LINES

6.10.17

– The Las Vegas Shooting and the Search for Meaning

https://www.newyorker.com/news/benjamin-wallace-wells/the-las-vegas-shooting-and-the-search-for-meaning

“All our life is like a day of celebration for us; we are convinced, in fact, that God is always everywhere. We work while singing; we sail while reciting hymns; we accomplish all other occupations of life while praying.”

— Clement of Alexandria

Life ~ rejoicing ~ working ~ praising ~ loving ~ praying

We are saved by faith (in Grace).

To believe (in GOD) is to live (fully)! Does the vice versa also hold good? To value Life and enjoy it, irrespective of the contingencies……

– Do not judge so that you will not be judged. For by the standard you judge you will be judged, and the measure you use will be the measure you receive.” – Mat. 7:1-2

Use the same standard, to judge others, as you use to judge yourself. Then GOD will be pleased with you and reward you.

– collegium

parole

SEBI

– News:

Nobel peace prize: ICAN award sends nuclear message

For transparency’s sake, Supreme Court starts uploading its Collegium’s decisions

Delhi: 2 kids die of suffocation after a family member accidentally locks them in car

– Bombard

http://www.merriam-webster.com/word-of-the-day/2017/10/06/

7.10.17

– joi

– “Black Gospel” by Davie

– http://www.wikihow.com/Smoke-a-Cigarette

http://www.wikihow.com/Enjoy-a-Cigarette

Did you get high??

8.10.17

– “Everybody” by Logic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_fQMaLciww

– “Real life” by Aaron Sprinkle

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rk7x7QmnxaQ

https://genius.com/Aaron-sprinkle-real-life-lyrics

– “Pray” by Sam Smith

https://genius.com/Sam-smith-pray-lyrics

– “Whiskey & Wine” by Planning for Burial 

– TV series:

“The Sinner” Season 1

Did you notice the Rorshach patterns in the title graphics?!

Not just another crime/detective series.

The spiritual & the psychological, the moral & the cultural, clash together… And the result is aesthetic!

It’s better left as a limited series.

Sinner/cursed, patient/victim or human/agent??

Observe her individuation happening, right before your eyes! No tragedy, no (opportunity for) maturity!?

I think I am more like Phoebe!

9.10.17

– Does hedonism empower or cripple?

It could strengthen your lust for life and thereby enable you to suffer (endure/fight) better!

It could also weaken you by enslaving you to the pleasure of immediate gratification……

Since most people are occupied with work, and only occasionally make time for entertainment, maybe I should do the inverse!

– About TED

https://www.ted.com/about/our-organization

– TED (learning & sharing) + Socratic method (thinking pattern) + Sublimewe (communication style) + SFG (meeting format) + mindful meditation (getting deeply in touch with oneself)

Ideas-world-selves (interaction)

+

Critical – connective/collaborative – creative (thinking)

+

Express – empathic listening – reflect/interject (repeat/deepen)

+

Theory-experience-practice (overlapping)

+

Body-mind-spirit (integration)

Curiosity –> passion for understanding/growth –> inquiry & dialogue

Authenticity, vulnerability & empathy

Observe –> reflect –> respond

Information –> knowledge –> wisdom

Faith, hope & love ~ meaning, vocation & intimacy

Rhythm, pleasure & achievement

How do we find the good life?

Why is education important?

What does it mean to be human?

“The unexamined life is not worth living.”

“How is it with your soul?”

Journaling & story-telling

Problem-sharing & consulting

Focus on relaxing & enjoying

Attendance + participation + presentation (3 grades – fail, pass, distinction)

In-class assignments & assessment

Max. 12-15 students. Can be done for minimal (half?) charge, so that no student is left out because of financial reasons.

Syllabus will be vague initially and will evolve as the course progresses. Topics/subjects will be determined by what emerges out of the dynamic interaction between the participants.

The course can be called “Open Learning in Small Groups”

(An innovative movement in education – activities that either enhance learning opportunities within formal education systems or broaden learning opportunities beyond formal education systems – teaching methods, interactive learning, optimal training, etc. – ecologies of learning communities – central focus is needs of the learner as perceived by the learner.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Open_learning)

Offer (free) mentoring – vocational guidance, Rule of Life, learning plan, candid conversation, spiritual companionship, etc.

– Initial Public Offer

Energy trading

– Supreme Court bans firecrackers in Delhi! 

10.10.17

– The Nansen Passport

Proof of concept

Pet project

Pilot experiment

The semantics of natural language

Formal/structural knowledge 

– I think that the timing of the opportunity to teach an open elective course in Christ University, and my reconnection with the Socratic Method is providential.

Synchronicity!

– I should read, think & write MORE!

Should I listen and talk more too?

– denegation

http://www.merriam-webster.com/word-of-the-day/2017/10/09/

11.10.17

– How do you indulge in such a way that it does not decrease (but increases!) your capacity for discipline?

And how can you discipline in such a way that does not decrease (but increases!) your capacity for indulgence?

– Movies:

“Vikram Vedha” (Tamil)

வேதா ~ வேதாளம்!

Distinguish:

Immorality

&

Amorality

Vikramaditya and Vetal story (Indian mythology – check out Amar Chitra Katha!)

http://devdutt.com/articles/applied-mythology/leadership/vikramaditya-and-vetal.html

Theme song lyrics

http://www.tamilpaa.com/3416-karuppu-vellai-tamil-songs-lyrics

The action scenes are quite laughable, but still watchable.

– What is (my) brand equity?

– Luscious apparatus

https://vimeo.com/35104381

– Behind the camera

Graveyard shift

– Wunder carpool

– Risks of light & intermittent smoking

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2865193/#!po=22.7941

http://amp.timeinc.net/time/4590517/smoking-death-lung-cancer/?source=dam

– Healthy alcohol use

http://www.mayoclinic.org/healthy-lifestyle/nutrition-and-healthy-eating/in-depth/alcohol/art-20044551?pg=1

– Is pornography addictive? http://www.apa.org/monitor/2014/04/pornography.aspx

Porn: What’s really going on?

https://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/8515402

– 2 cigarettes – once a week

2 hours of porn – once a week

400 ml beer or 40 ml vodka/gin – 2 times a week

Drugs – once a week

2 freak out days per week – one with the bad stuff and one without. 

12.10.17

– It’s always wiser to buy a used, quality product than a new, inferior one.

“In many people, it is already an impertinence to say ‘I’.”

– THEODOR ADORNO

http://www.bquot.es/s/2304

Refer:

https://books.google.co.in/books?id=s0AYAgAAQBAJ&pg=PA183&lpg=PA183&dq=%22In+many+people+it+is+already+an+impertinence+to+say+%27I%27.%22+Adorno&source=bl&ots=Vn4sa9Ev3n&sig=0KYYEnkx7jVgYubVCp-PeiDkp5s&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwj_8PWs4-rWAhXLsY8KHVXUBc0Q6AEIEDAC#v=onepage&q=%22In%20many%20people%20it%20is%20already%20an%20impertinence%20to%20say%20’I’.%22%20Adorno&f=false

The lamentation (& condemnation) of the diminution of individual consciousness in (post)modern subjectivity, and its consequent primary docility (passive obedience to social relations)!

13.10.17

– auk

– interdigitate

http://www.merriam-webster.com/word-of-the-day/2017/10/12/

– creativeness

Virtual gyroscope

14.10.17

– Fluid ounces

Privacy policy 

Performative stance

Blind revolution mad

Tears (falling) on stone

Theories of everything 

– Distinguish:

Abstraction 

&

Axiomatization 

Axiomatization ~ decisionism

– Is self-deification avoidable?!

What makes you ask such a question??

– Explanations as (incomplete) material parts of the Real, rather than transcendental (complete) representations of it.

Anthropocentrism –> anthropomorphism 

Self-attribution

The epistemological implications of a scientific philosophy!

Experience as immanent experiment 

“Thought is a thing”

Postulate ~ posture ~ gesture ~ vision

Rigorous conclusion, arising out of utterly persistent & fearless application 

The necessary evil of consistency 

The strangeness of Gnostic thought

Logical destiny

Always open to corruption 

Contrary to proverbial opinion 

Ordinary, pluralistic, mutable, performative thought

– All (progressive?) evolution is a collection of (random?) mutations!

– HOW did Laruelle land upon his radical insights & unique axioms?!

– Distinguish:

Ordinary/everyday 

&

Easy/simple

– There are 2 women in his life.

With one, the similarities are many & superficial, and the differences few & basic.

With the other, the differences are many & superficial, and the similarities few & basic.

The first is the spouse.

The second is the soulmate.

But the sad fact is that he cannot live without the former, nor can he live with the latter.

Maybe the soulmate (dream) is just the imaginary/idealized spouse (real). Once the union is actualized, the dream evaporates!

– You’re a spiritual genius, just like me,

And you’re a social retard, just like me…

That’s why, we both will always be

Admired, and lonely! 🙂

– T20 cricket match washed out

http://www.espncricinfo.com/story/_/id/21012650/hyderabad-washout-hurts-cricket-value

THOUGHTS

28.9.17

– Racial segregation in the American church

http://www.npr.org/sections/codeswitch/2017/09/28/553740407/when-the-parents-are-white-the-child-is-black-and-the-churches-are-segregated?utm_medium=RSS&utm_campaign=opinion

“Children are concrete thinkers”

“Who is she going to want to be?”

Native American news

Chinese Uighurs
– From My Detention in Malaysia, Thoughts on Islam and Tolerance

https://www.nytimes.com/2017/09/28/opinion/mustafa-akyol-detention-malaysia.html
– Hugh Hefner dead

http://indiatoday.intoday.in/story/hugh-hefner-dead-at-91-playboy-founder/1/1057560.html
– Immersion technology 

Quantum mechanics
– Blessed are those who are loved by their beloved (or who love their lover).
– The mind is what lies in between sensation & perception.
– GOD is NOT a he, a she or an it.
– There is a kind of agnosticism/skepticism which is just a cover/excuse for laziness/cowardice.

Beware of it!
– highlander

outlander
– The fear of people becomes a snare, but whoever trusts in the Lord will be set on high.

Proverbs 29:25 NET

http://bible.com/107/pro.29.25.NET

Check out the NET notes

Fear/worldliness ~ danger

Vs.

Trust/godliness ~ safety

Self-fulfilling prophecy?

Attitude –> actuality!

Not all extroverts are cowards, and not all introverts are courageous.

1.10.17

– No, Hugh Hefner did not love women

http://time.com/4963765/no-hugh-hefner-did-not-love-women/

– The philosopher shakes up the foundations of Psychology…!
The passion of rigorous thinking
Vs.
The desire for well-being

– Compare bands:
Behemoth
&
Ghost

– “He is” by Ghost

From the pinnacle to the pit

Cirice

Inside “Ghost”
http://www.rollingstone.com/music/news/skulls-satan-and-dave-grohl-inside-mysterious-occult-rock-band-ghost-20150804

3.10.17

– Now I am become death, the destroyer of worlds

http://www.wired.co.uk/article/manhattan-project-robert-oppenheimer

– badass

Nameless ghoul
– Satanism – subverting religion through the use of sacred symbolism!
5.10.17
– slowburn

NEWS

20.9.17

– Divine creation – software (speech) –> hardware (things)

“In your light, we see light” – it is the Word (divine revelation) that makes all things comprehensible to us.

Light ~ Word ~ Life ~ Image

The Creator is also the Sustainer is also the Lord is also the Redeemer is also the Judge!

Light ~ life ~ truth ~ good ~ order ~ fullness

Darkness ~ death ~ falsehood ~ evil ~ chaos ~ emptiness

The darkness has not/cannot (ultimately/permanently) overcome the light!

Creation (Genesis) ~ Jesus’ story (the Cross) ~ my regeneration!

– Othodox Teaching Sermon The Transfiguration

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWqIwGT7rEs&list=WL&index=13

Transfiguration ~ incarnation + crucifixion + resurrection!

“While he was still speaking…” (Matt. 17:5) – for the times you don’t know when to shut up…!

Coming away, without leaving your world – the mountain, the wilderness & the closet!

Law + Prophets = Christ/glory/salvation!

Climbing into one’s own inner aridity/terror, and being transformed, by discovering & embracing the futility within!

Mat. 17:4 – this is what I want, but “if you want”… The temptation of institutionalization – make GOD unambiguous, manageable, accessible, affordable, reproducible, etc.!

Is the shrine built for His honor or for my safety?

The Indwelling ~ Meaning (Law) + purpose (Prophets) + passion (Christ)!

Finding Christ in BOTH the inner sanctum AND the outer storm!

– Sacred Calendars: The Transfiguration of Christ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jN87wr0dW3c&list=WL&index=14

Mystery ~ sacrament ~ ordinance ~ feast

Full celebration

Gospel chronology & Church Calendar

The Transfiguration is meant to prepare the disciples & sustain their faith, because they are yet to experience their greatest crisis – witnessing the Crucifixion!

The anonymous site of transformation

The revelation/unveiling of the divinity already inherent in the ordinary/everyday

Saints as contemporary revelations of Christ

Spiritual faculties/senses

Supernatural light

Studying GOD, & saying what it is and what it is not

Felled, by the (encounter/experience of) Majesty!

The Body & all bodies

Jesus as the one who unites Moses & Elijah with Peter, James and John – OT/Israel/Past & NT/Church/Future – the present Kingdom/eschaton!

Scripture ~ icons ~ sermons – products of faith and sources of theology!

Tradition & context, practice and experience

– Christ:

Adam ~ Jesus ~ Church ~ me/you/us/them!

– Life is boring is life is boring is……!

>> Life is boring

>> Boring is life

>> “Life is boring” is life!

>> “Boring is life” is boring!

– Questions about the GST cess

http://www.thehindu.com/opinion/op-ed/questions-about-the-gst-cess/article19710552.ece

Legal validity & legislative competence

Compensation cess

Tax slabs

Policy flip-flop

Cess, tax & fee

Earmarked purpose

Labour welfare

Relatability

surcharge

Fiscal deficit

False returns

Colourable claims

Sin goods

Unfettered discretion

– The Privacy Quandary

http://www.thehindu.com/opinion/op-ed/the-privacy-quandry/article19715927.ece

Face recognition technology

Privacy

Vs.

Security

Second order fall-outs

Augmented reality, cloud computing & social networking

Autonomous vehicles

Mobile panopticon

– My advice to Christ University:

(Should I email this to the VC?!)

  1. Separate Christ College (UG) from Christ University (higher education/research institution), & develop a distinct culture/ethos for each, according to their respective level/purpose.
  2. Make selection of students & faculty more rigorous. Emphasis on quality over quantity. Reduce number of courses & number of students in each class, especially in the Humanities & Social Sciences.
  3. Stop using money as a strategy to “hire the best”. Be(come) the best (world-class), then you will also attract the best!
  4. Be future-oriented – try out new creative ideas & radical practices, drawn from diverse sources, in both the meaning & execution of education. Emphasize & promote inter-disciplinarity. Do away with long, tedious written exams based on standard question paper.
  5. Shift onus for learning from teachers on to students. Make the environment conducive for self-development and provide adequate avenues for equipping those who are passionate & idealistic. E.g. Reduce number of lecture/teaching hours.
  6. Reduce extra-curricular (cultural) activities.
  7. Introduce proper vocational guidance (based on Psychology), not just the employment counseling given in placement cells, for each & every 1st year student!
  8. Start a Centre for Education with people qualified in Pedagogy, Philosophy, Psychology, Sociology, etc. and passionate about reform/progress, to oversee the functioning of each department and guide the general direction of the institution, in light of the vision/mission/values. Start a Department of Philosophy fully independent from Theology.
  9. Introduce mentoring & holistic education (includes the physical & spiritual) through highly motivated & well trained resource persons for the overall health & development of students & faculty. This can be done via small groups with expert facilitation (a la SFG & “How is it with your soul?”). Basic counseling training for all faculty.
  10. Make Saturday a holiday.

CU, it’s time for you to move into full adulthood, as an institution!

– Rohingya – Bangladesh’s burden to bear:

http://www.thehindu.com/opinion/op-ed/rohingya-bangladeshs-burden-to-bear/article19694058.ece

Rakhine province

The Rohingya as homo sacer

Short-lived relief

Refugee camps

Advisory commission

Discrimination >> retaliation >> discrimination >>…… Victim >> terrorist >> victim >>……

When the army goes berserk…!

Humanitarian gesture or just political posture?

21.9.17

– hyle

– Movies:

“The Walk”

The closer one is to death, the more alive he/she is! The challenge is to find a way to survive at that place of passion……

True friends/lovers are those who accompany & support you in (your own unique) insanity!

Sexual edging as a spiritual discipline!

– I think I have found the elusive/secret formula for an robust lifestyle…

Alternate day extreme discipline and severe indulgence – I can feel them converging & blending already! 🙂

Always enjoy the ecstasy of intensity

22.9.17

– Maybe my next avatar is sensual crusader/erotic artist!

– troubadour

Strange light

Ravenna

Adriatic Sea

High Middle Ages

Medieval Vs. Renaissance

Anonymous works of lesser lights

ekstasis

The thousand year theory!

The beauty of simplicity

“Saving the appearances” – the major task of science

World-theory

Systemic exceptions

Simpler ~ better

Spirited away

perforce

Summum bonum (the greatest good) – the strong & sweet ruler of the universe

Pagan Christianity

Consolation of Philosophy

Postmortem reparation

“Ashamed to be ashamed”

neophyte

Alternative orthodoxy

Augustine

Vs.

Aquinas

– Distinguish:

Explain

&

Prove

– Distinguish:

Innovation/new

&

Development/better

– “Give me chastity, but not yet!” – St. Augustine

“The son of these tears will not perish.” – Ambrose

“Take (up the book) and read” – GOD?!

Happy to die, with the vision of the beyond, “when we shall all be changed”

23.9.17

– Post-critical philosophy

Non-Christianity

Non-relationality

A new type of inversion

Correct ~ reduce ~ supersede ~ explain ~ dominate

Quantum thoughts

Fractal thinking

Refracting the Real, instead of representing reality

Formal experiment

Strange mediation

The better half of life

Internal critique

A genuinely new mode of thought

Theoretical mutation

A broadened paradigm of (apparently opposed) alternatives

A democratic ecology of thought – pluralistic & equivalent

The practice of abstraction

The conceptual performance of extraction & re-envisioning

Salvation axioms

The Real as the occasional cause of thought

Hypothesis ~ wager

Material ~ lived

Philosophical narcissism/obsession/blindness

User of philosophy

Neither false nor true

Architectonics

The materiality of philosophy!

Techno-scientism, biologism, physicalism, computationalism

Thoughts ~ photos!

Materiality without materialist theses

A (non-reductive) field of infinite materialities

The proxies of philosophy

“Thing-in-itself”

Putative powers

The metaphysics of knowing

Wonder, intuition, induction, deduction, will to power, affective encounter, selfless observation, questioning

The logic of inference

Self-styled philosophies

Totality ~ exclusivity

Partiality ~ plurality

Normative hallucinations

Enlightened humility

Self-simplification

Figure-ground shift in perception

Indifferent ~ undifferentiated

Re-visioning

From absolute perspective (transcendent) to material part (immanent)!

Abstraction

Vs.

Axiomatization

Abstract vision

Dis-analogy

Miming the world

The non-philosopher as ventriloquist/charadist

– Non-solitude:

When you’re surrounded by society, you take refuge in your intimate partnership or inner circle.

When you’re in a coupleship, you withdraw into your truest self.

When you’re all alone, you realize there’s no one there!

It is then that you are fully free……

– What happens when you (try to) blend “high” & “low” culture?

You find that there is no division/opposition!

Animal intellect ~ body spirituality

– Distinguish:

Thinking/feeling

&

Having thoughts/feelings

How are consciousness & intentionality related?

Full awareness is the prerequisite for perfect freedom!

– TV series:

Rectify (Season 1 Episode 1)

“Always There” – remember where this line comes in the episode?

Why do I (feel) like this guy?!

24.9.17

– Home-made intoxicants 😉

https://m.baklol.com/baks/Bizarre/Get-High-Without-Drugs-Or-Weed-_2354/1

http://www.therichest.com/rich-list/most-shocking/15-of-the-strangest-ways-kids-get-high/

Codeine, dextromethorphan, diphenhydramine, promethazine, caffeine, alcohol, sugar, cocoa, MDMA, phenibut, kava, aromatic oils, ASMR, binaural beats, sleep deprivation, hypnosis, meditation, sex, exercise, psilocybin, prednisolone, nicotine, tobacco, Marijuana, etc.

HACK your body! 👊🏽

– Moth to the flame (ASMR)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1IR1vIamVk&t=15s

– TV series (story-telling – mythology/liturgy >> play/novel >> movies/serials):

“The Sinner”

WOW! It takes more/better/greater to make me say that, nowadays……

“Why did you do/say that?”

“I don’t know!” – that’s the right (first) answer, whatever!

– 3 kinds of days, based on 3 different attitudes/approaches to the body:

1. Rhythm – awareness & flow (mindfulness/moderation/consciousness)

2. Work – discipline & performance (asceticism/right extreme/will)

3. Freak – pamper & indulge (hedonism/left extreme/flesh)

Rhythm-work-freak… REPEAT!

– Which one are you?

1. Me, we or us?

2. Heart, intellect or body?

3. Vision, strategy or execution?

E.g. I am Me-intellect-vision

Do you know HOW to find out the truth(s) about yourself?

– GOD ~ self ~ other ~ real ~ one ~ life ~ being – meaning ~ truth ~ power ~ joy ~ light ~ energy ~ spirit

25.9.17

– I need to try to learn to give some of the allowances & concessions, I usually give myself, to others too. Cut them also a piece of slack, Joey!

– metropolis

Lemon law

Patriarch, metropolitan, archbishop

monoplane

happenstance

Polemical ~ controversial

– “Enthusiasm, n.: A distemper of youth, curable by small doses of repentance in connection with outward applications of experience.” – Ambrose Bierce

Is it possible to overcome naïvety (in outlook), without losing one’s lust (for life)?

Wisdom without disenchantment is what we desperately need!

– Creative + recreational ~ recreative!

– A person plans his course, but the Lord directs his steps.

Proverbs 16:9 NET

http://bible.com/107/pro.16.9.NET

Check out the NET notes.

Contrast:

Plan/course

&

Direct/steps

Is this supposed to teach us humility? Or should I just keep a plan B ready always? 😉

Maybe it’s both!

26.9.17

 “Rescuer (Good News)” by Rend Collective

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAg7rn7fH3Q

– Will Hollywood ever use ugly actors?

– Login for daily rewards in Asphalt 8 & Real Racing

27.9.17

– Foo fighter