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28.7.23

Love ~ lick

In this world (this particular version of the multiverse), survival is failure!

Perfect non-entity

Staring wraith Vs. Immaculate Void

The “head” is a wrong-headed idea

Inhibited ~ uninquisitive

Unabomber – Is he a terrorist or a freedom-fighter? Is he a revolutionary or a serial-killer?

Monkey-wrenching

Predatory relationships

How come so many young women were Ted Bundy fans?

29.7.23

euphoretic

Baby, is it lost on you?

Face ~ name ~ mask

Remaining at-large, spaced-out

Uniqueness/singularity as common ground

Headless ~ many-headed

30.7.23

Asangoham

Marat

Convulsive decay

Revolutionary moment

temporize

property-marriage

Quixote Vs. Machiavelli

The social critic Vs. The spiritual adventurer

Self-rape

Life ~ spontaneous ~ unconscious Vs. Knowledge ~ judgement ~ self-conscious

Silence with a soft spot

Shared dreams

31.7.23

Asmodeus
You are (becoming) the God you worship

The human being is halfway between the rock and light – a queer admixture of both!

Time to drop “spirituality” too

oneiric

Imaginary correspondent

Brobdingnagian

Ideogram – between writing & drawing

Egyptian Bible

1.8.23

Decision scientist

Plea deal

nolo contendere

Misdemeanour, felony

arraignment ~ indictment

malfeasance

leam, fen

Colonial reparations

2.8.23

I am parasympathetic to you

Youth ~ truth ~ youth

Weed-burning – harmful, to who?

Joyful hate

Distinguish perfection & wholeness

Pathology + Pornography = Pathography + Pornology

The Erotic as horror

Galaxy Z Flip 5 – join the Flipsyde!

Flesh ~ art ~ flesh

Matt Tondut

Keep returning to the Inner Sanctum

My pussy is always eating porn and hungry for much more

Nurse your lust back to life, by bathing in air

Good wolf Vs. Evil sheep

The Copenhagen Cowboy is a girl?

We are living at a time when people are redefining the essence of life

How does one stop being a lucky coin?

Tell me what you know about me

Are you unhappily in love?

depaysement

Pulverizing entertainment

My child is crying. Is this an emergency?

Professional mourners and comic pathos

ululation

baksheesh

Carcinogenic sex

3.8.23

Electronic dirge

Evil synthesizers

Extreme contrasts

Guitar lick

Boss baby, run while you can

desubjectivication

emersion

churlish

Human ~ modern

The phenomenological body

Epistemic dialogism

Aesthetic praxiality

Productive considerations

Perception as praxis

The internal structure of suffering

Structure/matter as crystallized/solidified (form of) function/energy

Spirit or soul is the entity or modality in which the body/mind distinction is overcome.

disembed

Body-writings

The over-determined/infested history of the flesh

Tonic alarm

4.8.23

catnip

soporific

Hypocrisy & cowardice as (legitimate/necessary) survival strategies

Unnecessary evils

manducation

Utopia is (both) inevitable (and) impossible

Sleeping with sirens

Suicide – don’t try to short-circuit your murder, because the victim always rises again!

Consciousness/life/I > work/art/thought

Moral hedonist

The world has a seriousness that arises out of a base humor. But my humor arises out of a more fundamental seriousness!

Arduous pleasure

Negative contribution

hieratic ~ hierarchical ~ hieroglyphic

Aesthetics as metaphysical ethics

Non-philosophy as (a) true shadow

mudras

homeo-pathy

catfishing

The discipline of spontaneity

5.8.23

Ancient/occult/non-Western

Exotic/antinomian/preliterate cultures

Tarahumara, Patagonia

Mysteries as models

Apolitical revolution

ludic

John Cage

The heroic regression of the anti-political moralist

Susan Sontag

Ezra Pound

Spiritual re-education

Witnessing feats of self-transcendence

Heliogabalus – crowned anarchist

Are you strong/smart enough, to marry, and yet NOT become a husband?!

Semi-official cooptation

Metaphysical anxiety

Atheological mysticism

Demonic reality

windup

Alternative repertoire of adversarial traditions

6.8.23

Zohar

Individualistic ~ nonsensical ~ anti-social

decant

Distinguish:
Interpretation/application
&
Inspiration/agitation

Enso

Abraxas

James McGill minus Charles McGill = Saul Goodman!

opticOm

pullulate

7.8.23

Paratextual phantasm

coup d’état

ebullition

f(l)ounder

Aphoristic shards

Consequential language

Unlimited assemblage

interloper

Necessary writing

Incompleteness, play & uselessness

8.8.23

Fringe activities

10.8.23

Virgin mother ≈ Barren whore

The living tattoo

vajra-yana

The perfect circle is incomplete. You must keep your eyes on her. And the screen looks back at IT/ME/THIS!

Reproductive pleasure. Genital identity. Prescribing neuroses.

Relive-ING traumas.

Metaphysical masochism

Sabina Spilrine – may her blood be avenged!

Felt cute might delete later

High defeatism

Brace yourself for the BEST

Sublime narcissism

Keep going higher & higher with ever-increasing impunity

The deaths-drives

Ritual cannibalism – reproduction as opposed to mere re-production.

Industrial scaling of war

11.8.23

Believing → knowing → seeing

Tell me, have you seen the yellow sign?

Weird fiction

Keep making stuff up!

The usurper God

Heartbreaking beauty

Religious leaders as spiritual mass murderers

Viral delivery devices

14.8.23

cellulite

15.8.23

The Fourth Way

Da Free John

Premonitory earthquake ~ harbinger of the New Age

The idea/legend/myth of John Wick

Jesus himself could be one of the common cult-leaders who were accused of financial exploitation of followers, isolating disciples from their families, brainwashing, authoritarianism, violent endangerment, gluttony, drinking, fraternizing with prostitutes, undermining social order, corrupting the youth, nonsensical teachings, etc. etc.

What is the nature of the “relationship” between the photographer & the model?

Losing what you have, by trying to get what you already are

Busy without business

16.8.23

Impossible ~ inevitable ~ actual ~ unknowable ~ death ~ nothing ~ abyss ~ risk
Possible ~ contingent ~ potential ~ knowable ~ life ~ beings ~ order ~ security

17.8.23

elusion

Her body is the particle and her movement(s) is the wave. Therefore, the moving body (fucking sex) is the force-field!

Can you see the organism, made of 3 bodies, repeatedly rearranging itself, via diverse interactive configurations, in order to maximize the total pleasure attained?

“What is your pleasure, sir?” – Hellraiser

Is she in the game or not?

Hyperchristianity

Extreme is good, moderate is evil.

The equivocal cross

Letting go ~ losing oneself ~ offering up

Self-desecration

Violate the Law (itself), not just (some of its) rules

Furies

hyponyms

Laughable seriousness Vs. Tragic frivolity

Hopeless debauchery

The summit/inaccessible Vs. The decline/inevitable

Incontrovertible demand

Subversive boredom

Singularity, extremity & negativity

Fusion as escape

Laudatory pejoratives

applaudit

Being~Wound

Sacred crime

Imagine that she sees you too, as you are – naked!

Movement for movement’s sake

Night-vision ~ Dragon-force

Non-philosophy ~ the human appearance of thought ~ philofiction ~ hyperspeculation

Stranger-gaze

The atopic real

Transduction ~ horizontal genetic transfer

Poor translations

Uni-rectional vector

From trans-lation to uni-lation

mise en abyme

Fractal abyss

Uni-ject ~ before subject/object

Across the toward

Distinguish:
Equivocal
&
Univocal

In-immanence

Self-sufficient auto-therapeutics

advene

Playing dead

Autonomous futures

Hallucinatory relation

Repression as active concealment

Aborted dreams

Uni-turn – turn-without-return

Mathematical mysticism

Post-deconstruction

Procedures of reciprocal redescription

Delida/Derreuze

Non-thetic aprioris ~ anti-/non-logos

Non-philosophical chora

Ego ~ world; Superego ~ word; Id ~ force

Non-constitutive de-scription

Theatrical spirituality

Bubba ~ Brother Franklin Jones

The unqualified/divine condition-presence

Forever trying to feel free……….

Focus on the non-urgent, with an openness to (respond to) the urgent, when really required

Humor as the bodily confession of GOD

Indifferent enjoyment as the common, uncomplicated virtue

You’re perfectly incomplete, just as you are!

Unreasonably happy

Is even the fight for survival, “just for fun”?!

sahasrar

Bliss is NOT happiness/pleasure. It is NOT the opposite of sadness/pain.

Social ecstasy/public madness/collective communion

Just enjoy myself… nonsensically!

American relaxation

Dawn Horse Communion

persimmon

The cult/illusion/lie of this world

Truth ~ the very condition of the present

Prior/pure happiness

The separate individual, who SEEKS God/enlightenment, does NOT exist

Your problem is a false dilemma

Satsang/Sadhana is just incessant carefree living

Non-philosophy is just thinking WITHOUT philosophical decision/sufficiency

19.8.23

Laruelle: François Vs. Jacques
(I support the latter 😎)

Better Call Saul – the present is in color, and the future is in B&W!

Marathon kissing

Pornstars as model-actor-athletes

Q-U-A-U-H-N-A-H-U-A-C

Reading is NOT doing

The toilet and the harem

Resist the temptation to look up the meaning of the words

Do you feel like an empty bag of skin yet?

“Black as thunder”

The missing link, between the living and the dead

M. Laruelle ~ Malcolm Lowry ~ M. L.

Unleash the Kraken

Hazmat suits

20.8.23

Hype ~ hope ~ hype

Mutual slugging

Playing with the lines

Fat chance

Jawkevich

If you live as if you’ve not been born yet, then what happens!?

But Alcaraz was the cause behind Hurcaz’s unforced error, right?

This is getting silly now!

Do you know how to run on fumes?

The audience just wants the match to go on longer

21.8.23

Samurai family
Critical acclaim

Wink ~ I see you with my single (third) eye 😉👁️

Fifth dan

Distinguish Soto & Rinzai

Confidential criticism

GOD is a rabid dog (too)

etching

presentiment

The positive corrosive function of pure words

“You have made me look stupid… Therefore I will kill you!” – Balaam (asshole) to his ass

Woman ~ chora

bushido

The taciturnity of beauty

The children’s Bible

22.8.23

Body ~ strength ~ action ~ pain ~ style ~ courage ~ skill ~ death

Absolute ~ tragic

Martial decadence

GALAHAD ERIDANUS is the name of my GOD (or Angel)!!!

23.8.23

Veil ~ surface
Edge ~ end
Death ~ beginning

Take my hand → talk to me → I let you in

The other side ~ the unconscious/Real ~ demonic ~ postmortem ~ prenatal

Did you meet (your) Mother (again) today, Joe!?

24.8.23

1. NothingNESS ~ GOD ~ Self/Soul ~ Real ~ One ~ Substance ~ Essence/Effect ~ Intelligence
2. World ~ Gods ~
Attributes/Properties ~
Images ~ Manifestations ~ Forms ~ Affect/effects ~ Consciousness

Arch-archetype

Death ~ salvation ~ non-differentiation

Young Socrates ~ Jung
Parmenides ~ Philemon

Distinguish:
Balance/Moderation
&
Integration/Individuation

Observation ~ Detachment ~ Acceptance!

Distinguish
Ego/Personality/Mind
&
Essence/Logos/Spirit

Essence-ial knowledge

Be GOD ~ Stay Humble

What is ~ To come!

Differentiation & Non-differentiation – the first dialectic!

Both-and ≈ Neither-nor
All ≈ None

Solid black ≈ Positive evil

From Being (existence) to be-ING (effectivity)

Passive imagination – activated by passively consuming another’s active imagination

That which lives &/or dies is neither-both alive nor-and dead

Abraxas is the backside of the Pleroma

Creation ~ differentiation ~ qualification
Creatures ~ differences ~ qualities

25.8.23

Drunken Master ~ Jackie Chan
Sleepy Master ~ Immanuel Joseph

Deception → deceptive reality → true reality

Max Stirner + Mark Twain ~ Max Twain!

Coincidentia oppositorum ~ Enantiodromia

Age of Aquarius (New Age) ~ 2,500 – 2,750 AD. Current eon ~ Sagittarius.
Or maybe we’re already in Aquarius?? The crucial transition from Sagittarius to Aquarius is via Pisces.

“Fear Abraxas” (Jung) ~ “Love Dionysus” (Nietzsche)

Creation was an honest mistake 😉

Psychic cosmology

antiquarian

Body horror ~ tragic romance ~ black comedy

When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro

Does the transparent “exist”? Is the veil “real”?

27.8.23

Seeing ~ knowing ~ being
Vs.
Thinking ~ believing ~ imagining

Fact Vs. Fiction Vs. Reality

lintel

Distinguish:
Image/reflection
&
Appearance/surface

Thymus (UGK) ~ thumos (Parmenides)

The gadfly with the still/small (buzzing) voice

Leisurely urgency

“I love you, but you are NOT serious people!”

Order > laws

MOVE
FROM
Seeing the central dark core from the pov of the emanating light rays (Cabbalah ~ Tree of Knowledge)
TO
Seeing the emanating light rays from the pov of the central dark core (Cabbalah ~ Tree of life)

Theology of Creation → Theology Proper (from the human side) ~ Ex-nihilo

Ain-Kether (Kabbalah) ~ Pleroma-Abraxas (Jung)

Hibernation ~ incubation → law-Maker(s)

Kouros ~ Iatromantis

Hopeless poet ~ great leader

Deliberate carelessness

Incantation ~ evocation

The whistling (in the) dark

Asclepius

Hum/hiss/buzz

Oulios ~ the destructive logic of healing

Sense → senses → non(sensical)-sense

Fucked-up art ~ Art-fucked up ~ Art-up fucked ~ Fucked-art up ~ Up-fucked art ~ Up-art fucked

How far is too far?
It is NOT possible to GO “too far”!

Cross without body ~ Protestantism
Cross with body (crucifix) ~ Catholicism
Crucified body without Cross ~ Atheological Religion

Distinguish:
Atheism (GOD doesn’t exist)
&
Atheology (GOD is dead)

Artaud as (a) resonance

m[O]ther !

Being beside oneself

Schizo-/-culture

Is there a practical value to psychosis?

28.8.23

The third eye is blind! Non-visual seeing

Feeling lost is the best indicator that you’re on the right track!

29.8.23

Was Nietzsche’s mother dead when he uttered his last (idiotic) words?

Solitude is the gift we share!

Beg for salvation ~ Ignite Hell

Please ignore me (I’ve been hacked)

As above/outside, so below/inside. Therefore, move BOTH outside-in (centripetal) AND inside-out (centrifugal)

If I love you more when you’re absent, does that mean I don’t like you?

“Father, into your hands I commend my spirit” ~ “Mother, I am (a) fool”

Conjunctiva (white) → iris (brown) → pupil (black)

Grace note

Kant ~ can’t ~ cant

From the birth of tragedy to the tragedy of birth

Loving your wife
Vs.
Falling in love with your wife

August Ames ~ dead female pornstar with ~ 1 billion views/followers ~ Lilith of 2023 ~ Archetype of our Age

El Camino (Breaking Bad) ~ Interzone (Burroughs)

Reschooling:
Schooling → ex-schooling → unschooling → anti-schooling → deschooling

I AM (without self/being/existence)

Subtle body (Aurobindo-Yoga) ~ Body without Organs (Artaud-Deleuze) ~ 4th dimension! (Body – 3D; Paper/screen – 2D)

Principles: Reality Vs. Pleasure Vs. GOD → Will-to-power Vs. Need-to-worship → Death-drive

Poetic justice ~ cruel joke ~ honest mistake ~ weird misadventure

Amor fati ~ do you love going against nature? No, I just can’t help it. Okay, now start embracing IT!

The walking/working dead
Vs.
The watching/waking live

Only one who attempts the Impossible knows the limits of the possible

Non-dualism ≠ Monism

Hyper-nihilism

30.8.23

Hidden in plain sight

Tattoo – the subtle BwO manifests in & through the physical organism

Spooky coherencies

A shift in the center of gravity warps (the present configuration of) space-time

The third eye is NOT where it used to be! 😜

Core-strengthening

The bleeding Cross ~ the sex appeal of the inorganic

The perfect crime:
Don’t hesitate. Be decisive.
Destroy all evidence (as much as you can)
Get a new identity

One-handed backhand

The center is both source & destiny

The Color Out of Space – the babe’s prayer was answered…!?

31.8.23

From philosophy (love of wisdom) to philology (the logic of love)

Why can’t you smell yourself??

Artaud le momo ~ Artaud, as the (scorned) child-fool

Self-naming

Artaud-Van Gogh

Prejudicative/antijudicative

Anaximander & Aeschylus

Tragedy/drama
Vs.
Comedy/philosophy

Formal/false judgment

Lightning/sleep/intoxication
Vs.
Daylight/dream/psychoanalysis

Dream-eaters

Insomniac hallucinations

Automatic (unconscious) writing
Vs.
Methodical (wilful) madness

Non-organic vitality

Crowned anarchist ~ conquering child


Becoming-mineral/vegetable/animal ~ Becoming woman/child/fool


From judgment to combat


Heraclitus Vs. Buddha


Miniaturization ~ minorization


War/annihilation Vs. Combat/struggle


YWHW (pray-to) → Yea-Yuh (bray-forth)


From the Son to the SUN ~ Religion without GOD ~ Ethics without morality ~ Art without Beauty ~ Philosophy without Truth

tithe.ly

After the death of GOD, available options:
Deny the death of GOD & return to the old
Create other substitute shelters – new gods
Learn to live without shelter & enjoy the adventure

Subverting our attitudes to “perversion”

Lust is a form of wrath! And vice-versa.

What did Bataille do to Mauss?!

Why doe this film satisfy me and that one doesn’t?

Potluck Vs. Potlatch

I must die by suicide if I can help it

Eternal hatred

1.9.23

Distinguish:
Common (Morality),
Philosophical (Ethics)
&
Ordinary (Non-Ethics)

The Human – she is the ante-rational or ante-ethical essence of Man

Breaking the doublet/circling

From lived givens to ethical values, NOT vice-versa

Singularity determines universality in-the-last-instance

Naïve intuitions given from the outside

Deceptive simplicity

The invariant in all de-cisions

From contingency to precarity

Simultaneously devalorizing & overvalorizing ethics

The must do whatever you can do!

Non-Ethics is NOT meta-ethics

The unconditional autonomy/authority of the Human

Ethics (& Philosophies) as occasional material for (suspension, description & extraction by) the Human

Human noesis ~ real immanence

Real emancipation is closer to world-destruction than salvation!

Scientific rigor as ultimate heteronomous thinking

Extreme abstraction of form (beyond the form/content dualism) – pure formalization – can be done only by the Real/Human

The imbricated messy human

2.9.23

Sexual/liberation ~ Spiritual/manifestation

Human emancipation > Social justice

3.9.23

The opposite of good is bad.
Evil ≠ bad

“Evil” is what we call stuff that we cannot understand, like nonsense or weird or unknown or horror or sublime

How to become a cult leader – apply these insights to Christianity & secular Liberal humanism – and BOOM!!!

America needs GOD ~ GOD needs America

4.9.23

Face ~ re-cognition

5.9.23

Soul within body → body within soul → soul & body completely identified (perfectly overlapping)!

cri de coeur

Extrapyramidal intoxication

rebus

Vanishing point

Fictional truths, evil ethics & ugly art

6.9.23

Pursue your desire → Being driven by the passion

7.9.23

Torture, don’t kill
Vs.
Kill, don’t torture

Winking at my (dead) mother’s (smiling) photo 😉

முண்டம் ~ புண்டை

9.9.23

Colossal stupidity

10.9.23

scopophilia

The psychic life of violence ~ the aesthetics of annihilation

From Humane to All-too-human

Humanitarian war ~ just violence

If you decide to go against the world, you better learn to be your own (only/best) cheerleader

11.9.23

Wound without body

Armchair militant

The individual as the essential Black (in a white world)

Is Laruelle a Black philosopher!? 🤪

Chantal Meza & Brad Evans

Decolonizing White culture

Is the family home a public or private space? The appropriate-ion of nakedness

Political animality

Brilliant & brutal eye

Aesthetics from the artist’s perspective

The intimate depths of abstract suffering

Voiding the sacred → sacralizing the void

Art that tears the canvas

Pure (non-anthropomorphic) violence

The yellow sign – my tattoo as the body of an insect squashed on my skin

The wretched (of the) Matrix

Don’t cha?

Rain plays spoilsport, again

A good headache

The ball is talking right now

Perpetrator, victim & witness

The smiling assassin

Skill-merchants

Saint X

Cross (Christian) → inverted Cross (Satanic) → X (Aesthetics)

பேயாட்டம்

12.9.23

Distinguish:
Will-to-power
&
Will-to-rule

True emancipation requires the destruction/abandoning of the (very idea of the) Human. Apocalyptic/annihilation instead of eschatology/teleology!

From the organic to the orgasmic

From
Crucified without cross
To
Wound without body

Victimless crime

Liberalism as just another fascism, but which alone claims to be the end of all (other) fascism(s)

Love is nothing but repressed & perverted hate, and vice-versa… (If you can’t hate her, then you don’t love her)

there-after

Eternal ~ damnation

From the absence of presence to the presence of absence

You deserve nothing and you owe nothing!

Atemporal place

My wounds are those inflicted by those whom I have offended

The canvas expressing itself (its own inner essence of emptiness) through the abstract forms etched upon it

The photographer gradually gets drawn into the action she observes & documents, and finally gets swallowed up by it.

The white flashes of the camera are no longer required, once the spectator steps into the black field and becomes a participant – sanity → madness → blindness

The ones who get IT right never survive to tell the story (of their victory). And everyone else is just fooling themselves &/or others……

Pure matter/relaxation ~ Perfect form/intensity

Void ~ form without content ~ emptiness
Phase/state ~ content without form ~ nothingness

pre-extinct

Spiritual eclipse

From dying/death to disappearing/vanishment

Am I real? Do I exist?

Alchemical metamorphosis – Marijuana to Cocaine – accomplished

15.9.23

Worldliness → other-worldly → worldlessness

Muselmann

Is a man without any needs or fears still “human”?

And then, I lost control, and IT happened!

Intentional undermining of intentionality

Demonstration as disavowal

Demystifying pain

Neutral energy

Salome Vs. Justine Vs. Josefine

antonomastic

erotesis

acyron

Grace notes

codicil

diacritic

meconnaissance

9.6.23

Counter-intuitive insights

Points are just the photographic appearance of lines, and lines are just a videographic form of points

Distinguish: Protest & Resistance

Do digital gadgets have moods?

From I AM to IT HAPPENS

If you’re the only person (left) in this world, would you still be human then?

Aesthete ~ hedonist ~ addict

Thomas de Quincey → Dario Argento → Luca Guadagnino

The fictional Jung

Infamy as oblique success ~ be a spectacular failure!

Thomas de Quincey

giallo

“There’s more where that came from”

Distinguish:
Self-control
&
Self-mastery

Entering the VOID (and seeing everything from there), via reading negative philosophy

Does an addict/psycho ever have fully lucid/sober moments??

Developing studies in dance

The coven of witches is just a front for the dance studio

Living in despair/sadness – beyond (or after) anxiety & anger (have burnt themselves out)

A brilliant coincidence

Take your chances

Sorry, I want to have only verbal intercourse with you

“Living a ruined life”

Macabre romance

Unmanned vehicles

The body (co-dependent) takes back the power, that it gave, to the mind (narcissist)

Impossible → accessible → inescapable

Sport/life – is it the best approach to just focus on the process (rather than result), in order to play better or win more? How does one strike the balance between just enjoying the game and doing whatever it takes to win?

NOTHING is far from nothing

NOW you know why Baudelaire loved the cat/kitty so much

FULLness is nothing but the DREAM of NOthing
Do only one thing at a time.
Do each & every thing very slowly.
Observe a small space between each thing you do.

That’s it! NOW you can go do anything (you like). You CAN EVEN do what you DON’T like…

Days I meditate/read NOTHING. Nights I contemplate/see NOTHING.

Time is a river that flows from the past into the future. What flows back out, from the future to the past, is TIMELESS!

What does Charles Manson have to do with Madhyamika philosophy?!?

Security, comfort & pleasure – go in that order! So, just focus on COMFORT for now. Okay? Pleasure will cum later! 😜

Circular reasoning ~ Orobouros

Sarvapriyananda

Am I a full-blown psycho/monster/demon yet, mummy??

Volk + Gore = Vore!

.heic

remorse(less)ness

True story ~ weird fiction

Is Charles Manson the Second Coming (of JC)? If so, are we living in the eschaton right now?

Maybe I’m already perfectly doing it!? 🙃

Active/-passive No/-thing

10.6.23

Trans-volution

Counter-melodies

Mixed feelings

Matter-in-flux

Hinayana

Industrial grade

Moolamadhyamakakarika

Vithanda

Salvation as nakedness/stripping – all you need to do is lose your clothes and the ground on which you’re standing – freedom!

Ultra-realists

Muscle-memory

Not partners, but solo practitioners together

Words ← ideas ← images ← realities. – REAL

Your “self” is “caused” by the REAL, just like your dream is “caused” by your mind.

The luminosity of the void

You are NOT your mind. You are NOT your body.

White-adjacent

11.6.23

Ballet + boxing + chess = Tennis!

Turn/reverse the gaze

Distinguish: Rules & The Law

12.6.23

doublet

idee

loanword

palate, palette, pallet

Truth-affect

Balthus

Intensive/impulsional body

ali-mentation

13.6.23

Fuck studying! Fuck ME !

Ramesh Balsekar Talks

Is the human the only species in which the individual consciousness (awareness of a self distinct from the race) is present?

Terry Pratchett & Discworld

Phase space

14.6.23

Lone actors

“I am just another normal individual” – The serial killer as expert witness (against humanity & for the Real) ~ every normal individual is just another Ted Bundy! 🙃

Ted Bundy et al – killing women ~ the rebellion of the male Id against the superego Mother (morality) ~ the war of Animus & Anima ~ a kind of sick Fight Club

I know the name of Ted Bundy’s ENTITY which caused his irises to turn black

Marilyn Monroe + Charles Manson = Marilyn Manson

Man’s son ~ Manson ~ Son of Man

The GAP

Anonymity ~ invisibility ~ non-existence

Persona-lity

Why are these true crime programs so popular? Well, now you know……

Incels and the search of the mediocre for (their own unique brand of) greatness

Ted Bundy as a latter-day saint

15.6.23

Add heretic & prophet to the crazies category

Imaginary advantages

From Good Vs. Evil to advantages & disadvantages

If there is anything to be understood, then it is this and ONLY this: There is nothing to understand!

16.6.23

Transparent language

uniate

White rappers & Black rockers

17.6.23

David Bellemere Vs. Steve Shaw

FKA

18.6.23

Finals

You’re (nothing but) a glorified porn addict, Joe! 😅

Interviewing performers

Sacred/profane ~ sublime/mundane ~ non-negotiable/variable ~ important/unimportant

The saint Vs. The gentleman

The anachronism of madness

Secular icons

Desecration & reconsecration

19.6.23

idio(syn)cracy

obsidian

freemium

turpitude

20.6.23

Eternal ~ inexhaustible/aimless/useless

Porous self

Reading images & visualizing words

Temple → theatre → circus

Impulses/phantasms/simulacra (Klossowski) ~ Real/imaginary/symbolic (Lacan)

Pathologizing normality and theologizing eccentricity

Demonic deities

A demon is never identical to itself

Do you need me because I love you, or do I love you because you need me?

Integral monstrosity – Sade Vs. Aurobindo

21.6.23

suppôt

Does my porn turn you on?

Society of the Friends of Crime

A hypothetical debate of the polymorphously perverse

22.6.23

Boned up on

manse

Nifty cabaret

Offbeat child prodigy

calliope

cashiering

Crime photography as black art

Magic circle

Anton Szandor LaVey

Ripoff artists

grimoire

Christianity → humanism → Satanas!

Catch the clap

cutlass

Straight Satans, Sons of Sam, Manson Family

Movie ranch

stateside

Devil’s Canyon

panhandling

Human game

Draw ~ wadi

decal

Family: I don’t like you as a person, and you don’t like me as a person. But we both somehow make the relationship work because we believe we belong together…… 🤣

23.6.23

Your entire life is one long compromise!

Unlike me

You can if you want to

“I just keep wondering if there’s not a better solution for us all……” – Charles McGill

Sade → Acephale → Process Church → Sons of Sam → Better Call Saul

What could be the “far darker truth” than the snuff film?

24.6.23

witchy

Can you be naked in your own house?

I was a natural left-hander, but later converted into a right-hander (by my parents)!

25.6.23

Pale gold skin

I’m NOT even a psychotic!

Non-practice E.g. Non-meditation

Religion is his religion

Nothing but sitting

The non-dualism of nirvana & suffering – what do you call the perspective from which this is perceived/realized??
Emptiness ~ Buddha Nature!

Distinguish:
Emptiness
&
Nothing

Married monks

Buxome guru

26.6.23

Distinguish:
Hidden/invisible
&
Non-existent/unreal

Blissing out……! Together??

Teasing – the wafer-thin line (or razor-sharp edge) in-between watching & touching

Distinguish:
Evil
&
Ugly

elan vital

base code

co-religionists

experience motif

Cross-border whimsical personifications

Ecstasy techniques

Evil is real, as much as the good – this I know now.

Jung/Job ~ the evil GOD

Physical truths Vs. Psychic facts

Sonic daimon

Beware! GOD also appears as an angel of darkness 🙃

Enantiodromia ~ Pandaemonium

mana ~ entia

Is C. G. Jung a Satanist!? If so…… So what?!

27.6.23

lint

The duel of non-dualism & dualism

Sympathy for apathy/antipathy

apotropaic

GOD against GOD

Satan as GOD’s left hand or right brain

jib

captious

canaille

bugbear/hobgoblin

speechify

bagatelle

seigneur

Theriomorphic gods

tort moral

28.6.23

The idiot GOD

Raping my own eyes 👁️

“She made us lesbian”

Was John Wayne insane or evil or…… just Gacey?!

Legal liminality

Black sites

Eliphas Levi

Baphomet; Solve Coagula

Enhanced interrogation techniques

Fool Vs. Knave

Instinct Vs. Drive

Heresy Vs. Hypocrisy

feint

Trying not to try ~ focus on relaxing – do the easiest/funnest thing

If I want a life with NO better/different future (just a repetition of today * infinity, without almost any change), then doesn’t it mean I already have the best?

THIS is the feeling I have been waiting for!

Death ~ existing without LIFE

Fear → fury → FIRE

Shoah

“Stranger” by Parkway Drive ~ Laruelle’s stranger-victim and hell-world

The most important unknown person in the world today (who me 🤪)

phasosophy

Rebellious apprenticeship

Highly original secondary works

Major & minor theses

“Human” is an adjective, NOT a noun

29.6.23

strange-er

Satan as GOD’s self-doubt. Man as the Devil’s self-doubt. The world as Man’s self-doubt.

Maybe there is a symbiosis between the common working man, and eccentrics like me. We both need and despise each other! 🥲

Unreal numbers

infinitesimal

Summoning up worlds

Wisdom Vs. Magic

avant la lettre

obstreperous

pre-self

Non-specific stress

paleologic

Global terror

Healing descent

wend

Yogic gnosis

meta-patterns

Arche-archetypes

Internal technologies

Maddening & inspiring

Pre/trans fallacy

Meaningless meaning ~ groundless ground

Psychotic episode or spiritual crisis?

Circle + ladder = spiral

From justice/equality to dignity/uniqueness

Spiritual levelling

The reign of the average

The paradox of fullness

Transcendental axioms and immanent philosophy

Perplexing insight

30.6.23

Original plan ~ ultimate order ~ perfect knowledge ~ course of life

I am inevitable!

Philosophical brilliance as a poor substitute for spiritual power… 🤣

Evil saints & mad sages

Multividual

I’m not a psychotic. I am a pervert!

Rapid flux beyond a certain extent, crystallizes, into a still clear surface

Hitting the sonic G-spot

Mircea K. Taylor (K for Kingsley)

Empedocles + Parmenides =

NO monism, YES monasticism

In-sane-ity

Earth ~ mole ~ descent ~ static; Water ~ river-flow ~ horizontal ~ movement; Air ~ wind ~ diverse currents ~ random; Fire ~ flames ~ consume ~ shooting upward

monomyth

The deepest heart of fire is perfect darkness

Planatic (Plan-fanatic)

Catastrophe Theory

Biosophical tataagatha

trestle

Distinguish:
Perfection
&
Wholeness

2.7.23

Where is the fun in (the pursuit to maximize) pleasure? Put down your (permanent) tent at base camp! 🖕🏾

Aristippus & the Cyrenaics

gudgeon, blenny

From slavery to mastery, via abstinence/indulgence

ataraxia

Truth effects

Dadaist philosophy

From Anti-art to Non-philosophy

The intrinsic & inextricable sophistry of all philosophy

infracendence

3.7.23

Sex is the (only) way to eat a live body without killing it. So, you can eat the same body for the umpteenth time, without any loss of freshness! 😎

heresis

4.7.23

From smoking to breathing fire

Light-night

The spectator as (virtual) participant

You are what you’ve seen and you become what you see

Unfucked by the ineffable

The immemorial is indescribable & unrecordable

The friend as soulmate, and the spouse as fuck-buddy. Currently marriage is dominated by neither the flesh nor the spirit, but by the social (psycho-economic)!

Is this world really “better than” Hell?

Unconscious witness ~ what is, shows! Let it go ~ let it be ~ just let……

Consciousness ~ conscience ~ cognition

Stereotypical ~ archetypal

5.7.23

We 3 – me, my echo and my shadow

Tell your mother who the real father is

How do you wake up from a lucid dream?

divunity

Like the cannibal is to man, Man is to Nature

A glitch in the reality-machine-code

6.7.23

All organizations must be disbanded immediately

The nameless/unborn

I knew you before we were born ~ I want to watch porn naked & stoned with you.
No! I DON’T want to have sex with you.

“Because, when the baby comes……”

Is this for real?

Night editor

I wanna know why I am what I am

A true serial-killer

Emptiness & empathy

Fantasy~world

Id → ego → superego

Fear as excitement

The One who names everything (else) remains nameless himself

It’s like lifting a 2-ton stone out of a deep well

paraphilia

3D screen – imagining that you’re actually in the same room with these women seen on your screen, and they are actually doing whatever they’re doing together, right in front of you in-the-flesh – this is NOT far-fetched at all, and well within reach!

Military~training

The feelings of the horse, as opposed to the story of the rider

Jeffrey Dahmer loved his grandmother

I don’t like being gay

Tried self-deprogramming

Criminalo(r)gy

Stealing mannequins & manufacturing corpses

Fantasizing about something real

We were just coming into who we are

Opacity as shelter

Can a male be raped?

Desire Vs. Intention

There is no reason not to believe this information

No head, no body!

Rebirth-day @ 33

I forgot my own name, and then……….

A vast emptiness filled with anything & everything

Too scared, clever & busy, to cease ignoring the obvious

Transfixed/wonderstruck/breathless – no (more) questions!

No experience(r)

The Red Queen

A framed window, without a house

Post-decapitation functioning

It’s all about the VIEW

Encourage the recurrence of lucidity

Deceptive realism

I have realized (to my utter astonishment) that most (if not all) of the things I believe, think, feel, say and do, are NOT my own beliefs, thoughts, emotions, sentences or actions

Zero-point reportage

GOD, real, being, void, nothingness, emptiness, human, world, vision, consciousness, awareness, perception, etc. are just names like Joseph or like Immanuel or like……

Are quantum, relativity, Newtonian physics, etc. descriptions of different levels or phases of the same/one physical universe? Or are they describing multiple universes? Or are they different perspectives on one objective world? Or are they all colorful imaginations (ideas of self) that this reality creates, like a sleeping man’s dreams? Or…

Self + world ≈ self – world ≈ world – self

Everybody (else) has a face/head, but I certainly DON’T!

The unconscious is eternal

8.7.23

Distinguish:
Champion
&
Hero

9.7.23

Distinguish:
Memory
&
History

William Burroughs has absolutely NOTHING to do with Naked Lunch!

I can feel the ultra slo-mo collective descent into Hell, but they CANNOT, because they’re all constantly moving……

prosumers

10.7.23

Bardos

11.7.23

syntonic

hikikomori

retainers

Bifo

precarization

Bai lan

slacker

naïf

Non-philosophy as chaoide

autonomist

12.7.23

How does the female (spirit) rape the male (body)?

Book of Chuang Tzu

I am (or my body is) a double-headed dildo – one end is the brain and the other the cock

White-hot open heart

Partial idiocy ~ imperfect wisdom

Sür-real-ity

Do we (not) want to be cured, because we can (not) be cured? Or……….?

The impotence of (what we call) power

I am (one of the many voices of) Balam’s ass

Productive psychopathology

Speech ~ delirium

Non-cognitive feeling

The future of the whole-of-man and the identity of the absent patient

semblist

Homo natura and the architectonization of lived experience

Of the being-of-man

As (the rest of) my body stays here, the cock alone enters into the screen-world, and pulls the rest of me along with it……

What role does the wind play at a Wimbledon tennis match?

Should Alcaraz stop looking to his box after almost every point?

13.7.23

educe

Destructive vitality ~ constructive fire

Personified things

Ideas OF the world as things IN the world

Imaginal thought

Fragile body-image

limitrophous

Primary unity

The uncontrollable forces of the unrepressed unconscious

The excluded, included and hidden third

Conscious, unconscious & preconscious

The immemorial murder of the primal father

Prohibition of incest & murder → democratic equality

Spiritual placenta

The annihilation complex

injunction

Birth – from human-mother to father-god

Psychic birth

Primal horde

Deep blood

Society/culture as second/psychic womb

Incest as human sacrifice

The lost (& refound) object

The normal madness of babies

The electromagnetic fields of the genetic programme

Coupling ~ annihilation

Law Vs. Flow

The placental system as primitive ego

The excited void

Internal perception

Unconscious ideas & repressed feelings

The unacknowledged mother

The Human as the embodiment of Nature’s death-drive

The female phallus

WOMAN

Dark energy; anti-matter

phallophorous scopophilia

The hammer commands us to strike… STRIKE!

NECRO-narcosis

14.7.23

Jon Nödtveidt

15.7.23

Temple of the Black Light

Leviathan/Behemoth ~ Mahakali/Nataraja

Drvg cvltvre

The sinister tradition

Sincerely evil

Anti-modern thought

Political neopaganism

Radical traditionalism

Advantage Djokovic

Industrial music

Fascist-baiting

Georgii Chulkov and Viacheslav Ivanov

Paul & Ilona Black

The valiant vanquished

17.7.23

Maybe this world (3D) looks flat (2D) to you, because you’re in the 4th dimension!

Mystical anarchism

chiliastic/millenarian

Society Vs. Community

Unabashed irrationalism

The numinous is mutinous!

theurgy

If life itself is a waste of time, then HOW CAN you ask why I am wasting my life?
E.g. How can shit be wasted?

I and a very few others are sick. Everyone else today is dying. And all the others are already dead.

Out of the best of kickass metal playlist, select the best of the best songs only, and then dive into each of those albums.

Select tracks how: First hearing – if you like the sound, move to second hearing with lyrics. If you like both together, then LIKE song.

Voluptuous dirt

I am a solo lesbian

FROM
What would Jesus do (WWJD)
TO
What does the Pussy say (WWPS)

From word to silence to noise

FORBIDDEN 🔕
You’re watching the perfect vanity

Her lips are developing a relationship with her pussy

Abbie Maley

I’m one of the many addicts/perverts who’ll never see the inside of an insane asylum or rehabilitation/correctional centre

Black Nacre ~ Devouring Mother

Goth babes

Circus of DOOM – this is not JUST entertainment!

The BEST of the Best of the best

From MY pov, the reality YOU’RE living in is a mirror within a mirror!

When will you STOP believing that (reaching) the impossible is a dream?

Immanuel Joseph is nothing but the mask worn by the id I am a stone cold Steve and I will get back to you and your family and friends with benefits of eating now I have to speak to you and your family and friends with benefits of eating now I have to

Immanuel Joseph is nothing but the echo of MY real echo

If (you say) you’re NOT flying into the sun, then I would say, then what’s the point in trying to cut these puny branches, when the tap root of evil remains intact forever? In a situation like this, the paradoxical solution of the fool is a better (even more viable) option – simply give in to the total triumph of evil and THEN SEE what happens. This world is ripe for a new cleansing by fire!

Never again Vs. NEVERMORE

Pleasure >> torture >> blackout
That looks just like normal ageing, right!?

Could there be anything hotter than 2 girls being horny for each other?

Watch Naked Lunch

My goal is to become a complete zombie (just like everybody else?)

The confessor as life-boat

Suicide by homicide E.g. The war on terror

What you describe is a surplus of political luck

Better than all the Greatests

How do you prepare for a Netsilik retribution? You don’t, because you CAN’T!

Find Lady Silence and bring her here

Do your people do like this?

Manic fear

No doubt, you made the best decision for the problem you thought you had

We need carpenters… to build the gallows

Esquimaux

Volunteer executioners

The ridiculous horror of nobility

Evil ≈ malice + cowardice + hypocrisy

Am I not also one of the drunk raving peasants who beat the Turin Horse to death!?

Is Dionysus the crucified or the crucifier??

The anti-hero is the protagonist in the villain’s auto-biography

Should books that promote ideologies of book-burning be banned?

18.7.23

Racquet abuse 🤣

witchy

Compare August Strindberg’s allergy to electricity with Charles McGill (“Better Call Saul”)

Extreme speculation

The Furies – awakening the proverbial sleeping dogs

Murdered ghosts ~ Personified curses

Who caused this, and why??

Increasing despairs

psychoplanatics

somethingish

A central counterforce

Maybe I am the new Job to Christ (post-NT), like the OT Job was to Yahweh – GOD’s nemeses!

Mad kingship

Freak (of) nature

The sovereign puppet

The king without subjects

The maximalists

Reichswehr/Wehrmacht

Enlightened zombie

The joy of dying

Prophetic madness

Breaking all the unwritten rules

Why can’t I just enjoy these special experiences without having to make a gospel revelation out of them?

Zero is NOT a number

Autonomous developments

Kill your loves, and then you’ll be free, to die

“If a lion could talk, we could not understand him.”

I am certain that SOMETHING is about to happen

Patient number 9, case 53, etc.

I am the healer of my doctors and saviour of my gods

Automatic writing

Rediscovery of the obvious

Inner dynamics of dream logic

Death-wish & salvation-longing

Reflections as shadows

But why does all of this finally have to MEAN something?!

We need to hear more from sick bodies, to heal this mad world-mind! (WS is too healthy for this)

Sudden explosion of accumulated & repressed boredom, fatigue, despair & rage

SJ are drunk & sex-starved! This is my moment…

19.7.23

Too queer even for the queers!

Unprovoked aggression

Mixed media

cenacle

Oral rewriting

Maybe I should just start playing the guitar without learning music. And scribbling on my iPad without doing the digital drawing course

Can you just see letters & words without reading them?

Can you see the space in between (and within) objects, as “the real”?

effrontery

What is Artaud without language?

Be perfectly self-centred! Never question, doubt or challenge yourself. Only others.

Brusque gestures

The zone of pure blank power outside time & space

Do you know what real cruelty is?

Inspired quaver ~ throbbing gristle

Ravaged face

agitprop

Sinister buffoonery

Sincere & spontaneous

marionette

Seraphim theater

Old, before his time

Social suicide ~ spiritual birth

A religious funeral would have been the last insult

Halfway through the interminable journey

Writing about the impossibility of writing

But JA are NOT wasting their time/life, unlike me, right?

20.7. 23

There are so many Sonali Srinivasans out there

But if you DON’T produce the work/art, then you yourself become that

Private expressions

Unpublished manuscripts

Maybe I am one of the greats who are outside the big stages

Birdbox – but there’s a third way – those who NEITHER blind themselves in order to survive NOR open their eyes to become killers/evangelists – to merely witness BOTH, just like you’re watching the movie right now!

Michel Houllebecq (To Stay Alive: A Method)
Vs.
William Burroughs (Bardos – to live in such a way that you no longer know if you’re alive or dead)

The death drive is nothing but living without the survival instinct. The monster is meta-violent

How do I get an image of these images?

Is what I am seeing a projection or an introjection?

It looks so ugly, but it feels so good – there are (other) eyes down there too!

If these entities are terrifying, then how do you describe their creator?

I broke the TV by my watching

Heidegger’s “failure to do justice” to Hölderlin, is my inspiration (to engage Art)

Counter-exemplarity

All persons are created artists

Serious non-seriousness

Non-metaphysical concept(ualization)s

Being, pornography & weaponized beauty

Mechanical Viagra

Prudish Kundalinists 🤣

Let’s have an India-Pakistan or England-Australia Cricket (test) WTC final soon!

The human body as microcosm

Energetic cosmos 🤜🏾🤛🏾 Moral society

Hölderlinian urtheil (judgment) ~ Laruellian (philosophical) decision

The (erstwhile) great West Indies have failed to qualify for the 2023 ODI World Cup! 😢

Unmediated reality ~ Unconscious knowledge

21.7.23

Non-altruistic giving

Self-radiating

Conciliatory Vs. Aggressive argument

The Real has NO (intellectual) content! Is that devastating, dear philosopher?

Self-doctoring

vomica

clew

22.7.23

Lapsed academic

Don’t take my word for it

23.7.23

Chthonic etiology

A greater cleverness

Cultural innocence

Spontaneous fulfillments of destiny

The body’s recreation

The ideological & semiological functions of food

comestible

prolepsis; analepsis

Completely insulate & isolate what cannot be communicated or shared. E.g. Social relations & spiritual dynamics; Practical matters & internal values
Completely dissociate flesh & spirit, thereby reconciling them in peaceful mutual indifference (as far as possible😉)

Self-caricature

I should stop writing what I read! Should I just do this, without writing it? Or maybe writing this down is the first step in executing the decision…

If my inner life is totally beyond anyone else’s access, then so is theirs to me!

fate-ality

sunning

tropology

pornology

Barbenheimer

24.7.23

Give advice ONLY to those who ask for it.

Sophisticated Zuzu Sweet’s feet dirt

agloocan… maui

clochard

ham (n.)

Total theater

Performance artist

Body-work

Marat/Sade

Whirling dervish

Self-performance as literature

Génica Athanasiou

Surrealistic revolution

Personal insurrection

Opium + Laudanum

Experimental productions

unlimber

Steeplechase career

poète maudit

mon mal

Cleft egomaniac

Sustained paroxysm/steady exhilaration

Pitiful honesty

Metaphysical satyriasis

Declamatory poetry

Snake-charming

Direct intervention

Spirituality & excrement

Free verse

Rumbling stylistic shift

goulash

Futurist words

Zaum ~ universal language

Phonic poetry

Oracular fragments

ecriture

terribilita

To shanghai

Histrionic gnosis

Official pariah

Self-portrait

25.7.23

The audacity of despair

Persistent identifiers

Scalar fields

Anti-anthropic solutions

Fucking in/the public

Cosmic archons

Evil demi-urge

Acausal chaos

Chaosophy

TOTBL/MLO

Current 218

Sociology of mental illness

New portals to the acausal plane

Exoteric ~ pro-cosmic

Black Lodge

Formless essences

Eonic strategy

Power-charged ideas

Militant neo-gnosticism

Qliphoth

Tanin’iver

“Blind monster, open your eyes.”

Lycanthropic glorification

Power-words ~ divine names

Path of the great sea-serpent

Liber Azerate

B(l)ack-face

Nightside

Necrosophy

Typhonic Magick

Abrahamic sheep

Wrathful mythopoiesis

Anti-elements

Zepto ads

Diabolical Pan-paradox

Vampire pentagram

Silna

Transcultural ubiquity

26.7.23

Dream: I am Nick Kyrgios’s coach

27.7.23

Spiteful creativity

Dead Sea Scrolls Vs. Nag Hammadi Library

Acosmic flame

Qayin

Genetic spirituality

Euphoric destruction

Chaos magic & infinite freedom

Inverted womb

Archons

Distinguish:
Intention
&
Motivation

Pseudo-ostention

Goetia

Deindividuation

Is Bella Hadid a scientist?