodic dissolution of aesthetic absolutism
decreation
The Athenaum as clandestine companion
Romantic naivete & the achievement of meaninglessness
In quest of the ordinary
Stanley Cavell
The importance of unrealized/impossible ideals
‘So romantics dream revolution, and break their hearts’ – the detheologized re-enchantment of the world
Fragmentary realization
Autophilosophy
Conditions of (im)possibility
Staccato muscularity
Futuricity of fragments
The restless futural movement of worklessness
Cosmetic gynecology

Sexual violence ≈ Unbelievable

Stirring up the depths, by rubbing on the surface

tizzy
tosh
palki

12.4.23

3 modes of response to feeling miserable – 1. Sink – become bitter & resentful with self-pity & loathing 2. Float – wallow dreamily in the mud 3. Swim – fight to regain a lively sense. Optimally, 1 should be less than 2 or 3.
2 & 3 should be more or less equal (1:2:3 ~ 20:40:40%)

While always being aware of the black abyss, keep doing the superficial stuff as a necessary evil & practical survival – the unreal as of secondary importance, and a pragmatic concession

tacky
caterwauling
skulk
praline
pensum
venery
bestrid
dramaticule
aporetics
ephectic

The achievement of romanticism as promise
From the actual to the eventual everyday
The work of death
Translator as traitor
hoping AGAINST Hope
Imprisoned by emancipatory narratives
Paratactic formulae
Positive nothingness ~ negative meaning
Apolitical decadence as radical praxis
Austere messianism
Black gusto
Nothing is funnier than unhappiness:
Laughter is the sound of language trying to commit suicide, but being unable to do so…
Mortal tedium
Groucho Marx
Why these vain stories?
…and yet, we can’t not go on
Nothing is more real than nothing
Impersonal, neutral, indifferent voice
The third person

Forget (wanting to be) happy, brother Joe!

13.4.23

My death will fuck time up! I am also one of those Sex Criminals (adult comic)

I am no(O)ne

Do you love me enough, to watch a few serial episodes (that you’ve already seen), along with me?

Love, according to Charles Manson! (Mindhunter S02 E05)

From mystical unity to mad plurality
Something is happening
Fire >< flames
The psychosis (who) moves like a tiger
Suffering from delusions ~ touched by GOD ~ possessed by the demon ~ the fatal cure
XTC
Writing yourself out – live report
Coincidentia oppositorum
Everything is, therefore everything is, of equal importance
Dead reckoning

cerulean
in~tension → extensional monsters

2 cubed is 8K or 8D

You’re smoking pure air now!

Write it down, but later… not now.

The midas touch freezes the lava flow

Open the Eye

Absolute affirmation, beyond positive & negative

You have no clue how thin the ice you’re all walking on, really is! But I have been – UNDERNEATH……

14.4.23

Such a claim comes close to the truth, but NOT for the reasons it imagines!
I have become a name 😐
The utopian moment of ever-deferred reconciliation

How did this happen ~ Science.
Why did this happen ~ Religion
What just happened? ~ Philosophy

16.4.23

Homer Vs. Socrates
From unknowing to non-knowing
Generic salvation
Classical blank verse
The philosophical ambitions of musical tone poems
Coleridgian conversation poem
The 2 master-words of Wallace Stevens’s poetics – real & imagination
Poetry is the exploration of philosophical abomination
Realism/anti-realism debate
Realism is a corruption of reality
worldhood
This time of dearth ~ culture of nihilism
The theory of poetry is the life of poetry. The theory of poetry is the theory of life.
Theoreticist relation
Are (some) fictions true (unequally)?
Double mimesis
From medley to mêlée
The idea of the self
The ec-static self
From fiction to magic
The Sur-real
Poems authored by the sun

Sex ~ sects

seriatim
enjambement
factum

17.4.23

Jazmine St. Cocaine
The vulgate of experience
The therapeutic value of the critical task
Cold restraint & rugged simplicity

scrofulous
vinous
sward
truckle
periphrastic

18.4.23

UnHerd

19.4.23

Gloriously illiterate
Post-romantic
Shoe-gaze
Melancholy questionings on regenerate humanity
Idiotise oneself
An aggressive scepticism which was beautifully sincere
The supernormalities of genius
Intuitionalists Vs. Soul-paupers
Somnolent mysticism
Loose/evil liver
Heavy tragedian of sex-antagonism
Matrimonial misery
Erotic humor
Joy-mingled disgust
The pleasant relief of the spiritual aristocrat
Bacchanalian invocations
Aphrodite Pandemos
The unendurable journey of duty
Sleeping-draught
Rude health
Iconoclast Vs. Idolater
Unimpaired autocracy
Anarchic hostility

Deliberate mut(il)ation

This life is one big/long/slow comedown!

The misogynist as woman-worshipper

nescience
dichtung
tyro
coadjutor
ague
gnome
cuirass
fjord
inapt
willowy
sibilant
epithet
cutter
offal
bêtise
gasconade
doggerel
cant

20.4.23

tweener
bivouac

intenser

21.4.23

Three extremes

JUST reading!
(Fuck comprehension)

Countless combinations

“I have died ~ 11 times”

Unscientistic/generic science
Science decenters
From REALITY to the Real
Ultra-realist
Infinitely eff*able
Realization via de-idealization
Man as non-human/utopian
philosomorphism
alter-humanism/pluri-humanism
Expansive indefinition/mutation
philosophie brute
From learned ignorance to unlearned knowledge
Keatsian stupidity
Churlish & duplicitous
Initiation as illusion
Performative consistency
“The ambition of creating a new genre is the deepest consistent core of all my undertakings.”
intro-ducere
Metaobstruction ~ creative constraints
Defocusing film
Theories as merelogical parts of the Real
para~logic
Meinongian jungle
Overt pseudoscientific style
Dogma 95 Manifesto
Monstrous thinking/animal thought
Wonder ~ horror
anim(aliz)ation
Heretical treatments of philosophy
The materializing posture sidesteps the aporia
Tangential structure
From representation to revisioning
Modelist explosion
Kailee Morgue

Is Laruelle the perfect nihilist?

The rejection of the unborn – what is the opposite of adoption?

Distinguish: Disappointment & Anti-climax

ludic
manqué
trilemmas

Sapphophilia by Lesbionic

22.4.23

disturbia
beau

Dead ringer ~ spitting image
Proof of concept
Money shot
Weaponized pop
Passion project
Found family
Literal ~ opaque
Double-exposure
I just don’t know what to do with myself
Distracted from distraction by distraction

From palimpsest to tabula rasa

I think I got a girl-crush – a different kind of love…
We could have a slumber party just for two
You can remove all my clothes and never see me naked… See me for real

Goodness me!

There is no shame in falling off, when you’re dancing on the cliff-edge!
I’m gonna crucify you some more tonight 😎
Coma + Breakdown (GNR) – on a loop!

24.4.23

I wanna feel what it’s like to be in your skin, when that’s being done…

Girls like girls like boys do… nothing new!
I’m not in love, I’m just a little drunk on you
All I wanna say is I’ve got the real thing, and nothing else matters… I love you like that.

Will you be a nihilist with me?
The arrogation of voice
Recreate your audience
Philosophy’s flight from the ordinary
Grounds for discussion
Philosophy & autobiography as 2 sides of the same coin
Systematic abdication
Guiding intuitions
Diaspora sensibility
Studied casualness
Perverse native aversion
Distracted from distraction by distraction
Inconsequential response
Manipular attempts
As good as dead
Interrogating arrogance
Authorial breath
Harriet Taylor (Mill)
Substitute accompanist
Melodrama of the unknown
Number theory
Glad unsayability
This is simply what I do
Childhood as a madhouse of/for playing to the death
The excessive moment
The finesse of formal intimacy

“To interpret silence as delay – that is, to refuse to see that sometimes there is nothing to say – may be tragic.”

How is it like to act as someone who puts on the human act?

Halakha
innerness/seriousness
misencounter
betoken
Inside dopesters
prorogation
conservatory
cantor
High holidays
Rosh Hashanah
shofar

Solo games

stobriety

Isolation is our commonness

25.4.23

Book of Dzyan
proem
Society is illusion
Enforced harmony of egoisms
The pleasure-pain calculus

The latent masochism in hedonism!

27.4.23

……because, I STILL like it!
Semiotic danger
Loundon loon
Yiddish theater
Furtive legitimacy
Ecstatic improvisation
Clinical Vs. Critical
The desire to become anonymous
Autobiographizing/signing the world
Finding your own neutrality
Calorie conscious

Abyss ~ labyrinth ~ void; Bleak → Black → Blank

I can show you (how to treat yourself) as an object (as opposed to subject)

shtetl
eclat
ambassadress
Lethe
battery

Stallion ~ Stally (Daschund); Cavalier ~ Cavell (Stanley)

Goallessness

20.2.23

How do I upgrade (myself) from here?? 🤔 Stagnation becomes more of a problem at advanced levels…?
Transmarginal zone
Demagination, delanguizing, dethinking

Psychotic longing & breakthrough
The whirlpool of time
Empty prophets

Astral embodiment
But nothing happens……….
Debauched mystics

Are the royal highway and the dead-end street the same place/route?
Heretical shortcuts
The legitimacy of limitlessness

The seduction of madness
Fatal illumination
un-worlding/de-selfing

Faulty attachments
Are “liberation” & “dissolution”, synonyms or antonyms?!
Spiritual placenta

Illusory obligations
Ties, cares & desires
The love of detachment; the striving for perfect passivity

Nameless, featureless depth that is (my) identity
False possessions
Primal Principle

Ossified relations, polarised dynamics
The truth of/in the desert
Spiritualization ~ interiorization

Plotinian/Eckhartian
Subjectification Vs. Objectification
Which world do we live in, and how many are there?

Pretentiously ethereal “evacuation”
Fictional counterpart/faecal variant
Slothrop & Roquentin

Godawful shockwave of shit
Anti-solar, sub-ocean elementary space
Eery sine-waving light

Gruesome mystery, vaguely religious, meaningful nonsense
Intermezzo
dingleberry

billet
kindling (n.)
Undulating mountains of debris

The consumptive text and textual consumption
Don Caravaggio
Tsunami tunnel

The greater plan
Dead rhythms
The body has many clocks

Natural rituals
Sad militants
Experience books

Hot takes
Dark Deleuze
Cynical ideology

Radical academia
Wish fulfillment
Tikkun & Invisible Committee

Ill-will & ressentiment
French collective
Critical corporealities

From protest to riot
The ethics of transformation
Reading group

The politics of imperceptibility
Abusing online platforms
Techno-exploits

Mad/Black territories

21.2.23

cometic
unblushing
auto-da-fe

The solipsistic alchemist
Sparkling putrescence
The suicide-(of the)provocateur

Why (do you want to read) August Strindberg’s diary??
Ordinary people & great tragedies!
Critical heritage

marginalia
Taste, creativity & criticism
The worth of (registering) incomprehension

The cool psychologist & the passionate flagellant
ineffaceable
knickerbockers, breeches

charwoman; wet nurse
roseate shimmer
fjord; sexton

pari passu
whalebone, baleen
perpetuum mobile

Gallic
Will I turn into a pious coward just before I die?!

22.2.23

tout court
tuché
I > subject

je/moi
Distinguish: Metonymy & Metaphor
Identitary transformation

preclusion
The material/body as the impossible (ineffable/inaccessible) immediacy
Infantile/colloquial (non-philosophical) first names

contra-dictio in adiecto
The interiority of the body
Location of resistance

Topos of critique
Asymmetry, impasse & escape
assujettisement

The soul is the body’s prison!
The law’s auto-transgression
Foucauldian Power ~ Lacanian Law

How is power transformed from disciplinary effect to revolutionary force?
Identifying the continuity behind the changes
Stable instance, not eternal substance

Corporeal continuity Vs. Transformative subjectivity
Self-imposed ideological control in particular discourses
Unilateral auto-affirmation

Unmediated/radical/irrevocable solitude
Biological rhythm Vs. Universal clock
hyoscine/scopolamine

Donald Crowhurst
Creative mathematics
Cosmic Integral

Zero point and absolute nihilism
This is actually NOT as spectacular/weird as you might believe
Why do I have these dreams which have a very nasty aftertaste!? Or should I be asking, HOW, instead??

Hyper-reflexion
Unreally Real!
Nothingness/death/evil as mirror of being/life/good

Senseless truths
Game Day – “…maybe we won!”
Are perception & illusion, friends or enemies? 🤪

The pleasures of insight, and the insights of pleasure
“The mad-mystic is not assaulted by images, but rather assaults the images himself.” This reminds me of my comment about “me swallowing Evil”, in contrast to Altizer’s experience of “being swallowed by Satan”…… Joseph Vs. Amos
Holy of holies ~ Folly of follies

The instructed priest is advised by diversions
Holy tri-unity – philosophy (theory/study), theology (practice/ethics) & religion (experience/mysticism)
Specialist events

Physi(ologi)cal mysticism
Traditional doctrine & authentic knowledge – love or hate?
Man= 101-101

de-script-ion
Anata (Buddhism) ~ creative nothingness (Stirner) ~ the cosmic blackness of the isolated One (Laruelle)
Pornography as the image-ladder

The sensual imagination & abstract thought
Infernally animated micro-operations
Blindness ~ blackness ~ blankness

Pure im(per)manence
The neutral/waking/trance zone
Fundamental instability

Ecstasy → astonishment → perplexity
Deceptive calculations

23.2.23

Deendayal Upadhyaya
BJP in Tamil Nadu

24.2.23

Socialist entrepreneur
Statesman-pretender
சூராரைப் போற்று

ஜெய் பீம்
Elected autocracy
Distinguish government & ruling party

The wheel of fortune
Heroine ~ heroin
misremembering

All our successes are swallowed up in fundamental & ultimate failure!
Focus on living each day fully… And death will take care of itself.

Nothing “means” anything! (and vice-versa?) 😜
From nihilism to a-nihil-ation
The white is an effect of the Black, but the Black does NOT cause the white.

25.2.23

Distinguish sill & pane
Cultural calendar
soroptomist

ரௌத்திரம் பழகு
What is the relationship between literature & journalism
Celebrated judgment

Principled conversations on contentious issues
Public issues & personal introspection
Privileged protection of provocative art

The author & society; the society & the author
The state, culture & artist
Revolutionary Vs. Reactionary

A gestalt combining of partial paradigms
A contradictory context in flux
Never univocal

Self-fashioning
Legal interpretation & the literary imagination
The violence of the pen

In the courtroom, the judge becomes the author!
The 300 Ramayans
Women, Dalit & tribal writers

Translation is the language of democracy
Manto
Lamp-lighting ceremony
Misinformation ~ ignorance

Photo-op(portunity)
Proud Chenaiite
Women consuming Shahrukh

The outsider superstar
The failed promises of liberalization
Middle-class mobility

Emotional taxes & personal toolkit
The author in the text; the text in the author
Who said, “Never meet your heroes!”?

chic-lit
Thank you for putting me to good use
Hypermasculine space & the female boss

Feminist economics
Narrativizing the data
Personalizing research

The political will requires social will
Future nostalgia
Illustrated lecture

Interdisciplinary media practices
Archiving rebellions
Recording as creating

Constructing the ideal citizen
Queering forms
Modernized rajas

The home as one’s extended body
Gandhian Vs. Nehruvian
Cinematic archive

Archetypes of architecture
Working through different registers
Material media

Films Division
The politics of Hindi
Fake found footage

1952 – the first international film festival of India
High modernism
Prosthetic as aid for transformation

Who is Gaur Gopal Das’s guru?
Rajgruha
Transparent clothing

Pleasure palace
The planned city
Abstract spaces

Refugee colony
Measure ~ divide
Fossilized forms of living

Problematic slippages in well-meaning utopian thought
The naming of streets
The paternalistic gaze of the activist

Uneasy empathy
Silence on film
The kitchen ballet

Dalits aligned with Shiv Sena
Sarcastic rhetoric
Gateless gated colonies

Mixing textures to disturb – noise overlay
Opening the can of worms – ageing
Liberal & conservative forces within the same family

Willing to work with imperfection – always a work in progress
Self-analysis
Incomplete tales

Women & borders; Nature & language
Incomplete stories & surprising interventions
Partition museum

Godly digging
Borders invite crossing
Minute everyday triggers

Shallow grave ~ sand tomb
Prem Chand
Booker Prize for Hindi novel

This is not that Geetanjali Shree
The eclectic moment
Inter-vernacular

Dissenting friendship
Mother > vessel/vassal
Sports writing

True crime
Cutting off the noise and thinking for yourself
Short-cricuiting the official narrative

Breaking out of the permanent present
Corporate Vs. Nationalist agendas
Social distance & room to breathe

The argumentative audience
Storm in a teacup
Michael Atherton – cricketer & journalist

NK – there’s an amateur in the pro tennis tour!
In the course of a day’s play……
Cannibalizing the craft

Plagiarizing ~ recycling
The journalist as thinker!
Sources of income & recognition

Independent coverage
The euphonic sentence
Maybe that’s what I did…?

Bharat Sundaresan
The Punjabi spirit of service
Crisis & humor

Zafarnama
The moral authority of the defeated man
P. Sainath refuses Padma Bhushan

A people’s history
We need their stories in order to better script our own
The Indian jawan is a farmer in uniform

Mallu Swarajyam
A dangerous revolutionary @ 11
Bhagat Singh Jugiya

How many genocides & crimes against humanity have gone unpunished, or even remembered?!
Wife-beating as national sport
Housa bhai

Underground government
The forest satyagraha of adivasis
Shobaram Geherwa

Great men seem to be the cause of revolutions, but the common people themselves are!
Freedom > independence
How does a Dalit choose between Gandhi & Ambedkar?

We used to make bombs
Economic inequality in India in 2023 ~ 1921 situation!
Drawing room outrage

Late Victorian holocausts
Victoria’s original secrets
People’s archive of rural India

World Press Freedom Index
Freedom of exit
Savarkar was a freedom fighter until 1911

Mercy petitions to the British
Bad hagiographies
The duty to embrace your freedom struggle

History cannot be invented
Amish Bhagat

Decision/sufficiency ~ thought/judgment

From radical orthodoxy to radically heterodox ~ from belief to heresy
Blind spontaneity ~ Vision-in-Black
Always-already-in-life

நான்-philosophy
The lived-without-life

26.2.23

From hermetologists to hermeticians
Distinguish secret & mystery
The positive essence of darkness & silence

screed

27.2.23

The radical autonomy of indeterminate matter
Equalizing all forms of thought
Bootlegging/hacking/pirating theory

Collective intimacy
Squandered potential
Who I want to be > who I can be or who I should be

The totality of lived experience Vs. Philosophical universals
Extracting the essential/kernel
Non-sufficiency ~ openness

Emancipatory totalization
Weird monism
Inalienable/indivisible One

idempotence
Fascist revolutionary
The One is absolutely impoverished (from language, history, sexuality & power) – devoid of all empirical content

Ariadne’s thread
The minority principle
Given-without-givenness

The One relativizes/suspends both philosophy & science
Life determines consciousness and not the other way around
Irreversible causality

Unilateral duality >> unified theory >> quantum entanglement
Stop me if I’m rambling!
A new destiny for thought

Immanence ~ autonomy
Democratic gnosis
Non-system – neither order nor chaos!

Funny mistranslation at the theory center
A playground for thought ~ a construction site using debris/wreckage as building materials
Can you hear Jeremy Smith literally huffing & puffing as he tries to explain Non-philosophy!? 😁

The philosophical double – mimetic rivalry, etc.
Cloning is non-additive & non-subtractive
philo-fi

Subject-positions
Red stars in the black universe – academics, mystics, heretics, adolescents & militants
The passion for the Remote

A fusion of theory with the masses
Research-badges & firewalls
Non-authoritative philosophy

Generic science
Oraxiom ~ oracle + axiom
Alternate instantiations

1.3.23

Can I come to your place?…I wanna be alone for a while!
The One is, not (self-)conscious, but it sees.
The One does NOT want to know, or need to have

Acausal relation
I ~ The first person singular pronoun is (one of) the “first name(s)” of the Real (Laruelle) ~ “Who am I?” is a nonsensical question! (UGK)
Interdisciplinary >> (transdisciplinary >>) indisciplinary

Pessimism & heresy as intersecting practices
Reinvigorating theoretical violence, against the hyper-normalization of capitalism
Non-commutative ontology

From letters & numbers to images & sounds…… to…… Abstract art?!

2.3.23

Have you ever noticed how beautiful your own fingers are!?
I did the heroic dose, and thereby became the villain! Although you vomited… Yes, but only through the mouth 😜
autophagy

3.3.23

From conversion to mutation
Guattari as a mad scientist rather than a philosopher – a Laruellian enthusiast!
I want to be(come) a philosopher. I want to be great (or at least good) at, at least one thing in this life. Suddenly, a strong urge to ACT/DO or achieve/accomplish… But then, it is promptly killed off by the other voice:

WHY?!? Why not just be a nobody? Why not just randomly move from one thing to another, with no rhyme or sense? Just be a mutable & shapeless void that is moved, and moves, from the interaction of inner forces & outer factors……
Memory ~ recognition ~ cage
I want to live in such a way that the world would be radically & permanently changed, because I lived in it! Ha ha ha ha ha……….

Is the clock just looking at itself through me?
Pure perception
Sensation sans selection

Why is just living not enough? Why do I hate this empty feeling?
Life Vs. Knowledge ~ Truth Vs. Error ~ Power Vs. Imitation ~ Joy Vs. Desire
Bliss is NOT what you imagine it to be, from here……!

Awakening, without following or deciding
Monkey-man and imatatio dei
Magical thinking

Distinguish skepticism and agnosticism
Truth as (just) a passing thought……! 🤪
The narrative habitual personality Vs. The spontaneous unlimited self

When the illusion becomes real, the real becomes illusion
I’m just trying not to torture myself, at least for the next 15 minutes
If I just forgot about what I can do or ought to be, what I really want would slowly show itself……!?

Self-induced hypnotic trance of dogmatic credulity
Ego-trips & cash-cows galore
Hifalutin malarkey

Tribal customs gradually become psychological needs
Fool’s paradises

4.3.23

From psycho-somatic to somato-psychic
bazball
Dimmu Borgir

Tennis TV subscription
From WHITE (world) to RED (passion) to BLACK (death)

5.3.23

“Don’t panic… It’s all gonna be okay.” – NEVERMORE!
How does someone like UG practise the force-of-thought, cloning, etc.?

6.3.23

apodictic
Self-verifying experience
Innatist position

The (supposedly) ahistorical core
Habitual & familiar facts masquerading as eternal & universal truths
Ordinary language philosophy

Depth grammar
phatic
Limit language

countermand
remiss
unconscionable

asiety
screed
Ascriptions of certainty

immure
wraith
The use/value/meaning of words

Quasi-formal reconstruction
Syntactics & semantics

7.3.23

Polyphonic theoretical practice ~ collective assemblage of enunciations
The Guattari Effect
Ontological mutations & conjunctural situations

ampliative
The resonance of non-concepts
innervate

Autonomist micro-politics
Oceanic anthropology
Institutional analysis

Experiments-in-the-making
Speculative cartography
The production of subjectivity

Hypercomplex multiplicities
The impatient
The modalities of group-being

D&G
The clandestine subversion of semiotic sufficiencies in an incipient era
Tenured radicalism

nugatory
Populism & transgression
The libidinal economy

Deconstruction >> proliferation
Unconscious enjoyment
Loki Vs. Thanos – how & when does transgression become evil?

Child sexuality
Georgetown, Penang
Molecular revolution (in Brazil)

Chaosmosis
Transversality & ambient manifold
Include news, sports, docu-science (history, travel, wildlife, etc.) to your regular watching diet (along with films, serials, music videos, porn, etc.)

Can I play carrom board, table-tennis, etc. alone?
Wandering as a tourist, in my own neighborhood and city
Diagrammatic ramifications

Should I learn how to swim or not!? Fuck…… Why is it so hard to actually get up and do something??
Blockages in the socius
Modifying the equilibrium of forces, to gain access to a new montage

Exiting language via empty signifiers
The polyphony of the singular-common
Guattari Vs. Lacan

Real experiments that implicate, explicate & complicate the concrete situation
Sensible materiality
Problematizing models

Dispraxis & heterogenesis
Guattari as proto-Laruellian practitioner
Relating concepts with circumstances, percepts & affects

Theoretical constructivism as real-life experiment in chaoticizing philosophy
The artifice-Real
Douanier Rousseau

A cheerful researcher lacking a well-qualified domain
Desire-affirming → rupture with discursivity & pictoriality
The becoming-Child

In- & over-human processual operators of intensification
Non-localizable powers
Opening onto new universes of reference

The institutional programmer of collective equipment
Mutualist education

8.3.23

Just because you consume all this weird/crazy shit, DOESN’T mean you’re radical/tough/great, Joe!
line-cook, meterman
corsage

joist
slush
sabot

palette-knife
openwork
tracery

9.3.23

Present ~ alert; Open ~ sensitive; Willing ~ flexible
The nebulous waking zone
Fascinations & illuminations as temptations

Sobriety as hypermadness
Merkabah, herkalot, Ashkenaz
Remembrances of a religio-maniac

The nasty divine
Suffer being misunderstood
Anti-mystical medications

Iconoclastic imagination
Are unemployed & self-employed synonyms?
Are pessimistic and lazy synonyms?

The mad-mystical image assault and the seduction of language
Non-ostentative experience
Just as the mystics’ experience of GOD leads them to faith, my experience of the absence of GOD leads me to unbelief…

I am distinguished – born in August – since my birth was prophesied, and I arrived like a messiah, shouldn’t I use this miracle to test the limits of possibility, and see if I am really supernatural…? But what if I am wrong in this grandiose delusion?? What have I got to lose – this wretched puny existence?! But if I am right, then I have everything to gain!

In order to be correct, one must first become strict!
Silence as transcendence
How to grow psilocybin & mescaline?

echolalia
Everything everywhere all at once
Vaslav Nijinsky

Heaven is only for those who don’t panic & opt out of this endless descent into Hell!
Repressed memories ~ prophetic insights ~ dream plots ~ quantum realities
Are Amalraj & Laruelle friends in Hell?

How does it feel like to continue in this state of corpse-like deadness for so long? How much longer can you stay here? Maybe I can take breaks and keep returning?
Hidden ~ potential ~ unreal
Free associating lines of flight & escape routes, tangentially…

Who is Agent Swarm?
Metaphorica Vs. Multimundiana

10.3.23

Special operations – add ultimation and consummation to cloning and dualysis
unition
order-words

Man as the non-consistent, but identical (not unitarian) Real
The hyperphilosophical crown
Real disalienation & transcendental dis-illusion

The Christ-subject is by essence in-struggle
Hell is never distant!
The non-relation of Man & GOD

miss-ion
The in-version of theological incarnation
STOP needing GOD, or desiring (to become) the Superman

A theorematics of mystic-fiction
An anti-idealist axiomatics
Scientific (experimental/practical) abstraction of the philosophical double

Philosophy → Non-philosophy → Non-standard philosophy
Matrix ~ rhizome ~ chora
The non-deductive chains of a quantum hermeneutic Vs. Sufficient logic

Future perfect
Liberative indeterminacy
Aleatory readings

Conceptual collision in the particle accelerator of Non-philosophy
acception
Religionizing Vs. Quantizing

The reductionist constitution of simple classical universes – beyond scientism, religionism, politicism, aestheticism, etc.
Regional ontologies
Man’s quantum leap out of Hell, via the transformation of its vicious circles, by colliding them together

Was Neils Bohr influenced by Kierkegaard?!
pre-prior genericity
under-foundation

Superposition & undulation > Textual deconstruction
De-mathematicizing Quantum Theory – substantial function → stylistic approach
FROM science-made TO science-in-the-making

Encounter & variation
Breaking out of the enclosure by the continuous transformation of problems
“Not a matter of reaching the point where one no longer says I, but the point where saying I or not, no longer has any importance”

AGAINST THE FANTASM OF DIFFICULTY: THE “PARADOX OF NON-PHILOSOPHY”
Henology
Probabilizing

philo-rigid
Metaphoric extrapolation
Internal relativisation & extension

11.3.23

BBC reporting on the BBC controversy over Gary Linekar – is it even possible to be objective??
The plausibility of irrationalist epistemology
Critique of homo economicus

Affinities & intensities
Smooth democratic unfreedom
Movementist praxis

kraken
Misrecognizing the immediate
Value-relevance

Simplifying & stylizing reality with unique coherencies

13.3.23

Imaginative biographer
bugbear
Copybook maxim

From value judgments to pure description
There is nothing to understand!
alacritous

There is no difference between subject & object. There is no separation between stimulus & response.
Vision > seeing > seer

I have no mouth and I must scream
Dark Enlightenment
Insane enjoyment

Your attempts to escape are sinking you deeper into the hole!
Culpable victims
The state of unknowing ~ I’m not talking about the unknowable

The fear of the known coming to an end
Distinguish: Objective genitive & Subjective genitive
Philosophical rebellion Vs. Non-philosophical heresy

Sufficiency is the limit to be escaped ~ enclosure
There is no right place to be
You would be surprised by how unsurprised I was

The Image of thought
Atheological gnosticism
The One as exception to the All

State philosophy & Royal science
Non-hierarchical relativisation
From scientism to non-standard philosophy

Affecting the visible world, by seeing, with my eyes closed
I, the philosopher, am lying
Instead of theorizing the outside, start theorizing FROM the outside

De-regiment
Performance over signification
Asignifying rupture

How would Laruelle or Deleuze theorize someone like UG?
Self-cancelling philosophical hallucination
From determination-in-the-last-instance to indetermination in the pre-primary instance

Self-imposed constraints & pre-established limits
Unsuturing thought from any one (or two) truth procedure(s)
The liberating & stultifying effects of Marxism

Future anterior
Predicting the past
We must explain the work by extending it

Does GOD not play dice?
Determinist discursivity
From religion to science (to art) to…?

Choratic composition
Harmful abstract phantasm
Latour’s AiME (An enquiry into Modes of Existence)

Quantum Christ
Mixed media
Entangled matters & multiplied concerns

Spurious exoticism
Making a more realistic narrative thinkable
Emancipatory master-narrative

Human & non-human assemblages of different scales
Actor Network Theory (ANT)
Heterogenous associations

Comparative anthropology of Moderns
Connections with other collectives
Felicity & infelicity conditions

Category mistakes
The many obscure sources of reason
Digital scenography – a tailor-made interface for a thought collaborative

Stagecraft ~ theatre design
The future of reading

14.3.23

Entitled opinions
The most fateful person in human history
Google word coach

The genius apostle who championed the gospel of ressentiment
Why do(n’t) I have great ambitions?
The 5th Gospel

Semiotic interventions
Nag Hammadi gnosis
Laughter Vs. Cynicism

Season of mist
Metaphysical traditions
Tragedy as (supreme) wisdom

Tunnel-maker
Extremely demanding concept
Sacramental festival ~ national ritual ~ public sacrifice

No spirituality without liturgy
Jesus the elitist Vs. Paul the universalist
Materialist theology

The young specialist
Lucky genius
A new seriousness

Heroic music Vs. Entertainment principle
Staging the suffering & dismembering of GOD
Shared moment of spec(tac)ular truth

Admiring & criticizing myself as a youth
Non-Olympian God
Song of the high noon

“12 Rules for Life” (Peterson) Vs. “You Must Change Your Life” (Sloterdijk)
Utilitarianism is useless
Critical transformation of deception into good use

Kafkaesque parable
The artistic transfiguration of unlivable truths
The absolute narcissism of GOD

Meditating on (one’s own) godliness
Finding a way to combine suffering & knowledge into creativity
How do I fall in love with (my own) life?

Theory of the future ~ the future of theory
The eternal recurrence of Nietzsche’s mother & sister!
Unleashing the energies of affirmation

The Laruellian Nietzsche Vs. The Nietzschean Laruelle
Smiling to oneself
Semi-mad letters

It is very hard to conceive a sane GOD
Divine inner turbulence
Bearing the burden of my divine predicament

Renouncing the will-to-truth
The religion of the earth
There is nothing (left) to say or do

The double stillness of the European ciesta & Indian meditation
Autobiographical gospel
Reappropriating one’s own work

Self-eulogizing
Classical futurism
The blindspots of the prophet

Vertical tension without a higher realm
Will-to-growth
Rocket spirituality

Immortal ideal
Creating a new market for your brand
The regime of the last man

The drive to distinction in an egalitarian world
Action-teacher
Making a profession out of danger

Praising the unsuccessful tight-rope walker
“Can you breathe?” – “I don’t want to!”
FROM present open & willing TO immediate, unilateral & unconditional

Unconditional, unreserved & irrevocable
Non-philosophy is the Neither/Nor
Non-philosophy is the None of The Above (NOTA) option

15.3.23

From I am to AM
The human animal as the One
The live body ~ the Real

The Real/One ~ autonomic nervous system; Thought/philosophy ~ cerebral cortex
The Realest picture
agitprop

catfishing

16.3.23

Ossianic
Heine as a German Jew
Aristocratic refugees

Wealthy but troubled background
tallit
feuilleton

seder
hagglers
Constantly fluctuating between boredom & irritation

Renowned forever
Eloquent silence
Annoying cynosure

Religious recrudescence
Constitutional uncongeniality
Reactionary political apostasy

mezuzah
Limbic waters
sidle up

Via infinitiva ~ From “I am drinking tea with sugar” to “Drink sugar tea”, and so on & so on……
Adolfo Fernandez-Zoila
Edmond Jabes

Enigmatic writing
From text to context to pre-text
Pages from the exhumed book

FROM – out of the magical spell – TO – into the mystical vision

17.3.23

Intelligent body
Inverted Platonism
Micro-incarnations
Language particles
Metaphorized physiology
From eclecticism to syncresis
The work of the ground-flesh

Alhumdulillah (Homeland)
Culture Vs. Civilization
Tragedy as truth
The wanderer and his shadow
Animal culture
Speaking animality
Collage novel
Brute imagination
Disanthropic visions
Bestial gestures
The biocentric tradition
UGK ~ the final Nietzsche ~ the huma(nima) ~ anim(al-hum)anl!

18.3.23

Circular intertextual relations
Ontological méconnaissance
Signification → rebiologization
No-subject
From ignorance to indifference
Becoming hume-an ~ the sapient animal
Instinctual epistemology
Anti-anthropocentric revolution
The work of art as inimitable expression
Man as creatural as opposed to cultural
Guattari Vs. Lacan
Distinguish predator & master/demagogue/sadist – from domination to cruelty
Antihuman, antidemocratic, supramoral sentiments
(1) criticality and openness (2) unlearning and relearning (3) overcoming and becoming – Nietzsche’s triple dialectic
Pedagogy, mimesis & influence – smashing out of the hall of mirrors
Natural force ~ bio-power
“I want (to make you) you (to) desire what I desire”
Zarathustra has NO disciples
Sur(realistic)-decadence
Vivo, ergo cogito
Effete intellectual traditions Vs. Chthonic religions

tessera
Falangism
anknüpfung
ephemerid
meretricious

Distinguish: Doing nothing & Waiting
Trying to impress people, by looking like you’re indifferent

19.3.23

chinoiserie
menagerie
ferity
synecdochic
ocellus
divestiture – (all of) culture is bourgeois!
Ur-theilung

Animal atavism Vs. Pornology
Natural cruelty Vs. Cultural violence
Anti-representational art
Libidinal economy Vs. Symbolic order
The bestial is autotelic (as opposed to reciprocally determined by the other)
The tropological enslavement of Nature to the Human
Biocentrism ~ vitalism?
Uncovering the common deep structure among these thinkers
The technical paradox of biocentric art
The rational(istic) assumptions of conventional realism
Blunting rhetorical force through allegorical readings
Negative prestige
Primordial scandal
From understanding & imagination (possibility) to perception & intuition (actuality)
Aggressive herbivores
Return to Nature – Noble savage Vs. Wild man
The barbarian of the heights
Biocentrism against its myriad doubles – E.g. Fascism, environmentalism, etc.
All domestication is superficial & reversible
Ideological misalliance

Maybe man is the unique animal, because of (the capacity for) individuality

Vanessa Lemm
Margot Norris
Max Ernst

Buy (& use!) non-lethal self-defence weapons

  1. 3.23

Medical Humanities
Participatory research

21.3.23

I must confess, I was disappointed by Margot Norris’s animal conservation ethic after her bold foray into the feral nature of human reality (“Beasts of the Modern Imagination”)…!

Philochosis ~ philosophical psychosis

manse
furze

Any further justification for my non-psychological research seems, to me, unnecessary

22.3.23

Each person is a separate species. There is NO mankind!

23.3.23

From Positionality to posture!

24.3.23

Inorganic life
Neutral eroticism

26.3.23

“I am a stone” (Demon Hunter) + “I am broken too” (Killswitch Engage)

Militant women
Free lovers
I’m broken too – in all the right places – just like you!

27.3.23

Radical individualism + human extinction ≈ Nihilistic egoism!

The solecism of the wise

Your whole life is one long failed suicide attempt

allotrope
congeries
blutsbrüderschaft
Astyanax
philosophicalish
extirpate
hacktivism
créatrice

Ursula & Gudrun ~ sisters-in-love

The new Bing
Erotic quarreling
Underworld knowledge → mutual hellish recognition
Fatal consonance + living strife
Organic memory
Return to Nature Vs. Cultivation of animality
Memory, forgetting & promise
Political friendship
Animal virtues
Justice as gift-giving
The rebeginning of culture
New preface
Life Vs. Truth
Pictorial thinking & intuited metaphors
Affirmative biopolitics
Pluralization
Tristan Garcia’s “Letting Be and Making Powerful”
Catabasis, anabasis & nemesis
Inclusive possiblism
Distinguish: pouissance & pouvoir
Liberality & effectivity
Minimal, equal, distinct, common existence
Non-hegemonic thought
Resistant metaphysics
The permanent formation of all beings
MixedX.com

Atomizing solidarity

I eat chicken heart, but not the gizzard

What if the finger has nothing to do with the moon – it DOESN’T have to, in order to point accurately…

The missing link between the physiological and the spiritual is the inorganic!!!

I don’t even know how I feel about this