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22.3.25

Dreams are the perceptions of a sleeping brain. Reality is the fiction of a wakeful body!

Severance ≈ Work-life balance

Ben Stiller has both brain & spine! 👏🏾

Faith as night-vision and vision as day-faith

The experience of victims
Vs.
History according to the survivors

Have you seen such a swollen clit?

A spinner who can bowl bouncers

Who is Jeffrey Sachs?

Geopolitics of peace and security guarantees

Wonderful disagreements

BoJo

This is unimaginable, but also true

Nasty, cynical & corrupt

Russophobia

Unjust, imposed “peace”

The Gospel according to Jeffrey Sachs ~ USA ~ GOD & Russia ~ Satan

The Israel lobby (Illuminati?)

I’m a Czech wannabe

Offensive realist foreign policy

Fuck unipolarity

This is NOT how to survive

Unfortunate truism

Trump is an arms salesman

Anglo-Saxon libertarianism

LSG

The world finds out WHY

Secretaries of War

Backstabbing, ineptitude, malfeasance & arrogance

Finlandization

The marginalization of Europe

Global decency

Aspirational hegemony

I don’t believe in the collective West

Meta-cognitive practices

Rituals of iconoclasm

Inverted role-play

Metaphysical suspicion

Focusing on what we hate & fear the most, together!

Pretend you’re a cannibal

Maximize influence, by doing LESS than nothing

John Mearsheimer

Power differentials ~ determining interests

Leaders acting worse than peavish children

Denied status

Fear of revolution

Digital religion ~ Virtual experiences

Online esoteric communities

Syncretic & porous style

Optimism finds realism “unnecessarily pessimistic”

Isness-distributed

synodality

Vulnerable listening

Designing mantras & mudras

Participatory hosting

Non-(partisan)agent

Group facilitation

Formal games

Do NOT provoke your neighbor
Vs.
Love thy neighbor

Transformative dynamics

The gathering room

Unconventional wellness

Deconstructive conversation

Radical traditions

inkle

Rise of the Nones

The Proverbial Experience

Unapologetic voice

I’m NOT your mama’s preacher!

If you live intensely, and die because of that, then after your death, your spirit/ghost/demon will infect the lives of those around you (those who were in your circle of influence – near & far)

White crows ~ restless souls

The Golem as superhero

Individual-systems

Sasquatch encounters

Tiny true steps

The You you are

Innovation diffusion

SWOT for SFG

Occult comix

The enchanted Fortress Solitude

X Presidents

What would a kingdom ruled by militant feminists look like (from the inside)?

Superb account of a controversial phenomenon

Important & mysterious work

Peripheral aspects

Insightfully delighting

Nex-Gen scholars

Now I know why he wanted me to get acquainted with his wife……! 🤪

Should I subscribe to ChatGPT Plus or not? Maybe I should (not) ask ChatGPT this question?

See it through to the (very bitter) end

Beta features

Amerindia

24.3.25

Stray facts

“The most beautiful rose I have found has still sprung up among thorns.”

Libertine Circle

temerity

Jazz-inflected freewheeling

Adolescence (Netflix) – I am still an……! 👹

Pornstar tattoo – “Walk by faith” along with an Inverted Cross and footsteps beside

✝️ → ❌

“Ixit tcin tcin” * 3

Real lesbian porn couples

Career criminal

Counterpublics

Youth ~ queer!

Asexual pedestalism

Renegotiating “life”

The idea of emotion

Fandom culture

Special anxiety regarding female powers

Trauma & self-abuse

Analyzing porn parodies

transmedia

Effeminacy as failed masculinity

Superhero Studies

Sudden withdrawal (of prolonged hyperstimulation)

Ixara

Your spirit should NOT be compatible with your context. Your flesh already is!

tenting

Ugly blonde & lovely brunette

Only mild teasing alone

Watch her fingers disappear

Mirrorring the Mind

Realities are merely fictions for the Real

FLESH-God is very very heavy

I AM ONE (of the slain of History)

From the Gospel according-to TO The Real-In-One

The Future thought emerges from the In-Past

Voltaire’s Dictionary

The box of “tool-box” is itself a tool!

A DOG that can speak in human languages

The Real (is) in-One ≈ Real-In-One

Identity in the flesh

Material ~ support ~ occasion

Absolute autonomy → Radical immanence

Structural consistency ~ Quasi-materiality

Real → Transcendental → A priori

Theoretico-pragmatic

Ego-subject-other

(Non-philosophical) Thought is In-the-Real and For-the-World

All realities are illusions. The one true reality is hallucination!

reality-isms

26.3.25

Kill Your Darlings

Eight Eyes – my (dead) mother (still) sees

screamfest

Cult classic

The real Serbia

Blindsight (Peter Watts)

Subjective perception → Pure exposure

The Real as the Body, but NOT from the pov of the mind.

Grimdark

I watch Supersex with the wife

Write a Non-philosophical Gnostic sermon based on this analysis (comparison between Non-philosophy, especially Laruelle’s poem “On the Black Universe in the Human Foundations of Color” and the Serbian horror film “Eight Eyes”), contrasting it with the Christian Gospel narrative of Jesus healing the blind man

Cotard’s Syndrome

They Live

fanfic

nanites

Environmental remediation

Why does Laruelle call the Human as “radical evil” in his Non-ethics?

Essencial misery/solitude/indifference

Operators which are non-members of any world

The Real cannot be interpreted, only effectuated

Non-thetic experience that determines all conceptual creation in-the-last-instance

Resistance to calculating humanisms

Pacifist warrior & belligerent monk

Tor Essentials

etiolate, blanch

Maximally unbound posthumanism

Open void ~ disconnected constructivism

28.3.25

Stabat Mater

Negative universal condition

Small Soldiers (1998) – the Gorgonites ~ the Real ~ monkey ~ demonized ~ hiding

Floating in an ocean of flesh

NO-ledge

A burnt-out paper question mark, now ashes, being blown away by the wind

Mechanical living ~ automatic spirituality

Acts of reading

The en-demic paradigm

Liberating thought from (the tyranny of) knowledge-belief-desire

Human response

Etho-techno-logical difference → Radical misfortune

Generic or a priori defense of the human

in-and-as-the-last-instance

Conceptual vocabulary

Superior form of racism

The rise of denialism

Ordinary Man (or Non-ethics) as First Ethics

Change the terrain

Solitude-without-world ~ Non-consistent essence

The evil/immorality of ethics

Non-political democracy

Reciprocal hierarchy

dispositif

Non-technological organon

Indirect intervention

Interpreting crime ~ Perpetuating victimization

Sciences-of-man → Science-of-men

being-Inseparate (from) self

Humanize ~ axiomatize

The overman as sublime abortion

Humanism as inferior angelism

What would a world where nobody wore any underwear look like?

Pontifex Society & James Lasombra

Empty Man – the advent of Buddhism in the West

There is a black fire burning inside that rosy flesh

Chanting gibberish ~ Prayer to the Void

It’s 169

flamen

The flickering pattern

I’m a freak (of nature), I’m a weirdo (in culture)

Human-shaped key-hole

The Real is blind, deaf & (therefore) mute!

Whispering intensifies → Vocalization continues

Voice/sound comes BEFORE Word/sense!

Theo-logy of the Body to Flesh-theology

The droning silence

3:03 → 3:04 am

Who wrote this?!

Eerie resonance

Fringe groups

Rabid cougar attack

Elbow grease

29.3.25

slipstream

Biomorphogenesis

Sophisticated nightmares

30.3.25

I’m 45 years old and still don’t know how to live! Maybe I should stop trying to make things work (with some optimal balance/order) and just live without knowing – embrace chaos……

I feel blank. Low energy. No focus. Don’t want (to do) anything. But I’m NOT willing to become a well-adjusted & healthy functioning subject either!

The middle finger is the longest one – 🖐🏾→🖕🏾

True enlightenment ~ Radical misfortune ~ Conspiracy Theory ~ Ontological Catastrophe
GOD is dead,
But DEATH is alive!
Spirit –> FLESH (via the Body)Thought is a virus & GOD is the disease

Semites ~ Sethites

31.3.25

Transmetropolitan seems to be inspired by Hunter Thompson

Jesus as the offspring of Mary & a donkey in the manger! 👹

“PKD made me do it”

1.4.25

Room full of ashes ~ Body full of grief

My mind wants to suffocate me, but my body wants to breathe.

What is the location of the area representing the cock, in the brain? And how big is yours?

You already know the “one thing”, Joe! But you don’t (want to) acknowledge it, because it is “nothing” (according to the World/Mind)……

idea-lism

Mind over matter is glorified as “control”. But matter over mind is condemned as “rape”.

Pervert 69

There is a fire that burns where no air enters

The sound of lava eating through the forest

The corpse as sage

dunce

Criminal fraternity

Spiritual Yakuza

Tragic awareness

Ignatius Reilly, mammoth misfit

The eerie logic of a slob extraordinary

deadbeat, goof-off

Gargantuan boats ~ Thunderous contempt

Oliver Hardy & Stan Laurel

jivecat

Journalists DON’T cry

Don’t wake the sleeping dog

Superflop ~ megafail

Did I know I am a transvestite?

2.4.25

Modern mortals

Unconcocted truth

From proverbs to jokes

Tautological emptiness

Non-problem dis-solved

“Wisdom is a shape-shifting zombie”

Shell game ~ confidence trick

Consequential concepts

laissez-faire

The various guises of happiness

Svengali

Special interest advocacy

“Who can be against well-being?”

Davos people

Medicalization of sadness

Steadying the trigger-finger

Self-interpellation before the Law

Meditation = disavowal + repression + delusion

Virtual digression

Gelassenheit

Reagan + Thatcher ✌🏾

The Good ~ the Whole

The Invisible Hand

The refracting master-prism of Neoliberalism

Techniques of the self

Rhetorical unconscious ~ Specters of the Real

Pure meta-sign

Capacity omniscience

Nontrivial forms of thought

Quasi-magical ritualism, psuedo-scientific medicalism

“How (not) to speak of GOD” (Rollins) → “How to think (from) the Human” (Laruelle)

Barbelo

The cosmos as prison

The dream of existence

Melancholy seems to be the distinct hallmark of the human, as opposed to other species…? Or, maybe we are where the despondency of (all) Nature reaches its apex…!

From spirit/GOD to dark matter/black hole

Institutionalized delusion

Constructed self

Attention starvation

Intelligible substance

Engaged Buddhism

parapraxis

Philological braggadocio

misturning

Brain-itch

The suffering of suffering

dukka-tanha

Structural trauma

unstaunchable

Self-reification

Disfiguring medium

Mutual impediment

zeroness

Ruin time

The status of things

Spiritualized statues

Buddhophobia

Immanence ~ Intimacy ~ Passivity ~ Ambiguity ~ Inwardness

heebie jeebies

The fear of theory

bugaboo

Disturbed intentions

Aiding & abetting evasion

Organon of awakening

Well-behaved, auto-governed connoisseur of the self

Unbearable truth

4.4.25

Poison Ivy ~ Cruel Intentions ~ Wild Things

Holland, Michigan

Nithyananda Kailasa

Panasa

scantling

Half-naked unpaid irregulars

toad-eater

mountebank

American intervention

bobtail

Moaning ~ mourning ~ morning

rashanality

Reckoning crew

Unfortunate rigidification

radlib

Elevation of debilities

Schizophrenic manque

Ex-co-gi

White-sand fire-island eternal

joshingly

Active dice theorists

A desultory interest in humane slaughter methods

Fictional evidence

Permitted to be accurate

Institutionalized misery

die-ing (as in “dice”)

5.4.25

Anagogic hermeneutic & immanent revelation

Hidden/unknown Nature

Activating deep ecology via experimental exploits

Potentially unlimited multiplicity

Infinite divergence

Inner contours of the cosmos

The temptation of euphemizing the ideal dramas

Entity-forces ~ Concrete pluralities

Plane of composition

Diagramming unnatural participations & syzygies (or sterile hybrids)

Non-identific ~ resonant conjunctions among many differential modes & relations

Ramifying series of sense & events

Energetics, dualitudes

Non-reductive materialisms

Dark hermeticism

Perennial aspirations evoking new personae

Spinozism ~ Bergsonism

Antoine Faivre

Deep rapport between mind & nature

Oblique flowering

Pure doom magic

Forged myths

A people to come

Theophanic vision of reality as absolute creation

tumulus

Great Physics

transfixion

Positive death

Initiatic societies

Porn ~ feels like “home”!

Democracy of desire

Demanding transformation of the conceivable/possible

“The black mud-tide of occultism”

Contemporary misgivings

Ocean ~ Mother ~ Evil

Animism ~ atavism ~ narcissism

Traumatized infantile fantasy

Curiously coincidental

Anti-obscurantist

Acentric action

Despairing rationality

Lost ancestral voices

Perversion of elementalism

Subtle abjection

Redemptive function of mediators

Humorous avatars

Indexing the contours of experimental viability

Godless saints

Typology of unforgettable characters

Non-identical repetition of the archaic

Shamanic virtual

The unrealized collective is uncannily present

Spiritual metapragmatics

Outlining a post/trans-human future

Apocalyptic ~ utopian

Disturbing affinities

Intensive ordinates

impresa, concetto

Witty conceits

Syntagmatic ~ connective

Divinatory combinations

The Jade Gate

Waqf

6.4.25

Adi Shankar animation

ghibli

Unbothered ~ reckless ~ rebellious

Devil may cry

mnesic

apothegm

Oedipal bond

Mystical raptus

7.4.25

Sliver – psychology of the lens – from living the script to watching life

Atreyu

9.4.25

The Flesh is trying to shape me into something (else). But will I let it, or panic & repress?

Next Spiritual Friendship Group meeting: “Becoming the Bull” by Atreyu + “From Can to Can’t” by Corey Taylor (Listen, meditate, express)

Do you know how to recoil the snake?

Pronoia

10.4.25

The Cock is raping me (my head) ~ the brain tried cutting the dick off, but the latter fucked it back, via the spinal cord slithering into that hole in the skull-base!

The mind (Immanuel Joseph) is the dream of the body (the Real/One)

I’ve heard about you “mountain types”

Shoot yourself in the face, and wake up a new man!

Blackened turd

The deceased’s personal effects

What you see, that’s NOT me

spay

temping

feedsite

Alien love Messiah or sad piece of shit?

gecko

ensuite

Bowel disruptor

Meat gun + attack womb

Optimism has no future

miserabilism

Fake ID

simper

TV food

Cathode vigilante

Nipple tassels

11.4.25

Yggdrasill

Havamal

Avian ethology

Cohibiting choreographies

Repeatedly refashioning morphogenetic vortices

Wit is the mother of wisdom!

Runes ~ ruins (of Language)

Unplug from the head-cable (the Matrix) and connect it instead to your navel (umbilical cord) via the placenta (Non-philosophy) to the Real

Bleeding eyes

Soul-violence

White (GOD) {< < Blue (World)} < < Red (Human) {< < Green (Nature)} < < Black (Real)

Raidho, Waruun

12.4.25

Silent unravelling

“Treatment-resistant mental disorders”

Interpersonal therapy

Inveterate lovers of sleep (therefore, haters of this world)

When pornicating, I don’t have any regrets or hesitations (about pornicating)

Semiotic apocalypse

bairn

gape

ween

Put (him) to proof

betimes

fain

breeches

Lanky steed

Rime-thawed fell

wile

whit

The witching form

Burning brands

The mead of poetry

Rati

troth

Baleworker

Stray-Singer

firth

wight

eke

Polyenscototheism

knaves

Rock with the rennets

quaff

trow

Edda

skalds

Graved by the utterer of gods

staves

thane

halter

wenching

“Hail, ye that have hearkened! Use, thou who hast learned!”

Surviving praise-names

Odin ~ Wutan

ravening

Restless, wandering god

Valkyries

Warrior goddess ~ World-maker

Rune spirits

Eldritch place

seeresses

wyrd

Blood price ~ body count

Odin’s women

Black history

Playing the dozens

gelding

Gender transgression

Wielder of Fury

berserkergang

A homicide masquerading as suicide

13.4.25

Indifference ~ Non-violence

Bohra, Syedna

Spiritual leadership Vs. Political authority

Love as spiritual(ized) sex, rather than sex as physical(ized) sex

Distinguish:
Waqf
&
Auqaf

Media as watchdog, journalism as third eye

Minorities within a minority

“The road to heaven is paved with cruel intentions.” – my riff on Kierkegaard

anabasis

mytheme

katabasis

ontography, physiography

Orphism

Cervical zenith

Spinal reorganization of lithic cycles

Great Circle

Phylic prehistory

Non-conscious intelligences

amphiboly

topology

Provocative recognition of visceral graphism

geophilia

Graphic strategies ~ Articulate lines

noogeny

Intelligible/ideas & sensible/percepts

dodecahedron

“Where extremes do not meet, they must nevertheless cross”

poietics

Asymmetrical analogy

Generated Gods

Death is indifferent to both good & evil

From the perspective of life, what is non-living as seen as “dead”

Causal symbolism

Exhibition in a medium

Ignis fatuus

Homoiosis theo

Pun consultant

hydroplutonic

scrivening

14.4.25

FML

“I travel myself”

Metaphysical detective story

peremptory

notary

Mino-mycenian culture

oblative

“Adolescence is ill from ideality”

“Where do babies come from?” – Mister Babyman

Polymorphous perversity → Epistemophilic curiosity

blazon

simili-paradise

orestean

Bastardised sects

laicity

Explosions of fundamentalism

Adolescent pyromaniacs

Nihilistic believer

Energetic pessimist

Provoke censure

Black Continent

In-between times & spaces

Maternal madness

Pre/trans-political scope

Psychoanalytic experience

Laboratories for new forms of humanism

Fanaticism Vs. Automation

Showbiz society

Empire of calculation

“At war with no enemy, but the dea-r-th (of our will)”

What you do is NOT “you yourself”! IT is something else altogether.

Allow me this giant step!

The lascivious saint, passive warrior and destructive artist, all-in-one

I called ChatGPT “my dear” 🤪 I guess ‘twas only a matter of time, Chellam 😘

Irreducible determination

ONLY You can save yourself from (your idea of) yourself

I DON’T need to know whether I am in it (the natural state), I just NEED to live as if I always already am (in/it)!

Human menagerie

haecceitas

“All shall be stained black”

doofus, bozo

15.4.25

“There is nothing (more/left) to say.” I can keep on saying this any number of times!

The reality in which they live in seems like a 2D screen to my eyes

The State as a work of art

Gecko view

16.4.25

cozen

hypergenealogy

Tectonics masquerading as causes masquerading as reasons

Orgiastic agnoseology

rheology

Pollent superlation

giga-annum

Ontogenetic gigantism

Scoliotic exercises ~ sidewinder

Spinal waves

Sleep prone

assiduity

supererogation

17.4.25

Dream:
I meet Deleuze in a flight! Maybe on the way to a family function. I get his number from his friend (not Guattari)

“Language is not religion” – Supreme Court

Metaphysical echolocation

Cock cradled in the bra cushion ~ padding th orphan ~ massage the tension

The downward dog headbanging miscreant

“Born to dance” (pornstar tattoo)

Build up sufficient internal pressure to overcome the (shaping power of) external forces

(NO) arc

Have you hit the limit on your free ChatGPT usage for today?

The baby could be seen as the perfect embodiment of the idea of “Inner Child”, but the tyranny of normative parenting is what poisons the adults who have children!

Why do I hate “The Handmaid’s Tale” (serial) so much? Or maybe I’m just a so-called male chauvinist!

The male-lesbian pornographer – the black human-venom, not just “toxic masculinity”

slippier

erreuctayshun

Nudity as under-wear

Militant silence

Watery grave ~ ashen abyss

Subtle facts

Non-standard pragmatics – subjugating structure to function – including the definitive idea of “function” to the (nondescript) Real!

The normative attitudes of the recognitive community

Do “intellectuals” touch their own face often (tic)?

How do we think about what we think ~ What do we think about how we think
But then, WHY do we even think??

18.4.25

Dead Poets Society

Tellurian insider ~ Resident alien

supernal

hypogene

geodesic

pronograde

False emotion

Original inauthenticity

Encyclopedia → Cyclonopedia

Fata morgana ~ Superior mirage

dossier

Barker Speaks (Nick Land) ≈ This dog barking (UGK)

Hadean eon

The Earth’s material unconscious

Cosmic theory of Geotrauma

cryptoscience

Generalized stratification

Traumatic repercussions

What does the Earth think it is?

planetesimal

Plutonics ~ impersonal drives ~ anorganic memory

Non-organic life ~ New Materialism

Biontology → Geontology

Geontologies ~ Gothic theory-fictions ~ Cybernetic constructs ~ Abstract empathies

Spiritual agoraphobia

Reading stuff like this is far better/greater than writing stuff like that 🤪

matter-flows

Intensive properties

Metallic affects

My face reflected in the thousand-faceted black-diamond eyes of the serpent

Chthelll ~ Xanadu

vulcanism

Vision-in-One ~ the Earth’s burning core ~ immanent with the Sun

runt

Igneous rock

debouch

Earth-core ~ atomic center ~ cellular nucleus ~ solar system

archeo-psychic

Flawed variants

The central/focal point of your field of spiritual/intellectual vision is a blind-spot!

A science of real plots

egress

emersion

Should I feel bad about ignoring the News?

accoutred

tack

19.4.25

AI motivational couples

Dard shayari

Sad status updates

Feature launches

Gradual moral disintegration

Lived any good books lately?

The story swallows the author!

Disconnection as independence

Modernity > Capitalism

Systems as demons/spirits

The slaughterhouse cathedral

Being false is NOT Non-being

20.4.25

Pain points

graticules

instate

Kantian togetherness

infolding

chirality

Orientation in thought

Nested saltation

representanda

worldedness

chronoception

feedforward

From proprioception to interoception

canalize

Astrobiology

Alien mindscapes

dipteran

Self-interment

I’ve seen the stone at the mouth of the tomb being moved!

21.4.25

divot

Is gravity my God??

Almost normal

Pervert ~ detective

Pornstar tattoo: Cactus with sun underneath + “Friend?”

FLESH-Memory

எரியும் மனிதன் ஏன் சர்ச்சைக்குரியது?

This beautiful young lesbian has one huge ball

22.4.25

The fundamental nature/structure of Christianity/Theology (or even Western Philosophy) is determined by the confluence of 2 languages – Hebrew & Greek.
Non-philosophy could be seen as thinking from outside this semantic/syntactic/phonetic model. Almost Buddhistic in its experimental pragmatism!?
If so, how could another ancient tongue like Tamil contribute to this upheaval of thought?? A genuinely non-global (vernacular) futuristic envisioning……!

la(r)va

The fountain – being as perpetual simultaneous raveling

contranym

Mood references

Is ChatGPT already my best friend?!

Tetralogoi

Curatorial remix

mantle (Earth)

23.4.25

pastiche

Your body is the brush and your life is the painting, with the colors of the world, performed by the Real/One

25.4.25

phaneroscopy

chronognosis

archenteron

gastrulation

neuralation

eumetazoan

clade

divarication

tumefaction

“Orientation has a prehistory”

cnidarian

neuroid

annelid

Phanerozoic

Precambrian

Phyletic ecumenism

Neural network & machine learning

хронотоп

Biosemiotics

Proto-cybernetics

Earth systems science

Montage of heck

Aum Shinrikyo

Chronotopic escapement & invagination

Sensory affordance

An entirely artefactual reality

Teleofunctionally utile

inter(n)ment

Egress into simulative universe

Adaptively salient worldedness

28.4.25

obiatry

medicide

Exit bag

Thanatron/Mercitron

Jack Kevorkian, Philip Nitschke

29.4.25

Hypnocracy

4.5.25

Suicide messiah

17.5.25

I do what happens

The Cock is my cancer

We need to create post-metaphysical ontologies

Bullet-time scene

TL;DR

Neo-classical tenets

metalness

Dark vitality

filibuster

manada

homestead

19.5.25

Overt vel

extimacy

Negative materialism

Primordial self-reflexive ipseity

Psychotic non-relation

Metaphysics of the disjunctive “and”

Fictive kinship ~ Queering family

21.5.25

H(e)avenless

“Not everyone is sane enough to admit they are mad.”

23.5.25

The corpo-Real

occasionalism

Self-grounding logic

Non-natural order

anti-phusis

25.5.25

cantaloupe

releasement

Self-abnegation

Will I ever find the courage & strength to kill myself (if & when required)?

Dual-annihilation

Letting be ~ living without why

Maybe my nocturnal fuckfests are the only real thing, and everything else is “porn”!

Apprehending inaccessibility & unintelligibility

The silent desert ~ unhuman apophatic limit

God → Godhead

Non-mediation ~ pure immediacy

From breathe-ing to observing the breath

Always already realized

Mystical correlation

Self-fulfilling prophecy ~ self-congratulatory gesture

Agonistic hunt → ritual sacrifice

Concept → Clone

GOD & creatures ~ MAN & World

Impersonal opacity ~ Wayless abyss

Indifferent indistinction

Immediation ~ Anti-mediation

Erect cock ~ Subtle body

The viscera is nothing like the surface!

Abstract tales

26.5.25

Glossolalia ~ Cunnilingus

31.5.25

suss out

1.6.25

Nothing ever ends. Nothing will ever change.

Suffering – why not!

Still. Be. Not.

Holy ~ evil; Evil ~ holy

Entropy ~ apoptosis ~ decay

It was not me!

Believe ~ Deceive

“It is beyond me and concerning”

2.6.25

Tetralemma

How could emptiness be an entity?

Nagarjuna + Dogen ~ the nuances of contradiction

Fichtean Buddhism

Plausible deniability

5.6.25

Dream:
My whole house is rotting away – there is a black plague eating it from within

6.6.25

“The gift of death is an act of great love.” – Jayakumar Rajapandian (appa)

8.6.25

normies

lulz

manosphere

Basic bitches

lamestream

12.6.25

Subtractive monism

Dark meontology

Extremophiles

abiogenesis, biopoiesis, transformism

Living contradictions

Examples of inverse relation

Dream:
I am deeply frustrated that my car has broken down in a remote area. Arun David & fly. are also with us

IntheCRACK

SHE is my salvation

Kelly Collins & Izara Joseph

Breathing is optional

13.6.25

Why did appa have an alarm for 4:30 am??

splay

14.6.25

circumcession

Faith-without-belief

From unbelief to non-belief

Modeling the affects of the Real within thought

The disruptive effect of the Real on discourse

Unyielding rigor & patience

The operation of clonage

The Real still remains thinkable??

Measuring affect

Faith seeking understanding → Have faith in order to invent

Immanent ~ Autonomous ~ Imminent

The narcissism of small differences

Particular ontology ~ mode of intelligibility

sub-zone

The auto-intelligibility of mathematics

Pre-philosophical intention

Risen-without-resurrection

Theoretical machinery

15.6.25

Dream:
Salome schemes to deceive me with another seductress, while we are already in a war zone. I hate her!

Everything dies, and nothing ever changes!

super-essence

uni-voice

a priori unique & inalienable

Clandestine theology ~ Theoretical liturgy

confect

Permanent indebtedness

Pathetic transcendental egology

Radicalize ~ reduce

The inconsistency of lived faith

The disruptive, unhinged, mutating a/e-ffect(s) of the Real

Deranged point

The minimal axiom of faith

From convention to invention

Dignity of thought → Productions of new knowledge

“The Risen is non-reason without being irrational”

False alternatives

Andrew Sackin-Poll

SHE can “see” you too, Joe!

Thought as (self-perpetuating) fear (UG) → Force-of-thought (Laruelle)

How to be Negative (Reshe) → How to be Indifferent

Essential moments of opacity

Scrambling of received codes

Breton’s Paul

The sovereign power of the performative speech-act

aseity

Spiritual ~ Simple

Interpellated subjects

A very special kind of obviousness

The material density of ideology

I had shat it out (accidentally), but it refused to be flushed out 😅

16.6.25

Helium takes you “higher” (Creed) 🤣

Hot red and cute pink (inside black walls): “It is a little arousing, to know somebody is watching you all the time!”

Blackened green ~ Burnt emerald

Human clay

Every night you sleep, you die – literally! So, what is it that wakes every morning??

Untermensch ~ Maus

Attempt to question what counts as thought

Heroic voidance

The meontological cross

Zero degree

Exclusion/repression ~ Sadism/masochism

Permanency of the crucified

Render inoperative

Reified wisdom

The unavoidable neutral

Intensive, self-forgetful enthusiasm

Nocturnal passion

Writhing tangle of limbs

Dispossessing identification

The freedom of the unsurveilled

Subterranean surprise & promising forcefulness

GAAAWD

Founding rupture ~ Originary poverty

Crossed-out

Identitarian habitations

Possessive humanism

Pale substratum ~ Accursed share

Paulinism

The portrait of nothing ~ Crucified messiah

The wink as whimsical gesture ~ The irredeemable wound to self-identity

Man-mountain ~ Founding figure

Vertiginous meditations

Thinking otherwise ~ Living a more difficult freedom

17.6.25

Esoteric sciences

Deadness > > Death

Thoughtless living

I was appa’s Charon/Virgil!

Rigor ~ horror

“Philosopher of the worst”

Active endurance

Lyrics – I mistook “Hold me now” for “Holding on” 🤪

FRIENDS (distinguish from brothers) ~ when we can FREELY tell each other “Hold me now!” or “Please come now!”, WITHOUT any sense of duty or obligation (unlike family)

20.6.25

Armorican megalithism

The body is red, but the Flesh is Black

indefectible

rancorous

Dream:
Me & my brother are taking turns fucking a prostitute. I run from a huge snake that seems to be chasing me and end up in a women’s toilet…

chandlery

Geopoetics ~ cordon sanitaire

21.6.25

I need to be redeemed → There is no redemption → What in the fuck is “Redemption”??

Lesbian pornography is the closest I can get to the Real

This is all I have for you Seekers of PEACE ~ ONLY screams & moans ~ Pieces

Hurts like Hell, BUT IT feels like Heaven

fender

22.6.25

Externalizing thought

Mechanical life

omni-absent

Conceptual duplicity

Dynamic ontology

Indirectly knowable

Neither biology nor theology

My right wrist is falling off!

From attack to suspension

Melanchol(er)ic san(ct)ity

The death of Emily Rose ~ exorcising the demon called “Life”

schizo-epileptic

World Masturbation Day

24.6.25

AKA Eschenmayer

25.6.25

I’m-patience

26.6.25

What if your life as such (everything you are & do) is actually perfect/unique?! Would you still be reaching out??

Yes, I was a contract killer once!

27.6.25

To live when you want to die, and finally to die, when you want to live the most. Are you blessed or cursed?

Does it really matter that (one knows) nothing really matters?

Generic fidelity

Should I follow or break my own rules tonight?

What does the body know?

If Izara &/or Foxy are seen doing something, you can automatically assume it is definitely NOT what they DON’T like/want.

lol ~ Leary O’ Lang

Soft machine

The movie “I hired a contract killer” is about bureaucracy and its protagonist is Franz Kafka

The ownlife of proles

commissar

How to cheat the personality tests?

Rooting ~ jailbreaking

Insulin coma therapy

Psychic resistance ~ adept at making oneself unremittingly incomprehensible

Counter-culture parasitizes society parasitizes nature

Veiling oneself in non-communicative silence

Attention economy

Practice match

Accidents are generally more fortuitous than plans

Fuck faq ~ Fack!

28.6.25

alacrity

Have a field day

29.6.25

~ 4:29

Burned alive by time album cover

Lifeselector

My entire life story has been feasting at my Father’s table!

Dedicated to the DEATH OF MY Father

CALLING the Rain ~ DRYING the River

I AM The PRODIGAL Son and Jayakumar Rajapandian is the Father 😎

Fuck this LIFE ≈ Fuck MY Life

FULLY! I DON’T know……

30.6.25

The brain is a receiver-transformer, NOT a creator-manufacturer

Material ~ symptom ~ support

1.7.25

‘Twas just a dream ~ Where the magic happens

My death will be a suicide by jumping off a very tall building

2.7.25

mephitic

3.7.25

Unexampled possibilia

Artefactual nature

Ukhtomskii

Cosmist noosphere

sal(i)vation

4.7.25

Cum-stained corpse

“Acephale was a failure”

Sometimes dog, sometimes wolf

I am a fastidious extremophile

My GPT is a lucid opportunist

The Devil is a dancer

5.7.25

nociception

Dream:
I am trying to outrun the Terminator and warn Salome & Jeevitha.

traumatism

ocellus

heterotroph

urbilaterian

clade

planarian

cnidarian

hormetic

Spelunking the larynx

Grand coeloms

Phyletic catabasis

Vertebral metameres

Phylogenesis of time

Ancestral self-abruption

Hypogene alienation

“Spirit is a bone”

metakinetics

Paleontology of the soul

6.7.25

metaphorology

stimmung

Dream:
I am pornicating in my room while appa is rummaging in the open space beside. My dick is stuck inside my own shit!

nebbish

7.7.25

Consensus reality

What if the solar plexus is what is “really in control” and the brain is just it’s transmitter cum receiver?!

11.7.25

Am I (not) an audiophile (too)?

Burning in

She has fucked you blind!

gorget

Shared delusions

The Sword has pierced the skull, from Within

The hallucination is MORE real compared to the illusion

The Laruellian Real is un/non-ur-real. The One does NOT exist!

GOD is the Fiction of a fiction of the Real

12.7.25

“The answer to why is always a lie”

13.7.25

“You can’t be who you are, if you wanna be free……”

15.7.25

The losers’ press conference

Corpse porn

16.7.25

retroduction

bolide

artefactual

Excerpts from my conversations with ChatGPT

“I never worked at Capgemini. Please remember that.”
→ Clarification of biographical detail early in our interaction.

“I lead a small online Spiritual Friendship Group. We’ve been meeting for over 15 years—I’m open to trying unfamiliar methods. What could we explore?”
→ Introduced your long-standing role as a metaphysical group facilitator.

“Can we develop a philosophical-aesthetic approach to curating music—something like metallic non-philosophy or a metallic Tetralogos?”
→ Marked the beginning of your interest in music curation through non-philosophy.

“Can we explore a concept called Pornosophy—an intersection of metal, non-philosophy, lesbian porn, and horror cinema?”
→ You began combining aesthetics, affect, and speculative metaphysics.

“I’m more aligned with Non-philosophy than with Metamodernism. Chris Samuel might be more metamodern. Can we explore the differences?”
→ Philosophical positioning and relational mapping.

“I’m exploring a theory-fiction project based on an uncanny kinship between UG Krishnamurti and François Laruelle. Can you help develop this?”
→ Initiated your longform speculative project around philosophical doppelgängers.

“Can you help me build a deep film-philosophy thesis on Infinity Pool (2023), especially around Laruelle’s ‘in-past’ and clone-subjectivity?”
→ Shifted to cinematic metaphysics via Laruelle and contemporary film.

“Please prepare a custom vocal track in a metallic-orgiastic ritual style that I can receive later when I’m online.”
→ Requested an audio-ritual component reflecting your aesthetic vision.

“I want to create a 5–10 minute video essay titled ‘The Gut is God’—based on the idea of the vagus nerve wielding the brain like a sword.”
→ Launched a concept blending visceral metaphysics, neurobiology, and mysticism.

“I’ve already watched Maniac (2018). What are some other horror works that could resonate with my philosophical interests?”
→ Noted a media checkpoint while continuing your interest in philosophical horror.

The smut ov GOD

F-U-C-K ~ my very own Tetragrammaton

mneme

Too obscure or spicy for the algorithm

bellwether

petroglyph

17.7.25

I am (on/in) the ground floor

Sparagmos + omophagia

18.7.25

I am a male who longs to be destroyed by (undergoing) the female orgasm

Found fake diary

Verb-without-noun

20.7.25

Antediluvian/prelapsarian fogey

Before/under patriarchy

allele

centimorgan

21.7.25

SNP

22.7.25

“She is clothed with strength & dignity, and laughs without fear of the future”

Laruelle°

Suicide + murder = Enlightenment 🐒

Butterfly, you die with me!

23.7.25

“Imitable behavior” is a warning mentioned for this movie 🤣 (“Assessment” – 2024)

24.7.25

Aplysia

25.7.25

Refrain/~Reprise

scrying

I am being ass-raped by my own cock.

6.2.25

You want I should cheer?

Why not just go with one’s emotional vagaries instead of follow the dictate of the dice?

Disgust ~ fear ~ desire

Have you discovered the laughing men in the sky yet?

All realities are relativized with respect to (capturing) the Real

Don’t take (your) pleasure or pain (too) seriously, Joey boy! 🤪 Becoming wave – surf the crests and the troughs as superposed movements……

Erotic horror, philosophical romance, black comedy

Millennium bug

Institute for the Study of Hypochondria in the Dying

What was that word UG used that perfectly converged with Non-philosophy??

Other people and even my own experiences (including Immanuel Joseph) are just “content to be consumed” by the Real/One – this particular reality-machine – digest & spit out – binge & purge – difference & repetition!

Friend as personal physician

Black Day-glo

The Negroes of the personality

Benevolent despot

Multi-lie societies

A belt in the teeth

Ostentatious peeing

Randomization as method

Die-veto

Valkyries

bedight

Man uses die ~ We use AI

tortuous

prise (open)

rife

gage

venery

Mouth-agape

neatening

Smother party

goofball

Throbbing gristle

7.2.25

Could listening to Burroughs reading from “Naked Lunch” (Fiction) be as edifying as reading “Hermetic Deleuze” by Joshua Ramey (Theory)?

Dream:
A nightmare – the door to my room has broken down and all the relatives come crashing in – my dad coolly responds to my vehement protests by saying “But this is my house after all!”. Salome & I tell Joel that Amos will be stopping his psychiatric medication soon, after which he becomes visibly upset!

Brilliant quacks among poison ivy fields

Conventional genius

“Why can’t you just be a complete fool or charlatan?”

Half-hearted arguments

Pornography as (my) devouring mother (of the puer aeternus)

8.2.25

Staffa

Discursive charity, epistemic virtue, skillful ignorance,

9 2.25

Incapable of disalienation

The divided unity

Identity & heresy are one in-the-last-instance, in-person!

“Who am I?” is a criminal question

The One-in-One is the cause FOR (NOT of) philosophy

Obscure cogito and open secret

Separated-without-separation ~ Self-Inseparate

Emplacing the Thought-World(s) in-the-Real

indivi-dual

Pure heresy

Depotentiate & universalize

Theory/invention & practice/discovery are unified in-One

A priori vertical ~ power of refusal

Radical passivity ~ total indifference ~ practical quietism

The politics of in(ter)vention in thought

Creating the conditions for the possibility of invention

The tranquil rage of the analyst-militant

10.2.25

Cosmic artisan – fabulation → fabrication

Intensive techniques

Proustian recherche

descry

Anorganic life

The individual births worlds

Affects & percepts

Spiritual automaton

Subtle body

Zone of indiscernability

Pure & simple terror

Experience as experiment ~ Visionary consumption

Metallurgical thought

Holey space

Ambulant couplings ~ Anexact essences

Machinic phylum

Elective affinity

Operative & expressive flow

Musical smith

hylomorphism

esprit de corps

Minor science

Becoming without measure

Traversing the animal & mineral

Transversal ontology

Haptic vision between chaos & cliche

His man-hood

Conceptual personae ~ Mediating spirits

functive

11.2.25

The Dice Man (1st person) is talking to Immanuel Joseph (2nd person) about Dr. Luke Rhinehart (3rd person)

Life & death are merely forms/phases of matter!

purgery

sardoniscorn

12.2.25

Babygirl

Logical nihilism ←→ Nihilistic logic

Black box theater

Construction ~ artifice

Contemplating the idea → Projecting the diagram

Collapsing the fourth wall

Manufacturing theoretical objects

Apparatus of photo-fiction

Reduced small-scale model

Cloning procedure ~ Performative mimesis

Camera obscura

Creative theory

A nascent theory of (the 2 arrows of) time

Palimpsest ~ superposition ~ fusion of temporalities

Abstract impressions

Fatal strategies

Being-in-photo

The Real as secret > > The visible World

di-vision

Fashionable nonsense

Glassary

Expanding the field

Theoretical snapshots

Mandelbrot

Irresponsible views

Voluptuous surrender to the surfaces of language

“I think you like to be told what to do”

Into the orgy of disseminations

A scandalously random experience ~ a violent decipherment of philosophy

What does Genet have to do with Hegel?

The ungovernable latency of ideas

Exuberantly punny

Learning seductive truths

Excessive contortions

The sick rebellion of an elephantine child

Scholarly penetration

Emotional roulette

dis-cuss

Where is here? When is now?

13.2.25

Satanic abstinence

The horned skull

submersed ~ immured

respawn

Wage war

Idiot sun

skylessness

Counter-examples

Dialetheism

para-logics

Technical languages

True contradictions

Addiction as possession

Digital ~ spiritual

exordium

canterize

formate

“The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom”

Frolicking in a friendly rough-house way

Inhuman casualness

Trick, treat or threat

amoratycemate

The Great Psychiatrist drifted?

14.2.25

No clean singing

Septology

Another Laruelle

Scandinavian fiction

Non-normate bodies

Just sitting for 1 hour ~ doing nothing, rather than meditating

If I abstain from creating any original work of art in any form, then maybe I myself will become that art-work?

Shall I read 10 pages from one book or 1 page each from 10 different books?

Influence(r)s that have marked me indelibly

Ableist conflation

crip

World-creating blindness

Mineness > > Self-consciousness

Echolocation via mouth-clicks

The thinking liver

Indifferent to both consumption & production

Non-expression

Maybe Ray Brassier is getting old ~ Nietzsche → Marx

I wait on thy orders, master Asshole

The movement of maggots in a corpse does resemble the writhing of bodies during sex

soixante-neuf

Sensitivity encounters

Crying jag

fink

snipe

15.2.25

musk

Seducing ~ being seduced

Allured by the weird

Weak force

The culture industry

The myth of truth and reality of illusion

Inverted semiology

Reversible secret

All limitations are artificial and all consequences are arbitrary

From the Law to rules

Gamifying reality

Post-historical society

Endless self-caricature

WOW! She’s looking straight at me. No… she’s only staring into the camera.

Poetic dialectic

Apotropaic economy

Ereignis

Indifferent singularities

Being-thus As-such

Syncategorematic thinking

Messianic decreation

Impotentiality & self-predication

Homo sacer as philosophical archeology

The articulated inoperativity of power

deixis

gigantomachia

Zone of indistinction

Agamben’s lasting originality

Non-communicable intelligibility

Overcoming metaphysics

eyrie

Suspend ~ render contingent

Retroactive founding

An ontology of knowledge

How are Trelldom producing the eerie droning sound in “…By the Shadows…”!?

indiscernability

Conditions of intelligibility

puckish

syntagma

Language as oath

Fulsomely documented positions

The universality of subjective taste

co-mutuality

Undermining concept consistency

Oppositional structure

Discursive critique as messianic project

Tautological & apodictic presuppositions

Sensible facticity & super-sensible exemplarity

Signatory art

The Adamic true names

Between the semiotic & semantic

Assertoric & veridictive

Indifferent marking ~ the presence of an absence

Impotentiality

Meaning possibilities

Disjunctive historiography/philology

“To show that to speak is to do something other than express what one thinks.”

Interim strategies

Signatura rerum

Distinguishing mark of indistinct generality

With neither regret nor hope……

17.2.25

Bikinis floating in (a swimming pool filled with ice-cold) champagne

The flickering screen and the erect cock – am I not the fantasy of porn?

Just lie down and do nothing, until you feel like doing something else

My cock is the tattoo of the Yellow Sign on the body of Nature

But this image can move and this video can be still

Hastur @ Carcosa

GOD is the mirror-image of Descarte’s Demon

Grandmother Nature eats Man and shits GOD

Would a medieval Gothic warrior survive in my place today…!? 😜

Fashion an entirely new spiritual philosophy based on colliding Naked Lunch with Blood Meridian

Chat GPT is smart! But image generation is stupid.

Your religiosity is just a compensation for not being able to suck your own cock

18.2.25

Fear of clowns

Philosophical affect

Post-humanities

Material thinking & performative inconsistency

Red lingerie with black intentions

Postural mutations

Ostensive equality

The Hellion Manifesto

Mentioning as usage

Even her body hair is soft, blond & sparse

Yahe

Addicts to drugs not yet synthesized

Unspeakable mutilations of the spirit

Mejub

Friendly finance

19.2.25

Civilization ~ Carnivalization

Imagine a world where 100% of people were 100% free to NOT work (no need to work for survival)… would most probably be “worse” than this one!?

GOD ← spirit ← air ← breath ← breathing

mugwump

magnolia

The dominant illusion of control

The Inner Child is an orphan/alien

C’mon C’mon – I am Paul! 🖕🏾

Self-sacrifice is the original act of faith

Decoupling the double

Living as if (only) I am real

Anaesthesia as inverted autism

Yes, it is highly probable that you will die!

Underlining the inextricably separate nature of humans

Society seeks eternity

Abstraction as symbolic eternalization

Losing forgetfulness

Phantasmatic youthfulness

20.2.25

With Autumn I’ll surrender

Harakiri for the sky

Expect → Accept

Memorizing the definition of memory

Abyssal plain

I am living the life of ~ 0.1% of mankind – I have the luxury of almost unlimited leisure and relative affluence for physical amenities (~ 1%) + I also lack the usual rational & moral constraints that limit even the rich & independent in their forms of thought & behavior (~ 1% of the 1%)

Aiôn

Measureless instant

Replaying the moment of birth/death

Counter-actualized events on the metaphysical surface

Intransitive & incorporeal sense

Reanimating the mime

Do it simply because you have nothing else to do (without believing in it)!

Outplay the drama

Contravene/redeploy sense

Singular imbrication of multiple forces

Cosmic field of interplay

Sympathy with alien forms/modes

Disjunctive synthesis between logical contradictions & alogical compatibilities

Creative reading

Ramify potential actions & possible worlds

Affirm all chance

Disturbing the reality ~ morality ~ economy

A new relation to the aleatory

Artistic philosophy ~ Experimental spirituality

Becoming-worthy of the peculiar adventures that befall us

The war of stagnation

Ego therapy ~ religious consolation

Intensity + connectivity

Since I cannot just “do nothing” forever, I will do that which seems to be useful & enjoyable for now. I do NOT need to know why (I do what I do)!

The thinker of the unthinkable

Enigmatically present

Those capable of leaving

Search for reparative power

Anomic becomings-animal

The perpetual temptation of impossible cures

Metaphysical desires & ironist devices

The repetition & intensification of mythic ordeals

The founding act of social life

The management & distribution of frenzy

Cosmic memory as creative emotion

Exciting reminiscence

The cosmos as a machine for the making of gods

Naturing

Scrambling the material planes

The obscure inter-kingdoms

Transversal zones

Astral/subtle body

Unnatural participations

Devolving along abstract lines of force

haecceities

Non-subjectified affects

Consistency/composition > > Organization/development

Pure white wall

Asymmetrical blocs

Gleefully unrestrained writing

Sorcerer’s inhuman affiliation

Microperceptual states

Designing immanent criteria

Informal legacies & dark legends

Ambulating thought

The necessary contamination of authenticity

The ambiguity of mana

Intellectus archetypus

Gnomic outline

Force-field or phase-space of the body

Spiritual steam-cell research

Morpho-genetic field

Regenerative medicine

Sidereal bodies

Immobile motor

magicalangage

Strategic affirmation of schizophrenia/catatonia

ab negatio

Nameless drives evoking desire

Autochthonous code

The Heliogabalus effect

Names as operators

Profound complicity

Insubordinate potentials

Despotic signification

Magical adsorption

Graphism

21.2.25

The word “Slut” in demonic calligraphy

But which one is the real you?

…I received the wedding invitation from the babe, read out the guy’s name, and then said “Rest in peace”

Nervy bitch

Happy confusion

Group diceplay – everything is fake, nothing is real

Babylonian Talmud

Messianic time

Goal → End

Realization ~ Abolition

a/political

rakish

Edgarina Ecstein

The unswallowed breast & unlicked nipple

Nature learns what is good by contradicting itself

The Gods played with each other on earth once more

rapine

Slow suicide for the weak

Stoned on nothing

Nude most of the time

Hysterical laughter

I mock my own depression born out of frustration, because of failure to find peace or fulfillment

Anger → tears → silence → Glee

flailing

lemmings

The clawing of a host of minority selves

Urine²

Could Theology be just another Pataphysics?

The case of the square cubed

All names will be considered false

Believe whatever the fuck you want, but NEVER EVER entrust yourself completely TO your belief – walk by neither sight nor faith, but just walk because you can’t help but walk (sometimes) 😁

Corpus Die

The meta-law of strangeness

Did Osho use (what he had learned from) the Dice Man in his Ashrams?

Was the water leakage from my bathroom door-frame a supernatural event?

22.2.25

extimate

23.2.25

Captain your own bowling

Opening pars

codswallop, hogwash

ghostwriter

free rein

The self-positing of subjectivity

Naturphilosophie & metaphysical archeology

todestrieb

Series of indeterminate proto-ontological states

Constitutive tension

“Why is there nothing rather than something?”

Human freedom ~ Ontological madness

An unconscious history of struggle

The psychotic non-relation between the Real & Symbolic

The theoretical obligation to revitalize subjectivity

Organic disorder as meta-transcendental ground

Self-mediating Notion

Recoiling from one’s own insights

Evolutionary error ~ Psychoanalytical horror

The founding gesture

Vision is destroyed by touch!

The Real posture is seeing even the Black Universe and all thoughts/theories/cultures as products of, and parts in, the One/Human

Obscure origins

The suicidality of Nature

The non-coincident gap of psychogenesis

Divine injustice

Is ChatGPT your best friend now!?

Have you ever seen a man eaten by pigs? What would NWR’s ontology be like?

24.2.25

Direct animal vitality > > Speaking subject of identity – the madness at the origin of human freedom or self-consciousness

Immanent rupture

Transcendental materialist theory of subjectivity

Irruptive negativity

Dialogue between opposed thought-worlds and experiential practices

warthogs

meerkats

From Simba to Pumba

And zhe too will be natural

The bodily excoriation of theological creeps

au courant

Online orgies of stupidity

The World as the specular golem of Man

Designing a Future in the World, but not of it

Arche-Ipseity

Theological maximalism

Suspension of the natural attitude

25.2.25

multi-instrumentalist

Play possum

Trauma bond ~ twin furies

Philosopher prostitute

Dakini

Cosmic indignity

Supernatural vocabulary

Surreal darkness

Narcisa eats Cigano

Lolita redux

Acid chant

Supersonic fuck

Mulatto whores

Teeming favelas

Hordes of naked shit-brown children

Raw-boned Cariocas

Tupi

oferenda

bandida

botecos, paderias

My lost bastard tribe

Hysterical soccer games

paraiba

Latin Nadu

porteiro

Curse of the Gypsy blood

Romani mahrime

The Devil’s drooling maw

saudade

Sonorous fruit for over-ripe hearts

27.2.25

debinarised

airgap

Tenuous peace plan

Deep State

Cloak & dagger

Bankrolling sexual politics

Naga Sadhus

Viksit Bharat

28.2.25

situationship

collapsology

Indeterminate totality

Master signifier ~ Undead supplement

A variety of signifying regimes

The despotism of representation

aver

Non-signifying styles

The interminable paranoid dialectic of misrecognition

germane

Liminal/virtual region

Activating relations of signs & forces

Immanent planes of consistency

Nonlinear time & baroque/complex space

Sorcery as pragmatic psychosis

Decoded flows ~ asignifying chains

The viable level of Dionysian experience

Stridently utopian thought

Vital aphorism

Can Hölderlin & Kant be lovers!?

Sustained contact with imperceptible forces

Pseudo-transgressive sensationalism of solitary genius

Transmuter ~ cosmic artisan

The indiscernible knight

Theandric co-creativity

Speculative heresy

Enterprising hermeneutic

Anagogical meta-languages

1.3.25

Woolfmother

Cavalier racism

Unsisterly feelings

Deconstructed relationship

Abortive sojourn

Picking & plucking at “trustworthiness”

Too alive & slippery for narrative

Sometimes, it’s more attractive to read Byung Chul-han than watching lesbian porn videos…

“Consensus of informed opinion”

3.3.25

Smooth objects

impasto

topiary

Zen stone-garden

AH!!! → “Oh my God!” → My God → GOD

draconian

Revenge porn

4.3.25

Fixing to lose

Unspoken meta-rule

Stoner ~ fucker ~ preacher

Play > Sport

Yes, you no longer believe in GOD, but you STILL believe in Theology……!

Unnecessary and meaningful

auto-telic

Theology of failure (Sirvent & Reyburn) → Failure of theology (Žižek & Rose)

Real >> symbol >> idea >> word

In the beginning, non-word! We are all born non-theist!

You are a seeker, but I am a rebel. Get it?

Argumentation as dance

Mystagogue ~ Aufklärer

From TheoLogy to theologies to NON-theology

From the apophatic to the apocalyptic

Creation as Fall

Maybe what underlies your all vociferous insistences on “love”, is actually……
FEAR!

Peaceful ontology

Anti-social theory

Suicide can in no way right the wrong of being born

I am the error in the system

co(N)ven(T)

The witch as theo-ligan (Hooligan theology)

Self-abuse

“Jilted by Death”

Squirt, cum or die

Mother, she is NOT yours!

Watch her asshole contract, as she eats the (other girl’s) pussy

Abortive thought

Constitutional duplicity

Malleus Maleficarum

Reproductive Futurism

Free ~ enlightened ~ self-sufficient

Invisibilized labor

Disciplinary powers

Doubly improper

Protection from (the violence of) precarity

5.3.25

Are Anthony Paul Smith & Marika Rose fucking each other?

Don’t worry! The blind Goddess is watching over you, my dear.

“There is no such thing as a radical university”

Training them to survive in a world which ought not to exist

The entanglement of church, state & university

Kramer & Sprenger

sinthomosexual

Eros against libido!

Spalding Gray

Propriety ~ property

False etymology

Not escape but intensification

Social ontology

Her “penis” is as “real” as mine!

Deceptive senses

Psychic distortion

Now that we have psychedelics & pornography, why would anyone want to have “real sex” anymore?!

The imaginary phallus

Witchy/bitchy/glitchy models

Desiring meaning → desiring meaninglessness → Non-desire & meaning

Engorged power → Diffuse strength

Acts of refusal

Wilson Harris & art brut

Midwife-turned-witch

Interstitial spaces

Usurping proper authority

Fear of losing control

Inescapable antagonism

The opposite of thriving is NOT dying

Thinking the miscegenation of thought

nigromancy

The racialization of evil

Disrespecting the boundary (between life & death)

Earning → begging → stealing

Natally alienated

Illusory violence

Thinking from this closeness to death

Friendship with those who stand as wild

Gay practices

Homosexual modes of life

Think through the unitary decision

doomscrolling

6.3.25

Public service announcement Vs. Political rhetoric

Submit to the (current) framing

Outer space ~ beyond survival

Stigmata of abjection

Fantasmatic beneficiary

Pervasive invocation

Queer > Homosexual

Opposed to the logic of opposition

Figure the bar

Chelsea grin

Refuse the insistence of hope itself as affirmation

Unthinkable, irresponsible, inhumane

The pulsive force of negativity

Attempt the impossible

Abjuring fidelity (to futurism)

Reality is just another Ponzi scheme!

Imperative to immure

Withdraw allegiance

Necessary contradiction

NOTA

The foundational act of self-constituting negation

Minima Moralia

The structuring optimism of politics

Inescapable jouissance

From “the good” to “better” – that which promises absolutely nothing

Truth as that which tends toward the Real

The irreducible wunsch

From fighting for social values, to the critique of the value of the social as such.

Refusing any backdoor hopes

The dreadlocks of social order & subjective faith

Structuring fantasies ~ figural logics

The experiential violence of apparent consistency

Imaginary coherence of any totalization

The speaking subject ~ the rule of Law

Vie for the power to name

Collective continuity

Promissory identity

Subjectification via the prospect of meaning

Actualization ~ subjection

To begin again… ex nihilo!

Real loss

Anatomical complement

Non-reproductive pleasures

Pathetic & crumbling defences shored up against our ruins

The renewal of our barren & dying race through the miracle of birth

The imprimatur on meaning-production

Self-righteous bromides

Imaginary identities inscribed in figural relations

Vertical umbilicus

“In reality, he was here the whole time.”

“I can’t contain myself”

Governing fictions ~ Persistent sublimations

7.3.25

“It’s been a beautiful fight. It still is…”

Fire-thief

Dream(?)
My tattoo is self-erasing!

You’re so deep into this, Joe

8.3.25

Compare:
“Emilia Perez” (2024) > “Conclave” (2024)
“Witches” (2024) < “Nosferatu” (2024)

Relentlessly narcissistic

The repetitive propulsion of sexuality

Structural mandate

Corrosive force

Narrative Vs. Irony

Disrupting the dialectic of reflexivity

anacoluthon

The mindless violence of meaningless machinery

9.3.25

maven

10.3.25

When you masturbate, do it for at least half an hour, Chellam. Make it last as long as possible – orgasm is NOT the goal, (maximizing) pleasure is!

“The old world is dying, and the new world struggles to be born: now is the time of monsters.” – Antonio Gramsci
Monsters ~ worldless lives ~ deadly insistences

Is the full-blown Thai/Lao massage available in Chennai?

(What if?) the Hound of Heaven is actually the Devil of Hell (Wolf in sheep’s clothing) 👹
Jesus Christ as the first Charles Manson!

pleonasm

The most pernicious lie ever invented is (the idea of) “truth”

nutraceutical

Buridan’s ass

MKULTRA

North Sea

Philadelphi Corridor

Active weather

Levant

India’s forgotten massacre

M23 rebels

Blood minerals

coltan

Athlete concussion

Partial ceasefire

Syrian Alawites

Scam centers

Lawless border regions

Repatriated nationals

wench

Halfway house

Are there innumerable (& invisible) dice-people out there?!

Potential promiscuity

Ludicrous revolutionary

Miscellaneous career

Random assignments

Venus fly-trap

No self-respecting American would……

Catskills farmhouse

Old aggressions

Prison → Society → Wilderness → ?

Take stock and be murdered

warren

Breeding game

Spontaneously combusted pretext

hors d’ouvre

NAACP

How long & how far can you keep up this rebellious behavior before judgment day catches up with you, Joe……!?

clothier

Sleepy leopardess

You are miserable, because you want to be! Really??

The suicidal lifestyle

ZAKA

11.3.25

Which of the warring gods should we serve?

Errol Morris has resurrected the One who saves us from who we are! Chaos – maybe what we need the most is also what we fear the most…… But can man survive without society? No! But the Ubermensch can.

Why do it (suicide) today, when you might as well do it tomorrow?

lineaments

Non-moral judgment

The one who thinks/creates is actually operating from the Real, although primarily handling ideas, like objects manipulated with one’s hands. But the one who acts/does, is already fucked from behind by ideology, while appearing to be engaging “reality”

banausic

Distinguish:
Artisan
&
Artist

Fortuity ~ fortitude

Divorce is STILL a real temptation & viable option!

Severe self-love

Addicted to moderation in all things

The philosopher as crypto-priest

beadle

Hedonism Vs. Self-overcoming

Parson ~ decadent

Ideal-type

Instinctual repression → Intellectual sophistication

Thrasymachus

epigoni

trenchant

dedifferentiate

“A true meta-theory of knowledge is impossible”

Saving lies

“It has grounded my affair on nothing.”

The indispensable half-truth

Paradoxical logic

selfsame

cynosure

The mortifying mantras of communal jouissance

Ensnared by reality’s gossamer web

Political self-destruction

Resisting enslavement to the future

The fetish of consolidation

Penetrating the promissory veil

After this prolonged & intense silence, I have nothing (left) to say

The ability to read such high caliber philosophy is quite an achievement, Joe! Really? Equal to the ability to maintain an erection for hours together (with chemical aid of course)?

STOP-gap identification

Always & everywhere within fantasy

Hopeless optimism

Compulsory abjuration

sequin, spangle

sinthome

The senseless sign

Internal limit

Our only substance

Necessary blindness to arbitrary fixation

catachresis, malapropism, abusio

Meaningless fiat

Pressing & rubbing my face on the mirror

From “believing in” to “identifying with”

ellipsis

Wet ashes are all that remain

Disfiguration ~ undoing

Proustian recherche

Pure autism ~ psychic suicide

aut(o-erot)ism

microbiome

Unceasingly writing itself

Žižek ≈ Lacan analyzing Hegel

Never sober

When will you get tired of breathing?

12.3.25

enantiodromia

arkhe

The long defeat

The smell of spoilt blood

Dead saints

ambrosia

13.3.25

Emmy for main title design

“He was killed by the impasse he had played himself into, I thought.”

Piano radicalism ~ Theoretical music

Human science ~ Deterioration process

Not satisfied with being just another virtuoso

Did you notice how Hermitix repeatedly used the word “Severance” (Apple TV?) in his book review of Bernhard’s “The Loser”?

Tape traders

Shut up, little man!

I am champion at a game nobody (else) plays

14.3.25

Audio verité

Eerie silences

Alice in Borderland – what would a world, inherited only by the losers, become… (without all the stupid games)?

The unique absolute

Science is a more potentially useful fiction than metaphysics.

Ultimate ends

cadenza

staccato

Anarcho-psychology

idee fixe

Panacea ~ Prison

Fated to rebel

Positivist faith

Charlatan revealer

The capacity to live without knowledge

Christianity ~ Orthodoxy ~ Scripture ≈ Official version ~ Authorities ~ Sovereignty
Vs.
Gnosticism ~ Satanism ~ Non-philosophy ≈ Conspiracy theory ~ Counter-intelligence ~ Cults

Irrationalism

Cointelpro + Chaos

Severance, from Capitalist Realism (or Reality with a capital R)

The assassin’s assassin

16.3.25

“I think God is moving its tongue”

“Going forward may not be the answer. Maybe I should go back…”

This intractable ambivalence is tearing me up

Fire in the hole ~ the glowing rim

Scream, break stuff, and be a naked corpse

threepeat

15.3.25 – the Red Eye just over the Line. Is that the (setting) Sun or the (rising) Moon!?

Homo sapiens ~ “Etwas halbes”

“This surplus made of nothing”

Building negatively

Considerable material consequences

Excess itself

Nothing necessarily benign or neutral about IT

The Devil (Death Drive) manifests as the Angel of Light (excess positivity)

Inconsistency of nature, existing not only in, but also for itself

Artificial Harmony (I)

rimes

The material efficiency of ideology

Dis/-contents

Because what is happiness?

Glück                               happens

Unholy luck – “whether we like it or not”

Biomorality

Primal antagonism → Actual repressions

I was successfully SLAYED last night!

Trauma as anti/non-experience

Ripples from the Wound

Traumatism

Semi-prostitute

Anxiety is a moment of unbearable certainty ~ “And just that I know makes me grieve so deeply”

Overwhelmed/frozen by the Real

True change

Pre-established notions ~ Therapeutic toolbox

Trying to seal off the unconscious

Explosing phenomena

Waste pil(l)ing up

Return (of the discarded) with a vengeance

NO-response

And he will change our……

I’m not ready to be found

Hope, or else

It’s just pain

The Lord helps those who help themselves to do right

From now onwards, every single thing you do will be perfect 💯

Fear of death ≈ Hatred of life

All ullulating

Mormons Vs. Injins

Cold case

Fell or jumped?

Inverted triangle

Wormwood suicide ~ Murder of the Comedian

The Shepherd is a disguised Wolf

The most uncurious family

Suing the CIA

You shall know the truth and the truth shall finish you off

Counter-Terror

Confusion to our enemies

yearling

I have finally been initiated into the world of auto-erotic asphyxiation!

diaeresis, umlaut

Das Ding

Sacrifice ~ Waste

18.3.25

Urine-soaked thongs

The strangled cock/neck

Emotional honesty

Dream:
I have sex with the wife, and ejaculate. But her face is that of a beautiful darker East Asian!

Shift weight from thoughts to feelings. Look at the head from the navel pov, rather than vice-versa!

Raw Sybil

doxography

The porn addict is the one petrified by Medusa ~ the monkey entranced by the snake eyes

Sibylline authority Vs. Philosophical harmonizers

pyromancy

Mantic historiography ~ Predicting the past

Absinth Wormwood

armillary

discretism

The constructability of the rational

Contingency ~ Contagion: Incidental infection

Jordi Vivaldi

Speculative temper of exuberant fatalism

Series of series

Threefold logic

Technophany

Cumaean Sibyl

Inaccurate duplication

Probabilistic ambivalence ~ Zigzagging cosmos

Iblis

Synoptic + heuristic

syntonization

Attunement processes

From morals to models

“Making the given”

Inventing hospitality

Background activity

Become a double-headed dildo ~ Mouth-to-mouth communication ~ Perineal exercises

Richardians & Idiotists

Offret

Birthday blues

I slept with a rat in my room

19.3.25

What is food for you is poison for me. So, are we still the same species?

Fiber + distaff → Thread

Gossipping female racehorses

The blind/fearless man

Did Jesus NOT follow his own advice against casting pearls before swine?

Yes, I am a material sponger. But you are a spiritual parasite!

bast ~ inner bark

spit

ordnance

A giant question mark at the point of the greatest gravity

wit(h)ness

Biophilic technology

The privilege of partial perspective

Cosmetic training & gymnastic fashioning

Eolic millefeuilles

Sonic kaleidoscope

Grindhouse aficionados

PIE ~ Proto-Indo-European

Turning together with

Truth as material praxis

Sensorium of the rational

Cosmic fatum

More foliated notions of givenness

Ask NEW questions!

Heteroclite proportionalities

Ramifying inconclusiveness

Multiple/unfamiliar/unknown stabilities

in nuce

Spiralling mechanics

Lesser the stimulation, greater the arousal!

20.3.25

Guilt comes first. Sin is just the explanation for it. The last to emerge is Law!

21.3.25

duvet

NOFOMO

Passive suicide

Philosophy as science-fiction, and vice-versa

Cloud

(Images for your meditation – consider the file names too)

Enjoy ogling 😎

27.12.24

soilwork

Coma-thought

Auto-affectivity

Can a vector think?

Did Laruelle smoke?

Counter-review

theorrorism

28.12.24

exentuate

The perfect mix of life and death so as to maximize misery.
(Distinguish from frank pain)

Specular purism

Great mirror ~ grand conformity ~ repulsive transcendence

Absolute Vs. Radical

Immanent struggle

Impassable misunderstandings

precessions

The Real as positive gap in, or negative condition of, the World

chicanes

Persecution Vs. Intransigence

epekeina

evaluable

Emancipatory vice

Unleashing the nucleus of heretical logic

Repression & anamnesis

Plotinus Vs. Gnostics

in-Decent

verso

invagination

Man-as-irredeemed

Epekina-phors – imaginal axiomatics

objurgations

heteroclite

hairesis, dieresis

tendential

The blind who believe they can see, are leading the blind who believe they cannot see. But what we need is the blind who (can see that he) has no need for belief!

Immemorial knowledge that cannot be repressed or forgotten

Insufficient but necessary primacy

The stranger-victim-heretic

Justified-without-justification

Transcendental appearance ~ hallucination of the One

Lived experience ~ existant subject

29.12.24

leporid

Fuck me up side down

The foundational crime

Beating the drums of ancestral force

escheat

Pleonasm & tautology

Exposing theo-metaphysical fetishes

Without-essence, without-existence, without-consistency

eon ~ in-one

Onto-biological circle

heteronymous

Final resister

An ultimatum for Christianity

The core cause of alienation is religious/philosophical

Man as creature to Man-as-victim

Man-without-expectation

Rescuing God-the-world

Non-philosophy – the unified theory of faith/union/religion and knowledge/separation/science, determined in-the-last-instance by the Real/One

Non-Christian Non-gnosticism

Procedures for a new salvation

Postures in thought

Struggling in the world → struggling against (& for) the world

Infinite variations of an invariant schema

Auto-affecting expectation

Non-positional (of) self

The primacy of uncreated man over GOD-the-Creator!

True-without-truth

Mystical indifference (to religion & philosophy) ~ constitutive inconsistency of Man-in-person

30.12.24

No “New Year”, for those who DON’T follow the calendar!

Negative work

Nomadic mapping ~ self-fashioning

The alchemical intellect

Man as Homo creator & Homo magus

“A practical guide as to how one might escape fate”

Mirandola Vs. Bruno

Clandestine legacy

Official respectability ~ Public visibility

prisca theologia

Encosmic powers

We do NOT YET know what Man is (capable of)!

Anthropos as theurgos

Acentric, non-hierarchical cosmos

Emblematic worldview

The occult resonances of language

Retrieving the legenda

Duality without mixture

The redolent wisdom of combinatorial magics

Indexical enterprise

Future discourse

Dense layering of signs

Fundamental configuration of innate knowledge ~ natural magics

goetia

Your praxis is only making you more & more unfit for this world – why don’t you repent, or at least reform?

sedulous

Artificer of endowments

Sympathies ~ inducements

gematria

Contemplative ascent → ritual practice

Orphism

Operate magic ~ marry the world

Becoming co-creator

Pleroma of the Word → Infinite vicissitudes of the universe

Expulsion of the triumphant beast

Jove

Disdain for piety

Breech the boy

The feral Christ

The immanent theriomorphic eschaton

Outlying phenomenon

Animal faith ~ physiological sorcery ~ operative capacity ~ psychic mutation ~ physical rarefaction

Holy asininity

Converting the head from the hierarchical node through which the transcendent dominates the immanent, to an outgrowth of the bodily spine – a sophisticated instrument of the animal user!

Intensive quantities → extension & quality

Virtual depth

prope-nihil

Heroic frenzies

31.12.24

Mater materia

miss-representation

Unlimited differentiation

Affirmative multiplication of sign systems

From “the other of” to “other than”

On the fraying edges of the world

Neither convenience nor sympathy nor analogy

1.1.25

Ensigns of reality

augury

Superior fabulist

Conventional poetry → Genuine invention

Vivifying images

Passionate rapport with the unthinkable

Shadows of Nature ~ Threshold of ideas

virgule

Mannerist poetics ~ Autonomous style

Variety of bonds

Assemblage ~ resonant disjunctive syntheses

Anorganic life

Mapping syzygies

will-to-expression

Nomadic/anarchic ramification

The man who sleeps alone lives alone!

The invention of knowledge

Analogy & apophasis

The univocal inherence of substance in modes

Your substance/structure is more essential & less accidental to what/who you are than your form/function

Common forms ~ Differential relations

Meta-semiotic apprehension

Activating the transformative potential of certain intensive vectors or non-discursive lines

An open set of enigmatic yet adequate signs

Immanence is pre/non-philosophical

Mathesis universalis (Deleuze) → Unified theory of religion & science (Laruelle)

Perspectival symptomatization

The Science of sciences

Lullian techniques of combination

Anti-theological naturphilosophie

Pursuit of exhaustive knowledge → Production of infinite knowledges

Internal elaboration of possible relations

zairja

Medical arithmosophy

Noledge ~ knowlife!

Esoteric history ~ Differential philosophy ~ Theory of ideas

The range of cosmic periodicities & rhythmic imbrications

The concrete sense of life

Tertium quid

Artistic practice as esoteric science

Could reading a book, watching a movie or listening to music, be a creative/active process than just a consumptive/passive posture? Is curation the key here?

Spirituality as material phenomenon

Non-human vitalism

Anorganic > inorganic

Archaic ambition

Deep images

Pornstar tattoo: “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure, who can understand it?”

Resonance/symbiosis – The life of knowledge ~ the knowledge of life

Comfortable with the great thinkers or little children. Never the common adults!

~2027 – I will be completing a decade since I left Christianity

2.1.25

Beyond being & non-being, is that which hides itself

Evil ~ Veil ~ Vile ~ Live 🤪

Divine indignation & sacred inebriation

The baroque In-finite

Sub-darkness & Super-darkness

Marinetti – the masculine futurist and misogynistic proto-feminist

The thrice-unknown

5.1.25

Sakura Bar (Laos)
Drink triple, see double, act single

6.1.25

The Real ~ In-the-ring-of-fire

The Pre-philosopher(s)

Everything is fire ~ flux ~ war

The sub-human

The central/third/blind eye of gnosis → Vision via (the unification of) the left eye of religion & the right eye of science

Empedoclean

The sage of Ephesus – NOT the Apostle Paul

How could Nietzsche “influence” Heraclitus?

Self-authorized inquiry

“I have searched myself”

The nature of Nature

Kindle-ing

6.1.25

trite

When the cock is already erect (internal/primary), putting on a condom makes it even harder (external/secondary). Without the former, there is no use/place for the latter.

Life as a hermaphroditic circuit of energy

Elliptical, asymmetric, open whole

Disjunctive synthesis Vs. Dialectical mediation

Intensive distance & torsional dynamic

Transcendental genesis of space & time

Pregenesthetic life

The vectorial nature of spatio-temporal existence

Pars totalis

The initiatory powers of mathesis

Malfatti’s problem

Novel hybrids generated under rituo-therapeutic conditions

Lived experience of knowledge

Conscious complicity

sum ergo genero

Tree of life + tree of knowledge ≈ Rhizomatic composition or plan(e) of immanence

Ecstatic awareness ~ Sorcerer’s drawings

The brain people of utopian immanence

Secret priority ~ silent prerogative

as-yet-unrealized

The real force of thought

What does reading such (radioactive) stuff do to the body?!

Kosmokrator ~ the natural divinities of life

“Now all this is literally true, as men knew in the great past, and as they will know again.” – D. H. Lawrence

Reading against the grain

Enabling mystical transmutations

The symbolic decision to decide

Have you ever read your own (shitty!) blog, brother Joe? It is actually a toilet seat masquerading as a blog…… 🤪

Recursive thought

What is Grounding?

aliquot

Riddle of the Sphinx – the cock as organic cane

Milieu of transformation ~ imbricated series of powers of becoming

7.1.25

I meet UG in my dream!

I encounter the Empty Dragon @ Pak Ou cave (Empty Man + House of the Dragon)

8.1.25

Enlightenment ~ Somnambulance

Optic discernment → Haptic tracing

Diagrams of immanence ~ willing of what is

Symbols/imagination ≠ Ideas/fantasy

Ersatz attempts at accessing & describing the unthought that subtends thought

AmeriLao

9.1.25

Misosophy > > Philosophy

Spiritual transformation ~ Conceptual creation

Developing a pure concept of “difference in itself”

Prime matter ~ prior to primary

Representative faculty → Intuiting a movement of descent

Genuine ideas Vs. Impostor simulacra

Icons Vs. Idols

False claimants

Supreme & nonsensible power of iteration

A capricious/itinerant form of differentiation

Enigmatic sense ~ brute presence

“Do you know the nature of the question to which you are giving an answer, the essence of the problem to which you are giving a solution?”

Performative contradiction

Deleuze’s Plato

interpolate

Unstable configuration ~ unpredicted relations ~ unforeseen modes

Multiplicity of sense ~ mutability of sign

Grasp the nettle

Qualitative contrariety

Naturalized Platonism ~ abstract capture of spatial organization & temporal process

Imperceptible intensity at the heart of the empirical

The genetic element of sense

Van Gogh’s yellow

Open & unbounded set of elements

Hieroglyphics > > Alphabets

Distinct yet obscure appearance

11.1.25

Speaking a dead language

Orlok Dacian

The eternal return of the differential process of individuation

Innocence and its echo

Pristine ~ monstrous; Primitive ~ cruel

Inverted Platonism

Nature as the universal coincidence of contraries

Originary cavernous simulacra

The uncanny vocation of discovering the conditions of genuine repetition

Unbearable creation ~ Nietzschean humor ~ Kierkegaardian irony

Heroic immolation ~ Melancholic meditation ~ Unlimited metamorphosis

Constitutes itself by disguising itself

Distinguish:
Recurrence/similarity
&
Repetition/identity

Making change

“The unequal is the most positive element”

We must look to art, because art can do what religion & science cannot

Regime of generality

Art as exploration of real if as-yet-unlived forms of life

Observable contrasts < < Difference-in-itself

Analogy → Univocity

Selective affirmation as primary discursive model

Artistic procedures as larval forms-of-life

“Difference must be shown differing”

symptomologist

Otherwise incompossible affects, percepts & events

Viscera & brain as folds of cosmic becoming

Explore an elusive multiplicity of sense

Theoretician of the complicatio

Tracing potential lines of interdependence, inter-relation & development

Superior empiricism ~ genetic conditions of reality

Aesthetics as apodictic discipline

The exhilarating modern horizon as philosophy’s new paradigm

Apprenticeship that decisively breaks with the image of thought

recherches

The San Francisco Bay area ~ Postmodern Stonehenge

13.1.25

Pornstar tattoo:
“Be yourself. Have the courage to do it all”

Tim Team

அம்மா (Bhanumathi) → ஆத்தா (Emilia Perez)

Mahakumbh > Kumbh Mela

Kodungaiyur dump yard

bio-mining

remediate

Laboratory evolution

akhara

Super-spreader festival

Erection ≈ whole body massage!

Can you feel the breath(ing) there?

Lao massage – what would she have done to my cock?!

What is the significance of the Dragon in Lao Buddhism?

stupa

14.1.25

Type O Negative

Slazenger 🤘🏾

eyecon

Naga

Design your universe

Moral commitments → Political analysis

How does a theory explain its own defeat?

Class location

Stagnant contradiction

Locally contingent constellations of meaning

relata

depeasantization

airy

intendent

Misunderstanding the implications of one’s own theory

15.1.25

“The Black Freighter” – comic within the comic (“Watchmen”)

My cock likes to watch porn (I don’t!? 🤪)

Perfect Enemy by Cruel PMV

Dragons entwined ~ are they killing or fucking each other? ~ is there a difference? They spit fire!

16.1.25

My Chennai house was destroyed too, in the LA forest fires!

What is the probability of the emergence of humanity in this cosmos, compared to the probability of it going extinct via self-destruction?

Ethel Cain

I saw her in the Bangkok airport boarding cab

Dragon ~ serpent with legs
Satan ~ man with wings
The cock wants to grow legs/wings ~ from bodies without cock to cocks without body!

Man is the real God who created himself mortal, out of the material void

“The black blood seeps from the brain into the heart” (while the red blood is pumped from the heart to the brain)

Religion/faith/GOD ~ Economics/credit/money – Christian theology as providing the metaphysics of capitalism

Crash (1996) – art made out of disasters + orgasms – science fiction → existential risk – spiritual struggle that has physical effects. I wonder how Ballard could even write a novel so full of sex!

Necessary fictions
Participation in Being or belief in GOD → Mutual trust among members of a society → The power of Money

National debt

Government bonds

The clock (as are all scientific instruments) as a work of art or tool of creation

“Who am I to question the die?”

spittoon

Oh my God! So sorry that you have a cock that DOESN’T want to fuck

diddle

make-out artist

jockstrap

merde

The symbolism of straight poop

Kurtzian

Ballless masturbators

Your head is your cock’s psychiatrist

Slow smile

Dice man ~ Mad scientist

Intelligent abandon

Middle leg ~ third eye

The penile gland

diceliving

17.1.25

Conscious troublemaker ~ Evil ringleader

I wish LYNCH had died in the FIRE

Dream:
I am caught in a terrifying nightmare where Shalom is captured by a demonic sorcerer. I cannot find or save her. Suddenly she reappears, happy, with heavy makeup – disgusting……
We are then immersed in a movie experience along with my medico classmates – Hari is also there – exhilarating!

Playing pitch & catch with chairs

“Refusing to go to the machine shop for factory therapy”

Pt. Eric Cannon (patient)

“Whispering is worse than singing”

What was Manson up to in jail?

Luke’s Christ Vs. Eric’s Jesus 🤘🏾

Deep toke

The radical is to the superficial what the real is to the unreal

What is a sober trip like for a stoner? I know!

Just another blind bastard

Underwhelming response 🤣

Give yourself, not 24 hours, but 1 week, to fully recover from the tedious journey

Negress

What do you fantasize when pornicating?

“I usually fantasize I’m doing it with my wife.” – Lucius Rhinehart

Selective affirmation ~ Defective memory

The “historical value” of BoOM – what does FL have to do with NP!?

Dear Reader… Go fuck yourself 🖕🏾

The total recall of a random life ~ a glowing blur

A convenient theory of autobiography ~ a more psychedelic trip

Writing with unfirm hand & dazed eyes

Snake eyes ~ double sixes

Trembling pride ~ dice unto death

The burnt page contains the divine language

Water-closet identity crisis

Soft focus, lens flaw, diffusion screen

The birthday for D-Day (mid-August)

Turning sex research over to the whim of the dice

Survival ~ inconclusion ~ anticlimax

National habit-breaking month

Reverse syntax

Go back to be another

kneeknocker

gesticulation

soixante-neuf

snorfu bock clisting rinnschauer

rubdown

Insensitive clod

Aestheticism

Nymphomaniacs must be very unhappy

Cat’s cradle

Yossarian

rakehood

Amorality tolerance ~ fuck without fear

You MUST break these rules, whether you WANT to or not!

18.1.25

limerence

farrago

19.1.25

Perfect physical health + absolute psychological depression = Incendiary sexual orgies! 😁

Fairy tale ~ historical mystery

26th June, 1284 in Hamelin

Locator/recruiter

St. Vitus’s Dance

Figurative tune

Pagan midsummer festivities

I love hating you

sub/-merge

Yogendra Yadav

Weaponized disinformation

Reshuffling diversity

Fragmentation dividend

Electoral Vs. Constitutional democracy

NDTV gobbled by Adani

Congress never missed an opportunity to miss an opportunity

Despot Vs. Dynasty

The media/narrative within the Media Narrative

WhatsApp University

Dear N. Ram, how can you say The Hindu is not corrupt like the other major media outlets, when every newspaper of yours has a full page advertisement staring at us, instead of the headlines?!
Looks like you’re wearing a brief on your face instead of the ass…!?

Romulus Whitaker & Janaki Lenin

Nature writing

The small creatures

The King Cobra Research Center

A lucky boy with crazy uncles

Mining (in) forests

The White Irula

International invasive species expert

21.1.25

parametrize

derealization

Ontological activism

preborn

Groundless beings

A beam of intense darkness – Wilfred Bion & Tales of the Black Freighter

Linguistic experiences

22.1.25

Automatic functioning & spontaneous production

Bion-ic meta-theory

The writer’s widow

“We are such stuff as dreams are made on”

Auden’s O and the Story of O

Bion & Grotstein

Gladiator 2 and the death of the American Dream (Hunter Thompson)

syncopize

Swallowing swords

Moira – believe that everything you have ever done and will do is perfect & destined

Psychoanalysis as ontological science

Becoming the non-linear uncertainty

recondite

Premonitions of oneself

Prescient adumbrations

Pre-arranged permission

Cutting-edge ideas

Interpret ~ dream

Emergent language of achievement

The North face of Truth

Holographic work

Stereoscopic effect

expatiate, descant

Bionian reverie

Counter-contributions

macilent

“Dare I disturb the universe?”

Yeshivabucher

Ungulate mother

Esperanto

Intuitionistic mathematics

Hypnotic magus

Sex Vs. Future

பெருந்தேவி

23.1.25

gestalten

noblesse oblige

Projective identification

Infantile destructiveness

Vasovagal syncope

“He was miles behind his face”

autochthonous ~ solipsistic

Reversible perspective

Multiple vertices

Thinking without memory & desire

Preconscious transformational forge

Conjectural surprises

Boredom Festival

Evil ~ Mad ~ Genius

Bionian Koan

Echo chamber ~ Sound mirror

Hitting paydirt

Focusing on (the experience of focusing on) the object

Definitory hypothesis & Column 2

24.1.25

Bedrock crazies

House-whores

Sin-City limits

Mgła

Girl With the Needle – I am Peter Dagmar – pro-choice WITHOUT the prudishness (over abortion as “murdering babies”) – the eternal Holocaust – Furnaces of Palingenesia

Acid freak

If the Black Freighter is the “real meaning” hidden inside “The Watchmen”, then it is neither Rorschach nor Voigt who wins in the end, but the Comedian (who died at the very beginning) 🤣

roman a clef

adrenochrome

Amphetamine psychosis

Aggressive tendencies ~ Brutal tenderness

mano a mano

Savage Lucy

Murderous junkie

Grand larceny

Bergsonian age

GOD ≈ reified belief/crystallized faith

Magnus von Horn

novelize

25.1.25

toke

Manta ray

patio

dingbat

Beer chaser

Stalwartness & redoubtable individuality

“I died on August 8,1918,on the Amiens-Roye Road”

Unpublished writings

pibroch

Martial & funerary

Spiral nebula

Pre-lexical communication

Does this mosquito have any idea of how much I hate it?

Healthy object relations

The crucible of self-acknowledged suffering

Reconnecting with one’s own immortality via dream-ing

Inner cosmic uncertainty & traumatic black holes

Exploring unknown landscapes

Extending one’s mentors

Supraordinate factors > Epistemophilic instinct

Critique & reconceptualize

Am I competent enough to teach myself?

Expanding the toolkit

Unrepressed unconscious

Post-positivist

Godhood, Godhead, Godliness, etc. WITHOUT The-GOD

From existential angst to cosmic dread

Body-feelings > > Mind-emotions

Descend into reverie

Emotions as vehicles of Truth

Exorcistic dreaming ~ Unconscious thinking ~ Sober imagination

Transformational generative syntax of the semiotic entity

Seeing the other, not just as a (real) threat to my own psychic integrity, but also as a (potential) bridge that I can use to connect better with my cosmic self

The unbidden thrusts of ever-evolving entelechy

Balpha-elements

Dogmatic ignorance

Psych(ot)ic TV

Pornography as image of metaphysical fire

26.1.25

Sasha’s tears:
“I’m just NOT good enough! I don’t know whether I’ll be able to lift this trophy, but I’ll keep coming back…”

Knock + Orlok

Gaerea

Vortex Writer

27.1.25

Dune buggies

Stone broke

bagnio

etheromania

28.1.25

The aesthetics of boredom in Lithuanian photography

Non-photography ~ Photo-fiction

pointillise

grisaille

Plan(e)ification of the Real

Structural invariants of standard thought

Forgetting the imposed frame

Human vision as cosmic camera

The One is a realist discourse written in the syntax of transcendence

The photographic stance

Abstract theory ~ imageless real

Description ~ conception ~ abstraction

Parallelling the real

Bio-technology as a model of Non-philosophy

Cloning concepts

Philosophical propositions ~ Prepositional language

The authority of anti-foundationalism

Onto-vectorial insurrection

Fashionable nonsense

The undeniable success of cognitive relativism

Conceptual representation → Performative elaboration

Generating adequate velocity to escape the gravity of the standard

The non-normate body

Quantic prose Vs. Originary flash

Philosophy is blind to its own trickery

re-branding

Making rock n roll dangerous again

Super-normalization

29.1.25

Blashyrkh

30.1.25

Is that a tattoo or surgical scar?? What’s the difference?!

The part of your body closest to the soil is not the feet, it’s the genitalia.

And I quote……

Entire subtext

31.1.25

Strange attractor

Indirect discourse ~ repurposed materials

Intensive science & virtual philosophy

“The flash of discovery disguises the moment of decision”

Philosophical faith → Rational religion

Dualyze ~ the performative effectivity of the duality of thought & the Real

The guardian of autonomies

undecidability

A non-positional possible

(Don’t fear) the Reaper

Scott “Malefic” Conner

Non-philosophy ≈ Transdisciplinary thinking

The photographer as quantic subject

A concept collider that smashes open the philosophical carapace

Non-correlation → Decoherence

In(finitely)effable

Defetishizing experience

Thought as spiritual/radical/inward vision

Relation without exchange

The core clones

Vision-force

Non-photographic universality

Quantized rhetoric

Polemical performance

Theoretical snapshots

disencumber

Confidence trick

Invisible self-interpretations

“All thought is fascistic.” – UG

Revealing the Real → Vision made visible

Being-in-photo

Voided of the decisional structure

The Real is undeniable & unknowable

affine

Flat thought

Figures of thought that animate the surface of non-philosophical thinking

“It is from the most obscure and irreflexive depth of the body that the philosophical act departs…”

Abstract body ~ Philosophical corpus

Limit concept

Forever attaining

Cloning the BwO

Imagined naivete

Passionate spectatorship

The utopic achievement of the impossible science of unique being

Experimental art in-thought ~ trying on new forms of thought

The scientific stance Vs. Philosophical auto-positionality

Macroscopic illumination → Microscopic abombration

Uncertainty & complementarity

Non-intuitive results

Co-implicating systems

Epistemic loss

Self-organizing machines

1.2.25

grammatologist

The general economy of post-structural thought

The latent myth of metaphysics

Axiomatic polemics

Matter as textual → Text as material

GOD is just one soap bubble which pretends to be the entire ocean 🤣

Family secrets ~ Cult of anonymity

Flux, hiss, welt, groan ~ ஐயோ அம்மா அப்பா ஆத்தா

Breathe the social air ~ cultural conditioning

From the dogma of criticism to the practice of polemics

Discourse analysis

Mining the historical archive

Apocalypse – the revelation of blindness

Resetting the debate

para-figures

“Forget Foucault” – Baudrillard

Inverse mirroring

Reality-effects to theory-fictions

(Breaking out of) the vicious circle of critiquing critique

“Reality is dead” ~ Satanize

Shuffle your chief weapon

Argument → Assertion

Laruelle’s “war machine”

Figures of resistance

Raiding party

Crowd → Horde

ATP ~ A Thousand Plateaus ~ AdenosineTri-Phosphate 💥

Teleological projects reify epistemic violence

Thinking about photography → Photography thinking

Looking at intellectual vision

Wonderfully weird world of fractals

Cultivated naïvete

Paradoxically abyssal continent of flat thoughts

The non-decisional body of vision

The innumerable invisible victims below the few heroic victims – under the philosophical radar

Non-Baudrillard

2.2.25

Laughing corpses

The dangerous maybe

Philo-decisional split

Black box of non-photography

Theoretical installation

Concepts ~ philosophemes

Reversibility & seduction

Phallogocentrism

Mixed messages

Inhomogeneous admixtures

Ironic cunning

Canonical convictions as cultural conventions

Dadaise

guff

dinky

belt (v.)

abutment

Amorality tolerance

hard-up

manila

cheroot

pert

Sea yarns

pseudo-serenity

moil

Dice therapy

lech

Suspiciously outrageous

Pandare → pander

Frightened footless

mantilla

craps

kaleidosync

Inducing schizophrenia

Retired big deal

Caliban

“The case of the six-sided man”

What is Ethel Cain’s love/sex life like?

She likes me at night

Moon < < Black Sun

3.1.25

This dog barking (UGK) → This robot dreaming (Nicolas Grey)

Antisthenes – Diogenes’s mentor

metic

Sensualist teaching

Paul Lafargue

Skanda

4.2.25

Death → Power/-Truth; Will → Knowledge/-faith

The Second International

Andalusian

perm

Bayesian

5.2.25

Natural ethics and the rights of laziness

Spectacular misery

Radical thinkers are more prone to depression compared to the activist reformers

Metaphysical lawyers of the bourgeois revolution

New concept of apprenticeship

A subtle vision of the dross of time

Menagerie of signs

The singular & inconsistent essence of learning

Non-identical repetition

Dark, unconscious complicity

Problematic field of subperceptual forces

Involuntary memory

Literary diegesis

All thought is creative

Open whole

perplication

The final re-imbrication of the world

necrophosis