Immanuel Joseph's Blog

6.7.22

Immanuel (priest) sacrifices Joseph (victim) on the altar of Immanuel Joseph

fateless(ness) poetaster

Dream:
I smash a tube light on the head of a mischievous little boy! Then lie about it to others…… 👺

From the Protestant ethos to the poetic mythos

Pentecost – can’t you smell the burning flesh?!

Called, to be THE worship leader

Christianity is equal/mutual/dynamic cannibalism!

Your vocation/identity is utterly unique, so just find a job that is more or less in line with your overall trajectory……

Icarus, reborn as Phaethon!

Empedocles + Hölderlin = Hyperion
Hölderlin + Joseph = ?

My mouth (aggressive expression) channels your pussy (deeper desires)

Romantic pessimism

Decolonial coach

They’re tryin’ to knock each other out as soon as possible!

8.7.22

What does their “advice” to me, show me, about them??

belletristics
magian
paean
Liegemen of the daemon
Socrates & Diotima
Hellas/Hellene
metempsychosis
poltroonery
From intuitive melancholy to tragical grief
The musical novel!
ravin
antistrophe
Divine nature ~ eternal necessity ~ individual destiny
debouch
The lawless rhythm of the daemon as against poetic rhyme & order
Orphic/Bacchic
aureole
pathography
footpad
waif
sinecure
scoriae
Scardanelli
aeolian



Overcoming obsessive self-preservation

I am always, in one of three phases:
Stirring up the tsunami, or
Riding the tidal wave, or
Relaxing on the shore

FROM what I am today (product of the past), TO who I am (becoming the Eternal)

9.7.22

Lucky loser

Unpublished fragments
Grundrisse
Erewhon
energumen
Edited extracts
Libidinal economy
Desirevolution
Meta-fiction
Anastrophe, divergence & convergence
Arche-fossils

Is (human) liberation possible (in today’s world), without intellectual engagement?

The common gift & task

Cultural history & machine process

Distinguish wandering & decline

10.7.22

Blood lust and art songs – lieber

Hugo Wolf

Spiritual seizures

gambol

Calvary – climax is what comes just before the end!

Make life a death litany!

Classical greatness

cothurnus

Heroically unwise

Pure emulsion of emotion & feeling – the engine & steering of somatic pathos

Isn’t Kleist my most beloved & dreaded demon?

Reality Vs. Essence

Imitating these men is MORE original than seeking to find my true self!?

Weaponless warfare – from David to the Messiah

Ultra-dimensional existence

Chiaroscuric vision

bourn

Blood-stained harmony

Suicide as total reliving

Voluntary death as the greatest human glory

Formulating one’s plan of death

Mystical love-death

Love of life & hatred of death + hatred of life & love of death

Farewell greeting

B. F. Manoharan & Kleistian Joezeff – frenemies of the Spirit – farthing rushlights each……….

My stomach is full of words! 😍

The stagnation, decline, fall & crash are integral parts of the perpetual ascent process!

11.7.22

Delicious attrition

CLIMBdown

Blackface minstrelsy

Unexampled

Sapientia/Mistral

Nessus shirt

Καιρετε δαίμονες!

A fanciful joke that is also a prophetical warning

poseur

Djokovic is a true tennis God. But Kyrgios is his own God!

Literature Vs. Psychology

There are only 2 kinds of people:
Those who are afraid of suffering, or believe it is useless/negative, and therefore try to minimize it as much as possible
&
Those who are NOT afraid of suffering, or believe it is necessary for greatness, and therefore embrace (even increase) it!

“The World of Yesterday” – the autobiography of a biographer

Do you know what lies beyond the breaking point?! Have you ever been there?? If not, then how……

Tertium quid

Self-doctoring

Yes, I have experienced the Second (& even Third) Wind(s)!

“To live is to kill!”
“Beware of pity”

Philosophical engagement + psychedelic indulgence + relational conflict = “my sacred life”!

Systematizing negative noise

What could be greater than being the GOAT?

Relax HARDER

Philosophical truth/knowledge Vs. Creative/imaginative passion

Spiritual Don Juan
Vitalist thinker
Professor Vs. Pirate
Fusty sleep
One thousand and three loves, all based on pleasure

Safety/comfort/purpose Vs. Pleasure/risk/passion

I find today’s youth too timid and conservative, as opposed to how the elder Goethe found the young Hölderlin……!

Psychological stalemate
Distinguish insanity & suicide

sorites
enantiodromia
brisance
Artistic bohemian hedonism
An-aesthetic art!

Post-modern ~ Pre-modern : Tennis ~ boxing

12.7.22

Orgone – the spiritual ozone layer! 🤪

The answer is nothing but the question repeated in a sophisticated manner!

“The lesser we believe in GOD, the more we believe in morality…”

“Reality” is just another (new) name for (the old) GOD

Do you know how to play dead in a tomb for 3 days by staying there for ~ 24 hours?

The Kotzker ~ Reb Mendl

What does pleasure have to do with truth?? 🧐🤔

What are you doing, fraternizing with vampires (like me), dear?!

13.7.22

From aesthetician to artist. Move the center of gravity lower – from head to heart to gut!

Out of the death of gods, arise superheroes……! Otherwise, all we have is puny humans. 🤷🏾‍♂️

Gorr stumbles at the last hurdle – the idol of the BELOVED – MCU wins, again! 😶

Truth is more passion than knowledge. Habit is the enemy of truth…

Antithesis as climax

Freedom from pleasing oneself or others!

Art as (just) entertainment is no longer valid for me.

canards
demur

Living legends are born from (by going against) dead myths

Was the Kotzker someone like Rorschach (Watchmen) – a truth fanatic?

If you had unlimited capacity for suffering, how would you live?

Goodness is NOT something to be approached directly (via the virtues, etc.), but it is the indirect result from the pursuit of truth & beauty

GOD/love/joy Vs. Truth/passion/power

I belong to the religion of consternation!

whirligig

Nihilism as Hyper-christianity

Holy ~ hidden

Material wonder

Instead of trying to harmonize & integrate the different aspects of life, I should violently rip them apart and show them for what they really are – “beggarly elements” – from immanence to transcendence – becoming ready to destroy All for the sake of the ULTIMATE!

Why should I be required to do any household chores?! Let these worldly folks continue their routines, while I cut myself off from the very root of social sustenance.
The parasite becomes a cancer…… Maybe I’m shitting much more nowadays, because my system is in purgation mode.

How does one live, when surrounded by worldly delusions and infected with intractable self-deception?!

Moderate moderation Vs. Extreme extremism

Kotzker Vs. Besht

Virtuous character + pious worship + good deeds Vs. Relentless intensity!

Is reading your primary praxis?

“Effortless freedom”

Dullards & bigots

Elite spirituality Vs. Mass religion

Your body is pierced through by the sword of your intellect, and you will die via exsanguination!

The institutionalization of compromise and criminalization of conviction

Merciless sincerity

philaleth

Thanos > Gorr

14.7.22

Iconic role

Enabling constraints

Frontier-free spheres

Historical personality

enfranchisement

New liberty

Tropical philosophy

Radical Gospels

Post-structural subjectivity

What if “you” are just a chrysalis out of which the Future is to emerge?

Encrusted cuirass

Abstemious workaholics

Self-expatriation

The supra-national European

Safeguard ~ imperil

Family, morality & money – the ruling unholy Trinity of this present evil age – they form ONE integrated deity – STATUS! If you are not praised by the world, at least make sure you’re NOT persecuted 🤪

What is heroic/great about sitting all day and reading radical/futuristic stuff?! Ha ha ha ha! If that’s almost all of what you do, then it’s very special indeed…… “I prefer not to!” – Bartleby

Degermanize/cosmopolitanize

REAL Fiction

Atmospheric nerves

The emancipatory potential of “entertainment”

Libertarian ~ anarchist?

The pusillanimous conscience Vs. The gay science

Intellectual tarantella

Naked gymnasts

Please be my pet animal!

Heroine & heroin
Canon & cannon

Mastered by indomitable lust

Inventing diaphanous music – metal – Nietzschean audio!

You DON’T want this now, because you’ve NOT been allowed to want anything like this, ever!

15.7.22

Are you human &/or Anthean?

Psychotic philosophers

NK & self-coaching – Nietzschean tennis professional! 😈

Trash-talking as pickup game, and basketball as meditation

The abyss above

Maybe this catastrophe is the best thing that could’ve happened to you……!

Difficult freedom and radical evil

White Sinology

Daniel Schreber, Antonin Artaud, John Custance, and Harald Kaas

Translating the insane, evil & dead

But I thought Thomas Aquinas was the most sober & rational thinker ever……!? 🙃

Rhennius machine

Nachlass

akimbo

I think my trajectory is more like Nietzsche’s, because I am becoming more & more rebellious/crazy as I grow older…! (As opposed to the general trend in terms of ageing/maturity)

Inverse retrospective

“O God! I’m gonna come for you.”

Anton Boisen is an “experience expert” – what the fuck is that¿¡

Living documents

Zombies don’t go mad!

Do you have misgivings about the reality of reality?? Then you may be going mad, or becoming enlightened…… OR both!

Sanity is NON-sense

Personalizing Platonism

Muse-ING life

Sam Zweig ~ Stefan Peckinpah

What made Thomas Aquinas stop writing?!

HOW do you know which is the right moment?? WHY do you need to know that! 🤷🏾‍♂️

Nietzschean purity
Demonic holiness

Irreversible madness
Ego-death
Ever-lasting trip

The hammer becomes a boomerang 👺

Reality/world/consciousness rotated 360°

I am beginning to look through the mirror

Willed mega(lo)mania

Philocosis

What LIES under the bottom?

In order to be original, you must to a significant extent be a masochist/sadist!

NEITHER/NOR (From Kierkegaard to Sloterdijk)

Obsessed with (understanding/experiencing/cultivating/discerning/escaping) obsession

Allowing our own amazement & doubts to run riot can lead to……….

The oceanic is also the tsunamic

Completely dequipping myself for normal life! This behavior is WORLDS AWAY from what is usually called self-sabotage – as far as the Samurai sepuku is from the recent family suicide in Tamil Nadu (due to financial insolvency?)

Exposing the undercurrents, both in the self and the social, and also the (so-called) natural.

Maddening style – from adjective (description) to verb (performance)!

Flirting with dynamic schizophrenia

Diagnosis – – > analysis – – > imitation

Airless realms

Poly-monism ~ monyism/molyism

Not-unusual suicide and the others

Preoccupation with a cosmic plan is a hallmark of…?

Lunatology

Pick out the diamond buried among the mountain of carbon copies

WOW! I can write too…… When/how/why did this happen?

threnody

Straw Dogs (1971) – how & why does the body break away from the mind’s control (in the hero & heroine)? GOD ~ unconscious ~ body ~ animal

Object level & meta level

18.7.22

Become the Daemon’s female, so that you can be the world’s male!

maestoso
indite
thistledown
Apocalyptic hatred
ambrosia
Stendhal – seventh solitude & metaphysical homelessness
Nietzschean music
Smored fires
turves
halcyon
azure
saltire
postpositive
paean
reck
Spiritual laissez-faire
Mythical contemplation, poetic expression, translucent daemonism
superfluity
Ingratiating superfluity
unexampled miracle
Carbonized flesh
Cardiac pruritus
blood-poisoning
athwart
cross purposes



Tumultuous harmonies

Was Nietzsche himself a victim of ressentiment?!

Artificial (recreation of human) nature

Most people are actually shit scared of “too much leisure”! 😂

b/w; B side

19.7.22

doxography
New Cyrenaicism
traduce
obtuse
inspirator
egodicy
dustup
Wildcat strikes
fissiparous
Scatological sexualities
Neurotic semiart
Spiritual lobotomy
coeval
ontics
Institutional validation
Quixotic dreamer
Autobiographical philosophy
Slave economies & theo/phallo-cracies

Why has general society still stuck to idealism & moralism for so long, even after the “death of GOD”?!

scion
Metaphysical phantoms and sanguinary policies
dreadlocked

20.7.22

How do you create total silence?

Strindberg’s Inferno

Antirealism

Zolaesque

How real is (my/your/our/their/the) reality?

Sleep as unconscious contemplation

Focus – – > relax
Relax – – > focus

braggart

But what I (think I) need, could be false!

Addicted to doubt

What would a world dominated by art, rather than science, look like?

Systematic violence in search of beauty

Celebrating the fall – the dying century

The sadistic garden

hang-dog
deliquescent
Grande attaque
Hypnotized hysterics
The perversity of Nature
trollop
Hieratic bas-relief
Male climacteric forcing-house
arcane
Tout Paris
demi-monde
The female malady
Erotic melodrama
Literary concepts
The brothel as cloister

The diseased product of degenerate minds

The artist Vs. Democracy

What are you against? Define yourself!

Theology/morality – – > philofiction/ethics

Jammu-&-Kashmir Huysmans!

You’re NOT in Westworld for pleasure, Joe! So, just shut up and watch……

Could I be the bounty-hunter with the heart of gold??

Do you remember what happened now?

21.7.22

Elitist philosophy – would you like to be a nasty guy? Are you already one?

Rediscover, reclaim & recreate yourself

avocations

scrivener
unascertainable
imprimis
chancery
spy-glass
cannel
anthracite
sand-box
piratical
pasteboard
dun
vintner
potation
carman
mettlesome
crimpy
oaf
Mulish vagary
inveterate
wight
Incipient lovers
inadvertence
dishabille
unman (v.)
Not-unpleasant sadness
Fraternal melancholy
Winding sheet
Dead-wall revery
nettled
rockaway
turnkey
Dead letters

Are Bartleby and Pessoa soulmates?

Assumptions Vs. Preferences

paraphilosopher
Perspectivism; anti-systematism
Doxastic worlds
Individual sovereignty
Religious telos
Biologistic existentialism
Hyper-existentialism
Anti-Climacus
criterionless
Brazen irrationalism
Supramoral autonomy
Ineluctable opposition
One’s own unknown laws
Originality Vs. Bad conscience
ineducable
prescind
demiurge
impugn
autarky
Evaluative claims
solecistic
Vital impulses
Destiny as physiological fate
The causal efficacy of biological facts

Elevation via exacting ideals



Obscurity → misconstrual

Mutation into humane-ity
Human flower
Self-perpetuating structure
Thought’s self-reflexivity
The unnatural self
Freedom of action ~ thoughtless functioning
Acausal state
Life is a unitary movement

skeet

Freed from the tyranny of knowledge and happiness

22.7.22

Received ignorance
From delusion to innocence
Enlightenment as perfect unknowing!
The illusion of reality (self/God/morality)
Terra incognita

Anti-context, non-relationality, unwill

foundling
hegira
quay
carceral
fairground
Ecstasies of cruelty
concertinaed
argot
evanesced
Hunger-hallucinations



Heaven is a treasure found in the depths of Hell

Thomas Szasz Vs. R. D. Laing


23.7.22

Compliance >> resistance >> oblivion

Seduction >> provocation >> repudiation

Denouement ~ unknot

Distinguish:
Thinking & observing
Imagining & remembering
Hallucinogens & visionaries

Feigned ignorance
Cogitating my head off
Disembodied noesis

24.7.22

Arche-telos
otherwhence
immote
witling
Unchanging change
entheotic/saintly madness
mantic/engodded sanity
Holy ~ alone

Non-mediated act ~ unstripped Presence

Being > concepts, judgments, intuitions

25.7.22

Impossible = necessary
Necessary = impossible

Metaphysical suffering

Worldly spiritualities

Escape artists – divorce, abortion, addiction, suicide, run-away, resignation, murder, bankruptcy, etc.

Ruthless reformer

The 3rd option might actually lead to a reformation of basic social formations like families, and make them more radically open and flexible – FUTURISTIC!
Ruthless evolution……
Via relentless struggle
(Time for the psychos to bring the world into their asylum, instead of just being safely isolated from a pathologically sane culture)

I’ve got an asshole made of clear-quartz

I have listened in to the Trinitary-in pillow-talk!

I have to take weed in order to live with these plants……

Sentimental blackmail
Vs.
Ecstasis-courtship

Non-conceptual communicant

26.7.22

I’m developing a taste for conflict – absolutely essential for spiritual survival in this world! 💪🏾

Precognitive (but not meaningless) mystery

The VOID is Personal!

I am just an agent of natu-r(al)evolution!

You can’t tell me that I can’t do this……

Supernatural ingratitude

The ancient future

Eidetic tetralogy

Immemorial home

Fictive experience

Literary photograph

Transpositional immediacy

The theonoetic guide beneath ontological direction

Huysmans ~ Durtal

The unforgiving human stance

The uncreated as the innermost in each existent

Obsidian offspring

Stertorous medi(t)ation

The Eckhart Society

Metaphysical passion >> Rhetorical flourish

Stupidity & heresy are 2 sides of the same coin

Varying degrees of existence via action

Intellectual ecstasy

The generative energies of the one essence

Creation past, present & future

Inquantum maxim

Intellect as ground/light of the soul

Pure uniqueness ~ unique purity

Immanent potentiality for transcendence

Devotional works

Interior intention

Unsystematic knowledge

From argument to proclamation

Emphatic speech

Image ~ word ~ image ~ word

Paradoxical redemption

27.7.22

Is (my) laziness an expression of cowardice or courage?

28.7.22

unstripped

The willing suspension of disbelief

30.7.22

Secular quietism

Pessimistic hedonism

Mother-of-pearl; nacre

Yes, I’m a parasite! Surviving on (almost purely) spiritual work, while being physically supported by your economic activity. But your whole world is a parasite on mine! 🤪

The ineffable ordinary & intolerable everyday!

There are as many religions as there are persons…….

31.7.22

Spectatorial penetration
The aura of abject glory
Excremental inscriptions
Crepuscular isolation cells
Blowing smoke up your ass
Corporeal incarceration and sexual obsession
flashforwards
Contrarian aberrance
Instigating self-collapse
Aborted projects
Insurgent apparitions
Blasé contempt
Obscene incitation
Overturning systems
Corrosive inspiration
Consolidating peripherality
Capricious obliteration
Spy hole



Sex/resistance Vs. Power/punishment

Criminal(izing) parenting – liberating children from adults ~ liberating adults from morality

The anal eye – I have seen the frontside of the GLORY! 👁️‍🗨️

1.8.22

Terroristic thinking

Saints of the Negative

2.8.22

Antipathetic
The invisible hand of unknown forces
Death’s head
objurgations
lubricious
ontogeny
Witches’ sabbath
duffer
grisette
dun
Armillary sphere
irrefragable
alcove
appurtenances
pansy

4.8.22

I am a miracle baby and my birth was prophesied!
Therefore, I am supernatural – so, I must live as if there are no boundaries……
And if I don’t, then who can/will??

Is (my belief in) biological determinism, just another product of (my) DNA?

Redlichkeit

Jean-Marie Guyau

The exact midpoint between flaccid and erect – shall we put up tents here!?

5.8.22

Take off: Remove clothes ~ launch out!

aseity

Fatalistic creativity

Types Vs. Individuals

Fatigue: Distinguish lethargy & exhaustion

The morally unfettered experiments of potential exemplars

Axiological scepticism

First, be sure of what you are NOT!

ipsedixitism

ab initio
nolens volens

Overcome the world and create yourself, by subjugating the ego to the Super-Id complex!

Illusory autonomy

Becoming one’s own experimenter & guinea pig!

The hypothetical self

Affirmation → enhancement → overcoming

Hedonistic asceticism/Athletic decadence

ataraxy

eo ipso

Virtues Vs. Instincts

Cease renouncing yourself!

Physiologically inhibited folks

We are in bondage to (the need for) reification (self), continuity (thought) and control (world)

What you are pursuing does not exist. And there is no other way out of your pathetic predicament!

Fear of sinking will never help you float

Who/what created the bio-computer (human)?

Thought is using you, NOT the other way around!

The intellectual is closer to the genius of the child than the stupid/common adult is…
Correct?
Or maybe both are lost, but in different ways!

False problems

From timepass to pastime!

FROM
Knowing more & living better
TO
Knowing better and living more

Can I ever abandon this pursuit of the impossible via the useless, without dropping dead? Why do you pretend NOT to know the answer?!

I am NOT in the Q&A business

MEGGA

22.6.22

Decent zombies

“You’re not my destiny”

What would a child not be like, if I did not raise it?

Nietzschean fate

Fictional biography

Imagine ~ design ~ conquer ~ kill ~ create

But Panty is swallowed up in Victoria!

Delicious deadly habits

Face blindness

FUCK the news 🖕🏾

The opposite of fear is not courage, it’s passion!

Is this WORTH repeating??

Am I addict, artist or idiot?

“Sur Bataille”
……by Immanuel Joseph 😍
Myjoi
“Sur Joseph”… by??

crestline

23.6.22

“Please watch this movie for me”

Can I be a male chauvinist without becoming a misogynist? But why ask?

Just do more & more of what you like, and less & less of what you dislike. Then see if life still sucks! Are you willing to trade a long, boring & safe life for a short, interesting & risqué life?

From Peterson’s Nietzsche to Deleuze’s Nietzsche to Bataille’s Nietzsche

Other kinds of affordability

“Not all realities are true, and not all dreams are false”

23.6.22

Mystical investigations

The will to power/chance/ecstasy

Potlatch of absurdity

Posthumous notes

From false innocence to true guilt

Should I convey my congratulations, or condolences, for this event in your life?

Immediate context
Vs.
Bigger picture
The personal depth is more congruent with the cosmic than the psychosocial

Third jeremiad

24.6.22

hecatomb

Using semen as ink

Simplify your life to such an extent, that you no longer need an organizer app!

Are you free to destroy yourself?

Angry incels

The Scooty fuel guage was faulty, even after being “repaired” (by that stupid Madurai mechanic), and always showed “full”. This resulted in me getting stranded with an empty tank! Now, can you see this is a Bataillean parable, or not? 😬

aYOU-nique

Just LET the wind blow into and through you

25.6.22

Vocation ~ destiny ~ identity ~ fate ~ passion ~ drive

Enough of the intellectual dalliances, let’s get down to the existential business……!

Hit the nitro-boost button 🔥

WHY does Vikram (2022) do what he does? His political/moral diagnosis is WRONG…
The truth is that he CAN’T help it 😂

FAKE life
Vs.
REAL death

Coping stone

Agonic mastery

Nietzsche Vs. Nietzsche Vs. Nietzsche

From NF to FN

Learning to breathe underwater!
You mean, you have grown gills??

Ideal norms
Vs.
Real values

Does my mother have anything to do with my lost passport?

26.6.22

The agonic & hedonic paradigms

Characterological comparisons

Spiritual designer

Literary portraiture

Horoscopical aspects

Vrinda Grover

Biosophy

Jungle music

“Too late…… And yet”

hyperstition

brutalism

27.6.22

Evaluative discourse

Metaethicists as error theorists

When & how is my first heart-attack due?!

Brad Pitt’s dream was getting stabbed. Mine is stabbing! 😇

Sorry… can you remind me of the stakes again?

Solo + one-on-one + small group
Which one is missing in your mix?

Ducassian bestiary – My dear Lautreamont… so, is the human nothing more (or less) than a walking talking penis/pussy?

Value-independent, authoritative, practical, desire-based, instrumental reason

Does it matter that “nothing matters!”?

sub specie aeternitatis

Despair Vs. Heroism Vs. Irony

Interviewing the unconscious (person/mind?)

The serial killers & megalomaniacs among us – do they not represent in the social, what is true in the psychological? And by doing this, do they not also open our eyes to ourselves??

The implausibly conservative, and the impossibly radical

If I should apologize for offending all of you, then shouldn’t you also apologize for having persecuted me……?

The regulation of the emotional-behavioral economy

If I lived with the degree of self-neglect typical of a “depressed” “person”, but don’t feel miserable. Then, do I still need “therapy”?

Out of ignorance/folly, weakness & wickedness, only the first is amenable to concrete intervention! So let’s focus on that for now, okay? All those strategies which claim to address the other two, will just end up making you even more of a (self-deceived) idiot…… 😅

Birth >> entertain yourself & others (in the midst of all the suffering) >> death – the show does go on!

Honorific psychologies

Nihilist apostasy

Meaning ~ power ~ pleasure – I think I am very close to integrating these seemingly disparate needs/motives/values! Pleasure is power is meaning 😈

Will consuming such fiercely original content make me also creative?

My value/faith/passion: TRUTH – to seek philosophical knowledge at any cost, and to live faithfully according to this spiritual wisdom. Also, to help others do the same…

Belief loss

Motivated failure

Inconsistent/incompatible desires

Thick concepts

28.6.22

Money (capitalism)
Vs.
Desire (hedonism)

bricolage

Modern Cyrenaicism

Repression >> sublimation >> overcoming

Affective labor
Post-capitalist socius
Collective self-mastery
Geopolitical artistry
Contingent socio-technical strategies
Abductive experimentations
Alien futures
Outer experience

Demonic channeling
pythoness
aperçu
congener
Mental empyrean
From the terrene to the supramundane, and back…
Puissantly athrill
Mourning play
The salto mortale of world history

What does Empedocles have to do with Holderlin? And what does that have to do with me?? The exuberant suicide!

Safety, comfort and growth
Vs.
Pleasure, power & suffering

The violence of real meaning

Meaning, morality & money

Self-sacrifice Vs. Self-destruction

Extremes: good ~ evil!

29.6.22

At the midpoint between erect & flaccid is bliss (perfect relaxation & excitement, held together by awareness)!

Performative articulation of the self ~ philosophical autobiography

Magnetically repellent relationship

Physiological genius as spiritual method

Characterology

The honest lie Vs. The lie of the ideal

The clandestine decadent

litotes

Bristling with layered meanings

Self-creation over self-knowledge

Dionysos ~ Zarathustra ~ Nietzsche

Quintessence – I AM revolution/revelation!

Manifesto for exploding the Old – free-spirit future philosophy

Transvaluation

Pure affirmation & higher humans

Dithyrambic education

Apocalyptic paraenesis

German Hellenism

The aorgic

30.6.22

Dionysian discipleship

Irrepressible and hard-won cheerfulness

Elegiac hymns

Lou Salomé

1.7.22

Radical laziness

I’m becoming a professional watcher! 😜

walk-ons

From THE thing to something to many things to No-thing

Darkside (music genre)

fado

pendant + pennon = pennant

Physical courage

What does your sky look like?

Scientific lucubrations

Artificial desiderata

affected (adj.)

smidgen

I told the policeman that I am a medical doctor in “private practice” with no clinic 🤪

Special universes

Pessoa is my soulmate, and Nietzsche is my God

Aristocratic spirituality ~ the aesthetic of indifference

Distinguish:
Philosophers of violence
&
Violent philosophers

I never knew kids could be so quiet for so long……!

Divine foolhardiness – what we need is fearless living with gay abandon!

2.6.22

Fear >> anger >> sadness >> ?

Memories, dreams & myths

But what if you run out of life, before death arrives…!?

Trying to get rid of the desire to get rid of suffering 🤪

Once in a while, it’s necessary to FALL over the edge (rather than jump)…!

reave; reft

Classicist/paganism/heathen

STOP using the alarm!

How much of what you want is determined by what you were told you ought to want?

ocellar
simper
skittish
Theopathic states

3.7.22

Malcontents ~ innovators

FUCK! I can’t even kill a stupid cockroach……

Belief loss is a good thing to do with the fact that you are a good opportunity to review your new year resolutions, and your heart was an open book, and a great day to be a little less supportive of your life than you do……

(typed by my SwiftKey android keyboard!) 😁

Inverse laughter – living with ghosts as my companions (exchange concrete housemates with my dead soulmates)

Caliban’s reason
Vital decadence
Vapid serialization
Living thought
Hegemonic self-insulating practices
Catastrophic development

Ontological earthquake (“Maniac” – Mini-series, 2018)

I would rather be a monster than a parasite……

My Facebook reel feed is filled with face-pornstars!

Free bodies, in soul-prisons

SFG and inter-subjective (evidencing of) reality

4.7.22

A nihilist metaphysic is the best basis for ethical living i.e. liberating oneself from hegemonic moralities

lour
livery
retainer
lineaments
wraith

Come, have a seat! I do.

5.7.22

Suspicion as weak belief

Desire as (unwitting) evaluative belief

Promethean transhumanism

Subtracting the human – Humean!

The normative sceptic and his/her natural impulses

Intellectual biography & spiritual suicide

factious
pillory (n.)

22.4.22

From worse to worser
Now you know why I did not write anything during those moments – they were all utterly unique!
Perceptual faith
cataphasis
positum
subsumption
Idolatrous phenomenology
Chronically aporetic
Anterior prioricity
solicitude
Theological sensorium
Brute objective idolatrous facticity
“Death is waste(d)”
Henology
Dependence, participation & possibility
Falsifying totality >> dreadful affirmations
Strange parasitical half-light

23.4.22

lapidary
Post-mortem bleeding
epigone, antiquarian, gravedigger
The ahistorical/suprahistorical/anti-historical
tentation
Uncertain meaninglessness
Disruptive, outrageous, incomprehensible, wounding
cataplasm, poultice
néant
phallaric
sexuation
Bestial muzzles as headgear
zaïmph
Tantalizing totalizations
The biomoral standard
pullulating
Masochistic delirium
Can you not see how those ecstatic episodes have leaked into your normal everyday life?!
Multiple incestuous cousinages
Telluric union
Interpretive bewilderment
Generative sources of unnatural death
cuirasses
ruff
scrofula
ceruse
This moment is real, and you alone can make it count, for life
Macadam clouds

– The tree of Life is constituted by dismembered bodies!

24.4.22

– My score on Beck’s Depression Inventory:
1. 0
2. 2
3. 3
4. 0
5. 0
6. 1
7. 0
8. 1
9. 1
10. 3
11. 0
12. 2
13. 0
14. 1
15. 1
16. 2a
17. 0
18. 0
19. 0
20. 1
21. 1

Total – 19

– KGF: What is Rocky’s “real” name??

– Worship the WHORE!
And kill the soldiers…

– Non-verbal encoding

– I found the words to express the ineffable, but they escaped me before I could capture them, in writing……!

25.4.22

Intellectual history; Spiritual narrative
Counter-coincidences
Nishida – Japanese bourgeois philosophy
appellation
coterie
Mythical anthropomorphism
Esoteric traditions
Overcoming the distinction between literature, philosophy & religion
Religion >> culture >> social order
Religious consciousness Vs. Social conscience
This is the altar on which I offer sacrifices (or sacrifice offerings) to the deity I worship!
monograph
glyph
Everything, is closer to nothing, than it is to something!
Or maybe I’m just a wannabe, who’s only fit to watch & read all this heroic/crazy stuff……

26.4.22

This is NOT sex, it’s something else. What it is, we can get into that later……

28.4.22

“Marriage is a GOD-felt need!”
wharf

29.4.22

Putinism
Spin doctor
chlorosis
basso
breviary
Misogynist scopic delectation
scopophilia
pilaster
specular
petrifaction
Female castration
saponifying
“Keeping death alive!”
gnarls; exostoses
The invincible-invisible & the invisible-invincible
discussants
pediment, frontispiece

30.4.22

Delaying tactic

1.5.22

Pregnancy is a deadly STD (Sexually Transmitted Disease)
wraith

3.5.22

snark
poramboke
buckler
lapidary
omnibus
rutilant
fatidical
Salammbô
stuprations
Joris-Karl Huysmans
“The cacodemons of science”
roues
balustrade
Gregorian (chant) metal
ordure
moire
When I get bored with too much entertainment, I can always take a healthy dose of reality, for a change…!
Joe, you’re a full-blown hedonist now, whether you believe/like it or not!
The moralists can accuse the libertarians of using their intellect to justify their flabby wills. And the latter could accuse the former of just being cowards…

4.5.22

nearshoring
dogpiling
Algorithmic bias
Digital dependency
Lizard brains

6.5.22

When the mouse is away, the cats will play!
Shit is what remains of the food, after digestion. Do you know what to do with it?
How does the feminine side of the guy interact with the masculine side of the girl?
Do NOT hate, despise or fear ennui, my dear, but accept and even embrace it as your very own soulmate.
Ventriloquy and clairvoyance
blandishments
“A chimera of polychrome clay”
comedienne
dotard
exigent
“The childish graces and monotonous coquetry of women”
Compost & weave – Hmmm… Sounds like shitty fabric!?
arcana
dotage
alambics
strophe
There is no right or wrong, true or false… only the subjective tastes of the majority versus the outlanders…
sacristan
ambuscade
legitimist
gaminess
deliquescence
revulsives
Moral aperient
Bilingual poetry
philtre
naiad
faun
ekphrasis
aureole
Nosological categories
Pleasure – What I see is the source, and what I feel (especially in certain parts of my body) is the locus. But the inverse or vice-versa could also hold true!

10.5.22

Distinguish:
Personality
&
Character

But you’ve got such a big canvas to paint on!

How low did you go to get that high?

On the true mountain peak, there is a huge plain, and you can relax x there!

Keeping death alive, by being crucified on a tree of pleasure……

11.5.22

Compared to everything, we are nothing

15.5.22

The harder the work, the greater the pleasure.
The greater the pleasure, the harder the wood.

For a change, I AM *uck*** time!

Beyond a point, experimenting itself becomes cheating!

s’mores

DON’T worry! Forgetting to remember is the same thing as remembering to forget…… 😎

Are all women masochists??

33% THC content!
From weed to grass

DON’T try to be too cute!

Cryptic revelations

Metaphysical leakages


16.5.22

nepenthes
Carnivorous plants & herbivorous animals
plutonian
adjure
epithet
And nothing more…
Forever!

17.5.22

houris
hieroglyphs
fjord
scarper

18.5.22

I can’t help falling in love with you
Prolonging the quality
HOW is NOT the question! ☝🏾
Writing this is so wrong!
Sprinkle coke on IT, just like salt

20.5.22

Distinguish: (OR Combine!) 🤞🏽
The Stoned (far) beyond the Sober
&
The Sober (just) below the Stoned

Move…… at an unreasonable speed!

This is NOT about pleasure, Joe! Then what is it about?? Ah! NOW I will tell you: The deep water does not feel heavy unless the surface touches the air. DIALECTICAL BLISS

Yesterday I had an orgy of laughter

How low & far can you fly?
How long can you hold that posture, comfortably?

22.5.22

Activate SMELL

Try NOT to get excited

You DON’T need to lie to me (godSMACK)

Controlled change – NOW1

Run away, while you waste away with me……….

Leopold Sacher

Guillaume Apollinaire

23.5.22

Perfect exertion coincides with complete rest

27.5.22


ARM
OEM

28.5.22

Private hyperventilation!
How does it feel like, to hold two2 smoking hot guns in your 👐?
Me now!
= This is really turning into a party!
YEAH! Why should Jo(E) have all the fun?!

The spirituality of carnal energetics
You’re passing over worthcomely material……….
Are you ready to let go, Joe??
“Terror BY bureaucracy”

29.5.22

Extending 11th digit ~ Opening 3rd eye
Penile apprehension/aperception
How do I know SHE is REALLY having fun?
Love is nothing but the disguise that sadomasochism wears!

1.6.22

Distinguish:
Dirt/dust
&
Earth/soil

The King Vs. The worm
Who is the favorite?

Distinguish:
Asexual
&
Non-sexual

3.6.22

INSTEAD, Let the video use you!

ABSENT from the previous meeting

But here is the twist……

Now tell me: What I was watching – was it illusion, or was it delusion?

He’s gonna blow him away, with his SERVE!

Distinguish:
Metaverse
&
Multiverse

4.6.22

You will re-member it, again!
That the best is always YET to come……

Distinguish:
Myth
&
Ghost

You should inspire more, Joe!

Come down, slowly.

If you just do whatever you feel like, most of the time, what would happen??

Entertraining

You’re playing with REAL money now, Joe!

Playing ~ praying
Devil ~ GOD
Living ~ dying
Laughing ~ crying

NETFLIX dreams

6.6.22

Signifier ~ Unconscious ~ Symbolic
Signified ~ Conscious ~ Imaginary
Referent ~ Subjectivity/Trauma ~ Real

From understanding to analysis

10.6.22

What are you doing?
I’m just getting bored, at the top, with them!

Perceptual ontology
Creative transformation
Vs.
Representational definition

Abductive reasoning

Experiential acquaintance → descriptive knowledge

12.6.22

I will penetrate her spirit!

13.6.22

Grow ~ mature ~ decay
Carnal spirituality
It is my ghost that is fapping

All together dangerous

Am I criminal, mad or sick? Or……….

Truth-telling is a hypocritical virtue!

14.6.22

The urtext is NOT a text.

The problem is NOT that you’re “too radical”, Joe. In fact, just the opposite!

I have resumed my PhD in Demonology!

Ritual as magic

Black Arts

grift
grimoire
Diabology
Midlothian
chthonic

Is depression bad?

Being ~ reality ~ evil

From the corny to the uncanny

Adult animations

15.6.22

Is there value in mindless conformity?

17.6.22

Who is Kim Chul?

Lilith is here!

For the dog, the human is GOD. For the pig, the human is the DEVIL.

BLISS is when you don’t know if you’re too low or too high…

Exit pedagogy

PhenoUmenon

18.6.22

How much more evil can your body take?

This is the REAL Pattaya!

Cultivating singleness within marriage.
And vice-versa!

“Where is Sycorax?”

Where their worm never dies, and the smoke ever goes up

Now, SLOWLY climb DOWN from thee peak

19.6.22

Borderline bureaucratic experiments

Distinguish:
Oppressor
&
Offender
The victim as villain!

Emotional infidelity

All of eternity, crammed into one lifetime!

Observe yourself, feeling, thinking, speaking & doing

20.6.22

The breathing & squirming crucifix

The wisdom of the clown

Dream, hallucination & fantasy, all blended into one terrific reality!

“Release me!” – the Call of Cthulhu

“I don’t eat animals!” – Fresh (2022)

Hey Joe… When are you gonna become an ex-philosopher?

Meet my demons’ DEMON! 💀

Hyper-approximation

vicissitudinous

After all this long slow torture, the worst thing would be to NOT die!

Collective unconscious
Vs.
Super-Id

21.6.22

How do we overcome the fear of fear?

How you live doesn’t matter. How you feel about how you live is what matters alone!

Headphone kiss

Unlike the statue, the corpse can ONLY breathe!