Immanuel Joseph's Blog

26.3.22

– Limit idea, vanishing concept
– Delirious rhetoric
– Fundamental aporia
– prosody
– galvanism
– Irritating life
– Acentred thinking
– Intensive deformations
– alloplastic adaptation
– Determining subjective possibilities
– The life of ideas and the idea of life
– Stratifying life
– Determining subjective possibilities
– The organic machine
– The collective personality
– Biopolitical regulation

– Distinguish:
Fatigue
&
Lethargy

27.3.22

– I wanna stop torturing myself.
Can you help me?

– Distinguishing magma & lava:
Yes! This IS good enough.

– Why do you have a fever, Joe?

– Ultra-slow motion
Vs.
Ultra slow-motion

– Increasing quality by increasing quantity
Vs.
Increasing quantity by increasing quality

– After all this, do you still want LSD, Joe!?

– O GOD! I’ve mastered the art of staying still and prolonging things – time is losing track of me!

– A fantasy to fulfill all your realities
AND
A reality to fulfill all your fantasies

– Just doing, without thinking what you want

– The esoteric club of pronto-men

– Time is gonna return with a vengeance, and I’m gonna get raped!

28.3.22

– The problem with most people is that they are too sane!
3 ways to respond:
1. Radical theory
2. Use psychedelics
3. Make counter-cultural major decisions (work, partner & location)

3 stages of individuation:
1. Conformity/childhood – shaped by context
2. Reactionary/adolescence – rebelling against context
3. Creative/adulthood – independent of context!

Call to irrationality – against fear (in the form of money, morality & institutions)

– My language is a moving image

– zester
– carapace
– miscegenation
– trepan
– Alogical intervallic difference
– vespertine
– Björk
– Georg Trakl
– Lycanthropic vectors of impatience
– Henry Flynt
– veramusement; brend
– Concept art; anti-art activism; cognitive nihilism
– Dark Enlightenment
– Neo-reaction
– Post-capitalism
– unsublatable
– xeno-communication
– Positive death
– Undead agency
– hyperstition
– dividual
– Kathy Acker
– Theological sentimentalities ~ mythemes
– Transcendental miserablism
– twitted
– leftish
– suborn

– There are 3 levels of concern which are pulling me apart:
1. Social chores
2. Personal health
3. Ultimate matters
The tension is very real indeed! And I am tending to the more extreme vectors…
Where is this all gonna end?!

29.3.22

– 3 responses to this hard existence:
1. Get busy with “life”
2. Escape into a trance
3. Wallow in misery
What about doing your bit to make things better?? 🤪
Mix all – 1/3rd each!

– 3 different modalities of human life:
1. Social/institutional
2. Personal/relational
3. Cosmic/mystical
Mix all – 1/3rd each!

– Survive WITHOUT sacrifice
Adapt WITHOUT compromise

– Is it better to succeed at something petty, or fail at something great?

30.3.22

– Masochistic delectation
– Dismembered marionettes
– Atheist religions
– Boarish public
– stertorous
– stridulation

31.3.22

– tenebrous
– suffragette
– amatory
– decongeal
– pithecanthropoid
– amoebal
– ichor
– The invisible Sade

– politesse
frisson
Genteel poverty
canard

– Time seems to stand still, but it DOES move (albeit very slowly), and it WILL come to an end!

– The billionaire pornographer is the masked vigilante

– Life is an erotic horror show

– Fantasies of insanity

– Anonymous tip

– In Chthulhu, we live, move and have our being!

– Family trauma & genetic damage

– The ideal problem

– Then the CALL came, and everything changed!

– Catalyzing freak events

– I found angel hair on my body

– Weaponized boredom

– Decisively attack all the strings at once – Thaddeus Hogarth

– missive
greenhorn

– Hold on to your chair, as if you’re sitting on a roller-coaster…!

1.4.22

– vesanias
peremptory
autoscopy
Dynamized muscular lyricism
skein
Genuflecting in supernatural meditations
Wild mathematical anger
catachreses
pancalism
anacoluthons
alacrity
gid
Complexual synthesis
backformation
phylogeny
nonplussed
colonnade
peristyle
convoluted
turgescent
arrondissement
nave
funereal
stalagmite; stalactite
boxwood
boxholder
epaulet
lapel
beribboned
kermis
rubicund
cupola
caboose
squireen
secouristes

2.4.22

– randomizer

– The hourglass, cigarette & flower

4.4.22

– acerbic

– Metaporn

– She’s whispering in an alien tongue 😝!

– Still on the climb phase

– Zero Fucks Given
+
Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck
=
Zero gives a fuck!

– “Every cell in your body wants to blow it all up, and see what happens. That’s who you really are!” – Yellowjackets

– They must be “high”, right!?
Can anyone do this…, when “sober”?? 🤔

5.4.22

– Waiting for life

– Substancing abuses

– Tap on the hourglass to fully empty it

– Pataphysics

– Non-ethics – the ordinary/victim/minority

– Radicalizing the radical

– Concept cores

– From SciFi to PhiFi

7.4.22

– Angela Carter

– mummery
cosset
peal
bruin
fey
bricolage
tattle
chapbook
Post avant-garde
Self-published; small-press

– And you thought you’ve already been through Hell……! 😝

– banshee

– This is NOT masturbation, this is something ELSE!

– The more you benumb yourself to the common kinda pain, you will enter into more of this kinda pleasure

– Substances, language, gore
Ratings:
Distinguish A & R

– “Now if you’ll excuse me, I got 2 more dead people waiting for me!”

– Just breathe, baby. Say yes to new life.

9.4.22

– 2 voids are better (not greater) than 1!

– auto-fiction
brumous
recondite
arcane
sedulous
Re-reading & unbecoming
The disinterred text
Parentheses & interpolations
reliquary
grimoire
coda
elision
Coign of vantage
The decadent review
Internecine conflict
asymptote

– desultory
– portmanteau
– Professional beauties

10.4.22

– Distinguish:
Sun Ra
&
Sun O)))

11.4.22

– peat
– recto & verso
– pied-a-terre
– demitasse
– faux-naif
– dryad
– Intentional existence
– The grammatical >> the logical >> the real!

12.4.22

– R&R
funambulism

– Just try not to change anything
welcome to my room

– Sleepovers aren’t for sleeping!
Is that real snow or something else altogether?

– you gonna do all that to yourself
Fainting into dream pleasure

– Can you show me what it is like to be touched by smoke?

– How did that plant sprout from that rod?

– The mirror is a very thin veil indeed!

– Permanent consequences

13.4.22

– The great indoors

– The brutal dandy

– Criminalizing genius

– RAVEL the penelopean fabric

– Pleasure trail >> pleasure trial >> pleasure travail

– Saints of Nihil

– Sensuous criticism and hedonistic perversity

– Bezerkely
filigree

– From depression to decadence

– Charles Bernheimer

14.4.22

– 1 step forward, 1 step back
Is that the same as going around in circles?

– Azazel
Azathoth

– The tent of meeting remains in the midst of all your uncleannesses!

– “In the harsh light of the desert, these things are stripped bare to the life and love of God. In this light we can see the true weight and cost of saying no to God and each other.” – Rowan Williams on the Levitical scapegoat

15.4.22

– For this day, unto us has been given the corpse of GOD!
Good Friday, Philip Mainländer & Burning Man

– Debjani & Partha

– pigtail
curlicues
odeum

– Kim Kierkegaardashian

– My God! My God! Why have I forsaken you?

– elenchus
– doggerel

16.4.22

– trompe-l’oeil
– demimondaine
– “That trumpery hope which lets us dupe ourselves.”
– Unearthly characterizations
– Inhuman beauty
– Other-worldly analysis
– Poison-pen letters

17.4.22

– Josef Mitterer

– “If you were married to someone else, you’d be so fucking bored, you’d kill yourself!”

– Echo echo echo

18.4.22

– “The smell of nevermind at midnight, the Greeks had a word for that!”

– Being predicable
Circular grounding
Cancel culture

– Frenzy killing
ICU ~ Eye See You!
perp; vic

4.1.22

– I am your drug,
I am your insanity,
I am your salvation! 😈

5.1.22

– tripalium
– wend
– Arbeit macht frei
– factitious
– sylph
– The literary & the literal reality
– pleonastic
– curlicues
– chalet
– ubiquitize
– Spread fan
– frieze

6.1.22

– The biggest indicator of the fucked-upness of this world is in the great difficulty of making a decent living from the pursuit of one’s unique vocation.

– Just after I finished watching 3 episodes of “Dickinson” (Apple TV series), I got a call from a family member, reprimanding me for posting inappropriate texts in a WhatsApp group… 🤪

7.1.22

– Why is how important you are to me, so important for you?
Is this (what they call) love?

– Eternal malcontent
– From slaves without masters to masters without slaves
– ubuesque
– dacha

8.1.22

– A female poet ~ a male lesbian
😅
I told you I was a freak!
😈

– The first 3 episodes of Dickinson were amazing, but the next 3 fell flat!
Was it because I was stoned for the former and sober for the latter?
No!
Because the next 2 were again awesome, and I was not stoned……

– shippers

10.1.22

– A very slow and very painful extinction awaits the human race! And the most tragic thing is, it’s all our fault.

11.1.22

– Paul Thomas Anderson
&
Anthony Paul Smith

12.1.22

– Intense love
AND
Intense hate
AND
Intense lust
NOW that is what I call LIFE!

– Thomaz Szaz = jazzy
Baby Metal
Ghoul Writer

– Will you carry ~ marry ~ bury me?

– From erective to ejaculative to orgastic potency

– What we really want is the freedom to be unhappy

18.1.22

– How can a nihilist be self-righteous?

20.1.22

– Life & death
~ Sex & orgasm
~ Nausea & vomiting
~ Eating & shitting
~ Anger & violence
~ Desire & indulgence
~ Labor & delivery
~ Pain & pleasure

– The X factor!

– Life <–> literature <–> criticism
Poetry, Hölderlin & Heidegger
Fiction, Sade & Blanchot
Xxx, Immanuel & Joseph! 😈

21.1.22

– Can I touch your other breast while you feed the baby with this one?

– The trip within the trip within the trip

– Paperless warranty
derring-do

22.1.22

– perfidy
– peccary ~ skunk pig
– maw
– “I am not unique, I am double!”
– “I am not a dog, I am a wolf”

23.1.22

– repast
– manitous
– From furious to ferocious
– dissimulation
– omnibus
– Perfect ambiguity
– petrel
– Indignant complacency
– whinyard
– Fiesta bull
– impulsion
– ensemble

– Sometimes, the house is alive!

– Why haven’t my eyes exploded yet?!

– apperception
Rhadamanthys

29.1.22

– Isidor Ducasse
cretinize

31.1.22

– Irrational numbers
– The mathematics of uncertainty
– heterotopias
– ornaic

– aposiopesis
decanal
finé

– The imploding ego
Vs.
The exploding Man

– The magnetic force between Dipreesh is the driving power in my orgiastic work!

– “Forget all those numbers, Patch!” – Australian Open 2022 men’s singles final (Nadal Vs. Medvedev) commentary
The teleological suspension of the ethical!

– Batman (Nadal)
Vs.
Superman (Medvedev)
Dawn of History!

1.2.22

– “Kindness is hypocrisy!” – Leland Townsend

– recusant
Sovereign passivity
ret(roactive)con(tinuity)

3.2.22

– petulant/querulous

8.2.22

– récit
batrachian
baobab
basalt
immure
spackle

11.2.22

– seraglio
peccary

12.2.22

– Day-trippers
Retail therapy

13.2.22

– flaneur
Black swan
Anti-fragility

15.2.22

– The luminous night of the flesh

18.2.22

– fife

19.2.22

– turgid ~ tumid
put-upon

20.2.22

– antipode
oneiric
charger (horse)
wizened
pincers
vegetalism
impassivity

21.2.22

– புனை
மெய்நிகர்
தொல்லியல்

22.2.22

– epithalamium
volucrary
arachnean
homothesis
fabulation

23.2.22

– churlish

25.2.22

– concierge

26.2.22

– reservists

28.2.22

– perm

6.3.22

– tarp
drophead
“8 minutes is too long!”

– tauromachy
toreros

– Tanglish – why do I hate the mingling of languages (in colloquial usage) so much?

– What is the relevance or significance of (standing up for) the national anthem in the cinema theater, in today’s globalized world?

– Shameless self-loathing – The unredeemable

8.3.22

– NOW you know WHY you do it, Joe!

– Beata Undine

– Long, slow, undulating

17.3.22

– Minimal leakage
All the different feelings!
Courage is essentially public
Season of the witch – you gotta pick up every stitch
T(-Re)xxx
Make it twitch
If you wanna spit fire, then you must swallow it first!

– Volcano + lava = explosion
Volcano + explosion = lava
Lava + explosion = volcano
1 + 2 = 3 – 2 = 1

18.3.22

– What if you lived like you had all the time in the world!?

– Prayers for deliverance

19.3.22

– Sink into that chair
OMG! What are they doing to each other??
My time has almost come

20.3.22

– MEOW!
The pussy roars

10.12.21

• How to reduce tolerance to weed/life? (boredom/depression)
  How to increase the high from weed/life? (passion/joy)
• There is value/truth in the view/attitude that there is no meaning/purpose to life!
• Should parents respect their children?
• Live as if the world doesn’t exist (only-self)
  +
  Live as if the self doesn’t exist (only-world)
• Is the hedonist a rebel or a slave?
• fin-de-siecle
  auratic
  CAM – Complementary & Alternative Medicine
  tosh
  occulture

11.12.21

• skipfuls
  tetchiness
  T break
• “Voices” by Death Therapy
  It’s okay – Capon’s Gospel for Job – get on a mission to evangelize – Nothing really matters – you can relax NOW!
  ‘Tis the season to just chill……….
• From smoking man to Burning Man
• Distinguish:
  Life is boredom
  &
  Boredom is life
• “Look into her most holy place” – Inner Sanctum (xhamster)
  +
  “O Holy Night” – Seven Day Jesus
• If you knew you could die any moment, and the very next second, it would be paradise, HOW would you then live?! 🤪
  Small glimpses of the ultimate awakening – death!
• “Bitch, don’t kill my vibe”

13.12.21

• clastic
  impetrations
  theologoumenon
  anamnesis
  regula
  diegesis
  chthonic
  Prudential violences
  bacchante
  temenos
  amphiboly
  defatigation
  diremption
  roisterer
  atelic
  dissemble
  caducity
  inspissate

14.12.21

• Load-bearing
  The Christian New Age
• Nothing ~ everything ~ anything
  Childhood contemplation
• Simon Western + Lance Kair + Salome Divya (Immanuel) Joseph
  Yes, GOD IS with us!

15.12.21

• Gladiolated foreglimpse
  nisus
  hors-texte
  bournes
  grrrl!

16.12.21

• How/why/what does it feel like, to REST on your laurels?! 🤪
• There is another person here!
• The lava was building up……….

17.12.21

• Ideas as things, and things as ideas!
  The true subject as an object
  Vs.
  Subjectivity as Object
• Salome the SFG member
  Vs.
  Chellam/wife…

18.12.21

• Do you live with a psycho?
• The closest thing to UG’s natural state may be some hifalutin philosophy like OOO or Non-philosophy! 😜

20.12.21

• Non-human philosophy
  testy
  Turn fatigue
  21st century studies
  Action noun
  Substantial fads
• Reality ~ ontic ~ material ~ causal ~ subject of ~ world
  Truth ~ telic ~ substance ~ formal ~ object of ~ God
  The universal objectivity of the subject
  Every subject is also an object, and vice-versa… Hallelujah!
  Onticology & the two routes
• SFG – the intellectual/theoretical turn! 💘
  Theology ~ metaphysics ~ theory ~ metaphilosophy
• A friend is a gift you give yourself!
• Am I celebrating??
  Am I celebrating!?
  I am celebrating!?
  I am celebrating!!
• I can’t do this.
  As in, I am not permitted to do this.
  Or, I am not able to do this.
  Or……?
• What is it like to have woman inside you?
  What does it do?
• Hold it in in(de)finitely.
  Until it comes out all by itself.
• Deep lust – don’t be fooled by love!
• Reality/TV
  Reality TV
  Reality-TV
• Philosophy ~ preparing the joint
  Life ~ getting stoned
  (Or is it the other way around?! 😉)
  Learning to enjoy the former as much as the latter……!
• Bank robber killed!
  Sinister vocations
  Nightcrawler
  Right revolution
  Solo love

21.12.21

• Being life consciousness
  Is this linear or circular?
  Hierarchy (material) –>
  <– Worship (spiritual)
• “Better stay on top, or life will kick you in the ass!”
  Live in such a way that your self is much better than what the world requires.

22.12.21

• From the human-world to the world-human
  Weird realism!
  “Anything can happen at any moment for no reason whatsoever”
  How can you search for something, if you don’t even know what it is?!
  This is what we call time.
  Materialism is really an idealism!
  Spirit Vs. Word of the Law
  Onto-teleology
  The minimal human = the truly divine
  Existence/works/knowledge Vs. Experience/words/faith
• True Object ~ Law
  subject-objects – those under the Law
  real-true – history/culture
  The Subject – the minimal human & its disciples
  The fully human – thoroughly socialized persons
  The minimal human – those rare/few who know that the human is determined by the Real
• Hard Rock is heavier than metal!
• posse

23.12.21

• scholiast
  snot
  inveterate
  wordingses
  Hieratic movement
• The authoritative Hallucination
  Vs.
  The Solo fancies
• I forgot that I was found, so I am lost!

25.12.21

• Glad you asked!
• Sin/evil:
  Folly –> weakness –> wickedness

26.12.21

• gobsmacking

27.12.21

• imagineering
  Possible worlds
  Presence Vs. Power
  Modal discourses
  De dicto Vs. De re
• Sui generis
• “The state of affairs x is said to include the state of affairs y if it is impossible for x to obtain and y not to obtain. If it is impossible for both x and y to obtain, then each precludes the other. A possible world is simply a possible state of affairs that, for every state of affairs x, either includes or precludes x; the actual world is the one such state of affairs that obtains.”
  Can anyone explain this??
• Deflationist attitude
• Non-trivial definition
• Self-referentially incoherent
• Offset sentence

28.12.21

• The insistence (as opposed to existence) of GOD
  Faithful counter-signature
  Aleatory contingency
  Quasi-transcendental glass
  Angelus Silesius
  Ontological commitment and apocalyptic promitment
  sheeple

29.12.21

• Counter-intelligence
• stucco
• birdlime

30.12.21

• chiaroscuro
• Tableux vivant
• Petit bourgeoisie
• Philosophy is nothing but negative theology,
  And theology is nothing but positive philosophy!
• kulturkritic
  supersession

31.12.21

• Ontological rearrangement through the greatest video-games of all time!
• What happens to the phallus (finite order) when it swallows the void (infinite chaos)?
• decolonisation
• usure
• discountenance
• yokel
• minuet
• hobble
• Tarting up
• Ravachol & Caraquemada
• Lacenaire & Bonnot
• Irrelevant struggles
• Debilitating rhythms
• Pataphysical pisspots
• Weft & warp
• hoppers

1.1.22

• gendarme
• arête
• constabulary
• Which is better – to be a minion of a great power, or an independent person of moderate stature, or the one at the top of a hierarchy?
• High altitude desert
• Gespenst phenomenon
• specular
• agnate
• pedentive
• samezdat ~ self-publishing
• Services Without Specificity
• Personal verification
• brass
• effrontery
• stumper
• Gallic
• Theories, counter-theories & anti-theories
• Sick hoaxes of mistaken identity
• décolletage
• A linguistic bestiary of David Foster Wallace
• Neologic conjugation
• fulvous ~ tawny
• Maybe I should read Lance Kair like I do David Foster Wallace……!? 🙃
• piss-colored
• jowls

• Concept illustrations

• Fringe ~ dangerous

• Marxophobia

• pizzled

• Counter-society

• Nothingness (>> Being) >> Existences

• Absolute nothing as infinite potential

• Nothingness is not (just) nothing

• THIS is all (there is). Everything else is NOT.

• Google DOESN’T know what “Amalodbhavi” (Telugu) means!
  ?Immaculate conception?

• The meaning of “Nike”

• Why does work feel like rest, and rest feel like work??

• Passive attention

• spiritual/exercise

• Growing (into divinity) by becoming less (than human)!

• will o’the wisp

• plinth

• soused

• Bermin completed all the stages of Duet (android game)!!!

• vade mecum

• mud-warrens

• girder

• majuscule

• Ursula Leguin

• Peyote

• Azurite

• decamp

• possum

• manor

• appetency

• churl

• scholiast

• hothouse

• pennant

• nunnish

• argonauts

• portcullis

• fantods

• Leadership teams

• Unconscious leadership

• Courage, vision & charisma

• Clinical leaders

• Leadership mafia

• exercitant

• utile

3.12.21

– bon mots
– badinage
– impresario
– dowager
– ingenue

– Pleasure is a poor substitute for freedom!!!

– Balancing 3 modes:
1. flesh
2. spirit
3. social

– Pay your debt to the flesh before you can indulge the spirit!

– Longing for desire

– Boredom is a problem only for those who don’t want to be bored!

– The animals are enlightened, because they are turned on by “evil” (another stupid word)!
They are perfectly fallen (unlike us)…

8.12.21

– perquisite
– renumerative
– sybaritic
– intray