THOUGHTS

14.10.20
– Asexual romances
16.10.20
  • Distinguish: (adjectives)
Health
&
Medical
E.g. In insurance, care, check-up, etc.
17.10.20
  • Pre-edge
15.10.20
– I take care of you >> I support you to take care of yourself
You take care of me >> you support me to take care of myself
Distinguish:
Responsibility (individual)
&
Help (social)
– The major life-decision of where to live is no less important than what you do and who you’re with!
Choose carefully.
Better to stay in touch with one’s roots (home culture, social network, local issues, etc.), unless there are exceptional problems with that.
– Keep distance, be active AND stay in touch!
– bassinet
Mediterranean diet
Unused vacations
Caco-2 cell model
IronCatch
Soda tax
– ⚠️📢 Dear folks…
Who would be interested in joining a WhatsApp group for organizing games periodically (around once a month or so, with no fixed commitments) – friends & family, playing together, remotely!
Those who are willing to give this new venture a try, let me know.
PEACE ✌🏽
18.10.20
– Genes & memes
Integral theory
19.10.20
– Unolingo (from the Curious app)
– Grace:
The gift as task,
And the task as gift!
20.10.20
– Voice over WiFi!
– When deciding what to do (with your life), take wings.
And when you choose where to live (for the rest of your life), put down roots.
21.10.20
– Apps2Fire
– I live where heaven & Hell meet…
Fuck Canada! 😎
27.10.20
– Momentous trash
Estranging oddness
shambolic
feculent
congeries
limn
– Movies:
A good marriage (1982)
The old guard (2020)
28.10.20
– Non-sexual wet dreams

1.11.20

– Movies:
Creed 2

– Tamil Nadu Day

2.11.20

– readwise.io
workflow
Rare metal(s)

– Thinking, in terms of time, rather than space…
Thinking in terms of gravity, instead of time…!

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Movies:

“காதலும் கடந்து போகும்”

3.11.20

– In-utero existence ~ unconscious mind ~ dream/fantasy ~ ancestral/contextual consciousness

– “I don’t wanna run away from violence.” – Eugene Peterson

– Why name a chat app “Discord”?!

– “Highest rates of misinformation in key battleground states”

– Stoned:
Have you ever felt omnipotent? I have!
And, after imagining all the possible options, for where I could be and what I could do, I realized that all I ever wanted was the here & now…… 😌

– Tamil Nadu Day – Nov. 1!
We are Tamilians…
so let us live (settle down & engage locally as permanent native residents) in Tamil Nadu, unless there is an exceptional situation, which forces us to flee elsewhere

Do NOT covet! 😎
If we see our neighbor living in a posh house that is grander than our own, would we be pining to somehow go and live there, or would we also look at the (hidden) advantages (and the moral pride) of one’s own home??
“Home is where the heart is”
“Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also”
When it comes to what you do, take wings! And when it comes to where you live, put down roots! ✌🏽

Tamilian/Indian – this our identity, whether we like it or not!
Whoever talks of “GOD’S will” and is ignorant of this, is truly an idiot.
And whoever lives as if such matters are unimportant, and pursue economic gains as the sole value, are nothing but spineless mercenaries……
Let not our children suffer an identity crisis/vacuum, because of our short-sightedness.

– What is the relationship between MNCs and nation-states?
How does one (ethically) relate one’s own cultural/political identity and this globalized/capitalistic world?

– Would the collective impact of the unknown heroes, on the world, be greater than the famous giants?

4.11.20

– Dream:
Dr. Gio is sharing about his spiritual crisis in a panel discussion, of which I am a part. I start weeping (secretly), wondering how to respond……

– Heidegger & Nazism
Potential non-existence
“Cursory pantheon of precursors”
“Marginal objects in liminal spheres”
Philological attentiveness

– The body has been infected with a virus (sin?!), and has become either dumb or stupid, that’s why I need an intellectual structure/law to guide me

– geometer
primate
concept-ion

– The OSM is not just a means of promoting “spiritual growth”, but a method of de-constructing & re-inventing it!
Anti-positivistic endeavor

– Seemingly natural
Distinguish:
Biological culture
&
Cultural biology

– I struggle as much to derive any thought from pleasure (of being stoned), as I do with deriving pleasure from sober life!

– Enjoyment + knowledge = melancholy!

– Maybe my intractable boredom just shows that I am a dumb genius who is simply blind to the glory of his very existence!

5.11.20

– femsplaining
inspiriting
Mansplaining feminism
Rape culture
Sexual entitlement
Taboo-busting – “Let’s talk about (talking about) sex”
casserole

7.11.20

– Who is “Naga seminarian” (YT)?

– sandbox
Success as global phenomenon
Electoral college

8.11.20

– mammonism
techno-clerisy
Perceived illegitimate authority
Government ~ manipulation
Speculative fiction

NEWS

15.9.20
– disport
  • Movies:
“Let the right one in”
  • Upload your ebooks to Google Play Books and start reading across devices & OSs, with page-syncing & highlights-notes auto-save in Docs – all this for free!
16.9.20
– mein
17.9.20
– 4 px = 1 mm
– Can you freak out, with no drugs?!
18.9.20
– Google Suite Vs. Microsoft Office Premium
– “I’m your average ordinary everyday kid –
Happy to do nothin’,
In fact that’s what I did.
I got a million ways to make my day,
But daddy don’t agree!
‘Cause when I try to get away
He says he got plans for me.” – Def Leppard
Keep every option (chores, bodily needs, immediate physical environment, personal drives, etc.) at each & all moments! 
Then, you feel alive, any day…… 
– Paradox ~ moment ~ miracle ~ GOD ~ absurd
Religious dogmas ~ spiritual experiences ~ philosophical ideas
19.9.20
– Peter Wessel Zapffe
Maurice Blondel
Brian Little
Michael Greene
– How can spiritual growth be promoted among the (economically) poor??
20.9.20
– Off on a bender
Unsuitable for a sensitive audience
21.9.20
– (pussy)calor
– Resilio Sync
Uninstall survey
Antiques & antics
– Movies:
“The Brown Bunny”
“The Color of Night”
“Henry & June”
– TV series:
Mine – Deadwood
Ours – Black Mirror
24.9.20
– High valley
– From dialectic to paradox!
Sovereignty is the potential to be unfree!
The absolute difference
That’s not gonna cut it!
Faith as paradoxical belief
26.9.20
– haters
– Neither the person of the artist, nor the work of art is immortal. But art IS immortality!
– Pincer movement
peroration
Temperance reform
meliorist
Digital Signature Certificate (DSC)
27.9.20
– “Happy Nazis”
28.9.20
– “The Immaculate Collection” by Madonna
– (Just) place-holders (these) 
– Last night’s dream: (Ah! I gotcha this time 😎)
Vinolia is watching Lord of the Rings (?) with me (and other cousins). It’s ultra-realistic, with a 3D hologram of Sauron! Just before the war scene, the caption is, “The Sex” 😜
– Ontological ethics – even humans are NOT “human(e)”!
– Rahul Tewatia
arhatia
Habeas corpus
Qui vive
OECD
MSP
Price realisation
29.9.20
– Loperamide high
  • horr-opera
30.9.20
– “The language of Adam”
Runic stone
Partial body
Torturous metamorphosis
Base religion & inutile criminality 
Sacrificial cult
Sumptuory ritual
Martial passion
Monastic extravagance
Gilles de Rais
– Gift ~ waste
The sovereign value of the instant
Work, for the sake of, play!
Sickly-sweet
Berzerkers
Cruel voluptuosities & intoxicating ravages 
Ultimate inanity
The attempt to delect in death
Khavn
Scatological scopophilia
The unnavigable gulf of oblivion
– Movies:
“Ruined Heart: Another love story between a criminal and a whore”
“16 வயதினிலே”
– artitude
– Flow Vs. Distinction
Flow Vs. Survival
Flow Vs. Control
6.10.20
– knowlarity
– My mother died on October 1st around 7:30 am.
Remember what Bataille did in the room where his mother’s corpse was kept? I did something similar too! 🙃
– Dream:
I am in a shady & posh office space, meeting a mysterious & charismatic man. It seems like he has many people working there (“for him”?), and I don’t know why I am there. Does he want me to use my (formidable) intellect for his vague (?sinister) project… Is he the Devil himself attempting to strike a deal with me, on the sale of my soul?
– Death of a near dear one >> revival of family solidarity (around her corpse) – celebration of community in personal death!
Somewhat like the sprouting of a seed fallen into the soil……
7.10.20
– Psalms 39:13
&
Song 6:5
– nones
11.10.20
– You have no clue, as to what extent, others are a part of you, and vice-versa!
– Dream:
Salome is in an extramarital sexual relationship with Vijayalaya! And I’m very upset about it, but she doesn’t give a damn…… This hurts me even more deeply!
Salome is taken for emergency cesarean section. I rush, but the baby seems to be stillborn……
12.10.20
– Subsumptive reasoning
The non-identical/heterogenous/singular/fragment

PENSEES

19.8.20

– Instead of shoveling out lot of stuff from all the layers of your expedition, why don’t you wait to get to the one pearl from the greatest depth…?
The pearl, from my last deep-dive:
S – L – O – W  I T  D – O – W – N !
This merges the mundane and the ethereal

– Kind & tactful truth-telling

20.8.20

– averments
Prashant Bhushan
Bona-fide beliefs
contemnor

21.8.20

– The false body
Soma Vs. Sarx
Richard Schustermann

24.8.20

– “Republicans against Trump”

25.8.20

– “I may destroy you”

27.8.20

– “Enemies with benefits”

30.8.20

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Disapprobation
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Impetuous

 

– Understanding myself from within and with you >>
You understanding yourself from within and with me >>
Me understanding you & you understanding me >>
You & me understanding our relationship (what’s going on between you & me)!

– ReasonIO & Gregory Sadler

31.8.20

– தத்துவப் பாடல்கள்

2.9.20

– Not The Onion

3.9.20

– Object lessons & acted parables

– “Throwing myself… (bury my eyes) into this life”
The point of diminishing returns
Reflection Vs. Living

5.9.20

– moratorium

10.9.20

– Passion, faith & discipline

– Give yourself (some) time, to be depressed!

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Balancing >> harmonizing >> integration
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scholium

 

11.9.20

– Mishima Christi – the Cross as sepukku

– UGK, the blind and dumb Bataillean prototype

– Life is the engine of death

12.9.20

– Trust is the fundamental one out of the 3 elements of love!
To love is to trust that you respect, and care for, me.

– Movies:
Our Children – 2012 (Belgium)
Bombshell (2019)

– What is choice, without boundaries?!