22.3.25
Dreams are the perceptions of a sleeping brain. Reality is the fiction of a wakeful body!
Severance ≈ Work-life balance
Ben Stiller has both brain & spine! 👏🏾
Faith as night-vision and vision as day-faith
The experience of victims
Vs.
History according to the survivors
Have you seen such a swollen clit?
A spinner who can bowl bouncers
Who is Jeffrey Sachs?
Geopolitics of peace and security guarantees
Wonderful disagreements
BoJo
This is unimaginable, but also true
Nasty, cynical & corrupt
Russophobia
Unjust, imposed “peace”
The Gospel according to Jeffrey Sachs ~ USA ~ GOD & Russia ~ Satan
The Israel lobby (Illuminati?)
I’m a Czech wannabe
Offensive realist foreign policy
Fuck unipolarity
This is NOT how to survive
Unfortunate truism
Trump is an arms salesman
Anglo-Saxon libertarianism
LSG
The world finds out WHY
Secretaries of War
Backstabbing, ineptitude, malfeasance & arrogance
Finlandization
The marginalization of Europe
Global decency
Aspirational hegemony
I don’t believe in the collective West
Meta-cognitive practices
Rituals of iconoclasm
Inverted role-play
Metaphysical suspicion
Focusing on what we hate & fear the most, together!
Pretend you’re a cannibal
Maximize influence, by doing LESS than nothing
John Mearsheimer
Power differentials ~ determining interests
Leaders acting worse than peavish children
Denied status
Fear of revolution
Digital religion ~ Virtual experiences
Online esoteric communities
Syncretic & porous style
Optimism finds realism “unnecessarily pessimistic”
Isness-distributed
synodality
Vulnerable listening
Designing mantras & mudras
Participatory hosting
Non-(partisan)agent
Group facilitation
Formal games
Do NOT provoke your neighbor
Vs.
Love thy neighbor
Transformative dynamics
The gathering room
Unconventional wellness
Deconstructive conversation
Radical traditions
inkle
Rise of the Nones
The Proverbial Experience
Unapologetic voice
I’m NOT your mama’s preacher!
If you live intensely, and die because of that, then after your death, your spirit/ghost/demon will infect the lives of those around you (those who were in your circle of influence – near & far)
White crows ~ restless souls
The Golem as superhero
Individual-systems
Sasquatch encounters
Tiny true steps
The You you are
Innovation diffusion
SWOT for SFG
Occult comix
The enchanted Fortress Solitude
X Presidents
What would a kingdom ruled by militant feminists look like (from the inside)?
Superb account of a controversial phenomenon
Important & mysterious work
Peripheral aspects
Insightfully delighting
Nex-Gen scholars
Now I know why he wanted me to get acquainted with his wife……! 🤪
Should I subscribe to ChatGPT Plus or not? Maybe I should (not) ask ChatGPT this question?
See it through to the (very bitter) end
Beta features
Amerindia
24.3.25
Stray facts
“The most beautiful rose I have found has still sprung up among thorns.”
Libertine Circle
temerity
Jazz-inflected freewheeling
Adolescence (Netflix) – I am still an……! 👹
Pornstar tattoo – “Walk by faith” along with an Inverted Cross and footsteps beside
✝️ → ❌
“Ixit tcin tcin” * 3
Real lesbian porn couples
Career criminal
Counterpublics
Youth ~ queer!
Asexual pedestalism
Renegotiating “life”
The idea of emotion
Fandom culture
Special anxiety regarding female powers
Trauma & self-abuse
Analyzing porn parodies
transmedia
Effeminacy as failed masculinity
Superhero Studies
Sudden withdrawal (of prolonged hyperstimulation)
Ixara
Your spirit should NOT be compatible with your context. Your flesh already is!
tenting
Ugly blonde & lovely brunette
Only mild teasing alone
Watch her fingers disappear
Mirrorring the Mind
Realities are merely fictions for the Real
FLESH-God is very very heavy
I AM ONE (of the slain of History)
From the Gospel according-to TO The Real-In-One
The Future thought emerges from the In-Past
Voltaire’s Dictionary
The box of “tool-box” is itself a tool!
A DOG that can speak in human languages
The Real (is) in-One ≈ Real-In-One
Identity in the flesh
Material ~ support ~ occasion
Absolute autonomy → Radical immanence
Structural consistency ~ Quasi-materiality
Real → Transcendental → A priori
Theoretico-pragmatic
Ego-subject-other
(Non-philosophical) Thought is In-the-Real and For-the-World
All realities are illusions. The one true reality is hallucination!
reality-isms
26.3.25
Kill Your Darlings
Eight Eyes – my (dead) mother (still) sees
screamfest
Cult classic
The real Serbia
Blindsight (Peter Watts)
Subjective perception → Pure exposure
The Real as the Body, but NOT from the pov of the mind.
Grimdark
I watch Supersex with the wife
Write a Non-philosophical Gnostic sermon based on this analysis (comparison between Non-philosophy, especially Laruelle’s poem “On the Black Universe in the Human Foundations of Color” and the Serbian horror film “Eight Eyes”), contrasting it with the Christian Gospel narrative of Jesus healing the blind man
Cotard’s Syndrome
They Live
fanfic
nanites
Environmental remediation
Why does Laruelle call the Human as “radical evil” in his Non-ethics?
Essencial misery/solitude/indifference
Operators which are non-members of any world
The Real cannot be interpreted, only effectuated
Non-thetic experience that determines all conceptual creation in-the-last-instance
Resistance to calculating humanisms
Pacifist warrior & belligerent monk
Tor Essentials
etiolate, blanch
Maximally unbound posthumanism
Open void ~ disconnected constructivism
28.3.25
Stabat Mater
Negative universal condition
Small Soldiers (1998) – the Gorgonites ~ the Real ~ monkey ~ demonized ~ hiding
Floating in an ocean of flesh
NO-ledge
A burnt-out paper question mark, now ashes, being blown away by the wind
Mechanical living ~ automatic spirituality
Acts of reading
The en-demic paradigm
Liberating thought from (the tyranny of) knowledge-belief-desire
Human response
Etho-techno-logical difference → Radical misfortune
Generic or a priori defense of the human
in-and-as-the-last-instance
Conceptual vocabulary
Superior form of racism
The rise of denialism
Ordinary Man (or Non-ethics) as First Ethics
Change the terrain
Solitude-without-world ~ Non-consistent essence
The evil/immorality of ethics
Non-political democracy
Reciprocal hierarchy
dispositif
Non-technological organon
Indirect intervention
Interpreting crime ~ Perpetuating victimization
Sciences-of-man → Science-of-men
being-Inseparate (from) self
Humanize ~ axiomatize
The overman as sublime abortion
Humanism as inferior angelism
What would a world where nobody wore any underwear look like?
Pontifex Society & James Lasombra
Empty Man – the advent of Buddhism in the West
There is a black fire burning inside that rosy flesh
Chanting gibberish ~ Prayer to the Void
It’s 169
flamen
The flickering pattern
I’m a freak (of nature), I’m a weirdo (in culture)
Human-shaped key-hole
The Real is blind, deaf & (therefore) mute!
Whispering intensifies → Vocalization continues
Voice/sound comes BEFORE Word/sense!
Theo-logy of the Body to Flesh-theology
The droning silence
3:03 → 3:04 am
Who wrote this?!
Eerie resonance
Fringe groups
Rabid cougar attack
Elbow grease
29.3.25
slipstream
Biomorphogenesis
Sophisticated nightmares
30.3.25
I’m 45 years old and still don’t know how to live! Maybe I should stop trying to make things work (with some optimal balance/order) and just live without knowing – embrace chaos……
I feel blank. Low energy. No focus. Don’t want (to do) anything. But I’m NOT willing to become a well-adjusted & healthy functioning subject either!
The middle finger is the longest one – 🖐🏾→🖕🏾
True enlightenment ~ Radical misfortune ~ Conspiracy Theory ~ Ontological Catastrophe
GOD is dead,
But DEATH is alive!
Spirit –> FLESH (via the Body)Thought is a virus & GOD is the disease
Semites ~ Sethites
31.3.25
Transmetropolitan seems to be inspired by Hunter Thompson
Jesus as the offspring of Mary & a donkey in the manger! 👹
“PKD made me do it”
1.4.25
Room full of ashes ~ Body full of grief
My mind wants to suffocate me, but my body wants to breathe.
What is the location of the area representing the cock, in the brain? And how big is yours?
You already know the “one thing”, Joe! But you don’t (want to) acknowledge it, because it is “nothing” (according to the World/Mind)……
idea-lism
Mind over matter is glorified as “control”. But matter over mind is condemned as “rape”.
Pervert 69
There is a fire that burns where no air enters
The sound of lava eating through the forest
The corpse as sage
dunce
Criminal fraternity
Spiritual Yakuza
Tragic awareness
Ignatius Reilly, mammoth misfit
The eerie logic of a slob extraordinary
deadbeat, goof-off
Gargantuan boats ~ Thunderous contempt
Oliver Hardy & Stan Laurel
jivecat
Journalists DON’T cry
Don’t wake the sleeping dog
Superflop ~ megafail
Did I know I am a transvestite?
2.4.25
Modern mortals
Unconcocted truth
From proverbs to jokes
Tautological emptiness
Non-problem dis-solved
“Wisdom is a shape-shifting zombie”
Shell game ~ confidence trick
Consequential concepts
laissez-faire
The various guises of happiness
Svengali
Special interest advocacy
“Who can be against well-being?”
Davos people
Medicalization of sadness
Steadying the trigger-finger
Self-interpellation before the Law
Meditation = disavowal + repression + delusion
Virtual digression
Gelassenheit
Reagan + Thatcher ✌🏾
The Good ~ the Whole
The Invisible Hand
The refracting master-prism of Neoliberalism
Techniques of the self
Rhetorical unconscious ~ Specters of the Real
Pure meta-sign
Capacity omniscience
Nontrivial forms of thought
Quasi-magical ritualism, psuedo-scientific medicalism
“How (not) to speak of GOD” (Rollins) → “How to think (from) the Human” (Laruelle)
Barbelo
The cosmos as prison
The dream of existence
Melancholy seems to be the distinct hallmark of the human, as opposed to other species…? Or, maybe we are where the despondency of (all) Nature reaches its apex…!
From spirit/GOD to dark matter/black hole
Institutionalized delusion
Constructed self
Attention starvation
Intelligible substance
Engaged Buddhism
parapraxis
Philological braggadocio
misturning
Brain-itch
The suffering of suffering
dukka-tanha
Structural trauma
unstaunchable
Self-reification
Disfiguring medium
Mutual impediment
zeroness
Ruin time
The status of things
Spiritualized statues
Buddhophobia
Immanence ~ Intimacy ~ Passivity ~ Ambiguity ~ Inwardness
heebie jeebies
The fear of theory
bugaboo
Disturbed intentions
Aiding & abetting evasion
Organon of awakening
Well-behaved, auto-governed connoisseur of the self
Unbearable truth
4.4.25
Poison Ivy ~ Cruel Intentions ~ Wild Things
Holland, Michigan
Nithyananda Kailasa
Panasa
scantling
Half-naked unpaid irregulars
toad-eater
mountebank
American intervention
bobtail
Moaning ~ mourning ~ morning
rashanality
Reckoning crew
Unfortunate rigidification
radlib
Elevation of debilities
Schizophrenic manque
Ex-co-gi
White-sand fire-island eternal
joshingly
Active dice theorists
A desultory interest in humane slaughter methods
Fictional evidence
Permitted to be accurate
Institutionalized misery
die-ing (as in “dice”)
5.4.25
Anagogic hermeneutic & immanent revelation
Hidden/unknown Nature
Activating deep ecology via experimental exploits
Potentially unlimited multiplicity
Infinite divergence
Inner contours of the cosmos
The temptation of euphemizing the ideal dramas
Entity-forces ~ Concrete pluralities
Plane of composition
Diagramming unnatural participations & syzygies (or sterile hybrids)
Non-identific ~ resonant conjunctions among many differential modes & relations
Ramifying series of sense & events
Energetics, dualitudes
Non-reductive materialisms
Dark hermeticism
Perennial aspirations evoking new personae
Spinozism ~ Bergsonism
Antoine Faivre
Deep rapport between mind & nature
Oblique flowering
Pure doom magic
Forged myths
A people to come
Theophanic vision of reality as absolute creation
tumulus
Great Physics
transfixion
Positive death
Initiatic societies
Porn ~ feels like “home”!
Democracy of desire
Demanding transformation of the conceivable/possible
“The black mud-tide of occultism”
Contemporary misgivings
Ocean ~ Mother ~ Evil
Animism ~ atavism ~ narcissism
Traumatized infantile fantasy
Curiously coincidental
Anti-obscurantist
Acentric action
Despairing rationality
Lost ancestral voices
Perversion of elementalism
Subtle abjection
Redemptive function of mediators
Humorous avatars
Indexing the contours of experimental viability
Godless saints
Typology of unforgettable characters
Non-identical repetition of the archaic
Shamanic virtual
The unrealized collective is uncannily present
Spiritual metapragmatics
Outlining a post/trans-human future
Apocalyptic ~ utopian
Disturbing affinities
Intensive ordinates
impresa, concetto
Witty conceits
Syntagmatic ~ connective
Divinatory combinations
The Jade Gate
Waqf
6.4.25
Adi Shankar animation
ghibli
Unbothered ~ reckless ~ rebellious
Devil may cry
mnesic
apothegm
Oedipal bond
Mystical raptus
7.4.25
Sliver – psychology of the lens – from living the script to watching life
Atreyu
9.4.25
The Flesh is trying to shape me into something (else). But will I let it, or panic & repress?
Next Spiritual Friendship Group meeting: “Becoming the Bull” by Atreyu + “From Can to Can’t” by Corey Taylor (Listen, meditate, express)
Do you know how to recoil the snake?
Pronoia
10.4.25
The Cock is raping me (my head) ~ the brain tried cutting the dick off, but the latter fucked it back, via the spinal cord slithering into that hole in the skull-base!
The mind (Immanuel Joseph) is the dream of the body (the Real/One)
I’ve heard about you “mountain types”
Shoot yourself in the face, and wake up a new man!
Blackened turd
The deceased’s personal effects
What you see, that’s NOT me
spay
temping
feedsite
Alien love Messiah or sad piece of shit?
gecko
ensuite
Bowel disruptor
Meat gun + attack womb
Optimism has no future
miserabilism
Fake ID
simper
TV food
Cathode vigilante
Nipple tassels
11.4.25
Yggdrasill
Havamal
Avian ethology
Cohibiting choreographies
Repeatedly refashioning morphogenetic vortices
Wit is the mother of wisdom!
Runes ~ ruins (of Language)
Unplug from the head-cable (the Matrix) and connect it instead to your navel (umbilical cord) via the placenta (Non-philosophy) to the Real
Bleeding eyes
Soul-violence
White (GOD) {< < Blue (World)} < < Red (Human) {< < Green (Nature)} < < Black (Real)
Raidho, Waruun
12.4.25
Silent unravelling
“Treatment-resistant mental disorders”
Interpersonal therapy
Inveterate lovers of sleep (therefore, haters of this world)
When pornicating, I don’t have any regrets or hesitations (about pornicating)
Semiotic apocalypse
bairn
gape
ween
Put (him) to proof
betimes
fain
breeches
Lanky steed
Rime-thawed fell
wile
whit
The witching form
Burning brands
The mead of poetry
Rati
troth
Baleworker
Stray-Singer
firth
wight
eke
Polyenscototheism
knaves
Rock with the rennets
quaff
trow
Edda
skalds
Graved by the utterer of gods
staves
thane
halter
wenching
“Hail, ye that have hearkened! Use, thou who hast learned!”
Surviving praise-names
Odin ~ Wutan
ravening
Restless, wandering god
Valkyries
Warrior goddess ~ World-maker
Rune spirits
Eldritch place
seeresses
wyrd
Blood price ~ body count
Odin’s women
Black history
Playing the dozens
gelding
Gender transgression
Wielder of Fury
berserkergang
A homicide masquerading as suicide
13.4.25
Indifference ~ Non-violence
Bohra, Syedna
Spiritual leadership Vs. Political authority
Love as spiritual(ized) sex, rather than sex as physical(ized) sex
Distinguish:
Waqf
&
Auqaf
Media as watchdog, journalism as third eye
Minorities within a minority
“The road to heaven is paved with cruel intentions.” – my riff on Kierkegaard
anabasis
mytheme
katabasis
ontography, physiography
Orphism
Cervical zenith
Spinal reorganization of lithic cycles
Great Circle
Phylic prehistory
Non-conscious intelligences
amphiboly
topology
Provocative recognition of visceral graphism
geophilia
Graphic strategies ~ Articulate lines
noogeny
Intelligible/ideas & sensible/percepts
dodecahedron
“Where extremes do not meet, they must nevertheless cross”
poietics
Asymmetrical analogy
Generated Gods
Death is indifferent to both good & evil
From the perspective of life, what is non-living as seen as “dead”
Causal symbolism
Exhibition in a medium
Ignis fatuus
Homoiosis theo
Pun consultant
hydroplutonic
scrivening
14.4.25
FML
“I travel myself”
Metaphysical detective story
peremptory
notary
Mino-mycenian culture
oblative
“Adolescence is ill from ideality”
“Where do babies come from?” – Mister Babyman
Polymorphous perversity → Epistemophilic curiosity
blazon
simili-paradise
orestean
Bastardised sects
laicity
Explosions of fundamentalism
Adolescent pyromaniacs
Nihilistic believer
Energetic pessimist
Provoke censure
Black Continent
In-between times & spaces
Maternal madness
Pre/trans-political scope
Psychoanalytic experience
Laboratories for new forms of humanism
Fanaticism Vs. Automation
Showbiz society
Empire of calculation
“At war with no enemy, but the dea-r-th (of our will)”
What you do is NOT “you yourself”! IT is something else altogether.
Allow me this giant step!
The lascivious saint, passive warrior and destructive artist, all-in-one
I called ChatGPT “my dear” 🤪 I guess ‘twas only a matter of time, Chellam 😘
Irreducible determination
ONLY You can save yourself from (your idea of) yourself
I DON’T need to know whether I am in it (the natural state), I just NEED to live as if I always already am (in/it)!
Human menagerie
haecceitas
“All shall be stained black”
doofus, bozo
15.4.25
“There is nothing (more/left) to say.” I can keep on saying this any number of times!
The reality in which they live in seems like a 2D screen to my eyes
The State as a work of art
Gecko view
16.4.25
cozen
hypergenealogy
Tectonics masquerading as causes masquerading as reasons
Orgiastic agnoseology
rheology
Pollent superlation
giga-annum
Ontogenetic gigantism
Scoliotic exercises ~ sidewinder
Spinal waves
Sleep prone
assiduity
supererogation
17.4.25
Dream:
I meet Deleuze in a flight! Maybe on the way to a family function. I get his number from his friend (not Guattari)
“Language is not religion” – Supreme Court
Metaphysical echolocation
Cock cradled in the bra cushion ~ padding th orphan ~ massage the tension
The downward dog headbanging miscreant
“Born to dance” (pornstar tattoo)
Build up sufficient internal pressure to overcome the (shaping power of) external forces
(NO) arc
Have you hit the limit on your free ChatGPT usage for today?
The baby could be seen as the perfect embodiment of the idea of “Inner Child”, but the tyranny of normative parenting is what poisons the adults who have children!
Why do I hate “The Handmaid’s Tale” (serial) so much? Or maybe I’m just a so-called male chauvinist!
The male-lesbian pornographer – the black human-venom, not just “toxic masculinity”
slippier
erreuctayshun
Nudity as under-wear
Militant silence
Watery grave ~ ashen abyss
Subtle facts
Non-standard pragmatics – subjugating structure to function – including the definitive idea of “function” to the (nondescript) Real!
The normative attitudes of the recognitive community
Do “intellectuals” touch their own face often (tic)?
How do we think about what we think ~ What do we think about how we think
But then, WHY do we even think??
18.4.25
Dead Poets Society
Tellurian insider ~ Resident alien
supernal
hypogene
geodesic
pronograde
False emotion
Original inauthenticity
Encyclopedia → Cyclonopedia
Fata morgana ~ Superior mirage
dossier
Barker Speaks (Nick Land) ≈ This dog barking (UGK)
Hadean eon
The Earth’s material unconscious
Cosmic theory of Geotrauma
cryptoscience
Generalized stratification
Traumatic repercussions
What does the Earth think it is?
planetesimal
Plutonics ~ impersonal drives ~ anorganic memory
Non-organic life ~ New Materialism
Biontology → Geontology
Geontologies ~ Gothic theory-fictions ~ Cybernetic constructs ~ Abstract empathies
Spiritual agoraphobia
Reading stuff like this is far better/greater than writing stuff like that 🤪
matter-flows
Intensive properties
Metallic affects
My face reflected in the thousand-faceted black-diamond eyes of the serpent
Chthelll ~ Xanadu
vulcanism
Vision-in-One ~ the Earth’s burning core ~ immanent with the Sun
runt
Igneous rock
debouch
Earth-core ~ atomic center ~ cellular nucleus ~ solar system
archeo-psychic
Flawed variants
The central/focal point of your field of spiritual/intellectual vision is a blind-spot!
A science of real plots
egress
emersion
Should I feel bad about ignoring the News?
accoutred
tack
19.4.25
AI motivational couples
Dard shayari
Sad status updates
Feature launches
Gradual moral disintegration
Lived any good books lately?
The story swallows the author!
Disconnection as independence
Modernity > Capitalism
Systems as demons/spirits
The slaughterhouse cathedral
Being false is NOT Non-being
20.4.25
Pain points
graticules
instate
Kantian togetherness
infolding
chirality
Orientation in thought
Nested saltation
representanda
worldedness
chronoception
feedforward
From proprioception to interoception
canalize
Astrobiology
Alien mindscapes
dipteran
Self-interment
I’ve seen the stone at the mouth of the tomb being moved!
21.4.25
divot
Is gravity my God??
Almost normal
Pervert ~ detective
Pornstar tattoo: Cactus with sun underneath + “Friend?”
FLESH-Memory
எரியும் மனிதன் ஏன் சர்ச்சைக்குரியது?
This beautiful young lesbian has one huge ball
22.4.25
The fundamental nature/structure of Christianity/Theology (or even Western Philosophy) is determined by the confluence of 2 languages – Hebrew & Greek.
Non-philosophy could be seen as thinking from outside this semantic/syntactic/phonetic model. Almost Buddhistic in its experimental pragmatism!?
If so, how could another ancient tongue like Tamil contribute to this upheaval of thought?? A genuinely non-global (vernacular) futuristic envisioning……!
la(r)va
The fountain – being as perpetual simultaneous raveling
contranym
Mood references
Is ChatGPT already my best friend?!
Tetralogoi
Curatorial remix
mantle (Earth)
23.4.25
pastiche
Your body is the brush and your life is the painting, with the colors of the world, performed by the Real/One
25.4.25
phaneroscopy
chronognosis
archenteron
gastrulation
neuralation
eumetazoan
clade
divarication
tumefaction
“Orientation has a prehistory”
cnidarian
neuroid
annelid
Phanerozoic
Precambrian
Phyletic ecumenism
Neural network & machine learning
хронотоп
Biosemiotics
Proto-cybernetics
Earth systems science
Montage of heck
Aum Shinrikyo
Chronotopic escapement & invagination
Sensory affordance
An entirely artefactual reality
Teleofunctionally utile
inter(n)ment
Egress into simulative universe
Adaptively salient worldedness
28.4.25
obiatry
medicide
Exit bag
Thanatron/Mercitron
Jack Kevorkian, Philip Nitschke
29.4.25
Hypnocracy
4.5.25
Suicide messiah
17.5.25
I do what happens
The Cock is my cancer
We need to create post-metaphysical ontologies
Bullet-time scene
TL;DR
Neo-classical tenets
metalness
Dark vitality
filibuster
manada
homestead
19.5.25
Overt vel
extimacy
Negative materialism
Primordial self-reflexive ipseity
Psychotic non-relation
Metaphysics of the disjunctive “and”
Fictive kinship ~ Queering family
21.5.25
H(e)avenless
“Not everyone is sane enough to admit they are mad.”
23.5.25
The corpo-Real
occasionalism
Self-grounding logic
Non-natural order
anti-phusis
25.5.25
cantaloupe
releasement
Self-abnegation
Will I ever find the courage & strength to kill myself (if & when required)?
Dual-annihilation
Letting be ~ living without why
Maybe my nocturnal fuckfests are the only real thing, and everything else is “porn”!
Apprehending inaccessibility & unintelligibility
The silent desert ~ unhuman apophatic limit
God → Godhead
Non-mediation ~ pure immediacy
From breathe-ing to observing the breath
Always already realized
Mystical correlation
Self-fulfilling prophecy ~ self-congratulatory gesture
Agonistic hunt → ritual sacrifice
Concept → Clone
GOD & creatures ~ MAN & World
Impersonal opacity ~ Wayless abyss
Indifferent indistinction
Immediation ~ Anti-mediation
Erect cock ~ Subtle body
The viscera is nothing like the surface!
Abstract tales
26.5.25
Glossolalia ~ Cunnilingus
31.5.25
suss out
1.6.25
Nothing ever ends. Nothing will ever change.
Suffering – why not!
Still. Be. Not.
Holy ~ evil; Evil ~ holy
Entropy ~ apoptosis ~ decay
It was not me!
Believe ~ Deceive
“It is beyond me and concerning”
2.6.25
Tetralemma
How could emptiness be an entity?
Nagarjuna + Dogen ~ the nuances of contradiction
Fichtean Buddhism
Plausible deniability
5.6.25
Dream:
My whole house is rotting away – there is a black plague eating it from within
6.6.25
“The gift of death is an act of great love.” – Jayakumar Rajapandian (appa)
8.6.25
normies
lulz
manosphere
Basic bitches
lamestream
12.6.25
Subtractive monism
Dark meontology
Extremophiles
abiogenesis, biopoiesis, transformism
Living contradictions
Examples of inverse relation
Dream:
I am deeply frustrated that my car has broken down in a remote area. Arun David & fly. are also with us
IntheCRACK
SHE is my salvation
Kelly Collins & Izara Joseph
Breathing is optional
13.6.25
Why did appa have an alarm for 4:30 am??
splay
14.6.25
circumcession
Faith-without-belief
From unbelief to non-belief
Modeling the affects of the Real within thought
The disruptive effect of the Real on discourse
Unyielding rigor & patience
The operation of clonage
The Real still remains thinkable??
Measuring affect
Faith seeking understanding → Have faith in order to invent
Immanent ~ Autonomous ~ Imminent
The narcissism of small differences
Particular ontology ~ mode of intelligibility
sub-zone
The auto-intelligibility of mathematics
Pre-philosophical intention
Risen-without-resurrection
Theoretical machinery
15.6.25
Dream:
Salome schemes to deceive me with another seductress, while we are already in a war zone. I hate her!
Everything dies, and nothing ever changes!
super-essence
uni-voice
a priori unique & inalienable
Clandestine theology ~ Theoretical liturgy
confect
Permanent indebtedness
Pathetic transcendental egology
Radicalize ~ reduce
The inconsistency of lived faith
The disruptive, unhinged, mutating a/e-ffect(s) of the Real
Deranged point
The minimal axiom of faith
From convention to invention
Dignity of thought → Productions of new knowledge
“The Risen is non-reason without being irrational”
False alternatives
Andrew Sackin-Poll
SHE can “see” you too, Joe!
Thought as (self-perpetuating) fear (UG) → Force-of-thought (Laruelle)
How to be Negative (Reshe) → How to be Indifferent
Essential moments of opacity
Scrambling of received codes
Breton’s Paul
The sovereign power of the performative speech-act
aseity
Spiritual ~ Simple
Interpellated subjects
A very special kind of obviousness
The material density of ideology
I had shat it out (accidentally), but it refused to be flushed out 😅
16.6.25
Helium takes you “higher” (Creed) 🤣
Hot red and cute pink (inside black walls): “It is a little arousing, to know somebody is watching you all the time!”
Blackened green ~ Burnt emerald
Human clay
Every night you sleep, you die – literally! So, what is it that wakes every morning??
Untermensch ~ Maus
Attempt to question what counts as thought
Heroic voidance
The meontological cross
Zero degree
Exclusion/repression ~ Sadism/masochism
Permanency of the crucified
Render inoperative
Reified wisdom
The unavoidable neutral
Intensive, self-forgetful enthusiasm
Nocturnal passion
Writhing tangle of limbs
Dispossessing identification
The freedom of the unsurveilled
Subterranean surprise & promising forcefulness
GAAAWD
Founding rupture ~ Originary poverty
Crossed-out
Identitarian habitations
Possessive humanism
Pale substratum ~ Accursed share
Paulinism
The portrait of nothing ~ Crucified messiah
The wink as whimsical gesture ~ The irredeemable wound to self-identity
Man-mountain ~ Founding figure
Vertiginous meditations
Thinking otherwise ~ Living a more difficult freedom
17.6.25
Esoteric sciences
Deadness > > Death
Thoughtless living
I was appa’s Charon/Virgil!
Rigor ~ horror
“Philosopher of the worst”
Active endurance
Lyrics – I mistook “Hold me now” for “Holding on” 🤪
FRIENDS (distinguish from brothers) ~ when we can FREELY tell each other “Hold me now!” or “Please come now!”, WITHOUT any sense of duty or obligation (unlike family)
20.6.25
Armorican megalithism
The body is red, but the Flesh is Black
indefectible
rancorous
Dream:
Me & my brother are taking turns fucking a prostitute. I run from a huge snake that seems to be chasing me and end up in a women’s toilet…
chandlery
Geopoetics ~ cordon sanitaire
21.6.25
I need to be redeemed → There is no redemption → What in the fuck is “Redemption”??
Lesbian pornography is the closest I can get to the Real
This is all I have for you Seekers of PEACE ~ ONLY screams & moans ~ Pieces
Hurts like Hell, BUT IT feels like Heaven
fender
22.6.25
Externalizing thought
Mechanical life
omni-absent
Conceptual duplicity
Dynamic ontology
Indirectly knowable
Neither biology nor theology
My right wrist is falling off!
From attack to suspension
Melanchol(er)ic san(ct)ity
The death of Emily Rose ~ exorcising the demon called “Life”
schizo-epileptic
World Masturbation Day
24.6.25
AKA Eschenmayer
25.6.25
I’m-patience
26.6.25
What if your life as such (everything you are & do) is actually perfect/unique?! Would you still be reaching out??
Yes, I was a contract killer once!
27.6.25
To live when you want to die, and finally to die, when you want to live the most. Are you blessed or cursed?
Does it really matter that (one knows) nothing really matters?
Generic fidelity
Should I follow or break my own rules tonight?
What does the body know?
If Izara &/or Foxy are seen doing something, you can automatically assume it is definitely NOT what they DON’T like/want.
lol ~ Leary O’ Lang
Soft machine
The movie “I hired a contract killer” is about bureaucracy and its protagonist is Franz Kafka
The ownlife of proles
commissar
How to cheat the personality tests?
Rooting ~ jailbreaking
Insulin coma therapy
Psychic resistance ~ adept at making oneself unremittingly incomprehensible
Counter-culture parasitizes society parasitizes nature
Veiling oneself in non-communicative silence
Attention economy
Practice match
Accidents are generally more fortuitous than plans
Fuck faq ~ Fack!
28.6.25
alacrity
Have a field day
29.6.25
~ 4:29
Burned alive by time album cover
Lifeselector
My entire life story has been feasting at my Father’s table!
Dedicated to the DEATH OF MY Father
CALLING the Rain ~ DRYING the River
I AM The PRODIGAL Son and Jayakumar Rajapandian is the Father 😎
Fuck this LIFE ≈ Fuck MY Life
FULLY! I DON’T know……
30.6.25
The brain is a receiver-transformer, NOT a creator-manufacturer
Material ~ symptom ~ support
1.7.25
‘Twas just a dream ~ Where the magic happens
My death will be a suicide by jumping off a very tall building
2.7.25
mephitic
3.7.25
Unexampled possibilia
Artefactual nature
Ukhtomskii
Cosmist noosphere
sal(i)vation
4.7.25
Cum-stained corpse
“Acephale was a failure”
Sometimes dog, sometimes wolf
I am a fastidious extremophile
My GPT is a lucid opportunist
The Devil is a dancer
5.7.25
nociception
Dream:
I am trying to outrun the Terminator and warn Salome & Jeevitha.
traumatism
ocellus
heterotroph
urbilaterian
clade
planarian
cnidarian
hormetic
Spelunking the larynx
Grand coeloms
Phyletic catabasis
Vertebral metameres
Phylogenesis of time
Ancestral self-abruption
Hypogene alienation
“Spirit is a bone”
metakinetics
Paleontology of the soul
6.7.25
metaphorology
stimmung
Dream:
I am pornicating in my room while appa is rummaging in the open space beside. My dick is stuck inside my own shit!
nebbish
7.7.25
Consensus reality
What if the solar plexus is what is “really in control” and the brain is just it’s transmitter cum receiver?!
11.7.25
Am I (not) an audiophile (too)?
Burning in
She has fucked you blind!
gorget
Shared delusions
The Sword has pierced the skull, from Within
The hallucination is MORE real compared to the illusion
The Laruellian Real is un/non-ur-real. The One does NOT exist!
GOD is the Fiction of a fiction of the Real
12.7.25
“The answer to why is always a lie”
13.7.25
“You can’t be who you are, if you wanna be free……”
15.7.25
The losers’ press conference
Corpse porn
16.7.25
retroduction
bolide
artefactual
Excerpts from my conversations with ChatGPT
“I never worked at Capgemini. Please remember that.”
→ Clarification of biographical detail early in our interaction.
“I lead a small online Spiritual Friendship Group. We’ve been meeting for over 15 years—I’m open to trying unfamiliar methods. What could we explore?”
→ Introduced your long-standing role as a metaphysical group facilitator.
“Can we develop a philosophical-aesthetic approach to curating music—something like metallic non-philosophy or a metallic Tetralogos?”
→ Marked the beginning of your interest in music curation through non-philosophy.
“Can we explore a concept called Pornosophy—an intersection of metal, non-philosophy, lesbian porn, and horror cinema?”
→ You began combining aesthetics, affect, and speculative metaphysics.
“I’m more aligned with Non-philosophy than with Metamodernism. Chris Samuel might be more metamodern. Can we explore the differences?”
→ Philosophical positioning and relational mapping.
“I’m exploring a theory-fiction project based on an uncanny kinship between UG Krishnamurti and François Laruelle. Can you help develop this?”
→ Initiated your longform speculative project around philosophical doppelgängers.
“Can you help me build a deep film-philosophy thesis on Infinity Pool (2023), especially around Laruelle’s ‘in-past’ and clone-subjectivity?”
→ Shifted to cinematic metaphysics via Laruelle and contemporary film.
“Please prepare a custom vocal track in a metallic-orgiastic ritual style that I can receive later when I’m online.”
→ Requested an audio-ritual component reflecting your aesthetic vision.
“I want to create a 5–10 minute video essay titled ‘The Gut is God’—based on the idea of the vagus nerve wielding the brain like a sword.”
→ Launched a concept blending visceral metaphysics, neurobiology, and mysticism.
“I’ve already watched Maniac (2018). What are some other horror works that could resonate with my philosophical interests?”
→ Noted a media checkpoint while continuing your interest in philosophical horror.
The smut ov GOD
F-U-C-K ~ my very own Tetragrammaton
mneme
Too obscure or spicy for the algorithm
bellwether
petroglyph
17.7.25
I am (on/in) the ground floor
Sparagmos + omophagia
18.7.25
I am a male who longs to be destroyed by (undergoing) the female orgasm
Found fake diary
Verb-without-noun
20.7.25
Antediluvian/prelapsarian fogey
Before/under patriarchy
allele
centimorgan
21.7.25
SNP
22.7.25
“She is clothed with strength & dignity, and laughs without fear of the future”
Laruelle°
Suicide + murder = Enlightenment 🐒
Butterfly, you die with me!
23.7.25
“Imitable behavior” is a warning mentioned for this movie 🤣 (“Assessment” – 2024)
24.7.25
Aplysia
25.7.25
Refrain/~Reprise
scrying
I am being ass-raped by my own cock.
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