Musings

25.5.14

– The lawless Law-giver

– Turnstiles

– Love = attention

– Tinsel

– KFI, Shantiniketan, Vidya Vanam

– DUB

– So you are taking full advantage of their unconditional acceptance and therefore you’re gonna push the limits of tolerance… Right?!

– Independent education

Distinguish:

Casual

&

Informal

– Stay young @ heart, forever!

– Enquire, examine, explore, experiment, evolve!

– Movies:

Zodiac

Was his investigation worth it, especially because of what he had to do to his family?

Sometimes you just MUST do something, irrespective of the pros & cons!

27.5.14

– The eternal-universal-essential

– Critical ~ vital

– Reactualize!

– Comic theory, tragic subjectivity & theological revolt

– Revolutionary ~ subversive ~ transgressive!

– Genealogical approach

– Metacritical history

– Doctrine of univocity

– Theory, ideology & culture

28.5.14

– Distinguish:

Detachment

&

Indifference

Is it possible to be impassive & compassionate?

– Gen.17:17 – the Father of Faith!

– The basic skeletal structure must be maintained even on the (alternate) freak-out days. But on the 1 out of 7 days (weekly Sabbath) – even that can be discarded and you can experience total chaos!!  😉

– The doctrine of divine sovereignty & the scandal of match-fixing

30.5.14

– Why/how are some persons entirely different from their background?!

ASHOK

– Gentle, pious & lovable father. Inspiration in music.

– Liked Chemistry & Physics

– Worship music

Youth ministry

– Reserved person

Stage fear

– Rich Mullins

Steven Curtis Chapman

Impressed by personal testimonies

– Gaining confidence, developing skill, new exposures

– Gospel of Grace

– Abelraj & Epistle to Romans

– Passionate about reading Bible

– Martin Luther biography

– Parenting & theology

– My response – when you pursue any desire or goal beyond a certain extent (extreme), it becomes dangerous & destructive – that is called passion or excellence!

Balanced people maybe healthy, but they are also mediocre…

31.5.14

– “I just wanted to make things better between us.”

– Nobody knows just how close we both came to divorce and this retreat might never have happened!

Maybe even we both don’t know……

– The spectre of embarrassment

– Carlo & Gracie

Sharyl & Joel

– Why does he want to kill her? Because he hates her.

Why does he hate her? Because she hates him.

Why does she hate him?

– Can one be asexual and fully human?

– Is the Cross the glorification of ignominy?

– I’m gonna write my own marital vows. I’m gonna make a new religion for myself……

– Etiquette

Vs.

Ethicality

– Even in this retreat, what would happen if each of us let go of our usual inhibitions and freely expressed our feelings?

– Into the Wild

– The desire for happiness/meaning

&

The pursuit of truth/GOD

– The bio-psycho-spiritual (individual/internal/subjective) – the GOD within

Vs.

The religio-moral-cultural (social/external/objective) – the GOD without

– What is the right balance between:

What you ought to do now (to get to where you ultimately wanna be)

&

What you would like to do now (for its own sake)

– How can the certainty of death help us to live well now? How does this affect how we answer the previous 2 questions?

– The kingdom of God IS withIN you!

– Eastern religions are better for individual spirituality, & the Judeo-Christian tradition is better for public theology. So how does one handle this problem?

– I think I should make the SFG meeting & online conference once a month. Informal one-to-one mertings can be encouraged. Continue the annual (3-day) retreat.

Any (formal) ministry activity over & above this would be shit. I should also start visiting people (annual) in my inner circle, especially those in the mission field.

2.6.14

– Saving the world

Vs.

Not killing people

Becoming the evil we fight!

– GOD in the other is the counterpoint to the GOD in me! Objectivity through dialogue.

– Person > life > things

Things » life » persons

– Materialist spirituality

Secular theology

– Supposit

– Explananda

– Movies:

X-men – Days of Future Past

Eternity, atonement & Parousia – the Coming One! Since there is One who comes to us from the Future, we are delivered from being controlled by the Past…

If you only knew what kind of future this way leads to, then you would repent & change the past!

Identify GOD, Satan, Christ, Church, World, etc.

– A fortiori

– Civil religion

– Compare:

The false,

The ugly

&

The evil

– Michael Card

– Books:

Siddhartha by Herman Hesse

3.6.14

– How contemplatives can contribute to activists, & vice versa?

– Distinguish:

Speculation

&

Contemplation

– Intuition, instinct & impulse

– All theology is contextual (personal & social), including biblical/canonical theology!

– Cash for votes

– Mmm… Coercion can be internal (sex drive) or external (peer pressure), for (hypersexual culture) or against (conventional morality). But it is always bad!

It is amazing how the line between freedom & slavery is so thin/blurred!!

– When 2 (or more) adults use each other mutually, voluntarily & occasionally for pleasure (sexual, psychological, etc.), is it ‘loving’ (to oneself & the other)??

– The problem of pleasure is no less serious than the problem of suffering! Both have to be made meaningful, if they are to be kept from ‘breaking bad’…

4.6.14

– Searing

– Undersecretary

– There are realms of human life (like sex, business, politics, etc.) where words like “love” (which are more personal & relational – family, marriage, fellowship, friendship) become irrelevant. In such cases, the word “justice” is more appropriate & effective in ensuring moral conduct.

Moving from mere sentimentality to genuine ethicality…!

Priorities in tension:

People

Vs.

Principles

Interconnected, but not identical. Converging, but also diverging!

– Grape juice, milk & honey

– Creative ~ traumatic ~ subversive!

– It is amazing how the same action could come out of either spiritual liberty or bondage!

– I think the main point of the movie “Between Us” is the fact of human brokenness, & the real challenge is not to overcome or conquer sin/evil (pride, bitterness, failure, etc.), but to stay human in the midst of the Fall!

Religion/wealth (Joel), family/marriage (Sharyl), career/success (Carlo), service/morality (Gracie) are all failed saviours! But it takes guts to realize & accept this truth, only then can we survive ourselves…

– Eleazar – martyrdom, not for the sake of certain ancient laws & ancestral customs (against paganism), but for the fundamental human right/freedom of faith & conscience (against tyranny)!

– Is your philosophy able to face & survive the horrors of this world??

– Exhortation to apostasy!

– Is (your) life beautiful, terrible or bland?

– Encomium

– Should I rebuke Vivi for discouraging my mother from attending the retreat?

– If we maintain our humanity in the Fall, then we will become divine when GOD finally annuls the Fall!

– What does hagiography have to do with erotics?

– De-tabooing sexuality & thereby liberating man!

– I don’t like people who drag their feet while walking

– Is it possible that one achieves more through one’s death than through an entire lifetime of work?

– Just stop thinking/reflecting, & start sensing/perceiving for a while!

– When someone compels you for anything, that means they need you. So GOD never nags!

– Religion & culture

Morality & the brain

Philosophy & economics

5.6.14

– Red letter day

– man Friday

– Evince

– “Theory praxis” – that’s a good name for what I (try to) do!

– Living > loving > knowing

– Distinguish:

Anarchist

&

Anti-social

Personalist

&

Individualist

– I need to sharpen the general norm by being the exception (‘rarest of the rare’) !

– Individualism:

Selfishness & originality

Creativity & immorality

– Is sexual freedom essential for spiritual growth?

– How do you approach ‘constitutional problems’?

6.6.14

– The selfishness in altruism &

The altruism in selfishness.

What is love??

Is it to sacrifice your own desires for the sake of the other or to unite your will with another’s?

7.6.14

– Concept & reality

– Elide

– The Protestant impulse & the postmodern spirit

Anti-theological theology!

– Curry (v.)

– Vernacular

– Knowing who GOD is

Vs.

Getting as much as we can from GOD

Vs.

Doing as much as we can for GOD

– The never-ending exploration of, & fascination with, the divine mystery, as worship.

– No Son, no Father.

No Father, no Son.

– Rev.3:12 – tridimensional identity – Naming!

– If identity is radically & totally relational, then isn’t the individual held hostage to historical-social dynamics? And without individual freedom how can there be any (cultural or political) reform/progress?

I am a medical doctor » I am Salome’s husband » I am Immanuel Joseph!

– The diversity within unity – radical otherness IN the self!

– Ps.27:1 – academics & faith

– Particularity & universality

– The eternal implications of historic encounters

– Designer GOD

– “Who does this man think he is?”

– The humour of Jesus

– A lay person who teaches seminarians!

– Gradually & stutteringly coming to faith

– The son is equal to the father!

– The Father is the God OF Jesus.

The Christ is the son OF God.

The Holy Spirit is the spirit OF GOD (the Father & the Son)

– The stone is rolled away, not to let Jesus out, but to let us in!

– The new/higher dimension includes the old/lower, but not vice-versa!

– “The clouds”

– Pneumatology is the key to contemporary theology!

– The Spirit upon, with & in the faithful

– Distinguish:

Chastening

&

Retribution

– The 2 persons united as one composite unit by the 3rd entity – Love!

– Uncomprehension & misapprehension

– In the name (not names) of (the triune) God

– Mas. » Dr. » Mr.

– Jesus spoke much more to GOD than the other way around!

– Personality includes relationality, but exceeds it!

– 1Jn.1:1-3

– Shared life/being/substance

– The Athanasian Creed

– Eternal generation/procession

– Planting sublime desires

– (Spiritual) identity:

Personal, relational & public

– Ubuntu

– One what & three whos

– The Church (& marriage/family) as the best illustration of the Trinity!

– Good theology & bad grammar!

– Godhead ~ mankind

– Woman – an after-act, not afterthought!

– Trinity, gender & sexuality

– The Christian community has abdicated its role in the process of legislation to the secular state

– The revelation of the personal nature of entities usually considered to be impersonal!

– Univocity, equivocity & analogy

– Does (the reality of) GOD overflow the (concept of) Trinity?

– GOD is known partly & unknown largely

– Worshipping the transcendent & loving the immanent GOD

– Before the creation of the material world, there is no time.

– Freedom:

Voluntarism

Vs.

Essentialism

– Is GOD completely/absolutely ‘free’?!

– Sevenfold

Musings

9.4.14

– Strong vs. Weak:

Do I derive my self-esteem from my work, or do I minister out of a sense of vocational identity?

– Maybe the urge to get an official qualification for my role as a minister and the thought of charging for my services are temptations that I should resist.

It should never be forgotten that this is a SPIRITUAL (not academic or social or even ecclesiastical) work!

– The greatest sin is that of indifference, apathy & complacency! The manifestation of the supreme evil of pride-despair-anxiety……

– What does “bondage to sin” mean, here & now, for you & me?

– Sometimes the difference between soul-salvation & self-destruction is completely invisible!

– Was there any interaction between the schools of Greek & Indian philosophy in the ancient world?

– Be true (real).

Be good (positive).

Be beautiful (interesting).

– Journal a minimum of ten lines every day.

Virtue
Vs.
Duty

Faith
Vs.
Conscience

Distinguish:
Ignorance
&
Forgetfulness

4Mac. 3:5

Is lust automatically infidelity?
The challenge is to be idealistic without becoming unrealistic!

The Tenth Commandment & feminism

4Maccabees & Moses Maimonedes

Arab philosophy/Islamic theology

What does not bring suffering (existential/social) cannot be called evil (moral/ontological).

Kingdom = forgiveness-reconciliation + miracles-mission + resurrection-perfection!

Purchased NET Bible ebook (with complete notes)

Started vocational counseling for bro.Abraham

Updated certain framework documents

Organised the charitable fund for this month

Now only these 3 remain – pride, greed & cruelty. And the greatest of these is pride!

King
Vs.
High priest
Vs.
Prophet
Vs.
People
Where is GOD in all of this?!

Compare & contrast the coverage of the General Elections by:
The Indian news channels
&
The BBC

Loving the alien & the “beautiful stranger”

Why did Hitler hate the Jews??
The (anti-Semitic) Roman Catholic Church as a partner in (the execution of) the Holocaust!

Why were the Jews an especially persecuted people since ancient times??

Conspiracy theories, demonization, scapegoating

Multi-culturalism, religious pluralism & xenophobia

Sexual minorities

Propaganda >> fear >> hatred!

Experiences

19.3.14

– Dr. Brooke Magnanti

– I think he was tempted/attracted by my New Theology, & fearing that he would succumb, he fled the scene in haste!  😉 Mmm… Looks like it…

– Divine Women on BBC

– elide          elision

20.3.14

– Buddhist hedonists (Tantra) & Hindu materialists (Charvaka)!

– Erotic philosophy, sexual psychology & sensual spirituality

– “The human spirit is prey to the most astounding impulses. Man goes constantly in fear of himself. His (erotic) urges terrify him. The saint turns from the voluptuary in alarm; she does not know that his unacknowledgeable passions and her own are really one…” – George Bataille

– Rhetoric & reality

Intuition & argument

– The New (understanding of the eternal) Law:

1. Be reverent – toward GOD/spirit (Life/truth/world).

2. Be self-aware (not acting out of identity-vocational unconsciousness).

3. Be thoughtful (not acting out of sheer impulse).

4. Be loving – respect & care for the other.

5. Be responsible – concern for justice (includes planet & social-cultural welfare).

– ‘Random acts of kindness’

‘Pay it forward’

– ‘Corporate slavery’

‘Brain-drain’

– Break the blinders & shackles, to recapture the energy & wonder!

– Private, personal & public

– Do not let the ego (will) act by itself, or to be taken over, either by the id (desire) or by the superego (faith). But let the ego express the outcome of a dynamic interaction of the id & superego, moderated by reason!

– Purpose is nothing but focused passion (self-expression) & clarified burden (world-response)!

– Sea-change

Seismic shift

Vertical panorama!

– Distinguish:

Productive

&

Fruitful

– Redefining chastity

– Distinguish:

Communitarian

&

Communist

– Collectivism

– “I shouldn’t give up” » “I must go on” » “I keep pushing myself” » “I am so tired” » “I want to give up” » shut-down/freak out » “I can’t give up!” » “I must go back & keep on” » restart!

– Korazin & Bethsaida

Vs.

Tyre & Sidon.

Capernaum

Vs.

Sodom

– Seasonal – during summer, close the windows & curtains in the day and open them at night. During winter, open the curtains & windows in the day, & close them at night.

– Could death be a man’s greatest achievement?!

– “WHAT is written in the Law?” he (Jesus) replied. “HOW do YOU read it?”

– If you lived in faith & love, then you can die peacefully, as you joyfully look forward to a glorious future!

– “And who is my neighbour?”

– “The religious leaders (chief priests & experts in the law) stood up to test Jesus.”

– “Go & do likewise” – pay it forward!

Glory » Grace

Grace » gratitude

Gratitude » generosity!

– Neighbour-ing!

– “Quickly” according to GOD means “surely” according to us.

– Holocaust – Did Hitler have a conscience? Did he feel any guilt or remorse at all?

– GOD in myself,

GOD in the other,

GOD in all nature &

GOD, beyond life & death!

– Scripture & Psychology ~ Theology & Interpretation

– “The one who CAN accept this SHOULD accept it.”

– Place his hands on them & pray for them.

Bless them & teach them.

Embrace them & heal them.

– HOW did the little children RECEIVE Jesus?

– Who knows/loves/has the REAL Jesus??

– Peter

Vs.

The rich young ruler

Who is more favored/rewarded by the Lord?

– Betrayed, accused, condemned & handed over!

– Bishops, theologians & lawyers stood up against Him!

– So what is YOUR version of the Gospel?

– Angels, demons & strange quirks!

– His voluntary slavery has become the ransom & atoning sacrifice, that has set me free from all bondage!

– The one who loves power/position is NOT fit to be a leader. And the one who loves to serve others is fit for holding authority.

– ……impoverishing & punishing ourselves so wantonly!!

We are all closet sado-masochists……

All beliefs that produce guilt, shame, hatred (of self & the other) & fear – FUCK them all!

“I like the word limits/control instead of lines/laws”

“WE set down the rules based on our (evolving) beliefs/values! GOD is the one who sets us free (from bondage to fear) to do it, enables us with courage & guides us with wisdom in this serious adventure & exciting challenge……”

“Spiritual childhood to adulthood!”

Pensees

13.3.14

– Alternative lifestyles – divine law, social order & individual freedom

– What can one gain (learn) by stripping life down to its bare essentials?

– Alyssa Siegel’s response to her father

– Human nature:
Total depravity
Vs.
Potential goodness

– Intrinsic motivation
Vs.
External locus of control

– Personal referents
Mythical signifiers

– Moral norms (social)
Vs.
Ethical convictions (personal)

– Emulate – moving from admiration to imitation.

– dulcet

– Jesus/Bible/Church
Vs.
Christ/Scripture/Spirit!

– BF

– Shanthuru Premkumar, Julie Goldberg & Chandran – Brussels.
Wow!

– Discernment » discretion

– I ridicule, condemn & curse the IPL (Cricket)!

– How can anyone live in lust or greed or anger or pride or cruelty??

– Pensees – my blog does not have articles which preach/say something, only vignettes which suggest/ask something!
Goads to provoke your soul…… launching pads for you to take-off on your own jumps, & points of departure for your own wanderings……
The dance of intersections & divergences!

– Desire-believe » feel-think » express-respond » belong-relate & build-repair!

– Blogging about blogging,
Movies about cinema,
Talking about communication…

– Words, images & impressions

– Light, texture & colour

– Observation & articulation » analysis & synthesis » evaluation & inferences » implications & application

– Advocating a message
Vs.
Insinuating a mood
Artful ~ subtle ~ indirect!

– Ingratiate with…

– Item numbers & comedy pieces

– Empowering women
&
Female-objectification

– Fucking socialites!
Culture » celebrity,
then
Celebrity » culture!
It’s a vicious circle…

– Love:
Passion
Vs.
Commitment

Studying a theology in its own religious, philosophical & cultural milieu

Martyrdom & atonement
Substitution ~ ransom
Mercy-seat, blood-sacrifice & forgiveness-cleansing

Dead works
Vs.
Vital worship
Pious frauds!

Demonic evil, cosmic catastrophe, divine victim & human redemption

Tenets – clear, coherent & concise – basic definitions, principles & instructions

Apologetics & accommodation
Adaptation & compromise

‘Devout reason’ & ‘Basic instincts’

Voluntarism & automatisation

State, church & school

Rational judgment & virtuous conduct

Spiritual knowledge, religious doctrine, virtuous character & practical reason

Anger, fear & grief always go hand-in-hand!

The value & danger of sensuality

No self-control, no justice
Equanimity ~ wisdom
Discipline, discernment & love (in that order!)

Reality, ideality & reflectivity

No passion/anger, no conviction/courage!

Faith vs. Impulse

Noble ~ honourable

The martyr, the tyrant & the land
4 Maccabees 1:11

“Jesus is Lord!”
Yes, but what does this mean & signify for us today? How do we understand its truth & seek to practice the implications of this belief?

Spirit/reason/mind OVER flesh/emotion/matter
From ruling factor to ordering principle!

Pleasure – love, joy, peace, faith (clarity/confidence), hope
Pain – anger/hatred, grief, fear/anxiety, confusion, despair
Where does doubt & wonder fit in here? Maybe they are just the 2 sides of the experience of Glory (which is greater than even Goodness, and transcends the dichotomy of good-&-evil!)……
How are virtue & vice related with the positive & negative emotions?

Gormandize

4 Maccabees 1:25

GOD is NOT good, he is great!

Rationality & affectivity
Personality & morality
Discourse ethics

“The jungle of emotions”
Mental desires & physical habits

Law/GOD, faith/spirit & will/mind

Yoga poses, emotions & benefits
Insecurity >> imbalance
Breathing, posture, balance & stretching
Destressing by concentrating (on your breath)!

Reflections

5.3.14

Personalism vs. Idealism

Physical resurrection vs. Immortality of the soul

What is passion without sacrifice/suffering?
Nothing!
Suffering – voluntary (sacrifice, discipline, etc.) & involuntary (persecution, sickness, loss, etc.)

Condemning (private) immorality >> fighting (public) injustice
Condemning idolatry (religious) >> fighting (spiritual) ignorance

Potholes & pitfalls; bumps & hurdles; by-lanes & mazes

Moving the emphasis from (sexual) chastity to (character) integrity

Hypocrisy, self-righteousness/judgmentalism & cowardice always go together!

Only the weak are aggressive!

“Strength is life, weakness is death.” – Swami Vivekananda

The root of wickedness (moral corruption) is ignorance (spiritual unconsciousness) & weakness (personality defects).
So is foolishness nothing more than ignorance? Lack of knowledge (active processing) is more than just lack of information (passive reception)!

The theology of Spiritual Disciplines
&
The spiritual discipline of Theology

Abelraj & “Zoaetic”

Unrealized, unconscious, unawakened

Noesis & Metanoia
Know, understand, believe & respond!

Endurance (passive) & perseverance (active) – the 2 sides of the same coin of decision/commitment/determination.
But isn’t knowing when to give up (let go & move on), a sign of wisdom??

Eternal destruction ~ bottomless pit ~ second death ~ hellish existence

“According to GOD”

Lover of immortality & religious fanatic
Fanaticism – isn’t all intense devotion a kind of slavery?!

Are Abraham, Isaac & Jacob all alive now?
But if so, then how do we choose between immortality of the soul & physical resurrection as the right view of the afterlife??
Moral equivocation, theological ambiguity & metaphysical ambivalence in the Bible…

Spiritual ~ metaphysical ~ ontological ~ theological

Faith = theory + practice + experience

Rebirth, regeneration & resurrection ~ reformation, renewal & revival

Compare & contrast:
Jesus & the Hebrew Bible (Palestinian Judaism)
&
Paul & the Apocrypha (Hellenic Judaism)
Is Christianity the outcome of the interplay between the Hebraic & Greco-Roman faith-traditions/cultures?

Soul ~ person ~ life ~ being

O.T >> Apocrypha (Septuagint) >> N.T

Egyptian & Mesopotamian elements in the ancient Hebrew religion/philosophy

“GOD bless you!” >> “Let us bless GOD!”

Jewish religion + Greek philosophy = Christian theology
Roman governance & ecclesiastical politics

Inspired reflection on personal experience & contextual developments => oral tradition => Scripture => interpretive schools & devotional/liturgical/doxological works…

What is the significance of the geographical context (in biblical interpretation)?

Patristics (Orthodox – Greek), Medieval (Roman Catholic – Latin), Reformation (Evangelical Protestant – German) & contemporary – modern/postmodern (Progressive/Emergent – English) theology

Death + resurrection = transformation
…Immortality is Hell!

The soul, as an actual thing, is an invented concept!

The possession of eternal life (present) and the promise of resurrection (future).
Eschatology = apocalypse!

The philosophy of Theology
&
The theology of Philosophy
Which is your dominant position?

“Theramine trees”