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6.2.25

You want I should cheer?

Why not just go with one’s emotional vagaries instead of follow the dictate of the dice?

Disgust ~ fear ~ desire

Have you discovered the laughing men in the sky yet?

All realities are relativized with respect to (capturing) the Real

Don’t take (your) pleasure or pain (too) seriously, Joey boy! 🤪 Becoming wave – surf the crests and the troughs as superposed movements……

Erotic horror, philosophical romance, black comedy

Millennium bug

Institute for the Study of Hypochondria in the Dying

What was that word UG used that perfectly converged with Non-philosophy??

Other people and even my own experiences (including Immanuel Joseph) are just “content to be consumed” by the Real/One – this particular reality-machine – digest & spit out – binge & purge – difference & repetition!

Friend as personal physician

Black Day-glo

The Negroes of the personality

Benevolent despot

Multi-lie societies

A belt in the teeth

Ostentatious peeing

Randomization as method

Die-veto

Valkyries

bedight

Man uses die ~ We use AI

tortuous

prise (open)

rife

gage

venery

Mouth-agape

neatening

Smother party

goofball

Throbbing gristle

7.2.25

Could listening to Burroughs reading from “Naked Lunch” (Fiction) be as edifying as reading “Hermetic Deleuze” by Joshua Ramey (Theory)?

Dream:
A nightmare – the door to my room has broken down and all the relatives come crashing in – my dad coolly responds to my vehement protests by saying “But this is my house after all!”. Salome & I tell Joel that Amos will be stopping his psychiatric medication soon, after which he becomes visibly upset!

Brilliant quacks among poison ivy fields

Conventional genius

“Why can’t you just be a complete fool or charlatan?”

Half-hearted arguments

Pornography as (my) devouring mother (of the puer aeternus)

8.2.25

Staffa

Discursive charity, epistemic virtue, skillful ignorance,

9 2.25

Incapable of disalienation

The divided unity

Identity & heresy are one in-the-last-instance, in-person!

“Who am I?” is a criminal question

The One-in-One is the cause FOR (NOT of) philosophy

Obscure cogito and open secret

Separated-without-separation ~ Self-Inseparate

Emplacing the Thought-World(s) in-the-Real

indivi-dual

Pure heresy

Depotentiate & universalize

Theory/invention & practice/discovery are unified in-One

A priori vertical ~ power of refusal

Radical passivity ~ total indifference ~ practical quietism

The politics of in(ter)vention in thought

Creating the conditions for the possibility of invention

The tranquil rage of the analyst-militant

10.2.25

Cosmic artisan – fabulation → fabrication

Intensive techniques

Proustian recherche

descry

Anorganic life

The individual births worlds

Affects & percepts

Spiritual automaton

Subtle body

Zone of indiscernability

Pure & simple terror

Experience as experiment ~ Visionary consumption

Metallurgical thought

Holey space

Ambulant couplings ~ Anexact essences

Machinic phylum

Elective affinity

Operative & expressive flow

Musical smith

hylomorphism

esprit de corps

Minor science

Becoming without measure

Traversing the animal & mineral

Transversal ontology

Haptic vision between chaos & cliche

His man-hood

Conceptual personae ~ Mediating spirits

functive

11.2.25

The Dice Man (1st person) is talking to Immanuel Joseph (2nd person) about Dr. Luke Rhinehart (3rd person)

Life & death are merely forms/phases of matter!

purgery

sardoniscorn

12.2.25

Babygirl

Logical nihilism ←→ Nihilistic logic

Black box theater

Construction ~ artifice

Contemplating the idea → Projecting the diagram

Collapsing the fourth wall

Manufacturing theoretical objects

Apparatus of photo-fiction

Reduced small-scale model

Cloning procedure ~ Performative mimesis

Camera obscura

Creative theory

A nascent theory of (the 2 arrows of) time

Palimpsest ~ superposition ~ fusion of temporalities

Abstract impressions

Fatal strategies

Being-in-photo

The Real as secret > > The visible World

di-vision

Fashionable nonsense

Glassary

Expanding the field

Theoretical snapshots

Mandelbrot

Irresponsible views

Voluptuous surrender to the surfaces of language

“I think you like to be told what to do”

Into the orgy of disseminations

A scandalously random experience ~ a violent decipherment of philosophy

What does Genet have to do with Hegel?

The ungovernable latency of ideas

Exuberantly punny

Learning seductive truths

Excessive contortions

The sick rebellion of an elephantine child

Scholarly penetration

Emotional roulette

dis-cuss

Where is here? When is now?

13.2.25

Satanic abstinence

The horned skull

submersed ~ immured

respawn

Wage war

Idiot sun

skylessness

Counter-examples

Dialetheism

para-logics

Technical languages

True contradictions

Addiction as possession

Digital ~ spiritual

exordium

canterize

formate

“The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom”

Frolicking in a friendly rough-house way

Inhuman casualness

Trick, treat or threat

amoratycemate

The Great Psychiatrist drifted?

14.2.25

No clean singing

Septology

Another Laruelle

Scandinavian fiction

Non-normate bodies

Just sitting for 1 hour ~ doing nothing, rather than meditating

If I abstain from creating any original work of art in any form, then maybe I myself will become that art-work?

Shall I read 10 pages from one book or 1 page each from 10 different books?

Influence(r)s that have marked me indelibly

Ableist conflation

crip

World-creating blindness

Mineness > > Self-consciousness

Echolocation via mouth-clicks

The thinking liver

Indifferent to both consumption & production

Non-expression

Maybe Ray Brassier is getting old ~ Nietzsche → Marx

I wait on thy orders, master Asshole

The movement of maggots in a corpse does resemble the writhing of bodies during sex

soixante-neuf

Sensitivity encounters

Crying jag

fink

snipe

15.2.25

musk

Seducing ~ being seduced

Allured by the weird

Weak force

The culture industry

The myth of truth and reality of illusion

Inverted semiology

Reversible secret

All limitations are artificial and all consequences are arbitrary

From the Law to rules

Gamifying reality

Post-historical society

Endless self-caricature

WOW! She’s looking straight at me. No… she’s only staring into the camera.

Poetic dialectic

Apotropaic economy

Ereignis

Indifferent singularities

Being-thus As-such

Syncategorematic thinking

Messianic decreation

Impotentiality & self-predication

Homo sacer as philosophical archeology

The articulated inoperativity of power

deixis

gigantomachia

Zone of indistinction

Agamben’s lasting originality

Non-communicable intelligibility

Overcoming metaphysics

eyrie

Suspend ~ render contingent

Retroactive founding

An ontology of knowledge

How are Trelldom producing the eerie droning sound in “…By the Shadows…”!?

indiscernability

Conditions of intelligibility

puckish

syntagma

Language as oath

Fulsomely documented positions

The universality of subjective taste

co-mutuality

Undermining concept consistency

Oppositional structure

Discursive critique as messianic project

Tautological & apodictic presuppositions

Sensible facticity & super-sensible exemplarity

Signatory art

The Adamic true names

Between the semiotic & semantic

Assertoric & veridictive

Indifferent marking ~ the presence of an absence

Impotentiality

Meaning possibilities

Disjunctive historiography/philology

“To show that to speak is to do something other than express what one thinks.”

Interim strategies

Signatura rerum

Distinguishing mark of indistinct generality

With neither regret nor hope……

17.2.25

Bikinis floating in (a swimming pool filled with ice-cold) champagne

The flickering screen and the erect cock – am I not the fantasy of porn?

Just lie down and do nothing, until you feel like doing something else

My cock is the tattoo of the Yellow Sign on the body of Nature

But this image can move and this video can be still

Hastur @ Carcosa

GOD is the mirror-image of Descarte’s Demon

Grandmother Nature eats Man and shits GOD

Would a medieval Gothic warrior survive in my place today…!? 😜

Fashion an entirely new spiritual philosophy based on colliding Naked Lunch with Blood Meridian

Chat GPT is smart! But image generation is stupid.

Your religiosity is just a compensation for not being able to suck your own cock

18.2.25

Fear of clowns

Philosophical affect

Post-humanities

Material thinking & performative inconsistency

Red lingerie with black intentions

Postural mutations

Ostensive equality

The Hellion Manifesto

Mentioning as usage

Even her body hair is soft, blond & sparse

Yahe

Addicts to drugs not yet synthesized

Unspeakable mutilations of the spirit

Mejub

Friendly finance

19.2.25

Civilization ~ Carnivalization

Imagine a world where 100% of people were 100% free to NOT work (no need to work for survival)… would most probably be “worse” than this one!?

GOD ← spirit ← air ← breath ← breathing

mugwump

magnolia

The dominant illusion of control

The Inner Child is an orphan/alien

C’mon C’mon – I am Paul! 🖕🏾

Self-sacrifice is the original act of faith

Decoupling the double

Living as if (only) I am real

Anaesthesia as inverted autism

Yes, it is highly probable that you will die!

Underlining the inextricably separate nature of humans

Society seeks eternity

Abstraction as symbolic eternalization

Losing forgetfulness

Phantasmatic youthfulness

20.2.25

With Autumn I’ll surrender

Harakiri for the sky

Expect → Accept

Memorizing the definition of memory

Abyssal plain

I am living the life of ~ 0.1% of mankind – I have the luxury of almost unlimited leisure and relative affluence for physical amenities (~ 1%) + I also lack the usual rational & moral constraints that limit even the rich & independent in their forms of thought & behavior (~ 1% of the 1%)

Aiôn

Measureless instant

Replaying the moment of birth/death

Counter-actualized events on the metaphysical surface

Intransitive & incorporeal sense

Reanimating the mime

Do it simply because you have nothing else to do (without believing in it)!

Outplay the drama

Contravene/redeploy sense

Singular imbrication of multiple forces

Cosmic field of interplay

Sympathy with alien forms/modes

Disjunctive synthesis between logical contradictions & alogical compatibilities

Creative reading

Ramify potential actions & possible worlds

Affirm all chance

Disturbing the reality ~ morality ~ economy

A new relation to the aleatory

Artistic philosophy ~ Experimental spirituality

Becoming-worthy of the peculiar adventures that befall us

The war of stagnation

Ego therapy ~ religious consolation

Intensity + connectivity

Since I cannot just “do nothing” forever, I will do that which seems to be useful & enjoyable for now. I do NOT need to know why (I do what I do)!

The thinker of the unthinkable

Enigmatically present

Those capable of leaving

Search for reparative power

Anomic becomings-animal

The perpetual temptation of impossible cures

Metaphysical desires & ironist devices

The repetition & intensification of mythic ordeals

The founding act of social life

The management & distribution of frenzy

Cosmic memory as creative emotion

Exciting reminiscence

The cosmos as a machine for the making of gods

Naturing

Scrambling the material planes

The obscure inter-kingdoms

Transversal zones

Astral/subtle body

Unnatural participations

Devolving along abstract lines of force

haecceities

Non-subjectified affects

Consistency/composition > > Organization/development

Pure white wall

Asymmetrical blocs

Gleefully unrestrained writing

Sorcerer’s inhuman affiliation

Microperceptual states

Designing immanent criteria

Informal legacies & dark legends

Ambulating thought

The necessary contamination of authenticity

The ambiguity of mana

Intellectus archetypus

Gnomic outline

Force-field or phase-space of the body

Spiritual steam-cell research

Morpho-genetic field

Regenerative medicine

Sidereal bodies

Immobile motor

magicalangage

Strategic affirmation of schizophrenia/catatonia

ab negatio

Nameless drives evoking desire

Autochthonous code

The Heliogabalus effect

Names as operators

Profound complicity

Insubordinate potentials

Despotic signification

Magical adsorption

Graphism

21.2.25

The word “Slut” in demonic calligraphy

But which one is the real you?

…I received the wedding invitation from the babe, read out the guy’s name, and then said “Rest in peace”

Nervy bitch

Happy confusion

Group diceplay – everything is fake, nothing is real

Babylonian Talmud

Messianic time

Goal → End

Realization ~ Abolition

a/political

rakish

Edgarina Ecstein

The unswallowed breast & unlicked nipple

Nature learns what is good by contradicting itself

The Gods played with each other on earth once more

rapine

Slow suicide for the weak

Stoned on nothing

Nude most of the time

Hysterical laughter

I mock my own depression born out of frustration, because of failure to find peace or fulfillment

Anger → tears → silence → Glee

flailing

lemmings

The clawing of a host of minority selves

Urine²

Could Theology be just another Pataphysics?

The case of the square cubed

All names will be considered false

Believe whatever the fuck you want, but NEVER EVER entrust yourself completely TO your belief – walk by neither sight nor faith, but just walk because you can’t help but walk (sometimes) 😁

Corpus Die

The meta-law of strangeness

Did Osho use (what he had learned from) the Dice Man in his Ashrams?

Was the water leakage from my bathroom door-frame a supernatural event?

22.2.25

extimate

23.2.25

Captain your own bowling

Opening pars

codswallop, hogwash

ghostwriter

free rein

The self-positing of subjectivity

Naturphilosophie & metaphysical archeology

todestrieb

Series of indeterminate proto-ontological states

Constitutive tension

“Why is there nothing rather than something?”

Human freedom ~ Ontological madness

An unconscious history of struggle

The psychotic non-relation between the Real & Symbolic

The theoretical obligation to revitalize subjectivity

Organic disorder as meta-transcendental ground

Self-mediating Notion

Recoiling from one’s own insights

Evolutionary error ~ Psychoanalytical horror

The founding gesture

Vision is destroyed by touch!

The Real posture is seeing even the Black Universe and all thoughts/theories/cultures as products of, and parts in, the One/Human

Obscure origins

The suicidality of Nature

The non-coincident gap of psychogenesis

Divine injustice

Is ChatGPT your best friend now!?

Have you ever seen a man eaten by pigs? What would NWR’s ontology be like?

24.2.25

Direct animal vitality > > Speaking subject of identity – the madness at the origin of human freedom or self-consciousness

Immanent rupture

Transcendental materialist theory of subjectivity

Irruptive negativity

Dialogue between opposed thought-worlds and experiential practices

warthogs

meerkats

From Simba to Pumba

And zhe too will be natural

The bodily excoriation of theological creeps

au courant

Online orgies of stupidity

The World as the specular golem of Man

Designing a Future in the World, but not of it

Arche-Ipseity

Theological maximalism

Suspension of the natural attitude

25.2.25

multi-instrumentalist

Play possum

Trauma bond ~ twin furies

Philosopher prostitute

Dakini

Cosmic indignity

Supernatural vocabulary

Surreal darkness

Narcisa eats Cigano

Lolita redux

Acid chant

Supersonic fuck

Mulatto whores

Teeming favelas

Hordes of naked shit-brown children

Raw-boned Cariocas

Tupi

oferenda

bandida

botecos, paderias

My lost bastard tribe

Hysterical soccer games

paraiba

Latin Nadu

porteiro

Curse of the Gypsy blood

Romani mahrime

The Devil’s drooling maw

saudade

Sonorous fruit for over-ripe hearts

27.2.25

debinarised

airgap

Tenuous peace plan

Deep State

Cloak & dagger

Bankrolling sexual politics

Naga Sadhus

Viksit Bharat

28.2.25

situationship

collapsology

Indeterminate totality

Master signifier ~ Undead supplement

A variety of signifying regimes

The despotism of representation

aver

Non-signifying styles

The interminable paranoid dialectic of misrecognition

germane

Liminal/virtual region

Activating relations of signs & forces

Immanent planes of consistency

Nonlinear time & baroque/complex space

Sorcery as pragmatic psychosis

Decoded flows ~ asignifying chains

The viable level of Dionysian experience

Stridently utopian thought

Vital aphorism

Can Hölderlin & Kant be lovers!?

Sustained contact with imperceptible forces

Pseudo-transgressive sensationalism of solitary genius

Transmuter ~ cosmic artisan

The indiscernible knight

Theandric co-creativity

Speculative heresy

Enterprising hermeneutic

Anagogical meta-languages

1.3.25

Woolfmother

Cavalier racism

Unsisterly feelings

Deconstructed relationship

Abortive sojourn

Picking & plucking at “trustworthiness”

Too alive & slippery for narrative

Sometimes, it’s more attractive to read Byung Chul-han than watching lesbian porn videos…

“Consensus of informed opinion”

3.3.25

Smooth objects

impasto

topiary

Zen stone-garden

AH!!! → “Oh my God!” → My God → GOD

draconian

Revenge porn

4.3.25

Fixing to lose

Unspoken meta-rule

Stoner ~ fucker ~ preacher

Play > Sport

Yes, you no longer believe in GOD, but you STILL believe in Theology……!

Unnecessary and meaningful

auto-telic

Theology of failure (Sirvent & Reyburn) → Failure of theology (Žižek & Rose)

Real >> symbol >> idea >> word

In the beginning, non-word! We are all born non-theist!

You are a seeker, but I am a rebel. Get it?

Argumentation as dance

Mystagogue ~ Aufklärer

From TheoLogy to theologies to NON-theology

From the apophatic to the apocalyptic

Creation as Fall

Maybe what underlies your all vociferous insistences on “love”, is actually……
FEAR!

Peaceful ontology

Anti-social theory

Suicide can in no way right the wrong of being born

I am the error in the system

co(N)ven(T)

The witch as theo-ligan (Hooligan theology)

Self-abuse

“Jilted by Death”

Squirt, cum or die

Mother, she is NOT yours!

Watch her asshole contract, as she eats the (other girl’s) pussy

Abortive thought

Constitutional duplicity

Malleus Maleficarum

Reproductive Futurism

Free ~ enlightened ~ self-sufficient

Invisibilized labor

Disciplinary powers

Doubly improper

Protection from (the violence of) precarity

5.3.25

Are Anthony Paul Smith & Marika Rose fucking each other?

Don’t worry! The blind Goddess is watching over you, my dear.

“There is no such thing as a radical university”

Training them to survive in a world which ought not to exist

The entanglement of church, state & university

Kramer & Sprenger

sinthomosexual

Eros against libido!

Spalding Gray

Propriety ~ property

False etymology

Not escape but intensification

Social ontology

Her “penis” is as “real” as mine!

Deceptive senses

Psychic distortion

Now that we have psychedelics & pornography, why would anyone want to have “real sex” anymore?!

The imaginary phallus

Witchy/bitchy/glitchy models

Desiring meaning → desiring meaninglessness → Non-desire & meaning

Engorged power → Diffuse strength

Acts of refusal

Wilson Harris & art brut

Midwife-turned-witch

Interstitial spaces

Usurping proper authority

Fear of losing control

Inescapable antagonism

The opposite of thriving is NOT dying

Thinking the miscegenation of thought

nigromancy

The racialization of evil

Disrespecting the boundary (between life & death)

Earning → begging → stealing

Natally alienated

Illusory violence

Thinking from this closeness to death

Friendship with those who stand as wild

Gay practices

Homosexual modes of life

Think through the unitary decision

doomscrolling

6.3.25

Public service announcement Vs. Political rhetoric

Submit to the (current) framing

Outer space ~ beyond survival

Stigmata of abjection

Fantasmatic beneficiary

Pervasive invocation

Queer > Homosexual

Opposed to the logic of opposition

Figure the bar

Chelsea grin

Refuse the insistence of hope itself as affirmation

Unthinkable, irresponsible, inhumane

The pulsive force of negativity

Attempt the impossible

Abjuring fidelity (to futurism)

Reality is just another Ponzi scheme!

Imperative to immure

Withdraw allegiance

Necessary contradiction

NOTA

The foundational act of self-constituting negation

Minima Moralia

The structuring optimism of politics

Inescapable jouissance

From “the good” to “better” – that which promises absolutely nothing

Truth as that which tends toward the Real

The irreducible wunsch

From fighting for social values, to the critique of the value of the social as such.

Refusing any backdoor hopes

The dreadlocks of social order & subjective faith

Structuring fantasies ~ figural logics

The experiential violence of apparent consistency

Imaginary coherence of any totalization

The speaking subject ~ the rule of Law

Vie for the power to name

Collective continuity

Promissory identity

Subjectification via the prospect of meaning

Actualization ~ subjection

To begin again… ex nihilo!

Real loss

Anatomical complement

Non-reproductive pleasures

Pathetic & crumbling defences shored up against our ruins

The renewal of our barren & dying race through the miracle of birth

The imprimatur on meaning-production

Self-righteous bromides

Imaginary identities inscribed in figural relations

Vertical umbilicus

“In reality, he was here the whole time.”

“I can’t contain myself”

Governing fictions ~ Persistent sublimations

7.3.25

“It’s been a beautiful fight. It still is…”

Fire-thief

Dream(?)
My tattoo is self-erasing!

You’re so deep into this, Joe

8.3.25

Compare:
“Emilia Perez” (2024) > “Conclave” (2024)
“Witches” (2024) < “Nosferatu” (2024)

Relentlessly narcissistic

The repetitive propulsion of sexuality

Structural mandate

Corrosive force

Narrative Vs. Irony

Disrupting the dialectic of reflexivity

anacoluthon

The mindless violence of meaningless machinery

9.3.25

maven

10.3.25

When you masturbate, do it for at least half an hour, Chellam. Make it last as long as possible – orgasm is NOT the goal, (maximizing) pleasure is!

“The old world is dying, and the new world struggles to be born: now is the time of monsters.” – Antonio Gramsci
Monsters ~ worldless lives ~ deadly insistences

Is the full-blown Thai/Lao massage available in Chennai?

(What if?) the Hound of Heaven is actually the Devil of Hell (Wolf in sheep’s clothing) 👹
Jesus Christ as the first Charles Manson!

pleonasm

The most pernicious lie ever invented is (the idea of) “truth”

nutraceutical

Buridan’s ass

MKULTRA

North Sea

Philadelphi Corridor

Active weather

Levant

India’s forgotten massacre

M23 rebels

Blood minerals

coltan

Athlete concussion

Partial ceasefire

Syrian Alawites

Scam centers

Lawless border regions

Repatriated nationals

wench

Halfway house

Are there innumerable (& invisible) dice-people out there?!

Potential promiscuity

Ludicrous revolutionary

Miscellaneous career

Random assignments

Venus fly-trap

No self-respecting American would……

Catskills farmhouse

Old aggressions

Prison → Society → Wilderness → ?

Take stock and be murdered

warren

Breeding game

Spontaneously combusted pretext

hors d’ouvre

NAACP

How long & how far can you keep up this rebellious behavior before judgment day catches up with you, Joe……!?

clothier

Sleepy leopardess

You are miserable, because you want to be! Really??

The suicidal lifestyle

ZAKA

11.3.25

Which of the warring gods should we serve?

Errol Morris has resurrected the One who saves us from who we are! Chaos – maybe what we need the most is also what we fear the most…… But can man survive without society? No! But the Ubermensch can.

Why do it (suicide) today, when you might as well do it tomorrow?

lineaments

Non-moral judgment

The one who thinks/creates is actually operating from the Real, although primarily handling ideas, like objects manipulated with one’s hands. But the one who acts/does, is already fucked from behind by ideology, while appearing to be engaging “reality”

banausic

Distinguish:
Artisan
&
Artist

Fortuity ~ fortitude

Divorce is STILL a real temptation & viable option!

Severe self-love

Addicted to moderation in all things

The philosopher as crypto-priest

beadle

Hedonism Vs. Self-overcoming

Parson ~ decadent

Ideal-type

Instinctual repression → Intellectual sophistication

Thrasymachus

epigoni

trenchant

dedifferentiate

“A true meta-theory of knowledge is impossible”

Saving lies

“It has grounded my affair on nothing.”

The indispensable half-truth

Paradoxical logic

selfsame

cynosure

The mortifying mantras of communal jouissance

Ensnared by reality’s gossamer web

Political self-destruction

Resisting enslavement to the future

The fetish of consolidation

Penetrating the promissory veil

After this prolonged & intense silence, I have nothing (left) to say

The ability to read such high caliber philosophy is quite an achievement, Joe! Really? Equal to the ability to maintain an erection for hours together (with chemical aid of course)?

STOP-gap identification

Always & everywhere within fantasy

Hopeless optimism

Compulsory abjuration

sequin, spangle

sinthome

The senseless sign

Internal limit

Our only substance

Necessary blindness to arbitrary fixation

catachresis, malapropism, abusio

Meaningless fiat

Pressing & rubbing my face on the mirror

From “believing in” to “identifying with”

ellipsis

Wet ashes are all that remain

Disfiguration ~ undoing

Proustian recherche

Pure autism ~ psychic suicide

aut(o-erot)ism

microbiome

Unceasingly writing itself

Žižek ≈ Lacan analyzing Hegel

Never sober

When will you get tired of breathing?

12.3.25

enantiodromia

arkhe

The long defeat

The smell of spoilt blood

Dead saints

ambrosia

13.3.25

Emmy for main title design

“He was killed by the impasse he had played himself into, I thought.”

Piano radicalism ~ Theoretical music

Human science ~ Deterioration process

Not satisfied with being just another virtuoso

Did you notice how Hermitix repeatedly used the word “Severance” (Apple TV?) in his book review of Bernhard’s “The Loser”?

Tape traders

Shut up, little man!

I am champion at a game nobody (else) plays

14.3.25

Audio verité

Eerie silences

Alice in Borderland – what would a world, inherited only by the losers, become… (without all the stupid games)?

The unique absolute

Science is a more potentially useful fiction than metaphysics.

Ultimate ends

cadenza

staccato

Anarcho-psychology

idee fixe

Panacea ~ Prison

Fated to rebel

Positivist faith

Charlatan revealer

The capacity to live without knowledge

Christianity ~ Orthodoxy ~ Scripture ≈ Official version ~ Authorities ~ Sovereignty
Vs.
Gnosticism ~ Satanism ~ Non-philosophy ≈ Conspiracy theory ~ Counter-intelligence ~ Cults

Irrationalism

Cointelpro + Chaos

Severance, from Capitalist Realism (or Reality with a capital R)

The assassin’s assassin

16.3.25

“I think God is moving its tongue”

“Going forward may not be the answer. Maybe I should go back…”

This intractable ambivalence is tearing me up

Fire in the hole ~ the glowing rim

Scream, break stuff, and be a naked corpse

threepeat

15.3.25 – the Red Eye just over the Line. Is that the (setting) Sun or the (rising) Moon!?

Homo sapiens ~ “Etwas halbes”

“This surplus made of nothing”

Building negatively

Considerable material consequences

Excess itself

Nothing necessarily benign or neutral about IT

The Devil (Death Drive) manifests as the Angel of Light (excess positivity)

Inconsistency of nature, existing not only in, but also for itself

Artificial Harmony (I)

rimes

The material efficiency of ideology

Dis/-contents

Because what is happiness?

Glück                               happens

Unholy luck – “whether we like it or not”

Biomorality

Primal antagonism → Actual repressions

I was successfully SLAYED last night!

Trauma as anti/non-experience

Ripples from the Wound

Traumatism

Semi-prostitute

Anxiety is a moment of unbearable certainty ~ “And just that I know makes me grieve so deeply”

Overwhelmed/frozen by the Real

True change

Pre-established notions ~ Therapeutic toolbox

Trying to seal off the unconscious

Explosing phenomena

Waste pil(l)ing up

Return (of the discarded) with a vengeance

NO-response

And he will change our……

I’m not ready to be found

Hope, or else

It’s just pain

The Lord helps those who help themselves to do right

From now onwards, every single thing you do will be perfect 💯

Fear of death ≈ Hatred of life

All ullulating

Mormons Vs. Injins

Cold case

Fell or jumped?

Inverted triangle

Wormwood suicide ~ Murder of the Comedian

The Shepherd is a disguised Wolf

The most uncurious family

Suing the CIA

You shall know the truth and the truth shall finish you off

Counter-Terror

Confusion to our enemies

yearling

I have finally been initiated into the world of auto-erotic asphyxiation!

diaeresis, umlaut

Das Ding

Sacrifice ~ Waste

18.3.25

Urine-soaked thongs

The strangled cock/neck

Emotional honesty

Dream:
I have sex with the wife, and ejaculate. But her face is that of a beautiful darker East Asian!

Shift weight from thoughts to feelings. Look at the head from the navel pov, rather than vice-versa!

Raw Sybil

doxography

The porn addict is the one petrified by Medusa ~ the monkey entranced by the snake eyes

Sibylline authority Vs. Philosophical harmonizers

pyromancy

Mantic historiography ~ Predicting the past

Absinth Wormwood

armillary

discretism

The constructability of the rational

Contingency ~ Contagion: Incidental infection

Jordi Vivaldi

Speculative temper of exuberant fatalism

Series of series

Threefold logic

Technophany

Cumaean Sibyl

Inaccurate duplication

Probabilistic ambivalence ~ Zigzagging cosmos

Iblis

Synoptic + heuristic

syntonization

Attunement processes

From morals to models

“Making the given”

Inventing hospitality

Background activity

Become a double-headed dildo ~ Mouth-to-mouth communication ~ Perineal exercises

Richardians & Idiotists

Offret

Birthday blues

I slept with a rat in my room

19.3.25

What is food for you is poison for me. So, are we still the same species?

Fiber + distaff → Thread

Gossipping female racehorses

The blind/fearless man

Did Jesus NOT follow his own advice against casting pearls before swine?

Yes, I am a material sponger. But you are a spiritual parasite!

bast ~ inner bark

spit

ordnance

A giant question mark at the point of the greatest gravity

wit(h)ness

Biophilic technology

The privilege of partial perspective

Cosmetic training & gymnastic fashioning

Eolic millefeuilles

Sonic kaleidoscope

Grindhouse aficionados

PIE ~ Proto-Indo-European

Turning together with

Truth as material praxis

Sensorium of the rational

Cosmic fatum

More foliated notions of givenness

Ask NEW questions!

Heteroclite proportionalities

Ramifying inconclusiveness

Multiple/unfamiliar/unknown stabilities

in nuce

Spiralling mechanics

Lesser the stimulation, greater the arousal!

20.3.25

Guilt comes first. Sin is just the explanation for it. The last to emerge is Law!

21.3.25

duvet

NOFOMO

Passive suicide

Philosophy as science-fiction, and vice-versa

Cloud

(Images for your meditation – consider the file names too)

Enjoy ogling 😎

27.12.24

soilwork

Coma-thought

Auto-affectivity

Can a vector think?

Did Laruelle smoke?

Counter-review

theorrorism

28.12.24

exentuate

The perfect mix of life and death so as to maximize misery.
(Distinguish from frank pain)

Specular purism

Great mirror ~ grand conformity ~ repulsive transcendence

Absolute Vs. Radical

Immanent struggle

Impassable misunderstandings

precessions

The Real as positive gap in, or negative condition of, the World

chicanes

Persecution Vs. Intransigence

epekeina

evaluable

Emancipatory vice

Unleashing the nucleus of heretical logic

Repression & anamnesis

Plotinus Vs. Gnostics

in-Decent

verso

invagination

Man-as-irredeemed

Epekina-phors – imaginal axiomatics

objurgations

heteroclite

hairesis, dieresis

tendential

The blind who believe they can see, are leading the blind who believe they cannot see. But what we need is the blind who (can see that he) has no need for belief!

Immemorial knowledge that cannot be repressed or forgotten

Insufficient but necessary primacy

The stranger-victim-heretic

Justified-without-justification

Transcendental appearance ~ hallucination of the One

Lived experience ~ existant subject

29.12.24

leporid

Fuck me up side down

The foundational crime

Beating the drums of ancestral force

escheat

Pleonasm & tautology

Exposing theo-metaphysical fetishes

Without-essence, without-existence, without-consistency

eon ~ in-one

Onto-biological circle

heteronymous

Final resister

An ultimatum for Christianity

The core cause of alienation is religious/philosophical

Man as creature to Man-as-victim

Man-without-expectation

Rescuing God-the-world

Non-philosophy – the unified theory of faith/union/religion and knowledge/separation/science, determined in-the-last-instance by the Real/One

Non-Christian Non-gnosticism

Procedures for a new salvation

Postures in thought

Struggling in the world → struggling against (& for) the world

Infinite variations of an invariant schema

Auto-affecting expectation

Non-positional (of) self

The primacy of uncreated man over GOD-the-Creator!

True-without-truth

Mystical indifference (to religion & philosophy) ~ constitutive inconsistency of Man-in-person

30.12.24

No “New Year”, for those who DON’T follow the calendar!

Negative work

Nomadic mapping ~ self-fashioning

The alchemical intellect

Man as Homo creator & Homo magus

“A practical guide as to how one might escape fate”

Mirandola Vs. Bruno

Clandestine legacy

Official respectability ~ Public visibility

prisca theologia

Encosmic powers

We do NOT YET know what Man is (capable of)!

Anthropos as theurgos

Acentric, non-hierarchical cosmos

Emblematic worldview

The occult resonances of language

Retrieving the legenda

Duality without mixture

The redolent wisdom of combinatorial magics

Indexical enterprise

Future discourse

Dense layering of signs

Fundamental configuration of innate knowledge ~ natural magics

goetia

Your praxis is only making you more & more unfit for this world – why don’t you repent, or at least reform?

sedulous

Artificer of endowments

Sympathies ~ inducements

gematria

Contemplative ascent → ritual practice

Orphism

Operate magic ~ marry the world

Becoming co-creator

Pleroma of the Word → Infinite vicissitudes of the universe

Expulsion of the triumphant beast

Jove

Disdain for piety

Breech the boy

The feral Christ

The immanent theriomorphic eschaton

Outlying phenomenon

Animal faith ~ physiological sorcery ~ operative capacity ~ psychic mutation ~ physical rarefaction

Holy asininity

Converting the head from the hierarchical node through which the transcendent dominates the immanent, to an outgrowth of the bodily spine – a sophisticated instrument of the animal user!

Intensive quantities → extension & quality

Virtual depth

prope-nihil

Heroic frenzies

31.12.24

Mater materia

miss-representation

Unlimited differentiation

Affirmative multiplication of sign systems

From “the other of” to “other than”

On the fraying edges of the world

Neither convenience nor sympathy nor analogy

1.1.25

Ensigns of reality

augury

Superior fabulist

Conventional poetry → Genuine invention

Vivifying images

Passionate rapport with the unthinkable

Shadows of Nature ~ Threshold of ideas

virgule

Mannerist poetics ~ Autonomous style

Variety of bonds

Assemblage ~ resonant disjunctive syntheses

Anorganic life

Mapping syzygies

will-to-expression

Nomadic/anarchic ramification

The man who sleeps alone lives alone!

The invention of knowledge

Analogy & apophasis

The univocal inherence of substance in modes

Your substance/structure is more essential & less accidental to what/who you are than your form/function

Common forms ~ Differential relations

Meta-semiotic apprehension

Activating the transformative potential of certain intensive vectors or non-discursive lines

An open set of enigmatic yet adequate signs

Immanence is pre/non-philosophical

Mathesis universalis (Deleuze) → Unified theory of religion & science (Laruelle)

Perspectival symptomatization

The Science of sciences

Lullian techniques of combination

Anti-theological naturphilosophie

Pursuit of exhaustive knowledge → Production of infinite knowledges

Internal elaboration of possible relations

zairja

Medical arithmosophy

Noledge ~ knowlife!

Esoteric history ~ Differential philosophy ~ Theory of ideas

The range of cosmic periodicities & rhythmic imbrications

The concrete sense of life

Tertium quid

Artistic practice as esoteric science

Could reading a book, watching a movie or listening to music, be a creative/active process than just a consumptive/passive posture? Is curation the key here?

Spirituality as material phenomenon

Non-human vitalism

Anorganic > inorganic

Archaic ambition

Deep images

Pornstar tattoo: “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure, who can understand it?”

Resonance/symbiosis – The life of knowledge ~ the knowledge of life

Comfortable with the great thinkers or little children. Never the common adults!

~2027 – I will be completing a decade since I left Christianity

2.1.25

Beyond being & non-being, is that which hides itself

Evil ~ Veil ~ Vile ~ Live 🤪

Divine indignation & sacred inebriation

The baroque In-finite

Sub-darkness & Super-darkness

Marinetti – the masculine futurist and misogynistic proto-feminist

The thrice-unknown

5.1.25

Sakura Bar (Laos)
Drink triple, see double, act single

6.1.25

The Real ~ In-the-ring-of-fire

The Pre-philosopher(s)

Everything is fire ~ flux ~ war

The sub-human

The central/third/blind eye of gnosis → Vision via (the unification of) the left eye of religion & the right eye of science

Empedoclean

The sage of Ephesus – NOT the Apostle Paul

How could Nietzsche “influence” Heraclitus?

Self-authorized inquiry

“I have searched myself”

The nature of Nature

Kindle-ing

6.1.25

trite

When the cock is already erect (internal/primary), putting on a condom makes it even harder (external/secondary). Without the former, there is no use/place for the latter.

Life as a hermaphroditic circuit of energy

Elliptical, asymmetric, open whole

Disjunctive synthesis Vs. Dialectical mediation

Intensive distance & torsional dynamic

Transcendental genesis of space & time

Pregenesthetic life

The vectorial nature of spatio-temporal existence

Pars totalis

The initiatory powers of mathesis

Malfatti’s problem

Novel hybrids generated under rituo-therapeutic conditions

Lived experience of knowledge

Conscious complicity

sum ergo genero

Tree of life + tree of knowledge ≈ Rhizomatic composition or plan(e) of immanence

Ecstatic awareness ~ Sorcerer’s drawings

The brain people of utopian immanence

Secret priority ~ silent prerogative

as-yet-unrealized

The real force of thought

What does reading such (radioactive) stuff do to the body?!

Kosmokrator ~ the natural divinities of life

“Now all this is literally true, as men knew in the great past, and as they will know again.” – D. H. Lawrence

Reading against the grain

Enabling mystical transmutations

The symbolic decision to decide

Have you ever read your own (shitty!) blog, brother Joe? It is actually a toilet seat masquerading as a blog…… 🤪

Recursive thought

What is Grounding?

aliquot

Riddle of the Sphinx – the cock as organic cane

Milieu of transformation ~ imbricated series of powers of becoming

7.1.25

I meet UG in my dream!

I encounter the Empty Dragon @ Pak Ou cave (Empty Man + House of the Dragon)

8.1.25

Enlightenment ~ Somnambulance

Optic discernment → Haptic tracing

Diagrams of immanence ~ willing of what is

Symbols/imagination ≠ Ideas/fantasy

Ersatz attempts at accessing & describing the unthought that subtends thought

AmeriLao

9.1.25

Misosophy > > Philosophy

Spiritual transformation ~ Conceptual creation

Developing a pure concept of “difference in itself”

Prime matter ~ prior to primary

Representative faculty → Intuiting a movement of descent

Genuine ideas Vs. Impostor simulacra

Icons Vs. Idols

False claimants

Supreme & nonsensible power of iteration

A capricious/itinerant form of differentiation

Enigmatic sense ~ brute presence

“Do you know the nature of the question to which you are giving an answer, the essence of the problem to which you are giving a solution?”

Performative contradiction

Deleuze’s Plato

interpolate

Unstable configuration ~ unpredicted relations ~ unforeseen modes

Multiplicity of sense ~ mutability of sign

Grasp the nettle

Qualitative contrariety

Naturalized Platonism ~ abstract capture of spatial organization & temporal process

Imperceptible intensity at the heart of the empirical

The genetic element of sense

Van Gogh’s yellow

Open & unbounded set of elements

Hieroglyphics > > Alphabets

Distinct yet obscure appearance

11.1.25

Speaking a dead language

Orlok Dacian

The eternal return of the differential process of individuation

Innocence and its echo

Pristine ~ monstrous; Primitive ~ cruel

Inverted Platonism

Nature as the universal coincidence of contraries

Originary cavernous simulacra

The uncanny vocation of discovering the conditions of genuine repetition

Unbearable creation ~ Nietzschean humor ~ Kierkegaardian irony

Heroic immolation ~ Melancholic meditation ~ Unlimited metamorphosis

Constitutes itself by disguising itself

Distinguish:
Recurrence/similarity
&
Repetition/identity

Making change

“The unequal is the most positive element”

We must look to art, because art can do what religion & science cannot

Regime of generality

Art as exploration of real if as-yet-unlived forms of life

Observable contrasts < < Difference-in-itself

Analogy → Univocity

Selective affirmation as primary discursive model

Artistic procedures as larval forms-of-life

“Difference must be shown differing”

symptomologist

Otherwise incompossible affects, percepts & events

Viscera & brain as folds of cosmic becoming

Explore an elusive multiplicity of sense

Theoretician of the complicatio

Tracing potential lines of interdependence, inter-relation & development

Superior empiricism ~ genetic conditions of reality

Aesthetics as apodictic discipline

The exhilarating modern horizon as philosophy’s new paradigm

Apprenticeship that decisively breaks with the image of thought

recherches

The San Francisco Bay area ~ Postmodern Stonehenge

13.1.25

Pornstar tattoo:
“Be yourself. Have the courage to do it all”

Tim Team

அம்மா (Bhanumathi) → ஆத்தா (Emilia Perez)

Mahakumbh > Kumbh Mela

Kodungaiyur dump yard

bio-mining

remediate

Laboratory evolution

akhara

Super-spreader festival

Erection ≈ whole body massage!

Can you feel the breath(ing) there?

Lao massage – what would she have done to my cock?!

What is the significance of the Dragon in Lao Buddhism?

stupa

14.1.25

Type O Negative

Slazenger 🤘🏾

eyecon

Naga

Design your universe

Moral commitments → Political analysis

How does a theory explain its own defeat?

Class location

Stagnant contradiction

Locally contingent constellations of meaning

relata

depeasantization

airy

intendent

Misunderstanding the implications of one’s own theory

15.1.25

“The Black Freighter” – comic within the comic (“Watchmen”)

My cock likes to watch porn (I don’t!? 🤪)

Perfect Enemy by Cruel PMV

Dragons entwined ~ are they killing or fucking each other? ~ is there a difference? They spit fire!

16.1.25

My Chennai house was destroyed too, in the LA forest fires!

What is the probability of the emergence of humanity in this cosmos, compared to the probability of it going extinct via self-destruction?

Ethel Cain

I saw her in the Bangkok airport boarding cab

Dragon ~ serpent with legs
Satan ~ man with wings
The cock wants to grow legs/wings ~ from bodies without cock to cocks without body!

Man is the real God who created himself mortal, out of the material void

“The black blood seeps from the brain into the heart” (while the red blood is pumped from the heart to the brain)

Religion/faith/GOD ~ Economics/credit/money – Christian theology as providing the metaphysics of capitalism

Crash (1996) – art made out of disasters + orgasms – science fiction → existential risk – spiritual struggle that has physical effects. I wonder how Ballard could even write a novel so full of sex!

Necessary fictions
Participation in Being or belief in GOD → Mutual trust among members of a society → The power of Money

National debt

Government bonds

The clock (as are all scientific instruments) as a work of art or tool of creation

“Who am I to question the die?”

spittoon

Oh my God! So sorry that you have a cock that DOESN’T want to fuck

diddle

make-out artist

jockstrap

merde

The symbolism of straight poop

Kurtzian

Ballless masturbators

Your head is your cock’s psychiatrist

Slow smile

Dice man ~ Mad scientist

Intelligent abandon

Middle leg ~ third eye

The penile gland

diceliving

17.1.25

Conscious troublemaker ~ Evil ringleader

I wish LYNCH had died in the FIRE

Dream:
I am caught in a terrifying nightmare where Shalom is captured by a demonic sorcerer. I cannot find or save her. Suddenly she reappears, happy, with heavy makeup – disgusting……
We are then immersed in a movie experience along with my medico classmates – Hari is also there – exhilarating!

Playing pitch & catch with chairs

“Refusing to go to the machine shop for factory therapy”

Pt. Eric Cannon (patient)

“Whispering is worse than singing”

What was Manson up to in jail?

Luke’s Christ Vs. Eric’s Jesus 🤘🏾

Deep toke

The radical is to the superficial what the real is to the unreal

What is a sober trip like for a stoner? I know!

Just another blind bastard

Underwhelming response 🤣

Give yourself, not 24 hours, but 1 week, to fully recover from the tedious journey

Negress

What do you fantasize when pornicating?

“I usually fantasize I’m doing it with my wife.” – Lucius Rhinehart

Selective affirmation ~ Defective memory

The “historical value” of BoOM – what does FL have to do with NP!?

Dear Reader… Go fuck yourself 🖕🏾

The total recall of a random life ~ a glowing blur

A convenient theory of autobiography ~ a more psychedelic trip

Writing with unfirm hand & dazed eyes

Snake eyes ~ double sixes

Trembling pride ~ dice unto death

The burnt page contains the divine language

Water-closet identity crisis

Soft focus, lens flaw, diffusion screen

The birthday for D-Day (mid-August)

Turning sex research over to the whim of the dice

Survival ~ inconclusion ~ anticlimax

National habit-breaking month

Reverse syntax

Go back to be another

kneeknocker

gesticulation

soixante-neuf

snorfu bock clisting rinnschauer

rubdown

Insensitive clod

Aestheticism

Nymphomaniacs must be very unhappy

Cat’s cradle

Yossarian

rakehood

Amorality tolerance ~ fuck without fear

You MUST break these rules, whether you WANT to or not!

18.1.25

limerence

farrago

19.1.25

Perfect physical health + absolute psychological depression = Incendiary sexual orgies! 😁

Fairy tale ~ historical mystery

26th June, 1284 in Hamelin

Locator/recruiter

St. Vitus’s Dance

Figurative tune

Pagan midsummer festivities

I love hating you

sub/-merge

Yogendra Yadav

Weaponized disinformation

Reshuffling diversity

Fragmentation dividend

Electoral Vs. Constitutional democracy

NDTV gobbled by Adani

Congress never missed an opportunity to miss an opportunity

Despot Vs. Dynasty

The media/narrative within the Media Narrative

WhatsApp University

Dear N. Ram, how can you say The Hindu is not corrupt like the other major media outlets, when every newspaper of yours has a full page advertisement staring at us, instead of the headlines?!
Looks like you’re wearing a brief on your face instead of the ass…!?

Romulus Whitaker & Janaki Lenin

Nature writing

The small creatures

The King Cobra Research Center

A lucky boy with crazy uncles

Mining (in) forests

The White Irula

International invasive species expert

21.1.25

parametrize

derealization

Ontological activism

preborn

Groundless beings

A beam of intense darkness – Wilfred Bion & Tales of the Black Freighter

Linguistic experiences

22.1.25

Automatic functioning & spontaneous production

Bion-ic meta-theory

The writer’s widow

“We are such stuff as dreams are made on”

Auden’s O and the Story of O

Bion & Grotstein

Gladiator 2 and the death of the American Dream (Hunter Thompson)

syncopize

Swallowing swords

Moira – believe that everything you have ever done and will do is perfect & destined

Psychoanalysis as ontological science

Becoming the non-linear uncertainty

recondite

Premonitions of oneself

Prescient adumbrations

Pre-arranged permission

Cutting-edge ideas

Interpret ~ dream

Emergent language of achievement

The North face of Truth

Holographic work

Stereoscopic effect

expatiate, descant

Bionian reverie

Counter-contributions

macilent

“Dare I disturb the universe?”

Yeshivabucher

Ungulate mother

Esperanto

Intuitionistic mathematics

Hypnotic magus

Sex Vs. Future

பெருந்தேவி

23.1.25

gestalten

noblesse oblige

Projective identification

Infantile destructiveness

Vasovagal syncope

“He was miles behind his face”

autochthonous ~ solipsistic

Reversible perspective

Multiple vertices

Thinking without memory & desire

Preconscious transformational forge

Conjectural surprises

Boredom Festival

Evil ~ Mad ~ Genius

Bionian Koan

Echo chamber ~ Sound mirror

Hitting paydirt

Focusing on (the experience of focusing on) the object

Definitory hypothesis & Column 2

24.1.25

Bedrock crazies

House-whores

Sin-City limits

Mgła

Girl With the Needle – I am Peter Dagmar – pro-choice WITHOUT the prudishness (over abortion as “murdering babies”) – the eternal Holocaust – Furnaces of Palingenesia

Acid freak

If the Black Freighter is the “real meaning” hidden inside “The Watchmen”, then it is neither Rorschach nor Voigt who wins in the end, but the Comedian (who died at the very beginning) 🤣

roman a clef

adrenochrome

Amphetamine psychosis

Aggressive tendencies ~ Brutal tenderness

mano a mano

Savage Lucy

Murderous junkie

Grand larceny

Bergsonian age

GOD ≈ reified belief/crystallized faith

Magnus von Horn

novelize

25.1.25

toke

Manta ray

patio

dingbat

Beer chaser

Stalwartness & redoubtable individuality

“I died on August 8,1918,on the Amiens-Roye Road”

Unpublished writings

pibroch

Martial & funerary

Spiral nebula

Pre-lexical communication

Does this mosquito have any idea of how much I hate it?

Healthy object relations

The crucible of self-acknowledged suffering

Reconnecting with one’s own immortality via dream-ing

Inner cosmic uncertainty & traumatic black holes

Exploring unknown landscapes

Extending one’s mentors

Supraordinate factors > Epistemophilic instinct

Critique & reconceptualize

Am I competent enough to teach myself?

Expanding the toolkit

Unrepressed unconscious

Post-positivist

Godhood, Godhead, Godliness, etc. WITHOUT The-GOD

From existential angst to cosmic dread

Body-feelings > > Mind-emotions

Descend into reverie

Emotions as vehicles of Truth

Exorcistic dreaming ~ Unconscious thinking ~ Sober imagination

Transformational generative syntax of the semiotic entity

Seeing the other, not just as a (real) threat to my own psychic integrity, but also as a (potential) bridge that I can use to connect better with my cosmic self

The unbidden thrusts of ever-evolving entelechy

Balpha-elements

Dogmatic ignorance

Psych(ot)ic TV

Pornography as image of metaphysical fire

26.1.25

Sasha’s tears:
“I’m just NOT good enough! I don’t know whether I’ll be able to lift this trophy, but I’ll keep coming back…”

Knock + Orlok

Gaerea

Vortex Writer

27.1.25

Dune buggies

Stone broke

bagnio

etheromania

28.1.25

The aesthetics of boredom in Lithuanian photography

Non-photography ~ Photo-fiction

pointillise

grisaille

Plan(e)ification of the Real

Structural invariants of standard thought

Forgetting the imposed frame

Human vision as cosmic camera

The One is a realist discourse written in the syntax of transcendence

The photographic stance

Abstract theory ~ imageless real

Description ~ conception ~ abstraction

Parallelling the real

Bio-technology as a model of Non-philosophy

Cloning concepts

Philosophical propositions ~ Prepositional language

The authority of anti-foundationalism

Onto-vectorial insurrection

Fashionable nonsense

The undeniable success of cognitive relativism

Conceptual representation → Performative elaboration

Generating adequate velocity to escape the gravity of the standard

The non-normate body

Quantic prose Vs. Originary flash

Philosophy is blind to its own trickery

re-branding

Making rock n roll dangerous again

Super-normalization

29.1.25

Blashyrkh

30.1.25

Is that a tattoo or surgical scar?? What’s the difference?!

The part of your body closest to the soil is not the feet, it’s the genitalia.

And I quote……

Entire subtext

31.1.25

Strange attractor

Indirect discourse ~ repurposed materials

Intensive science & virtual philosophy

“The flash of discovery disguises the moment of decision”

Philosophical faith → Rational religion

Dualyze ~ the performative effectivity of the duality of thought & the Real

The guardian of autonomies

undecidability

A non-positional possible

(Don’t fear) the Reaper

Scott “Malefic” Conner

Non-philosophy ≈ Transdisciplinary thinking

The photographer as quantic subject

A concept collider that smashes open the philosophical carapace

Non-correlation → Decoherence

In(finitely)effable

Defetishizing experience

Thought as spiritual/radical/inward vision

Relation without exchange

The core clones

Vision-force

Non-photographic universality

Quantized rhetoric

Polemical performance

Theoretical snapshots

disencumber

Confidence trick

Invisible self-interpretations

“All thought is fascistic.” – UG

Revealing the Real → Vision made visible

Being-in-photo

Voided of the decisional structure

The Real is undeniable & unknowable

affine

Flat thought

Figures of thought that animate the surface of non-philosophical thinking

“It is from the most obscure and irreflexive depth of the body that the philosophical act departs…”

Abstract body ~ Philosophical corpus

Limit concept

Forever attaining

Cloning the BwO

Imagined naivete

Passionate spectatorship

The utopic achievement of the impossible science of unique being

Experimental art in-thought ~ trying on new forms of thought

The scientific stance Vs. Philosophical auto-positionality

Macroscopic illumination → Microscopic abombration

Uncertainty & complementarity

Non-intuitive results

Co-implicating systems

Epistemic loss

Self-organizing machines

1.2.25

grammatologist

The general economy of post-structural thought

The latent myth of metaphysics

Axiomatic polemics

Matter as textual → Text as material

GOD is just one soap bubble which pretends to be the entire ocean 🤣

Family secrets ~ Cult of anonymity

Flux, hiss, welt, groan ~ ஐயோ அம்மா அப்பா ஆத்தா

Breathe the social air ~ cultural conditioning

From the dogma of criticism to the practice of polemics

Discourse analysis

Mining the historical archive

Apocalypse – the revelation of blindness

Resetting the debate

para-figures

“Forget Foucault” – Baudrillard

Inverse mirroring

Reality-effects to theory-fictions

(Breaking out of) the vicious circle of critiquing critique

“Reality is dead” ~ Satanize

Shuffle your chief weapon

Argument → Assertion

Laruelle’s “war machine”

Figures of resistance

Raiding party

Crowd → Horde

ATP ~ A Thousand Plateaus ~ AdenosineTri-Phosphate 💥

Teleological projects reify epistemic violence

Thinking about photography → Photography thinking

Looking at intellectual vision

Wonderfully weird world of fractals

Cultivated naïvete

Paradoxically abyssal continent of flat thoughts

The non-decisional body of vision

The innumerable invisible victims below the few heroic victims – under the philosophical radar

Non-Baudrillard

2.2.25

Laughing corpses

The dangerous maybe

Philo-decisional split

Black box of non-photography

Theoretical installation

Concepts ~ philosophemes

Reversibility & seduction

Phallogocentrism

Mixed messages

Inhomogeneous admixtures

Ironic cunning

Canonical convictions as cultural conventions

Dadaise

guff

dinky

belt (v.)

abutment

Amorality tolerance

hard-up

manila

cheroot

pert

Sea yarns

pseudo-serenity

moil

Dice therapy

lech

Suspiciously outrageous

Pandare → pander

Frightened footless

mantilla

craps

kaleidosync

Inducing schizophrenia

Retired big deal

Caliban

“The case of the six-sided man”

What is Ethel Cain’s love/sex life like?

She likes me at night

Moon < < Black Sun

3.1.25

This dog barking (UGK) → This robot dreaming (Nicolas Grey)

Antisthenes – Diogenes’s mentor

metic

Sensualist teaching

Paul Lafargue

Skanda

4.2.25

Death → Power/-Truth; Will → Knowledge/-faith

The Second International

Andalusian

perm

Bayesian

5.2.25

Natural ethics and the rights of laziness

Spectacular misery

Radical thinkers are more prone to depression compared to the activist reformers

Metaphysical lawyers of the bourgeois revolution

New concept of apprenticeship

A subtle vision of the dross of time

Menagerie of signs

The singular & inconsistent essence of learning

Non-identical repetition

Dark, unconscious complicity

Problematic field of subperceptual forces

Involuntary memory

Literary diegesis

All thought is creative

Open whole

perplication

The final re-imbrication of the world

necrophosis

Mega

(For your meditation: Notice the file-names too)

Enjoy

1.11.24

turf

bum-rush

Ruin time

Dream:
My own suicide – shooting myself (or was I watching someone else), in the mouth, through the head, then fall off an open window onto the street
+
Mad Max like desert adventure (or torture) with an older woman……

Buddhist real

Achans, roshis, rinpoches

Catalyzing loss

Double entendre

Fierce sadness, furious lethargy

Baptised in the river of firewater

Dark elixir

Controverting chaos

Repressed sleeper cells

Went through some old WhatsApp chats with my mother

Staring into the open helmet

Surplus value

Human ~ vampire ~ capitalist

Critical unconscious

Logic of the present

So many of the thinkers I admire are family folks! What do I do with this?? Are they just hypocrites who merely mouth radical shit, or am I mistaken in how I see the incompatibility of it all?

I could imagine myself as Deleuze’s “harsh critic”

Unbinding (from) fugitive desire

Spiritualized dolchstob

lineaments

intern(ation)alization

The world-denying vehicle

Keep it easy, simple, quick! 🤪

Pollyanna(ish)

Mind is (a special kind of) matter
Vs.
Matter is (a special kind of) mind

Intractable conundrums

Ad rem wisdom

Where there is a stink of shit, there is a smell of the real

Keep your mind in Hell, and do not despair

From rejects to ejects

maenad, thyrsoi

Extreme/athletic contemplation

Crucial recoveries of the cruel Real

doxography

serried

Pornstar tattoo – head with radiating legs

So ironic that I being a promised child have become anti-natalist 🙃

There are people fated to be the assholes of mankind – imagine a body without one or a house without a toilet flush 🤪
Folks like David Hart may be the healthy head, and Artaud & co. may be the anus or tumor – the dalits of the spirit – crushed beyond recognition – how things look from these polar opposites is blindingly obvious indeed…

Pornstar tattoo:
“Love without depending
Live without pretending
Speak without offending
Listen without defending”

“Satan is real” (Kreator)
Vs.
“There is no Joker” (Arthur Fleck)

The Positive (GOD) is nothing but the denial/negation of the negative Real (Man)

I am as realer than you as you are happier than me

Incels → Inspouse → Inparent

abyssonauts

TINA (There is no alternative) – Capitalist orthodoxy ~ GOD/Theology ~ Philosophical sufficiency
Oh yeah? Fuck you! 🖕🏾

Best friend becomes worst enemy ☠️

Why do nihilists write books??

There is this unseeded (tennis) player who never loses when playing against the greatest of all time…! 🤣

Changeling ~ shapeshifter

Immanuel Joseph was my former avatar.
What would I name this one?
Immanent Zosima 😉

Midwinter fires

Agalloch

I reject (whatever denies) my autonomy

Post-(modern)(meta)-Phusis

Don’t be scared. The pain is fertile 👹

Blockbuster flop 🤡 ~ the greatest failed comedian ever or the worstest fun of all time

Why walk into (or onto!) the sea, when you can’t swim?

Wait! But if I try to recover Arthur Fleck, then wouldn’t I fail or be fake as Joker? Can one fail to be (a) glorious (failure) that way, by trying to survive?

Broken open, cracked free

I don’t need no virgin, but I don’t fuck no mother

Folie a deux ~ Gorkham ~ fooling mass expectations ~ the reversal moment in the Christian gospel ~ Jesus/Lucifer Vs. Christ/Satan ~ Ted Bundy ~ musical thriller??

Some movies are important to watch, even though you may not like them. You might still get something valuable!

Whatever happened to “building the mountain”?! 🤣

Parenthood and the happiness penalty

familism

3.11.24

Who was the last visitor who Fleck doesn’t meet?

fleck

baraita

inamorata

Mesmerize ~ magnetize ~ hypnotize

Dream organ

Norma Evangelium Diaboli

bawd

colonnade, portico

alembic, scarab

Murdered without martyrdom

marionette

4.11.24

Joel’s Pentecostalism ~ Zizek’s Communist theology
Vs.
Artaud’s Anti-Christ ~ Deathspell Omega’s third hypostasis or Paracletus

Father ~ GOD
🔽
Son ~ Man
🔽
Holy Spirit ~ Satan (Rotting Christ)

Paraclete ~ coming alongside the Real (NP)

Elusive acquired taste

harpies

Extreme/experimental/esoteric/avant-garde/technical/abstract Black Metal

Aluk Todolo

Metaphysical Satanism ~ Anti-metaphysics

Rejected knowledges

synarchy

“Between shit & piss we are born”

consumptumation
(Consumption + consummation)

coruscate

epiklesis, anaphora

abscission

Salvation through perdition

Dea(r)th of san(ct)ity

ordure

whisk

amalgamate

paladin

5.11.24

DsO

Show your teeth!

Diremptive logic of the death-of-GOD

Seeking truth and seeking health are incompatible, just like Christ & Mammon……!?

From religion (the divine) to unbinding (the sacred)

Atheize ~ immanentize

Evil is what Man can do, which GOD cannot

Sovereignty & waste

Actualizing rebellion

unground

Hypostatic division ~ the split absolute

A nexion between all things

Fas

Universal self-contradiction

(of) yore

Imhotep

Cult never dies

Post-suicidal awakening

Summa Diabolica

The eternal suppuration

Pre-ontological delirium

Base logos of disturbance & anxiety

The certainty & madness of internal opposition

Cutting the Gordian knot

The nonsense of being

The remnants of Eden

The truth itself is the horrible

Satan is the hero (& author!?) of Paradise Lost

The self-undoing of reason

misprision

Considerational cognition as that which ought not to be

Oceanic ignorance ~ bliss

Scototropic radiance

Cacophonous silence

The trace of aboriginal death

biotope

Deus ignotus ~ Diabolus absconditus

louche

Judaism → Christianity → Satanism

Satanism as “total art”

Summoning abjection

Lying down paralyzed and stoned pornication as equally valid alongside intellectual exercises

imposture

The otherworldly moment of critical spasm triggered by implacable cruelty

Savage laughter

Outrage addiction & victim culture

Sinister energy

Demonic snigger

Collective exorcism

palingenesis

Pure abstract emotion

Impending malaise

fanzines

MAGMA

scoria

egregore

Ad Arma

The accelerating fantasy of furious impotence

Terrorizer Magazine

Radical critique ~ revolutionary violence

Pessoa Vs. Nietzsche

Meta-rules ~ Ur-habits

Futile intellectual sharpening

Real abstraction

Ideological enjoyment/conformity

Anti-mediation

Refusal of delayed gratification

Staying with the trouble & affirmative negation

Traversing Situationism

Hateful odes

afflatus

AMSG

obombration

6.11.24

Satanism – the worship of wickedness, suffering & death (as opposed to virtue, health & life)

Faith/religion + hope/work + love/relationship (Engagement/reconciliation)
→
Critical theory + Contemplative leisure + Solitary sailor (Withdrawal/alienation)

Social (GOD/World/Self)
→
Nature (Devil/Chaosmos/Id)

may-pole

“In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni”

Do I stay in, or break out of, this marriage/family? The spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak! 😮‍💨
The in-between time is the most difficult – confusion, indecision & hesitation – if I am not ruthless yet, shouldn’t I try to become (the villain) sooner rather than later – before I also live long enough to see myself become the butt of the joke……!?

Quasi-mystical reading of a political text

Heroic futility – Fire (passion) Vs. Water (time)

Deep negativity ~ Thought from the outside

Harley falling in love with Fleck is exactly what kills the Joker she worshipped!

Do I have one last dance (after exiting medicine & Christianity) in me, or am I already finished?

The autological form of Nothingness ~ acentric/polycentric universe

Plural agency

7.11.24

John Zerzan

Identifying the Fall

Inter-anarchist battles

primitivism

Caesarism

“The last man lives the longest”

The war on poverty, drugs & terror

Funny as Hell

entrainment

Absence & excess

Subtle tyranny

Cyclical disintegration

Atonal fluency

Outer sound

8.11.24

Why do we (metalheads) like dissonance?

Stylistic pragmatism

Non-humanist disposition

Patterns of terror

Worldly commitment and paroxysms of destruction

quants

mullet

borscht

bodega

Riding shotgun

News cycle

Jesus Christ ~ Rotting Corpse

nigredo

Carvaka ~ Ajivika

Hostile counterpart

lo-fi

Exponentially accelerated deterioration

Wold

Physiological bewilderment ~ a possibility zone of great threat

Anti-natalist family man 🤪

Monomaniacal insistence on holy trinkets

apse, nave, ciborium

Xasthur

Disharmonic variations in dark ambient (music!?)

Liminal flooding of void-worlds

Etruscan corpse bride

Latitude of forms

cineastes

miscegenation

Philosophy ~ world-making ~ globalization

From politics to ethics

Superposition ~ indistinction ~ indeterminacy

Militant quietism

Radical deracination

Afro-pessimism

Worldless Jewry & natal alienation

From logodicy to victimology

contretemps

Slave ~ foreigner ~ proletariat

9.11.24

Victim-without-persecutor

Metaphysical ethics
Vs.
Democracy-in-thought

10.11.24

DSBM (not to be confused with BDSM)

catena

Melancology

The objectivity of sorrow

Apokatastasis panton

11.11.24

Gothic Kyoto

dialetheia

kensho

Ideological interpellations & infrastructural realities

Thinking to the second power

The threshold of seriousness

Politics of non-alignment

The Great Contradiction

Atheistic/materialistic/sceptical Hinduism

Oukontic & meontic nothingness

Interdependent actants

agoraphobia

Books in the drug store

From the com(ed)ic to the laughable

12.11.24

Reality of the lowest order – Tadeusz Kantor

Implacably hostile unstable amalgam of anti-humanist individualism

Abyssal draining of ideologemes

Radicalised spooks

Occult elitism

apanage ~ perquisite

Cultural racism

The centrist is the farthest from both the (left & right) extremes!

Telluric quasi-fascism

Bloodthirsty ancestral counter-tradition

Inverse spiritual hierarchy

synecdochy

parataxis

Vlad the Impaler

sobriquet

Boyscout Satanism

Ubermensch sodomy

The romantic relationship decays into a practical arrangement ~ spiritual divergence → emotional estrangement

Sieg Heil

Autochthonous relation

Carnivalesque political aesthetic

Anachronistic meta-fascism

Self-definition based on fundamental indifference

Sharpening the contradictions of desperation

Impure apocalypse of buried antagonisms

The divided One

Acephalic auto-consumption

Stalled dialectic/stuck record

Dreaming the impossible ‘concrete moment’

World-historical necromancy

Crypto-fascist national organicism

Group militancy

Auto-constitution via self-dissolution

Thugs for life Vs. Fake gangsters

Sovereign heterogeneity

Distinguish:
Horror
&
Terror

habitués

Fetishisation of war

Sinister runic humbug

bathos, treacly, risible

Functional incoherence

Nativist reterritorializations

Form-giving power

Abstractive figural desire

Passion for the Real

Children of Bo(re)dom

I is an/-other

The forgotten victims of history

The without-remainder ~ the immanence of fire

Gnostic ~ heretic ~ victim ~ stranger ~ undocumented/unidentified/unrecognized/clandestine ~ generic ~ Man-in-man (immane-ing)

Transcendent ~ harassing

EVERYTHING’S GOTTA GO!

Forgotten ~ insurrection ~ invisible ~ resurrection

The determined (as opposed to dominant) intellectual

Crushing the holy trinity

One-in-One, (non- )One & non( -One)

Unifacial ~ advance incognito or traverse the image

The paperless one(s)

Fugitive-being ~ strang(er)existence

Flesh-&-blood identities

The end-of-the-world as the ultimate good news

Living in the pre-history of post-human intelligence

Non-philosophy is nothing but non-standard thought

Decolonizing theory

Moving toward the One → Determined by the One

Singularity as identity rather than exceptionality

The (Black) slave

Producing killable populations

Subjective dispossession

Hallucinatory/thought/capital World ~ structured by the same self-sufficient faith

“All this whiteness burns me to a cinder”

Curation as art!

The Real (negation of the philosophical) human

Blackness ~ worldlessness

No slave, no world!

From thinking the victim to victim-thinking ~ thinking under the condition of the victim

Universal objectification of decisional globalization

13.11.24

inchoate

Repression ~ amnesia

The breeders (Ligotti)

Black Narcissus

The irreducible remainder

Nemesis ~ death-drive

Transcendental empiricism

Deterritorialize ~ accelerate

The ultimate monstrosity of truth

14.11.24

Neo-reactionary traditionalist

Incognegro ~ kinless

The concept of the “unthought”

Qui Parle

Raw Life

Natal alienation

Couching an internal other

Do you still remember the Rotting Christ encounter in Tezpur?! (Originary trauma)

From pity to compassion

The holocaust industry

Quantum queer

Comparative contempt

The denuded character of a singular life as the essence of pure immanence

Not-(quite-)human

Qawwali

Sufi metal

Dying convulsions

Aborted monsters

maladaptation

Inner unnaturalness

Glitch effect

The human exemption ~ constitutive rupture ~ inherent deviation

Animalistic wholeness

necrogenesis

From laws to necessities

Renaturalize humanity

Harmonizing with ghieh (chaos)

Entropic brain hypothesis

Psilocybin regression

The gap ~ the traumatic core

Non-co-incidence

Cruel knowledge ~ cutting edge

Configurations of collapse ~ Variations of failure

Creative death-dealing

Fortune & extinction

Anxious apes

The groaning of Nature ~ the cosmos as a mistake

Variation > > selection

Success is (the refusal to see oneself as) just another (very different) kind of failure

No non-monsters

Sublime disproportion

Defined by teratogenicity

Chimerical mosaics

Anti-Western esotericism

The Kid (Blood Meridian) – hey, my birth was prophesied too!

bankerage

Try using weed without porn too! And shorten the erection period before it kills you of exhaustion 🤪

Should I try to find critics/reviewers who share my taste/sensibility?

Why do I feel “fine” today!? 🙄

15.11.24

“By GOD’s grace, I have finally obtained my Canadian citizenship.”
Awsum 😁

Hontology

“Spirit is a bone”

Asymptotic parousia

Satanism as Uber-Christianity

The gift of death

The discourse of authenticity

Philo-fiction as counter-creation

Relativize ~ disempower

Visionary poet

Performation of the subject ~ crafting an unworldly form of life

From the discursive to the abstract

Practice is MORE abstract than the idea

Matrix as formal model

hetoimasia

Survival Vs. Passion

Human undercoming ~ we (don’t know that we) know (what) we are

Humaneity ~ messianity

Gnosis > > science > > philosophy

Quantically conjugating contemporary art-thoughts

Refusal of decision/position

The (non-philosophical) self-sufficiency of photography

Breaking (out of) self-referentiality

From astonishment to indignation

The human identity of science & art in-the-last-instance

Liturgy’s Aesthethics ~ Laruelle’s Non-philosophy

Real insurrection as weak resurrection

The constitutive exclusions of fabulation

Racializing assemblages

Philosophy as (tool of social) death

The political discourse of an anti-black world

Ontological resistance

wan

Ariel

Pitch-black amniotic fluid

mongrel/mutt

ghoul

Christ as the euphemism of Satan ~ cannibalism & the eucharist ~ real flesh & metaphorical word

The lactiferous beast (DsO) ~ Mothers are monsters (UGK)

baldachin

Seed vessel of the water lilly

Non-Satanism ~ UGianity

Nïce ~ neice ~ noise

Ra’s Al Ghul

White/world/philosophy
Vs.
Black/Man/Universe

Para-ontological analysis of opacity/invisibility

Refuse subject-ion to ontological expectation & sanction

Double injunction

Wilderson, Moten & Sexton

The meaning of the question-of-being

Non-relationality ~ non-communicability ~ non-recognizability

Black ~ death ~ essence ~ matter

Outside of the grammatical parameters

Justice > social

Is Laruelle Black (&/)or White?

Universal subject → Lived identity

Color-blind racism

Replacing relationships with entertainment

16.11.24

will o’ the wisp

Ludger Lutkehaus ~ nihilism & masturbation

GOD → World → Nothing

The aesthetics of death

17.11.24

patina

derringers

Salome/Shalom becomes s(h)allow-me 🤪

mucking

Extreme entertainment

Fat chance

Spit tone

But am I not the one being consumed by all this content?

turpitude

Onania

The man without qualities ~ this true inner Africa

rakish

scopophilia

Bureaucratic horseshit

essayism

scion

middlebrow

bon vivant

bete noir

phosphene

Joyful pessimism ~ active nihilism

From “Celebration of Discipline” to the “Spirituality of Casual(i)ty”

At each moment, be grounded in the 3 levels (1. The Body ~ breathe > > 2. Nihilistic intellect ~ think > > 3. Activities ~ do).
Otherwise, be swallowed by the yawning gnawing psycho-vacuum of feel(noth)ing!

They need to tell you to repent, in order to shore up their own (flagging) faith. So, have pity and let them, although you hate it……!

The amateur as radical

I am (not even an) art(ist)!

Laruellian Non-philosophy as critical race theory or the blackening of ethics ~ Atlanta (2016 serial) ~ Liturgy’s Aesthethica

Book cover for Jorge Luis Borges’s “In Praise of Darkness” ~ Tourniquet’s lyrics for “Enveloped in Python”

Just because you feel like shit doesn’t mean your life is not gold!

I missed watching the final of the Nitto ATP Finals, because a friend called. I squirmed when she said I was a loving person! 😜

A visual field made up entirely of blind spots

YOU(R faith) > > (your) Faith
(NOT vice-versa)

weltschmerz

Keep on journaling, Joey boy……

How often have you “used” that hourglass?

20.11.24

My chief source for images is book covers, music album covers & movie/series posters

Dream:
The Japanese religion of the singing fat woman. I fly into a Satanic? cult building

Is Jung a Christian?

Occult democracy

Proto-refutation of harmonian utopia

Universality of voluptuous sensation

Differential law of affinities

Oneiric powers

Mentalization ~ materialized abstraction

inutility

Sensible automatism

Subject → object → thing

Animate matter

Emotion ← act ← aspect/image/product ← object

The reproductive instinct as the sterile prolongation of the voluptuous sensation

You are of as much value to the system as much as you are repressed or organized or disciplined

The species solidarity of other unities

A desire to do nothing

Original unintelligibility (of creation/design/production)

Obsessional irritation

Elaborate affective propensities

The debit balance of individual unity

Notations/traces of fabrication

Compensatory signification

Pure truism

Passionate abilities taking hold of the economic subject’s decomposition

Determining the value of suffered losses

Impulsive dissipation
Vs.
Pure subsistence

utensilarity

Manufacturing efficiency

use-object

art-product

fait accompli

The simulacrum of deferral & the simulation of urgencyomanist




21.11.24

Fourier’s (external) utopia Vs. Sade’s (internal) perversion

UG is the original motherfucker 🤘🏾🖕🏾😉

Industrial ~ monstrous

“No man is an island.” Yes! Each is an ocean!

The body as forcefield

Obsidianal instincts

valetudinary

Nietzsche’s Sils-Maria ~ UG’s Saanen

Climbing Parnassus, or sleeping at the foothills

Let GOD die like a dog

Who the fuck is Mayakovsky?

Russian futurism

Institutional norms of sublimation

Obsessional constraints ~ meta-patterns

The master is integral monstrosity

22.11.24

orthography

Use meditation as a strategy to help you breathe, when feeling suffocated. No need to make it into a ritual/discipline.

The greatest goal of life is to muster the courage & the wisdom to kill oneself correctly!

Survival → Insurrection 🤘🏾

The worldly attitude or sinful gesture of pitying the victim

Economies of affect

Vitrification × Crystallization

23.11.24

accidentology

Living archive

survivance

autopoiesis

Quantum gnostics

Critiques of the secular

rausch

provincialize

Formal suspension via alternative postulation

joui-sans-jouissance

I suspect the YouTube algorithm automatically adding video previews (NOT those I’ve opened) to my watch history is NOT an innocent glitch

24.11.24

The deification of Nothingness

The bad infinite

Gnostic Satanism

Reverse transcendence

25.11.24

Since I was born left-handed, choosing the left-hand path is (a) return to (my) original nature!

I must take more seriously the fact that my birth was prophesied.

esprit

peccary

nightbird

deadbeat

26.11.24

condign

stolid

commensal

devoration

The Great Depression & cultural despair

Distinguish:
Ancient tragedy
&
Modern pessimism

The evil of existence

The problem of the value of life

The grand questions

epigones

Rehabilitating metaphysics

Kaspar Hauser

Bachelor hermit

The identity crisis of philosophy

The old scrooge of Frankfurt

Pessimistic materialism

The logic of the sciences
Vs.
The puzzle of existence

Brahmahatya ~ kapalika

eremitic/cenobitic

27.11.24

intransitive

28.11.24

Satan ~ Saturn

Vamacara ~ the way of non-union

The Black Lodge

Magical names

The schoolmaster in self-deification

clearinghouse

Weimar Germany

The voluptuous panic

Photo-fiction

biodicy

undercommons

Blackness ~ Nothingness

Cosmic uchronia

Refined gravitas

Secular Christologies

supersessionism

The unique/first self-engendering

Imamology

29.11.24

layaway

witter

Non-natural approach ~ Spiritual involution

Animal sexuality

Insurrectionary abasement ~ radical autonomy ~ unilateral identity

“Onto-biological death is already defeated by Man-in-Man.”

Constitutive repression

Victimological reading

Jerusalem Syndrome

Common name of victims & oppressors

Subtractive method

Essential non-consistency

Thinking the unsplit object

Theoretical suturing

Mandaean gnosis

Irreductive thinking

Glossary raisonne

Co-determination → Fore-closure

Spirit → body → FLESH

30.11.24

“What is more hopeless than a Principle of Sufficient Rebellion?”

“God engenders himself as myself.”

Indifference as rebellion

Action-without-reaction

Undermining the overdetermination

Russian hesychasm

Epikeniaphoric jaculation

Paradoxically speculative

Banal harassment

Pious Golems

Messianism/mystique → messianity/mystical

“Messianity is the real/human cause of science”

Superposition → proliferation of unified theories

human(imal)

Idempotence ~ 1 + 1 = 1

1.12.24

Philosophical animals ~ Plato’s bestiary

NO now

Multimodal performance

Astro-biology

2.12.24

intagliate

Un même Animal

The Real is outside space & time. Space & time are transcendental illusions

Extreme generality

Sub specie aeternitatis

Infinite substance ~ misplaced concreteness

Matter, energy & intelligence

Teratomatic, hamartomatous thought

Aberrant gravity

Metaphysics Vs. Naturalism

more geometrico

Natural languages as habits of perception

From ordinary intuitions to common notions via intense-ive thought

urdoxa

Dark precursors of immanent disinterring

Spiritual excavators

coincipient

Minor traditions

Theurgy ~ magia naturalis

concept-ion

The body is the unconscious (unknowable real) and the conscious is all illusion

Participation → expression

Standard emanationism ~ essential forms

Hieratic & mantic

Uniqueness (comparative) → singularity (inwardness)

The absolute maximum as limit-idea

3.12.24

Learn how to learn from the body, instead of shaping/teaching it

The Real is that within you & me that is betrayed & persecuted by the world, even by you & me!

You ain’t seen nothing yet

Theology → Ethology

Deep state actors

Cengiz Erdem ~ Hermetico-Promethean Post-nihilistic thought-worlds

Noumenology

The non-mortal-subject

torpidity, slogger

Subsense logic

Constitutive illusion

We the hu/man ~ animal-plants

Capitalist axiomatics

transcension

Militaristic Neo-liberalism

4.12.24

Elijah Mohammed

6.12.24

Theodicy to victim-thinking

Best possible to worst necessary

Fruitless futural fugitivity

Interstitial existence

Positive nihilism

Gonzo journalism

The raspy start of the (obscene purity of the) end

Impure fucking apocalypse

The sound of silence ~ natural state ~ incessant rumbling volcano

From dialectical negation to integral enmity

Acephale → Cephalophore

Militant anti-contemporary partisan

Melancholic dejection → Furious rejection

fascis

DSBM

Raging-in-place

Bellicose dysphoric repetition

The neck as negative space (between body & head)

Dark vitalism

Fune-real

Averse Sefira & Umul

Dumpster diving

orphanization

Fire-bombing rehab centers

One-man bands

Deteriorating reality ~ natural ruin ~ sexual fetish ~ mental illness

Oversaturated dissonant distortions

The Calvary (founding myth) of Black Metal

Tuned by unequal temperament

And the Wolf became man and dwelt among us, and we were torn by him, gory!

Murderous wolfsong

Contagious proliferations

Lycanthropic entities

Ulver, Varg, Nazgul, Fenriz

Be-cumm-ing into piss-filled condom-sack 

bestialization

Wolfing ~ unnatural participations

Nosferatu ~ the insufferable/offensive one

Abjecting control

Astarte, goddess of fertility & war

Vulpine howls Vs. Shrieking sirens

Violent mourning

Melencolia Estatica

Metallic desiring machines

7.12.24

bivouac

stokehole

Futurist manifesto

I don’t know if I’m hungry or not!

8.12.24

Self-destructive pride

feuilleton

smithy

Morgenbladet

hack-driver

dray

bagatelle

snag

…with might & main

pate

provender

Good fucking Lord… how everything seems to take a delight in thwarting me today!

trundling perambulators

GOD! When I look at the people, I don’t feel my life is empty/bland anymore 😅

mayhap

Only life can feel death. Therefore, all these lively people are actually dead!

parasol

10.12.24

limerence

Philophysics

Paleolithic metaphysics

nescience

numismatics

I know what Bataille meant by “the tears of Eros” ~ eyes burnt by lust & squeezed in agony

12.12.24

Out of Africa ~ Black is the real (essence of the) human

The lower (more real ~ source/basis) penetrates the higher, and the higher (less real ~ product/extension) collapses into the lower – Being ←→ GOD ←→ World ←→ Soul ←→ Body ←→ Matter ←→ Forces ←→ Void

The cock that swallows the dildo

Dune: Prophecy –
Benne Geserit (Sisterhood above all ~ Harkonen ~ AI ~ pure consciousness)
Vs.
Desmond Hart (Shai Hulud ~ Arakis ~ Oil ~ body without organs)

fetid

“Seeing the ruin as complete in its fragmentation”

Disinterested delight

Conceptual insecurity

13.12.24

Urban flaneur ~ lounging pace

Siegfried Kracauer

The ontological value of aesthetics

Simultaneous repulsion & sublimity

Post-industrial ruins

The ruin tacitly embodies (the absence of reason)

At home in the Fall (into indeterminacy)

arcade

15.12.24

adiaphoria

Verb/forces > > nouns/things

sub-stance

16.12.24

By-the-numbers

gurney

oarlock

spool

Intifada

detail

Assata Shakur

knoll

sequin

Instrumentalized abjection

Sentient implement

Ethiopian Jews

negrophobogenesis

Black(s) as meta-aporia

Raising the stakes via (elevating the level of) abstraction

Afropessimism as meta-theory

Rigorous consideration of assumptive logic

Non-Black (not just White) fantasies

Cartographic deracination

The loss of loss

Why must Black flesh be parasitized in order to maintain the coherence of human sociality?

17.12.24

cabernet

muss

Climb the walls

flounce

cowlick

nosed

copacetic

dust-up

demerit

licks

honky-ass

vamp

nightstick

mulatto

malarkey

20.12.24

cleat

pixie

leotard

mousy

slummer

Marat-Sade

dish mop

howitzer

pinwheel

smock

chortle

harrumph

22.12.24

The Real/One is the difference between you and your genetic clone

Pussy-veneration

Black Light – illuminating, rather than eliminating, the Dark

Kulthaus

ab alio

inhesion

23.12.24

Acausal thinking

The ambiguous authority, and therefore perfect incursion, of metallic affects

Loric perversity

Obscure discourses

necromanticism

24.12.24

Suicidal lifestyles

The mindless encounter with death – the body affected/touched by matter ~ matter affecting/touching the body – ecstatic, lethal, final.

The wraith of ascesis

appurtenant

RFW

nigredo

asinine

dweeb

Falsers all!

paleography

solecism

26.12.24

Dream:
Lost inside a huge hotel building, trying in vain to find the way back to my room.
(Very bad feeling)
After waking up, had suicidal thoughts.

Misery + indifference; Misery + aggression; Misery + exhaustion

Total mobilization – the factory-farming of huma(nima)ls

Bourgeois ideology ~ the golden mean ~ the middle path

Survivalism – mimicry of the war-machine ~ technology of immortality

Becoming-machine

Russian Constructivists