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SCRIBBLES

10.8.18
– iOS:
Paper by 53
Vs.
Takasui Sketches
Free better than paid!?
– Roger Waters
Pexels
Test case
– Living with me is bad for you psycho-socially, but it’s definitely good for you bio-spiritually……
So, might be worth it, after all! 🙃
– If you choose to leave the SFG, you cannot rejoin for 3 months.
But we can still be (casual!) friends…… 🤪
– Distinguish:
Usually
&
Always
– I think respecting me (anna/sir) will be very good for you!
– Movies:
“The Fountainhead” (1949)
Audio track +0.5s
WOW! Definitely one of my favorite movies
How would I respond to the charge of “adolescent tantrum” brought against this by Richard Brody of The New Yorker?
Thanks a lot to Chris Samuel (SAIACS) who referred me to this movie.
I had already seen Rand’s biopic.
Last scene – rising toward the Übermensch!
At last, a Christic movie that doesn’t end in tragedy and still seems realistic 🤩
Salome must watch this, if she must understand me & our relationship……
Need to see Nietzsche’s biopic too. Is there one?
Make no mistake, the key event is the bombing (& maybe also the suicide of Wynand)!
Architecture – a metaphor for the human enterprise (my vocation/ministry too!)
And don’t be so blind as to miss the romance which is one of the (if not the most) important themes in the film……
Compare with “Citizen Kane”
11.8.18
– Still Life With a Skull ~ Memento Mori
– Winking & fact-checking
Indie – independent, indigenous… indignant Indian!
Nearbuy app – “freedom to step out!” 😜
Spirituality – perpetuate the crisis! 👣
– Revelation defines Genesis!
(Not the other way around)
– “The Word became flesh and tabernacled among us, and we beheld/heard/touched his glory.”
This is what Larry Morris says about UGK.
Is he the Second Coming?
I want a handful of close people (especially my partner) to say this about me when I die. This is my wish & hope on my 40th birthday!
– Is my romance with depression over forever? Will I still be the same Joe without it? Why should I be……!?
12.8.18
– Love:
With heart – desire
With soul – trust
With mind – understand
With strength – work
– Am I a philanthrope or misanthrope??
– Hereditary – wait for the HD movie to become available. Don’t be impatient and watch the HDCAM version now (like you did for Split)!
– The Fountainhead:
The cynic/ruler
Vs.
The weak friend
Vs.
The hero/martyr
13.8.18
– trowel
Kool-Aid
Women in metal!
Help for creators
Community guidelines and content restrictions
– Movies:
“A Dark Song”
Why was it an NYT critic’s pick? I now know that I cannot use even the critical consensus as an infallible guide to my best films!
The only 2 things that impressed me were the grueling preparation and the radical trust in a guide required to achieve a lofty spiritual goal.
One needs to die first (touch the abyss) in order to fully live!
The horror elements were really not that scary. And the surprise twist at the end (forgiveness) wasn’t realistic……
Did she develop an intimate, genuine bond (love) with her guru, that transformed her bitterness?
– As long as there are powerful forces (E.g. Political corruption, ecological crisis, social discrimination, cultural fundamentalisms, etc.) in the world, that impinge on everyone’s freedom, we cannot be simple individualists.
Right?
14.8.18
– The us created by the We-me
Vs.
The us created by the Me-we
– Distinguish:
Assembly polls
&
Lok Sabha elections
Same as the difference between MLAs & MPs
What role does the Rajya Sabha play in legislation?
– KaiOS
mull
gaffer
Chakras & Kriyas
Mudras
– Why no native dictionary (unlike iOS) in Android?
Pop-up dictionary for Android!
Look Up
– “BJP mulls assembly polls with Lok Sabha elections in party-ruled states”
It should be “mulls over”, right?
– Parapsychology as Critical Psychology!
Spirituality as the ultimate para-field/discipline…
15.8.18
– What does “वऩदे मातरम” mean?
Bengali ~ Indian!
Poetry, mysticism & patriotism
वसुधैव कुटुम्बकम
Sri Aurobindo
Rabindranath Tagore
Swami Vivekananda
Bhagat Singh
Subhash Chandra Bose
Sardar Vallabhai Patel
जन-गण-मन अधिनायक जय हे
Modicare
Ayushman Bharat
– You say the brain is your primary sexual organ,
I say my cock is the primary intellectual organ!
– Is it better for a very good person to die attempting to become great, or to stay content with who they have become?
Spiritual greed
– Jesus Christ & Robert Capon ~ U. G. Krishnamurti & Larry Morris
Bhagat Singh’s Jail Notebook ~ Immanuel Joseph’s journal/blog
– Iolo System Mechanic
– Have you ever lived through an extreme (high-risk/critical) situation?
If not, you may not be a full adult yet……!
I see all these stories where they make such a big deal out of losing a beloved one &/or one major impulsive/tragic individual action, but what about all those people who go through large scale catastrophes like famine, war, pestilence, etc. and prolonged trends of oppression/cruelty?!
– Distinguish:
Violence/cruelty (Nietzsche)
&
Evil/sadism (Devil)
– SFG – avoid the 2 opposite poles of “this is the best/greatest/only way for spiritual growth” and “it makes no difference, or is inimical, to spirituality”.
Believe in its value, WITHOUT taking it too seriously……!
16.8.18
– Indology
From Christian apologetics to unapologetic individual
IFTTT
Evental ~ acausal
– Having a few people who support me materially is itself a big deal. So, expecting them to be spiritually aligned might just be greedy…
– The Word as the eternal light, as opposed to the light-darkness dualism
Is man nothing but the self-reflection of GOD?
I.e. Divine reflexivity (GOD looking at, and thinking of, himself) = pre-existence of the Son (the eternal human) ~ (NOT –>) creation of Adam-Eve.
Unfolding/manifestation as opposed to sequence/causation.
Human be-ing (pre-incarnate Christ) = GOD’s mirror-image ask-ing who/what am I a reflection of?
The 4D shadow (divine image) of a 4D object (GOD)……!
Is there any humanity (3D) in my reflection (2D)?
Yes, but it’s not human. Reflection ~ conception ~ reproduction.
So, could my creation be MORE THAN human??
The Word/Logos is primarily GOD’s auto-communication!
I.e. It/he/she is GOD’s internal self-reflexivity, and by implication, divine communication to the human
Self-relationship is where it all begins……!
The Other within – the endless dialogue between who I am and who I believe/know/think I am
GOD (the Creator) ~ Son (the idea of creation in the mind of the Creator) ~ Human (the creature)
So, Man actually precedes the world!
The distinctions between GOD, Christ and Adam is logical/functional/processual rather than ontological/hierarchical/chronological……
– “The 99.9% are too ordinary (not radical enough) and the 0.1% are crazy (too radical)!”
Hmmm…… if only, at least 1% started supporting the revolutionaries over the status quo, how things would change……!?
– nwjs – virus/malware/PUP or not??
– Dear madam…
Do you realize that you are now materially supporting what you are spiritually opposing?!
– ad hominem argumentative fallacy
Sujendra Prakash
– “Defense is offence!” – UGK
– I am accused of being arrogant, proud, rude, mean, violent, destructive, etc.
Of lashing out at my critics
Of needlessly snubbing people
Of justifying my childishness/immaturity with tricky rationalizing
– I endorse cannibalism.
Huh!? 😳
– Only a sociopath can be a true activist,
And only a psychopath can be a true guru.
But not all sociopaths/psychopaths are activists/gurus.
– I am a narcissist.
Why yes
Why no
Why bad
Why not
– I want a video of me smoking……
Job 7:16; Ps. 144:4
– I like Imran Khan (present Pak PM)!
Does he like us (Indians) too??
– Is that guy gay?
He seems to be more comfortable with girls than with me……
– My face
Full beard >> Frenchie >> mustache >> full beard >> …
– DON’T talk during the night stroll together!
17.8.18
– Self-victimization
Making weapons out of the insults thrown at me……!
Negative narcissism
The majoritarian ambitions of the minority
One’s existential choices need the darkness of social oblivion in order to grow fully
Micro-politics
The economisation/politicization of the human
The post/trans/anti-human
Fictional historicization
kibbutz
Anarchist commune
Politics Vs. Warfare
Black bloc
Interpassive stupor
hacks
cretinous
Max Stirner
Anti-ageing movement
Technological singularity
Artificial consciousness
The dunghill of historic gratitude
The tyranny of happiness & prosperity
The self as the creative & unique nothing!
Critiquing freedom
Possessedness ~ slavery ~ machination
Illegalist/amoralist
Revolutionizing the subject
Self-positing
– Distinguish:
Hedonism (Capitalist/consumerist freedom)
&
Egotism (Anarchist/radical individualism)
– How do anarcho-individualists respond to social crises like mass poverty, ecological degradation, war, etc.?
Or do they?
But haven’t all the so-called selfless altruists together created this world full of suffering/ennui that we live in??
– Anarchists
Vs.
The Left
Insurrection
Vs.
Revolution
– Movies:
“The Legend of Bhagat Singh” (2002, Hindi)
Gandhi/politics/Congress Vs. Bhagat Singh/war/Socialism ~ Immanuel Joseph/SFG Vs. Christianity/society
Read the Wikipedia article on Bhagat Singh
“They only survive because their only (or highest) goal is to survive!”
Survival for the sake of transformation, NOT the other way around. So, if you have to choose one, then you know which way to go……
Compare his life with the philosophy of Max Stirner
Check out his Jail Notebook
Check out my screenshots & collage!
WHY did the Indian soldiers open fire in Jalianwala Bhag at General Dyer’s command??
What real contribution did the violent revolutionaries make to India gaining political independence?
Are they getting their due credit?
Did the British pay any penalty for their crimes against Indians?
18.8.18
– digipline
Stirner’s critics
– Limit the limiters,
Negate the naysayers,
Silence the silencers!
– In a country like India where gross negligence and inefficiency are ruining everything, how can anti-work be adventure?!
Wouldn’t it just worsen an already dire situation?
In short, what about all the lazy idiots??
– Is there any human culpability (State negligence, etc.) in the Kerala floods?
Throwing money at a natural disaster is like the power of positive thinking against cancer!
19.8.18
– Dream:
I am kissing a black beauty who is after me, and I cum (wet dream!). This happens in a big house where Salome is present in another room…
I am floating & swimming fluently and easily!
I am with a group of people in the hall, so I go into another room to talk on the phone with Danny.
– Zoroastrianism (Persia) ~ Zarathustra (Nietzsche) ~ Pyrotheology (Rollins) ~ the burning bush (Moses)
I join all worshipers of FIRE!
– “Why we disagree” – Swami Vivekananda
Have you listened to his voice?
– Eternal creation
Inheritance & identity
Reincarnation & hypnosis
Reminiscence ~ reimagination!
Material thralldom
The quasi-perfect condition
Sincere agnosticism
“This is the will of GOD” ~ “I do not know”!
Vedic Rishis
Heirs of immortal bliss
It is a sin to call man a sinner!
Lotus-leaf living
pyong
– Distinguish:
Repetition
&
Recollection
– Fuck shame
Fuck guilt
Fuck laziness
Distinguish:
Brokenness
&
Weakness
– How (well) would you type, if you couldn’t readily erase and edit?
– Apotheosis ~ homicide!
Futurist philosophy
“The logical consequence of Hegel’s principles, in following the course of dialectic, will generate a viewpoint totally antithetical to Hegelianism itself”!
Philosophy Stack Exchange
Stack Overflow
OpenID
Hot questions
The Old Hegelians
Berlin’s notorious “Free Ones”
Improvident bonhomie
duzbruder
Obscure status
Mock-epic
Radical youth
Prussian Revolution – unsuccessful military insurrection
“there is no other road for you to truth and freedom except that leading through the stream of fire [the Feuer-bach]. Feuerbach is the purgatory of the present time.”
“Man is the true God and Savior of Man.”
Self-alienation
Sensuous noesis
Stirner Vs. Feuerbach
Atheist piety & covert religions
Pure criticism and the fundamental illusion
Quixotic struggle and dialectic display of hostile brothers
Private success
Practical solipsism
Moral history
– SFG:
Formation (teleological)
Vs.
Friendship (egotistic)
Obedience (ideal)
Vs.
Love (personal)
– Cyber-Cynic – public masturbation, online!
– Mubi > Netflix!
– Criminals, psychos & GOD-men
Addicts, vegetables & tribals
Killer
Movies: “The Iceman”
20.8.18
– The infra-physical
India as genius!
The human-cosmic
The fine excess
Joy as creativity
The courage to delve into the infinite
The law of extremes
Mother goddess
Vaster forms
Immemorable shakthi
New Indias
Supramental light
Divine support
All-powerful simplicity
“Let her cry!”
Classical triumvirate
Fuck the ICS – Auro!
“The strong one, who can bear all things”
Biographical timeline
Sonny
“Our enemy is no outsider!”
Fiery letters to the editor
Military training for revolutionary youth
Bengali man of letters
Make your own affidavit!
Centripetal <–> centrifugal
“History is awakening”
“Making” history
Fatuous fragrances
daft, asinine
Punish the torturers
Gorilla warfare
Bloody ink
Sister Nivedita
“But, NOW is the time to fit in – study and climb the ladder – you can fight for change LATER……”
“But HOW can we take on the might of the British??”
– Spirit –> words –> bodies –> action –> death –> progress!
Redeeming Jihad (holy war)!
ONLY the perfect can fulfill, so……
Dominant status
Vs.
Total independence
From the foreign rule of politics/academics/religion to the free future of violence/sensuality/spirituality!
– Aurobindo seems to be closer to Bhagat Singh than to Gandhi!
– Should I make the SFG open-to-all?!
And get rid of all formal commitments/requirements?
– I must go back to Tamil Nadu and live there!!!
– Go, live and work in a place where you make a significant difference, instead of where you are just another cog in the wheel……
So, go down (less developed), in order to move up (positive contribution!?
– paywall
– Work
Vs.
War
Freedom struggle ~ spiritual warfare
There were types of Indians:
1. Those who fought for the British & killed other Indians.
2. Those who worked in the British institutions for their own benefit.
3. Those who covertly supported the Indian cause.
4. Those who openly fought for it and followed the great leaders.
5. The great leaders who inspired Indians toward full autonomy, and were mostly martyred.
Which one (or two) are you?
21.8.18
– Chrome PC cleanup tool
“Search failed:
An error occurred while Chrome was searching for harmful software”
Ha ha ha ha!
– Ant-revolution revolutionary
Wesley Cecil
Freedom as gift/permission
Unique Vs. Average
Freedom, not only from external restrictions to my own expression, but also from slavery to any addictive/destructive drive within me!
Fuck all “fixed ideas”!
Is it enough if I believe I am free? Could I be deluded about it?
Is this good for me = Do I (body) enjoy this? + Will this help me (spirit) grow?
Defiant/revolting/provocative
Distinguish:
Egoist
&
Anarchist
Ideology –> I-do-ology!
Liberty as a spook
Nothingness/emptiness:
Vacuum
Vs.
Womb
If I am (actual) nothing, then I could be anything (potential)!
All laws/customs/dogmas are reactionary (to the ego)!
Id1 Vs. Id2 Vs. Id3…… = Ego! (Forget the Superego) 😝
Individual ~ existential ~ spiritual
Angels (good demons) are demons too!
Passion
Vs.
Purity
Natural/inherent egoism Vs. Cultural/imbibed altruism
Love yourself completely & supremely, but do not unconditionally trust any of the voices within yourself!
– The Agon
Funeral games
Quiescent morality
Distinguish:
Honor/integrity
&
Fame/success
Trophies – statement possessions
ataraxia
– Trace Stirner’s love life……
WOW!
– But if I say/do… then they will think I am…
So, I should not……
– Yes, you worship/obey/submit/serve this or that God (Christ/society/enlightenment, etc.), but you do it only because YOU believe it. And you would not do it if YOU did not value it supremely.
Right?
Then, are you STILL not following your own self?!
So, according to this insight, even self-sacrifice is egotistic!
Therefore, in order for someone to not be egocentric, he/she must live in direct opposition to their own beliefs/values……
Who reigns supreme:
The king
Or
The king-maker?
– The individual/self/person is the ONLY thing that is real BOTH objectively (body) and subjectively (consciousness)!
So, worship it and it ALONE…
Amen.
– Every belief/value is a decision/choice!
22.8.18
– Can dealing with the technical problems (& e-pleasures) of PC games help me be a better spiritual guide?
– Anti-pop
The Peter Principle
Claude Debussy
Impressionism
Icelandic eruptions
Plastic grin
Tonsil stones
Microdiscectomy
The ocean/sea as the ungraspable phantom of life
This Day in History – First Successful Trial Run of a Steamboat (1787)
stymie
Putting green
thwack
previse
hypothecate
smack
objurgate
anathemize
debark
– Distinguish:
Spondylolisthesis
&
Intervertebral disc herniation/prolapse
– XBox Game Pass with Windows 10 PC
DirectX
Cricket – watch highlights of India tour of England Test series
Playster sucks!
My PC – Windows 10 Home version 1803 x64; Intel i3 2.4 GHz processor; 4 GB RAM; 1 GB video memory (Intel HD Graphics 4600); DirectX version 12
– Brute force without symbolic authority is powerless!
– Are you pissed off that I have misunderstood you, or is it because I have finally seen you for who you really are, and you hate that……!?
23.8.18
– Fan-nominations open for Pornhub awards 😉
– Distinguish:
Honorarium
&
Compensation
My condition of payment for picnic, retreat, etc. (as SFG leader) is like covering (ONLY) the transportation costs of a visiting lecturer…
The expertise, time and effort are offered totally free of charge!

WORDS

1.8.18

– Meena Kumari – actress cum singer cum poet
Female pornstar thinkers & activists
Conservative intellectuals – oxymoron!?
Ilona Staller
Colby Keller

– Culture says you’re a decent man, but nature says you’re just another prude!

– Restraint Vs. Dissent
Polemics & advocacy

– Distinguish:
“?!”
&
“!?”

– “Tell me your full name”
Master-disaster
Widow’s peak
“The Orson Welles of crap”
Mythical filming conditions
Internal befuddlement
Jacobean
Sleazy slow jams
The distinction of being the weirdest
Content regulations
Dadaist
Absurdist vision
The story (of the person) behind the story
Hilarious & poignant; Exorbitance & desperation; Excess & cluelessness
A would-be auteur whose primary creative stamp is his bad judgment!
James Gatz –> Jay Gatsby
“I am Tommy”
……Immanuel Joseph loves James Franco loves Tommy Wiseau……
Midnight screenings of cult classics
Performative audience interactivity
How does Tom Bissell fit into the whole picture?
Deep dive
Celebrity fan-base
Ironic enjoyment of bad entertainment
Social capital/cultural currency
The outsider superstar!
Startling cruelty, unbelievable inventiveness & real joy
Why people keep watching “the worst movie ever made”??
fan-work
The “genius of the artist” lies in the mind of the audience!!!
Immanuel Joseph’s blog ~ Tommy Wiseau’s film
Leonization [sic] – distinguish the Tommy Wiseau according to Greg Sestero and the Tommy Wiseau according to James Franco

– Tragic inspiration – “how I found life and freedom on death row”!

– Ethics:
Rules & consequences >> virtues & desires!
Distinguish:
Doing what is best for me
&
Prioritizing happiness
Is everyone focusing on their own flourishing ultimately the most conducive for everyone’s progress?
What about the personal need for social contribution?

– Body-respiration – let the spirit revive your whole soul!

– Movies:
“The Disaster Artist” (2017)
(& “The Room” – 2003)
Perfect movie for my current manic phase! 😅
Which one should be seen first?
Immanuel Joseph/Tommy Wiseau > SFG/The Room – this is why I liked Franco’s film!
The crucified Christ – the artist who entertains, by making himself a laughing stock……
Compare with “The Wrestler” (2008)
Is compassion weakness or strength? There is a certain kind of compassion (trying to spare the other) that is weak and another kind (seeking to sharpen the other in one’s own flint-fire) which is strong.
“Exactly how I intended…” 😛
Lisa (the lover) ~ The Room (his film)
“Whatever is worth doing, is worth doing badly!”
What does it mean to say that a movie is the “greatest bad”?! Is it just nonsense?
I don’t understand why those people in the beginning of the movie are raving about “The Room” 🤪
Title – what is “the room”??
The protagonist’s need for fame/success is definitely his Achilles heel
Distinguish:
Ambition/drive
&
Vision/passion

– Innocent child, political activist, passionate lover, wild animal, spiritual guru, intellectual giant, etc. – all-in-one! 😃👏🏽

– Can you find lyrics for “Baby love” by Cicciolina?
Google couldn’t!

– Positively schizophrenic
Romantic predator
Actually Huizenga
Extreme situations & desperate courage
Self-possession
Elam
Sargon of Akkad

– From good/bad to strong/weak
Able to be free irrespective of the situation, and/or able to change the situation to be more conducive to one’s expression – strong
Adjusting oneself according to the situation – weak
Can the strong adapt WITHOUT compromising??

– YouVersion – make your own Bible verse images with Calligraphy Name & Canva!

– News:
Contrast the 2 incidents of –
Cops being beaten by an angry group of people inside their own station (in AP, for beating some folks in the society)
And
DMK workers beating a restaurant staff (in TN, for denying them free lunch)

– The joy of the LORD is my strength – what exactly does “LORD” mean here, for me?
That which is channeled via all the means of Grace made available to me?
That which is inward/mystic/cosmic/eternal, but still accessible to me?

– Ps. 121:1-2
There is no question in the Tamil versions! Why?
Jussive, subjunctive
Song of ascents
“May your protector not sleep”
I look up to the mountains (religious observance), but my help comes from their Creator (the Reality behind/beyond the symbols)!
Don’t mistake the finger for the moon – distinguish signifier/pointer and signified/referent

2.8.18

– Suspension bridge

– Why is the gold Redmi Note 5 Pro, white in front?! 🤪

– When someone has no DP on WhatsApp, what does it say about them?

– What do you mean by “mean”?

– Innocent lust
meetup.com – only SFW? Ha ha ha ha ha……

3.8.18

– Happy fapping!
Follow your favorite models/pornstars on Instagram/Snapchat
Pornhub’s sexual wellness center
Free trial for paysites
Metcams
#PHtaughtme

4.8.18

– Chrono download manager for Chrome

– Ogle, flirt, seduce – detaboofy!
Unfreedoms

– Bill (The Tale), Lane (MI:6), Thanos (Infinity War) ~ JIJ! 😈

– Dear folks… August 11th is my 40th birthday.
So if you would like to express your appreciation for my invaluable (yet free) contribution to your life so far, you can give your generous cash gifts to me (I have some sexy stuff waiting on my wishlist)! 😬🤙

– How to find things google can’t – Google Search

– Yesterday, a dog intimidated me!

5.8.18

– Where has theooze.com gone??

– SFG – F: Formation >> Friendship
And, get rid of the G!

– Lost my specs in the bus to Madurai

– Life is……
Difficult enjoyment!

– Evangelicals are poor in raising teens. Is that any wonder?!

– The Messianic secret + the Great Commission = ??

– Christ as the anti-prophet!

– First Reformed (film/Joe) + priestly ordination (Solan) + vocational crisis (Mahima) = ?!

– “Xyz:
– Vocational crisis >> psychological depression in adolescence……?
– Distinguish:
Doing what I want
&
Doing what I am
– Counseling = self-knowledge + unconditional support.
HOW can a parent help his/her child to UNDERSTAND himself (as a unique individual)??
I think xyz must be strictly prohibited (by his parents) from pursuing NEET!

– Confess, & repent of, your sin of self-negligence and naïve obedience before the LORD your God!
Be ye delivered from this demon of “being nice (to people)”……
Amen.
GOD’s will – decision as discovery!

– Ordination sermon:
Do not jump to conclusions about, and hastily judge, people.
And never use the Scriptures for your personal agenda for/against others.

– Who the hell is Anjezë Gonxhe Bojaxhiu??

– Movies:
“நடிகையர் திலகம்”
Compare with “Dirty Picture”
Keerthy Suresh and Savithri; Vidya Balan & Silk Smitha
Was Samantha Akkineni’s character also “real”?
Is this film feminist, because of its depiction of female empowerment or exploitation, or both?
I identify more with Gemini Ganesan.
The ripple effects of the revolutionary’s martyrdom – more like a long drawn out tsunami!
A film for film-makers – Compare with “The Tale”
Who would’ve thought that an alcoholic’s death would produce such a great resource for alcoholics’ liberation?!
The dream outlives the dreamer, IF the dreamer does not give up until the end, irrespective of whether they succeed or not……

6.8.18

– (t)rap
thang
Dubstep porn
knickers; G-string
Pu$$y
Label conflicts
Follow-up mixtape
The New Classic
glen
Gaelic
Pornograffiti
Fleshlight girls

– Finish last, and beat everyone!

– “Split” – the beast is my cock!
And it’s on the move, so you better beware…… 😈
Virgin pussy Evangelicals
Vs.
Monster cocky Christians
“What up, bitch?” – Iggy Azalea
“I got one less problem without you”

– Dream:
Chatting with Danny, Vivi, my dad.
I wonder aloud how the MCU manages to turn out awesome movies one after the other…!
There are patches of cockroaches and worms all over the hall floor – needs cleaning.
I tell Vivi the learning in SFG is open, not curricular, so there’s no hurry to meet deadlines & targets. Danny talks about how the wink of a black beauty is torturing him……! 😎

– segue (say that sexy sound!)
My favorite camgirls – have you ever chatted with them?! Are they really real??

– Yesterday, when the அருட்தந்தை (CSI அருட்பொழிவு, அருட்பணி, அருட்செய்தி) was preaching about humility, obedience & kindness, I felt like strangling him right there…… 😠
Making pussies out of everyone, in the name of the paradigmatic cocky 🖕🏾

– 🤲🏽
Vs.
🤝
Vs.
🤜🏿🤛🏿

7.8.18

– Movies:
“First Reformed”
The death of faith-hope-love >> the birth of freedom-passion-life!
This movie is so timely for where I am now (spiritually) – “I have found a new way to pray”, “why deny yourself?”
From psuedo-theology to sexual spirituality! 💣💥
“The Last Night” (book) – from a servant of normative abstractions (eco-warrior and religious priest) to the wild individual! From human-sacrifice to ideal-murder…… 🗡️
Michael – Christ figure – deicide >> salvation!
“What does a man profit if he gains the whole world and loses his soul? Or, what can a man give in exchange for his soul?” – Jesus of Nazareth
Compare with Ingmar Bergman’s “Winter Light” & “Diary of a Country Priest” by Robert Bresson.
Why did Paul Schrader make this movie? Is there anything new or different in his work from what has already been made? Maybe he just wants to be a contemporary finger pointing to those classic moons, because without it, the present & future generations might never see what they miss……
These film-makers have a PhD in depression and are therefore certified counselors!

“Ant Man”
I watched it in 2 halves separately. I hesitated to continue watching, but the 2nd half made up for the first!
The smaller the weapon, the more powerful it is.
Ants – harnessing the power of Nature to combat unnatural/artificial/man-made culture…
I can never understand characters who are so much in love with someone else that they virtually live & die for them!
Sentimental superheroes disgust me. To me, they are not worthy of the name.
Quantum level ~ death/eternity – the One who returned!
Loving relationship
Vs.
Higher cause
Vs.
Individuation

“Ready Player One”
Compare with “Tron: Legacy”
Cyber-game ~ spiritual warfare – the battle FOR (the sake of) this world is NOT waged IN (or according to the ways of) this world!
The people’s champion (Messiah)
Vs.
The ruling class (The powers-that-be)
Compare with the movie “Avatar”
“You’re not an avatar, are you?!” – what is the resurrected Christ?? Not just a human/person or a memory/influence……
Anorak, Halliday & the Curator
You can be inspired by causes, but you can romance only a real girl!
WHY didn’t the villain shoot the hero when he had the chance?! He’s human too!
Spirituality – wandering as winning…… 👣👍🏽

– “Girls rescued from shelter home”!

– I was not born to my parents, but dropped down from Heaven… or rather, came up from Hell!?

– Why are letters given on a phone dialpad?

– I think Peter Kreeft’s comment, “their semen has backed up into their CSF” actually applies more to the theology of the unnaturally repressed (E.g. Catholic priests who molest children) than to the philosophy of the promiscuous (or the “sexually impure”)!
Reference:
“If we analyzed the blood that their hearts pump into their brains, might we find it mixed with fluids from their lower organs?”
– From “Happiness: Ancient and Modern Concepts of Happiness” by Peter Kreeft

– Can this sermon be preached to non-human species?!

– Can someone who (says he) is a spiritual leader have a tummy (plenty of belly fat)?
Can I be a cultural influencer without being a leader of people?
Introverted revolutionaries!

– Take a loan & buy a house. Then rent it out and repay the EMI with that income…

– wickedride.com 👍🏽😎
Solo trip/walkabout/adult’s timeout (“The Affair”)
High-time you did it, Joe!

8.8.18

– SAIACS Annual Consultation

– Is Evangelical Christianity just an idolatrous response to the human craving for certainty and satisfaction?
– Peter Rollins

– Liberal colleges like UTC idolize social causes like justice,
And Evangelical institutions like SAIACS worship their evangelistic theology.
Is there any Christian organization dedicated to the open & fearless pursuit of true knowledge?

– Distinguish:
Apologist
&
Philosopher
It’s not enough that we know, we want to know that we know, and then we want others to know that we know……

9.8.18

– Weed – joint (with tobacco) or cannabutter or vape – choose (the form of) your poison! 😎

– fountainhead

– Distinguish:
Adolescent tantrums
&
Radical individualism
The repressed gentleman
&
The responsible (empathetic) adult
Ayn Rand
Vs.
Friedrich Nietzsche
Holding the door for the elderly
&
Ogling at women in public

– Yucca brevifolia
Joshua Tree
National park
Cultural festival
Connect with the outdoors and be inspired by the spirit!

– Voice journaling!

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– What is the OASIS (Ready Player One)??
The Imaginary becomes the greatest weapon in the battle against the power of the Symbolic, for the sake of experiencing the Real!

– I am a lesbian-feminist! 🤪😳
i.e. Inspired by (the great) women

– WhatsApp – saving others’ DP (those I like) to my gallery.
Hmmm…… Is that okay? 🤪

– Everyone is equal – inherent worth
Everyone is not equal – the value created from what is given

– There’s just too much energy coarsing through my body ⚡, I feel my brain will explode 🤯!

– “First Reformed” – body ecology!

– Short top & leggings! 🙃😳

– Start using advance booking in Ola & Uber

– MomentCam
MMF
defloration
Virgin masturbation
XXX Games Network

– A.P. Bio (TV series) – S01 E01-02
Advanced Placement 😅
Attacking bad philosophy is the best way to redeem & renew this techno-capitalist culture! And this can be done by ordinary people (even youth!), if only they have a fearless (& eccentric) leader……
Not all comedy sucks! 😝👍🏽

– If you could change your name to something more reflective of your character what would it be?

– Is the Übermensch just another normative abstraction that threatens to enslave you & me?
No!
Why?