magMa Carta

16.9.23

coquelicot

ridgepole ~ rooftree

mirador

debouche

runnel

floribundia

pebbly

covey

17.9.23

telluric

abhorration

Are you ashamed of your shamelessness?

face-melting

Kim Phuc

droits

We have moved from a world where the living were under threat of death, to a world in which the dead are forced to live under threat of (endless torture?)……

No breakthrough, without a prior dead-end

18.9.23

abreaction

pretermission

dementia praecox

infusoria

animalcule

amphimixis

19.9.23

Scientific language as metaphorical

Philosophy as metapsychology

Heart ~ blood ~ flow

Are any two subatomic particles (E.g. Electrons) exactly identical (in mass, rotation, charge, etc.)?

But for me, the (pain of) excitation is more preferable, than the (pleasure of) discharge, as it is for most others… Because they are mostly in a state of activity, and I am almost always in a state of quiescence.

Pleasurable excitation Vs. Painful quiescence Vs. Painful excitation Vs. Pleasurable quiescence.
What about neutral activity, like sleepwalking?

Extreme equilibrium – white-hot sleep!

Iatromantis

My very own private firing-squad (for pleasure)

Is it possible/necessary to be outrageous & elegant at the same time?

culottes

iterate

Dangerous hedonism

This feeling is somewhere in between numbness, pleasure & pain… or is it something altogether different, like nausea?

Strychnine as stimulant

cabrón

truant ~ hooky

stile

goujeers

moated grange

thievish

mescal

switchback

cantina

whiskerando

rubicund

waggish

seigniorage

snifter

litharge

pips

20.9.23

Maybe I am meant to be a secret inspiration and shaping influence, on these few people, who would later become “great”……

divagations

Isha+Rhea

Is this what “putting yourself under the pump” means??

22.9.23

Are you really conservative inside and radical only on the outside? Is the inside more real than the outside? Is radical better than conservative? Is it worth even asking any of these questions? I would keep asking them, even if it was totally irrelevant & useless!

Profound uncertainty
Vs.
Absolute non-existence

Life can only lead to death. Only death can produce life.

Isn’t the shepherd closer to the wolf, than he is to the sheep?

MyGov

decantation

Active degeneration
Deliberate defects

Geostrategy < Biopolitics

brow

Dismembering reality

Seeds of unreality – a porous permeable fabric

The expired word

whorl

flywheel

sepals

Empty perceptions

Foe + fire = FIE!

Junkies & pushers

Have you ever imagined yourself as/inside a comatose patient in the ICU (comfortably numb)?

When evaluating a metal album (on whether to add it to my favorites or not), first listen to all the songs in one go, WITHOUT the lyrics – a pure sonic experience

Life > consciousness > intentionality
E.g. There can be no consciousness without life, but not vice-versa

Painless suffering Vs. Prolonged death

cur

serried

Adversarial tradition

Make half your trips slow/mild (instead of all fast/intense)

24.9.23

Triskelion – the (erect) penis as the third leg

S(t)imulate your self

Take YOUR time

25.9.23

The materiality of language!

The only truth is dare (risk), and the only dare is truth (honesty)!

Truth or Dare
Vs.
Trick or Treat

Perpetual (convalescent) adolescence ~ arrested development

Nietzsche (Libidinal economy) ← Freud + Marx

Sexuality as masculine spirituality, and spirituality as feminine sexuality

Her vagina is NOT a pussycat, unlike her!

“I see it in your eyes, the tearing in your heart”

Body-writings

History of the flesh & crises of representation

Liberatory decadence

Validating the invalid & recluse

prognosticate

Pensive pathological being – sitting & hearing each other groan

Literature as pathography – how does the body speak through illness?

The patient poet – writing & writhing

Illness ~ intoxication

Jayanta Mahapatra

The dying shtick

Anatole Broyard

Transcultural experience

Therapeutic possibilities of the Wasteland

Firangi

other/-wise

Mudra ~ Mantra

The Asian Heidegger

Phenomenontology

carcerality

Generous attention

Finding one’s feet

Diagnosing (the blissful ignorance of) health

Literature > narrative; Creativity > the work

Immature psychosis

Childish catastrophes

Modernist angst as psychosomatic alienation

Disease ~ Disposition

From self-consciousness to body-awareness

Re-embodying the mind

Sanguis + cruor = corpus

Manifest insistence

s(t)oma

Bravura rendering

The touch of the outside and the joy of death

ether(eal)ize ~ corpsify

sarcosophy

patienthood

Excessive consciousness

Contagion – evil as the virus that infects the (good) body

Orgasmatron

From modernity to modernism

Addicted to the cure (for malaise)

I’m-patience

26.9.23

Ejaculation as excretion

Consciousness ~ present ~ outside. Unconscious memory ~ past ~ inside. Imagination ~ future ~ remote

Circle – the perimeter is nothing but a (temporary) expanded form of the center

I am NOT Faust. I am (your) Mephistopheles! 👹

I have realized, the primary site of my work is the masculine body (starting with my own) 🔥

almoner

tellurics

I am the opposite/nemesis of the Renaissance (well-rounded) man 😏

feeling-tone

Autonomous complexes

I AM the dividual

The evolution of my Mother continues, in/through me, NOW without the frustration of Christian morality……….!

fune-real

inhume

Sabrina & Jung ~ Salome & Nietzsche ~ Diotima & Socrates

Fortuitous pain

27.9.23

The mysterious happening of human existence

“Beau is Afraid” is better than “Crimes of the Future”. Or, I like the former better than the latter, although the latter is also good.

Negative love

Self-objectification

I becomes we becomes they

Sexual murder

Death fantasies

Auto-erotic isolation

Dark sexuality & spiritual regeneration

Self-birthing

Tragic realism

Wish-personality

Psychotics & artists as dreamers

Wagnerian heroes

The individual self Vs. The collective soul

Singularity is sublimity

The spitting (s)exorcist

Unreal existence ~ suspended animation

Maybe it is the truly alive (select few), who feel as if they are zombies, in a dystopian world

There are 2 types of dysfunctional people:
Those who feel guilty & try to repent
Those who feel angry & condemn the world instead

Death as dedifferentiation

Agri-culture as mytho-logy

Sun & sea ~ male & female ~ seed & soil

That which is not destroyed remains destructive

Learning to enjoy the Numbness

28.9.23

When doing something, don’t feel or think, just/only/simply DO (it).

Judgment:
1.
It’s okay to be okay
+
It’s not okay to be not okay
2.
It’s not okay to be okay
+
It’s okay to be not okay
1 Vs. 2

Feeling:
High & relaxed + Low & relaxed
Low & restless + High & restless
1 Vs. 2

The myth of creation and the creation of myth

Void ~ vortex ~ portal

Essay ~ assay

29.9.23

I offer/sacrifice my double-stoned cock to my goddess, the Great Mother

T(h)rashy art

Extreme-ities

If not now then when? If not here then where?

Empty opus

Using letters as symbols – fuck language back!

Film school project

Closed-door subjects

Breathing ~ reading

Mirrorless existences ~ total solitude

“Beau Is Afraid” and “Joker” are 2 sides of the same coin! (Is that coin called Joaquin Phoenix??)

What is this?
Naming/defining is NOT
knowing/touching

I’m feeling lucky, wretched wisdom and weakling battles

If lived alone, I would be happier, & sadder, & more Mortal

Human flotsam

Multicultural graveyard

Symbolic death

pi(e)ty

Br(ex)it

Is the world today a “much better place” compared to ~ 100 or even 1,000 years ago?

Optical unconscious

Consciousness-of-stream

Over-representation exhaustion

Compassion fatigue

Reconstructing one’s own past via the violence of organized forgetting

Bridge metaphor

Incantatory text

Catafalque

Black rain

Saving strangers

Pink-er

The underclass

The death of the victim (as a symbol/icon/idol)

Remote war

Post-industrial shadowlands

Well-meaning & brainless meat-puppets

Dangerous populations

The double standard of liberalism

Metaphysical hubris & international intervention

conscript

Digital containment

Titillate ~ petrify ~ outrage

PSTD

bolgia

retrotopia

Is numbness a feeling? 😅

antipodean

If you’re sober > half the time, then you’re not (yet) an addict

30.9.23

Maybe my daughter will be the one to successfully slay (behead) me

Obsessional constraint

postface

Acosmic, pre-individual, singular intensities

Dogmatic slumber

Hamann & Jacobi

Sacred ~ cultic

Vicious circle ~ eternal return

Mutual, reciprocal, equal causation! E.g. Subject/person & Object/world

Social institutions Vs. Elementary forces

Group fantasies

Parrhesia, Diacritics

The new amorous world

Mortalizing thought via the decadent body

Theogony ~ physiognomy

The foolish immortal anchorite

gyre

fungible

Non-exchangeable value

Sterile enjoyment & wasteful production

Utensilary superstition & efficient destruction

Constitutional determinism

Laruelle as inverse Hegel?

The substructure of infrastructures

The psychic life of power

Imponderable forces

Callipygian Venus

Unconcealment of the tragic secret

From sex without procreation to pleasure without orgasm

Complex passions

The gregarious fulfillment of subjective unity

Can animals be selfish, as opposed to speciesist?

Capitalism as totalitarianism; Advertising as propaganda

What would you choose, if a Djinn offered you 3 wishes?
The second wish would be the reversal of the first (E.g. Unlimited money), and the last would be to have 3 more wishes… 😜

From sexuality to erotism

What proportion of the global population is middle-class or bourgeois? Is the spirit of the age dictated by this?

Active presence

Emerald Tablet ~ Gospel of Thomas

medi(t)ation

telesma

New discoveries from Old Worlds

Hal Taussig

Phalansteries – affinity classes

Organizing playful rituals

Passional aspiration

Romance, sport, art

The game as liberatory reality

Perverse emotions

Serious voluptuosity

Wretched wisdom

Which do you prefer – a natural (later) death or a violent (earlier) death?

Is the intellectual just a castrated/emasculated warrior?

The electromagnetic (hollow) body

1.10.23

predicant

Parnassian

Mummy’s 3rd (death) anniversary

dysautonomia

2.10.23

alacrity

Wicked humor

Žižek’s “parallax gap” (atheistic) ~ William Desmond’s “metaxology” (theistic)?

Animal suffering

Honest advertising

stodgy

Mate bait

Rexit

Hard-edged & dark… Jaw-droppingly distinctive

The secret gospels

Spiritual circumcision

grubs

Gentle master(y)

3.10.23

Cleft tongue

4.10.23

Non(standard)-fiction

6.10.23

demonst(e)rate ~ de-monster-ate

Spectator-sport

Learn to embrace whatever is – pain &/or pleasure &/or blah – become so capacious that your own incapacity is also hospitably accommodated!

Living in the eternal moment ~ my default mode is absent-mindedness

May IT happen in, through & around me

Passive exultation

Death as victory/vengeance

In-finity

Become used to doing nothing for prolonged periods of time, without getting restless, dejected or drowsy – this is your primary task!

7.10.23

From “Who am I?” to “What this is!”

Distinguish:
Sunrise & dawn
Sunset & dusk

twilight

From leap to explosion

The happiness of a pessimist

The horrors & dangers of the mundane/routine

You don’t want to get high yes. But the High wants to get you! 😈

Judas (Iscariot/Satanic) Priest

SFG: Spiritual Friendship Group ~ Science Fiction Generale (Laruelle)

Barbie Vs. Anabelle

  1. 10.23

It is possible that I’m feeling (unusually) miserable because of (the psychic/spiritual impact of) certain current catastrophic world events…?

Am I responsible for my depression, and therefore guilty of feeding this laziness through my own choice of attitude & lifestyle? Being both my own victim & culprit is intolerable, isn’t it?

antsy

Triumphant disaster

earthlight

daybed

10.10.23

Does an enlightened guru have rage attacks?

From society of the spectacle to collage of individual visionaries

Theoretical experience & experiential practice

parricide

From magic to science to

Social imaginary & faith horizon

Return to ferity & mission of malice

From moral satire to literary bestiality

Ingesting (therefore, also digesting, assimilating & excreting) philosophy

Isn’t Pornography my chief influence?!

“GOD is all mouth”

Human wildness

From criticism to destruction

Today, porn is even more strictly censored than gore!

Semiotic derangement

Negative discourse

Max Ernst & Lewis Carroll

William Burroughs & Kurt Cobain

Collage novel

frottage

Picture books

Fap tribute & celeb skin

White mythology

Unselfconscious arena

Invisible art & inaudible music

bildungsphilister – is it possible that I’m not a self-deluded idiot?! Is there a foolproof way of confirming this?? 😅

Prenatal paradise & nostalgia for the womb

“You’re only a rebel from the waist down” – maybe the central cerebral control wanes as the distance of the organ from the brain increases…… 🤪

aquiline

Amphibious modality

Edenic gestation

Platonic bias

Pure difference

parasol

Paramyths – declassify ~ unworlding

The Real is monstrous (to us), only because we have been thoroughly formalized

Cultural reversions – kulturputsch

lo-fi

Reflections of a representation of the real

Metonymic figurations

My whole body is full of eyes, but when I see you, I only see 2 poor eyes, both lodged in the head, looking back! So how can I NOT objectify you??

Original fragments ~ organs without body

Hybridized creatures

The structurality of entrapment

Phantom of a phantom

iStripper zoom ~ headless torso ~ hundred-headed woman

Semantic distortions

Germinal perturbation

What would it be like to live in a world where everybody is illiterate/ignorant?

Freeplay & supplementarity

High jinx

11.10.23

Birdsong @ Anna Nagar, Chennai

Hard-wired to self-destruct

The name of (one of) my God(esses) is Keeley Olivia

Even if you see this object from any angle (360°), you will ONLY see its backside (or outside). Because the face is turned inward!

Meditation is (the old) masturbation…?

Third Eye Blind

Cardi B + Megan Thee Stallion

13.10.23

Why does tech stuff (software/hardware) malfunction, just like humans do? Why do I expect it NOT to be infected with the same virus/void that is in us??

freighter

windlass

bulkhead

forecastle

quartermaster

galley

antipode

caftan

serape

euchre

spiel

Hard bargaining

voluble, glib

sharkskin

shagreen, chagrin

bullthrowing, shooting the breeze

tweeds

nutation

peon ~ pawn

dynasty ~ destiny

Drops of God – Alexandre Leger was a pretentious old fool!

mirador

swarthy

Cloacal speech

monotreme

Excrete ~ purge ~ cleanse

Body politic – am I not the asshole of my society?

Could I insert myself in between these 2 biospiritual brothers?!

cartero

Malcolm Lowry is fucking crazy and I love it! Alcoholic writing

dungaree

wizened

I too shall pass, unless I’ve already failed (to disappear)…… 😜

zacuali

gable

vermillion, mauve

Nameless objects

Movable defences

crenellations ~ battlements

Gold leaf

chevron

Wheeling cloud shadows

Flying balcony

Golfing scorpions

Hurling backwards

Unexampled horrendousness

harpy

Prohibitionist poster

The water bottles in my house are always empty. I am raped by thirst, fatigue and fury.

tumulose

Automatic & indifferent living

barfly

“Name of a name of God”

Who was my mother… really??

Adversarial reasoning

SFG as “emergency brake system”

15.10.23

Maurice Blanchot interviews himself

Wreck ~ recharge

Overturning point

berserker furor

Is there an art of living (& dying) which can be designed from a nihilistic perspective or tragic attitude?

Self-confrontation

decreation

Eternal sin

Sacrifice of virgins

Cultural moment

Systematized rape

The (no-)things behind the veil (of the human)

Avoiding precarity

shamefastness

Displeasure Vs. Bad pleasure

Field uncut

Counterfeit women

Translucent gender

Am I still in the stage of Christian hangover (mourning the death of GOD)? Would I ever emerge out of this (on to the other side) in this life?

Perverse immortality

Crowning irony

Fatigue + restlessness = misery

Interexist ~ follow each other

Blind to other realities

Shadow of a doubt

In Christianity, divine sovereignty provides the very basis of human freedom. Whereas in Greek tragedy, fate requires the collusion of free-will to unfold in history!

hard-boiled

Tangled emotions

Weirded out

Distinguish: Untruths & Puns

An outbreak of trembling laughter

telesm

16.10.23

O how we make gurus & idols out of even the most radical iconoclastic figures…!

Phaidra’s skin-game of truths

Cunt sweat – imagine a world in which female desire/sexuality is fully released – just a heap of ashes! 🫠

“Avoid (hanging around) boring people” 😅

The timeless language of the Hopis

Mannerist excess

Designifying greatness

Deception by convention

Crown of disgrace

18.10.23

While I feed my mind with grand ideas and secretly converse with revolutionary giants, my real life is being consumed with the mundane duties and to-dos of a mediocre bourgeois existence……! Fuck this shit 😡 I’m outta here. O yeah? But how? I don’t care anymore whether I survive or not. Really!? Come on, don’t kid yourself 😅 I mock & taunt myself to death. Even then, I’m so full of myself…

Autobiographical allegory

Anti-wedding ceremony

The bride’s animal mask

From primitivism to decadence

Pornological invocation

The libidinal matter underlying cultural forms

Entrapment by pictorial rhetoric

How to catch a bird

Mirror ~ ruse

Interchangeable functions

20.10.23

vise

“Trappers trapping themselves”

brooch

What would you do if the current mix (weed + porn + sildenafil) stops working, Joey boy!? 🤪

“It rains”; Pure instruments; Userless apps

Unable to see when acting, and unable to act when seeing

Is double bind the same as catch 22?

But where is the pleasure of discipline in your life nowadays??

The knower and the witness – the same or different? If different, which is preeminent?

The tyranny of the unconscious

If you cannot join them (because you hate them so), then beat them (even if the attempt is gonna destroy you)

Non-signifying categories

Beyond (or the hidden in between) alive & dead (feeling) – a third way/door/ground (being) – the middle voice (or in between active/life and passive/dead)

Demythifying enterprise

In-sign-ificant

Are you so fortunate as to know (someone truly great like) me in your (puny/petty/shallow) life?! Ha ha ha ha…… I gotcha there!? Who is greater than me in my circle? Forget that, I’m just glad I have equals/peers, and therefore I’m NOT friendless.

Pleasure without pain leads to numbness

I’ve NOT seen/used a perfect machine…… yet (although I’m surrounded by hi-tech gadgets)! But aren’t humans perfect as they are (once you’ve abandoned theo-anthropo-logy)? Yes of course, but they’re not complete, unless they exti(nct)guish themselves to give birth to the Superman (or whatever you wanna call the next evolutionary phase/stage). Perfect, but not complete, yet! Death (only? of those who have ever really lived!) as the guaranteed & unfailing completion of sanctification or universal justification or comprehensive glorification.

If life is nothing but the superficial layer of death, when alive, then isn’t death also nothing but the superficial layer of life, when dead?

From popular culture to high art to ordinary philosophy

From protagonist/hero (or villain) to agonist/anti-hero (or joker)

21.10.23

turntable

Immobile machines

roundhouse

redoubt

From logic to logistics

God is king is war is mobility is control is discipline is morality is politics is business is technology is society

polemarch

Poliorcetic schema

The pole of reversal ~ the point of convergence

semaphore

Vectorial politics

The Ministry of Time and the Department of Space

Standardization ~ production ~ mobilization ~ destruction – the vicious cycle

22.10.23

Inhuman thought

Slow extasy

Delirious theory-fictions

anarchitecture

Schizophrenic metaphysics

fusty

From critique to acceleration

heteroclite

miscegenation

dissimulation

thanatropic

familialism

From contentless forms (ghosts) to formless content (matter)

Life/desire/animal/flesh/enjoyment
Vs.
Knowledge/will/human/spirit/control

affined

Unknown materiality

destratification

Is there any point in getting stoned without an erection??

All I need to do is to let IT happen, in, through & around me! Nothing else is required. Even this is NOT essential for IT to unfold, but just makes it easier for me (spares me the unnecessary self-imposed suffering), to cooperate with what cannot (and therefore need not) be resisted or defeated!

poet-werewolf-rat-genius

I am infuriated by the/my failure to achieve a satisfying high. This will slowly fade into a gnawing sadness, and finally dissolve into a paralyzing apathy…… returning back to the cycle of desire & disappointment.

Trakl died at 27. Was it a “suicide”?

Exploratory redesignings of the human

strato-analysis; schizo-numerics

otiose

tendentious

Intensive matter ~ body-without-organs

K-space

eldritch

Sexual intercourse without the other

If orgasm is the “little death”, then wouldn’t that make death the BIG orgasm!?

Abstract animism

Darkside jungle futurism

Neuromancer

anastrophic temporality

auto-poiesis

transfinites

geotrauma

ontogenesis & phylogenesis

cardinality & ordinality

limn

Non-mathematical numerical practices

Kapital metropolis

Welfare capitalism

Patrilineal economy

patronymy

23.10.23

an(nul)us

Intensify (the fall) ~ accelerate (the end)

The Superman is NOT (and is yet) human, just like the human (is and yet) is NOT ape

The aggressive absurdity of logic

Inhibited encounter with alterity

ancien regime

extortionate

The exuberant ambition of capital-ized reason

Theory as the contemporary form of future experience

psychiatrize

petit-bourgeois

The nostalgia & sentimentality of pacifism

Uninhibited synthesis

ringer

waggle

devilled

Meccano

24.10.23

Gospel of Truth (Valentinus) ~ Bodies (Si Spencer)

Long in the tooth

Maybe the denial of any and all sinister plots is the greatest conspiracy theory of all!

The very same recurring nightmare

Truth Vs. Life

You’re already dead + know you are loved

Under the Volcano

.

28.7.23

Love ~ lick

In this world (this particular version of the multiverse), survival is failure!

Perfect non-entity

Staring wraith Vs. Immaculate Void

The “head” is a wrong-headed idea

Inhibited ~ uninquisitive

Unabomber – Is he a terrorist or a freedom-fighter? Is he a revolutionary or a serial-killer?

Monkey-wrenching

Predatory relationships

How come so many young women were Ted Bundy fans?

29.7.23

euphoretic

Baby, is it lost on you?

Face ~ name ~ mask

Remaining at-large, spaced-out

Uniqueness/singularity as common ground

Headless ~ many-headed

30.7.23

Asangoham

Marat

Convulsive decay

Revolutionary moment

temporize

property-marriage

Quixote Vs. Machiavelli

The social critic Vs. The spiritual adventurer

Self-rape

Life ~ spontaneous ~ unconscious Vs. Knowledge ~ judgement ~ self-conscious

Silence with a soft spot

Shared dreams

31.7.23

Asmodeus
You are (becoming) the God you worship

The human being is halfway between the rock and light – a queer admixture of both!

Time to drop “spirituality” too

oneiric

Imaginary correspondent

Brobdingnagian

Ideogram – between writing & drawing

Egyptian Bible

1.8.23

Decision scientist

Plea deal

nolo contendere

Misdemeanour, felony

arraignment ~ indictment

malfeasance

leam, fen

Colonial reparations

2.8.23

I am parasympathetic to you

Youth ~ truth ~ youth

Weed-burning – harmful, to who?

Joyful hate

Distinguish perfection & wholeness

Pathology + Pornography = Pathography + Pornology

The Erotic as horror

Galaxy Z Flip 5 – join the Flipsyde!

Flesh ~ art ~ flesh

Matt Tondut

Keep returning to the Inner Sanctum

My pussy is always eating porn and hungry for much more

Nurse your lust back to life, by bathing in air

Good wolf Vs. Evil sheep

The Copenhagen Cowboy is a girl?

We are living at a time when people are redefining the essence of life

How does one stop being a lucky coin?

Tell me what you know about me

Are you unhappily in love?

depaysement

Pulverizing entertainment

My child is crying. Is this an emergency?

Professional mourners and comic pathos

ululation

baksheesh

Carcinogenic sex

3.8.23

Electronic dirge

Evil synthesizers

Extreme contrasts

Guitar lick

Boss baby, run while you can

desubjectivication

emersion

churlish

Human ~ modern

The phenomenological body

Epistemic dialogism

Aesthetic praxiality

Productive considerations

Perception as praxis

The internal structure of suffering

Structure/matter as crystallized/solidified (form of) function/energy

Spirit or soul is the entity or modality in which the body/mind distinction is overcome.

disembed

Body-writings

The over-determined/infested history of the flesh

Tonic alarm

4.8.23

catnip

soporific

Hypocrisy & cowardice as (legitimate/necessary) survival strategies

Unnecessary evils

manducation

Utopia is (both) inevitable (and) impossible

Sleeping with sirens

Suicide – don’t try to short-circuit your murder, because the victim always rises again!

Consciousness/life/I > work/art/thought

Moral hedonist

The world has a seriousness that arises out of a base humor. But my humor arises out of a more fundamental seriousness!

Arduous pleasure

Negative contribution

hieratic ~ hierarchical ~ hieroglyphic

Aesthetics as metaphysical ethics

Non-philosophy as (a) true shadow

mudras

homeo-pathy

catfishing

The discipline of spontaneity

5.8.23

Ancient/occult/non-Western

Exotic/antinomian/preliterate cultures

Tarahumara, Patagonia

Mysteries as models

Apolitical revolution

ludic

John Cage

The heroic regression of the anti-political moralist

Susan Sontag

Ezra Pound

Spiritual re-education

Witnessing feats of self-transcendence

Heliogabalus – crowned anarchist

Are you strong/smart enough, to marry, and yet NOT become a husband?!

Semi-official cooptation

Metaphysical anxiety

Atheological mysticism

Demonic reality

windup

Alternative repertoire of adversarial traditions

6.8.23

Zohar

Individualistic ~ nonsensical ~ anti-social

decant

Distinguish:
Interpretation/application
&
Inspiration/agitation

Enso

Abraxas

James McGill minus Charles McGill = Saul Goodman!

opticOm

pullulate

7.8.23

Paratextual phantasm

coup d’état

ebullition

f(l)ounder

Aphoristic shards

Consequential language

Unlimited assemblage

interloper

Necessary writing

Incompleteness, play & uselessness

8.8.23

Fringe activities

10.8.23

Virgin mother ≈ Barren whore

The living tattoo

vajra-yana

The perfect circle is incomplete. You must keep your eyes on her. And the screen looks back at IT/ME/THIS!

Reproductive pleasure. Genital identity. Prescribing neuroses.

Relive-ING traumas.

Metaphysical masochism

Sabina Spilrine – may her blood be avenged!

Felt cute might delete later

High defeatism

Brace yourself for the BEST

Sublime narcissism

Keep going higher & higher with ever-increasing impunity

The deaths-drives

Ritual cannibalism – reproduction as opposed to mere re-production.

Industrial scaling of war

11.8.23

Believing → knowing → seeing

Tell me, have you seen the yellow sign?

Weird fiction

Keep making stuff up!

The usurper God

Heartbreaking beauty

Religious leaders as spiritual mass murderers

Viral delivery devices

14.8.23

cellulite

15.8.23

The Fourth Way

Da Free John

Premonitory earthquake ~ harbinger of the New Age

The idea/legend/myth of John Wick

Jesus himself could be one of the common cult-leaders who were accused of financial exploitation of followers, isolating disciples from their families, brainwashing, authoritarianism, violent endangerment, gluttony, drinking, fraternizing with prostitutes, undermining social order, corrupting the youth, nonsensical teachings, etc. etc.

What is the nature of the “relationship” between the photographer & the model?

Losing what you have, by trying to get what you already are

Busy without business

16.8.23

Impossible ~ inevitable ~ actual ~ unknowable ~ death ~ nothing ~ abyss ~ risk
Possible ~ contingent ~ potential ~ knowable ~ life ~ beings ~ order ~ security

17.8.23

elusion

Her body is the particle and her movement(s) is the wave. Therefore, the moving body (fucking sex) is the force-field!

Can you see the organism, made of 3 bodies, repeatedly rearranging itself, via diverse interactive configurations, in order to maximize the total pleasure attained?

“What is your pleasure, sir?” – Hellraiser

Is she in the game or not?

Hyperchristianity

Extreme is good, moderate is evil.

The equivocal cross

Letting go ~ losing oneself ~ offering up

Self-desecration

Violate the Law (itself), not just (some of its) rules

Furies

hyponyms

Laughable seriousness Vs. Tragic frivolity

Hopeless debauchery

The summit/inaccessible Vs. The decline/inevitable

Incontrovertible demand

Subversive boredom

Singularity, extremity & negativity

Fusion as escape

Laudatory pejoratives

applaudit

Being~Wound

Sacred crime

Imagine that she sees you too, as you are – naked!

Movement for movement’s sake

Night-vision ~ Dragon-force

Non-philosophy ~ the human appearance of thought ~ philofiction ~ hyperspeculation

Stranger-gaze

The atopic real

Transduction ~ horizontal genetic transfer

Poor translations

Uni-rectional vector

From trans-lation to uni-lation

mise en abyme

Fractal abyss

Uni-ject ~ before subject/object

Across the toward

Distinguish:
Equivocal
&
Univocal

In-immanence

Self-sufficient auto-therapeutics

advene

Playing dead

Autonomous futures

Hallucinatory relation

Repression as active concealment

Aborted dreams

Uni-turn – turn-without-return

Mathematical mysticism

Post-deconstruction

Procedures of reciprocal redescription

Delida/Derreuze

Non-thetic aprioris ~ anti-/non-logos

Non-philosophical chora

Ego ~ world; Superego ~ word; Id ~ force

Non-constitutive de-scription

Theatrical spirituality

Bubba ~ Brother Franklin Jones

The unqualified/divine condition-presence

Forever trying to feel free……….

Focus on the non-urgent, with an openness to (respond to) the urgent, when really required

Humor as the bodily confession of GOD

Indifferent enjoyment as the common, uncomplicated virtue

You’re perfectly incomplete, just as you are!

Unreasonably happy

Is even the fight for survival, “just for fun”?!

sahasrar

Bliss is NOT happiness/pleasure. It is NOT the opposite of sadness/pain.

Social ecstasy/public madness/collective communion

Just enjoy myself… nonsensically!

American relaxation

Dawn Horse Communion

persimmon

The cult/illusion/lie of this world

Truth ~ the very condition of the present

Prior/pure happiness

The separate individual, who SEEKS God/enlightenment, does NOT exist

Your problem is a false dilemma

Satsang/Sadhana is just incessant carefree living

Non-philosophy is just thinking WITHOUT philosophical decision/sufficiency

19.8.23

Laruelle: François Vs. Jacques
(I support the latter 😎)

Better Call Saul – the present is in color, and the future is in B&W!

Marathon kissing

Pornstars as model-actor-athletes

Q-U-A-U-H-N-A-H-U-A-C

Reading is NOT doing

The toilet and the harem

Resist the temptation to look up the meaning of the words

Do you feel like an empty bag of skin yet?

“Black as thunder”

The missing link, between the living and the dead

M. Laruelle ~ Malcolm Lowry ~ M. L.

Unleash the Kraken

Hazmat suits

20.8.23

Hype ~ hope ~ hype

Mutual slugging

Playing with the lines

Fat chance

Jawkevich

If you live as if you’ve not been born yet, then what happens!?

But Alcaraz was the cause behind Hurcaz’s unforced error, right?

This is getting silly now!

Do you know how to run on fumes?

The audience just wants the match to go on longer

21.8.23

Samurai family
Critical acclaim

Wink ~ I see you with my single (third) eye 😉👁️

Fifth dan

Distinguish Soto & Rinzai

Confidential criticism

GOD is a rabid dog (too)

etching

presentiment

The positive corrosive function of pure words

“You have made me look stupid… Therefore I will kill you!” – Balaam (asshole) to his ass

Woman ~ chora

bushido

The taciturnity of beauty

The children’s Bible

22.8.23

Body ~ strength ~ action ~ pain ~ style ~ courage ~ skill ~ death

Absolute ~ tragic

Martial decadence

GALAHAD ERIDANUS is the name of my GOD (or Angel)!!!

23.8.23

Veil ~ surface
Edge ~ end
Death ~ beginning

Take my hand → talk to me → I let you in

The other side ~ the unconscious/Real ~ demonic ~ postmortem ~ prenatal

Did you meet (your) Mother (again) today, Joe!?

24.8.23

1. NothingNESS ~ GOD ~ Self/Soul ~ Real ~ One ~ Substance ~ Essence/Effect ~ Intelligence
2. World ~ Gods ~
Attributes/Properties ~
Images ~ Manifestations ~ Forms ~ Affect/effects ~ Consciousness

Arch-archetype

Death ~ salvation ~ non-differentiation

Young Socrates ~ Jung
Parmenides ~ Philemon

Distinguish:
Balance/Moderation
&
Integration/Individuation

Observation ~ Detachment ~ Acceptance!

Distinguish
Ego/Personality/Mind
&
Essence/Logos/Spirit

Essence-ial knowledge

Be GOD ~ Stay Humble

What is ~ To come!

Differentiation & Non-differentiation – the first dialectic!

Both-and ≈ Neither-nor
All ≈ None

Solid black ≈ Positive evil

From Being (existence) to be-ING (effectivity)

Passive imagination – activated by passively consuming another’s active imagination

That which lives &/or dies is neither-both alive nor-and dead

Abraxas is the backside of the Pleroma

Creation ~ differentiation ~ qualification
Creatures ~ differences ~ qualities

25.8.23

Drunken Master ~ Jackie Chan
Sleepy Master ~ Immanuel Joseph

Deception → deceptive reality → true reality

Max Stirner + Mark Twain ~ Max Twain!

Coincidentia oppositorum ~ Enantiodromia

Age of Aquarius (New Age) ~ 2,500 – 2,750 AD. Current eon ~ Sagittarius.
Or maybe we’re already in Aquarius?? The crucial transition from Sagittarius to Aquarius is via Pisces.

“Fear Abraxas” (Jung) ~ “Love Dionysus” (Nietzsche)

Creation was an honest mistake 😉

Psychic cosmology

antiquarian

Body horror ~ tragic romance ~ black comedy

When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro

Does the transparent “exist”? Is the veil “real”?

27.8.23

Seeing ~ knowing ~ being
Vs.
Thinking ~ believing ~ imagining

Fact Vs. Fiction Vs. Reality

lintel

Distinguish:
Image/reflection
&
Appearance/surface

Thymus (UGK) ~ thumos (Parmenides)

The gadfly with the still/small (buzzing) voice

Leisurely urgency

“I love you, but you are NOT serious people!”

Order > laws

MOVE
FROM
Seeing the central dark core from the pov of the emanating light rays (Cabbalah ~ Tree of Knowledge)
TO
Seeing the emanating light rays from the pov of the central dark core (Cabbalah ~ Tree of life)

Theology of Creation → Theology Proper (from the human side) ~ Ex-nihilo

Ain-Kether (Kabbalah) ~ Pleroma-Abraxas (Jung)

Hibernation ~ incubation → law-Maker(s)

Kouros ~ Iatromantis

Hopeless poet ~ great leader

Deliberate carelessness

Incantation ~ evocation

The whistling (in the) dark

Asclepius

Hum/hiss/buzz

Oulios ~ the destructive logic of healing

Sense → senses → non(sensical)-sense

Fucked-up art ~ Art-fucked up ~ Art-up fucked ~ Fucked-art up ~ Up-fucked art ~ Up-art fucked

How far is too far?
It is NOT possible to GO “too far”!

Cross without body ~ Protestantism
Cross with body (crucifix) ~ Catholicism
Crucified body without Cross ~ Atheological Religion

Distinguish:
Atheism (GOD doesn’t exist)
&
Atheology (GOD is dead)

Artaud as (a) resonance

m[O]ther !

Being beside oneself

Schizo-/-culture

Is there a practical value to psychosis?

28.8.23

The third eye is blind! Non-visual seeing

Feeling lost is the best indicator that you’re on the right track!

29.8.23

Was Nietzsche’s mother dead when he uttered his last (idiotic) words?

Solitude is the gift we share!

Beg for salvation ~ Ignite Hell

Please ignore me (I’ve been hacked)

As above/outside, so below/inside. Therefore, move BOTH outside-in (centripetal) AND inside-out (centrifugal)

If I love you more when you’re absent, does that mean I don’t like you?

“Father, into your hands I commend my spirit” ~ “Mother, I am (a) fool”

Conjunctiva (white) → iris (brown) → pupil (black)

Grace note

Kant ~ can’t ~ cant

From the birth of tragedy to the tragedy of birth

Loving your wife
Vs.
Falling in love with your wife

August Ames ~ dead female pornstar with ~ 1 billion views/followers ~ Lilith of 2023 ~ Archetype of our Age

El Camino (Breaking Bad) ~ Interzone (Burroughs)

Reschooling:
Schooling → ex-schooling → unschooling → anti-schooling → deschooling

I AM (without self/being/existence)

Subtle body (Aurobindo-Yoga) ~ Body without Organs (Artaud-Deleuze) ~ 4th dimension! (Body – 3D; Paper/screen – 2D)

Principles: Reality Vs. Pleasure Vs. GOD → Will-to-power Vs. Need-to-worship → Death-drive

Poetic justice ~ cruel joke ~ honest mistake ~ weird misadventure

Amor fati ~ do you love going against nature? No, I just can’t help it. Okay, now start embracing IT!

The walking/working dead
Vs.
The watching/waking live

Only one who attempts the Impossible knows the limits of the possible

Non-dualism ≠ Monism

Hyper-nihilism

30.8.23

Hidden in plain sight

Tattoo – the subtle BwO manifests in & through the physical organism

Spooky coherencies

A shift in the center of gravity warps (the present configuration of) space-time

The third eye is NOT where it used to be! 😜

Core-strengthening

The bleeding Cross ~ the sex appeal of the inorganic

The perfect crime:
Don’t hesitate. Be decisive.
Destroy all evidence (as much as you can)
Get a new identity

One-handed backhand

The center is both source & destiny

The Color Out of Space – the babe’s prayer was answered…!?

31.8.23

From philosophy (love of wisdom) to philology (the logic of love)

Why can’t you smell yourself??

Artaud le momo ~ Artaud, as the (scorned) child-fool

Self-naming

Artaud-Van Gogh

Prejudicative/antijudicative

Anaximander & Aeschylus

Tragedy/drama
Vs.
Comedy/philosophy

Formal/false judgment

Lightning/sleep/intoxication
Vs.
Daylight/dream/psychoanalysis

Dream-eaters

Insomniac hallucinations

Automatic (unconscious) writing
Vs.
Methodical (wilful) madness

Non-organic vitality

Crowned anarchist ~ conquering child


Becoming-mineral/vegetable/animal ~ Becoming woman/child/fool


From judgment to combat


Heraclitus Vs. Buddha


Miniaturization ~ minorization


War/annihilation Vs. Combat/struggle


YWHW (pray-to) → Yea-Yuh (bray-forth)


From the Son to the SUN ~ Religion without GOD ~ Ethics without morality ~ Art without Beauty ~ Philosophy without Truth

tithe.ly

After the death of GOD, available options:
Deny the death of GOD & return to the old
Create other substitute shelters – new gods
Learn to live without shelter & enjoy the adventure

Subverting our attitudes to “perversion”

Lust is a form of wrath! And vice-versa.

What did Bataille do to Mauss?!

Why doe this film satisfy me and that one doesn’t?

Potluck Vs. Potlatch

I must die by suicide if I can help it

Eternal hatred

1.9.23

Distinguish:
Common (Morality),
Philosophical (Ethics)
&
Ordinary (Non-Ethics)

The Human – she is the ante-rational or ante-ethical essence of Man

Breaking the doublet/circling

From lived givens to ethical values, NOT vice-versa

Singularity determines universality in-the-last-instance

Naïve intuitions given from the outside

Deceptive simplicity

The invariant in all de-cisions

From contingency to precarity

Simultaneously devalorizing & overvalorizing ethics

The must do whatever you can do!

Non-Ethics is NOT meta-ethics

The unconditional autonomy/authority of the Human

Ethics (& Philosophies) as occasional material for (suspension, description & extraction by) the Human

Human noesis ~ real immanence

Real emancipation is closer to world-destruction than salvation!

Scientific rigor as ultimate heteronomous thinking

Extreme abstraction of form (beyond the form/content dualism) – pure formalization – can be done only by the Real/Human

The imbricated messy human

2.9.23

Sexual/liberation ~ Spiritual/manifestation

Human emancipation > Social justice

3.9.23

The opposite of good is bad.
Evil ≠ bad

“Evil” is what we call stuff that we cannot understand, like nonsense or weird or unknown or horror or sublime

How to become a cult leader – apply these insights to Christianity & secular Liberal humanism – and BOOM!!!

America needs GOD ~ GOD needs America

4.9.23

Face ~ re-cognition

5.9.23

Soul within body → body within soul → soul & body completely identified (perfectly overlapping)!

cri de coeur

Extrapyramidal intoxication

rebus

Vanishing point

Fictional truths, evil ethics & ugly art

6.9.23

Pursue your desire → Being driven by the passion

7.9.23

Torture, don’t kill
Vs.
Kill, don’t torture

Winking at my (dead) mother’s (smiling) photo 😉

முண்டம் ~ புண்டை

9.9.23

Colossal stupidity

10.9.23

scopophilia

The psychic life of violence ~ the aesthetics of annihilation

From Humane to All-too-human

Humanitarian war ~ just violence

If you decide to go against the world, you better learn to be your own (only/best) cheerleader

11.9.23

Wound without body

Armchair militant

The individual as the essential Black (in a white world)

Is Laruelle a Black philosopher!? 🤪

Chantal Meza & Brad Evans

Decolonizing White culture

Is the family home a public or private space? The appropriate-ion of nakedness

Political animality

Brilliant & brutal eye

Aesthetics from the artist’s perspective

The intimate depths of abstract suffering

Voiding the sacred → sacralizing the void

Art that tears the canvas

Pure (non-anthropomorphic) violence

The yellow sign – my tattoo as the body of an insect squashed on my skin

The wretched (of the) Matrix

Don’t cha?

Rain plays spoilsport, again

A good headache

The ball is talking right now

Perpetrator, victim & witness

The smiling assassin

Skill-merchants

Saint X

Cross (Christian) → inverted Cross (Satanic) → X (Aesthetics)

பேயாட்டம்

12.9.23

Distinguish:
Will-to-power
&
Will-to-rule

True emancipation requires the destruction/abandoning of the (very idea of the) Human. Apocalyptic/annihilation instead of eschatology/teleology!

From the organic to the orgasmic

From
Crucified without cross
To
Wound without body

Victimless crime

Liberalism as just another fascism, but which alone claims to be the end of all (other) fascism(s)

Love is nothing but repressed & perverted hate, and vice-versa… (If you can’t hate her, then you don’t love her)

there-after

Eternal ~ damnation

From the absence of presence to the presence of absence

You deserve nothing and you owe nothing!

Atemporal place

My wounds are those inflicted by those whom I have offended

The canvas expressing itself (its own inner essence of emptiness) through the abstract forms etched upon it

The photographer gradually gets drawn into the action she observes & documents, and finally gets swallowed up by it.

The white flashes of the camera are no longer required, once the spectator steps into the black field and becomes a participant – sanity → madness → blindness

The ones who get IT right never survive to tell the story (of their victory). And everyone else is just fooling themselves &/or others……

Pure matter/relaxation ~ Perfect form/intensity

Void ~ form without content ~ emptiness
Phase/state ~ content without form ~ nothingness

pre-extinct

Spiritual eclipse

From dying/death to disappearing/vanishment

Am I real? Do I exist?

Alchemical metamorphosis – Marijuana to Cocaine – accomplished

15.9.23

Worldliness → other-worldly → worldlessness

Muselmann

Is a man without any needs or fears still “human”?

And then, I lost control, and IT happened!

Intentional undermining of intentionality

Demonstration as disavowal

Demystifying pain

Neutral energy

Salome Vs. Justine Vs. Josefine

antonomastic

erotesis

acyron

Grace notes

codicil

diacritic

meconnaissance