RAMBLINGS

6.9.18

– Aggression YES, malice NO

Anger YES, hatred NO

– Keygen ~ virus!?

– Reality Kings free trial

Canna-butter

1 lb = 0.5 kg

1 ounce = 28 g

245° F = 118° C

0.5 kg butter + 30 g ground decarboxylated cannabis + 3 cups of water

Taste 1 tsp first

– If we’re really close, then why can’t we freely express anger with each other?!

What is it about this one emotion that makes us wanna repress it almost completely??

– Plus size sexxxy 🤤🤗

– Teacher’s Day (India) = Robert Farrar Capon’s death anniversary 😍

7.9.18

– Compare:

Jothi Kumar (Christ University) telling a student to repeat the year because of low attendance

&

Immanuel Joseph telling an SFG member to rethink their membership because of inadequate participation

– My ministry = SFG + SCG + blog + annual retreat/seminar + other (random/spontaneous/situational) stuff

It’s an integrated multiplex! So, don’t analyze or evaluate any of these isolated from the others.

– American Horror Story (TV series) – the house (and by extension, the historical roots, cultural context & natural environment) as a living character (if not the main protagonist) in the (including my & your) story……!

“What are you afraid of?” – is that normal?

Paytm Automatic

– If freaking out is not allowed in the systematic days, then why should moderation be done for the off days?

Distinguish:

Rhythm (contemplative/attitude/mood) – 24/7

&

Order (volitional/decision/plan) – 5/7 days

– Compare webpage:

Chrome (browser) view,

Mercury Reader add-on &

Pocket article

8.9.18

– Brazilian pines

Atlantic forest

Nalayani

– Are words meant to show what is within the speaker, or is it just a tool to manipulate what is inside the listener?? 😠

– Project X

“Disputation on the Power of Indulgences”

– Distinguish:

Periyar,

Annadurai &

Kamarajar

– I wanna stay as I am >> Let me become who I could be!

Cultivating my second nature – self-culture (vb.)

– Lost favorites

– “Can you give some reasons for leaving the SFG? Just as feedback”

– I should plan the next seminar on FAMILY!

Defamiliarize it……

– System – even those at the top of the hierarchy seem to be cattle/slaves!

– I am NOT able to get high quality video for films like “Babasaheb Ambedkar”, “Periyar”, etc.

Is this because of a conspiracy against these figures?!

– Can you “freak out” WITHOUT alcohol, cigarettes, pornography, TV, etc.??

10.9.18

– Tactical compromises

Self-observation

Mutual masturbation

Corporate silence

11.9.18

– Cantonment town

British India

Mahar/untouchable Vs. Baniya/Mahatma

Tukaram

Capricious lessons

Slippery ethics

Explosive deployment of hitherto colonized knowledge

chawl

matriculate

Progressive Maharaja

The caste system and Indian muslims/Christians

The feudal doctrine of trusteeship

The law – sustaining order via force, for the sake of the common good

Ritual slaughter

Arundhatiyars

Community deity and class profession

Eternal servitude as inescapable fate

craven

Under threat of physical violence, economic sanctions, social boycott and divine retribution

Service/help & condescension/contempt

Inter-dine, inter-trade & inter-marry

Politicize & mobilize

Represent grievance & claim redress

Leader of the voiceless

Avarna

Excluded India

Labour unrest

Intitutionalized discrimination

Duragraha

Sweet persuasion

Unacceptable exceptionalism

Self-governance

Independent Labour Party

Radical constitution

Cooperative marketing societies

lackeys

livery

Dalit Panthers

Revolutionary constituency

Militant class

Renunciation Vs. Reclamation

The primitive communism of the Adivasis

Hindu Mahasabha

Civilize/educate/assimilate

People’s Liberation Guerilla Army of the Communist Party of India (Maoist)

squatters

Criminalizing traditional rights

Public face-off

Princely states

Union territories

Partial statehood

National Capital Region (NCR)

The Minority Committee

Inflammable questions. E.g. Communal

The Depressed Classes

Public Service Commission

Politico-legal firewall

Virtual disenfranchisement

fratricide

Killing softly

Defusing revolution

Spiritual enlightenment & political awakening

The infection of imitation

Night soil

Autochthonous & allochthonous

“Ghar wapsi”

Navayana Buddhism

Jim Crow

– Eat – slowly, little-by-little and with breaks

– Distinguish:

Propriety

&

Proprietary

– India fighting for Britain against the Nazis ~ Dalits fighting for the Hindus against the Muslims

– Would the free expression of hitherto repressed biological drives be the engine to drive political revolution?

– Took cannabutter.

Getting stoned with a loved one is awesome. Usual relational distance & personal difference overcome!

Uncontrollable laughter.

Not able to follow the serial running on TV.

Feels like I am observing myself from an external perspective sometimes. Sometimes seems like I am totally free from “the interference of thought” (like UG’s “natural state!?).

In touch with the repressed/unconscious self.

Deep insights and brilliant intuitions……

No less trippy than LSD!

12.9.18

– Magical realism

“Paulo Coelho’s Best Story”

Quicksilver

Higher purpose

Municipalism

– Sometimes, what we really need the most is just the support to help us keep on believing/working/loving, when we feel like giving up.

That’s what true friends are for!

– I’m an Indian, so why should I settle down in Canada?!

– Biopics:

B. R. Ambedkar

Aurobindo Ghosh

Bhagat Singh

E. V. R. Periyar

Subramanya Bharathi

Rabindranath Tagore

Mahatma Gandhi

– Follow sports on mobile – Google Sports (shortcut), LiveScore app

– Dialectic-didactic

conspectus

“How is Christian self-description related to external descriptions of Christianity?”

Second naïveté

Language-games & life-forms

Multi-cultural curricula in public education

Faithful experience

Cross-cultural rationality & realism

Self-differential identity

Narrative relations

– From my experience in “ministry”, I have realized that trying to get people to commit to a regular program (like SFG meetings) is futile!

And I also don’t believe that occasional programs like seminars and retreats are effective enough.

So, in the future, I could just concentrate on spontaneous interactions, and my personal witness, as the only ways I contribute to the spiritual growth of those around me……!

– Distinguish:

Need

&

Demand

“Not waving but drowning”!

– Sense-desire as the primary guide for living, rather than belief-reason!

– Gandhi – do theistic, pious & ascetic folks inevitably become pharisaical?

Self-denial >> Narcissism!

– Self, home & world

Church, academy & society

The voluntary association, government and marketplace

Neo-conservative reaction

Liberal ~ liberationist

Civic ~ critical

Educated ~ responsible

Thiemann Vs. Hauerwas

Generous orthodoxy

Co-constructed God-talk

Common sense Vs. Critical realism

13.9.18

– Violent prayer

Ritualized rape

“Nolite Te Bastardes Carborundorum” – DON’T let the bastards grind you down!

The Daily Dot

Audio erotica

– Swallow the smoke!

– Bon Jovi:

“We weren’t born to follow

Come on and get up off your knees

When life is a bitter pill to swallow

You gotta hold on to what you believe

Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow

And that your saints and sinners bleed

We weren’t born to follow

You gotta stand up for what you believe

Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah”

“Faith: you know you’re gonna live thru the rain

Lord you got to keep the faith

Now you know is not too late

Oh you got to keep the faith

Faith: don’t let your love turn to hate

Right now we got to

Keep the faith

Keep the faith

Keep the faith

Lord we got to keep the faith

Walking in the footsteps

Of society’s lies

I don’t like what I see no more

Sometimes I wish that I was blind

Sometimes I wait forever

To stand out in the rain

So no one sees me cryin’

Trying to wash away the pain

Mother father”

– Why do I hate “The Handmaid’s Tale” so much?!

Most critics love it……

Am I a misogynist?

The obsession with family really disgusts me!

Except the aesthetics, I didn’t find anything else impressive

– “What is fun?” – Alan Watts

Delightful nonsense

14.9.18

– Radical traditionalist movements

Classical bourgeois theism

The future effects of constructivism

Mary Daly

Heteronomy of social life

A post-critical, and faithful/Christian, reading of Scripture

Religious resurgence

Pluralism, eclecticism, skepticism

Meaning of the God-symbol and the truth- status of God-talk

GOD the problem

“God-in-himself”

The mundane-mystical

Natural theology & special revelation

– Distinguish:

Science

&

Technology

MUSINGS

24.8.18
– Teddyfleece cam Juliatica
OMG!!!
Who is she??
– Should I get a paid domain (on Word Press) for my blog?
– XBox Game Pass on Windows 10 PC – useless without XBox!?
Halo Wars Definitive Edition – doesn’t even start! 😶😤
– Movies:
“Hereditary” (2018)
Waited patiently until the HD video was available for free!
Compare with “A Dark Song” & “The Witch”
SFG as séance! (Myself as medium?)
King Paimon & Queen Leigh
Spiritual inheritance & family horror
Me & my grandparents (the Johnsons and the Jegajothis)……
Genetic secrets
Distinguish:
Spiritualism
&
Spirituality
The importance of religious identity/spiritual education – the naive skeptics will become hapless victims!
It is quite possible that the accumulation of enormous worldly power is linked to some kind of demonic connection/influence!
How exactly do you distinguish the ghosts from the real folks, especially in the climax?
Fate Vs. Conspiracy
Post-Christian religiosities
How do the secularists deal with cross-generational guilt??
Can evil be defined or even objectively described?
Dabbling with the dark arts – get ready for your descent into Hell and what might come out of it into your world……
Where is the angelic/divine in all of this??
Annie Graham – undone by her own sentimentality… the nice are no match for the driven!
“I don’t want to put my family through anymore stress”
Misfortune + mental illness + occult activity = ?!
The house as (the) main character
diorama – drawing ~ sculpting ~ dreaming
Isolation within the family – suffocating intimacy
Passive-aggressive digs
Why don’t I really “enjoy” movies like this?
The utter futility of stoic (Steve’s kindness) & formal education (Peter’s schooling) when it comes to “real life (includes tragedy, violence, pain & death)”
– Hotkeys
– Read Arundhati Roy’s introduction to “Annihilation of Caste”
Gandhi (spiritual/moral)
Vs.
Ambedkar (intellectual/political)
– How does Stirner’s egoism work in the context of intimate relationships, where the ego is (directly) dealing with another ego, as opposed to the authority of cultural concepts & systems?
– Desiring-machines
Deterritorialization & reterritorialization
Body without organs
organs without Body
socius
Meaning-production
No organization, no organism
My applets on IFTTT
– “For what is highly prized among men is utterly detestable in God’s sight.”
Luke 16:15(b) NET
Read vv. 14-15
Leadership: Vulnerability is independence is authority!
The need for social acceptance and the love of money are 2 sides of the same coin – the coin of sin/evil!
25.8.18
– Was Ambedkar a Marxist?
Was Gandhi on the Right?
Jat-Pat Todak Mandal
Orthogonal & tangential footnotes
Bhimayana graphic novel
Surek Bhotmange
Chaturvarna
Avarna
Ati-Shudra
Gotras
Endogamy & exogamy
Untouchables
Postmodern Varnasrama Dharma
Dalit president; Dalit Chief Justice
Crony capitalism & caste system
Arthashastra
Manusmriti
Bodily interest
Gazetted posts
Project of Unseeing
Khushwant Singh & Brahmin Power
Plum jobs
Adivasis
Controlling shares
Bucking the trend
Positive discrimination
Vexed subject
Predatory interloper
– Virtue signaling
Upwardly mobile immigrants
Acchut
Exporting casteism
Anti-caste tradition
Obscurantist skulduggery
Untouchable, unapproachable & unseeable
The infection of imitation
Enforcement network
Hinduism ~ Brahminism
Social violence, to maintain the purity-pollution line
Victimhood as a badge of honor!
– Yes, you can kick me out of your life, but you will be the (bigger) loser!
You might never attain your full potential without the influence of someone like me, but of course, that was never your priority in life……
Your “love” has only proven to me (yet again) that this world is NOT a good place for (anyone like) me. Thank you for that reminder!
Farewell, dear shadow-self. 👋🏽
26.8.18
– Distinguish:
Subterfuge
&
Sabotage
– “Dating yourself” – T. D. Jakes
Self-talk
Lonely sex
Armed women
– Naturalist
“Why did John Muir so important?”
– Why was Gandhi assassinated, instead of Ambedkar??
27.8.18
– OMG, YOU look so hot!
Would you like to fuck ME?
– Which is better:
To stay in a relationship when you’re not sure you should/can leave,
Or to leave a relationship when you’re not sure you should/can stay?
– Broken jailbreak!
– WhatsApp groups – the administrator must be able to delete messages for everyone!
– Portugal has legalized crack (too)!
Has even the Netherlands gone that far??
28.8.18
– If my core values and yours are radically conflicting, then can we still maintain our relationship, by helping each other deal with these very real differences, in a better way??
What can I do to help you to understand & accept me? And what can you do to help me to understand & accept you?
Do I love you? How can you be convinced of that?
Do you love me? How can I be convinced of that?
Learning to mutually adjust (for the sake of the relationship) WITHOUT sacrificing what matters most (to the persons involved)……
What are the resources available to support us in this endeavor?
What are the things I can do as an individual that would help this relationship, and in what ways could engaging in this relationship be beneficial for me in my own personal growth?
Sublimewe – the trophy (emotion/subjectivity) in the fluffy and the fluffy (ethics/reality) in the trophy
– For someone like me, in this world, expecting NOT to be misunderstood or devalued by one’s closest relations could still be TOO much to hope for!
– Pine marten
Home Rule League – Lajpat Rai & Ambedkar in USA
Educate, organize & agitate
Casteism (Ambedkar)
&
Classism (Marx)
Brahmins who were also Ambedkarites!
– Willowherb, perennial wildflower
– “What you’re doing in the area of spirituality is significant, but the sexual stuff is certainly shitty!”
“If your convictions make you a social outcast, then why are you waging this battle?!”
“You say you’re all about spiritual growth, but all the while, it seems like you’re only getting retarded, when it comes to the emotional-relational…”
Voluntary out-caste!
The more ahead (or before) your time you are, the more you will be persecuted.
My cause is NOT social/moral, but intellectual/political. So, naturally it will have even lesser supporters & more enemies than most of the other crusades going around!
I am trying to challenge the entrenched hegemony (even monopoly) of the psycho-social, in the competition of values…….
29.8.18
– Wallpaper carousel for mobile lock screen
Sprout soup
Festive revolt!
– “The rights & liberties of the people are more important than the stability of the government”
“Gandhi is not a God. Don’t fall under his spell. We should maintain our stand.”
You will see that there is no contradiction in my position, if you understand my basic principle
“Gandhiji, I have no homeland!”
“Oppressors will never become saviors”
“Mahatmas have come and mahatmas have gone, but the untouchables remain untouchables!”
“Manu Smruti Dahan Din” – December 25, 1927
“Om Mani Padme Hum” – in dependence on the practice of a path which is an indivisible union of method and wisdom, you can transform your impure body, speech, and mind into the pure exalted body, speech, and mind of a Buddha
Hindu Code Bill
“Building a palace on a dung heap” – Modiji?!
Compare Ambedkar with Malcolm X
– Babasaheb/Dalit
Vs.
Mahatma/Hindu
Buddhism
Vs.
Communism
– Janus – the pro-social and anti-social faces of spirituality
– Why do I make so many typing mistakes??
Is something wrong with me?!
– Mammooty’s Malayali accent plays havoc with his Babasaheb Ambedkar!
– Maybe my depression has gone, because my desire for happiness has “burnt itself out” (a la UGK!)……
– Jesus, Nietzsche, Deleuze, etc.
Shouldn’t I accept insanity/suicide as the natural outcome of an extreme life?!
– I will try to focus on dealing with my own negative emotions.
And you could do your best to help/support me too.
The intellectual argument between us maybe more detrimental than helpful right now.
That can be done once the emotions have settled down adequately…
Okay?
The fluffy should not be used as a covert trophy, nor the other way around.
We can play Sublimewe today
I want you to fully express yourself with me. We can do that tonight, if you like…
– Distinguish:
Revolution
&
Evolution
– Start the engine, then you can steer!
If you steer before starting the engine, you will only get stuck…
– Leadership involves taking people (including yourself) where they DON’T want to go! So, most people will abandon you, and even most of the remaining few will do it reluctantly……
Are you ready for this??
You say, “Let me be who I am!”.
Yes, of course. But then, what about “Who you could become”?!
– Subjective AND dispassionate
Babasaheb + Mahatma = Buddha!
– My philosophy is, self-overcoming for the sake of Self!
Liberate the bio-spiritual from the hegemony of the psycho-social via the existential intellect
– The life-stories, & times of intellectuals (philosophers, writers, etc.)
Biographical dictionary
30.8.18
– From anyone to somebody to no one to everything!
– Purgatory masks & death ritual
baller
– The 80s India & the 90s India by Nat Geo (on Hotstar)
“Milē sur mērā tumhārā, tō sur banē hamārā”
Khalistan
31.8.18
– When you hear these extreme grand or tragic personal stories, better confirm them with at least one other source!
– When you get spam calls, don’t just block them…
Fuck them back! Let them feel your hatred.
Do or die ~ Do & kill
– “Queen of the South” is trash,
“Snowfall” is (a) rash!
Narcodrama
– I wish I had a gun, so that I could shoot the street-dogs which bark incessantly and the riders who honk atrociously.
– How do I cultivate my relationship with my self?
– Pleasure (fuck) > satisfaction (cum)
Life > fulfillment
– Whatever happened to your night ritual, Joe?
1.9.18
– Lawn bowling
downtime
Roots > Americana
– Intimacy & commitment – when you’re wondering whether to stay or leave, give the benefit of the doubt to the relationship!
– Decide on XYZ’s membership – first warning given.
One month cooling off period. Then review (if necessary).
There will be no namesake members even for 1 month.
My ministry is a process/strategy of intensifying & purifying emotions, challenging & sharpening intellect, and stretching & strengthening the will. If this is not what you’re looking for, or you’re not ready to do what it takes, then don’t join the SFG, and if you’ve already become a member, please leave.
Is 7 the minimum number of members to start an SFG, rather than 5?
I am the one offering an invaluable free service here, and how come you feel that you’re the one doing me a favor?!
– Racing on curves:
Mild curve – keep middle (up to 45°)
Moderate curve – inside to outside (45 – 90°)
Sharp curve – outside to inside (> 90°)
– Tarun Sagar & “Kadve Vachan”
Nude Jain monks
Calling out the self-styled godmen
Bhima Koregaon case – Left activists with ?Maoist links
India Post Payments Bank
2.9.18
– Self-righteous victimhood
Secularism Vs. Nationalism
Jacobin
Radical ~ extremist
Liberals Vs. The Left
Female public nudity
– Who is Alex de Minaur?
– Sophistry
Vs.
Philosophy
5.9.18
– A. B. Vajpayee – wolf in sheep’s clothing…!?
Somnath Chatterjee obituary
Outstanding parliamentarian
jurist
Communist & nationalist!
centrist
House Speaker
Pro-tem
Gaelic
Banshee
Cordial relationship with all, including one’s rivals
Warn, not harm
– Distinguish:
Anarchism
&
Egoism
– A brief statement of my faith:
1. The individual human or person (I for me, you for you, he for him & she for her) is the highest value.
2. Everything else, including society, morality, religion, institutions, etc. exist to serve the person, not the other way around.
3. We all are inter-dependent beings, but this must NOT become an excuse to oppress or restrict the individual.
In the context of inter-personal relationships, the self & other must be held in equal balance, where mutual adjustments are necessary, but what is essential to each is NEVER to be sacrificed.
4. Individualism does not mean that we can just do whatever we feel like (Distinguish from simple hedonism). The self is not only to be protected from external conformity, but also from slavery to one’s internal drives.
5. The self is to be constantly overcome and developed continually (this includes evolving beliefs & practice in line with experience & education), to move towards attaining one’s full potential.

SCRIBBLES

10.8.18
– iOS:
Paper by 53
Vs.
Takasui Sketches
Free better than paid!?
– Roger Waters
Pexels
Test case
– Living with me is bad for you psycho-socially, but it’s definitely good for you bio-spiritually……
So, might be worth it, after all! 🙃
– If you choose to leave the SFG, you cannot rejoin for 3 months.
But we can still be (casual!) friends…… 🤪
– Distinguish:
Usually
&
Always
– I think respecting me (anna/sir) will be very good for you!
– Movies:
“The Fountainhead” (1949)
Audio track +0.5s
WOW! Definitely one of my favorite movies
How would I respond to the charge of “adolescent tantrum” brought against this by Richard Brody of The New Yorker?
Thanks a lot to Chris Samuel (SAIACS) who referred me to this movie.
I had already seen Rand’s biopic.
Last scene – rising toward the Übermensch!
At last, a Christic movie that doesn’t end in tragedy and still seems realistic 🤩
Salome must watch this, if she must understand me & our relationship……
Need to see Nietzsche’s biopic too. Is there one?
Make no mistake, the key event is the bombing (& maybe also the suicide of Wynand)!
Architecture – a metaphor for the human enterprise (my vocation/ministry too!)
And don’t be so blind as to miss the romance which is one of the (if not the most) important themes in the film……
Compare with “Citizen Kane”
11.8.18
– Still Life With a Skull ~ Memento Mori
– Winking & fact-checking
Indie – independent, indigenous… indignant Indian!
Nearbuy app – “freedom to step out!” 😜
Spirituality – perpetuate the crisis! 👣
– Revelation defines Genesis!
(Not the other way around)
– “The Word became flesh and tabernacled among us, and we beheld/heard/touched his glory.”
This is what Larry Morris says about UGK.
Is he the Second Coming?
I want a handful of close people (especially my partner) to say this about me when I die. This is my wish & hope on my 40th birthday!
– Is my romance with depression over forever? Will I still be the same Joe without it? Why should I be……!?
12.8.18
– Love:
With heart – desire
With soul – trust
With mind – understand
With strength – work
– Am I a philanthrope or misanthrope??
– Hereditary – wait for the HD movie to become available. Don’t be impatient and watch the HDCAM version now (like you did for Split)!
– The Fountainhead:
The cynic/ruler
Vs.
The weak friend
Vs.
The hero/martyr
13.8.18
– trowel
Kool-Aid
Women in metal!
Help for creators
Community guidelines and content restrictions
– Movies:
“A Dark Song”
Why was it an NYT critic’s pick? I now know that I cannot use even the critical consensus as an infallible guide to my best films!
The only 2 things that impressed me were the grueling preparation and the radical trust in a guide required to achieve a lofty spiritual goal.
One needs to die first (touch the abyss) in order to fully live!
The horror elements were really not that scary. And the surprise twist at the end (forgiveness) wasn’t realistic……
Did she develop an intimate, genuine bond (love) with her guru, that transformed her bitterness?
– As long as there are powerful forces (E.g. Political corruption, ecological crisis, social discrimination, cultural fundamentalisms, etc.) in the world, that impinge on everyone’s freedom, we cannot be simple individualists.
Right?
14.8.18
– The us created by the We-me
Vs.
The us created by the Me-we
– Distinguish:
Assembly polls
&
Lok Sabha elections
Same as the difference between MLAs & MPs
What role does the Rajya Sabha play in legislation?
– KaiOS
mull
gaffer
Chakras & Kriyas
Mudras
– Why no native dictionary (unlike iOS) in Android?
Pop-up dictionary for Android!
Look Up
– “BJP mulls assembly polls with Lok Sabha elections in party-ruled states”
It should be “mulls over”, right?
– Parapsychology as Critical Psychology!
Spirituality as the ultimate para-field/discipline…
15.8.18
– What does “वऩदे मातरम” mean?
Bengali ~ Indian!
Poetry, mysticism & patriotism
वसुधैव कुटुम्बकम
Sri Aurobindo
Rabindranath Tagore
Swami Vivekananda
Bhagat Singh
Subhash Chandra Bose
Sardar Vallabhai Patel
जन-गण-मन अधिनायक जय हे
Modicare
Ayushman Bharat
– You say the brain is your primary sexual organ,
I say my cock is the primary intellectual organ!
– Is it better for a very good person to die attempting to become great, or to stay content with who they have become?
Spiritual greed
– Jesus Christ & Robert Capon ~ U. G. Krishnamurti & Larry Morris
Bhagat Singh’s Jail Notebook ~ Immanuel Joseph’s journal/blog
– Iolo System Mechanic
– Have you ever lived through an extreme (high-risk/critical) situation?
If not, you may not be a full adult yet……!
I see all these stories where they make such a big deal out of losing a beloved one &/or one major impulsive/tragic individual action, but what about all those people who go through large scale catastrophes like famine, war, pestilence, etc. and prolonged trends of oppression/cruelty?!
– Distinguish:
Violence/cruelty (Nietzsche)
&
Evil/sadism (Devil)
– SFG – avoid the 2 opposite poles of “this is the best/greatest/only way for spiritual growth” and “it makes no difference, or is inimical, to spirituality”.
Believe in its value, WITHOUT taking it too seriously……!
16.8.18
– Indology
From Christian apologetics to unapologetic individual
IFTTT
Evental ~ acausal
– Having a few people who support me materially is itself a big deal. So, expecting them to be spiritually aligned might just be greedy…
– The Word as the eternal light, as opposed to the light-darkness dualism
Is man nothing but the self-reflection of GOD?
I.e. Divine reflexivity (GOD looking at, and thinking of, himself) = pre-existence of the Son (the eternal human) ~ (NOT –>) creation of Adam-Eve.
Unfolding/manifestation as opposed to sequence/causation.
Human be-ing (pre-incarnate Christ) = GOD’s mirror-image ask-ing who/what am I a reflection of?
The 4D shadow (divine image) of a 4D object (GOD)……!
Is there any humanity (3D) in my reflection (2D)?
Yes, but it’s not human. Reflection ~ conception ~ reproduction.
So, could my creation be MORE THAN human??
The Word/Logos is primarily GOD’s auto-communication!
I.e. It/he/she is GOD’s internal self-reflexivity, and by implication, divine communication to the human
Self-relationship is where it all begins……!
The Other within – the endless dialogue between who I am and who I believe/know/think I am
GOD (the Creator) ~ Son (the idea of creation in the mind of the Creator) ~ Human (the creature)
So, Man actually precedes the world!
The distinctions between GOD, Christ and Adam is logical/functional/processual rather than ontological/hierarchical/chronological……
– “The 99.9% are too ordinary (not radical enough) and the 0.1% are crazy (too radical)!”
Hmmm…… if only, at least 1% started supporting the revolutionaries over the status quo, how things would change……!?
– nwjs – virus/malware/PUP or not??
– Dear madam…
Do you realize that you are now materially supporting what you are spiritually opposing?!
– ad hominem argumentative fallacy
Sujendra Prakash
– “Defense is offence!” – UGK
– I am accused of being arrogant, proud, rude, mean, violent, destructive, etc.
Of lashing out at my critics
Of needlessly snubbing people
Of justifying my childishness/immaturity with tricky rationalizing
– I endorse cannibalism.
Huh!? 😳
– Only a sociopath can be a true activist,
And only a psychopath can be a true guru.
But not all sociopaths/psychopaths are activists/gurus.
– I am a narcissist.
Why yes
Why no
Why bad
Why not
– I want a video of me smoking……
Job 7:16; Ps. 144:4
– I like Imran Khan (present Pak PM)!
Does he like us (Indians) too??
– Is that guy gay?
He seems to be more comfortable with girls than with me……
– My face
Full beard >> Frenchie >> mustache >> full beard >> …
– DON’T talk during the night stroll together!
17.8.18
– Self-victimization
Making weapons out of the insults thrown at me……!
Negative narcissism
The majoritarian ambitions of the minority
One’s existential choices need the darkness of social oblivion in order to grow fully
Micro-politics
The economisation/politicization of the human
The post/trans/anti-human
Fictional historicization
kibbutz
Anarchist commune
Politics Vs. Warfare
Black bloc
Interpassive stupor
hacks
cretinous
Max Stirner
Anti-ageing movement
Technological singularity
Artificial consciousness
The dunghill of historic gratitude
The tyranny of happiness & prosperity
The self as the creative & unique nothing!
Critiquing freedom
Possessedness ~ slavery ~ machination
Illegalist/amoralist
Revolutionizing the subject
Self-positing
– Distinguish:
Hedonism (Capitalist/consumerist freedom)
&
Egotism (Anarchist/radical individualism)
– How do anarcho-individualists respond to social crises like mass poverty, ecological degradation, war, etc.?
Or do they?
But haven’t all the so-called selfless altruists together created this world full of suffering/ennui that we live in??
– Anarchists
Vs.
The Left
Insurrection
Vs.
Revolution
– Movies:
“The Legend of Bhagat Singh” (2002, Hindi)
Gandhi/politics/Congress Vs. Bhagat Singh/war/Socialism ~ Immanuel Joseph/SFG Vs. Christianity/society
Read the Wikipedia article on Bhagat Singh
“They only survive because their only (or highest) goal is to survive!”
Survival for the sake of transformation, NOT the other way around. So, if you have to choose one, then you know which way to go……
Compare his life with the philosophy of Max Stirner
Check out his Jail Notebook
Check out my screenshots & collage!
WHY did the Indian soldiers open fire in Jalianwala Bhag at General Dyer’s command??
What real contribution did the violent revolutionaries make to India gaining political independence?
Are they getting their due credit?
Did the British pay any penalty for their crimes against Indians?
18.8.18
– digipline
Stirner’s critics
– Limit the limiters,
Negate the naysayers,
Silence the silencers!
– In a country like India where gross negligence and inefficiency are ruining everything, how can anti-work be adventure?!
Wouldn’t it just worsen an already dire situation?
In short, what about all the lazy idiots??
– Is there any human culpability (State negligence, etc.) in the Kerala floods?
Throwing money at a natural disaster is like the power of positive thinking against cancer!
19.8.18
– Dream:
I am kissing a black beauty who is after me, and I cum (wet dream!). This happens in a big house where Salome is present in another room…
I am floating & swimming fluently and easily!
I am with a group of people in the hall, so I go into another room to talk on the phone with Danny.
– Zoroastrianism (Persia) ~ Zarathustra (Nietzsche) ~ Pyrotheology (Rollins) ~ the burning bush (Moses)
I join all worshipers of FIRE!
– “Why we disagree” – Swami Vivekananda
Have you listened to his voice?
– Eternal creation
Inheritance & identity
Reincarnation & hypnosis
Reminiscence ~ reimagination!
Material thralldom
The quasi-perfect condition
Sincere agnosticism
“This is the will of GOD” ~ “I do not know”!
Vedic Rishis
Heirs of immortal bliss
It is a sin to call man a sinner!
Lotus-leaf living
pyong
– Distinguish:
Repetition
&
Recollection
– Fuck shame
Fuck guilt
Fuck laziness
Distinguish:
Brokenness
&
Weakness
– How (well) would you type, if you couldn’t readily erase and edit?
– Apotheosis ~ homicide!
Futurist philosophy
“The logical consequence of Hegel’s principles, in following the course of dialectic, will generate a viewpoint totally antithetical to Hegelianism itself”!
Philosophy Stack Exchange
Stack Overflow
OpenID
Hot questions
The Old Hegelians
Berlin’s notorious “Free Ones”
Improvident bonhomie
duzbruder
Obscure status
Mock-epic
Radical youth
Prussian Revolution – unsuccessful military insurrection
“there is no other road for you to truth and freedom except that leading through the stream of fire [the Feuer-bach]. Feuerbach is the purgatory of the present time.”
“Man is the true God and Savior of Man.”
Self-alienation
Sensuous noesis
Stirner Vs. Feuerbach
Atheist piety & covert religions
Pure criticism and the fundamental illusion
Quixotic struggle and dialectic display of hostile brothers
Private success
Practical solipsism
Moral history
– SFG:
Formation (teleological)
Vs.
Friendship (egotistic)
Obedience (ideal)
Vs.
Love (personal)
– Cyber-Cynic – public masturbation, online!
– Mubi > Netflix!
– Criminals, psychos & GOD-men
Addicts, vegetables & tribals
Killer
Movies: “The Iceman”
20.8.18
– The infra-physical
India as genius!
The human-cosmic
The fine excess
Joy as creativity
The courage to delve into the infinite
The law of extremes
Mother goddess
Vaster forms
Immemorable shakthi
New Indias
Supramental light
Divine support
All-powerful simplicity
“Let her cry!”
Classical triumvirate
Fuck the ICS – Auro!
“The strong one, who can bear all things”
Biographical timeline
Sonny
“Our enemy is no outsider!”
Fiery letters to the editor
Military training for revolutionary youth
Bengali man of letters
Make your own affidavit!
Centripetal <–> centrifugal
“History is awakening”
“Making” history
Fatuous fragrances
daft, asinine
Punish the torturers
Gorilla warfare
Bloody ink
Sister Nivedita
“But, NOW is the time to fit in – study and climb the ladder – you can fight for change LATER……”
“But HOW can we take on the might of the British??”
– Spirit –> words –> bodies –> action –> death –> progress!
Redeeming Jihad (holy war)!
ONLY the perfect can fulfill, so……
Dominant status
Vs.
Total independence
From the foreign rule of politics/academics/religion to the free future of violence/sensuality/spirituality!
– Aurobindo seems to be closer to Bhagat Singh than to Gandhi!
– Should I make the SFG open-to-all?!
And get rid of all formal commitments/requirements?
– I must go back to Tamil Nadu and live there!!!
– Go, live and work in a place where you make a significant difference, instead of where you are just another cog in the wheel……
So, go down (less developed), in order to move up (positive contribution!?
– paywall
– Work
Vs.
War
Freedom struggle ~ spiritual warfare
There were types of Indians:
1. Those who fought for the British & killed other Indians.
2. Those who worked in the British institutions for their own benefit.
3. Those who covertly supported the Indian cause.
4. Those who openly fought for it and followed the great leaders.
5. The great leaders who inspired Indians toward full autonomy, and were mostly martyred.
Which one (or two) are you?
21.8.18
– Chrome PC cleanup tool
“Search failed:
An error occurred while Chrome was searching for harmful software”
Ha ha ha ha!
– Ant-revolution revolutionary
Wesley Cecil
Freedom as gift/permission
Unique Vs. Average
Freedom, not only from external restrictions to my own expression, but also from slavery to any addictive/destructive drive within me!
Fuck all “fixed ideas”!
Is it enough if I believe I am free? Could I be deluded about it?
Is this good for me = Do I (body) enjoy this? + Will this help me (spirit) grow?
Defiant/revolting/provocative
Distinguish:
Egoist
&
Anarchist
Ideology –> I-do-ology!
Liberty as a spook
Nothingness/emptiness:
Vacuum
Vs.
Womb
If I am (actual) nothing, then I could be anything (potential)!
All laws/customs/dogmas are reactionary (to the ego)!
Id1 Vs. Id2 Vs. Id3…… = Ego! (Forget the Superego) 😝
Individual ~ existential ~ spiritual
Angels (good demons) are demons too!
Passion
Vs.
Purity
Natural/inherent egoism Vs. Cultural/imbibed altruism
Love yourself completely & supremely, but do not unconditionally trust any of the voices within yourself!
– The Agon
Funeral games
Quiescent morality
Distinguish:
Honor/integrity
&
Fame/success
Trophies – statement possessions
ataraxia
– Trace Stirner’s love life……
WOW!
– But if I say/do… then they will think I am…
So, I should not……
– Yes, you worship/obey/submit/serve this or that God (Christ/society/enlightenment, etc.), but you do it only because YOU believe it. And you would not do it if YOU did not value it supremely.
Right?
Then, are you STILL not following your own self?!
So, according to this insight, even self-sacrifice is egotistic!
Therefore, in order for someone to not be egocentric, he/she must live in direct opposition to their own beliefs/values……
Who reigns supreme:
The king
Or
The king-maker?
– The individual/self/person is the ONLY thing that is real BOTH objectively (body) and subjectively (consciousness)!
So, worship it and it ALONE…
Amen.
– Every belief/value is a decision/choice!
22.8.18
– Can dealing with the technical problems (& e-pleasures) of PC games help me be a better spiritual guide?
– Anti-pop
The Peter Principle
Claude Debussy
Impressionism
Icelandic eruptions
Plastic grin
Tonsil stones
Microdiscectomy
The ocean/sea as the ungraspable phantom of life
This Day in History – First Successful Trial Run of a Steamboat (1787)
stymie
Putting green
thwack
previse
hypothecate
smack
objurgate
anathemize
debark
– Distinguish:
Spondylolisthesis
&
Intervertebral disc herniation/prolapse
– XBox Game Pass with Windows 10 PC
DirectX
Cricket – watch highlights of India tour of England Test series
Playster sucks!
My PC – Windows 10 Home version 1803 x64; Intel i3 2.4 GHz processor; 4 GB RAM; 1 GB video memory (Intel HD Graphics 4600); DirectX version 12
– Brute force without symbolic authority is powerless!
– Are you pissed off that I have misunderstood you, or is it because I have finally seen you for who you really are, and you hate that……!?
23.8.18
– Fan-nominations open for Pornhub awards 😉
– Distinguish:
Honorarium
&
Compensation
My condition of payment for picnic, retreat, etc. (as SFG leader) is like covering (ONLY) the transportation costs of a visiting lecturer…
The expertise, time and effort are offered totally free of charge!