Category: Uncategorized

14.10.22

The anti-semitism of the Jews
Aryanism as a subaltern perspective
The social preference for serial over unique objects
The anti/supra-individual experience
The irrelevance of “rights”
The factory/industry as museum of the future
Machine-art
Modern technology as total artwork

marque
Back-formation

The cinema Vs. The theater

15.10.22

The post-historical condition

“How can you see the stars from that far down?”
Silence + lyrics + music =>> song!
Let your breath speak!

17.10.22

The thinker is also (just another) thought!

An already enlightened person striving to be liberated – everything’s just for fun!

Move-ing from moment to moment

“Silence is the answer!” – now, do you get it?

Silence ~ energy ~ action

Words, without emotions or images

21.10.22

“The Light Between Oceans” – Janus is the main character.
“Yellowjackets” – Moon Homecoming ~ Doomcoming!
“It’s a skin-suit.” – “The Man Who Fell to Earth”
“Too Old To Die Young” – Mid-life crisis

22.10.22

I have designed my own womb
“Only feel the night – DREAM!”
Enjoying the wait?

“I know the pieces fit” – Tool
“Break free from reality” – Angelus Apatrida
“Living energy” – UGK

phat ass
Yeah! THIS is a flop
Sorry Angel on Mubi @ 38:26

Bio-centric eco-fiction trilogy
Is Timothy Morton a hyper-object?
Plant entelechy

Did you watch what was showing/running on the screen?
“Love yourself” – do you remember where, when and how you saw that?
Eroto-eco-critical-theory

Sound art – whale sounds in Gojira

23.10.22

“He’s doing what he does” – On Virat Kohli
“I’m not here, this isn’t happening!” – Radiohead
Who’s Bojana Jovanovic?

24.10.22

But what if extinction (species) is integral to evolution (Nature)?!
Can this ever/even be remembered?
Anti-sentimental scepticism

Sheet-leest
Spiritual deception ~ philosophical trauma
Transcendental disillusionment

Deliberately constructed conscious rhetorical choices – socially aware, and gendered narratives that threaten to disintegrate when forcing the authors’ deep fears of Nature to kick in – narrators’ rhetoric ultimately strays from the deliberateness of the narratives due to the severity of nature they encounter.
Look into the distant past and remote future, to get some idea of where we are today – the world always ever IS the SAME! The eternal situation of Dasein
Unspoiled ~ untamed ~ unknown

Brutally honest opinions – sexist, racist & elitist… fickleness Nature
What’s the relationship between light, time & space?
The setting as actor

Encounter, describe & create realities
dangerous but purifying . . . violent, unbalanced, improvisatory, [and] dynamic – all this and more!
“she travelled about a fortnight, on horseback, under the direction of a hired guide, with frequent risks of life and limb, and sometimes without food or shelter for many miles” – the Devil’s protection, provision & guidance

Amoral ~ dark ~ demonic ~ evil?
Her straightfaced stance . . . is that she must try to survive in spite of accommodations
picaro ~ rogue – literary, colonized and domesticated, ‘urbanized,’ dangerous, comic, practical, and amoral – my journal’s picaresque affinities virtually require her to downplay the dangers and emphasize her native wit and courage

Scream + emo = screamo-punk
Metaphorically and physically getting lost in the smomp (smoke + fog + swamp + Night)
Inclement whether

Name ~ shame ~ fame
The lost guide
and the last fatiguing leg of the journey eventually reveal a narrator who has lost her picaresque jauntiness and rhetorical bravado in increasingly terse, straightforward journal entries as……

Meta-documentary – Werner Herzog on Timothy Treadwell
horsefall
My fears and fatigues prevented my here taking any particular observation

Taking language to the very edge of silence
Formally intimate and bawdy content
Articulating 2 separate versions for 2 different audiences

Into some semblance of order
Great Dismal Swamp
…the ravages of time and nature left Byrd’s survey line “vague”, because the line was marked only on trees, and in time, disappeared – Nature resists surveying.

Because of an eroding spit of sand, the surveyors cannot agree on the starting point
Colonials read swampland as unattained capital, an outward sign of social decay
Covered with impenetrable thickets and hostile beaver dams

Fatigued, lost or dead horsemanship
horndog
Come for a cuddle

squaw
prat
Breton friend

Why should I have to speak?
“Don’t blame me.” “I don’t judge you.”
“Promise me, you’ll learn to sully beauty, my friend”

Detourner
Jacques & Arthur will like each other
“Love is the perfect prison” – Wilson Fisk

26.10.22

Mind/thought/culture ~ fear/time/self
Film courage
Watch porn when sober, and serial when stoned

Negative ecologies
Literary ecologies
Abstract ecologies

hedgestakes
D. H. Lawrence’s Foreword to “All Things Are Possible” by Leo Shestov
“A primal scream is the only satisfying release”

Vociferously objected to a pacific seminar
Harry Heine the Thinking Devil, just like Willy Fisk
Saint-Simonianism

27.10.22

well-head
excentric
At the Edge of Being Human: Liminality in Free Meter Hymnic Poetry (Goethe, Hölderlin, Nietzsche, Rilke)

manorial
backlist
Strangely Protean canards

Unique brand of droll self-mockery
Post-Romantic self-consciousness
Heinrich’s “Heine” – “his noisy and assertive reticence about himself has a particular kind of ominous eloquence”

This feels somewhat like (reading) Lautreamont’s poetry!
Pearls before swine ~ my shit before people
twit

The poetics of breathing
It argues that for Shestov, escape from the limits of rationalist Enlightenment thought comes from maintaining an insomniac vigilance in the face of the spiritual night to which his century appeared condemned.
In signaling a breakout from the academic rut and its repressive hold, their interventions advanced critical alternatives for moving beyond the predicament of an ossified institutionalized way of doing philosophy whose traumatizing consequences could no longer be ignored.

Invented laws as “eternal truths”
belied
Materially unprofitable and socially dangerous ideas

Think, suffer & die
fly-leaf
Morality, family, money ~ order, work, harmony ~ humanity, reason, fear

Do the right thing…… for your family!

28.10.22

The Nothing Ear 1
engodded – eternal martyrdom
Kantara – A Legend (2022) – Superstition Vs. Shamanism

The snake has swallowed its own tail – I had a huge vagina – dream or vision?
In order to put life/body/spirit over thought/mind/world, you need the help of the intellect/wisdom/philosophy, unless you’re an exceptional genius!

29.10.22

Distinguish:
Wow
Om
&
wOh!
Tartar
She likes cock too… Cocteau?

“I wanna give you more than I’ve got”

30.10.22

Everything is equally impossible and possible
Satan is crucified on the cross of pleasure
Your silliness turns me off, baby! 🤨

The cemetery business
Asinine patience
augur (n.)

“I can see I’m going blind”
“Let the world perish, let philosophy be”
calf-rapture

31.10.22

Dark, darker, darkest!
Evil careers
Sadism & surrealism

Is what I am watching, actually cannibalism?!
Mystical associations, visionary dreams, decadent fantasies
reliquary

demonomania
Enlightenment rationality, bourgeois morality, Christian prudery, capitalist work-ethic
Crimes of magic

Methods of transmutation
spagyric
Papal bulls

Hermetic science
Confounding turpitude
The unforgivable sin of deceiving GOD

oubliette, immurement
gibbet
infamatio

Gilles de Rais crosses himself! ✝️
blanched
Felicien Rops

Sublimated ordure
Cerebral erethism
Morose delectation

Demonic hysteria, mental masturbation
Singular mystery, carnal outcries
Dragoon

Savage humor
Rutting humanity
hunches

Falstaffian jollity
tightwad, cupidity, breeches
fulgurate

carunculated
strappado
aquiline

nohow
Whore of Babylon ~ Queen slut ~ She-Lucifer
jack-screw

Fawning fauns
roisterer
Dispiteous kisses

scabrous
Satan ~ Serpent ~ Eve ~ Woman
Witches’ sabbath

Dirty-rich
hieratic
lucubration

Breton
uprear
preachment

mandrake, hippomanes
thyrsus
venery

satyriasis
flouncey
Diaboliques ~ Satanique

chancery
dilatory
crone

frontispiece
wheedle
Dantesque

grimoire
Unspeakable confessions
The goal is NOT maximum pleasure!

Do we have sex, because you love me, or because you love sex?
Pitbull terrier
Beautiful twist of fate

How can you possibly remember the future? I can help you understand!
Impossibility is nothing but extreme improbability

1.11.22

Foreplay forever!
jalopy
biotope

New mad meanings
The nihilistic mystic
demagination

ballast

3.11.22

Unique one ~ ownness ~ self-possession
Motive impulse
From ethical personalism to dissident individualism

Critical turbulence
Johann Caspar Schmidt
Desultory life

Invincible reserve
Maybe reality is really frivolous!?
Inexcusable vulgarity

Male intellectuals ~ debauched women
Marie Dahnhardt ~ Salome Divya
The banter of the witnesses made good the absence of choir and congregation, and with fitting levity the two libertarians were united in holy matrimony

In(credulous) love
Too absurd to be dangerous
“Die freien” – confusion & dismay >> indignation & rancor >> hostile disbelief & derision!

Bruno Bauer
The systematically demented philosophy of Saint Max
There is nothing so tedious as an obsolete scandal

Impious malcontent
Wholly perfunctory & standstill existence in a debtor’s prison
Accused of improvidence, culpable fecklessness and the idleness of complacent vanity

4.11.22

Traipsing into danger
One god-damn fucked-up horror picture!
Shotgun wedding

Dying to show you a good time
The penultimate crepuscular phase
Stirner’s mother survived him by ~ 3 years

Outwardly, Stirner’s life must be adjudged a failure
Metaphysical self-assertion, compendious & effortless indifference
latitudinarian

Boundless egoistic irresponsibility
The schizoid illumination of a vertiginous vantage point
feuilleton

Unique ~ holy ~ unknown
Circumjacent movements
Abjure the contemporary crisis of consciousness

proconsuls
Ideological sobriety for the sake of social stability
Groundless & contradictory beliefs

Conflicting prepossessions
condign
peremptory

Provisional accomplices
Untenably confessional ~ indefensibly ordained
Intellectualistic, asocial quietism

Anti-traditionalist conservatism
Feverish self-exculpation
seigneurial

The clumsy Minister of Public Worship & Education
Ultramontane fanaticism
hotspur

Philosophy of disaffection
Pure criticism – activity of dissolution – intellectual solipsism
The allusive badinage of a centrifugal & protean gathering

Aggressive advocate of impassive resignation
1848 Germany ~ 1968 France
Cultural gladiators

Modern mass society
From radical journalist to deadly philosophical marksman
Terse commendation

Realism >> idealism >> egoism
The Unique One Vs. The human being
artificer

Ceaselessly perishing and re-emerging from the creative nothingness in which it is rootlessly rooted
Incommensurable, indefeasible being
Self-justifying immanence

The private-ive self
Grim exultation
Proprietary thinking

Appropriate, transform & discard
Systematic refusal of virtue & meaning
Adult: Contains animal cruelty

5.11.22

bruit
animadversion
batteries

Energetic, economic & acidic commentary
Fractious libertarians
Education as the alimentary process of producing sovereign characters
Exploit/disembowel ~ enjoy/caress
Maieutic ~ spiritual midwifery
Sanguine, reckless, capricious, unstable, promiscuous, unabashed, levity
Seductive agonies & exquisite deprivations
Vapid parody
Deepening ominous interest in self-reappropriation
Unwary allies

The body becomes smaller as Dick becomes bigger ~ KafkaX
How to live to be 10? Cry, hate & die!
Dana Wolf

The lionisation of the sheep
FROM me & mine TO The Unique and its Possession
Quarantine sex

NO(-thing)-self
Lessness
Cumliness

Singing to preaching to silence
In fact, the freer the State, the more inextricably captive its citizens
Repeat, memorize, recite, rewrite

Love is the active state in which the person is passively bound to his/her instinctive desires
The lover and beloved are BOTH egoists! 😜
The self-centred man actively draws into his own being the objects which his self-determining interest alone creates.

Do you know what a failed suicide feels like? Do you know what a beautiful teen girl masturbating feels like?
WHAT lies, OUTSIDE the reign of instinct (Nature) and tyranny of fixed ideas (Culture)?
Using the morality tale as a carnival of cynicism

Midden (muck heap) of dead & unmourned superstitions
Abrupt individualism + rapacious scepticism = Enlightenment ~ &/or self-destruction
Callous frivolity ~ away then, with every cause, which is not wholly & entirely my cause alone.

Massive solitude
paronomasia
Does God enroll himself in the service of Truth or Love?

Does depression have anything to do with narcissism?
Premature dotards
Ataraxy of the ancients

wan
grisette
Political Protestants

The courage to be an absolute nobody
All people are unconscious egoists
What would an existentialist politics look like?

I am the Unnameable
Asmodeus, Lord of Lust
UGK, Stirner’s Unique and the Laruellian One-in-one – Immanuel Joseph 😁

Power, pleasure, meaning, etc. – all on the menu – what’s your mood!?
Anal sun
testy

Are Shestov & Stirner soulmates?
Just pretend that you’re perfectly relaxed
Child abuse references

Ballsy women
Why did all those actresses thank Harvey?
Everything makes sense if you think long enough about it. That is fate!

Dog-vicar

6.11.22

I need a quick-fix for a long-term problem

Exploring the relationship between the question of being and the history of metaphysics

Walking partner
“Each & every one of his innings is impactful!” – Sky is the limit
The Man of the man award

Citizen Dildo
Can you see this smoking volcano?
Enjoy ~ possess ~ consume ~ absorb ~ exploit

7.11.22

beatnik
deracinated
Apodeictic authority
Omnipresent pious surveillance
Ceaselessly extempore power
Necessarily criminal
Superstitious respect
Wretched stability
Pitiless desecration
Egoistic love
Self-evaluation, self-alienation, self-betrayal
Exploitive, tentative, pragmatic associations
The proprietary thinker
Unconditional self-acceptance, affirmation and assertion!
Perfecting arbitrariness ~ spontaneous self-creation
Grave issues & desperate solutions

I’m dragging you with me into this abstract Hell – am I sorry for it??

I am my own creator and creature

Ego > freedom/criticism; Will/interest/act > character/health/success

‘The people’ represses those (the ascendant self-will of refractory individuals) who raise themselves above its own majesty.

The structures which we built to shelter ourselves from the elements, has now become the individual’s greatest prison!

Imposters of my true self

Identity > vocation
Value > ideals

If I do not stand for myself, then who will?!

Believe it or not, I’m the best professional/expert…… at being Immanuel Joseph!

From revolution to insurrection

Everything & everyone is object/material (interesting/useful or uninteresting/useless) for my appetites

My right to squander myself – I always am as much as I can be.

As you look at the world, so it looks back at you

Conducting oneself according to the logic of one’s own whim

I am not an ego along with other egos… I am the sole ego!

Behold the one. Behold the man. Behold me!

Self-directed, self-contained, self-consuming

Do whatever you feel like, whatever you can via force or wit. And don’t let anything make you think twice!

The abyssal self ~ anata. The inexhaustible, indefinite & limitless being of the unique one – Nothing.

The irreducible contingency of this individual is an incomparable reality that baffles language

Out of my desires, how do I distinguish those I passively absorbed from my context and those which are “really mine”?? Is the world thinking through me or am I the one in control?

Intestate ~ unsettled estate

mandarin
rodomontade
Slavish casuistry
timorous
otiose
recherché
Bowdlerized version
soi-disant
distraint
officious

Being → life → consciousness

Not a single truth endures before me, they are words, nothing but words.

8.11.22

The concrete/sensuous/conscious individual/person/self

The self-mastery of the sovereign individual and the artistry of the will – Choice, resolution & action!

Having the courage NOT to be a slave of truth

The holy lie is an instrument of the will to power

Capricious thinking & proprietary knowledge

Nietzsche (spiritual aristocrat/Ubermensch) Vs. Stirner (calculating autocrat/Unman) – the Unique One > the Superman!

Sibylline utterances
Vulpine powers
will-o-the-wisp
exigent
gibe, jibe, snide
Internal scission
Spiritual terrorist
Practical solipsist
Fortified ataraxia
Self-satisfaction

Total encounter with nothingness >> absolute existence!

Pious seriousness Vs. Criminal frivolity

I choose/decide/will who I am!

Nothingness as omnipotentiality

Man as a useless passion.

Protagoras & Empedocles

R. W. K. Paterson

Robert Anton Wilson – Quantum Psychology, Discordianism

9.11.22

Nietzsche proclaims the death of GOD, because Stirner had just killed him – this time for good!

Unconditional seriousness Vs. Ultimate unconcern

Self-deception ~ self-prostration

The Unique One Vs. Human nature (Reason-will-love)

This dog can be (my) friend, because he DOESN’T need me! But that one can only be (my) food……

Love lies bleeding in my hands

Running on fumes

Distinguish:
Me (Creator, subject, nothingness)
&
Mine (Creature, object, choices)

From profound theology to profane spirituality

The spirit/self/me is a stomach

Ingenuity ~ folly ~ ingenuity ~ folly

Destroy the Essence

Max Stirner’s Der Einzige and Paul Thomas Anderson’s Master are spiritual brothers

The definitive exemplar of homo irreligiosus

From atheist to anti-theist!

Lorna Doone & Jane Eyre

Priceless ~ worthless
Finite > infinite

Religious conversion ~ suicide ~ global aggression

I AM Nothing

Distinguish:
Pious self-worship
&
Cynical self-interest

My stylist told me to wear this
Who am I to know who I am?
Responsibility outside of morality

Stirner & Sartre ~ UGK & Mahesh Bhatt
The total atheist does not find himself abandoned by GOD (unlike with the existentialist), it is GOD who is abandoned by him.
Going beyond the Most High

A cool & systematic deicide with no remorse or excuse……
Almost all of us shut our ears to the soundless voice that attunes us to the horrors of the abyss
Utterly gratuitous/wanton

Proud ~ joyful ~ lively
Consenting to exist in conscious anticipation of death as my ownmost possibility
Nihilism/Fascism

Compelled to a profoundly noncommittal life
Euphemisms ~ half-truths ~ illusions ~ lies
Self-indiscipline

Suborn ~ incite secretly
Free ~ self-supporting

10.11.22

Addicted to recovery
Drifter meets stranger
Nihil ~ ego ~ nihil – Nothing lies beneath the One beneath the Trinity

Christian >> Anti-Christ >> I!
The rock bottom hides a trap-door that opens out into Heaven
Commitment ~ surrender ~ sacrifice

Void ~ vacuum ~ whirlpool
The general individual
The bodhisattva as backslider

Enchantment >> disenchantment >> NOT re-enchantment!
The pessimist/existentialist as reluctant nihilist ~ the hangover of Being
Man as the hieratic animal is the biggest lie of the Serpent-God

It is easy to imagine someone like Stirner’s criticisms against these thinkers/gurus……
Nihilism is not to be ingeniously evaded or heroically surmounted, but realistically willed & lived
Positive (thesis) + negative (anti-thesis) → neutral (synthesis)
Theism/love >> atheism/hate >> nihilism/indifference

Nothing is NOT what it may seem like
Anti-nihilism ~ the parched man’s mirage of an oasis in the desert
What if the carnal instinct for self-enjoyment & preservation, is ultimately identical with the spiritual impulse toward truth (living according to the real)?

From the chosen (by GOD) people to the chosen (by me) un-faith
Welcome to Viceland: Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream. Merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream! 😁
We can’t help positing impossible goals for ourselves, but some (fortunately/successfully) give up before they give in……

The existentialist continually recoils from the void which he forces himself to confront
FUCK consistency!
Philosophy of disloyalty

Always fleeing but never escaping
Just do whatever you feel like, and cheat the consequences as far as you can. See how far you can get away with it!
Non-commitment to commitment → Commitment to non-commitment

Spectatorship ~ relativism – from passion to detachment
Getting lost in the supine anonymity of the mass
What happens if you (further) concentrate absynth?

Holding out
A life of permanent inconsequence
Interim/fractured nihilism

How would Ray Brassier respond to Max Stirner?
Self-partiality
Egoism – the Copernican revolution is valid & relevant ONLY for natural/physical/hard science, NOT for spirituality/philosophy/religion

The natural order & metaphysical chaos
Narcotic nightmare ~ repulsive pleasures
What would happen if you started living without any mirrors?

Choosing not to live Vs. Not choosing to live
Stirner & Die Freien ~ Bataille & Surrealism ~ Lautreamont & Decadence
What happens when you strip reality of all the dream-layers? Nakedness – innocence or scandal?

From reflections to coincidences
Free, to be equally & extremely terrible & tender
A no one in a somebody

Have you ever heard a song where the singer actually cries? “Sick & Disgusting” by Beartooth. But if everything is just a “sick joke”, then why label anything a “sick joke” anymore? Nihilism!
Nothing > everything
The man without character

Stultifying influence
I consume, therefore I exist

11.11.22

Today, I saw my father fall, and it reminded me of my mother’s fall……! 😶
Is this what you call “trauma”??

Opening up new horizons for interminable analyses

The discourse of the Other

My whistling in the glowing dark and the indistinct whisperings in “The Empty Man”

12.11.22

The human as the self-conscious (body of the) void

No objective reality, therefore no inherent value

A portrait of disturbing candour and convincing detail

The nihilist/egoist is (forced to be) a hypocrite, to survive in this world…!

Self-consistent hypocrisy

Unique ~ exclusive ~ isolated

infrangible

Metaphysical transcendence and artificial solitude

Formal acceptance and free appropriation of my original situation

Affirmation of absolute non-communication

Unselfish ~ obliged ~ possessed

gull (v.)

Medical morality & political prescriptions

Maturity, like virtue, turns out to be conformity

Can’t you see that (your) antinomianism ultimately leads to (my) nihilism?

Distinguish Amorality & Immorality

All versions of the ideal self need to go

pabulum
piratical
blandish
Non-entity
Noosphere

Take hold and take what you require! With this, the war of all against all is declared.

Give a wide berth to each other, or else you’ll end up with M-A-D (mutually assured destruction)

CFNM

Women use emotional/sentimental/moral blackmail as a weapon to counter the brute strength of men. And it works alright!

Pure nothingness ~ perpetual transcendence

You cannot devour me, I will explode you!

Heal ~ correct ~ punish ~ condemn

The esoteric source and exoteric identity

There are only 2 kinds of people – the dying (by slow spiritual suicide) and the living (by sudden social suicide)

I am my own proprietor and property

Collective action is a contradiction

Distinguish: Will-power & Self-control
Liberate ~ unleash ~ dissipate

SFG – I am Amanda Quail and you are all James Lasombra. Yes?

My power is my property. My power gives me property. I myself am my power, and through it I am my property.

Justified or unjustified, that does not concern me.

Becoming a leader of the nations is no different or better than dying as an addict…… In fact, the latter might be more authentic!

Am I not the best/greatest male gynecologist?! 🤪

Pity as a subtle/covert form of power-play

Communication is nothing but camouflaged control?!

What fantasies do pornstars have? Are these tattoos “actual demons” they’ve encountered (in visions)?

Is sobriety also a trance? In fact, isn’t it the most powerful, since it’s also the most ubiquitous and insidious?

Is drugs one of the most powerful factors in human history? What is the difference or similarity between drugs, medicines, food and religion?

Blank Bimbo
bae

13.11.22

Possess = use = abuse

I do whatever I can & want, for sustenance & pleasure

The pan-omnivorous species

Acquiescence ~ assistance

There is ONLY 1 true living GOD! 😎

“The desire for being-in-itself – man is a useless passion who loses himself in vain……” – Sartre.
“Ha ha ha ha!” – Stirner

“What is the question?” is THE question!
All I’ve got is insane
Nothing IS what it seems

From “Do What you are” to “Be who you are”

13.9.22

The coal-face of transformation

Why & how to read difficult texts

Sustainable consumerism
Epistolary melodrama of failure
Independent relation of supreme intensity
Nature as sheer serviceability/standing reserve
Bloodthirsty godesses

The Stonewall Riots
Juvenal deliquency
Constitutional law
Positive secularism?
Low theory & eccentric archives

Discontents ~ criminals ~ malcontents ~ rodents
“Mal Content” by Evelynn + “Rats” by Ghost
Wildlings among domestic animals

What would 400 Blows as an adult story look like?
What is the adult version of family & school?

Against nature, for the sake of Nature!

Evil children

Stealing from thieves

poser
shiatsu

Any pornstars on LinkedIn?!

Uma Jolie tattoo

14.9.22

In(tro)verts

What is the “relation” between divorced spouses?

Oblomov(ism) – to move or to stay!
epopt
spry
gaiter
overshoe
cenotaph
caduceus
chatelaine
pecca fortiter
Metaphysical grief

15.9.22

Chocolate & Foxy
Kusuma & Chalumiya
Emmanuelle & Josephine

Feverish dreamer
Adverse genres
Invented coterie
Inverted relationships
Anarchist bankers
Paradoxical inspiration
Nietzschean indiscipline
Atheistic/aesthetic ascetic
Transmuting certainties
The value of logic Vs. The logic of value
The duty of a useless amphora

The artist as meta(physical)-activist

exordium
Neopaganism
mead
heteronym
paronym
Moonlighting Vs. Gaslighting

Pessoa writes like the stoned Joey boy! 😉

My 2 eyes are two bi-sexxual females
We waited a decade for this!
Make her expire……….

Artiste → philosopher → scientists → activism

immanueljoseph(.com) ~ sweetsinner(.com)

16.9.22

Is Ken Wilber a Kantian?? The tabular columns (categories) look familiar…

I’m moving from an arm-chair thinker, to straitjacket philosopher! 😜

17.8.22

doyen

How do you keep on living when you have lost all sense of value?

I am not able to find G. C. Mckay’s pessimism reading session (Last Messiah by Peter Zapffe) with a small group (on YouTube)

Compensate for philosophy with pornography! (Or is it the other way around?)
The Devil’s 15 minutes
Why don’t we do this together instead!?

Kathy Acker Vs. Catherine Akkermann

“Is that how you yourself want to be treated?
Ok I’ll give it to you ….
Let’s see …
You are embarrassing yourself.
Fantasy is not a real option Jxxx. It is unbecoming for you to be one. A fantasist.
You are corear Fantasy is the exact opposite of what I suggested. Running away from pain and hiding oneself in false narratives.
You have found a great narrative . The one that says no narratives exist. Perfect hiding place. But i see you. Look at your amazing potential ! Hidden. Hiding . When a man as intelligent and capable of leadership such as yourself is rotting in a philosophical backwater that justifies cowardice, and inaction what are his friends to do?!
The house is on fire , people are dying and the man says let it burn, in fact let’s make sure it gets hotter. Read an A level ecology text book. If your philosophy allows you to place your opinions over scientific theory and evidence all you prove is a hidden arrogance . If a patient is ill you treat the root cause or you break your oath to do no harm. Flat. Simple as that . The only case where provocation has a purpose is in outing idiocy .
I once wished the world to collapse that human civilisation would destroy itself .
But it’s a weed smokers teenage fantasy . I know cos I was one when had it .
No one can live by that philosophy. There’s zero integrity in it. It’s childish.
Sorry to be blunt , but I’m not going to help you screw yourself out of politeness.
It either will burn itself out in you , or you will burn out in it.
That is the Truth.
I suggest you deal with your pain like an adult instead.
And that’s a concrete suggestion, with an offer of support attached.
You want to discuss life with me, fine, but you need to quit your addiction to nihilism first .
Otherwise what’s the point. You are spinning your tires in the mud.
If you have a real response to what I’m saying table it.
If not . Back down. You are totally outgunned . I know your position and it is based in and justifies flagrant irresponsibility.
Your my friend .
But Jesus you are in need of more help than Sxxx. At least she has never given up on Life. Wtf.
—-
There’s some stoking for you. Enjoy!”

19.9.22

My destiny path number (Numerology based on birthdate) is 9 – LETTING GO!

scry
obstreperous
selving
carp
dish (v.)
crip
tarp
psycho-geography
Shag carpet/rug
calisthenics
faze
transitive
manning/girling
diorama
plinky
introjection

Immersion journalist
Psychedelic apperception
Temporary non-existence
Generic non-place
Acquisitive animals
kleptoparasite
auto-plagiarism
Genre & gender
Disjecta membra
Artist’s excrescence
Conceptual art
LambdaMOO
Obscurantist punks
Trans-learning non-gender
Bull dykes
Vulgar theory
Techno-erotics
Conceptless bodies
Nonpunctual/orgasmic rhythms
Penetrating the male body
Female excrescence
Corporeal communism
Prepress copy
Machine/technology as third gender
Emotional values
Jewish supremacy
Art Deco
Noble blood

What a dysphoric dream – shifting, dropping, losing & searching for, things

Certificate of incompletion

Instead of trying to force yourself to do what is right/good using sheer will, try to think about how you can tap into certain things that already turn you on, and channel the (already existing) motivation toward envisioned future pathways……!

WOW! Is McKenzie Wark my sex/flesh-mate?! What’s that?? It is a “soul-mate” or “twin flame” who is more your bodily twin/partner than a psychological/spiritual/romantic match. I used to say I am a male lesbian, which is still true…… Remember?

Logic ~ language ~ flesh
Flesh ~ language ~ logic
Reverse fuckery – enchant ~ pervert ~ redeem ~ upgrade

Wark & Acker’s adventure reminds me of my pornodelic travels. E.g. Trying to create a pussy by making my dick go numb with pleasure. Very horny, and almost completely flaccid……

How spiritually refreshing & liberating it is, to read this intellectual porn!

Alternatively opening & closing, rising & falling, expanding & contracting

Smokers cough – should I back down or push through?? You spent so long staring into the abyss/void, now are you shocked that the attraction/gaze was mutual!?

They (want to) make me ashamed of who I am, because they are (already always) ashamed of themselves

It’s a great idea to watch the first episodes of different serials… in succession!

Can you inhabit her body, just by being very still, and intensely focusing your desirous gaze on it? Is it really impossible for me to become a lesbian teen? What an achievement, to take an indubitable fact and convert it into a naughty & provocative just-out-of-reach prospect… I am great indeed.

So what’s wrong with being an exhibitionist, especially in a society of prudes?

Symmetry is an illusion

I feel glad (or at least consoled) that all those people are having such a blast, even though almost everyone around (including me) is merely scraping through…

Distinguish: Wealth & Sophistication

20.9.22

louche
rakish
jaunty
antipodean
Riding crop
Going Dutch
doe
dirigible
Desultory pottering
Elemental swerve
fly ring

Being answerable to different sovereignties

21.9.22

Camel >> lion >> child
Becoming ~ overcoming ~ creating
Endurance >> destruction >> innocence
“It is so, for thus I willed it!”
Positive meaninglessness
Beyond escape/denial/sacrifice of life
The Overwoman – constellation of godesses
Pagan mythopoiesis as methodology
Rousseauean night
Beautiful errors
Temporal/open metontology
Ontic concern
Withdrawal of being
Groundless ground
The aesthetic interpretation of science

From naïve optimism to joyful pessimism

Is WHY the most important question when it comes to Walter Benjamin’s (or anybody’s) suicide? Is every suicide also a murder, like Benjamin’s?

“Jesus! We rebuke you, in the name of……”

Being: From Ontology to Ontic
Ontic: Distinguish – Metontology & Meontology ~ Heidegger & Nishida

Was Heidegger an undercover Bonhoeffer!? Spiritual assassin??

Sensation + imagination = understanding
Reason as the transcendental facade of temporal imagination

Who is your significant other, spiritually? Is it me?

A THOUSAND plateaus: I KNOW what THAT means!
DGtized
“Sounds like someone who is worth killing, slowly and many times over… “

2 pairs of twins – where do we go from here!?

22.9.22

Advanced emotions

Monastic leadership and formation process
FROM the one who makes it happen, TO holding a space where it can happen
The coaching confessional
Brokenness as crucial ingredient/catalyst for transformation!
Unemployed male single parent
Fascinated by WHY things didn’t work
Actually, we have more in common than not!
Climate coach

scrum

I am a coach who doesn’t believe in coaching – death-coach! 😁

Intellect-(ual erect)-ion

NUUXS ~ NWXS

23.9.22

Entheogenic lifestyle

The SFG is a strategy to destroy all idols, but it must also beware of becoming the ultimate idol!

I am the (pregnant) void in the lives of these (barren) cluttered people

oafish
seemliness

What is behind the pop cultural obsession with serial killers?

dildocentrism
Transcendence as an illusion within immanence
differend
Phrase universe
Being qua event
The 4 poles of a phrase
A middle without beginning or end
Being as lack/inconsistency/conflict/vagueness
Beyond dialectical becoming
Phrase-event – the inapprehensible presentation of being
Metalinguistic phrase
situable
From intentional (human) it to occurrence (non-human)
de-anthropologize
The space-time – matter/energy idiom
From syntax to parataxis
Distinguish: Presentation (the content of a phrase) & Situation (the fact of the phrase)
Passage apparatus – From sensation to determinant judgment via intuition
Heterogenous regimens/genres
Pertinent/opportune/just (albeit arbitrary) linkages
The disunited subject
The Kantian facultary subject
Reflective judgment
Logically prior
The sublime sentiment
Imagining the unrepresentable
qu’il y a
Proper perceptual distance
The culture industry/art market
The intractable remainder of the irresolvable dispute among the faculties
Theoretical apathy
On perpetually shifting ground
A melancholy teetering on the edge of nihilism
Pure multiplicity
Secondary literature
Being/reality ~ house of truth ~ human essence
Prefatory poem

Pure being when perceived (humanly) is nothingness – the non-human (cosmos) seems to us as anti-human (indifferent)!

Body & space; Mind & time – which is prior?

Non-substantial psychedelics

I am a Nietzschean, reading a book on Nietzsche Vs. Kierkegaard, written by a Kierkegaardian. I am a Lyotardian, reading a book on Lyotard Vs. Badiou, written by a Badiouian. Or, maybe I’m just dropping name-bombs! 🤪

What does the question “What is the meaning of life?” entail?

My reading philosophy is totally useless, because it is neither practically helpful in improving the quality of my life (or spiritual work), nor am I an academic philosopher, when it would have professional/economic value. Is the pursuit of truth at least enjoyable? Anyway, IDGAF! Wasting time is a good way to spend life, as long as it’s NOT the same as what most people are doing……

Phoenix/firebird

24.9.22

The fire-lion flies!

scion
potboilers

Independent spectatorship
Anti-anthropocentric, personalist cosmo-morphism
The ontology of cinema
Catholic dissident
Perceptual displacement & perpetual rejuvenation
Tragic optimism (Bazin) Vs. Atheist nihilism (Sartre)
From revenge to reciprocity
Nonindifferent ~ transformable

What comes AFTER (the ecstasy) is what really matters – bliss/peace.

26.9.22

Is being a politician the most thankless job in the world?

Dreams:
SW is visiting our home. And the toilet has a dirty puddle of water filled with cigarette buts! Could anything be more embarrassing/awkward?
Appa is sitting in the hall, talking loudly on the phone. Stally has urinated all over the place and relaxing! I am furious/disgusted……

Is there anything in between the 2 opposites – a third (mediating) element? Or is multiplicity more realistic than dualism?

Should we have a competition for the greatest tribute of all time, for someone like RF?! 😜

Who has the right to disturb me? Who do I have the right to disturb? Is love ~ non-disturbing support??

27.9.22

Archeiropoietic/parthenogenetic/indexical/iconic ~ resemblance without contact and contact without resemblance ^ analogical sign based on a mix of fact & hallucination # in this respect, Bazin’s photography enjoys a cosmological dimension, with Nature taking over the role of artist.!?,

28.9.22

Obsidian
Obitual
Romain Gavras
banlieue
Overflowing sewage
Extreme ease

Is it okay to be a silly, stupid & sullen person?

I know why Dean Moriarty abandoned Sal Paradise in Mexico (“On the Road” – Jack Kerouac) – flirting with the Devil! Dean commits moral suicide & murders their friendship, in order to make a great writer out of Sal – the aesthetic justification of death.

Which is more difficult – mastering an art-form or inventing a new art-form? What kind of stupid question is that!

The new (dis)order of things

“Live without pretending, live without offending, live without defending” (Where did you see this tattoo?)

Experts at winging it

“I am the source of your self-destruction”

29.9.22

Introvert ~ intellectual ~ leader

SFG is a micro-nutrient, like Vitamins & minerals – it is vital, required in very small quantities, but has huge effects if deficient!

Immersion >> swimming/floating >> walking on water!

Bai Lan – Bartleby lives!

Expenditure observers

Digging deep – I make my bed six feet under “rock bottom”!

Janus – are pessimism/depression and achievement/heroism, 2 sides of the same coin, of spirituality?

Before trying to answer “Who is the real Shiv Sena?”, we need to ask “What does the ‘real Shiv Sena’ mean??” And even before all this, “Are these questions ‘really worth’ asking?!” 😜

I hope you are aware that the pursuit of pleasure will also (proportionally) increase the pain, Joe……!

Sometimes, one can have more/better solitude, when with certain others.

scarify

30.9.22

The ek-sistence of man
The myth of consciousness ~ the illusory distinction of subject/object
From Philosophy (technical) to thinking (essential)
Ontological difference
From HOW things/beings are >> WHAT things/beings are >> THAT things/beings are!
Beyond the weight of beings and metaphysical representations, is BEING
Being as the concealed clearing ~ the nearness of Being ~ human essence
Toward a non-metaphysical humanism
Open resistance to humanism
Ethics as attunement to the Logos (Truth/destiny/law of Being)
The thrownness of Dasein

SHIT happens = shit happened + shit is happening + shit will happen!
S-H-I-T = Shit Happens In Time
Amen.

Bodhisattva – a pearl for swine

From language to music

Tang Ping; Gen Z; Quiet quitting; idler; slacker; Hustle culture
Reverb Nation; Dark pop

I was forced to re-treat from the retreat… Really?!

1.10.22

Spiritually hurt-retired

The chief purpose of marriage is mutual support when sick ☝🏾

What you do is right, and what you don’t do is wrong. Fuck yeah! 🤟🏾

Non-work ~ anti-work

Ghosts ~ memories ~ fragments
Abysmal freedom
Infinite approximation amid the flux of becoming
Plato-nic love
Conditions of impossibility
Hypomnemata; erinnerung
adventuress
Traces of something that never existed
Inexplicable intimations
Irreducible polysemy
The texture & sheaf of differánce
Deconstructing spatial & temporal difference/deference
A middle voice between active & passive
Metaphysical substantiality
Language minus speech; Speech minus language
Langue & langage
Repressing the multiplicity of the self
obviate

Is Derrida an analytic or continental philosopher?

Two thumbs way up!!!

2.10.22

tintinnabulation

3.10.22

How much of what we do when awake is actually unconscious!?

It only gets harder from here 😁

In order to float, you must be ready to relax, and let yourself sink

The ultimate peak has the retrospective effect of illuminating each step of the climbdown with gold!

4.10.22

Don’t change the world, just change world!
The real Pattaya was my 1,001st
This is both too high and too low, so it’s perfect

5.10.22

“Men” (2022) – JC is willing to do anything to make you love him! But, will he succeed?? He killed himself because you rejected him. Now at least, will you love him!? What would it take to get this money off my back?

7.10.22

gunwale

8.10.22

Horror as fertility inversion
The subordination of all things human to biological reality
The horror-comic dialectic

XUAR
medlar
rueful
Sexual misadventures
Indefatigable gameness
joie de vivre
Incorrigibly macho
Rabelaisian tropes
Gotterdamerung
dyingness

9.10.22

It can NEVER be a sin, to relax TOO hard!
en gros
It is my mission to share my sadness with you. To make you suffer with, in & through me!

10.10.22

Aesthetic dictatorship
Scientific morality ~ moralistic science
Irrationalists
Life Vs. Reason
Philosophy & women
The possibility (& impossibility) of all things
Making improbable assertions, while amidst the guardians of rectitude, and defending oneself in the court of public opinion

Is Shestov a Leo or a Lev?

Falling in love Vs. Making sense

Distinguish:
Sadness & Suffering
“Depression” is a lie! Or is it?

“Somewhere I belong” by Linkin Park – I have experienced the very same feeling (suffocating groundless grief) that inspired songs like this – is this just the same as the consumer getting a taste of the creator’s affect through his/her work, or is it another beast altogether?

montage
Self-misgivings
Facsimiles of life
grift
reason-ing-s
Empirical unnecessities
Genealogical unmasking
Consistent scoundrels
Is universal validity worth pursuing?
Facetious niceness
The secretly selfish
Agatha van Helsing
Dogmatic uncertainty
Ill-legitimate desires
The black pill
Immoderate curiosity
“The diary of a superfluous man”
Eternal tentativeness
The cult of lawlessness
The inevitable, the accidental and the casual
Instant classic
De-anglicization
Wilfred Bion
antilogy
Suicide survivors

Taking pride in my own pain & depravity ~ masochistic mastery!

Even the thought that nothing is new, is an old one

Are the most important issues always also the most difficult problems?

I refuse to be bullied into giving definitions (by this puny super-ego)

Should I reject all spiritual technologies?

The powerful/majority says, “whoever is not with us is against us.” While the powerless/minority says, “whoever is not against us is for us.”

Moods >> judgments 😜

Do you even know how things ought to be, let alone being able to make them so……!?

Victimhood >> vengeance >> morality >> resentment >> depression

Laws >> principles >> rules

Maybe (my) confusion & frustration is the healthiest thing there is (for humans)!

Do nihilism & narcissism go together?

The 4 options:
Upset about being upset
Serene about being upset
Serene about being serene
Upset about being serene!

Mubi is calling me, but I stumble over Netflix! And of course, Xhamster is hiding somewhere there too……

Self-deception Vs. Self-destruction – is there another way (out)?

Neurosis, psychosis and sociosis

11.10.22

Limited cultural identity and life horizon
Self-evidencing truths
Phenomenological reduction
Non-self-evident difference
mauvaise foi

The ethical is higher than the aesthetic, but the latter is closer to the religious!

Should I try to reduce my suffering or not? Should I have faith in my suffering, and go on affirming it, even though I cannot see any value in it?

12.10.22

Concealment/Apollonian/defeat Vs. Clearing/Dionysian/victory

13.10.22

Inverted simulators
Non-believing Catholic
Aseptic simulacra
Aufklärung
Demystifying the apocalypse
Enlightenment & obscene speech
Nuclear strategy is a literary problem (Derrida)
Fata Morgana
Theorize ~ fictionalize
The massification & diaspora of theology
Reproduction Vs. Production
Dark pop
A higher melancholy
(A)typical (anti-)psychotics

The beginning of the beginning; the end of the beginning; the beginning of the end; the end of the end

Reality creates fiction; fiction creates reality; reality annihilates fiction; fiction annihilates reality

The absolute limit is also the original foundation

The flow of time Vs. The ticking clock

Wordless worlds and worldless words

What is the difference between saying “Watching traffic IS an ecological duty” and “watching traffic AS ecological duty”?

7.8.22

Aporetic dialectics

Pure sensations

Unphilosophie

Logical suicide – why do people NOT kill themselves?? 🤔

Indifferentism

8.8.22

Where is your power-pack?

Am I having a headache?

9.8.22

Why won’t you COME to Westworld, Joe??
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/come

10.8.22

Professional cribbers

Indian English

Quasar pair

People who use drugs (PWUD)

Special Interest Groups (SIG)

Controversy analysis

Moral entrepreneurs

itemization

Prohibitionists Vs. Reformists

Pseudo-neutrality

Researchers < – – > science

Distinguish:
Victim & Captive

skyhooks

Truth Vs. Becoming

The undeniable is also the unendurable!

Anarchism as active nihilism
Pessimism as passive nihilism

Physiological decadence

European Buddhism

Overcoming the desire to overcome

German philosophy Vs. Russian literature

Revolutionary love
Positive annihilation
Double failure
Mythology of reason
Enlightenment >> nihilism >> ideology
Abstraction >> reification >> commodification

Hateful cheer

oblomovism

propaedeutic

Apocalyptic Heideggerianism

The essentially disappointing logic of redemption

12.8.22

43!

War is the paradigmatic civil/internecine event!

factoids

A lifetime of revisionary scholarship

13.8.22

Ideologies of experience

Moving closer to perfect failure

I AM pearl among swine!

introjection
supplice
Coercive fantasies
Extreme & stringent ideas
Criticism as resistance
protoself

Emotional values

Primary, secondary & tertiary literatures

14.8.22

Zombie Manifesto

Future nostalgia

Unburied corpse

Public toilet

pointillist

Unpoor beggar

Hivemind ~ groupthink

Cringe-worthy horror-comedy

15.8.22

lectern
dilatory

Alexander & Ann Shulgin

The truth of power
Vs.
The power of truth

I wanna know what it’s like to be “young & dumb & full of cum” again!

Silence is MORE than just the absence of words – it is the PRESENCE that destroys all sensations, thoughts, emotions, images, memory, knowledge, etc.

(The reality of) NOTHING >> (the concept of) nothingness

Evolution of sensibility

Polemical zeal

Sarcastic genius

Antoine Roquentin

Recursion & iteration

Scandalous superfluity

Mysterium tremendum et nauseans!

Why does anything exist ~ how can this not exist – ??

Consciousness + Nothing = nausea (not emptiness!) → ZoZoba the Bruddha!

The metaphysical fuckery of the cosmic jester

16.8.22

The pitiless witness

Distinguish: Superficial & Superfluous

quid-pro-quo
terre-a-terre
bidet
raffish, rakish
aperitif
eiderdown
paling, palisade
Childish stupefaction
Nothing new!
proctor, invigilator

Why is it so hard to just give up!?

Suicidality & feminine literature

“I need to see the truth before it’s too late…”

Bad romance
Bad conscience
Bad faith
boggle
Sweetish sickness
Hand-nausea
Self-abandon
Disconsolate state-us
Miserly sufferer
Magnetic clowning
manikin
The worst excesses of seduction
sexpressiveness
Hilarious absurdity
Magisterial dupe
Constant betrayal
Asiatic principalities
False reflections
Ridiculously touching
Uncertain light
Ambiguous charm
Cold clarities of supreme self-contempt
Half-mad magician
intriguers
Christian sentiments
Nonplussed – confused & unperturbed

Touch-screen – keep your eyes on the (exact/current button of the) keyboard when typing, and go steady (neither fast nor slow)……!

Is sobriety just another effect of a universal hallucinogen?

empathogen/entactogen

https://doi.org/10.2307/2928831

Dostoevsky’s Nasty Story

I hate speed!

Do adults ever get “bored to tears”??

17.8.22

Erotic Coleridge
Death of D. H. Lawrence
intestate
The institution of famous last words
lugubrious
Gallows humor
Literary consumptives
Critical heritage
Blithe economizing
Passionate psychologist

The flight from the self

Saw ~ saying
effete
Rich shoal
Disappearing worlds
Sharp reserve
fray

The unnameable lust

Sardonic relish

wahnstimmung
baroque
Irreconcilable dualisms
Mad time
phantasmagoria

18.8.22

The beggar outside my door is waiting for Godot…

You can hear me, but I’m not here!

Nothing is possible, and everything is impossible, but……!

Enough ~ snuff ~ Nuf

mnemic
Subversive loyalty
Erotic fractures
prinzip
Pleasure (psychoanalysis) and destruction (deconstruction)

Erotic practices
Vs.
Annihilate alterity

Sociality Vs. Sovereignty

Redeeming cruelty

Parapraxis ~ interference ~ failure

Differance, repetition & representation

Presence & trace
Conflictual (as opposed to harmonious) field

19.8.22

Slow-race

Convenience ~ conviction

Holy love ~ eros-agape ~ sacrifice-cruelty

Recreating (my memory of) the past, in order to open up the future

Orgy >> 4D body

I code the story-teller

You have made my world/life into a game!

Waiting/trying/hoping to fall asleep – canceling the indefinite postponement of death

Exercising the injured limb!

You must open your mouth to give up the ghost, bro.

Desiring pleasure & shunning pain → de-detached observation → shunning pleasure & desiring pain → integrating pain & pleasure!

De(toxing in)-toxication

Before we can become friends, you need to be my slave…

In order to become trans-human, you must first invent the non-human

Agonistic friendship

Is evil the root of freedom, or is freedom the root of evil?

pars pro toto
Disease of the will
monogram
cypher
hendiadys
Absolute subjects and total victims
Crimes of obedience
Mediocre demons & pastoral power
The Dostoevsky paradigm of evil
The ultimization of the will-to-life

20.8.22

advertorial
excise (n.)
In lieu

The good news of ad-blocking!

diablerie

21.8.22

Negative sum game

Universe, metaverse, multiverse… And, VERSE!

Outrageous & paradoxical vindication

GOD @ Apollo Hospitals!

Sophia Saint ~ Sinn Sage

The play of light

22.8.22

Dealing with difference produces pain, and depending on (the willingness to increase) our capacity for suffering, we evolve (both as individuals, relationships & groups)!
Here again, the question is, “Is this WORTH it??” ☝🏾

The body IS the void, which transcends time & space

Where do we go from all these orthodoxies??

Matter & matters

Ontic miasma
Hitopadesha; Panchatantra
canny
colophon
The absolute future and the future present – the New Vs. The next
Overlapping & contested temporalities
impassioning
Non-confessional theology
Non-salvific eschatology
Necrotic faith
Rabbinical poetics
Khôra
Divine inexistence
A/theological materialism
Pre-philosophical crisis of authority
The law of unintended consequences
meta-discourse
Money & value
Alternative pieties
Liturgy of everyday life
Hermeneutical discernment
Epigenesis; epigenetics
Plastic religion
The human, machine, animal and the reject

STOP trying to, unfuck yourself &/or, save the world. Instead, learn to affirm anything & everything (including the desire/compulsion to set everything right)…

The critical task of responding to the gratuitous gift

23.8.22

escrow
worthies
embargo
Cross-subsidy

yogini
Integral Dynamic Therapy
Contemplative Psychology
Meditative psychoanalysis
The smart Vagus
The hermeneutics of silence
Art deco

lout
fret-saw
soughing
Body horror
Dark religiosity
Dress rehearsal of the end
Abject alien
Riddle of the sphinx
Common-coin reasons

Slow & heavy ~ metal ballads

24.8.22

Natural born killer
Murder & authenticity
Destroying false continuity
Attention. Attention!
Post-disciplinary works
Critical imaginations

“How (s) low did you go, to get that high? “

I can see her fantasies!

Hurt ~ shame/guilt

No regrets, no hesitation

Always dying, never dead

Come join us, and get cancelled!

gneiss
esculent
stucco
reconnoiter
The backward abysm of our bio-existential situation

Very VERY gentle exercise

Good vamp(ire)s

Reading as performance – am I consuming or creating content right now??

25.8.22

Transcending the comic/tragic narrative divide via cosmic/mystic horror!

Over-the-top vileness
contra naturam
intercontextualize
gashead
martyrology
bricolage
Vaporing coves
Fear of contamination
Esoteric pleasures
Occult processes
Sudden takeover
Biomorphic fate
Tartarus
Physiological credibility
Painless sufferings
Loathsome implications
Mortal coil
Word choice
Sublimating strategies
Organic apprehension
Charnel houses & mortuary vaults
Virtual morbid
docu-drama
Superannuated castle
danse macabre
Archetypal functions
Informatic paradigms

Outraging the gods

I have invented a novel method of self-crucifixion – exquisite torture!

Un-planning ~ Ur-vision

Perverting, subverting & distorting (the notion of) beauty

Do you think you can indulge reading/watching/hearing all this “sick stuff”, and get away with it, Joe!? But isn’t this carnal/human/contradictory life itself an abomination??

Thanatological erotomania

The Gothic (horror)
Vs.
The Greek (tragedy)

Suspense as a fertilizing strategy

I am nauseated by the common sedatives

Fight or flight – 3rd way – distinguish stand (defiant rage) & freeze (sheer panic)

Ageing as universal/normal disease

Halloween for adults

Rooted in the sky – delving into the very basis/source of experience, often seems/feels like escapism!

Is it true that the intellectual/nihilist is closer to the enlightened greats, than the common/moral folk?

redolence
The politics of suicide
archaism
Annihilation ~ transcendence
Idealised mass-self
passé problematic
Modern afterlives
The progressive embodiment of natural negation
ownmost
Being-toward-death
Factical possibilities
Excess ~ destruction

Passive defiance

26.8.22

The broken – and soon to be empty – hourglass

War-games

Dope-amine! 😜

Immersive reading (Kindle Whispersync for Voice) + active reading (Liquid Text)

Organize your workspace and automate your workflow

Document/source + workspace/context

27.8.22

Successful parasuicide
Cosmic roulette
The neuro-dynamics of anger
Grief work
Traumarama
Prepackaged shame

I need a Bluetooth speaker that stays in the air at exactly the position I place it in…

CAN anything (good) come out of this??

I am the silence that covers everybody else around me

28.8.22

Olympians Vs. Titans

Finished the Mubi Top 1000 yet, Joe?! Should I resolve or should I not??

She is my ego

Modern rationalism Vs. The tragic sublime

The noble lie of reason

Do NOT look at the screen (other than the keypad), when typing!

Breathe-ing (as) exercise

Tactical exertion as the means, with relaxation as the goal

Erasing the gap between (what) is and (what) ought

Future ~ end ~ beginning

Citizen journalists
Wild-card entry

“We are condemned to hope”
“I am lost, because I am free”

29.8.22

gulch
jawing

Kafka’s Metamorphosis, UGK’s calamity….. and waking up to the human condition!

The counterfeit doubles

31.8.22

retrench
Wage bubble
Basis points

Bad miracles

The aesthetics of leadership

Smokers Anonymous

Nope, Northman!

“Cut the thread of fate” – the deficiency of subjective purposiveness in the pursuit of freedom

The tragic absolute

Fundamental criticism is philosophy

Freedom transfigured by mortality

Nihilism Vs. Scepticism

The necessary illusion of harmonious opposition

Reason Vs. Nature – Identity is NOT Being!

Moralization/romanticization of Reality

The only way to access the REAL is via a “free play” between the Imaginary and the Symbolic

Succeeding in death, by failing at life!

Who told you that men and women belong to the “same species”?!

Intellectual intuition ~ emotional understanding

Dissolution as freedom – embracing (our failure to master) the Overwhelming/Sublime!

coterie
paratactic
Future perfect – “this will have been true”
Supreme madness and prophetic speech
feuilleton
Originary moment
exergue
Vision quest

From the Word of GOD to voices of the Gods

Prefigured fate and transfigured resolution

1.9.22

Retreat, or surrender!

stickler
berserker
Shock troop
moccasin
seeress
Honorable failure
Revenge consumption
hyper-lapse
NFTs
Gig economy
Inflicting pleasure
Public policy professionals

truant; hooky
Misanthropic apathy
The perverse sincerity of the humorist
rictus
Whipping-boy
Cretan syncretism

“The world will never know you, like I do”

2.9.22

Snicker terms
ensconced
stilted
chez
orthogonal
parlay
bumptious
dishabille
raconteur
crouton
metontology
unconcealed
turret
nefas
topos

Revisionist history
Righteous vengeance
Luxuriant violence
Monkeypaw Productions
Insurmountable context
The compositional unity of a poetic phenomenology of existence
Sensuous/temporal thought
The Anaximandrian unlimited
Remembering (preserving the memory of) finitude
Sublime events
The Empedoclean spiral of love & strife
The All Vs. The One
Fate as the Law of Being
Artistic orchestration of biological ethos
Professional dreamers
Omnipotent deceiver
Film crew
Manifest-destiny
Impersonal autobiography
Antinomian style
Magical thinking
Limit attitude
Epochal discordance
The negative remembrance of the divine
Distinguish: Representation & Presence
Windowless cell
Economy: Restrictive Vs. General
The violent exteriority of the sacred
From rational categories to poetic tones
The fatal illusions of mortality
Ecstatic truth
Free acquiescence
The calculable laws of multidimensional (human) existence
Traces of remembrance
Deciding what remains
Symphonic ethos of th Dionysian community
Politicians of the soul
pseudo-philosophies
Theologians disguised as philosophers
Signs without meaning

Shiva(‘s) Baby

How does one develop the patience to develop patience?

Enthusiasm for purposeless living

What is the opposite of “sinning”?

Pete Sampras used to sleep for 13 hours a day!

Just because we are consciously aware of our animality DOESN’T mean we can transcend it! The only alternative to tragedy is hubris.

Getting lost in the flow/flux of being IS creativity!

The falsity/failure of ironic (Romantic/Christian) wit

The individual as the reproduction & transformation of com(monal/mun)ity

3.9.22

abysmal
classicist
Mnemosyne
mechane

Annihilation as emancipation

Seminal moment
Eternal surface
Transcendent imagination
Novel translations
Personal essays
Contesting reformulations
Subjectivist impasse
Forgetful ~ desolate
Meta-narrative ~ mythos
Modernity as secularized Christianity
Nothingness ~ infinity ~ absolute ~ ultimate
Susceptibilities named as powers
Open, purposeless possibility
Aorgic & organic
The genealogy of a determinative typology
Humean awakening from dogmatic slumber
Erring on the side of truth
Copernican subjectivity
Hypothetical theology
Judgment – Reflective & Determinative

Kantian Judgment ~ Laruellian Decision

4.9.22

The fundamental act of self-positing
Mourning play
copula
cheesy
PBUH

The union of logic (thought) & metaphysics (being)

5.9.22

Does my theoretical knowledge have a (radical/determinative) subconscious effect on my physiology (& vice-versa)?!?

brain-fade
Thaumaturgic idealism
Heuristic poetics
Anti-foundationalist systematics
French aphorists
Multi-genre
Romantic confusion
Mythos, ethos & logos
Sensation, understanding & imagination
Intentional fragments
Night Hymns
Necromancy of love
Ceaseless fragmentation and alternative construction
Embedded in the conflicts of succession
Kantian ironic irony!
The penny dropped
Prosaic architectonic
Mortal narrator
Apprenticeship in existence
quip
The projection & preservation of the beloved
Diurnal/seasonal spirituality
diremption
Bacchantic frenzy
Feminine nature & masculine reason
Plastic works
Terrestrial transmutability
The moralities of subjective purposiveness
Ouroboros
Clumsy impatience

Romantic comedy Vs. Epic tragedy

Momentary thinking

All ideas are covert ideals!

DON’T read, when moving the page

Permanent revol(ve)ution

She has filled all her holes with herself!

6.9.22

From the numbness of numbness, to the pain of numbness, to the pleasure of numbness……!

Skeptical theism
Theological necrophilia
Non-developmental spirituality
The differentiation (NOT division) of being into subject & object
Living union
Being ~ Life (includes death) ~ Nature
Liberty, equality & fraternity among all creatures in an organic indestructible harmony
Indeterminate duality
Hopeless infinite progress
Aesthetic intuition
Our commemorative relation to the divine origin
metempsychosis

The dictatorship of genealogy
Bastards in power
Distinguish: Resentment & Rage
Consumption ~ cremation
Rogue nations masquerading as reputable empires
Sulphuric character
Historical dramaturgy
Jacobinian physics
Soviet Thermidor
“In his lifetime, he was half right”
The Russian Revolution as a re-enactment play
Political autodidact
Theoretical cold-bloodedness
Slavish heroes
Reality designers
Destabilization as the new norm
Money as the mongrelizing energy par excellence

flâneur

Remembering the Longing for desire

8.9.22

Blended narrative – history & myth
Joy Vs. Contentment
The intimacy of the Night Vs. The religions of the Day
Dreaming as hoping
Capacity for the holy
Genealogy of the sacred
Pseudo-mathematization of philosophy
Objectivity beyond dogmatism – possible?
Dionysians in an Apollonian age
The new sophistry
Aristocratic gatekeepers
matheme, poiesis, polis & eros
Collective assumptions, affirmations & aspirations

saturnalia
purloin

Extended highlights

Mental models

9.9.22

Metafiction & metareality
Chaos sex Magick
co(s)mic
quimp-er
sympatico
Deep-cover code-names
Rocky Horror Picture Show

“Be innocent in good, and excellent in evil”

Campy hero ~ trans-messiah

Distinguish: Tragic & Pathetic
Weakness/Hubris/comedy
Vs.
Strength/Honesty/tragedy
Tragic festival ~ celebration of mortality (& eternal recurrence)
Fate as the law of life/being
Errancy ~ forgetfulness
Dionysus ~ Bacchus
From nihilistic/intellectual hubris to cosmic/tragic joy
Distinguish: Mortal fate & Manifest destiny
Hostility to herd virtues
ver(s)ification
Playful blasphemy
Self-knower ~ self-hangman
“I am your labyrinth” ~ Ariadne/Nietzsche & Dionysus/eternity
The desertification of affirmative culture

The Big 3 (Tennis greats), and me, are NOT THAT different! 😅

Old gods
Vs.
New demons

The threat of global warming (with dangerously rising sea levels), and the promise of GOD to Noah that he would not again destroy the world by flooding (symbolized by the rainbow)……

Inverse greatness

Ambitious greed Vs. Hedonistic abandon

Morality/religion
Vs.
Mortality/reality

The Dionysian Jesus and Apollonian Christianity!
The tower of Babel and the utopian kingdom of GOD

11.9.22

911 → 9/11

heroization
Epinician

Difficult pleasures
Dionysus Dithyrambs
From performance to permanence
Gods/destiny/mortality
Vs.
Heroes/freedom/achievement
Astonishing art
Poets/artists as philosophers/prophets
Cutting-edge antiquity ~ Future classicism
Material survivals
Topics, sources & methods – combine, blend & transcend!
Energy, rigor & scope
Occasional poetry
Trans-historical analysis
“Just a poet”
ad alta voce
Anemic sublimes
After the premiere
Pure aesthetics
Exemplifying (as opposed to describing) sublimity
Subliminal subtleties
Doing justice in praise
diapason
Cloud cuckoo land
in spate

Deutero-canonical/apocryphal works (art)

From Christian theology to Greek mythology – pilgrim’s regress!?

12.9.22

Good organizations ~ Kingdom of GOD

Free-thinkers ~ philosophers