Immanuel Joseph's Blog

28.2.24

Solar sorrow & lunar mania

Visionary self-darkening

Non-theism

The imageless ikon

JC ~ Julius Ceasar ~ Jesus Christ

Inscrutable revelation

But how do you know that your vision was truly divine?? If you’re still asking this question, then it was NOT THAT.

The cock (or pussy) as underground heart

Occultures Conference

John Howard Yoder was a serial sexual predator! 🤣

You need me, and I need your money

Izara Lilith

29.2.24

Can you see the frame of your own spectacles?

You are my ex-wife, yes

Ontological felicity

performativity

Realist pluralism

veridiction

Democratic relativism

Reductive scientism

pseudoscience

essentialist

Metaphysics Research Programme

Quantum hermeneutics

Aleatory connection

Non-Laruellian Non-philosophy

Heuristic extension

Auto/solo-disputation

Infernal superposition

Conceptual collider

Experimental escape via quantum leap

The porosity of philosophical worlds

Religionist ontology

Paradigmatic invention

Post-revolutionary return to order

Non-sufficient schemas

pre-prior

Generic indeterminacy

Open, complex, non-classical universes

flow-ting

philo-rigid

Potential rivals

infinitize, quantize

Theoretical heresis

Undulatory transformations

Direct naturalization

Subjectivation ~ denaturalization

1.3.24

crape

The Black Knight

postilion

caduceus

espalier

brutiful

Purifying lust

Reckless truth-teller

Keep on choosing the path of maximum/spiritual resistance

Shameless redemption

Formidable non-academic theologian

Pop Theory/Pulp philosophy/Low art

There are many chief-sinners, but there is only one unforgivable sin-ner

Marcella Althaus-Reid

Blithe obliviousness

Lay resource-persons ~ ordinary experts – invite to SFG?

After the post-secular

“Spirit is a bone”

The New Auschwitz

Nightmares of Enlightenment

Language speaks us

Emancipation from one’s progenitors

From homesickness to total disorientation

Materialist theology ~ speculative philosophy

Nihilist creationism

Female penis ≈ male vagina

2.3.24

Christian secularity

Žižek against Zizek

Grotesque materiality

What does Satanic/Sinister leadership look like?

I AM that I AM → I AM legion

miscegenation

samizdat, grimoire

You MUST watch this ~ 1,109 times! And then……….

Mindless ritualizing ~ sophisticated automatisms ~ Noospheric virus

3.3.24

Endnotes for sorceress

Talk as tic

Hamid Parsani is Nick Land

Acephalous mouth

Story-swap

Leper creativity

Unnameable abomination ~ benighted entity

I can’t sleep yes, but I don’t want to!

Numerical anatomy

Intrepid blasphemy

Narration lube

Zoroastrian demonolatry

Lecherous sister

Fictional (side of the) project

Ancient without tradition

Desert-nomadism

Planetary undercurrents

Gog-Magog Axis – From GOD to GOG!

Tellurian Anti-Christ

Hadean mineralogy

blobjective

xerodrome

Desert of GOD

petro-political truth claims/games

Militant horizontalism

Onanistic self-indulgence ~ Solar capitalism

The Kingdom of Cod

I’m a fighter for sex/lust (as opposed to love-life)

4.3.24

The insomniac sloth

Dark mania (NOT depression)

I am the portal (Nexion 218)

I love you → I love my cock → I die

Cult (of) film

Horned ~ horny

IDLES

you(th)

C. S. Lewis says that thirst proves the existence of water. I DON’T agree. But when we desire something desperately, then it does become REAL to us!

This world is nothing but Pornography, with clothes on.
I call out the Emperor’s nakedness, by exposing my own ⚠️
(IJ 😌😉)

I fondly remember our night walks in RIP!

Koose Munisamy Veerappan ~ The Satanic Apocalypto

Pre-Eden ~ Serpent/Lilith

Kusmita

5.3.24

Kapil Gupta ~ Direct Truth

Passionate detachment

Shizotrategy

6.3.24

Maybe I’m ALREADY a schizophrenic 🙄

sol(0)tude

The junky olympics

Have you tried Non-Euclidean sex?

You ain’t seen NOTHing yet!

7.3.24

menàge

Annual resurrections

aeolian

O fanciful flights of the solitary child

The worm that could not die

sacristy

ague

Elevated by grief

NEVER doubt yourself

ewe

emblazonry, heraldry

lawny

inosculate

The child’s religion

Still deeper solitudes

remembrancer

dislimn

pontoons

pertinaceous

Eldest darkness & aboriginal fear

nympholepsy

The sublime attractions of the grave

The One is nothing but the slender-slit pupil of the Zero

Dream and enjoy life

In my dream, there is no sleep

Can the wall dividing porn & “real life” be broken?

Isha + Rhea (Girls Out West) = Izara

I’m in Faphouse until April 5

8.3.24

GOD is somebody’s son

If you love the smell of your own asshole, then you belong to my tribe

I was not there at the moment my mother died. Maybe I should try to be there for my dad??

Impromptu sex

WHY did you flush that Rs. 500 note down the toilet!?

9.3.24

Aspasia Vs. Diotima ~ Pericles Vs. Socrates ~ Pausanias Vs. Plato ~ Hieratic Vs. Demotic ~ Elitist Vs. Egalitarian ~ Agora Vs. Academy ~ Individual Vs. Polis ~ Rhetoric Vs. Dialectic ~ Sophistry Vs. Philosophy ~ Eros Vs. Anteros ~ Possession Vs. Procreation ~ Penetration Vs. Mutuality ~ Sexual Vs. Spiritual ~ Presentation Vs. Discussion ~ Poetry Vs. Science

Why is it so hard for you to just let me be? What is wrong with you (all)?

Attack, attack, attack. Attack the Judge! Execute the jury!

Let’s be clear about who is the pussy and who is the cock, here & now

Acting as a pornstar

Thou shalt NOT covet thine own wife or donkey. And Thou shalt have no Gods before you (except yourself).

Solo podcast

What does this life/world look like from Mt. Everest & Mariana Trench? So similar to each other, and nothing like what we are used to……

Love is the sweetest lie. All the rest is porn!

All passion is cannibalistic

I reject your rejection of me. I reject you.

You have made (my) body/sex into a mere image of (your) love/law

We hate what we fear, and fear what we hate

The virgin as half-woman and the eunuch as half-man

Yes, I will die miserable and alone, like you say. But how do you think you will die??

Mantinean mantic

Better to be a voluntary slave than an involuntary master…?

How would a world without clothes work? From false peace to true violence

From fulfillment to penetration – yes, my dear apostle, it IS better to give than to receive

Pussy ~ empty core & solid envelope. Cock ~ solid object & blank background

From male to masculinity. From female to femininity.

Chemical castration; Optical blinding

symposiast

If what you want is the same as what is required of you, then are you really free, or being true to yourself? Or have you knowingly chosen the safety of sheer mass? In the end, even being deceived is a choice!

This new brand of alien

The recluse has more in common with the tyrant than with the common man!

Trafficking in wisdom

The exchange of political virtue for sexual favors

Why do books not have an extra space/line left between paragraphs?? There is only the small indentation meant to indicate a transition!

I clothe my naked body with this room

From exorcism to divination – the surrounding walls are sprayed with various bodily fluids to prepare the space for the manifestation

Vulgar love

Pederasty & pedagogy

The doubled space

Epideictic encomia

The master & his emissary ~ right & left brain ~ the cock & the head

The head, neck & body of the “little man”

Is your sober self ashamed of, and furious with, your stoned self (and vice-versa)?

My view/position is nothing but my self/posture!

The older philosopher and the beautiful boy

Plato’s Socrates & Paul’s Jesus

Is sexual intercourse just an image/shadow of philosophical inquiry, or is it the other way around?

Reciprocal active exchange, as opposed to the norm of active-passive coupling

To me, all other small groups are also crowds!

Sappho as tribalistic Sophia

Theory as parody

From the meaning of the body to the body as truth

Disembodied ~ castrated ~ alienated

gorgiasness/gorgonic

What you are now holding in your hand is indeed the object/ultimate of your desire… don’t you know?

Zoe & bios mean exactly the inverse of what you assumed

speechifying

Single combat

protrepsis & paraenesis

Why should I be afraid that you will break down the door of my room, when it is you who should be afraid to even knock it?

A steel bubble

The coercive nature of absolute truth

The word I hate the most – “adjust”

You know you are nothing without me, but you also keep on alienating me. Why? I don’t even want to know anymore. Just stop it or else fuck off.

Love thy wife Vs. Back off bitch

Toxic masculinity Vs. Angelic femininity

Orthodoxy is what decides who GOD is and who the Devil is. Heresy is what challenges & subverts this order.

My adult relationship with both my parents was difficult. But I had a relatively better understanding with my mother. She was the more masculine of them.

Those who don’t fuck with their bodies are already raped in their minds

They will eat you alive, with all their sentimental moralizing, if only they could

10.3.24

Basaunic Vs. Daimonic

statuary

satyr

Incantatory speech

Athenian homonormativity

Relaxing workout

11.3.24

Christian nihilism or Non-Realist Theology

Olympian serenity

Darwinistic Platonism

Show your true color

Implied constructivism

Angel Youngs

Don Cuppit

“O living GOD (metaphysical), be my only true god (existential).”

Protestantism squared

Outraged ~ uncomprehending (always!)

Going solar

Christian Buddhist (wtf!?)

The religious intellect Vs. The intellectual religion

Don Cuppit and Giorgio Agamben use “bios” & “zoe” (the 2 Greek words for “life”) in opposite ways! So, one of them is (must be) “wrong”, right?

I also managed to do something involuntary

left-Kierkegaardian

Academic paintings

Pataphysics

Empty Radical Humanism

I am seeing this tree = the Tree is looking at itself through my eyes

A strong new doctrine

Doxa → Episteme

Neo-pragmatism/Non-representationalism

Richard Rorty

12.3.24

“Watching porn rewires your brain to a juvenile state”

My holy of holies is the bottom of my umbilicus

Soter

Shadow ~ personal demon

Nordic Hinduism

Becoming a force of nature ~ elemental!

Exorcist to exerciser

Samael/Lilith

Beli(e)ve

Give a rat’s ass

Subconscious transcendence

Thoth + Hermes

Alchemy of semen

From reproduction to regeneration

Tracking & tricking biological evolution to serve one’s own spirituality!

Nofap hard-mode

GOD is WAR

Hellenized periphrasis

“The Good is beyond Being”

GOD is in the details. The Devil is in between the lines!

Crown of horns

You’re living in a world which is ruled by Christianity! Now, it has become the evil empire that must be toppled, just like the ancient brutal world order had to be defeated (& replaced) by Christendom……

Suspending the material

13.3.24

I am the guy whom other (straight) guys find to be WOW!

14.3.24

Sexy ~ self-destructive

gambit

Say “Queen!” 😁

What was in the green capsule from “Queen’s Gambit”?

Abusing the paradoxical stimulant effect of tranquilizers

Shift activity to the night – become another black square in the white matrix

Man up, Joe!

All the Beauty and the Bloodshed

Archetypal astrology

Self-evident revelation

Your gut is the second brain!

15.3.24

Aggravated intensity on an apperceptual axis

flaxen

The invidious ravages of time

The intense life as ethical ideal

Animal magnetism

Pissing in the desert

Nervosity ~ the electrical person

Adrenalized enlightenment

Future shock

Spectacular Vs. Radical

Sufficient s(p)ecularity

Essaying a herethics

Collective attempt to materialise theory

The gnosis of Tintin

The shared hatred of all subjectivation

The last real sailor(s)

Theorism as public salvation

The point zero of anti-politics

Hegemonic spiritualism

From reality to radicality

Angelic materialism

Realization Vs. Radicalization

Worldly machinations

recuse

Complementary obverse

Socialization Vs. Subjectivation

etiolation

Lava-cum

Night/-time dance music

My body is alight, therefore my intellect is black. For you, it’s the other way around!

Rage is (my form of) relaxation, and I fill my space (room) and time (routine) and energy (mind) with it… It then becomes my apparatus/institution!

The masculine must learn to breathe underwater in this feminine world, in order to survive

Nirvana (salvation) is also sunyata (annihilation)!

If you want to grow wings, you must amputate your hands!

antipodes

I am the Sisyphean Icarian Narcissistic Prometheus

The essential message of Religion (distinguish from religions) is that, this individual personal life you live is a matter of greatest importance and worthy of the greatest seriousness

Those who are full of life are only those who advocate dying (killing oneself) a little everyday

Instituting the void of world

cannon

Philosophy ~ cosmopolitics

Human foreclosure

You suffer because your shadow is so small. I suffer because my shadow is gigantic!

I am at home nowhere

Malevolence

Metaphysics is Politics

Protagonism

Melancholy – the science of the place

The true Breton

Brittany + Theoréme + Grelet

Jacobitism Vs. Jacobinism

Anti-philosophy is Ante-philosophy ~ Satanism (Anti-theology) is Ante-theology

The transcendental is nothing but that level of immanence that is inaccessible to empirical or rational contact

Gripped by prehistoric emotion

From fear to anger via grief

A megalithic semicircle alignment

This house is my place to die (for/in)

Jump straight from pre-history to post-history

His hero is gone

Be that which remains

Transcendental experience Vs. Various spiritualities

To despise hardly anything

Welcoming all worldliness without making world

From world to solitudes

From my perspective, you are determined in the last instance by me

பிரமன் ~ பிரம்மை

Yakshi

Daytime sleepwalking

Attention ~ at-tension

The ahistorical place

16.3.24

You only want what you cannot have. You only believe in what does not exist.

Could one have a stronger bond with the remote/dead than with the near/living? Could some of the dead be more alive than most of the living?

Attention. Attention. Attention.

Stay aggressive

Breton gnosis

manance

Methodizing genius

The enterprise of worldization

The proletarians of theory

Disalienation as invention

The real nothing but real

Making-worldly ~ philosophy ~ conservatism ~ theoreticism

Radical making-worldly ~ hypophilosophy ~ progressivism ~ tourism

Worldly radicalisation ~ counter-philosophy ~ nihilism ~ terrori(ci)sm

Radicalisation ~ anti-philosophy ~ angelism ~ theorrorism

baublisation

soufflé

Fragile apparatuses of independence

Self-refusal

shoehorned

Love-hate relationship

The mirror of the sea

The iPadOs doesn’t learn from, and adapt to, my usage patterns

Yes, I have a special affinity to these group of writers, maybe I am a spiritual Frenchman!

Necropolitics ~ Narcocapitalism

aboulia

Nihilistic salon aphorisms

From indifference to politics

Saint-Pol-Roux

Laurent de Sutter

War on drugs ~ war on terror

Why should “whore” (or “terrorist”) be a derogatory term!?

Animal (Hindi movie): Isn’t it funny/ridiculous – even tragic – that the naked male body was censored, but the bloody stabbing & decapitation was not!? What is so disturbing & offensive about nudity/sex that is not even matched by violence/death?? Isn’t the whole world “Christian” in that sense?

Unburden ~ di(sin)vest

Finisterre ~ cape

All of you make up the rotting corpse, on which I the parasitic maggot, survive

17.3.24

Dream: I am going to jail for murdering 2 people. Mummy & Kiruba are trying to help me… (Nightmare?)

From worldizing the human to voiding the world

Armorica

Brittany’s radical preceding of the world

Physical chess!

The cushion volley

Mentor > coach

The privilege of pressure

The only question worth asking is, How do I live? It’s far from being a foregone conclusion. And once that question ceases, you are literally dead.

He’s winning even the points he’s loosing

GOD-mode ON

The stoned-ape hypothesis

Satanic Vigil ~ keep your right eye closed for one whole night

Black Sun > Sun/Moon ~ Fate > GOD

Bene Gesserit ~ Kodumon Potti

He who eats his own shadow will then become the SHADOW of the world

Bramayugam – Apocalypto with a dark(er) twist – the corporate Leviathan Vs. The personal Behemoth (Thomas Leroy)

Papa Roach ~ Our Father who art in Hell

The eternal end

18.3.24

WhatsApp has disabled screenshot for others’ display pic!

Vlad the impaler

From epistemology to gnoseology

Material angelism/aleatory gnosis

The mode of methodical provocation

Armorican megalithism

celticity

Winged stasis

Hengelic promontory

But isn’t Hell as otherworldly as Heaven?

20.3.24

Sleep as meditation

Writing the silence

The horizon between the sea (below) & sky (above) is horizontal.
But the horizon between sea (outside) & land (inside) is vertical!
Just like the 2 beams of the Cross ✝️

Static nomadism

regatta

“For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
Though we both are on the road to destroy our self, as you know very well, there is a difference.
My hope is that the Lord would destroy my ‘self’ on the cross for my redemption. But in your case there is no redemption.
You will lose your self, the very thing that you are fighting your tooth and nail to protect.
This is how the AI has improved these lines
In our personal journeys, while we may both be struggling with self-destructive tendencies, I believe there’s a crucial distinction between us.
I find solace in the hope that the Lord will transform my ‘self’ on the cross, paving the way for my redemption. However, it saddens me that in your situation, redemption seems elusive.
By fiercely clinging to protect your ‘self,’ you risk losing the very essence you’re fighting so hard to preserve.”

Juvenile ~ delinquent ~ innocent ~ brutal

22.3.24

GOD is a Satanist, but all of his worshippers are theists!

Manage expectations

CSK would play M. S. Dhoni in a wheelchair

Hate as “unnatural (outrageous) love”

Sweet oblivion

Rishabh Pant is back!

The shadows are darkest where the light is brightest!

I have no master – Malbolgia

gondolier

abate

Titillate with dangerous wit

gaoler

Giacomo Casanova IS The Crow

Poverty porn

Prisoner → conspirator

24.3.24

gormless

25.3.24

Can YOU feel how THAT feels?

Bourgeois science

Breathing as rebellion

General theory of victims as counter-memory

What is Existentialist Politics?

In defense of decadent Europe

executrix

26.3.24

“What will happen to me?” – when this question disappears……

Here comes everybody (Joyce) to Here comes nobody (Empty Man)
Re-joyce!

Crucifixion ~ decapitation

indemnification

Flaming sword out

27.3.24

Automated speculation ~ capitalist singularity ~ AI

Non-philosophy as blind philosophy – don’t trust your sight, and faith is even more treacherous!

I can make you do whatever I want, because I know what you want, and I can give it to you

The headless cross

glamping

WFH

Eminent domain

Repeating Dionysius differently

3 bodies – body with organs (physical), organs without body (war), bodies without any organ (mystical)

Distinguish:
Mystical
&
Mythological

Self-love via (using) the other

Are we perfect mistakes or almighty fuckups?

Weaponized apophaticism

Fire in belly → smoke out of the mouth 🚬

The crucified (suffering/dying) Christ is Satan ~ the revenge of the female clitoris (genital mutilation)

GOD is Descarte’s Demon!
Deus deceptor
And Satan (Descarte) is the rebel against this Almighty authority, therefore ultimate enemy

31.3.24

GOD is not a theist. And Lucifer is the most godlike creature.

Language as corneal markings

1.4.24

Should this be fixed or exacerbated?

Positive feedback

Designer girls by As-her

Freud ~ Fraud

Intellectual snake-charmers

The angry man does not talk about anger

The chakras (realities) are determined in-the-last-instance by glands (the Real)

The ultimate/extreme past & future are fully present in the eternal moment

Goals ~ Gaols

passel

Satan is the being who is the most alive ~ GOD is dead is the most alive statement there is

I am the perfect embodiment of the only true living spirit of this age

surd

Profane faith

Anti-viral virus ~ vital virulence

3.4.24

Maybe John the Baptist (NOT Jesus) is the (First) Messiah!

Theoretical activism

7.4.24

Stay wild

No Sleep Entertainment

The unreal gods

Shall we start sharing our archives with each other now?!

Indistinct melodic chanting

(s)mother

WTH

Kaelego

Baldung

Record everything

Cassandra

Stardust

Is every suicide actually a murder?

If I can’t inhabit your body, at least I can let you possess mine

Altizer Mohaghegh

The shimmering screen becomes the transparent veil!

What does a life lived with 0 fear-of-death look like?”

10.4.24

Existential forgery

My sky

12.4.24

Anti-realism

15.4.24

instauration

probity

16.4.24

introception

spandrel

17.4.24

Imparative method

Moby Dick is the hero of Ishmael’s story!

The death(s) of the Real

Maybe (my) SFG is a men-only (or masculine) thing 😜

scullery

boll

flatboat

slops

chattels

bight

lighter

egret

rookery

lope

skelter

teamster

wall-eyed

Oilcloth slicker

The livery of his God

guy-rope

no-account

Batboard jakes

Batten sidings

Bowie knife

crabwise

Blackthorn shillelah

buzzard

18.4.24

Creative non-fiction

Conspiracist worldview

Setian

Ashmedai

Chaos Magik

Un/sane

Night clubbing

Christendom – Satan is the crucified Christ of this age

19.4.24

Archontism

Amoral deceivers

From rituals to routine

Ontological anarchism

Chaos Marxism

Nova Religio

Meta-method

Doomsday cosmophobia

Mayan apocalypticism

All philosophers are (paranoid) faggots

Eschaton timewave

Modern mythologies

2012

Retributive logic

Inverted rape-revenge

Monkey-man

Openly wonders as to how……

Brion Gysin

Unknown messiahs

Clock ~ calendar ~ control ~ cage

Atlantian prophecy

Dresden codex

Post-contact Maya world

Calendrical cosmology

Maya Vs. Itza Vs. Spanish Vs. Vs. Vs.

The soft machine

The insectoid overlords are us

The jaguar priest

Noe ~ Neo ~ Eon ~ One

Drug addiction as a strategic reaction to demonic possession

Democracy is that for which a man would gladly sacrifice his firstborn son

The Long Count

Thaumaturgical real8e – Apocalypto – the Mayan infection of their colonizers!

Telepathy experiments

Seekership in (grey) witchcraft

Cutup metaphysics

The occult effects of writing

Nebulous promulgation of enchanted perspectives

Malicious divination

Tapping into one’s unique automatisms to break the stranglehold

The brotherhood of the screaming abyss

Mexico – the missing link between D. H. Lawrence + William Burroughs + Malcolm Lowry + Antonin Artaud

Panel-paper on entheogenic deconstruction

Rave culture

Sui generis

EBM

Cyberdelia

Coincidental overlap or potential ursource?

Burroughsian Mayanism

Mutant cultures

Purveyors of truth-fiction

Territory-map confusion

Unconscious influences

Comparative concepts

The antinomian impulse

Radical indecency

Intentional disincentivization

Aim-to-Head

Auto-shamanic incantation

Navajo University

outsiderdom

Montage fabulism

Innovative syncretism

Postmodern conspirology & Neo-archontism

Transhistorical theoretical structures of spiritual thought

Alchemy as laboratory philosophy

Lost genres

Books-of-the-Dead

Enochian Zosimos Vs. Christian Augustine

Multivalent symbols

Isis & Osiris

Tech-animism

ZOG DISCO

Bodiless fulfillment in libertarian psychology

Agentified forces

Targeted angst

Stephan Hoeller

Critical ethnocentrism

Tail(eader)ship – the opposite of leadership (head) is NOT servanthood (hands)!

Negative epistemology

Panopolitan

I have to save me from my self

whorls

Personal magnetism

Psychically sensitive child

Botched performance ~ Spousal manslaughter

William Tell

scrying ~ heavy metal ~ screaming + crying

Black boiling fuzz

Travel out of time and into space

Fictive guerilla warfare

The chapel of extreme experience

Nova Express

Throbbing Gristle

NO, I did NOT vote! (not even NOTA)

Distinguish: Arbitrary & Random

Tristan Tzara

Call me Burrows!

What most people would call “Evil!”

All along, we’ve been Harkonen!

Just keep touching her nipples

Sit under the midsummer noon sun

20.4.24

Vandalizing vandalism

Insomnia + somnolence = suspended animation (limbo)

Catastrophic spirituality

Prometheanism 101

SFG ~ naked, fearless & free! 🤘🏾

Flat pleasure; Blank bliss

(p)(re)view

EBC (Economically Backward Classes)

21.4.24

conduce

Distinguish: Awareness/Consciousness & Attention/Intention

conduce

Archontic Vs. Anarchic

Nonbody experience

22.4.24

Being No one

Disvantage point

picaresque

Roguish elements

An “expert” is one who speaks of a subject, as if he knows next-to-nothing about it, after a lifetime of passionate learning

necroconic

Red Night

Life – feeling → doing → thinking → breathing → dying

Manuals for breathing

Postmodern ~ postmortem

Ex(/-)terminator

alembic

brazier

Who the fuck is Paracelsus?

grate

Rosicrucian prognostications

See what Thomas Moynihan’s scoliotic spine taught him!

Why do you write the words, phrases & sentences of others, when you don’t record most of your own thoughts & questions?

23.4.24

Conscious decay

The concrete-desert, the jungle-desert, the ocean-desert, the mountain-desert, the Desert-desert

Non-education

LAI YOLO – live as if you only live once

Maybe the in-between is the only thing there is, for man

Bedscape ~ bodyscape

What’s your sound?

Before the beginning, was the Wordless. (Distinguish from silence)

Drunken master ~ sleeping sage

This is my house too!

dramhouse

coiffure

I wanna end me

The question is NOT why, but HOW!

wainscotted

spittoon

tackroom

hackamore

girth, cinch

Begging & thieving

swale

sprent

raggedyman

25.4.24

“All I am is all I’ll ever be”

Learn to move sideways

Deep state

Balletic brutality

Andy Ferr

Roll with the punches

blair

29.4.24

drygulch

thunderhead

cumulus

fluepipe

rangy

hornspread

pilot-bread

flapjacks

molasses

low-rise

adobe

Moorish

upland

powderhouse

stirrups

deadcart

coping

30.4.24

pet peeve

lemmings

turnstile

sawski

rewilding

craven

The non-event

What would be the pineal gland of the second (pubic) brain?

I ~ eye

Illusory → illustrious

The detumescent pencil

The spirit as fart/gas

egregore

1.5.24

merismatic

Synonymic chain

2.5.24

vernissage

Distinguish: Coherentism & Correlationism

interconditioning

defunct

codetermination

interinhibition

amphibology

limitrophy

Maintain a minimal structure/discipline/control, along with the mainly dominant mode of spontaneity, because your body is NOT (yet) capable of functioning autonomously without any input/guidance from the mind

Philosophical universe

antisystem

Labyrinth/rhizome

Body as microsonic particulate

Somatic knowledges

Uncensored access to Kafka’s viscera via his diaries

The headless way ~ the vision-in-one ~ the self-decapitating Kali

The Human/Real/One as the unique object (among other objects) that is capable of entering into orientation/relation with the world around, in such a way that is not possible for most other animate & inanimate objects

Instead of thinking “I want this/that”, better to say “this body orients/relates to its world in this unique/spontaneous way” – from subject/object dualism to OOO

See ~ know ~ grasp

Reality as necessary fiction

Countercultural hyper-reality

When you get caught back into the vertigo of auto-positionality, you need a quick strategy to break back out into non-positionality

From self-reflexivity to spatial intentionality

Breaking the time-space continuum via the gravity of the (headless) body!

3.4.24

Robin Mackay is now Maya Kronic!

edgelands

Distress & exhilaration

Coding reality

Hey ABC…
I had a dream about meeting you in a seminary, maybe the one you studied in.
And then I had a dream within that dream – actually a nightmare of how I was being attacked by the people on campus during a cultural festival, and getting lost in my efforts to somehow escape……
What a mindfuck
🤣

Meta-guides

Alternative memoir

Digital ghosts

Morbid fascination

Failed professionals

Post-Ballardian

Abusing prescription drugs and prescribing abusive drugs

4.5.24

comminations

Albatross ~ encumbrance

Watching your GOD get crucified is the first step before mounting IT yourself! 🤘🏾

This vibrator is too damn explosive. Can I ever tame/ride it?

What would a baby brought up on metal music become?

Do you know how to blow your own (mind)?

Breathe deeper than you usually do (as deep as you are able and willing), and breathe faster than you usually do (as fast as you are able and willing)

10.12.23

Could it be that the followers of Jim Jones were right?

Hand bra

What will the pornstar of the 2050s look like?

contretemps

inopportune

quay

The spectralization of agency

Traversing (rather than dismissing) positivity

A thought-praxis of negativity as the condition for a rearticulation of subjectivity/agency

Non-dialectical negativity

Love/fuck ~ hate/kill

Skynd

From deflationary concept to political valence

The expropriation of positivities via immanent rupture

Thwarted messianism

Autobiography as polemical manifesto

Ultra-negativity beyond super-essence

Radicalized excess

Failed erection & flat tripping

Affirmative deconstruction

Disarticulating foundational structures

Fantasms of closure

Recapitulative & controlling economy

Reaffirm by choosing

From acceptance to selection

Unpropitious circumstances & the politics of dissidence

Inventing new(er) forms of urgency

The necessary moment of political decision

Financialization as real abstraction

11.12.23

It’s cool to commit suicide due to physical suffering, but could psychological hurt be so severe?! I don’t think I’ve experienced that kinda purely emotional pain……

13.12.23

Usually, people give themselves the freedom to be whatever society allows them. Instead, in my life, I give society only that freedom which I allow it to have!

Compare/contrast:
Bataille’s Guilty
&
Metallica’s Unforgiven

I must scream, but I have no mouth!

Lucid dreaming the mysticism of shit

14.12.23

palette, tincture

Lantern jaw

chitter

shuck

Gorrister, Nimdok

slaver (v.)

15.12.23

Competition in failure

16.12.23

Truth is a scorpion, freedom is a rattlesnake and love is a bitch

RunawAI antigenesis

The comforts of idiocy

The ambition to shock

“OMG: Oh My God” Vs. “Aankhon Dekhi”

sahaja sthithi, turiya avastha

17.12.23

Avadhuta Gita

To what extent is Madhepura exposed to pornography?

Predetermined choices

18.12.23

demisexual

The arsonist choir

Sublimation is probably worse than ideology

MY sun is THE God

factoids

Giving up is better than giving in…?

19.12.23

Loss of naïvety → loss of innocence → loss of life

The universe ≈ torture device ≈ naked woman

Look at your shit before flushing it

AI ~ Artificial Insanity

Intensity differentials

Redundancies & singularities

Are all the so-called mysteries just mirages??

An eloquent murmur of doubt

What is the relation between what is and what is not?

Cosmotheandrism

Holy indifference – renouncing renunciation – truthfulness for its own sake!

Venturing beyond belief

Satyakama

Seeing RED → Being BLACK

Inconsistent machinations

Experience/insight & discourse/dialogue

Feverish rigor stretching the soul

Pause, turn within, & rethink

vedasya-antah

The radical departure of the peripatetic singer

Name → speech → mind → ?

The stunned imagination

Fishnet abstractions

Gnosticism/Laruelle & Advaita/Mukunda Rao

Would you seek the truth, even if it was not salvific?

brahmavadinis

Non/anti-inheritance

The Supreme (is not a) self

Unconscious intelligence

From knowing the truth, to being known by the truth, and to be(come) truth

Insight-without-seer

The bright-night & the dark-day

Death is the best (& only true) teacher of life

Narada, Nachiketa

Knowledge as gnostic-existential thrust as opposed to epistemological lust

20.12.23

My Izara is a different one from yours, dear! 😈

Misadventure → fiasco → catastrophe

After so long………. Exhaustion! But not again, for very long, if not forever 😅

My preference for spiritual (over physical) travel has been revindicated

Yes, I do know myself!

These men are both castrated/emasculated and also very fertile/reproductive! 😜

21.12.23

wattled

barbel

gawky

lope

The perfect fall

Attractively unusual

Yeti, sasquatch

tunic

watermark

breathy

Dylar receptors

Human test-animal

grubby, tacky

Cultivate your taste

Fitfully brilliant

Masterclass interviews

“I lapse into terrible reveries”

“Death is odd-numbered”

Is the callous dismissal of all wild conspiracy theories itself the greatest theoretical conspiracy?

Super-unleaded

Martyr + murderer ≈ Marturer

Can I forget my own death, when I don’t remember my birth?

22 12.23

Watched “Anatomy of a Fall” @ CIFF last night! WOW…… My interrogation in Bihar (by Child Protection officials) + Babbette’s confession in White noise + the contention between Salome & me regarding the (decision to have a) baby + Anti-Christ (Lars von Trier)

The third ear & second skin

Neon & A24 got my back

The infantile scream/cry and the adult growl/groan

Women like babies, just like guys like babes!

I invert the balance between leisure & work ≈ 2.5:1 😎

Indian National Developmental Inclusive Alliance (INDIA)

sine die

23.12.23

Timenergy

Iconic waypoints

Identarian expression

Attention economy

Marketing ~ propaganda

Competing interests and constant calculations

Consumer demographic

Presentist mindset

Passion projects

(ap)parent

soli(ci)tude

Mass-society & population-thinking

24.12.23

Jungle music

Katarsun

Landian

: :

December 20th, 2023 is when I was adopted (as a father)

Collaborative article

Chthonic axiomatics

K-think Q-war

Sentient coma

Xenoculture kit

Are Accelerationism and Post-humanism the same?

True South

Qwernomics Loa

Nymphetamine

Kerrang

Cryptography of geotraumatics

Thaumaturgy

ASCII 32 SETI

Sub-organizational pattern

Model/apparatus Vs. Machine/singularity

Rigorous de/en/re-coding

Science friction & social tension

twin-pincers

Fusional multiplicities

Quantum swirls/spontaneous swarms

Echidna Stillwell & Clyve Barker

Omnicide

Theorroristic Ascesis

plexion

anorganics, unlife

Geocosmic unconscious as traumatic megasystem

Hypermaterialist vocabulary

regression, disavowal

Plutonic vulcanism

Non-local touch

Over-excitation is anti-climax

Chthelll

Xanadu

Extraterrestrial oceans

saurian

Extralingual phonetics

Sheer numeracy/pure sequence

Melancholeric refusal

Reveries of a Solitary Walker; Theory of the Solitary Sailor

inquietude

Radical departure

Biographical anti-philosophy

Mineral poetics

Tear along the dotted line

Repetition & fluency

Criteria of effective rebellion

Subjectivation ~ immobilization

circumscription

Restricted action

organon/canon

From conceptual schema to lived rhythm

Gilles Grelet

The nothing-but-human Vs. Synthetic anthropoids

inveigle

philosophy-world/world-philosophy

The regime of the mixed

Non-conceptual symbol or First Name

That which inarticulately subsists all scission

Ante-philosophical experience

Insidious harassment

Insisting on the real anterior

Real-thought

The (essence of the) human is radically heterogenous to the world

realation

The anglophone academic industry

Beatific indifference to militant attack

Hermetic oeuvre

requisitions

Lardreau & Jambet

“Great politics”

Absolute repudiation as cultural revolution

Subtractive purity

Logic of occasionality

Gnostic Maoism

25.12.23

Asangoham!

Holy negligence

Awakened homesickness

Inward perseverance ~ manance

aleator

Fanaticism of the outplace

Extra-causal angelic subjectivation

pre-thetic experience

The human-real has never been in-place

Fidelity-operator of the event-in-situation

The irruption of the melancholy-void

“We must keep steadily out-of-place”

Keeping the right distance via a mixture of recklessness & nerve

Radically non-manipulative cybernetics

Just enough to live – maximal constraint

Anti-social institution

Between the world/compromise and the void/suicide

Canonical exigencies confronted with the trials of practice

Theoréme Vs. Archons

The self-replenishing phantasmatic babbling

Geopoetical figure

Personal rediscovery of place

Nomadising and the mystical snares of nativity

Anti-political, ante-worldly, counter-actualization

The shimmering in-between

It only gets harder and harder from here on (in every way)……! Bring it on ~ turn me on

Geological angelism

Subjectivation with/beside a non-human other

Decoupling dignity from recognition

The night of the world

Mobile finisterre & immobile journey

The minimal constant of rebellion

The reciprocity of formula & place

Non-relational, non-utilitarian, non-pious existence

Renouncing domesticity without falling prey to cosmopolitanism

Sophistication on the way to simplicity

Uncompromising yet livable

Points of leverage ~ remainders of the Real in the world

Conducive to the provocations of contingent gnosis

Escaping administered biography into new modes of subjectivation

Nurturing the capacity for a decision to depart

Glimpses of joy ~ traversals of the void

Hold your silence, wait, and continue to sail

Selfless autobiography

Systematic Irregularity Study Unit (SISU)

The real is NOT the Sublime

26.12.23

burner

The weight of billionaires

AI arms race

Extreme tourism

OceanGate

Virtue signaling

Whisper networks

Time-poor, ultra-high-achieving millennials

On the importance of staring directly into the sun

Souvankham Thammavongsa

Make a To-Don’t List

Urbanomic documents

Gruppo Di Nun – Revolutionary Demonology

27.12.23

Instead of retreating from the dominant social into occasional solitude, do the inverse!

The question mark as hangar

Who/what owns the vast majority of (your) timenergy?

The ancient esoteric traditions/myths describe a mystical/enchanted world beneath the mechanical/ordered realm accessed by the Enlightenment sciences. But contemporary theory/research plumbs even deeper, to expose a terrifying/chaotic real that is even more fundamental!

The politics of truth

Definitions as a project in comparative faith

The chattering class

The dread of the real and the comfort of the dubious

Disputed realities

hokum, credo

nativism

Updated morality of progressive politics

The politbureau of phraseology

Original argument

Rehistoricize – history > human story

Today’s fantasies ~ tomorrow’s myths

Social angst

Meaning manipulations

Charm offensive

Wartime guru

Manmatha/Kamadeva

Relationship coaches

Dream job Vs. Filial duty

Literary curator

Fort-shrine-cave

Parliamentary standing committee

Cross-cultural lives & loves

The Beatnik disdain for conformity

Bilingual wife

CRISPR

Computational iteration

affine

28.12.23

Wage-wars

Last night I saw a huge wild buffalo sauntering through my street (like never before)! Cf. The deer in “Leave the World Behind”

Entertainment-philosophy

imminental

escalope

scoff

frisky filly

29.12.23

The energy of despair

0 > 1

The unthinkability of negative politics

The undeconstructible resource of deconstruction

The philosopheme of affirmation

Authorizing interrogation

Immune to reactive evaluations

Selective ontology of mobility & multiplicity

Ultra-negativity as radical affirmation

If my “softening up” (as a parent) occurs organically, then it is okay (which is what seems to be the case, at least for now) – but never when it is compelled or coerced (imposed from without). Either way, I need to keep sharpening the radical edge – this would be the only constant in all the flux……

The bad faith of affirmationism

Parody of a doctrine

The political overdetermination of neutral monism

Double affirmation ≈ Yes Yes!

The reactionary consolidation of social hierarchies

Dialectics as a last-ditch weapon

The super-fold

The domain of silicon

1 ≠ 1

Yes, this guy seems to be much better off than that one. But that guy is fighting a more important war, although failing miserably at it… whereas this guy would still be insignificant, even if he wins his own conventional battles!

30.12.23

Denaturing humanity

vae victis

Faces of the fallen angel

Apolitical rebellion

Positing the unconditional

The rational rightness of revolt

Only religion can understand politics

insurgent/dissident/heretic

An alternative to popular revolt and submissive resignation

Passive terrorism

31.12.23

Anarcho-desirant

The Gambler (1974) moves from Underground Notes to Criminal Punishment – I am my own judge, jury & executioner! Pushing one’s luck to the point of absolute ruination…… and then what??

Vir(tu)al multiplicity

The active nihilism of joyful encounters

Aggressive quietism

Cultural revolution avant la lettre

The heroic anonymity of radiant stylites

Voluntary madness

Safely marginalized lunatic fringe

Uncompromising language as saintly posture

Spiritual Maoism

Desexing the body ~ destroying the world

Double wager

Pure incantation

Push the leap to the point of paroxysm

Ruthless (idealist) purgation

The brutal angelic will

The exemplary experience of the ascetics

The irredeemable failure of the very idea

What is alternative (musical genre)?

blowhard

I can wipe that smug smile off your face! 😎

Counter-revolutionary fanaticism

The esoteric metaphysical thesis – the past doesn’t exist!

History/memory is an instrument of mastery

The Kantian Lacan!

Extra-worldly ur-freedom

Militant paramnesia

Subjected to the treasure that found me

Impressed by the Other’s contemplation

Silent illuminations of the desertified intellect

The asexual spouse ~ the infertile father

Renouncing historical illusion

An empty claim made on a pure idea

The negative configuration of a super-affirmative answer

The soul as an unrepeatable event

Inventing the spirit

Dramatise the irreducible disjunction between soul & world

The cruel limit of all imagination

Dreyfusards

Conflating will & wish

A fully symphonic negative liberty

Nothing is all ~ absolute immanence

Negative materialism

Siding with the irrepresentable/Real

Lady Macbeth

Brute sensory recognition of spilt blood

Letting fall away

The individual sensu stricto

It is always right to revolt ~ to be alive is to be resting in pieces

Pathological duty

Isolated subject ~ evanescent object

If you wanna meet the baby, contact the wife-mother. If you wanna have conversation, contact me.

The notion of right is ethically imprescriptible

A formalism exceeding Kantian transcendental law

Abstract-norm

The supra-social & supra-sensible ~ immediately concrete

The Cannibal Angel

imaginarisation

Positivity ~ empiricity ~ re(a)l(is)ation

From acceptance to exaltation

Concision & syntactical contortion

Self without flesh

Anti-authoritarian inflection of reverential submission

Sapere aude

Infantile defiance

Self-negating revolt ~ auto-positing the master

Properly idiosyncratic thinker ~ intransigent philosophical project

Is The Junky’s Christmas a parable of altruism?

From Great Politics to Groundwork

renegacy

From political actualization to self-dissolution

Turning outside-in

The vanishing present

What do the sun, death & shit have in common?

What if the early Christian monks/saints had stayed within society and church, instead of retreating into the monastery/desert?!

“Exercise your will!” – this is the ultimate moral/-law.

If I could only touch/taste that point/spot of death within my (still living) body……….

1.1.24

Feet-clapping

“Tear the hole inside your soul”

2.1.24

The transcendental status of revolutionary autonomy

Defiant elation and acetic withdrawal

The corrupting machinations of the public sphere

The rightness of revolt

Do what you will – this is the whole of the law!

The ideological recuperation of cultural revolution

Neo-Nietzschean political agency

Non-human freedom

The past is past – the previous present to the passing moment

French Maoists

Anachronism & ossification

Luddites & Communards

Do you feel strong enough to break the history of the world in two?

Aapy aapy New Year 2024!

Subjective reason ~ decisive will

Insurgent Vs. Reactionary

Rousseauist ~ Jacobin

Self-authorization

Voluntarism – sovereign capacity (for self-determination)

Unconditional commitment to absolute repudiation

You must live AS IF you have free will, and believe you CAN alter the future course of the world

Choose NOT to be “discarded in the oblivion of contingency”

The granite point of resistance

The negative/regulative idealism of intransigent integrity

Supersensible vocation

Stoic pacifism, spiritualist immanence, productivist vitalism

Pious aspiration ~ force of habit

3.1.24

Bio-computer

From Socrates-Plato to Thales-Anaximander

apeiron

Bad highs; Good lows

From articulated ideals to spiritual aspirations

Holy Satan

The twice-born (or born-again) are those who have tasted death (or the divine life) while still alive!

Bla-n/c-k

Print this shit!

I am going to eat your soul

Horror music/metal movie

Le-v/o Shestov

Does your printer have white ink?

neoteric

4.1.24

ipseity

siphonophore, hydrozoa

Society of non-linear animals

Non-corporeal linkages

ephemerid

corolla, sepals, pistils

Composition Vs. Laughter

saturnalia ~ festival of the ass

puerile grimace

Toilet humor

Authority withered by exhaustion

ambulette

woozy

A history of devout victimhood

5.1.24

millinery

Open sala

banderilla

hacienda

syncopate

falsetto

I’m gonna have to call you back

The accidental impact of an outside force

haunches

hatch (n.)

roan

The fiction of a possibility

6.1.24

A democratic concertation of speculative practices

Urbanomic Documents

Space-Timenergy ~ Spactimergy

Between possession & depression

giallo

Roman techno

phenoumenodelia

artifactual

lemuric

You can get stoned out of your head, right here right now, irrespective of any external/market chemical availability. Wanna show!?

ensoundment

conceptwear

biopower

pornopharmacology

Abstraction as definition & transformation

The disoriented person feels depressed, only when placed in a world enslaved by order!

Do you dream of sobriety, when high?

How can I manipulate time, just like I manipulate space (via movement)? Can I stand still in time?

The revisionary/constructive elaboration of freedom

The reciprocal development of means & ends

Determinant negation

Lust-crazed mosquitoes Vs. Megalomaniacal humans

7.1.24

milieux

rockabilly esperanto

apophenia

exurban

conflab

Like the clappers

foie gras

moquette

jetstream

ribald

esplanade

conurbation

Idiotically agape

lytic cocktail

burin

secateur

9.1.24

scrying

hellions

Pillow fights

Self ~ pity ~ self
Pity ~ self ~ pity

mooch

stoolie ~ stool pigeon

11.1.24

Distinguish:
I don’t want to live
&
I want to die

Distinguish:
Contemplation
&
Speculation

stylite

cynegetic

Desire: Sex Vs. Rebellion

12.1.24

stanch

Environmental militarism

Biospherical conditions

Postliberal humanity

Embodied religion

Weaponized borders

Mystical archeology

Thought of/from the outside

Immanent critique of religion

Bachelard & Canguilhem

Methodological experimentation

Theoretical clearings

Invisible space that originates discourse

From Neoplatonic unity to Post-structuralist dispersion

Foucault/Blanchot

13.1.24

docent

Applied Ballardianism

Surviving the edgelands

15.1.24

habilitation

colloquys

16.1.24

Scream + aim ≈ scraim!

18.1.24

guttersnipe

bandersnatch

lacrosse

20 mg of Escitalopram gives you a bad trip, but it also fucks up the depression! 😜

Should I split my day(s) into 50/50 of external role and internal pursuit? ~ 12 hours sleep/relaxation + 4 hours chores + 4 hours reading/watching + 4 hours miscellaneous. The chores could be done only on alternate days… Fucking coward! 😡

I want to become psychedelically self-sufficient!

ramjet

chin (v.)

The eternal waiting nude

russet

You are living, so you do. You’re also dying, so you think!

Fluctuating planes

crash-dive

wan & bleary

shingling

Is Viagra a psychedelic too!? 😅

Anti-vitalism

Are you turned on by a corpse?

maunder

hamper (n.)

Styrofoam

Is light an electromagnetic phenomenon?

I feel a little guilty about not feeling miserable or numb…

festoon

sepia

From medico to quakaroo

needlepoint

blockhouse

Should I write “Should I write these words down?” or not?

19.1.24

Deep assignments

20.1.24

hooning

esoteric hyperstition

propagative pulp

The lurid dark; Neon black

21.1.24

Anacharsis

Noble savage

22.1.24

Godless Qabbalism

Lemurian time-sorcery

Qabbala Vs. Numerology

Numogram

Logos Vs. Nomos

Pythagorean Tarot

From magic to sorcery – turn yourself outside-in – exotericism!

Hypercultural matrix

zygonomy

When I’m sober and feel good too (rarely), I feel “bad” about that! 😜

Decimal labyrinth

23.1.24

Pandemonium ~ Necronomicon

4.2.24

eaves

I’ve spent ~ 20 years being a Christian. I’ve spent only ~ 7 years being an atheist philosopher! I need at least a decade (3 more years) in the new mode, to really accelerate……

Withdrawal → addiction

Trust me, Joe! Feeling everything would be far worse than feeling nothing.

Adam’s cock/dick → serpent → woman → forbidden fruit → fall/enlightenment

Moses’s snake-rod – get it?

What happens to them when the commercial ends?

Study/meditate on 1 song for the entire small group meeting

Why don’t I like card games?

The emptied man

smock

How to outself one’s own self

A nebulous mass

What we see on the news ISN’T what “politics” REALLY is!

Idle curiosity

Vestigial malignancy

Your doctor knows the symbols

A time to think/die and a time to act/live – just follow the seasons and you’ll be just fine!

Although there is a confident memory of the pleasure (during a trip), it still takes faith to get stoned almost every time, because of how dull/flat I might be feeling, just before……

Stern, antique virtue of the Amish/Shaker

I don’t know what I mean

What does a life without regrets look like (from the inside)??

I’ve already made a deal with Izara – “I will fail you, to the core”! (Demon Hunter)

5.2.24

[0] There are NO rules
[1] There is ONLY one rule

Radically abstract signs

xenotation

subdecadence

If you knew that no matter what you do or don’t, it makes no difference whatever…… Then how would you go about living your days (& nights)?

oecumenic societies

Ordinal/cardinal

Selfless thought ~ thoughtless self

lexicography

risible

The inalienable right to be bored

There seems to be this nascent & intense ritual practice (of an intricate pattern), that seems to be virally multiplying itself through my (seemingly autonomous) behavior

To hell in a handbasket

Fanatically prolonged artificial insomnia

Polydrug abuse

Loa

7.2.24

Dont blow your smoke up my ass

Left-hand path/Sinisterism

Thomas Leroy

Gouge out your right eye, and make your left one the third eye!

NEVER-/mind

High-quality gibberish

How do you say goodbye to yourself?

fusillade

8.2.24

Subtextual fragments

I have the right to destroy myself

Sexual discourse

problematization

There is something even deeper than (your) belief & desire – that which believes & desires!

Preconceptual ideology

Ideas as viral/memes (demons/powers)

The evolution of the very idea of evolution

!Evolution → devolution ←→ revolution ← Evolution

governmentality

Hermeneutics of the self

I have moved so far from my original project

The male Id would be no match for the liberated female sex!

Ram Lalla

mat(t)er

If you really want to find out what you want, then just try to minimize doing what you don’t like, as much as possible

Unpublished volume

Look for sentences & songs, not books or albums!

Pleasure, power & meaning ~ love, hope & faith ~ intimacy, purpose, belief ~ Id, superego, ego

Life, body & self

subjectification/spiritualization

The political techniques of religion

Novel space of thought

Subjugated knowledges

9.2.24

What would a world, in which everyone was fulfilling their sexual fantasies, be like?

The politics of solitude

If excessive pleasure is painful, then is excessive pain also pleasurable?

Living ink

primordialism

Collective will – what!?

A sudden vertical surge

It seems like I have MORE leisure now, after the baby’s arrival! 😂

Mescaline country

10.2.24

Acosmism ~ solipsism!

Diabolical Left-Hand Path

Lilith liftoach qliffoth

Spinal catastrophism

Omnicide

Cyclonopedia

Maieutic artistry

Holy Black Flame

TOTBL

Acosmic ~ utopic

Knowledge is manipulation

Joe enjoys himself, alone!

Depression/addiction as superpower

Existential risk

12.2.24

Actualize the real!

The Devil made me do it

Mare’s nest

13.2.24

hock

beadle

weir

14.2.24

Misanthropic Luciferian Order (MLO)

subtext

The said and the unsaid

Force-relations of a new mode of being

Techniques of knowledge ~ strategies of power

Discourse ~ violence

The half-spouse and the full-parent

I refuse to make another person (or object or work or ideal) the centre of my concern

Transformative immanent processes ~ transcendent realities

Body-politics of the limit

Counter-memory

Power, sex, language & history – discoursification

Strategic frameworks

peek

Elder ideas

Super-long term

depetrification

XF

cruft

doxx

17.2.24

Manichean materiality

Affordable, instrumentalized problematicity

Critique of affordance

Folly of the impossible

18.2.24

Negative identity of being & thought

Inversely paradisical

Sufi existentialism

probative

Theophanic panpsychism

Dark panentheism

Original hyperspontaneity

Not-willing

Absolute contingency and the omnipotence of hyperchaos

Originary whim

Ontic negation as excess

Essential self-shadow

A total whatless that

I’m always elsewhere

An intensive negation that is beyond affirmation & denial

Co-substantial groundlessness

Acontextual refusal of facticity

The awareness of non-knowing ~ Conscious ignorance

Contemplation has what thinking seeks

“Vanity of vanities” ~ Being & beings

Becoming the body of truth

The essential/unique human work

The negative index of an immanent beyond

The infinitization of arriving search

Bernard McGinn

The fraud of givenness

Customize family/relationships to individual/persons, NOT vice-versa

dispend

Schopenhauer → Mainländer

Superessential whylessness

The ruthless grace of the real

Metaphysical responsibility

We are (not) star-dust

Vernon Howard

Theological/thanatological non-experience

Negative equation ~ apophatic analogy ~ mystical discourse

Meher Baba

Impossible inevitability

pre(-e)vent

Resistance to the present

degauss

I’m not unforgiven, I’m repentless!

Tore off some advertising boards on the trees in my neighborhood

Hulk Hogan & Tony Hawk

If my daughter (when she’s ~ 15) were to say that her father is her best friend ever, would that be a great achievement of which I would be proud?!

19.2.24

BoOM – Biography of Ordinary Man

20.2.24

Humanism → Post-humanism → Anti-humanism → Non-humanism

Europanalysis

Theoretical attitude as higher-level praxis

Pragmatics is not ethics

Self(ish)-criticism

Creating a new humanity which is NOT afraid to be alone!

The non-participatory subject

Pro-alienation

Absolute insights

The infinite task of pure theoria

From passive wonder to mythology to rigorous science

The philosopher’s philosopher

The universal critical stance

The fortification of truth(-seeking)

21.2.24

The faith of the savage

Dark theory + horror films + metal music + pornography + Satanism = !?

Men are fucking & killing machines

I’m NOT the meditating monk, but the blackness that surrounds him!

I need to access all those parts of me that still remain hidden from myself

My cock is not a cobra, it’s a boa constrictor (by coalescing a million worms within)!

Moral injury

Seema Reza

Piper Perry & Talia Mint

A generic science of the human!

Cave → plough → stars → ? ……Ocean!

Spiritual functionary Vs. Rampant objectivism

Subjective science!

Life/-world

The objective spirit

Transcendental phenomenology

Ossified reality, reified destiny

Man as the cosmos’s self-reflection

Critical ~ emancipatory ~ destructive

Instrumental reason and traditional theory

Self-valorizing value

Formal sciences

Fact-collecting & fact-deriving theories

The dialectic of history & theory

A materialist account of the person

Dominant unreason & inhuman order

The main task of parenting is in getting out of the way, in the development of the child’s self-reflexive relationship (with herself), even as basic physiological needs are met adequately.

vanguardist position

Her skin glowed like white-hot coals

23.2.24

infomercial

The transparent Black

24.2.24

Whatever is (not) dangerous is (not) worth doing.

Debtor’s prison

High on fire ~ Power trip

Profane confession

Critical autobiography

How does transgression become liberty?

Opium-eater

Drug diary

fiend

I can withdraw so far into myself that I can observe my own body as a part of the “external world”

Solitude ~ rumination

Altered/distorted/augmented self-perception

Thomas De Quincey

Suspiria de profundis

The sensuous sign

New memories

25.2.24

flailing

“DON’T say it, JUST do it!” (But you’re still writing it 😜)

What does rebelling against LOVE look like?

FUCK your wife!

I AM (all those) that I AM

26.2.24

Asexual male ≈ Female

Speech as praxis → Silent action

Brutal (serpent!) honesty

frisky

Pornography Vs. Violence – which is more obscene (censorious)??

I can never worship you, the farthest I can go is to salute you

Joker ~ Gambler

The headless dancer

I am the (allegedly) deluded spouse

“I like Odin!” – Lisa Corrine

All’s well that ends.

Laudanum

Life (& death) is an open-book exam

lmao ~ Imho

How do you distinguish l & I?

If crash-&-burn is what you’re trying to do, then you’re not going fast enough!

The ground of all being ≈ one single human being!?

Can a soldier & civilian ever live together?? Yes! Until it ends in murder.

Do you have it in you? Well, there’s only one way to find out…

24 hours mute – starting NOW ⚠️

I believe all traditional spiritual techniques (E.g. Vipassana) are just extensions and reaffirmations of their respective dogma/agenda.
So, non-spiritual (or carnal/hedonistic) indulgence is actually superior (ironic) in the pursuit of truth for its own sake.

Love ~ fuck ~ kill

GOD is pure idea (with no actual existence)

The illusion of control and the facade of reality

27.2.24

pulchritude

Yes, I know now what mania is like! 😁

From salvation to salvaging

Making foolish attractive

Intrigued by garbage

Theory as scavenging

selving

Moby Dick ~ Hunting the Divine Fox (Robert Capon)

I think I’m trying to (stay) connect(ed) with a younger (version of) myself (~ 12-13!)

Profoundly grumpy 😅

A storyteller who hates the idea of “the healing power of stories”

Good hatred

Gnarly tension

Pulpy scepticism

Purple prose

Strong recommendation

Non-traditional superheroes

Intentional & strategic self-deception

Flying downward ~ the diving angel!

Ex child-stars

callow

bucolic

The quotidian gothic

Octopuses + garbage + trains

Analysis is NOT explanation

New Weird

World-fantasies

joestling

punt

Psychic tenor

Inventing realities & rules

Mucky contingency

You have to stay together for the kid(s), I don’t