Words

16.12.14

Does soft always mean weak?

A strong person is one who can forego one’s freedom for the sake of the weak other.

Law
Vs.
Narrative

Narrative
Vs.
Chronology

Creative historiography

“Explicit justification for the radical rewriting of earlier traditions… neither adding nor omitting anything.”

The classical rabbinic world

Divine communication & human language:
“God, & only God, can speak two (different) things simultaneously!”

Reinterpretation

Creation = separating, ordering & naming

And to every creature that has the breath of life (living souls), I give the plants for food.

Is the Fall also a part of the Creation story?

Second Temple Period – 516 B.C.E to 70 C.E

Anthropocentric cosmology

Human society as the earthly sovereign good!

“I can hardly help wondering all the while, whether human affairs are worth serious effort. And yet it is our unhappy lot to take them seriously.”

The heavens and the earth
The earth & the heavens

Heavens
&
Heaven

Ergonomic

Celestial beings & heavenly bodies

Work/till it & tend/keep it – man & the ground; husband & wife
Helper/assistant (vocational support) & partner/companion (personal relationship)

Gerontology

No self-control, no personal freedom

As much as the things that you experience, it is also the things that you miss, that make you who you are!

26.12.14

‘Sex work’

Navayana brings Slavoj Zizek to India!

Sexism, racism, casteism, classism, moralism, statism, nationalism, liberalism, marketism, fundamentalism, militarism, culturalism, etc.

Publicization

Queer bodies

Extend the age of (attaining) full adulthood from 25 to 30!
When you are helping someone to grow to maturity, you should know when to be tender/patient with their weaknesses, and when to be firm in stretching/pushing them forward…

“Urbi et Orbi”

Common sense bullshit!

Proper queerness

Innuendos & in-jokes

16.12.14
– Artists,scholars & activists
– What you want
Vs.
What you ought
– What you can
Vs.
What you must
– Today I attended a Mohiniaatam recitation (Classical dance form from Kerala) – Bhavan’s Cultural Festival
Dance: Music the heart, dancer the body & audience the mind.
Dance is the perfect expression of the harmony between the inner & outer world!

17.12.14
– Despair is spiritual laziness,
Apathy is moral laziness,
Passivity is volitional laziness,
Foolishness is intellectual laziness,
Inactivity is physical laziness,
Mediocrity is professional laziness,
Indifference is social laziness……
– Bread & wine:
“Gift of GOD,
Fruit of the land,
Work of our hand…”
– Never trust a sage/guru less than 40!
(unless it is the Christ)
– I must be willing to be known as a lazy, selfish & crazy person, in order to fulfill my Calling!
If I truly love people, I must be willing to do certain hard things for them, that might even make them hate me…
I must swallow my pride and serve them.
I must also swallow my fear and be myself!
– Auto-correct requires manual recorrect!
– Christ – only GOD can show us what it means to be human!
– The Cross:
1. Err – GOD, self & others
2. Confront – GOD, self & others
3. Confess & repent – GOD, self & others
4. Forgive & reconcile – GOD, self & others
The Cross – the crystallization, climax & ultimate resolution of the tug-of-war between GOD & Man, between flesh & spirit, & between male/husband & female/wife!
– How would the world be today if the feminine aspect of Man was more dominant than the masculine??
– No one truly changes unless they are forced to…
The greatest/best decisions we have ever made were never free choices!
No necessity, no invention.
Really?? What about the joy of creativity?
– You should be able to limit your freedom out of consideration for another, but you ought never to forego it completely for anyone’s sake (including yourself or even GOD).
– He who never wants to do what he cannot, and he who can never do what he does not want, will never grow!
When the internal forces & external factors are powerful enough, one can suddenly be enabled to be & do the impossible (bypassing the usual process of becoming) !

18.12.14
– CIFF has begun! ☺
Movies:
1. “The Brotherhood of Tears” (French)
The bond of loss/grief among the masses, and the super-rich vampires – two very different ways of coping with reality (hardship/emptiness) – love & greed! Excess wealth is as much a curse as poverty, if not greater…
2. “The Illusion” (Greek)
When you win, I must lose! Remember?
– Movies:
“Exodus: Gods & Kings”
To contemporary man, even the GOD of the O.T looks infantile… That’s how far we have come, by Grace, through faith!

19.12.14
– But isn’t self-transcendence better than self-control?
– Nice < good < great
– Movies:
1. “Jimmy’s Hall” (Irish)
Every hero needs a villain!
2. “Tuscan Wedding” (Dutch)
Fiasco/debacle/blunder – that’s life. Take it as it is.
3. “Charlie’s Country” (Australian)
Nostalgia
Vs.
Survival
It’s better to be marginalized than to be extinct.

20.12.14
– Movies:
1. “Love Battles” (French)
Hmmm… Good therapy! And they fought happily ever after ☺ Maybe this is what we really want!
2. “Playing Dead” (French)
Never felt so alive!
3. “Roseville” (Bulgarian)
“What if I say no?”
“You’ve already said yes! ”
– Life = play + fight + dance
Live = believe + love + work
– The opposite of something is not incompatible to it, but an essential discursive/dialectic complementary to it. Only the third (unrelated/irrelevant/unnecessary) entity is the enemy.
E.g. Life, death & despair

21.12.14
– “Sorry” can be said when you just feel bad about something, even if you have not done anything wrong.
– When it is always a question of only a right/good or wrong/bad decision, you really don’t have a choice! Choice (& therefore natural desire & free will) comes fully into play only when you have 2 or more options which are all relatively neutral regarding their moral value.
E.g. Aesthetics!

22.12.14
– Movies:
1. “Labour of Love” (Bengali)
The liturgy of industrialized relationships
2. “Stations of the Cross” (German)
Caricature or prophecy?
Sanctity & sanity – synonyms or antonyms?!
Dietrich Bonhoeffer + Walter Brueggeman = Dietrich Brueggeman!
3. “Supernova” (Dutch)
When you realize that the something, which you thought was everything, is actually nothing… then you find the Nothing out of which everything comes!
23.12.14
– Beauty & goodness – the authority that is (exercised) ‘from below’! The truth that is arrived at most unwittingly…
– Movies:
1. “The Man-eater” (French)
If you love me, then shouldn’t you allow me to keep my faith and sacrifice your desire to consummate your love, when they contradict each other? And what if it’s the other way around?!
Should Christians always strive to point people to Christ alone, & never try to save people themselves?
2. “Choti Moti Batein” (Hindi)
What is adulthood? What is maturity? What is wisdom?
I guess it’s the opposite of all that we see in this story!

24.12.14
– Radical conservatism
– Movies:
“Wild Tales” (Argentina – Spanish)
No passion (E.g. Anger), not human.
No restraint/conscience, not human.
Pacified just war! (righteous indignation)

25.12.14
– Upheaval is disavowal is unbecoming!
– Outcastes, dissidents & rebels
– Movies:
“Kuttram Kadithal” (“Punishment” – Tamil)
Start with the particular instant, but always go on to address the larger issues.

26.12.14
– Imbrications
– World-view
Life-view
Life-world
World-life
– Cash crops
– Which is worse – a bland loveless marriage or a passionate conflicting one?
– Marriage – looking at your spouse as your equal, as a child who needs to be taken care of, & someone you can look up to – all 3 – but you should know which one when!
– Christmas – missed the church worship service due to a stressor, but compensated by watching the Sunday Mass (webcast) today with Chellam!
Awesome ministry
– “The sky torn open” – our greatest fear becomes the vehicle through which GOD manifests himself in our lives, as the hero-champion who uses our greatest adversities as opportunities to prove (to us) the unlimited power of His love & truth!
– The darkness (the earthly) could not completely comprehend, and therefore control & ultimately defeat, the light (the heavenly) – the Mystery remains, forever!
– “Little baby Jesus” – we are saved (from ourselves) by devoting ourselves to care for & serve the utterly vulnerable & defenseless!

27.12.14
– I will never be normal in their eyes, & they will never be interesting to me……
– It seems that the closer you get to another, the more incompatible you become, because at our core, beneath all the superficial adjustments, each of us is utterly unique/singular/isolated! Therefore, your ‘soulmate’ can be only one & can never be another person……
Is this truth good or bad news? Spiritual fundamentals (like the nature of GOD) can never be put in such neat boxes!
– Seasonal spirit
– I think more love marriages break than arranged marriages, because the former is more emotionally authentic (more honest) & the latter is more of a social contract (more stable).
– You can give up the pursuit of happiness either because you are enlightened, or because you are depressed.
– Maybe I should just live in the present moment (consciousness – e.g. Being human) instead of trying to achieve something in the future (vocation – e.g. Spiritual director) or stay true to something in the past (identity – e.g. Husband).

Lines

30.11.14
– Jn.11:25-26
“Do you believe this?”
NOT, “Do you understand this?”!
– Compare “Inception” & “Last Lovers Alive”
– Nimrat Kaur
– Man in the mirror:
Get the fuck off my back!
– “We name thee,
We claim thee.
And adoring bend the knee,
While we own the mystery.”
– Father & Son ~ husband & wife (persons)
Holy Spirit ~ marriage (relationship)
The third element is (made) real (by the former 2)!
– Christmas has to do with evangelism,
And evangelism has to do with Christmas.
Grace » music
Gospel » song
Joy » shouts!
Our radiant faces in the midst of this (dark) world IS the Good News…
– Those who most belong to this planet are also those who are most alienated from this world!
What have we done with his creation??
– The message of Christmas will always be future & present, and then present & future… never past!
Rejoice, rejoice,
Emmanuel (God IS with us) SHALL come to thee, O Israel.
– “Suddenly the LORD descending, in his temple shall appear.
Always suddenly!
– Impromptu accompaniment
– Artistic ~ angelic
– The whole wide world, saved by one baby!
– Song-writing
– Advent Sunday
Advent-ure!
– Inter-testamental period (silence/darkness) – the only message was “wait!”
Looking forward to see what you have heard…
– “My dear sisters & brothers……”
– The people below are looking up to the heavens above, for the one who will come, and hold to account those who are in power over them…
– If you have seen Him, then communicate to others in words.
If you have heard the message, then look forward to seeing the Promised One!

2.12.14
– Movies:
“Interstellar”
But won’t entering another dimension dissolve our very constitution?!

03.12.2014
– Cosmology & theogony
– Fingered by the digital
– How can one’s (predominantly inward) work be seen (& appreciated) by others?
– Your primary relationship is with yourself!
– The curse of (too much) information
– The tyranny of the outward/corporate over the inward/personal
– Faith is nothing but trust in the one who makes the promise.
– The Internet of things
– What I want
Vs.
What I need.
What is available
Vs.
What is good.
Where I am going
Vs.
Who I am.
What I am becoming
Vs.
What I am made for.
– Being (Immanuel Joseph)   >> doing – primary dynamic.
Doing (Insightful facilitator)  >> being – secondary dynamic
– Sanity – lost & found >> found & lost >> lost & found >> found & lost……
– 7 habits – “Intimacy & Solitude” fits into psychological independence &  social interdependence.
But which book best fits the foundation of spiritual dependence?
“The Road Less Travelled”,  “Man’s Search for Meaning”,  etc.
The level next to interdependence is Leadership!
– “No notifications”
WOW!  😀
– Communion requires unity, & communication requires difference.
– Ontological awareness
Apocalyptic imagination
Existential thinking
Orthodox believing
Passionate feeling
Teleological action

7.12.14
– Democracy & populism
– “Although it is not true that all conservatives are stupid people, it is true that most stupid people are conservative.”
– “When we do the best that we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or in the life of another.”

8.12.14
– “Women are still in emotional bondage as long as we need to worry that we might have to make a choice between being heard and being loved.”
Marianne Williamson (spiritual activist)
– “Imagination does not become great until human beings, given the courage and the strength, use it to create.”
Maria Montessori

9.12.14
– “Wow dad in Christ Jesus there we r under the  divine infusion and transfusion unto His enlargement and corporate expression which has its consummation in New Jerusalem. Amen” –  x
“Amen! May we cooperate with the Spirit in making the mystical & eschatological an experiential & practical reality”
“Already & always >> here & now!”
“We access the Father through JC. We access Jesus through the Holy Spirit. We access the Spirit through Scripture & prayer. We practice reading & meditation in solitude & community!” – y
– “The reason we miss scandalous grace in the old testament is we are trained to read their bible morally especially the old testament. This is a thought from the book charis:gods scandalous grace for us.”
“Author of this book is Preston sprinkle” – x
“Morality is an integral aspect of human existence.
But it must not be seen as a condition for GOD’S love. It must be seen as the path to abundant life.
It is a natural outcome of seeing people not only as individuals with freedoms, but also as members of a society with duties.
Finally, it must not primarily be an externally imposed standard but first of all an inner conviction…” – y

10.12.14
– Ember days
– The liturgical & natural year:
Advent, Christmas & Epiphany ~ Winter
Lent & Passion ~ Spring
Easter & Pentecost ~ Summer
Ordinary season ~ Autumn

11.12.14
– 3 values:
1. Individual rights
E.g. Freedom of expression
2. Social welfare
E.g. Communal harmony
3. Abstract principles
E.g. Equality
– Self-pity is the root of all evil!
– Cosmic anthropology:
1. Brain waves – lightning in the sky
2. Breathing lungs – the wind blows
3. Heart-beat – the water flows
The water cycle!
– “What counts is not necessarily the size of the dog in the fight – it’s the size of the fight in the dog.” – General Dwight Eisenhower

12.12.14
– The philosophy of the fashion model
– Movies:
“Under the Skin”

13.12.14
– Being > doing > having
– Sentiments
Vs.
Sentimentalities
– Knowledge, flexibility & optimism
– Female – connectedness, cooperation, egalitarianism & respect for difference
– Harmonizing the inner (the deepest part of you) & the outer (your everyday living)
– What is dialectic but two-way feedback?
– When the presence of GOD is most real, one is able to be comfortably alone!
– Distinguish :
GOD
&
Presence of GOD
– Pickup bar
– Desires & conflicts
– Distinguish:
Fears
&
Doubts
– Divide your solitude:
Half alone
&
Half with others
– Power is freedom
Freedom is power
Which is more true?
Or are the two just different names for the same thing?
– Distinguish:
Cajole
&
Coerce
– Solitude
&
Mortality
Intimacy
&
Maturity
– Tuning out
– Special someone
– Nothingness
Vs.
Somethingness
– Helplessness, insufficiency & unworthiness

14.12.14
– Kochi-Muziris Biennale
– Culinary artist
– Solemn gladness
Lord, delight us with the light of your face!
– “And he did not deny, but confessed that he was not the Christ, nor the Prophet.”
– The Cross:
Live & let live > die & let live > live & let die > die & let die (from often to rare)
The crucial shift is between the 2nd & 3rd!
Right? There is a place for everything, but each in its proper place…

15.12.14
– Behove
Belie
– An open society that is both safe & free!
– Decency/fairness is to respect & consider the views of the others.
– The glory of mortality!
– Movies:
“Guardians of the Galaxy”
The divine (or demonic) in the human is revealed, when pressed to the extreme (E.g. martyrdom), in the form of resurrection!
When you take it upon yourself to save the world (along with a few other kindred spirits), knowing full well that you will fail, then (the power of) JC is manifested there…
Salvation always comes from unlikely places.
– Untreated sewage
– Biodiversity for poverty eradication
– Anticipation >> innovation
– Citizen journalists
– “Without fear or favour”
– Moses – the secret of your real vocation is found in your original roots. And do discover that, you must uncover what is hidden under your (acquired) cultural identity!

01.12.2014

No freedom, no responsibility.
No responsibility, no discipline.
No discipline, no freedom!

Weimar culture

Communitarian

Attitudinising
Affectation

Collectivist

Pinkie

02.12.2014

Obligation as auto-coercion!

5.12.14

Self-leadership

6.12.14

Practitioners & academicians

Keep around 30% of RAM free!

11.12.14

Maven

Convert an eyesore into a cynosure

FTV music

12.12.14

What usually preoccupies you? Is it deep/spiritual stuff or the routine/shallow stuff?

Sky-blue, tree-green & soil-brown
Imagination, vocational progress & spiritual rootedness.
But in the reverse order!

“Under the Skin” – when you try to be what you are not (noble), you end up dead! But if you are satisfied with just being yourself (brutal), then you end up a monster…
Therefore, one must focus on becoming what one desires to be.
What if you start living by prioritizing what you want & can do, over what you must & ought to be?

The Universal is to be found deep within the particulars!

Can any other animal give up the survival instinct, like man can?

CAN GOD be weak?

To be who you are, you must become something that is nothing like what you are now!

Did Jesus ever trip and fall?

This GOD/self/life/world/nature/death is a horrible beauty!

13.12.14

Leery ~ suspicious

Sycophant ~ flatterer