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Hosanna, Emilia Perez!
1.11.24
turf
bum-rush
Ruin time
Dream:
My own suicide – shooting myself (or was I watching someone else), in the mouth, through the head, then fall off an open window onto the street
+
Mad Max like desert adventure (or torture) with an older woman……
Buddhist real
Achans, roshis, rinpoches
Catalyzing loss
Double entendre
Fierce sadness, furious lethargy
Baptised in the river of firewater
Dark elixir
Controverting chaos
Repressed sleeper cells
Went through some old WhatsApp chats with my mother
Staring into the open helmet
Surplus value
Human ~ vampire ~ capitalist
Critical unconscious
Logic of the present
So many of the thinkers I admire are family folks! What do I do with this?? Are they just hypocrites who merely mouth radical shit, or am I mistaken in how I see the incompatibility of it all?
I could imagine myself as Deleuze’s “harsh critic”
Unbinding (from) fugitive desire
Spiritualized dolchstob
lineaments
intern(ation)alization
The world-denying vehicle
Keep it easy, simple, quick! 🤪
Pollyanna(ish)
Mind is (a special kind of) matter
Vs.
Matter is (a special kind of) mind
Intractable conundrums
Ad rem wisdom
Where there is a stink of shit, there is a smell of the real
Keep your mind in Hell, and do not despair
From rejects to ejects
maenad, thyrsoi
Extreme/athletic contemplation
Crucial recoveries of the cruel Real
doxography
serried
Pornstar tattoo – head with radiating legs
So ironic that I being a promised child have become anti-natalist 🙃
There are people fated to be the assholes of mankind – imagine a body without one or a house without a toilet flush 🤪
Folks like David Hart may be the healthy head, and Artaud & co. may be the anus or tumor – the dalits of the spirit – crushed beyond recognition – how things look from these polar opposites is blindingly obvious indeed…
Pornstar tattoo:
“Love without depending
Live without pretending
Speak without offending
Listen without defending”
“Satan is real” (Kreator)
Vs.
“There is no Joker” (Arthur Fleck)
The Positive (GOD) is nothing but the denial/negation of the negative Real (Man)
I am as realer than you as you are happier than me
Incels → Inspouse → Inparent
abyssonauts
TINA (There is no alternative) – Capitalist orthodoxy ~ GOD/Theology ~ Philosophical sufficiency
Oh yeah? Fuck you! 🖕🏾
Best friend becomes worst enemy ☠️
Why do nihilists write books??
There is this unseeded (tennis) player who never loses when playing against the greatest of all time…! 🤣
Changeling ~ shapeshifter
Immanuel Joseph was my former avatar.
What would I name this one?
Immanent Zosima 😉
Midwinter fires
Agalloch
I reject (whatever denies) my autonomy
Post-(modern)(meta)-Phusis
Don’t be scared. The pain is fertile 👹
Blockbuster flop 🤡 ~ the greatest failed comedian ever or the worstest fun of all time
Why walk into (or onto!) the sea, when you can’t swim?
Wait! But if I try to recover Arthur Fleck, then wouldn’t I fail or be fake as Joker? Can one fail to be (a) glorious (failure) that way, by trying to survive?
Broken open, cracked free
I don’t need no virgin, but I don’t fuck no mother
Folie a deux ~ Gorkham ~ fooling mass expectations ~ the reversal moment in the Christian gospel ~ Jesus/Lucifer Vs. Christ/Satan ~ Ted Bundy ~ musical thriller??
Some movies are important to watch, even though you may not like them. You might still get something valuable!
Whatever happened to “building the mountain”?! 🤣
Parenthood and the happiness penalty
familism
3.11.24
Who was the last visitor who Fleck doesn’t meet?
fleck
baraita
inamorata
Mesmerize ~ magnetize ~ hypnotize
Dream organ
Norma Evangelium Diaboli
bawd
colonnade, portico
alembic, scarab
Murdered without martyrdom
marionette
4.11.24
Joel’s Pentecostalism ~ Zizek’s Communist theology
Vs.
Artaud’s Anti-Christ ~ Deathspell Omega’s third hypostasis or Paracletus
Father ~ GOD
🔽
Son ~ Man
🔽
Holy Spirit ~ Satan (Rotting Christ)
Paraclete ~ coming alongside the Real (NP)
Elusive acquired taste
harpies
Extreme/experimental/esoteric/avant-garde/technical/abstract Black Metal
Aluk Todolo
Metaphysical Satanism ~ Anti-metaphysics
Rejected knowledges
synarchy
“Between shit & piss we are born”
consumptumation
(Consumption + consummation)
coruscate
epiklesis, anaphora
abscission
Salvation through perdition
Dea(r)th of san(ct)ity
ordure
whisk
amalgamate
paladin
5.11.24
DsO
Show your teeth!
Diremptive logic of the death-of-GOD
Seeking truth and seeking health are incompatible, just like Christ & Mammon……!?
From religion (the divine) to unbinding (the sacred)
Atheize ~ immanentize
Evil is what Man can do, which GOD cannot
Sovereignty & waste
Actualizing rebellion
unground
Hypostatic division ~ the split absolute
A nexion between all things
Fas
Universal self-contradiction
(of) yore
Imhotep
Cult never dies
Post-suicidal awakening
Summa Diabolica
The eternal suppuration
Pre-ontological delirium
Base logos of disturbance & anxiety
The certainty & madness of internal opposition
Cutting the Gordian knot
The nonsense of being
The remnants of Eden
The truth itself is the horrible
Satan is the hero (& author!?) of Paradise Lost
The self-undoing of reason
misprision
Considerational cognition as that which ought not to be
Oceanic ignorance ~ bliss
Scototropic radiance
Cacophonous silence
The trace of aboriginal death
biotope
Deus ignotus ~ Diabolus absconditus
louche
Judaism → Christianity → Satanism
Satanism as “total art”
Summoning abjection
Lying down paralyzed and stoned pornication as equally valid alongside intellectual exercises
imposture
The otherworldly moment of critical spasm triggered by implacable cruelty
Savage laughter
Outrage addiction & victim culture
Sinister energy
Demonic snigger
Collective exorcism
palingenesis
Pure abstract emotion
Impending malaise
fanzines
MAGMA
scoria
egregore
Ad Arma
The accelerating fantasy of furious impotence
Terrorizer Magazine
Radical critique ~ revolutionary violence
Pessoa Vs. Nietzsche
Meta-rules ~ Ur-habits
Futile intellectual sharpening
Real abstraction
Ideological enjoyment/conformity
Anti-mediation
Refusal of delayed gratification
Staying with the trouble & affirmative negation
Traversing Situationism
Hateful odes
afflatus
AMSG
obombration
6.11.24
Satanism – the worship of wickedness, suffering & death (as opposed to virtue, health & life)
Faith/religion + hope/work + love/relationship (Engagement/reconciliation)
→
Critical theory + Contemplative leisure + Solitary sailor (Withdrawal/alienation)
Social (GOD/World/Self)
→
Nature (Devil/Chaosmos/Id)
may-pole
“In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni”
Do I stay in, or break out of, this marriage/family? The spirit is willing, but my flesh is weak! 😮💨
The in-between time is the most difficult – confusion, indecision & hesitation – if I am not ruthless yet, shouldn’t I try to become (the villain) sooner rather than later – before I also live long enough to see myself become the butt of the joke……!?
Quasi-mystical reading of a political text
Heroic futility – Fire (passion) Vs. Water (time)
Deep negativity ~ Thought from the outside
Harley falling in love with Fleck is exactly what kills the Joker she worshipped!
Do I have one last dance (after exiting medicine & Christianity) in me, or am I already finished?
The autological form of Nothingness ~ acentric/polycentric universe
Plural agency
7.11.24
John Zerzan
Identifying the Fall
Inter-anarchist battles
primitivism
Caesarism
“The last man lives the longest”
The war on poverty, drugs & terror
Funny as Hell
entrainment
Absence & excess
Subtle tyranny
Cyclical disintegration
Atonal fluency
Outer sound
8.11.24
Why do we (metalheads) like dissonance?
Stylistic pragmatism
Non-humanist disposition
Patterns of terror
Worldly commitment and paroxysms of destruction
quants
mullet
borscht
bodega
Riding shotgun
News cycle
Jesus Christ ~ Rotting Corpse
nigredo
Carvaka ~ Ajivika
Hostile counterpart
lo-fi
Exponentially accelerated deterioration
Wold
Physiological bewilderment ~ a possibility zone of great threat
Anti-natalist family man 🤪
Monomaniacal insistence on holy trinkets
apse, nave, ciborium
Xasthur
Disharmonic variations in dark ambient (music!?)
Liminal flooding of void-worlds
Etruscan corpse bride
Latitude of forms
cineastes
miscegenation
Philosophy ~ world-making ~ globalization
From politics to ethics
Superposition ~ indistinction ~ indeterminacy
Militant quietism
Radical deracination
Afro-pessimism
Worldless Jewry & natal alienation
From logodicy to victimology
contretemps
Slave ~ foreigner ~ proletariat
9.11.24
Victim-without-persecutor
Metaphysical ethics
Vs.
Democracy-in-thought
10.11.24
DSBM (not to be confused with BDSM)
catena
Melancology
The objectivity of sorrow
Apokatastasis panton
11.11.24
Gothic Kyoto
dialetheia
kensho
Ideological interpellations & infrastructural realities
Thinking to the second power
The threshold of seriousness
Politics of non-alignment
The Great Contradiction
Atheistic/materialistic/sceptical Hinduism
Oukontic & meontic nothingness
Interdependent actants
agoraphobia
Books in the drug store
From the com(ed)ic to the laughable
12.11.24
Reality of the lowest order – Tadeusz Kantor
Implacably hostile unstable amalgam of anti-humanist individualism
Abyssal draining of ideologemes
Radicalised spooks
Occult elitism
apanage ~ perquisite
Cultural racism
The centrist is the farthest from both the (left & right) extremes!
Telluric quasi-fascism
Bloodthirsty ancestral counter-tradition
Inverse spiritual hierarchy
synecdochy
parataxis
Vlad the Impaler
sobriquet
Boyscout Satanism
Ubermensch sodomy
The romantic relationship decays into a practical arrangement ~ spiritual divergence → emotional estrangement
Sieg Heil
Autochthonous relation
Carnivalesque political aesthetic
Anachronistic meta-fascism
Self-definition based on fundamental indifference
Sharpening the contradictions of desperation
Impure apocalypse of buried antagonisms
The divided One
Acephalic auto-consumption
Stalled dialectic/stuck record
Dreaming the impossible ‘concrete moment’
World-historical necromancy
Crypto-fascist national organicism
Group militancy
Auto-constitution via self-dissolution
Thugs for life Vs. Fake gangsters
Sovereign heterogeneity
Distinguish:
Horror
&
Terror
habitués
Fetishisation of war
Sinister runic humbug
bathos, treacly, risible
Functional incoherence
Nativist reterritorializations
Form-giving power
Abstractive figural desire
Passion for the Real
Children of Bo(re)dom
I is an/-other
The forgotten victims of history
The without-remainder ~ the immanence of fire
Gnostic ~ heretic ~ victim ~ stranger ~ undocumented/unidentified/unrecognized/clandestine ~ generic ~ Man-in-man (immane-ing)
Transcendent ~ harassing
EVERYTHING’S GOTTA GO!
Forgotten ~ insurrection ~ invisible ~ resurrection
The determined (as opposed to dominant) intellectual
Crushing the holy trinity
One-in-One, (non- )One & non( -One)
Unifacial ~ advance incognito or traverse the image
The paperless one(s)
Fugitive-being ~ strang(er)existence
Flesh-&-blood identities
The end-of-the-world as the ultimate good news
Living in the pre-history of post-human intelligence
Non-philosophy is nothing but non-standard thought
Decolonizing theory
Moving toward the One → Determined by the One
Singularity as identity rather than exceptionality
The (Black) slave
Producing killable populations
Subjective dispossession
Hallucinatory/thought/capital World ~ structured by the same self-sufficient faith
“All this whiteness burns me to a cinder”
Curation as art!
The Real (negation of the philosophical) human
Blackness ~ worldlessness
No slave, no world!
From thinking the victim to victim-thinking ~ thinking under the condition of the victim
Universal objectification of decisional globalization
13.11.24
inchoate
Repression ~ amnesia
The breeders (Ligotti)
Black Narcissus
The irreducible remainder
Nemesis ~ death-drive
Transcendental empiricism
Deterritorialize ~ accelerate
The ultimate monstrosity of truth
14.11.24
Neo-reactionary traditionalist
Incognegro ~ kinless
The concept of the “unthought”
Qui Parle
Raw Life
Natal alienation
Couching an internal other
Do you still remember the Rotting Christ encounter in Tezpur?! (Originary trauma)
From pity to compassion
The holocaust industry
Quantum queer
Comparative contempt
The denuded character of a singular life as the essence of pure immanence
Not-(quite-)human
Qawwali
Sufi metal
Dying convulsions
Aborted monsters
maladaptation
Inner unnaturalness
Glitch effect
The human exemption ~ constitutive rupture ~ inherent deviation
Animalistic wholeness
necrogenesis
From laws to necessities
Renaturalize humanity
Harmonizing with ghieh (chaos)
Entropic brain hypothesis
Psilocybin regression
The gap ~ the traumatic core
Non-co-incidence
Cruel knowledge ~ cutting edge
Configurations of collapse ~ Variations of failure
Creative death-dealing
Fortune & extinction
Anxious apes
The groaning of Nature ~ the cosmos as a mistake
Variation > > selection
Success is (the refusal to see oneself as) just another (very different) kind of failure
No non-monsters
Sublime disproportion
Defined by teratogenicity
Chimerical mosaics
Anti-Western esotericism
The Kid (Blood Meridian) – hey, my birth was prophesied too!
bankerage
Try using weed without porn too! And shorten the erection period before it kills you of exhaustion 🤪
Should I try to find critics/reviewers who share my taste/sensibility?
Why do I feel “fine” today!? 🙄
15.11.24
“By GOD’s grace, I have finally obtained my Canadian citizenship.”
Awsum 😁
Hontology
“Spirit is a bone”
Asymptotic parousia
Satanism as Uber-Christianity
The gift of death
The discourse of authenticity
Philo-fiction as counter-creation
Relativize ~ disempower
Visionary poet
Performation of the subject ~ crafting an unworldly form of life
From the discursive to the abstract
Practice is MORE abstract than the idea
Matrix as formal model
hetoimasia
Survival Vs. Passion
Human undercoming ~ we (don’t know that we) know (what) we are
Humaneity ~ messianity
Gnosis > > science > > philosophy
Quantically conjugating contemporary art-thoughts
Refusal of decision/position
The (non-philosophical) self-sufficiency of photography
Breaking (out of) self-referentiality
From astonishment to indignation
The human identity of science & art in-the-last-instance
Liturgy’s Aesthethics ~ Laruelle’s Non-philosophy
Real insurrection as weak resurrection
The constitutive exclusions of fabulation
Racializing assemblages
Philosophy as (tool of social) death
The political discourse of an anti-black world
Ontological resistance
wan
Ariel
Pitch-black amniotic fluid
mongrel/mutt
ghoul
Christ as the euphemism of Satan ~ cannibalism & the eucharist ~ real flesh & metaphorical word
The lactiferous beast (DsO) ~ Mothers are monsters (UGK)
baldachin
Seed vessel of the water lilly
Non-Satanism ~ UGianity
Nïce ~ neice ~ noise
Ra’s Al Ghul
White/world/philosophy
Vs.
Black/Man/Universe
Para-ontological analysis of opacity/invisibility
Refuse subject-ion to ontological expectation & sanction
Double injunction
Wilderson, Moten & Sexton
The meaning of the question-of-being
Non-relationality ~ non-communicability ~ non-recognizability
Black ~ death ~ essence ~ matter
Outside of the grammatical parameters
Justice > social
Is Laruelle Black (&/)or White?
Universal subject → Lived identity
Color-blind racism
Replacing relationships with entertainment
16.11.24
will o’ the wisp
Ludger Lutkehaus ~ nihilism & masturbation
GOD → World → Nothing
The aesthetics of death
17.11.24
patina
derringers
Salome/Shalom becomes s(h)allow-me 🤪
mucking
Extreme entertainment
Fat chance
Spit tone
But am I not the one being consumed by all this content?
turpitude
Onania
The man without qualities ~ this true inner Africa
rakish
scopophilia
Bureaucratic horseshit
essayism
scion
middlebrow
bon vivant
bete noir
phosphene
Joyful pessimism ~ active nihilism
From “Celebration of Discipline” to the “Spirituality of Casual(i)ty”
At each moment, be grounded in the 3 levels (1. The Body ~ breathe > > 2. Nihilistic intellect ~ think > > 3. Activities ~ do).
Otherwise, be swallowed by the yawning gnawing psycho-vacuum of feel(noth)ing!
They need to tell you to repent, in order to shore up their own (flagging) faith. So, have pity and let them, although you hate it……!
The amateur as radical
I am (not even an) art(ist)!
Laruellian Non-philosophy as critical race theory or the blackening of ethics ~ Atlanta (2016 serial) ~ Liturgy’s Aesthethica
Book cover for Jorge Luis Borges’s “In Praise of Darkness” ~ Tourniquet’s lyrics for “Enveloped in Python”
Just because you feel like shit doesn’t mean your life is not gold!
I missed watching the final of the Nitto ATP Finals, because a friend called. I squirmed when she said I was a loving person! 😜
A visual field made up entirely of blind spots
YOU(R faith) > > (your) Faith
(NOT vice-versa)
weltschmerz
Keep on journaling, Joey boy……
How often have you “used” that hourglass?
20.11.24
My chief source for images is book covers, music album covers & movie/series posters
Dream:
The Japanese religion of the singing fat woman. I fly into a Satanic? cult building
Is Jung a Christian?
Occult democracy
Proto-refutation of harmonian utopia
Universality of voluptuous sensation
Differential law of affinities
Oneiric powers
Mentalization ~ materialized abstraction
inutility
Sensible automatism
Subject → object → thing
Animate matter
Emotion ← act ← aspect/image/product ← object
The reproductive instinct as the sterile prolongation of the voluptuous sensation
You are of as much value to the system as much as you are repressed or organized or disciplined
The species solidarity of other unities
A desire to do nothing
Original unintelligibility (of creation/design/production)
Obsessional irritation
Elaborate affective propensities
The debit balance of individual unity
Notations/traces of fabrication
Compensatory signification
Pure truism
Passionate abilities taking hold of the economic subject’s decomposition
Determining the value of suffered losses
Impulsive dissipation
Vs.
Pure subsistence
utensilarity
Manufacturing efficiency
use-object
art-product
fait accompli
The simulacrum of deferral & the simulation of urgencyomanist
21.11.24
Fourier’s (external) utopia Vs. Sade’s (internal) perversion
UG is the original motherfucker 🤘🏾🖕🏾😉
Industrial ~ monstrous
“No man is an island.” Yes! Each is an ocean!
The body as forcefield
Obsidianal instincts
valetudinary
Nietzsche’s Sils-Maria ~ UG’s Saanen
Climbing Parnassus, or sleeping at the foothills
Let GOD die like a dog
Who the fuck is Mayakovsky?
Russian futurism
Institutional norms of sublimation
Obsessional constraints ~ meta-patterns
The master is integral monstrosity
22.11.24
orthography
Use meditation as a strategy to help you breathe, when feeling suffocated. No need to make it into a ritual/discipline.
The greatest goal of life is to muster the courage & the wisdom to kill oneself correctly!
Survival → Insurrection 🤘🏾
The worldly attitude or sinful gesture of pitying the victim
Economies of affect
Vitrification × Crystallization
23.11.24
accidentology
Living archive
survivance
autopoiesis
Quantum gnostics
Critiques of the secular
rausch
provincialize
Formal suspension via alternative postulation
joui-sans-jouissance
I suspect the YouTube algorithm automatically adding video previews (NOT those I’ve opened) to my watch history is NOT an innocent glitch
24.11.24
The deification of Nothingness
The bad infinite
Gnostic Satanism
Reverse transcendence
25.11.24
Since I was born left-handed, choosing the left-hand path is (a) return to (my) original nature!
I must take more seriously the fact that my birth was prophesied.
esprit
peccary
nightbird
deadbeat
26.11.24
condign
stolid
commensal
devoration
The Great Depression & cultural despair
Distinguish:
Ancient tragedy
&
Modern pessimism
The evil of existence
The problem of the value of life
The grand questions
epigones
Rehabilitating metaphysics
Kaspar Hauser
Bachelor hermit
The identity crisis of philosophy
The old scrooge of Frankfurt
Pessimistic materialism
The logic of the sciences
Vs.
The puzzle of existence
Brahmahatya ~ kapalika
eremitic/cenobitic
27.11.24
intransitive
28.11.24
Satan ~ Saturn
Vamacara ~ the way of non-union
The Black Lodge
Magical names
The schoolmaster in self-deification
clearinghouse
Weimar Germany
The voluptuous panic
Photo-fiction
biodicy
undercommons
Blackness ~ Nothingness
Cosmic uchronia
Refined gravitas
Secular Christologies
supersessionism
The unique/first self-engendering
Imamology
29.11.24
layaway
witter
Non-natural approach ~ Spiritual involution
Animal sexuality
Insurrectionary abasement ~ radical autonomy ~ unilateral identity
“Onto-biological death is already defeated by Man-in-Man.”
Constitutive repression
Victimological reading
Jerusalem Syndrome
Common name of victims & oppressors
Subtractive method
Essential non-consistency
Thinking the unsplit object
Theoretical suturing
Mandaean gnosis
Irreductive thinking
Glossary raisonne
Co-determination → Fore-closure
Spirit → body → FLESH
30.11.24
“What is more hopeless than a Principle of Sufficient Rebellion?”
“God engenders himself as myself.”
Indifference as rebellion
Action-without-reaction
Undermining the overdetermination
Russian hesychasm
Epikeniaphoric jaculation
Paradoxically speculative
Banal harassment
Pious Golems
Messianism/mystique → messianity/mystical
“Messianity is the real/human cause of science”
Superposition → proliferation of unified theories
human(imal)
Idempotence ~ 1 + 1 = 1
1.12.24
Philosophical animals ~ Plato’s bestiary
NO now
Multimodal performance
Astro-biology
2.12.24
intagliate
Un même Animal
The Real is outside space & time. Space & time are transcendental illusions
Extreme generality
Sub specie aeternitatis
Infinite substance ~ misplaced concreteness
Matter, energy & intelligence
Teratomatic, hamartomatous thought
Aberrant gravity
Metaphysics Vs. Naturalism
more geometrico
Natural languages as habits of perception
From ordinary intuitions to common notions via intense-ive thought
urdoxa
Dark precursors of immanent disinterring
Spiritual excavators
coincipient
Minor traditions
Theurgy ~ magia naturalis
concept-ion
The body is the unconscious (unknowable real) and the conscious is all illusion
Participation → expression
Standard emanationism ~ essential forms
Hieratic & mantic
Uniqueness (comparative) → singularity (inwardness)
The absolute maximum as limit-idea
3.12.24
Learn how to learn from the body, instead of shaping/teaching it
The Real is that within you & me that is betrayed & persecuted by the world, even by you & me!
You ain’t seen nothing yet
Theology → Ethology
Deep state actors
Cengiz Erdem ~ Hermetico-Promethean Post-nihilistic thought-worlds
Noumenology
The non-mortal-subject
torpidity, slogger
Subsense logic
Constitutive illusion
We the hu/man ~ animal-plants
Capitalist axiomatics
transcension
Militaristic Neo-liberalism
4.12.24
Elijah Mohammed
6.12.24
Theodicy to victim-thinking
Best possible to worst necessary
Fruitless futural fugitivity
Interstitial existence
Positive nihilism
Gonzo journalism
The raspy start of the (obscene purity of the) end
Impure fucking apocalypse
The sound of silence ~ natural state ~ incessant rumbling volcano
From dialectical negation to integral enmity
Acephale → Cephalophore
Militant anti-contemporary partisan
Melancholic dejection → Furious rejection
fascis
DSBM
Raging-in-place
Bellicose dysphoric repetition
The neck as negative space (between body & head)
Dark vitalism
Fune-real
Averse Sefira & Umul
Dumpster diving
orphanization
Fire-bombing rehab centers
One-man bands
Deteriorating reality ~ natural ruin ~ sexual fetish ~ mental illness
Oversaturated dissonant distortions
The Calvary (founding myth) of Black Metal
Tuned by unequal temperament
And the Wolf became man and dwelt among us, and we were torn by him, gory!
Murderous wolfsong
Contagious proliferations
Lycanthropic entities
Ulver, Varg, Nazgul, Fenriz
Be-cumm-ing into piss-filled condom-sack
bestialization
Wolfing ~ unnatural participations
Nosferatu ~ the insufferable/offensive one
Abjecting control
Astarte, goddess of fertility & war
Vulpine howls Vs. Shrieking sirens
Violent mourning
Melencolia Estatica
Metallic desiring machines
7.12.24
bivouac
stokehole
Futurist manifesto
I don’t know if I’m hungry or not!
8.12.24
Self-destructive pride
feuilleton
smithy
Morgenbladet
hack-driver
dray
bagatelle
snag
…with might & main
pate
provender
Good fucking Lord… how everything seems to take a delight in thwarting me today!
trundling perambulators
GOD! When I look at the people, I don’t feel my life is empty/bland anymore 😅
mayhap
Only life can feel death. Therefore, all these lively people are actually dead!
parasol
10.12.24
limerence
Philophysics
Paleolithic metaphysics
nescience
numismatics
I know what Bataille meant by “the tears of Eros” ~ eyes burnt by lust & squeezed in agony
12.12.24
Out of Africa ~ Black is the real (essence of the) human
The lower (more real ~ source/basis) penetrates the higher, and the higher (less real ~ product/extension) collapses into the lower – Being ←→ GOD ←→ World ←→ Soul ←→ Body ←→ Matter ←→ Forces ←→ Void
The cock that swallows the dildo
Dune: Prophecy –
Benne Geserit (Sisterhood above all ~ Harkonen ~ AI ~ pure consciousness)
Vs.
Desmond Hart (Shai Hulud ~ Arakis ~ Oil ~ body without organs)
fetid
“Seeing the ruin as complete in its fragmentation”
Disinterested delight
Conceptual insecurity
13.12.24
Urban flaneur ~ lounging pace
Siegfried Kracauer
The ontological value of aesthetics
Simultaneous repulsion & sublimity
Post-industrial ruins
The ruin tacitly embodies (the absence of reason)
At home in the Fall (into indeterminacy)
arcade
15.12.24
adiaphoria
Verb/forces > > nouns/things
sub-stance
16.12.24
By-the-numbers
gurney
oarlock
spool
Intifada
detail
Assata Shakur
knoll
sequin
Instrumentalized abjection
Sentient implement
Ethiopian Jews
negrophobogenesis
Black(s) as meta-aporia
Raising the stakes via (elevating the level of) abstraction
Afropessimism as meta-theory
Rigorous consideration of assumptive logic
Non-Black (not just White) fantasies
Cartographic deracination
The loss of loss
Why must Black flesh be parasitized in order to maintain the coherence of human sociality?
17.12.24
cabernet
muss
Climb the walls
flounce
cowlick
nosed
copacetic
dust-up
demerit
licks
honky-ass
vamp
nightstick
mulatto
malarkey
20.12.24
cleat
pixie
leotard
mousy
slummer
Marat-Sade
dish mop
howitzer
pinwheel
smock
chortle
harrumph
22.12.24
The Real/One is the difference between you and your genetic clone
Pussy-veneration
Black Light – illuminating, rather than eliminating, the Dark
Kulthaus
ab alio
inhesion
23.12.24
Acausal thinking
The ambiguous authority, and therefore perfect incursion, of metallic affects
Loric perversity
Obscure discourses
necromanticism
24.12.24
Suicidal lifestyles
The mindless encounter with death – the body affected/touched by matter ~ matter affecting/touching the body – ecstatic, lethal, final.
The wraith of ascesis
appurtenant
RFW
nigredo
asinine
dweeb
Falsers all!
paleography
solecism
26.12.24
Dream:
Lost inside a huge hotel building, trying in vain to find the way back to my room.
(Very bad feeling)
After waking up, had suicidal thoughts.
Misery + indifference; Misery + aggression; Misery + exhaustion
Total mobilization – the factory-farming of huma(nima)ls
Bourgeois ideology ~ the golden mean ~ the middle path
Survivalism – mimicry of the war-machine ~ technology of immortality
Becoming-machine
Russian Constructivists
Answer prompt
What is your all time favorite automobile?
Satanism + pornography + weed
VROOOM!!!
Keep your eyes half-open (or half-closed if you like)
Satan is (the) Real
24.9.24
To bawl oneself out
Non-relational identity
“The object thinks through the subject” ~ Man is the eye through which the Universe speculates the World
I love (fucking) myself
Rise, Hellions!
Can you hear the crickets?
25.9.24
Sight unseen
The heart breaks before the body ~ relationships die before people do ~ love goes, before life does ~ tragedy/failure precedes the end/death
punctilious gaze
Rigorous fiction ~ fidelity without doctrine
Symptomal material
Non-standard human ~ Heretical bodies
From legendary/mythic Christ to generic/scientific Man
Anthropic principle ~ observation selection effect
Non-philosophers as atheist religious leaders
Why is DLI/unilateralization NOT the same as (the older) divine emanation?
selectionist
buggery
addled
The Real/One is LESS sophisticated than the head/thought
Writing as flow Vs. Writing as code
inane
lumenproletariat
The worst thing that can happen to a radical is to be worshipped! Even being crucified is better than that 🤪
gaylibs
“What am I in the face of my obscure material potencies?”
Autochthonic monster
Charles Sobhraj
Grounding myth ~ founding ordeal
From Philosophy to Schizoanalysis
Thinking about thought
Imbricated multiplicities
Transcendental opacity > > contingently inchoate
They need structures like family, work, religion, etc. because they are weaker than you.
Or, they are actually stronger than you, so they can radicalize these institutions, unlike you who needs to escape them in order to maintain your integrity/authenticity.
Or, maybe it’s just difference, without any hierarchy!
The density of the real
Stochastic dimensions
Intensive naturalism
The redoubling of chance via thought (active risk)
The surly & twilit legacy of outlying realms (of experience)
How or why does a psycho-fucker like Mohaghegh get married and have a daughter to boot…!?
Apprehension & condensation of singularities ~ Ideal composition of events & bodies
Little sunshine (Ghost) ~ Deadhead (Devin Townsend)
Witches’ flight
Ideas as demands!
Why does the author use “we” to refer to himself in his book?
E.g. Ray Brassier in Nihil Unbound
Post-critical faith
Indefinite transformation/infinite mutation
The justification of belief in doubt
Deus sive natura – Spinoza as the “Christ of Philosophy”
Immanence as fire
aver
The Universe as known by man – The World – humanized black
Technical gore metal
What does the Outside have to do with thought?
The bikini-killer
Larval subjects – from developmental to evolutionary psychology
Theist → atheist → anti-theist → non-theist
26.9.24
In childhood, I was closer to my father. In youth, closer to my mother. In adulthood, neither were close. Now, back to (dead) mother!
Proletarian gnosis
dispositif
gauche proleterienne
Survival is the ultimate principle of sufficiency
Facticity > > factuality
The agnostic world ~ the empirecal
Matrix of universal semblance
Sufficient s(p)ecularity ~ SS (Secret Service)
Self-encompassing (looping) power
sékommça – “It’s like that”!
Worldly/agnostic/relative truth
The subject of anti-philosophy is/as rigorous gnosis
Aggressive depression
From
Revolution
To
Rebellion
“If we want things to stay as they are, we have to know how to change everything.”
Psychoanalysis – science of the unsimple fact of exotic force
Delirium as the way of the impossible
Militarization of the common man
Non-philosophical canon ~ Non-religious organon
Melancholy is to man as divinity is to GOD
Haecceity ~ manance
27.9.24
Dream: She is cuddling with him, right in front of me.
(He is the opposite of me). She is stabbing me, but a hole opens up in my abdomen to let the blade go through without harming my body……
Dispersion + pierced = dispierced
Positive negativity ~ the real of Reality ~ void/soul ~ canonization
Negative positivity ~ reality of the Real ~ subject/body ~ militarization
The Real as both agent (determination) & patient (rejection) of the subject
Saint-without-glory
Living-suicide
Neither cynicism nor vitalism
c’est comme ça ~ realist fatalism
manence
hickceity
yokel
Dasein ~ living (in light of) (my own) death
Who is time?
It (the primal something) worlds
Finite transcendence ~ individuated temporality
ekstatikon – in & for itself
Non-identical actuality
Consciousness/subjectivity is as superfluous to effective functioning as dreams are to sleep
Existential analysis
Severe tongue-lashing → uncontrollable moaning → explosive ending
Time is temporal!
Possibility (ecstatic) > > actuality (static)
NOT the other way around
Dasein can never actually die (Heidegger) ~ the body is immortal (UG)
presencing
“The Black Sun never sets, because it never rose”
Male squirting
28.9.24
Pornication + Nofap = Tantra 🤪
Trying to cum twice consecutively (like the female) can kill the male!
Make your own rules, and follow them most of the time… until you change them
affordance 💪🏾
Thinking as learning as reading as writing
What would a story of the philosophical attitude & imagination be like?
Sundar Sarukkai & the Barefoot Philosophers
The Real as the true life of Death
“The Real” is just a first name of the really real
Unimaginable actuality
Still life and the time of death
Difference/matter & repetition/memory
The Real as transcendental feeling
Pure quality/intensity (as opposed to quantity & extensity)
Ontological univocity
In-&-for-itself
perplication
From doubling to unbinding
The individual as spatio-temporal dynamism
Dark precursor as differenciator of difference
The enveloping & enveloped body
Jungian collective unconscious ~ Platonic world of forms ~ social/racial consciousness
29.9.24
The system of the dissolved self
Passive synthesis of pure past & old present
Sub-representational habit
The Future is before the beginning
Time is inner space and space is outer time
Pre-individual singularities
Thinking as tsunami – the shattering of the surface by shockwaves from the deep!
Fractured I
Universal individual ~ thinker of eternal recurrence
Condition for action BEFORE concept of reflection
Mind as repetition of the body with a difference
The empty form & empirical content of time
Intracyclic & intercyclic time
subsumption
What is the difference between concept & Idea (in Deleuze)?
What repeats in difference and what is different in repetition?
What is the importance (if any) of (reading) something (that seems so) irrelevant & useless?
The act of thinking as the caesura in time
The thinker as vehicle of the New
In order to properly understand this philosophical term, you can’t just refer a dictionary, but would have to read ~ hundreds of pages of the thinker who coined it (or at least a ten page article on it/them). Or you will gradually learn it via a long, indirect & arduous journey in reading thousands of pages of such heavy shit……
Inequality-in-itself
Impersonal individuations
The anonymous experience of dying
Who will you be today?
Should we call the doctor or the police or the priest!? 🤣
Their lives are better off than mine. But my theory is more real than theirs!
Sub-representational experience
Intensive (as opposed to extensive) thinking & noumenal (as opposed to empirical) nature
From representation to simulacra
quartermaster
Higher/Right/Foreground
Vs.
Lower/Left/Background
Sitra Ahra & Qliphot
The contemplation of evil
The philosophy of shit
“The shell precedes the fruit”
Ontological husk
30.9.24
Secret Society
soutane
Tel Quel
The victims of the libertine
Klossowski my neighbor
The hypothesis of the stolen artwork
arguably
Death of GOD → Will to power → Eternal return
Fucking → loving ~ Fighting → obeying ~ Thinking → believing
Non-identical repetition of fortuitous instances
The colorless outside
Latinate style
Endless pleasure offered to the initiated reader
Uniqueness ~ marginality
suppôt
paratext
Spiritual pharmacology
Peyote dance
Tableaux ~ plateau
Plan(e) of immanence
geomancy
Feng Shui
per impossible
instauration
ancilla
Transcendence is nothing but as-yet-unrealized immanence
From ancient theurgy to modern aesthetic experimentation
Self-possession
The body as fluid sculpture
Beautiful tragedy
The hero cult
prettify
Unconscious mastery
The abstract moment
The convergence of physical sensation (pain) & consciousness (suffering)
Glorious defeat
The eye that touches
The link between the incommunicable and the written word is the unremembered word
1.10.24
She made us lesbians
Erosophia → Sapphophilia
2.10.24
Non-hereditary (self-made) rulers
In-&-for-themselves
Conquering (adj.) individuality
Spiritual colonizers ~ political creators
The strivers
Kinds of moralities
Compare Zarathustra at 13 (on the mountain) and Christ at 12 (in the temple)
Reactive opposition → Creative affirmation
Nice kindness
Vs.
Cruel kindness
Vs.
Indifferent kindness
War as life-affirming, necessary evil
The will to will ~ affirmative self-overcoming
Epicurean delight Vs. Dionysian joy
Twisting the metaphysical structure of representation & solace
Tragic, cruel knowledge
3.10.24
Self-confrontation
Life that itself cuts into life ~ blood is spirit
Skirmishes of an untimely man
Life as metaphor
Homer’s contest
Philosophy/literature as the infinite conversation
Why “Zarathustra”?
obduracy; ataraxia
riven
The Cross is a mere symbol
4.10.24
demirep
The egoist’s sweetheart
Extravagating vagabonds
I once had a lover…… Now I have a wife!
commonalty
pauperism
How long can you do nothing? To what extent can you be at peace with restless fatigue?
strumpet
Corpse-bride ~ what is it like to live with a dead (spousal) self?
knout
The (humane) critic and the (shameless) egoist
disgruntled; remonstrance; truculent
contumacy
Take by the forelock
Freedom → Ownness
viz.
eleutheromaniac
Unconfessed egoists all
Chartered/donated freedoms
manumission
noodle
5.10.24
univocity
Ordered polysemy
To stay ((married) or not
irrecusable
Denying vitalism/panpsychism
Square root of minus one ❌
Voluptific capacities
“Woe is deeper than heart’s ecstasy.”
Isn’t it nonsensical to say we ought to “love & support the Universe” (Laruelle) when the Universe is also “deaf & blind” (Laruelle)?
insousiance
munificence
Love is a whim, NOT a law!
The self as will & representation ~ the ego & his own
Distinguish:
Reflection
&
Contemplation
6.10.24
Dream:
I meet my longlost (?elder) brother. I am absolutely in awe of him! He is nothing like me – NOT an intellectual type but a ruddy veteran.
Putrefying stone ~ petrifying flesh
Anarchapulco
Reflexive self-positing
Axiological crisis
The insuperable difficulties of irrealism
countermand
8.10.24
I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I am afraid what will happen to me. I can’t face another day like this. I am suffocating within my skin, but I can’t get out.
Just breathe and be still. Stay rooted in the here & now. There is no self – Immanuel Joseph does NOT exist. So you need not worry about him anymore. Learn to live without knowing how to live. Now, move on to the next thing you (are gonna) do…… You’re only as free as you wanna be.
I don’t want to do what is required of me (by {my own place in} the world). I don’t want to do anything. I can do something or anything. And there is no more ought.
I know I can be “healed”, but I don’t want to be. Let me just be (or more fully become) who/what I am.
Distinguish:
Axiology
&
Axiomatics
Vitiating the horizonal constitution of philosophical questioning
Give up on (your own) survival. Live as if you are the only real human being. Forget about any past or future. Drop dead, even as you take each step……
You could simply destroy your world if & when you choose to. Whatever adjustments you make with “the way things are” is only a tentative, improvised & pragmatic strategy, with no real power over you.
trilobite
asymptopia
Maybe I am most enlightened when I am most miserable
Back to my guru’s guru – Schopenhauer!
Destroying the idea of “a life worth living”
Can you imagine believing that your current life is what you 🫵🏾 really wanted for yourself!?
I am your Qliphot, asshole! 💩
If the Earth is shat out by the Sun, then what does the Earth shit out?
Freud Vs. Zapffe
Palliative medication to cruel surgery
The inalienable, natural right to suffer
to(u)r(na)ments
Defend ~ repress ~ escape
Depressive Realism
Your highest endeavors are NO “better” than your most shameful secrets!
I can neither join the positive bandwagon nor am I able to kill myself
“Bitter fruits of a geniality of thought or feeling at the root of antibiological tendencies”
Reverse thinking
The work of death ~ The body of the void
The untreatable
The living dead walk among the alive living
The endmost truth ~ journey to the end of night
Non-psychoanalysis ~ fully exploiting the transformative potential (destructive power) of a failed religion
9.10.24
Psychic virus
Nightside ~ Deathwish
Jack Parsons ~ solid fuel ~ dark energy ~ material death ~ density of the real
Malabou’s criticism of positive plasticity ~ UG on thought’s obsession with continuity
Inverse Augustine ~ good is a (falsely perceived) defect within Evil
11.10.24
Negative psychoanalysis ~ Non-psychoanalysis ~ Critical psychoanalysis ~ Anti-psychoanalysis ~ Psychoanalysis against psychoanalysis
Should I go outside and sit naked in the rain, or continue reading?
Life as the lack of/in/for death
But isn’t Julia Resche also relapsing back into jouissance, when she dedicates her negative book to her daughter, for “making her death worth living”? Maybe nobody (living) can (fully) coincide with (their own) negativity…?
From seeking the unreachable goal, to completely abandoning all pursuit
ONLY the Real is real. Everything you (can) know is illusion, but what you are in-the-last-instance is real.
Personal conscious; Personal unconscious; Collective conscious; Collective unconscious
From negativity (drive) to indifference (stasis)
You only experience what you are NOT. So, if you feel dead, then you are “really” alive! 🤪
I want to feel better and I do; I want to feel better, but I don’t; I don’t want to feel better, but I do; I don’t want to feel better and I don’t
half-track
What does my luxurious indolence have to do with those fighting for survival in hostile conditions?
dhow
offal
In the beginning was Silence. This silence was with Man. And the silence was Man.
Neapolitan mafia
kaputt
meliorism
12.10.24
mise en abyme
mise en scene
14.10.24
Grotesquerie – back to my point about devilish serial killers on OTT, while beautiful lesbian pornography is censored
Dream:
Joel is writing on a white board while pornography is projected on the entire wall. Salome & I are watching……
Atheist prayers
a(n)archaic
The mathematical logic of Orwell’s inquisitor and Dostoevsky’s gambler
War whoops
Planned error ~ perverse optimism
Magical arithmetic
Lyons, Roth & Zweig
waifs
kulaks
valuta
Predatory survival
Id ~ It ~ Thing ~ This
16.10.24
ethology
Faphouse – the only porn subscription you will ever need – cheap & best
bloodlustmord
bunting
picador
insufflate
bien-pensants
ichthyophils
I am who I am because that is what I (really) want to be
milliard, billiard
17.10.24
Feminine phallus & masculine vagina
Plural, acephalic mother
Falling short of failure
Ordinary madness ~ normal illness
Sublimation is better than distraction.
(Having a child belongs to the former)
The oversaturated & extravasated void
After reproducing (or becoming parent), she has become half dead in my eyes
“There she is, my almost birthday girl!”
While others live as if the void doesn’t exist, I will live as if the world is not real
GG Allin
gloam
bairn
This world is overflowing with one thing – GARBAGE!!!
Too late to repent
Play ~ fuck ~ destroy
baryonic
The pre-gravitational era
Copula of being
khôra
scotomize
Energetic disavowal
It is possible that a non-practising scholar is better than a passionate magician, when it comes to theorizing magick!
Fugue state
Dissociative drug
Schizoid baby
“Remember you are one.”
Seeds of the full void
Atomic being
Emptying oneself into the Other
Collective body
A black babacar
Daddy-person
Excluded/hidden third
Matrix function
Transitional phenomena
Foetus ~ faeces
widdler
piggle
Injunctive jouissance
semences
Protestations of love
The baby likes to put her finger into the father’s navel
Girlie-girl
Primitive negator
Dark energy ~ Black mummy
Womb > > room > > garbage bin or toilet bowl > > tomb
Your inside wants to rupture your outside. It’s just human nature – why be ashamed, guilty or afraid of this??
Rigorist father-figure
Violating the secret
Are all babies naturally psychotic?
In love with my (image of the) mother’s corpse
The perfect pacification of venerable tortures
bagatelle
Acephale – every member was too masochistic (sacrifice) and nobody was sadistic enough to be the executioner – should I then terminate my marriage to break this deadlock?
pince-nez
Rat-man
Maybe I was already “finished” when my mother died, and that’s why I did not mourn……?
Surely, I love my mother more now than when she was alive……!
In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions with Freud, in a state of acute dissociation
Vs.
In fact, the Rat Man arrived at the first 2 sessions, with Freud in a state of acute dissociation
Morbid therapy & the sick therapist
18.10.24
I am a blunt blade without handle
Sophia Falcone ~ Harley Quinn
fluxion
Why do reading & shitting go so well together?
Antepenultimate chaosmose is
askance
venality
It is NOT that the death-drive is bent on (one’s own or others’) destruction, but that it is completely indifferent to survival or success ☝🏾
espy
It is via abstract thought that I protect my concrete self from being absorbed into the universal culture
speci(es)men
19.10.24
Free State
Unman ~ inhuman
Maybe Laruelle is influenced by Stirner, but has not acknowledged it?
Eternal separation
anthropocracy
The “collective unconscious” is merely a(nother) concept in MY world/mind!
virtus, arete
Quadratic equation & formula
A political economy of philosophical practice
20.10.24
Nothinging the nothingness
sot
sou
Nessus robe
cross-bones
humbug
marten
alcove
21.10.24
bioluminescence
dagdriver
Augusto Boal – theater of the oppressed
Multivalent term
Infamous thesis
Passionate decision & exceptional reasoning
Material anxieties
Troublemaking writer
Doing nothing > > doing everything > > doing something
The many Kierkegaards
Disobedience as activism
The political-theological hyphen
Indirect communication
Anti-social (psychotic) individualist
The fractured dialectic & the refusal of transcendence
Just keep going and see what happens, instead of getting stuck in the seeming (actual!) pointlessness of it all
The intellect is “evil” (not just “bad”, the opposite of “good”)
Idler ~ wanderer ~ loser
Feel better × Feel more × Feel different
When the woman/wife reproduces, the man/husband can return to singleness!
Is sleeping also living?
Distinguish:
Apocalypse
&
Extinction
Thinking (with the help of) the greats
Distinguish:
Intellectual
&
Contemplative
Dissymmetry ~ heterogeneity ~ disjunction
Self-given task
Nomothetic Vs. Idiographic
History as theodicy
Worldly sovereignties
individuum
The normative obligations of secular legitimacy
Unfiguring the world
The absolute event of divine foolishness
“Faith is worklessness”
The individual as the ultimate paradox
Infinitely interested in (one’s own) ex-sistence
Incognito arrival
Messianic abyss
incendiarism
Christianity Vs. Christendom
Scandal ~ danger ~ thorn
The mystery of error
Constitution Vs. Commandment
Unthinkable ~ incalculable ~ impossible
Christ as Shadow Moses
Absurd slogans
monstration
Blazing landscape
Polemical concept
Unconditional sacrifice
The self-cancellation of negativity
Radical distance/separation/discrimination
The speculative equivocation ~ liquidification/neutralization of the singular event
Hegemonic fantasm
vita ante acta
Epochal condition
Now-time ~ atom of eternity
Contemporary (with-the) absolute
Go to hell ~ fuck yourself ~ drop dead
What rises… from below! 🖕🏾
Sovereignty & exception
arcana
Infinite critique
Analogia entis – fuck it!
The yawning chasm between GOD & King
Becoming in dissolution
Broken hegemonies
History as world process ~ self-realizing concept ~ final tribunal
Secular theodicy
I ALWAYS hesitated to cum inside her!
22.10.24
Sitting is the new smoking
gawping
internecine
disconfirmation
gymnosperm
23.10.24
Fantasies of suicide
condottieri
entendido
Elegant capitulation
petulant
truculent
nabob
Passé satraps
Metternichs
mediatization
Post-industrial para-intellectuals
gimcrackery
Arthur Fleck ~ Heath Ledger
Who was (the real) Hannibal?
Use your body to move through space, even as time ravages your mind. Otherwise you’re just gonna rot, by intentionally accelerating the natural decay……
Mother-goddess & human sacrifice go together!
Becoming weird(er)
Ahistorical cultures
Causality Vs. Destiny
World-pictures
Depth & death
The prime symbol
Have I fought the suicidal tendency with all that I’ve got yet?
Scratch the tattoo everyday
The reverse alphabet in serpentine form tattooed along my spine
24.10.24
WOW! Your mix of babysitting, socializing & shopping is a perfectly balanced menu for spiritual growth 🤣
Do not expect too much from the end of the world – a shorter film would’ve made it perfect/great…!?
All these smart fuckers & happy idiots go on living now, as if mankind was still in the prime of its youth 🖕🏾
Ultra-contemporary
Form-blurring fury
The Romanian Charlie Hebdo
scurrility
The myth of the dragon-slayer
Bobiță
Archival forgery & creative plagiarism
cinéma verité
Some films, you’re glad you watched, even though they were not so delicious…
They were nutritious!
Self-pity + self-abuse + self-loathing
Critique of affirmationist theory
Ridiculous continuities
Happy crisis
Network of hybrid objects
Equalitarian ontology
Pixelisation of politics
coquette
Real abstraction
Those who keep adopting conventional family/work roles, and still insist they are critical/radical, are self-deluded
gallimaufry
intenerated
defusion
Why do BBC & CNN not have live streaming on YouTube?
New world-feeling
John David Ebert
25.10.24
The rock that had no name
Gnarlathotep
Spit on your own cock
She knows (what it’s like to be) (in-&-for-)my-body. But I don’t love her mother.
The abyss beneath dreamland
The great ones worship the elder Gods
The high priest not-to-be-described
The almost-human lunar blasphemies
Why do I so often regret, or castigate myself for, what I did before, quite soberly & intentionally?
27.10.24
Sweet unadulterated sacrilege
Global metal dandy
Science Studies
Dream:
Terraforming alien invasion – fleeing to survive, with friends – horror sci-fi
Policing the boundaries
Parliaments of thought
Reformist politics
Aren’t we already post-human?
Formal & structural logic
afterworld
Philosophizing the human → Humanizing philosophy
Distinguish:
Appearance
&
Illusion
Immanent self-description
Non-epistemology
I am NOT an intellectual, thinker or philosopher. I am a contemplative, idler & wanderer. Therefore, I can be a sleeper, gamer, fucker, etc. just as much as a reader, critic, conversationalist, etc.
Wild empiricism
Spiritualist ~ obscurantist
Distinguish:
Being
&
Real
There is no shame in confusion! In fact, the enlightened might be the most mistaken……
Alogical knowledge
The non-dogmatic decision
The equivalence of epistemologies
Exemplary instances of the vision-in-One
Meta-scientific statements
Telos bound Vs. Aleatory finitude
Regional autonomies
Non-thetic identity
Partial confidence & tentative affirmation – break the total hesitation of fallibility
Dyad in the one
The real object & the object of knowledge
The one (posited & positing) Real as a priori to the process (of positing)
“Science promises nothing”
The misunderstandings of ordinary language
Image of thought → Practice of theory (or lived experience)
Criticize his own early stance
Neither weak nor strong, but (just) human(-in-human)
Humane ~ realistic
Do not be intimidated by the great personages, events or the sheer scope/scale of reality – hold your stand – be (in-&-for) your (own) ground!
The technological capture of the essence of science
Transcendental & non-decisional thinking
Militant heresy
Hyperspeculative variations on a theme
deracination
Why do you prefer ideas to relationships, Joe?
28.10.24
Noumachia
Olympian gods Vs. Chthonic titans
Apollo, Dionysus & Sybille
vicinal
vesperal
dotage
Non-philosophy in-person
The cruel mildness of becomings
Why does the philosopher address himself as “we” in his writings?
Conceptual personae
millstone
stratigraphy
inanition
29.10.24
laggardly
sophism
Tlön
Fictive reality
Hulme
The absolute is cinder-like
Grit is the fundamental element
Imagist
Anti-rationalist philosophy
Premonitory afterthought
Gettiered beliefs
Sceptical mysticism ~ Nominalist irony
Lapidary humor
Godless poets
Mauthner
hobby
fovea
Walking heads
bracken
The peregrine
debility
estuary
From speaking to tonguing
30.10.24
lichen
Old World bullfinch
elderflower
spandrel
Stuck in-between – neither here nor there – lost in the gaps
rook
I counter the world’s passive activity with my own active passivity
Staying alive, but refusing Life
aureole
Recreate the elusiveness of experience
ermine
stoat
sable
tincture
Street cred
Chimerical ciphers ~ transcendental occultism
stoup
Have you dreamt of (your own) death?
Morbid delectation
Sweat – the smell of the sun
Negative epiphany
romans durs
demi-monde
Macabre transubstantiations
Jeffers & Inhumanism
Answer prompt
Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?
No.
Maybe the moment of death (DMT)……
Blotches
Renihilation/Aesthethica
13.8.24
Lumen naturale (dioptric) → Lux aeterna (catoptric) > > Lumen naturale
Self-negating representation
Synthetic, systematic theory of everything
mistmare
Word. Chef. Heard.
Black-on-black
Consciousness ~ knowledge = Light ~ vision
From negative experiences to the negativity of experience
Optical > > visible
Where did colour take place?
Utriusque cosmi
Color theory & retinal pessimism
There is nothing to see (and you’re seeing it)
Blindness & insight
Black painting
Robert Fludd
Abstract art
Infinite stark background
Ontic flatness
Low-key chiaroscuro
Eclipsing the figure/ground distinction
Tenebrous expressionism
Showing nothing
The I AM sayings – from the REAL/ONE to me ~ I AM the burning bush ~ I AM NOT Yialdabaoth/Yahweh ~ I AM THE GOD of all Gods ~ I AM the Self’s AUTO-credit
They are all racing toward a polished granite reflective surface! ☠️
Absurdist eremetics
Prayer is the most unnatural act and sleep is the most natural one
Before-condition
Survival is the denial of the Universe
Nothing is LESS THAN NothingNESS
The Nothing is also (just) nothing.
Going underground into the counterculture
I thought I had survived a fatal brain-attack
The selfless body
Walking tombs
Reducing 4D to 2D based on the 3D
There is NO escape from PARADISE
I play the Devil for your sake
Decaydance ~ the feverish corpse
14.8.24
Dream: I proclaim to Vijay annan, “We are Stardust!”
The Messiah as messenger of eternal extinction.
Cruelty & the Beast
Thumb-sucking adult males
The concept of Non-photography
B > > B&W > > light > > color
Become blind & deaf first. Then try to speak!
We decide each time we open our eyes
in-stance
Yes for me = No to you
No good deed ever goes unpunished
Virtual spaciality
Mystical justice
15.8.24
Free-for-all battle royale
The accidents of survival
Social Darwinism
“The worst survived.” – Primo Levi
The grievability of life
Collective keyword
The onward rush of humankind
The critique of survival ultimately results in the death of critique as such
Muselmann
Event-without-witness
The unavowable fact
négationniste
treble
diegesis
The perpetrator as fashion victim
Survival as denial
Why try so hard to feel alive, Joe…?!
The rhetoric of service
conquistadors
The end/SPRING BREAK
Juicy chisme
docent
Algorithm & synchronicity
wunderkind
The medieval masochist
Preposterous logic
I’m learning to get the most out of my Xbox
teleoscepticism
The core is kinky!
Queer stickiness
Your cock is a (hollow) tunnel, mine is a (solid) snake
“S/M disaggregates & denaturalizes time for participants through the use of bodily sensations.”
erotogenesis
The cock ~ the Real. Erection ~ life. Orgasm ~ death
Seeing × Touching
Consciousness (Orthodoxy) < < → life (mysticism) < < → matter (heresy)
thusly
16.8.24
Dream: I offer my wife/daughter as a sacrifice to a terrifying space alien
Am I her favorite person?
Poetry of the fiery lustful flesh (burning bush) ~ I AM NOT YOU! ~ I AM nevermore ~ I AM impassible ~ I AM dumb as a bitch ~ I AM your greatest nightmare ~ I AM the end of you as we knew it
17.8.24
Female aphrodisiac – Vyleesi, Addyi
The passive Master
18.8.24
Non-intuitive phenomenality
I fulfil in my body, the lack of sexual pleasure in my mother’s life, just as St. Paul compensated for any lack in the sufferings of Christ
Vision: I’ve been pierced through with a sword!
I think I am living the fantasy life of my 16 year old SELF ~ what would have happened if I had been exposed to something OTHER than Christianity at that TENDER age? ~ my cock would’ve just swallowed it up as another tasty snack ~ at what tender age is François Laruelle (or Friedrich Nietzsche) STUCK in?
Joel is wearing a dhoti/veshti
Appa in my life is the sound of dishes being washed at the kitchen sink
Theorematic musician
Death-of-GOD: The first shockwave from this nuclear event is Capitalism!
Atom Bomb ~ in the end, Quantum (microscopic/immanent/Non-philosophy) trumps Astronomy (telescopic/transcendent/metaphysics) ~ the Real determines the Black Universe in-the-last-instance
I AM crossing my line
UIJG
“Blow us a kiss, we’ll blow you to pieces”
Love ~ kill ~ help ~ cheat ~ save ~ hate
Love MUST be base/-less
For thou shalt NEVER struggle AGAIN
Jesus & Judas ~ Osho & Sheela
Extortion & robbery (crime) > > Inheritance (death & reproduction) > > Wealth (goods)
GOD/Christ (Mammon/Whole/All) Vs.
Jesus/Human (The One/Piece/Real)
Tap into your own unworldly desires
(Believe in) GOD > > (Go make) MONEY > > (Unfold the) BODY > > !
Printing tracts declaring the content of your own true belief
“I promise to pay the bearer the sum of……”
Jews & usury ~ Christianity & Capitalism
FIRST, disown your family
NOW, I can understand a little better WHY Hitler targeted the Jews for his genocide
A permanent loan for religious wars
Prometheism
21.8.24
Keep reading & porn at an equal footing ~ like different objects on the flat surface of the Abody/-table
Exhaustion has its charms too!
Yes, pleasure & pain are reversible
Super-boredom ~ Infra-mediocrity
Are you free to destroy/squander yourself?
Irfan ~ gnosis
Is Prof. William Chittick a Muslim/Sufi himself?
Was Nietzsche a (closet) Zoroastrian?
This year’s Mission: (Aug. 11, 2024 – Aug. 11, 2025) – identify and enjoy the 3 best Xbox games FOR ME
22.8.24
Repeatable, public & exchangeable truths
What is quantum potential?
Space-time & Light-gravity
Learn to get high WITHOUT losing your shit everytime
Post-ejaculation erection ~ Resurrection of the Body
Cumming/event ~ Erection/state ~ (relaxed) Penis/substance
“Saving time”
Assuming that “the truth of things” is true!
Replacing theology/economy with ecology/erosophia
Methodological ambitions
The introduction of a book is always written last by its author
Human waste
From agency to energy
Modifying the institution of money
Capital/value > money/finance
Social evaluations Vs. The demands of money
Exchange value is a product of accounting
Tentative recommendations for effective evaluation
See the truth behind/under imagination. Just open your eyes to (what cannot be represented ~) BLACK
Shrike
A DESIGNER Experience
23.8.24
paraphrastic
The Acts of Judas Thomas the Apostle
She threw her swine to the pearls
Why not should I NOT fail?
Successful wastage project
24.8.24
In a B&W picture, can you guess which grey was what color?
Sentient objects ~ Reading sights
The original night
Should I repent from (the dead work of) my current lifestyle? Turn from this, to what??
stolid
One glass eye
Am I blind or sighted? How do I find out? Do I need to find out? Why?
Interior balcony
Fraught space
If you keep loving someone after they’re dead, can you keep them alive?
25.8.24
Sleep ~ 10 hours a day. (NOT for dreaming, but energizing)
The occult life of Bardaisan
A heretical gnostic
Unforgiving primality
The birthday murders
Jesus Christ could be the Anti-Christ/Beast
Art that is so powerful/inspired, that it turns critics into raving poets!
Watch “Longlegs” together every year as SFG, instead of “The Passion of the Christ” in my former ministry
Buffalo Bill
A new level of ‘unhinged’
Diabolically clever
DEATH > > ≠ mortality
No one notices the default of default
No belief ≈ belief in 0
26.8.24
Charlatanesque schools of pseudognosis
Intellectual curiosity + religious enthusiasm
Lower psychism
Local coloring matter
What happens when best friends have sex?
Remember thy glorious robe
Dinosaur → Bird
AI assistant
motley
Can the living & the dead coexist?
Hope deceives/enslaves
Pregnancy as alien invasion
Human pathos Vs. Rational action
matricide
Romulus Vs. Remus
The chaste mother Vs. The bloody whore
Marriage as simulated capture
Demonstrating parallels between history & legend
Caught between social conformism and natural disaster
27.8.24
Do I increase or decrease the quality of my life by sleeping ~ 12 hours per day?
The quality of a marriage is determined by the amount of shared timenergy. Sexual fidelity is worthless (by itself)!
Man is the perfect embodiment of GOD’s self-hatred
Guile, fearlessness & reinvention
Non-intimacy – blessing or curse?
My lifestyle is as stagnant & boring as the next social automaton…?
Observe your touchiness about being touchy of “staying with the trouble”
Xenomorph – flee or kill…… Or, INTEGRATE!
Consciousness/knowledge → Vision/gnosis
The new insipid
Filterworld
Olympics expert
greenwash
vaporware
Joyful criminality
A Prime Minister overthrown by a student rebellion!
waqf
May your tribe increase
Global mood
If we are unable to change our world, then are we truly free?
Neuro-psychoanalysis
What should we do with our brain? – Catharine Malabou
Background music + gaming on Xbox
Wall-to-wall entertainment
Barbaric education
The Body does NOT want to breathe! It is a corpse. The Mind is what makes it breathe. The Body would rather just die, left to itself.
I should write more, and leave a lasting fingerprint of the Real in language.
Using cum as ink ~ a la Sade
Back yourself ~ trust yourself effectively ~ believe in yourself
Always reserve the right to be wrong
Perturbator
Alcaraz looking at camera during sitting break @ US Open 1st round match
Directed by Sandra Shine
Fear what (you) will become!
WARP your surroundings
Eternal stand-off
Metal Deep Cuts
The vision of a world BLACKened by the Universe
With Immanuel Joseph, you know you’re NOT in an echo chamber
If your eyes could rotate 360°, what would you see?
There are Buddhas, but NO Messiahs. Why?
28.8.24
Pornography – the Truth is naked!
Accidental suicide is cool…?
The serial-killer media-industrial complex
ViCAP
“True crime has wised us up.”
What we pay attention to ~ What we allow ourselves to fear
Shangdu ~ Xanadu
What is the Native Indian spirit doing in the great USA nowadays?
Great imperfections
Playing at murder
The female connoisseurs & gourmands of ultra-violent tales
Better absurdities
gin up
From serial killer to mass shooter
Arcade Vs. RPG
ursine
Killers as celebrities
“In America, the most common cause of death for pregnant women is homicide.”
In-human beings ~ pure evil
Fantastically cold-blooded
Experts, fanboys & frauds
Gruesome podcasts
diorama
Postmodern crime
A class above suspicion
Fibonacci sequence
stir-crazy
Stalking spree
Criminological profiling
Television for nexgen gals
CrimeCon
Which show do you fall asleep to?
unsub ~ unidentified subject
What makes/helps us be such docile & generally well-adjusted folks, even as we live in a world that is overflowing with terrors & voids?
“…devising interventions to minimize the negative consequences of a continuous life-threatening situation.”
Trial gameplay
Contemplative lifestyle → Consumerist orgy
New notification: “Do Not Disturb” 🤪
The war you claim to be fighting has already been lost
Is fire good or evil? Is it even “real”?
29.8.24
The dangerous maybe
Sad eyes in a smiling face (My beautiful dead Mother)
In praise of abnormal persistence
Emil Kraepelin ~ Psychiatry ~ Medicine ~ nosologomania
Moderatomania ~ balancomania
Mania tabula
Praise the Lord ~ சாமியே சரணம் ஐயப்பா
autohypnosis
Renunciation of consensual reality
Becoming a mere vector of some hostile passion for the real
Contemporary apocalyptic practicum
Supervised application
Teacher ~ clinician
The occluded alternative
egress
Mesosphere ~ moodscape
climes
nightmaze
Sheharzaad
Zero world
caravanserais
robinsonades
Saharan code
Desert islands ~ deserted souls
Eldritch screeches emanating from the Necronomicon
Kitab al-Azif
Alien × Exotic
Technical armamentarium
Gnomic divagations
passim
Eastern postmodernism
singlet
Pierced through-&-through (stabbing Joshua Aiken)
My tail extends itself in the form of a serpentine erection
Inducing bewilderment
A metaphysical place ~ abstract phenomenon
epos
Gorky Institute
“The home of the novel is Man, not the city.” – Ibrahim al-Koni
Featureless facade
Saudi Bedouins
Untouched treasure
Freedom Vs. Nature
Lost dimension
Contemplation/desert Vs. Ownership/civilization
Cinematic metal experience
affordance
rigidification
Abra cadabra
moniker
30.8.24
tweener
congeries
Stereoscopic reading
Anthropogenic trauma
I am definitely closer to Graham Harman than Tod McGowan
31.8.24
Melville’s hermenautic journey
chaosmos
chaoplexity
She wants you to engage the problem, while you resent the very fact of the problem – this difference is crucial in NOT misunderstanding one another
Dark energy/matter – the known universe is ONLY the tip of the ice-berg, or we’ve just scratched the surface!
Brilliant machines for gaping
1.9.24
Gravitational wave observatories
The bouncing cosmos
Quantum density fluctuations
Microwave background
The cosmopsychic depths
tehom
Infinity ~ unfinished
Underdog ~ undertow
miscegenation
Abysmal denial
Western originality
From dominology to a constructive theology of prevenient chaos
In medias res – bypassing superfluous exposition
Semisemitic serendipitist
Chaoid otherness
chaoskampf
Becoming a dwelling place of the Deep (Catherine Keller) ~ “Love & assist the Universe” (François Laruelle)
For the world, but NOT its sake
Gynophobia & Tehomophilia
Textual leviathans
No-touching (mostly) + slight teasing (sometimes) + heavy petting (rarely)
Trivial truths
Brechtian
I was never there in the first place!
Sleeping together – nevermore
Apokatastasis
Relapse > throwback
Whining drones
The 3D prison of the trickster GOD
Intimate grief
Patient metal
Caressed by Chthulu
REQVIUM
I am (one who has no need for) GOD
Are non-doing & undoing the same?
Physical life, moral decay & spiritual death – simultaneous, momentary & eternal
Drowning in shit – you don’t need to imagine
Can you like, dislike & be indifferent to the same thing?
Already gone
Blissfully busy
Consciousness is just froth on the ocean waves of dark matter
What does theoretical physics have to do with existential angst?
In media res
2.9.24
Horns ~ tail ~ cock
mujerista/womanist
Fractal models
in/-difference
From class to clause to claws
lubricitous
interfluencies
polyhedron
collideoscope
meandarthale
Sacred ignorance
Colossal midrash
polygeny
aseity
Ash’arism
How does the Egyptian influence filter via Graham Harman into OOO?
Tim Winter ~ Abdal Hakim Murad
What is sexing?
You can create your own theology too!
Artificial limits as perspective guidelines
tawhid
Islam as meta-critical theory
Klossowski’s simulacrum ~ Applied Sharia
Urban anomie
The password is “fidelio”
The Human/Real is the eye of the Black Universe – that through which it sees and that which sees it
3.9.24
My perfect misery
Aboriginal third space ~ khora ~ tehom
Irruption announced by the name
Controlled hyperventilation
mise en abyme
Aztec ethics
Tehomophobia → misogyny
mat(t)er
Watery tomb
Pelasgian
Unfathomable Body Vs. Disembodied Lord
Play lightly, with whimsical reverence, upon the nameless
A huge agglomeration of upset
All-Mother
Fullbodied nihil
presuppositionless
Counter-proposition
Salty trace
Eyn Sof
zimsum
sephirot
Abducting the Outside
Primeval flood ~ Tiamat myth
Die and become
Nothing new under the Son
A historicizing passion
Foucault’s pendulum
Fictional conspiracies
Eurocentric sacralization of order
The occult Kubrick
The dissident liberation mimicry of orthodox dogma
favelas
Indecent theology
Alternative sexual economy of creation
A queerly erotic universe
Carnivalesque spatiotemporality ~ festive iconoclasm
Identification → superposition
Photo-fiction is a generic (theoretical) extension of a photographic apparatus (technical)
Phenomenological reduction
Discursive photography
Intellectual vision
Imaginary numbers
Maximally lowering the center of gravity
A non-standard thought that equalizes philosophy & art
Immanent rebellion
Radicalizing concept-ion
Narcissistic finality
Against the World, for the world
Political failure → Theoretical resurgence
From communist philosophy to democracy-in-thought
A rigorous theory of failure
The universal conjuncture
Dedivinizing theology & demystifying philosophy
The persecuted man-in-person
“Keep your mind in Hell and do not despair.”
Future mysticism
Learned ignorance → unlearned knowledge
Experience ~ experiment
4.9.24
It’s time for the Grand Mother or Holy Spirit to become the focus/thrust of our attention. And NOT just as a pointer to the Father & Son, but succeeding (because SHE precedes) them both! Pneumatology as chaos theory.
That which is not alive cannot die!
A negative of the black screen reflection
5.9.24
Semargl ~ Winged Dog ~ Slavic gods
30 Days of Night (2007)
The human real seems to be much closer to the Devil at the heart of Hell – perpetually consuming the frozen wasteland of which he himself is a part – than the glorious divinity on the heavenly throne adored by a multitude of angels
Transcendental negation ~ final nihilism
Face → loner → void
I am the wolf howling at the Moon, but you cannot hear my scream
Goodbye Orlando
Sunless inspiration
Who is King Diamond?
puissant
Weak force Vs. Powerful authorities
Cosmos ~ material world ~ galaxies ~ Evil demiurge; Chaos ~ spiritual world ~ dark matter ~ the true Divine
(My) Mother is undead!
afficionados
Navel-gazing to shoe-gazing
Cascadia
Black metal as aural thinking of Nature
Virgin wilderness ~ Brutal mother
Gravity made visible
arpeggio
From psyche to pneuma
Like an animal caught in a snare
If I can celebrate sorrow, would it then still be sorrow?
I invent the author of my life
Erotism – no arousal & ecstacy without precarity & deadness
It sounds!
Incarnate Word Vs. Soiled spirit
Can a Christian ever understand Satanism? A Satanist does NOT (want to) understand Christianity – he simply hates & rejects it!
The other I
The Hypnosis (2023)
The true mystery worth exploring therefore, is NOT GOD, but Man! Before asking WHO I am, I must first be(come) WHAT I am.
Echo ~ irony
Unconscious mind = breathing body
Tantalus ~ enflamed I-hood
Man as Nature’s self-contradiction or self-overcoming or self-dissolution
Born of the Elk ~ Beware the antlers
Skin as passage/mutation
Impure non-sovereignty
The lying center
The self-touching of the ground
Crucify GOD! Crucify Man! Crucify Life… Crucify. Crucify. Crucify.
Profanation as revelation
The non/extra/pre-Christian medieval
The inherent paradox of counter-reformation
Apophatic anthropology
Intestinal sentimentality
Sublunary deception
Truth is indecent/naked/erotic ~ pornographic
What do Sade, Fourier & Loyola have to do with each other? Ask Barthes! 🤪
What would “post-metal” sound like?
Punk Vs. Hippy
Archaizing evocations
Corpse paint
Romantic agony
Thessalian witches
Ba-Pho-Met (bpm)
sallow
Imagine a globalized world in which the dark/black races were the successful ones!
The Black(ened) Symposium
The biopolitical function of the critical discourse on “power relations”
Breath > > Voice > > speech
Sound, noise & music
The extreme opposite of blissful ignorance is passionate non-knowledge
The non-contractual liberty of the warrior-function
Sovereignty × Royalty
Warrior × Soldier
What kind of bodies perform such music?!
Man MUST reach as far as one can with his own powers
The will to maximize one’s power until one burns out (in the ensuing inferno)
concatenation
Self(ish)-sacrifice
Bathory, Beherit, Gorgoroth
Hungarian nobility
Distinguish:
Noise
&
Amusic
A knowledge that doesn’t know that it knows or what it knows or how it knows
Sonic ascesis ~ undisciplined aggression ~ hidden emotion
The drive is structured like a montage
Polishing the hard smooth black surface
6.9.24
The sonic drive of divine inexistence
tessellated
Metallurgical thinkers
7.9.24
Your GOD is NOT the one who saves you from your demons, but the arch-demon who finally kills you!
Metalhead
Double murder-suicide
Inducing transcendental catharsis via sound design
Hyperborean Vs. Sublunary
Dead wants to feel alive, so……
I want what I fear & hate what I love
From the absent Presence to the present ABSENCE
Identify, celebrate and extrapolate your greatest failures & accidents
Aesthethics – crossing the haptic void
Mahapralaya
catena
polymelia
Indifference is real. Vengeance is less real. Justice is not real.
haecceity
The acausal self
Nigredic grottophilia
tritone
The whim from the infinite beyond
9.9.24
Human experience ~ lived world
The Real as material subject working with ideas as material objects
melange
The One as the individual/subjective clone of the inhuman/objective Real
Heretical mysticism
Non-consistency as holiness
Son of Man ~ Man-in-person ~ Inner Child ~ Minimal phenomenal selfhood ~ One-without-God ~ Body-without-head
Radical immanence × Self-identity
From theosis to cloning
Observation-without-observer ~ attention-without-intention ~ awareness-without-self ~ consciousness-without-body
10.9.24
Alien landscape ~ epistemic space ~ xenolocative phenomenon
Auto-positionality ~ Meta-philosophy
Non-agentic (essence of the) person
Non-killable weak force
The underdetermining & indeterminate Real is infinitely effable
Being-in-the-world to being-toward-death
I sleep in the exact same place where she used to
“Laruelle does not exist.” – François Laruelle
The great ones can only help us progress by showing ways of how to think/live better. They cannot (or will not) tell us what to think/believe.
Anthropotechnics
If I can just become as good as someone like John Matthew Allison (not even Anthony Paul Smith who is an expert in Non-philosophy), in presenting simply & clearly, what Laruelle is saying, then that would be a worthwhile life or my great achievement!
Believing in GOD → Knowing the truth → Thinking according-to-the-Real
Vision-in-One = DLI
Defetishizing thought
Quasars & Quarks
Rigorous & wild experimentalism
The future is determined by what is done with present leisure
How does the Real cause such thoughts like “GOD”?!
From unconscious dreaming to conscious imagination
11.9.24
Axiomatized abstraction
Separated-without-separation
A materialist reading of deconstruction
Theory as material practice
The Real/One > > GOD/Three
Consciousness ~ Thought ~ White; Glorious body ~ Vision ~ Black
I claim Non-philosophy is a more faithful & rigorous theory of mystical experience than any religious/spiritual mysticism
Sleep on alternate nights only for ~ 10 – 12 hours ~ Vigilance + sloth =
From
Gathering experiences
To
Minimal Phenomenal Experience
Control (Xbox): The service weapon is sentient!
I (One) wanna fade into you (Real)
The genitalia of all humans (even White folks) is Black!
epistemologist
Anne-Françoise Schmid
The aconfessional mode
The generic space of inter-disciplinarity
The creation of new objects
Agamben’s philosophy of indifference & post-differential thinking
Playful pity
Theoretical pragmatics
Concept-Knowledge (C-K) Design Theory
Wittgenstein, Husserl, Derrida & Deleuze (along with Nietzsche & Heidegger) as heretical philosophers
From Feminism to Anima-ism
From Universality to genericity
The queer identity of the human
Collective Intimacy
At night, all cows are grey (NOT black)
Valorizing Fichte (contra Hegel)
Peasant philosophers
“One of the most lucid positions, one of the most beautiful solutions to the problem of philosophy” 😎
Laruelle as ladder ~ moving with and then away from
From
I = I
To
I-in-I
Epistemo-ontology to the pragmatic ethic
Gnostic refusal as weaponized apophaticism
Abstraction as generalization
Normalizing heresy
Blackened Death metal
Žižek (critical) → Laruelle (creative)
Grelet’s Laruelle (Anti-philosophy)
Vs.
Laruelle’s Grelet (Non-religion)
13.9.24
The fusion or inseparability of life & knowledge, under the regime of life
We are together in this arrangement, because she is NOT ready to live outside of it. Correct?
The Real is the subjugation of bare survival to existential authenticity
Always already in the middle
The philosophical genealogy of spiritual intensities
Rhizomatic forays
The politics of (all) thought
Amir Vodka is a real name
Companions in wandering
The deterritorialized body
Pinions & philters
Shatter (habits of) sense & sensibility
Delivered from automatic reactions
Hermetic Deleuze
Immanence as the primal metaphilosophical axiom
We live & move (& think) in the Real ~ traversing the Body
Beyond good & evil ~ Do NOT resist evil ~ Do NOT seek the Good
The sensational/affective forces that produce images/conceptions
An initiatory ordeal via uncanny moments
Materialistic philosophy ~ Naturalistic spirituality
Reverie & striving
Contemporary non-identical repetition of the archaic
Genuine knowledge is tantamount to self-transformation
Philosophical speculation as transformative encounter with nature
“Aegiptian” wisdom
Theandric regeneration
As below, so above! 🙃
Late antique syncretistic thought
“Kinds of Kindness” (2024) – work (hopeless), marriage (loveless) & religion (faithless) – Lazarus (Human) is the Christ (skeleton/survivor of the Holocaust) – Biography of Ordinary Man – saved from salvation – stuck in the middle, but without beginning & end 😎 – start with death, fly & then have a snack! – who is the main character in each story? The main character of the whole film is RMF (Real Mother-Fucker) – 3-part study of control
We might all be in danger ⚠️
Bizzaro-banal cruelty
Highly mannered violence
Arid & odd
Director/writer as sadist and audience/reader as masochist
Bon Scott
Fragrance of the timeless ~ smell of dried cum ~ stench of rotting (human) corpse ~ carnal mystique ~ the Real is an eternal NOSE ~ Your GOD is just a partial/tentative model of the Real masquerading as the One
I AM THAT I AM. I AM THAT. I AM. I. 0. REAL.
The glowing velvety grinning granite skull ~ Neon Black
I know what to do next. But I won’t say it! (I’ll just do it) 😎
If this entire 3D reality is the foreground, then I can see the background (black matrix)
Yesterwynde ~ Deathwish
From rotting Christ to decaying CORPSE
Playdead’s Inside (Xbox)
14.9.24
bastardize
Affective apprehension
The black mud tide of occultism
Larval subjectivities
Extreme slownesses & speeds
The spiritual sense of repetition
The late pagan mind
Thrice greatest
The philosophy of myth
Gods ~ potencies
The vertigo of immanence
Deliberately stripping mannerisms
The image of thought and the activity of ideation
Correlationism – is Non-philosophy anti-realist?
The thing (in-itself), the idea of the thing & the understanding/exposition of the idea
Matrix propositions
I don’t understand what Meilassoux is saying, but I agree with him! 😂
Non-philosophy as non-anthropomorphic anthropocentrism
Pookie bear
I’ve not read Kant but I don’t like him.
15.9.24
The glistening labial lips look exactly like shed snakeskin
What you’re seeing is NOT one body, it is 2 different bodies stitched together at the waist
Imagine you’re wearing a VR headset 24/7.
Your model of reality says more about you than what is “out there”.
Inversion of the blind men & elephant parable
If you want to be a great thinker, then DON’T read too much philosophy
The human/One is the dream/fiction/clone/faith/image/model/poem/art/ethos of the cosmic/Real
Life/thought is im-material
coeval
The old instincts
moonstruck
From religious reverence to cosmic awe
Weird tales ~ subconscious works
Non-verbal communication & non-conceptual thought
I’m looking to create a new religion, not just find new philosophies
Non-human emotions and inhuman passions
Cabbalism ~ fanciful darkness
grandam
Teuton, Boreal, Druid
Squat race from fictional universes
Knowledge-from-without Vs. Vision-from-within
Gargoyles in ecclesiastical architecture
Medieval ~ Gothic ~ Sub-Christian
The remote past (pre-human) is eternal (living present)!
Geographic determinants of culture ~ climate, landscape & religion
Poetry is before fiction (itself preceded by music & art)
tomb-fiend
The greatest of all time were influenced/inspired/supported/occasioned also by the not-so-great
Christ as (your) imaginary friend is fine, as long as you know you’re the real deal
In-the-Real ~ no subject/object, no cause/effect, no time/space!!!
Linkin Park has a woman now!
Id ~ animal; Superego ~ machine
Slow-burn games
16.9.24
From “GOD bless” to just “Blessings!”
Half a joint on alternate nights
The autonomic nervous system ~ the Real/One. The fully activated cerebral cortex ~ Immanuel Joseph
Skin-peel AI photo filter
The Real is inside-out. Reality is outside-in.
“Your thought is falsifying me!” – UG
Almost everyone hates themselves and fear freedom the most
If translation is converting expression from one language to another, then what is the word for converting the unique/real into language?
Non-philosophy/Philofiction 😁
Can poetry survive translation?
Sentience > > consciousness
Generative desecration of the Hanuman Chalisa
Evanescence (Soul Embraced) ~ Christ ~ Tourniquet ~ Jomos’s suicide
Serious without being sincere
From fidelity to audacity
ghazal shers
Trite archaisms
The (inner) child is the (true) father of the (outer) man
abhangs
Uninterrupted but not continuous
The affectivity of double-meaning
The punctures & purrs of sound
How to convey the incantatory pleasure?
Sonic organism
Caspar Milquetoast
retroflex
Yawning consonants
English is a barren language compared to the Indian cornucopia
Prathyush Parasuraman
Reacquainting people with a magical & joyful work
The damp earth, mother of GOD
NP is a primeval forest
Syntactical innovation
Thought > > Philosophy
The scientific identification of philosophy (as a regional knowledge/discourse)
Thinking with philosophy
The One is prior to Being
Science has the privileged experience of thinking from the One
Creating unified theories out of equivalent discourses
Faith in faith in oneself
From philosophy of religion to a unified theory of philosophy & religion
Vision-in-One → Dualysis
NP as arch-heresy
Scientific solutions are quantile
Scientific Christianity
Superposition & undercoming
17.9.24
Contacted Anthony Paul Smith and referred him to U. G. Krishnamurti
alacrity
“What you don’t know, you don’t need” – the naivete of the non-philosopher and the ignorance of the masses
Thought is fascist.
War is eternal.
You DON’T gain anything by sacrificing sleep, Joe
18.9.24
Truth is a product of faith (NOT the other way around)!
Having a child seems to have a greater (negative) impact on a marriage, even more than having an affair! 🤪
IT waits
Pornstar tattoo – scorpion with a rose blooming out of the raised tail
19.9.24
soulitude
sardonic
misprision
viz.
apperception
a fortiori
cinnabar
Only contingency is absolute
cardinality
Principle of sufficient reason
Vs.
Principle of unreason
“Thought possesses a real & ideal aspect; just as being possesses real & ideal features.”
Contingency > Chance
Frequentialist argument
Mathematical ontology & Computational Psychiatry
The subtractive void
Distinguish:
Speculation
&
Imagination
metaontology
nomology
Sheer inconsistent multiplicity
The unbinding of being
Subtractive ontology
in-existence
Future anterior
() ~ 0
The good & right
The good & wrong
The bad & right
The bad & wrong
The immanent object
The immanent subject
The transcendent object
The transcendent subject
The One is NOT
Real > > Concept > > Name
The Situation & the State (of the situation)
Non-ontological situation or ordinary context
(Non-)Philosophy as metaontology
Anti-phenomenality ~ Non-experience
Rebarbative carapace
Unilateralization ~ Non-dialectical negation
Empirical experience & the transcendental conditions of its possibility
ereignis
An-objective, non-subjective real
22.9.24
Strange attractor
Chaotic system
Fractal structure
Cantor dust
Dogmatic slumber ~ mystical faith ~ negative theology
Phase transition
From intimate relationship to non-relational coexistence
Are any 2 breaths exactly the same!?
Thought > reason
The cut at the level of the neck:
Blood/flesh/life > > Electricity/brain/thought
From the idea of life to the Real of ideation
Tactile optics – close your eyelids, and visualize (feel) the inside of your eyes
What would you “see”, if you buried your head in soil and then opened your eyes?
What would you see just one moment before and after “you” died?
Theology-without-God
Psychology-without-mind
Science-without-world
Rewiring for deconditioning
Is Metzinger a Buddhist?
23.9.24
From ABCD to ABRACADABRA
philosopheme
exiguous
A woman who has a child is perfectly unfuckable!
abjure
Mineness ~ auto-affecting ipseity
Fichtean solipsism
Heteronomous donation
tremolo
Ever-dying flame
Long pauses in breathing
When I get free time in between doing many things, I lie down & take rest → When I get bored of doing nothing, I get up and do something
Lowering the centre of gravity in a building seems like a debasing/baseless exercise when seen from the top floor
The body inhabits the universe. Only the mind lives in the world.
Roll up your eyes and open the eyelids halfway – can you see the black (skull) surrounding the central grey (exposed white of the eyes)?
Answer prompt
What brands do you associate with?
“Immanuel Joseph”, “Satan”, “The Real”
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