Immanuel Joseph's Blog

13.9.22

The coal-face of transformation

Why & how to read difficult texts

Sustainable consumerism
Epistolary melodrama of failure
Independent relation of supreme intensity
Nature as sheer serviceability/standing reserve
Bloodthirsty godesses

The Stonewall Riots
Juvenal deliquency
Constitutional law
Positive secularism?
Low theory & eccentric archives

Discontents ~ criminals ~ malcontents ~ rodents
“Mal Content” by Evelynn + “Rats” by Ghost
Wildlings among domestic animals

What would 400 Blows as an adult story look like?
What is the adult version of family & school?

Against nature, for the sake of Nature!

Evil children

Stealing from thieves

poser
shiatsu

Any pornstars on LinkedIn?!

Uma Jolie tattoo

14.9.22

In(tro)verts

What is the “relation” between divorced spouses?

Oblomov(ism) – to move or to stay!
epopt
spry
gaiter
overshoe
cenotaph
caduceus
chatelaine
pecca fortiter
Metaphysical grief

15.9.22

Chocolate & Foxy
Kusuma & Chalumiya
Emmanuelle & Josephine

Feverish dreamer
Adverse genres
Invented coterie
Inverted relationships
Anarchist bankers
Paradoxical inspiration
Nietzschean indiscipline
Atheistic/aesthetic ascetic
Transmuting certainties
The value of logic Vs. The logic of value
The duty of a useless amphora

The artist as meta(physical)-activist

exordium
Neopaganism
mead
heteronym
paronym
Moonlighting Vs. Gaslighting

Pessoa writes like the stoned Joey boy! 😉

My 2 eyes are two bi-sexxual females
We waited a decade for this!
Make her expire……….

Artiste → philosopher → scientists → activism

immanueljoseph(.com) ~ sweetsinner(.com)

16.9.22

Is Ken Wilber a Kantian?? The tabular columns (categories) look familiar…

I’m moving from an arm-chair thinker, to straitjacket philosopher! 😜

17.8.22

doyen

How do you keep on living when you have lost all sense of value?

I am not able to find G. C. Mckay’s pessimism reading session (Last Messiah by Peter Zapffe) with a small group (on YouTube)

Compensate for philosophy with pornography! (Or is it the other way around?)
The Devil’s 15 minutes
Why don’t we do this together instead!?

Kathy Acker Vs. Catherine Akkermann

“Is that how you yourself want to be treated?
Ok I’ll give it to you ….
Let’s see …
You are embarrassing yourself.
Fantasy is not a real option Jxxx. It is unbecoming for you to be one. A fantasist.
You are corear Fantasy is the exact opposite of what I suggested. Running away from pain and hiding oneself in false narratives.
You have found a great narrative . The one that says no narratives exist. Perfect hiding place. But i see you. Look at your amazing potential ! Hidden. Hiding . When a man as intelligent and capable of leadership such as yourself is rotting in a philosophical backwater that justifies cowardice, and inaction what are his friends to do?!
The house is on fire , people are dying and the man says let it burn, in fact let’s make sure it gets hotter. Read an A level ecology text book. If your philosophy allows you to place your opinions over scientific theory and evidence all you prove is a hidden arrogance . If a patient is ill you treat the root cause or you break your oath to do no harm. Flat. Simple as that . The only case where provocation has a purpose is in outing idiocy .
I once wished the world to collapse that human civilisation would destroy itself .
But it’s a weed smokers teenage fantasy . I know cos I was one when had it .
No one can live by that philosophy. There’s zero integrity in it. It’s childish.
Sorry to be blunt , but I’m not going to help you screw yourself out of politeness.
It either will burn itself out in you , or you will burn out in it.
That is the Truth.
I suggest you deal with your pain like an adult instead.
And that’s a concrete suggestion, with an offer of support attached.
You want to discuss life with me, fine, but you need to quit your addiction to nihilism first .
Otherwise what’s the point. You are spinning your tires in the mud.
If you have a real response to what I’m saying table it.
If not . Back down. You are totally outgunned . I know your position and it is based in and justifies flagrant irresponsibility.
Your my friend .
But Jesus you are in need of more help than Sxxx. At least she has never given up on Life. Wtf.
—-
There’s some stoking for you. Enjoy!”

19.9.22

My destiny path number (Numerology based on birthdate) is 9 – LETTING GO!

scry
obstreperous
selving
carp
dish (v.)
crip
tarp
psycho-geography
Shag carpet/rug
calisthenics
faze
transitive
manning/girling
diorama
plinky
introjection

Immersion journalist
Psychedelic apperception
Temporary non-existence
Generic non-place
Acquisitive animals
kleptoparasite
auto-plagiarism
Genre & gender
Disjecta membra
Artist’s excrescence
Conceptual art
LambdaMOO
Obscurantist punks
Trans-learning non-gender
Bull dykes
Vulgar theory
Techno-erotics
Conceptless bodies
Nonpunctual/orgasmic rhythms
Penetrating the male body
Female excrescence
Corporeal communism
Prepress copy
Machine/technology as third gender
Emotional values
Jewish supremacy
Art Deco
Noble blood

What a dysphoric dream – shifting, dropping, losing & searching for, things

Certificate of incompletion

Instead of trying to force yourself to do what is right/good using sheer will, try to think about how you can tap into certain things that already turn you on, and channel the (already existing) motivation toward envisioned future pathways……!

WOW! Is McKenzie Wark my sex/flesh-mate?! What’s that?? It is a “soul-mate” or “twin flame” who is more your bodily twin/partner than a psychological/spiritual/romantic match. I used to say I am a male lesbian, which is still true…… Remember?

Logic ~ language ~ flesh
Flesh ~ language ~ logic
Reverse fuckery – enchant ~ pervert ~ redeem ~ upgrade

Wark & Acker’s adventure reminds me of my pornodelic travels. E.g. Trying to create a pussy by making my dick go numb with pleasure. Very horny, and almost completely flaccid……

How spiritually refreshing & liberating it is, to read this intellectual porn!

Alternatively opening & closing, rising & falling, expanding & contracting

Smokers cough – should I back down or push through?? You spent so long staring into the abyss/void, now are you shocked that the attraction/gaze was mutual!?

They (want to) make me ashamed of who I am, because they are (already always) ashamed of themselves

It’s a great idea to watch the first episodes of different serials… in succession!

Can you inhabit her body, just by being very still, and intensely focusing your desirous gaze on it? Is it really impossible for me to become a lesbian teen? What an achievement, to take an indubitable fact and convert it into a naughty & provocative just-out-of-reach prospect… I am great indeed.

So what’s wrong with being an exhibitionist, especially in a society of prudes?

Symmetry is an illusion

I feel glad (or at least consoled) that all those people are having such a blast, even though almost everyone around (including me) is merely scraping through…

Distinguish: Wealth & Sophistication

20.9.22

louche
rakish
jaunty
antipodean
Riding crop
Going Dutch
doe
dirigible
Desultory pottering
Elemental swerve
fly ring

Being answerable to different sovereignties

21.9.22

Camel >> lion >> child
Becoming ~ overcoming ~ creating
Endurance >> destruction >> innocence
“It is so, for thus I willed it!”
Positive meaninglessness
Beyond escape/denial/sacrifice of life
The Overwoman – constellation of godesses
Pagan mythopoiesis as methodology
Rousseauean night
Beautiful errors
Temporal/open metontology
Ontic concern
Withdrawal of being
Groundless ground
The aesthetic interpretation of science

From naïve optimism to joyful pessimism

Is WHY the most important question when it comes to Walter Benjamin’s (or anybody’s) suicide? Is every suicide also a murder, like Benjamin’s?

“Jesus! We rebuke you, in the name of……”

Being: From Ontology to Ontic
Ontic: Distinguish – Metontology & Meontology ~ Heidegger & Nishida

Was Heidegger an undercover Bonhoeffer!? Spiritual assassin??

Sensation + imagination = understanding
Reason as the transcendental facade of temporal imagination

Who is your significant other, spiritually? Is it me?

A THOUSAND plateaus: I KNOW what THAT means!
DGtized
“Sounds like someone who is worth killing, slowly and many times over… “

2 pairs of twins – where do we go from here!?

22.9.22

Advanced emotions

Monastic leadership and formation process
FROM the one who makes it happen, TO holding a space where it can happen
The coaching confessional
Brokenness as crucial ingredient/catalyst for transformation!
Unemployed male single parent
Fascinated by WHY things didn’t work
Actually, we have more in common than not!
Climate coach

scrum

I am a coach who doesn’t believe in coaching – death-coach! 😁

Intellect-(ual erect)-ion

NUUXS ~ NWXS

23.9.22

Entheogenic lifestyle

The SFG is a strategy to destroy all idols, but it must also beware of becoming the ultimate idol!

I am the (pregnant) void in the lives of these (barren) cluttered people

oafish
seemliness

What is behind the pop cultural obsession with serial killers?

dildocentrism
Transcendence as an illusion within immanence
differend
Phrase universe
Being qua event
The 4 poles of a phrase
A middle without beginning or end
Being as lack/inconsistency/conflict/vagueness
Beyond dialectical becoming
Phrase-event – the inapprehensible presentation of being
Metalinguistic phrase
situable
From intentional (human) it to occurrence (non-human)
de-anthropologize
The space-time – matter/energy idiom
From syntax to parataxis
Distinguish: Presentation (the content of a phrase) & Situation (the fact of the phrase)
Passage apparatus – From sensation to determinant judgment via intuition
Heterogenous regimens/genres
Pertinent/opportune/just (albeit arbitrary) linkages
The disunited subject
The Kantian facultary subject
Reflective judgment
Logically prior
The sublime sentiment
Imagining the unrepresentable
qu’il y a
Proper perceptual distance
The culture industry/art market
The intractable remainder of the irresolvable dispute among the faculties
Theoretical apathy
On perpetually shifting ground
A melancholy teetering on the edge of nihilism
Pure multiplicity
Secondary literature
Being/reality ~ house of truth ~ human essence
Prefatory poem

Pure being when perceived (humanly) is nothingness – the non-human (cosmos) seems to us as anti-human (indifferent)!

Body & space; Mind & time – which is prior?

Non-substantial psychedelics

I am a Nietzschean, reading a book on Nietzsche Vs. Kierkegaard, written by a Kierkegaardian. I am a Lyotardian, reading a book on Lyotard Vs. Badiou, written by a Badiouian. Or, maybe I’m just dropping name-bombs! 🤪

What does the question “What is the meaning of life?” entail?

My reading philosophy is totally useless, because it is neither practically helpful in improving the quality of my life (or spiritual work), nor am I an academic philosopher, when it would have professional/economic value. Is the pursuit of truth at least enjoyable? Anyway, IDGAF! Wasting time is a good way to spend life, as long as it’s NOT the same as what most people are doing……

Phoenix/firebird

24.9.22

The fire-lion flies!

scion
potboilers

Independent spectatorship
Anti-anthropocentric, personalist cosmo-morphism
The ontology of cinema
Catholic dissident
Perceptual displacement & perpetual rejuvenation
Tragic optimism (Bazin) Vs. Atheist nihilism (Sartre)
From revenge to reciprocity
Nonindifferent ~ transformable

What comes AFTER (the ecstasy) is what really matters – bliss/peace.

26.9.22

Is being a politician the most thankless job in the world?

Dreams:
SW is visiting our home. And the toilet has a dirty puddle of water filled with cigarette buts! Could anything be more embarrassing/awkward?
Appa is sitting in the hall, talking loudly on the phone. Stally has urinated all over the place and relaxing! I am furious/disgusted……

Is there anything in between the 2 opposites – a third (mediating) element? Or is multiplicity more realistic than dualism?

Should we have a competition for the greatest tribute of all time, for someone like RF?! 😜

Who has the right to disturb me? Who do I have the right to disturb? Is love ~ non-disturbing support??

27.9.22

Archeiropoietic/parthenogenetic/indexical/iconic ~ resemblance without contact and contact without resemblance ^ analogical sign based on a mix of fact & hallucination # in this respect, Bazin’s photography enjoys a cosmological dimension, with Nature taking over the role of artist.!?,

28.9.22

Obsidian
Obitual
Romain Gavras
banlieue
Overflowing sewage
Extreme ease

Is it okay to be a silly, stupid & sullen person?

I know why Dean Moriarty abandoned Sal Paradise in Mexico (“On the Road” – Jack Kerouac) – flirting with the Devil! Dean commits moral suicide & murders their friendship, in order to make a great writer out of Sal – the aesthetic justification of death.

Which is more difficult – mastering an art-form or inventing a new art-form? What kind of stupid question is that!

The new (dis)order of things

“Live without pretending, live without offending, live without defending” (Where did you see this tattoo?)

Experts at winging it

“I am the source of your self-destruction”

29.9.22

Introvert ~ intellectual ~ leader

SFG is a micro-nutrient, like Vitamins & minerals – it is vital, required in very small quantities, but has huge effects if deficient!

Immersion >> swimming/floating >> walking on water!

Bai Lan – Bartleby lives!

Expenditure observers

Digging deep – I make my bed six feet under “rock bottom”!

Janus – are pessimism/depression and achievement/heroism, 2 sides of the same coin, of spirituality?

Before trying to answer “Who is the real Shiv Sena?”, we need to ask “What does the ‘real Shiv Sena’ mean??” And even before all this, “Are these questions ‘really worth’ asking?!” 😜

I hope you are aware that the pursuit of pleasure will also (proportionally) increase the pain, Joe……!

Sometimes, one can have more/better solitude, when with certain others.

scarify

30.9.22

The ek-sistence of man
The myth of consciousness ~ the illusory distinction of subject/object
From Philosophy (technical) to thinking (essential)
Ontological difference
From HOW things/beings are >> WHAT things/beings are >> THAT things/beings are!
Beyond the weight of beings and metaphysical representations, is BEING
Being as the concealed clearing ~ the nearness of Being ~ human essence
Toward a non-metaphysical humanism
Open resistance to humanism
Ethics as attunement to the Logos (Truth/destiny/law of Being)
The thrownness of Dasein

SHIT happens = shit happened + shit is happening + shit will happen!
S-H-I-T = Shit Happens In Time
Amen.

Bodhisattva – a pearl for swine

From language to music

Tang Ping; Gen Z; Quiet quitting; idler; slacker; Hustle culture
Reverb Nation; Dark pop

I was forced to re-treat from the retreat… Really?!

1.10.22

Spiritually hurt-retired

The chief purpose of marriage is mutual support when sick ☝🏾

What you do is right, and what you don’t do is wrong. Fuck yeah! 🤟🏾

Non-work ~ anti-work

Ghosts ~ memories ~ fragments
Abysmal freedom
Infinite approximation amid the flux of becoming
Plato-nic love
Conditions of impossibility
Hypomnemata; erinnerung
adventuress
Traces of something that never existed
Inexplicable intimations
Irreducible polysemy
The texture & sheaf of differánce
Deconstructing spatial & temporal difference/deference
A middle voice between active & passive
Metaphysical substantiality
Language minus speech; Speech minus language
Langue & langage
Repressing the multiplicity of the self
obviate

Is Derrida an analytic or continental philosopher?

Two thumbs way up!!!

2.10.22

tintinnabulation

3.10.22

How much of what we do when awake is actually unconscious!?

It only gets harder from here 😁

In order to float, you must be ready to relax, and let yourself sink

The ultimate peak has the retrospective effect of illuminating each step of the climbdown with gold!

4.10.22

Don’t change the world, just change world!
The real Pattaya was my 1,001st
This is both too high and too low, so it’s perfect

5.10.22

“Men” (2022) – JC is willing to do anything to make you love him! But, will he succeed?? He killed himself because you rejected him. Now at least, will you love him!? What would it take to get this money off my back?

7.10.22

gunwale

8.10.22

Horror as fertility inversion
The subordination of all things human to biological reality
The horror-comic dialectic

XUAR
medlar
rueful
Sexual misadventures
Indefatigable gameness
joie de vivre
Incorrigibly macho
Rabelaisian tropes
Gotterdamerung
dyingness

9.10.22

It can NEVER be a sin, to relax TOO hard!
en gros
It is my mission to share my sadness with you. To make you suffer with, in & through me!

10.10.22

Aesthetic dictatorship
Scientific morality ~ moralistic science
Irrationalists
Life Vs. Reason
Philosophy & women
The possibility (& impossibility) of all things
Making improbable assertions, while amidst the guardians of rectitude, and defending oneself in the court of public opinion

Is Shestov a Leo or a Lev?

Falling in love Vs. Making sense

Distinguish:
Sadness & Suffering
“Depression” is a lie! Or is it?

“Somewhere I belong” by Linkin Park – I have experienced the very same feeling (suffocating groundless grief) that inspired songs like this – is this just the same as the consumer getting a taste of the creator’s affect through his/her work, or is it another beast altogether?

montage
Self-misgivings
Facsimiles of life
grift
reason-ing-s
Empirical unnecessities
Genealogical unmasking
Consistent scoundrels
Is universal validity worth pursuing?
Facetious niceness
The secretly selfish
Agatha van Helsing
Dogmatic uncertainty
Ill-legitimate desires
The black pill
Immoderate curiosity
“The diary of a superfluous man”
Eternal tentativeness
The cult of lawlessness
The inevitable, the accidental and the casual
Instant classic
De-anglicization
Wilfred Bion
antilogy
Suicide survivors

Taking pride in my own pain & depravity ~ masochistic mastery!

Even the thought that nothing is new, is an old one

Are the most important issues always also the most difficult problems?

I refuse to be bullied into giving definitions (by this puny super-ego)

Should I reject all spiritual technologies?

The powerful/majority says, “whoever is not with us is against us.” While the powerless/minority says, “whoever is not against us is for us.”

Moods >> judgments 😜

Do you even know how things ought to be, let alone being able to make them so……!?

Victimhood >> vengeance >> morality >> resentment >> depression

Laws >> principles >> rules

Maybe (my) confusion & frustration is the healthiest thing there is (for humans)!

Do nihilism & narcissism go together?

The 4 options:
Upset about being upset
Serene about being upset
Serene about being serene
Upset about being serene!

Mubi is calling me, but I stumble over Netflix! And of course, Xhamster is hiding somewhere there too……

Self-deception Vs. Self-destruction – is there another way (out)?

Neurosis, psychosis and sociosis

11.10.22

Limited cultural identity and life horizon
Self-evidencing truths
Phenomenological reduction
Non-self-evident difference
mauvaise foi

The ethical is higher than the aesthetic, but the latter is closer to the religious!

Should I try to reduce my suffering or not? Should I have faith in my suffering, and go on affirming it, even though I cannot see any value in it?

12.10.22

Concealment/Apollonian/defeat Vs. Clearing/Dionysian/victory

13.10.22

Inverted simulators
Non-believing Catholic
Aseptic simulacra
Aufklärung
Demystifying the apocalypse
Enlightenment & obscene speech
Nuclear strategy is a literary problem (Derrida)
Fata Morgana
Theorize ~ fictionalize
The massification & diaspora of theology
Reproduction Vs. Production
Dark pop
A higher melancholy
(A)typical (anti-)psychotics

The beginning of the beginning; the end of the beginning; the beginning of the end; the end of the end

Reality creates fiction; fiction creates reality; reality annihilates fiction; fiction annihilates reality

The absolute limit is also the original foundation

The flow of time Vs. The ticking clock

Wordless worlds and worldless words

What is the difference between saying “Watching traffic IS an ecological duty” and “watching traffic AS ecological duty”?

7.8.22

Aporetic dialectics

Pure sensations

Unphilosophie

Logical suicide – why do people NOT kill themselves?? 🤔

Indifferentism

8.8.22

Where is your power-pack?

Am I having a headache?

9.8.22

Why won’t you COME to Westworld, Joe??
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/come

10.8.22

Professional cribbers

Indian English

Quasar pair

People who use drugs (PWUD)

Special Interest Groups (SIG)

Controversy analysis

Moral entrepreneurs

itemization

Prohibitionists Vs. Reformists

Pseudo-neutrality

Researchers < – – > science

Distinguish:
Victim & Captive

skyhooks

Truth Vs. Becoming

The undeniable is also the unendurable!

Anarchism as active nihilism
Pessimism as passive nihilism

Physiological decadence

European Buddhism

Overcoming the desire to overcome

German philosophy Vs. Russian literature

Revolutionary love
Positive annihilation
Double failure
Mythology of reason
Enlightenment >> nihilism >> ideology
Abstraction >> reification >> commodification

Hateful cheer

oblomovism

propaedeutic

Apocalyptic Heideggerianism

The essentially disappointing logic of redemption

12.8.22

43!

War is the paradigmatic civil/internecine event!

factoids

A lifetime of revisionary scholarship

13.8.22

Ideologies of experience

Moving closer to perfect failure

I AM pearl among swine!

introjection
supplice
Coercive fantasies
Extreme & stringent ideas
Criticism as resistance
protoself

Emotional values

Primary, secondary & tertiary literatures

14.8.22

Zombie Manifesto

Future nostalgia

Unburied corpse

Public toilet

pointillist

Unpoor beggar

Hivemind ~ groupthink

Cringe-worthy horror-comedy

15.8.22

lectern
dilatory

Alexander & Ann Shulgin

The truth of power
Vs.
The power of truth

I wanna know what it’s like to be “young & dumb & full of cum” again!

Silence is MORE than just the absence of words – it is the PRESENCE that destroys all sensations, thoughts, emotions, images, memory, knowledge, etc.

(The reality of) NOTHING >> (the concept of) nothingness

Evolution of sensibility

Polemical zeal

Sarcastic genius

Antoine Roquentin

Recursion & iteration

Scandalous superfluity

Mysterium tremendum et nauseans!

Why does anything exist ~ how can this not exist – ??

Consciousness + Nothing = nausea (not emptiness!) → ZoZoba the Bruddha!

The metaphysical fuckery of the cosmic jester

16.8.22

The pitiless witness

Distinguish: Superficial & Superfluous

quid-pro-quo
terre-a-terre
bidet
raffish, rakish
aperitif
eiderdown
paling, palisade
Childish stupefaction
Nothing new!
proctor, invigilator

Why is it so hard to just give up!?

Suicidality & feminine literature

“I need to see the truth before it’s too late…”

Bad romance
Bad conscience
Bad faith
boggle
Sweetish sickness
Hand-nausea
Self-abandon
Disconsolate state-us
Miserly sufferer
Magnetic clowning
manikin
The worst excesses of seduction
sexpressiveness
Hilarious absurdity
Magisterial dupe
Constant betrayal
Asiatic principalities
False reflections
Ridiculously touching
Uncertain light
Ambiguous charm
Cold clarities of supreme self-contempt
Half-mad magician
intriguers
Christian sentiments
Nonplussed – confused & unperturbed

Touch-screen – keep your eyes on the (exact/current button of the) keyboard when typing, and go steady (neither fast nor slow)……!

Is sobriety just another effect of a universal hallucinogen?

empathogen/entactogen

https://doi.org/10.2307/2928831

Dostoevsky’s Nasty Story

I hate speed!

Do adults ever get “bored to tears”??

17.8.22

Erotic Coleridge
Death of D. H. Lawrence
intestate
The institution of famous last words
lugubrious
Gallows humor
Literary consumptives
Critical heritage
Blithe economizing
Passionate psychologist

The flight from the self

Saw ~ saying
effete
Rich shoal
Disappearing worlds
Sharp reserve
fray

The unnameable lust

Sardonic relish

wahnstimmung
baroque
Irreconcilable dualisms
Mad time
phantasmagoria

18.8.22

The beggar outside my door is waiting for Godot…

You can hear me, but I’m not here!

Nothing is possible, and everything is impossible, but……!

Enough ~ snuff ~ Nuf

mnemic
Subversive loyalty
Erotic fractures
prinzip
Pleasure (psychoanalysis) and destruction (deconstruction)

Erotic practices
Vs.
Annihilate alterity

Sociality Vs. Sovereignty

Redeeming cruelty

Parapraxis ~ interference ~ failure

Differance, repetition & representation

Presence & trace
Conflictual (as opposed to harmonious) field

19.8.22

Slow-race

Convenience ~ conviction

Holy love ~ eros-agape ~ sacrifice-cruelty

Recreating (my memory of) the past, in order to open up the future

Orgy >> 4D body

I code the story-teller

You have made my world/life into a game!

Waiting/trying/hoping to fall asleep – canceling the indefinite postponement of death

Exercising the injured limb!

You must open your mouth to give up the ghost, bro.

Desiring pleasure & shunning pain → de-detached observation → shunning pleasure & desiring pain → integrating pain & pleasure!

De(toxing in)-toxication

Before we can become friends, you need to be my slave…

In order to become trans-human, you must first invent the non-human

Agonistic friendship

Is evil the root of freedom, or is freedom the root of evil?

pars pro toto
Disease of the will
monogram
cypher
hendiadys
Absolute subjects and total victims
Crimes of obedience
Mediocre demons & pastoral power
The Dostoevsky paradigm of evil
The ultimization of the will-to-life

20.8.22

advertorial
excise (n.)
In lieu

The good news of ad-blocking!

diablerie

21.8.22

Negative sum game

Universe, metaverse, multiverse… And, VERSE!

Outrageous & paradoxical vindication

GOD @ Apollo Hospitals!

Sophia Saint ~ Sinn Sage

The play of light

22.8.22

Dealing with difference produces pain, and depending on (the willingness to increase) our capacity for suffering, we evolve (both as individuals, relationships & groups)!
Here again, the question is, “Is this WORTH it??” ☝🏾

The body IS the void, which transcends time & space

Where do we go from all these orthodoxies??

Matter & matters

Ontic miasma
Hitopadesha; Panchatantra
canny
colophon
The absolute future and the future present – the New Vs. The next
Overlapping & contested temporalities
impassioning
Non-confessional theology
Non-salvific eschatology
Necrotic faith
Rabbinical poetics
Khôra
Divine inexistence
A/theological materialism
Pre-philosophical crisis of authority
The law of unintended consequences
meta-discourse
Money & value
Alternative pieties
Liturgy of everyday life
Hermeneutical discernment
Epigenesis; epigenetics
Plastic religion
The human, machine, animal and the reject

STOP trying to, unfuck yourself &/or, save the world. Instead, learn to affirm anything & everything (including the desire/compulsion to set everything right)…

The critical task of responding to the gratuitous gift

23.8.22

escrow
worthies
embargo
Cross-subsidy

yogini
Integral Dynamic Therapy
Contemplative Psychology
Meditative psychoanalysis
The smart Vagus
The hermeneutics of silence
Art deco

lout
fret-saw
soughing
Body horror
Dark religiosity
Dress rehearsal of the end
Abject alien
Riddle of the sphinx
Common-coin reasons

Slow & heavy ~ metal ballads

24.8.22

Natural born killer
Murder & authenticity
Destroying false continuity
Attention. Attention!
Post-disciplinary works
Critical imaginations

“How (s) low did you go, to get that high? “

I can see her fantasies!

Hurt ~ shame/guilt

No regrets, no hesitation

Always dying, never dead

Come join us, and get cancelled!

gneiss
esculent
stucco
reconnoiter
The backward abysm of our bio-existential situation

Very VERY gentle exercise

Good vamp(ire)s

Reading as performance – am I consuming or creating content right now??

25.8.22

Transcending the comic/tragic narrative divide via cosmic/mystic horror!

Over-the-top vileness
contra naturam
intercontextualize
gashead
martyrology
bricolage
Vaporing coves
Fear of contamination
Esoteric pleasures
Occult processes
Sudden takeover
Biomorphic fate
Tartarus
Physiological credibility
Painless sufferings
Loathsome implications
Mortal coil
Word choice
Sublimating strategies
Organic apprehension
Charnel houses & mortuary vaults
Virtual morbid
docu-drama
Superannuated castle
danse macabre
Archetypal functions
Informatic paradigms

Outraging the gods

I have invented a novel method of self-crucifixion – exquisite torture!

Un-planning ~ Ur-vision

Perverting, subverting & distorting (the notion of) beauty

Do you think you can indulge reading/watching/hearing all this “sick stuff”, and get away with it, Joe!? But isn’t this carnal/human/contradictory life itself an abomination??

Thanatological erotomania

The Gothic (horror)
Vs.
The Greek (tragedy)

Suspense as a fertilizing strategy

I am nauseated by the common sedatives

Fight or flight – 3rd way – distinguish stand (defiant rage) & freeze (sheer panic)

Ageing as universal/normal disease

Halloween for adults

Rooted in the sky – delving into the very basis/source of experience, often seems/feels like escapism!

Is it true that the intellectual/nihilist is closer to the enlightened greats, than the common/moral folk?

redolence
The politics of suicide
archaism
Annihilation ~ transcendence
Idealised mass-self
passé problematic
Modern afterlives
The progressive embodiment of natural negation
ownmost
Being-toward-death
Factical possibilities
Excess ~ destruction

Passive defiance

26.8.22

The broken – and soon to be empty – hourglass

War-games

Dope-amine! 😜

Immersive reading (Kindle Whispersync for Voice) + active reading (Liquid Text)

Organize your workspace and automate your workflow

Document/source + workspace/context

27.8.22

Successful parasuicide
Cosmic roulette
The neuro-dynamics of anger
Grief work
Traumarama
Prepackaged shame

I need a Bluetooth speaker that stays in the air at exactly the position I place it in…

CAN anything (good) come out of this??

I am the silence that covers everybody else around me

28.8.22

Olympians Vs. Titans

Finished the Mubi Top 1000 yet, Joe?! Should I resolve or should I not??

She is my ego

Modern rationalism Vs. The tragic sublime

The noble lie of reason

Do NOT look at the screen (other than the keypad), when typing!

Breathe-ing (as) exercise

Tactical exertion as the means, with relaxation as the goal

Erasing the gap between (what) is and (what) ought

Future ~ end ~ beginning

Citizen journalists
Wild-card entry

“We are condemned to hope”
“I am lost, because I am free”

29.8.22

gulch
jawing

Kafka’s Metamorphosis, UGK’s calamity….. and waking up to the human condition!

The counterfeit doubles

31.8.22

retrench
Wage bubble
Basis points

Bad miracles

The aesthetics of leadership

Smokers Anonymous

Nope, Northman!

“Cut the thread of fate” – the deficiency of subjective purposiveness in the pursuit of freedom

The tragic absolute

Fundamental criticism is philosophy

Freedom transfigured by mortality

Nihilism Vs. Scepticism

The necessary illusion of harmonious opposition

Reason Vs. Nature – Identity is NOT Being!

Moralization/romanticization of Reality

The only way to access the REAL is via a “free play” between the Imaginary and the Symbolic

Succeeding in death, by failing at life!

Who told you that men and women belong to the “same species”?!

Intellectual intuition ~ emotional understanding

Dissolution as freedom – embracing (our failure to master) the Overwhelming/Sublime!

coterie
paratactic
Future perfect – “this will have been true”
Supreme madness and prophetic speech
feuilleton
Originary moment
exergue
Vision quest

From the Word of GOD to voices of the Gods

Prefigured fate and transfigured resolution

1.9.22

Retreat, or surrender!

stickler
berserker
Shock troop
moccasin
seeress
Honorable failure
Revenge consumption
hyper-lapse
NFTs
Gig economy
Inflicting pleasure
Public policy professionals

truant; hooky
Misanthropic apathy
The perverse sincerity of the humorist
rictus
Whipping-boy
Cretan syncretism

“The world will never know you, like I do”

2.9.22

Snicker terms
ensconced
stilted
chez
orthogonal
parlay
bumptious
dishabille
raconteur
crouton
metontology
unconcealed
turret
nefas
topos

Revisionist history
Righteous vengeance
Luxuriant violence
Monkeypaw Productions
Insurmountable context
The compositional unity of a poetic phenomenology of existence
Sensuous/temporal thought
The Anaximandrian unlimited
Remembering (preserving the memory of) finitude
Sublime events
The Empedoclean spiral of love & strife
The All Vs. The One
Fate as the Law of Being
Artistic orchestration of biological ethos
Professional dreamers
Omnipotent deceiver
Film crew
Manifest-destiny
Impersonal autobiography
Antinomian style
Magical thinking
Limit attitude
Epochal discordance
The negative remembrance of the divine
Distinguish: Representation & Presence
Windowless cell
Economy: Restrictive Vs. General
The violent exteriority of the sacred
From rational categories to poetic tones
The fatal illusions of mortality
Ecstatic truth
Free acquiescence
The calculable laws of multidimensional (human) existence
Traces of remembrance
Deciding what remains
Symphonic ethos of th Dionysian community
Politicians of the soul
pseudo-philosophies
Theologians disguised as philosophers
Signs without meaning

Shiva(‘s) Baby

How does one develop the patience to develop patience?

Enthusiasm for purposeless living

What is the opposite of “sinning”?

Pete Sampras used to sleep for 13 hours a day!

Just because we are consciously aware of our animality DOESN’T mean we can transcend it! The only alternative to tragedy is hubris.

Getting lost in the flow/flux of being IS creativity!

The falsity/failure of ironic (Romantic/Christian) wit

The individual as the reproduction & transformation of com(monal/mun)ity

3.9.22

abysmal
classicist
Mnemosyne
mechane

Annihilation as emancipation

Seminal moment
Eternal surface
Transcendent imagination
Novel translations
Personal essays
Contesting reformulations
Subjectivist impasse
Forgetful ~ desolate
Meta-narrative ~ mythos
Modernity as secularized Christianity
Nothingness ~ infinity ~ absolute ~ ultimate
Susceptibilities named as powers
Open, purposeless possibility
Aorgic & organic
The genealogy of a determinative typology
Humean awakening from dogmatic slumber
Erring on the side of truth
Copernican subjectivity
Hypothetical theology
Judgment – Reflective & Determinative

Kantian Judgment ~ Laruellian Decision

4.9.22

The fundamental act of self-positing
Mourning play
copula
cheesy
PBUH

The union of logic (thought) & metaphysics (being)

5.9.22

Does my theoretical knowledge have a (radical/determinative) subconscious effect on my physiology (& vice-versa)?!?

brain-fade
Thaumaturgic idealism
Heuristic poetics
Anti-foundationalist systematics
French aphorists
Multi-genre
Romantic confusion
Mythos, ethos & logos
Sensation, understanding & imagination
Intentional fragments
Night Hymns
Necromancy of love
Ceaseless fragmentation and alternative construction
Embedded in the conflicts of succession
Kantian ironic irony!
The penny dropped
Prosaic architectonic
Mortal narrator
Apprenticeship in existence
quip
The projection & preservation of the beloved
Diurnal/seasonal spirituality
diremption
Bacchantic frenzy
Feminine nature & masculine reason
Plastic works
Terrestrial transmutability
The moralities of subjective purposiveness
Ouroboros
Clumsy impatience

Romantic comedy Vs. Epic tragedy

Momentary thinking

All ideas are covert ideals!

DON’T read, when moving the page

Permanent revol(ve)ution

She has filled all her holes with herself!

6.9.22

From the numbness of numbness, to the pain of numbness, to the pleasure of numbness……!

Skeptical theism
Theological necrophilia
Non-developmental spirituality
The differentiation (NOT division) of being into subject & object
Living union
Being ~ Life (includes death) ~ Nature
Liberty, equality & fraternity among all creatures in an organic indestructible harmony
Indeterminate duality
Hopeless infinite progress
Aesthetic intuition
Our commemorative relation to the divine origin
metempsychosis

The dictatorship of genealogy
Bastards in power
Distinguish: Resentment & Rage
Consumption ~ cremation
Rogue nations masquerading as reputable empires
Sulphuric character
Historical dramaturgy
Jacobinian physics
Soviet Thermidor
“In his lifetime, he was half right”
The Russian Revolution as a re-enactment play
Political autodidact
Theoretical cold-bloodedness
Slavish heroes
Reality designers
Destabilization as the new norm
Money as the mongrelizing energy par excellence

flâneur

Remembering the Longing for desire

8.9.22

Blended narrative – history & myth
Joy Vs. Contentment
The intimacy of the Night Vs. The religions of the Day
Dreaming as hoping
Capacity for the holy
Genealogy of the sacred
Pseudo-mathematization of philosophy
Objectivity beyond dogmatism – possible?
Dionysians in an Apollonian age
The new sophistry
Aristocratic gatekeepers
matheme, poiesis, polis & eros
Collective assumptions, affirmations & aspirations

saturnalia
purloin

Extended highlights

Mental models

9.9.22

Metafiction & metareality
Chaos sex Magick
co(s)mic
quimp-er
sympatico
Deep-cover code-names
Rocky Horror Picture Show

“Be innocent in good, and excellent in evil”

Campy hero ~ trans-messiah

Distinguish: Tragic & Pathetic
Weakness/Hubris/comedy
Vs.
Strength/Honesty/tragedy
Tragic festival ~ celebration of mortality (& eternal recurrence)
Fate as the law of life/being
Errancy ~ forgetfulness
Dionysus ~ Bacchus
From nihilistic/intellectual hubris to cosmic/tragic joy
Distinguish: Mortal fate & Manifest destiny
Hostility to herd virtues
ver(s)ification
Playful blasphemy
Self-knower ~ self-hangman
“I am your labyrinth” ~ Ariadne/Nietzsche & Dionysus/eternity
The desertification of affirmative culture

The Big 3 (Tennis greats), and me, are NOT THAT different! 😅

Old gods
Vs.
New demons

The threat of global warming (with dangerously rising sea levels), and the promise of GOD to Noah that he would not again destroy the world by flooding (symbolized by the rainbow)……

Inverse greatness

Ambitious greed Vs. Hedonistic abandon

Morality/religion
Vs.
Mortality/reality

The Dionysian Jesus and Apollonian Christianity!
The tower of Babel and the utopian kingdom of GOD

11.9.22

911 → 9/11

heroization
Epinician

Difficult pleasures
Dionysus Dithyrambs
From performance to permanence
Gods/destiny/mortality
Vs.
Heroes/freedom/achievement
Astonishing art
Poets/artists as philosophers/prophets
Cutting-edge antiquity ~ Future classicism
Material survivals
Topics, sources & methods – combine, blend & transcend!
Energy, rigor & scope
Occasional poetry
Trans-historical analysis
“Just a poet”
ad alta voce
Anemic sublimes
After the premiere
Pure aesthetics
Exemplifying (as opposed to describing) sublimity
Subliminal subtleties
Doing justice in praise
diapason
Cloud cuckoo land
in spate

Deutero-canonical/apocryphal works (art)

From Christian theology to Greek mythology – pilgrim’s regress!?

12.9.22

Good organizations ~ Kingdom of GOD

Free-thinkers ~ philosophers

6.7.22

Immanuel (priest) sacrifices Joseph (victim) on the altar of Immanuel Joseph

fateless(ness) poetaster

Dream:
I smash a tube light on the head of a mischievous little boy! Then lie about it to others…… 👺

From the Protestant ethos to the poetic mythos

Pentecost – can’t you smell the burning flesh?!

Called, to be THE worship leader

Christianity is equal/mutual/dynamic cannibalism!

Your vocation/identity is utterly unique, so just find a job that is more or less in line with your overall trajectory……

Icarus, reborn as Phaethon!

Empedocles + Hölderlin = Hyperion
Hölderlin + Joseph = ?

My mouth (aggressive expression) channels your pussy (deeper desires)

Romantic pessimism

Decolonial coach

They’re tryin’ to knock each other out as soon as possible!

8.7.22

What does their “advice” to me, show me, about them??

belletristics
magian
paean
Liegemen of the daemon
Socrates & Diotima
Hellas/Hellene
metempsychosis
poltroonery
From intuitive melancholy to tragical grief
The musical novel!
ravin
antistrophe
Divine nature ~ eternal necessity ~ individual destiny
debouch
The lawless rhythm of the daemon as against poetic rhyme & order
Orphic/Bacchic
aureole
pathography
footpad
waif
sinecure
scoriae
Scardanelli
aeolian



Overcoming obsessive self-preservation

I am always, in one of three phases:
Stirring up the tsunami, or
Riding the tidal wave, or
Relaxing on the shore

FROM what I am today (product of the past), TO who I am (becoming the Eternal)

9.7.22

Lucky loser

Unpublished fragments
Grundrisse
Erewhon
energumen
Edited extracts
Libidinal economy
Desirevolution
Meta-fiction
Anastrophe, divergence & convergence
Arche-fossils

Is (human) liberation possible (in today’s world), without intellectual engagement?

The common gift & task

Cultural history & machine process

Distinguish wandering & decline

10.7.22

Blood lust and art songs – lieber

Hugo Wolf

Spiritual seizures

gambol

Calvary – climax is what comes just before the end!

Make life a death litany!

Classical greatness

cothurnus

Heroically unwise

Pure emulsion of emotion & feeling – the engine & steering of somatic pathos

Isn’t Kleist my most beloved & dreaded demon?

Reality Vs. Essence

Imitating these men is MORE original than seeking to find my true self!?

Weaponless warfare – from David to the Messiah

Ultra-dimensional existence

Chiaroscuric vision

bourn

Blood-stained harmony

Suicide as total reliving

Voluntary death as the greatest human glory

Formulating one’s plan of death

Mystical love-death

Love of life & hatred of death + hatred of life & love of death

Farewell greeting

B. F. Manoharan & Kleistian Joezeff – frenemies of the Spirit – farthing rushlights each……….

My stomach is full of words! 😍

The stagnation, decline, fall & crash are integral parts of the perpetual ascent process!

11.7.22

Delicious attrition

CLIMBdown

Blackface minstrelsy

Unexampled

Sapientia/Mistral

Nessus shirt

Καιρετε δαίμονες!

A fanciful joke that is also a prophetical warning

poseur

Djokovic is a true tennis God. But Kyrgios is his own God!

Literature Vs. Psychology

There are only 2 kinds of people:
Those who are afraid of suffering, or believe it is useless/negative, and therefore try to minimize it as much as possible
&
Those who are NOT afraid of suffering, or believe it is necessary for greatness, and therefore embrace (even increase) it!

“The World of Yesterday” – the autobiography of a biographer

Do you know what lies beyond the breaking point?! Have you ever been there?? If not, then how……

Tertium quid

Self-doctoring

Yes, I have experienced the Second (& even Third) Wind(s)!

“To live is to kill!”
“Beware of pity”

Philosophical engagement + psychedelic indulgence + relational conflict = “my sacred life”!

Systematizing negative noise

What could be greater than being the GOAT?

Relax HARDER

Philosophical truth/knowledge Vs. Creative/imaginative passion

Spiritual Don Juan
Vitalist thinker
Professor Vs. Pirate
Fusty sleep
One thousand and three loves, all based on pleasure

Safety/comfort/purpose Vs. Pleasure/risk/passion

I find today’s youth too timid and conservative, as opposed to how the elder Goethe found the young Hölderlin……!

Psychological stalemate
Distinguish insanity & suicide

sorites
enantiodromia
brisance
Artistic bohemian hedonism
An-aesthetic art!

Post-modern ~ Pre-modern : Tennis ~ boxing

12.7.22

Orgone – the spiritual ozone layer! 🤪

The answer is nothing but the question repeated in a sophisticated manner!

“The lesser we believe in GOD, the more we believe in morality…”

“Reality” is just another (new) name for (the old) GOD

Do you know how to play dead in a tomb for 3 days by staying there for ~ 24 hours?

The Kotzker ~ Reb Mendl

What does pleasure have to do with truth?? 🧐🤔

What are you doing, fraternizing with vampires (like me), dear?!

13.7.22

From aesthetician to artist. Move the center of gravity lower – from head to heart to gut!

Out of the death of gods, arise superheroes……! Otherwise, all we have is puny humans. 🤷🏾‍♂️

Gorr stumbles at the last hurdle – the idol of the BELOVED – MCU wins, again! 😶

Truth is more passion than knowledge. Habit is the enemy of truth…

Antithesis as climax

Freedom from pleasing oneself or others!

Art as (just) entertainment is no longer valid for me.

canards
demur

Living legends are born from (by going against) dead myths

Was the Kotzker someone like Rorschach (Watchmen) – a truth fanatic?

If you had unlimited capacity for suffering, how would you live?

Goodness is NOT something to be approached directly (via the virtues, etc.), but it is the indirect result from the pursuit of truth & beauty

GOD/love/joy Vs. Truth/passion/power

I belong to the religion of consternation!

whirligig

Nihilism as Hyper-christianity

Holy ~ hidden

Material wonder

Instead of trying to harmonize & integrate the different aspects of life, I should violently rip them apart and show them for what they really are – “beggarly elements” – from immanence to transcendence – becoming ready to destroy All for the sake of the ULTIMATE!

Why should I be required to do any household chores?! Let these worldly folks continue their routines, while I cut myself off from the very root of social sustenance.
The parasite becomes a cancer…… Maybe I’m shitting much more nowadays, because my system is in purgation mode.

How does one live, when surrounded by worldly delusions and infected with intractable self-deception?!

Moderate moderation Vs. Extreme extremism

Kotzker Vs. Besht

Virtuous character + pious worship + good deeds Vs. Relentless intensity!

Is reading your primary praxis?

“Effortless freedom”

Dullards & bigots

Elite spirituality Vs. Mass religion

Your body is pierced through by the sword of your intellect, and you will die via exsanguination!

The institutionalization of compromise and criminalization of conviction

Merciless sincerity

philaleth

Thanos > Gorr

14.7.22

Iconic role

Enabling constraints

Frontier-free spheres

Historical personality

enfranchisement

New liberty

Tropical philosophy

Radical Gospels

Post-structural subjectivity

What if “you” are just a chrysalis out of which the Future is to emerge?

Encrusted cuirass

Abstemious workaholics

Self-expatriation

The supra-national European

Safeguard ~ imperil

Family, morality & money – the ruling unholy Trinity of this present evil age – they form ONE integrated deity – STATUS! If you are not praised by the world, at least make sure you’re NOT persecuted 🤪

What is heroic/great about sitting all day and reading radical/futuristic stuff?! Ha ha ha ha! If that’s almost all of what you do, then it’s very special indeed…… “I prefer not to!” – Bartleby

Degermanize/cosmopolitanize

REAL Fiction

Atmospheric nerves

The emancipatory potential of “entertainment”

Libertarian ~ anarchist?

The pusillanimous conscience Vs. The gay science

Intellectual tarantella

Naked gymnasts

Please be my pet animal!

Heroine & heroin
Canon & cannon

Mastered by indomitable lust

Inventing diaphanous music – metal – Nietzschean audio!

You DON’T want this now, because you’ve NOT been allowed to want anything like this, ever!

15.7.22

Are you human &/or Anthean?

Psychotic philosophers

NK & self-coaching – Nietzschean tennis professional! 😈

Trash-talking as pickup game, and basketball as meditation

The abyss above

Maybe this catastrophe is the best thing that could’ve happened to you……!

Difficult freedom and radical evil

White Sinology

Daniel Schreber, Antonin Artaud, John Custance, and Harald Kaas

Translating the insane, evil & dead

But I thought Thomas Aquinas was the most sober & rational thinker ever……!? 🙃

Rhennius machine

Nachlass

akimbo

I think my trajectory is more like Nietzsche’s, because I am becoming more & more rebellious/crazy as I grow older…! (As opposed to the general trend in terms of ageing/maturity)

Inverse retrospective

“O God! I’m gonna come for you.”

Anton Boisen is an “experience expert” – what the fuck is that¿¡

Living documents

Zombies don’t go mad!

Do you have misgivings about the reality of reality?? Then you may be going mad, or becoming enlightened…… OR both!

Sanity is NON-sense

Personalizing Platonism

Muse-ING life

Sam Zweig ~ Stefan Peckinpah

What made Thomas Aquinas stop writing?!

HOW do you know which is the right moment?? WHY do you need to know that! 🤷🏾‍♂️

Nietzschean purity
Demonic holiness

Irreversible madness
Ego-death
Ever-lasting trip

The hammer becomes a boomerang 👺

Reality/world/consciousness rotated 360°

I am beginning to look through the mirror

Willed mega(lo)mania

Philocosis

What LIES under the bottom?

In order to be original, you must to a significant extent be a masochist/sadist!

NEITHER/NOR (From Kierkegaard to Sloterdijk)

Obsessed with (understanding/experiencing/cultivating/discerning/escaping) obsession

Allowing our own amazement & doubts to run riot can lead to……….

The oceanic is also the tsunamic

Completely dequipping myself for normal life! This behavior is WORLDS AWAY from what is usually called self-sabotage – as far as the Samurai sepuku is from the recent family suicide in Tamil Nadu (due to financial insolvency?)

Exposing the undercurrents, both in the self and the social, and also the (so-called) natural.

Maddening style – from adjective (description) to verb (performance)!

Flirting with dynamic schizophrenia

Diagnosis – – > analysis – – > imitation

Airless realms

Poly-monism ~ monyism/molyism

Not-unusual suicide and the others

Preoccupation with a cosmic plan is a hallmark of…?

Lunatology

Pick out the diamond buried among the mountain of carbon copies

WOW! I can write too…… When/how/why did this happen?

threnody

Straw Dogs (1971) – how & why does the body break away from the mind’s control (in the hero & heroine)? GOD ~ unconscious ~ body ~ animal

Object level & meta level

18.7.22

Become the Daemon’s female, so that you can be the world’s male!

maestoso
indite
thistledown
Apocalyptic hatred
ambrosia
Stendhal – seventh solitude & metaphysical homelessness
Nietzschean music
Smored fires
turves
halcyon
azure
saltire
postpositive
paean
reck
Spiritual laissez-faire
Mythical contemplation, poetic expression, translucent daemonism
superfluity
Ingratiating superfluity
unexampled miracle
Carbonized flesh
Cardiac pruritus
blood-poisoning
athwart
cross purposes



Tumultuous harmonies

Was Nietzsche himself a victim of ressentiment?!

Artificial (recreation of human) nature

Most people are actually shit scared of “too much leisure”! 😂

b/w; B side

19.7.22

doxography
New Cyrenaicism
traduce
obtuse
inspirator
egodicy
dustup
Wildcat strikes
fissiparous
Scatological sexualities
Neurotic semiart
Spiritual lobotomy
coeval
ontics
Institutional validation
Quixotic dreamer
Autobiographical philosophy
Slave economies & theo/phallo-cracies

Why has general society still stuck to idealism & moralism for so long, even after the “death of GOD”?!

scion
Metaphysical phantoms and sanguinary policies
dreadlocked

20.7.22

How do you create total silence?

Strindberg’s Inferno

Antirealism

Zolaesque

How real is (my/your/our/their/the) reality?

Sleep as unconscious contemplation

Focus – – > relax
Relax – – > focus

braggart

But what I (think I) need, could be false!

Addicted to doubt

What would a world dominated by art, rather than science, look like?

Systematic violence in search of beauty

Celebrating the fall – the dying century

The sadistic garden

hang-dog
deliquescent
Grande attaque
Hypnotized hysterics
The perversity of Nature
trollop
Hieratic bas-relief
Male climacteric forcing-house
arcane
Tout Paris
demi-monde
The female malady
Erotic melodrama
Literary concepts
The brothel as cloister

The diseased product of degenerate minds

The artist Vs. Democracy

What are you against? Define yourself!

Theology/morality – – > philofiction/ethics

Jammu-&-Kashmir Huysmans!

You’re NOT in Westworld for pleasure, Joe! So, just shut up and watch……

Could I be the bounty-hunter with the heart of gold??

Do you remember what happened now?

21.7.22

Elitist philosophy – would you like to be a nasty guy? Are you already one?

Rediscover, reclaim & recreate yourself

avocations

scrivener
unascertainable
imprimis
chancery
spy-glass
cannel
anthracite
sand-box
piratical
pasteboard
dun
vintner
potation
carman
mettlesome
crimpy
oaf
Mulish vagary
inveterate
wight
Incipient lovers
inadvertence
dishabille
unman (v.)
Not-unpleasant sadness
Fraternal melancholy
Winding sheet
Dead-wall revery
nettled
rockaway
turnkey
Dead letters

Are Bartleby and Pessoa soulmates?

Assumptions Vs. Preferences

paraphilosopher
Perspectivism; anti-systematism
Doxastic worlds
Individual sovereignty
Religious telos
Biologistic existentialism
Hyper-existentialism
Anti-Climacus
criterionless
Brazen irrationalism
Supramoral autonomy
Ineluctable opposition
One’s own unknown laws
Originality Vs. Bad conscience
ineducable
prescind
demiurge
impugn
autarky
Evaluative claims
solecistic
Vital impulses
Destiny as physiological fate
The causal efficacy of biological facts

Elevation via exacting ideals



Obscurity → misconstrual

Mutation into humane-ity
Human flower
Self-perpetuating structure
Thought’s self-reflexivity
The unnatural self
Freedom of action ~ thoughtless functioning
Acausal state
Life is a unitary movement

skeet

Freed from the tyranny of knowledge and happiness

22.7.22

Received ignorance
From delusion to innocence
Enlightenment as perfect unknowing!
The illusion of reality (self/God/morality)
Terra incognita

Anti-context, non-relationality, unwill

foundling
hegira
quay
carceral
fairground
Ecstasies of cruelty
concertinaed
argot
evanesced
Hunger-hallucinations



Heaven is a treasure found in the depths of Hell

Thomas Szasz Vs. R. D. Laing


23.7.22

Compliance >> resistance >> oblivion

Seduction >> provocation >> repudiation

Denouement ~ unknot

Distinguish:
Thinking & observing
Imagining & remembering
Hallucinogens & visionaries

Feigned ignorance
Cogitating my head off
Disembodied noesis

24.7.22

Arche-telos
otherwhence
immote
witling
Unchanging change
entheotic/saintly madness
mantic/engodded sanity
Holy ~ alone

Non-mediated act ~ unstripped Presence

Being > concepts, judgments, intuitions

25.7.22

Impossible = necessary
Necessary = impossible

Metaphysical suffering

Worldly spiritualities

Escape artists – divorce, abortion, addiction, suicide, run-away, resignation, murder, bankruptcy, etc.

Ruthless reformer

The 3rd option might actually lead to a reformation of basic social formations like families, and make them more radically open and flexible – FUTURISTIC!
Ruthless evolution……
Via relentless struggle
(Time for the psychos to bring the world into their asylum, instead of just being safely isolated from a pathologically sane culture)

I’ve got an asshole made of clear-quartz

I have listened in to the Trinitary-in pillow-talk!

I have to take weed in order to live with these plants……

Sentimental blackmail
Vs.
Ecstasis-courtship

Non-conceptual communicant

26.7.22

I’m developing a taste for conflict – absolutely essential for spiritual survival in this world! 💪🏾

Precognitive (but not meaningless) mystery

The VOID is Personal!

I am just an agent of natu-r(al)evolution!

You can’t tell me that I can’t do this……

Supernatural ingratitude

The ancient future

Eidetic tetralogy

Immemorial home

Fictive experience

Literary photograph

Transpositional immediacy

The theonoetic guide beneath ontological direction

Huysmans ~ Durtal

The unforgiving human stance

The uncreated as the innermost in each existent

Obsidian offspring

Stertorous medi(t)ation

The Eckhart Society

Metaphysical passion >> Rhetorical flourish

Stupidity & heresy are 2 sides of the same coin

Varying degrees of existence via action

Intellectual ecstasy

The generative energies of the one essence

Creation past, present & future

Inquantum maxim

Intellect as ground/light of the soul

Pure uniqueness ~ unique purity

Immanent potentiality for transcendence

Devotional works

Interior intention

Unsystematic knowledge

From argument to proclamation

Emphatic speech

Image ~ word ~ image ~ word

Paradoxical redemption

27.7.22

Is (my) laziness an expression of cowardice or courage?

28.7.22

unstripped

The willing suspension of disbelief

30.7.22

Secular quietism

Pessimistic hedonism

Mother-of-pearl; nacre

Yes, I’m a parasite! Surviving on (almost purely) spiritual work, while being physically supported by your economic activity. But your whole world is a parasite on mine! 🤪

The ineffable ordinary & intolerable everyday!

There are as many religions as there are persons…….

31.7.22

Spectatorial penetration
The aura of abject glory
Excremental inscriptions
Crepuscular isolation cells
Blowing smoke up your ass
Corporeal incarceration and sexual obsession
flashforwards
Contrarian aberrance
Instigating self-collapse
Aborted projects
Insurgent apparitions
Blasé contempt
Obscene incitation
Overturning systems
Corrosive inspiration
Consolidating peripherality
Capricious obliteration
Spy hole



Sex/resistance Vs. Power/punishment

Criminal(izing) parenting – liberating children from adults ~ liberating adults from morality

The anal eye – I have seen the frontside of the GLORY! 👁️‍🗨️

1.8.22

Terroristic thinking

Saints of the Negative

2.8.22

Antipathetic
The invisible hand of unknown forces
Death’s head
objurgations
lubricious
ontogeny
Witches’ sabbath
duffer
grisette
dun
Armillary sphere
irrefragable
alcove
appurtenances
pansy

4.8.22

I am a miracle baby and my birth was prophesied!
Therefore, I am supernatural – so, I must live as if there are no boundaries……
And if I don’t, then who can/will??

Is (my belief in) biological determinism, just another product of (my) DNA?

Redlichkeit

Jean-Marie Guyau

The exact midpoint between flaccid and erect – shall we put up tents here!?

5.8.22

Take off: Remove clothes ~ launch out!

aseity

Fatalistic creativity

Types Vs. Individuals

Fatigue: Distinguish lethargy & exhaustion

The morally unfettered experiments of potential exemplars

Axiological scepticism

First, be sure of what you are NOT!

ipsedixitism

ab initio
nolens volens

Overcome the world and create yourself, by subjugating the ego to the Super-Id complex!

Illusory autonomy

Becoming one’s own experimenter & guinea pig!

The hypothetical self

Affirmation → enhancement → overcoming

Hedonistic asceticism/Athletic decadence

ataraxy

eo ipso

Virtues Vs. Instincts

Cease renouncing yourself!

Physiologically inhibited folks

We are in bondage to (the need for) reification (self), continuity (thought) and control (world)

What you are pursuing does not exist. And there is no other way out of your pathetic predicament!

Fear of sinking will never help you float

Who/what created the bio-computer (human)?

Thought is using you, NOT the other way around!

The intellectual is closer to the genius of the child than the stupid/common adult is…
Correct?
Or maybe both are lost, but in different ways!

False problems

From timepass to pastime!

FROM
Knowing more & living better
TO
Knowing better and living more

Can I ever abandon this pursuit of the impossible via the useless, without dropping dead? Why do you pretend NOT to know the answer?!

I am NOT in the Q&A business