Mixed

26.4.14

– Food is to be eaten (tasted, chewed, swallowed & digested) in balanced/moderate quantities at regular intervals, not just to be accumulated on a plate and stared at!

– Looking at our past experiences (especially negative ones) as a rich resource to deal with the present & future!

Equipped & strengthened by difficulties & challenges…

– The Lord is our healer.

But how?!

Inner resources & external support

28.4.14

– Movies: J. Edgar

“What determines our legacy is often the things that are not seen.”

All in the name of ‘national security’ ~ ‘Kingdom of GOD’ ~ ‘Social justice’…

Unamerican ~ unchristian ~ immoral ~ inhuman

A small man who achieved great things in the world & a great man who achieved nothing much in the world – which one would you rather be?

How far would you go to keep your skeletons in the closet & preserve the public persona?

– NRI philanthropists

– Subtly coerced & unwittingly coopted!

– Homophobia ~ xenophobia

– Theology of eros

Feminist movement

Sexual revolution

– How can I miss someone whom I don’t even know?!

– Burnish

Vs.

Brandish

– Filial trust

– Overcoming the conflict between desire, conscience & will, through the power of faith, hope & love!

– Hope is the source of all courage!

How can disappointment be kept from becoming despair?

– Psychological hygiene

– Movies:

Total Eclipse

29.4.14

– The next stage (of my Journey) begins!

– My heart is heavy with an idea… A plan!

– You can’t have both freedom and security, Joe!

– Marriage, individualism & spirituality

– Personal retreat

Family obligations

Ministry responsibilities

– The grass is always greener on the other side and yellower on this side…

– Loneliness, poverty & addiction

Vs.

Family, wealth & responsibility

Company & inner frustration.

Material well-being & spiritual poverty.

Social acceptance & individual bondage.

– What have we achieved so far with all our responsible, consistent & committed behaviour??

– A new social order born out of coordinated spontaneity, instead of a fixed structure/system!

– Is it possible to be great/revolutionary without being insane/monstrous?

– What is the difference between sacrificial and suicidal?

– The call of Solitude

– Salvation IS the headlong pursuit of the ideal/dream!

– Freeing biology & psychology from culture & morality!

– Marriage, family, nation & religion are NOT eternal!

– Abnormalcy

– Purpose

Vs.

Passion

– Hexagram

– Do you believe in magic, ghosts & astrology?

– Semi-marriage

– Church-worship – only on special/feast/holy days.

1.5.14
– The theodicy of Job – GOD punishes his defenders & vindicates his attacker!

– I think the optimal balance between system & spontaneity could be around 50-50 (including vacation)!
3 kinds of days:
1. Extreme system
2. Extreme spontaneity
3. Moderation

– Coupling insight & initiative

– Can one be both cynical & idealistic?

– Was Jesus a Cynic/Socratic?

– “Fail better”!

– What is black film?

– Faith without deeds is dead
Vs.
Mercy triumphs over judgment

– The royal law of love ~ the perfect law of liberty

Jottings

1.4.14

– Capital-ize

– The Century of the Self – Happiness Machines

– Indexicals

– Scripture » interpretation » commentary

– What is the ideal ideal?!

– “The matter & form of Maimonedes’ Guide” – Josef Stern

– Astropsychology

Oooh!

– Belief & knowledge

Understanding & explanation

– Truth-claims

2.4.14

– How is parenting to be done when the child is 18-25 years old – when he/she is legally a major, but psychologically not yet an adult??

– Spiritual ~ ultimate ~ metaphysical/ontological

– Eccl.11:9-10 – Oxford Annotated Bible: “GOD calls people to account for failure to accept the gift of enjoyment.”

WOW!

A new definition for “the dangerous duty of delight”.

“GOD will bring you into judgment” ~ the threat of a meaningless life for those who do not learn from their youthful vanities.

– Capitalism (Devil/Money)

Vs.

Materialism (GOD/Man)

– Eccl.2:24-26; 3:10-15; 5:18-20; 9:7-9

– Abortion & break-up

– Is ‘enjoying oneself’ a good/noble/holy/godly thing?

– Nostalgia (Eden)

Vs.

Hope (Heaven)

– Past-Law, present-pleasure & future-consequences

– Time (experience) & space (context)

Matter (body) & energy (psyche)

– Possibilities – the inevitable, the probable/potential & the desirable

– How can legal/executive measures resolve personal/relational problems?!

Force will only make things worse……

– “Enjoy your toil”

…be satisfied (occupied/fulfilled) with your busyness!

THIS is your (divinely ordained) portion……

– Biopsychoecological ethic

Vs.

Religiopoliticocultural morality

– Legislating on emotion

Moralizing about affection

– Dreamer ~ visionary ~ prophet

– Adolescent spirituality