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9.6.23

Counter-intuitive insights

Points are just the photographic appearance of lines, and lines are just a videographic form of points

Distinguish: Protest & Resistance

Do digital gadgets have moods?

From I AM to IT HAPPENS

If you’re the only person (left) in this world, would you still be human then?

Aesthete ~ hedonist ~ addict

Thomas de Quincey → Dario Argento → Luca Guadagnino

The fictional Jung

Infamy as oblique success ~ be a spectacular failure!

Thomas de Quincey

giallo

“There’s more where that came from”

Distinguish:
Self-control
&
Self-mastery

Entering the VOID (and seeing everything from there), via reading negative philosophy

Does an addict/psycho ever have fully lucid/sober moments??

Developing studies in dance

The coven of witches is just a front for the dance studio

Living in despair/sadness – beyond (or after) anxiety & anger (have burnt themselves out)

A brilliant coincidence

Take your chances

Sorry, I want to have only verbal intercourse with you

“Living a ruined life”

Macabre romance

Unmanned vehicles

The body (co-dependent) takes back the power, that it gave, to the mind (narcissist)

Impossible → accessible → inescapable

Sport/life – is it the best approach to just focus on the process (rather than result), in order to play better or win more? How does one strike the balance between just enjoying the game and doing whatever it takes to win?

NOTHING is far from nothing

NOW you know why Baudelaire loved the cat/kitty so much

FULLness is nothing but the DREAM of NOthing
Do only one thing at a time.
Do each & every thing very slowly.
Observe a small space between each thing you do.

That’s it! NOW you can go do anything (you like). You CAN EVEN do what you DON’T like…

Days I meditate/read NOTHING. Nights I contemplate/see NOTHING.

Time is a river that flows from the past into the future. What flows back out, from the future to the past, is TIMELESS!

What does Charles Manson have to do with Madhyamika philosophy?!?

Security, comfort & pleasure – go in that order! So, just focus on COMFORT for now. Okay? Pleasure will cum later! 😜

Circular reasoning ~ Orobouros

Sarvapriyananda

Am I a full-blown psycho/monster/demon yet, mummy??

Volk + Gore = Vore!

.heic

remorse(less)ness

True story ~ weird fiction

Is Charles Manson the Second Coming (of JC)? If so, are we living in the eschaton right now?

Maybe I’m already perfectly doing it!? 🙃

Active/-passive No/-thing

10.6.23

Trans-volution

Counter-melodies

Mixed feelings

Matter-in-flux

Hinayana

Industrial grade

Moolamadhyamakakarika

Vithanda

Salvation as nakedness/stripping – all you need to do is lose your clothes and the ground on which you’re standing – freedom!

Ultra-realists

Muscle-memory

Not partners, but solo practitioners together

Words ← ideas ← images ← realities. – REAL

Your “self” is “caused” by the REAL, just like your dream is “caused” by your mind.

The luminosity of the void

You are NOT your mind. You are NOT your body.

White-adjacent

11.6.23

Ballet + boxing + chess = Tennis!

Turn/reverse the gaze

Distinguish: Rules & The Law

12.6.23

doublet

idee

loanword

palate, palette, pallet

Truth-affect

Balthus

Intensive/impulsional body

ali-mentation

13.6.23

Fuck studying! Fuck ME !

Ramesh Balsekar Talks

Is the human the only species in which the individual consciousness (awareness of a self distinct from the race) is present?

Terry Pratchett & Discworld

Phase space

14.6.23

Lone actors

“I am just another normal individual” – The serial killer as expert witness (against humanity & for the Real) ~ every normal individual is just another Ted Bundy! 🙃

Ted Bundy et al – killing women ~ the rebellion of the male Id against the superego Mother (morality) ~ the war of Animus & Anima ~ a kind of sick Fight Club

I know the name of Ted Bundy’s ENTITY which caused his irises to turn black

Marilyn Monroe + Charles Manson = Marilyn Manson

Man’s son ~ Manson ~ Son of Man

The GAP

Anonymity ~ invisibility ~ non-existence

Persona-lity

Why are these true crime programs so popular? Well, now you know……

Incels and the search of the mediocre for (their own unique brand of) greatness

Ted Bundy as a latter-day saint

15.6.23

Add heretic & prophet to the crazies category

Imaginary advantages

From Good Vs. Evil to advantages & disadvantages

If there is anything to be understood, then it is this and ONLY this: There is nothing to understand!

16.6.23

Transparent language

uniate

White rappers & Black rockers

17.6.23

David Bellemere Vs. Steve Shaw

FKA

18.6.23

Finals

You’re (nothing but) a glorified porn addict, Joe! 😅

Interviewing performers

Sacred/profane ~ sublime/mundane ~ non-negotiable/variable ~ important/unimportant

The saint Vs. The gentleman

The anachronism of madness

Secular icons

Desecration & reconsecration

19.6.23

idio(syn)cracy

obsidian

freemium

turpitude

20.6.23

Eternal ~ inexhaustible/aimless/useless

Porous self

Reading images & visualizing words

Temple → theatre → circus

Impulses/phantasms/simulacra (Klossowski) ~ Real/imaginary/symbolic (Lacan)

Pathologizing normality and theologizing eccentricity

Demonic deities

A demon is never identical to itself

Do you need me because I love you, or do I love you because you need me?

Integral monstrosity – Sade Vs. Aurobindo

21.6.23

suppôt

Does my porn turn you on?

Society of the Friends of Crime

A hypothetical debate of the polymorphously perverse

22.6.23

Boned up on

manse

Nifty cabaret

Offbeat child prodigy

calliope

cashiering

Crime photography as black art

Magic circle

Anton Szandor LaVey

Ripoff artists

grimoire

Christianity → humanism → Satanas!

Catch the clap

cutlass

Straight Satans, Sons of Sam, Manson Family

Movie ranch

stateside

Devil’s Canyon

panhandling

Human game

Draw ~ wadi

decal

Family: I don’t like you as a person, and you don’t like me as a person. But we both somehow make the relationship work because we believe we belong together…… 🤣

23.6.23

Your entire life is one long compromise!

Unlike me

You can if you want to

“I just keep wondering if there’s not a better solution for us all……” – Charles McGill

Sade → Acephale → Process Church → Sons of Sam → Better Call Saul

What could be the “far darker truth” than the snuff film?

24.6.23

witchy

Can you be naked in your own house?

I was a natural left-hander, but later converted into a right-hander (by my parents)!

25.6.23

Pale gold skin

I’m NOT even a psychotic!

Non-practice E.g. Non-meditation

Religion is his religion

Nothing but sitting

The non-dualism of nirvana & suffering – what do you call the perspective from which this is perceived/realized??
Emptiness ~ Buddha Nature!

Distinguish:
Emptiness
&
Nothing

Married monks

Buxome guru

26.6.23

Distinguish:
Hidden/invisible
&
Non-existent/unreal

Blissing out……! Together??

Teasing – the wafer-thin line (or razor-sharp edge) in-between watching & touching

Distinguish:
Evil
&
Ugly

elan vital

base code

co-religionists

experience motif

Cross-border whimsical personifications

Ecstasy techniques

Evil is real, as much as the good – this I know now.

Jung/Job ~ the evil GOD

Physical truths Vs. Psychic facts

Sonic daimon

Beware! GOD also appears as an angel of darkness 🙃

Enantiodromia ~ Pandaemonium

mana ~ entia

Is C. G. Jung a Satanist!? If so…… So what?!

27.6.23

lint

The duel of non-dualism & dualism

Sympathy for apathy/antipathy

apotropaic

GOD against GOD

Satan as GOD’s left hand or right brain

jib

captious

canaille

bugbear/hobgoblin

speechify

bagatelle

seigneur

Theriomorphic gods

tort moral

28.6.23

The idiot GOD

Raping my own eyes 👁️

“She made us lesbian”

Was John Wayne insane or evil or…… just Gacey?!

Legal liminality

Black sites

Eliphas Levi

Baphomet; Solve Coagula

Enhanced interrogation techniques

Fool Vs. Knave

Instinct Vs. Drive

Heresy Vs. Hypocrisy

feint

Trying not to try ~ focus on relaxing – do the easiest/funnest thing

If I want a life with NO better/different future (just a repetition of today * infinity, without almost any change), then doesn’t it mean I already have the best?

THIS is the feeling I have been waiting for!

Death ~ existing without LIFE

Fear → fury → FIRE

Shoah

“Stranger” by Parkway Drive ~ Laruelle’s stranger-victim and hell-world

The most important unknown person in the world today (who me 🤪)

phasosophy

Rebellious apprenticeship

Highly original secondary works

Major & minor theses

“Human” is an adjective, NOT a noun

29.6.23

strange-er

Satan as GOD’s self-doubt. Man as the Devil’s self-doubt. The world as Man’s self-doubt.

Maybe there is a symbiosis between the common working man, and eccentrics like me. We both need and despise each other! 🥲

Unreal numbers

infinitesimal

Summoning up worlds

Wisdom Vs. Magic

avant la lettre

obstreperous

pre-self

Non-specific stress

paleologic

Global terror

Healing descent

wend

Yogic gnosis

meta-patterns

Arche-archetypes

Internal technologies

Maddening & inspiring

Pre/trans fallacy

Meaningless meaning ~ groundless ground

Psychotic episode or spiritual crisis?

Circle + ladder = spiral

From justice/equality to dignity/uniqueness

Spiritual levelling

The reign of the average

The paradox of fullness

Transcendental axioms and immanent philosophy

Perplexing insight

30.6.23

Original plan ~ ultimate order ~ perfect knowledge ~ course of life

I am inevitable!

Philosophical brilliance as a poor substitute for spiritual power… 🤣

Evil saints & mad sages

Multividual

I’m not a psychotic. I am a pervert!

Rapid flux beyond a certain extent, crystallizes, into a still clear surface

Hitting the sonic G-spot

Mircea K. Taylor (K for Kingsley)

Empedocles + Parmenides =

NO monism, YES monasticism

In-sane-ity

Earth ~ mole ~ descent ~ static; Water ~ river-flow ~ horizontal ~ movement; Air ~ wind ~ diverse currents ~ random; Fire ~ flames ~ consume ~ shooting upward

monomyth

The deepest heart of fire is perfect darkness

Planatic (Plan-fanatic)

Catastrophe Theory

Biosophical tataagatha

trestle

Distinguish:
Perfection
&
Wholeness

2.7.23

Where is the fun in (the pursuit to maximize) pleasure? Put down your (permanent) tent at base camp! 🖕🏾

Aristippus & the Cyrenaics

gudgeon, blenny

From slavery to mastery, via abstinence/indulgence

ataraxia

Truth effects

Dadaist philosophy

From Anti-art to Non-philosophy

The intrinsic & inextricable sophistry of all philosophy

infracendence

3.7.23

Sex is the (only) way to eat a live body without killing it. So, you can eat the same body for the umpteenth time, without any loss of freshness! 😎

heresis

4.7.23

From smoking to breathing fire

Light-night

The spectator as (virtual) participant

You are what you’ve seen and you become what you see

Unfucked by the ineffable

The immemorial is indescribable & unrecordable

The friend as soulmate, and the spouse as fuck-buddy. Currently marriage is dominated by neither the flesh nor the spirit, but by the social (psycho-economic)!

Is this world really “better than” Hell?

Unconscious witness ~ what is, shows! Let it go ~ let it be ~ just let……

Consciousness ~ conscience ~ cognition

Stereotypical ~ archetypal

5.7.23

We 3 – me, my echo and my shadow

Tell your mother who the real father is

How do you wake up from a lucid dream?

divunity

Like the cannibal is to man, Man is to Nature

A glitch in the reality-machine-code

6.7.23

All organizations must be disbanded immediately

The nameless/unborn

I knew you before we were born ~ I want to watch porn naked & stoned with you.
No! I DON’T want to have sex with you.

“Because, when the baby comes……”

Is this for real?

Night editor

I wanna know why I am what I am

A true serial-killer

Emptiness & empathy

Fantasy~world

Id → ego → superego

Fear as excitement

The One who names everything (else) remains nameless himself

It’s like lifting a 2-ton stone out of a deep well

paraphilia

3D screen – imagining that you’re actually in the same room with these women seen on your screen, and they are actually doing whatever they’re doing together, right in front of you in-the-flesh – this is NOT far-fetched at all, and well within reach!

Military~training

The feelings of the horse, as opposed to the story of the rider

Jeffrey Dahmer loved his grandmother

I don’t like being gay

Tried self-deprogramming

Criminalo(r)gy

Stealing mannequins & manufacturing corpses

Fantasizing about something real

We were just coming into who we are

Opacity as shelter

Can a male be raped?

Desire Vs. Intention

There is no reason not to believe this information

No head, no body!

Rebirth-day @ 33

I forgot my own name, and then……….

A vast emptiness filled with anything & everything

Too scared, clever & busy, to cease ignoring the obvious

Transfixed/wonderstruck/breathless – no (more) questions!

No experience(r)

The Red Queen

A framed window, without a house

Post-decapitation functioning

It’s all about the VIEW

Encourage the recurrence of lucidity

Deceptive realism

I have realized (to my utter astonishment) that most (if not all) of the things I believe, think, feel, say and do, are NOT my own beliefs, thoughts, emotions, sentences or actions

Zero-point reportage

GOD, real, being, void, nothingness, emptiness, human, world, vision, consciousness, awareness, perception, etc. are just names like Joseph or like Immanuel or like……

Are quantum, relativity, Newtonian physics, etc. descriptions of different levels or phases of the same/one physical universe? Or are they describing multiple universes? Or are they different perspectives on one objective world? Or are they all colorful imaginations (ideas of self) that this reality creates, like a sleeping man’s dreams? Or…

Self + world ≈ self – world ≈ world – self

Everybody (else) has a face/head, but I certainly DON’T!

The unconscious is eternal

8.7.23

Distinguish:
Champion
&
Hero

9.7.23

Distinguish:
Memory
&
History

William Burroughs has absolutely NOTHING to do with Naked Lunch!

I can feel the ultra slo-mo collective descent into Hell, but they CANNOT, because they’re all constantly moving……

prosumers

10.7.23

Bardos

11.7.23

syntonic

hikikomori

retainers

Bifo

precarization

Bai lan

slacker

naïf

Non-philosophy as chaoide

autonomist

12.7.23

How does the female (spirit) rape the male (body)?

Book of Chuang Tzu

I am (or my body is) a double-headed dildo – one end is the brain and the other the cock

White-hot open heart

Partial idiocy ~ imperfect wisdom

Sür-real-ity

Do we (not) want to be cured, because we can (not) be cured? Or……….?

The impotence of (what we call) power

I am (one of the many voices of) Balam’s ass

Productive psychopathology

Speech ~ delirium

Non-cognitive feeling

The future of the whole-of-man and the identity of the absent patient

semblist

Homo natura and the architectonization of lived experience

Of the being-of-man

As (the rest of) my body stays here, the cock alone enters into the screen-world, and pulls the rest of me along with it……

What role does the wind play at a Wimbledon tennis match?

Should Alcaraz stop looking to his box after almost every point?

13.7.23

educe

Destructive vitality ~ constructive fire

Personified things

Ideas OF the world as things IN the world

Imaginal thought

Fragile body-image

limitrophous

Primary unity

The uncontrollable forces of the unrepressed unconscious

The excluded, included and hidden third

Conscious, unconscious & preconscious

The immemorial murder of the primal father

Prohibition of incest & murder → democratic equality

Spiritual placenta

The annihilation complex

injunction

Birth – from human-mother to father-god

Psychic birth

Primal horde

Deep blood

Society/culture as second/psychic womb

Incest as human sacrifice

The lost (& refound) object

The normal madness of babies

The electromagnetic fields of the genetic programme

Coupling ~ annihilation

Law Vs. Flow

The placental system as primitive ego

The excited void

Internal perception

Unconscious ideas & repressed feelings

The unacknowledged mother

The Human as the embodiment of Nature’s death-drive

The female phallus

WOMAN

Dark energy; anti-matter

phallophorous scopophilia

The hammer commands us to strike… STRIKE!

NECRO-narcosis

14.7.23

Jon Nödtveidt

15.7.23

Temple of the Black Light

Leviathan/Behemoth ~ Mahakali/Nataraja

Drvg cvltvre

The sinister tradition

Sincerely evil

Anti-modern thought

Political neopaganism

Radical traditionalism

Advantage Djokovic

Industrial music

Fascist-baiting

Georgii Chulkov and Viacheslav Ivanov

Paul & Ilona Black

The valiant vanquished

17.7.23

Maybe this world (3D) looks flat (2D) to you, because you’re in the 4th dimension!

Mystical anarchism

chiliastic/millenarian

Society Vs. Community

Unabashed irrationalism

The numinous is mutinous!

theurgy

If life itself is a waste of time, then HOW CAN you ask why I am wasting my life?
E.g. How can shit be wasted?

I and a very few others are sick. Everyone else today is dying. And all the others are already dead.

Out of the best of kickass metal playlist, select the best of the best songs only, and then dive into each of those albums.

Select tracks how: First hearing – if you like the sound, move to second hearing with lyrics. If you like both together, then LIKE song.

Voluptuous dirt

I am a solo lesbian

FROM
What would Jesus do (WWJD)
TO
What does the Pussy say (WWPS)

From word to silence to noise

FORBIDDEN 🔕
You’re watching the perfect vanity

Her lips are developing a relationship with her pussy

Abbie Maley

I’m one of the many addicts/perverts who’ll never see the inside of an insane asylum or rehabilitation/correctional centre

Black Nacre ~ Devouring Mother

Goth babes

Circus of DOOM – this is not JUST entertainment!

The BEST of the Best of the best

From MY pov, the reality YOU’RE living in is a mirror within a mirror!

When will you STOP believing that (reaching) the impossible is a dream?

Immanuel Joseph is nothing but the mask worn by the id I am a stone cold Steve and I will get back to you and your family and friends with benefits of eating now I have to speak to you and your family and friends with benefits of eating now I have to

Immanuel Joseph is nothing but the echo of MY real echo

If (you say) you’re NOT flying into the sun, then I would say, then what’s the point in trying to cut these puny branches, when the tap root of evil remains intact forever? In a situation like this, the paradoxical solution of the fool is a better (even more viable) option – simply give in to the total triumph of evil and THEN SEE what happens. This world is ripe for a new cleansing by fire!

Never again Vs. NEVERMORE

Pleasure >> torture >> blackout
That looks just like normal ageing, right!?

Could there be anything hotter than 2 girls being horny for each other?

Watch Naked Lunch

My goal is to become a complete zombie (just like everybody else?)

The confessor as life-boat

Suicide by homicide E.g. The war on terror

What you describe is a surplus of political luck

Better than all the Greatests

How do you prepare for a Netsilik retribution? You don’t, because you CAN’T!

Find Lady Silence and bring her here

Do your people do like this?

Manic fear

No doubt, you made the best decision for the problem you thought you had

We need carpenters… to build the gallows

Esquimaux

Volunteer executioners

The ridiculous horror of nobility

Evil ≈ malice + cowardice + hypocrisy

Am I not also one of the drunk raving peasants who beat the Turin Horse to death!?

Is Dionysus the crucified or the crucifier??

The anti-hero is the protagonist in the villain’s auto-biography

Should books that promote ideologies of book-burning be banned?

18.7.23

Racquet abuse 🤣

witchy

Compare August Strindberg’s allergy to electricity with Charles McGill (“Better Call Saul”)

Extreme speculation

The Furies – awakening the proverbial sleeping dogs

Murdered ghosts ~ Personified curses

Who caused this, and why??

Increasing despairs

psychoplanatics

somethingish

A central counterforce

Maybe I am the new Job to Christ (post-NT), like the OT Job was to Yahweh – GOD’s nemeses!

Mad kingship

Freak (of) nature

The sovereign puppet

The king without subjects

The maximalists

Reichswehr/Wehrmacht

Enlightened zombie

The joy of dying

Prophetic madness

Breaking all the unwritten rules

Why can’t I just enjoy these special experiences without having to make a gospel revelation out of them?

Zero is NOT a number

Autonomous developments

Kill your loves, and then you’ll be free, to die

“If a lion could talk, we could not understand him.”

I am certain that SOMETHING is about to happen

Patient number 9, case 53, etc.

I am the healer of my doctors and saviour of my gods

Automatic writing

Rediscovery of the obvious

Inner dynamics of dream logic

Death-wish & salvation-longing

Reflections as shadows

But why does all of this finally have to MEAN something?!

We need to hear more from sick bodies, to heal this mad world-mind! (WS is too healthy for this)

Sudden explosion of accumulated & repressed boredom, fatigue, despair & rage

SJ are drunk & sex-starved! This is my moment…

19.7.23

Too queer even for the queers!

Unprovoked aggression

Mixed media

cenacle

Oral rewriting

Maybe I should just start playing the guitar without learning music. And scribbling on my iPad without doing the digital drawing course

Can you just see letters & words without reading them?

Can you see the space in between (and within) objects, as “the real”?

effrontery

What is Artaud without language?

Be perfectly self-centred! Never question, doubt or challenge yourself. Only others.

Brusque gestures

The zone of pure blank power outside time & space

Do you know what real cruelty is?

Inspired quaver ~ throbbing gristle

Ravaged face

agitprop

Sinister buffoonery

Sincere & spontaneous

marionette

Seraphim theater

Old, before his time

Social suicide ~ spiritual birth

A religious funeral would have been the last insult

Halfway through the interminable journey

Writing about the impossibility of writing

But JA are NOT wasting their time/life, unlike me, right?

20.7. 23

There are so many Sonali Srinivasans out there

But if you DON’T produce the work/art, then you yourself become that

Private expressions

Unpublished manuscripts

Maybe I am one of the greats who are outside the big stages

Birdbox – but there’s a third way – those who NEITHER blind themselves in order to survive NOR open their eyes to become killers/evangelists – to merely witness BOTH, just like you’re watching the movie right now!

Michel Houllebecq (To Stay Alive: A Method)
Vs.
William Burroughs (Bardos – to live in such a way that you no longer know if you’re alive or dead)

The death drive is nothing but living without the survival instinct. The monster is meta-violent

How do I get an image of these images?

Is what I am seeing a projection or an introjection?

It looks so ugly, but it feels so good – there are (other) eyes down there too!

If these entities are terrifying, then how do you describe their creator?

I broke the TV by my watching

Heidegger’s “failure to do justice” to Hölderlin, is my inspiration (to engage Art)

Counter-exemplarity

All persons are created artists

Serious non-seriousness

Non-metaphysical concept(ualization)s

Being, pornography & weaponized beauty

Mechanical Viagra

Prudish Kundalinists 🤣

Let’s have an India-Pakistan or England-Australia Cricket (test) WTC final soon!

The human body as microcosm

Energetic cosmos 🤜🏾🤛🏾 Moral society

Hölderlinian urtheil (judgment) ~ Laruellian (philosophical) decision

The (erstwhile) great West Indies have failed to qualify for the 2023 ODI World Cup! 😢

Unmediated reality ~ Unconscious knowledge

21.7.23

Non-altruistic giving

Self-radiating

Conciliatory Vs. Aggressive argument

The Real has NO (intellectual) content! Is that devastating, dear philosopher?

Self-doctoring

vomica

clew

22.7.23

Lapsed academic

Don’t take my word for it

23.7.23

Chthonic etiology

A greater cleverness

Cultural innocence

Spontaneous fulfillments of destiny

The body’s recreation

The ideological & semiological functions of food

comestible

prolepsis; analepsis

Completely insulate & isolate what cannot be communicated or shared. E.g. Social relations & spiritual dynamics; Practical matters & internal values
Completely dissociate flesh & spirit, thereby reconciling them in peaceful mutual indifference (as far as possible😉)

Self-caricature

I should stop writing what I read! Should I just do this, without writing it? Or maybe writing this down is the first step in executing the decision…

If my inner life is totally beyond anyone else’s access, then so is theirs to me!

fate-ality

sunning

tropology

pornology

Barbenheimer

24.7.23

Give advice ONLY to those who ask for it.

Sophisticated Zuzu Sweet’s feet dirt

agloocan… maui

clochard

ham (n.)

Total theater

Performance artist

Body-work

Marat/Sade

Whirling dervish

Self-performance as literature

Génica Athanasiou

Surrealistic revolution

Personal insurrection

Opium + Laudanum

Experimental productions

unlimber

Steeplechase career

poète maudit

mon mal

Cleft egomaniac

Sustained paroxysm/steady exhilaration

Pitiful honesty

Metaphysical satyriasis

Declamatory poetry

Snake-charming

Direct intervention

Spirituality & excrement

Free verse

Rumbling stylistic shift

goulash

Futurist words

Zaum ~ universal language

Phonic poetry

Oracular fragments

ecriture

terribilita

To shanghai

Histrionic gnosis

Official pariah

Self-portrait

25.7.23

The audacity of despair

Persistent identifiers

Scalar fields

Anti-anthropic solutions

Fucking in/the public

Cosmic archons

Evil demi-urge

Acausal chaos

Chaosophy

TOTBL/MLO

Current 218

Sociology of mental illness

New portals to the acausal plane

Exoteric ~ pro-cosmic

Black Lodge

Formless essences

Eonic strategy

Power-charged ideas

Militant neo-gnosticism

Qliphoth

Tanin’iver

“Blind monster, open your eyes.”

Lycanthropic glorification

Power-words ~ divine names

Path of the great sea-serpent

Liber Azerate

B(l)ack-face

Nightside

Necrosophy

Typhonic Magick

Abrahamic sheep

Wrathful mythopoiesis

Anti-elements

Zepto ads

Diabolical Pan-paradox

Vampire pentagram

Silna

Transcultural ubiquity

26.7.23

Dream: I am Nick Kyrgios’s coach

27.7.23

Spiteful creativity

Dead Sea Scrolls Vs. Nag Hammadi Library

Acosmic flame

Qayin

Genetic spirituality

Euphoric destruction

Chaos magic & infinite freedom

Inverted womb

Archons

Distinguish:
Intention
&
Motivation

Pseudo-ostention

Goetia

Deindividuation

Is Bella Hadid a scientist?

28.4.23

“Reality as the supreme fiction”
deanthropocentrize
zoosemiotics
Double parricide
Unconscious creator
Natural force as vera causa
Instinctive choice
Ugly bitch
Living fossils
Non-verbal language & inarticulate impulses
Natural justice
Darwin’s unique emotional engagement with Nature
Literary counsel
Multiple orgasms
Carnivorous plants
Imaginative adventure
Delightfully eccentric
Zoocentric metaphysical play
Gregor Samsa
Demythifying (adj.) wonder
Blackstar
Roy Batty & Sarah Connor monologues
Magick treatise
Homeric amazement
Antediluvian fauna
Tierra del fuego
Wind-sculpted trees
Elective affinities
The Descent of Man
Sexual selection
Male nipple ~ female navel
Wholesale scale
The mania for totalization in the face of finitude
Art as confrontation with Reality ~ The cruel duty of giving offence
Non-positivist hermeneutic
proto-poststructuralist
Metaphysics ~ mythopoiesis
Poetics of Nature
Derridean freeplay
The absent action of force
Reading ~ decoding
Fossils as inscriptions
Geo-history – erasures, traces, superimpositions, blanks, etc.
Scuttling ancient (therefore “sacred”) preconceptions
Os coccyx & absent tail
Anachronistic residues in/of the human body
Human emotions ~ animalistic expressions
Primitive/brutal (not just ancient/human) glimmers

misprision
constative
prosopopoeia
diabole
Whig
invidious
cosmicism
coign
ferity
undefaced
subsidence

Speculation: Market ~ Nature

The human as mask – if so, worn by what!?

Distinguish: Non-knowledge & Ignorance

What is this? – Philosophy
Why is this? – Religion
How is this? – Science

How many explosions have you swallowed (yet)?

Boycott the IPL – even the commentary is invaded by advertising!

Darwin > scientist

Compare & contrast the world voyages/explorations of Darwin & Blavatsky

A veritable spiritual teratoma

The unlimited freedom of Nothingness
I decide who I would be tonight!
If you could choose whichever time & place to live in, wouldn’t you choose this very one?!

29.4.23

de(i)cide ⚠️

Spiritual camouflage & infiltration

True fiction Vs. False reality

In between species……! 😳

Ambiguity → authenticity

Do you promise to keep your promises?

Ring the middle finger

Protein ~ protean

crummy
capon

Human monstrosities
Black sheep ~ atavism/reversion
Hybrids of discordance & exaggeration
Circular metaphorics
The beau-ideal
From essential characteristics to accidental variations
Deific analogy
Eugenic breeder
Unintentional transformations
Human culling as natural selection
Twilight conditions – intoxication, somnambulism, delirium, etc.
Double consciousness
Cybernetic grammatology
Bored to tears
Empty signifier

See how this feels
I gotta remember how it feels to be someone new

30.4.23

First responders
Senseless shooting
Christian trade unions
Virgin future
Sentiments: Play-acting Vs. Vital
Choose ~ invent
Negative definition
Stern optimism

Trembling & twitching ~ terrible & tragic

“You can’t do what you like all the time!” – who said this?

Have you ever pissed/shat yourself, as an adult?

You alone are solely responsible for your cowardice/hypocrisy
Superhuman resignation
Bad & good misunderstandings

Truth as fiction that closely adheres to reality
Innocence/child ~ idiocy/fool
Even refusing to decide is a choice

If you keep on running on the rim, then you will cause the cup to brim over…… and very soon!
CHOOSE Your morality 🙋🏿‍♀️
But Joe! THIS is what YOU have chosen

Bad faith
Liberating “freedom”
You cannot NOT will your own (ever-increasing) freedom

She is THE incarnation of the value of passion
A freedom BEYOND responsibility
This objection is at once true & false

Invent the value of inventing the inventor of values
NOTHING can save him from himself
Libidinous Mia Malkova

GOD hit me on the lip today!

WHY does Vimeo NOT have watch history feature (like YouTube)? Or, is there a “deep reason” BEHIND this?

Let me make it clear you’ll have this: You’re the souvenir of sadness…
Back then ~ stand up; Nobody knew in the schoolyard ~ nobody’s dying to save you.
Now then ~ speak up; You have grown up to be this hard ~ nobody’s waiting to see you.
Go then ~ wake up; Walk through this world with your heart scarred ~ nobody’s working to pay you.

School-ed ~ de-School

I know how to dream with my eyes open

2.5.23

I’m an Ultra Films fan! What you are seeing here is what is called “mutual worship” 😁

Man is the eye (self-consciousness) of Nature – the One ~ Vision-in-One

Why would anyone ever want to do things that way!??

Meta-cruelty ~ the spiritual criminality of negligence

WHY do you want (to know the) truth??

Dividual ~ Imperson; Indistinction ~ Indecision
Ushuaia ~ the end of the world
Immanence ~ materialism ~ realism
Championing a weirder thought
Blissful horror
Unidirectional/univocal/immanent ~ Oblivious/autistic/prophylactic
…perhaps the only non-digital thinker we have!
Lucky loser
Rigorous immanence
Dictatorship of the meek
Immanence Vs. Difference
Identity ~ commonality
Uncoupling the thing from itself
Maddeningly monotonous
Ascetic withdrawal & cryptic ontology
The static, final & pre-emptive nature of non-standard action
The oldest prejudice
Hot sauce

Crazy models
The inverted mountain peak

4.5.23

We need to (learn how to) live, WITHOUT knowing what life is…
An intelligence that is BEFORE knowledge!

Animal Psychology ~ rude reasoning
Proto-moral instincts in social creatures
Hereditary will
Eating flowers
Survival instinct Vs. Will to power (drive to pure prestige)
Infantile polymorphously perverse sexuality
Rotpeter
Ontological self-interrogation
Demythify the false doubles
Maturity ~ notoriety
Physiological autobiography
The dangerous profligacy of the tragic
Backward inference ~ governing desideratum
Gilles de Rais

tartufferie
asseverations
maenad
sparagmos
punctilio
sangfroid
lapsus
proleptic
lagniappe
foison
aubade

Sacred/Night games

5.5.23

The politics of filth
Demonstration beyond articulation
Bodily intelligence as unconscious knowledge
There is a deep core of the soul, where no light enters nor can enter
Language distorts, even conceals, reality
Case vignettes
Experiential mini-conversions
What needs to take place, takes place, if you let it happen
The analyst’s expert-anxiety
Truth as that which lies on the other side of the known
The pathological nucleus
Energic investments & transformations
Self-reconfigurations
From cure to conversion
I need to find a way to change my life
From therapy to analysis
Impossible waiting
Loving your own unconscious
Transforming one’s own relationship to desire
banalization
Weirding revolution
Life-threatening conversations

Body ~ real ~ black → Mind ~ thought ~ white (NO vice-versa). From psycho-somatic to somato-psychic!

What could be more real than physical pain??

An itch produced (generated & sustained) by, scratching!
Kimiko
Spiritual stripteaser

Tetralogos
I remember this hair
Lie down! I want to please you.

entelechy – the principle/law/force of self-organization

6.5.23

Thought: Believing >> knowing >> seeing

8.5.23

Life is MORE than food, and the body MORE than clothing – Spirituality/Religion
Life = food, body = clothing – Capitalism/materialism
Life < food, body < clothing – (Non-)Philosophy/Radicalism

Dark(ness of) motivation

Being a hedonist is hard work!? 😅

Self-mutilation Vs. Self-destruction – choose!

Over-achieving socialite

Pleasant ~ please ~ pleasure

Mild(er) (over-)heating

Does prayer require (the existence of) GOD?

“I want to test your depth!” – The script in this porn video is very profound! 😉

absurdism
Theater of comic menace (& satirical malaise)

9.5.23

Blow my mind, or else……!
The revolution industry
“I live in a world where anything is possible.” – Rick Rubin
Professional voyeur
creche-fication
Kitsch reverence
Tactile illusions
Eco-archeologists and evolutionary retrogression
Reconstructive neurosis
fac-differend

wholography

diorama
trundle
driftwood
barf

10.5.23

With great suffering comes great power!

12.5.23

nautch-girl
Illion
dactylic
Quantitative hexameter
Iambic foot
sloka
vizier

The supramental sage of India ~ 1872 – 1950
Savitri ~ Mother?
Mantras
Modern Scriptures
Essays Human & Divine
Amusingly humorous, mundane, frivolous & nonsensical verses
Classical tongues
Bande Mataram
Satirizing surrealism
Measureless measure
Gayatri mantra
Incomplete plays
That was during his revolutionary period……
The sylvan witch-poet

Sri Aurobindo makes me feel like (I am) nothing! But, do I love or hate him (or both!), for this??

Lust is an intense thirst! Have you ever felt it – the parched cave within?

13.5.23

Flirtatious criticism that’s near blasphemous
Surreal & fatalistic incidents
Human evolution & the spiritualization of matter
“Nature is in the habit of delivering miracles”
Transitional beings
Complex hierarchy of subtle worlds between the superconscious & subconscious
anantaguna
Overmind
A rigorous science of the subjective domain
mahas
A book as a force-field!

mastiff
swathe/swaddle
frequentative

Is not the idea of GOD/spirit/immortality/perfection/eternity just another mirage of the dehydrated man in the merciless desert?? But does this also mean that thirst proves the reality of water?! Sure, but “satisfaction” is another matter altogether, isn’t it? Is the Fall the cause of our failure to find what we are looking for, is it rather the desire/pursuit/hope itself which is the ultimate illusion?

Ubiquitous manifestations of genius

Integral yoga ~ synthesizing the materialist & ascetic impulses

14.5.23

The ego/persona is nothing but the mask worn by the id/shadow!

15.5.23

Rick Rubin & Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche

Enlightenment is closer to death, than to life, isn’t it?

Einar Solberg & Alcaraz Garfia

Rock vocals

The human as the universe’s eye/-witness

Fabian Maroszan
Akola
Nakba
runoff

16.5.23

Apparently solid (self)
Incessant mental gossip
Basic sanity
Pure reaction
There is no need for the struggle to prove one’s existence
To study with……
Mannerless brat ~ great hero
Your life situation as your guru
Innate wisdom
escapology
Transcendental sense
Super-illusion
Expose our raw & rugged qualities
Commitment to openness
The professional ego
Going beyond the call of duty
Post-romantic
Gloriously illiterate
Melancholy questionings on human regeneration
Conventional imitation
The supernormalities of the exceptional
Healthy idiotism

Self = mind = fear

From spiritualizing matter to materializing spirit

Repression of the animal → demonic possession!

Maybe it is good/ideal that most people are productive, and only the few are creative!?

Artificial hunger

dichtung
nescience
tyro
coadjutor
Grizzled gnome

17.5.23

Sculpt yourself by doing what you like – strategically…

Situational limitations + making new/different connections between the various dots + thinking outside the box = creativity!

Triangle:
Health-hygiene
Chores-hobbies
Indulgence-relaxation

18.5.23

theriac
transfinites

19.5.23

Sexology → (sexuality) → sex
Re-(verse e)volution

Variant justices

sui generis
iterability
recrimination
alterability

World → earth → planet
Nothing is less certain
Mineral life
Ontological experience
Radicalizing hope (& despair)
There are no pure times.
The history to come
Spatial temporality (& temporal spatiality)
Mortal germs & hidden gems
Spectral ontology

20.5.23

augury
pediment
Cortical homunculus

Cruelfiction

The laws of the void
Collective sexual body
Cellular death ~ creative suicide
pre-established
Object-cathexis
Personal prehistory
You’re the reason I feel dead

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

21.5.23

Distinguish:
Violence
&
Cruelty

Nothingness as coperceptible reality

It is better/greater to be a spiritual failure than a worldly success

The critic as failed artist

threnody
hebetude
quietive
Non-existence

22.5.23

adytum

Deceive ~ create ~ Deceive

Entertain ~ manipulate

GORE:
The nothingness of pleasure
&
The pleasure of Nothingness

Career mommies

Sleep, read, fuck, repeat ♾️
When not sleeping, read or fuck,
When not reading, sleep or fuck,
When not fucking, read or sleep……
Amen.

25.5.23

From epistemological relativism to ontological pluralism!

Scratch language

From the seen to the seer to the seeing to vision!

NOW, the body penetrates/fucks/grasps the mind (instead of the upside-down status quo)

We CAN do nothing.

“A dirty mind should never be wasted!” – Ersties

“Thought & word are nothing but sound/vibrations” – UGK

26.5.23

“You have a right to be mad!” (Nurse to bawling newborn)

Placental tumor
Are you serious?
Let’s try the other side
I don’t want to do room. I want to die.
What are you doing? I don’t know
Breaking Metal

My purpose is authentic death

27.5.23

Thinking ← I am ← It! (Thinking ~ perception/imagination + feeling/suffering)

Convert boredom into a hallucinogenic drug

Allow the demon to break through/out this bio-shell

Make your skin as sensitive, thin & permeable to the fire as possible. Then hold the burning for as long as you can.

My life is my art-work, a dark sky with scattered twinklers, and no lines to hook them all up!

But… am I not more humble than you?

An erect cock, an aching head, and an empty heart……….

30.5.23

no-ledge

31.5.23

Power + pleasure = meaning! 😈

Ad infinitum ~ ad nauseum

At the centre of the void is the whirlpool

Legalism → antinomianism → anomie!

Social morality Vs. Spiritual wisdom Vs. Nihilation-ing
Yes, the (my) house has 3 levels. But MY room is in the (underground) foundation!

DMVV ~ those (miserable) souls who are “dead to the world”, because they have rejected the “ideology of happiness” (Zizek)
The challenge is, (developing) the stamina to continue existing, without giving in to the twin temptations of suicide or conformity (navigating between Scylla & Charybdis).
To just keep on observing the waves – screams for relief/release/end…… ⏳🌀🌊

Life is nothing but processual death! Dying ~ living……….

Sanamahism
She’s flirting with death right in front of him!
Honesty is a scorpion
Why is IT called a “pussy”??

Laruelle is UGK trained in Continental Philosophy! 🤤
Let all your inner goddesses come out and dance
Pious pagan
Cringe comedy
Unsanify → in-sanity

1.6.23

The body is NOT what you think it is

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

2.6.23

My intellect is a black diamond

“In filth it shall be found.” – Alchemy

OMG! That mouth is so talented…

This body likes to read

Murdering crows is also a hobby

Go club
Anti-solar life forms

3.6.23

congener
gyrovague

7.6.23

Truth/discovery/science and fiction/invention/art are just 2 equivalent images or representations of the Real!

The objectivity of subjects and the subjectivity of objects

Alternating ground & objects within the field of one’s perception

enstasis
dromology
nunc stans
pur sang
Ormuzd

Ego-trip
high noon

Am I feeling, turbulently calm or placidly agitated, right now??

Solipsistic argumentation

“It MAY be!”

Do you see what I mean?

8.6.23

Dice-player
differend
vade-mecum
James McGill Vs. Saul Goodman
Turn subtitles on, and then watch the movie WITHOUT subtitles!
Womb ~ chora ~ womb
The mirror/shadow world
Quantum determinations
jai alai
You cannot live without loving. Yes, BUT you also cannot love without living, isn’t it?!
Quahnahuak
Obscene concourse
actionista