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27.12.24

soilwork

Coma-thought

Auto-affectivity

Can a vector think?

Did Laruelle smoke?

Counter-review

theorrorism

28.12.24

exentuate

The perfect mix of life and death so as to maximize misery.
(Distinguish from frank pain)

Specular purism

Great mirror ~ grand conformity ~ repulsive transcendence

Absolute Vs. Radical

Immanent struggle

Impassable misunderstandings

precessions

The Real as positive gap in, or negative condition of, the World

chicanes

Persecution Vs. Intransigence

epekeina

evaluable

Emancipatory vice

Unleashing the nucleus of heretical logic

Repression & anamnesis

Plotinus Vs. Gnostics

in-Decent

verso

invagination

Man-as-irredeemed

Epekina-phors – imaginal axiomatics

objurgations

heteroclite

hairesis, dieresis

tendential

The blind who believe they can see, are leading the blind who believe they cannot see. But what we need is the blind who (can see that he) has no need for belief!

Immemorial knowledge that cannot be repressed or forgotten

Insufficient but necessary primacy

The stranger-victim-heretic

Justified-without-justification

Transcendental appearance ~ hallucination of the One

Lived experience ~ existant subject

29.12.24

leporid

Fuck me up side down

The foundational crime

Beating the drums of ancestral force

escheat

Pleonasm & tautology

Exposing theo-metaphysical fetishes

Without-essence, without-existence, without-consistency

eon ~ in-one

Onto-biological circle

heteronymous

Final resister

An ultimatum for Christianity

The core cause of alienation is religious/philosophical

Man as creature to Man-as-victim

Man-without-expectation

Rescuing God-the-world

Non-philosophy – the unified theory of faith/union/religion and knowledge/separation/science, determined in-the-last-instance by the Real/One

Non-Christian Non-gnosticism

Procedures for a new salvation

Postures in thought

Struggling in the world → struggling against (& for) the world

Infinite variations of an invariant schema

Auto-affecting expectation

Non-positional (of) self

The primacy of uncreated man over GOD-the-Creator!

True-without-truth

Mystical indifference (to religion & philosophy) ~ constitutive inconsistency of Man-in-person

30.12.24

No “New Year”, for those who DON’T follow the calendar!

Negative work

Nomadic mapping ~ self-fashioning

The alchemical intellect

Man as Homo creator & Homo magus

“A practical guide as to how one might escape fate”

Mirandola Vs. Bruno

Clandestine legacy

Official respectability ~ Public visibility

prisca theologia

Encosmic powers

We do NOT YET know what Man is (capable of)!

Anthropos as theurgos

Acentric, non-hierarchical cosmos

Emblematic worldview

The occult resonances of language

Retrieving the legenda

Duality without mixture

The redolent wisdom of combinatorial magics

Indexical enterprise

Future discourse

Dense layering of signs

Fundamental configuration of innate knowledge ~ natural magics

goetia

Your praxis is only making you more & more unfit for this world – why don’t you repent, or at least reform?

sedulous

Artificer of endowments

Sympathies ~ inducements

gematria

Contemplative ascent → ritual practice

Orphism

Operate magic ~ marry the world

Becoming co-creator

Pleroma of the Word → Infinite vicissitudes of the universe

Expulsion of the triumphant beast

Jove

Disdain for piety

Breech the boy

The feral Christ

The immanent theriomorphic eschaton

Outlying phenomenon

Animal faith ~ physiological sorcery ~ operative capacity ~ psychic mutation ~ physical rarefaction

Holy asininity

Converting the head from the hierarchical node through which the transcendent dominates the immanent, to an outgrowth of the bodily spine – a sophisticated instrument of the animal user!

Intensive quantities → extension & quality

Virtual depth

prope-nihil

Heroic frenzies

31.12.24

Mater materia

miss-representation

Unlimited differentiation

Affirmative multiplication of sign systems

From “the other of” to “other than”

On the fraying edges of the world

Neither convenience nor sympathy nor analogy

1.1.25

Ensigns of reality

augury

Superior fabulist

Conventional poetry → Genuine invention

Vivifying images

Passionate rapport with the unthinkable

Shadows of Nature ~ Threshold of ideas

virgule

Mannerist poetics ~ Autonomous style

Variety of bonds

Assemblage ~ resonant disjunctive syntheses

Anorganic life

Mapping syzygies

will-to-expression

Nomadic/anarchic ramification

The man who sleeps alone lives alone!

The invention of knowledge

Analogy & apophasis

The univocal inherence of substance in modes

Your substance/structure is more essential & less accidental to what/who you are than your form/function

Common forms ~ Differential relations

Meta-semiotic apprehension

Activating the transformative potential of certain intensive vectors or non-discursive lines

An open set of enigmatic yet adequate signs

Immanence is pre/non-philosophical

Mathesis universalis (Deleuze) → Unified theory of religion & science (Laruelle)

Perspectival symptomatization

The Science of sciences

Lullian techniques of combination

Anti-theological naturphilosophie

Pursuit of exhaustive knowledge → Production of infinite knowledges

Internal elaboration of possible relations

zairja

Medical arithmosophy

Noledge ~ knowlife!

Esoteric history ~ Differential philosophy ~ Theory of ideas

The range of cosmic periodicities & rhythmic imbrications

The concrete sense of life

Tertium quid

Artistic practice as esoteric science

Could reading a book, watching a movie or listening to music, be a creative/active process than just a consumptive/passive posture? Is curation the key here?

Spirituality as material phenomenon

Non-human vitalism

Anorganic > inorganic

Archaic ambition

Deep images

Pornstar tattoo: “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure, who can understand it?”

Resonance/symbiosis – The life of knowledge ~ the knowledge of life

Comfortable with the great thinkers or little children. Never the common adults!

~2027 – I will be completing a decade since I left Christianity

2.1.25

Beyond being & non-being, is that which hides itself

Evil ~ Veil ~ Vile ~ Live 🤪

Divine indignation & sacred inebriation

The baroque In-finite

Sub-darkness & Super-darkness

Marinetti – the masculine futurist and misogynistic proto-feminist

The thrice-unknown

5.1.25

Sakura Bar (Laos)
Drink triple, see double, act single

6.1.25

The Real ~ In-the-ring-of-fire

The Pre-philosopher(s)

Everything is fire ~ flux ~ war

The sub-human

The central/third/blind eye of gnosis → Vision via (the unification of) the left eye of religion & the right eye of science

Empedoclean

The sage of Ephesus – NOT the Apostle Paul

How could Nietzsche “influence” Heraclitus?

Self-authorized inquiry

“I have searched myself”

The nature of Nature

Kindle-ing

6.1.25

trite

When the cock is already erect (internal/primary), putting on a condom makes it even harder (external/secondary). Without the former, there is no use/place for the latter.

Life as a hermaphroditic circuit of energy

Elliptical, asymmetric, open whole

Disjunctive synthesis Vs. Dialectical mediation

Intensive distance & torsional dynamic

Transcendental genesis of space & time

Pregenesthetic life

The vectorial nature of spatio-temporal existence

Pars totalis

The initiatory powers of mathesis

Malfatti’s problem

Novel hybrids generated under rituo-therapeutic conditions

Lived experience of knowledge

Conscious complicity

sum ergo genero

Tree of life + tree of knowledge ≈ Rhizomatic composition or plan(e) of immanence

Ecstatic awareness ~ Sorcerer’s drawings

The brain people of utopian immanence

Secret priority ~ silent prerogative

as-yet-unrealized

The real force of thought

What does reading such (radioactive) stuff do to the body?!

Kosmokrator ~ the natural divinities of life

“Now all this is literally true, as men knew in the great past, and as they will know again.” – D. H. Lawrence

Reading against the grain

Enabling mystical transmutations

The symbolic decision to decide

Have you ever read your own (shitty!) blog, brother Joe? It is actually a toilet seat masquerading as a blog…… 🤪

Recursive thought

What is Grounding?

aliquot

Riddle of the Sphinx – the cock as organic cane

Milieu of transformation ~ imbricated series of powers of becoming

7.1.25

I meet UG in my dream!

I encounter the Empty Dragon @ Pak Ou cave (Empty Man + House of the Dragon)

8.1.25

Enlightenment ~ Somnambulance

Optic discernment → Haptic tracing

Diagrams of immanence ~ willing of what is

Symbols/imagination ≠ Ideas/fantasy

Ersatz attempts at accessing & describing the unthought that subtends thought

AmeriLao

9.1.25

Misosophy > > Philosophy

Spiritual transformation ~ Conceptual creation

Developing a pure concept of “difference in itself”

Prime matter ~ prior to primary

Representative faculty → Intuiting a movement of descent

Genuine ideas Vs. Impostor simulacra

Icons Vs. Idols

False claimants

Supreme & nonsensible power of iteration

A capricious/itinerant form of differentiation

Enigmatic sense ~ brute presence

“Do you know the nature of the question to which you are giving an answer, the essence of the problem to which you are giving a solution?”

Performative contradiction

Deleuze’s Plato

interpolate

Unstable configuration ~ unpredicted relations ~ unforeseen modes

Multiplicity of sense ~ mutability of sign

Grasp the nettle

Qualitative contrariety

Naturalized Platonism ~ abstract capture of spatial organization & temporal process

Imperceptible intensity at the heart of the empirical

The genetic element of sense

Van Gogh’s yellow

Open & unbounded set of elements

Hieroglyphics > > Alphabets

Distinct yet obscure appearance

11.1.25

Speaking a dead language

Orlok Dacian

The eternal return of the differential process of individuation

Innocence and its echo

Pristine ~ monstrous; Primitive ~ cruel

Inverted Platonism

Nature as the universal coincidence of contraries

Originary cavernous simulacra

The uncanny vocation of discovering the conditions of genuine repetition

Unbearable creation ~ Nietzschean humor ~ Kierkegaardian irony

Heroic immolation ~ Melancholic meditation ~ Unlimited metamorphosis

Constitutes itself by disguising itself

Distinguish:
Recurrence/similarity
&
Repetition/identity

Making change

“The unequal is the most positive element”

We must look to art, because art can do what religion & science cannot

Regime of generality

Art as exploration of real if as-yet-unlived forms of life

Observable contrasts < < Difference-in-itself

Analogy → Univocity

Selective affirmation as primary discursive model

Artistic procedures as larval forms-of-life

“Difference must be shown differing”

symptomologist

Otherwise incompossible affects, percepts & events

Viscera & brain as folds of cosmic becoming

Explore an elusive multiplicity of sense

Theoretician of the complicatio

Tracing potential lines of interdependence, inter-relation & development

Superior empiricism ~ genetic conditions of reality

Aesthetics as apodictic discipline

The exhilarating modern horizon as philosophy’s new paradigm

Apprenticeship that decisively breaks with the image of thought

recherches

The San Francisco Bay area ~ Postmodern Stonehenge

13.1.25

Pornstar tattoo:
“Be yourself. Have the courage to do it all”

Tim Team

அம்மா (Bhanumathi) → ஆத்தா (Emilia Perez)

Mahakumbh > Kumbh Mela

Kodungaiyur dump yard

bio-mining

remediate

Laboratory evolution

akhara

Super-spreader festival

Erection ≈ whole body massage!

Can you feel the breath(ing) there?

Lao massage – what would she have done to my cock?!

What is the significance of the Dragon in Lao Buddhism?

stupa

14.1.25

Type O Negative

Slazenger 🤘🏾

eyecon

Naga

Design your universe

Moral commitments → Political analysis

How does a theory explain its own defeat?

Class location

Stagnant contradiction

Locally contingent constellations of meaning

relata

depeasantization

airy

intendent

Misunderstanding the implications of one’s own theory

15.1.25

“The Black Freighter” – comic within the comic (“Watchmen”)

My cock likes to watch porn (I don’t!? 🤪)

Perfect Enemy by Cruel PMV

Dragons entwined ~ are they killing or fucking each other? ~ is there a difference? They spit fire!

16.1.25

My Chennai house was destroyed too, in the LA forest fires!

What is the probability of the emergence of humanity in this cosmos, compared to the probability of it going extinct via self-destruction?

Ethel Cain

I saw her in the Bangkok airport boarding cab

Dragon ~ serpent with legs
Satan ~ man with wings
The cock wants to grow legs/wings ~ from bodies without cock to cocks without body!

Man is the real God who created himself mortal, out of the material void

“The black blood seeps from the brain into the heart” (while the red blood is pumped from the heart to the brain)

Religion/faith/GOD ~ Economics/credit/money – Christian theology as providing the metaphysics of capitalism

Crash (1996) – art made out of disasters + orgasms – science fiction → existential risk – spiritual struggle that has physical effects. I wonder how Ballard could even write a novel so full of sex!

Necessary fictions
Participation in Being or belief in GOD → Mutual trust among members of a society → The power of Money

National debt

Government bonds

The clock (as are all scientific instruments) as a work of art or tool of creation

“Who am I to question the die?”

spittoon

Oh my God! So sorry that you have a cock that DOESN’T want to fuck

diddle

make-out artist

jockstrap

merde

The symbolism of straight poop

Kurtzian

Ballless masturbators

Your head is your cock’s psychiatrist

Slow smile

Dice man ~ Mad scientist

Intelligent abandon

Middle leg ~ third eye

The penile gland

diceliving

17.1.25

Conscious troublemaker ~ Evil ringleader

I wish LYNCH had died in the FIRE

Dream:
I am caught in a terrifying nightmare where Shalom is captured by a demonic sorcerer. I cannot find or save her. Suddenly she reappears, happy, with heavy makeup – disgusting……
We are then immersed in a movie experience along with my medico classmates – Hari is also there – exhilarating!

Playing pitch & catch with chairs

“Refusing to go to the machine shop for factory therapy”

Pt. Eric Cannon (patient)

“Whispering is worse than singing”

What was Manson up to in jail?

Luke’s Christ Vs. Eric’s Jesus 🤘🏾

Deep toke

The radical is to the superficial what the real is to the unreal

What is a sober trip like for a stoner? I know!

Just another blind bastard

Underwhelming response 🤣

Give yourself, not 24 hours, but 1 week, to fully recover from the tedious journey

Negress

What do you fantasize when pornicating?

“I usually fantasize I’m doing it with my wife.” – Lucius Rhinehart

Selective affirmation ~ Defective memory

The “historical value” of BoOM – what does FL have to do with NP!?

Dear Reader… Go fuck yourself 🖕🏾

The total recall of a random life ~ a glowing blur

A convenient theory of autobiography ~ a more psychedelic trip

Writing with unfirm hand & dazed eyes

Snake eyes ~ double sixes

Trembling pride ~ dice unto death

The burnt page contains the divine language

Water-closet identity crisis

Soft focus, lens flaw, diffusion screen

The birthday for D-Day (mid-August)

Turning sex research over to the whim of the dice

Survival ~ inconclusion ~ anticlimax

National habit-breaking month

Reverse syntax

Go back to be another

kneeknocker

gesticulation

soixante-neuf

snorfu bock clisting rinnschauer

rubdown

Insensitive clod

Aestheticism

Nymphomaniacs must be very unhappy

Cat’s cradle

Yossarian

rakehood

Amorality tolerance ~ fuck without fear

You MUST break these rules, whether you WANT to or not!

18.1.25

limerence

farrago

19.1.25

Perfect physical health + absolute psychological depression = Incendiary sexual orgies! 😁

Fairy tale ~ historical mystery

26th June, 1284 in Hamelin

Locator/recruiter

St. Vitus’s Dance

Figurative tune

Pagan midsummer festivities

I love hating you

sub/-merge

Yogendra Yadav

Weaponized disinformation

Reshuffling diversity

Fragmentation dividend

Electoral Vs. Constitutional democracy

NDTV gobbled by Adani

Congress never missed an opportunity to miss an opportunity

Despot Vs. Dynasty

The media/narrative within the Media Narrative

WhatsApp University

Dear N. Ram, how can you say The Hindu is not corrupt like the other major media outlets, when every newspaper of yours has a full page advertisement staring at us, instead of the headlines?!
Looks like you’re wearing a brief on your face instead of the ass…!?

Romulus Whitaker & Janaki Lenin

Nature writing

The small creatures

The King Cobra Research Center

A lucky boy with crazy uncles

Mining (in) forests

The White Irula

International invasive species expert

21.1.25

parametrize

derealization

Ontological activism

preborn

Groundless beings

A beam of intense darkness – Wilfred Bion & Tales of the Black Freighter

Linguistic experiences

22.1.25

Automatic functioning & spontaneous production

Bion-ic meta-theory

The writer’s widow

“We are such stuff as dreams are made on”

Auden’s O and the Story of O

Bion & Grotstein

Gladiator 2 and the death of the American Dream (Hunter Thompson)

syncopize

Swallowing swords

Moira – believe that everything you have ever done and will do is perfect & destined

Psychoanalysis as ontological science

Becoming the non-linear uncertainty

recondite

Premonitions of oneself

Prescient adumbrations

Pre-arranged permission

Cutting-edge ideas

Interpret ~ dream

Emergent language of achievement

The North face of Truth

Holographic work

Stereoscopic effect

expatiate, descant

Bionian reverie

Counter-contributions

macilent

“Dare I disturb the universe?”

Yeshivabucher

Ungulate mother

Esperanto

Intuitionistic mathematics

Hypnotic magus

Sex Vs. Future

பெருந்தேவி

23.1.25

gestalten

noblesse oblige

Projective identification

Infantile destructiveness

Vasovagal syncope

“He was miles behind his face”

autochthonous ~ solipsistic

Reversible perspective

Multiple vertices

Thinking without memory & desire

Preconscious transformational forge

Conjectural surprises

Boredom Festival

Evil ~ Mad ~ Genius

Bionian Koan

Echo chamber ~ Sound mirror

Hitting paydirt

Focusing on (the experience of focusing on) the object

Definitory hypothesis & Column 2

24.1.25

Bedrock crazies

House-whores

Sin-City limits

Mgła

Girl With the Needle – I am Peter Dagmar – pro-choice WITHOUT the prudishness (over abortion as “murdering babies”) – the eternal Holocaust – Furnaces of Palingenesia

Acid freak

If the Black Freighter is the “real meaning” hidden inside “The Watchmen”, then it is neither Rorschach nor Voigt who wins in the end, but the Comedian (who died at the very beginning) 🤣

roman a clef

adrenochrome

Amphetamine psychosis

Aggressive tendencies ~ Brutal tenderness

mano a mano

Savage Lucy

Murderous junkie

Grand larceny

Bergsonian age

GOD ≈ reified belief/crystallized faith

Magnus von Horn

novelize

25.1.25

toke

Manta ray

patio

dingbat

Beer chaser

Stalwartness & redoubtable individuality

“I died on August 8,1918,on the Amiens-Roye Road”

Unpublished writings

pibroch

Martial & funerary

Spiral nebula

Pre-lexical communication

Does this mosquito have any idea of how much I hate it?

Healthy object relations

The crucible of self-acknowledged suffering

Reconnecting with one’s own immortality via dream-ing

Inner cosmic uncertainty & traumatic black holes

Exploring unknown landscapes

Extending one’s mentors

Supraordinate factors > Epistemophilic instinct

Critique & reconceptualize

Am I competent enough to teach myself?

Expanding the toolkit

Unrepressed unconscious

Post-positivist

Godhood, Godhead, Godliness, etc. WITHOUT The-GOD

From existential angst to cosmic dread

Body-feelings > > Mind-emotions

Descend into reverie

Emotions as vehicles of Truth

Exorcistic dreaming ~ Unconscious thinking ~ Sober imagination

Transformational generative syntax of the semiotic entity

Seeing the other, not just as a (real) threat to my own psychic integrity, but also as a (potential) bridge that I can use to connect better with my cosmic self

The unbidden thrusts of ever-evolving entelechy

Balpha-elements

Dogmatic ignorance

Psych(ot)ic TV

Pornography as image of metaphysical fire

26.1.25

Sasha’s tears:
“I’m just NOT good enough! I don’t know whether I’ll be able to lift this trophy, but I’ll keep coming back…”

Knock + Orlok

Gaerea

Vortex Writer

27.1.25

Dune buggies

Stone broke

bagnio

etheromania

28.1.25

The aesthetics of boredom in Lithuanian photography

Non-photography ~ Photo-fiction

pointillise

grisaille

Plan(e)ification of the Real

Structural invariants of standard thought

Forgetting the imposed frame

Human vision as cosmic camera

The One is a realist discourse written in the syntax of transcendence

The photographic stance

Abstract theory ~ imageless real

Description ~ conception ~ abstraction

Parallelling the real

Bio-technology as a model of Non-philosophy

Cloning concepts

Philosophical propositions ~ Prepositional language

The authority of anti-foundationalism

Onto-vectorial insurrection

Fashionable nonsense

The undeniable success of cognitive relativism

Conceptual representation → Performative elaboration

Generating adequate velocity to escape the gravity of the standard

The non-normate body

Quantic prose Vs. Originary flash

Philosophy is blind to its own trickery

re-branding

Making rock n roll dangerous again

Super-normalization

29.1.25

Blashyrkh

30.1.25

Is that a tattoo or surgical scar?? What’s the difference?!

The part of your body closest to the soil is not the feet, it’s the genitalia.

And I quote……

Entire subtext

31.1.25

Strange attractor

Indirect discourse ~ repurposed materials

Intensive science & virtual philosophy

“The flash of discovery disguises the moment of decision”

Philosophical faith → Rational religion

Dualyze ~ the performative effectivity of the duality of thought & the Real

The guardian of autonomies

undecidability

A non-positional possible

(Don’t fear) the Reaper

Scott “Malefic” Conner

Non-philosophy ≈ Transdisciplinary thinking

The photographer as quantic subject

A concept collider that smashes open the philosophical carapace

Non-correlation → Decoherence

In(finitely)effable

Defetishizing experience

Thought as spiritual/radical/inward vision

Relation without exchange

The core clones

Vision-force

Non-photographic universality

Quantized rhetoric

Polemical performance

Theoretical snapshots

disencumber

Confidence trick

Invisible self-interpretations

“All thought is fascistic.” – UG

Revealing the Real → Vision made visible

Being-in-photo

Voided of the decisional structure

The Real is undeniable & unknowable

affine

Flat thought

Figures of thought that animate the surface of non-philosophical thinking

“It is from the most obscure and irreflexive depth of the body that the philosophical act departs…”

Abstract body ~ Philosophical corpus

Limit concept

Forever attaining

Cloning the BwO

Imagined naivete

Passionate spectatorship

The utopic achievement of the impossible science of unique being

Experimental art in-thought ~ trying on new forms of thought

The scientific stance Vs. Philosophical auto-positionality

Macroscopic illumination → Microscopic abombration

Uncertainty & complementarity

Non-intuitive results

Co-implicating systems

Epistemic loss

Self-organizing machines

1.2.25

grammatologist

The general economy of post-structural thought

The latent myth of metaphysics

Axiomatic polemics

Matter as textual → Text as material

GOD is just one soap bubble which pretends to be the entire ocean 🤣

Family secrets ~ Cult of anonymity

Flux, hiss, welt, groan ~ ஐயோ அம்மா அப்பா ஆத்தா

Breathe the social air ~ cultural conditioning

From the dogma of criticism to the practice of polemics

Discourse analysis

Mining the historical archive

Apocalypse – the revelation of blindness

Resetting the debate

para-figures

“Forget Foucault” – Baudrillard

Inverse mirroring

Reality-effects to theory-fictions

(Breaking out of) the vicious circle of critiquing critique

“Reality is dead” ~ Satanize

Shuffle your chief weapon

Argument → Assertion

Laruelle’s “war machine”

Figures of resistance

Raiding party

Crowd → Horde

ATP ~ A Thousand Plateaus ~ AdenosineTri-Phosphate 💥

Teleological projects reify epistemic violence

Thinking about photography → Photography thinking

Looking at intellectual vision

Wonderfully weird world of fractals

Cultivated naïvete

Paradoxically abyssal continent of flat thoughts

The non-decisional body of vision

The innumerable invisible victims below the few heroic victims – under the philosophical radar

Non-Baudrillard

2.2.25

Laughing corpses

The dangerous maybe

Philo-decisional split

Black box of non-photography

Theoretical installation

Concepts ~ philosophemes

Reversibility & seduction

Phallogocentrism

Mixed messages

Inhomogeneous admixtures

Ironic cunning

Canonical convictions as cultural conventions

Dadaise

guff

dinky

belt (v.)

abutment

Amorality tolerance

hard-up

manila

cheroot

pert

Sea yarns

pseudo-serenity

moil

Dice therapy

lech

Suspiciously outrageous

Pandare → pander

Frightened footless

mantilla

craps

kaleidosync

Inducing schizophrenia

Retired big deal

Caliban

“The case of the six-sided man”

What is Ethel Cain’s love/sex life like?

She likes me at night

Moon < < Black Sun

3.1.25

This dog barking (UGK) → This robot dreaming (Nicolas Grey)

Antisthenes – Diogenes’s mentor

metic

Sensualist teaching

Paul Lafargue

Skanda

4.2.25

Death → Power/-Truth; Will → Knowledge/-faith

The Second International

Andalusian

perm

Bayesian

5.2.25

Natural ethics and the rights of laziness

Spectacular misery

Radical thinkers are more prone to depression compared to the activist reformers

Metaphysical lawyers of the bourgeois revolution

New concept of apprenticeship

A subtle vision of the dross of time

Menagerie of signs

The singular & inconsistent essence of learning

Non-identical repetition

Dark, unconscious complicity

Problematic field of subperceptual forces

Involuntary memory

Literary diegesis

All thought is creative

Open whole

perplication

The final re-imbrication of the world

necrophosis

Mega

(For your meditation: Notice the file-names too)

Enjoy

1.11.24

turf

bum-rush

Ruin time

Dream:
My own suicide – shooting myself (or was I watching someone else), in the mouth, through the head, then fall off an open window onto the street
+
Mad Max like desert adventure (or torture) with an older woman……

Buddhist real

Achans, roshis, rinpoches

Catalyzing loss

Double entendre

Fierce sadness, furious lethargy

Baptised in the river of firewater

Dark elixir

Controverting chaos

Repressed sleeper cells

Went through some old WhatsApp chats with my mother

Staring into the open helmet

Surplus value

Human ~ vampire ~ capitalist

Critical unconscious

Logic of the present

So many of the thinkers I admire are family folks! What do I do with this?? Are they just hypocrites who merely mouth radical shit, or am I mistaken in how I see the incompatibility of it all?

I could imagine myself as Deleuze’s “harsh critic”

Unbinding (from) fugitive desire

Spiritualized dolchstob

lineaments

intern(ation)alization

The world-denying vehicle

Keep it easy, simple, quick! 🤪

Pollyanna(ish)

Mind is (a special kind of) matter
Vs.
Matter is (a special kind of) mind

Intractable conundrums

Ad rem wisdom

Where there is a stink of shit, there is a smell of the real

Keep your mind in Hell, and do not despair

From rejects to ejects

maenad, thyrsoi

Extreme/athletic contemplation

Crucial recoveries of the cruel Real

doxography

serried

Pornstar tattoo – head with radiating legs

So ironic that I being a promised child have become anti-natalist 🙃

There are people fated to be the assholes of mankind – imagine a body without one or a house without a toilet flush 🤪
Folks like David Hart may be the healthy head, and Artaud & co. may be the anus or tumor – the dalits of the spirit – crushed beyond recognition – how things look from these polar opposites is blindingly obvious indeed…

Pornstar tattoo:
“Love without depending
Live without pretending
Speak without offending
Listen without defending”

“Satan is real” (Kreator)
Vs.
“There is no Joker” (Arthur Fleck)

The Positive (GOD) is nothing but the denial/negation of the negative Real (Man)

I am as realer than you as you are happier than me

Incels → Inspouse → Inparent

abyssonauts

TINA (There is no alternative) – Capitalist orthodoxy ~ GOD/Theology ~ Philosophical sufficiency
Oh yeah? Fuck you! 🖕🏾

Best friend becomes worst enemy ☠️

Why do nihilists write books??

There is this unseeded (tennis) player who never loses when playing against the greatest of all time…! 🤣

Changeling ~ shapeshifter

Immanuel Joseph was my former avatar.
What would I name this one?
Immanent Zosima 😉

Midwinter fires

Agalloch

I reject (whatever denies) my autonomy

Post-(modern)(meta)-Phusis

Don’t be scared. The pain is fertile 👹

Blockbuster flop 🤡 ~ the greatest failed comedian ever or the worstest fun of all time

Why walk into (or onto!) the sea, when you can’t swim?

Wait! But if I try to recover Arthur Fleck, then wouldn’t I fail or be fake as Joker? Can one fail to be (a) glorious (failure) that way, by trying to survive?

Broken open, cracked free

I don’t need no virgin, but I don’t fuck no mother

Folie a deux ~ Gorkham ~ fooling mass expectations ~ the reversal moment in the Christian gospel ~ Jesus/Lucifer Vs. Christ/Satan ~ Ted Bundy ~ musical thriller??

Some movies are important to watch, even though you may not like them. You might still get something valuable!

Whatever happened to “building the mountain”?! 🤣

Parenthood and the happiness penalty

familism

3.11.24

Who was the last visitor who Fleck doesn’t meet?

fleck

baraita

inamorata

Mesmerize ~ magnetize ~ hypnotize

Dream organ

Norma Evangelium Diaboli

bawd

colonnade, portico

alembic, scarab

Murdered without martyrdom

marionette

4.11.24

Joel’s Pentecostalism ~ Zizek’s Communist theology
Vs.
Artaud’s Anti-Christ ~ Deathspell Omega’s third hypostasis or Paracletus

Father ~ GOD
🔽
Son ~ Man
🔽
Holy Spirit ~ Satan (Rotting Christ)

Paraclete ~ coming alongside the Real (NP)

Elusive acquired taste

harpies

Extreme/experimental/esoteric/avant-garde/technical/abstract Black Metal

Aluk Todolo

Metaphysical Satanism ~ Anti-metaphysics

Rejected knowledges

synarchy

“Between shit & piss we are born”

consumptumation
(Consumption + consummation)

coruscate

epiklesis, anaphora

abscission

Salvation through perdition

Dea(r)th of san(ct)ity

ordure

whisk

amalgamate

paladin

5.11.24

DsO

Show your teeth!

Diremptive logic of the death-of-GOD

Seeking truth and seeking health are incompatible, just like Christ & Mammon……!?

From religion (the divine) to unbinding (the sacred)

Atheize ~ immanentize

Evil is what Man can do, which GOD cannot

Sovereignty & waste

Actualizing rebellion

unground

Hypostatic division ~ the split absolute

A nexion between all things

Fas

Universal self-contradiction

(of) yore

Imhotep

Cult never dies

Post-suicidal awakening

Summa Diabolica

The eternal suppuration

Pre-ontological delirium

Base logos of disturbance & anxiety

The certainty & madness of internal opposition

Cutting the Gordian knot

The nonsense of being

The remnants of Eden

The truth itself is the horrible

Satan is the hero (& author!?) of Paradise Lost

The self-undoing of reason

misprision

Considerational cognition as that which ought not to be

Oceanic ignorance ~ bliss

Scototropic radiance

Cacophonous silence

The trace of aboriginal death

biotope

Deus ignotus ~ Diabolus absconditus

louche

Judaism → Christianity → Satanism

Satanism as “total art”

Summoning abjection

Lying down paralyzed and stoned pornication as equally valid alongside intellectual exercises

imposture

The otherworldly moment of critical spasm triggered by implacable cruelty

Savage laughter

Outrage addiction & victim culture

Sinister energy

Demonic snigger

Collective exorcism

palingenesis

Pure abstract emotion

Impending malaise

fanzines

MAGMA

scoria

egregore

Ad Arma

The accelerating fantasy of furious impotence

Terrorizer Magazine

Radical critique ~ revolutionary violence

Pessoa Vs. Nietzsche

Meta-rules ~ Ur-habits

Futile intellectual sharpening

Real abstraction

Ideological enjoyment/conformity

Anti-mediation

Refusal of delayed gratification

Staying with the trouble & affirmative negation

Traversing Situationism

Hateful odes

afflatus

AMSG

obombration

6.11.24

Satanism – the worship of wickedness, suffering & death (as opposed to virtue, health & life)

Faith/religion + hope/work + love/relationship (Engagement/reconciliation)
→
Critical theory + Contemplative leisure + Solitary sailor (Withdrawal/alienation)

Social (GOD/World/Self)
→
Nature (Devil/Chaosmos/Id)

may-pole

“In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni”

Do I stay in, or break out of, this marriage/family? The spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak! 😮‍💨
The in-between time is the most difficult – confusion, indecision & hesitation – if I am not ruthless yet, shouldn’t I try to become (the villain) sooner rather than later – before I also live long enough to see myself become the butt of the joke……!?

Quasi-mystical reading of a political text

Heroic futility – Fire (passion) Vs. Water (time)

Deep negativity ~ Thought from the outside

Harley falling in love with Fleck is exactly what kills the Joker she worshipped!

Do I have one last dance (after exiting medicine & Christianity) in me, or am I already finished?

The autological form of Nothingness ~ acentric/polycentric universe

Plural agency

7.11.24

John Zerzan

Identifying the Fall

Inter-anarchist battles

primitivism

Caesarism

“The last man lives the longest”

The war on poverty, drugs & terror

Funny as Hell

entrainment

Absence & excess

Subtle tyranny

Cyclical disintegration

Atonal fluency

Outer sound

8.11.24

Why do we (metalheads) like dissonance?

Stylistic pragmatism

Non-humanist disposition

Patterns of terror

Worldly commitment and paroxysms of destruction

quants

mullet

borscht

bodega

Riding shotgun

News cycle

Jesus Christ ~ Rotting Corpse

nigredo

Carvaka ~ Ajivika

Hostile counterpart

lo-fi

Exponentially accelerated deterioration

Wold

Physiological bewilderment ~ a possibility zone of great threat

Anti-natalist family man 🤪

Monomaniacal insistence on holy trinkets

apse, nave, ciborium

Xasthur

Disharmonic variations in dark ambient (music!?)

Liminal flooding of void-worlds

Etruscan corpse bride

Latitude of forms

cineastes

miscegenation

Philosophy ~ world-making ~ globalization

From politics to ethics

Superposition ~ indistinction ~ indeterminacy

Militant quietism

Radical deracination

Afro-pessimism

Worldless Jewry & natal alienation

From logodicy to victimology

contretemps

Slave ~ foreigner ~ proletariat

9.11.24

Victim-without-persecutor

Metaphysical ethics
Vs.
Democracy-in-thought

10.11.24

DSBM (not to be confused with BDSM)

catena

Melancology

The objectivity of sorrow

Apokatastasis panton

11.11.24

Gothic Kyoto

dialetheia

kensho

Ideological interpellations & infrastructural realities

Thinking to the second power

The threshold of seriousness

Politics of non-alignment

The Great Contradiction

Atheistic/materialistic/sceptical Hinduism

Oukontic & meontic nothingness

Interdependent actants

agoraphobia

Books in the drug store

From the com(ed)ic to the laughable

12.11.24

Reality of the lowest order – Tadeusz Kantor

Implacably hostile unstable amalgam of anti-humanist individualism

Abyssal draining of ideologemes

Radicalised spooks

Occult elitism

apanage ~ perquisite

Cultural racism

The centrist is the farthest from both the (left & right) extremes!

Telluric quasi-fascism

Bloodthirsty ancestral counter-tradition

Inverse spiritual hierarchy

synecdochy

parataxis

Vlad the Impaler

sobriquet

Boyscout Satanism

Ubermensch sodomy

The romantic relationship decays into a practical arrangement ~ spiritual divergence → emotional estrangement

Sieg Heil

Autochthonous relation

Carnivalesque political aesthetic

Anachronistic meta-fascism

Self-definition based on fundamental indifference

Sharpening the contradictions of desperation

Impure apocalypse of buried antagonisms

The divided One

Acephalic auto-consumption

Stalled dialectic/stuck record

Dreaming the impossible ‘concrete moment’

World-historical necromancy

Crypto-fascist national organicism

Group militancy

Auto-constitution via self-dissolution

Thugs for life Vs. Fake gangsters

Sovereign heterogeneity

Distinguish:
Horror
&
Terror

habitués

Fetishisation of war

Sinister runic humbug

bathos, treacly, risible

Functional incoherence

Nativist reterritorializations

Form-giving power

Abstractive figural desire

Passion for the Real

Children of Bo(re)dom

I is an/-other

The forgotten victims of history

The without-remainder ~ the immanence of fire

Gnostic ~ heretic ~ victim ~ stranger ~ undocumented/unidentified/unrecognized/clandestine ~ generic ~ Man-in-man (immane-ing)

Transcendent ~ harassing

EVERYTHING’S GOTTA GO!

Forgotten ~ insurrection ~ invisible ~ resurrection

The determined (as opposed to dominant) intellectual

Crushing the holy trinity

One-in-One, (non- )One & non( -One)

Unifacial ~ advance incognito or traverse the image

The paperless one(s)

Fugitive-being ~ strang(er)existence

Flesh-&-blood identities

The end-of-the-world as the ultimate good news

Living in the pre-history of post-human intelligence

Non-philosophy is nothing but non-standard thought

Decolonizing theory

Moving toward the One → Determined by the One

Singularity as identity rather than exceptionality

The (Black) slave

Producing killable populations

Subjective dispossession

Hallucinatory/thought/capital World ~ structured by the same self-sufficient faith

“All this whiteness burns me to a cinder”

Curation as art!

The Real (negation of the philosophical) human

Blackness ~ worldlessness

No slave, no world!

From thinking the victim to victim-thinking ~ thinking under the condition of the victim

Universal objectification of decisional globalization

13.11.24

inchoate

Repression ~ amnesia

The breeders (Ligotti)

Black Narcissus

The irreducible remainder

Nemesis ~ death-drive

Transcendental empiricism

Deterritorialize ~ accelerate

The ultimate monstrosity of truth

14.11.24

Neo-reactionary traditionalist

Incognegro ~ kinless

The concept of the “unthought”

Qui Parle

Raw Life

Natal alienation

Couching an internal other

Do you still remember the Rotting Christ encounter in Tezpur?! (Originary trauma)

From pity to compassion

The holocaust industry

Quantum queer

Comparative contempt

The denuded character of a singular life as the essence of pure immanence

Not-(quite-)human

Qawwali

Sufi metal

Dying convulsions

Aborted monsters

maladaptation

Inner unnaturalness

Glitch effect

The human exemption ~ constitutive rupture ~ inherent deviation

Animalistic wholeness

necrogenesis

From laws to necessities

Renaturalize humanity

Harmonizing with ghieh (chaos)

Entropic brain hypothesis

Psilocybin regression

The gap ~ the traumatic core

Non-co-incidence

Cruel knowledge ~ cutting edge

Configurations of collapse ~ Variations of failure

Creative death-dealing

Fortune & extinction

Anxious apes

The groaning of Nature ~ the cosmos as a mistake

Variation > > selection

Success is (the refusal to see oneself as) just another (very different) kind of failure

No non-monsters

Sublime disproportion

Defined by teratogenicity

Chimerical mosaics

Anti-Western esotericism

The Kid (Blood Meridian) – hey, my birth was prophesied too!

bankerage

Try using weed without porn too! And shorten the erection period before it kills you of exhaustion 🤪

Should I try to find critics/reviewers who share my taste/sensibility?

Why do I feel “fine” today!? 🙄

15.11.24

“By GOD’s grace, I have finally obtained my Canadian citizenship.”
Awsum 😁

Hontology

“Spirit is a bone”

Asymptotic parousia

Satanism as Uber-Christianity

The gift of death

The discourse of authenticity

Philo-fiction as counter-creation

Relativize ~ disempower

Visionary poet

Performation of the subject ~ crafting an unworldly form of life

From the discursive to the abstract

Practice is MORE abstract than the idea

Matrix as formal model

hetoimasia

Survival Vs. Passion

Human undercoming ~ we (don’t know that we) know (what) we are

Humaneity ~ messianity

Gnosis > > science > > philosophy

Quantically conjugating contemporary art-thoughts

Refusal of decision/position

The (non-philosophical) self-sufficiency of photography

Breaking (out of) self-referentiality

From astonishment to indignation

The human identity of science & art in-the-last-instance

Liturgy’s Aesthethics ~ Laruelle’s Non-philosophy

Real insurrection as weak resurrection

The constitutive exclusions of fabulation

Racializing assemblages

Philosophy as (tool of social) death

The political discourse of an anti-black world

Ontological resistance

wan

Ariel

Pitch-black amniotic fluid

mongrel/mutt

ghoul

Christ as the euphemism of Satan ~ cannibalism & the eucharist ~ real flesh & metaphorical word

The lactiferous beast (DsO) ~ Mothers are monsters (UGK)

baldachin

Seed vessel of the water lilly

Non-Satanism ~ UGianity

Nïce ~ neice ~ noise

Ra’s Al Ghul

White/world/philosophy
Vs.
Black/Man/Universe

Para-ontological analysis of opacity/invisibility

Refuse subject-ion to ontological expectation & sanction

Double injunction

Wilderson, Moten & Sexton

The meaning of the question-of-being

Non-relationality ~ non-communicability ~ non-recognizability

Black ~ death ~ essence ~ matter

Outside of the grammatical parameters

Justice > social

Is Laruelle Black (&/)or White?

Universal subject → Lived identity

Color-blind racism

Replacing relationships with entertainment

16.11.24

will o’ the wisp

Ludger Lutkehaus ~ nihilism & masturbation

GOD → World → Nothing

The aesthetics of death

17.11.24

patina

derringers

Salome/Shalom becomes s(h)allow-me 🤪

mucking

Extreme entertainment

Fat chance

Spit tone

But am I not the one being consumed by all this content?

turpitude

Onania

The man without qualities ~ this true inner Africa

rakish

scopophilia

Bureaucratic horseshit

essayism

scion

middlebrow

bon vivant

bete noir

phosphene

Joyful pessimism ~ active nihilism

From “Celebration of Discipline” to the “Spirituality of Casual(i)ty”

At each moment, be grounded in the 3 levels (1. The Body ~ breathe > > 2. Nihilistic intellect ~ think > > 3. Activities ~ do).
Otherwise, be swallowed by the yawning gnawing psycho-vacuum of feel(noth)ing!

They need to tell you to repent, in order to shore up their own (flagging) faith. So, have pity and let them, although you hate it……!

The amateur as radical

I am (not even an) art(ist)!

Laruellian Non-philosophy as critical race theory or the blackening of ethics ~ Atlanta (2016 serial) ~ Liturgy’s Aesthethica

Book cover for Jorge Luis Borges’s “In Praise of Darkness” ~ Tourniquet’s lyrics for “Enveloped in Python”

Just because you feel like shit doesn’t mean your life is not gold!

I missed watching the final of the Nitto ATP Finals, because a friend called. I squirmed when she said I was a loving person! 😜

A visual field made up entirely of blind spots

YOU(R faith) > > (your) Faith
(NOT vice-versa)

weltschmerz

Keep on journaling, Joey boy……

How often have you “used” that hourglass?

20.11.24

My chief source for images is book covers, music album covers & movie/series posters

Dream:
The Japanese religion of the singing fat woman. I fly into a Satanic? cult building

Is Jung a Christian?

Occult democracy

Proto-refutation of harmonian utopia

Universality of voluptuous sensation

Differential law of affinities

Oneiric powers

Mentalization ~ materialized abstraction

inutility

Sensible automatism

Subject → object → thing

Animate matter

Emotion ← act ← aspect/image/product ← object

The reproductive instinct as the sterile prolongation of the voluptuous sensation

You are of as much value to the system as much as you are repressed or organized or disciplined

The species solidarity of other unities

A desire to do nothing

Original unintelligibility (of creation/design/production)

Obsessional irritation

Elaborate affective propensities

The debit balance of individual unity

Notations/traces of fabrication

Compensatory signification

Pure truism

Passionate abilities taking hold of the economic subject’s decomposition

Determining the value of suffered losses

Impulsive dissipation
Vs.
Pure subsistence

utensilarity

Manufacturing efficiency

use-object

art-product

fait accompli

The simulacrum of deferral & the simulation of urgencyomanist




21.11.24

Fourier’s (external) utopia Vs. Sade’s (internal) perversion

UG is the original motherfucker 🤘🏾🖕🏾😉

Industrial ~ monstrous

“No man is an island.” Yes! Each is an ocean!

The body as forcefield

Obsidianal instincts

valetudinary

Nietzsche’s Sils-Maria ~ UG’s Saanen

Climbing Parnassus, or sleeping at the foothills

Let GOD die like a dog

Who the fuck is Mayakovsky?

Russian futurism

Institutional norms of sublimation

Obsessional constraints ~ meta-patterns

The master is integral monstrosity

22.11.24

orthography

Use meditation as a strategy to help you breathe, when feeling suffocated. No need to make it into a ritual/discipline.

The greatest goal of life is to muster the courage & the wisdom to kill oneself correctly!

Survival → Insurrection 🤘🏾

The worldly attitude or sinful gesture of pitying the victim

Economies of affect

Vitrification × Crystallization

23.11.24

accidentology

Living archive

survivance

autopoiesis

Quantum gnostics

Critiques of the secular

rausch

provincialize

Formal suspension via alternative postulation

joui-sans-jouissance

I suspect the YouTube algorithm automatically adding video previews (NOT those I’ve opened) to my watch history is NOT an innocent glitch

24.11.24

The deification of Nothingness

The bad infinite

Gnostic Satanism

Reverse transcendence

25.11.24

Since I was born left-handed, choosing the left-hand path is (a) return to (my) original nature!

I must take more seriously the fact that my birth was prophesied.

esprit

peccary

nightbird

deadbeat

26.11.24

condign

stolid

commensal

devoration

The Great Depression & cultural despair

Distinguish:
Ancient tragedy
&
Modern pessimism

The evil of existence

The problem of the value of life

The grand questions

epigones

Rehabilitating metaphysics

Kaspar Hauser

Bachelor hermit

The identity crisis of philosophy

The old scrooge of Frankfurt

Pessimistic materialism

The logic of the sciences
Vs.
The puzzle of existence

Brahmahatya ~ kapalika

eremitic/cenobitic

27.11.24

intransitive

28.11.24

Satan ~ Saturn

Vamacara ~ the way of non-union

The Black Lodge

Magical names

The schoolmaster in self-deification

clearinghouse

Weimar Germany

The voluptuous panic

Photo-fiction

biodicy

undercommons

Blackness ~ Nothingness

Cosmic uchronia

Refined gravitas

Secular Christologies

supersessionism

The unique/first self-engendering

Imamology

29.11.24

layaway

witter

Non-natural approach ~ Spiritual involution

Animal sexuality

Insurrectionary abasement ~ radical autonomy ~ unilateral identity

“Onto-biological death is already defeated by Man-in-Man.”

Constitutive repression

Victimological reading

Jerusalem Syndrome

Common name of victims & oppressors

Subtractive method

Essential non-consistency

Thinking the unsplit object

Theoretical suturing

Mandaean gnosis

Irreductive thinking

Glossary raisonne

Co-determination → Fore-closure

Spirit → body → FLESH

30.11.24

“What is more hopeless than a Principle of Sufficient Rebellion?”

“God engenders himself as myself.”

Indifference as rebellion

Action-without-reaction

Undermining the overdetermination

Russian hesychasm

Epikeniaphoric jaculation

Paradoxically speculative

Banal harassment

Pious Golems

Messianism/mystique → messianity/mystical

“Messianity is the real/human cause of science”

Superposition → proliferation of unified theories

human(imal)

Idempotence ~ 1 + 1 = 1

1.12.24

Philosophical animals ~ Plato’s bestiary

NO now

Multimodal performance

Astro-biology

2.12.24

intagliate

Un même Animal

The Real is outside space & time. Space & time are transcendental illusions

Extreme generality

Sub specie aeternitatis

Infinite substance ~ misplaced concreteness

Matter, energy & intelligence

Teratomatic, hamartomatous thought

Aberrant gravity

Metaphysics Vs. Naturalism

more geometrico

Natural languages as habits of perception

From ordinary intuitions to common notions via intense-ive thought

urdoxa

Dark precursors of immanent disinterring

Spiritual excavators

coincipient

Minor traditions

Theurgy ~ magia naturalis

concept-ion

The body is the unconscious (unknowable real) and the conscious is all illusion

Participation → expression

Standard emanationism ~ essential forms

Hieratic & mantic

Uniqueness (comparative) → singularity (inwardness)

The absolute maximum as limit-idea

3.12.24

Learn how to learn from the body, instead of shaping/teaching it

The Real is that within you & me that is betrayed & persecuted by the world, even by you & me!

You ain’t seen nothing yet

Theology → Ethology

Deep state actors

Cengiz Erdem ~ Hermetico-Promethean Post-nihilistic thought-worlds

Noumenology

The non-mortal-subject

torpidity, slogger

Subsense logic

Constitutive illusion

We the hu/man ~ animal-plants

Capitalist axiomatics

transcension

Militaristic Neo-liberalism

4.12.24

Elijah Mohammed

6.12.24

Theodicy to victim-thinking

Best possible to worst necessary

Fruitless futural fugitivity

Interstitial existence

Positive nihilism

Gonzo journalism

The raspy start of the (obscene purity of the) end

Impure fucking apocalypse

The sound of silence ~ natural state ~ incessant rumbling volcano

From dialectical negation to integral enmity

Acephale → Cephalophore

Militant anti-contemporary partisan

Melancholic dejection → Furious rejection

fascis

DSBM

Raging-in-place

Bellicose dysphoric repetition

The neck as negative space (between body & head)

Dark vitalism

Fune-real

Averse Sefira & Umul

Dumpster diving

orphanization

Fire-bombing rehab centers

One-man bands

Deteriorating reality ~ natural ruin ~ sexual fetish ~ mental illness

Oversaturated dissonant distortions

The Calvary (founding myth) of Black Metal

Tuned by unequal temperament

And the Wolf became man and dwelt among us, and we were torn by him, gory!

Murderous wolfsong

Contagious proliferations

Lycanthropic entities

Ulver, Varg, Nazgul, Fenriz

Be-cumm-ing into piss-filled condom-sack 

bestialization

Wolfing ~ unnatural participations

Nosferatu ~ the insufferable/offensive one

Abjecting control

Astarte, goddess of fertility & war

Vulpine howls Vs. Shrieking sirens

Violent mourning

Melencolia Estatica

Metallic desiring machines

7.12.24

bivouac

stokehole

Futurist manifesto

I don’t know if I’m hungry or not!

8.12.24

Self-destructive pride

feuilleton

smithy

Morgenbladet

hack-driver

dray

bagatelle

snag

…with might & main

pate

provender

Good fucking Lord… how everything seems to take a delight in thwarting me today!

trundling perambulators

GOD! When I look at the people, I don’t feel my life is empty/bland anymore 😅

mayhap

Only life can feel death. Therefore, all these lively people are actually dead!

parasol

10.12.24

limerence

Philophysics

Paleolithic metaphysics

nescience

numismatics

I know what Bataille meant by “the tears of Eros” ~ eyes burnt by lust & squeezed in agony

12.12.24

Out of Africa ~ Black is the real (essence of the) human

The lower (more real ~ source/basis) penetrates the higher, and the higher (less real ~ product/extension) collapses into the lower – Being ←→ GOD ←→ World ←→ Soul ←→ Body ←→ Matter ←→ Forces ←→ Void

The cock that swallows the dildo

Dune: Prophecy –
Benne Geserit (Sisterhood above all ~ Harkonen ~ AI ~ pure consciousness)
Vs.
Desmond Hart (Shai Hulud ~ Arakis ~ Oil ~ body without organs)

fetid

“Seeing the ruin as complete in its fragmentation”

Disinterested delight

Conceptual insecurity

13.12.24

Urban flaneur ~ lounging pace

Siegfried Kracauer

The ontological value of aesthetics

Simultaneous repulsion & sublimity

Post-industrial ruins

The ruin tacitly embodies (the absence of reason)

At home in the Fall (into indeterminacy)

arcade

15.12.24

adiaphoria

Verb/forces > > nouns/things

sub-stance

16.12.24

By-the-numbers

gurney

oarlock

spool

Intifada

detail

Assata Shakur

knoll

sequin

Instrumentalized abjection

Sentient implement

Ethiopian Jews

negrophobogenesis

Black(s) as meta-aporia

Raising the stakes via (elevating the level of) abstraction

Afropessimism as meta-theory

Rigorous consideration of assumptive logic

Non-Black (not just White) fantasies

Cartographic deracination

The loss of loss

Why must Black flesh be parasitized in order to maintain the coherence of human sociality?

17.12.24

cabernet

muss

Climb the walls

flounce

cowlick

nosed

copacetic

dust-up

demerit

licks

honky-ass

vamp

nightstick

mulatto

malarkey

20.12.24

cleat

pixie

leotard

mousy

slummer

Marat-Sade

dish mop

howitzer

pinwheel

smock

chortle

harrumph

22.12.24

The Real/One is the difference between you and your genetic clone

Pussy-veneration

Black Light – illuminating, rather than eliminating, the Dark

Kulthaus

ab alio

inhesion

23.12.24

Acausal thinking

The ambiguous authority, and therefore perfect incursion, of metallic affects

Loric perversity

Obscure discourses

necromanticism

24.12.24

Suicidal lifestyles

The mindless encounter with death – the body affected/touched by matter ~ matter affecting/touching the body – ecstatic, lethal, final.

The wraith of ascesis

appurtenant

RFW

nigredo

asinine

dweeb

Falsers all!

paleography

solecism

26.12.24

Dream:
Lost inside a huge hotel building, trying in vain to find the way back to my room.
(Very bad feeling)
After waking up, had suicidal thoughts.

Misery + indifference; Misery + aggression; Misery + exhaustion

Total mobilization – the factory-farming of huma(nima)ls

Bourgeois ideology ~ the golden mean ~ the middle path

Survivalism – mimicry of the war-machine ~ technology of immortality

Becoming-machine

Russian Constructivists

24.9.24

To bawl oneself out

Non-relational identity

“The object thinks through the subject” ~ Man is the eye through which the Universe speculates the World

I love (fucking) myself

Rise, Hellions!

Can you hear the crickets?

25.9.24

Sight unseen

The heart breaks before the body ~ relationships die before people do ~ love goes, before life does ~ tragedy/failure precedes the end/death

punctilious gaze

Rigorous fiction ~ fidelity without doctrine

Symptomal material

Non-standard human ~ Heretical bodies

From legendary/mythic Christ to generic/scientific Man

Anthropic principle ~ observation selection effect

Non-philosophers as atheist religious leaders

Why is DLI/unilateralization NOT the same as (the older) divine emanation?

selectionist

buggery

addled

The Real/One is LESS sophisticated than the head/thought

Writing as flow Vs. Writing as code

inane

lumenproletariat

The worst thing that can happen to a radical is to be worshipped! Even being crucified is better than that 🤪

gaylibs

“What am I in the face of my obscure material potencies?”

Autochthonic monster

Charles Sobhraj

Grounding myth ~ founding ordeal

From Philosophy to Schizoanalysis

Thinking about thought

Imbricated multiplicities

Transcendental opacity > > contingently inchoate

They need structures like family, work, religion, etc. because they are weaker than you.
Or, they are actually stronger than you, so they can radicalize these institutions, unlike you who needs to escape them in order to maintain your integrity/authenticity.
Or, maybe it’s just difference, without any hierarchy!

The density of the real

Stochastic dimensions

Intensive naturalism

The redoubling of chance via thought (active risk)

The surly & twilit legacy of outlying realms (of experience)

How or why does a psycho-fucker like Mohaghegh get married and have a daughter to boot…!?

Apprehension & condensation of singularities ~ Ideal composition of events & bodies

Little sunshine (Ghost) ~ Deadhead (Devin Townsend)

Witches’ flight

Ideas as demands!

Why does the author use “we” to refer to himself in his book?
E.g. Ray Brassier in Nihil Unbound

Post-critical faith

Indefinite transformation/infinite mutation

The justification of belief in doubt

Deus sive natura – Spinoza as the “Christ of Philosophy”

Immanence as fire

aver

The Universe as known by man – The World – humanized black

Technical gore metal

What does the Outside have to do with thought?

The bikini-killer

Larval subjects – from developmental to evolutionary psychology

Theist → atheist → anti-theist → non-theist

26.9.24

In childhood, I was closer to my father. In youth, closer to my mother. In adulthood, neither were close. Now, back to (dead) mother!

Proletarian gnosis

dispositif

gauche proleterienne

Survival is the ultimate principle of sufficiency

Facticity > > factuality

The agnostic world ~ the empirecal

Matrix of universal semblance

Sufficient s(p)ecularity ~ SS (Secret Service)

Self-encompassing (looping) power

sékommça – “It’s like that”!

Worldly/agnostic/relative truth

The subject of anti-philosophy is/as rigorous gnosis

Aggressive depression

From
Revolution
To
Rebellion

“If we want things to stay as they are, we have to know how to change everything.”

Psychoanalysis – science of the unsimple fact of exotic force

Delirium as the way of the impossible

Militarization of the common man

Non-philosophical canon ~ Non-religious organon

Melancholy is to man as divinity is to GOD

Haecceity ~ manance

27.9.24

Dream: She is cuddling with him, right in front of me.
(He is the opposite of me). She is stabbing me, but a hole opens up in my abdomen to let the blade go through without harming my body……

Dispersion + pierced = dispierced

Positive negativity ~ the real of Reality ~ void/soul ~ canonization
Negative positivity ~ reality of the Real ~ subject/body ~ militarization

The Real as both agent (determination) & patient (rejection) of the subject

Saint-without-glory

Living-suicide

Neither cynicism nor vitalism

c’est comme ça ~ realist fatalism

manence

hickceity

yokel

Dasein ~ living (in light of) (my own) death

Who is time?

It (the primal something) worlds

Finite transcendence ~ individuated temporality

ekstatikon – in & for itself

Non-identical actuality

Consciousness/subjectivity is as superfluous to effective functioning as dreams are to sleep

Existential analysis

Severe tongue-lashing → uncontrollable moaning → explosive ending

Time is temporal!

Possibility (ecstatic) > > actuality (static)
NOT the other way around

Dasein can never actually die (Heidegger) ~ the body is immortal (UG)

presencing

“The Black Sun never sets, because it never rose”

Male squirting

28.9.24

Pornication + Nofap = Tantra 🤪

Trying to cum twice consecutively (like the female) can kill the male!

Make your own rules, and follow them most of the time… until you change them

affordance 💪🏾

Thinking as learning as reading as writing

What would a story of the philosophical attitude & imagination be like?

Sundar Sarukkai & the Barefoot Philosophers

The Real as the true life of Death

“The Real” is just a first name of the really real

Unimaginable actuality

Still life and the time of death

Difference/matter & repetition/memory

The Real as transcendental feeling

Pure quality/intensity (as opposed to quantity & extensity)

Ontological univocity

In-&-for-itself

perplication

From doubling to unbinding

The individual as spatio-temporal dynamism

Dark precursor as differenciator of difference

The enveloping & enveloped body

Jungian collective unconscious ~ Platonic world of forms ~ social/racial consciousness

29.9.24

The system of the dissolved self

Passive synthesis of pure past & old present

Sub-representational habit

The Future is before the beginning

Time is inner space and space is outer time

Pre-individual singularities

Thinking as tsunami – the shattering of the surface by shockwaves from the deep!

Fractured I

Universal individual ~ thinker of eternal recurrence

Condition for action BEFORE concept of reflection

Mind as repetition of the body with a difference

The empty form & empirical content of time

Intracyclic & intercyclic time

subsumption

What is the difference between concept & Idea (in Deleuze)?

What repeats in difference and what is different in repetition?

What is the importance (if any) of (reading) something (that seems so) irrelevant & useless?

The act of thinking as the caesura in time

The thinker as vehicle of the New

In order to properly understand this philosophical term, you can’t just refer a dictionary, but would have to read ~ hundreds of pages of the thinker who coined it (or at least a ten page article on it/them). Or you will gradually learn it via a long, indirect & arduous journey in reading thousands of pages of such heavy shit……

Inequality-in-itself

Impersonal individuations

The anonymous experience of dying

Who will you be today?

Should we call the doctor or the police or the priest!? 🤣

Their lives are better off than mine. But my theory is more real than theirs!

Sub-representational experience

Intensive (as opposed to extensive) thinking & noumenal (as opposed to empirical) nature

From representation to simulacra

quartermaster

Higher/Right/Foreground
Vs.
Lower/Left/Background

Sitra Ahra & Qliphot

The contemplation of evil

The philosophy of shit

“The shell precedes the fruit”

Ontological husk

30.9.24

Secret Society

soutane

Tel Quel

The victims of the libertine

Klossowski my neighbor

The hypothesis of the stolen artwork

arguably

Death of GOD → Will to power → Eternal return

Fucking → loving ~ Fighting → obeying ~ Thinking → believing

Non-identical repetition of fortuitous instances

The colorless outside

Latinate style

Endless pleasure offered to the initiated reader

Uniqueness ~ marginality

suppôt

paratext

Spiritual pharmacology

Peyote dance

Tableaux ~ plateau

Plan(e) of immanence

geomancy

Feng Shui

per impossible

instauration

ancilla

Transcendence is nothing but as-yet-unrealized immanence

From ancient theurgy to modern aesthetic experimentation

Self-possession

The body as fluid sculpture

Beautiful tragedy

The hero cult

prettify

Unconscious mastery

The abstract moment

The convergence of physical sensation (pain) & consciousness (suffering)

Glorious defeat

The eye that touches

The link between the incommunicable and the written word is the unremembered word

1.10.24

She made us lesbians

Erosophia → Sapphophilia

2.10.24

Non-hereditary (self-made) rulers

In-&-for-themselves

Conquering (adj.) individuality

Spiritual colonizers ~ political creators

The strivers

Kinds of moralities

Compare Zarathustra at 13 (on the mountain) and Christ at 12 (in the temple)

Reactive opposition → Creative affirmation

Nice kindness
Vs.
Cruel kindness
Vs.
Indifferent kindness

War as life-affirming, necessary evil

The will to will ~ affirmative self-overcoming

Epicurean delight Vs. Dionysian joy

Twisting the metaphysical structure of representation & solace

Tragic, cruel knowledge

3.10.24

Self-confrontation

Life that itself cuts into life ~ blood is spirit

Skirmishes of an untimely man

Life as metaphor

Homer’s contest

Philosophy/literature as the infinite conversation

Why “Zarathustra”?

obduracy; ataraxia

riven

The Cross is a mere symbol

4.10.24

demirep

The egoist’s sweetheart

Extravagating vagabonds

I once had a lover…… Now I have a wife!

commonalty

pauperism

How long can you do nothing? To what extent can you be at peace with restless fatigue?

strumpet

Corpse-bride ~ what is it like to live with a dead (spousal) self?

knout

The (humane) critic and the (shameless) egoist

disgruntled; remonstrance; truculent

contumacy

Take by the forelock

Freedom → Ownness

viz.

eleutheromaniac

Unconfessed egoists all

Chartered/donated freedoms

manumission

noodle

5.10.24

univocity

Ordered polysemy

To stay ((married) or not

irrecusable

Denying vitalism/panpsychism

Square root of minus one ❌

Voluptific capacities

“Woe is deeper than heart’s ecstasy.”

Isn’t it nonsensical to say we ought to “love & support the Universe” (Laruelle) when the Universe is also “deaf & blind” (Laruelle)?

insousiance

munificence

Love is a whim, NOT a law!

The self as will & representation ~ the ego & his own

Distinguish:
Reflection
&
Contemplation

6.10.24

Dream:
I meet my longlost (?elder) brother. I am absolutely in awe of him! He is nothing like me – NOT an intellectual type but a ruddy veteran.

Putrefying stone ~ petrifying flesh

Anarchapulco

Reflexive self-positing

Axiological crisis

The insuperable difficulties of irrealism

countermand

8.10.24

I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I am afraid what will happen to me. I can’t face another day like this. I am suffocating within my skin, but I can’t get out.

Just breathe and be still. Stay rooted in the here & now. There is no self – Immanuel Joseph does NOT exist. So you need not worry about him anymore. Learn to live without knowing how to live. Now, move on to the next thing you (are gonna) do…… You’re only as free as you wanna be.

I don’t want to do what is required of me (by {my own place in} the world). I don’t want to do anything. I can do something or anything. And there is no more ought.

I know I can be “healed”, but I don’t want to be. Let me just be (or more fully become) who/what I am.

Distinguish:
Axiology
&
Axiomatics

Vitiating the horizonal constitution of philosophical questioning

Give up on (your own) survival. Live as if you are the only real human being. Forget about any past or future. Drop dead, even as you take each step……

You could simply destroy your world if & when you choose to. Whatever adjustments you make with “the way things are” is only a tentative, improvised & pragmatic strategy, with no real power over you.

trilobite

asymptopia

Maybe I am most enlightened when I am most miserable

Back to my guru’s guru – Schopenhauer!

Destroying the idea of “a life worth living”

Can you imagine believing that your current life is what you 🫵🏾 really wanted for yourself!?

I am your Qliphot, asshole! 💩

If the Earth is shat out by the Sun, then what does the Earth shit out?

Freud Vs. Zapffe

Palliative medication to cruel surgery

The inalienable, natural right to suffer

to(u)r(na)ments

Defend ~ repress ~ escape

Depressive Realism

Your highest endeavors are NO “better” than your most shameful secrets!

I can neither join the positive bandwagon nor am I able to kill myself

“Bitter fruits of a geniality of thought or feeling at the root of antibiological tendencies”

Reverse thinking

The work of death ~ The body of the void

The untreatable

The living dead walk among the alive living

The endmost truth ~ journey to the end of night

Non-psychoanalysis ~ fully exploiting the transformative potential (destructive power) of a failed religion

9.10.24

Psychic virus

Nightside ~ Deathwish

Jack Parsons ~ solid fuel ~ dark energy ~ material death ~ density of the real

Malabou’s criticism of positive plasticity ~ UG on thought’s obsession with continuity

Inverse Augustine ~ good is a (falsely perceived) defect within Evil

11.10.24

Negative psychoanalysis ~ Non-psychoanalysis ~ Critical psychoanalysis ~ Anti-psychoanalysis ~ Psychoanalysis against psychoanalysis

Should I go outside and sit naked in the rain, or continue reading?

Life as the lack of/in/for death

But isn’t Julia Resche also relapsing back into jouissance, when she dedicates her negative book to her daughter, for “making her death worth living”? Maybe nobody (living) can (fully) coincide with (their own) negativity…?

From seeking the unreachable goal, to completely abandoning all pursuit

ONLY the Real is real. Everything you (can) know is illusion, but what you are in-the-last-instance is real.

Personal conscious; Personal unconscious; Collective conscious; Collective unconscious

From negativity (drive) to indifference (stasis)

You only experience what you are NOT. So, if you feel dead, then you are “really” alive! 🤪

I want to feel better and I do; I want to feel better, but I don’t; I don’t want to feel better, but I do; I don’t want to feel better and I don’t

half-track

What does my luxurious indolence have to do with those fighting for survival in hostile conditions?

dhow

offal

In the beginning was Silence. This silence was with Man. And the silence was Man.

Neapolitan mafia

kaputt

meliorism

12.10.24

mise en abyme

mise en scene

14.10.24

Grotesquerie – back to my point about devilish serial killers on OTT, while beautiful lesbian pornography is censored

Dream:
Joel is writing on a white board while pornography is projected on the entire wall. Salome & I are watching……

Atheist prayers

a(n)archaic

The mathematical logic of Orwell’s inquisitor and Dostoevsky’s gambler

War whoops

Planned error ~ perverse optimism

Magical arithmetic

Lyons, Roth & Zweig

waifs

kulaks

valuta

Predatory survival

Id ~ It ~ Thing ~ This

16.10.24

ethology

Faphouse – the only porn subscription you will ever need – cheap & best

bloodlustmord

bunting

picador

insufflate

bien-pensants

ichthyophils

I am who I am because that is what I (really) want to be

milliard, billiard

17.10.24

Feminine phallus & masculine vagina

Plural, acephalic mother

Falling short of failure

Ordinary madness ~ normal illness

Sublimation is better than distraction.
(Having a child belongs to the former)

The oversaturated & extravasated void

After reproducing (or becoming parent), she has become half dead in my eyes

“There she is, my almost birthday girl!”

While others live as if the void doesn’t exist, I will live as if the world is not real

GG Allin

gloam

bairn

This world is overflowing with one thing – GARBAGE!!!

Too late to repent

Play ~ fuck ~ destroy

baryonic

The pre-gravitational era

Copula of being

khôra

scotomize

Energetic disavowal

It is possible that a non-practising scholar is better than a passionate magician, when it comes to theorizing magick!

Fugue state

Dissociative drug

Schizoid baby

“Remember you are one.”

Seeds of the full void

Atomic being

Emptying oneself into the Other

Collective body

A black babacar

Daddy-person

Excluded/hidden third

Matrix function

Transitional phenomena

Foetus ~ faeces

widdler

piggle

Injunctive jouissance

semences

Protestations of love

The baby likes to put her finger into the father’s navel

Girlie-girl

Primitive negator

Dark energy ~ Black mummy

Womb > > room > > garbage bin or toilet bowl > > tomb

Your inside wants to rupture your outside. It’s just human nature – why be ashamed, guilty or afraid of this??

Rigorist father-figure

Violating the secret

Are all babies naturally psychotic?

In love with my (image of the) mother’s corpse

The perfect pacification of venerable tortures

bagatelle

Acephale – every member was too masochistic (sacrifice) and nobody was sadistic enough to be the executioner – should I then terminate my marriage to break this deadlock?

pince-nez

Rat-man

Maybe I was already “finished” when my mother died, and that’s why I did not mourn……?

Surely, I love my mother more now than when she was alive……!

In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions with Freud, in a state of acute dissociation
Vs.
In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions, with Freud in a state of acute dissociation

Morbid therapy & the sick therapist

18.10.24

I am a blunt blade without handle

Sophia Falcone ~ Harley Quinn

fluxion

Why do reading & shitting go so well together?

Antepenultimate chaosmose is

askance

venality

It is NOT that the death-drive is bent on (one’s own or others’) destruction, but that it is completely indifferent to survival or success ☝🏾

espy

It is via abstract thought that I protect my concrete self from being absorbed into the universal culture

speci(es)men

19.10.24

Free State

Unman ~ inhuman

Maybe Laruelle is influenced by Stirner, but has not acknowledged it?

Eternal separation

anthropocracy

The “collective unconscious” is merely a(nother) concept in MY world/mind!

virtus, arete

Quadratic equation & formula

A political economy of philosophical practice

20.10.24

Nothinging the nothingness

sot

sou

Nessus robe

cross-bones

humbug

marten

alcove

21.10.24

bioluminescence

dagdriver

Augusto Boal – theater of the oppressed

Multivalent term

Infamous thesis

Passionate decision & exceptional reasoning

Material anxieties

Troublemaking writer

Doing nothing > > doing everything > > doing something

The many Kierkegaards

Disobedience as activism

The political-theological hyphen

Indirect communication

Anti-social (psychotic) individualist

The fractured dialectic & the refusal of transcendence

Just keep going and see what happens, instead of getting stuck in the seeming (actual!) pointlessness of it all

The intellect is “evil” (not just “bad”, the opposite of “good”)

Idler ~ wanderer ~ loser

Feel better × Feel more × Feel different

When the woman/wife reproduces, the man/husband can return to singleness!

Is sleeping also living?

Distinguish:
Apocalypse
&
Extinction

Thinking (with the help of) the greats

Distinguish:
Intellectual
&
Contemplative

Dissymmetry ~ heterogeneity ~ disjunction

Self-given task

Nomothetic Vs. Idiographic

History as theodicy

Worldly sovereignties

individuum

The normative obligations of secular legitimacy

Unfiguring the world

The absolute event of divine foolishness

“Faith is worklessness”

The individual as the ultimate paradox

Infinitely interested in (one’s own) ex-sistence

Incognito arrival

Messianic abyss

incendiarism

Christianity Vs. Christendom

Scandal ~ danger ~ thorn

The mystery of error

Constitution Vs. Commandment

Unthinkable ~ incalculable ~ impossible

Christ as Shadow Moses

Absurd slogans

monstration

Blazing landscape

Polemical concept

Unconditional sacrifice

The self-cancellation of negativity

Radical distance/separation/discrimination

The speculative equivocation ~ liquidification/neutralization of the singular event

Hegemonic fantasm

vita ante acta

Epochal condition

Now-time ~ atom of eternity

Contemporary (with-the) absolute

Go to hell ~ fuck yourself ~ drop dead

What rises… from below! 🖕🏾

Sovereignty & exception

arcana

Infinite critique

Analogia entis – fuck it!

The yawning chasm between GOD & King

Becoming in dissolution

Broken hegemonies

History as world process ~ self-realizing concept ~ final tribunal

Secular theodicy

I ALWAYS hesitated to cum inside her!

22.10.24

Sitting is the new smoking

gawping

internecine

disconfirmation

gymnosperm

23.10.24

Fantasies of suicide

condottieri

entendido

Elegant capitulation

petulant

truculent

nabob

Passé satraps

Metternichs

mediatization

Post-industrial para-intellectuals

gimcrackery

Arthur Fleck ~ Heath Ledger

Who was (the real) Hannibal?

Use your body to move through space, even as time ravages your mind. Otherwise you’re just gonna rot, by intentionally accelerating the natural decay……

Mother-goddess & human sacrifice go together!

Becoming weird(er)

Ahistorical cultures

Causality Vs. Destiny

World-pictures

Depth & death

The prime symbol

Have I fought the suicidal tendency with all that I’ve got yet?

Scratch the tattoo everyday

The reverse alphabet in serpentine form tattooed along my spine

24.10.24

WOW! Your mix of babysitting, socializing & shopping is a perfectly balanced menu for spiritual growth 🤣

Do not expect too much from the end of the world – a shorter film would’ve made it perfect/great…!?

All these smart fuckers & happy idiots go on living now, as if mankind was still in the prime of its youth 🖕🏾

Ultra-contemporary

Form-blurring fury

The Romanian Charlie Hebdo

scurrility

The myth of the dragon-slayer

Bobiță

Archival forgery & creative plagiarism

cinéma verité

Some films, you’re glad you watched, even though they were not so delicious…
They were nutritious!

Self-pity + self-abuse + self-loathing

Critique of affirmationist theory

Ridiculous continuities

Happy crisis

Network of hybrid objects

Equalitarian ontology

Pixelisation of politics

coquette

Real abstraction

Those who keep adopting conventional family/work roles, and still insist they are critical/radical, are self-deluded

gallimaufry

intenerated

defusion

Why do BBC & CNN not have live streaming on YouTube?

New world-feeling

John David Ebert

25.10.24

The rock that had no name

Gnarlathotep

Spit on your own cock

She knows (what it’s like to be) (in-&-for-)my-body. But I don’t love her mother.

The abyss beneath dreamland

The great ones worship the elder Gods

The high priest not-to-be-described

The almost-human lunar blasphemies

Why do I so often regret, or castigate myself for, what I did before, quite soberly & intentionally?

27.10.24

Sweet unadulterated sacrilege

Global metal dandy

Science Studies

Dream:
Terraforming alien invasion – fleeing to survive, with friends – horror sci-fi

Policing the boundaries

Parliaments of thought

Reformist politics

Aren’t we already post-human?

Formal & structural logic

afterworld

Philosophizing the human → Humanizing philosophy

Distinguish:
Appearance
&
Illusion

Immanent self-description

Non-epistemology

I am NOT an intellectual, thinker or philosopher. I am a contemplative, idler & wanderer. Therefore, I can be a sleeper, gamer, fucker, etc. just as much as a reader, critic, conversationalist, etc.

Wild empiricism

Spiritualist ~ obscurantist

Distinguish:
Being
&
Real

There is no shame in confusion! In fact, the enlightened might be the most mistaken……

Alogical knowledge

The non-dogmatic decision

The equivalence of epistemologies

Exemplary instances of the vision-in-One

Meta-scientific statements

Telos bound Vs. Aleatory finitude

Regional autonomies

Non-thetic identity

Partial confidence & tentative affirmation – break the total hesitation of fallibility

Dyad in the one

The real object & the object of knowledge

The one (posited & positing) Real as a priori to the process (of positing)

“Science promises nothing”

The misunderstandings of ordinary language

Image of thought → Practice of theory (or lived experience)

Criticize his own early stance

Neither weak nor strong, but (just) human(-in-human)

Humane ~ realistic

Do not be intimidated by the great personages, events or the sheer scope/scale of reality – hold your stand – be (in-&-for) your (own) ground!

The technological capture of the essence of science

Transcendental & non-decisional thinking

Militant heresy

Hyperspeculative variations on a theme

deracination

Why do you prefer ideas to relationships, Joe?

28.10.24

Noumachia

Olympian gods Vs. Chthonic titans

Apollo, Dionysus & Sybille

vicinal

vesperal

dotage

Non-philosophy in-person

The cruel mildness of becomings

Why does the philosopher address himself as “we” in his writings?

Conceptual personae

millstone

stratigraphy

inanition

29.10.24

laggardly

sophism

Tlön

Fictive reality

Hulme

The absolute is cinder-like

Grit is the fundamental element

Imagist

Anti-rationalist philosophy

Premonitory afterthought

Gettiered beliefs

Sceptical mysticism ~ Nominalist irony

Lapidary humor

Godless poets

Mauthner

hobby

fovea

Walking heads

bracken

The peregrine

debility

estuary

From speaking to tonguing

30.10.24

lichen

Old World bullfinch

elderflower

spandrel

Stuck in-between – neither here nor there – lost in the gaps

rook

I counter the world’s passive activity with my own active passivity

Staying alive, but refusing Life

aureole

Recreate the elusiveness of experience

ermine

stoat

sable

tincture

Street cred

Chimerical ciphers ~ transcendental occultism

stoup

Have you dreamt of (your own) death?

Morbid delectation

Sweat – the smell of the sun

Negative epiphany

romans durs

demi-monde

Macabre transubstantiations

Jeffers & Inhumanism