Nuggets

30.6.14

– Maybe the 1 hour of silence & solitude (weekly) should be shifted to Sundays!

– The fundamental layer of everyday life is the contemplative attitude/approach/disposition (being present, open & willing). This must be maintained every single day without exception. The entire week must have this ‘Sabbath rhythm’.

– Why are my Sundays so (inwardly) hectic?! Don’t binge & purge, just relax & enjoy, Joe……

– The need to be needed is universal!

Necessity » significance

– Sighing, groaning & stretching – Nature, Man & Spirit!

– Movies:

Deep Blue See

Science, ethics & religion

Naturalism, humanism & individualism

Utilitarianism vs. categorical imperative

Despair & survival

Faith & struggle

Stress (personal) & conflict (social)

– Neither erotomania, nor megalomania nor altruism!

– What is love without the beloved?

What is faith without GOD?

What is hope without eternity?

– Can there ever be a flexible system? It seems to be either rigidity or chaos……

– The deontological seems to be the only sure basis for an effective & consistent utilitarianism!

Yes, Sabbath is made for man & not the other way around. But can man live well without paying any attention to the Sabbath command??

– The philosopher as therapist!

– Camp (adj.)

– Pastiche

– If I am a genius, I am a genius, I can’t help it. If I am not, I am not, & I can’t help that either!

1.7.14

– Vanya Rachel

Humanities: Four strands – Economics, Literature, Sociology (Development Studies), Philosophy.

1. Socrates – know cosmos » know yourself.

2. Start with contemporary issues

3. Introspection – self-examination – question of identity.

Critical Theory.

Ecology.

Politics.

Anthropology.

Religion.

Intellectual history.

History.

Communication.

Linguistics.

Cultural Studies.

2.7.14

– “The desire to achieve something is actually sin…work and production is a curse…Cain built the first city but Abraham was looking for a city who‘s architect and founder is God….God works and we just enjoy a sabbath way of being :)” – R

“Ha ha ha! Mmm……

I guess we all need something to work, fight & suffer for. Some worthy cause. Not out of GOD’s demand, but our own inner need for direction & purpose, & the realization of individual responsibility in the light of the current context (& the Passion of the Christ, of course!). It is a matter of how Sabbath-rest and labour/mission complement each other to give a holistic health & balance to our lives…”

“I think we can resolve the radical (& even violent) tension between inward contemplation (freedom of soul-self) and outward action (sociality of body-world), to a certain extent so that it doesn’t become destructive, by keeping them as two necessary levels of our life – the essential & the existential.”

“Something similar to your example during the last SFG meeting – our simultaneous existence at the level of awareness of the absolute liberating power of death, & the practical need to obey duly appointed & well functioning aithorities like the police. The former is definitely more important & necessary than the latter, but it (fortunately) does not always the contradict the latter!” – J

– We, as persons, differ from each other only in degree/proportion, not in quality/essence, right?

3.7.14

– “Fake event to work around calandar issue.”

– Maybe you are not paying enough attention to the details of the present moment (which alone is in your hands – the here & now!), & that’s why you’re succumbing to monotony (the illusion that every day is just the same).

– Maybe your pessimistic philosophy is caused by neurochemical imbalance in your brain!

Examine the psychology of the philosopher as a person, & the philosophy behind the psychologist’s theories…

28.6.14

Heat index (weather)

Approaches to any subject/topic – historical/developmental, philosophical/systematic/theoretical, psycho-social (critical/contextual), comparative-evaluative, practical-ethical, communication-linguistic, spiritual-theological, etc.

Darezhan Omirbayev – ideology vs. spirituality

Churlish

2.7.14

Distinguish:
Cultural Studies
&
Anthropology

Can the input of certain kinds of content alter the very structure of the mind?

Is the Christian neither stoic-activist (duty) nor epicurean-hedonist (desire), or is he both?

Indulgence must be short & fast. Rest must be long & slow. Work must be regular & flowing (neither fast nor slow). The first two are periodic.

Hour of prayer

Sport – somewhere in between the news & the movies. Watch it!

3 levels of learning:
Observing the teacher doing it
Practising the art under supervision
Becoming an independent practitioner

Reality, rationality & value

The truth of my meaning (accuracy of interpretation)
Vs.
The truth of what the author/text says (objective validity)

Vignettes

17.6.14

– Is there something deeper (than the superficiality I can see) in these people, or is this all there is to them??

How is it possible to be like this?!

– If you are living in the same house as some others, then you better share your life with them!

18.6.14

– Problematize

– MOOCS – Massive Open Online Courses

– Becoming is the bridge between being & doing!

– Book review – one book for the course as a whole; one to relate it with my faith; one for each core subject.

– Self-assignments!

– Should I watch one World Cup match everyday?

20.6.14

– The greatest evils are NOT committed by ‘selfish’ persons, but by those people who have sold their souls for a ‘higher cause’!

– Is it possible that the same Holy Spirit who inspired the Scriptures will say things to us which are contradictory to what He said in the biblical context?

– Philosophical theologians & theological philosophers

Dogmaticians & metaphysicians

– We are all born fundamentalists!

– “Hi, how are you?”

– Even the so-called need for novelty is a familiar fact!

21.6.14

– Movies:

Pervert’s Guide to Ideology

22.6.14

– Apotheosis

Apophatic

– Picaresque

– Albeit

– Maybe

– Self-denial, self-forgetfulness & self-giving

Sacrifice, worship & love

– Belief-pray-praise

Talk-eat-live

Show-share-shape

– Manna, the feeding of the five thousand & preaching

Passover, Crucifixion & Eucharist

23.6.14

– “The Prodigal son was a son first, but later he was willing to become a slave voluntarily and willingly to his father. The elder son was a rightful son but he was a forced slave (by himself) to his father when absolute freedom was available. He was like the pharisees. Then when father wants him to join the celebration he refuses. He refuses to be the son. It is the reverse. It is very sad. Dr. Commins, Baptist pastor US.” – A

“GOD does NOT want slaves (voluntary or involuntary)! Does GOD give us freedom just for us to surrender it back to Him??” – J

24.6.14

– Individualism/Humanism

Vs.

Selfism/Narcissism

– “Hi… Just some thoughts on our discussion about vocation:

I am glad that you are no longer fatalistic about your future, & have found your field of interest.

But isn’t Calling more than just doing what one likes?? What about the kind of structure/system that you are getting into – the corporate sector exists only for one reason – financial profit! And humans are just ‘resources’ used by the corporation/company to attain this goal. The question is does HR really care for the holistic well-being of the persons themselves, or just about ‘optimizing performance’ for the sake of the bottomline & stock value?

Is there any genuine concern for the wider society, & are any greater local/global issues addressed by the organization that you join, & by your work in particular?

Finally, how is your work related to the values of the Kingdom of GOD & the purposes of Christian mission? Is it for, against or neutral to the agenda of GOD’s operation in our world??”

– Mirror image ~ self concept

26.6.14

– Declare war on boredom, complacency & apathy!

Do only one thing at a time with intense focus. Make a gradual & smooth transition from one thing to another. Set apart a little time periodically to review & plan. Make up your mind (about the overall direction of your life) thoughtfully, & then stick to your guns!

– Monday – Friday: Green

Saturday: Orange

Sunday: Red

– Once in 3 months – outing (retreat or house-visit)

– Ignorance-deception-vanity,

Anxiety-apathy-compromise &

Indulgence-conceit-aggression.

27.6.14

– Distinguish:

Pain

&

Suffering

– Theology is the linguistic expression of our mimetic & methectic response to what we hear from GOD (the excess in our experience of ourselves & the world).

– Struggle, rest & celebrate

Vs.

Relax, indulge & frustrate

29.6.14

– Distinguish:

Individualism

&

Selfism

Narcissism

&

Solipsism

– Boredom + entertainment = depression!

– At the end of the Book of Job, why doesn’t GOD ‘explain’ to Job the reason for/meaning of his tragedy in terms of the heavenly court drama with the Devil?

– Life is not like a football match where your team wins or even loses. It is not just plain happiness or grief.

It is more like a match where the better team loses or a refereeing mistake determines the outcome of the game……

It is just frustrating & puzzling!

– Self-reliance without self-sufficiency.

Self-confidence without self-complacency.

Self-discipline without self-denial.

Self-sacrifice without selflessness.

Rantings

19.6.14

Distance education:
M.A. Philosophy – IGNOU
&
M.A. Christian Studies – Madras University

20.6.14

Patient assistance

Useful questions

Clearance reader

21.6.14

Freedom/struggle/truth
Vs.
Enjoyment/well-being/illusion

Ideologies are the secular religions!

Bourgeois
Vs.
Proletariat

What is ideology?

What is the (Lacanian) Real?

WWZS – What Would Zizek Say?

So have I, the adamant individualist, finally succumbed to the pressures of functionalism (both from within & without), and joined the mass of the institutionalised/domesticated (albeit by proxy)?

Uncovering the deeper logic, as opposed to reaching for a higher meaning……

Whatever happened to OWS??!

Movies:
Pervert’s Guide to Ideology

23.6.14

There is a kind of knowledge that is closer to wisdom, and there is a kind of knowledge that is far away from it…

Methics – the ethics of recreational drug use

Methexis – the relationship between actual objects and their corresponding (Platonic) forms/ideals. Participation.

24.6.14

Elitism/idealism
Vs.
Populism/pragmatism

25.6.14

This intractable boredom is a test of my resilience/tenacity! Will I fold easily? Or will I fight in a manner worthy of the Man?

Am I an academic (student/scholar/teacher/researcher)? Am I a medical doctor? Am I a Christian minister?
Or am I none of these things? Is there any other (new!) category into which I can fit? Should there always be a category into which each & every individual can/does fit?

The sage – neither scholar nor saint!
Can one be a good (even great!) thinker without being a trained philosopher?

Should I try to carve out my own unique, original niche, or should I try to fit myself into something that already exists in the world?
After all, isn’t it almost impossible (& hard as hell!), to try to live in this world as an individual without any structural support or classified identity?

26.6.14

Fix your mind on the details of the things at hand always, except during the contemplative periods when you can soar to get the eagle’s eye view of life.

There is no recorded Gospel according to Jesus!

Vanity of life – you have 2 options: Suicide or Spirituality!

There is only one categorical imperative – the 2nd commandment. The first is only the matrix or base for the second.

Self-conscious => self-confident
Self-sufficient => self-stretching
Self-complacency => self-discipline
Self-obsession => self-redemption

Weekdays (6 days a week): Foreground – do what will take you to where you want to reach in the long-term. Background – basic stuff you have to do.
Sabbath (Sundays) & vacation (1 month per year): relax, do whatever you like/want!

The Cross as negative revelation – the idoloclastic icon!

Globalization ~ Westernization ~ Christianization

27.6.14

Every human must have the enabling conditions to give him/her the freedom to choose what he/she will believe-seek & how he/she will live-love.

Cosmo-the-andric vision – If GOD himself is indwelling man & the world, then can they ever be destroyed?
Yes & No!

Primary questions – what, how & why.
Secondary questions – who, where & when.

Pensees

21.6.14
Next meeting – 28.6.14
Last meeting was cancelled because of Dr. Emma’s death (13.6.14)
My sharing about Abelraj
Rowan’s book presentation – “The Crucified God” – Jurgen Moltmann (1976)
“Theology of Hope”
From nominal Christian family
World War II – POW
Bible – Psalms – suffering servant
Mark’s Gospel – cry of dereliction
Auschwitz – Holocaust – hell on earth – GOD-talk in the light of this. Perspective of the victim – the crucified Christ
Influenced by Eli Wiesel, Ernst Blosch
Liberation theology (Latin America) influenced by this book. GOD of the poor.
Poverty – not just economic – powerlessness, marginalised, hopeless, helpless
Atheism in Europe. Why?
The godless GOD of the godless
1Cor. 1:18-25
The godlessness (alienation) within GOD – horror, death, pain, evil
The scandal of the Cross
One who can identify with our pathetic existence
The unapologetic revelation of the Cross
People wearing golden crosses
The Cross as a theory of salvation
The god of the philosophers
Philosophical theism & Christian atheism
The powers that be
Fear & harmony go together!
‘The art of dying’
Religiosity vs. Faith
Markan gospel – messianic secret. He is revealed as the Son of GOD only through his death!
Bizarre/absurd
No resurrection in Mark!
God does not need us, but wants to be with us – love-sacrifice! But we need GOD, and don’t want to be with Him – hate-suicide!
Hanging in between heaven/GOD & earth/man (rejected by both!) – crucifixion
NOT a martyr/hero
Methexis vs. Dialectic
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1. Material to prepare presentation, reflection & discussion of Crucified God:
Rowan’s handout & my notes
Beyond theism & atheism: Crucifixion scene from Pervert’s Guide to Ideology – 1:49:20 – 1:56:16
2. Meditate on final questions from retreat; follow-up email
Revise SFG commitments & give ultimatum/deadline to members!
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Notes:
Title & theme; ToC

HISTORICAL CONTEXT
‘Jewish theology after Auschwitz’. Elie Wiesel. the question about God for me has been identical with the cry of the victims for justice and the hunger of the perpetrators for a way back from the path of death.
The identity and relevance of Christian faith and action in the context of the 1960s when many were deserting the church.
Optimism of the early 1900s shattered! The sinking of the Titanic, World Wars, brutal totalitarian regimes, etc.
Death reigns through oppression, ignorance & apathy. The tragedy & horror of innocent suffering…
GOD so rarely seems to accomplish his will in the world. So often, GOD’s purpose, if it can be discerned, seems to be defeated. His redemptive presence is manifested, not as sovereign over history, but the one who picks up the pieces after the disasters of our time…
“Who is Jesus Christ, really, for us today?”
Only the scandal & mystery of the crucified GOD can resolve the problem of human suffering.
The more the church asserts it’s traditional dogmas & moral notions, the more irrelevant & unbelievable they become!

THEOLOGICAL CONTEXT
Crucifixion => resurrection
&
Theology of hope => Crucified God!
The temptation to sublate the Cross-passion in Resurrection-vindication.
– I began to see things with the eyes of the Christ dying
on the cross. whatever can stand before the face of the crucified Christ is true Christian theology. What cannot stand there must disappear. This is especially true of what we say about God. This cry of abandonment is either the end of every
theology and every religion, or it is the beginning of a truly
Christian theology—and that means a liberating theology. The
criticism that emanates from Christ’s cross exposes us theologians for what we are, like Job’s friends.
– But then I turned the question around, and instead of asking just what God means for us human beings in the cross of Christ, I asked too what this human cross of Christ means for God. What is manifested in the cross is God’s suffering of a passionate love for his lost creatures, a suffering prepared for sacrifice.
Resurrection as triumphalism (overcoming or eliminating suffering/evil)
Vs.
Resurrection as vindication of the Crucified One (solidarity with the oppressed => innocent sufferer/unjust persecution) as Son of GOD
There is an inner criterion of all theology, and of every church which claims to be Christian, and this criterion goes far beyond all political, ideological and psychological criticism from outside. It is the crucified Christ himself.
Appealing to the one who judges them most severely and liberates them most radically from lies and vanity, from the struggle for power and from fear. The churches, believers and theologians must be taken at their word. And this word is ‘the word of the cross’. It is the criterion of their truth, and therefore the criticism of their untruth.
The Christian church and Christian theology become relevant to the problems of the modern world only when they reveal the ‘hard core’ of their identity in the crucified Christ and through it are called into question, together with the society in which they live.
Either Jesus who was abandoned by God is the end of all theology or he is the beginning of a specifically Christian, and therefore critical and liberating, theology and life. The more the ‘cross of reality’ is taken seriously, the more the crucified Christ becomes the general criterion of theology.
Rather than sterile arguments about whether Jesus was “truly God” or “truly man,” which set the wrong framework, Christians should enter into dialogues with Jews about the meaning of “Messiah.” In that terrible hour, the very deity of God was at stake, and believers were forced toward a new and more nuanced concept of the divine.
I suffer, therefore I am.
Protest atheism (the freedom & dignity of man threatened by an omnipotent, impassible GOD) – Critical theory – under its aegis, criticism of the status quo became the substitute for faith in a heavenly judge.

METHOD
Luther’s ‘theologia crucis’ & ‘theologia gloria’ – ‘deus revelatus’ & ‘deus absconditus’ come together at the Cross! Contradiction & dialectic
To take up the theology of the cross today is to go beyond the limits of the doctrine of personal salvation and to inquire into the revolution needed in the concept of God. Who is God in the godforsaken cross of Christ? Inquire about the liberation of man and his new relationship to the reality of the demonic crisis in his society… To criticize and reform, and to develop it beyond a criticism of the church into a criticism of society.
Simple theism has proved inadequate. Together the cross and Resurrection drive us beyond even the monotheism revered in Christian heritage.
Revelation is not dogma or proposition but an event happening in contradiction; God is able to make use of whatever appears furthest from the divine. Dialectic Vs. Analogy.
A radical reformulation of God as beyond both theism and atheism.
Perhaps the word ‘hope’ brings with it a different set of associations for different people. Advertises some sort of lack in the present. Indeed, one might even speak of ‘contradiction’ here, for the future is a hope of glory, whereas the present state of the world appears as its diametrical opposite. Interplay of two opposite things.
Passibility/mutability/temporality vs. Impassibility/immutability/eternality of GOD

TRINITARIAN
Moreover, seeing the Trinity through the lens of the Cross not only clarifies the inner life of God but also marks a paradigm for the unfolding of earthly history toward its goal. Moltmann has adopted the term “panentheism” to navigate between the extremes of austere theism and shapeless pantheism.
The Father suffers the loss of the Son as the Son suffers death, but the Father himself does not die. Further, in their separation they are united, and out of the event of the cross comes the Spirit. Hence we have to do with a third person. He finds evidence of trinitarian activity in the cross (all 3 members of the Godhead participate in it!) – the way the Trinity opens itself out in time to embrace the extremities of God-forsakenness.

INCARNATIONAL
Moltmann has changed the central thrust of his theology without sacrificing its most vital element – passionate concern to alleviate the world’s suffering. The theme is nothing other than the explosive presence of the sighing, fighting & liberating Spirit in the midst of this life. A timely reminder to disillusioned visionaries! Takes the dark side of the human condition seriously and relates it to redemptive hope through the agony of GOD in the crucified Christ.
How can such identification take place within the God-forsakenness experienced by Jesus? The answer gives us the clue to God’s relation to the world. In that very God-forsakenness God comes to be present.
The problem of theodicy. The Cross is not only a revelation of what GOD has done for us, but who GOD really is (trinitarian, incarnational & eschatological being) and the depth of His involvement with the (suffering of our) world…
“Our cries in His cry” – theopaschitism

ESCHATOLOGICAL
The theological foundation for Christian hope is the raising of the crucified Christ . Anyone who develops a ‘theology of hope’ from this centre will be inescapably reminded of the other side of that foundation: the cross of the risen Christ. Hope without remembrance leads to illusion, just as, conversely, remembrance without hope can result in resignation.
Theology of Hope, that theology was itself worked out as an eschatologia crucis. Theology of Hope began with the resurrection of the crucified Christ, and I am now turning to look at the cross of the risen Christ. Unless it apprehends the pain of the negative, Christian hope cannot be realistic and liberating. it is intended to make the theology of hope more concrete, and to add the necessary power of resistance to its visions, & inspire to action.
‘Dangerous remembrance’ of the suffering and death of Christ.
Christology (the true/full revelation of Jesus’ identity) is completed only by eschatology – the messianic future of the New Creation. History is incomplete and hope (flowing out of the wellspring, that is the Cross) is the new/open future of endless possibilities that is dawning upon us…
The history and eschatology of Jesus the Jew who was crucified as a political rebel and a condemned blasphemer, and was raised by God.
Christian eschatology is an eschatology of the cross. the suffering of God in the Passion Story of the world. Connects the suffering of the cross with the suffering of the world.

PRACTICAL IMPLICATIONS FOR THE CHURCH/WORLD
Wherever Christian hope makes people active and leads them into the ‘creative discipleship’ of Christ, the contradictions and confutations of the world are painfully experienced. ‘When freedom is near the chains begin to chafe’. In a civilization that glorifies success and happiness and is blind to the sufferings of others, people’s eyes can be opened to the truth if they remember that at the centre of the Christian faith stands an unsuccessful, tormented Christ, dying in forsakenness. The recollection that God raised this crucified Christ and made him the hope of the world must lead the churches to break their alliances with the powerful and to enter into the solidarity of the humiliated.
Crucifixion is followed by resurrection for Christ, but for us who follow Him from the other side, faith/hope in resurrection leads to the praxis of crucifixion!
These martyrs are the seed of the resurrection of a new world. My own ‘dark night of the soul’. I came into contact with orders vowed to poverty and the mysticism of the cross… The community of the sufferers and the seek­ers is an open, inviting community!
The cross is not and cannot be loved. Yet only the crucified Christ can bring the freedom which changes the world because it is no longer afraid of death… Yet only when men are reminded of him, how­ever untimely this may be, can they be set free from the power of the facts of the present time, and from the laws and compulsions of history, and be offered a future which will never grow dark again.
It is not the experiences which are important, but the one who has been experienced in them.
The centre of my hope and resistance once again became that which, after all, is the driving force of all attempts to open up new horizons in society and the church: the cross of Christ.
Whether or not Christianity, in an alienated, divided and oppressive society, itself becomes alienated, divided and an accomplice of oppression…
Critical solidarity with our contemporaries.
Theistic religion has been the most susceptible to unholy alliances with autocratic regimes or mystical privatism.
Christian-Jewish relations.
Christian faith as political and as liberating.
Against long traditions which have domesticated the cross and disguised its violent and murderous character. Jesus as the witness who announces the reign of GOD in the midst of competing powers (state, religion, market, media, caste, race, class, etc.).
This is the most fundamental question of power. It points to an appreciation of human society as a community of those who differ; this leads to liberation from a death‑denying (a-pathetic) society into one which contradicts those powers which inflict death, and are opened to the future transforming not merely human society but also the cosmos.
The conference was not conceived as merely ‘retrieval’ but attempted to prompt an engagement with the theological challenge which is this book’s legacy.
“The knowledge of the cross brings a conflict of interest between God who has become man and man who wishes to become God…. God became man that dehumanized men might become true men. We become true men in the community of the triune (diverse, loving) & incarnate-crucified-resurrected (suffering and loving) God.”
Divine nature as saving righteousness & creative love. Destroy the conflicted border between oppressor & oppressed by uniting the divine judge with the hapless victim…
Trinity & eschatology are explored and explicated in order to teach us to bear the cross of the present in our discipleship and seek therein the liberation of humankind, which is the goal of God.
According to my conviction, scholarly theology has for its target the sermon. Alliance between theological reflection and call to action, and the attempt to discern and delineate the stark contours of biblical (as opposed to a purely natural) theology.
The prisoner experienced an inner conversion when he gave up hope of getting home soon, and in his yearning he rediscovered that deeper ‘hope against hope’.
The point of a theology of the cross, like a theology of hope, is to energize us in our witness. Luther had spoken of a theologia crucis, but for our day it must take the form of a social-political criticism.
Identification with the crucified Christ lies less in mystical, passive suffering, ingredient though that is in Christianity, than in active, imitative suffering.
“Political consciousness in every treatise of Christian theology … The church must develop a critical and self-conscious political theology.”
This is no crude despiritualizing politicization of Christian religion. On the contrary it expresses authentic Christian spirituality -the spirituality of the crucified Christ… stand against the gods of power and self-glorification which are idolatrously formative of our cultures? And do not the biblical texts themselves unfold their meaning to those who read them as a clarion call to suffer in the world for the cause of God? ‘Political hermeneutics’ of the gospel – missionary orientation.
Solidarity with, & promise of blessing/salvation to, the mendicant, the outcast & the lawless/irreligious/immoral!
Psychological liberation – the Cross leads man into ‘the history of God’ and this frees him for an acceptance & embrace of this human life which makes him capable of suffering well, and capable of loving the world.
This has immediate ramifications for the pastoral ministry of the Church.

Reflections:
Those who suffer are comforted, because their misery is redeemed in union with His Cross, and those who are happy are inspired to be compassionate (solidarity, sacrifice & service) toward the crucified.
Those who are unjustly persecuted can easily fall into a sense of self-superiority (& complacency, even euphoria!), because of their (relative) innocence!
3 responses to the crucifix:
Glorifying the gore as our glorious (penal substitutionary) atonement.
Turning away in disgust, and focusing instead on the empty cross of the risen one.
Deeply entering into the life-giving death of GOD, and thereby feeding on the heavenly Bread!
My depression and the desperate attempt to taste fulfilment/satisfaction through intentional living & vocational design. Moving from passive to active to vicarious suffering! Coward (self-protection, preservation & pleasing) => soldier (passion) => martyr (compassion)
Rich now + laughing now + content now – that’s NOT me! Woe to those who are ALL 3. Blessed are those who are poor, mournful AND hungering (for righteousness). Material, psychological & social prosperity TOGETHER are spiritually deadly! Prosperity (material)-comfort (physical)-complacency (psychological)-acceptance (social). But what about those who are in between?? In the area in which you are ‘rich’, you are to redeem it by giving to others (GOD in the ‘least of these’), & in the area in which you are ‘poor’, you are redeemed by receiving from GOD (the community of the faithful). Salvation = sharing all of life with GOD & others.
The scars on the resurrected Christ show that the Cross always remains real & relevant! Resurrection is not the cancellation or transcending of crucifixion, but the eternal affirmation & continuation of the divine passion!
Faith in the crucified GOD => freedom from fear of suffering-death => love of the poor => compassion/solidarity/service => sacrifice!
“The refusal to cease suffering” (to struggle faithfully – confront & resist throughout life, until death) is Christian victory! Conquering evil BY becoming its righteous victim…
Phil.3:10-11 – power/resurrection as a faith/hope becomes real/actual only in the fellowship of His suffering!
Philosophy vs. Ideology => theology!
The individual as a political entity! Authentic self-actualisation (realization + expression) is not possible without a right attitude & interaction with the powers that be in one’s context. Therefore, whether you are within the dominant systems or outside of them, they are nevertheless integral to you!
What about the wickedness of the world, as opposed to its suffering? Is there not a crying need for judgment as there is for compassion? Forgiveness, reconciliation & transformation of the wicked, in the passion of the Holy One!
Individual uniqueness does not define the what (end) of life, but only the how (means)!
Does the theology of the Cross produce a masochistic spirituality?

Thoughts

12.6.14

– Bard

– Back to school for the great fool!

– Is divine law an arbitrarily imposed ethic or a codified explication of the natural order?

– Hostility » tolerance » hospitality

– Is it possible to ‘use’ another human being or oneself, without ‘harming’ that person or oneself?

– The third party (in relational morality)

– If individual freedom is sacred, then am I not prohibited from denying any of my desires from being fulfilled?!

– Threats & offers in inter-personal dynamics

– Moral restriction & metaphysical safety

14.6.14

– Was Jesus a Christian?

– Maybe the caste issue that stalled my application for admission in Loyola College was providential! Now I am going to join dual degree by distance education……

– Emma Gonsalvez 1932 – 2014

RIP.

Murdered?!!

– When confronted be evil, we either fight or flee. Both are expressions of fear. Is there a third way (which is more fitting for the faithful)?

Yes… Stand!

– Soteriology – moving the emphasis from ‘sin’ to ‘evil’!

15.6.14

– “England player sturridge equalised 1-1 before half time and said ‘I love you JESUS’!”

“Mmm… So is this what Christian witness means da??”

– Movies:

“Woyzeck

” (German)
Suffering beyond despair!

“Rock On

” (Hindi)
If you are to chase your dreams, then you must come to grips with reality!

16.6.14

– Rekha Rodwittiya

The endeavour of focus

Personal politics

– Dear family… A kind request: When I am in my room and the door is closed, please understand that I am NOT to be disturbed. Do NOT push the door or barge in suddenly! Please knock and ask for me to respond or open. When I keep the door open, you can freely move in & out. OK?

PLEASE REPLY.

PEACE

– Straddling the 2 worlds of Church & University!

– The System is rigidly inefficient when you are seeking excellence, & when you need some flexibility for your own shortcomings, it is rigidly unforgiving!

But NOT always  😉

– If there is no marriage in heaven, then will we also be asexual?? If so, will we still be human?!

Lines

10.6.14

– Rue

– Personal identity is spiritual i.e. it is biological + psychological + relational + professional + cultural + political + MORE!

– Let’s see how long I can tolerate being a nobody in the eyes of the world……!

– Why don’t you have a PAN number (yet)?!

– Am I Called to be anonymous?

– In this world, is it possible for an individual to survive without a structural/systemic identity? Is this worth exploring?

– What is too close/deep can only be expressed, not examined…

– I guess I am trying to have the cake & eat it too! Maybe it’s time to repent…

10.6.14

Refreshed attentiveness to the material marvel of sensuous givenness

Taking for granted the fact that it is all granted

Manifestness/showing

Face-mask

A certain integrity & solidarity to mindful selving – the enfleshed becoming of the soul

The physiognomy of souls

Enthralled by ~ in thrall to

Ken

We have to be changed utterly, and not changed at all, changed into what we are, re-created into what we are to be.

No truth can ever be practiced before it is believed-loved first.

Speculative metaxology

Metaphysical cantos

Readings:
God & the Between by William Desmond – Preface & Introduction

Am I (trying to be) a renaissance man?

Butt

Cask

What we believe/love (& therefore how we live) is determined more by our own subjective constitution than by more apparently objective reasons…

Idio-

Meta-critical analysis
Meta-analysis

The metaphysics of finitude & the physics of infinity

The one who gave birth (Father-GOD) to you (son-Man), & even now still provides for/sustains you, gives his world into your hands to choose whether his will/desire is done or not……!

Ground of being ~ grain of the universe

Words

8.6.14

– Be politically incorrect!

Be a rebel, in your own way, even going against other contemporary (so-called) revolutionaries……

– Just find something else to try out!

– Mohallas

– Instantaneity

– Nissim Mannathukkaren

– T.M. Krishna

– Prophets as ‘naysayers’!

– Building frustration tolerance through sports

– Robert Flaherty

– “The World Before Her”

– Eponymous

– Mythology/biblical Studies (ancient) » Theology (medieval) » Philosophy (modern) » Critical Theory (post-modern)

– Movies:

Eyes Wide Shut

Sex, guilt & death – where is love in all of this?? What does marriage mean in this context?

9.6.14

– Buck the trend!

– Headhunters

– Passion for the field, professional competence & social skills

– My self + my world + my GOD = my life

– I am almost 35 years old, & I don’t even know what I am going to do in the future……!  😦

– Think. Pray. Love.

– Philosophy as inter-cultural & trans-religious theology

– Post-modern Platonism

– Should I stay completely outside the system?

Should I collaborate with the system as a freelancer?

Should I get into the system?

System – church, academia, NGOs etc.

– Should/can I compromise my identity (contemplative, maverick, autodidact) in order to fulfill the mission to meet a genuine need (education, philosophy, spirituality) in society?

– Am I wasting my life/burying my talents?

– Should I stop all formal ministry – fortnightly small group meetings?

– Maybe freedom (from making a living) is not without its disadvantages, after all!

– But what about the ordinary/lay people who are not in academia/seminary – who will teach/guide them??

But I am never again going after people to help/serve, when they themselves are not motivated by concern for their own growth!

– Passive seeker

– Does the shepherd need the sheep?

– Spirituality + philosophy = theology!

– I will live, believe & love among few others now. After I die, my spirit (life, words, etc.) will spread and work in & through many more……!

Scribbles

7.6.14

Dianoetic

Ethical selving

Metaxological

Shout-out

Chiaroscuro

Enabling repertoire of self-becoming

Agapeic, overdetermined origin

Power of affirmation

Milieu of the good

Pre-determined being

I never even imagined that I would become a pornography activist!

The goodness of being

Subtle constancies that emerge out of forms of being-together

Possibilize

William Desmond

Potencies & senses of being

Antinomy

The ethos of being

Being & the Between
Ethics & the Between
God & the Between

Idiotics
Agapeics

Philosophical systematics & religious poetics

Intimate universal

Counterfeit doubles

What we ought to be (now) is nothing qualitatively different from what are to be (ultimately)!

Porous boundaries

Self-mediation

Determinacy

New media

Attentive mindfulness of the other & self-determination

Transpersonal

Hyperboles of being

Conceptual possession & philosophical exorcism!

Passio essendi

mirabile dictu

Totalizer

De rigueur

Laicization

Determinate reconfigurations of the primal ethos

Ontological promise

Plurivocity

8.6.14

Conceptual colonisation of Christianity

Distinguish:
Objective
&
Absolute

Systematic completeness & dialectical negativity

“Thinking on the things themselves”

Traduce

Distinguish:
Freedom
&
Autonomy

Being out beyond

Claims of dubious grandeur

The self-encirclement & self-laceration of narcissism!

Friendly fire

Community of belief & true piety

Scholastic technique

Metaphysical astonishment

“Barbarism of reflection”

Fluid intermediacy

Default atheism

Intellectual seriousness & spiritual reverence

The matrix of value

From ratio to intellectus

Patience ~ passion

Mindful being

Strong intuition

Reaching beyond understanding & staying in mystery

The subject, the context & the object

Reconfigure/reimagine

Light, things, reflections & shadows

More than the whole

Etsi Deus non daretur

Postulatory finitism

Totalising discourses

Comportment

The open whole

Excess of being

Determinate & self-determining totality

Between contemplation & reflection

Constitutionally explorative

A plurivocal voice to sing forth the gift of being’s self-offer

Fundamental possibilities of minding & being

Familiality

Genuine knowledge of otherness manifest in human self-transcendence

The intelligibility of being as between

Vico

Vamp

Glissando

The poetic, rhetorical & encyclopaedic elements of philosophy

Surrender to equivocity
Unmediated difference

Ecotecture

Contributing to the very problems we aspire to solve!

Master-slave thought
Rescuing dialectics from univocity

Metaphysical structures
Our views of being

Ways of being in the world of things

Post-Cartesian
Post-Kantian
Post-Hegelian

Apotheosis

Nature as other-being

A superior transcendence
Vs.
Our own immanent self-transcendence

Ways to GOD

We must all continue to be influenced by diverse sources, and resist the temptation to bring others under the spell of our own mentors. This will result in a much more complementary/complimentary, rich & tensive community!

Furor

Putative

The indefinite, overdetermined primordial ethos

Intelligiblizing

A particular complex order/network of determinate happenings & relations

Dominant contemporary configurations

Elemental ontological resource

Perdure

Ephemeral gods

Precipitating occasion

Proofs (for the existence of GOD) as probes

A communicative sign, token, clue

The unconditioned as regulative ideal

9.6.14

There is a right way to scold, & a wrong way to scold

Forms of life

Being in relation (to the other)

Historical relativism

Religious being – our perplexity about the ultimate

The given/ontological/truth and the good/ethical/meaning

Determinate relations

“That it is at all”
“Coming to be”

Unearthing the presupposed & gazing into it

Mindful dwelling

Why should I always be doing something? Why can’t I just be someone?!

If I can already read & understand William Desmond, why should I study M.A. Philosophy in college and then teach others who don’t want to learn?

Unconditional demand
Conditional occurences

The hospitality of the ethos of being

Communicative, immanent signs

Complex fragility

Absolute charge

The pathway of inwardness

Original givenness

Within the immanent exigence of the ethical (the call of the Good)

Object => desire, then desire => object

Ground of the ethos

Categories & arguments

Enabling resources of intelligence & value

Totality of finite determinations or a self-determining totality

Constitutive openness

Double call on our mindfulness – ontological exploration of what is given in immanence and a metaphysical transcending in immanence to what exceeds any totalized immanence.

The transcendent as the ground (source/basis) of the immanent

Unremitting immanence

The middle

The whole – the totality of immanent being

Ontological endowment

The origin/the beyond

Thinking from the midst

Sublationary infinitism

The borderline between the finite & the infinite

Signs of transcendence within immanence – hyperboles of
being

The “too muchness” of immanent being

Demur

Between object & subject

The middle way

Conceptual hubris

Rational idols
Counterfeit doubles

A new poverty of philosophy

Listening to the voices of important others

Metaxological metaphysician

Metaphysical therapy

Thinking of GOD > the meaning of being

Onto-theology & divine revelation

Metaxu + logos

…our efforts to make intelligible sense of our being in the midst of things.

Fundamental senses always already at work

GOD (transcendent source) => primal ethos (immanent being/Word) => secondary ethos (Man)

Rich singularity, intricate communications, and complex intermediations

Given metaxological community of being

Immanent articulation of transcendent communications

The fourfold sense of being

Love:
Self including the other
Cancelling the self for the sake of the other
Self & other held together in GOD

The supreme form of an encompassing self-mediation of the whole that includes all differences within itself.

The irreducible pluralism of intermediations

The all-inclusive self-mediation of dialectical-speculative totality

The immanent between & the transcendent between

What happens when the teacher himself later cancels out all his former teachings?! What do the disciples do then?? They must choose between following the teachings & loving the teacher……!

Universal impermanence

Porous passing beyond

Multiple differences & mediations

Stirring constancies

Holism

Enigmatic origin

Ultimate transcendence as other to the immanent between

The effort to articulate what the fullest senses of being communicate

Metaxological systematics

A disciplined understanding of enabling connections… interplays exceeding the closure of every whole on itself!

I am NOT one of you, folks!

Original porosity – passion of being => religious poetics => artistic expression => philosophical systematics

A being between
A medium of passage

Religious being => being religious

The extremes of religiosity might find itself called to the impossible finesse of prophetic mindfulness or mystical love.

Coming to be

Tutelary divinity

From now onwards, my inward life (& intimate love) alone will be proactive, & all other aspects like chores, ministry will only be reactive.

Immanent openness to otherness and metaphysical hospitality to transcendence

The idiocy of being
The incarnate glory of aesthetic happening

Contingency & finitude

Self-surpassing
Self-overcoming
Self-transcending

Passion => compassion
Laughter => style

Passion as intensive intimacy

Gifted

Beyond (& beneath) method/technique

Ineluctable singularity

Uniqueness ~ idiosyncrasy ~ eccentricity!

Musings

25.5.14

– The lawless Law-giver

– Turnstiles

– Love = attention

– Tinsel

– KFI, Shantiniketan, Vidya Vanam

– DUB

– So you are taking full advantage of their unconditional acceptance and therefore you’re gonna push the limits of tolerance… Right?!

– Independent education

Distinguish:

Casual

&

Informal

– Stay young @ heart, forever!

– Enquire, examine, explore, experiment, evolve!

– Movies:

Zodiac

Was his investigation worth it, especially because of what he had to do to his family?

Sometimes you just MUST do something, irrespective of the pros & cons!

27.5.14

– The eternal-universal-essential

– Critical ~ vital

– Reactualize!

– Comic theory, tragic subjectivity & theological revolt

– Revolutionary ~ subversive ~ transgressive!

– Genealogical approach

– Metacritical history

– Doctrine of univocity

– Theory, ideology & culture

28.5.14

– Distinguish:

Detachment

&

Indifference

Is it possible to be impassive & compassionate?

– Gen.17:17 – the Father of Faith!

– The basic skeletal structure must be maintained even on the (alternate) freak-out days. But on the 1 out of 7 days (weekly Sabbath) – even that can be discarded and you can experience total chaos!!  😉

– The doctrine of divine sovereignty & the scandal of match-fixing

30.5.14

– Why/how are some persons entirely different from their background?!

ASHOK

– Gentle, pious & lovable father. Inspiration in music.

– Liked Chemistry & Physics

– Worship music

Youth ministry

– Reserved person

Stage fear

– Rich Mullins

Steven Curtis Chapman

Impressed by personal testimonies

– Gaining confidence, developing skill, new exposures

– Gospel of Grace

– Abelraj & Epistle to Romans

– Passionate about reading Bible

– Martin Luther biography

– Parenting & theology

– My response – when you pursue any desire or goal beyond a certain extent (extreme), it becomes dangerous & destructive – that is called passion or excellence!

Balanced people maybe healthy, but they are also mediocre…

31.5.14

– “I just wanted to make things better between us.”

– Nobody knows just how close we both came to divorce and this retreat might never have happened!

Maybe even we both don’t know……

– The spectre of embarrassment

– Carlo & Gracie

Sharyl & Joel

– Why does he want to kill her? Because he hates her.

Why does he hate her? Because she hates him.

Why does she hate him?

– Can one be asexual and fully human?

– Is the Cross the glorification of ignominy?

– I’m gonna write my own marital vows. I’m gonna make a new religion for myself……

– Etiquette

Vs.

Ethicality

– Even in this retreat, what would happen if each of us let go of our usual inhibitions and freely expressed our feelings?

– Into the Wild

– The desire for happiness/meaning

&

The pursuit of truth/GOD

– The bio-psycho-spiritual (individual/internal/subjective) – the GOD within

Vs.

The religio-moral-cultural (social/external/objective) – the GOD without

– What is the right balance between:

What you ought to do now (to get to where you ultimately wanna be)

&

What you would like to do now (for its own sake)

– How can the certainty of death help us to live well now? How does this affect how we answer the previous 2 questions?

– The kingdom of God IS withIN you!

– Eastern religions are better for individual spirituality, & the Judeo-Christian tradition is better for public theology. So how does one handle this problem?

– I think I should make the SFG meeting & online conference once a month. Informal one-to-one mertings can be encouraged. Continue the annual (3-day) retreat.

Any (formal) ministry activity over & above this would be shit. I should also start visiting people (annual) in my inner circle, especially those in the mission field.

2.6.14

– Saving the world

Vs.

Not killing people

Becoming the evil we fight!

– GOD in the other is the counterpoint to the GOD in me! Objectivity through dialogue.

– Person > life > things

Things » life » persons

– Materialist spirituality

Secular theology

– Supposit

– Explananda

– Movies:

X-men – Days of Future Past

Eternity, atonement & Parousia – the Coming One! Since there is One who comes to us from the Future, we are delivered from being controlled by the Past…

If you only knew what kind of future this way leads to, then you would repent & change the past!

Identify GOD, Satan, Christ, Church, World, etc.

– A fortiori

– Civil religion

– Compare:

The false,

The ugly

&

The evil

– Michael Card

– Books:

Siddhartha by Herman Hesse

3.6.14

– How contemplatives can contribute to activists, & vice versa?

– Distinguish:

Speculation

&

Contemplation

– Intuition, instinct & impulse

– All theology is contextual (personal & social), including biblical/canonical theology!

– Cash for votes

– Mmm… Coercion can be internal (sex drive) or external (peer pressure), for (hypersexual culture) or against (conventional morality). But it is always bad!

It is amazing how the line between freedom & slavery is so thin/blurred!!

– When 2 (or more) adults use each other mutually, voluntarily & occasionally for pleasure (sexual, psychological, etc.), is it ‘loving’ (to oneself & the other)??

– The problem of pleasure is no less serious than the problem of suffering! Both have to be made meaningful, if they are to be kept from ‘breaking bad’…

4.6.14

– Searing

– Undersecretary

– There are realms of human life (like sex, business, politics, etc.) where words like “love” (which are more personal & relational – family, marriage, fellowship, friendship) become irrelevant. In such cases, the word “justice” is more appropriate & effective in ensuring moral conduct.

Moving from mere sentimentality to genuine ethicality…!

Priorities in tension:

People

Vs.

Principles

Interconnected, but not identical. Converging, but also diverging!

– Grape juice, milk & honey

– Creative ~ traumatic ~ subversive!

– It is amazing how the same action could come out of either spiritual liberty or bondage!

– I think the main point of the movie “Between Us” is the fact of human brokenness, & the real challenge is not to overcome or conquer sin/evil (pride, bitterness, failure, etc.), but to stay human in the midst of the Fall!

Religion/wealth (Joel), family/marriage (Sharyl), career/success (Carlo), service/morality (Gracie) are all failed saviours! But it takes guts to realize & accept this truth, only then can we survive ourselves…

– Eleazar – martyrdom, not for the sake of certain ancient laws & ancestral customs (against paganism), but for the fundamental human right/freedom of faith & conscience (against tyranny)!

– Is your philosophy able to face & survive the horrors of this world??

– Exhortation to apostasy!

– Is (your) life beautiful, terrible or bland?

– Encomium

– Should I rebuke Vivi for discouraging my mother from attending the retreat?

– If we maintain our humanity in the Fall, then we will become divine when GOD finally annuls the Fall!

– What does hagiography have to do with erotics?

– De-tabooing sexuality & thereby liberating man!

– I don’t like people who drag their feet while walking

– Is it possible that one achieves more through one’s death than through an entire lifetime of work?

– Just stop thinking/reflecting, & start sensing/perceiving for a while!

– When someone compels you for anything, that means they need you. So GOD never nags!

– Religion & culture

Morality & the brain

Philosophy & economics

5.6.14

– Red letter day

– man Friday

– Evince

– “Theory praxis” – that’s a good name for what I (try to) do!

– Living > loving > knowing

– Distinguish:

Anarchist

&

Anti-social

Personalist

&

Individualist

– I need to sharpen the general norm by being the exception (‘rarest of the rare’) !

– Individualism:

Selfishness & originality

Creativity & immorality

– Is sexual freedom essential for spiritual growth?

– How do you approach ‘constitutional problems’?

6.6.14

– The selfishness in altruism &

The altruism in selfishness.

What is love??

Is it to sacrifice your own desires for the sake of the other or to unite your will with another’s?

7.6.14

– Concept & reality

– Elide

– The Protestant impulse & the postmodern spirit

Anti-theological theology!

– Curry (v.)

– Vernacular

– Knowing who GOD is

Vs.

Getting as much as we can from GOD

Vs.

Doing as much as we can for GOD

– The never-ending exploration of, & fascination with, the divine mystery, as worship.

– No Son, no Father.

No Father, no Son.

– Rev.3:12 – tridimensional identity – Naming!

– If identity is radically & totally relational, then isn’t the individual held hostage to historical-social dynamics? And without individual freedom how can there be any (cultural or political) reform/progress?

I am a medical doctor » I am Salome’s husband » I am Immanuel Joseph!

– The diversity within unity – radical otherness IN the self!

– Ps.27:1 – academics & faith

– Particularity & universality

– The eternal implications of historic encounters

– Designer GOD

– “Who does this man think he is?”

– The humour of Jesus

– A lay person who teaches seminarians!

– Gradually & stutteringly coming to faith

– The son is equal to the father!

– The Father is the God OF Jesus.

The Christ is the son OF God.

The Holy Spirit is the spirit OF GOD (the Father & the Son)

– The stone is rolled away, not to let Jesus out, but to let us in!

– The new/higher dimension includes the old/lower, but not vice-versa!

– “The clouds”

– Pneumatology is the key to contemporary theology!

– The Spirit upon, with & in the faithful

– Distinguish:

Chastening

&

Retribution

– The 2 persons united as one composite unit by the 3rd entity – Love!

– Uncomprehension & misapprehension

– In the name (not names) of (the triune) God

– Mas. » Dr. » Mr.

– Jesus spoke much more to GOD than the other way around!

– Personality includes relationality, but exceeds it!

– 1Jn.1:1-3

– Shared life/being/substance

– The Athanasian Creed

– Eternal generation/procession

– Planting sublime desires

– (Spiritual) identity:

Personal, relational & public

– Ubuntu

– One what & three whos

– The Church (& marriage/family) as the best illustration of the Trinity!

– Good theology & bad grammar!

– Godhead ~ mankind

– Woman – an after-act, not afterthought!

– Trinity, gender & sexuality

– The Christian community has abdicated its role in the process of legislation to the secular state

– The revelation of the personal nature of entities usually considered to be impersonal!

– Univocity, equivocity & analogy

– Does (the reality of) GOD overflow the (concept of) Trinity?

– GOD is known partly & unknown largely

– Worshipping the transcendent & loving the immanent GOD

– Before the creation of the material world, there is no time.

– Freedom:

Voluntarism

Vs.

Essentialism

– Is GOD completely/absolutely ‘free’?!

– Sevenfold