nobby
nip slip
– Collective memory
Vs.
Instant gratification
Fabricated news & lurid stories
sallow
wan
– Collective memory
Vs.
Instant gratification
Fabricated news & lurid stories
sallow
wan
29.7.17
– tenuity
mellifluent
autostereogram
flagitious
ambivert
Junkyard dog
– Adam (disobeying the commandment) ~ Israel (struggling with GOD) ~ Man
To be human is to be able & willing to redefine oneself by acting AGAINST – what is given – one’s own nature!
This is a unique capacity which the other species lack.
Self-transformation as a suicidal (& salvific) attempt!
– Conquering time by becoming completely momentary in one’s consciousness…
– Can the will-spirit-intellect complex liberate us from biological & cultural determinism?
– To be human is to be free of “humanity”.
– Humane killing
Brutal civilization
Spiritual pornography
– Does artificial intelligence mean that it is real & man-made, or is the intelligence itself only apparent?
– The interface & interaction between the internal & external world, I can understand. But, what about the cyberworld??
Culture is both within & without, so is nature. And Grace…?
– Robot/zombie/humanoid
How many actual persons have you met so far?
– Distinguish:
Depression (sickness/weakness)
&
Laziness (sin/vice)
– “Do not let your hearts be distressed. You believe in God; believe also in me.
John 14:1 NET
http://bible.com/107/jhn.14.1.NET
Refer NET notes.
Let
Also
In spite of all the evidence to the contrary, dare to believe in the divinity in/of Man!
– A person is usually oriented primarily toward one of the 3:
1. Ideas
2. People
3. Objects
– “A child educated only at school is an uneducated child.” – George Santayana
Can an unschooled child be educated?
– Fuck GOD.
Fuck this world.
Fuck happiness.
Fuck religion.
Fuck science.
Fuck duty.
Fuck norms/mores.
Fuck structures/systems.
Fuck consequences.
Fuck commitments.
Fuck roles.
I believe in doubt.
I believe in anger.
I believe in life.
I believe in desire.
I believe in discipline & struggle.
I believe in creativity.
I believe in variety & change.
I believe in authenticity (uniqueness + integrity).
I believe in leisure & contemplation.
– Distinguish:
3D video
&
360 video
– Human evolution is not a natural/automatic process, but a costly/intentional enterprise.
All gurus/leaders are ahead of their time, because it is by their blood that history progresses!
– How dare the institutional/organizational authorities presume the right to dictate the sexual & spiritual dynamics its member-relations!
– Learning (how) to relax in Hell!
– Distinguish:
Ideals/values
&
Ideas/ethics
– Are anger & sorrow the outer and inner sides of the same thing?
If so, what is that thing?
30.7.17
– High politics and low politics
Pop culture and celebrity politicians
Twitter lists
– Films:
Marley (documentary)
“Jah Rastafari” – African Christianity. There is NO pure, non-contextualized spirituality!
I can smell a tinge of sexual liberation in the mix…
Compare with Bob Dylan & Martin Luther King Jr.
– http://explore.brainpickings.org/
31.7.17
– limber
– Board games for 2 or more (on my iPad Mini):
Back Gammon, Draughts, Chinese Checkers, Chess, Scrabble
– Distinguish:
Ageing/growing
&
Rotting/decaying
– It is absolutely crucial that your formation includes exposure to alternative (as opposed to mainstream) culture.
Take the effort to dig and find what is not pushed into your face 24/7.
It’s worth it!
– Balanced diet:
– Law, Management, Economics, etc.
Are these sciences or arts??
– underwrite
quaff
Bitter nostalgia
artiste
treatise
codify
operatic
Iconic irony & an ironic icon
Extreme balance & balanced extremes
fl. c.
Mathematical beauty
Euclidean
Forever right
– Plato – are philosophers just failed politicians?
– “Do not easily despise institutions & traditions.” – Jordan Peterson
(And I would add that the family is the most ancient & conventional of them all)
Yes, I humbly repent of my immature arrogance, sir! (No, seriously) 🙏😒
– The philosopher is often charged with impiety, indecency, sedition, immorality, etc.
– Why aren’t all intelligent people also virtuous?
– From perplexity to intrigue
– Spiritual reading < > life skills < > character qualities
– Theoretical experience
Experiential theory
Practical experience
Experiential practice
Theoretical practice
Practical theory
– Preach, baptize, teach, commune & send
– The Christological pattern/cycle:
Stage 1
The Incarnation of the Word > Jesus’s birth > work > suffering > death > resurrection > ascension
Stage 2
> re-incarnation (Pentecost) > birth (Apostolic age) > ……
Adam > Abraham > Israel > Prophets > Jesus > Apostles > Church > ?
– Blood, sweat, tears ~ seed, fruit, roots
– Strength of conviction – willingness to change = dogmatism
Willingness to change – strength of conviction = relativism
Strength of conviction + willingness to change = wisdom!
– From Indian cricket team fan(atic) to cricket connoisseur and global citizen
– apotropaic sign
Devil horns
Shaka (“hang loose”)
– After sitting for mindful breathing, feel the pulse @ both your wrists. Then smile, and tell yourself “Life is awesome”! 😊
1.8.17
– gerund
coach (vehicle)
dessert
– Anarchism/libertarianism is the ideal world order. But people are not ready for it yet. Will we ever be……??
– When it seems like nothing is happening, you will realize there is a lot going on, if you only look carefully enough……
2.8.17
– https://wearenakedandunashamed.org/
3.8.17
– gerrymandering
Line of Actual Control (LAC)
comity
Mutual recognition & reciprocal consideration
“Not out of the woods yet”
– https://www.nytimes.com/2017/08/03/opinion/donald-trump-russia-lies.html
What’s the difference between entrepreneurs, snowmen, politicians & criminals?
But wasn’t someone like Nixon, in the past, as bad as Trump?
– Why do most conversations stagnate at the level of small talk?
How do we make genuine friends out of mere acquaintances?
– Do I have to filter even the basic drive toward helpfulness through my vocational identity grid?
– Do you know which time of the day is optimal for each activity in your routine?
– Do you know why, how & when to be strict or lenient with yourself?
– Why do we call ourselves “eccentrics”??
When are anything but……!? (Do they already know this?)
It’s fashionable/cool/hip to call yourself such things these days.
We’re just a bunch of hapless workaholics. Even our casual dinner conversations are about workplace issues… 😂
– The sane wicked and the crazy righteous
Most people fall into one of these 2 categories.
The crazy wicked and the sane righteous are very rare.
– If I make the most of this next 1 year of my life by diligently working and moderating it with adequate indulgence, then I will be ready for the 40s…
I want to grow up without becoming old.
I know elderly people who feel ashamed that they are still sexually alive!
– Why do even such highly educated people have a victim mentality??
Spirituality + philosophy + art is the only way out of this deadlock!
– I must try to overcome my hesitation in speaking candidly (like saying No) even when entertaining guests.
I must learn how to do it politely.
– “The Black Freighter” in “The Watchmen”
How important are imagination & theory in equipping us to live well in the “real” world?
– Doing the right thing(s) consistently is the key to feeling happy (mostly).
– Shutting the sense doors periodically is the key to maximal overall sensual enjoyment.
– Can a Buddha experience sexual orgasm?
– SwiftKey doesn’t predict “orgasm”.
Why?? Are it’s makers prudish techies?
– Bob Dylan’s glorious ramble of a Nobel speech!
How/why did a singer/songwriter win the highest literature prize??
https://www.nobelprize.org/mediaplayer/index.php?id=2631
This is a vindication of my use of contemporary song lyrics for reading poetry!
The poet
Vs.
The novelist
Vs.
The journalist
– Hey! I need to tell you something that has been on my mind for a while.
Some sensitive stuff that I hesitated to express, because of the emotional charge/baggage it carries…
Are we ready to handle it now?
– Are you just using him as a source of financial income and is he just using you as an emotional crutch?
He is totally identified with his work/profession and you are totally lost in your own inner world.
Actually, at the level of the spirit, you both have nothing to do with each other, nevertheless you remain a “couple”!
– Why are there 2 creation accounts in Genesis?
Account ~ story ~ genealogy ~ particulars ~ record – this is what became of xyz……
Organizing principle
Distinguish:
Introduction (to the next section)
Or
Summary (of the previous one)
NET Bible – translation notes and study notes
Chaos/disorder ~ emptiness/void (NOT nothingness!)
Call ~ name ~ bless ~ command ~ order
– When doing something, just (forget yourself &) do it. Don’t let your mind interfere with concentrated action!
4.8.17
– DON’T let your depression (psychological state) push you into pessimism (philosophical outlook).
And don’t let that, in turn, poison your relationship(s) with negativity……
– Yoga postures must be done meditatively – slowly, smoothly, mindfully, accurately.
Not like the usual “exercises”!
– Nyala
Whip coral
Lavender fields
Vital indifference
– No pain, no inspiration!
So, should I just not do anything to heal myself??
Broken genius
Vs.
Whole person
– “The nothing nothings” – Heidegger
1/2 or 1-2
Vs.
0/3 or 0-3
– Giorgio Agamben
Philosophical archeology
Founding common/signature/identity/universal
&
Actualizing propers/paradigms/difference/singular
Historical contingency over logical necessity
Conceptual-discursive formations
From a dialectical metaphysics to a philosophy of indifference
Inherently unstable, self-negating system
Indistinction, indiscernibility, suspension, inoperativity
A radical intent toward the past
A revolutionary hermeneutic of the present
Imagining a non-messianic future
Norms of intelligibility & forms of communicability
Power as organizing control
Juridical theory
Metonymy, metaphor & analogy
Orders of relationality
Language as oath – self-referential performance as opposed to denotative functioning
Sanctioned modes of intelligibility
Concept consistency
Predetermined ways of thinking, speaking & acting, institutionalized in large-scale structures of behavior
Ideation as what goes on in between the sensible and the suprasensible
– If the Holy Spirit proceeds from the Father & the Son, then the time for the passing of the progenitors and the rise of the offspring has come!
– I really miss my old gang – a handful of close cousins & friends – we used to gather & have all-night orgies of conversation!
– Just because you’re good at questioning & challenging, even subverting, the past, doesn’t mean that you’re also moving toward a better future!
It’s easy to erase the old lines, but it is harder to redraw a more beautiful image……
– If change is the ultimate reality, then no-thing can exist (permanently) and that includes nothingness!
Necessary be(com)-ing
So then, is शून्यता the final शखांरा?!
GOD is embodied consciousness. And there is no point in trying to destroy what cannot be killed. (Rev. 1:18)
Anyway, why should we even pursue such a goal??
– सत्संग
दर्शन
– axiology
splenetic
– GOD is (found) in the space, in between the various aspects of your personal life, in between your inward & outer life, in between you and other people and in between your context and the world outside.
– WOW! These people are so busy, happy, social, fulfilled, healthy, satisfied, successful…
I despise them all!
(And the feeling is mutual) 😛
– Co-heart(s) – I have no soul mate.
If one is intimately compatible only with a mirror image, then why are we attracted to the exotic and different?? 😕😠
“Birds of a feather flock together”
“Opposites attract”
Maybe you should marry someone from the first & have friends from the second!
But what if it’s all inverted now? What can/should be done??
Maybe you can learn how to cultivate whatever is missing in your relationality?
To be human is to be able to understand the way things are, and more importantly, to have the capacity to imagine a better scenario and work intelligently and intentionally toward it……!
We should focus more on preventive, holistic, lifestyle measures too – especially diet, stress & ecology.
Science must join hands with spirituality. This must begin in medical schools!
What is the probability that I or one of my immediate family members will get cancer?
We should find ways to live fuller, instead of longer!
Metadata tag
Cheat sheet
“गौ रक्षक”
Transliteration keyboards!
Moving from the policy paralysis of UPA to the cultural hegemony of BJP……! 😫
Via The Free Dictionary – Article of the Day
Awesome! 😁👏🤘
I am developing new “viewing techniques” for the mind/heart through spiritual exercise & philosophical innovation……
I might go mad, but I might also discover/invent greatness!
Worth the risk?
You need to trust the process/procedure, otherwise you’re gonna give up before the finishing line.
22.7.17
– Add self-help to critical theory
– Intellectual exploration
Physical moderation
Emotional numbness
Volitional empowerment
Social isolation
Relational intimacy
Spiritual transformation
World revolution
…the politics of self!
– “Suicided by society”
– Posthumous apology – SORRY to all the Spiritual Formations Meetup members!
RIP (aborted) 🙏
24.7.17
– Gross and net income
Financial & assessment year
Form 16 & 26as
EPFO & UAN
TDS & TAN
– TV series:
“Black Mirror” Season 1 episode 1-2
– From the seminar on Death to death of the Seminar!
25.7.17
– “Examine me, and probe my thoughts! Test me, and know my concerns! See if there is any idolatrous tendency in me, and lead me in the reliable ancient path!”
(Psalms 139:23-24 NET)
Beliefs ~ desires ~ values ~ worries ~ preoccupations
Nature ~ tendency/predisposition
No reflective/expressive journaling, no self-knowledge >> self-deception >> self-destruction
Painful ~ vain ~ idolatrous ~ destructive ~ alien
– 1Thes. 5:18-24
Useless/waste/distraction/irrelevant ~ evil
Balanced routine (menu of disciplines & optimal rhythm) help you maintain a good attitude & stay healthy.
Your lifestyle shapes your outlook and vice versa.
Are you ready for the new/eternal world order??
Fighting fit
Be careful that you do not become insensitive to the whisperings & nudgings of the Spirit. Find out how, & do whatever it takes, to keep your ultimate destiny in sight always.
– Where is Doklam?
What does “Hurriyat” mean?
South China Sea
– Is your life,
Busy & boring or
Busy & interesting or
Idle & boring or
Idle & interesting?
– “Real time”
walleye
Mobius strip
– Creating demand with a new kind of supply
– https://www.brainpickings.org/2015/10/19/patti-smith-m-train-loss-time/
– YWF – young & wild is fine, but you can’t be free too…!?
– Do you budget for time, energy & space too?
Why not??
26.7.17
– Audiobooks
Poetry recitals
Interviews and conversations
Panel discussions
Scintillating podcasts
– A few weeks back, when I was walking back home, I pissed on myself (in the street just in front of my house), because I couldn’t hold it in any longer!
I don’t think anyone else saw…… 😥😛
– “Burned alive by time”
– Ask yourself, in each area of your life & then as a whole, are you healthy, sick or dead?
– Caedmon’s caesura
Middle-earth
Multiverse
Concept art
Mead hall
Family feud
Riddles & puzzles
Wars & games
– If Heorot is the contemporary West, & Grendel is Islamic terrorism, then who or what is Beowulf??
– Distinguish:
Busyness
&
Productivity
Idleness
&
Contemplation
– Can something be both disgusting & inspiring?
– Triduum rhythm/cycle:
Day 1 – crazy/freak (includes Sabbath) – Sunday, Wednesday
Day 2 – work on yourself (includes fasting/silence/unplug) – Monday, Thursday
Day 3 – chores (includes ministry)
Minimize external requirements AFAP, so that (almost) all activities can be directed inside-out! – Tuesday, Friday
Saturday – work/chores/freak
– Movies:
“John Wick Chapter 2”
NOT as good as part 1.
– Paganism (so-called) & Christianity are inseparable!
– Boredom, day-dreaming, meditation & sleep
27.7.17
– Free period
– Vocation – distinguish between (your) core/essence & capabilities/strengths, and focus on the former!
– TV series:
“Preacher” season 1 episodes 1-5
– Met Fr. Antony Kalliath & Anil Thalakottur in Vidyavanam.
And also visited Ram Menon with Sarasvatti G. C. @ School of Ancient Wisdom
Self-drove Maruti Celerio (automatic gear) from Revv Cars
28.7.17
– “Dont embarrass me (before them).”
“Fuck you (& them)!”
– This is the meaning of life.
What is that?
It is whatever!
– The only way to salvation is by overcoming the messiah complex……
To be free of the desire for freedom!
To be cured of the need for health.
– Heavy metal disco dance
– “One is one, and two is three”
(“Baby” – Royal Republic)
Is it any wonder that the girlfriend/wife is called “baby”?!
I would like to add – one is nothing, and one is all.
9.7.17
– Die Marquise von O… (La Marquise d’O…, The Marquise of O, Éric Rohmer, 1976)
http://sensesofcinema.com/2017/cteq/the-marquise-of-o/#fnref-29842-4
– I must continue to co-mentor Chellam, my life-partner (along with her) even when there is no formal SFG work going on…
Do I let her mentor me too? Do I really believe in mutuality even in this?
Why do I prefer the term “life-partner” to “wife”?
11.7.17
– I know what it feels like to behold a body like that. But what is it like to BE a body like that??
– innerconnectedness
– Spirituality Vs. Culture/morality/psychology
As opposed to,
Spirituality Vs. Materiality/physicality/sexuality
13.7.17
– IObit Driver Booster
Malwarebytes
CCleaner
Avast Antivirus
– Food is God.
Language is God.
Breath is God.
Body is God.
Motion is God.
– Distinguish:
Nihilation
&
Annihilation
Philosophical suicide
&
Suicidal art
– False emotions
– Freedom, creativity & nothingness
Negation, contradiction & imagination
14.7.17
– http://www.gktoday.in/difference-between-a-crossed-cheque-and-ac-payee-cheque/
17.7.17
– Film:
“வாகை சூட வா”
“பாகுபலி” 1 & 2
“Lost City of Z”
– TV series:
“I Love Dick” Season 1
– Is it possible to resist someone who finds you irresistible??
18.7.17
– Film:
“A Quiet Passion”
If Emily Dickinson was not that good at poetry, would she still be a great woman?
19.7.17
– Recluse >> eccentric ~ maverick ~ contemplative ~ rebel ~ artist ~ prophet ~ autodidact
WOW!
– Let my life be just me & the world, with no others in between……!
And in my relationships, let there be nothing of the world in between.
– The Cross – Christ is mortal, unlike Jesus……!
I believe that the Cross is a fundamental discontinuity &/or transformation in the Gospel narrative. It should NOT be seen as just an overcoming continuation of what went before, beyond the barrier of death.
On the Cross, the Messiah/spirit dies, and the Man/flesh resurrected!
This inverted spirituality is the greatest legacy of Christianity.
– Hallowed ~ hollowed
(w)hole
– The discourse of silence
Images, things, ideas & words
The politics of experience
Automatic writing
Mechanical imaginations
– The sovereignty of spontaneity
Designing a disruptive/unleveling routine
20.7.17
– cenicle
lien
sublation
parergon
re-spacing
unreading
Vivisection of texts
Performative thinking
Formal experimentation
Exorbitant works
Unashamedly contradictory
From philosophical literature to literary philosophy
– How can you prevent spirituality from becoming accessorized by the prevalent order?
– Alternative histories
– I think the next stage of my (d)evolution has begun!
Medicine >> theology >> spirituality/ministry >> self-education
No more small group meetings, seminars, retreats, online forums, etc. for me! Spontaneous one-on-one conversations are the only interpersonal interaction that will remain.
I am gonna focus on a purely inward work from now onwards, at least for the next 1 year.
This work will have no (obvious/immediate) social dimension.
There will be no formal structure or fixed role except my constantly changing personal/private routine.
– Time to descend into the abyss of my own nothingness/darkness/emptiness.
And see if I can survive this death……
Distinguish:
Pessimism/realism
&
Depression/resignation
21.7.17
– The science of life
&
The art of living