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Helter Skelter, my dear CM!

28.4.23

“Reality as the supreme fiction”
deanthropocentrize
zoosemiotics
Double parricide
Unconscious creator
Natural force as vera causa
Instinctive choice
Ugly bitch
Living fossils
Non-verbal language & inarticulate impulses
Natural justice
Darwin’s unique emotional engagement with Nature
Literary counsel
Multiple orgasms
Carnivorous plants
Imaginative adventure
Delightfully eccentric
Zoocentric metaphysical play
Gregor Samsa
Demythifying (adj.) wonder
Blackstar
Roy Batty & Sarah Connor monologues
Magick treatise
Homeric amazement
Antediluvian fauna
Tierra del fuego
Wind-sculpted trees
Elective affinities
The Descent of Man
Sexual selection
Male nipple ~ female navel
Wholesale scale
The mania for totalization in the face of finitude
Art as confrontation with Reality ~ The cruel duty of giving offence
Non-positivist hermeneutic
proto-poststructuralist
Metaphysics ~ mythopoiesis
Poetics of Nature
Derridean freeplay
The absent action of force
Reading ~ decoding
Fossils as inscriptions
Geo-history – erasures, traces, superimpositions, blanks, etc.
Scuttling ancient (therefore “sacred”) preconceptions
Os coccyx & absent tail
Anachronistic residues in/of the human body
Human emotions ~ animalistic expressions
Primitive/brutal (not just ancient/human) glimmers

misprision
constative
prosopopoeia
diabole
Whig
invidious
cosmicism
coign
ferity
undefaced
subsidence

Speculation: Market ~ Nature

The human as mask – if so, worn by what!?

Distinguish: Non-knowledge & Ignorance

What is this? – Philosophy
Why is this? – Religion
How is this? – Science

How many explosions have you swallowed (yet)?

Boycott the IPL – even the commentary is invaded by advertising!

Darwin > scientist

Compare & contrast the world voyages/explorations of Darwin & Blavatsky

A veritable spiritual teratoma

The unlimited freedom of Nothingness
I decide who I would be tonight!
If you could choose whichever time & place to live in, wouldn’t you choose this very one?!

29.4.23

de(i)cide ⚠️

Spiritual camouflage & infiltration

True fiction Vs. False reality

In between species……! 😳

Ambiguity → authenticity

Do you promise to keep your promises?

Ring the middle finger

Protein ~ protean

crummy
capon

Human monstrosities
Black sheep ~ atavism/reversion
Hybrids of discordance & exaggeration
Circular metaphorics
The beau-ideal
From essential characteristics to accidental variations
Deific analogy
Eugenic breeder
Unintentional transformations
Human culling as natural selection
Twilight conditions – intoxication, somnambulism, delirium, etc.
Double consciousness
Cybernetic grammatology
Bored to tears
Empty signifier

See how this feels
I gotta remember how it feels to be someone new

30.4.23

First responders
Senseless shooting
Christian trade unions
Virgin future
Sentiments: Play-acting Vs. Vital
Choose ~ invent
Negative definition
Stern optimism

Trembling & twitching ~ terrible & tragic

“You can’t do what you like all the time!” – who said this?

Have you ever pissed/shat yourself, as an adult?

You alone are solely responsible for your cowardice/hypocrisy
Superhuman resignation
Bad & good misunderstandings

Truth as fiction that closely adheres to reality
Innocence/child ~ idiocy/fool
Even refusing to decide is a choice

If you keep on running on the rim, then you will cause the cup to brim over…… and very soon!
CHOOSE Your morality 🙋🏿‍♀️
But Joe! THIS is what YOU have chosen

Bad faith
Liberating “freedom”
You cannot NOT will your own (ever-increasing) freedom

She is THE incarnation of the value of passion
A freedom BEYOND responsibility
This objection is at once true & false

Invent the value of inventing the inventor of values
NOTHING can save him from himself
Libidinous Mia Malkova

GOD hit me on the lip today!

WHY does Vimeo NOT have watch history feature (like YouTube)? Or, is there a “deep reason” BEHIND this?

Let me make it clear you’ll have this: You’re the souvenir of sadness…
Back then ~ stand up; Nobody knew in the schoolyard ~ nobody’s dying to save you.
Now then ~ speak up; You have grown up to be this hard ~ nobody’s waiting to see you.
Go then ~ wake up; Walk through this world with your heart scarred ~ nobody’s working to pay you.

School-ed ~ de-School

I know how to dream with my eyes open

2.5.23

I’m an Ultra Films fan! What you are seeing here is what is called “mutual worship” 😁

Man is the eye (self-consciousness) of Nature – the One ~ Vision-in-One

Why would anyone ever want to do things that way!??

Meta-cruelty ~ the spiritual criminality of negligence

WHY do you want (to know the) truth??

Dividual ~ Imperson; Indistinction ~ Indecision
Ushuaia ~ the end of the world
Immanence ~ materialism ~ realism
Championing a weirder thought
Blissful horror
Unidirectional/univocal/immanent ~ Oblivious/autistic/prophylactic
…perhaps the only non-digital thinker we have!
Lucky loser
Rigorous immanence
Dictatorship of the meek
Immanence Vs. Difference
Identity ~ commonality
Uncoupling the thing from itself
Maddeningly monotonous
Ascetic withdrawal & cryptic ontology
The static, final & pre-emptive nature of non-standard action
The oldest prejudice
Hot sauce

Crazy models
The inverted mountain peak

4.5.23

We need to (learn how to) live, WITHOUT knowing what life is…
An intelligence that is BEFORE knowledge!

Animal Psychology ~ rude reasoning
Proto-moral instincts in social creatures
Hereditary will
Eating flowers
Survival instinct Vs. Will to power (drive to pure prestige)
Infantile polymorphously perverse sexuality
Rotpeter
Ontological self-interrogation
Demythify the false doubles
Maturity ~ notoriety
Physiological autobiography
The dangerous profligacy of the tragic
Backward inference ~ governing desideratum
Gilles de Rais

tartufferie
asseverations
maenad
sparagmos
punctilio
sangfroid
lapsus
proleptic
lagniappe
foison
aubade

Sacred/Night games

5.5.23

The politics of filth
Demonstration beyond articulation
Bodily intelligence as unconscious knowledge
There is a deep core of the soul, where no light enters nor can enter
Language distorts, even conceals, reality
Case vignettes
Experiential mini-conversions
What needs to take place, takes place, if you let it happen
The analyst’s expert-anxiety
Truth as that which lies on the other side of the known
The pathological nucleus
Energic investments & transformations
Self-reconfigurations
From cure to conversion
I need to find a way to change my life
From therapy to analysis
Impossible waiting
Loving your own unconscious
Transforming one’s own relationship to desire
banalization
Weirding revolution
Life-threatening conversations

Body ~ real ~ black → Mind ~ thought ~ white (NO vice-versa). From psycho-somatic to somato-psychic!

What could be more real than physical pain??

An itch produced (generated & sustained) by, scratching!
Kimiko
Spiritual stripteaser

Tetralogos
I remember this hair
Lie down! I want to please you.

entelechy – the principle/law/force of self-organization

6.5.23

Thought: Believing >> knowing >> seeing

8.5.23

Life is MORE than food, and the body MORE than clothing – Spirituality/Religion
Life = food, body = clothing – Capitalism/materialism
Life < food, body < clothing – (Non-)Philosophy/Radicalism

Dark(ness of) motivation

Being a hedonist is hard work!? 😅

Self-mutilation Vs. Self-destruction – choose!

Over-achieving socialite

Pleasant ~ please ~ pleasure

Mild(er) (over-)heating

Does prayer require (the existence of) GOD?

“I want to test your depth!” – The script in this porn video is very profound! 😉

absurdism
Theater of comic menace (& satirical malaise)

9.5.23

Blow my mind, or else……!
The revolution industry
“I live in a world where anything is possible.” – Rick Rubin
Professional voyeur
creche-fication
Kitsch reverence
Tactile illusions
Eco-archeologists and evolutionary retrogression
Reconstructive neurosis
fac-differend

wholography

diorama
trundle
driftwood
barf

10.5.23

With great suffering comes great power!

12.5.23

nautch-girl
Illion
dactylic
Quantitative hexameter
Iambic foot
sloka
vizier

The supramental sage of India ~ 1872 – 1950
Savitri ~ Mother?
Mantras
Modern Scriptures
Essays Human & Divine
Amusingly humorous, mundane, frivolous & nonsensical verses
Classical tongues
Bande Mataram
Satirizing surrealism
Measureless measure
Gayatri mantra
Incomplete plays
That was during his revolutionary period……
The sylvan witch-poet

Sri Aurobindo makes me feel like (I am) nothing! But, do I love or hate him (or both!), for this??

Lust is an intense thirst! Have you ever felt it – the parched cave within?

13.5.23

Flirtatious criticism that’s near blasphemous
Surreal & fatalistic incidents
Human evolution & the spiritualization of matter
“Nature is in the habit of delivering miracles”
Transitional beings
Complex hierarchy of subtle worlds between the superconscious & subconscious
anantaguna
Overmind
A rigorous science of the subjective domain
mahas
A book as a force-field!

mastiff
swathe/swaddle
frequentative

Is not the idea of GOD/spirit/immortality/perfection/eternity just another mirage of the dehydrated man in the merciless desert?? But does this also mean that thirst proves the reality of water?! Sure, but “satisfaction” is another matter altogether, isn’t it? Is the Fall the cause of our failure to find what we are looking for, is it rather the desire/pursuit/hope itself which is the ultimate illusion?

Ubiquitous manifestations of genius

Integral yoga ~ synthesizing the materialist & ascetic impulses

14.5.23

The ego/persona is nothing but the mask worn by the id/shadow!

15.5.23

Rick Rubin & Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche

Enlightenment is closer to death, than to life, isn’t it?

Einar Solberg & Alcaraz Garfia

Rock vocals

The human as the universe’s eye/-witness

Fabian Maroszan
Akola
Nakba
runoff

16.5.23

Apparently solid (self)
Incessant mental gossip
Basic sanity
Pure reaction
There is no need for the struggle to prove one’s existence
To study with……
Mannerless brat ~ great hero
Your life situation as your guru
Innate wisdom
escapology
Transcendental sense
Super-illusion
Expose our raw & rugged qualities
Commitment to openness
The professional ego
Going beyond the call of duty
Post-romantic
Gloriously illiterate
Melancholy questionings on human regeneration
Conventional imitation
The supernormalities of the exceptional
Healthy idiotism

Self = mind = fear

From spiritualizing matter to materializing spirit

Repression of the animal → demonic possession!

Maybe it is good/ideal that most people are productive, and only the few are creative!?

Artificial hunger

dichtung
nescience
tyro
coadjutor
Grizzled gnome

17.5.23

Sculpt yourself by doing what you like – strategically…

Situational limitations + making new/different connections between the various dots + thinking outside the box = creativity!

Triangle:
Health-hygiene
Chores-hobbies
Indulgence-relaxation

18.5.23

theriac
transfinites

19.5.23

Sexology → (sexuality) → sex
Re-(verse e)volution

Variant justices

sui generis
iterability
recrimination
alterability

World → earth → planet
Nothing is less certain
Mineral life
Ontological experience
Radicalizing hope (& despair)
There are no pure times.
The history to come
Spatial temporality (& temporal spatiality)
Mortal germs & hidden gems
Spectral ontology

20.5.23

augury
pediment
Cortical homunculus

Cruelfiction

The laws of the void
Collective sexual body
Cellular death ~ creative suicide
pre-established
Object-cathexis
Personal prehistory
You’re the reason I feel dead

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

21.5.23

Distinguish:
Violence
&
Cruelty

Nothingness as coperceptible reality

It is better/greater to be a spiritual failure than a worldly success

The critic as failed artist

threnody
hebetude
quietive
Non-existence

22.5.23

adytum

Deceive ~ create ~ Deceive

Entertain ~ manipulate

GORE:
The nothingness of pleasure
&
The pleasure of Nothingness

Career mommies

Sleep, read, fuck, repeat ♾️
When not sleeping, read or fuck,
When not reading, sleep or fuck,
When not fucking, read or sleep……
Amen.

25.5.23

From epistemological relativism to ontological pluralism!

Scratch language

From the seen to the seer to the seeing to vision!

NOW, the body penetrates/fucks/grasps the mind (instead of the upside-down status quo)

We CAN do nothing.

“A dirty mind should never be wasted!” – Ersties

“Thought & word are nothing but sound/vibrations” – UGK

26.5.23

“You have a right to be mad!” (Nurse to bawling newborn)

Placental tumor
Are you serious?
Let’s try the other side
I don’t want to do room. I want to die.
What are you doing? I don’t know
Breaking Metal

My purpose is authentic death

27.5.23

Thinking ← I am ← It! (Thinking ~ perception/imagination + feeling/suffering)

Convert boredom into a hallucinogenic drug

Allow the demon to break through/out this bio-shell

Make your skin as sensitive, thin & permeable to the fire as possible. Then hold the burning for as long as you can.

My life is my art-work, a dark sky with scattered twinklers, and no lines to hook them all up!

But… am I not more humble than you?

An erect cock, an aching head, and an empty heart……….

30.5.23

no-ledge

31.5.23

Power + pleasure = meaning! 😈

Ad infinitum ~ ad nauseum

At the centre of the void is the whirlpool

Legalism → antinomianism → anomie!

Social morality Vs. Spiritual wisdom Vs. Nihilation-ing
Yes, the (my) house has 3 levels. But MY room is in the (underground) foundation!

DMVV ~ those (miserable) souls who are “dead to the world”, because they have rejected the “ideology of happiness” (Zizek)
The challenge is, (developing) the stamina to continue existing, without giving in to the twin temptations of suicide or conformity (navigating between Scylla & Charybdis).
To just keep on observing the waves – screams for relief/release/end…… ⏳🌀🌊

Life is nothing but processual death! Dying ~ living……….

Sanamahism
She’s flirting with death right in front of him!
Honesty is a scorpion
Why is IT called a “pussy”??

Laruelle is UGK trained in Continental Philosophy! 🤤
Let all your inner goddesses come out and dance
Pious pagan
Cringe comedy
Unsanify → in-sanity

1.6.23

The body is NOT what you think it is

Distinguish:
Human
&
Humane

2.6.23

My intellect is a black diamond

“In filth it shall be found.” – Alchemy

OMG! That mouth is so talented…

This body likes to read

Murdering crows is also a hobby

Go club
Anti-solar life forms

3.6.23

congener
gyrovague

7.6.23

Truth/discovery/science and fiction/invention/art are just 2 equivalent images or representations of the Real!

The objectivity of subjects and the subjectivity of objects

Alternating ground & objects within the field of one’s perception

enstasis
dromology
nunc stans
pur sang
Ormuzd

Ego-trip
high noon

Am I feeling, turbulently calm or placidly agitated, right now??

Solipsistic argumentation

“It MAY be!”

Do you see what I mean?

8.6.23

Dice-player
differend
vade-mecum
James McGill Vs. Saul Goodman
Turn subtitles on, and then watch the movie WITHOUT subtitles!
Womb ~ chora ~ womb
The mirror/shadow world
Quantum determinations
jai alai
You cannot live without loving. Yes, BUT you also cannot love without living, isn’t it?!
Quahnahuak
Obscene concourse
actionista

Dark Enlightenment

28.3.23

pompom
puerile
metier
disport, repast, pageant, pastime
frigate
spun glass
facetious
taffeta
arabesque, curlicues
tinctorial
escutcheon
sou
periwinkle
condign
agent provocateur
pasha
plash

The hauteur of a hunchback without a hunch
A well-bred suicide
Of unknown origin

First sink into it, then you will start floating!

29.3.23

lurid
autofiction

Bid me to live
Gloating disloyal friends

Peak-plateaus
THIS low maybe better than THAT high
Why does your face go numb then?
DO the lessest
You can do whatever you want to RELAX x
For fine folks with good hearts and curious minds
Sacred music protected from thieves

7.4.23

worklessness
Impersonal neutrality ~ the outside
Unconscious materiality
Utter fatigue and sleepless exhaustion

8.4.23

il y a
illeity
Becoming mortal
Atheist transcendence
Ungraspable facticity of dying

The futility of suicide

Pantisocracy

10.4.23

Total artwork
Systemprogramme ~ symphilosophy
“Suck my tongue” – Dalai Lama
The vertiginous disappointment of absolute freedom
Divinatory criticism
It is equally fatal to the spirit to have a system and not to have a system. It will simply have to decide to combine the two.
mock-heroic ~ travesty
tragicomedy ~ comitragedy
counterconcepts
The urbanity of dialogue
The fragment as project
Form ~ subject + content ~ object

parabasis
infinition
dieretic
savoir vivre
bathos

Sex + suicide ≈ Sinner!

11.4.23

Khalistani sympathiser
Subterranean radicalism
Sikh ghar vapsi
Bhindranwale 2.0
Farcical frenzy
The parodic dissolution of aesthetic absolutism
decreation
The Athenaum as clandestine companion
Romantic naivete & the achievement of meaninglessness
In quest of the ordinary
Stanley Cavell
The importance of unrealized/impossible ideals
‘So romantics dream revolution, and break their hearts’ – the detheologized re-enchantment of the world
Fragmentary realization
Autophilosophy
Conditions of (im)possibility
Staccato muscularity
Futuricity of fragments
The restless futural movement of worklessness
Cosmetic gynecology

Sexual violence ≈ Unbelievable

Stirring up the depths, by rubbing on the surface

tizzy
tosh
palki

12.4.23

3 modes of response to feeling miserable – 1. Sink – become bitter & resentful with self-pity & loathing 2. Float – wallow dreamily in the mud 3. Swim – fight to regain a lively sense. Optimally, 1 should be less than 2 or 3.
2 & 3 should be more or less equal (1:2:3 ~ 20:40:40%)

While always being aware of the black abyss, keep doing the superficial stuff as a necessary evil & practical survival – the unreal as of secondary importance, and a pragmatic concession

tacky
caterwauling
skulk
praline
pensum
venery
bestrid
dramaticule
aporetics
ephectic

The achievement of romanticism as promise
From the actual to the eventual everyday
The work of death
Translator as traitor
hoping AGAINST Hope
Imprisoned by emancipatory narratives
Paratactic formulae
Positive nothingness ~ negative meaning
Apolitical decadence as radical praxis
Austere messianism
Black gusto
Nothing is funnier than unhappiness:
Laughter is the sound of language trying to commit suicide, but being unable to do so…
Mortal tedium
Groucho Marx
Why these vain stories?
…and yet, we can’t not go on
Nothing is more real than nothing
Impersonal, neutral, indifferent voice
The third person

Forget (wanting to be) happy, brother Joe!

13.4.23

My death will fuck time up! I am also one of those Sex Criminals (adult comic)

I am no(O)ne

Do you love me enough, to watch a few serial episodes (that you’ve already seen), along with me?

Love, according to Charles Manson! (Mindhunter S02 E05)

From mystical unity to mad plurality
Something is happening
Fire >< flames
The psychosis (who) moves like a tiger
Suffering from delusions ~ touched by GOD ~ possessed by the demon ~ the fatal cure
XTC
Writing yourself out – live report
Coincidentia oppositorum
Everything is, therefore everything is, of equal importance
Dead reckoning

cerulean
in~tension → extensional monsters

2 cubed is 8K or 8D

You’re smoking pure air now!

Write it down, but later… not now.

The midas touch freezes the lava flow

Open the Eye

Absolute affirmation, beyond positive & negative

You have no clue how thin the ice you’re all walking on, really is! But I have been – UNDERNEATH……

14.4.23

Such a claim comes close to the truth, but NOT for the reasons it imagines!
I have become a name 😐
The utopian moment of ever-deferred reconciliation

How did this happen ~ Science.
Why did this happen ~ Religion
What just happened? ~ Philosophy

16.4.23

Homer Vs. Socrates
From unknowing to non-knowing
Generic salvation
Classical blank verse
The philosophical ambitions of musical tone poems
Coleridgian conversation poem
The 2 master-words of Wallace Stevens’s poetics – real & imagination
Poetry is the exploration of philosophical abomination
Realism/anti-realism debate
Realism is a corruption of reality
worldhood
This time of dearth ~ culture of nihilism
The theory of poetry is the life of poetry. The theory of poetry is the theory of life.
Theoreticist relation
Are (some) fictions true (unequally)?
Double mimesis
From medley to mêlée
The idea of the self
The ec-static self
From fiction to magic
The Sur-real
Poems authored by the sun

Sex ~ sects

seriatim
enjambement
factum

17.4.23

Jazmine St. Cocaine
The vulgate of experience
The therapeutic value of the critical task
Cold restraint & rugged simplicity

scrofulous
vinous
sward
truckle
periphrastic

18.4.23

UnHerd

19.4.23

Gloriously illiterate
Post-romantic
Shoe-gaze
Melancholy questionings on regenerate humanity
Idiotise oneself
An aggressive scepticism which was beautifully sincere
The supernormalities of genius
Intuitionalists Vs. Soul-paupers
Somnolent mysticism
Loose/evil liver
Heavy tragedian of sex-antagonism
Matrimonial misery
Erotic humor
Joy-mingled disgust
The pleasant relief of the spiritual aristocrat
Bacchanalian invocations
Aphrodite Pandemos
The unendurable journey of duty
Sleeping-draught
Rude health
Iconoclast Vs. Idolater
Unimpaired autocracy
Anarchic hostility

Deliberate mut(il)ation

This life is one big/long/slow comedown!

The misogynist as woman-worshipper

nescience
dichtung
tyro
coadjutor
ague
gnome
cuirass
fjord
inapt
willowy
sibilant
epithet
cutter
offal
bêtise
gasconade
doggerel
cant

20.4.23

tweener
bivouac

intenser

21.4.23

Three extremes

JUST reading!
(Fuck comprehension)

Countless combinations

“I have died ~ 11 times”

Unscientistic/generic science
Science decenters
From REALITY to the Real
Ultra-realist
Infinitely eff*able
Realization via de-idealization
Man as non-human/utopian
philosomorphism
alter-humanism/pluri-humanism
Expansive indefinition/mutation
philosophie brute
From learned ignorance to unlearned knowledge
Keatsian stupidity
Churlish & duplicitous
Initiation as illusion
Performative consistency
“The ambition of creating a new genre is the deepest consistent core of all my undertakings.”
intro-ducere
Metaobstruction ~ creative constraints
Defocusing film
Theories as merelogical parts of the Real
para~logic
Meinongian jungle
Overt pseudoscientific style
Dogma 95 Manifesto
Monstrous thinking/animal thought
Wonder ~ horror
anim(aliz)ation
Heretical treatments of philosophy
The materializing posture sidesteps the aporia
Tangential structure
From representation to revisioning
Modelist explosion
Kailee Morgue

Is Laruelle the perfect nihilist?

The rejection of the unborn – what is the opposite of adoption?

Distinguish: Disappointment & Anti-climax

ludic
manqué
trilemmas

Sapphophilia by Lesbionic

22.4.23

disturbia
beau

Dead ringer ~ spitting image
Proof of concept
Money shot
Weaponized pop
Passion project
Found family
Literal ~ opaque
Double-exposure
I just don’t know what to do with myself
Distracted from distraction by distraction

From palimpsest to tabula rasa

I think I got a girl-crush – a different kind of love…
We could have a slumber party just for two
You can remove all my clothes and never see me naked… See me for real

Goodness me!

There is no shame in falling off, when you’re dancing on the cliff-edge!
I’m gonna crucify you some more tonight 😎
Coma + Breakdown (GNR) – on a loop!

24.4.23

I wanna feel what it’s like to be in your skin, when that’s being done…

Girls like girls like boys do… nothing new!
I’m not in love, I’m just a little drunk on you
All I wanna say is I’ve got the real thing, and nothing else matters… I love you like that.

Will you be a nihilist with me?
The arrogation of voice
Recreate your audience
Philosophy’s flight from the ordinary
Grounds for discussion
Philosophy & autobiography as 2 sides of the same coin
Systematic abdication
Guiding intuitions
Diaspora sensibility
Studied casualness
Perverse native aversion
Distracted from distraction by distraction
Inconsequential response
Manipular attempts
As good as dead
Interrogating arrogance
Authorial breath
Harriet Taylor (Mill)
Substitute accompanist
Melodrama of the unknown
Number theory
Glad unsayability
This is simply what I do
Childhood as a madhouse of/for playing to the death
The excessive moment
The finesse of formal intimacy

“To interpret silence as delay – that is, to refuse to see that sometimes there is nothing to say – may be tragic.”

How is it like to act as someone who puts on the human act?

Halakha
innerness/seriousness
misencounter
betoken
Inside dopesters
prorogation
conservatory
cantor
High holidays
Rosh Hashanah
shofar

Solo games

stobriety

Isolation is our commonness

25.4.23

Book of Dzyan
proem
Society is illusion
Enforced harmony of egoisms
The pleasure-pain calculus

The latent masochism in hedonism!

27.4.23

……because, I STILL like it!
Semiotic danger
Loundon loon
Yiddish theater
Furtive legitimacy
Ecstatic improvisation
Clinical Vs. Critical
The desire to become anonymous
Autobiographizing/signing the world
Finding your own neutrality
Calorie conscious

Abyss ~ labyrinth ~ void; Bleak → Black → Blank

I can show you (how to treat yourself) as an object (as opposed to subject)

shtetl
eclat
ambassadress
Lethe
battery

Stallion ~ Stally (Daschund); Cavalier ~ Cavell (Stanley)

Goallessness

20.2.23

How do I upgrade (myself) from here?? 🤔 Stagnation becomes more of a problem at advanced levels…?
Transmarginal zone
Demagination, delanguizing, dethinking

Psychotic longing & breakthrough
The whirlpool of time
Empty prophets

Astral embodiment
But nothing happens……….
Debauched mystics

Are the royal highway and the dead-end street the same place/route?
Heretical shortcuts
The legitimacy of limitlessness

The seduction of madness
Fatal illumination
un-worlding/de-selfing

Faulty attachments
Are “liberation” & “dissolution”, synonyms or antonyms?!
Spiritual placenta

Illusory obligations
Ties, cares & desires
The love of detachment; the striving for perfect passivity

Nameless, featureless depth that is (my) identity
False possessions
Primal Principle

Ossified relations, polarised dynamics
The truth of/in the desert
Spiritualization ~ interiorization

Plotinian/Eckhartian
Subjectification Vs. Objectification
Which world do we live in, and how many are there?

Pretentiously ethereal “evacuation”
Fictional counterpart/faecal variant
Slothrop & Roquentin

Godawful shockwave of shit
Anti-solar, sub-ocean elementary space
Eery sine-waving light

Gruesome mystery, vaguely religious, meaningful nonsense
Intermezzo
dingleberry

billet
kindling (n.)
Undulating mountains of debris

The consumptive text and textual consumption
Don Caravaggio
Tsunami tunnel

The greater plan
Dead rhythms
The body has many clocks

Natural rituals
Sad militants
Experience books

Hot takes
Dark Deleuze
Cynical ideology

Radical academia
Wish fulfillment
Tikkun & Invisible Committee

Ill-will & ressentiment
French collective
Critical corporealities

From protest to riot
The ethics of transformation
Reading group

The politics of imperceptibility
Abusing online platforms
Techno-exploits

Mad/Black territories

21.2.23

cometic
unblushing
auto-da-fe

The solipsistic alchemist
Sparkling putrescence
The suicide-(of the)provocateur

Why (do you want to read) August Strindberg’s diary??
Ordinary people & great tragedies!
Critical heritage

marginalia
Taste, creativity & criticism
The worth of (registering) incomprehension

The cool psychologist & the passionate flagellant
ineffaceable
knickerbockers, breeches

charwoman; wet nurse
roseate shimmer
fjord; sexton

pari passu
whalebone, baleen
perpetuum mobile

Gallic
Will I turn into a pious coward just before I die?!

22.2.23

tout court
tuché
I > subject

je/moi
Distinguish: Metonymy & Metaphor
Identitary transformation

preclusion
The material/body as the impossible (ineffable/inaccessible) immediacy
Infantile/colloquial (non-philosophical) first names

contra-dictio in adiecto
The interiority of the body
Location of resistance

Topos of critique
Asymmetry, impasse & escape
assujettisement

The soul is the body’s prison!
The law’s auto-transgression
Foucauldian Power ~ Lacanian Law

How is power transformed from disciplinary effect to revolutionary force?
Identifying the continuity behind the changes
Stable instance, not eternal substance

Corporeal continuity Vs. Transformative subjectivity
Self-imposed ideological control in particular discourses
Unilateral auto-affirmation

Unmediated/radical/irrevocable solitude
Biological rhythm Vs. Universal clock
hyoscine/scopolamine

Donald Crowhurst
Creative mathematics
Cosmic Integral

Zero point and absolute nihilism
This is actually NOT as spectacular/weird as you might believe
Why do I have these dreams which have a very nasty aftertaste!? Or should I be asking, HOW, instead??

Hyper-reflexion
Unreally Real!
Nothingness/death/evil as mirror of being/life/good

Senseless truths
Game Day – “…maybe we won!”
Are perception & illusion, friends or enemies? 🤪

The pleasures of insight, and the insights of pleasure
“The mad-mystic is not assaulted by images, but rather assaults the images himself.” This reminds me of my comment about “me swallowing Evil”, in contrast to Altizer’s experience of “being swallowed by Satan”…… Joseph Vs. Amos
Holy of holies ~ Folly of follies

The instructed priest is advised by diversions
Holy tri-unity – philosophy (theory/study), theology (practice/ethics) & religion (experience/mysticism)
Specialist events

Physi(ologi)cal mysticism
Traditional doctrine & authentic knowledge – love or hate?
Man= 101-101

de-script-ion
Anata (Buddhism) ~ creative nothingness (Stirner) ~ the cosmic blackness of the isolated One (Laruelle)
Pornography as the image-ladder

The sensual imagination & abstract thought
Infernally animated micro-operations
Blindness ~ blackness ~ blankness

Pure im(per)manence
The neutral/waking/trance zone
Fundamental instability

Ecstasy → astonishment → perplexity
Deceptive calculations

23.2.23

Deendayal Upadhyaya
BJP in Tamil Nadu

24.2.23

Socialist entrepreneur
Statesman-pretender
சூராரைப் போற்று

ஜெய் பீம்
Elected autocracy
Distinguish government & ruling party

The wheel of fortune
Heroine ~ heroin
misremembering

All our successes are swallowed up in fundamental & ultimate failure!
Focus on living each day fully… And death will take care of itself.

Nothing “means” anything! (and vice-versa?) 😜
From nihilism to a-nihil-ation
The white is an effect of the Black, but the Black does NOT cause the white.

25.2.23

Distinguish sill & pane
Cultural calendar
soroptomist

ரௌத்திரம் பழகு
What is the relationship between literature & journalism
Celebrated judgment

Principled conversations on contentious issues
Public issues & personal introspection
Privileged protection of provocative art

The author & society; the society & the author
The state, culture & artist
Revolutionary Vs. Reactionary

A gestalt combining of partial paradigms
A contradictory context in flux
Never univocal

Self-fashioning
Legal interpretation & the literary imagination
The violence of the pen

In the courtroom, the judge becomes the author!
The 300 Ramayans
Women, Dalit & tribal writers

Translation is the language of democracy
Manto
Lamp-lighting ceremony
Misinformation ~ ignorance

Photo-op(portunity)
Proud Chenaiite
Women consuming Shahrukh

The outsider superstar
The failed promises of liberalization
Middle-class mobility

Emotional taxes & personal toolkit
The author in the text; the text in the author
Who said, “Never meet your heroes!”?

chic-lit
Thank you for putting me to good use
Hypermasculine space & the female boss

Feminist economics
Narrativizing the data
Personalizing research

The political will requires social will
Future nostalgia
Illustrated lecture

Interdisciplinary media practices
Archiving rebellions
Recording as creating

Constructing the ideal citizen
Queering forms
Modernized rajas

The home as one’s extended body
Gandhian Vs. Nehruvian
Cinematic archive

Archetypes of architecture
Working through different registers
Material media

Films Division
The politics of Hindi
Fake found footage

1952 – the first international film festival of India
High modernism
Prosthetic as aid for transformation

Who is Gaur Gopal Das’s guru?
Rajgruha
Transparent clothing

Pleasure palace
The planned city
Abstract spaces

Refugee colony
Measure ~ divide
Fossilized forms of living

Problematic slippages in well-meaning utopian thought
The naming of streets
The paternalistic gaze of the activist

Uneasy empathy
Silence on film
The kitchen ballet

Dalits aligned with Shiv Sena
Sarcastic rhetoric
Gateless gated colonies

Mixing textures to disturb – noise overlay
Opening the can of worms – ageing
Liberal & conservative forces within the same family

Willing to work with imperfection – always a work in progress
Self-analysis
Incomplete tales

Women & borders; Nature & language
Incomplete stories & surprising interventions
Partition museum

Godly digging
Borders invite crossing
Minute everyday triggers

Shallow grave ~ sand tomb
Prem Chand
Booker Prize for Hindi novel

This is not that Geetanjali Shree
The eclectic moment
Inter-vernacular

Dissenting friendship
Mother > vessel/vassal
Sports writing

True crime
Cutting off the noise and thinking for yourself
Short-cricuiting the official narrative

Breaking out of the permanent present
Corporate Vs. Nationalist agendas
Social distance & room to breathe

The argumentative audience
Storm in a teacup
Michael Atherton – cricketer & journalist

NK – there’s an amateur in the pro tennis tour!
In the course of a day’s play……
Cannibalizing the craft

Plagiarizing ~ recycling
The journalist as thinker!
Sources of income & recognition

Independent coverage
The euphonic sentence
Maybe that’s what I did…?

Bharat Sundaresan
The Punjabi spirit of service
Crisis & humor

Zafarnama
The moral authority of the defeated man
P. Sainath refuses Padma Bhushan

A people’s history
We need their stories in order to better script our own
The Indian jawan is a farmer in uniform

Mallu Swarajyam
A dangerous revolutionary @ 11
Bhagat Singh Jugiya

How many genocides & crimes against humanity have gone unpunished, or even remembered?!
Wife-beating as national sport
Housa bhai

Underground government
The forest satyagraha of adivasis
Shobaram Geherwa

Great men seem to be the cause of revolutions, but the common people themselves are!
Freedom > independence
How does a Dalit choose between Gandhi & Ambedkar?

We used to make bombs
Economic inequality in India in 2023 ~ 1921 situation!
Drawing room outrage

Late Victorian holocausts
Victoria’s original secrets
People’s archive of rural India

World Press Freedom Index
Freedom of exit
Savarkar was a freedom fighter until 1911

Mercy petitions to the British
Bad hagiographies
The duty to embrace your freedom struggle

History cannot be invented
Amish Bhagat

Decision/sufficiency ~ thought/judgment

From radical orthodoxy to radically heterodox ~ from belief to heresy
Blind spontaneity ~ Vision-in-Black
Always-already-in-life

நான்-philosophy
The lived-without-life

26.2.23

From hermetologists to hermeticians
Distinguish secret & mystery
The positive essence of darkness & silence

screed

27.2.23

The radical autonomy of indeterminate matter
Equalizing all forms of thought
Bootlegging/hacking/pirating theory

Collective intimacy
Squandered potential
Who I want to be > who I can be or who I should be

The totality of lived experience Vs. Philosophical universals
Extracting the essential/kernel
Non-sufficiency ~ openness

Emancipatory totalization
Weird monism
Inalienable/indivisible One

idempotence
Fascist revolutionary
The One is absolutely impoverished (from language, history, sexuality & power) – devoid of all empirical content

Ariadne’s thread
The minority principle
Given-without-givenness

The One relativizes/suspends both philosophy & science
Life determines consciousness and not the other way around
Irreversible causality

Unilateral duality >> unified theory >> quantum entanglement
Stop me if I’m rambling!
A new destiny for thought

Immanence ~ autonomy
Democratic gnosis
Non-system – neither order nor chaos!

Funny mistranslation at the theory center
A playground for thought ~ a construction site using debris/wreckage as building materials
Can you hear Jeremy Smith literally huffing & puffing as he tries to explain Non-philosophy!? 😁

The philosophical double – mimetic rivalry, etc.
Cloning is non-additive & non-subtractive
philo-fi

Subject-positions
Red stars in the black universe – academics, mystics, heretics, adolescents & militants
The passion for the Remote

A fusion of theory with the masses
Research-badges & firewalls
Non-authoritative philosophy

Generic science
Oraxiom ~ oracle + axiom
Alternate instantiations

1.3.23

Can I come to your place?…I wanna be alone for a while!
The One is, not (self-)conscious, but it sees.
The One does NOT want to know, or need to have

Acausal relation
I ~ The first person singular pronoun is (one of) the “first name(s)” of the Real (Laruelle) ~ “Who am I?” is a nonsensical question! (UGK)
Interdisciplinary >> (transdisciplinary >>) indisciplinary

Pessimism & heresy as intersecting practices
Reinvigorating theoretical violence, against the hyper-normalization of capitalism
Non-commutative ontology

From letters & numbers to images & sounds…… to…… Abstract art?!

2.3.23

Have you ever noticed how beautiful your own fingers are!?
I did the heroic dose, and thereby became the villain! Although you vomited… Yes, but only through the mouth 😜
autophagy

3.3.23

From conversion to mutation
Guattari as a mad scientist rather than a philosopher – a Laruellian enthusiast!
I want to be(come) a philosopher. I want to be great (or at least good) at, at least one thing in this life. Suddenly, a strong urge to ACT/DO or achieve/accomplish… But then, it is promptly killed off by the other voice:

WHY?!? Why not just be a nobody? Why not just randomly move from one thing to another, with no rhyme or sense? Just be a mutable & shapeless void that is moved, and moves, from the interaction of inner forces & outer factors……
Memory ~ recognition ~ cage
I want to live in such a way that the world would be radically & permanently changed, because I lived in it! Ha ha ha ha ha……….

Is the clock just looking at itself through me?
Pure perception
Sensation sans selection

Why is just living not enough? Why do I hate this empty feeling?
Life Vs. Knowledge ~ Truth Vs. Error ~ Power Vs. Imitation ~ Joy Vs. Desire
Bliss is NOT what you imagine it to be, from here……!

Awakening, without following or deciding
Monkey-man and imatatio dei
Magical thinking

Distinguish skepticism and agnosticism
Truth as (just) a passing thought……! 🤪
The narrative habitual personality Vs. The spontaneous unlimited self

When the illusion becomes real, the real becomes illusion
I’m just trying not to torture myself, at least for the next 15 minutes
If I just forgot about what I can do or ought to be, what I really want would slowly show itself……!?

Self-induced hypnotic trance of dogmatic credulity
Ego-trips & cash-cows galore
Hifalutin malarkey

Tribal customs gradually become psychological needs
Fool’s paradises

4.3.23

From psycho-somatic to somato-psychic
bazball
Dimmu Borgir

Tennis TV subscription
From WHITE (world) to RED (passion) to BLACK (death)

5.3.23

“Don’t panic… It’s all gonna be okay.” – NEVERMORE!
How does someone like UG practise the force-of-thought, cloning, etc.?

6.3.23

apodictic
Self-verifying experience
Innatist position

The (supposedly) ahistorical core
Habitual & familiar facts masquerading as eternal & universal truths
Ordinary language philosophy

Depth grammar
phatic
Limit language

countermand
remiss
unconscionable

asiety
screed
Ascriptions of certainty

immure
wraith
The use/value/meaning of words

Quasi-formal reconstruction
Syntactics & semantics

7.3.23

Polyphonic theoretical practice ~ collective assemblage of enunciations
The Guattari Effect
Ontological mutations & conjunctural situations

ampliative
The resonance of non-concepts
innervate

Autonomist micro-politics
Oceanic anthropology
Institutional analysis

Experiments-in-the-making
Speculative cartography
The production of subjectivity

Hypercomplex multiplicities
The impatient
The modalities of group-being

D&G
The clandestine subversion of semiotic sufficiencies in an incipient era
Tenured radicalism

nugatory
Populism & transgression
The libidinal economy

Deconstruction >> proliferation
Unconscious enjoyment
Loki Vs. Thanos – how & when does transgression become evil?

Child sexuality
Georgetown, Penang
Molecular revolution (in Brazil)

Chaosmosis
Transversality & ambient manifold
Include news, sports, docu-science (history, travel, wildlife, etc.) to your regular watching diet (along with films, serials, music videos, porn, etc.)

Can I play carrom board, table-tennis, etc. alone?
Wandering as a tourist, in my own neighborhood and city
Diagrammatic ramifications

Should I learn how to swim or not!? Fuck…… Why is it so hard to actually get up and do something??
Blockages in the socius
Modifying the equilibrium of forces, to gain access to a new montage

Exiting language via empty signifiers
The polyphony of the singular-common
Guattari Vs. Lacan

Real experiments that implicate, explicate & complicate the concrete situation
Sensible materiality
Problematizing models

Dispraxis & heterogenesis
Guattari as proto-Laruellian practitioner
Relating concepts with circumstances, percepts & affects

Theoretical constructivism as real-life experiment in chaoticizing philosophy
The artifice-Real
Douanier Rousseau

A cheerful researcher lacking a well-qualified domain
Desire-affirming → rupture with discursivity & pictoriality
The becoming-Child

In- & over-human processual operators of intensification
Non-localizable powers
Opening onto new universes of reference

The institutional programmer of collective equipment
Mutualist education

8.3.23

Just because you consume all this weird/crazy shit, DOESN’T mean you’re radical/tough/great, Joe!
line-cook, meterman
corsage

joist
slush
sabot

palette-knife
openwork
tracery

9.3.23

Present ~ alert; Open ~ sensitive; Willing ~ flexible
The nebulous waking zone
Fascinations & illuminations as temptations

Sobriety as hypermadness
Merkabah, herkalot, Ashkenaz
Remembrances of a religio-maniac

The nasty divine
Suffer being misunderstood
Anti-mystical medications

Iconoclastic imagination
Are unemployed & self-employed synonyms?
Are pessimistic and lazy synonyms?

The mad-mystical image assault and the seduction of language
Non-ostentative experience
Just as the mystics’ experience of GOD leads them to faith, my experience of the absence of GOD leads me to unbelief…

I am distinguished – born in August – since my birth was prophesied, and I arrived like a messiah, shouldn’t I use this miracle to test the limits of possibility, and see if I am really supernatural…? But what if I am wrong in this grandiose delusion?? What have I got to lose – this wretched puny existence?! But if I am right, then I have everything to gain!

In order to be correct, one must first become strict!
Silence as transcendence
How to grow psilocybin & mescaline?

echolalia
Everything everywhere all at once
Vaslav Nijinsky

Heaven is only for those who don’t panic & opt out of this endless descent into Hell!
Repressed memories ~ prophetic insights ~ dream plots ~ quantum realities
Are Amalraj & Laruelle friends in Hell?

How does it feel like to continue in this state of corpse-like deadness for so long? How much longer can you stay here? Maybe I can take breaks and keep returning?
Hidden ~ potential ~ unreal
Free associating lines of flight & escape routes, tangentially…

Who is Agent Swarm?
Metaphorica Vs. Multimundiana

10.3.23

Special operations – add ultimation and consummation to cloning and dualysis
unition
order-words

Man as the non-consistent, but identical (not unitarian) Real
The hyperphilosophical crown
Real disalienation & transcendental dis-illusion

The Christ-subject is by essence in-struggle
Hell is never distant!
The non-relation of Man & GOD

miss-ion
The in-version of theological incarnation
STOP needing GOD, or desiring (to become) the Superman

A theorematics of mystic-fiction
An anti-idealist axiomatics
Scientific (experimental/practical) abstraction of the philosophical double

Philosophy → Non-philosophy → Non-standard philosophy
Matrix ~ rhizome ~ chora
The non-deductive chains of a quantum hermeneutic Vs. Sufficient logic

Future perfect
Liberative indeterminacy
Aleatory readings

Conceptual collision in the particle accelerator of Non-philosophy
acception
Religionizing Vs. Quantizing

The reductionist constitution of simple classical universes – beyond scientism, religionism, politicism, aestheticism, etc.
Regional ontologies
Man’s quantum leap out of Hell, via the transformation of its vicious circles, by colliding them together

Was Neils Bohr influenced by Kierkegaard?!
pre-prior genericity
under-foundation

Superposition & undulation > Textual deconstruction
De-mathematicizing Quantum Theory – substantial function → stylistic approach
FROM science-made TO science-in-the-making

Encounter & variation
Breaking out of the enclosure by the continuous transformation of problems
“Not a matter of reaching the point where one no longer says I, but the point where saying I or not, no longer has any importance”

AGAINST THE FANTASM OF DIFFICULTY: THE “PARADOX OF NON-PHILOSOPHY”
Henology
Probabilizing

philo-rigid
Metaphoric extrapolation
Internal relativisation & extension

11.3.23

BBC reporting on the BBC controversy over Gary Linekar – is it even possible to be objective??
The plausibility of irrationalist epistemology
Critique of homo economicus

Affinities & intensities
Smooth democratic unfreedom
Movementist praxis

kraken
Misrecognizing the immediate
Value-relevance

Simplifying & stylizing reality with unique coherencies

13.3.23

Imaginative biographer
bugbear
Copybook maxim

From value judgments to pure description
There is nothing to understand!
alacritous

There is no difference between subject & object. There is no separation between stimulus & response.
Vision > seeing > seer

I have no mouth and I must scream
Dark Enlightenment
Insane enjoyment

Your attempts to escape are sinking you deeper into the hole!
Culpable victims
The state of unknowing ~ I’m not talking about the unknowable

The fear of the known coming to an end
Distinguish: Objective genitive & Subjective genitive
Philosophical rebellion Vs. Non-philosophical heresy

Sufficiency is the limit to be escaped ~ enclosure
There is no right place to be
You would be surprised by how unsurprised I was

The Image of thought
Atheological gnosticism
The One as exception to the All

State philosophy & Royal science
Non-hierarchical relativisation
From scientism to non-standard philosophy

Affecting the visible world, by seeing, with my eyes closed
I, the philosopher, am lying
Instead of theorizing the outside, start theorizing FROM the outside

De-regiment
Performance over signification
Asignifying rupture

How would Laruelle or Deleuze theorize someone like UG?
Self-cancelling philosophical hallucination
From determination-in-the-last-instance to indetermination in the pre-primary instance

Self-imposed constraints & pre-established limits
Unsuturing thought from any one (or two) truth procedure(s)
The liberating & stultifying effects of Marxism

Future anterior
Predicting the past
We must explain the work by extending it

Does GOD not play dice?
Determinist discursivity
From religion to science (to art) to…?

Choratic composition
Harmful abstract phantasm
Latour’s AiME (An enquiry into Modes of Existence)

Quantum Christ
Mixed media
Entangled matters & multiplied concerns

Spurious exoticism
Making a more realistic narrative thinkable
Emancipatory master-narrative

Human & non-human assemblages of different scales
Actor Network Theory (ANT)
Heterogenous associations

Comparative anthropology of Moderns
Connections with other collectives
Felicity & infelicity conditions

Category mistakes
The many obscure sources of reason
Digital scenography – a tailor-made interface for a thought collaborative

Stagecraft ~ theatre design
The future of reading

14.3.23

Entitled opinions
The most fateful person in human history
Google word coach

The genius apostle who championed the gospel of ressentiment
Why do(n’t) I have great ambitions?
The 5th Gospel

Semiotic interventions
Nag Hammadi gnosis
Laughter Vs. Cynicism

Season of mist
Metaphysical traditions
Tragedy as (supreme) wisdom

Tunnel-maker
Extremely demanding concept
Sacramental festival ~ national ritual ~ public sacrifice

No spirituality without liturgy
Jesus the elitist Vs. Paul the universalist
Materialist theology

The young specialist
Lucky genius
A new seriousness

Heroic music Vs. Entertainment principle
Staging the suffering & dismembering of GOD
Shared moment of spec(tac)ular truth

Admiring & criticizing myself as a youth
Non-Olympian God
Song of the high noon

“12 Rules for Life” (Peterson) Vs. “You Must Change Your Life” (Sloterdijk)
Utilitarianism is useless
Critical transformation of deception into good use

Kafkaesque parable
The artistic transfiguration of unlivable truths
The absolute narcissism of GOD

Meditating on (one’s own) godliness
Finding a way to combine suffering & knowledge into creativity
How do I fall in love with (my own) life?

Theory of the future ~ the future of theory
The eternal recurrence of Nietzsche’s mother & sister!
Unleashing the energies of affirmation

The Laruellian Nietzsche Vs. The Nietzschean Laruelle
Smiling to oneself
Semi-mad letters

It is very hard to conceive a sane GOD
Divine inner turbulence
Bearing the burden of my divine predicament

Renouncing the will-to-truth
The religion of the earth
There is nothing (left) to say or do

The double stillness of the European ciesta & Indian meditation
Autobiographical gospel
Reappropriating one’s own work

Self-eulogizing
Classical futurism
The blindspots of the prophet

Vertical tension without a higher realm
Will-to-growth
Rocket spirituality

Immortal ideal
Creating a new market for your brand
The regime of the last man

The drive to distinction in an egalitarian world
Action-teacher
Making a profession out of danger

Praising the unsuccessful tight-rope walker
“Can you breathe?” – “I don’t want to!”
FROM present open & willing TO immediate, unilateral & unconditional

Unconditional, unreserved & irrevocable
Non-philosophy is the Neither/Nor
Non-philosophy is the None of The Above (NOTA) option

15.3.23

From I am to AM
The human animal as the One
The live body ~ the Real

The Real/One ~ autonomic nervous system; Thought/philosophy ~ cerebral cortex
The Realest picture
agitprop

catfishing

16.3.23

Ossianic
Heine as a German Jew
Aristocratic refugees

Wealthy but troubled background
tallit
feuilleton

seder
hagglers
Constantly fluctuating between boredom & irritation

Renowned forever
Eloquent silence
Annoying cynosure

Religious recrudescence
Constitutional uncongeniality
Reactionary political apostasy

mezuzah
Limbic waters
sidle up

Via infinitiva ~ From “I am drinking tea with sugar” to “Drink sugar tea”, and so on & so on……
Adolfo Fernandez-Zoila
Edmond Jabes

Enigmatic writing
From text to context to pre-text
Pages from the exhumed book

FROM – out of the magical spell – TO – into the mystical vision

17.3.23

Intelligent body
Inverted Platonism
Micro-incarnations
Language particles
Metaphorized physiology
From eclecticism to syncresis
The work of the ground-flesh

Alhumdulillah (Homeland)
Culture Vs. Civilization
Tragedy as truth
The wanderer and his shadow
Animal culture
Speaking animality
Collage novel
Brute imagination
Disanthropic visions
Bestial gestures
The biocentric tradition
UGK ~ the final Nietzsche ~ the huma(nima) ~ anim(al-hum)anl!

18.3.23

Circular intertextual relations
Ontological méconnaissance
Signification → rebiologization
No-subject
From ignorance to indifference
Becoming hume-an ~ the sapient animal
Instinctual epistemology
Anti-anthropocentric revolution
The work of art as inimitable expression
Man as creatural as opposed to cultural
Guattari Vs. Lacan
Distinguish predator & master/demagogue/sadist – from domination to cruelty
Antihuman, antidemocratic, supramoral sentiments
(1) criticality and openness (2) unlearning and relearning (3) overcoming and becoming – Nietzsche’s triple dialectic
Pedagogy, mimesis & influence – smashing out of the hall of mirrors
Natural force ~ bio-power
“I want (to make you) you (to) desire what I desire”
Zarathustra has NO disciples
Sur(realistic)-decadence
Vivo, ergo cogito
Effete intellectual traditions Vs. Chthonic religions

tessera
Falangism
anknüpfung
ephemerid
meretricious

Distinguish: Doing nothing & Waiting
Trying to impress people, by looking like you’re indifferent

19.3.23

chinoiserie
menagerie
ferity
synecdochic
ocellus
divestiture – (all of) culture is bourgeois!
Ur-theilung

Animal atavism Vs. Pornology
Natural cruelty Vs. Cultural violence
Anti-representational art
Libidinal economy Vs. Symbolic order
The bestial is autotelic (as opposed to reciprocally determined by the other)
The tropological enslavement of Nature to the Human
Biocentrism ~ vitalism?
Uncovering the common deep structure among these thinkers
The technical paradox of biocentric art
The rational(istic) assumptions of conventional realism
Blunting rhetorical force through allegorical readings
Negative prestige
Primordial scandal
From understanding & imagination (possibility) to perception & intuition (actuality)
Aggressive herbivores
Return to Nature – Noble savage Vs. Wild man
The barbarian of the heights
Biocentrism against its myriad doubles – E.g. Fascism, environmentalism, etc.
All domestication is superficial & reversible
Ideological misalliance

Maybe man is the unique animal, because of (the capacity for) individuality

Vanessa Lemm
Margot Norris
Max Ernst

Buy (& use!) non-lethal self-defence weapons

  1. 3.23

Medical Humanities
Participatory research

21.3.23

I must confess, I was disappointed by Margot Norris’s animal conservation ethic after her bold foray into the feral nature of human reality (“Beasts of the Modern Imagination”)…!

Philochosis ~ philosophical psychosis

manse
furze

Any further justification for my non-psychological research seems, to me, unnecessary

22.3.23

Each person is a separate species. There is NO mankind!

23.3.23

From Positionality to posture!

24.3.23

Inorganic life
Neutral eroticism

26.3.23

“I am a stone” (Demon Hunter) + “I am broken too” (Killswitch Engage)

Militant women
Free lovers
I’m broken too – in all the right places – just like you!

27.3.23

Radical individualism + human extinction ≈ Nihilistic egoism!

The solecism of the wise

Your whole life is one long failed suicide attempt

allotrope
congeries
blutsbrüderschaft
Astyanax
philosophicalish
extirpate
hacktivism
créatrice

Ursula & Gudrun ~ sisters-in-love

The new Bing
Erotic quarreling
Underworld knowledge → mutual hellish recognition
Fatal consonance + living strife
Organic memory
Return to Nature Vs. Cultivation of animality
Memory, forgetting & promise
Political friendship
Animal virtues
Justice as gift-giving
The rebeginning of culture
New preface
Life Vs. Truth
Pictorial thinking & intuited metaphors
Affirmative biopolitics
Pluralization
Tristan Garcia’s “Letting Be and Making Powerful”
Catabasis, anabasis & nemesis
Inclusive possiblism
Distinguish: pouissance & pouvoir
Liberality & effectivity
Minimal, equal, distinct, common existence
Non-hegemonic thought
Resistant metaphysics
The permanent formation of all beings
MixedX.com

Atomizing solidarity

I eat chicken heart, but not the gizzard

What if the finger has nothing to do with the moon – it DOESN’T have to, in order to point accurately…

The missing link between the physiological and the spiritual is the inorganic!!!

I don’t even know how I feel about this

Via mystica psychotica

15.1.23

  • adulting
  • Heroic frivolity
  • Disarming (her) mistrust
  • Am I not a Non-Christian in the Laruellian sense? 
  • Priest suicides
  • Fictional parabola
  • Hot potatoes
  • Raunchy clergy
  • Chancy sanitation
  • If you focus on enjoying, then you can’t relax better. And so, if you focus on relaxing, then you can enjoy more! 
  • defloration.com
  • If your body is erect, relax your cock. If your cock is erect, relax your body. 
  • Do you wanna see my nipples kiss each other?!
  • 16.1.23

    “(S)low(li)ness is the best way to express my revolt.” – Tsai
    I have given up on making New Year Resolutions, but……
    I must start regularly reflecting on, & responding to, the SFG meeting summaries. As a “leader”, that is a no-brainer, right? Well, it hasn’t struck me so strongly until now…

    Can I cum WITHOUT touching myself? Yes, I have. But can I do it again, and then, on command?! Is this what Alan Watts called “skill” in the pornosophy video??
    United Cup (Tennis)
    slipshod
    will-o’-the-wisp

    alcove
    balustrade
    sightseer ~ spiritual ogler?

    What/who is bellingcat?

    17.1.23

    The Open Secret – her backside is the face of Dionysus (GOD + Devil)
    distorded.com
    SHUDDER

    Male squirting & female erection
    Netflix tags – “sick”
    Some people get off on licking skeletons 😶‍🌫️

    No lyrics!? “Scourge” by Sleep is an instrumental
    Now, try the same balancing act with your eyes closed!
    I love (to hate) you…

    On-the-fly
    Question!
    If death is like sleeping, then _____ is like dreaming??

    conjuration
    “Really, can’t I do anything for you?”
    Have you ever been in the red glow of an opium den?! No, but I really want to…

    “And I was not at all bored!”
    Pious fraudulence
    Mysteries, uncertainties & surprises

    dissemble
    Non-non
    The Banshees of Inisherin

    18.1.23

    Vision-in-Black
    non-philosophizables
    Non(-One) ~ Being & Thought Vs.(Non-)One ~ cloning & force-of-thought

    Dungeon synth; Post-rock
    “What is it that you think you know?”
    The heart of democracy is anarchic!

    dissensus
    Accepting the moving constraint of necessity/mortality
    clinamen

    Environmental Humanities
    transjective
    Extimacy – the most intimate intimacy

    Eccentricity Vs. Narcissism & sovereignty
    ex-tension
    Adventurous coalition

    The more-&-less step
    dodecaphonism
    Identical before any reconciliation

    Gesamtkunstwerk ~ total work of art
    Natural language
    Truth events as fruitful disturbances

    Generalized auto-simulation
    Last family resemblance
    “Reduce philosophy to the state of material”

    Data is given, whereas facts are made
    Empirico-transcendental doublet
    Fully immanent moment ~ real transcendental instance

    Identity-without-fold
    Vision-in-One Vs. Philosophical decision
    Simplifying fetishisms

    The critique of philosophy’s realist illusion
    Insertion into a rigorous theoretical space
    …in a finally radical/positive sense

    Breaking out of the circle of anamnesis & teleology
    Theoretico-contemplative posture & practice
    Produce-describe new object-statements

    Dehiscence, predation or decay
    Non-theology

    19.1.23

    non.copyriot.com
    husky
    arpeggio

    Time switch
    arrondisement
    ringdove

    maladroit
    mate; gourd; bombilla
    Deferential dupery

    The safety of strangers
    Restless ghosts unrecovered from past wounds
    The mysteries, betrayals, frustrations & surprises of the flesh

    Pretentious dignity
    Bitter revindications
    arabesque

    20.1.23

    The purpose of meaninglessness
    A 4 year old suicide

    21.1.23

    Andy Murray just WON’T die!
    precariat
    Divide, order & rule – the strategy of hegemonic thought!

    Discovering the conditions & possibilities for invention
    infra-structure

    23.1.23

    backlist
    Distinguish: Post-metaphysical and Anti-metaphysical
    Euphoric Misanthropia

    Self-blinding for the sake of insight
    Sex + courage = love – Jane Campion
    Animal ~ child ~ woman

    SensualHeat – hot & heavy; kinky explorations; new passions
    White-hot flesh
    Holy Mountains – SOAD

    Deleuze, Derrida & Laruelle used to meet at a bar (maybe when I was a baby 👶🏾). And Derrida said Laruelle was the most radical of them!
    adversions
    caravansary

    dunce
    entrée
    Rahel salon

    née
    high-strung
    rambunctious tyke

    24.1.23

    What is the nature of the relationship between Pauline Tarn & Renée Vivien? Wait… aren’t they lesbians/lovers?? 🤪
    Sapphic verse
    Ash blond

    Diffidence & well-bred restraint
    Self-effacement
    The human desirous search for GOD/salvation is somewhat like my yearning & straining cock before the porn on the screen!

    Angelic clumsiness
    taper (n.)
    Christopher Clarey

    Claudio Guillen
    concierge
    Laborious harmonies
    Sensitive lunatic

    Cob pony
    Tableau vivant
    I shot myself ~ I feel myself ~ beautiful agony

    25.1.23

    Animacalypse
    Self-medication ~ auto-sufficiency ~ radical solitude
    Psychotic praxis

    Paraphilosophy
    teleonomy
    The dark fantastic

    Royal servants
    The yellow sign

    26.1.23

    Is apathy an emotion? Is numbness a sensation?
    Paratactic thought
    The human security regime

    Extro-science fiction
    slipstream
    asymptotic

    Unworldly insights & circular frozenness
    Philosophy in-vivo
    agentic

    Civilizational schizophrenia
    Complacent sanctimony
    Recombinatorial delirium

    Anti-architectonic
    Fanged noumena
    Rabid nihilism, cybergoth, mad black Deleuze

    Post-genre theory-fictions
    Cryptography
    Geo-trauma

    Neo-qabbalistic
    Numerical anti-language
    Radically inhuman thought

    A dizzying trip through unrecognisable & gripping hybrids
    Spiritual teeth
    Shamanic Nietzsche

    Machinic desire
    Hypervirus
    Anarchitecture

    Jungle cyberwarfare
    Mechanomics
    Cryptolith

    Non-standard nomads
    Occultures
    Chthulhu Club

    Qwernomics
    Tic-Talk
    Transcendental miserablism

    New bodily revolts
    Vita psychotica mystica
    Sudden crystallizations

    entlzousiastes
    nub
    Nada Nada Nada

    Dionysus Bacchus
    “There are only 2 kinds of people – astronomers & astronauts”
    Self-discovery ~ discovery-self ~ discover-discovery ~ self-selfie

    sweetmeats
    commination; cataplexis
    From staying still, to moving mindfully

    27.1.23

    Should I congratulate or condole you on this occasion?! 2nd marriage, 2nd child, etc. 😜
    A secretly revered idol
    ochre

    fatuous
    windrows
    The sob of ecstasy

    corolla
    Man is not a beast, they are monsters/demons!
    Blue-denim coveralls

    tabac
    Leading a threatened life
    An invalid’s elegance

    hauteur
    Why does the close sight of a newborn baby make me feel so miserable!?

    28.1.23

    No joi for you 2
    I met a paper lotus in Kauvery Hospital. It reminded me of the marble fish from The King in Yellow
    Porn + nofap = ?

    The pessimism olympics
    Ex-Schopenhauerian
    Characterology

    No escape from self-torment
    Meta-tragedy
    Heroic despair

    velleity
    Hypochondriacal whiner
    Hedonic calculus

    Asemic writing

    29.1.23

    Is there any ending for death itself?
    “Looks can kill ~ the movement of my eye toward what it will focus upon is not the shifting of one object in relation to another object, it is a march toward the real” ~ the evil eye

    31.1.23

    “Everybody will be salted with fire”
    I guess you’re facing the repercussions!
    The mouth-feel is laughably good

    Concept album
    sheff
    sous-chef

    commensal
    Poetic justice is a cruel joke

    1.2.23

    The moment your love ends, my love begins!
    enrapt
    Taylor Swift is a genius…!?

    Story-songs; Rock operas
    Longform listens
    backmasking

    The permanent teen slacker

    2.2.23

    Temple activist
    The bleeding/cutting edge
    Deeply orthodox and radical!!

    You ever thought about doing that professionally!?
    The circumcision papers
    Tell me about the person you’re playing…

    You make me beautiful
    distraite
    gamines & urchins

    Feral cameo
    Art Vs. Family
    Distinguish: Fey & Fay

    Fated to die soon

    3.2.23

    Visual identity
    Lascive
    Lilith

    4.2.23

    hack
    apocalypticism
    I’m madly in anger with you 💗

    They’re just a bunch of fucking losers, but they’re MY losers!

    5.2.23

    Sanguine Epiphany
    All doctors should be shot on sight! – why does UGK say this?
    Truth AND dare!

    I’m doin’ it (not just with woman/women, but) with LUST herself!

    9.2.23

    sirenic

    11.2.23

    Palette cleanser
    Eat what you kill
    Hermes Trismegistus

    The Batman who laughs
    Black kryptonite
    Matchstick man

    12.2.23

    failsafe
    Will you laugh with me or at me?
    Frenemies

    Worst friends
    The human is the mask. Time to rip it off and show your true face!

    13.2.23

    Satisfactorily left mysteriously unresolved
    denkverbot

    14.2.23

    epekeinaphor
    What if Jesus was a lunatic, demoniac & divine?!

    16.2.23

    blowsy
    NOLA
    looky-loo

    touristy
    soused
    TL;DR

    two-hander
    Trauma drama
    causeway

    Did the Joker have any role to play in Heath Ledger’s suicide??
    The mind’s eye
    A strangely uncertain light

    Summer twilight
    Rapture ~ perplexity
    Thisness/suchness/isness

    Miracle is simply the religious name for event
    What I had read of the accounts of others suddenly acquired a new meaning – it flashed across my mind, “THIS is what the mystics mean by…!”
    Black light ~ mysterious haze ~ inconspicuous background ~ indescribable threat

    What it is, ‘cause it is what it is ~ this is this is this
    Sechehaye’s Renée
    The tortuous highway of dazzling unreality

    The North-South Auroras Vs. The East-West Sun
    Whirling phantoms on an infinite plain
    Wouter Kusters’s black light ~ Laruelle’s foundational blackness

    Childish Sciences
    Traditional cosmologies
    Balance artists ~ anonymous astronauts

    International dateline
    Enlightened viewers
    It’s all just a game of Risk that’s gone out of hand!

    Reality Vs. EXistenZ
    Excursion forms
    Once you’ve crossed out all the fantasies, what you’re left with is one big carnival.

    Total impersonation
    Didly-squat, through the grapevine
    He doesn’t know me!

    Dead faith, dead hope, dead love, dead joy, dead peace, dead truth, dead goodness, dead beauty, dead justice, dead order, dead progress, dead survival, dead life, dead people, dead society, dead planet, dead future, dead present, dead past, etc., etc.
    ONLY death is alive NOW!

    Fortunately, the Light will never be entirely extinguished, and pure black doesn’t exist
    But who is really left?
    Alleen

    Psychonautics
    Auto-ethnography
    Am I still here if I am alone?

    17.2.23

    Independent global thinktank
    ஒத்தா, கேணப்புன்ட!

    18.2.23

    The line between mega-hit and complete flop is almost indiscernible!

    19.2.23

    From definitive hypotheses to heuristic strategies
    Bio/zoo/cosmo-sophy
    Delusions of Saviour

    Soilwork
    Mad detachment
    via mystica psychotica

    Desynchronization ~ water time
    From evocation to invocation
    Alternative perceptual terms

    From “looking at” to “beholding”
    Non-communal knowledge
    Un-image-ination

    Demonstrate powerlessness!
    Thought, perception & creation BECOME one seamless whole
    Ordinary reality sandwiched (SQUEEZED) between dream & art

    Method for achieving & experiencing “real being”
    ONE is in-finity = 0
    extricate Extricate EXTRICATE

    Experiencing things that are not there, and thinking thoughts that are nonsensical
    D(a)emonic (spiritual) emergence
    Make your OWN soma juice

Sensualizer

14.11.22

Tulpa
cathexis
Ennui ~ anomie

Ideas ~ things
Things ← → ideas

Doing → having → being

From self-realization to self-dissolution

Fluid, finite totality ~ becoming-toward-nothing

Distinguish:
Freedom
&
Self-possession

From instinctive, natural egoism to conscious, volitional egoism

The myriad masks & manifestations of the VOID

The Hegelian superstition of conceptual absolutism

The sovereign artificer

Radically pragmatic/individualistic nominalism

The empty abstraction of “society”

Tendentious use, for my own polemical convenience…

What I believe (and how I live) is my free choice, and I am not answerable or accountable or responsible to anyone/anything for it.

If reason rules, the person succumbs.

I am my own judge!

Depositions/decisions/judgments – all things are yours to do with as you please

I will the non-existence of these deceptive truths

Self-display

From free thinking to selfish calculation

underangeable

Blinded & imprisoned by my own metaphysical delusions

Incomprehensible, thoughtless, unspeakable & incommunicable self-designation

Invent, assent, play & dispose

The intellectual fanatic/lunatic

The true player is not a professional

Self-commemoration, self-gratification, self-release

Autobiographical fiction ~ cosplay!

Unguided whim/undecipherable resolve as the only criterion

Studied exercise in objective inaccuracy

To be a nihilist is essentially to play the game of nihilism!

Nihilistic egoism ~ egoistic nihilism

Shock → grief → struggle → failure → resignation → affirmation → laughter!

Stirner’s nihilistic egoism has permanent relevance for the universal human condition of estrangement/alienation, but is it realizable &/or desirable?

15.11.22

ditty

16.11.22

Aberrant survival ~ the tenacious traces of an obliterated project

MQ – is my quest for the real (just) an immemorial myth?

Max Stirner > The Unique One
Nietzsche > Ubermensch > Zarathustra
Immanuel Joseph > Stirner + Nietzsche + etc., ……

Counterpose ~ unscreen ~ excoriate
All-encompassing wound ~ loving cruelty ~ elderly sitters
NOTHING-ing
Poiesis ~ crisis
Corporeal revelation via identicality & mutability
Irreparable malediction
This calamitous vision entails the extinguishment of all human rapports
Cancelled individuality
Rescue ~ annihilation
Incipient baldness
Interrogative conversations in fragmentary bursts between extended periods of totally silent concentration
Or satisfactorily abandoned, in suspension…
Genet + Giacometti
Barbed asides
Mass of erasures
Le funambule
Butoh ~ intricate dance of death
Public masturbation-ing
Tender incitations
Extending the creative furore
Seminal obsession
Momentary riotous elation

In order to transcend the biosphere & noosphere, all you have to do is just mix them up!

Querelle (1982)
concertinaed
Genet noted that the family constituted the first criminal cell in life: a crime that was exacted against the child.
Legendary criminals & notorious terrorists
co-implication
The philosopher’s poet
Formidable reader

trilling
balletomane Theophile Gautier
The twofold literary countervision to ballet
Cancan puppet theater
Too Old to Die Young – North of Hollywood, West of Hell, as its full name goes……
Andy Kaufman the anti-comedian
A minor character flaunts his personal art collection
Failed addict

17.11.22

tamp
back-formation
Demographic dividend
Solar drama
A transitional writer at the end of history
divagations
Beauty outlived
Pure interiority & the poetic absolute
quatrain
The self-unfolding idea
The non-serious intellect
commissar

Income tax should NOT be deducted at source

The human instinct Vs. Intellectual wisdom

19.11.22

Couples should have sex ONLY when BOTH are in the mood, irrespective of how rare/frequent that happens……

deadnaming
shadowbanning
waterworks
soul-shaming
showboating
sacrifier
Auto-mutilation
Official bourgeois moral & medical codes
Intolerable life & indecent death
Impossible incorporation
Consistent evolution

Van Gogh’s ear
Social dismemberment & Divine self-sacrifice (Self-giving without return or reserve)
Find an extra gear
Liberate heterogeneous elements ~ rupture the homogeneity of the person ~ overflowing & shattering the constricted closure of individuality

An existential crisis is by definition self-inflicted

“Do ut des” ~ I give that you may give

Nothing lasts forever. Yes it does!

From pure sacrifice to real violence

Peeling off the masks of rationality, humanity & secularity

20.11.22

Real universal substance
The Christology of ordinary persons
My non-image of GOD is NOT monarchical

How can there be “one flock, one fold, and one Shepherd” unless it is recognized that there are already “other sheep who are not of this fold”?
Daisetz Teitaro Suzuki & “great simplicity”
Japanophile

The concomitance of catastrophic revelation & imminent disaster
The wicked wit of Oscar Wilde
But the personality is a phantom even less substantial than the body, being an ephemeral work of art like a musical composition that dies away as it is played.

21.11.22

Enjoy your symptom ~ the useless precaution

billet
cuckold; cucquean
Lisztomania

Great health
Inspiring eccentric styles of public altercation & scholarly discourse
Cock-dance

Original/vivid
Stay vulnerable
My whirlpool will eventually & ultimately pull her also fully in.

“Say the panty line again, India!” – The Director
Bad Seed teevee
Shortly after his arrival, he (Heine) promptly got into trouble with the authorities

You’re more open to suggestibility than you ever imagined
I AM the Burning Man! Remember that old Christian newsletter “Fires of Darkness”!?
The more truthful you are (almost always), the more powerful your tactical/strategic lies……….

The long and the short of it is that we do not know why Heine created such a confusion about his birthdate.
The bastard draft-dodger
Careless & opportunistic about the truth ~ artful

He viewed his own life as a singular kind of guerilla warfare in a hostile & dangerous environment
The admixture of methodology and morality in biography
……….FOR/TO my parents!

The supreme service of parental negligence
The poetic vocation is the sure path to ruin
Levels of intellectual companionships

Young (German & French) oppositional writers
Searing expressions of loving respect
The legion of honor ~ self-conferred degrees of chevalier

Casanova & Voltaire ~ the bleach men
It was because of Voltaire that religious toleration came to be regarded as a virtue rather than a vice.
sinecure – WOW!!!

If he had a calling, it was peddling rare books and manuscripts, though he intermittently applied for sinecures. IJ + LibGen
Part high-class schnorrer
Adventurer/victim

Heine was a little weak in grammar, all his life
Almost erotic letters to his sister
Family-stresses

Uncle Salomon
The folkloric morality play of Heine’s life that persists to the present day
If he had learned anything, he wouldn’t need to write books.

sextortion
The Poet Firdusi
polit(e)ic

He developed an almost mythic sense of self in the latter part of his life
asseverations
Apocryphal anecdotes

“But tell me, what is the final reason for the curse that lies upon all men of great genius; why does the lightning of misfortune strike the elevated spirits, the towers of humanity, most often, while it so lovingly spares the low thatched skulls of mediocrity?
Lament, self-assertion, threat, and captatio benevolentiae, all woven together…
Heine,Heinrich and Dickinson,Emily – how come, the failures in the family outlive the legacy of their more successful counterparts!?

Famous, but poor
Napoleon’s Germany

22.11.22

zerrissenheit
optative
insouciance
fusty

23.11.22

inception
scotch (v.)
indemnify
Nazarene (German)
piquant
ill-starred
tergiversations

The female figures are functional & thematic in a fictionalized drama of the self

27.11.22

The fire ~ my desire; My fire ~ the desire; The fire ~ the desire; My fire ~ my desire

hangry
Collective identities and the multipolar world
Civilizational plurality (blocks/empires)

Alexander Dugin’s 4th political theory and Lars von Trier’s Kingdom

28.11.22

Do intellectuals influence politics? If so, how? And to what extent?

Whenever you do good, you’re also doing evil. And vice-versa…!

Predatory globalism
Organized forgetting
Manufactured consent
New Brutalism
Barbarism with a Human Face
Neoliberal miseducation
Radical imagination
Utopian/critical pedagogy
White gold
Self-replicating dual-use technologies
The forgetfulness of Being
End-of-history philosophical complacency
The urgency of resignation
Proceduralist morality
Populist, reactionary, fundamentalist fantasies
Grand/aspirational theory
Unvoiced reproof
Take the knee
Ticklish challenge
Dissident rapper, controversial comedian



“Even a broken clock is deadly accurate twice a day!”
“Nothing straight can be made from the crooked timber of humanity”

corall
limn
gegenpressing
beadle

Hateful ~ ignorant?

But launch out on a slow row-boat……….
Look at that tiny black-hole opening up, and pulsating with light
Kjsa

Why the fuck would you pay for sex, when you can get paid for it – get married!
Fringe research
Walking without moving

The seven towers of Satan
Exopolitics
Rene Guenon

Occult technology
The Yazidis
The Islamic heresy

Western Orientalists
Byung-chul Han & Zima Blue – slavery as the ultimate (end of all) mastery!
The positivity pandemic

29.11.22

lyceum
tendential
lamer
epistemopathy
exopistemology
adjutant ague
Eurasianism
Arctogaia
slipknot
troth
transitive
arrogations
descry



Academic counterweight to the Napoleonic spirit
Liberal patriots
. . . never stop a psychopath from following his vocation!

There were a few near misses and half chances
Are you capable of being known? Am I?
My pleasure is NOT me – distinguish ME & mine

Nonce-word epistemonical
Doubt ~ know ~ doubt ~ no
The uncomely neologism

Ignorance as passion/mission
helping redefine how downtrodden doom can be, and creating a pathway for future sludge worshippers to follow in his sizeable footsteps.
Angrymetalguy forlornmerrymen catharticpurgery

Genre-defining band
Ascetological and anthropotechnic projects of self-(trans)formation
The miraculous epistemotechnic of theology ~ thinking in thin air!

Psychopath(ist) ~ alien(ist)
Mother ~ murderess
The modest founder of a discipline given to the study of misfirings of the human cognitive & creative impulse

Assistant lovers’ express
That concupiscence of the austere known to all aspiring thinkers
Pathetic knowledge

Self-validatings
A painful pinfall
Matterings ~ affections

Human consciousness as artificial intelligence
The story of the self-unfolding historical adventure of thought is one of the strongest of the fantasy-formations driving both philosophy and history.
Stillborn locution & word-magic

Concerning ~ disconcerting
The interdependence of truth & knowability
The desirous deliberations of true fantasies and false beliefs

Freedom/all or Nothing/death
co(a)gitation
The pseudo-knowing of naming

Dither – do you want me to stop touching you?
The pleasurable prospect of compliant accordance
But it can also be seen as an assertion of the impossibility for an object to be indifferent to the knowing actions which force it, as it were, to make up its absent mind……

The drive to coherence exercises its force over the idea of parsimony because incoherence is cognitively and affectively expensive
scansion, narrativization, orchestration
Overwhelmed by complexity

Using a system of divergences as a containing frame
Homogenized diversity Vs. Unpredictable variety
Contain\compress\control\predict

Science, the idiot half-brother of poetry
Madness is sometimes thought of as a wild disordering of thought, the scattering of reason and the dissolution of all regularity, but we have had to become used to the fact that madness is in fact much more likely to take the form of an excessive reduction to rule.
Reason as the systematic wish-fulfilling delusion

From opposition to apposition
Mad scientist ~ master criminal ~ evil genius
Countervailance & constitutionalism

Ultra-rational obsession/absurdity
It may seem rational to cull a large proportion of existing humans in the interest of reducing carbon emissions and depredation of the environment, but to most it would seem unreasonable.
Russian occultist, invoking Thanos

Has Amazon banned Aleksandr Dugin? No! You still get books written about/on him (by critics) 🤪
Personal repentance as covert self-congratulation
I’m not special, I’m just broken… and don’t wanna be fixed.

Decisive feelings, desire for decision
Epistemophilia ~ darkophobia
Pleasure is my companion-property

You may imagine his thoughts, as he sat there in the dark, not knowing what to think
Fantasy is the engine of truth’s imperative force. In fact, truth is imperiousness itself!
I do apologize for all these nasty inversions, and wish I could promise that this is the end of them.

If you’re an activist, then what the fuck do you have to do with “re-enchanting”, etc….!?
Truth is in fact the outcome of the twinned relation of fantasy and force

குடி குடியை குடிக்கும்

30.11.22

baste
saturnine
sable
nescience
thymotic

Solitude is the most powerful psychedelic! Reading is the second…?

The power of desiderative verbs

“Death To The World” – The Last True Rebellion (Orthodox Punk zine)

Hot pixels



Just DON’T do NOTHING for 1 hour everyday!
The hedonic asceticism of St. Syriac
Reverse Sublimating the Spirit into flesh

1.12.22

The magic chord

2.12.22

gauche
subduction
archaizing

Romanticism’s grave-digger
Cutting satirical edge
Intellectual edge-iness & sexual edge-ing

Folk ballads
But this Dionysiac release was at best the vision of the far boundaries of his imagined self
The anal eye on the phone with a brief description of your health care of yourself and your family

The most self-intoxicated subjectivity, world-unbridled individuality, the divinely free personality with all its love of life
vixen/nymph\siren
The creep evolves into the predator via mentoring by the guru, and all 3 are different aspects/versions/stages of me!

The sensually liberating utopian vision outside of reality
Siding with pathetic Nature over against cultural heritage

3.12.22

HUMAN truth!
The all-too-human researcher
Non-empirical/transcendental science
The individual as (concrete) minority and (universal) authority

Bored about being bored
Bored about being excited
Excited about being bored
Excited about being excited

China watcher
Speculation ~ over-leveraging

Is Firstpost a pro-BJP media outlet? Is it possible to be “neutral” at all?? If so, is The Hindu or Indian Express any better?

10: 3-4-1-2 (Netherlands) Vs. 4-3-3 (USA)

4.12.22

Anthropos (Ordinary man) Vs. Logos (philosopher)
Anthropo-logical parallelism/philosophical difference
Radical solitude/immanence/finitude as the real (absolutely singular) essence of man
Deconstructing the humanist unitary hallucination
The android/anthropoid Vs. The ordinary man
Philosophy as andro-eidetics
Philosophy ~ the World ~ the Whole
The transcendent Vs. The abstract
Rescuing the One from the matrix/loop of Being-World
Philosophy as counter-mythology & counter-sophistry
Greco-Christian-Occidental paradigm
It is useless to renew or deconstruct metaphysics
Real man (as opposed to possible man) is nothing-but-subject
Essence > existence > reflection; Reflection << existence << essence
Describing the invisible/non-rational

Christianity + nihilism = ?!
The future lies in the integration of opposites!

requisition
mise en abyme ~ inescutcheon
escutcheon
membra disjecta



Ordinary Man (Laruelle)
~
The Unique (Stirner)

Anthropological attributes (Laruelle)
~
The property/possession of the Unique (Stirner)

“Ordinary man is devoid of qualities or attributes through a completely positive sufficiency” (Laruelle)
~
“I am the creative nothingness” (Stirner)

I am a sufficient Solitude, too far below “solipsism” to have to extricate myself from it.

5.12.22

The Kings – extravagance, indolence, indulgence, excess, waste, persecution, calamitous wars, heavy taxation, gross mismanagement, systemic corruption, ongoing abuse, ancestral failings, etc.

Giacomo Casanova ~ aspiring to be a glorious failure, am I?!

Voltaire, Rousseau & Diderot
Philosophical tales
Nature of reality ~ human condition
Incontestable erudite
The Spirituels
God’s anarchist
Wit & villainy
Libertinism – covertly fashionable ~ sophisticated & dangerous

6.12.22

Ethical predation & Predatory ethics
Age of consent
Chief mistress
Court intrigues
Inextirpable atavistic & pre-rational forces
Reedy voice
Pomaded, rouged, bewigged sybarite
Cynical dialectics
Rustic jaunt
Diabolical magic & mystical communion
Kulturkampf ~ world-historical conflict

whimsy
System of chicanes
polit(e)ology
impulsonnality
unicity


How does my financial dependence contradict/cancel my doctrine of individual freedom? I am sovereign, even over my own integrity! 😎

Rigorously naïve
From defensive reaction to a priori positive indifference
Non-thetic, impotent, immediate knowledge
Blind science
Distinguish Unity & The One
Unilateralizing the transcendent image

It is impossible to achieve what you already are

7.12.22

Courtroom artist

Form is content, and content is form

8.12.22

scuppered
unary
differend
paralogism



Non-positional immanence
From effective experience to real essence
Thwarted Unity
Highly entertaining tautologies
The One is NOT a privation of division
The non-reflective/mystical kernel of all thought
Before/under the unconscious, the other, nothingness, etc.
Neither is it synthetic identity
Veritas transcendentalis
Self-givenness
Transcendental immanence
The exterior surface of the interior
being-without-Being
tel quel

What is the State from the perspective of the individual? And what is the individual from the perspective of the State?

9.12.22

Strong coarse
Tell me lies
I love you

13.12.22

From anthropology to Anthropos!
The uncreated cannot be destroyed
jection
Mystical pragmatism
From Philosophy to minoritarian thought
Belief as forgetting!
The World is the unconscious hallucination of the individual
The Philosopher Vs. The ordinary man
Reverse-Copernicus!

Could it be, that we actually awaken spiritually, when we go to sleep, and vice-versa!?

Adam + knowledge-of-good-&-evil ~ logico-real mixture ~ the birth of the World!

14.12.22

The World as the side-effect of the One
The effective non-acting of the One ~ pure passivity
A priori indifference
The One/real ~ the Father/spirit. The non-(One)/dual ~ the Holy Spirit/(self-)consciousness. The non(-One)/World ~ Son/body
The positive indifference of the sufficient One
top(e)ics
Brushing aside with the back of the hand ~ putting it back into its place
Chora ~ em-placement
Uni-lateralize ~ dualyze
Solitudes Vs. Vastitude
Dual contemplation
Re-phenomenalizing the world

We must start moving into relational arrangements/social unities where the pair/group becomes an occasional supplement to the individual existences, rather than the foundation/matrix of persons!

19.12.22

Beyond beyond ~ below!
Against Ethics
Responsible anarchy
factical – countable & uncountable
undecidability
Making obligation an impious thought
Disastrous autography
Ugly singularities
Exuberant terrors
On truth and lying, in the extramoral sense
Nietzschean disastronomics
entitative
Un-philosophy
The abyss of the concrete infinite/absolute particular
Unapologetic partiality
From classical metaphysics to hyperbolic defiance
The stakes of foolishness have been raised still higher

21.12.22

I am both the indifferent, idle child, and the furious, frustrated adult!

amphibology
Unitary intentionality
a fortiriori
predicates & postdicates
From saying to showing
Non-topological proximity
The reality of a purely subjective science of the world
Phenomenal monstration

22.12.22

The best/right/only way to “meet the needs of others”, is to be completely oneself (with no compromise/negotiation), among them!

The Real/One Vs. Truth/Meaning

The Turin Horse

Jinjer

Anti/Meta-philosophy

constative

parergon

Mystical essence → pragmatic existence

Passive effectivity

From the philosophical human (intellectual) to human philosophy (ordinary man)

Describing non-relational dynamics

I exist. And I am NOT threatened by you, therefore I DON’T deny your (lesser) reality.

Alogical meaning

To the worldly, (my) critique of the unitary illusion does seem like the annihilation of the world itself.

Distinguish immanence & autonomy

From authoritarian ideal to real ordeal

The World is my occasional material, NOT my operating condition!

From independence (active) to indifference (passive)

Use is an unreflective, non-thetic (of itself) acting

Contemplation > practice > effectivity

The affirmation of the real is actually unintelligible

From anti-creation story to creation anti-story

Positive passivity ~ contemplation/consideration ~ essential activity ~ immanent use

Non-thetic knowledge ~ action without object

Devoid of negation

23.12.22

Mystical essence & Chora ~ finite pragmatics & the Other
Finite emplacement

Unilateralize ~ dualyze ~ residualize ~ extract ~ mutate ~ act/use

Essence/dual > existent/duality > existence/dualism

The One – the (non-)One – [the Other] – the World ~ support /signal/ function
The World – the non-(One) – [the Other] – the One ~ denial/resistance

Transcendental remainders of transcendence

The Other = Non-Thetic transcendence (NTT) ~ non-positional meaning ~ non-logical performativity

From the imagining the possible (Philosophy) to describing the actual (Non-philosophy)

Unitary illusion ~ hallucinatory vacuity ~ empty misunderstanding

Lesser relation ~ non-reciprocal ~ unilateral determination ~ irreversible hierarchy ~ real heterogeneity

Real/essence > action/use > meaning/function

Distinguish meaning & signification

The One is the final, unsurpassable a priori to the logico-linguistic game!

The pragmatic precedes & determines the symbolic, WITHOUT reversibility

Undoubled ~ sterile

Immediate given ~ indisputable fact

Individual causality and the expanded point of view

The originary experience of indivision

Saying NO to philosophy in order to say YES to the world

From ontological idea to individual concept

(Non-)One ~ Chora

From knowing & having to being & doing

Extracting the real content from the mixtures

Pragmatics is the recognition of the (meager) reality of the World

Effective sterility of finite pragmatics that does not transform raw material

Transcendental naiveté

fabulation

Rigorous fictions ~ unlearned knowledge

cachet

Rebarbative carapace

Non-philosophy as theoretical collider

From rational sufficiency to radical contingency

Relativizing Philosophy

mystagogy

Invariant essence & eidetic variations

24.12.22

You know how to swim, but I can sink! 😜

25.12.22

Vantablack – Church has finally disappeared from my horizon!

byplay

Whatever happens to intellectual/spiritual girls, I wonder…… Are they just invisible because extinct?

Perverse loyalty

I had a cocaine dream!
I know what it’s like to float in the endless waves @ the heart of the ocean, but/because I don’t know swimming
Infinitely enriched by boredom, restlessness and lethargy
Theoretical odiousness

lummox

Academic court

The vertical smiles at the depths of ecstasy
Deadlocked flatland bliss
Shanthuru thinks I’m almost an Arhant!

“The only purpose of life is to live a life worth dying for!”
How is Vanta Black for my favorite pornstar’s name?
The One/Man CANNOT be forgotten (Laruelle), unlike Being/GOD (Heidegger)

The showing – the Human is what it says is what it does.

slop
Xanthippe
shrew

What would it be like to “live without pretending or defending”?

28.12.22

Youngish confrere
Falstaff Vs. Faust
toady
woodcock, fen
Have a lark
Self-libel
vestal
But…… it might/could be otherwise!

30.12.22

warble
Parnassus

31.12.22

Passivity as passion
Does Lev Shestov “know” what pornography has to do with the eternal feminine? That depends on why you wanna “know”, and what you mean by “know”!
Are you known by “the truth”??


1.1.23


Shimmer Lake: Christ ~ GOD ~ Devil ~ MAN
You are not what you seem. Step inside… See the Devil in I
Zweigesque comedy!

The suicide of (our) independence
This shit is so sticky
There are no silly men, only the serious silly man. And there are no serious men, only the silly serious man.

Squirreled away

3.1.22

helot
solus-ipse-ism
wiseacre
draught-collar
Gnosiological disputes
Wifelike
shindy
grubber
bitters
phthisis

Passionate metaphysics

Fear ~ disgust ~ hatred ~ condemnation

I hope, in the future, because of quality faculty like you, no unworthy student ever gets an academic degree (especially PhD)! 😌

Compassion Vs. Curiosity

Nothingness is but what we see when we look back into ourselves – the One is unthinkable!

The absurd Vs. The positive

Monastic bacchanalia

You DON’T need to (know that YOU) know!

From judgments to postulates

How similar to Don Draper am I, really?

5.1.23

Non-utilitarian (useless) ends

Instinct as inherited experience

How would you live if you believed you had all the time in the world?

6.1.23

Imagine your worst nightmare from which you’re unable to escape. Then, actually try embracing it as your most beloved!
Judging the judgmental; Non-judging the judgmental; Judging non-judgment; Non-judging non-judgment
The serpent has entered through your mouth. Now, by which way will it come out?

Spiritual Croesuses
né
Isaakovich Schwarzmann

I guess I’m attempting the creation of, and faith in, a God via an amalgamation of Stirner’s Unique & Laruelle’s One. Somewhat like Shestov’s Christian Yahweh……!
Anti-art
Pro(to)-theism

Personal ~ spontaneous ~ individual ~ idiosyncratic ~ unique ~ ironic ~ paradoxical ~ non-rational ~ weird ~ authentic ~ sublime ~ divine ~ human
Athens Vs. Jerusalem – let’s bring in Russia, India, China, etc. too!

7.1.23

ATWA
Moment/instance > relation/difference
Logological ethical fervour

Permanent revolt
geld

10.1.23

Gapeing – from Agape to Apage!

14.1.23

A munificent bequest
Post-confessional religious writers
perfervid

Espéraza
Post-secular Jew
Is consciousness nothing but the self-awareness of death?

Distinguish: Blank & Black
Lived ideas
Action as implicit thought

Impromptu lecture
Typical disregard
Meaning of life ~ knowledge of God ~ existential awareness

Aspectual designations
A poet who reads no poetry
I’m looking for (a way to get rid of) my head

A rigorous science of direct intuition
Non-philosophy is “about” Philosophy the same way Existentialism is “about” Christianity
Formalization ~ secularization

Ontic experience
Kolakowski asks, “Is God happy?”

14.1.23

I should NOT (want to or try to) fuck her

15.1.23

Man + GOD = Devil
Colette – the erotic militant
Charlotte, (in) the opium den

Trying hard is easy, giving up is the hard part!
White nights
A prodigious workhorse of Olympian vitality

SwiftKey is NOT as good on the iPad as it is on Android. Which keyboard is the best for both worlds? Is there one?
“It was not a moment to insist coquettishly on plaisir”
“The contradictions, limits & demands of a woman’s body”

Penetrate, devour & possess ~ to be cherished, dominated & contained ~ predators, slaves, casualties, altruists & impersonators ~ the sadist’s honor, the parasite’s vitality, and the pervert’s gallantry along with their pathos, folly & delusion
Are “top”, “best”, “greatest”, etc. relative terms? If so, what is a superlative?
The invert (NOT to be confused with introvert or pervert)

Voluntary deprivation
Sexual rivals
Dismasted vessel