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1.8.18
– Meena Kumari – actress cum singer cum poet
Female pornstar thinkers & activists
Conservative intellectuals – oxymoron!?
Ilona Staller
Colby Keller
– Culture says you’re a decent man, but nature says you’re just another prude!
– Restraint Vs. Dissent
Polemics & advocacy
– Distinguish:
“?!”
&
“!?”
– “Tell me your full name”
Master-disaster
Widow’s peak
“The Orson Welles of crap”
Mythical filming conditions
Internal befuddlement
Jacobean
Sleazy slow jams
The distinction of being the weirdest
Content regulations
Dadaist
Absurdist vision
The story (of the person) behind the story
Hilarious & poignant; Exorbitance & desperation; Excess & cluelessness
A would-be auteur whose primary creative stamp is his bad judgment!
James Gatz –> Jay Gatsby
“I am Tommy”
……Immanuel Joseph loves James Franco loves Tommy Wiseau……
Midnight screenings of cult classics
Performative audience interactivity
How does Tom Bissell fit into the whole picture?
Deep dive
Celebrity fan-base
Ironic enjoyment of bad entertainment
Social capital/cultural currency
The outsider superstar!
Startling cruelty, unbelievable inventiveness & real joy
Why people keep watching “the worst movie ever made”??
fan-work
The “genius of the artist” lies in the mind of the audience!!!
Immanuel Joseph’s blog ~ Tommy Wiseau’s film
Leonization [sic] – distinguish the Tommy Wiseau according to Greg Sestero and the Tommy Wiseau according to James Franco
– Tragic inspiration – “how I found life and freedom on death row”!
– Ethics:
Rules & consequences >> virtues & desires!
Distinguish:
Doing what is best for me
&
Prioritizing happiness
Is everyone focusing on their own flourishing ultimately the most conducive for everyone’s progress?
What about the personal need for social contribution?
– Body-respiration – let the spirit revive your whole soul!
– Movies:
“The Disaster Artist” (2017)
(& “The Room” – 2003)
Perfect movie for my current manic phase! 😅
Which one should be seen first?
Immanuel Joseph/Tommy Wiseau > SFG/The Room – this is why I liked Franco’s film!
The crucified Christ – the artist who entertains, by making himself a laughing stock……
Compare with “The Wrestler” (2008)
Is compassion weakness or strength? There is a certain kind of compassion (trying to spare the other) that is weak and another kind (seeking to sharpen the other in one’s own flint-fire) which is strong.
“Exactly how I intended…” 😛
Lisa (the lover) ~ The Room (his film)
“Whatever is worth doing, is worth doing badly!”
What does it mean to say that a movie is the “greatest bad”?! Is it just nonsense?
I don’t understand why those people in the beginning of the movie are raving about “The Room” 🤪
Title – what is “the room”??
The protagonist’s need for fame/success is definitely his Achilles heel
Distinguish:
Ambition/drive
&
Vision/passion
– Innocent child, political activist, passionate lover, wild animal, spiritual guru, intellectual giant, etc. – all-in-one! 😃👏🏽
– Can you find lyrics for “Baby love” by Cicciolina?
Google couldn’t!
– Positively schizophrenic
Romantic predator
Actually Huizenga
Extreme situations & desperate courage
Self-possession
Elam
Sargon of Akkad
– From good/bad to strong/weak
Able to be free irrespective of the situation, and/or able to change the situation to be more conducive to one’s expression – strong
Adjusting oneself according to the situation – weak
Can the strong adapt WITHOUT compromising??
– YouVersion – make your own Bible verse images with Calligraphy Name & Canva!
– News:
Contrast the 2 incidents of –
Cops being beaten by an angry group of people inside their own station (in AP, for beating some folks in the society)
And
DMK workers beating a restaurant staff (in TN, for denying them free lunch)
– The joy of the LORD is my strength – what exactly does “LORD” mean here, for me?
That which is channeled via all the means of Grace made available to me?
That which is inward/mystic/cosmic/eternal, but still accessible to me?
– Ps. 121:1-2
There is no question in the Tamil versions! Why?
Jussive, subjunctive
Song of ascents
“May your protector not sleep”
I look up to the mountains (religious observance), but my help comes from their Creator (the Reality behind/beyond the symbols)!
Don’t mistake the finger for the moon – distinguish signifier/pointer and signified/referent
2.8.18
– Suspension bridge
– Why is the gold Redmi Note 5 Pro, white in front?! 🤪
– When someone has no DP on WhatsApp, what does it say about them?
– What do you mean by “mean”?
– Innocent lust
meetup.com – only SFW? Ha ha ha ha ha……
3.8.18
– Happy fapping!
Follow your favorite models/pornstars on Instagram/Snapchat
Pornhub’s sexual wellness center
Free trial for paysites
Metcams
#PHtaughtme
4.8.18
– Chrono download manager for Chrome
– Ogle, flirt, seduce – detaboofy!
Unfreedoms
– Bill (The Tale), Lane (MI:6), Thanos (Infinity War) ~ JIJ! 😈
– Dear folks… August 11th is my 40th birthday.
So if you would like to express your appreciation for my invaluable (yet free) contribution to your life so far, you can give your generous cash gifts to me (I have some sexy stuff waiting on my wishlist)! 😬🤙
– How to find things google can’t – Google Search
– Yesterday, a dog intimidated me!
5.8.18
– Where has theooze.com gone??
– SFG – F: Formation >> Friendship
And, get rid of the G!
– Lost my specs in the bus to Madurai
– Life is……
Difficult enjoyment!
– Evangelicals are poor in raising teens. Is that any wonder?!
– The Messianic secret + the Great Commission = ??
– Christ as the anti-prophet!
– First Reformed (film/Joe) + priestly ordination (Solan) + vocational crisis (Mahima) = ?!
– “Xyz:
– Vocational crisis >> psychological depression in adolescence……?
– Distinguish:
Doing what I want
&
Doing what I am
– Counseling = self-knowledge + unconditional support.
HOW can a parent help his/her child to UNDERSTAND himself (as a unique individual)??
I think xyz must be strictly prohibited (by his parents) from pursuing NEET!
– Confess, & repent of, your sin of self-negligence and naïve obedience before the LORD your God!
Be ye delivered from this demon of “being nice (to people)”……
Amen.
GOD’s will – decision as discovery!
– Ordination sermon:
Do not jump to conclusions about, and hastily judge, people.
And never use the Scriptures for your personal agenda for/against others.
– Who the hell is Anjezë Gonxhe Bojaxhiu??
– Movies:
“நடிகையர் திலகம்”
Compare with “Dirty Picture”
Keerthy Suresh and Savithri; Vidya Balan & Silk Smitha
Was Samantha Akkineni’s character also “real”?
Is this film feminist, because of its depiction of female empowerment or exploitation, or both?
I identify more with Gemini Ganesan.
The ripple effects of the revolutionary’s martyrdom – more like a long drawn out tsunami!
A film for film-makers – Compare with “The Tale”
Who would’ve thought that an alcoholic’s death would produce such a great resource for alcoholics’ liberation?!
The dream outlives the dreamer, IF the dreamer does not give up until the end, irrespective of whether they succeed or not……
6.8.18
– (t)rap
thang
Dubstep porn
knickers; G-string
Pu$$y
Label conflicts
Follow-up mixtape
The New Classic
glen
Gaelic
Pornograffiti
Fleshlight girls
– Finish last, and beat everyone!
– “Split” – the beast is my cock!
And it’s on the move, so you better beware…… 😈
Virgin pussy Evangelicals
Vs.
Monster cocky Christians
“What up, bitch?” – Iggy Azalea
“I got one less problem without you”
– Dream:
Chatting with Danny, Vivi, my dad.
I wonder aloud how the MCU manages to turn out awesome movies one after the other…!
There are patches of cockroaches and worms all over the hall floor – needs cleaning.
I tell Vivi the learning in SFG is open, not curricular, so there’s no hurry to meet deadlines & targets. Danny talks about how the wink of a black beauty is torturing him……! 😎
– segue (say that sexy sound!)
My favorite camgirls – have you ever chatted with them?! Are they really real??
– Yesterday, when the அருட்தந்தை (CSI அருட்பொழிவு, அருட்பணி, அருட்செய்தி) was preaching about humility, obedience & kindness, I felt like strangling him right there…… 😠
Making pussies out of everyone, in the name of the paradigmatic cocky 🖕🏾
– 🤲🏽
Vs.
🤝
Vs.
🤜🏿🤛🏿
7.8.18
– Movies:
“First Reformed”
The death of faith-hope-love >> the birth of freedom-passion-life!
This movie is so timely for where I am now (spiritually) – “I have found a new way to pray”, “why deny yourself?”
From psuedo-theology to sexual spirituality! 💣💥
“The Last Night” (book) – from a servant of normative abstractions (eco-warrior and religious priest) to the wild individual! From human-sacrifice to ideal-murder…… 🗡️
Michael – Christ figure – deicide >> salvation!
“What does a man profit if he gains the whole world and loses his soul? Or, what can a man give in exchange for his soul?” – Jesus of Nazareth
Compare with Ingmar Bergman’s “Winter Light” & “Diary of a Country Priest” by Robert Bresson.
Why did Paul Schrader make this movie? Is there anything new or different in his work from what has already been made? Maybe he just wants to be a contemporary finger pointing to those classic moons, because without it, the present & future generations might never see what they miss……
These film-makers have a PhD in depression and are therefore certified counselors!
“Ant Man”
I watched it in 2 halves separately. I hesitated to continue watching, but the 2nd half made up for the first!
The smaller the weapon, the more powerful it is.
Ants – harnessing the power of Nature to combat unnatural/artificial/man-made culture…
I can never understand characters who are so much in love with someone else that they virtually live & die for them!
Sentimental superheroes disgust me. To me, they are not worthy of the name.
Quantum level ~ death/eternity – the One who returned!
Loving relationship
Vs.
Higher cause
Vs.
Individuation
“Ready Player One”
Compare with “Tron: Legacy”
Cyber-game ~ spiritual warfare – the battle FOR (the sake of) this world is NOT waged IN (or according to the ways of) this world!
The people’s champion (Messiah)
Vs.
The ruling class (The powers-that-be)
Compare with the movie “Avatar”
“You’re not an avatar, are you?!” – what is the resurrected Christ?? Not just a human/person or a memory/influence……
Anorak, Halliday & the Curator
You can be inspired by causes, but you can romance only a real girl!
WHY didn’t the villain shoot the hero when he had the chance?! He’s human too!
Spirituality – wandering as winning…… 👣👍🏽
– “Girls rescued from shelter home”!
– I was not born to my parents, but dropped down from Heaven… or rather, came up from Hell!?
– Why are letters given on a phone dialpad?
– I think Peter Kreeft’s comment, “their semen has backed up into their CSF” actually applies more to the theology of the unnaturally repressed (E.g. Catholic priests who molest children) than to the philosophy of the promiscuous (or the “sexually impure”)!
Reference:
“If we analyzed the blood that their hearts pump into their brains, might we find it mixed with fluids from their lower organs?”
– From “Happiness: Ancient and Modern Concepts of Happiness” by Peter Kreeft
– Can this sermon be preached to non-human species?!
– Can someone who (says he) is a spiritual leader have a tummy (plenty of belly fat)?
Can I be a cultural influencer without being a leader of people?
Introverted revolutionaries!
– Take a loan & buy a house. Then rent it out and repay the EMI with that income…
– wickedride.com 👍🏽😎
Solo trip/walkabout/adult’s timeout (“The Affair”)
High-time you did it, Joe!
8.8.18
– SAIACS Annual Consultation
– Is Evangelical Christianity just an idolatrous response to the human craving for certainty and satisfaction?
– Peter Rollins
– Liberal colleges like UTC idolize social causes like justice,
And Evangelical institutions like SAIACS worship their evangelistic theology.
Is there any Christian organization dedicated to the open & fearless pursuit of true knowledge?
– Distinguish:
Apologist
&
Philosopher
It’s not enough that we know, we want to know that we know, and then we want others to know that we know……
9.8.18
– Weed – joint (with tobacco) or cannabutter or vape – choose (the form of) your poison! 😎
– fountainhead
– Distinguish:
Adolescent tantrums
&
Radical individualism
The repressed gentleman
&
The responsible (empathetic) adult
Ayn Rand
Vs.
Friedrich Nietzsche
Holding the door for the elderly
&
Ogling at women in public
– Yucca brevifolia
Joshua Tree
National park
Cultural festival
Connect with the outdoors and be inspired by the spirit!
– Voice journaling!
https://mega.nz/#!qA4ByRiK!7nJxf7JEb1qNMKC3SMupcVcZ0XB52yJ3iEqk7_irBfA
– What is the OASIS (Ready Player One)??
The Imaginary becomes the greatest weapon in the battle against the power of the Symbolic, for the sake of experiencing the Real!
– I am a lesbian-feminist! 🤪😳
i.e. Inspired by (the great) women
– WhatsApp – saving others’ DP (those I like) to my gallery.
Hmmm…… Is that okay? 🤪
– Everyone is equal – inherent worth
Everyone is not equal – the value created from what is given
– There’s just too much energy coarsing through my body ⚡, I feel my brain will explode 🤯!
– “First Reformed” – body ecology!
– Short top & leggings! 🙃😳
– Start using advance booking in Ola & Uber
– MomentCam
MMF
defloration
Virgin masturbation
XXX Games Network
– A.P. Bio (TV series) – S01 E01-02
Advanced Placement 😅
Attacking bad philosophy is the best way to redeem & renew this techno-capitalist culture! And this can be done by ordinary people (even youth!), if only they have a fearless (& eccentric) leader……
Not all comedy sucks! 😝👍🏽
– If you could change your name to something more reflective of your character what would it be?
– Is the Übermensch just another normative abstraction that threatens to enslave you & me?
No!
Why?
Images
LINES

The Disaster Artist’s room or The Room’s fan-work
Celebratory funeral
YouTube (check out part 1-3)
Disastrous raves
YouTube (movie clip)
Pics
THOUGHTS
13.7.18
– Erotoscope
Judicial murder
– Repressed sex (id) >> increased violence (superego)!
– Are Wilhelm Reich & Osho connected somehow?
– Why Rajneesh >> Osho??
– Movies:
“Baby Bump” (Polish)
What a waste of my precious time! I can’t rely on critical acclaim or artiness (as much as I used to) anymore, to guide me to the good stuff……
WHY was this featured (out of the 30) on Mubi??
“Ex Libris: The New York Public Library”
Would’ve been a good film, if it was exactly 1 & half hours long (instead of the 3 & 1/2)!
– The harmony of the wild
Transcend ~ debase!
Using cyber-technology for radical reincarnation
From cultural animal to brute spirituality
Natural violence
Vs.
Artificial peace
– Would art & sports be that entertaining, if their creators & performers were not dead serious about their craft?
– [7/14, 1:59 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): World cup colourless this time.
[7/14, 2:00 AM] Immanuel Joseph: Oh no! It’s full of surprises 👏🏽
[7/14, 2:10 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): Yeah! Full of surprises but off colour and thrill.
[7/14, 2:16 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): Few matches really good.
[7/14, 9:33 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): Well done Nadal. You gave your very best and all. The result doesnt reflect the tenacity and determination.
Lets see how things go in the remaining play.
Maybe the break is good for Nadal.
[7/14, 9:35 AM] Immanuel Joseph: Ah!
Tennis > Nadal (or Federer, or any other great player) 👣
[7/14, 9:51 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): But Tennis will lose its charm, colour and beauty without a man called Nadal.
He is such a joy to watch like Brazil playing artistic football in all its beauty and splendour.
[7/14, 9:55 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): True Joe.
But I am telling how much he has contributed to the game of Tennis.
[7/14, 9:59 AM] Appa (Jayakumar Rajapandian): I will not sit throughout night to watch a player other than Nadal.
When Nadal plays with Federer or Djoko they give their very best and also bring the very best from him
[7/14, 10:15 AM] Immanuel Joseph: Hmmm… I too thought this World Cup would be boring because of Brazil’s & Germany’s (my favorite teams) exit. But then, I have surprisingly realized that I was wrong!
[7/14, 10:16 AM] Immanuel Joseph: I want to become a connoisseur of the Game rather than just a partisan fan
– Use the intellect, to subdue the mind under the body, rather than society.
– Integrating the shadow self (Jung) ~ curing the soul with the flesh (Wilde)
– Bojpuri item numbers
Indian soft porn
– Thus Spake Zarathustra – UGK is the Superman and I am on of the bridges that join the common man to this ultimate ideal……
14.7.18
– Bio-logical
Vs.
Psycho-social
Does the denial of the so-called “higher powers” condemn us to mediocrity & conformity, or is it the only basis upon which genuine transcendence & greatness can be pursued……?
– Continual self-overcoming
No sacrifice of self, no growth in life
– Can the fruit of knowledge be redeemed, for the sake of life?!
Can language ever become an instrument of true creation rather than just perpetual reordering?
– What if our greatest truths are just the most persistent lies?!
– Zarathustra > Zoroastrianism
NOT the other way around!
– Distinguish:
Self-denial
&
Self-overcoming
– Individual
Vs.
Humanity
Contrast:
Superman
&
Selfish man
– Jordan Peterson – a distorter and domesticator of Nietzsche?
– Medicalization as maladaptation
– Kazimierz Dabrowski
“Positive disintegration”
The mentally ill as “differently abled”
– Government of USA
Vs.
Rajneeshpuram
When they use the law of the land for their own survival, you say, “You’re (legal, but) immoral!”
When they flout the law for their ideals, you say, “This is illegal (although moral)!”
– “Defacing the currency”
The Diogenes Syndrome
Sisyphean achievements
Artificial desires
Indulging in the simple pleasures
Untraining and retraining
The misery of laziness
The joy of/in freedom
15.7.18
– Erotic liturgy
Porn mass
Rethrone the (crucified and resurrected) Body!
– Recruiting technology, language, intellect and the arts, to subvert culture!
– Proxy tunnel
Dynavap VapCap, X-Max V2Pro
What are the most efficient ways to get really high?
– Have you learnt to embrace pain yet?
Sissy! (or is it kiddo?)
– The herculean task (humanly impossible) of giving up (spiritual suicide)!
Life
Vs.
Self
16.7.18
– Fuck the (prescribed) anti-depressants. Make your own (natural ones)!
All hail (what’s the antonym for fuck?) weed!
(Stopped Escitalopram a few days back)
– Documentaries:
“WR: Mysteries of the Organism”
“Pervert’s Guide to Cinema”
– Movies:
“Calibre”
Legality
Vs.
Morality
Vs.
Vitality
1 < 2 < 3!
– Suck it up, and bite the bullet!
Cloning realities
One of the great weirdnesses
It’s time to get beyond “knowing what’s really going on”!
It’s better that we are all barking up many trees…
E = mc2 – what does this equation have to do with time (& space)? I thought it only had to do with energy & matter… how foolish!
How to type superscript and subscript
Insights Vs. Results
The quantum mechanic
Schrodinger’s religion
What is life?
Ordinary uncertainty and extraordinary absurdity
Experimenter/researcher ~ biblical scholar/analytical philosophy. Thinker/theorist ~ theologian/continental philosophy
We are not in the business of ruling out any questions
Please start to stop doing that!
Probabilistic determination
– Alexandra Daddario
Sophia Knight
– Ma Anand Sheela – what a lady!
Kindle Unlimited!
– “Why would anyone want what UG gave us?”
Great question!
17.7.18
– Vandalism & revolution
Kindle app for PC
Enforced fun
Unforgivable obedience
Live tiles
Normative abstractions as pipe dreams
The antidote to medical poisons
frenemies
Ikigai
potlatch
Nuremberg Virgin/Iron Maiden
Torture museum
sarcophagus
Squandering methods
Self-abolition
Tragic parables
crapulousness
Disrespectful (shameful, or rather shameless!) opportunists
Punk ethics
declination
Magnetic north pole
Celestial equator
Respect ~ wealth/character/achievement – social status ~ economic/moral/professional/religious capital – legitimated (& glorified) resources!
neoprimitivist
Prefigurations of autonomy
Till money
Carnal reasoning
Perfect criminals ~ silent parasites
Clown army – non-violent (jubilant) warfare
Neo-anarchism
“Infinitely demanding” – Simon Critchley
Interstitial distance
Unperceived non-freedoms
Conversing with ethnic cleansers
Instrumental reason and pseudo-individuality
Orgonomic functionalism
From damage limitation to positive ethics
Sex-pol – psychoanalysis, sexuality and Communism
Humanitarian interventions
Extinction marathon
Individuals in relation – voluntary (anarchic/autonomous) associations
The practical skepticism of lucid dreamers
Language as a tool of immortality, the dream of civilization!
The actual translation of potential narratives – the structure of sense provided by normative abstractions
Political populism – umbrella concept or empty signifier
Mortal, fragile lifes – individual biospheres
Existential fiction
Love, without the fall
Bullshit jobs
– Distinguish:
Unbeliever
&
Disbeliever
– Negative frontal opposition
Vs.
Mild moderation/regulation
– “What can be done, when nothing can be done?”
“How are we to understand the perspective of squandering in relation to ourselves?
Us – canon fodder, working flesh, trapped between global capitalism and the nation state?”
“What can our slavery to money teach us about Work?”
“How are squanderers to enter the world of Work?”
“What, in the end, do contemporary squanderers have to squander?”
“Yet, what options do we have, if we don’t want to submit?”
“Is it ever really possible to defeat our immaterial masters?”
The project of social autonomy always comes up (short) against the immortality of normative abstractions…!?
“Are we really sure that for the desire of a radically atheist freedom, we are available to renounce all the advantages brought to us by civilization? And paradoxically, wouldn’t that become a religious position in itself?”
– From
Disciplining the body
To
Being disciplined by the body!
– Is this sky bluish white or whitish blue?
– Kindle page flip
walkabout
– Ripples:
You go around spreading your death which feels like life,
And I will keep dispersing my life which smells like death……!
18.7.18
– Calibre e-book management – convert all my ebooks to pdf and then use Adobe Reader (with document cloud)
Read out loud
commensalism
Remote sensing
– The strangulating regimes of dominant abstractions
Friends as comrades
Personal dictionary
centroid
Intimacy as reciprocal trespassing
The union of egoists
“Everything must be, and I want it to be so.”
Repeat your new mantra
– Ludwig Feuerbach
Vs.
The New Atheists
– “Metamorphoses of Rebellion: A Fable” – from “The Last Night”, a book by Federico Campagna – should I read this and upload to YouTube (but I’m lazy!)?
Compare with Peter Rollins’s “The Orthodox Heretic”
– “Everything I know about morality and the obligations of men, I owe it to football” – Albert Camus
– The void-excess of inconsistent multiplicity
The count-for-one; dominant ideology; the order/state of the situation
The excluded part; unbelonging; non-foundational; anomalous phenomenon; alien intrusion
Foreclosure strategies of repression & recuperation
Identity-less
Generic humanity/bare life
New representations beyond conceptualization
The practice of scission
Traumatic transformations
Supernumerary – counts-as-nothing
Evental site
Reflexive identification
Radical contingency
Maximal intensity of appearance
Subverting existence via the creation of connections
Ruptural relations and possible worlds
Revolting against prevalent discourses & habitual prejudices/assumptions
Puncturing the organization of reality
Changing the (formal) structure, rather than the (material) elements
Revolutionary history
The Maoist Event
Permanent revolution
Future reality
Invisible subjects
Redefining the situation through insurrection
Political revolts & social transformations
Quasi-revolutionary eruptions
Truth-procedure
Inter-group conflict
Colonial exclusion & capitalist exploitation
The decision to name the impossible –> crisis of calculation
Non-ontological entities
Ungrounded choice ~ leap of faith or gamble
Random/nomadic movement
Axiomatic decision
Conservative critic
Classical decisionism
Suspension of chronological time
The futur anterieur
Anti-immigrant apparatuses
Autonomist
World-systems view
– Stop treating the body (your real self) like a dumb mule!
Mind, FOR the sake of (NOT over), body……
– Enjoy ~ flourish
Flourish ~ enjoy
– When you feel hungry, eat.
When you feel tired, rest.
When you feel horny, fuck.
When you feel bowel movements, shit.
When you feel bladder fullness, piss.
When you feel stiff, move.
When you feel energetic, work.
When you feel threatened, fight or flee.
When you feel comfortable, relax.
When you feel disturbed, get shelter.
– Distinguish:
Radical atheism
&
Other atheisms
– Cannabis culinary expert
Cannabutter
– What do I do??
Part-time husband + part-time home-maker + part-time self-educator + part-time spiritual growth facilitator
19.7.18
– Alternative arrangements:
Monogamish
Swinging
Polyamory
– “Are you upset with me?”
Come on, I’m asking you to give it to me……!
– “If this don’t make your booty move, your booty must be dead!”
Crazy English stoned rap sound
– Adblock Plus – block element on webpage
Sign into Metacritic & Rotten Tomatoes with Facebook
Critiquing the critics – who are your favs?
– I am tempted to listen again to my own voice in the SFG meeting recordings!
So, am I a narcissist?
When I was telling Chellam, that the next time depression strikes, I need to be more kind and gentle with my own body, I felt a deep discomfort inside myself!
Why??
Am I a (sado-)masochist?!
– Joints & spliffs
Headrush
Headshop
mereological
Theoretical computing
Manifestation without virtualization
Changing the world through perfect passivity!
Edificatory integration
Feeling, as thinking without words (&, numbers or images)
Foundational affectivity
Divine pathos
Abstract experience
Life’s self-dissimulation
Tireless reflexivity
Figurative art
Non-referential picturality
Hyper-subjectivities
20.7.18
– kawaii
Dark public places
– Melodrama:
Plot
Vs.
Character
– Think global/awesome/eternal
And
Act local/efficient/temporal
– News:
Rahul Gandhi the buffoon!
– When you don’t like a movie, you should try to think about it a little more – Why you don’t like it? What do you like about it?, How could it be made better?, etc.
