LINES

20.12.16

– PoS
casserole

– Is there a way to lock the screen of an Android mobile without turning off the display?

– Around a quarter of the trees in Chennai, approximately 1 lakh, have been felled by cyclone Vardah!

– Time for a Best of 2016:
Apps
Songs
Books
Movies
Events
Persons
Pictures
Quotes
Words

– Physical chemistry
Chemical physics?

– The opposite of contemplative is NOT active. It’s busy!
Contemplative:busy ~ 1:1
Work:leisure ~ 2.5:1
Leisure:indulgence ~ 2:1

– After every session of reading, write at least 3-5 lines of reflection.

– Distinguish:
Bloated
&
Full
When I fast, my stomach becomes so big!

– Know when, & learn how, to accept (present) defeat, so that you can (ultimately) win……

– When the divine spirit touches mud, GOD becomes irreversibly human!
And the mud becomes irretrievably divine when Man is born!

– Identify your main health problems and make changes in your everyday life accordingly (prevention & treatment).

– Holiness > health > happiness

– Material – more is less.
Spiritual – less is more

– Journaling Vs. Scripture
Meditation Vs. Prayer
Exercise Vs. Service

– Inherent aptitude + theoretical learning + practical experience = impact!

 21.12.16

– My name is Gen. 39:2!  🙂

– Salud

– Eray Öntas

– முறைகேடு

– Apps – Clean Master, SD Maid, Greenify

– Android setting – Turn off data during sleep (1 – 7 am)

– Get these apps for your life (not just your mobile)
Antivirus, junk cleaner, memory booster, battery doctor

– My health conditions – Nephrolithiasis + borderline GFR, knee & shoulder ligament tear/strain, allergy + wheezing, depression, ?Alopecia Areata (beard)

– Android setup:
Clean Master (RAM booster, junk cleaner, Antivirus, close apps on lock screen, boost charge), Android device manager (find my phone), SD Maid, close data connection during night sleep

– Christmas is not a day, it’s a season (at least a week)! 🙂
GLORY

– Be unapologetic about who you are. Always!

– I am being Called, to become more than a free/unique individual – a liberating/subversive force!
But that requires a new birth/death-resurrection……

READY?

22.12.16

– DON’T erase calendar items even after they’re done.
Color-coding – mark as done
Blue-collar & white-collar

– KYC
SIP
A parallel platform; An alternative movement
Interim relief
Daily intelligence briefing
Draft law
Debt funds
Tax credits
VAT
Octroi – is that an English word?!

I don’t know the meaning of all these terms! 😉

– Guidelines:
Beliefs >> values >> principles >> rules

– I am more of a scientist than an artist. But I am unhappy about that! I can’t master human life, by being the way I am……
Right?

– Demonitisation – the miscommunication & tension between the FM (Finance Ministry) and the RBI (Reserve Bank of India) is causing great distress to the common man!

– Is Modi a sincere PM, or a sinister politician, or both, or neither??

23.12.16

– Mobile money
Fool’s gold
From concept to scale
Distinguish:
Set-off (tax)
&
Sell-out (ethics)

– Five kinds of activities (to balance):
Chores
Study
Ministry
Personal
Relational

– If life is a picture, you need to distinguish the frame and the contents. And that’s not easy!

– Do you love your self?
Do you love your life?
Do you love your world?

– Tansform/save the world
Vs.
Praise GOD/love others

– Stare into the mirror, daily!

– The Jews had built another temple in Elephantine (Egypt), during the post-exilic period!
Distinguish:
Synagogue
&
Temple

– Israel (a theocratic nation) seeking imperial permission (from Persia) for resolving internal religious matters…!

– Economics & politics
Vs.
Religion & morality
A no-contest?!

– Prosperity in exile!
Texts, canons & versions
Alexandrian culture
History, culture & identity
A new self-consciousness in a pluralistic milieu
Edifying entertainments – legendary/heroic tales
The Eastern (Seleucid) & Western (Ptolemaic) Jewish diaspora. A small religious-ethnic people torn between two (or more) mighty empires!
Political expediency, economic advantage & cultural prestige
Competitive corruption
Bribing the king
Baal Shamem ~ Zeus Olympius
“Religious persecution was virtually unknown in antiquity”!
The story of Daniel is fictional, but the Maccabean revolt is not…
Hasmonean
Vs.
Hassidim
Essenes
Vs.
Pharisees
Putting words into God’s mouth
Apocryphon (singular)

– 3 approaches to the Bible:
Devotional, theological & critical

– After a landmark traumatic event like the Exodus, can you imagine a syncretism of Jewish and Egyptian cultures?!

– sublimewe (Saras)
An experiential learning game
Clarity regarding one’s calling in life
Deeply connecting with oneself & others – a genuine mutual space
Social structures & self-responsibility
Distinguishing (real) needs from (faulty) strategies
The antidote to hypocrisy, corruption & violence

– Are the most powerful people in this world merely puppets in the hands of greater forces??

– GOD – the great swirling vortex that is present in the midst of wherever 2 or 3 are gathered as one in the Name (me-we-us)!

– Spirit ~ attitude/mindset/disposition/ habitus
GOD – the Spirit of all spirits!
Spirit/GOD NOT equal to ‘anti-flesh’, just as energy is NOT equal to non-matter.
(I need the symbol for “not equal to”)

– Trinity – why did GOD reveal himself to Moses as “I AM” instead of “WE ARE”?
Montheism still remains at the very heart of Christianity.
Even the Trinity is essentially a tri-unity!

– Pro. 24:21-22
Should the Colombian people/state try this approach with the FARC rebels?!
(Is this the reason for the Nobel Peace Prize?)
Sometimes, the only way to ultimately fulfill the need for justice, is through the immediate scandal of unconditional reconciliation……

– Who is Chiara Lubich?
And what is the Focolare Movement?

24.12.16

– Time to make merry with some Christmas music! 🎄

– Could poor leadership be one of the root causes of the crisis our world is in today?
What could be done about this problem?

– Let Christmas be the Christian Jubilee!
“…and forgive us our sins, for we also forgive everyone who sins against us. And do not lead us into temptation.”
Luke 11:4 NET
+
“If, however, he is not redeemed in these ways, he must go free in the jubilee year, he and his children with him, because the Israelites are my own servants; they are my servants whom I brought out from the land of Egypt. I am the Lord your God.”
Leviticus 25:54‭-‬55 NET
Time to write off all the debts/sins between each other!
This Christmas season, I would like to extend an invitation for all of you, to be reconciled with all those people who’s relationship with you is strained or cut.
In the name of our newborn King,
AMEN.

– Double down

– Buckminster Fuller
Elisabeth Kubler Ross
Florence Scovel Shinn – “The Game of Life”
Spirituality of Unity
Nonviolent Communication (NVC)

– Why are you here, playing this game with these people?
What is this game all about?
How is it played?
The me-us-we
The fluffy, the trophy, the bell & the glass platform
Interjecting & reflecting

– The priest/pastor must also be fed the Elements by another!
Food (sacraments) ~ community (Communion) ~ gratitude (Eucharist)
Christmas is not meant to show that that baby alone was different/divine, but that every baby is the result of a Virgin birth!
Eating (food) without discerning the flesh & blood (of Christ) brings condemnation/judgment/death.
All societies/cultures are cannibalistic, this is revealed by Christianity, not as a criticism, but just as a reality to be faced & embraced…… Only those who have done this can be truly non-violent!
GOD shows us, through Christ, that we all live, by eating others and being eaten by others.

25.12.16

– Mahalo
J’adore

– Wish a very MERRY CHRISTMAS to all of you, friends! 🎄✨🍾🍷
Let us all remember today, to forget, and not forget to remember……
*ENJOY* 👏🏽

– Maybe the Crucifix has taken up too much of focus in Christian theology, and the crib needs to be restored to its rightful place.

– “My thought  was pulled in two different directions by the blood of the innocent crying out to God and by the blood of God’s Lamb offered for the guilty. How does one remain loyal both to the demand of the oppressed for justice and to the gift of forgiveness that the Crucified offered to the perpetrators? I felt caught between two betrayals—the betrayal of the suffering, exploited, and excluded,  and the betrayal of the very core of my faith. In a sense even more disturbingly, I felt that my very  faith was at odds with itself, divided between the God who delivers the needy and the God who abandons the Crucified, between the demand to bring about justice for the victims and the call to embrace the perpetrator.  I knew, of course, of easy ways to resolve this powerful tension. But I also knew that they were easy precisely because they were false.”
“…my desires, commitments, rebellions, resignations & uncertainties”

“Following the crucified One in a world of injustice, deception & violence…” – Miroslav Volf

26.12.16

– Capitalism & romance

– Know where to use “&” and where to use “and”

– Taking risks gives me a high!

– See the angel (the future YOU) in the marble (the present you), and carve (affirm & stretch) until you set her free, baby!

– Enslaved by my own (sharp/fixed) self-definitions! ;-(

– Synchronicity
Synergy
Aliveness
Trophy process
“Will you support me (as I seek to address my pain)?”
Tough love; Soft discipline
Receptivity & responsiveness
Innate knowledge & acquired ignorance
The compulsion to be free and the freedom to sacrifice
Self-liberation through identification with Christ

– Unlearning the garbage & remembering the truth

– Observing (attending, reflecting & empathizing), without reacting (interpreting, evaluating or judging).
Sounding board
Distinguishing thoughts & feelings
Articulating & tracking emotions
Emotive physicality
Breathing, heart-beat, temperature, paraesthesia, heaviness, restlessness
Recalling & expressing events, persons & situations
All your moods are welcome here!
Choice-making & Counseling

– Never apologize for (or hide) who you (really) are!
Stand your ground.
Stick to your guns.
Offence is the best form of defense.

28.12.16

– Mutual seduction of disciplines
Theological erotics
Political desires
Love – redefining desire & pleasure
“It engages risk at the point where the hope for salvation paradoxically endangers the safety of subjects—in particular, of theological subjects—by opening them to those transgressions of eros in which boundaries, once exceeded, become places of emerging possibility.
Is agape just sublimated eros?
Interrogating “given/self-evident truths”
The prior & unexpected Gift
Agape as giving love
Eros as possessing love
Faith as receptive love
Avoiding simple conflations
A relational construal of desire
Intersex
Erotic pieties
Premodern texts and their postmodern resonances
A discourse that is resistant to the hegemony of the normal
The androgynous/queer body of Christ
The Pauline corpus
Heterosexism and asexual theology
Startlingly rich & teasingly cloaked exchanges
Fascinatingly fluid subjectivities
Deification of the male monastic body
Errant

– Masculine violence – physical & verbal
Feminine violence – emotional & moral

– Self-violence – is there some form of masochism involved in any kind of behavior which seems altruistic?! If so, can it then be called ‘noble’??

– Holiness
Vs.
Health
Vs.
Happiness

1.1.17

– This culture makes people suffer, because it represses them.
I make people suffer, because I express them!

– Interior conviction + sheer abandon (Pope John Paul II) – my formula for 2017!
Theme song – “Rotten to the Core” by Sofia Carson, from the movie “The Descendants” (Referred by Zion Sridhar)

– New Year resolution – be punctual (never late). Prepare early and don’t rush.

– BBC – Big Stories 2016
CNN – Defining Moments 2016

– Choice-making & consequences
Curiosity & collaboration
Co-intelligence – the in-between GOD
Integrity, intimacy & intelligence
Appreciative inquiry
Unconditional acceptance
Empathic listening
Immersive communication
Panchakosha
Vipassana
Me/integrity/language,
Us/intimacy/sex,
We/intelligence/money
The interstitial/mutual space – tracing the aliveness of the inter- being from which the One-voice arises.
Negotiating the strings/matrices within & without.
Intra-, inter- & extra-

We ~ government + environment + commerce + culture + social relations
Me ~ consciousness + intellect + emotions + breath + body
Me + we = Sublime-us!
The birth of the Us-consciousness, intellect, emotions, breath & body
Integrating the Eastern & Western views of me & we in the process of the Sublime-us.
The theory emerging from the evolving practice/experience!
Introductory session:
1. Why am I here playing this game with these people?
2. What is this game?
3. How to play it?

– TATU

– Ferocity & tenacity
“My religion is conceptual clarity” – Saras
Players, participants & supporters
“Think global, act local”
Are we vibrating at the same frequency?
Worldview/wavelength
New Agey
“The Gospel According to Jesus” – Stephen Mitchell
“Ishmael” – Daniel Quinn
Limiting beliefs & beginner mindset
Fractals & scaling
Gross & subtle body
Navigate/negotiate
Preset intentions

3.1.17

– Silence – Scorsese is a Roman Catholic (who believes he is an) apostate!

– Savitribai Phule

4.1.17

– Co-created, co-owned & co-held
Assimilate, integrate & apply
Enact, embody, role-model
Neutral 3rd party
Threads/intentions

– “God is a circle whose center is everywhere and circumference nowhere.”   – Voltaire
(Referred by Ashok Daniel)
His presence is equally intense everywhere! No central & peripheral zones. And no limits, so nothing outside…

5.1.17

– Optimal strategy

6.1.17

– quorum
Justice of the peace
affidavit
Summary judgment
scalability

7.1.16

– Object-subject-agent
Pervert-transfigure
Actively courting submission
Postbiblical emplotment
Erotic transformation of the Cross
Prayerful fantasies and sadomasochistic disciplines
Subtle seduction & abusive tyranny
Justice/love & pleasure/freedom
“The dilemma is real: the desire for justice may seem at points to require the forcible constraint of the erotic, yet to foreclose on the inherent transgressiveness of eros is also to risk repressing the very potential for transformability that enables the emergence of new possibilities for justice, love, and pleasure within human community.”
Transgressiveness and transformability
Eroticism & creativity
Imagination & idealism
The false dichotomy of lust/flesh/pleroma & love/spirit/kenosis
Parabiblical figures
Productively disruptive potentiality
Divine becoming & human nature
Feminization of the deity
A fresh conceptualization of the transcendence encountered in the Other
Desexualize ~ antifeminine
The collapsing of pain/suffering & pleasure/ecstasy
Linear temporality
Vs.
Rhythmic sensuality
Salvific promise at the most intimate level of bodily passions
Subverting binaries
Eschatologically charged exegetical traditions
Engaging theology while refusing to be disciplined by it
Eroticizing the doctrine of GOD
Self-othering

– Sensory bombardment and spiritual bankruptcy

– GIF

– Kaddish
http://m.chabad.org/library/article_cdo/aid/371110/jewish/Text-of-the-Mourners-Kaddish.htm
The mourner and the rabbi

8.1.17

– Words of the year 2016
Post-truth
Surreal
Dumpster fire
2016
Paranoia
Xenophobia

9.1.17

– Terms of endearment
Live-blogging
Heavenly eros, platonic love & physical sex
“the indeterminacies of truth and power inherent to the politics of democracy.”
“downplaying the radicality of asceticizing eroticism”
Ancient Greek philosophy and the genealogy of Christian sex
Asceticism/philosophy/celibacy
Vs.
Everyday/rhetoric/sex
The idees reçues of the ancient world and their conflictual dynamics
Platonic Christianity
Socratic eroticism
Counter-political eros and the urban economy
Corporal culture
Aspasia/Pericles vs. Diotima/Socrates
Holy ~ asexual
Rhetoric: Philosophical vs. Base
Erotics beyond pleasure, procreation, commerce & political power
Homology
Group theory
Reembodying the disembodied

11.1.17

– I am very surprised that among this (apparently dumb) Chennai crowd, there are so many enthusiasts for a film festival of world arthouse cinema!

– Use debit card only for ATM cash withdrawals. For all other purchases (online, mobile wallet or PoS), use credit card (for Payback/Reward points).

12.1.17

– Sexual intelligence

– Material, moral and technical support
Special screening
Invitation & trust, core aliveness, unasked offerings
Christian shaman
Gifting culture, non-hierarchical relationality, rotating leadership

– Chennai International Film Festival (CIFF) – films I watched:

“Clash” (2016, Egypt)
Melting walls & shifting lines
Constructive trauma
White tragedy

“Fire at Sea” (2016, Italy)
Juxtaposition of opposites brings out universality!
Fire at sea – the song & the war, both within the same film which is about neither.
In this world, can there be any neutral ground, or is it possible to take just one side over against many others (not just one polar opposite)??

“Son of Saul” (2015, Hungary)
The dead son ‘saves’ the ‘living’ father……!
Putting ideals above persons – heroism or folly?
The smile says it all! Salvation is the only thing that matters. Humanity restored.

“Things to Come” (2016, France)
Only for those who love philosophy (like me)…?
Seeing difference as complementarity instead of contradiction. From disappointment to celebration.
Polarity >> electricity!
Solid teaching/home-making as the seed-bed of revolution
“I am a teacher. I don’t do politics!” – vocation is not primarily a response, but an expression.

“The Salesman” (2016, Iran)
GOD, shake us all, & wake us up! Anything is better than this comatose mediocrity…
The slap brings out the pent up tears. I am a masochist, & I am so glad I know. 🙂
The We playing in the me and the us.
Compare with “Sila Samayangalil”

“Sila Samayangalil” (2016, India)
Not that good.
Choices & consequences. Who is to blame? Wrong question?
Where is ideology/capitalism in all of this?
How could GOD/faith/spirituality make a difference?
Redeeming chance. Living in/with chaos without going mad with (dis-)ordering…

Did she “kill” him? 

“The Student” (2016, Russia)
WOW! Student vs. disciple = rebel/martyr/killer
Hmmm… I think the sinister & violent turn in his strategy/conduct spoils the realism and radicality of the religious challenge in the movie!
Where has theology gone?! When church, family & school have failed, what will the children do??
How do we use the Bible biblically?

Compare with “Ordet” & “Jimmy’s Hall” 

“Joker” (2016, India)
Not that great. Does it deserve the first prize. What about “விசாரணை”?
Who are the insane and who are the sane? Or does it only matter whether one is well-adjusted to the context?
Is idealism possible, without sentimentality or violence?

The heroine looks just like the girl next door! 😉 

“Load” (2016, Mexico)
Romantic! Gorgeous. But, that’s all. Unless it’s a true story…?
Christian faith vs. Pagan virtue
Did the medieval church really challenge the crown in the way it colonized the other?Dialogical evangelism! 

THOUGHTS

9.12.16

– Private logic Vs. Common sense 
Hidden purposes
Mistaken goals

Sense of equality & social interest

Unique worldview & lifestyle 

Imbibed values & acquired needs

Agenda & attitudes

Interpreting early memories

Unconscious decisions

Beliefs as working ideas

Mental blocks

Attainable assignments 

Consistent patterns & recurrent themes

Client-led therapy sessions

Self-discovery 

Non-verbal exercises 

Language ability 

Carers

What was your place/role in the family constellation?

Self-image & expectations 

10.12.16

– paronomasia

Private tunnel

– Who is Tetiana Aleksina? 😉
Do you really wanna know?
What if I don’t?
You’ll never know what you’re missing…

Isn’t that better?

11.12.16

– Too tired to relax??
NAH!

– Distinguish:
GOD (Being)
&
(Divine) Presence

– gala
Ground reportage
Policy analysis
Infographics

12.12.16

– Mini-series

13.12.16

– cat’s paw
paideia
mathesis
Ignorant outspokenness
Cowardly ambivalence
Social types & their political consequences
Argos
Homeric
Agora
Autourgos
Ekklesia
Thorubos
Soldier-leader
First citizens
Logos, nomos, aletheia
isegoria
Education vs. Sophistry
The problematization of democracy – equality & freedom; truth & power; speech & education
Institutions, practices & ideas
New questions that incite debates and induce crises
Humane & beneficient tyrant
Constitution & hierarchy
Megalopsychos
Personal virtues & political institutions
Aletheia vs. Doxa
Rational courage
The parrhesiastic figure & the care of the self
Socratic game
Illustrious, distinguished
Aptitude + education = success
Sparta vs. Athens
hoplite
The wisdom required to discern the true sage
Soul-testing
Personal formation
Solon
Giving an account of one’s life
Critical discourse vs. Examination of conscience
The intelligible form of one’s lifestyle – the harmonic relation between logos & bios
“basanos”
Chafe at learning
Trail of my integrity
Military wisdom & political courage
Ontological harmony
Dorian mode
genos & demos
Virtue – testing the relation of the interlocutor’s existence with truth
The vital place of advisors in any form of government
The art of statesmanship
The Cynic School
Priest Vs. Prophet
King vs. Sage
Philosophical truth & moral virtue
Aesthetics of the self
General schema & intermediate forms
Epicurean – relationships
Cynicism – politics
Stoicism – self
Clinical technai

– Truth-telling in relation to oneself is wisdom.
Truth-telling in relation to others is love.
Truth-telling in relation to power is justice.

14.12.16

– impersonation
Commercial & cultural ties
Foreign interns
Veiled message
Learning deficit
Enforcement Directorate
Cosmic dust
PETA
Local self-government bodies
Pastoralist
Agrarian economy
Conundrum in the dialogue >> pugnacious debates
Ethical ideologies
Conservation governance
Depredation by Western MNCs
Corrupted traditions
Aid packages
Normalizing ties
‘One-China Policy’
Cyclone Vardah
Ripple effects

– Can taming be done without any cruelty?

– Go offline (mobile & Internet) during fasting days!

– Include 30 Challenges for Enlightenment (High Existence) to my New Year Resolutions

– Third Isaiah
Self-styled
Isa. 63:16
Divisive internal struggle
Origin, identity & destiny
Geostrategic & socio-economic factors subsumed under religious & spiritual meanings
Communal efforts
Conflicts for redefinition
Collecting & editing >> composing!
Self-conscious reconstruction
Political stability through religious reform
Recontextualizing history
Decree of Cyrus
Second Temple Psalmody
Reinterpreting tradition
The normative story & the narrative law
Military colony

Escaping the trauma of conquest, through surrender

15.12.16

– Gymnosophists
Indo-Greek synthesis
Peregrinus
Heracles/Hercules
Ulysses/Odysseus
Self-cremation!
Spectacular, scandalous & provocative witnessing
Exemplifying > explaining
blazon
Life-knowledge
Doctrinal personification
Mythical personalities as philosophical modalities
Lives as canonical commentaries
Heroes > authors
Critical preaching
Impromptu public address
Autobiographical sermons
Christianity & Cynicism
Popular philosophy
A mode of life completely free of social institutions, political opinions, cultural norms & rules of law
Inversion of standards
Desacralizing customs
Fire worship
Sun vs. Son
Moral authority ~ spiritual power
turntable

– Eleutheria, Autarkeia – No enjoyment of freedom/liberty without the achievement of independence/self-sufficiency!

– Parrhesia
Vs.
Propaganda

– YouTube – persons becoming topics!

– uncial

16.12.16

–  National Pension System (NPS)
Behavioral therapy
Extinction of classical conditioning
Neutral stimulus
Exposure therapy
Systematic desensitization
Operant conditioning
Reward learning
Animal intelligence

– Parenthood (anticipation) anxiety ;-(
Alopecia areata (beard)

– Maya: (from World Wisdom)
“The Sovereign Good is real, the world is dream;
The dream-world has its roots in the Supreme,
Who casts His image in the endless sea
Of things that may be or that may not be.
The fabric of the Universe is made
Of rays and circles, or of light and shade;
It veils from us the Power’s burning Face
And unveils Beauty and Its saving Grace.”
— Frithjof Schuon
Theology, depth psychology & critical theory – all coming together in mystical spirituality.
This world is NOT necessary!
Things (including Christ) both reveal AND conceal (GOD) – this is essential for our salvation (to know, & not be destroyed).

– “When you were born, you cried and the world rejoiced.
Live your life in such a manner that when you die, the world cries and you rejoice!”
— American Indian Saying
Most people live in such a way that, when they die, they cry and the world rejoices!
The deadweights.
And what about those babies that are greeted by laments and regrets??
Remembering one’s beginning & ending is essential to live well in between. So never let all the noise & chaos get to you!
We need to recover the wisdom of the ancient indigenous (now mostly extinct!) peoples……
When Jesus died, most people did rejoice, right?? And didn’t he cry when he died?!

17.12.16

– “Pleased as man with men to dwell”
WOW! Am I (yet)…??

19.12.16

– Advent – preparing for the celebration!

– A confirmation sign from the sovereign one…

– Apodosis & protasis

– Higher logic

NEWS

29.11.16
– Diversity of opinions is good for self-education.

As long as the quality of the primary relationship is not negatively affected, I think anything (emotional, romantic, spiritual or sexual) is alright!

I think married people should give maximum freedom to their partners.

As love increases, fear decreases!

Self-control and (physical) safety measures are essential.

The more mature/responsible one is, the more freedom one is able to handle & share!

Adulthood is not a stage, but a never-ending process!
– Desire + discipline = motivation!
– Flesh/matter + spirit/energy = life/world/GOD!

Spirit does not mean non-material, but that which animates/gives life to, stuff.
– 1Pet. 5:7 – you cast and he cares or you care and he casts…

The opposite of anxious is not relaxed, but prayerful.

Let GOD do the worrying for you!
– “But blessed are your eyes, for they see. And blessed are your ears, for they hear.”

Visualizing & audializing

“The account of the mission ends with several remarks about joy.”

Rejoice ~ bless ~ glorify ~ praise ~ thank!

The pre-messianic, messianic & post-messianic age

Intelligent + humble = wise

Are you able to become a beginner, repeatedly?

Humble ~ open – honest ~ free ~ relaxed ~ unassuming

Unique flaws – the truth of our glorious imperfections!

Worldly fears

Vs.

Holy awe

Accepting God, myself, others & the world, just as they are!

Intelligent – humble = vain

Humble – intelligent = naïve

Be BOTH pure & mature!

GOD – Father-Lord

Reverence ~ indirect reference

Syntactical & conceptual similarities

What a great honor to live in such a time, at the fullness of this great revelation!

Blessed ~ happy ~ lucky ~ chosen ~ special ~ gifted

The highest is accessible only to the lowly.

Advent-waiting

Distinguish:

Imitate

&

Discern
– Distinguish:

Innocent

&

Gullible

Shrewd

&

Culpable
– darnedest

damnedest

Ego-contest

Skilling India

Hashtag

#I am Defiant

Football team killed in plane crash!
– Freedom/privacy/mobility

Vs.

Safety/survival/stability
– If I have to walk away from my family (wife & kids), would I be able?

Does this mean I am just human, or that I am a coward? Or are they both the same thing?!

Who knows what I would do under certain extraordinary conditions??
– Where are those soaring depths?
– Joint Parliamentary Committee (JPC)

30.11.16
– Can one be a slave to one’s own convictions?

Are there certain (rare) forms of slavery which are good??
– “Believing in the need to believe” & true content

Power configurations

Operative apparatuses & interpretive disciplines

The textuality of (the experiences & practices of) everyday life

Stratospheric/ethereal aesthetics

Dominant ideologies

Vs.

Alternative/divine ordering

Tactical resistances & reactionary micro-politics

Consciousness/perception & experience/representation

“Truth as the march of metaphors”

Religious models for postmodern philosophy

The aesthetics of (all) experience and aesthetic experience

The metamorphosis/rebirth of Theology
– Is anything really inanimate or essentially unconscious? Isn’t all matter pervaded by energy/spirit?
– Bio-hacking!

1.12.16
– Olympian

Ideas > techniques
– Everyday, stretch your (present) limits a little.
– How I treat my body ~ how we relate to each other ~ how man interacts with the environment
– Religion/philosophy >> spirituality/arts >> science/technology
– Instead of bringing the social & professional dimensions under the purview of the personal/inward life, we’ve got it all inverted and therefore become screwed up!
– How do you keep the fire burning inside, when it’s so cold outside?
– “Do you think the advertising you are doing, for ventures like 123, is ethical??” – X

“Well I’ve bypassed the cruel dungeon of ethics a long time ago. Most of the stuff in the world is not ethical and even the Universe is not ethical but complex. I don’t think in terms of good and evil anymore, but in terms of adding complexity….I dont intend to do this all my life but this is the path that I have to go through now and I’ve thought this through for a long long time…” – Y

“Ha ha ha! The cruel dungeon of ethics…… 😅😂

Ethics is an integral part of the complexity of life! Getting rid of it is only oversimplification. And ethics is not the same as dogmatic moralism…” – X
– The discipline of self-love

&

The love of self-discipline 
– Overextended empire

Extravagant propaganda of the Davidic dynasty

Partial restoration of a subsistence economy
– New Oxford Annotated Bible – was Sennacherib’s invasion of Jerusalem thwarted by the angel of the LORD, or was he pacified by a heavy tribute from Hezekiah??

Was Cyrus’s decree for the rebuilding of the Jerusalem temple just a part of his general policy of religious tolerance throughout the empire, or a consequence of a supernatural intervention?

The anonymous prophet known as ‘Second Isaiah’
– Post-exilic Judaism – without king or temple

Post-modern Christianity – ?
– 3 categories of Jews:

1. Those who were left in Judea

2. Exiles who stayed in Babylonia

2. Those who returned to Jerusalem

2.12.16
– Metacommunication
– “Your affectionate smile is like a sunflower 🌻 in my life! ☺”
– Keep the mid-week semi-off day a floating one!

Anywhere between Tuesday & Friday will be good.
– “His loss is irreplaceable, but his presence is always there. He is & always will be blessing you from heaven.” – X

“…that could be said of Jesus Christ also! But in a more profound & real way than for any other person

His presence & his absence exist together as a paradoxical experience now! And he is fully here, even more than when he was in the flesh, not just up in “heaven” somewhere. ”
– What is the meaning of “good” or “bad” when used to describe a job, and what do they mean when qualifying a boss?

Is being a Christian a “good” job? Is GOD a “good” boss?
– “AMEN! And return to CHRIST, not Christendom or Christianity.” – X

“But can Christ & Christianity be fully separated??

Isn’t the Bible & the Church (as tradition & community) also Christ (the person) mediated to us through Christianity (the religion)??” – Y

3.12.16
– “Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.

— Plato
“Vision without action is a daydream. 

Action without vision is a nightmare. 

— Japanese Proverb
Hmmm… sounds like something I might say!?

What do you do when you’re surrounded by fools, and most of your past is either a daydream or a nightmare?

Time to repent – both spiritually and contextually!

4.12.16
– Austerity measures
– “It was a beautiful mistake!” – from the movie “Captain Fantastic”
– I love you ~ I accept, respect, & care for, you!
– didgeridoo

stilted

hammy

kooky

mojo
– Breaking out

Coming out
– American exceptionalism

6.12.16
– cagey

craven

8.12.16
– From saving to investing

PENSEES

19.11.16

– “Show me your friends, & I will tell who you are.”

Hmmm… Who are my friends?? What is a “friend”?

Why don’t I befriend others?  ;-(

Am I lonely?

Can others call me their friend?

Can I call anyone else my friend?

I DO have friends! I just don’t know/believe it yet. I’m emotionally retarded, that’s all…… 😉

“I think I should warn you, you’re getting in deep, with the company you keep!” – Sinner to Jesus

(The Waiting)

21.11.16

– asterisk

– Hey… What happened to the monsoon rains this year?!

– Thinking

Vs.

Breathing

22.11.16

– Filled – by GOD, with the Holy Spirit, through the Practices

Spiritual life ~ moral power

Spiritual disciplines, fruit & gifts

The feedback & overlap between the means & results of the Filling!

– Praise & worship

Do you even know what this is anymore??

Should I try to reconnect with this side of my faith?

Distinguish:

Mysticism

&

Pietism

– “Giving thanks to God for each other”

Speaking to one another in songs

Making music in your hearts

Submitting to each other out of reverence for Christ

Wise ~ understanding ~ alert ~ opportunistic

Foolish – thoughtless, careless, distracted, dazed, grumbling, ungrateful, dumb, isolated, dissipated, etc.

Busy-bodies & the contemplative ~ futile activity & productive stillness

Ageing & death – finitude/unpredictability –> urgency/alertness.

Without death, this life would be an unbearable drudgery!

Holy Scripture is a (indispensable) resource for us to know GOD’S will through interpretation, and it is not to be seen as a plain/simple revelation of the mind of GOD that can be directly applied in any context.

Only if you care about something, will you then be motivated to try to understand it, in order to put it into practice.

Filled with the Spirit ~ being aware of the precariousness & therefore seriousness of life ~ making the most of every opportunity

Exposing the sham of their routines by living a radically different life in their midst.

Singing from your heart

Vs.

Consuming recorded music

“So watch your step. Use your head. These are desperate times!”

Keep your eyes peeled. Don’t fall asleep in your chair!

– The confusion of prayer & preaching – in fact, they are closely related!

23.11.16

– Non-canonical Scripture!

Holy writ – sacred ~ inspired ~ authoritative

Open canon

Written songs, sermons and prayers

Slave-scribes

Open letter

Circular letter

Non-verbal traditions

“de omnibus dubitandum”

Receive & pass on

Classroom participation, discussion section and written assignments

Eyewitnesses of the Word

“…that you might know the truth about the things you have been instructed”

Pseudepigrapha within the canon?!

Copy, collect, edit

Biographies of Jesus ~ memoirs of the Apostles

Direct interviews with reliable sources

scarab

Diatesaron

Mark ~ Peter; Luke ~ Paul; Matthew ~ Hebraic; John ~ Hellenistic

Pseudonymous; anonymous

Apocryphal, deuterocanonical & heretical

Doctrines of perdition

Seemly ~ comely ~ lovely

Paschal – Passover/Easter

Scrolls and codices

frenemies

proof-texting

– The only use in knowing and understanding the past (global history, personal psychoanalysis, religious traditions, etc.) is to make the most of your present, so that you can design your future to be better than your past!

23.11.16

– One of the greatest lessons of life is learning to know and respect limits, and to stretch them wisely…

– How do we know if we are “obeying GOD”?
What does it mean to “obey GOD”?
Is it the same as being true to oneself, loving others & making a difference in the world?

What about practising Christianity?

 

24.11.16

– Distinguish:
Tiredness
&
Laziness

– Creating something out of nothing, by using what is already available.

– Reprogram

– Curriculum:
Philosophy/theology + self-help/psychology + contextual awareness & response = spirituality/life!
How can you change the world (third) or know GOD (first), if you don’t work on improving yourself (second)?
Mysticism is included in the first.

– “The usefulness of the cup is its emptiness.” – Bruce Lee
Hmmm… “blessed are the poor in spirit”
Being filled with the Holy Spirit = being poor in material/financial terms?
Is it possible to be both rich & pure?
Generosity & simplicity always go together. So, one cannot exist without the other.

– Reproduction, adoption & Carbon foot-print

– Lessons from “The Four Horsemen” documentary:
1. Convert half of my investment (long-term savings) to gold.
2. Move out of city/metro. Live & work in tier-2 city or town/village. Come closer to Nature, away from over-crowding & pollution.
3. Find a via media in between the present status quo & “Captain Fantastic”. Seriously reconsider community-living with family, friends & fellowship. Total spirituality includes ecological (as opposed to techno-financial) economy.
4. Overcome dependence on current systems & institutions – government, labor market, banking, police, media, etc.
5. Each & all of us need to confront & address the challenges we face, both as persons & as a race/species – URGENTLY. Otherwise, we are doomed!

– de-lightenment

– Distinguish:
Human nature
&
Demonic ideology

– motherlode
tack

– Rooting & grounding life on earth-body-personal relationships, as opposed to techno-financial systems.

– But shouldn’t we also try to actively & directly fight against the forces that are destroying this planet & our souls?
No! I don’t think everyone is Called to do that. Most of us must focus on understanding the root causes of our current predicament and then formulate/execute alternative ways of life that counter the dominant trajectory. And some should stay within the systems of the status quo & try to reform them.
Which of these three roles is for me is a matter for guidance & discernment.

– The Kingdom is the power & principles of the King & his people. Right? Is there anything missing here?

– Noam Chomsky, Naomi Klein & Max Keiser

– Savings/investment:
Immediate – cash – half @ home, half in SB account
Medium-term – gold!
Long-term – community!!

– Every (occasional) episode of bingeing must be followed by (immediate) purging.

– Should I stop using music as background sound?
Noise reduction

– Go small, go local, go basic.

 

25.11.16

– ocellated

– The commons

– Earth ~ soil ~ roots

“Human” ~ humus!

– tetchy

skittish

– “Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetuer adipiscing elit”

Popular/high-sounding nonsense! 😉

– Social issues, personal struggles & abstract ideas

– When you make major life-choices, do you keep death (your and/or the world’s end) as a central factor in the decision-making process?

– “Return to forever”

26.11.16

– I must make it a point to write down my dreams as soon as I get up, before I do anything else!
I wish I could see & hear my dreams like a movie…

– I DON’T think I need to make radical changes to my life as a result of considering global threats like the ecological & financial crisis, culture wars, etc. Although I need to be aware of them so that I will be prepared to respond appropriately when necessary…

– Naomi Klein – beautiful, in every way (physical, intellectual & moral)!  🙂

– The power of rituals – set high standards & then mechanize yourself to reach them!
Will (spirit & heart) over mind (thoughts & feelings) over matter (body & stuff)

– Rowan told me that I should start an Ashram. I think that’s a valuable feedback I should take seriously!

– Top Spin Academy – the philosophy (metaphysics, ethics, politics & aesthetics) of ping pong!
How are the ‘vibrations’ like around this place?

– “Do you think the advertising you are doing, for ventures like CH, ethical??”
How can someone who has so much knowledge of the deep stuff still be so shallow in actual life?! How can someone so original & provocative in theory be so boring & conformist in practice?

– Do you know how to warm up and cool down your system?

– Prosaic poetry & poetic prose

27.11.16

– I am not your husband and I am not your brother!