Author: Immanuel Joseph

1.11.24

turf

bum-rush

Ruin time

Dream:
My own suicide – shooting myself (or was I watching someone else), in the mouth, through the head, then fall off an open window onto the street
+
Mad Max like desert adventure (or torture) with an older woman……

Buddhist real

Achans, roshis, rinpoches

Catalyzing loss

Double entendre

Fierce sadness, furious lethargy

Baptised in the river of firewater

Dark elixir

Controverting chaos

Repressed sleeper cells

Went through some old WhatsApp chats with my mother

Staring into the open helmet

Surplus value

Human ~ vampire ~ capitalist

Critical unconscious

Logic of the present

So many of the thinkers I admire are family folks! What do I do with this?? Are they just hypocrites who merely mouth radical shit, or am I mistaken in how I see the incompatibility of it all?

I could imagine myself as Deleuze’s “harsh critic”

Unbinding (from) fugitive desire

Spiritualized dolchstob

lineaments

intern(ation)alization

The world-denying vehicle

Keep it easy, simple, quick! 🤪

Pollyanna(ish)

Mind is (a special kind of) matter
Vs.
Matter is (a special kind of) mind

Intractable conundrums

Ad rem wisdom

Where there is a stink of shit, there is a smell of the real

Keep your mind in Hell, and do not despair

From rejects to ejects

maenad, thyrsoi

Extreme/athletic contemplation

Crucial recoveries of the cruel Real

doxography

serried

Pornstar tattoo – head with radiating legs

So ironic that I being a promised child have become anti-natalist 🙃

There are people fated to be the assholes of mankind – imagine a body without one or a house without a toilet flush 🤪
Folks like David Hart may be the healthy head, and Artaud & co. may be the anus or tumor – the dalits of the spirit – crushed beyond recognition – how things look from these polar opposites is blindingly obvious indeed…

Pornstar tattoo:
“Love without depending
Live without pretending
Speak without offending
Listen without defending”

“Satan is real” (Kreator)
Vs.
“There is no Joker” (Arthur Fleck)

The Positive (GOD) is nothing but the denial/negation of the negative Real (Man)

I am as realer than you as you are happier than me

Incels → Inspouse → Inparent

abyssonauts

TINA (There is no alternative) – Capitalist orthodoxy ~ GOD/Theology ~ Philosophical sufficiency
Oh yeah? Fuck you! 🖕🏾

Best friend becomes worst enemy ☠️

Why do nihilists write books??

There is this unseeded (tennis) player who never loses when playing against the greatest of all time…! 🤣

Changeling ~ shapeshifter

Immanuel Joseph was my former avatar.
What would I name this one?
Immanent Zosima 😉

Midwinter fires

Agalloch

I reject (whatever denies) my autonomy

Post-(modern)(meta)-Phusis

Don’t be scared. The pain is fertile 👹

Blockbuster flop 🤡 ~ the greatest failed comedian ever or the worstest fun of all time

Why walk into (or onto!) the sea, when you can’t swim?

Wait! But if I try to recover Arthur Fleck, then wouldn’t I fail or be fake as Joker? Can one fail to be (a) glorious (failure) that way, by trying to survive?

Broken open, cracked free

I don’t need no virgin, but I don’t fuck no mother

Folie a deux ~ Gorkham ~ fooling mass expectations ~ the reversal moment in the Christian gospel ~ Jesus/Lucifer Vs. Christ/Satan ~ Ted Bundy ~ musical thriller??

Some movies are important to watch, even though you may not like them. You might still get something valuable!

Whatever happened to “building the mountain”?! 🤣

Parenthood and the happiness penalty

familism

3.11.24

Who was the last visitor who Fleck doesn’t meet?

fleck

baraita

inamorata

Mesmerize ~ magnetize ~ hypnotize

Dream organ

Norma Evangelium Diaboli

bawd

colonnade, portico

alembic, scarab

Murdered without martyrdom

marionette

4.11.24

Joel’s Pentecostalism ~ Zizek’s Communist theology
Vs.
Artaud’s Anti-Christ ~ Deathspell Omega’s third hypostasis or Paracletus

Father ~ GOD
🔽
Son ~ Man
🔽
Holy Spirit ~ Satan (Rotting Christ)

Paraclete ~ coming alongside the Real (NP)

Elusive acquired taste

harpies

Extreme/experimental/esoteric/avant-garde/technical/abstract Black Metal

Aluk Todolo

Metaphysical Satanism ~ Anti-metaphysics

Rejected knowledges

synarchy

“Between shit & piss we are born”

consumptumation
(Consumption + consummation)

coruscate

epiklesis, anaphora

abscission

Salvation through perdition

Dea(r)th of san(ct)ity

ordure

whisk

amalgamate

paladin

5.11.24

DsO

Show your teeth!

Diremptive logic of the death-of-GOD

Seeking truth and seeking health are incompatible, just like Christ & Mammon……!?

From religion (the divine) to unbinding (the sacred)

Atheize ~ immanentize

Evil is what Man can do, which GOD cannot

Sovereignty & waste

Actualizing rebellion

unground

Hypostatic division ~ the split absolute

A nexion between all things

Fas

Universal self-contradiction

(of) yore

Imhotep

Cult never dies

Post-suicidal awakening

Summa Diabolica

The eternal suppuration

Pre-ontological delirium

Base logos of disturbance & anxiety

The certainty & madness of internal opposition

Cutting the Gordian knot

The nonsense of being

The remnants of Eden

The truth itself is the horrible

Satan is the hero (& author!?) of Paradise Lost

The self-undoing of reason

misprision

Considerational cognition as that which ought not to be

Oceanic ignorance ~ bliss

Scototropic radiance

Cacophonous silence

The trace of aboriginal death

biotope

Deus ignotus ~ Diabolus absconditus

louche

Judaism → Christianity → Satanism

Satanism as “total art”

Summoning abjection

Lying down paralyzed and stoned pornication as equally valid alongside intellectual exercises

imposture

The otherworldly moment of critical spasm triggered by implacable cruelty

Savage laughter

Outrage addiction & victim culture

Sinister energy

Demonic snigger

Collective exorcism

palingenesis

Pure abstract emotion

Impending malaise

fanzines

MAGMA

scoria

egregore

Ad Arma

The accelerating fantasy of furious impotence

Terrorizer Magazine

Radical critique ~ revolutionary violence

Pessoa Vs. Nietzsche

Meta-rules ~ Ur-habits

Futile intellectual sharpening

Real abstraction

Ideological enjoyment/conformity

Anti-mediation

Refusal of delayed gratification

Staying with the trouble & affirmative negation

Traversing Situationism

Hateful odes

afflatus

AMSG

obombration

6.11.24

Satanism – the worship of wickedness, suffering & death (as opposed to virtue, health & life)

Faith/religion + hope/work + love/relationship (Engagement/reconciliation)
→
Critical theory + Contemplative leisure + Solitary sailor (Withdrawal/alienation)

Social (GOD/World/Self)
→
Nature (Devil/Chaosmos/Id)

may-pole

“In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni”

Do I stay in, or break out of, this marriage/family? The spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak! 😮‍💨
The in-between time is the most difficult – confusion, indecision & hesitation – if I am not ruthless yet, shouldn’t I try to become (the villain) sooner rather than later – before I also live long enough to see myself become the butt of the joke……!?

Quasi-mystical reading of a political text

Heroic futility – Fire (passion) Vs. Water (time)

Deep negativity ~ Thought from the outside

Harley falling in love with Fleck is exactly what kills the Joker she worshipped!

Do I have one last dance (after exiting medicine & Christianity) in me, or am I already finished?

The autological form of Nothingness ~ acentric/polycentric universe

Plural agency

7.11.24

John Zerzan

Identifying the Fall

Inter-anarchist battles

primitivism

Caesarism

“The last man lives the longest”

The war on poverty, drugs & terror

Funny as Hell

entrainment

Absence & excess

Subtle tyranny

Cyclical disintegration

Atonal fluency

Outer sound

8.11.24

Why do we (metalheads) like dissonance?

Stylistic pragmatism

Non-humanist disposition

Patterns of terror

Worldly commitment and paroxysms of destruction

quants

mullet

borscht

bodega

Riding shotgun

News cycle

Jesus Christ ~ Rotting Corpse

nigredo

Carvaka ~ Ajivika

Hostile counterpart

lo-fi

Exponentially accelerated deterioration

Wold

Physiological bewilderment ~ a possibility zone of great threat

Anti-natalist family man 🤪

Monomaniacal insistence on holy trinkets

apse, nave, ciborium

Xasthur

Disharmonic variations in dark ambient (music!?)

Liminal flooding of void-worlds

Etruscan corpse bride

Latitude of forms

cineastes

miscegenation

Philosophy ~ world-making ~ globalization

From politics to ethics

Superposition ~ indistinction ~ indeterminacy

Militant quietism

Radical deracination

Afro-pessimism

Worldless Jewry & natal alienation

From logodicy to victimology

contretemps

Slave ~ foreigner ~ proletariat

9.11.24

Victim-without-persecutor

Metaphysical ethics
Vs.
Democracy-in-thought

10.11.24

DSBM (not to be confused with BDSM)

catena

Melancology

The objectivity of sorrow

Apokatastasis panton

11.11.24

Gothic Kyoto

dialetheia

kensho

Ideological interpellations & infrastructural realities

Thinking to the second power

The threshold of seriousness

Politics of non-alignment

The Great Contradiction

Atheistic/materialistic/sceptical Hinduism

Oukontic & meontic nothingness

Interdependent actants

agoraphobia

Books in the drug store

From the com(ed)ic to the laughable

12.11.24

Reality of the lowest order – Tadeusz Kantor

Implacably hostile unstable amalgam of anti-humanist individualism

Abyssal draining of ideologemes

Radicalised spooks

Occult elitism

apanage ~ perquisite

Cultural racism

The centrist is the farthest from both the (left & right) extremes!

Telluric quasi-fascism

Bloodthirsty ancestral counter-tradition

Inverse spiritual hierarchy

synecdochy

parataxis

Vlad the Impaler

sobriquet

Boyscout Satanism

Ubermensch sodomy

The romantic relationship decays into a practical arrangement ~ spiritual divergence → emotional estrangement

Sieg Heil

Autochthonous relation

Carnivalesque political aesthetic

Anachronistic meta-fascism

Self-definition based on fundamental indifference

Sharpening the contradictions of desperation

Impure apocalypse of buried antagonisms

The divided One

Acephalic auto-consumption

Stalled dialectic/stuck record

Dreaming the impossible ‘concrete moment’

World-historical necromancy

Crypto-fascist national organicism

Group militancy

Auto-constitution via self-dissolution

Thugs for life Vs. Fake gangsters

Sovereign heterogeneity

Distinguish:
Horror
&
Terror

habitués

Fetishisation of war

Sinister runic humbug

bathos, treacly, risible

Functional incoherence

Nativist reterritorializations

Form-giving power

Abstractive figural desire

Passion for the Real

Children of Bo(re)dom

I is an/-other

The forgotten victims of history

The without-remainder ~ the immanence of fire

Gnostic ~ heretic ~ victim ~ stranger ~ undocumented/unidentified/unrecognized/clandestine ~ generic ~ Man-in-man (immane-ing)

Transcendent ~ harassing

EVERYTHING’S GOTTA GO!

Forgotten ~ insurrection ~ invisible ~ resurrection

The determined (as opposed to dominant) intellectual

Crushing the holy trinity

One-in-One, (non- )One & non( -One)

Unifacial ~ advance incognito or traverse the image

The paperless one(s)

Fugitive-being ~ strang(er)existence

Flesh-&-blood identities

The end-of-the-world as the ultimate good news

Living in the pre-history of post-human intelligence

Non-philosophy is nothing but non-standard thought

Decolonizing theory

Moving toward the One → Determined by the One

Singularity as identity rather than exceptionality

The (Black) slave

Producing killable populations

Subjective dispossession

Hallucinatory/thought/capital World ~ structured by the same self-sufficient faith

“All this whiteness burns me to a cinder”

Curation as art!

The Real (negation of the philosophical) human

Blackness ~ worldlessness

No slave, no world!

From thinking the victim to victim-thinking ~ thinking under the condition of the victim

Universal objectification of decisional globalization

13.11.24

inchoate

Repression ~ amnesia

The breeders (Ligotti)

Black Narcissus

The irreducible remainder

Nemesis ~ death-drive

Transcendental empiricism

Deterritorialize ~ accelerate

The ultimate monstrosity of truth

14.11.24

Neo-reactionary traditionalist

Incognegro ~ kinless

The concept of the “unthought”

Qui Parle

Raw Life

Natal alienation

Couching an internal other

Do you still remember the Rotting Christ encounter in Tezpur?! (Originary trauma)

From pity to compassion

The holocaust industry

Quantum queer

Comparative contempt

The denuded character of a singular life as the essence of pure immanence

Not-(quite-)human

Qawwali

Sufi metal

Dying convulsions

Aborted monsters

maladaptation

Inner unnaturalness

Glitch effect

The human exemption ~ constitutive rupture ~ inherent deviation

Animalistic wholeness

necrogenesis

From laws to necessities

Renaturalize humanity

Harmonizing with ghieh (chaos)

Entropic brain hypothesis

Psilocybin regression

The gap ~ the traumatic core

Non-co-incidence

Cruel knowledge ~ cutting edge

Configurations of collapse ~ Variations of failure

Creative death-dealing

Fortune & extinction

Anxious apes

The groaning of Nature ~ the cosmos as a mistake

Variation > > selection

Success is (the refusal to see oneself as) just another (very different) kind of failure

No non-monsters

Sublime disproportion

Defined by teratogenicity

Chimerical mosaics

Anti-Western esotericism

The Kid (Blood Meridian) – hey, my birth was prophesied too!

bankerage

Try using weed without porn too! And shorten the erection period before it kills you of exhaustion 🤪

Should I try to find critics/reviewers who share my taste/sensibility?

Why do I feel “fine” today!? 🙄

15.11.24

“By GOD’s grace, I have finally obtained my Canadian citizenship.”
Awsum 😁

Hontology

“Spirit is a bone”

Asymptotic parousia

Satanism as Uber-Christianity

The gift of death

The discourse of authenticity

Philo-fiction as counter-creation

Relativize ~ disempower

Visionary poet

Performation of the subject ~ crafting an unworldly form of life

From the discursive to the abstract

Practice is MORE abstract than the idea

Matrix as formal model

hetoimasia

Survival Vs. Passion

Human undercoming ~ we (don’t know that we) know (what) we are

Humaneity ~ messianity

Gnosis > > science > > philosophy

Quantically conjugating contemporary art-thoughts

Refusal of decision/position

The (non-philosophical) self-sufficiency of photography

Breaking (out of) self-referentiality

From astonishment to indignation

The human identity of science & art in-the-last-instance

Liturgy’s Aesthethics ~ Laruelle’s Non-philosophy

Real insurrection as weak resurrection

The constitutive exclusions of fabulation

Racializing assemblages

Philosophy as (tool of social) death

The political discourse of an anti-black world

Ontological resistance

wan

Ariel

Pitch-black amniotic fluid

mongrel/mutt

ghoul

Christ as the euphemism of Satan ~ cannibalism & the eucharist ~ real flesh & metaphorical word

The lactiferous beast (DsO) ~ Mothers are monsters (UGK)

baldachin

Seed vessel of the water lilly

Non-Satanism ~ UGianity

Nïce ~ neice ~ noise

Ra’s Al Ghul

White/world/philosophy
Vs.
Black/Man/Universe

Para-ontological analysis of opacity/invisibility

Refuse subject-ion to ontological expectation & sanction

Double injunction

Wilderson, Moten & Sexton

The meaning of the question-of-being

Non-relationality ~ non-communicability ~ non-recognizability

Black ~ death ~ essence ~ matter

Outside of the grammatical parameters

Justice > social

Is Laruelle Black (&/)or White?

Universal subject → Lived identity

Color-blind racism

Replacing relationships with entertainment

16.11.24

will o’ the wisp

Ludger Lutkehaus ~ nihilism & masturbation

GOD → World → Nothing

The aesthetics of death

17.11.24

patina

derringers

Salome/Shalom becomes s(h)allow-me 🤪

mucking

Extreme entertainment

Fat chance

Spit tone

But am I not the one being consumed by all this content?

turpitude

Onania

The man without qualities ~ this true inner Africa

rakish

scopophilia

Bureaucratic horseshit

essayism

scion

middlebrow

bon vivant

bete noir

phosphene

Joyful pessimism ~ active nihilism

From “Celebration of Discipline” to the “Spirituality of Casual(i)ty”

At each moment, be grounded in the 3 levels (1. The Body ~ breathe > > 2. Nihilistic intellect ~ think > > 3. Activities ~ do).
Otherwise, be swallowed by the yawning gnawing psycho-vacuum of feel(noth)ing!

They need to tell you to repent, in order to shore up their own (flagging) faith. So, have pity and let them, although you hate it……!

The amateur as radical

I am (not even an) art(ist)!

Laruellian Non-philosophy as critical race theory or the blackening of ethics ~ Atlanta (2016 serial) ~ Liturgy’s Aesthethica

Book cover for Jorge Luis Borges’s “In Praise of Darkness” ~ Tourniquet’s lyrics for “Enveloped in Python”

Just because you feel like shit doesn’t mean your life is not gold!

I missed watching the final of the Nitto ATP Finals, because a friend called. I squirmed when she said I was a loving person! 😜

A visual field made up entirely of blind spots

YOU(R faith) > > (your) Faith
(NOT vice-versa)

weltschmerz

Keep on journaling, Joey boy……

How often have you “used” that hourglass?

20.11.24

My chief source for images is book covers, music album covers & movie/series posters

Dream:
The Japanese religion of the singing fat woman. I fly into a Satanic? cult building

Is Jung a Christian?

Occult democracy

Proto-refutation of harmonian utopia

Universality of voluptuous sensation

Differential law of affinities

Oneiric powers

Mentalization ~ materialized abstraction

inutility

Sensible automatism

Subject → object → thing

Animate matter

Emotion ← act ← aspect/image/product ← object

The reproductive instinct as the sterile prolongation of the voluptuous sensation

You are of as much value to the system as much as you are repressed or organized or disciplined

The species solidarity of other unities

A desire to do nothing

Original unintelligibility (of creation/design/production)

Obsessional irritation

Elaborate affective propensities

The debit balance of individual unity

Notations/traces of fabrication

Compensatory signification

Pure truism

Passionate abilities taking hold of the economic subject’s decomposition

Determining the value of suffered losses

Impulsive dissipation
Vs.
Pure subsistence

utensilarity

Manufacturing efficiency

use-object

art-product

fait accompli

The simulacrum of deferral & the simulation of urgencyomanist




21.11.24

Fourier’s (external) utopia Vs. Sade’s (internal) perversion

UG is the original motherfucker 🤘🏾🖕🏾😉

Industrial ~ monstrous

“No man is an island.” Yes! Each is an ocean!

The body as forcefield

Obsidianal instincts

valetudinary

Nietzsche’s Sils-Maria ~ UG’s Saanen

Climbing Parnassus, or sleeping at the foothills

Let GOD die like a dog

Who the fuck is Mayakovsky?

Russian futurism

Institutional norms of sublimation

Obsessional constraints ~ meta-patterns

The master is integral monstrosity

22.11.24

orthography

Use meditation as a strategy to help you breathe, when feeling suffocated. No need to make it into a ritual/discipline.

The greatest goal of life is to muster the courage & the wisdom to kill oneself correctly!

Survival → Insurrection 🤘🏾

The worldly attitude or sinful gesture of pitying the victim

Economies of affect

Vitrification × Crystallization

23.11.24

accidentology

Living archive

survivance

autopoiesis

Quantum gnostics

Critiques of the secular

rausch

provincialize

Formal suspension via alternative postulation

joui-sans-jouissance

I suspect the YouTube algorithm automatically adding video previews (NOT those I’ve opened) to my watch history is NOT an innocent glitch

24.11.24

The deification of Nothingness

The bad infinite

Gnostic Satanism

Reverse transcendence

25.11.24

Since I was born left-handed, choosing the left-hand path is (a) return to (my) original nature!

I must take more seriously the fact that my birth was prophesied.

esprit

peccary

nightbird

deadbeat

26.11.24

condign

stolid

commensal

devoration

The Great Depression & cultural despair

Distinguish:
Ancient tragedy
&
Modern pessimism

The evil of existence

The problem of the value of life

The grand questions

epigones

Rehabilitating metaphysics

Kaspar Hauser

Bachelor hermit

The identity crisis of philosophy

The old scrooge of Frankfurt

Pessimistic materialism

The logic of the sciences
Vs.
The puzzle of existence

Brahmahatya ~ kapalika

eremitic/cenobitic

27.11.24

intransitive

28.11.24

Satan ~ Saturn

Vamacara ~ the way of non-union

The Black Lodge

Magical names

The schoolmaster in self-deification

clearinghouse

Weimar Germany

The voluptuous panic

Photo-fiction

biodicy

undercommons

Blackness ~ Nothingness

Cosmic uchronia

Refined gravitas

Secular Christologies

supersessionism

The unique/first self-engendering

Imamology

29.11.24

layaway

witter

Non-natural approach ~ Spiritual involution

Animal sexuality

Insurrectionary abasement ~ radical autonomy ~ unilateral identity

“Onto-biological death is already defeated by Man-in-Man.”

Constitutive repression

Victimological reading

Jerusalem Syndrome

Common name of victims & oppressors

Subtractive method

Essential non-consistency

Thinking the unsplit object

Theoretical suturing

Mandaean gnosis

Irreductive thinking

Glossary raisonne

Co-determination → Fore-closure

Spirit → body → FLESH

30.11.24

“What is more hopeless than a Principle of Sufficient Rebellion?”

“God engenders himself as myself.”

Indifference as rebellion

Action-without-reaction

Undermining the overdetermination

Russian hesychasm

Epikeniaphoric jaculation

Paradoxically speculative

Banal harassment

Pious Golems

Messianism/mystique → messianity/mystical

“Messianity is the real/human cause of science”

Superposition → proliferation of unified theories

human(imal)

Idempotence ~ 1 + 1 = 1

1.12.24

Philosophical animals ~ Plato’s bestiary

NO now

Multimodal performance

Astro-biology

2.12.24

intagliate

Un même Animal

The Real is outside space & time. Space & time are transcendental illusions

Extreme generality

Sub specie aeternitatis

Infinite substance ~ misplaced concreteness

Matter, energy & intelligence

Teratomatic, hamartomatous thought

Aberrant gravity

Metaphysics Vs. Naturalism

more geometrico

Natural languages as habits of perception

From ordinary intuitions to common notions via intense-ive thought

urdoxa

Dark precursors of immanent disinterring

Spiritual excavators

coincipient

Minor traditions

Theurgy ~ magia naturalis

concept-ion

The body is the unconscious (unknowable real) and the conscious is all illusion

Participation → expression

Standard emanationism ~ essential forms

Hieratic & mantic

Uniqueness (comparative) → singularity (inwardness)

The absolute maximum as limit-idea

3.12.24

Learn how to learn from the body, instead of shaping/teaching it

The Real is that within you & me that is betrayed & persecuted by the world, even by you & me!

You ain’t seen nothing yet

Theology → Ethology

Deep state actors

Cengiz Erdem ~ Hermetico-Promethean Post-nihilistic thought-worlds

Noumenology

The non-mortal-subject

torpidity, slogger

Subsense logic

Constitutive illusion

We the hu/man ~ animal-plants

Capitalist axiomatics

transcension

Militaristic Neo-liberalism

4.12.24

Elijah Mohammed

6.12.24

Theodicy to victim-thinking

Best possible to worst necessary

Fruitless futural fugitivity

Interstitial existence

Positive nihilism

Gonzo journalism

The raspy start of the (obscene purity of the) end

Impure fucking apocalypse

The sound of silence ~ natural state ~ incessant rumbling volcano

From dialectical negation to integral enmity

Acephale → Cephalophore

Militant anti-contemporary partisan

Melancholic dejection → Furious rejection

fascis

DSBM

Raging-in-place

Bellicose dysphoric repetition

The neck as negative space (between body & head)

Dark vitalism

Fune-real

Averse Sefira & Umul

Dumpster diving

orphanization

Fire-bombing rehab centers

One-man bands

Deteriorating reality ~ natural ruin ~ sexual fetish ~ mental illness

Oversaturated dissonant distortions

The Calvary (founding myth) of Black Metal

Tuned by unequal temperament

And the Wolf became man and dwelt among us, and we were torn by him, gory!

Murderous wolfsong

Contagious proliferations

Lycanthropic entities

Ulver, Varg, Nazgul, Fenriz

Be-cumm-ing into piss-filled condom-sack 

bestialization

Wolfing ~ unnatural participations

Nosferatu ~ the insufferable/offensive one

Abjecting control

Astarte, goddess of fertility & war

Vulpine howls Vs. Shrieking sirens

Violent mourning

Melencolia Estatica

Metallic desiring machines

7.12.24

bivouac

stokehole

Futurist manifesto

I don’t know if I’m hungry or not!

8.12.24

Self-destructive pride

feuilleton

smithy

Morgenbladet

hack-driver

dray

bagatelle

snag

…with might & main

pate

provender

Good fucking Lord… how everything seems to take a delight in thwarting me today!

trundling perambulators

GOD! When I look at the people, I don’t feel my life is empty/bland anymore 😅

mayhap

Only life can feel death. Therefore, all these lively people are actually dead!

parasol

10.12.24

limerence

Philophysics

Paleolithic metaphysics

nescience

numismatics

I know what Bataille meant by “the tears of Eros” ~ eyes burnt by lust & squeezed in agony

12.12.24

Out of Africa ~ Black is the real (essence of the) human

The lower (more real ~ source/basis) penetrates the higher, and the higher (less real ~ product/extension) collapses into the lower – Being ←→ GOD ←→ World ←→ Soul ←→ Body ←→ Matter ←→ Forces ←→ Void

The cock that swallows the dildo

Dune: Prophecy –
Benne Geserit (Sisterhood above all ~ Harkonen ~ AI ~ pure consciousness)
Vs.
Desmond Hart (Shai Hulud ~ Arakis ~ Oil ~ body without organs)

fetid

“Seeing the ruin as complete in its fragmentation”

Disinterested delight

Conceptual insecurity

13.12.24

Urban flaneur ~ lounging pace

Siegfried Kracauer

The ontological value of aesthetics

Simultaneous repulsion & sublimity

Post-industrial ruins

The ruin tacitly embodies (the absence of reason)

At home in the Fall (into indeterminacy)

arcade

15.12.24

adiaphoria

Verb/forces > > nouns/things

sub-stance

16.12.24

By-the-numbers

gurney

oarlock

spool

Intifada

detail

Assata Shakur

knoll

sequin

Instrumentalized abjection

Sentient implement

Ethiopian Jews

negrophobogenesis

Black(s) as meta-aporia

Raising the stakes via (elevating the level of) abstraction

Afropessimism as meta-theory

Rigorous consideration of assumptive logic

Non-Black (not just White) fantasies

Cartographic deracination

The loss of loss

Why must Black flesh be parasitized in order to maintain the coherence of human sociality?

17.12.24

cabernet

muss

Climb the walls

flounce

cowlick

nosed

copacetic

dust-up

demerit

licks

honky-ass

vamp

nightstick

mulatto

malarkey

20.12.24

cleat

pixie

leotard

mousy

slummer

Marat-Sade

dish mop

howitzer

pinwheel

smock

chortle

harrumph

22.12.24

The Real/One is the difference between you and your genetic clone

Pussy-veneration

Black Light – illuminating, rather than eliminating, the Dark

Kulthaus

ab alio

inhesion

23.12.24

Acausal thinking

The ambiguous authority, and therefore perfect incursion, of metallic affects

Loric perversity

Obscure discourses

necromanticism

24.12.24

Suicidal lifestyles

The mindless encounter with death – the body affected/touched by matter ~ matter affecting/touching the body – ecstatic, lethal, final.

The wraith of ascesis

appurtenant

RFW

nigredo

asinine

dweeb

Falsers all!

paleography

solecism

26.12.24

Dream:
Lost inside a huge hotel building, trying in vain to find the way back to my room.
(Very bad feeling)
After waking up, had suicidal thoughts.

Misery + indifference; Misery + aggression; Misery + exhaustion

Total mobilization – the factory-farming of huma(nima)ls

Bourgeois ideology ~ the golden mean ~ the middle path

Survivalism – mimicry of the war-machine ~ technology of immortality

Becoming-machine

Russian Constructivists

24.9.24

To bawl oneself out

Non-relational identity

“The object thinks through the subject” ~ Man is the eye through which the Universe speculates the World

I love (fucking) myself

Rise, Hellions!

Can you hear the crickets?

25.9.24

Sight unseen

The heart breaks before the body ~ relationships die before people do ~ love goes, before life does ~ tragedy/failure precedes the end/death

punctilious gaze

Rigorous fiction ~ fidelity without doctrine

Symptomal material

Non-standard human ~ Heretical bodies

From legendary/mythic Christ to generic/scientific Man

Anthropic principle ~ observation selection effect

Non-philosophers as atheist religious leaders

Why is DLI/unilateralization NOT the same as (the older) divine emanation?

selectionist

buggery

addled

The Real/One is LESS sophisticated than the head/thought

Writing as flow Vs. Writing as code

inane

lumenproletariat

The worst thing that can happen to a radical is to be worshipped! Even being crucified is better than that 🤪

gaylibs

“What am I in the face of my obscure material potencies?”

Autochthonic monster

Charles Sobhraj

Grounding myth ~ founding ordeal

From Philosophy to Schizoanalysis

Thinking about thought

Imbricated multiplicities

Transcendental opacity > > contingently inchoate

They need structures like family, work, religion, etc. because they are weaker than you.
Or, they are actually stronger than you, so they can radicalize these institutions, unlike you who needs to escape them in order to maintain your integrity/authenticity.
Or, maybe it’s just difference, without any hierarchy!

The density of the real

Stochastic dimensions

Intensive naturalism

The redoubling of chance via thought (active risk)

The surly & twilit legacy of outlying realms (of experience)

How or why does a psycho-fucker like Mohaghegh get married and have a daughter to boot…!?

Apprehension & condensation of singularities ~ Ideal composition of events & bodies

Little sunshine (Ghost) ~ Deadhead (Devin Townsend)

Witches’ flight

Ideas as demands!

Why does the author use “we” to refer to himself in his book?
E.g. Ray Brassier in Nihil Unbound

Post-critical faith

Indefinite transformation/infinite mutation

The justification of belief in doubt

Deus sive natura – Spinoza as the “Christ of Philosophy”

Immanence as fire

aver

The Universe as known by man – The World – humanized black

Technical gore metal

What does the Outside have to do with thought?

The bikini-killer

Larval subjects – from developmental to evolutionary psychology

Theist → atheist → anti-theist → non-theist

26.9.24

In childhood, I was closer to my father. In youth, closer to my mother. In adulthood, neither were close. Now, back to (dead) mother!

Proletarian gnosis

dispositif

gauche proleterienne

Survival is the ultimate principle of sufficiency

Facticity > > factuality

The agnostic world ~ the empirecal

Matrix of universal semblance

Sufficient s(p)ecularity ~ SS (Secret Service)

Self-encompassing (looping) power

sékommça – “It’s like that”!

Worldly/agnostic/relative truth

The subject of anti-philosophy is/as rigorous gnosis

Aggressive depression

From
Revolution
To
Rebellion

“If we want things to stay as they are, we have to know how to change everything.”

Psychoanalysis – science of the unsimple fact of exotic force

Delirium as the way of the impossible

Militarization of the common man

Non-philosophical canon ~ Non-religious organon

Melancholy is to man as divinity is to GOD

Haecceity ~ manance

27.9.24

Dream: She is cuddling with him, right in front of me.
(He is the opposite of me). She is stabbing me, but a hole opens up in my abdomen to let the blade go through without harming my body……

Dispersion + pierced = dispierced

Positive negativity ~ the real of Reality ~ void/soul ~ canonization
Negative positivity ~ reality of the Real ~ subject/body ~ militarization

The Real as both agent (determination) & patient (rejection) of the subject

Saint-without-glory

Living-suicide

Neither cynicism nor vitalism

c’est comme ça ~ realist fatalism

manence

hickceity

yokel

Dasein ~ living (in light of) (my own) death

Who is time?

It (the primal something) worlds

Finite transcendence ~ individuated temporality

ekstatikon – in & for itself

Non-identical actuality

Consciousness/subjectivity is as superfluous to effective functioning as dreams are to sleep

Existential analysis

Severe tongue-lashing → uncontrollable moaning → explosive ending

Time is temporal!

Possibility (ecstatic) > > actuality (static)
NOT the other way around

Dasein can never actually die (Heidegger) ~ the body is immortal (UG)

presencing

“The Black Sun never sets, because it never rose”

Male squirting

28.9.24

Pornication + Nofap = Tantra 🤪

Trying to cum twice consecutively (like the female) can kill the male!

Make your own rules, and follow them most of the time… until you change them

affordance 💪🏾

Thinking as learning as reading as writing

What would a story of the philosophical attitude & imagination be like?

Sundar Sarukkai & the Barefoot Philosophers

The Real as the true life of Death

“The Real” is just a first name of the really real

Unimaginable actuality

Still life and the time of death

Difference/matter & repetition/memory

The Real as transcendental feeling

Pure quality/intensity (as opposed to quantity & extensity)

Ontological univocity

In-&-for-itself

perplication

From doubling to unbinding

The individual as spatio-temporal dynamism

Dark precursor as differenciator of difference

The enveloping & enveloped body

Jungian collective unconscious ~ Platonic world of forms ~ social/racial consciousness

29.9.24

The system of the dissolved self

Passive synthesis of pure past & old present

Sub-representational habit

The Future is before the beginning

Time is inner space and space is outer time

Pre-individual singularities

Thinking as tsunami – the shattering of the surface by shockwaves from the deep!

Fractured I

Universal individual ~ thinker of eternal recurrence

Condition for action BEFORE concept of reflection

Mind as repetition of the body with a difference

The empty form & empirical content of time

Intracyclic & intercyclic time

subsumption

What is the difference between concept & Idea (in Deleuze)?

What repeats in difference and what is different in repetition?

What is the importance (if any) of (reading) something (that seems so) irrelevant & useless?

The act of thinking as the caesura in time

The thinker as vehicle of the New

In order to properly understand this philosophical term, you can’t just refer a dictionary, but would have to read ~ hundreds of pages of the thinker who coined it (or at least a ten page article on it/them). Or you will gradually learn it via a long, indirect & arduous journey in reading thousands of pages of such heavy shit……

Inequality-in-itself

Impersonal individuations

The anonymous experience of dying

Who will you be today?

Should we call the doctor or the police or the priest!? 🤣

Their lives are better off than mine. But my theory is more real than theirs!

Sub-representational experience

Intensive (as opposed to extensive) thinking & noumenal (as opposed to empirical) nature

From representation to simulacra

quartermaster

Higher/Right/Foreground
Vs.
Lower/Left/Background

Sitra Ahra & Qliphot

The contemplation of evil

The philosophy of shit

“The shell precedes the fruit”

Ontological husk

30.9.24

Secret Society

soutane

Tel Quel

The victims of the libertine

Klossowski my neighbor

The hypothesis of the stolen artwork

arguably

Death of GOD → Will to power → Eternal return

Fucking → loving ~ Fighting → obeying ~ Thinking → believing

Non-identical repetition of fortuitous instances

The colorless outside

Latinate style

Endless pleasure offered to the initiated reader

Uniqueness ~ marginality

suppôt

paratext

Spiritual pharmacology

Peyote dance

Tableaux ~ plateau

Plan(e) of immanence

geomancy

Feng Shui

per impossible

instauration

ancilla

Transcendence is nothing but as-yet-unrealized immanence

From ancient theurgy to modern aesthetic experimentation

Self-possession

The body as fluid sculpture

Beautiful tragedy

The hero cult

prettify

Unconscious mastery

The abstract moment

The convergence of physical sensation (pain) & consciousness (suffering)

Glorious defeat

The eye that touches

The link between the incommunicable and the written word is the unremembered word

1.10.24

She made us lesbians

Erosophia → Sapphophilia

2.10.24

Non-hereditary (self-made) rulers

In-&-for-themselves

Conquering (adj.) individuality

Spiritual colonizers ~ political creators

The strivers

Kinds of moralities

Compare Zarathustra at 13 (on the mountain) and Christ at 12 (in the temple)

Reactive opposition → Creative affirmation

Nice kindness
Vs.
Cruel kindness
Vs.
Indifferent kindness

War as life-affirming, necessary evil

The will to will ~ affirmative self-overcoming

Epicurean delight Vs. Dionysian joy

Twisting the metaphysical structure of representation & solace

Tragic, cruel knowledge

3.10.24

Self-confrontation

Life that itself cuts into life ~ blood is spirit

Skirmishes of an untimely man

Life as metaphor

Homer’s contest

Philosophy/literature as the infinite conversation

Why “Zarathustra”?

obduracy; ataraxia

riven

The Cross is a mere symbol

4.10.24

demirep

The egoist’s sweetheart

Extravagating vagabonds

I once had a lover…… Now I have a wife!

commonalty

pauperism

How long can you do nothing? To what extent can you be at peace with restless fatigue?

strumpet

Corpse-bride ~ what is it like to live with a dead (spousal) self?

knout

The (humane) critic and the (shameless) egoist

disgruntled; remonstrance; truculent

contumacy

Take by the forelock

Freedom → Ownness

viz.

eleutheromaniac

Unconfessed egoists all

Chartered/donated freedoms

manumission

noodle

5.10.24

univocity

Ordered polysemy

To stay ((married) or not

irrecusable

Denying vitalism/panpsychism

Square root of minus one ❌

Voluptific capacities

“Woe is deeper than heart’s ecstasy.”

Isn’t it nonsensical to say we ought to “love & support the Universe” (Laruelle) when the Universe is also “deaf & blind” (Laruelle)?

insousiance

munificence

Love is a whim, NOT a law!

The self as will & representation ~ the ego & his own

Distinguish:
Reflection
&
Contemplation

6.10.24

Dream:
I meet my longlost (?elder) brother. I am absolutely in awe of him! He is nothing like me – NOT an intellectual type but a ruddy veteran.

Putrefying stone ~ petrifying flesh

Anarchapulco

Reflexive self-positing

Axiological crisis

The insuperable difficulties of irrealism

countermand

8.10.24

I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I am afraid what will happen to me. I can’t face another day like this. I am suffocating within my skin, but I can’t get out.

Just breathe and be still. Stay rooted in the here & now. There is no self – Immanuel Joseph does NOT exist. So you need not worry about him anymore. Learn to live without knowing how to live. Now, move on to the next thing you (are gonna) do…… You’re only as free as you wanna be.

I don’t want to do what is required of me (by {my own place in} the world). I don’t want to do anything. I can do something or anything. And there is no more ought.

I know I can be “healed”, but I don’t want to be. Let me just be (or more fully become) who/what I am.

Distinguish:
Axiology
&
Axiomatics

Vitiating the horizonal constitution of philosophical questioning

Give up on (your own) survival. Live as if you are the only real human being. Forget about any past or future. Drop dead, even as you take each step……

You could simply destroy your world if & when you choose to. Whatever adjustments you make with “the way things are” is only a tentative, improvised & pragmatic strategy, with no real power over you.

trilobite

asymptopia

Maybe I am most enlightened when I am most miserable

Back to my guru’s guru – Schopenhauer!

Destroying the idea of “a life worth living”

Can you imagine believing that your current life is what you 🫵🏾 really wanted for yourself!?

I am your Qliphot, asshole! 💩

If the Earth is shat out by the Sun, then what does the Earth shit out?

Freud Vs. Zapffe

Palliative medication to cruel surgery

The inalienable, natural right to suffer

to(u)r(na)ments

Defend ~ repress ~ escape

Depressive Realism

Your highest endeavors are NO “better” than your most shameful secrets!

I can neither join the positive bandwagon nor am I able to kill myself

“Bitter fruits of a geniality of thought or feeling at the root of antibiological tendencies”

Reverse thinking

The work of death ~ The body of the void

The untreatable

The living dead walk among the alive living

The endmost truth ~ journey to the end of night

Non-psychoanalysis ~ fully exploiting the transformative potential (destructive power) of a failed religion

9.10.24

Psychic virus

Nightside ~ Deathwish

Jack Parsons ~ solid fuel ~ dark energy ~ material death ~ density of the real

Malabou’s criticism of positive plasticity ~ UG on thought’s obsession with continuity

Inverse Augustine ~ good is a (falsely perceived) defect within Evil

11.10.24

Negative psychoanalysis ~ Non-psychoanalysis ~ Critical psychoanalysis ~ Anti-psychoanalysis ~ Psychoanalysis against psychoanalysis

Should I go outside and sit naked in the rain, or continue reading?

Life as the lack of/in/for death

But isn’t Julia Resche also relapsing back into jouissance, when she dedicates her negative book to her daughter, for “making her death worth living”? Maybe nobody (living) can (fully) coincide with (their own) negativity…?

From seeking the unreachable goal, to completely abandoning all pursuit

ONLY the Real is real. Everything you (can) know is illusion, but what you are in-the-last-instance is real.

Personal conscious; Personal unconscious; Collective conscious; Collective unconscious

From negativity (drive) to indifference (stasis)

You only experience what you are NOT. So, if you feel dead, then you are “really” alive! 🤪

I want to feel better and I do; I want to feel better, but I don’t; I don’t want to feel better, but I do; I don’t want to feel better and I don’t

half-track

What does my luxurious indolence have to do with those fighting for survival in hostile conditions?

dhow

offal

In the beginning was Silence. This silence was with Man. And the silence was Man.

Neapolitan mafia

kaputt

meliorism

12.10.24

mise en abyme

mise en scene

14.10.24

Grotesquerie – back to my point about devilish serial killers on OTT, while beautiful lesbian pornography is censored

Dream:
Joel is writing on a white board while pornography is projected on the entire wall. Salome & I are watching……

Atheist prayers

a(n)archaic

The mathematical logic of Orwell’s inquisitor and Dostoevsky’s gambler

War whoops

Planned error ~ perverse optimism

Magical arithmetic

Lyons, Roth & Zweig

waifs

kulaks

valuta

Predatory survival

Id ~ It ~ Thing ~ This

16.10.24

ethology

Faphouse – the only porn subscription you will ever need – cheap & best

bloodlustmord

bunting

picador

insufflate

bien-pensants

ichthyophils

I am who I am because that is what I (really) want to be

milliard, billiard

17.10.24

Feminine phallus & masculine vagina

Plural, acephalic mother

Falling short of failure

Ordinary madness ~ normal illness

Sublimation is better than distraction.
(Having a child belongs to the former)

The oversaturated & extravasated void

After reproducing (or becoming parent), she has become half dead in my eyes

“There she is, my almost birthday girl!”

While others live as if the void doesn’t exist, I will live as if the world is not real

GG Allin

gloam

bairn

This world is overflowing with one thing – GARBAGE!!!

Too late to repent

Play ~ fuck ~ destroy

baryonic

The pre-gravitational era

Copula of being

khôra

scotomize

Energetic disavowal

It is possible that a non-practising scholar is better than a passionate magician, when it comes to theorizing magick!

Fugue state

Dissociative drug

Schizoid baby

“Remember you are one.”

Seeds of the full void

Atomic being

Emptying oneself into the Other

Collective body

A black babacar

Daddy-person

Excluded/hidden third

Matrix function

Transitional phenomena

Foetus ~ faeces

widdler

piggle

Injunctive jouissance

semences

Protestations of love

The baby likes to put her finger into the father’s navel

Girlie-girl

Primitive negator

Dark energy ~ Black mummy

Womb > > room > > garbage bin or toilet bowl > > tomb

Your inside wants to rupture your outside. It’s just human nature – why be ashamed, guilty or afraid of this??

Rigorist father-figure

Violating the secret

Are all babies naturally psychotic?

In love with my (image of the) mother’s corpse

The perfect pacification of venerable tortures

bagatelle

Acephale – every member was too masochistic (sacrifice) and nobody was sadistic enough to be the executioner – should I then terminate my marriage to break this deadlock?

pince-nez

Rat-man

Maybe I was already “finished” when my mother died, and that’s why I did not mourn……?

Surely, I love my mother more now than when she was alive……!

In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions with Freud, in a state of acute dissociation
Vs.
In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions, with Freud in a state of acute dissociation

Morbid therapy & the sick therapist

18.10.24

I am a blunt blade without handle

Sophia Falcone ~ Harley Quinn

fluxion

Why do reading & shitting go so well together?

Antepenultimate chaosmose is

askance

venality

It is NOT that the death-drive is bent on (one’s own or others’) destruction, but that it is completely indifferent to survival or success ☝🏾

espy

It is via abstract thought that I protect my concrete self from being absorbed into the universal culture

speci(es)men

19.10.24

Free State

Unman ~ inhuman

Maybe Laruelle is influenced by Stirner, but has not acknowledged it?

Eternal separation

anthropocracy

The “collective unconscious” is merely a(nother) concept in MY world/mind!

virtus, arete

Quadratic equation & formula

A political economy of philosophical practice

20.10.24

Nothinging the nothingness

sot

sou

Nessus robe

cross-bones

humbug

marten

alcove

21.10.24

bioluminescence

dagdriver

Augusto Boal – theater of the oppressed

Multivalent term

Infamous thesis

Passionate decision & exceptional reasoning

Material anxieties

Troublemaking writer

Doing nothing > > doing everything > > doing something

The many Kierkegaards

Disobedience as activism

The political-theological hyphen

Indirect communication

Anti-social (psychotic) individualist

The fractured dialectic & the refusal of transcendence

Just keep going and see what happens, instead of getting stuck in the seeming (actual!) pointlessness of it all

The intellect is “evil” (not just “bad”, the opposite of “good”)

Idler ~ wanderer ~ loser

Feel better × Feel more × Feel different

When the woman/wife reproduces, the man/husband can return to singleness!

Is sleeping also living?

Distinguish:
Apocalypse
&
Extinction

Thinking (with the help of) the greats

Distinguish:
Intellectual
&
Contemplative

Dissymmetry ~ heterogeneity ~ disjunction

Self-given task

Nomothetic Vs. Idiographic

History as theodicy

Worldly sovereignties

individuum

The normative obligations of secular legitimacy

Unfiguring the world

The absolute event of divine foolishness

“Faith is worklessness”

The individual as the ultimate paradox

Infinitely interested in (one’s own) ex-sistence

Incognito arrival

Messianic abyss

incendiarism

Christianity Vs. Christendom

Scandal ~ danger ~ thorn

The mystery of error

Constitution Vs. Commandment

Unthinkable ~ incalculable ~ impossible

Christ as Shadow Moses

Absurd slogans

monstration

Blazing landscape

Polemical concept

Unconditional sacrifice

The self-cancellation of negativity

Radical distance/separation/discrimination

The speculative equivocation ~ liquidification/neutralization of the singular event

Hegemonic fantasm

vita ante acta

Epochal condition

Now-time ~ atom of eternity

Contemporary (with-the) absolute

Go to hell ~ fuck yourself ~ drop dead

What rises… from below! 🖕🏾

Sovereignty & exception

arcana

Infinite critique

Analogia entis – fuck it!

The yawning chasm between GOD & King

Becoming in dissolution

Broken hegemonies

History as world process ~ self-realizing concept ~ final tribunal

Secular theodicy

I ALWAYS hesitated to cum inside her!

22.10.24

Sitting is the new smoking

gawping

internecine

disconfirmation

gymnosperm

23.10.24

Fantasies of suicide

condottieri

entendido

Elegant capitulation

petulant

truculent

nabob

Passé satraps

Metternichs

mediatization

Post-industrial para-intellectuals

gimcrackery

Arthur Fleck ~ Heath Ledger

Who was (the real) Hannibal?

Use your body to move through space, even as time ravages your mind. Otherwise you’re just gonna rot, by intentionally accelerating the natural decay……

Mother-goddess & human sacrifice go together!

Becoming weird(er)

Ahistorical cultures

Causality Vs. Destiny

World-pictures

Depth & death

The prime symbol

Have I fought the suicidal tendency with all that I’ve got yet?

Scratch the tattoo everyday

The reverse alphabet in serpentine form tattooed along my spine

24.10.24

WOW! Your mix of babysitting, socializing & shopping is a perfectly balanced menu for spiritual growth 🤣

Do not expect too much from the end of the world – a shorter film would’ve made it perfect/great…!?

All these smart fuckers & happy idiots go on living now, as if mankind was still in the prime of its youth 🖕🏾

Ultra-contemporary

Form-blurring fury

The Romanian Charlie Hebdo

scurrility

The myth of the dragon-slayer

Bobiță

Archival forgery & creative plagiarism

cinéma verité

Some films, you’re glad you watched, even though they were not so delicious…
They were nutritious!

Self-pity + self-abuse + self-loathing

Critique of affirmationist theory

Ridiculous continuities

Happy crisis

Network of hybrid objects

Equalitarian ontology

Pixelisation of politics

coquette

Real abstraction

Those who keep adopting conventional family/work roles, and still insist they are critical/radical, are self-deluded

gallimaufry

intenerated

defusion

Why do BBC & CNN not have live streaming on YouTube?

New world-feeling

John David Ebert

25.10.24

The rock that had no name

Gnarlathotep

Spit on your own cock

She knows (what it’s like to be) (in-&-for-)my-body. But I don’t love her mother.

The abyss beneath dreamland

The great ones worship the elder Gods

The high priest not-to-be-described

The almost-human lunar blasphemies

Why do I so often regret, or castigate myself for, what I did before, quite soberly & intentionally?

27.10.24

Sweet unadulterated sacrilege

Global metal dandy

Science Studies

Dream:
Terraforming alien invasion – fleeing to survive, with friends – horror sci-fi

Policing the boundaries

Parliaments of thought

Reformist politics

Aren’t we already post-human?

Formal & structural logic

afterworld

Philosophizing the human → Humanizing philosophy

Distinguish:
Appearance
&
Illusion

Immanent self-description

Non-epistemology

I am NOT an intellectual, thinker or philosopher. I am a contemplative, idler & wanderer. Therefore, I can be a sleeper, gamer, fucker, etc. just as much as a reader, critic, conversationalist, etc.

Wild empiricism

Spiritualist ~ obscurantist

Distinguish:
Being
&
Real

There is no shame in confusion! In fact, the enlightened might be the most mistaken……

Alogical knowledge

The non-dogmatic decision

The equivalence of epistemologies

Exemplary instances of the vision-in-One

Meta-scientific statements

Telos bound Vs. Aleatory finitude

Regional autonomies

Non-thetic identity

Partial confidence & tentative affirmation – break the total hesitation of fallibility

Dyad in the one

The real object & the object of knowledge

The one (posited & positing) Real as a priori to the process (of positing)

“Science promises nothing”

The misunderstandings of ordinary language

Image of thought → Practice of theory (or lived experience)

Criticize his own early stance

Neither weak nor strong, but (just) human(-in-human)

Humane ~ realistic

Do not be intimidated by the great personages, events or the sheer scope/scale of reality – hold your stand – be (in-&-for) your (own) ground!

The technological capture of the essence of science

Transcendental & non-decisional thinking

Militant heresy

Hyperspeculative variations on a theme

deracination

Why do you prefer ideas to relationships, Joe?

28.10.24

Noumachia

Olympian gods Vs. Chthonic titans

Apollo, Dionysus & Sybille

vicinal

vesperal

dotage

Non-philosophy in-person

The cruel mildness of becomings

Why does the philosopher address himself as “we” in his writings?

Conceptual personae

millstone

stratigraphy

inanition

29.10.24

laggardly

sophism

Tlön

Fictive reality

Hulme

The absolute is cinder-like

Grit is the fundamental element

Imagist

Anti-rationalist philosophy

Premonitory afterthought

Gettiered beliefs

Sceptical mysticism ~ Nominalist irony

Lapidary humor

Godless poets

Mauthner

hobby

fovea

Walking heads

bracken

The peregrine

debility

estuary

From speaking to tonguing

30.10.24

lichen

Old World bullfinch

elderflower

spandrel

Stuck in-between – neither here nor there – lost in the gaps

rook

I counter the world’s passive activity with my own active passivity

Staying alive, but refusing Life

aureole

Recreate the elusiveness of experience

ermine

stoat

sable

tincture

Street cred

Chimerical ciphers ~ transcendental occultism

stoup

Have you dreamt of (your own) death?

Morbid delectation

Sweat – the smell of the sun

Negative epiphany

romans durs

demi-monde

Macabre transubstantiations

Jeffers & Inhumanism

13.8.24

Lumen naturale (dioptric) → Lux aeterna (catoptric) > > Lumen naturale

Self-negating representation

Synthetic, systematic theory of everything

mistmare

Word. Chef. Heard.

Black-on-black

Consciousness ~ knowledge = Light ~ vision

From negative experiences to the negativity of experience

Optical > > visible

Where did colour take place?

Utriusque cosmi

Color theory & retinal pessimism

There is nothing to see (and you’re seeing it)

Blindness & insight

Black painting

Robert Fludd

Abstract art

Infinite stark background

Ontic flatness

Low-key chiaroscuro

Eclipsing the figure/ground distinction

Tenebrous expressionism

Showing nothing

The I AM sayings – from the REAL/ONE to me ~ I AM the burning bush ~ I AM NOT Yialdabaoth/Yahweh ~ I AM THE GOD of all Gods ~ I AM the Self’s AUTO-credit

They are all racing toward a polished granite reflective surface! ☠️

Absurdist eremetics

Prayer is the most unnatural act and sleep is the most natural one

Before-condition

Survival is the denial of the Universe

Nothing is LESS THAN NothingNESS

The Nothing is also (just) nothing.

Going underground into the counterculture

I thought I had survived a fatal brain-attack

The selfless body

Walking tombs

Reducing 4D to 2D based on the 3D

There is NO escape from PARADISE

I play the Devil for your sake

Decaydance ~ the feverish corpse

14.8.24

Dream: I proclaim to Vijay annan, “We are Stardust!”

The Messiah as messenger of eternal extinction.

Cruelty & the Beast

Thumb-sucking adult males

The concept of Non-photography

B > > B&W > > light > > color

Become blind & deaf first. Then try to speak!

We decide each time we open our eyes

in-stance

Yes for me = No to you

No good deed ever goes unpunished

Virtual spaciality

Mystical justice

15.8.24

Free-for-all battle royale

The accidents of survival

Social Darwinism

“The worst survived.” – Primo Levi

The grievability of life

Collective keyword

The onward rush of humankind

The critique of survival ultimately results in the death of critique as such

Muselmann

Event-without-witness

The unavowable fact

négationniste

treble

diegesis

The perpetrator as fashion victim

Survival as denial

Why try so hard to feel alive, Joe…?!

The rhetoric of service

conquistadors

The end/SPRING BREAK

Juicy chisme

docent

Algorithm & synchronicity

wunderkind

The medieval masochist

Preposterous logic

I’m learning to get the most out of my Xbox

teleoscepticism

The core is kinky!

Queer stickiness

Your cock is a (hollow) tunnel, mine is a (solid) snake

“S/M disaggregates & denaturalizes time for participants through the use of bodily sensations.”

erotogenesis

The cock ~ the Real. Erection ~ life. Orgasm ~ death

Seeing × Touching

Consciousness (Orthodoxy) < < → life (mysticism) < < → matter (heresy)

thusly

16.8.24

Dream: I offer my wife/daughter as a sacrifice to a terrifying space alien

Am I her favorite person?

Poetry of the fiery lustful flesh (burning bush) ~ I AM NOT YOU! ~ I AM nevermore ~ I AM impassible ~ I AM dumb as a bitch ~ I AM your greatest nightmare ~ I AM the end of you as we knew it

17.8.24

Female aphrodisiac – Vyleesi, Addyi

The passive Master

18.8.24

Non-intuitive phenomenality

I fulfil in my body, the lack of sexual pleasure in my mother’s life, just as St. Paul compensated for any lack in the sufferings of Christ

Vision: I’ve been pierced through with a sword!

I think I am living the fantasy life of my 16 year old SELF ~ what would have happened if I had been exposed to something OTHER than Christianity at that TENDER age? ~ my cock would’ve just swallowed it up as another tasty snack ~ at what tender age is François Laruelle (or Friedrich Nietzsche) STUCK in?

Joel is wearing a dhoti/veshti

Appa in my life is the sound of dishes being washed at the kitchen sink

Theorematic musician

Death-of-GOD: The first shockwave from this nuclear event is Capitalism!

Atom Bomb ~ in the end, Quantum (microscopic/immanent/Non-philosophy) trumps Astronomy (telescopic/transcendent/metaphysics) ~ the Real determines the Black Universe in-the-last-instance

I AM crossing my line

UIJG

“Blow us a kiss, we’ll blow you to pieces”

Love ~ kill ~ help ~ cheat ~ save ~ hate

Love MUST be base/-less

For thou shalt NEVER struggle AGAIN

Jesus & Judas ~ Osho & Sheela

Extortion & robbery (crime) > > Inheritance (death & reproduction) > > Wealth (goods)

GOD/Christ (Mammon/Whole/All) Vs.
Jesus/Human (The One/Piece/Real)

Tap into your own unworldly desires

(Believe in) GOD > > (Go make) MONEY > > (Unfold the) BODY > > !

Printing tracts declaring the content of your own true belief

“I promise to pay the bearer the sum of……”

Jews & usury ~ Christianity & Capitalism

FIRST, disown your family

NOW, I can understand a little better WHY Hitler targeted the Jews for his genocide

A permanent loan for religious wars

Prometheism

21.8.24

Keep reading & porn at an equal footing ~ like different objects on the flat surface of the Abody/-table

Exhaustion has its charms too!

Yes, pleasure & pain are reversible

Super-boredom ~ Infra-mediocrity

Are you free to destroy/squander yourself?

Irfan ~ gnosis

Is Prof. William Chittick a Muslim/Sufi himself?

Was Nietzsche a (closet) Zoroastrian?

This year’s Mission: (Aug. 11, 2024 – Aug. 11, 2025) – identify and enjoy the 3 best Xbox games FOR ME

22.8.24

Repeatable, public & exchangeable truths

What is quantum potential?

Space-time & Light-gravity

Learn to get high WITHOUT losing your shit everytime

Post-ejaculation erection ~ Resurrection of the Body

Cumming/event ~ Erection/state ~ (relaxed) Penis/substance

“Saving time”

Assuming that “the truth of things” is true!

Replacing theology/economy with ecology/erosophia

Methodological ambitions

The introduction of a book is always written last by its author

Human waste

From agency to energy

Modifying the institution of money

Capital/value > money/finance

Social evaluations Vs. The demands of money

Exchange value is a product of accounting

Tentative recommendations for effective evaluation

See the truth behind/under imagination. Just open your eyes to (what cannot be represented ~) BLACK

Shrike

A DESIGNER Experience

23.8.24

paraphrastic

The Acts of Judas Thomas the Apostle

She threw her swine to the pearls

Why not should I NOT fail?

Successful wastage project

24.8.24

In a B&W picture, can you guess which grey was what color?

Sentient objects ~ Reading sights

The original night

Should I repent from (the dead work of) my current lifestyle? Turn from this, to what??

stolid

One glass eye

Am I blind or sighted? How do I find out? Do I need to find out? Why?

Interior balcony

Fraught space

If you keep loving someone after they’re dead, can you keep them alive?

25.8.24

Sleep ~ 10 hours a day. (NOT for dreaming, but energizing)

The occult life of Bardaisan

A heretical gnostic

Unforgiving primality

The birthday murders

Jesus Christ could be the Anti-Christ/Beast

Art that is so powerful/inspired, that it turns critics into raving poets!

Watch “Longlegs” together every year as SFG, instead of “The Passion of the Christ” in my former ministry

Buffalo Bill

A new level of ‘unhinged’

Diabolically clever

DEATH > > ≠ mortality

No one notices the default of default

No belief ≈ belief in 0

26.8.24

Charlatanesque schools of pseudognosis

Intellectual curiosity + religious enthusiasm

Lower psychism

Local coloring matter

What happens when best friends have sex?

Remember thy glorious robe

Dinosaur → Bird

AI assistant

motley

Can the living & the dead coexist?

Hope deceives/enslaves

Pregnancy as alien invasion

Human pathos Vs. Rational action

matricide

Romulus Vs. Remus

The chaste mother Vs. The bloody whore

Marriage as simulated capture

Demonstrating parallels between history & legend

Caught between social conformism and natural disaster

27.8.24

Do I increase or decrease the quality of my life by sleeping ~ 12 hours per day?

The quality of a marriage is determined by the amount of shared timenergy. Sexual fidelity is worthless (by itself)!

Man is the perfect embodiment of GOD’s self-hatred

Guile, fearlessness & reinvention

Non-intimacy – blessing or curse?

My lifestyle is as stagnant & boring as the next social automaton…?

Observe your touchiness about being touchy of “staying with the trouble”

Xenomorph – flee or kill…… Or, INTEGRATE!

Consciousness/knowledge → Vision/gnosis

The new insipid

Filterworld

Olympics expert

greenwash

vaporware

Joyful criminality

A Prime Minister overthrown by a student rebellion!

waqf

May your tribe increase

Global mood

If we are unable to change our world, then are we truly free?

Neuro-psychoanalysis

What should we do with our brain? – Catharine Malabou

Background music + gaming on Xbox

Wall-to-wall entertainment

Barbaric education

The Body does NOT want to breathe! It is a corpse. The Mind is what makes it breathe. The Body would rather just die, left to itself.

I should write more, and leave a lasting fingerprint of the Real in language.

Using cum as ink ~ a la Sade

Back yourself ~ trust yourself effectively ~ believe in yourself

Always reserve the right to be wrong

Perturbator

Alcaraz looking at camera during sitting break @ US Open 1st round match

Directed by Sandra Shine

Fear what (you) will become!

WARP your surroundings

Eternal stand-off

Metal Deep Cuts

The vision of a world BLACKened by the Universe

With Immanuel Joseph, you know you’re NOT in an echo chamber

If your eyes could rotate 360°, what would you see?

There are Buddhas, but NO Messiahs. Why?

28.8.24

Pornography – the Truth is naked!

Accidental suicide is cool…?

The serial-killer media-industrial complex

ViCAP

“True crime has wised us up.”

What we pay attention to ~ What we allow ourselves to fear

Shangdu ~ Xanadu

What is the Native Indian spirit doing in the great USA nowadays?

Great imperfections

Playing at murder

The female connoisseurs & gourmands of ultra-violent tales

Better absurdities

gin up

From serial killer to mass shooter

Arcade Vs. RPG

ursine

Killers as celebrities

“In America, the most common cause of death for pregnant women is homicide.”

In-human beings ~ pure evil

Fantastically cold-blooded

Experts, fanboys & frauds

Gruesome podcasts

diorama

Postmodern crime

A class above suspicion

Fibonacci sequence

stir-crazy

Stalking spree

Criminological profiling

Television for nexgen gals

CrimeCon

Which show do you fall asleep to?

unsub ~ unidentified subject

What makes/helps us be such docile & generally well-adjusted folks, even as we live in a world that is overflowing with terrors & voids?

“…devising interventions to minimize the negative consequences of a continuous life-threatening situation.”

Trial gameplay

Contemplative lifestyle → Consumerist orgy

New notification: “Do Not Disturb” 🤪

The war you claim to be fighting has already been lost

Is fire good or evil? Is it even “real”?

29.8.24

The dangerous maybe

Sad eyes in a smiling face (My beautiful dead Mother)

In praise of abnormal persistence

Emil Kraepelin ~ Psychiatry ~ Medicine ~ nosologomania

Moderatomania ~ balancomania

Mania tabula

Praise the Lord ~ சாமியே சரணம் ஐயப்பா

autohypnosis

Renunciation of consensual reality

Becoming a mere vector of some hostile passion for the real

Contemporary apocalyptic practicum

Supervised application

Teacher ~ clinician

The occluded alternative

egress

Mesosphere ~ moodscape

climes

nightmaze

Sheharzaad

Zero world

caravanserais

robinsonades

Saharan code

Desert islands ~ deserted souls

Eldritch screeches emanating from the Necronomicon

Kitab al-Azif

Alien × Exotic

Technical armamentarium

Gnomic divagations

passim

Eastern postmodernism

singlet

Pierced through-&-through (stabbing Joshua Aiken)

My tail extends itself in the form of a serpentine erection

Inducing bewilderment

A metaphysical place ~ abstract phenomenon

epos

Gorky Institute

“The home of the novel is Man, not the city.” – Ibrahim al-Koni

Featureless facade

Saudi Bedouins

Untouched treasure

Freedom Vs. Nature

Lost dimension

Contemplation/desert Vs. Ownership/civilization

Cinematic metal experience

affordance

rigidification

Abra cadabra

moniker

30.8.24

tweener

congeries

Stereoscopic reading

Anthropogenic trauma

I am definitely closer to Graham Harman than Tod McGowan

31.8.24

Melville’s hermenautic journey

chaosmos

chaoplexity

She wants you to engage the problem, while you resent the very fact of the problem – this difference is crucial in NOT misunderstanding one another

Dark energy/matter – the known universe is ONLY the tip of the ice-berg, or we’ve just scratched the surface!

Brilliant machines for gaping

1.9.24

Gravitational wave observatories

The bouncing cosmos

Quantum density fluctuations

Microwave background

The cosmopsychic depths

tehom

Infinity ~ unfinished

Underdog ~ undertow

miscegenation

Abysmal denial

Western originality

From dominology to a constructive theology of prevenient chaos

In medias res – bypassing superfluous exposition

Semisemitic serendipitist

Chaoid otherness

chaoskampf

Becoming a dwelling place of the Deep (Catherine Keller) ~ “Love & assist the Universe” (François Laruelle)

For the world, but NOT its sake

Gynophobia & Tehomophilia

Textual leviathans

No-touching (mostly) + slight teasing (sometimes) + heavy petting (rarely)

Trivial truths

Brechtian

I was never there in the first place!

Sleeping together – nevermore

Apokatastasis

Relapse > throwback

Whining drones

The 3D prison of the trickster GOD

Intimate grief

Patient metal

Caressed by Chthulu

REQVIUM

I am (one who has no need for) GOD

Are non-doing & undoing the same?

Physical life, moral decay & spiritual death – simultaneous, momentary & eternal

Drowning in shit – you don’t need to imagine

Can you like, dislike & be indifferent to the same thing?

Already gone

Blissfully busy

Consciousness is just froth on the ocean waves of dark matter

What does theoretical physics have to do with existential angst?

In media res

2.9.24

Horns ~ tail ~ cock

mujerista/womanist

Fractal models

in/-difference

From class to clause to claws

lubricitous

interfluencies

polyhedron

collideoscope

meandarthale

Sacred ignorance

Colossal midrash

polygeny

aseity

Ash’arism

How does the Egyptian influence filter via Graham Harman into OOO?

Tim Winter ~ Abdal Hakim Murad

What is sexing?

You can create your own theology too!

Artificial limits as perspective guidelines

tawhid

Islam as meta-critical theory

Klossowski’s simulacrum ~ Applied Sharia

Urban anomie

The password is “fidelio”

The Human/Real is the eye of the Black Universe – that through which it sees and that which sees it

3.9.24

My perfect misery

Aboriginal third space ~ khora ~ tehom

Irruption announced by the name

Controlled hyperventilation

mise en abyme

Aztec ethics

Tehomophobia → misogyny

mat(t)er

Watery tomb

Pelasgian

Unfathomable Body Vs. Disembodied Lord

Play lightly, with whimsical reverence, upon the nameless

A huge agglomeration of upset

All-Mother

Fullbodied nihil

presuppositionless

Counter-proposition

Salty trace

Eyn Sof

zimsum

sephirot

Abducting the Outside

Primeval flood ~ Tiamat myth

Die and become

Nothing new under the Son

A historicizing passion

Foucault’s pendulum

Fictional conspiracies

Eurocentric sacralization of order

The occult Kubrick

The dissident liberation mimicry of orthodox dogma

favelas

Indecent theology

Alternative sexual economy of creation

A queerly erotic universe

Carnivalesque spatiotemporality ~ festive iconoclasm

Identification → superposition

Photo-fiction is a generic (theoretical) extension of a photographic apparatus (technical)

Phenomenological reduction

Discursive photography

Intellectual vision

Imaginary numbers

Maximally lowering the center of gravity

A non-standard thought that equalizes philosophy & art

Immanent rebellion

Radicalizing concept-ion

Narcissistic finality

Against the World, for the world

Political failure → Theoretical resurgence

From communist philosophy to democracy-in-thought

A rigorous theory of failure

The universal conjuncture

Dedivinizing theology & demystifying philosophy

The persecuted man-in-person

“Keep your mind in Hell and do not despair.”

Future mysticism

Learned ignorance → unlearned knowledge

Experience ~ experiment

4.9.24

It’s time for the Grand Mother or Holy Spirit to become the focus/thrust of our attention. And NOT just as a pointer to the Father & Son, but succeeding (because SHE precedes) them both! Pneumatology as chaos theory.

That which is not alive cannot die!

A negative of the black screen reflection

5.9.24

Semargl ~ Winged Dog ~ Slavic gods

30 Days of Night (2007)

The human real seems to be much closer to the Devil at the heart of Hell – perpetually consuming the frozen wasteland of which he himself is a part – than the glorious divinity on the heavenly throne adored by a multitude of angels

Transcendental negation ~ final nihilism

Face → loner → void

I am the wolf howling at the Moon, but you cannot hear my scream

Goodbye Orlando

Sunless inspiration

Who is King Diamond?

puissant

Weak force Vs. Powerful authorities

Cosmos ~ material world ~ galaxies ~ Evil demiurge; Chaos ~ spiritual world ~ dark matter ~ the true Divine

(My) Mother is undead!

afficionados

Navel-gazing to shoe-gazing

Cascadia

Black metal as aural thinking of Nature

Virgin wilderness ~ Brutal mother

Gravity made visible

‫arpeggio‬

From psyche to pneuma

Like an animal caught in a snare

If I can celebrate sorrow, would it then still be sorrow?

I invent the author of my life

Erotism – no arousal & ecstacy without precarity & deadness

It sounds!

Incarnate Word Vs. Soiled spirit

Can a Christian ever understand Satanism? A Satanist does NOT (want to) understand Christianity – he simply hates & rejects it!

The other I

The Hypnosis (2023)

The true mystery worth exploring therefore, is NOT GOD, but Man! Before asking WHO I am, I must first be(come) WHAT I am.

Echo ~ irony

Unconscious mind = breathing body

Tantalus ~ enflamed I-hood

Man as Nature’s self-contradiction or self-overcoming or self-dissolution

Born of the Elk ~ Beware the antlers

Skin as passage/mutation

Impure non-sovereignty

The lying center

The self-touching of the ground

Crucify GOD! Crucify Man! Crucify Life… Crucify. Crucify. Crucify.

Profanation as revelation

The non/extra/pre-Christian medieval

The inherent paradox of counter-reformation

Apophatic anthropology

Intestinal sentimentality

Sublunary deception

Truth is indecent/naked/erotic ~ pornographic

What do Sade, Fourier & Loyola have to do with each other? Ask Barthes! 🤪

What would “post-metal” sound like?

Punk Vs. Hippy

Archaizing evocations

Corpse paint

Romantic agony

Thessalian witches

Ba-Pho-Met (bpm)

sallow

Imagine a globalized world in which the dark/black races were the successful ones!

The Black(ened) Symposium

The biopolitical function of the critical discourse on “power relations”

Breath > > Voice > > speech

Sound, noise & music

The extreme opposite of blissful ignorance is passionate non-knowledge

The non-contractual liberty of the warrior-function

Sovereignty × Royalty

Warrior × Soldier

What kind of bodies perform such music?!

Man MUST reach as far as one can with his own powers

The will to maximize one’s power until one burns out (in the ensuing inferno)

concatenation

Self(ish)-sacrifice

Bathory, Beherit, Gorgoroth

Hungarian nobility

Distinguish:
Noise
&
Amusic

A knowledge that doesn’t know that it knows or what it knows or how it knows

Sonic ascesis ~ undisciplined aggression ~ hidden emotion

The drive is structured like a montage

Polishing the hard smooth black surface

6.9.24

The sonic drive of divine inexistence

tessellated

Metallurgical thinkers

7.9.24

Your GOD is NOT the one who saves you from your demons, but the arch-demon who finally kills you!

Metalhead

Double murder-suicide

Inducing transcendental catharsis via sound design

Hyperborean Vs. Sublunary

Dead wants to feel alive, so……

I want what I fear & hate what I love

From the absent Presence to the present ABSENCE

Identify, celebrate and extrapolate your greatest failures & accidents

Aesthethics – crossing the haptic void

Mahapralaya

catena

polymelia

Indifference is real. Vengeance is less real. Justice is not real.

haecceity

The acausal self

Nigredic grottophilia

tritone

The whim from the infinite beyond

9.9.24

Human experience ~ lived world

The Real as material subject working with ideas as material objects

melange

The One as the individual/subjective clone of the inhuman/objective Real

Heretical mysticism

Non-consistency as holiness

Son of Man ~ Man-in-person ~ Inner Child ~ Minimal phenomenal selfhood ~ One-without-God ~ Body-without-head

Radical immanence × Self-identity

From theosis to cloning

Observation-without-observer ~ attention-without-intention ~ awareness-without-self ~ consciousness-without-body

10.9.24

Alien landscape ~ epistemic space ~ xenolocative phenomenon

Auto-positionality ~ Meta-philosophy

Non-agentic (essence of the) person

Non-killable weak force

The underdetermining & indeterminate Real is infinitely effable

Being-in-the-world to being-toward-death

I sleep in the exact same place where she used to

“Laruelle does not exist.” – François Laruelle

The great ones can only help us progress by showing ways of how to think/live better. They cannot (or will not) tell us what to think/believe.

Anthropotechnics

If I can just become as good as someone like John Matthew Allison (not even Anthony Paul Smith who is an expert in Non-philosophy), in presenting simply & clearly, what Laruelle is saying, then that would be a worthwhile life or my great achievement!

Believing in GOD → Knowing the truth → Thinking according-to-the-Real

Vision-in-One = DLI

Defetishizing thought

Quasars & Quarks

Rigorous & wild experimentalism

The future is determined by what is done with present leisure

How does the Real cause such thoughts like “GOD”?!

From unconscious dreaming to conscious imagination

11.9.24

Axiomatized abstraction

Separated-without-separation

A materialist reading of deconstruction

Theory as material practice

The Real/One > > GOD/Three

Consciousness ~ Thought ~ White; Glorious body ~ Vision ~ Black

I claim Non-philosophy is a more faithful & rigorous theory of mystical experience than any religious/spiritual mysticism

Sleep on alternate nights only for ~ 10 – 12 hours ~ Vigilance + sloth =

From
Gathering experiences
To
Minimal Phenomenal Experience

Control (Xbox): The service weapon is sentient!

I (One) wanna fade into you (Real)

The genitalia of all humans (even White folks) is Black!

epistemologist

Anne-Françoise Schmid

The aconfessional mode

The generic space of inter-disciplinarity

The creation of new objects

Agamben’s philosophy of indifference & post-differential thinking

Playful pity

Theoretical pragmatics

Concept-Knowledge (C-K) Design Theory

Wittgenstein, Husserl, Derrida & Deleuze (along with Nietzsche & Heidegger) as heretical philosophers

From Feminism to Anima-ism

From Universality to genericity

The queer identity of the human

Collective Intimacy

At night, all cows are grey (NOT black)

Valorizing Fichte (contra Hegel)

Peasant philosophers

“One of the most lucid positions, one of the most beautiful solutions to the problem of philosophy” 😎

Laruelle as ladder ~ moving with and then away from

From
I = I
To
I-in-I

Epistemo-ontology to the pragmatic ethic

Gnostic refusal as weaponized apophaticism

Abstraction as generalization

Normalizing heresy

Blackened Death metal

Žižek (critical) → Laruelle (creative)

Grelet’s Laruelle (Anti-philosophy)
Vs.
Laruelle’s Grelet (Non-religion)

13.9.24

The fusion or inseparability of life & knowledge, under the regime of life

We are together in this arrangement, because she is NOT ready to live outside of it. Correct?

The Real is the subjugation of bare survival to existential authenticity

Always already in the middle

The philosophical genealogy of spiritual intensities

Rhizomatic forays

The politics of (all) thought

Amir Vodka is a real name

Companions in wandering

The deterritorialized body

Pinions & philters

Shatter (habits of) sense & sensibility

Delivered from automatic reactions

Hermetic Deleuze

Immanence as the primal metaphilosophical axiom

We live & move (& think) in the Real ~ traversing the Body

Beyond good & evil ~ Do NOT resist evil ~ Do NOT seek the Good

The sensational/affective forces that produce images/conceptions

An initiatory ordeal via uncanny moments

Materialistic philosophy ~ Naturalistic spirituality

Reverie & striving

Contemporary non-identical repetition of the archaic

Genuine knowledge is tantamount to self-transformation

Philosophical speculation as transformative encounter with nature

“Aegiptian” wisdom

Theandric regeneration

As below, so above! 🙃

Late antique syncretistic thought

“Kinds of Kindness” (2024) – work (hopeless), marriage (loveless) & religion (faithless) – Lazarus (Human) is the Christ (skeleton/survivor of the Holocaust) – Biography of Ordinary Man – saved from salvation – stuck in the middle, but without beginning & end 😎 – start with death, fly & then have a snack! – who is the main character in each story? The main character of the whole film is RMF (Real Mother-Fucker) – 3-part study of control

We might all be in danger ⚠️

Bizzaro-banal cruelty

Highly mannered violence

Arid & odd

Director/writer as sadist and audience/reader as masochist

Bon Scott

Fragrance of the timeless ~ smell of dried cum ~ stench of rotting (human) corpse ~ carnal mystique ~ the Real is an eternal NOSE ~ Your GOD is just a partial/tentative model of the Real masquerading as the One

I AM THAT I AM. I AM THAT. I AM. I. 0. REAL.

The glowing velvety grinning granite skull ~ Neon Black

I know what to do next. But I won’t say it! (I’ll just do it) 😎

If this entire 3D reality is the foreground, then I can see the background (black matrix)

Yesterwynde ~ Deathwish

From rotting Christ to decaying CORPSE

Playdead’s Inside (Xbox)

14.9.24

bastardize

Affective apprehension

The black mud tide of occultism

Larval subjectivities

Extreme slownesses & speeds

The spiritual sense of repetition

The late pagan mind

Thrice greatest

The philosophy of myth

Gods ~ potencies

The vertigo of immanence

Deliberately stripping mannerisms

The image of thought and the activity of ideation

Correlationism – is Non-philosophy anti-realist?

The thing (in-itself), the idea of the thing & the understanding/exposition of the idea

Matrix propositions

I don’t understand what Meilassoux is saying, but I agree with him! 😂

Non-philosophy as non-anthropomorphic anthropocentrism

Pookie bear

I’ve not read Kant but I don’t like him.

15.9.24

The glistening labial lips look exactly like shed snakeskin

What you’re seeing is NOT one body, it is 2 different bodies stitched together at the waist

Imagine you’re wearing a VR headset 24/7.
Your model of reality says more about you than what is “out there”.
Inversion of the blind men & elephant parable

If you want to be a great thinker, then DON’T read too much philosophy

The human/One is the dream/fiction/clone/faith/image/model/poem/art/ethos of the cosmic/Real

Life/thought is im-material

coeval

The old instincts

moonstruck

From religious reverence to cosmic awe

Weird tales ~ subconscious works

Non-verbal communication & non-conceptual thought

I’m looking to create a new religion, not just find new philosophies

Non-human emotions and inhuman passions

Cabbalism ~ fanciful darkness

grandam

Teuton, Boreal, Druid

Squat race from fictional universes

Knowledge-from-without Vs. Vision-from-within

Gargoyles in ecclesiastical architecture

Medieval ~ Gothic ~ Sub-Christian

The remote past (pre-human) is eternal (living present)!

Geographic determinants of culture ~ climate, landscape & religion

Poetry is before fiction (itself preceded by music & art)

tomb-fiend

The greatest of all time were influenced/inspired/supported/occasioned also by the not-so-great

Christ as (your) imaginary friend is fine, as long as you know you’re the real deal

In-the-Real ~ no subject/object, no cause/effect, no time/space!!!

Linkin Park has a woman now!

Id ~ animal; Superego ~ machine

Slow-burn games

16.9.24

From “GOD bless” to just “Blessings!”

Half a joint on alternate nights

The autonomic nervous system ~ the Real/One. The fully activated cerebral cortex ~ Immanuel Joseph

Skin-peel AI photo filter

The Real is inside-out. Reality is outside-in.

“Your thought is falsifying me!” – UG

Almost everyone hates themselves and fear freedom the most

If translation is converting expression from one language to another, then what is the word for converting the unique/real into language?
Non-philosophy/Philofiction 😁

Can poetry survive translation?

Sentience > > consciousness

Generative desecration of the Hanuman Chalisa

Evanescence (Soul Embraced) ~ Christ ~ Tourniquet ~ Jomos’s suicide

Serious without being sincere

From fidelity to audacity

ghazal shers

Trite archaisms

The (inner) child is the (true) father of the (outer) man

abhangs

Uninterrupted but not continuous

The affectivity of double-meaning

The punctures & purrs of sound

How to convey the incantatory pleasure?

Sonic organism

Caspar Milquetoast

retroflex

Yawning consonants

English is a barren language compared to the Indian cornucopia

Prathyush Parasuraman

Reacquainting people with a magical & joyful work

The damp earth, mother of GOD

NP is a primeval forest

Syntactical innovation

Thought > > Philosophy

The scientific identification of philosophy (as a regional knowledge/discourse)

Thinking with philosophy

The One is prior to Being

Science has the privileged experience of thinking from the One

Creating unified theories out of equivalent discourses

Faith in faith in oneself

From philosophy of religion to a unified theory of philosophy & religion

Vision-in-One → Dualysis

NP as arch-heresy

Scientific solutions are quantile

Scientific Christianity

Superposition & undercoming

17.9.24

Contacted Anthony Paul Smith and referred him to U. G. Krishnamurti

alacrity

“What you don’t know, you don’t need” – the naivete of the non-philosopher and the ignorance of the masses

Thought is fascist.

War is eternal.

You DON’T gain anything by sacrificing sleep, Joe

18.9.24

Truth is a product of faith (NOT the other way around)!

Having a child seems to have a greater (negative) impact on a marriage, even more than having an affair! 🤪

IT waits

Pornstar tattoo – scorpion with a rose blooming out of the raised tail

19.9.24

soulitude

sardonic

misprision

viz.

apperception

a fortiori

cinnabar

Only contingency is absolute

cardinality

Principle of sufficient reason
Vs.
Principle of unreason

“Thought possesses a real & ideal aspect; just as being possesses real & ideal features.”

Contingency > Chance

Frequentialist argument

Mathematical ontology & Computational Psychiatry

The subtractive void

Distinguish:
Speculation
&
Imagination

metaontology

nomology

Sheer inconsistent multiplicity

The unbinding of being

Subtractive ontology

in-existence

Future anterior

() ~ 0

The good & right
The good & wrong
The bad & right
The bad & wrong

The immanent object
The immanent subject
The transcendent object
The transcendent subject

The One is NOT

Real > > Concept > > Name

The Situation & the State (of the situation)

Non-ontological situation or ordinary context

(Non-)Philosophy as metaontology

Anti-phenomenality ~ Non-experience

Rebarbative carapace

Unilateralization ~ Non-dialectical negation

Empirical experience & the transcendental conditions of its possibility

ereignis

An-objective, non-subjective real

22.9.24

Strange attractor

Chaotic system

Fractal structure

Cantor dust

Dogmatic slumber ~ mystical faith ~ negative theology

Phase transition

From intimate relationship to non-relational coexistence

Are any 2 breaths exactly the same!?

Thought > reason

The cut at the level of the neck:
Blood/flesh/life > > Electricity/brain/thought

From the idea of life to the Real of ideation

Tactile optics – close your eyelids, and visualize (feel) the inside of your eyes

What would you “see”, if you buried your head in soil and then opened your eyes?

What would you see just one moment before and after “you” died?

Theology-without-God
Psychology-without-mind
Science-without-world

Rewiring for deconditioning

Is Metzinger a Buddhist?

23.9.24

From ABCD to ABRACADABRA

philosopheme

exiguous

A woman who has a child is perfectly unfuckable!

abjure

Mineness ~ auto-affecting ipseity

Fichtean solipsism

Heteronomous donation

tremolo

Ever-dying flame

Long pauses in breathing

When I get free time in between doing many things, I lie down & take rest → When I get bored of doing nothing, I get up and do something

Lowering the centre of gravity in a building seems like a debasing/baseless exercise when seen from the top floor

The body inhabits the universe. Only the mind lives in the world.

Roll up your eyes and open the eyelids halfway – can you see the black (skull) surrounding the central grey (exposed white of the eyes)?

26.6.24

Was my name Hank Moody in another life?

Non-philosophy is a performance temperament

“Why are you doing this?” – Bjorn
“Because you let me!” – Patrick
(“Speak No Evil” – 2022)

Post-moral spirituality

Physical confrontations

But then… what will happen to you, if you fall sick or get broke?

Have I already arrived at my own paradise – the point where my inner state and outer station are in perfect harmony?

Ennui & excess, and excess & ennui

27.6.24

Distinguish:
state
&
State

basilisk

infohazard

Soulless tropism

Combining sovereignty with fatalism produces?

Reverse acronym

Gnon

Untranslated fragments

ratchet

distaff

Superhuman opacity

eldritch

tranny

The serpentine line of Non-philosophy

Felix Ravaisson (I like how that sounds!)

Inventing continents

Anti-political power

Onto-theo-anthropo-logy
Vs.
Theoretico-libidinal materiality

Productive Vs. Analytic thought

Continuous multiplicities of reciprocal difference

Stato-minoritarian

tomahawk

Weapon of last defence

Torpedo-thought

Rigorous solitudes

The One is where being (individual existence) & knowing (theoretical rigor) are no longer different!

28.6.24

Unreflective causality

Am I an intrepid truth-speaker or just a bitter ageing male?

Unfashionable observations

conjuncture

Did Nietzsche fall dumb because he had spoken too much before?

Would I be a different person if I stopped using weed?

Mask-cape – am I a hypocrite or a superhero?

Conservative revolutions

The history of History

Aleatory critique of reason

Modes of conflictual unity with interminable exchanges

No compromise! No surrender! No survival!

Yesterday’s elite philosophy (or persecuted religion) is today’s popular culture! (and the butt of tomorrow’s jokes?)

Philosophy overdetermines people

Would a more fragmentary world be “better” than today’s global village?

Mass line vanguardism

Absolute finitude unentangled from difference

Do you feel guilty about enjoying cozy familial/familiar socializing?

From philosophism to philosophy

Force-(of)-thought Vs. World-mind

Abstract for a human science of philosophy

Unified theory of regional knowledges

being-foreclosed

Personage → effigy

subject-(of)-science

The future is a foreign land

Identity without identification

29.6.24

Up-front recognition of his own failures and inadequacies

Narcissus (Philosophy)
Vs.
Echo (Theology)

Who/what is Parnassus? (The Nietzsche)

Anonymous heroes & invisible champions

RPG games – open-world & dark-fantasy

I can taste Hardik Pandya’s tears 🥲

Principle of sufficient heresy

GOD as pure amphibology

Lived-without-life

Did you ever imagine that just having one’s own room + sleeping (& waking) alone, would be so transformative?!

Non-theological post-secular philosophy

They say I’m afraid of love. I say they’re afraid of themselves.

Can printing such cybershit open a portal to channel the demons into my real world?

Can alternative music be defined or even described?

APS Non-theology

30.6.24

GPT – Generative Pretrained Transformers

Retooling academia

crib (v.)

1.7.24

glockenspiel

Slow-moving black sludge
The central point of the Sun is nothing like what you see from the Earth

Sophia Vs. Saturn

Hubristic ignorance ~ Petty evil

2.7.24

Pelvic death & hollow chest

You’re only stabbing the void here, bro

Is it more difficult to act as an actor?

“Who’s living?” – the imperative question!

The true story of a fake hero

In order to become what you want, start pretending as if you’re already it

Indifferent to enlightenment ≈ Already enlightened

Be a mensch!

Do you see others as parodies of yourself or do you see yourself as a reflective assemblage of the others around you?

Philosophy as ethico-political mixture

Ethno-techno-logical & ego-xeno-logical difference

emprise

Learned ignorance

My cock has its own cock, but it is dead. Alternating current between the body as cock (comatose) and the cock as body (horny)

Logan Miller is the real hero (Christ-figure) of “Snowfall” (2017) ~ the exact opposite of the Buddhist Nirvana! Instead of trying to ensure your elements don’t come back together again postmortem, go out with such a bang that the aftershock will shift the tectonic plates of reality itself…… The overdose deaths of addicts is NOT “accidental”!

The generic Proper

cyclothymics

The power stroke of bovine certainty

The red books ~ all-out self-defence

Cloning ~ Inventive forcing

Radical ≠ Absolute

New fragmentary (quasi-philosophical) spectralities

Parallel bricolages

Is this a feature or a bug?

I’m NOT afraid of facing one more day of the same

Who I am ≈ What I know

Trace the surface, but from the outside

My entrails in my hands

Don’t aim, just let the hammer fly

Sexhumation

The REAL is to Thought what breath is to speech

The REAL is the ONE who SEES what the symbol SHOWS. He/she/it is NOT the symbol nor its meaning! This is the Vision-in-Black.

non-report

The Cause is nothing like the effect ❌ You’re dead-wrong#

Objective (inextatic) immanence

Sex itself is the ultimate crime, isn’t it?

The World exists because there are many/limited ONEs

The non-intuitive phenomenon

The One is Vision-in-One

Idemooo

Indifference as infinite tolerance as love

sine qua non pou

Make the hallucination appear (as hallucination)

uniface

endorize

4.7.24

Internet banking works only on mobile data, not via WiFi! Howcome?

I have an avuncular relationship with Izara

Extreme confusion & hatred

Blashyrkh

When you speak, I only see your lips moving…… I hear no voice!

You speak/think only with your mouth/head, I speak/think with my whole body/cock

Croatoan

5.7.24

The anti-vulgarization of popular philosophy

Between the world ~ Into the blind

Forces > > Relations

Rigorously comprehend the mute compulsion

This one 🖕🏾 and this one ☝🏾 are NOT identical

The child – dreamy, playful & curious

Joyful cruelty & nomad thought

Triumph in the concrete

Callicles/ergon Vs. Socrates/logos

No-holds-barred, bare-knuckled & clear-headed

Culture ~ cant

Xulture

Perfection Vs. Curiosity

Daily advantage Vs. Serious interest

proem

The obscenity of obviousness

Poetical exigency Vs. Public sanction

Indifferentism/culture Vs. Differentiation/cruelty

Determining difference-in-itself

Genealogy → Regeneration

From multi-cultural to anti-cultural

diaphora; austragung

Institutional reality

The artist is by definition anti-social. That’s why he/she is celebrated &/or hated, unlike the masses who are accepted & therefore ignored

Never do something because it is “the right thing to do”!

You must completely uproot the need to “be(come) a good/better person” from within yourself

The violence of culture
Vs.
The cruelty of talent

The HAMMER that humiliates Reason

The abysmal antagonism of culture & civilization

The symbolic order Vs. Body techniques

Lust is the REAL to the reality of Love

Heraclitean desire ~ you should love peace only as the means to new wars!

The destructive character

Battle of the books – Jonathan Swift

6.7.24

malediction

The only way to know who you are is by putting yourself in a position where you don’t know what to do

7.7.24

From Nïce to Noise

God is gonna sit this one out

“Everybody dies, but not everybody lives” – Zao

The One is NOT the Other-of-the-Other

The fulgurating night & enshrouded day

The wrath of GOD is a man

The point-black night Vs. The redoubled gaze

Distinguish: Vision & Perception

Why did Ted Kaczynski kill himself (in prison)? Or was he merely suicided by society (like Van Gogh)?

We are all murderers & rapists, without exception

Definition ~ decision

lunkheaded

Superfund sites

Incels Vs. Volfaps

8.7.24

We can be close even without a relationship!

The Real is to this world what the Uni-/multi-verse is to the Earth

On-demand psychosis

The dark soul of the night

The phonetic alphabet

Necromantic words

Spirit is nothing but the excess of flesh ~ the flaming sword

From Kaganof to Abraxas

Dishonor ~ Destroy

Art is delivery into evil

Post-transgression

Art as radical religion (Ruptured by the technique) ~ Religion as radical art (Shaped by the formless)

Learn to make the most of all 3 moods – high, flat & low!

Man of desires ~ Greatly beloved

Judaism >> Christianity >> Atheism
Žižek (& Altizer?) is wrong in saying only a Christian can be an atheist. Just like Paul & the Apostles realized, the Gentiles did NOT have to convert to Judaism before progressing to Christianity (the circumcision question)

Sentimentality as covert coercion

From communication to intimacy

9.7.24

quizzical

Occupied Golan Heights

This is sempiternal

Sex as sublimated cannibalism – I eat you without killing you

The Word Vs. BLOOD

Perduring absence

Tantra, mantra, yantra

Guru Pashupati

Special person (Philosopher)
Vs.
Ordinary man (Non-philosopher)

Narcissism – it is not accidental that human DNA is > 35% daffodil

Violence/suffering/death (evil) is a feature of the system, not a bug

Red man from green world, stuck in black-&-white room

I am surrounded by moving & speaking cardboard effigies

Aryan Kaganof

Distinguish:
Perfect relaxation
&
Complete stillness

10.7.24

No Wave music

grindhouse

Beat Cinema

Physical enema as spiritual emetic

Film Threat

Immanuel Joseph is NOT an artist. Rather, he is the art-work of Zazas the Daemon!

Contrary to common sense, nobody owes nobody nothing

immanueljoseph + prontoman79 ≈ iamprontoman!

Life/spirit/soul (as opposed to mind/matter or energy/substance or spirit/flesh) ≈ horny body/white-hot iron/love under will

The hand did not like it when I bared my teeth

The impulsive & soft (Aegon) Vs. The smart & soft (Rhaenyra) Vs. The hard & impulsive (Daemon) Vs. The hard & smart (Aemond)

FUCK the Virgin-Mother

Christ has more in common with Satan than with these dignified peoples in church

11.7.24

Aeons: Isis → Osiris → Horus → Set – the last is the backside of the first (or the first is the frontside of the last)

Intuition jousting

Porn is addicted to me!

Tacit accounts

Do you wanna get stoned or just be horny? That’s a hard question!

Inner experience > Subjective awareness

blindsight

I always already am ~ It is me

Affect as correlationist flesh

The deepest fake – consciousness is a social construct

From “I believe in GOD” to “I am (a) god”

The unique exception that destroys the general rule

This wound (also) has/is/does a body

Ancestral/non-manifest > > Ancient/un-perceived

in/-existence

paralogism

Space-time as the 4th dimension

Vertical ecology (anteriority) is not spatiotemporal distance

The in-itself (objective reality) which excludes chronological relationality & phenomenological intentionality

Reverse the privileging of time over space

obdurate obviate

This snake is no longer swallowing its own tail, so it can attack – rear, strike, hiss & bite – the rats around it

Science beyond instrumentalism

Knowledge as instrumentalized life, and life as non-instrumentalized knowledge

The serpent-object and the ape-gaze

Non-experiential phenomena

subreption

Vitalism is just another form of idealism

Thinking it through to the end

Shipwreck euphoria

Being equal to one’s own actions

The double-void interface

My will to my own power

More than living ~ moving constantly in-between existence & non-existence ~ not waving but drowning

Active decay

Impassive suffering

My death will be a nuclear bomb exploding

Into the black box of immediate experience

12.7.24

Encrypted streams

Denied by inches

Maybe you’re too good for your own good

The insidious correlationist circle

The arche-fossil as noumenon

2nd serve ace

Correlationism Vs. Facticity

How can I become both brutal & elegant?

13.7.24

What I need is MY choice, unlike (how it is for) you

The Night sucks out the energy from daylight

Dream: I am the unrequited lover in romance

When you sleep, the real you comes out. For me, it’s the other way around!

Should I end it (when it’s time) fittingly – by blowing my brains out?

“From the fairest of handmaidens to a slick perverted wraith”

Sunsetter, none better, Nymphetamine 🤘🏾

Physician, tear thyself!

Bovine well-being

Philosophy should be more like press conferences with professional athletes, rather than academic classroom sessions

Sole-eyes

The birth of tragedy out of the spirit of music

How many times has a tennis player (professional/male) smashed his racquet, and still gone on to win the match?

Satyr ~ the goat-god

The petit-morality of the bourgeoisie

Distinguish: Philosophy & Philology

From violence to cruelty ~ from making war to becoming art

Homo natura

The revenge of the East/religion against the facile victory of the West/reason

666 is pronounced as “sex sex sex”

The OM (Ordinary Man) sleeps & wakes when & where he wants, and spends his day however he fancies. Husband, father, son, etc. are masks he wears & removes, as is expedient, with no adhesion with his face.

“I want to break your face” ~ the Headless Way

14.7.24

Long seriousness + subterranean effort

Cultural philistinism

From my childhood, the left hand was the violent one

The outlaw as moral ascetic

Vamacara ~ Adharma

Change status updates from daily to every other day

15.7.24

This is how a wolf pets itself

Am I an ape that is trying to saw off the branch on which it is sitting, or a bird that is trying to cut off the cord that’s tying it down?

The spiritual discipline of growing cannabis, cooking cannabutter and using it

Anodyne existence

virtus

16.7.24

Occult realism ~ Impersonal style

Male periods

17.7.24

And some seed fell on the wayside, and on stony ground

Beware! Even radicalism can become a kind of utilitarianism – keep wastage alive!

When the snow lies red

Ethica Odini

Hell is for children

“You dream about fucking me, but I don’t dream about fucking you. Have a gracious mind.”
House of the Dragon
Vs.
The Regime

Penetrate their mouth with your tongue

Non-interpretive (and therefore also non-evaluative) living

An installation of multiple flesh-/thought materials

Praxis & thought are identical in-the-last-instance

Ordinary Man is Generic Science

The non-philosophizable – the presupposed without presupposition

From understanding to standing under

Drasill

Sincere liar ~ poseur, ironist, dissimulator

Theory for spiders ~ from high/superiority to low/radicality

In-define, under-determine in-vision

Fend you off ~ fend for myself

When I am stoned, my eyes are opened to the Real in my sober life (too)

From Aeon to anon

Non-philosophy is a verb!

Transcendental practice ~ immanent pragmatics ~ the ordinary universal

Explode the horizontal diaphragm ~ destroy the distinction between being, practice & theory

Theory beyond – or more accurately, beneath – language

Descriptive passivity

From choiceless awareness (JK) to awareness as choice (FL)

You feel happy (good about yourself) when you feel you’re doing something significant or sensational. But you also know that you may be the One/Real (doing great) even when you may NOT feel anything special or powerful……?

Autonomous performance

There are as many art-forms (or thought-styles or practical attitudes) as there are individuals

The supra-individual self

From “love is GOD” to “Shiva is me”

From KNOWLEDGE (the practice of applying theory to experience) to LIFE (experience determining thought [as practice] and practice [as thought])

Un-arting ~ Non-art

Conceptual decision

Broad spectrum restored behavior

Choreograph yourself ~ design/experiment with daily life

Seeing as (non-)activity

Reactualize ~ twice-behaved

Borderline cases ~ extreme experiences ~ liminal thresholds

Non-hierarchical (purely quantitative) matrix of qualities

Represent ~ pretend

Living theater, simple acting

Abstract movements

Mirror-function

Editorialize ~ improvise ~ re-create

The philosophical ventriloquism of the Real

From positions to charades

Mimeing philosophy as a whole

Superposition ~ quasitransfer

Under-potentialization

Passive performance

Spontaneous > unconscious or non-intentional

The absurd pretense gestured in-One

Art as material rather than process, and as process rather than product…

Rudra ~ Odin

18.7.24

Scoping review

Thelema poster

Maryana Rose

The male pussy has been discovered

19.7.24

This film is called “The Education of Immanuel Joseph”

Cultural evolution

Nightmare fuel

Yes, you are allowed to squirm

Unholy irrationality

Cinematic memories

Am I glad or sad that I watched “Longlegs”? I don’t know! Now, how many movies can make me say that? 😜

apéritif

Mind & body ~ 2 eyes
The Real ~ third eye

20.7.24

escheat

22.7.24

roid-fuelled

salvo

ablative

Red cap + black pill

The face in the mirror is a you, not the I

Right now, I want to do something I must do, even though I don’t usually like it

Your primary orientation is turned inward – Me. My posture is pointing outward – You.

Does this musician use silence well?

Non-action as invention

Hitting partner

shoal, sandbank

The immanent as anteriority of the apparent

The non-reductive significance of tautology

Non-definitional thought

testbed

Apogogic truth

The luminous void

The Good is beyond Being (& non-being)

Death as the utmost extreme/excess of life

Commentary on the Secret (as opposed to revelation of the Truth)

Other-than-feeling

Root/source ~ extreme/intensity

Color & emotion

deixis/deictic

You MUST keep time, Joe. But WITHOUT the clock.

You will never regret going too slow

The Devil is in the details

23.7.24

From authenticity to immanence

Inter-media & trans-individuality

Odin – when your right eye is plucked out, the left one becomes the third eye!

I know what I am doing – I am blinding myself

I do it, NOT because I will it, but because I cannot help it

I am what I do, yes… 100%

Qua

NOT-seeing the IN-visible

The ordinary man is the human heretic par excellence

I AM an opaque object

Allusion to a pack of blood-sated wolves drinking from the surface of the black water from a dusky spring

Colors as phantasm

Reality is B/W

UG is This Dog Barking. I am This Donkey Braying.

Non-philosophy is reality (or the Gospel) according to the born blind (NOT desirous of being sighted)

Ordinary Man ~ the poor in spirit

The “little faith” of no-faith

What no one sees ≈ where everyone is

Where no one is ≈ what everyone knows

The beautiful hole in the black box

Caution was never an option

Who you are ~ what you want
What you are ~ how you want

Yes, you can make your own law. But every time, you will have to decide whether to break it or keep it 🤪

At the central core of your body is a dark spot which is (one with) the Black Universe. Maybe where the white patch on my back-skin is…

What if I stopped giving a fuck about anything & everything, and kept on living?

Severed topology

25.7.24

passepartout

Phileas Fogğ

If my body is the temple, then who/what is the deity residing there?

This movie is perfect for the future me, that’s why I feel so ambivalent about it now

Thinking ~ channelling

“Pearls & swine bereft of me”

I am an entire radio channel based on 1 song!

Clearing ~ illumination

Cryptic being

Axioma – statements without irony or pathos

Hermes Vs. Iris

Oil is the black corpse of the Sun ~ the Black Sun is the spirit of Man

For four-legged mammals, the head is level with the spine/body, not atop it.

Dusty mist

Night vision

dioptric

theodolite

diffraction

catoptrics

I AM opaque to myself ~ black beauty

hypomnesis

The immemorial

Being/property → existence/action

The Earth as the Sun’s corpse-/bride

26.7.24

Free-without-free/dom
Sovereign-without-king/dom

vatic

Ec-static melancholia

27.7.24

Fire is the physical reality closest to thought/idea

Longlegs – children to adults, adults to giants

I should never have stayed (back)

The Neanderthal as the Real of Homo sapiens

I am the executive producer of my film

Not waving but drowning ~ I am indifferent to my numbness

Stay rooted in your experience of yourself, and live out of that place

Rite here, rite now

28.7.24

From Human being to Black metal

“When the sly red cat barks at dawn, it kills just for her pleasure.
Who shares the meal the cat did steal, when both looked on in pleasure?”

“It’s neither cat, nor dog that kills for fun.
It’s the vixen, not another.
There’s only 2 that kill for fun, my pretty friend.
The fox and his human brother.”

29.7.24

Wild women ~ unearthing the unknown poetess(es)

Seekers, protagonists & goddesses

Biopolitics ~ sexual repression + big data

Knowledge ~ control

The Real is the dead/mineral core of the living human

Spiritual racism

From sovereign power to disciplinary institutions to control society

Mass datafication

Topological proximity & machinic assemblage

Writing as magic

Machine-man

Hyletic continuum (unitary illusion) Vs. Unary multiplicities (the Real as minorities)

Science > > Technology

Theoretical Humanities

Biopolitical parallelism ~ man-machine circuitry

En-demic paradigm, sous-vereignty

pleonasm

Crato-logical parallelism

unpower

Non-politics as first politics

Futural democracy

Generic will

denegation

Sabbateans

Make your own unique practice & theory of meditation!

The Self as one of the many models of the Real

Maintain the physical organism at maximum tonal alertness

GoT – I am one of the White Walkers

Pure pornography

eclogue

Grovellers ~ dung beetles ~ tumble bugs

I am Des Hermies and you are Durtal

Veridic & exsurrected Life

befoulment

The Real is sub-personal or sub-conscious ~ almost human

30.7.24

autoplastic

Can you spend hours doing nothing, without becoming despondent?

Existence bias

Have I discovered/invented my own art form yet?

Being a loser isn’t so bad!

Is being sober boring? Or is it a good change of mood-scape?

Communicating group-bodies

“I” don’t wanna be a dream in some collective slumber

The crawling chaos, just under the skin

Would I be more mature (wise/strong) now, if I hadn’t gone to school at all? Or maybe I would just be dead! But is this present situation any better?

Holy self-design

Primary narcissism

I must be “forced” to meditate (by the Real)

Criticist conceptions

Future pagan

Indirect eulogy

rhapsodist

nightsoil

Gospel redactor

Self-celebration

Negative utilitarianism

The moral weight of suffering

Neo-humanism

Choosy insolence

The Jefferson Bible

Mental caesura

Tactically stylized epistle

The ambitiosi

The millenary insight of a misological core

Metaphysical falsetto

Epochal stance

World-historical act

Evangelism as resentment propaganda

Contrastive aim

Negentropy as creativity

Unidentifiable addressees

Dis-evangel ~ illusion-destruction

The gay science of a voluntary exile

Hyperboreans

Aletheiological immune system

Braggart empire

Poetry as literary megalomania

Inspiration in the strong ages

Total sponsoring

Recoin the currency

Reading aloud ~ preaching to myself

Free energy theory

Force-of-being

Take-&-run gifts

Resentment ~ survival ~ evolution

My body is that part of Chthulu that I am in contact with ~ the blind men & the elephant ~ a teratoma of diverse parts (imagined into wholesomeness by the pathetic feelers)

eo ipso

Positing dissensus/competition

The ideal language situation of decadence

Trend designer ~ market maker

Potentiating accident into destiny ~ the self as event

anti-revanchist

The American Enlightenment

Anti-humility program

timbre

Act singly

pule

apologue

Free spirits > Non-conformists

31.7.24

Slow burn

Non-certainty

Giallo

Speculative horror

Our conscious selves are nothing but dreams created by our body in deep sleep

The non-self

Political imbecility

Resonance-body

hetero-narcissism

Self-surprise

All truth claims are false

Shramanics

Theory ~ composition

Pure positings

Musical thinker

Self-branding

Organon of the universe

The Human > > immanent truths & evental traces

Is Plato a democrat?

tendential ~ tendentious

Is Non-philosophy determined in-the-last-instance by the Real (of) Laruelle?

The untruth of democracy

eidola

Universal equivalency ~ fungibility

Politics as subjective mastery (of thought & praxis)

Will > > desire ~ Thought > > belief

Immanent politics ~ the people ~ the One

Promises to abandon your (right to handle your) own cock, and I will give you eternal life! 😜

The en-demic paradigm is NOT the moral law

No-one-in-person can know what one (One) can do ~ untapped human potential

Un-power ~ impower ~ powerlessness ~ the internal life of power

Theoretical symptoms

Emotion as (nothing but) unconscious (immemorial) thought

The true of reason

Ideal immanence

First name ~ prototype

Depotentialized sufficiency

Earth/planet – the interface between the human world and the inhuman universe

Black Universe > > human idea of Nature

The Real/One is before/under the nature Vs. nurture tension!

Unreflected transcendental experience in-itself ~ non-thetic (in thought) ~ non-positional (in space-time)

Pre-reflective cogito

My given name is Immanuel Joseph

Un-naming – the nameless thing produces infinite thingless names

Self-consciousness ~ body awareness ~ how the head feels the body

Dream consciousness ~ how the body feels itself ~ Vision-in-One

From the all to each-&-every-one

Capitalo-parliamentarianism

One must use at least 2 languages! Restart Tamil, Joe.

The Real/One ~ the godhead ~ Father. The World ~ dialectic/reflection ~ Son & Holy Spirit. This is NOT Trinitarian!

Truth is what you are, NOT what you know

Secondarizing the false realities of the world

No. You need not think like me, in order to be right. But you need to think in line with your own truth, right? And one is NOT always true to oneself.

Humanity as an occasional function/support/material of or for the Real

The non-proletarian radical multitude

The inconsistent kernel

The non-disciplinary slogan

people-in-themselves

Poor in spirit ~ man without a why

Specular enclosure

undercommons

Immanence as anti- & ante-nomian force

dis-possession

melange

Downer metal

1.8.24

Is it possible to live without any faith at all? I believe so!

2.8.24

Cannabutter ~ I am the asshole of the World

GODless ~ Goddess

Another Round ~ Druk! 😁

spiel

humaneity

The inconsistency of the One

Sur-essentiality & hyper-transcendence

Generous hermeneutics

The anonymous wild ones

From Non-messianism to Cosmic Pessimism

Conceptual necessity

One((–)Other/All)

Lacking lack

undercommons

The common force of generic, mobile, hidden lives

under(deter)mine

Phantasmatic solidity Vs. Black sociality

Desert as anti-mediation

Is the Real/One “for the World” or against it or indifferent to it??

Immanence ≠ secularity

5.8.24

Negative peaks & underwater caves

Deep sleep ~ when the mind fully sinks into the body ~ when the body becomes fully conscious!

It is the army of bastards & criminals who protect the seven kingdoms from the White beyond

Experiment ~ speculate ~ liberate ~ mutate

“Philosophy refuses to burden itself with constraint.”

From criticism to speculation

Intellectual entrepreneurs

Spiritual intellect > Instrumental reason

Enhance one’s power of (acting and) being acted upon

Western Liberalism Vs. The Generic Secular

Islamic Liberation Theology

Potentially infinite forms

It is NOT a tunnel, it’s a SNAKE!

I AM a dead DRAGON

A purely theoretical religion

The horror of laughter

What the fuck is “honor”?!

Into the war of another order

What is today’s bleeding-edge song, Joe?

If you NEVER break your own rule, then it is NOT YOUR OWN rule.

The ultimate freedom of sacrifice

One cannot make peace with FEAR

Humour Studies ~ superiority, incongruity, and relief

kynicism

MWAHAHAHA

Ideological distortion ~ serpentine line

Schlemiel

Here’s to all of those useless expectations

6.8.24

abjection

waif

Irreverent obsession

Desperate laughter

Waking nightmare

Wordless utterances

Incomplete catharsis

Torturous humor

Carnography

Bellicose equality

manque

Divine inexistence

hyper-chaos

Okenian slime ~ sea slugs

Idemo, Nole!

Underdone chops

Mad with fear

Do you believe that we are awake?

Narco-mysticism

otiose

evince

Santa Muerte

Folk saints

Sanctified criminals

eleemosynary

Under the aegis of the eidolon

Initiatory symbol

anomie & ennui

Warrior monks

esemplasticity

arcana

Mystery cults

El Màs Loco ~ the craziest one

Sophiology

Mutual contamination

7.8.24

Kaliyuga – is Dugin really trying to provoke a nuclear holocaust?

Peak oil

Risk mitigation

Mischievous amity

Mutton-chop whiskers

mannerist

Doughty falsifiers

pointillism

ballade

priggish

Poll parrots

Hostile sciences

Blathering addlepates

Should I buy a gaming console or not?

Should I attempt playing the guitar without learning music?

confreres

tu-toi each other

brogues

caparison

gable

Clammy snuff

crenelate, battlements

in-pace

truculent

curate

To bowl up

snowbound

briar

acidulous

Finistere

Inexhaustible monomania

8.8.24

wright

LSD or Xbox – choose ye this birthday whom you will serve!

Each person needs a worship ritual and a means of rigorous consumption. For me, this is porn (worship) & theory (consumption). For you, it is church & theology.

Dopamine girl

Faith as superior sight
Vs.
Faith as blindness (or a different kind of sightedness that is totally unrelated to physical vision)

Black swan

The probability space

Bookmark the major artworks of 1979

Ce qui fonde alors c’est l’épreuve ~ What is then founded is the test ~ What then establishes the foundation is the test

verboten

crapshoot

Money as a vehicle that mobilizes credit ~ GOD as a vehicle that mobilizes faith

From evidence to oppprtunity

Equally empowering each person to ask, “What is worth valuing?”

Indefinite deferral

A deeply pernicious religious commitment to a logic of sacrifice

Atheism as the ultimate antidote to idolatry

Mankind is still in near-total ignorance of the actual state of things

Chance ~ universe; Oracle ~ Philosopher; Divination ~ Non-philosophy

Moral rigor ~ spiritual ordeal ~ intellectual wrestling

The end of the age of prophecy

Learning to see ignorance (of causes) as an opening

Desacralized chance as the theoretical possibility of knowledge that is still hidden

The false prestige of provisional meanings

Expectant perhaps → Ordinary messianity

Futural causality

cosmopolitics

fittingness

paleonymy

constative

Before-chance ~ hinter-player > > Dice-thrower

Regulative ideal Vs. Inherited hope

Continuity ~ thought ~ time Vs. Rupture ~ the Real ~ inwardness

The telescopic (& microscopic) is determined in-the-last-instance by the quantum

From marginality to uni-laterality

From special to unique

under-coming & over-standing

Overdetermination & undecidability

Security principle Vs. Generic defence

Greek idealism Vs. Judaic alterity

The Real ~ I am a stranger to myself and a victim of this world

Electing an untimely identity

Uni-versal heresy

Deforming systems & depotentiating authorities

Weak force ~ passive power

Ego-xeno-logical difference

Subtle body ~ Non-philosophy ~ the pure (serpentine) form of the physical organism ~ Theory

9.8.24

Generic will, real critique, thought-power

She’s gonna be a tom-boy, or maybe even a jack-ass 🤪

I have only 1 other person as an integral part of my life at any point of time. For now, it’s her. No, not that one anymore…

Keep doing the effortless action at any given moment, and you’ll stay in the flow/dao

Sex ≈ sects

Ankh

triliteral sign

From potluck to potlatch!

Are you ready to stop suffering yet?

There is a glimmering tunnel and it winds into a black spot ~ the optic nerve at the blind spot of the retina ~ Vision-in-One

What are the most consciously disavowed parts of yourself?

The perfectly transparent frame

Sensory imagination

From Kinology to KINECISM

“Kingdom of DOG” – Gog & Magog 🤘🏾

“Blind as a bat: Unseeing the visio dei in the Granum Sinapis diagrams.”

Granum Sinapis

The Real is in the soul, but not of it. Just like the soul is in the world, but not of it.

Diogenes is the center & circumference of Eckhart’s soul

Affectional imagenation

Menes forgetting

XBOX: “Stay with me, LORD. Play with me!” – Devyn (Townsend) Turner

DBH is an experientialist (or mystical theologian) as opposed to a mystic (or Non-philosopher)

If the product of sleep is dream, then what is the product of death?

Self-subverting character

Look into the sun, then close your eyes – what you see now is GOD

In the inner/real world, the Sun revolves around the Earth! As it is above, so it is below, but with one crucial difference – it’s all inverted (reflection)! And the below determines the above, without return.

Metatron en passant

That wouldn’t be a bad way to suffocate!

Listen to the thoughts as you breathe in the background

The conscious body

11.8.24

“Being there” was released in 1979!

asseverate

Assume your life/world is perfect. And study it to be educated and liberated. What matters is NOT becoming a better person, but discerning the signs in every little happening……

I am the one who is (GOD) Vs. I am that I am (YHWH)

wuther

Complain, grumble & murmur – NEVERMORE

How does one worship Chance?

Heathenism ~ hedonism

Reproofs Vs. Sauciness

Why are you so afraid of being upset or hurt, you coward(Joe)?

Immanuel Joseph is merely occasion/material/support for the Real

If you really want to become who you are, then you must risk multiple demonic possessions

Gent → Djent

True North

Slowly but surely learning to love boredom…?

Mindless bod(h)ifulness

As you soon as you stop trying to be(come) someone, the Nobody will begin to emerge!